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How much breast growth can you expect from gaining weight? I'm 52kg now, will getting to 65kg make them not look flat chested or will I get fat enough everywhere else to not make a difference?
/mtfg/ meet up in England for tea and crumpets when?
>tfw no dream boy to cuddle with
I think I've always felt I was different desu
I remember in my early teens with a bunch of friends, they began talking about girls they found hot and I felt awkward joining in and didn't really feel that way to anyone.
Idk if that's from being trans or something else though, but it's just one of the moments I can remember not fitting in with guys.
wait what, that's pretty reasonable for sydney. places i was looking into shared accomodation were about that. the house i lost that made me leave sydney was subsidized rent so it was only like $80/fortnight but my lease expired. i don't see what lifestyle dictates needing more than $100/week.
dad, what have i told you about the sniffsniff???
>I think I've always felt I was different desu
>I remember in my early teens with a bunch of friends, they began talking about girls they found hot and I felt awkward joining in and didn't really feel that way to anyone.
You stirred up some uncomfortable memories, I know exactly what you're talking about. Here's to being isolated feeling.
nobody rang me or emailed me today so I guess I didn't get the job
tomorrow I will ring them and they will apologise about not getting back to me and tell me I didn't get the job and then I will embarrass myself by sobbing over the phone to them
then friday I will get sushi, enjoy it and hang myself
i spent like $10/day on food and i exclusively ate junk food. like, chips and drinks y'know. you'd only really go over 100 if you ate at like KFC every day. even mcdonalds is feasible on $100/week. for real tho noodles are underrated as fuck. near the end of my day i started living on 2min noodles and coffees and i saved a lot of money. though to be fair i didn't factor in travel for you. i had a pensioner opal card so 2.50/day was feasible, idk bus fares and such.
No worries, honestly it's a bit hard not to feel that way though. Being stuck in between really does make me feel isolated sometimes.
Either way, I should go to bed. Nini emteefug
I prefer hiding from you though because you intimidate me on manly levels. ;~;
>you intimidate me on manly levels
What do you mean by that?
>I think I've always felt I was different desu
>when you take up dressmaking as a hobby while your friends play football instead
>all my friends were girls by grade 10
>when your grandfathers last words to you days before dying were "you want to act like a bitch I'll talk to you like you're one"
Y-You're just a better person than me in many ways and I fear disappointing you.
This will probably get me banned but I just watched that movie recently after not having anything to do with mlp for like 3 years and it was actually pretty decent. I might have cried at some points.
Nah I'm not the type that gets disappointed at other people, especially not to the people that are close to me.
You are not giving this a chance when it has the potential to blossom to something really nice and fuzzy. I mean how could you know if you never try?
Funny how I'm telling you this when I'm a neet with societal anxiety.
you do you, but honestly i think the privacy etc will benefit you a lot, depends how much of a neet your housemate is. i had one that NEVER left home despite 'being in uni', i had 0 time for speech therapy it was hell.
yeah for sure, i was so blessed to live in bondi with subsidized rent for like two years. it's honestly a pretty overrated/overpriced place but it felt kinda cool to live there. my house had entirely tile floors and a mirror in the lounge room that took up the entire fucking wall. felt like paradise - until you go outside and realize bondi itself sucks ass.
I just hate myself too much to ever get closer and worry about ruining things. At least for the time being until I dont feel completely worthless all the time. S-Sorry ;~;
>Wow, why so expensive?
Sydney was built as a harbour town that no longer functions as such so it's not just a logistical nightmare for traffic. the cbd is congested and land rates are through the roof so housing is ridiculous
it's because Bondi hipsters are worse than hitler, we have better hipsters here in fitzroy
there wasn't really much of a hipster scene though compared to the big places like Newtown and surry hills and shit like that. like, there was a handful of bearded fucks that used to always talk about surfing despite never dressing to surf, sipping on their $5 vomit coffee. but there was only like 5-10 of those. actually there was a niche ass cafe/gallery that opened up that just screamed hipster but i only went once. i lived in newtown for over a year and it was the most fucking bizarro fagfest i ever lived in, i didn't mind it though, king street has fucking awesome clothing stores. hell, even king's cross had more hipster cred than bondi. i once had some old russian lady make my friend and i coffees (pic related) even though she was supposed to be closing up when we showed up like idiots. real nice lady honestly.
