Coastal Masterrace Edition
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▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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old >>6401872
>>6402839
>tfw flyover country
first?
>>6402844
don't bother with portland, there's no real work there unless you wanna be a barista the rest of your life
>>6402839
I live on the coast of a different country, does that count?
>>6402849
nope
>>6402850
They probably need cops tho
>>6402853
post infographics from your country
we can turn this into NPR edition
>>6402851
Isn't it one of the most trans tolerant places?
>>6402799
>>6402813
Akane is still a good cop though, right?
>>6402857
Yeah 3 hours isn't that bad at all.
Sounds fun.
>>6402857
this is a really good idea actually. portland has protections for gender identity too.
you should seriously look into being a cop
>>6402862
akane was like the only good cop, iirc. Everyone else just trusted the psycho-pass.
>>6402859
Well we have this
What's an NPR?
>always being inferior to cis fems
always hated this
but making progress, so my natural body will be something to be proud of
>>6402863
Oh fair enough, will Gates make my computer faster?
>>6402870
national public radio
>>6402861
Yeah. I read up on it and it's like,
Portland
Chicago
Minnesota
For top 3
>>6402862
The best
>>6402867
I really am thinking about it
Ideally I'd do something like
>IL State police
>beat cop
>move to Portland
>detective
>move up to FBI
>>6402870
National Public Radio
>>6402869
That or their Pyscho-Pass turned bad
>tfw the banks send you overdue notices
>tfw no work
>tfw slowly worsening feelings of worthlessness
McDonald's is always hiring r-right?
>>6402861
>Portland
"Omg wow your trans wow that's just so beautiful I am a HUGE trans ally"
>NYC
"fuck you, i wish my personal brand was as relevant as yours right now"
>San Francisco
"oh that's cool, i don't even think about it tbqh"
>Los Angeles
"eres un maricon ese"
help!help! I'm getting these rape urges and I need some help!
>>6402869
What's wrong with trusting the brains?
>>6402865
Well let me know if you ever wanna do it!
>>6402881
Theres only one solution
>tfw best poster in California
>>6402879
just work as a secretary, retard. that's what most pretty girls in your situation do.
google "administrative assistant" or just go to a temp agency and say you want a desk job
>>6402878
wow, would expect something like SF or Seattle to be more tolerant.
>>6402880
haha in my country it's really just
"lol faggot" in every big city desu
>>6402878
>one tranny becomes a cop
>other one becomes a drug dealer
>arch nemesis anime when
>>6402879
>tfw you get rejected from McDonald's tier jobs
Grace Graceton
Tranny cop.
>>6402883
I will <3
>>6402884
indeed, I need to rape you
>>6402900
plsno
>>6402879
It sounds like you'll need to try applying there as well, even though you're obviously over qualified for that. How much do you owe at this point? Have you called the bank and seen if you can work out something with them?
>tfw Portland and Seattle seem like nice places to live, but I'd feel like I'm just living up to an internet tranny stereotype if I moved to one of them
>>6402900
Oh
I...
Thought you needed to be raped. Not...rape....
Someone else....
Stay away from me dont come any closer pls
>>6402898
True Detective Season 3 - Tranny Detective
Set in Portland
>>6402897
It's more of an annoyance than anything, besides plenty of people are rejected from those jobs, just gotta keep putting myself out there until someone chooses me
>>6402903
move to Marin County, we can be the only two trannies here
>>6402909
Oh neat, that's where my grandparents lived and my mom grew up. Really nice place. (And not that far from San Francisco if you ever feel like you're not getting enough LGBT in your life.)
>>6402904
I'm creeping closer and closer
>>6402886
What do you think I've been applying for? I'm not just applying for chemistry jobs.
Also, I'm not a pretty girl, and I don't have a good personality for being an admin assistant.
>>6402902
$10k
Idk I don't think I can sort anything out with the bank until I reach the point of maxing out my credit.
>>6402895
Eyyy that was me 2 summers ago
>>6402909
>SF bay area
Eh, I dunno.
>>6402887
>wow, would expect something like SF or Seattle to be more tolerant.
Perhaps, I didn't look terribly much into it but so far my experience here in Illinois has been pretty good as far as being trans goes
>>6402898
I'll protect you, anon-chan!!
>>6402891
>me = right, you = left
Sounds about right~
>>6402889
>Unless your in the bible belt i can't see it mattering all that much.
You'd be surprised
Unfortunately I think I still need SRS to get my gender changed here but other than that we're pretty okay
>>6402888
Gonna bring you naughty girls in and rehabilitate you into productive members of society
I am chatting with this really cute guy. I have a real crush and now he wants to meet.
I am anxious because I don't pass. I am more like a femboy rn. He says he is OK with it but I am worried that I will scare him away if we meet irl.
What do?
>>6402913
yeah but fuck McDonald's anyway, I only get shitty stories from there. Ain't gonna try there, a supermarket sounds better and safer
>>6402913
Ouch, that's harsh. How much do you owe month to month? Can you apply for unemployment maybe? (Not sure what Canada has for that.) I'm really sorry you're in this situation.
>>6402915
Nice, the people in my city will generally just consider you a weirdo but they won't kill your or anything, not like they can when plastic knifes are banned :^)
goodnight everyone <3 <3 <3
>>6402916
has he already seen a pic of you?
>>6402916
Go for it unless you think the two of you can have a happy relationship purely online for however long you think it'll take before you feel like you're girly enough. Chances are that if he's seen you in pictures and is okay with that then you'll be okay in person too.
>>6402923
You just need to learn the basics of CQC and make sure nobody can ever lay a hand on you
>>6402915
Well compared to oklahoma, michigan is far better.
>>6402915
>productive members of society
NOOOOOOOOO drugs and sex
>tfw too mentally ill to get a job but not mentally ill enough for neetbux
>>6402912
Just pls kill me when you're done
>>6402931
Oh I'm very good at that, you see I am expert of blocking bunches with my face
>>6402812
Sortof. I told him he'd be better off with a cis girl, then he slapped me, then we fucked like rabbits cus that was hot, then we went on as normal.
Just had this actual Omegle chat. Thought I'd share:
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: show ass..I will cum
You: i am 12 and wat is this
Stranger: show ass..I will cum
You: Reporting to FBI
Stranger: show boobs
You: https://www.fbi.gov/contact-us/field
You: Literally doing this
Stranger: or suck finger
Stranger: fuck
Stranger has disconnected.
>>6402933
I don't care if you have sex but I'm taking you in if you use illegal drugs!!
>>6402932
I'm glad you've found somewhere that's treating you well
>>6402936
I-i'm not sure it works that way
>Friday night
Time to get drunk by myself and play videogames!
>>6402939
I don't get into fights very often ok
>>6402934
I'm panicking because I suddenly discovered that I got dropped by my health insurance and my only option may be to get some through an employee plan until the next open enrollment period, and I think I probably also fit into the category of 'too mentally ill to get a job' right now. ;_;
>>6402919
Could be worse, I owe my parents an additional $15k but at least I don't have to pay interest on that...
>>6402922
I owe about $60 a month minimum, but my bank account was empty and is usually close to empty so I missed my payment this month. It's more a reminder that i don't actually have any money than them banging down my door.
Oh well, time to bite the bullet and apply to shit jobs
>>6402942
Why is that stopping you from preparing for an actual war breaking out and you being in the thick of it?
I-i'm gonna use all of this for real some day..
