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I like drugs
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▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
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>can finally post anime girls again
phew
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reposting for archival posterity
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>>6451772
Yeah something had to be done
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>>6451756
>>6451756
>ywn be best friends with mado
>ywn be even remotely close with mado
>ywn kiss mado
>ywn date mado
>don't even know if mado considers you afriend
>you have a gun though
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Nth for bitches be craycray

Lets talk about dicks instead.
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fuck
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>>6451770
she literally admitted to humping me and moaning as I was sleeping, so...
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I haven't eaten in 32 hours and ex bae bought me everything I like ;_;
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>>6451756
hi mado let's be friends
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>>6451787
Oh the atrocity.
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>>6451775
i love you a lot, anon
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>>6451775
what a fucking psychopath
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>>6451775
I don't get the problem here. Left column is about saying that people look like man, it's a pretty healthy PSA. Then the pic I guess is Faye photoshoping her pic? If anything it shows that we should notice when she does that because she sucks at it. Then the right I just don't follow...
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>>6451798
What is wrong with you
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>>6451782
Swear that you don't havvvee a gun. But I do think of you as a friend! Just suck at online friends...
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>>6451793
Aren't you a bit old for that crap?
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>>6451807
Nice taqiya Fayedie

It's full of your shit
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>>6451808
leave it
People treat me as a sex object around here, I'm used to it.
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>>6451745
>Hips literally has autism or something that makes them unable to experience human empathy or social awareness
https://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/000921.htm
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>>6451793
dat lassi doe
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>>6451807
No its pretty clearly showing how insane Faye is. Either you're mentally ill as him or youre trying to defend him.
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>>6451797
Hellooss, sure I'm just chilling with Hailey. Prolly gonna swallow all this mda, might snort some.
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>>6451817
These posts of yours are getting pretty unhinged.
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>>6451745
some autistic people can feel empathy
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>>6451808
what did you have for dinner maddie?
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>>6451816
keep that airplane mode on all you want faye
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>>6451808
What's wrong with you?
>>6451813
I don't even know you.
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>>6451814
It might be slightly worse, her roommates talked about her having conspiracy theories of people out to get her and randomly destroying parts of the house
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>>6451822
Falafel salad
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>>6451813

Red = my least favorite whore on these boards.
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>>6451821
It's around an even amount.
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>>6451825
>blaming it on hips
oh lawd

even if he is crazy you know it isn't him. everyone knows you're a shit person with an entitled attitude.
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>>6451824
Well, you made light of me being sexually harassed, so maybe you should chill?
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I..was hungry
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>>6451809
i do though unfortunately/fortunately
we never talk though :(
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>>6451817
No, the Adri part doesn't really connect with the rest. Is the faye pic what she linked or is it something appart? Why is the post with all the links there? Do you need to take a section almost a million posts later where all she said was lose my number?
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>>6451828
that's pretty good
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>>6451775
Saved
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>>6451756
xth for getting high af
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>>6451832
Cause your sexual harassment was nothing worth mentioning.
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>tfw ur bff game on point
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>>6451793
I'm starting to wonder why she's still your ex at this point; it sounds like she's been wonderful to you in the past few days at least, maybe there is more I don't know though.
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>>6451831
Hips goes to extreme measures tho. She doxxed me and I've had people tell me she downloads other people's skype logs.
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>>6451817

Faye's been going Anon for ages to ruin the thread and attack people.

BUT! why do you have to be a shit eating fuck head and misgender her? She's still a she even if she is an unbearable shite hawk.
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>>6451833
why do you eat like a 3 y/o goddammit keep the food in the plate
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>>6451832
>>6451819

>>6451834
Aaaaaaaaaaaaa
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... Should still meet up senpai
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>>6451844
would you top her?
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>>6451813

When the only thing "people" (used loosely) have to attack you for is you biologically hard coded enjoyment of sex, you're doing alright.
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>>6451832
just ignore chara she is a sociopath
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>>6451848
Uh, because he asked to be? At least the last time I was here Faye was asserting that he was male.
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>>6451804
thats what ive been tryna tell this niggas man
>>6451844
do you use meth by chance
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>>6451854
w-what
no
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if you really fall for beep having a crush on faye and her exposing edie to protect her you have to be retarded. literally look in archives where beeps being harassed by anon faye and edie. watch it stop for weeks after she posts the picture.
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>>6451862

She was clearly being sarcastic, you know exactly what you're doing and it stooping to her level. Have some self respect, if that's even something you're capable of.
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>>6451842
>>>/out/
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>>6451832
chara has murdered 2 people and burned a house down
pay her no heed
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Is there anyone in this thread other then hips yelling at herself that wants to talk about foundation, I'm using drugstore brand and I want to up my game
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>>6451844
AWWWWWWWWWW

how did u take such HQ screenshots though

new phone next week
6s or SE?
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>>6451844

SPECIAL NEEDS!

tfw wen you wreck ur fave trip
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>>6451868
people pushing for artificial drama know exactly what they are doing.

>>6451872
i heard it was three!
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>>6451872
Kek
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>>6451852
but i'm not sure if that'll ever really happen because i don't feel important lol
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>>6451874
BB cream is pretty useful, have you tried it?
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>>6451874
yeah what brand are u using and what coverage do u like

pic unrelated reallu
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>>6451874
surge is not only a bad foundation but also but for exfoliation too.
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>>6451875
I really hope your kidding.
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>>6451882
>>6451778
this is how you get hiv eye infections Red
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>>6451878
shit, maybe that arson case was a third one. fuck
>>6451880
it's true
but there's a third one apparently???
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>>6451872
>only 2
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>>6451852
Let's do it Mado! We can swap guro
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>>6451878
>people pushing for artificial drama know exactly what they are doing.

And you feed into that when you misgender people. There's no reason to do it so don't, all you do is undermine your own perfectly accurate assertion that Faye's a cruel, immature person with no ability to respect others.
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>>6451894
*Herpes in the eyes is possible
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>>6451882
but bbcream instead of foundation??
in you want super light converage, why not go no foundation and just concealer?

>>6451885
??
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>>6451872
lmao
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>>6451782
>Tfw mado said to not bully you anymore
Dammit
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>>6451883
Merc I literally swear every time you pop out an info graphic and it says I'm so basic asking about like one of the 15 things I should be doing

Ahh mabeline maybe? and like I dunno, I don't mind if it's visible, I have a lot of light coverage

Saved btw
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>it's a trip drama episode

think I'll skip this one tbdesu
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>>6451835
Oh, they're all from different threads

The first post was from Faye dropping trip to attack Kayla

The grey one was taken by Maddie who caught Faye deleting her post after calling Beeps, Sparky, Anna, Adri and Cheska men

The phone posts were when Adri shot down Faye's invite to some cabin and she called her out and Faye exploded and attacked her for days with everyone in the threads. Jormy and a bunch of trips called her out on it and defended Adri
>>6451868
Hardly going to respect someone who shows little respect for others. Stop trying to defend "her"
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>>6451903
you make me want to die
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>>6451895
i'm not that anon, I'm saying that even when someone missgenders they know why they do it.
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>>6451906
drama threads are the best threads specially when you know how to fan the flames
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It's Friday, why aren't we all doing MDMA and fucking
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>>6451874
yeah I would but the only times I need good makeup done is for big meetings and then I just get it done professionally.. its really not a day to day thing for me

>>6451906
might as well yeah I'm probably gonna go cuddle up with a movie and grapes soon
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>>6451910
Take a chill pill bro its just a prank :)
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>>6451898
I use BB and concealer!
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>>6451914
have you met new edie's boyfriend yet?
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>>6451895
>all you do is undermine your own perfectly accurate assertion that Faye's a cruel, immature person with no ability to respect others.
Only if gendering all you care about and don't realize there are people that are not actually trans.
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>>6451918
literally want to die and decompose
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>>6451914
i'm on codeine
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>>6451907
>The phone posts were when Adri shot down Faye's invite to some cabin and she called her out and Faye exploded and attacked her for days with everyone in the threads.
why isn't that in the graphic? what is the point of saving posts if you have to tell the story?

you're really bad at those things...
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>>6451882
I have it, but I want good coverage now, like hey she's wearing makeup but it's on point
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>>6451921
have you learned english yet?
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>>6451923
https://youtu.be/WxSmhDfuAxY
One of mados favorite songs too
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Let's all just chill and enjoy each other's company! Also check out my new top! How's it look?
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>>6451932
sorry drunk lol
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>>6451905
kek
i mean it's not like im doing all that shit myself, i just like having a reference lol

>doesn't know which brand and which line
BAKA
i've been wanting to try covergirl's trueblend, but i haven't yet
i usually wear stuff specifically for my skin tone, but rn i'm wearing clinque liquid foundation
which is passe at best

>>6451919
ohh, okok
what bbcream?

>>6451928
i mean you could do something that has lot of buildible coverage
but also it seems like concealer under a medium coverage foundation works better idk
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>>6451926
gone off promethazine
every drug from a to z
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>>6451928
>like hey she's wearing makeup but it's on point
is that something people think? unless it's a particular color I always saw make up as something that either people didn't notice or did notice but it was better than seeing what's underneath.

>>6451937
that was a sincerely nice response form a troll post...
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>>6451935
needs more cum on face
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>>6451913
sometimes it's interesting but idk what's even going on this time
>>6451917
sounds lovely, I should do something like that
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>>6451935
thats cute
w2b
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>>6451934
im not kidding youre making me really sad
please stop i thought mado said to quit bullying me
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>>6451927
>you're really bad at those things...
I didn't fucking post it?

Here, take it and fuck off. If you want to be her friend and defend her like Adri then that's your funeral.
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/5730779/#5731233
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/5809618/#5809682
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>>6451935
100% female. are you eve trying to pretend you're not trans?
what happened on your left boob?
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>>6451935
Kinda look like a sailor you should get a cute sailor hat with it.
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>>6451950
Is every post I make bullyposting to you?
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>>6451914
I might consider trying something like that with Bexe if she was into it and we had some for some reason
>tfw you forget it's Friday night
>>6451935
It's a little weird how long the curve on the shoulders extends into the arms but it looks cute on you
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>>6451939
Bb cream is like, my sun screen, no coverage
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>>6451957
yes because every post you make directed towards me is to remind me youre closer to mado than me
and this causes me great emotional grief
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>>6451947
can you people stop bullying each other desu

>>6451935
pretty good but boobpockets are shit

>>6451948
yeah do it, fruit, some deli meats, if I werent keto rn I'd do crackers and dip too
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>10mg oxy
>15 mg addy
>gram of weed
Anybody else fucked up tonight?
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>>6451953
A bit overdramatic, I'm just saying it's a poorly done pic. No need to get mad.

