/mtfg/ - Trans Girl General

looks like English muffins

>tfw too chad to transition

;_;

File: CZfY_yTVIAAyNWZ.png (373KB, 599x904px) Image search: [Google]

373KB, 599x904px

Learn English

I always join at the end of threads
How much breast growth can you expect from gaining weight? I'm 52kg now, will getting to 65kg make them not look flat chested or will I get fat enough everywhere else to not make a difference?
http://i.imgur.com/xRwH3sO.jpg

File: 1452212054440.jpg (48KB, 712x637px) Image search: [Google]

48KB, 712x637px

>>5617234
/mtfg/ meet up in England for tea and crumpets when?

>>5617234
FUCK YOU I'M HUNGRY
>PIZZA CAPCHA
GOD DAMN

>>5617245
you will stay proportional. only hrt grows boobs

>>5617244
no. :')
>>5617245
idk i'm not a tit doctor.
>>5617249
i wish i could feed you.

File: webcam-toy-photo5.png (568KB, 800x600px) Image search: [Google]

568KB, 800x600px

Reposting for

>tfw no bf

So are crumpets like waffles or something?

>>5617244
underwater blood actually looks pretty neat

>>5617249
>tfw there's a mc d's open 24hrs
I assume they have to make everything to order

>>5617219
Marijuanas? :3

>>5617225
Yeah, that's the thing. On at least a superficial level I can relate to guys, being around them your whole life kind of makes that happen. At a certain point though it becomes very clear that I really don't understand them at all.

>>5617246
Never ;~;

>>5617256
They are like spongy bread kind of. They are really good toasted.

File: 1453399322445.jpg (13KB, 229x350px) Image search: [Google]

13KB, 229x350px

>>5617242
JUST, DO IT. Or dont. Take your time. Don't be late.
>>5617255
>tfw no Dreamy Girl to hug

File: snibeti snab.png (34KB, 666x666px) Image search: [Google]

34KB, 666x666px

>>5617196
One of my friends has a spare room but I'm too poor to move out ;~;

>>5617199
cut ur balls off lol

>>5617269
oh i see. get that dank centrelink money asap.

File: 45018479_p0.png (891KB, 900x1000px) Image search: [Google]

891KB, 900x1000px

>>5617254
Yes. Do et or die
>>5617257
We should make some

File: 9f67bee62859105e9696f75285d77e16.jpg (18KB, 400x375px) Image search: [Google]

18KB, 400x375px

>>5617265
>tfw no dream boy to cuddle with

>>5617263
I think I've always felt I was different desu
I remember in my early teens with a bunch of friends, they began talking about girls they found hot and I felt awkward joining in and didn't really feel that way to anyone.
Idk if that's from being trans or something else though, but it's just one of the moments I can remember not fitting in with guys.

>>5617255
wait
are you straight again ricky?

>>5617255
yo thug whats your height and weight?
no homo

>>5617273
I'd only have $100 a week after rent though. Hopefully I can get a job soon

File: image.jpg (42KB, 506x291px) Image search: [Google]

42KB, 506x291px

>>5617273
Fuck off thats me petrol money

File: dreamwork face.png (117KB, 307x433px) Image search: [Google]

117KB, 307x433px

>>5617274
yeah get in the bath right now and ill cut u :^)

>>5617288
wait what, that's pretty reasonable for sydney. places i was looking into shared accomodation were about that. the house i lost that made me leave sydney was subsidized rent so it was only like $80/fortnight but my lease expired. i don't see what lifestyle dictates needing more than $100/week.
>>5617289
dad, what have i told you about the sniffsniff???

>>5617288
I thought you said you had a job lined up after college

File: tumblr_n2wiw9mB8D1twyt5ao1_500.jpg (42KB, 500x432px) Image search: [Google]

42KB, 500x432px

>>5617279
>I think I've always felt I was different desu
>I remember in my early teens with a bunch of friends, they began talking about girls they found hot and I felt awkward joining in and didn't really feel that way to anyone.
You stirred up some uncomfortable memories, I know exactly what you're talking about. Here's to being isolated feeling.