Real talk tho better safe than sorry
I need to talk to my dad about him getting me self defense classes so I can take care of myself when I'm alone and unarmed
>>6402925
Yes. But you can't really see how ugly my nose/adams apple is in it.
>>6402929
Mhm I will wait a week. If I am still full on in love (aka it's not just a HRT starter crush) I will probably meet him. I will show him some more pictures and see how he reacts.
I am mostly worried about my voice. Maybe I can make some improvements until we meet.
>>6402941
>Tfw neet that's awake at 2 am friday morning
>>6402939
ull never take me alive coppers
>>6402950
You wanna do this the fun way huh?
I'm gonna go to bed, but does anyone know how long it'll be before my arms are less veiny?
>>6402945
geez...
desperate times call for desperate measures, I guess. A temp job is probably what you want though, if you're going to continue looking for chem jobs.
>>6402946
Yeah idk desu
I don't really go alone and I don't go into areas that scare me
hopefully I can go stealth and some point and won't have to think about people wanting to kill me
>>6402951
We can do this the easy way or, oh wait, no, there's just the hard way.
>>6402952
At 5 months idk if there's been much of a difference in the veins
Changes in your skin might help diminish the appearance of them tho
And if you shave your arms that's even better, I finally did that and it's soooo much of an improvement
>>6402953
It never hurts to have the know how to get out of a situation if it happens tho
>>6402955
>hard way
No no
The fun way.
>>6402958
true true
>>6402952
Yeah, I'm going to look into temp agencies, it sounds like they do at least some of the legwork in getting you paired up with employers. Not ideal but beggars can't be choosers, Alberta is in a worse recession than 2008
>>6402962
What happened to the economy?
I'm going to go to bed.
Nite nite everyone <3
>>6402958
I've been shaving my arms regularly...
>the fun way
>tfw she doesn't get the reference
>>6402962
besides, through temp work you might meet someone who can land you a job. McDonalds won't do that for you.
>>6402965
Goodnight!
I wish I was a girl...
>>6402967
nitenite grace<3
>>6402969
But why look like a froggy?
>>6402969
Same
>>6402962
Why not go into the energy sector? There's always opening's for roughnecks.
>>6402964
Oil based economy.
Price of oil tanked after Saudi Arabia started a price war with US shale oil
Our economy tanked because there's no diversity here
Unemployment is at a 30 year high. Alberta is running a $10.4 billion deficit this year. Canada is running a $29.4 billion deficit this year. This was not a good time to finish school.
>>6402958
You didn't shave your arms? First thing I did when I decided to transition was to get rid of all my bodyhair
>>6402969
m-me too.....I'm gonna kill myself.
>>6402979
>fatty on the left of sexy raven
lmao
>tfw no bf but you aren't a girl yet so you can't go try and get one
>>6402984
Not immediately, no
When I started transition my bodyhair was terribly difficult to deal with
And then around 2 months I accidentally gave myself a bunch of ingrown hairs
sooooo I kind of had to wait for a long time to finally start getting rid of my bodyhair
>>6402991
?living with body hair
You aren't a true trans then, sorry.
>>6402994
Darn, waiting a couple more months after dealing with it for my whole life has invalidated my gender, whatever shall I do
>>6402983
Is this map accurate?
Seriously though, good luck finding a job
>>6402997
>killme
Me too jfc
>>6402995
It's OK, you are truetrans now :3
>>6402997
>thisiswhattheaveragegirllookslike.webm
>>6403000
ANON GIVETH
ANON TAKETH AWAY
>>6402997
It was just a joke derpanna. What happened to that quality assurance position at a meat packing plant if I remember correctly?
>>6402997
Nice. Here's a similar webm.
>>6402996
Entirely accurate. I'll put it this way:
- My ex is currently working a shit construction job despite being a trained chef
- A friend with years of experience doing work on cars is now working as a long haul trucker after getting laid off in Feb
- An oil worker at my D&D group spent more than a year trying to find work after being laid off, and is now driving a truck delivering ice
It's awful here right now.
>>6403007
Holy shit tht sucks
I have a hard enough time finding work in a decent economy
>>6402988
post pic pls?
>>6403004
I still want to visit and play airsoft with you but there is an ocean in the way :(
>cuddling in his bed
>feeling his warmth against me
>he puts his hand on my thigh, kisses my head, and pulls me closer
>doesn't even want to /lewd/
I'll get him by Sunday
He wouldn't dare leave for a month without giving me something
>>6403007
wow that fucking sucks, if the job market here is semi-crap I can't imagine how bad it is over there
Good luck, you'll need it
>>6403010
Where are you from?
>>6403011
Hopefully one of us runs into large amounts of money soon so we can! One of my friends is apparently gonna give me an MP5SD this weekend, really generous of him idk why but Im really excited!
>my and sister say I eat like a man because I like meat and big portions
>says I need to have a woman's pallet which is light and cleaner
b-but my steaks, ribs, and burgers...
My longtime friend who is pre everything trans is trying to get me to go to the pride party or what not. I don't wanna feel pride in being trans though
>>6403016
You should be handling a different kind of meat.
>>6403016
I know that feel
You can always make meats and stuff a special treat for nice occasions
>>6403018
Australia
My friend actually got hired at a job and then fired pretty much two weeks afterwards and was never called for work
>>6403015
I'd need to buy equipment first. I have never played but want to try. Maybe your friend can lend me a gun.
In which state do you live? I have relatives in CA.
>>6403021
Why even live if I can't enjoy what I eat? Honestly eating is my coping mechanism to deal with gender dysphoria. I'm not fat or anything either, in fact I'm super skinny and don't gain a lot of weight.
>>6403017
You don't go to pride to feel pride in being trans, you go to pride to take pride in surviving, beating the odds, and to empower yourself by being visible for a day.
>>6403033
and to out yourself to any possible acquaintances that may have thought you were cis
>>6403017
This cis girl I work with thinks I'm not trans and weird for not wanting to go to this big lgbt club with her and watching drag queens.
I just don't want to be around that and reminded of being trans. She thinks it's weird I don't wanna talk about it. The bitch is dating a ftm too.
hiiiiii
It's me mtfg!
Today I volunteered at the animal shelter again!!!
>>6403033
>>6403047
>>6403051
could you not
>>6403033
maybe in the future I could go, but idk I'm so early I feel like I don't deserve to be there
>>6403039
biggest fear tbhon
>>6403046
Is it bad that I really despise drag queens?
not sure why exactly
>>6403054
what's shaking?
>>6403039
That's something I actually care surprisingly little about. So long as they're not a shit about it then what does it actually matter?
Maybe it's because I don't surround myself with people that would care. I was at pride this year with a number of my ex's friends (who I guess I'm now out to) as well as his brother. His brother (whom I came out to years ago) asked what the flag I was carrying was. All those years of me dating his brother and apparently he'd basically forgotten that I was a tranny and might be carrying a tranny flag.
>>6403051
>I volunteered at the animal shelter again!!!
Why doe?
>>6403046
its obv she and her ftm are tumblr faggots or normies that think you have to make being a tranny the ONLY thing about your identity or youre just a weirdo serial killer
>>6403060
I got to meet kitties and feed them!
>>6403026
Oooh, you've never played? I could lend you one of mine, when I get the MP5 I'll have 3 so I'm sure you could borrow my PPSH or Honeybadger~
I live in Illinois, it's Midwest where as CA is the coast so it's kind of far.