I really doubt liking or disliking someone from another country could affect my life, but thanks for the rec.
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>>6451953
RIP

#adrididnothingwrong
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>>6451968
post your dope
i got several gs of 28%thc weed
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>>6451874
urban decay naked skin works pretty well for me good coverage too
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>>6451945
Women notice , but I've dated a pro makeup artist before so idk
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>>6451939
Maybelline Dream Pure BB
>>6451949
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B012VYGIM6/ref=oh_aui_detailpage_o01_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1
>>6451954
Lmao, I have no real idea what I am anon
It's a little zipper
>>6451955
I'm going to San Fransisco...maybe I can meet some rough sailors/seamen!
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>>6451966
Dude
Calm down
Lmao
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>>6451978
>I'm going to San Fransisco
when? I thought you were going to be there by now?
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>>6451935
>>6451960
>It's a little weird how long the curve on the shoulders extends into the arms but it looks cute on you
I didn't really notice, I'm not sure if it makes them wider or longer, but I think it works. I wonder if I could find something like that...
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>>6451914
Don't have any...

>>6451935
Nice, good lines under it too. you may wish to work the butt exercises to built up the muscles to get more hip showing.
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>>6451865
wat no

>>6451875
irs cos i have a 6 plus so the resolution is higher :3
i like it. wouldnt get an android imo.

>>6451876
???????
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>>6451965
yeah same usually

>>6451978
yeah thats what i use too, but it doesn't color match well on me

this shirt is really cute, ty
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>>6451881
It willlll senpai I wanna meets youuu.
>>6451889
Kek
>>6451894
Sures! Don't have much on my phone though.
>>6451914
Ahem picrelated.
>>6451966
Relax senpai
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>>6451981
well...Probably August or September. f you wanna meet up skype me derp223
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>>6451978
Awful place to go to though.
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>>6451912

Pardon me. They do seem to just like the shitposting, rather than actually want it to stop.

Fuck 'em, I suppose.
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>>6451980
no im autistic and depressed i dont need your shit
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>>6451989
I'm going for the love of my life Kaylee <3
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>>6451935

I like it. Does it actually have a pocket though, it looks like the zip just leads straight to the nip desu.
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>>6451975
That's pretty nice
I don't have any left :(
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>>6451984
>getting an android
ewww no
big phones are, ehh to me, like the 6+/6s+ are just giant, to me idk
i really like small phones, i want the iphone SE but it doesn't have the 3d touch thing which is really important in iOS 10
ill probably get a 6s
that resolution is godly though
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#fayedidnothingwrong
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>>6451971
Sorry then, I'll take my leave.

I'm done trying to warn people that are setting themselves up to get hurt like Beeps.
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>>6451978
>It's a little zipper
what? is that a fetish shirt? do you expose your nipple if you open it up?
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>>6452007
you tried anon
we all tried at some point
at least beep was a genuinely good person
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>>6451953
reminder that archive only goes back to 2014 and is incomplete

rip early thread history 4eva
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>>6452007
Beeps is my friend, we talked a bit yesterday, I hope she's well
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>>6451996
oh i guess thats a reason to do so.
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So I am at the three month mark. What can I expect to see when I hit the 6 month mark?

Will I look more feminine than now?
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>>6452012
>beep is my friend
>i can still remember the day you told her "I hope you find a nice little gay boy that feels like he can finally tell his friends he's straight"
psychopathic piece of shit
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>>6452012
Like how Adri was your friend? When's the last time you talked to her?
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>>6451998
It's an actual pocket
Here's another one
I censor my face because I don't appreciate weirdos photoshoping shit
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>>6452012
why aren't you using waifus? someone brought up this trip in the previous thread or the one before.
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can someone post a picture of hips?
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>>6452018
6 is like the wholly shit stuff happened mark, a year is like wow a lot happened, two years is , ok you're pretty different then you were at one year, but yah done
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>>6452006
I will support this hashtag
Because all y'all post is hearsay about Faye
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>>6452018
yeah, at some level it keeps going for around 6 years but at the first year you aren't even halfway through most changes.
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>come to lurk thread
>it started off with red complaining that people see her as a sex object
>red trying to act like she isnt a whore who openly bragged about sleeping with strangers daily, being a literal prostitute for money and drugs for a while, being used by countless men in restrooms of gay clubs and dozens of more examples
>once again things she bragged about but now that she has herpes we're supposed to treat her like a victim
dont do drugs kids.
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hopped up onto the roof in my dressing gown and knickers and put the house back together
now we should be right if it rains
what the fuck was with that wind in brisbane tho? it was like a fucking cyclone but without any rain
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>>6452029
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>>6452033
It's a meme, Red. It was originally posted for Adri because Faye was bullying her.
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>>6452026
and you're trying to avoid your grandparents to know you're a tranny... how?
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>>6451960
from what i've read MDMA sex slightly ruins future sex because the sensations and highs are so great that no sober sex will ever match it

that said i wouldn't mind getting cannabis-high with you and doing all the stuff we normally do, and maybe more
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>>6452028
Tru it's on Google if you look
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>>6452026

Makes sense.

Nice tops anyway.
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>>6452030
I look at myself in the mirror and I can see that I have started to change but I don't still really look like a girl yet. I have been misgendered (properly gendered) twice now, but I worry I am just going to end up being a hon and that scares me.
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>>6452019
pretty sure most of this thread can count as psychopathic on a bad day desu

>>6452026
post pics of ur shoe rack bby

>>6452030
>>6452034
can confirm 7 years in for sure

>>6452035
thats what I keep saying but
>HEY MDMA AND WEED IS FUN GUYS
>LETS ALL DO ACID AND HAVE GENDER RELATED REVELATIONS LEL
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>>6452004
>but it doesn't have the 3d touch thing which is really important in iOS 10

it's really not important
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>>6452043
you actually have to look a bit more, at least in my case I had to search directly in the site with the list. still, someone posted it hours ago.
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>all this drama
>I'm just sitting here half naked jiggling my boob and laughing
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Fineeee
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>>6452054
post your FUCKIGNG tits
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>>6452054
how cold is it there? because being cold is a great way to not gain weight...
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>>6452054
iktf
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>>6452029
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>>6452058
that's all I was asking for
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>>6452064
that's one big erection.
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>>6452050
yeah it is
iOS 10 seems built around it??
at least in all the reviews i've seen
i just dont want to purchase a new phone and then not be relatively future proof.

also the front facing cam is the same 5/5s trash, and the only photos i take of myself are selfies....
>>6452064
is it male or female or trap
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>>6452064
vomit
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I never bragged about being an escort. I talked about it because I felt a bond with edie on being a sex worker.
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WOW, so Rachel is now on my shitlist; be advised.
Does anyone here find me less than disgusting?
I mean, that tier list pic of was from last year. But still...
Anyways, yeah.
Self conscious.
Its no wonder I drink & Dont have mirrors.
I'm a very verry ugly manly motherfucker.
Does anyone want to buy a years worth of progynon depot & 100mg gels of prog?
I won't be needing them. I can ship.
I'm done with this shit
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>>6452042
I would say we'll just not do anything lewd but I don't actually trust us to keep to that
Even then, the idea that stuff could somehow be better is kind of enticing
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this is what the thread reminds me of rn for some reason
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bg59q4puhmg

>>6452073
and there isn't anything wrong with that so idk why you let the trolls bother you
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>>6452078
uhhh i don't have any money but maybe you could donate them to me so i don't kill myself over dysphoria?
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>>6452078
ok
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>>6452081
I'm impressionable, I suppose
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>>6452083
I need cash, srry bb.
If I'm going out this way, I want my fiance to have a hefty fund.
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>>6452061
was like 5 degrees last night lol
I was just chilling at 4am completely naked like man my nipples are hard right now
it's 17 degrees now so it's not too bad
I'm gonna try and eat 4 meals a day to increase my thiccness level
megamilks soon butte soon
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>>6452084
I killed sans
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>>6452078
don't give up hope...
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>>6452073
You're going to make a good politician one day with the amount of flip flopping you do. Or maybe just a politicians coked up whore.
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>>6452078
>hons ragequitting life
make sure you actually open the window desu

>>6452086
I guess I can understand that to some extent
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>>6452004
I'm with you on smaller phones. I'll use my tablet if I need a larger screen. Last fall I picked up a S5 mini even though I could have had and S6 phone then. I'd have gone smaller, except the features I wanted aren't available in a 4" screen.

>>6452011
Good. I wish it was totally gone.

>>6452026
>because I don't appreciate weirdos photoshoping shit
With your body, good idea. Also for stalker issues. I have a stalker from one showing of my face. :(

>>6452018
>>6452030
>>6452034
Expect more feminization to happen by 6 months, but for it to not be finished for a few years. Some changes like body hair thinning will finally be starting to show, but still have a long ways 'til done. Hair on your head may start growing again in areas you lost it in. If you had any balding, getting on Finasteride or dutasteride is a good idea.
Natural puberty takes years to happen in a girl. The changes under HRT are basically engaging the parts of natural puberty that can still be effected.
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>>6452078
who cares
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>>6452078
You're too much of a bitch to actually quit.
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>>6452078
since when are you so delicate? you can't play the role of the tough girl who tells it like it is and be surprised that people don't hold their punches.
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>>6452041
I have no idea....
I can keep it hidden by wearing boy clothes!!!
I've always been feminine...
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>>6452071
It's a man
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>>6452088
>burn all your calories to stay warm
>complain that you don't gain weight
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>>6452071
> iOS 10 seems built around it??