File: aoba yaasssss.png (139KB, 288x288px) Image search: [Google]

139KB, 288x288px

>>5617283
Yes ;~;

>>5617284
63 kg weight and 5'8 height

nobody rang me or emailed me today so I guess I didn't get the job

tomorrow I will ring them and they will apologise about not getting back to me and tell me I didn't get the job and then I will embarrass myself by sobbing over the phone to them
then friday I will get sushi, enjoy it and hang myself

File: 1453774693628.jpg (641KB, 1200x847px) Image search: [Google]

641KB, 1200x847px

>>5617255
Can I just be a fem boy bf for you?

>>5617302
>Yes ;~;
hah hah you are a straight girl
are you going to gobble dick straight girl?
straight girl straight girl

>>5617301
Oh shit
I'm sorry
Isolation is a horrible feeling ;~;

>>5617298
Is it? I'd probably spend $100 a week on food if I was living away from my parents

>>5617299
Well I could ask my old professor and he could probably get me one, I've just been too shy to ask ;~;

>>5617234
Another day where I'm reminded trypophobia is a thing. *shivers*

File: BraJ_kyCUAAG3-4.jpg (101KB, 433x363px) Image search: [Google]

101KB, 433x363px

>>5617307
D-don't bully me!!!!!

>>5617306
But aren't bfs supposed to be there for you and talk to you outside of 4chan?

Otherwise yes, I'm only into femboys anyway pham.

>>5617312
i spent like $10/day on food and i exclusively ate junk food. like, chips and drinks y'know. you'd only really go over 100 if you ate at like KFC every day. even mcdonalds is feasible on $100/week. for real tho noodles are underrated as fuck. near the end of my day i started living on 2min noodles and coffees and i saved a lot of money. though to be fair i didn't factor in travel for you. i had a pensioner opal card so 2.50/day was feasible, idk bus fares and such.

>>5617317
>D-don't bully me!!!!!
*bullies silently*

near the end of my stay, rather.

>>5617318
Australia is expensive though.
$50 a week is like starving yourself teirl.

>>5617321
i am in australia. she also said $100/week not $100/fortnight.

File: 1447099674227.jpg (18KB, 439x550px) Image search: [Google]

18KB, 439x550px

>>5617308
No worries, honestly it's a bit hard not to feel that way though. Being stuck in between really does make me feel isolated sometimes.

Either way, I should go to bed. Nini emteefug

File: crying shota aoba.png (108KB, 250x250px) Image search: [Google]

108KB, 250x250px

>>5617319

>>5617327
See ya, Elanna

File: 1453337757168.jpg (68KB, 600x899px) Image search: [Google]

68KB, 600x899px

>>5617317
I prefer hiding from you though because you intimidate me on manly levels. ;~;

File: confused anime girl 28.png (322KB, 601x434px) Image search: [Google]

322KB, 601x434px

>>5617333
>you intimidate me on manly levels
What do you mean by that?

Reposting for >I will never get to be a dumb stereotypical teenage girl and probably be a part of the bitchy clique

Suffering.

File: 1446248845502.gif (496KB, 444x250px) Image search: [Google]

496KB, 444x250px

>>5617279
>I think I've always felt I was different desu

>when you take up dressmaking as a hobby while your friends play football instead
>all my friends were girls by grade 10
>when your grandfathers last words to you days before dying were "you want to act like a bitch I'll talk to you like you're one"

>>5617326
I read your post as feeding yourself on $10 a week, whoops.

File: 1453812591884.jpg (53KB, 600x336px) Image search: [Google]

53KB, 600x336px

>>5617340
Y-You're just a better person than me in many ways and I fear disappointing you.

>>5617345
oh god no. that's some mi goreng diet there.

File: 144346545678.jpg (61KB, 500x609px) Image search: [Google]

61KB, 500x609px

>>5617341
iktf desu.

File: defective.jpg (60KB, 1280x720px) Image search: [Google]

60KB, 1280x720px

>>5617341
>tfw

>>5617350
mi goreng is pretty great tho

>>5617353
yeah but living on literally nothing but mi goreng for years would probably make me want to kill myself. that's like the essential uni student diet apparently.

>>5617353
Hi Gem

>>5617312
Is Sydney an expensive place?

File: confused anime girl 08.jpg (35KB, 560x527px) Image search: [Google]

35KB, 560x527px

>>5617318
Really? Maybe I should move out then.