>>6403055
could you have not sexually harass me
>>6403065
love ur trip are you new trip or changed trip?
there's a kitty named grace at the shelter! I pet her extra because Grace a sweetie
>>6403065
are you a good kitty?
>>6403063
You don't need to over compensate with the femininity anon, I think that's just a movie/tv meme anyway.
Being in an animal shelter would make me sad to see all those poor animals in cages looking unhappy, Also I don't do any work without getting paid lol.
>>6403074
im the one who emailed you the cuddleu trip before
>>6403076
>there's a kitty named grace at the shelter! I pet her extra because Grace a sweetie
<3
You're too sweet Red
Someone let me live on their couch long enough so I can get a job and get on mones again pls
pls before monday, it's literally going to be 120F
I will melt.
>>6403056
Idk, the reasons are different at different times. My motivation for going in early transition was mostly because I'd never known or met someone else who was trans, and I thought it was pretty cool to actually see how many other trans girls were out there (sheltered life yo). I'm assuming that's somewhat closer to the motivation for most people in early transition for going to pride. Plus it's a fun occasion to party.
>>6403059
our flag is kinda lame desu
>>6403082
where you at
>>6403051
Hey. Good volunteer choice.
Morning everyone. Just finished Legend of Korra - now I can stop killing time watching it when I get home and be all kinds of productive. Any productivity recommendations?
>>6403079
omg thank you sorry i didn't go with it i feel bad
>>6403077
well....I have a month to just chill after graduating before finding a place to move in for grad school, so I just decided to volunteer....and retake the GRE
>>6403085
Valley of the Sun, I'd praise it, if it didn't want to kill me...
someone pls
>>6403086
Watch Supernatural! Each season gets better and better (1st isn't that great) and then you can just stop watching after the 5th season cause it's all filler from then on, all 6 a seasons
>>6403081
How are you Grace?
>>6403091
*additional
>>6403082
how long is long enough
>>6403089
Maybe you should work on passing first. :3
>>6403073
why do you assume everyone who dislikes you is me
>>6403086
thank you <3
>>6403094
I'm doing well, getting kinda tired and I really wanna get a job again
How are you Red~?
>>6403092
just let her act like a little
it probably helps her deal with the fact that shes a giant
>>6403091
>1 isn't that great
What the fuck bitch I will cut you.
>>6403105
Lets all act like cute little anime girls haha!
yeah okay I get it
Whatever
I know I'm a boy
goodnight mtfg
>>6403104
I hurt physically less but I miss Kaylee so much and I can't deal with being masculine around my family. It's fucking with my head after 2 years of being feminine around my college campus. I hate this
>>6403097
I don't know.. like a couple of weeks, if not I'll just couchsurf somewheres else or hitchhike until I get to portland and live in a tent.
>>6403108
>red rn
>>6403106
i mean idk!
the finale is really really good i'll give you
the colt is cool
the rest is nothing but monster of the week and a barely there season arc about their dad who is a somewhat boring character in the end
i felt like this when i first saw it and when I just rewatched it this past week (halfway through season 2 now)
stop being mean to red
>>6403108
I mean, it smells like shit and I have to clean up poop, but I don't mind. I knew it wasn't too cute, but it's enjoyable? I like animals, I don't do this to be feminine. I have to do it as a boy anyway I'm too scared of my family knowing I like being feminine.
>>6403118
stop being mean in general
>>6403084
Yeah a bit. Could be worse though. I'll still carry a tranny flag at pride desu, it's probably the one place where blending and pretending to be cis doesn't make sense imo.
>>6403102
I didn't really meet anyone so much as just suddenly realise "wow, there's actually a lot of trans girls here, and they're not all like 40 years old either!" I think at that point it was something I needed.
>>6403112
>I dont know...like
we both know you wont find a job
youll barely even try, just enough to keep me taking care of you
>>6403111
Why are you being masculine around your family? That sounds awful.
>>6403083
I guess it does sound kinda tempting. I wouldn't be able to go in girlmode without dying of stress, not to mention I am poor and have nothing nice to wear. I might just go with my bi friends and be a long haired faggot
>>6403125
yeah we could've had the gay flag :3
I'd never carry the flag though, I don't wanna be seen ;_;
>>6403084
I like the colors
>>6403130
they're scared of trannies. Or at least my grandparents. My mom is just ignorant. She knows that I like men, so she just sees me as a gay guy.
>>6403084
someone make a better flag
>>6403133
eh, I never thought that really light colours go well with flags
>>6403116
I agree, S1 was mostly just monster of the week filler but it was written well. Ghost Facers and Dean's black girlfriend were some of my fav supernatural episodes.
>mom knows I am trans
>shopping at store see shoes I like
>go for it and decide to walk over there and see if I can find my size
>mom tells me she like those on her
>asks me if i found anything in the mens section
suicide is so close
>tfw ur not a girl
: (
>>6403129
I would be willing to be your live-in maid, I'm pretty good at cleaning actually. My mom is a cleaning lady and took me with her all the time until she kicked me out lol
I'd work a mcjob tbhon, I don't have any dignity left.
Just give me a corner to keep my stuff+bike and a place to sleep and I'll pitch in till I get something or fuck off into the abyss.
>>6403136
Yeah they're kinda low visibility
like trans acceptance
>>6403135
a flag you can truly be proud of
>>6403135
>>6403138
Haha what a bitch. Steal her boyfriend, fuck all the guys at her church gatherings, bring home drunk men and shout "cum in me!" as loud as you can, even if they're not actually fucking you and just passed out.
RUIN HER LIFE.
>>6403131
Idk, if you're with friends it can be a fun time. Hit the beer gardens and party a lil'
>>6403132
I like the rainbow flag desu.
Also, not even at pride? I have the option to just blend under those circumstances but idk why I would. I'm well past the point where I think I should feel shame for being trans, or actively hide.
>>6403146
I am too much of a good boy :(
>>6403138
tell her you found some shoes from her and give her something her size from the mens section
>>6403141
I live in portland but unless you could pay for your food and/or pay a fair share of the rent the answer is a strong no
and even then probably not, trannies make terrible roommates
>>6403150
JUST DO IT
BECOME A BIMBO WHORE
>>6403151
>tell her you found some shoes from her and give her something her size from the mens section
I wish I could do things like this. I have thought about saying Sir to her considering she always sirs me and says I look like other men and stuff but then it's like "no u"
>>6403148
the rainbow flag has too many colours imo
I also probably wouldn't hold one at a pride, I generally don't like being put in positions like that, I feel embarrassed
>>6403148
>tfw 20 years old in burgerstan
welp
>>6403137
i guess
ghostfacers was s3 though! truck one was fun though yeah
>>6403154
its a lot easier to think about doing something then to actually have the courage to do it
as someone who has a stutter and a strongly avoidant personality I know that feel
>>6403162
GET A DIFFERENT DICK IN YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY
GET YOUR NAILS AND HAIR DONE EVERY WEEK
WEAR TIGHT CLOTHING
>>6403137
do you mean the one with a tulpa?
>>6403162
Yeah I am very avoidant as well and still have so much self hatred at the idea that I am transgender that I don't even do anything other than take hormones and stay in my room lol.
feels good to bully red out of the thread
:3
>>6403151
>trannies make terrible roommates
Yeah, I've been trying to find someone that's at least an ally to room with, thought I'd hit y'all up but I understand not wanting someone that's barely starting to transition living with you.