TECHNOLOGY. aiight my bad i apologize for my insolence.
I'm pretty good rn
I was really sad and bothered earlier because our downstairs neighbor yelled at us the second we left our apartment about how she is sick and tired of all the noise we're making (it's the people above us that've been doing it though), called my good friend mado a faggot, and when my gf and I went to talk to office of our apt complex she barged in to yell at us and the manager
the manager even had to call the cops on her (and she called some too)
I was completly shutting down, because I do that when people yell at me, but yume did all the talking and defended me and stuff which was amazing and I love her so much oh my god
Canada looks nice
Like every MtF wants to go to Canada, how come you want to go?
my true motive revealed, you left your trip outside
>there are people who want moap to go as much as lizbell
>moap did literally nothing wrong
>lizbell is a hon cunt
wake up sheeple
I have ffs in a few days and im nervous as hell its been awhile since i've been under anaesthesia and im afraid i won't wake up or end up still looking like man after saving up for so long is this normal??
Guess lizbel took the whole "wanting to the little girl" thing too far. And moap is just an annoying spaz, hardly surprising here.
So who are you? Sadanna?
>tfw you the only people defending you are anons who probably fap to your old pictures.
Daily reminder that I'm the worst hon here.
>Eminem vs Attila the hon
So I woke up early and have the worst boil ever on my cheek. Of all the times to have a boil its right before a life changing job interview.
I dont know desu, I havent been following politics for a few years, because when I became depressed I stopped caring
I should probably look into the candidates and stuff
yume's voting for trump but idk
I gotta vote for the first time next year, Australia has compulsory voting
I'm indecisive af, so I have no idea who to choose.
>can't do makeup at a man job interview
mfw concealer on my dead under eyes at work now
Friendly reminder that if you're more than six months HRT and aren't full time, you're lower than a hon.
All women are whores, therefor you are all whores. Discuss.
HRt didnt work? How fucking pathetic. You're mad because you're not attractive enough? You're some fucking fetishist. HRT is more about the emotional and mental state you fucking man. If you were really a woman you'd be full time passing or not. You vain disgusting man.
>believing that kayla has an interview and didn't make up that or the boil
I tried to go full time before 6 months, does that count for something?
>Hey guys I have an interview I should be getting ready for but oh no I have a boil, so I figured Id post about it on 4chan before going to said interview.
Nawh seems totally legit anon, what sounds ridiculous about that?
>you'd be full time passing or not
No because in the real world that would make me homeless or dead. Real people don't accept non passing trans so I could "go fulltime" now and ensue I will be a murder vitctem. Or I could get a job in guy mode, pinch every penny for a year while doing electrolysis on the weekends as I have been doing and growing my hair out, then when I have enough saved I can leave this state and go full time in a totally new and safer area.
Go full time now, Jörmy
But its too scary. I still have panic attacks whenever I go get gendered female or when I remember what I look like
>then why aren't they attacking you for not going fulltime a month in like everyone else does here?
Because I'm anon, because I talk nowhere near as much bullshit as you, because I acknowledge what people say, because I don't make up lies and contradict myself and because I'm persistent.
Just a guess.
>Not passing because of how other people will react
You're just doing this to attract the attention of others, if you were really a woman you'd express that regardless. If "grossing" out some one else stops you, then you never deserve to be a woman. If you're not willing to suffer for it, you don't really want it. You're just a man, Eliot.
Didn't you get a boyfriend? Put out you fucking prude.
>tfw went from pure maiden to a slut in the span of a couple months
>all thanks to a trip I met from mtfg
I could write a book tbqh
canada is freezing cold, half of the people only speak french, as an expat you wont have social services like back home, you wont even have friends to invite you out until you make new friends with strangers
That is some bullshit. Presenting as a girl when you don't pass only creeps out cis people and puts yourself at risk for violince and homelessness. Its not about wanting it bad enough or not, its about ensuring survival. Does it fucking suck I can't feel normal in my own body, sure, but being homeless and non passing is worse than non passing and saving up for operations that will help me pass.