>>5617356
Apparently its one of the most expensive cities in the world

>>5617356
outer suburbs aren't but the city and inner suburbs are fucked, it's so bad that emergency services are struggling with staff who can't afford to live near the city

>>5617352
This will probably get me banned but I just watched that movie recently after not having anything to do with mlp for like 3 years and it was actually pretty decent. I might have cried at some points.

File: 77f336c8fc24742ab5ad686fb95ee929.jpg (38KB, 540x454px) Image search: [Google]

38KB, 540x454px

>>5617347
Nah I'm not the type that gets disappointed at other people, especially not to the people that are close to me.

You are not giving this a chance when it has the potential to blossom to something really nice and fuzzy. I mean how could you know if you never try?

Funny how I'm telling you this when I'm a neet with societal anxiety.

>>5617269
Do it. Even though she will shove your toothbrush in her anus when you're not home.

>>5617358
Perhaps you should move to a more cheaper place.

>>5617359
Wow, why so expensive?

File: not entirely sure how to explain this but....png (285KB, 704x713px) Image search: [Google]

285KB, 704x713px

>>5617354
you'd probably get sick of it pretty fast

>>5617356
h-hi kuppy

how are you?

>>5617368
Pretty meh I guess
and you?

>>5617358
you do you, but honestly i think the privacy etc will benefit you a lot, depends how much of a neet your housemate is. i had one that NEVER left home despite 'being in uni', i had 0 time for speech therapy it was hell.
>>5617359
yeah for sure, i was so blessed to live in bondi with subsidized rent for like two years. it's honestly a pretty overrated/overpriced place but it felt kinda cool to live there. my house had entirely tile floors and a mirror in the lounge room that took up the entire fucking wall. felt like paradise - until you go outside and realize bondi itself sucks ass.

File: 1453518779744.gif (1MB, 800x361px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 800x361px

>>5617364
I just hate myself too much to ever get closer and worry about ruining things. At least for the time being until I dont feel completely worthless all the time. S-Sorry ;~;

>>5617343
You should piss on his grave. That's what I'd do.

http://strawpoll.me/6649169/r
http://strawpoll.me/6649169/r
http://strawpoll.me/6649169/r

MORE DATA NEEDED

>>5617255
>ywn be a top-tier femboy like ricky

>>5617379
can't vote nice poll friend.

>>5617366
>Wow, why so expensive?
Sydney was built as a harbour town that no longer functions as such so it's not just a logistical nightmare for traffic. the cbd is congested and land rates are through the roof so housing is ridiculous
>>5617371
it's because Bondi hipsters are worse than hitler, we have better hipsters here in fitzroy

>>5617384
take the 'r' off the end of the URL

>>5617255
you look like a Maltese girl I grew up with
>>5617377
he was right though, I should have been less of a bitch

File: Ljp1rw3pzao3_500.gif (695KB, 500x281px) Image search: [Google]

695KB, 500x281px

>>5617376
It's okay, you can't force someone to do something they don't want to do. If it's ever meant to happen it will at its own pace.

>>5617382
</3

>>5617392
Post more pics of yourself.

File: IMG_20140619_122855.jpg (2MB, 2448x3264px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 2448x3264px

>>5617385
there wasn't really much of a hipster scene though compared to the big places like Newtown and surry hills and shit like that. like, there was a handful of bearded fucks that used to always talk about surfing despite never dressing to surf, sipping on their $5 vomit coffee. but there was only like 5-10 of those. actually there was a niche ass cafe/gallery that opened up that just screamed hipster but i only went once. i lived in newtown for over a year and it was the most fucking bizarro fagfest i ever lived in, i didn't mind it though, king street has fucking awesome clothing stores. hell, even king's cross had more hipster cred than bondi. i once had some old russian lady make my friend and i coffees (pic related) even though she was supposed to be closing up when we showed up like idiots. real nice lady honestly.
>>5617388
TECHNOLOGY. aiight my bad i apologize for my insolence.