It's a really underwhelming addition to me, I'm not sure I would go that far.
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>>6452090
Me and you both.
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>>6452103
mhmm, interesting
>>6452095
yeah the thing is that smaller phones are always lacking features these days
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>>6452079
the thing is, it's better than what we've got in a chemical sense, but only when we have MDMA, so it devalues what we already have and then becomes a better thing for the cost of money and a degrading maximum experience over time

it's not worth it, it's an artificial high best left to therapeutic activities

what we have now is great and it's going to get better on its own
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>>6452029
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>>6452104
nah that's not the reason I haven't gained any weight
the reason I haven't gained any weight is because I keep forgetting to eat or sleep for days at a time
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>>6452091
Dude, no, I'm done.
I've never been considered remotely attractive & I usually take all the shitposting about my looks in stride.
I even dyed & cut hair to feel better about my appearance. But.. It didn't work.

If nobody wants this shit, I'll just find another route.

Anyways, I'll have another trip I talk semi-frequent to confirm to y'all when I'm dead
SEE:
>>6452094
>>6452096
>>6452097
>>6452099

In all, I'm not getting any more fem & literally disgust everyone here.
My life is a sack o shit IRL & I've been existing, rather than living for months now & just kinda kept making money for my fiance.
I got fired for being a tranny, so there's really no point to anything.
I'm fucking done.
I'll have them let you know.
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>>6452078
literally kayla 2.0
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>>6452120
If you actually had a decent voice you probably wouldnt have been fired.
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>>6452120
Youre not really gonna kill yoself are you?
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>>6452120
Why the fuck would you dye your hair that color?
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>>6452105
idk
http://www.macrumors.com/2016/06/22/3d-touch-in-ios-10/

Have you played with iOS 10 at all??
i mean really, it'd be wiser for me to wait until the 7 is out, but i need a phone N O W, lol
yeah i just dont know
the low quality camera on the SE is what R E A L L Y kills me honestly, the 3D touch thing is just another minus
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>>6451756
>drama hour
but we already had 23 of those in a row, can we have one off? :^)
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>>6452120
you don't really look that bad, but you can't expect people to be nice when you play the angry role. It's not about looks, it's about how you present yourself to us. Neither your pics nor your posting correlate to real life, so I don't see how the fuck the solution would be killing yourself and not leaving the site.
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this haircut
on me

what do u guys think
ive wanted to do this or something similar to this (kusanagi hair for example) for a while now

i feel like it only works on rounder faces with softer features tho which i for sure do not have so...
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>>6452138
it'll be fine but obv. not crazy colors cus thats shit
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Why are you guys so mean to each other?

Like, people/life are/is mean to us enough as it is. Being trans is hard, no shit. But the level of horrid behavior to each other is just gross and reminds me of the reasons why i left in the first place.

Would it really hurt to just be nice? Or conversely, would it hurt you to just ignore the mean and psychopathic-seeming people and realize that they are most likely suffering greatly from various mental illness. Illnesses which are most likely exacerbated by years of repression and transitioning oneself to a completely different set of societal rules and expectations?

If someone is being nasty, just accept that they are the way that they are and ignore them. Maybe feel sorry that their situation in life has made them that angry. Maybe consider that they may be miserable beyond even your imagination.

Trust me, it'll make you feel much better.
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>>6452132
funny thing... comming from you!!

>>6452138
>short hair + tranny bangs
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>>6452138
>what do u guys think
i think that hair on you would make me want to cum inside you while french kissing you
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>>6452138
i was going to cosplay this, but i ended up doing some weeb shit instead.
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>>6452138
i hope ur joking dude, you look so much better without bangs imo
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>>6452138
kusanagi, sure, but that, no
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>>6452144
I don't start drama, I just encourage it from time to time.
An incendiary comment here, a hateful remark there... it's not hard. It's almost like everyone wants the drama, and I'm just helping them get started :^)
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>>6452120
Please don't die....
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>>6452125
Alpha tier list

SS tier: paratrooper, combat leader, crushes pussy every day tier
Faye
S tier: marine tier, think they're the shit, rape sailors for sport
Valq
F tier: semipro bike rider tier
Kayla
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>>6452142
really funny that you posted this after valq saying you made her kill herself (another sort of funny post that won't be so if she carries through).

I don't like the idea of everything being a mental illness. Just having problems in your life and lashing out is completely normal, being sad and wanting to bring others down is too. That kind of stuff isn't a mental illness and you don't fix it with drugs but just regular therapy or counseling or just improving your life if you can.
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I can't wait another 9 months!
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>>6452138
you might look like an idiot desu
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>>6452159
a-are you pregnant?
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>>6452120
I don't necessarily like you or anything but t b h you're kind of cute with that hair style/color, get ffs like you want and don't give up on transitioning and don't kill yourself either you god damn dumb stupid idiot.
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>>6452138
Only if I can be in lesbians with you.
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>>6452095
I see. I just want to finally be out in public. This boymode is fucking killing me. I can't take it my sanity is getting frayed more and more from just pretending to be something I am not.

I am already on proscar. That and Spironolactone are my AAs.
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>>6452158
>Wow dude you can't accuse her of valq killing herself, you have no proof!
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>>6452144
yeah i kno
maybe i should get ffs firsr and then get the meme haircut

>>6452146
woah anon that would make me reallt happy ;~;

>>6452148
lol i wanna cosplay weeb shit

>>6452149
im not joking but i am prety crossfaded tho so

idk i think bangs look gud on me
maybe im wrong tho

>>6452150
fheyre like pretty similar thoguh
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qhi vs inhouse
which is better for ordering hrt?
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>>6452161
THAT
is what id be afraid of for suee yes
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>>6452174
it'd make me happy too
i'd totally gf you
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>>6452172
If you think valq would killherself from just one insult you are the one insulting her.
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>>6452174
you always look good, but it would be cool to see you with longer hair!
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>>6452174
You look better without imo
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>>6452174
8 I N C H E S
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>>6452164
No, I am 3 months into my transition...

>>6452174
Go for it.

>>6452176
QHI, ADC is very good too, the shipping just sucks.
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>playing Pokémon platinum
>got bored of it for the moment
>put the game down
>now have nothing else to do and I'm bored out of my mind
>tfw headphones are broke
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>>6452187
Why is QHI better? Will I need a prescription or anything or is it no questions asked?
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>>6452183
whats wrong with you honestly

fucking hons
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>>6452158
lol i don't even know wtf you're referring to bro

>>6452174
they don't look bad, your current hairstyle is just way better. maybe im partial to it though because that's what my hair looks like when i blow dry it for work
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>>6452142
How ironic coming from you.
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think my sister's breaking up with her boyfriend for the third time this week
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>tfw Ufufu doesnt (You) me
Thats it im detransitioning.
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>>6452154
im alpha too bro
>>6452174
they are, yes
actually, looking at kusanagi hair irl, why not just get a sleek bob?
because the "rattiness" of it is kinda 'eh' imo

actually no
as ur friend, i am telling u this is a poor idea
>>6452183
>>Your voice is manly AF and it was hilarious watching you bro out with your mannerisms on that phone call with your dad, bro.
lmao what happened
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>>6452194
a post less than a dozen posts before yours.
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>>6452192
It's "no questions asked, sign here so we're not legally responsible"
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>>6452183
work safe board, bro

>implying i bro out with my dad for any other reason than he gives me money when i want it
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>>6452204
awesome
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>>6452199
I though you only had a brother, how many of you are out there?
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>>6452174
pic here looks good (better than now). the one before from that dork movie, nah
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>>6452174
Weeb stuff is the only thing i can cosplay and look cute in.
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>>6452206
You're literally a fucking idiot. Scroll up you mooching man. Holy shit.
That gravel in your throat can't be fixed.
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>>6452201
1v1 me irl
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>>6452211
bye kayla
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>>6452211
don't be stupid, you'll be fine
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>tired but not sleepy
What is this feel

>>6452207
You can do it with IHP too just say you're gonna fax the script and just don't send anything, they'll still ship it out to you
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>>6452211
I really liked talking to you and I hope the best for you, I'll miss you, but I'm not sure what I can do to make you not go through with this choice...
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>>6452219
Can I?
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>>6452166
i didnt realize that that phrase fro as that movie......

>>6452181
;___;
stop anon ur make me sad

>>6452184
thanks but mt hair is prrety long rihr now i think???

>>6452185
aw man......

>>6452186
well that was before hrt thogh :^)

>>6452187
ALL THESE CONFLICTING OPINIONS OMFG

>>6452194
so u like my hair bc its liek ues?
loles

>>6452200
ur in lesbians anon rifhr
heres a second (you)

>>6452201
LMAO OK OK
LOL but i just kind of like if......
its like what hari nef had last year. alil bit. kinda like a shorter shaggy bob...

sleek bob would look shitty on me im 100% sure

>>6452212
>better rhan now
hmmmmMmMmmm i wonder why

>>6452216
i wanan cosplay this
pls help me make it
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>>6452142
Like maybe I don't get the next level irony of your posting but you literally made a tier list
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>>6452208
brother and a sister
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>come to mtfg to vent because i'm literally having a breakdown, and the entire thread is already up in flames

are our periods in sync or something?
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>tfw no friends
Wish I had money for drugs t b h
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>>6452226
If you take your estrogen like a good girl
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>>6452228
that's not what i meant. .___.
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>>6452228
but not dating u make me sad to ;-;
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>>6452228
I'm pretty good at that sort of thing, i could probably make that for you.
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>>6452239
oh sorry like i said im orett y crossfaded
i should fo to bed axtually.
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>>6452234
seems like it desu

I'm totes fine so vent to me edie, whats wrong bby
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y'all are so drastic.
Women are a mystery to me. Men, I can understand! I have no idea what all this drama is about!
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i want to tinychat, pls b linking, someone

>>6452211
nice boobs and nice dubs
>>6452219
okay
i fight dirty and wage alot of psychological warfare though
>>6452228
hari's hair is usually okay idr though, pic?
nah you'd look fine in a sleek long bob imo

u should get a flapper cut
(jk)
i want a flapper cut though

>>6452234
go ahead and vent dude, idk what is even doing on
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>>6452078
>WOW, so Rachel is now on my shitlist; be advised.

i am on a lot of shitlists tbqh
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>>6452244
nini sweet dreams!
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>>6452244
>tfw not getting cross-eyed with ufufu
2 4 0 0 M I L E S
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>>6452228
>hmmmmMmMmmm i wonder why
because it accentuated your face better than the long straight hair now. also it reminds me of grimes in vanessa where i think she looked the best/
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So fucking bored with like only 3 days left of just time to kill until my move.. x.x

How's everyone?
>>
https://famous.tidal.com/

since when does taylor swift have boobs?
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>>6452078
Why sell if you're dying? That's bad economics.