Thanks for at least entertaining the idea.
>>6403137
>>6403166
Who is your favorite character? I fucking Love Jody! She's my hero, I usually just watch all the episodes with her when I get bored.
anyone here had ffs? how long does it take for the swelling to go down?
>>6403161
Eh, I think most of my favourite supernatural episodes were filler. The police station demon siege, the old timey horror flick episode, the whole Lilith Arc (arguably filler since lilith could have been cut out entirely and the plot would have stayed the same.) I dunno. I guess I just enjoy the character interacting in fun, different ways. Kinda sick of Castiel shifting between brooding asshole and "huh this human custom is really weird here's me reacting in a cute, naive way because I'm not human and I don't get it."
>>6403168
this, men don't belong here.
>>6403167
>tfw you have enough self hatred that youve gone a couple weeks without taking mones because it felt like everyone was mad at you and you couldnt afford mones and you didnt want to burden anyone to paying for yours
>tfw you lost half a year of progress because you are a fucking mess of a human being
>>6403171
its not that
ive had too many roommates take advantage of me and my hospitality, all but one of which were trannies
none of which were able to pay rent in the end
which always fucked me over in some way
Im done trusting people
>>6403174
well no those are the coolest ones, especially the trickster/other gag episodes
but not all of them are cool
>>6403179
did you finally kick yume out, gem?
>>6403155
Of course it does, it's a spectrum :p
Also, idk what there is to be embarrassed about. Self confidence yo, life's full of a lot more embarrassing shit than acknowledging being trans. Hell, these days I don't even think being trans is embarrassing at all, I have a lot of feelings about it but embarrassment and shame aren't included.
>>6403183
>implying id do something thatd make me want to kill myself
>>6403184
two things I'm a bit embarrassed about is the being involved in a big crowd and the trans stuff, so I'd probably never go to a pride thing ;_;
>>6403186
oh hey Gem, you alright?
>>6403187
Awe, why do big crowds embarrass you?
>>6403188
of course
why wouldnt i be
>>6403179
Oh I see, I can see how that would stop you taking in charity cases.
Do people not at least have some sort of savings before moving in with you? I mean fuck, I have a few grand saved up and plenty of shit to sell before I'd actually leave so I couldn't fuck someone over like that. That's not really coolduder at all.
Is portland cool though? I haven't been there since the 90s, I hear it's hella expensive now though. What's your rent looking like? It's ok if you don't want to say
>>6403190
I'm honestly not sure, I just feel uncomfortable within them, especially a loud crowd
It's weird though, I can navigate through a populated city well enough but crowds, nah
>>6403192
idk, just checking in how you're doing
>>6403195
>It's weird though, I can navigate through a populated city well enough but crowds, nah
Same, I took the metro and walked everywhere in LA but crowds make me anxious as fug.
http://www.themarysue.com/decoding-the-transgender-matrix-the-matrix-as-a-transgender-coming-out-story/
hey everyone it's headpat happy hour
>>6403203
*pats*
>>6403195
Agoraphobia of some sort ;~;
Sucks, there's so much fun stuff with crowds at them.
>>6403203
Gib pls
>>6403203
>>6403207
*pats*
>>6403208
*headpats expertly*
>>6403208
hmm it's not agoraphobia
but crowds just feel uncomfortable in general, I can be in one, I just don't like to
I'm just not exactly the most public person, I need to get out more ;_;
>>6403198
ikr, it's weird desu
>>6403193
portland is cool af, theres tons of neat little restaurants and shops hiding everywhere
if you had that and would be able to pay rent up front first and in general (which I heavily regret not asking friends for) then Id honestly be happy having you as a roommate
its kinda expensive to live here (im paying like 1080 for a 2 bed 2 bath and I dont even live in portland proper, just in the greater portland area), but if you're not dumb with money like I am its no big deal
>>6403207
>>6403208
>>6403209
*applies superpats*
how do you get neetbux
>>6403213
Thank youu~
>>6403214
Honestly, it may just be down to not necessarily getting out enough to remove the anxiety that comes with lots of noise and people. I used to hate crowds too, then I started going to shows and raves and stuff and now I love crowds, feels like home.
>>6403216
<3
>>6403220
1. be black
2. collect welfare
>>6403220
why get neetbux when you can have a man support you and take care of you
>>6403203
Please, I need this
>>6403227
im agp desu
>>6403228
quite so >:3
>>6403227
>tfw no man will ever love you and take care of you without being a creepy chaser
>>6403208
>>6403220
tell them youre sad
>>6403224
yeah raves and music festivals would be crazy, I'd probs stick to the side if I went to one, middle would be just be plain uncomfortable
To be honest though, I don't avoid crowds all together, I'd just never go to one on my own initiative, like if a friend invited to something like a festival or a big show, etc I'd probably go, new experiences are fun
>>6403215
Damn, I think I'll just save up a bit more so I don't end up screwing someone over. I don't want to dump my money on rent and maybe not be able to get a job right away.
I live with my cousin and we split the rent 50/50, and that's only 350 a month for a 4 bed 2 bath house. Utilities aren't bad until the heat starts then the electricity bills are massive. I think living in a shithole has spoiled me to how little I can pay for so much shit.
but then maybe I'll go live in eugene and let my massive grass seed allergy kill me.
>>6403233
i'm sure one will if you're passing and cute like me
>>6403232
Thank you.
>>6403240
>passing and cute
not yet. but I'm early on so idk
I fear the worst though
>>6403234
<3
>>6403237
You'd think the side of the dance floor is the least uncomfortable but it's not. Idk, it doesn't take too long to realise that the middle of the dance floor is where there's the most freedom and excitement. You can cut loose, feed off the energy of the people around you, get completely sucked into the moment and the momentum of the people around you, and you'll never be the worst dancer there. It's honestly great.
So long as you're open to new experiences I'm sure you'll get to a point where the worst anxiety goes away, it just takes time.
Either way, it's bedtime for me. Goodnight!
>>6403252
yeah probably
see ya
>>6403252
>feed off the energy of the people around you, get completely sucked into the moment and the momentum of the people around you
goodnight you filthy extrovert
fucking canadian energy vampires...
tfw a man forever with no hopes of passing at all.
>>6403258
Find someone to live vicariously through?
is 7 months hrt still early
>>6403256
More of us are extroverted than know it. A couple decades being socialized wrong will make almost anyone doubt that they like spending time with/around people.
>>6403261
getting close to peak effects
>>6403261
the answer to that is subjective
>>6403261
Major changes mostly seem to happen between months 7 and 30. Yes, it's early yet.
>>6403261
yes, don't worry about it. I felt like hrt was doing nothing for me until like a year in, where I actually started getting fat redistribution in hips, thighs, boobs, face, etc.
You may see some people getting big changes really quickly but everyone is different. It's puberty, some people change later than others
wake up and entertain me with drama yu pieces of dog shite
>>6403276
im going to cut off my head
My today's weight 74.3 kg (164 lbs)
I'm still fat as hell but it's something. (5'11)
*yawns uncutely* im tired
>>6403282
5'11" here too
I thought ~70 kg is a good weight for us or is a smaller weight better?
>>6403292
I wanna aim for 65
hope I can get it
>>6403292
Yeah I prefere 60 over 80. I am very tall and I can't change that so being thin and tall is next best thing.