Had a moment of positivity last night thinking I'd start HRT this year, went shopping online and got an adorable dress and shoes, some tights. Now I'm back to 'why take pills every day so I can possibly be happy with what little youth I have left, pretending to be something I'm not. While horrifying my legbuttphobic family. Why not just skip ahead a few years and end it?' At least my parents will think I was just a very depressed normal boy, instead of regretting giving me life in the first place.
Please tell me everything will be fine.
I saw a gender counselor and his advice was basically "passing doesnt matter just be a hon lol :)". Also saw a psych about anxiety but he didnt want to talk about anything trans related
Don't residents get healthcare? Maybe I should move to finland, I'd get free healthcare there for being australian
How? By transitioning in the first place? I guess so
>Had a moment of positivity last night thinking I'd start HRT this year, went shopping online and got an adorable dress and shoes
I used to get those but then I remembered I'm a hairless gorilla and gave up.
that was a little off topic you should consider expressing yourself instead of considering suicide, family can be the hardest part and a major driving factor behind self doubt and loathing, just know what you're not alone and I;m certain there is someone within your circle of friends who will care about you enough to support you, don't give up your live your life for you
>I saw a gender counselor and his advice was basically "passing doesnt matter just be a hon lol :)"
I had one tell me the same thing. Only if they knew what that implied in the real world. Pic related.
If you think that presenting as a girl only creeps out cis people then you aren't trans, and don't get transpeople. It's not a choice you deluded fetishist, stop taking the hormones and making the rest of us look worse.
Holy shit because passing doesnt matter you agp creep. Its about personal elation, real transpeople transition because they have to, not because they want to. You can mock hons but every single hon on this board is more of a woman than you will ever be.
I wouldn't go that far. There are some pretty hardcore hons here. Besides Kyler isn't trans just batshit crazy.
The way I see it, my gender doesn't matter when I'm dead except to my parents, who I'm sure will latch onto life another 20 years.
As shitty as they are, they're my parents and it's hard to justify putting them through what they would think is worse than me dying, so that I can live a fragment of my life being happy before I just turn into a middle aged tranny and kill myself anyway.
>kayla's name is Eliot
I don't know really, I filter most of them. CFH, half the /tlg, Slim Shady, there was that Mexican sissy from a while ago, "den mother", the list goes on. That's just regarding the physical appearance. It's even worse when you take behavior into account. Then you get a lot of female neckbeards.
Is Kyler's name Eliot or are you just Rogering him?
Dollface would have been an excellent weight lifter and no joke. Squat, wide,short torso, short legs, the works.
If mine didn't support me I'd screw them over royally. They're the ones who fucked me up in the first place.
Don't just suffer for others, that will most certainly get you killed.
The trips that went full time early are filthy stinking rich so they don't have to worry about getting work or anything like that so they can creep as many people out as they want with no ramifications to their living situation. But me, I can't because I am living with my mom and have no money to move out and she said I cannot present till I finish electrolysis and have my nose job.
What about that Moko girl? I heard she had to transition while poor af
Told the first two to get fucked, started self-medding after the first one.
Now with the third one I'm just like whatever give me the papers or I'll just pay Chett or Suporn some 300 bucks to write them for me and you've seen the last of me.
Not like I'll ever see them again after SRS anyway.
And that's just one account.
And you know what? I'd still rather spend it on a gun to kill myself.
A fucked life will always be fucked up.
She was feminine before hrt and didn't need any surgery like I need to pass. Most trans people are lucky enough to pass well before even going on hrt, being ugly doesn't make me any less of a girl, it just means my transition is going to be harder than everyone's.
troll, you are a troll
kek i work minimum wage part time hours and sponge off my parents so i don't starve. i had to fight a battle with my employer the year before when my old job tried to fire me due to 'emotional instability' (there were rumors i was trans even though i wasn't transitioning at the time) but i ended up quitting anyway. i had to choose between transition and driving because i can't afford mones and laser as well as running a car.
still went fulltime after a couple of months without passing. i had two eastern european men try and grope me and got stared at a bit by people at first but no-one murdered me and no-one howled abuse at me in the street and i live in a swampy, backwater hick town
E A T S H I T
Thanks. Psychologists are just generally people you don't want to deal with. They're really only there to give you whatever sorts of papers so your health insurance shuts its mouth. Or the surgeons with their WPATH nonsense, as it is.
idk about that since I've never seen her pre-HRT but at she tried whereas you continue to lash out at those who pass when you could if you actually made an effort.