>>6452250
Everyone here hates me but I don't give af anymore
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>tfw when I feel like I'm thinking through molasses. So fucking slow tonight.

>>6452107
Kinda sucks too. I want the extra memory, FLASH memory and processor speed, but the screen. no I can get by with a small one. As said, I'll use my tablet instead when I need screen area.

>>6452120
*hugs* Try smiling. Even a fake smile. People react so much different than if they see a frown or scowl. unfortunately it is rather expected of us females.

>>6452138
Try it in a wig first.

>>6452170
Proscar = finasteride.
Yeah, transition just takes time. You can start doing things like wearing panties, and women's jeans. Styling your hair more feminine. Work on your voice and diction. Hair removal... beard and body hair will remain. So you might as well start getting rid of it now if you have the money.
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>>6452261
theres a bullet in my gut
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>>6452250
you should really work on your personality if you want people to, you know, not hate you?
hopefully it's just a "persona"
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>>6452261
I know that feel, it felt like forever waiting a month to move
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>tfw Ufufu (You)d me twice
Ok I'm not detransitioning.
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>>6452270
hi there!
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>>6452170
why are you on proscar? are you balding?
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>>6452240
pls be a boy

LONDON
O
N
D
ON

>>6452242
oh for real,
cfh is making up a pattern actusly which is awesomw hut id literally pay someone to mske it fir me id tgey thought tgey vould do it good

>>6452249
neehhhhh too tited to fibd pic
just trust me

sleek and shory doesnt wirk on ne i dont think

>>6452256
huh

>>6452257
i see, yhats basically what i think too but iv bern being stubborn about growing it out becus ive been doinv it for so long...

i thought the bangsllooked good though... heres anothr
>>6452272
<3
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>>6452262
at a guess I would say since puberty
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hii /mtfg
how are you
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>>6452248
You understand men better because you are one.
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>>6452268
o.o? I hope you mean that figuratively? What happened? ;-;

>>6452270
Funny enough I noticed earlier you posted you're in AZ now, I'm in AZ heading to Portland myself!

>>6452274
Heya~
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>>6452276
>cross-eyed
God damn phone, crossfaded
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>>6452267
i'm probably going to bite the bullet and get a 4.7 inch phone, which is trash, but i guess i can treat it like a piece of jewelry or keep it in my purse all the time since now it can't fit in my pockets or bra strap easily
>>6452277
i was going to insult u, but i changed my mind
>>6452276
hol up imma hit ur facebook
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>>6452276
how much would you pay?
>>
>>6452276
if it were up to me i'd say go back to the bangs for sure
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>>6452276
im boy but i live in burger land :( seems like itd be fun to be friends w u tho :O
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>>6452285
How are you!
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>>6452267
>body hair will remain.
it takes years but eventually it does turn into female pattern including things like chest hair. but it takes years. I guess that if you have the money and time you could laser it and by the time it returns it will be nice...
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so what exactly is the point of this place?
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>>6451854
>tfw would have topped ufufu
>tfw will have to live with this failure until the government chops me up and gives me a vag
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>>6452292
I am well, bored like I said. I just want to be in Portland already x.x Tried to sleep twice already tonight but just too restless.
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>>6452296
getting people to know you before you kill yourself, duh
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>>6452247
>>6452249

the tldr is that i have literally been losing my mind because everything in my life right now is ridiculous. i started playing overwatch to like relax from the stresses of everything else in my life and like my best friend's bf has been like tip-toeing along the line of hitting on me, she is sure he likes me and drunkenly told me that she thinks he wants a 3 way while we all hangout in a week and a half and she doesn't even know half the shit he's said to me these past few days about him using tinder or about the sexual stuff he tells me, and i introduced some of my other trans friends to the guy that i really like tonight and they acted fucking insane and scared him off (tho he's been texting me anyways and they were just too much so it's w/e) which made me feel even worse cause i couldn't even play the game with him like i wanted or trust them with the info i gave them about him, and then all the stuff that was happening with my recent breakup and the stuff said here leading up to it and like faye wanting to be friends now and my move date to portland and work and my ex texting me trying to see me all the time and a million guys trying to hit on me from that game and adding me on facebook who know my bff irl and no one even knows i'm trans and idek. so many fucking things are happening and typing this really helped me but i am so ridiculously overwhelmed and i've been crying all night and all i want to do is run away from my life because i can't do anything or be anywhere without something happening and i feel helpless. all i wanted to do was have like some fun game to play with friends and even this miniscule fucking thing is literally ruining my relationships with all kinds of people and destroying lives and idk what to do anymore. i can't escape my life and i want to die.
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>>6452296
>implying
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>>6452302
I'm not reading all that.
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>>6452302
>i cant escape my life and want to die
then kill yourself already jfc
im sure if you just stick around for long enough though someone will inevitably murder you
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>>6452298
Awww I've been using sleeping pills recently
Well, it will be super nice to meet you! We can keep each other company!
>>
>>6452297
uh srs is covered in Lithuania? how is the quality of surgeons there?
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>>6452302
Your life sounds like a fucking joyride compared to mine
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>>6452302
im not reading that shit faggot
if you want to die just keep being yourself and youll get murdered eventually
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>>6452286
og no i git that tho

>>6452287
oh ok
aso tswift gained some weight for sure

>>6452288
isdk drpending on quality like $300 easy

>>6452290
hmmmmm :n
maybe...

>>6452291
jk im in new york ools

>>6452297
hi d
>>6452309
sjes canadian
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>>6452287
They say that every time she wears a push-up, like she invented it
>>
how is this thread still bumping after 300 replies
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>>6452302
what did your friends say to scare your friend off? I really can't imagine them doing anything that would ruin a years long friendship besides straight out saying you want to live the rest of your life with him

>>6452305
>not knowing how to speed read
college is gonna be hard for you
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>>6452316
>bumping
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>>6452316
nevermind :/
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>>6452302
desu you should run away from all that
make the move and start fresh, cut some ties and make new ones

thats what I would do edie.. I mean like, how would you go about fixing things? idk.. all of that seems to start from a place of people not talking to each other or not being honest with each other properly

either fuck it all and start over
or get some BIG honesty in your life bby
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>>6452314
I could do it then.
>>6452318
I already finished college faggot.
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>>6452315
>tranny boobs
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>>6452305

who r u
in all fairness that was totally not even a tldr wow i didn't think it'd get that long lmao

>>6452306
>>6452310

i fucking wish
imagine how epic that would be
valq sniping me like a real man from across the way on top of a building. i'm ready to die

>>6452318

they basically just started messing with him and being flirtatious until he left after inviting him before i even agreed to it.
it just ruined what could have been nice and one of them just kept talking about how she was gonna add him and talk to him more (trying to mess with me jokingly, but being incredibly insensitive) until i just left
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>>6452314
thats only 2 states away babe
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>>6452325
You sound like a kid crying cause she dropped her ice cream t b h.
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>>6452315
Me irl.
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>>6452314
>maybe...
if you think you looked good with it then i don't see why not? i don't know how it would fit into the overall scheme of things like your body and the rest of your style but i'm personally really into that semi-gothy hipster look
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>>6452323
>I already finished college faggot.
you're 12, you haven't even finished middleschool

>>6452325
>irl tranny friends
that's what you get I guess, we are a stereotype after all.
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>>6452308
I can't wait, it'll be so fun! :3
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>>6452314
>sjes canadian
lol sorrry, hi ufufu! it said drama edition! sorry for bein crewd
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>>6452302
take a break frim literally everything for line a week at least. take some time to re-center yourself before you make any big decisions.

I'll be here for you on Skype at any point. but taking a break to relax your mind and your nerves seems for the best rn. the sooner the better
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Is there a good way to actually get yourself to COMMIT to suicide? I always want to but never have that break where you're incredibly happy and sell all of your shit
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>>6452340
I doubt talking to you would make anyone feel better once they remember whats on the other side of the screen.
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>>6452296
finding transsexual rent boys to sex
>>6452302
desu
u should take a page from my sister's book and check urself into a mental hospital bc that seems to help idk
>bf has been like tip-toeing along the line of hitting on me
disconnect urself from her asap
> i introduced some of my other trans friends to the guy that i really like tonight and they acted fucking insane and scared him off
set them straight and then dont talk to them for a lil bit

did u move?

> i can't escape my life and i want to die.
im sorry bb

i understand though but yeah, take some time and decompress and stuff, because that all sounds like a giant pain in the ass honestly, and people suck so yeah
also yeah venting helps people apparently so yes, vent etc

>>6452305
FUCKING LMAOOOOOOOO
>>6452314
i think she might have implants honestly
>>6452315
true true true

>>6452342
lmao
just fucking lol
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>>6452342
calm down valq .. you're not going to die
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>>6452346
some people arent so shallow as to base their relationship with others solely on appearance. its the content of a person's character that matters most
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>>6452336
Ha Ha. You sure got me good.
Vam mozhet ponadobitsya, chtoby ubit sebya.
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>>6452342
pls don't. :( don't give up on urself
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>>6452323
:o
o k gonedtly do u think u can mKe it well tho and maybe send mepics of other stuf uve done? wss thinking of outsourcing this anyways desu so

>>6452302
gjbsgnddjihfd
too fucke up and tired to talk to u tonight but lets talk bout this tomorrow bb pls

>>6452328
w-ww-whaaaat
let mecyt my hair then u can come and visit

>>6452333
ummm i just am afria droto make changes to mt hair
and stuff like im afriad of beinf honestly & trult open about what i like and stuff bc ieven i tbink its a little lame

like i try rly hard to be cool and do stuff asnd weae stuff fhat i dont even necessarily like all that much just for appearances h know

>>6452339
lmado
its ok im going to bed anywyas
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>>6452348
Why do you act so hoitey toitey all the time?
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>>6452357
ill hold you to that
we can get crossfaded together too btw thats one of my fave activities
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>>6452351
this is p tru as someone whose character repulses ppl even more than my looks!
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>>6452302
I love you, my recommendation, like I'd give to any of my soldiers, is to live slower, More deliberate, and happier in the real world.