I also have double chin that I want to ged rid off.
can corset training do anything about a large ribcage?
I wanna get to 60kg too
>>6403304
only while u wear it :(
btw I just ate a banana
>>6403308
rip in pace
I just did make up for the first time :( end my life senpai
>dad trying to get me to go to Friday prayers at the Mosque
>After the fit he threw a couple of days ago there's no chance I want to spend any time with him ever again
>Laser sessions are conducted every month
>In 3 months time I *might* be in prison so I can't book anything as I'd risk missing appointments
In positive news though it had become very easy to abstain from eating, I actually hate it now and feel like throwing up when I do "have" to eat something
Not fussed about when I will reach my goal weight because I feel confident it will happen at some point
>>6403282
I'm in a similar position, 5'10 and 166
Don't get too stressed over it as long as you're going in the right direction
how do u stop hating life
anyone want a bf?
>>6403321
Not me i am totally not gay
im gay
>>6403330
I looked so bad. Hideous. I deserve to be a male.
>do you have anything with more alcohol in it?
>just mix it stronger
>mix
heh
>>6403332
You just need practice, anon.
>>6403334
HEllo.
It's half eleven.
I'm no my secoind sambuca shot.
Why?
BECA&SE I'M GOING TO A FOOD FESTIVAN AND IT@S IRELAND THAT'S WHY!
>>6403336
Practice can't fix being fucking shit garbage.
>>6403337
Ugh. This isn't a place I come to chat with other trans girls, but rather a source of boundless jealousy.
Oh, well. I'll get to go to fun things again one day soon. Congrats on starting drinking at a responsible hour, though.
>>6403341
>responsible hour
Welcome to Ireland. Every hour is happy hour.
On festival days anyway.
And I'm also drinking to forget theat I have no pills.
We all hafve our reasons to be jealous of each other.
>>6403338
Actually, it totally can. You just need perseverance. Unless you're already a brilliant painter and student of light and shade in human faces, you've got a lot to learn, and much of it is very complicated.
i want to be dead
>>6403334
good choice in liquors and mixers desu
>>6403261
If you haven't grown a vagina and D cups by now you're p much screwed, good luck
>tfw sad
>>6403314
>In 3 months time I *might* be in prison
Why???
>>6403344
cool me too we should be friends
>>6403350
wow way to be a btich
this kind of talk is what killed kiwi
>>6403350
underrated post!
>>6403360
Made some posts on /r9k/ that caused "fear/alarm" for the second time
It falls under stalking legislation
They have 3 months left to indite me and hold a trial
>>6403366
wait, what?
Good morning, /mtfg/.
I hope everyone doing okay today.
>>6403366
hahah wtf
>>6403342
Oh, for sure. I'm just being mopey about work. I haven't been to a fair of any sort in almost a decade.
>>6403366
maybe you'll get deported back to Syria since we won't have the EU to hold us back :^)
[5 seconds later]
god vodka is disgusting tho lol
>>6403374
btw I literally drank that straight from the bottle
am I cool yet?
>>6403374
vodka is gross. drink gin like the childless alcoholic future aunt you are
>>6403376
u are going to die
>>6403376
You're not cool until you do it in front of impressed high school kids.
>>6403376
drinking and posting about it on a Bhutanese basket weaving symposium?
literally the coolest
>>6403382
>you are definitely drunk
I'm literally not tho
I have like a superhuman tolerance for alcohol lol
>>6403374
I only like cruisers and pear cider.
I guess I'm trutrans?
>>6403376
the cool-o-meter is registering over 50 megafonzies
>wake up
>still a man
Dang
>>6403385
How cool am I sheen?
>>6403376
no, you were already cool before, cant get double cool this easily
would drink and cuddle with (platonically)/10
>>6403386
maddie can u hug me
>>6403389
My arms aren't long enough dear
>tfw your a girl on the inside but not outside : (
>>6403391
are u calling me fat
>>6403382
Theoretically an unlimited fine and 5 years in prison
Realistically, just another fine and a month-year in prison? I don't know, my solicitor hasn't been in contact much other than to tell me to plead guilty
I don't feel like I've done anything wrong
First time I committed this offense I just got a £300 fine (after pleading guilty early on)
but I want to go to trial this time because like I said, I don't feel like I've done anything wrong
>>6403394
what did you do
WOW flannel just did a Jagerbomb @_@
So cool...
>>6403397
maddie i need affection from someone and people podting *hugs* doesn't help what do I do
>>6403396
"stalking"
I greentexted my circumstances on /r9k/ and said that I was mad at the those who caused this
Said something like "HYPOTHETICALLY my anger would vanish if I killed them"
Then some doxxing went on
>>6403397
rofl shut up lol
Damn you ever think about how like
No effort is worth what you get back for it? The time and power you exert to play games or go to work...they just aren't worth their exchange. I don't wanna do anything anymore.
>>6403403
i only get out of bed to eat and go to the bathroom at this point
>>6403387
its um.
its broken now.
HEY LOOK OVER THERE, ITS A CHANGE OF SUBJECT
>>6403400
That really sucks. Hope everything goes your way!
Up to 5 years for some hypothetical bullshit you have written on 4chan is a joke.
>>6403386
Bad luck. I remember when I used to go back to sleep several times in the hopes that there'd be a better outcome the next time I woke...
Apparently my voice needs a lot of work. Glad to know what work, exactly. Hopefully after a couple more meetings she gives me exercises for all of it, since I dislike canceling a workday in order to pay a workday of income for a one hour session of anything.
>>6403399
Uhm idk desu, I usually desperately and pathetically throw my body at strangers until someone with low enough standards touches me, if only briefly
>>6403408
Not existing sounds so much nicer than this
>>6403403
I think a lot of people think like this on some days, because it's pretty much the truth.
It's just better not to think about it much though.
>>6403410
welcome to britain. you can get five years for 'malicious communications' by saying 'i do not agree with you' on twitter
>>6403409
>tfw as cool as zoidberg
>>6403411
Are you seeing a voice therapist?
>>6403403
All the time, honestly. Try and force yourself to do things, at some point you will start to think it's worth it again. At least that's what my shrink says..
>>6403419
me too desu
>>6403400
That's ridiculous and awful. I'm sorry that you're being put through this.
But do please stop posting on /r9k/ - there's no relief from misery waiting there.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10507149
>tfw I think I might actually be drunk
only took me half a bottle of vodka lol
ich bin betrunken
>>6403420
Yeah. Improper breathing, excess air expenditure in speech, a low top end that's leaving my pitch stuck at ambiguous, glottal attacks, jaw and neck tension, and a bad throat-clearing habit.
Better get to work ;~;
>>6403435
Probably took some time to show its effect.
Are you German?
>>6403435
I've never been drunk
>>6403439
Why?
>>6403449
Deutschzeit??
>>6403449
cuddleplum :3
>>6403449
Schools teach languages so shit
I did Italian for 9 years and can only remember how to count
>>6403448
partially because dad was an alcoholic, partially because its kind of a waste of money, partially because during repression I was afraid of revealing the secret that I'm a tranny
I've drunk more than I ever did before in the past two and a half years than I did in the preceeding 12
>>6403450
Phien, how do I learn German? I'm kinda busy with stuff too so it makes it harder
>>6403467
I know a guy that learned german by learning mostly grammar for about 3 months. he needs a long time to type sentences and stuff cause he doesnt know a lot of words, but he has the hard part down already. if he were to expand his vocabulary now he could probably speak it fluently, but Idk if thats a viable approach, german grammar is really hard and extensive.