I'm not going to, I prefer to be happy for others than let jealousy overcome
How's it going?
moko never made an effort, all she needed was long hair and girl clothes to pass, that isn't called effort. Effort is grinding day in day out at a painful job just to be able to afford hrt and put some money away for a surgery I will never be able to afford.
Hi Kuppy ! I'm p goood just trying to stay awake a bit longer so I can sleep through the night and not wake up at like 3am or something.
hey moap ! it's p good so far but i have had a lot of headaches so far. i am a bit hungover rn tho so mb that is contributing. i'm trying to make sure i drink a tonne of water tho.
how are you going?
hi liz :3
Because no matter if man or woman, I'm bipolar and it wrecks me mercilessly.
Don't know how much any clustered personality disorders handicap you, but if it's comparable, then fuck living like that, it's more pain than any joy this world could possibly offer.
Not like any bf or gf is gonna put up with someone so broken either.
Well, obviously. I'll need to test your gun too.
WPATH standards of care, the guidelines surgeons and therapist go by in tranny care.
They list that you need a referral for SRS and all that crap.
>tfw pass with no makeup
Sounds like it, water should help though. Been partying I take it? Im pretty good, enjoying an evening to myself. Probably gonna open a book and read for a bit then finally go to sleep soon.
Alright, but you have to trip on LSD and marathon NGE with me first. If you still wanna die after that Ill let you.
ahhhh it feels good to be employed
>Alright, but you have to trip on LSD and marathon NGE with me first. If you still wanna die after that Ill let you.
Quite an offer.
If I came over there though, you'd have to provide a couch for quite a while.
thanks liz !
my week has been really good i think. i spent the last two days at my friends apartment who lives in the southside of the city on the river, it was very nice. we had australia day there so we could watch the fireworks and went to the festival earlier on as well.
yeah ! the last two days were just a lot of drinking for me really and not much sleep. a quiet evening sounds really nice rn tho. please take care moap !
>26, living with mommy
>no social skills
>sitting on at least 10 grand but won't do anything with it
>won't work any job because superiority complex
>bitter as fuck
Well it takes ten hours to marathon all of NGE+EoE, but assuming you decided to live after such an event(you would), I would happily listen to you and let you stay with me for a bit. Assuming you aren't dangerous.
Sounds fun, Im not much of a drinker myself. Hope you sleep well tonight, I can't stand not sleeping. Sleeping is one of the main things I live for.
God that sucks. I'm really glad I live in the US when I consider that aspect of transhealthcare in Europe. If I was born over there I could still be pre-hrt right now.
Recently I've started noticing tiny white flecks on the centre of my nipples (not the aerola). I can brush them away but they seem to coincide with periods of boob pain. 3 months on mones. What is this, is it normal?
I thought it would take longer...
Well, true, if I kill myself anyway it won't matter, but if I flew all the way over there to live you'll be stuck with me for a bit.
Don't think I'm dangerous to anyone but myself either.
Whereabout are you anyway?
>won't work any job because superiority complex
But I finally have been finding jobs that are hiring that give me my own office so its all good now. You think for a second I ever wanted a normal pleb job? No, I wanted my own fucking office and a salary, not that per hour bullshit.
Holy shit, the horror. What purgatory. How far along in the process are you?
You should kiss a boy, it's pretty awesome.
The best part is being held.
Well, its 11 hours if you include episodes 25+26 and EoE, I normally replace 25/26 with EoE though.
I wanna start doing marathons starting on episode 8, it should cut the watchthroughs down to a bit under 8 hours, which is perfect to remain tripping for the duration of the show.
But Ramiel is my favorite angel, and missing it in Eps 5 and 6 would be sad.