It sounds when things get to big you don't like how it feels after, so why not reading, school, a move, coffee with friends, Indian food with someone you love, a therapist

Or just for now, some rest
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>>6452357
Depends how high quality you are wanting.
Can you give an example?
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>you will never cure chara's psychosis
worst feel
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>>6452355
Eh it was kinda fucked from the start, i do just enough to maintain survival

Transisition was like the last thing on the list that mightve made me content

Turns out I'm just a lazy ugly dumb miserable person and ain't shit gonna fix it
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>>6452357
aw. i can go do somthing else. really was only joking with overshare! will stop
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caмтaимc aи лaик тy paит инглиш ин cиpилик тбх
хay из eвpибoди дyинг?
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FUUUUUUCK THIS LIFEE HOLY SHIT

FUCK THE FILM INDUSTRY HOW DOES ANYONE MAKE A FUCKING LIVING IN THIS FUCKING CITY MY GOD
THIS IS A BIGGER MEME THAN BEING TRANS AND WE ALL KNOW THATS A PRETTY FUCKING BIG MEME
FUUUUUUUUUCK
THIS IS A QUARTER LIFE CRISIS VENTING BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE ELSE IN MY LIFE SORRY IGNORE ME
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>>6452369
chara is really sweet tho :o
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>>6452358
because i'm an obnoxious vapid cunt
>>6452357
damn ur wasted dude
lol
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>>6452322
it just feels like a bunch of people with insecurities and other people's drama and like i am being forced into the middle of it nonstop.
cause even my best friend was getting jealous over nothing not knowing the other shit and it's just a giant fucking mess.
i want to leave the country, like i've honestly been looking into it a lot, but i'm worried that might be too drastic a change?
>>6452336
basically lol. it's my own fault in the end, or that's what i feel like. i got involved, clearly, with the wrong group of ppl in this game.
there's obviously something wrong with me cause the amount of stressful drama that just happens to me nonstop can't just be the universe. like i must have some part in it and how i pick these people.
>>6452340
should i just like go somewhere on a vacation or something? i feel helpless like i honestly don't even know what to do or where to start
>>6452348
if i could check myself into a mental hospital, i would. like i literally can't run from ppl's bullshit anymore apparently.
i'm telling her everything ASAP tho and i already kind of told my friends off, one apologized right away knowing that i was already going through it. it just felt like wow i can't even do this yknow lol
also why are you being nice to me i thought you hated me
>>6452357
pls
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>>6452370
pls try. we all feel like this. its always a fight, but it does become worth it
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>>6452234
lol Somebody's period is always inflaming all of us, except the thoroughly jaded ones.

>>6452293
Laser, electrolysis, epilation, waxing, whatever.

>>6452302
*hugs* Life is drama. Welcome to the joy & crying ride. Set priorities, and concentrate on them.

>>6452315
LOL look at the lighting in that photo. Makeup on them tits.

>>6452325
I'll stand in the way of that bullet. you have much more to live for than I. I'd likely survive it anyways. A couple 38s at point blank range wasn't able to kill me.
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>>6452357
>like i try rly hard to be cool and do stuff asnd weae stuff fhat i dont even necessarily like all that much just for appearances h know
that's a bit disappointing desu. i wish you had the confidence to be yourself and care less about being judged. people put a great deal of effort into how other people think about you, but they'd be surprised to know how little people think about that stuff
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>>6452369
chara is psychotic?
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ANYWAY IS SAID I WAS LOGGIN OFF. FREAL NOW. BAI
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>>6452379
Christmas on a cracker

I didn't come here for (yous)

I don't want your dumb fucking speech pls

It's sweet though
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>>6452361
omg am blush
ook,,,

>>6452367
no not realtbi guess sorey
just i wantbthe fit to be right reaklty badly? you know??

>>6452371
mo its finelol

>>6452377
i mean ye
fallincasleeo now byw bye
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>>6452372
вapвap
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>>6452378
https://youtu.be/fbND9bAaxMI
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i had a dream last night that i went through my mind and that it was split into like 10 different areas.

every area was governed by a different part of me and i had to get them all together to open the gate to my subcontious and fix all my problems.

i woke up right before i opened the gate.
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>>6452385
almost killed three people
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>>6452389
uhhh
Well i could show you mine, but im not posting them here.
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>>6452389
>tfw cant see redfufu face
life is truly suffering
/smooch
let me taste the weed and alcohol in your mouth
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>>6452383
i knie its didappointing. im didappointed in myself bc of it. but im trying to embrace myseof a little more these days :/ just hard to self-love snd beluevevin urself as good and worthy snd etc

im also safly p judgmentsl which is dhitty but that makes it realky hard you kno
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>when your balls keep popping out of your panties
Just girl things!
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>>6452385
tried to have an innocent bird microwaved alive
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>>6452378
it sounds like it'll be okay, just chillax, deep breaths, journal, etc
>also why are you being nice to me i thought you hated me
??????????????????????????????????
no
thats not what i said at all

why am i so hard for people to understand ;----;
also i am generally unwell of late, so that is easily a factor
>>6452389
cya bb
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>>6452378
nah ur not crazy or evil or whatever. u just made friends with some really shitty ppl. if they're purposely doing shit like that as "jokes" then they need to be removed from your life.

they Knew how important this boy was to you and they pull a stunt like this for days? nah they're garbage tier. and maybe not a vacation just yet. take like a week off all forms of media and the Internet to find your center. it'll really help you calm down. if you want to vocation after that then sure. :3 but for right now it's really critical that you take the time to mentally recoup since ALOT of stuff has been happening lately.

lemme end it by saying ilu and we'll be friends no matter what. I got ur back through thick and thin girl c:
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>you will never fuck rachel into feeling better about herself so she won't have to bully trans girls on the internet all day
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>>6452373
it's one of those things where you have to work your ass off but also be extremely lucky. usually choosing the right classes is the fastest way to get contacts but a lot of the time that includes paying the price of a class like that.

what role? all dps start as electricians, all actors start as extras, and so on.
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>>6452399
i want to be this more than a real girl desu
this beats the fuck out of real girls
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if you reply to this post you'll wake up as a cutie tomorrow
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>>6452398
okay you're starting to type too much like a nigger and i can't understand what you're saying. sorry
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>>6452409
Please
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>>6452385
not really like most things it's a meme
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>>6452390
дaт изeнт инглиш, чapa
ю ap нoт вepи гyд aт диc

>>6452395
wut?

>>6452400
b-but she was just taking the piss
right?

ЧAPA ПЛИЗ EКCПЛEИH
Диз aнoнз ap лaиинг paит?
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>>6452409
ghfghfghfghf
>>
>currently laying down because I'm depressed and bored of everything
>bipolar, borderline personality, ptsd, and so many anxiety issues that I literally cannot work.
>had to move back in with my mom to survive
>only friend won't talk to me anymore and won't tell me why
>currently going to be stuck at my mom's for six months to a year while I wait to get on disabilities
>have absolutely no money to spend on anything and can't get any
>been abandoned or forgotten by everyone close to me for my entire life
>haven't talked to anyone in a week
>terrible at making friends because of mental illness, and have no social life to build off of
>stuck in my room with nothing to do and nowhere to go
Edie's life sounds pretty fucking cushy right now
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>>6452398
those feels tho :(
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>>6452398
>intentionally mistyping to convey drunkenness and get attention
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>>6452410
how the fuck cant you understand that lmao dont make her feel bad about being drunk

>i know it's disappointing. im disappointed in myself bc of it. but im trying to embrace myself a little more these days. just hard to selve love and beleive in yourself as good and worthy
im also sadly pretty judgemental which is hsitty but that makes it really hard you know

10 seconds of fucking effort and i understand her perfectly
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>>6452417
Get a job you lazy cunt
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>>6452413
It's a mystery.
Hy и лaднo, нeвaжнo
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>>6452422
Trip on, faye
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>>6452408
I feel the same way kinda. I'd be perfectly fine just being a pretty trans girl. Dont need to delude myself to the point where I try hard to believe I'm cis.
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>>6452405
ive been doing production design for film for almost 2 years now. im just very frustrated because 2016 has been nothing but up-in-the-air promises of future jobs that keep getting pushed, and meetings for retarded music video jobs that i know wont see the light of day. i did well in 2015 but 2016 i think ive literally lost more money than ive gained as a result of production design, and my serving job is not nearly enough to pay the ludicrous cost of living in LA

sorry just had to vent cause i cant go on like this but i dont know what else to do with my life. plus on top of all this im fucking trans, as we all deal with.

thanks for not ignoring me like i said to do
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>>6452421
you must be african or something but yeah it just fizzled off to gibberish there
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>>6451775
Daily reminder faye still uses a trip that has been public for years.
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>>6452398
lol ufufu how much did you even drink?
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>>6452424
I don't hate you, I'd say
Talk to a therapist
Have your mom help you through the paperwork for your disability stuff because it can be hard to do that when you're struggling with PTSD
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>>6452424
You don't have a mental illness, you're just fucking lazy and wanna play on your computer all day while being a burden on everyone around you

Your friend stopped talking to you because you use people
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>>6452425
being a cute girly boy beats being a real girl in every way
no periods, no kids youre expecting to birth thus ruining your pussy, penis is simpler to maintain, "special" and in between enough to fit in anywhere (provided youre as cute as the 2d pic lmao)
>>6452427
no dude i hate niggers im just not rubbish at recognizing words being typed by drunk people
you must be straight edge or some shit, maybe dont have friends that get wasted
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>>6452363
>>6452392
thank. idk this is why i said i couldn't be friends with you right now. all of the stuff with my bff and her bf and like the move and this new guy and all this other random stuff with friends and all this bullshit drama is just like ... so overwhelming. i have barely been able to talk about it and i feel like i'm losing my mind and i can't even deal with half of it. but i'm tired of holding it in because i'm literally being ruined by this shit so i'm just going face it head on and move past it. i just didn't expect all of this bs to happen.
>>6452401
yeah i gotta write more i think. and idk it seemed like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i'm happy to know that. but unhappy to know you've been unwell.
>>6452402
one of them is just always like that and she wasn't even being that bad, but the other one was just...yeah. i literally started crying and muted myself and then i left and she didn't even bother to apologize to me or anything which is what really put me over the edge. she just kept rubbing it in. i'm fucking disgusted with her now.
and thank you girl ;__; ilu too!! that could be a good idea. i just need to stop being anywhere other than present irl and idk. i'm tiredd of all of this. so so so tired.
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>>6452430
its bc she's high and drunk concurrently
>>6452373
>>6452426
iktf ;---;
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>>6452433
>you must be straight edge or some shit, maybe dont have friends that get wasted
i haven't drank alcohol in years and all my friends are from school (nerds) and martial arts (health freaks)
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>>6452432
Trip on, mado