>>6403473
yeah beer was dads poison and I don't really like it.
I don't like spirits or wine or apple cider... pear cider though... and premixed vodka drinks.
going to lgbt meetup thing tomorrow specifically for young people
extremely anxious ;~~~~;
how 2 calm self
>>6403478
just picture all the hons in the room naked
>>6403463
hmm those are the exact same reasons I never drank as well.
>>6403478
Take a deep breath, everyone there was as nervous as you are at some point, nobody is going to judge you, the gender police is mostly a thing older transitioners do.
Tfw hons pay me to teach them basic makeup skills
I haven't seen Robin in a few days. Has she been around?
>>6403486
killed himself
lol threw up a bunch
>>6403492
how do you throw up while you can still type coherently?
>>6403490
for real?
whats up bitchessss
>>6403487
gm desu
why do I even post here
I posted on leddit and all I got was hugboxing
shit sux for finding a nice place for feminine dmab people, either you get bullied or you get hugboxed and white knighted
>>6403495
If she did, then she must have a pretty good internet connection in the afterlife because there are posts from her in an FFS thread from yesterday.
>>6403494
Some people have a weak stomach, the first few times I got drunk I threw up even though my head was still pretty clear.
sleepy
>>6403497
hello
my levels are shit out of whack because my endo dropped me down to 2mg to see if 3mg was the sweet spot or not... so I was effectively detransitioned for 5 months
3.5 nmol/L T which is basically 14 year old teenage boy levels/slightly above the female max
Free Testosterone is 75 pmol/L which is double the female baseline and pretty much normal for a man my age.
estrogen is 153 pmol/L which is menopausal
>>6403501
Or you get ignored. Im not sure why I come here. Maybe its just so I can complain about how I was scared enough to closet myself at my new job again. NO ONE MUST EVER KNOW. If they knew I was trans, theyd hate me as much as I hate myself. Who needs a hugbox when your mind is your own hell?
>>6403510
Damn. Im sorry, that shit is shit, you should kick your doctor in his graybles.
Who here /slepthorriblylastnight/?
>>6403510
What the fuck is wrong with Oz trans healthcare, god
>>6403512
she is my endo
she wont prescribe me cypro either
lol wow I think I'm legit drunk as fuck
have a friend cleaning up all my vomit
>>6403510
omg what they had you doing this for FIVE MONTHS???
when they switch something it should be for a month max if it doesnt work aaaahhh im sorry
>>6403497
Tired
Taught a bunch of hons basic makeup
Made a easy $150
>>6403528
endos dont know shit
self-medding is literally better
>>6403528
That anon ( >>6403529 ) is sadly mostly right, most endos don't actually know that much about sex hormones.
>>6403516
they figure that the problem fixes itself eventually with suicide I guess
>>6403524
I called her up and told her that I am pretty sure that my levels are off because I've been depressed af for months on end
and then she got me to do my bloods... so like... it would have been almost 7 months if I hadn't called
>>6403529
legit scripts are all I can afford, its $5.20 for a bottle of spiro or pack of progynova with a health care card
>>6403510
That's terrible. I'm so fucking sorry. Why did they even want to test you on a dose so low? Even 3 is weirdly low.
>>6403537
i thought you want to lose weight.
eat less and use the money to buy cypro
>>6403532
I'm going to have to switch endos.
I'll call the brisbane gender clinic and see if anyone there has an opening.
dayum the price of finasteride went way up on ihp since i last checked. it used to be way fucking cheap
>>6403561
is the adc fina legit?
>>6403565
never bought from adc
>meet up with another trans girl
>grab lunch
>bad manners
>awful haircut
>unflattering wardrobe
>still uses boy voice
>doesn't pass
>3 years on HRT
Lesson learned, don't meet up with NEET transbians over the Internet without Skyping first.
Mirrors are the worst desu
>>6403568
kek thats me
>>6403569
Love-hate relationship there. Without them, I wouldn't be able to see what I hate. But I'd never be able to hide it with makeup, either.
>>6403577
yeah I get you, with mirrors I can sometimes see myself in a good light and feel good about myself
>>6403510
Holy shit that's awful, I'm so sorry. I had a similar fuck up with my doctors too - put me on 2mg daily for a month despite low baseline tests - and I'm going to Callen-Lorde to get it fixed. Hope everything is sorted out soon.
Hey girls. What's going on today?
>>6403583
Sitting here, trying to remember what I was doing/finding something to do
Who /crush on trip/?
i want to be a cis wombyn ;_;
>>6403600
I dont get this obsession you have with her, especially considering her hair recovered like two years ago
im literally covered on every single part of my body that doesn't have dark hair on it in fluffy long vellus hairs that were just waiting to androgenise but never did. i'm a grotesque ape
>>6403596
>did you rebook suporn?
sorry????
>>6403608
>>6403610
>>6403613
>>6403614
get a life
i don't like her either but seriously
>>6403615
oh, sorry I thought you were angie
>>6403620
>>6403619
>>6403614
>>6403613
Thats why I am not posting pics here. Some retarded guy will save them, fap to them and then use them to shitpost.
>>6403626
Hopefully yes :3
does anyone get like really sad half the time (like you want to die and stufff) but then the other half of the time your fine
>keep mentally reliving the humiliating experience of being called sir yesterday and having to walk in front of a bunch of people staring at me
How many months into HRT should you be before starting laser hair removal?
Fuck, I think I just discovered by shoulders are actually 18 inches
I wanna kill myself atm
>too hot
>turn air conditioner on
>too cold
:(
>>6403632
I found you an opportunity btw
>>6403644
Lol 20 inches here, little cis girl.
>>6403647
you should try living in australian summers
>too hot
>turn on AC
>still too hot
suffering
>>6403632
Btw this is maddie
that feel when your shoulders are 15.5 but you look like a linebacker
>>6403649
Do you pass?
>>6403632
>tfw too far to hug away the pain
I'm sorry, Maddie. Have one of these as a consolation.
Hey!
My GF and I, both 21 and living in NYC have done the threesome/foursome thing. We both expressed interest in doing the same with an MtF trans, but have no idea where to find one. Any ideas?
>>6403657
I guess not ;_;
>>6403632
i love u maddie
im sorry that happened :(
*hugs*
>>6403662
I just put myself against the wall, grabbed a texture and dotted along the wall at the end of my shoulders (like where my arms are)
tried it a few times and got in the 18 range
>>6403653
You're boring. Find another thing to harp on.
>>6403658
>touching my boobs
>///////<
>>6403662
Stand against a wall and have your hands touching your thighs
I actually marked one shoulder on tge wall and then the other one. i don't know how the rest does it, tho
>>6403669
I was told to come here... What would I gain there?
>>6403649
>20
You must look so cool with weapons across your back...
>>6403666
>>6403624
I found u work
>>6403647
>tfw 110 heat index outside
>tfw a/c is so cold I have multiple layers of clothing on
>>6403673
Just, you know, for comfort. Everyone nuzzles boobs in their sleep, right?
>>6403676
Like a machete or a 2X4 board?
:3
>>6403677
I don't have sex with real women because they make me dysphoric
>>6403658
>>6403676
Another hon to who decided to ruin to the trans movement with their presence I see
>>6403677
And I'm the one still looking for Maddie and more help. Who's Maddie and how can she help?
i typed my post in the name field by accident lol
>>6403690
Yeah I guess that makes sense. I'll be back later!