>just kill yourself
Too pussy to do it, and she's offering me a gun, so that's kinda the point of it all.
That side, I'll take a degenrate junkie tranny over ever meeting someone like you.
>What's so bad about a pleb job?
Lack of respect. No way am I going to have anyone boss me around in real life. I have quit jobs in the past where there was even just a moment of being bossed around. I can't take that shit, I am boss caliber, I give orders, not take them. The sales job I am interviewing for today gives me a office and makes me an commissioned contractor so I will have no boss.
you put your life on hold waiting for the perfect thing 'you deserve'... even if it comes along you'll have wasted half your life. meanwhile there are people fulltime, in relationships, working crappy jobs, but are happy and fulfilled. even the bitterest of hons usually have an ex-wife and kids, they can at least say they lived a bit even if it was a farce.
My genes are of the highest purity and I'm not a junkie.
>you put your life on hold
Yes and it will be worth it in the end. Sure its been horrible and I have been alone but at least if I get the kind of job I want soon I can afford to be a better person and keep company with people that are more valuable than the rest.
I'm perfectly fine working a minimum wage job
Idc if they boss me around, after all they are the boss. A minimum wage job could in theory gain me enough money to pay for transition and SRS in like 3 years and that's assuming I am payed minimum wage and don't get kicked out.
i want to sooo bad
its like the thing i want the most. i have to wait till i when i stop looking like a boy tho ;_;
Judging by this post alone, you have absolutely none of the skills and attributes that would make you a good boss. I'll honestly be impressed if you can pull off becoming any kind of executive with the immature personality that you have.
yo Remy, what clinic you are getting referred to? Nottingham is strict and ass backwards but with waiting times of 6-12 months, Charing Cross is a flat 12 months, Leeds is 3 and a half years... I'm a few months ahead in the waiting process but I've heard nothing too, I guess you hear nothing until they summon you.
the job you're going to be doing is based like...90% on commissions tho. literally every person who walks through the door is your boss and you're going to have to suck up to all of them. idu you lol
i'm sure you're not too ugly, but idk. i love my job so much. i took 4 days off because i needed a weekend to myself and because i was with a boy having hot sex and cuddling and stuff, and even taking those 4 days off i still paid all my bills for the next month and have my rent money set aside. literally all the money i make from now until the 15th is going straight into the bank. you can't really say or do that with other jobs yknow
Because my ambitions are not to become the manager of McDonalds. A shit job like that would be a temporary thing until I've gotten enough shekels for whatever I need.
oh... i'm referred to nottingham. i heard good things about chx but i was referred to nottingham under the idea it'd take 6 months, but judging by figures and admissions last year, for new referrals its 12. desu CHX is worth the wait, judging by my friends who went there
>literally every person who walks through the door is your boss and you're going to have to suck up to all of them
Nope, a good salesman is the one who takes lead in the conversation and makes sure buyer can't live their life without the product.
Are you just gonna ramble or actually provide me a gun?
> If there is one thing i hate more than all its following the status quo.
>oh no if i don't pass perfectly i must hide because i don't fit in and i can't go against society and what people think
>i must ascribe to the most stereotypical depiction of women ever
>the whole world is my boss and i live in fear
oh kasbar, never change
Nawh I get it, I'd almost certainly self med in your spot too. I had to wait like a total of 5 months for HRT over here once I came out and I thought that was bad.
It's a masterpiece.
LSD might couchlock you, yeah. But you're free to leave at anytime, just be aware you only get to use my firearm if you sit there and finish the show with me.
And I will sit there and finish the show.
:( Shit sucks, Id say it takes about two years to start passing. Its well worth the wait though.
I want to but I'd be too scared and ashamed. Ive told you as much already though.