>>6452431
My mom's helping me find therapists so I can get diagnoses and then I'll contact a lawyer and apply
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>>6452423
you're not psychotic
you're just an ordinary Russian :3
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>>6452441
I'm well aware i don't have psychosis.
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>>6452435
<3 when was the last time you visited your mama? right now would be a good time to go see her and stuff. mamas are really good with stuff like this and I'm sure she'd be happy to see her daughter again : 3
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Oh shit edie broke a nail guys, I expect the book to be published soon
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I hope you're all still doing well, just checking in for a moment~
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>>6452429
http://pastebin.com/5pNcpr33

Y'all are lazy, it took me like 3 minutes to find it
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>>6452440
I don't have to be a trip, or come here all that often even to see clearly that you are a massive piece of shit
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>>6452435
yes journaling can be nice, or even just talking aloud
suicidehotlines also make for good conversation partners, especially if u just need someone to listen

oh.....yeah i am just a shitty cunt, sorry i suppose
my feelings were probably hurt or something
>>6452448
lmao, you are redicuously pathetic, lol
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>>6452453
Yes, because you oh so take the time to make amends with your "friends" after you're done throwing them in the dirt for a cheap laugh.
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>>6452438
crossfading is a meme desu
I found that smoking a bunch when I hadn't slept for a couple of days turned out a bit more... interesting
not that I'd want to do it again
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>>6452448
there is a reason why no one likes you. it's literally 100% your own fault. other people have problems they deal with too. just because it's different from someone else's problems doesn't make it invalid. im even more disgusted by you than before.

you deserve any and all bad things that befall you as a result of your repugnant behavior and failure to learn from them
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>>6452456
http://www.gingersoftware.com/english-online/spelling-book/misspelling/ridiculous-rediculous-ridiculious
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trip on now. jesus i just wanna scream. dont usually feel this strongly. was suddenly majorly overwhelmed with emotion and fucking bawled my eyes out the whole drive home. again im only venting here cause im alone, sorry im just talking to the air

>>6452438
thanks, do you work in film too? or just frustrated with life?
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>>6452459
>Korra giving the lecture on why people don't like them
Lol
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>>6452459
>you deserve any and all bad things that befall you as a result of your repugnant behavior and failure to learn from them

how very "christian" of you bro
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>>6452467
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>>6452466
oh lol
frustrated with life
music
although "working" is a term that should be used loosely since it implies being paid regularly
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>>6452445

i haven't seen her in like..........7-8 months? idk. i could go see her but idk how she would feel about it what with her havin to look for a new job atm. she quit her last one cause they were rude af to her so ye .-.

>>6452448

how did you go from wanting to fuck me to hating me all while destroying your friendships with everyone here and outing red for having herpes? i would really appreciate it if you could refrain from commenting on my life or responding to me really. you honestly disgust me. the moment you felt the need to tell everyone his business and turn his personal issue into a joke you were dead to me. and clearly many others.

>>6452456

typing all this stuff has calmed me down a lot, so that's good at the least. that's like why i've always vented here, it helps me so much lol
and well that's ok as long as we good
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It's amazing how much drama you miss in like 3 days
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>>6452459
To be fucking fair Korra, a lot of people don't like you either. The only people who seem to tolerate you are the ones you suck up and hugbox the shit out of you to the point you'd be placing a distinct guilt trip on them to act otherwise.

Please shut the fuck up and stop acting like you're some holier-than-thou being. You're not.
>>
give me ONE GOOD REASON why i shouldn't bend you over and treat you like the slut you are
>>
>>6452475
rachel is really shitty at being nice
>>
>Tfw you will never plow away in the smallest mtfg trannies boipucci with her feet on your chest as you gently rub the palm of your hand up and down her girltinkler and she calls you daddy and makes sorrowful and regretful eye contact when getting pissed on.
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>>6452473
nonsense what mom wouldn't want to see her child after so long D: don't be so worroed about imposing that's what family is for!

like I think it would be amazing for both of you to catch up and relax with each other for a few days. plus it would be time away which is what u wanted and you get some tlc to boot. it's like a win win imo :3
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>>6452426
that's rough. Can't you try working in other ends, like with people you only know but haven't actually worked with? Is trying your hand at other sections of the chain frowned upon there?
>>
Reminder that all you have to do to cure dysphoria is sexually harass women.
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>>6452478
My butt hurts desu
>>6452479
i have no idea what's going on, i was kinda hoping i'd catch comfy latenight mtfg but i guess not
>>
You guys are disgusting, you buy into every person's false face even after they've long showed it, and you all come off vile as fuck even acting like you know everything. It's like there's a fucking sense of entitlement in all of you and it's embarrassing for a bunch of young transitioners to even idolize a single person here.

Take your hormones. Wait a couple years before you complain about how you look. Stop attention whoring because it will come back to bite you. And realize that this is 4chan and 99% of people are either autistic or do not actually care about you at all.
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>>6452473
well thats good, im glad u feel better!

yeah i'll unblock you, lololololol
we r cool
>>
>>6452478
Because I'm a hairy 270lb balding scruffy man who calls himself a girl on the Internet
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>>6452487
ok hips
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>>6452378
*hugs* Running away won't help. Objectively look at what is most important to you. Go after it. Let the rest fall where it may, but nudge it into a better path if possibly without overloading yourself.

>>6452378
I started doing things like not showing my face to lower online drama. Somebody on another site actually recognized me from a picture from the early '80s. Back then that was scary because I only knew about that time of my life from what friends told me. Worry about it caused me to eat and get fat. For you being an entertainer, keeping pics off would be hard. I don't tell much of the stuff I now remember. I just got photographed next to entertainers and other famous people. The life of an arm ornament. ;)

>>6452417
Find the area trans group and go.
>>
*sits back and watches the chaos*

It's hilarious how you guys take me seriously 100% of the time
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>>6452444
just what a psychotic would say[spoiler] ;^)[/spoiler]
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>>6452435
I'll be here regardless, that thing you taught me today about dehumanizing, solved a feeling ive been having for years, and I appreciate it.

In glad you're talking about it though, keeping stuff in does the same thing to you as being in the closet, it causes anxiety and fear and depression.

<3 after your done I'm sure you're dream guy will still be there for you to double que with for some one on one time
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>>6452475
Hiya Grace.
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>>6452494
It's hilarious how you actually expect people to take you seriously at all.
>>
>>6452489
why do you care so much about these people? they dont care about you.
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>>6452192
Better prices, drugs are legit. IHP has had counterfeit meds before.

>>6452228
Don't listen to the haters. Do what you like. You have the face for that kind of hair.

>>6452267
I knew proscar was finasteride. I will probably keep with the boxers for now. I don't have the confidence to go to walmart and just shop for that shit. I need to though... I straighten my mair and work in a call center so I can practice my voice,I just haven't been working on it yet.
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>>6452478
Define slut...
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>>6452502
That's exactly what I said in my post. I just come here to talk to other trans people but this shit gets on my nerves.
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>>6452495
Rip me.
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>>6452504
Trip Code keeps disappearing... god damn 4chin.
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>>6452497
Hey Chara! How are you doing?
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>>6452489
your second paragraph is pretty right. the first one suggest you come here to pierce beyond the persona people put and that's just a waste of time. unless you meet them irl there's no reasson to not interact with them entirely based on how they present.
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>>6452494
You posted reds medical info, as someone that has worked in a clinic and volunteered with the Red Cross, I took that pretty seriously
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>edie talking about ending her life over a little social drama
Am I the only person that realizes how pampered this girl is?
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>>6452489
Trans girls are the laziest most entitled group of people

"i can't work, muh ptsd and anxiety "

>spends 6 hours doing unspeakable shit and showing every crevice of their body for 5$

>spend the other 12 playing overwatch and begging for attention on a Mongolian stop motion animation board

Truly the most marginalized
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>>6452508
I only rip dvds
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>>6452510
Good, how are you? <3
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>>6452506
you had a fair point. a lot of these people are legit autistic and also very toxic. every now and then there are cool people though. i come back once i'm really bored, although i do try to stay away. what's up?
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why can't everything be nice all the time
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>>6452518
Feeling a bit sleepy and sick, might have to see a doctor in a couple days so I'm anxious about that
Glad to see you're doing well though, at least someone here is <3
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>>6452511
>unless you meet them irl there's no reasson to not interact with them entirely based on how they present.
>people here actually believe this
Most meetups here end badly, eventually.
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So I think I want to be a real sugar baby and get a daddy. But like, all of the girls who I see on seeking arrangement are really hot and have big tits. And are like, real women. Idk, is there any way someone might want me? Does anyone have experience with being a sugar baby?
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>>6452528
seems toxic tbqf
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>>6452471
ah gotcha. thats a rough industry too. i feel like working in music would be even scarier to me. my good friend is trying to make a living in music and she has one of the most beautiful voices ive ever heard, but best she can do is playing shitty noisy bars where no one listens

>>6452486
thanks. im sorry, im not sure i fully understand the question. basically i started doing production design cause i just happened to be good at it. i got a reputation for it among certain circles, and so now people hire me by word of mouth to specifically do production design. i could try my hand in other fields of film, but it would kinda be like starting from the bottom again.
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>>6452528
as I said, if you're gonna actually add them to your life in some way you should worry. but if you come here for your own thing then there's no reasson to really care that much.
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>>6452517
What a hero.
>>6452527
^^
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>>6452515
calm down kayla
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>>6452529
Just a daddy sorry
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>but if you come here for your own thing
So getting to know others is my "own thing"?
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>>6452538
Im serious!! -_-
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>>6452537
Is she not living with you now or something?
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>>6452529
Just get a job..... It's not that hard
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>>6452529
You can fake being real, and get free stuff :3
It pays pretty well.
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parents were right should have stayed in school
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>>6452544
I have a job. It's not even about that
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>>6452534
>and so now people hire me by word of mouth to specifically do production design.
can't you ask around people you've worked with in the past to see if there are new projects that might be worth it?