>>6403688
She can't help you because she's a delusional man
>tfw not qt
>>6403688
She live on new york
wait maddie are you in nyc can i hug you
>>6403670
>tfw 21" by that method, but I have some fat to loose.
>>6403695
Not directly, but do you know anyone who might be interested?
>>6403687
Thanks, Anon!
The best part about trolls is you never have to repost your own pictures.
>>6403704
I got some fat to lose too but idk if it will work or not ;_;
I think I might go to Baltimore pride if I can. Also tfw no pass
>>6403705
If you can't find a tranny to fuck in NYC idek. Go on grindr and put LOOKING FOR GIRLDICK FOR THREESOME and message every girl in the trans section telling them they're beautiful
>>6403683
I want to see you cosplaying it up with a spear or polearm.
>>6403608
>girl.jpg
>girl2.jpg
nice samefagging
jesus christ
NJ MTF here. Who else is near NYC?
mtfg seems awful this morning :s
Tbqh it's pretty fucking disgusting when cishet couples fetishize trans women for the purpose of a threesome
>>6403711
This is the answer I'm looking for. Thank you.
What keywords should I look for more girl dick?
>tfw no space gf
>>6403717
is 3 states south near
>>6403722
I mean, we just like threesomes, male, female, whatever. We just wanted to expand our horizons and find someone who's also into it. Not looking to overstep boundaries or anything, just looking for fun
>>6403722
I'd only do a threeway with two other trans girls since cis people don't know how to handle girldick.
>>6403731
sounds like a good way to get Stds desu
>>6403731
>expand our horizons
ewww
>>6403734
yeah ask red
>>6403731
OK, I guess that's a little different. I was thinking about when couples seek out mtfs specifically as like a way to spice up their relationship or whatever. It seems even more dehumanizing than what chasers do and reduces them to a sex toy
>>6403721
Anon is just trying to get a rise out of us. Hang out and be awesome to defeat them.
What's new Korra?
>>6403736
red is a good feminine person
is being trans just about posting futa and crying about how you dont have a bf?
in all these years i havent been able to find a trans people i can relate to, i feel like im not trans because of that, and when i come here and try to talk with people, my posts get ignored or i get insulted, probably just because i dont use a trip
>>6403731
That's cool then. Do you know a lot about having sex with trans girls? It's kind of different since a feminized dick works differently. Doesn't hurt to communicate that with whoever you hook up with, just keep it in mind.
I think I'm finally done with this.
>>6403738
um not much I brought my 3ds this week and I've mostly been playing bravely second. there's also another anime con in July that im going to that lust need to get my ears pierced for ;~;
>>6403740
don't understand net culture, anon-kun
>>6403734
Condoms, yo.
>>6403735
Yeah, that was admittedly poor wording
>>6403737
No, no, we're just both really horny all the time. The two of us together isn't really enough, so we branch out and pull in partners for threesomes. They're a great time if you can find a good group that's all in it for the same reasons.
>>6403741
My GF and I know how to fuck butts without too much issue, so that's cool. Tell me more about feminized peens. I think they're sexy, but what do I need to keep in mind?
>>6403749
One thing to remember is that most trans women will get really mad if you refer to their dick as anything other than a "sissy clit" or "sissy stick", in or out of the bedroom
>>6403749
sounds like ur both just sluts to me and condoms aren't 100% full proof
>>6403722
I made lots of money being in the middle, and as a mistress.
>>6403731
Look for the swingers groups, and similar. Possibly look on fetlife.
>>6403737
iktf... It was a mistake doing sex work, but I was fucked up.
>>6403737
>and reduces them to a sex toy
hot tbdesu
>>6403758
I'm defending myself against a traffic ticket.
>tfw already noticed a typo on page 3
>>6403755
>sissy stick
the act of a male,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8nEkcKa_3g
>>6403742
What happen?
Why was the bicycle girl arrested?
>>6403763
>Obviously unknown people get ignored more often.
isnt that the whole contrary to what 4chan is/means?
isnt it also a bit mean?
that feel when you're sick, pale and drawn and it only exaggerates all the facial scars you got from years of pub brawls
>>6403740
Pick a name and tip and use them when here. I suggest not posting pics of yourself or friends at all.
>>6403740
Most trans people I meet are trans guys. And the trans women I meet are usually of the AGP type instead of the HS type. Makes me kind of just feel like a massive faggot. I did meet one though. She was 43 and doing pretty well for herself.
Oh well.
>>6403764
>traffic ticket
But why were you arrested?
>>6403745
I need to play the Bravely games some day, but I'm still slowly laboring through FE: Fates. Another month until I have any work slow enough to warrant pulling out the DS.
I'm planning on getting my ears pierced next week, too! Should be a nice way to up my jewellery game.
Who are you going as this time?
decided to use a name (no trip cause im lazy)
>>6403755
I like that. What about gender-based words like "slut?" Also, any off limits words for ass holes?
>>6403761
It's impossible to sort through fetlife. I found most of the other threesome matches there, but finding trannies on there is impossible. 90% of them are old men who put in no effort.
>>6403757
Agreed. Any other tips? We're relatively new to this desu.
>>6403771
/mtfg/ is speacial bc we have A LOT of trips.
Yes it's a bit mean but how sould be know that we always ignore a certain person when she has no name? It's either bad luck or stupid posts.
>>6403770
>>6403777
it is i, hips, the bicycle girl
i called the police on a piece of a gun i found on the freeway, i listened to the 911 operator when she told me to stay still and they arrested me when they arrived
apparently 'there's a gun broken in half on the side of the road' = 'active shooter situation' :^)
>>6403779
OMG u seem really nice and naive so I want to tell u I was just trolling u. Seriously the best advice u can get is to just communicate with ur partner. Trans girls are girls and like girls each one is different and has different preferences and boundaries
>>6403778
do u have conquest or the other one? I'm planning on picking up conquest soonish. oh next week? gl! idk i might get mine pierced week after next and use just basic stud earrings since still in perma boy mode. same cosplay as last time but I'm gunna dress it up a bit with pearl earrings and a pearl bracelet
>>6403749
>My GF and I know how to fuck butts without too much issue, so that's cool. Tell me more about feminized peens. I think they're sexy, but what do I need to keep in mind?
A couple things. It takes awhile for them to get hard; like, it takes me a solid hour just for a fap. Some girls prefer toys for that reason, the Hitachi is pretty much a godsend because it stimulates the underside & tip well (which both have heightened sensation with estrogen, and behave a bit more like a clit).
Cum is clear and watery, and it usually isn't a large amount. It smells nicer though and tastes a bit better.
Use lube. Chafing is a common problem.
Lastly, not all trans girls like to have their dick played with, but if that's the case they'll usually be upfront. Always ask about boundaries and etc.
>>6403782
whats the 25th?
>>6403782
i have been alcohol free for one year
one year
after i punched a monk in Estonia and ended up flirting with a tattooed twink bar guy who gave me free honey beer
one year
>>6403791
>i punched a monk in Estonia
was it because he hit on you thinking you were a girl while you were repressed?
>>6403786
Definitely naive, yeah. I've been into MtF girls for a while, but only from afar, so I never really delved into the community aspect. Hence why I'm here!