I can kinda do that with my current job but only because I don't spend money on much else. I think I like the idea of the money you get from camming more than the idea of actually doing it, you're really successful mostly because you enjoy it (and you're not unattractive (no homo))
though Mcdonalds manager looks good on a resume to a degree, it shows quite a bit of dedication and pressured time management.
but reasoning with kayla is a lost cause
God damn it, I'd hate to be in that situation
In Australia, I believe it's up to the doctor, so I better hope I don't get one who makes me do RLE and forks over the skittles
i've been self medding for 5 months, i went fulltime at 2 months, i dressed in mainly androgynous clothing and went to my psych referral back in september dressed as a femboy/dyke amalgam. ive had surgery on my face. i've had a name change. ive had laser. i pass. desu the longer it takes for me to get my first appointment, the further along i'll be. i'll be fine desu
I don't think I'd make a good manager though, I don't believe I possess the qualities of a good leader.
i'm not rich tho necessarily
you don't think catering to someone and making sure they're taken care of and all that other shit is sucking up...? salesman aren't bosses, they have bosses and then they have to listen and cater to everyone who comes into their store. even independent shop owners have to do that because even if they are they own bosses they still have to bust their ass and it's all about their customers. you're not working at a particularly high level job and if you don't do well you'll not only be fired but you won't be making shit all because the salary is nothing. this is why i'm saying your logic doesn't make much sense lol
ye i mean it's not for everyone for sure
thx familia c: yeah i mean i bust my ass, literally, sometimes to make really good money. it's not like hard necessarily, but it's not something a lot of people genuinely enjoy or are good at. not that being able to do what i do is really even a marketable skill outside of cam work, but still. i like the fact that i can buy whatever i want and still live comfortably on my own and i can take care of myself. i don't really have anyone to rely on except myself so like it's nice that i can do that stuff yknow? that's the whole reason i got into it in the first place. had i another option i prob wouldn't
i'm still terrified they'll pull some sort of shit on me though for self medding or for doing too much or say something about my name being too androgynous and my presentation being too androgynous so i'm not committed enough. ugh terrified.
>I've got pretty important appointments
It's not like you could disappoint anyone even more than you already have. They will all understand because they know your spineless, flaky and on your last legs. If you just get on that plane, you can go enjoy an awkward encounter with a stranger that wants you to look at a universally panned shitshow while doing some shitty 70s drug.
>They'll just be happy you've done so much
because doctors just loooove people treating and diagnosing themselves
this is Nottingham, the draconian tranny hon-palace of legend, where the only RLE is living a full lifetime as a super clockable bearded drag queen and getting titty skittles sprinkled on your grave at the end of it
I intend to debate down a psyche who suggests rle with simple dandenong facts
I thought that way once and outside of work I'm barely outgoing but sink or swim with money involved I learned to order people older than me at 16 (not mcdonalds though, maybe I should have back then) it was weird, I think you'd be capable of managing people if you really wanted it
>i bust my ass, literally
>pic related mfw
at the end of the day enjoying what you do and getting what you want out of life while doing so is all that truly matters and I'm glad you have that.
I do love my job also, I wouldn't trade arguing with indians and bogans over things they can't have because I don't sell them or give discounts for anything, I oddly quite enjoy it and the anti discrimination policy is the gift that will keep on giving as I could possibly be the first trans manager in a busy store in Victoria next year
Sorry I suddenly don't feel like talking to a degenerate like you, sorry c:
i mean...if anything i would think you would need to suck up even more since the people going there aren't going to be idiots
i'm glad you got that innuendo ^__~
i mean if we're being honest here i make more money than people who get paid 70k annually, and if i work as much as i normally should i break six figures, but i still do get taxed each year so like ... it's not like i'm actually making 100,000$
? because i speak english. very well in fact. to the point that i've qualified for advanced english studies my whole life. ~chat speak~ as a vernacular is becoming an increasingly popular form of communication, and the subtext needed to understand it as such is extensive. if you think i'm an idiot because i choose not to waste my time capitalizing everything, or using proper punctuation on a japanese inspired imageboard then frankly i question your own intellectual capacity as well as your vision. not to say there isn't a time and place for everything, but if you judge someone off of posts on 4chan in general you're not just trivializing them, but you're also depriving yourself.
trust me you don't want to be in that situation lmao
woah that's pretty cool :o what is it you do exactly??
You're not Moap. Are you not getting bored of this? You're pretty pathetic.
You know, this just makes me feel worse about wasting my best years on a "real job" for shit pay. At least I should keep earning the same while not working at all now that I'm a potential PR disaster.