>could try my hand in other fields of film
we barely have an industry here, while I have a cursory knowledge about how an industrial work is done it doesn't correlate with anything around me, so I'm not sure if it's the case but I'm sure production is divided into different roles that are different in function but requiere similar skills. Can't you find a spot down or up the chain?
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>>6452529
no to both

its not worth hoping for because unless you're ridiculously cute and lucky or machiavellian then its probably not going to happen
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>>6452529
Some sugar daddies fetishize trans women. You're pretty, just pamper yourself and make yourself beautiful
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>>6452529

You have no self repsect.
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>>6452541
I'm serious, you don't think I haven't had a sugar baby before?
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>>6452539
4chan is a horrible place to meet people
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>>6452485

you're prob right c: i think i'm gonna message her tomorrow and see if she'll let me visit her idk. i just tend to not want to impose yknow?

>>6452490

okokok

>>6452493

in this game it's literally because i sound like a girl apparently and all of these guys think i sound cute and bam.
and even that feels like my own fault. like some part of me maybe wants that attention so i'm getting it even if i don't fully want it.
i suck basically

>>6452496

everything with him will be fine, i mean he's the one thing that's made me smile consistently or really at all this week.
it just sucks that i feel like that's the one good thing happening lately yknow :/
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>>6452554
No shit dude, have you met me
>>6452552
How to be beautiful???
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>>6452556
Tell that to just about every trip in this thread.
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>>6452555
for what you've said all your relationships were like that whether that was the idea or not.
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>>6452542
no
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>>6452556
family is meant to be imposed on. :3 have a girls day out with her ^-^
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>>6452564
Oh. What's with the autistic image?
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>tfw everyone in this thread is actually a horrible person irl

Me too lol
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>>6452529
1. I think you're much better than that. Aren't you a PhD candidate?
2. I don't think you're good looking enough.
3. Just trying to save you from saving yourself.
4. Sorry, not sorry.
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>>6452558
>i just tend to not want to impose yknow?
it's your mom
>>6452534
yeah entertainment in general is R O U G H
i dont play live ;--; i wish i did though
>>6452529
get on tumblr, there are a million sb on tumblr, and there is a community there
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>>6452568
You can tell the good people are the ones that actually try to warn others. Then they get attacked on because muh popular trips cant be bad lol.
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>>6452569
I don't think I am either desu which is why I posted that
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>>6452537
>moving in with someone who owns guns
Inb4 murder suicide taking place in Virginia with a witness who feels traumatized that someone used his guns for such a thing
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>>6452566
meant for

>>6452558
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>>6452573
There are no good ones


.... there is only autism and narcissism

(You)
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Nini sweet dreams mtfg I love y'all!
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>>6452574
Why don't you use that brain of yours and put it to something better?
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>>6452580
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>>6452580
whatever..

keep acting like you know everything
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>>6452566
>>6452572

my mom has been kinda unstable my whole life because of my father dying and i basically had to take care of her/raise her for most of my childhood. so it feels diff than i guess traditional relationships with a parent cause a lot of the time i've felt like the parent to her and i had to help her when she would be crying and all that stuff. she's been amazing with me and did everything she possibly could and was a great mom in lots of ways but i just don't like to put more pressure on her than she already has anymore idk
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>>6452567
why is it autistic?

>>6452576
theres literally nothing wrong with guns, assuming their in the right hands
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>>6452583
Why do you play naive so hard?
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>>6452592
I honestly believe Red is just young, dumb and full of cum.
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>>6452584
Idrk why I am this way. Tbh I feel pretty secure in my career and intellect and it would just be really validating to have someone who wanted to pay for my company and my looks, and I also have this romanticized idiotic idea of like glamor and extravagant vacays and stuff.

Basically my brain is fucking broken, I'm obsessed with my mediocre looks, and I don't know why. But I want ppl to want me. I know it's all fleeting and meaningless so idk why it matters so much
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>>645258
I know you keep updating the page waiting for this (You) that will never come

>>6452594
She's smarter
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>>6452587
oh well that kinda changes things 3:
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>>6452574
It's so easy though.
You don't even have to do anything other than talk most of the time.
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>>6452558
I feel like you're a good thing happening with me right now, I like hated thinking he was going to do this while we were dating, and getting to kind of talk with you without all that holding it back, has been bae
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>>6452549
>can't you ask around people you've worked with in the past to see if there are new projects that might be worth it?
ah, yeah thats pretty much what i do to get jobs. i dont necessarily ask but i try to keep in touch. usually if they do have another job and they need a production designer, i'll be their go-to

>but I'm sure production is divided into different roles that are different in function but requiere similar skills. Can't you find a spot down or up the chain?
usually people just specialize in one field, directing, cinematography, gaffing, assistant camera, etc. while some knowledge does translate, each field requires unique skills. if you specialize in one role you'll git gud at it and become valuable and sellable. i have done cinematography jobs in the past, but im known as the production design guy, so thats what people want me for.

in terms of up or down the chain, a good idea for me would be to try to become an assistant to a successful production designer, working real corporate jobs, and try to work up through that

>>6452572
yeah it really is. as much as im complaining about it though, it does feel rewarding to work from a plac of creativity. you should try to perform one day if thats what you want to do
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y'all game?
http://doyouneedtherapy.com/
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>>6452596
i dont know how many times i have to say this but every girl wants someone who will just take care of everything for them because they love them enough

99% of us just have to come to accept that its not going to happen, and that youll have to work for what you want.

Plus arent you like a teacher or something? You have a career you're good at, and if that doesnt make you happy find something else. Youve done it once before so you could do it again
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>>6452587
My mom was like this too

Always had to drag her drunk ass to bed and beat of the 60 yo fucks that wanted to rape her
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>>6452588
I wouldn't be comfortable living within a 50 mile radius of yume in the same house as a gun
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>tfw your relationship is soft yuri manga plus lewd
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>>6452600

yeee. we're more like the gilmore girls, friends rather than mom and daughter, and always have been.
i don't go to her for help unless i literally have nowhere to turn cause i don't want to make her life harder desu.

>>6452602

that my bff's boyfriend would do this stuff, or? cause that guy is a fucking scumbag and i didn't think he'd do it either lmao
the stuff with the guy i'm crushing on, idk. we weren't even talking again till the day after you and i broke up. :x

>>6452609

i don't need to take a test to know i need therapy tbqh. i've had like 7-8 of them since i was about 9 years old.
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>>6452609
"no im more fucked up"

"no i am"

*scratches wrist with steak knife*

"see!"
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>>6452606
I was talking more about areas that directly touch with yours like art if you're more of a sets girl or asistant director if you're more of a time table kind of person.
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>>6452596
To feel wanted is an innate desire and I'll assume your transition is propelling that need for validation. But you're looking for it in the worst way possible. Do you really want to hang out with a pathetic old man who has to pay for other people to hang out with him? It doesn't sound like an inviting place to me, even with money and validations.

Then again I don't see the need to police individual relationships if both parties are happy in some form or another.

It just sounds an overall disgusting idea and I somehow thought you were above it.
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>>6452587
i forget about that sometimes
still
you have your own money and shit, so all you'd do is take up space
but i mean idk
>>6452606
yeah i just dont like performing alone+transition stuff sort of fucked up being able to do things
also other issues because my life is trash, but yes

film is crazy to me since so many people need to work together, but no one wants to pay for anything
is it hard to possibly get something on an indie film that has studio money from the jump?
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>>6452609
>In some respects you scored outside the range of functioning that is usually considered normal
>mfw

>>6452617
I just want to see if there's a single person in the thread who'd get the test calling them normal desu
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>>6452620
Ugh, now I feel like a piece of shit. Maybe you're right

Nini thread
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>>6452616
Idk if anyone should feel bad for you. like jeez your are good looking but that not an excuse for all your drip dropping bs
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>>6452630
You're not a piece of shit though. Just stop trying to find a false sense of self-security from other people. You're clearly capable of finding it on your own because you're not a complete idiot.

Have a good night.
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>>6452616
Fuck, why do you always post the most dysphoria inducing girls

Goddammit dollface
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>>6452613
Well you might as well tell us, why'd you get kicked out?
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>>6452634
Hrm

Tell me about yourself anon
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>>6452504
>work in a call center
Each week, slightly raise your voice. Just a tiny barely noticeable bit. I know a few who worked in call centers. The ones here in central IA often have good trans health insurance policies.

>>6452515
She's not pampered. She's had to work hard to get to where she is, and it wasn't her first choice of jobs. Putting on an act for a couple hours takes effort. I know because I used to do it for whole weekends for clients.

>>6452489
>projecting yourself on others.

>>6452529
There is a sugar daddy service. I don't know if they do trannys.

>>6452558
They are desperate for girl action, and you are the one that is around. All eyes will be on you. It isn't your fault, but theirs. Wanting that attention is wired into all of us feminine ones. It is part of how reproduction happens. We vie for the attention of the best males, and/or females depending on our inclinations.
>>6452596
see above...

>>6452587
*HUGS* That can be rough. Growing up to early is hard, and sucks. btdt, have the emotional scars and psychosis to go with it.

Read up on attachment theory.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attachment_theory
is a good start. Read through the infant and childhood levels of it before reading on adolescents and adults. I'm wondering if it may help you get some insights to what you are doing.
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>>6452609

>Persistent Depressive Disorder
>Major Depressive Disorder
>General Anxiety Disorder
>Impulse Control Disorder
>Simple Phobia

that last one was sort of surprising.
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>>6452638
What do you want to know?
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>>6452639
>>projecting yourself on others.
Literally all this thread, and 4chan, is.
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>>6452616
I meant the scumbag

Because I've known over a hundred guys pretty personally, everything about them and their relationships because of sports, friends my time in service and moving, I know one guy that wouldn't have done that, and he's the greatest man I've ever known

That's actually like how I was raised, it's very patriarchal southern bullshit, but girls weren't supposed to show any attention when in relationships because it sends boys the wrong message. It would be seen as "she's leaving/cheating on her boyfriend" if she did, regardless if it was innocent. (Again it's bs)

It's Part of the reason I wanted to be able to be there, I trusted you, but I hated the overwhelming odds from my experience that this would happen and cause problems.