>>6403789
This is all great advice. Lube is totally a godsend for pretty much any sex situation. Through my threesome encounters, we learned pretty quickly that communication is 100% the most important thing. Is it demeaning telling her I like her cute little sissystick? How should I approach that, because I do.
>>6403787
Both Conquest and Birthright so far. Fighting the urge to grind TOO aggressively on Birthright, but I want to see all the conversations so badly.
And that's good. Your costume was great already, so I'm sure the upgrade will be very well received. I should get my act together and make some costumes this summer, since it looks like choir's out of the question until fall, and theatre stuff's also on hold until then.
I'm quitting social transition. No one takes me seriously as a woman but at least I can still be a femboy. An ugly one. But at least it's something
>>6403794
he was Hare Krishna and wanted me to buy his gay ass book and he was like 'it is not buy, i give you the book and you give me a donation' and i was like 'i'm not buying it my dude' and he kept explaining it was not buy and how all these English rock stars appreciate Hare Krishna as if that would make me give a fuck. he made me late for my bus so i smacked him one right in the facepaint the speccy cunt. he thought i was Estonian too? fuck knows why.
dress wearing mongols can fuck right off
>>6403781
This is why you shouldn't deal with the police unless absolutley neccesary.
>>6403806
yeah, i hope i get to see a stuck pig bleeding out so i can walk away
>>6403801
ah grind it away birthright is thr causal one anyways besides the convos are usually so worth it
t-thanks >\\\< it's still kinda new to get so many compliments about something related to me. my facebook blew up after that con and so many ppl msged me asking if im gunna go to the next one @_@; i just wanted to not look hideous i didnt think it would be so popular D:
you know how to sew? c:
>>6403803
Post femboy mode.
>>6403799
call it very feminine and just play with it anon =]
>>6403803
join us in femgen beep
Love you <3
also you are cute.
>>6403779
>sissystick?
Definitely don't call it that. Unless she likes it, it can be a huge turn off.
In my case, I usually just tell my partners to call it a cock or a dick or a girldick. And then to say it's cute or soft or something. Dirty talk about it like it's a girl's body part, and you'll be fine.
>>6403803
sorry to hear that :c ur a cute girl to me beep. *head pat*
>>6403779
>sissystick
You will literally only catch CDs with something that stupid
>>6403779
I could see that. I don't know why didn't think of this before, but try to find the tranny hangout bars and cafes in NYC. I know there are a few that mainly cater to transgenders. I don't know the scene anymore.
>>6403814
Femboy and female neet mode is exactly the same thing.
>>6403828
True. But I still want to see it.
>>6403825
Yeah, does anyone have a good list of cafes and bars to hang out in? I'm in NYC all the time basically, between Brooklyn and Manhattan.
>>6403813
Nooooo! Grinding is awful, and will mean I can't efficiently class change, and will ruin everything, just like it did when I spent whole days grinding in Awakening.
Sure can sew. Mostly hand stuff, though, so I need to train myself up on machine-sewing or any costume will take a lifetime. Have an easy project first, at least, but hoping I'm up for the harder one by the end of summer. The Steven Universe group is going to fill up soon.
>>6403831
I'm commenting on the fact that beep thinks she presents as a woman, but it's just a lazy ass "gamer" girl look with jeans and converse and a girl tshirt.
Lmfao
>>6403818
Follow this advice unless she wants you to demean her. Do not assume she's good with that. It's the kind of behaviour that would get me to walk out of pretty much any scenario and not come back.
>>6403835
do it do it do it >:D
jelly that is such a useful skill to have for cosplay I need to learn to sew to make my mercy cosplay >< there are SU groups?
>>6403839
Leave me alone. You don't know how I dress.
>>6403848
i dont understand what i did wrong :(
>>6403706
You are really ugly though. That's a fact
>>6403851
you were vaguely dusky within her vicinity, because beep is a racism :^)
>>6403848
Put some effort into your look. No one takes you seriously because you don't take your presentación seriously.
Even girls get sir'd with your half ass look.
>>6403856
Ur a racism
>>6403837
Possibly, but it's gotten expensive. I heard there was a hip gay area over in Brooklyn, but don't know the details. Are there any gay papers around in the city? If my ME/CFS wasn't making me so exhausted, I'd likely have a better idea. I was supposed to have gone to NYC a couple times to visit old friends.
>>6403858
Tell me what effort is and I'll do.
>>6403845
You should get some practice in too, then! It's time-consuming, but can get you really cool custom clothes with enough devotion. Store-bought can often fail to flatter our frames, yeah?
And yes! We've got a Pearl, Amethyst, Greg, Opal, and Lapis already, but sadly lost our Rose Quartz aspirant, and lack a kid amazing enough to be Steven, for now, and also no Garnett or Peridot hopefuls.
>>6403850
It's for your own good beep, I actually like you. Put some effort into it.
>>6403860
Drag shows. Bars with drag shows. Many crossdressers are transgender.
>>6403850
Low effort horse boy
>>6403859
take it up with my 'drawn on spic eyebrows' you fucking wop
>>6403851
She's trying to repress by saying she can't possibly be a girl, and you're making her second-guess her (faulty) decision.
im a good girl
>>6403875
By logic alone none of you can be girls
well work time ttyl ~
>>6403863
Makeup, clothing, shoes, accesories, hair, mannerisms, voice.
You're young. Being trans is hard as fuck.
Even if you do go all in, there's no guarantee that you'll pass.
>>6403875
there's nothing wrong with realizing it seems impossible to be a girl and just saying you're a feminine guy
>>6403807
>>6403807
>>6403807
>>6403807
>>6403889
>it seems impossible to be a girl
>>6403880
Wear make up literally every day. Contour. Eyeliner, mascara, brows. If anyone in the thread ever wanted to talk about makeup it would be easier to find stuff. I wear women's clothes every day I don't work you fucks. Women's shirts, my hairs past my shoulder. I accessorize. I don't just wear baggy shirts tight jeans and converse and fuck you for assuming I'm not trying at all and fuck me for falling so hard for the shitty bait. Presenting full time as a slutty drag queen isn't what I want to do but it's what everyone here encourages
>>6403901
It's Not bait. If you don't want to change and you think there's nothing else you can do, then why worry?
You should be happy as fuck looking like a shitty transbian.
This is the last time I try to help you out. I swear you're not worth the effort. You know what's wrong, you know how to fix it and all that's holding you back is your shit attitude.
Looking like a drag queen? LMFAO.
Drag queens in drag look more female than you'll ever look with your shit transbian look. Have a good life jerk.
>>6403928
I'm literally asking for help and you're just saying fuck me and you wont help anymore but where in your post did you even??
>>6403928
>People who dress like giant pink lollipops look more female than people who dress in girl jeans and t
This board, baka
I just started taking estradiol (a few days ago) and was curious if i should be swallowing it or taking it sublingually. From what I have read it depends on what type I am taking, but for the life of me I can't figure it out.
https://www.drugs.com/imprints/b-887-2-1098.html
>>6405089
>https://www.drugs.com/imprints/b-887-2-1098.html
Those can be taken sublingual. I take the same pill.
>>6405151
Oh thanks for the quick answer! Is it beneficial? Also about how long does it take to fully dissolve down there?
>>6405165
3-5 minutes to dissolve.
This chart shows the blood levels of estrogen when .5mg and 1mg pills are taken orally and sublingually. It's massively higher for SL use.