I work for eb games (the Canadian and Australian Gamestop) I'm oddly liked by my staff and my regular customers but I'm eyeing a busier store closer to the Melbourne city center so I can move to a nicer area (where I live now is young arabs who if their dads ever caught them acting up the way they are would beat them without mercy and serbians who come and tell me how much they hate the lebs here)
ya that's the one good thing about camming. i make a lot of money but trans cammers in general aren't watched as much as popular cis girls unless you're like bailey or sarina tier, and even then people don't know who sarina is all the time in her real life. none of what i do is connected to my legal name at all, and i can easily use my actual name when i work a regular job after getting FFS and unless my employers watch trans porn they won't know shit. i just like...had no money and no family (16 in the middle of miami) after getting out of an abusive relationship so i started camming. i didn't know a single person that could really help me for hundreds of miles in any direction. i couldn't survive on shit pay at "real jobs" like other people so i started camming at 20 and then got my own apartment in a new state and bought a ton of furniture and stuff and now here i am.
AAAAHHHHH I'M SO JEALOUS LOL
i would love to work for EB Games or Gamestop OMFGGG that used to be one of my job goals when i was in my teens ;-; that's so cool!!!!! i hope you get the position at the busier location!!!!!
yall are so creepy lmao
^-^ same. <3
>mfw transgirls dont carry in states where its legal to conceal carry and defend yourself
>that shit that happened in Austin
Its like you want this to happen to you
I KNOW MAYMAYS BUT SOME PPL LEGIT WRITE THIS STUFF DOWN!!!! I'VE SEEN IT HAPPEN
i never know with yall!!!!!!!!
I applied for my CCW here in california, I want this gun
Well, now I'm old and ugly, with nothing to look forward to. Only friend I have left is an imaginary one I'll have to kill off before it drives me completely crazy anyway. My life was wasted, and there's nothing to salvage. Was sooo worth wasting my youth getting an asswipe of a degree and indenturing myself to the government...
What's a permit? Ive never heard of those.
>that shit that happened in Austin
that happened to my friend. pls don't be shitty.
you have your whole life to look forward to wtf are you talking about? lol
i love getting older. each year i know more stuff and i get closer to knowing what i truly want out of my life. i just don't like my skin aging which is why i spend so much money on my skincare. but like my hair and parts of my eyebrows have started to grey and i am def getting older. you can't stop that stuff, youth is fleeting. just strive for new goals and be happy. i want to be very dita von teese when i get older. she's 43.
If you're over 21 in the the state of AZ and are a citizen of AZ and not a felon you can carry concealed without a permit.
more like that IS me
Thank you Edie! if I get the one I want I can move to a suburb in the city called Fitzroy, nothing but hipsters and legbutts which I am perfectly ok with seeing as I'm a weird borderline hipster legbutt.
There are a lot of people who didn't like the job because they forget it's a business and we have targets to meet but keeping that in mind you can still have a lot of fun, I really enjoy marketing and re merchandising the store layout and just getting to know my regular clientele
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>I don't have the physiology needed to be he happy
what's that mean exactly?
you should make goals familia. idk. i look like a teenager without makeup on and it's weird to me. i like looking my age.
i didn't say that. thx for not being shitty ^5
who doesn't love hipster legbutts tho i'm js. especially the qt hipster nerdy boys who go in there..... omg
i'm really glad you like your job and stuff ^__^
Holy crap, its that bad?
I'd never put my gun away unless in the shower and bed, but alas, guns aren't allowed at all here.
One of the first things I'd do though if I moved to the US, get a gun.
What does that mean? Melancholic depression. No desire, no pleasure and the inescapable feeling of being dead already. Not very conducive to setting goals. And there's no one having plans for me. So, well, no future for me.
The only thing that's wrong with you is your attitude.
Who the fuck cares if the tart you were fucking hanged herself? It fucking happens, people die.
I have a terrible body and I will rely on my love of pinup to counter that since it's so forgiving to large people (within reason)
Dita is just the best, artsy qt guys are great too <3 but seriously if you find yourself in Australia you should see Fitzroy, it's so delightfully twee and there are so many little boutiques that sell cute obscure things and vintage clothes