(I mean I also missed talking to you and hearing you laugh, but my feelings always have 3-4 threads at once)
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>>6452628
>I just want to see if there's a single person in the thread who'd get the test calling them normal desu
that's not possible, the questions are vague enough that someone would pick them out of normal regular feelings or having a bad month around them. to be normal you just go down the list and don't click anything.
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>>6452642
What's the last thing you ate

What kinda shirt are you wearing

What do you do when you're really frustrated
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>>6452636
I moved out because I need to get my life together
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>>6452652
can I join too?

>an apple
>grey shirt my mom got from some museum
>walk around in circles and then come here to joke about anything to distract me.
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>>6452649
well I imagine most normal people would get like some kind of anxiety thing but most people here I think would get something worse
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>>6452619
ah i see yeah. i do props and sets mostly, i feel i have a good eye for design. in terms of film i feel like production design is my best fit, but i have considered taking those skills and doing graphic design work or maybe even learning interior design, if all else fails.

>>6452625
yeah i get that. i feel like transition stands in the way of so much.
>but no one wants to pay for anything
fucking YEAH. it is hard. ive worked one feature film which had its funding from a shitty no name production company, and the director's rich parents. it was a complete shit show and that director is a joke of a human being. everyone hated him. and yet he is getting consistent work now and he's considered a young talented director on the rise. and im living in trash. hollywood :)
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>>6452655
I thought you were homeless though? Did you find a job?
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>>6452652
Butter chicken
Abercrombie pull over
Post on 4chan
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>>6452652
1. An avocado
2. Not wearing a top
3. Go for a run and therapy myself
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>>6452655
>living with parents
>trying to become welfare queen

Ha, you're putting those pieces together real well there, Picasso
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>>6452659
what director? come on, share, what's the worse that could happen? you're name isn't gonna be in imdb and if the movie is shit then trolls won't be able to download it to check
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>>6452659
lmao, iktf ;----;
money is everything
i wish i could give up but its all i wanna do
>>6452652
ice cream
red plaid blouse
cut myself or burn myself
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>>6452663
Lewd
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Move aside, here comes the test that matters
http://myrelationshipskills.com/
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>>6452671
I'm a boy.

Inb4 me too.
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>>6452663
P cute, would cuddle

Sorry everyone jumped all over your question.....
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>>6452625

i just don't feel worthy of the space i'd take up maybe idk .-. i need to talk to her regardless
ty for talking to me about this btw bb i appreciate it!

>>6452633

i don't want ppl to feel bad for me i just want to be able to talk out my issues so i feel better

>>6452635

i just post ppl who inspire me and use them as an avatar sorry ;-;

>>6452639

*reads*

>>6452644

it's not even like...like there's so much more to it that just screams chaser scumbag. it's real bad. sigh
i just wanted friends to play the game with. like seriously. everything is just so hard.
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>>6452670
You've probably heard this
But have you concidered a tatoo on your go to spot to self harm

Or a rubber band to snap over it
Heck even biting
The endorphin rush might snap you out of needing to permanently harm yourself
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>>6452675
I dunno, i like how you write, I've seen you a few times anon. Thanks for being kind, if like to know more about you, but i don't really think that's how it works
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>>6452677
>P cute, would cuddle
You don't even know what I look like.
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>>6452687
It doesn't matter
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>>6452609
welll
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>>6452682
So this is still Maddie?
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>>6452680
i've thought about that, but it wouldn't do much, since usually i'm trying to kill myself, and then settle on just fucking up my body instead
also
no one usually cares
i want some tattos but i'd just cut over it or something honestly

>biting
lol, yeah i regret that one still
>>6452678
>i just don't feel worthy of the space i'd take up maybe idk .-.
thats absolutely dumb af and you know it, lol
at least call her tomorrow and just "check in" even if you dont spill all the tea and stuff

np
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>>6452693
No I'm just some mtfanon
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>>6452678
I've been installed for a while, if you need to rebuild your playgroup, but idk if it's a good thing, I've been enjoying being out and like doing stuff, maybe after pride weekend? I'm going with Stef and a little gaggle of mutual gay boy and lesbian friends who all got dates, basically it's going to be the 2nd gayest weekend I've ever had and it's exciting.
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>>6452668
trust me i want nothing more than to say because i want everyone to know how shitty he is, but its just not worth it. sorry

and my boy name is on the imbd lol yay

>>6452670
for sure. gotta take the good with the bad i guess. shitty pay and shitty industry, but at least i do enjoy the act of doing it. its what i wanted after all.
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>>6452697
That's cool. Now I want to ask some questions.

What are you doing your life these days?
What are some end goals you've set for yourself?
What do you like to do with your time other than 4chan?
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I just wrote a shitty perl script but it does what I wanted it to do I feel like a fucking hacker
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>>6452707
print "I love cock\n";
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>>6452674
> Your Total Love Competency Score is 58%
>>6452705
yeah as long as you enjoy it, thats the important thing
i just wish it was more livable
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>>6452696
I could picture it , because I sometimes have a biting thing, and if the tatoo meant a lot to me, I wouldn't want to hurt it
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>>6452696

i willl i willllllll

>>6452702

nooo it's okie. i'm all calmed down and normal now that i vented and idk. i have W and he's kinda all i'm needing lately, and he plays it with me and we talk on the phone and stuff lots. he lets me vent and rant about everything all the time and he just knows me and how to talk to me and he helps me so much with all the stressful bullshit happening lately lol. and i have this place again for when i don't want to burden him with it, so everything will be ok. i think i just need to take a step back from that game and just use it to spend time with him and that's it. all this other stuff circling it is insane and unnecessary and it's all my fault for letting it get out of hand anyways.
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>>6452706
I'm getting a second job to fund transisition. I'm signed up for classes for fall for online courses in civil engineering, but I'll probably get nervous and overwhelmed and cancel. Getting surgery to get these wisdom teeth out

Honestly, i never make plans because I'm always convinced I'm just gonna kill myself so fuck it

I like to go to small concerts
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>>6452713
do not disrespect my script you slut
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>>6452715
>i just wish it was more livable
definitely.

its been nice talking about it though. thanks for listening to me spew
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>>6452723
I think civil engineering is actually cool. I majored in a vaguely similar field, although not quite as technical.

What kind of music do you listen to? Link me something.
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>>6452724
no idea about the first one but I can help with the second 2 I think
i would say the worrying level is about 2, as long as you know the rough doses that are sensible and you don't go full retard and put yourself on 20mg of estrogen or something
and also the bloodclot shit is a meme from the horse piss days, they just keep it around to scare people off self medding and keep them in the system

I'd say start on 2mg and then move up to 4mg after a week or so
8mg is a pretty extraordinary dose that you should only be on if you REALLY know what you're doing and know where your levels are

idk about AAs though
I'm on cypro and you're in the US so you can't get that
also my endo is a homicidal liver-hating maniac who put me on 100mg to start with
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>>6452718
yeah i pulled out some flesh, so

the tats i want i want in hidden areas, but i mean you make a good point
usually i burn my arms or my legs so eh
>>6452728
np
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>>6452720
If you make a bad decision as a leader, it's not your fault, you did the best with the information you had, but it is your responsibility, and since you learned from it, that's the best outcome at this point
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>>6452609
>tfw already in therapy. One therapist, and two shrinks.

tfw fucked up!!!
>Avoidant Personality Disorder
>Persistent Depressive Disorder
>Major Depressive Disorder
>General Anxiety Disorder
>Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
>Panic Disorder
>Simple Phobia
>Posttraumatic Stress Disorder
>Social Phobia
>Somatic Symptom Disorder
Actually the last one is in error. I have ME/CFS and FM.

>>6452652
milk
none
meditate

>>6452668
>tfw my stage name is in imdb.
No, I'm not going to mention it. I did a bit part in a porno when under age.

>>6452674
>Communication 75%
>Conflict Resolution 69%
>Self Management 47%
>Stress Management 42%
>Knowledge of Partner 61%
>Sex & Romance 81%
>Life Skills 64%
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>>6452674
I do everything in this list other then proper stress release, it's not really fair though, I've had training.

It only really works if both of you do the right thing too.
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>>6452738
I don't really have refined tastes

youtu.be/7v8c47sJ-fg
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>tfw took my pill. It's only good for 5 hours sleep. :( At least it is good sleep.

>>6452765
I read up on having good relationships. Also followed the advice of friends who had good ones. Still not perfect.
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>>6452674
is this a meme
>>
I bought a new shovel today time to dig some ground and plant some plants
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>>6452770
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FnH7YdO2XXg

Bed time now, smell you later.
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>>6452796
it's a yes or no question

i just want to know if my 89% sex & romance competency can be put on my resume
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Night Night...

>>6452805
Depends on the job...
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>>6452810
you gave me an ironic boolean, that's just a nested boolean

>>6452807
the job is being a good gf
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>>6452781
It only works if both of you are, if you stay on topic and look for resolutions, and they don't, it doesn't matter
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>>6452816
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>>6452816
i prefer the words my girl wants to hear

"i pinch nipples"
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>>6452830
Those are definitely words I like hearing, but you do a lot more than pinch cutie, so don't sell yourself short
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>>6452830
>>6452862
nipple biting is better desu
http://67.media.tumblr.com/a758fd01b742ff61bd217cfb8e1e5aff/tumblr_n0ii7qqnyv1s6dpnpo1_500.gif
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>>6452848
gl

I lock all my doors out of schizo paranoia :)
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>>6452866
>just sucking and biting
shall i lay out my techniques?

>>6452862
you fucking cutie
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>>6452816
>>6452830

The two aren't mutually exclusive.
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>>6452873
okay I literally just tried to think of the weirdest thing you could do with a nipple and now I really wish I hadn't >.<
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>>6452877
stick a needle in it?
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>>6452880
w-weirder
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>>6452882
well what then?

and i meant like riiight in the center, going down the duct into the breast
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>>6452904
WHAT THE FUCK NO THAT'S WEIRDER

it was trying to stick the nipple up the urethra
jesus I thought that was the weirdest possible thing but I need to step up my weirdness game
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ded?
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>>6452954

I guess that makes you a necromancer.
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>>6452954
yes
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>>6452954
The fact that there are two threads up at this hour is probably not helping either
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Someone talk to me
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Tbh senpai
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