File: 1443945728019.png (85KB, 500x526px) Image search: [Google]

85KB, 500x526px

>>5617370
I'm pretty good rn

I was really sad and bothered earlier because our downstairs neighbor yelled at us the second we left our apartment about how she is sick and tired of all the noise we're making (it's the people above us that've been doing it though), called my good friend mado a faggot, and when my gf and I went to talk to office of our apt complex she barged in to yell at us and the manager

the manager even had to call the cops on her (and she called some too)

I was completly shutting down, because I do that when people yell at me, but yume did all the talking and defended me and stuff which was amazing and I love her so much oh my god

>>5617403
Oh wow, what a rude bitch, did Yume rekt her?

>>5617365
;~;

>>5617366
I wish I could afford it desu. I want to move to canada

>>5617371
She works a normal job. Shes someone I met off mtfg though so it would be ok. Then again, one of my friends lives in the flat above her, so it might be weird....

File: webcam-toy-photo14 (1).jpg (245KB, 800x600px) Image search: [Google]

245KB, 800x600px

>>5617396
Why? You into qt boys or what?

>>5617391
>Maltese
Close.

File: 1451184565883.jpg (14KB, 250x250px) Image search: [Google]

14KB, 250x250px

>>5617410
Canada looks nice
Like every MtF wants to go to Canada, how come you want to go?

>>5617410
oh, might be a bit awkward but honestly if youre going to move out youre better off having friends as neighbours than alcoholic abos.

>>5617408
she really wanted to but knew how to stay calm and not make the situation worse, which was really helpful

>>5617420
So why does Yume act like an ass here?

>>5617410
It's true. Why do you think Jamie moved out? Lilly's compulsion to shove things in her anus is too strong. That's why she makes a terrible housemate.

w-what does it take to qualify to get food from a food bank?

>>5617433
d-do you need $20?

>>5617431
shes just meme-ing

thats part of why she goes here

yume doesnt take mtfg super seriously so if people get buttblasted over some thing she said she just laughs it off

>>5617433
probably just not having food and being able to wait in lines

>>5617440
>>5617437
>look it up
>only requirement is making below 185% of poverty line
>tfw making far below that
shit, I can get me some fucking food

>>5617445
I will genuinely send you $20 to buy like a kilo of chicken and some vegetables

>>5617448
I don't have a paypal tho

>>5617448
Handouts are never a real solution

File: confused anime girl 1.png (160KB, 350x350px) Image search: [Google]

160KB, 350x350px

>>5617432
Are you a stalker?

>>5617453
>ywn stalk jormy and watch her shower and fap in the mirror looking at herself

>>5617451
[email protected]
if you give me some basic details I'll do it (it's not like I could steal anything from you anyway)

File: confused anime 42.jpg (122KB, 704x720px) Image search: [Google]

122KB, 704x720px

>>5617455
Should I set up a webcam?

>>5617467
jörmy pls you'd be giving them exactly what they'd want. at least charge money for it jeez.

>>5617453
We should have established this by now.

File: confused anime girl 10.png (144KB, 332x303px) Image search: [Google]

144KB, 332x303px

>>5617473
>implying anyone would pay to see me
;~;

>>5617487
So that's a yes? Are you qt at least?

>>5617492
we both know people will pay for anything these days.

im memefluid, somedays i feel dank, somedays i feel normie

who else is memefluid????

>>5617500
Can i drink u

>>5617451
pls I don't like the idea of you starving

>>5617492
If I say yes can I have permission to stalk you?
>_>

File: vanfud.jpg (26KB, 436x273px) Image search: [Google]

26KB, 436x273px

>>5617448
>>5617458
>>5617516

File: 1417872475528.jpg (103KB, 577x459px) Image search: [Google]

103KB, 577x459px

>>5617527
my true motive revealed, you left your trip outside

kayla was too much of a given lets go another round http://strawpoll.me/6652741

>>5617545
Pls did I do something?

>>5617545
>not me
disappointed.

>>5617546
you didn't stop it

>>5617548
stop what?

>>5617549
you let it happen

tfw no one loves you

>>5617546
http://strawpoll.me/6652769
lets let your peers decide

File: 1419773881874.jpg (74KB, 526x567px) Image search: [Google]

74KB, 526x567px

>>5617545
>there are people who want moap to go as much as lizbell
>moap did literally nothing wrong
>lizbell is a hon cunt
wake up sheeple

I have ffs in a few days and im nervous as hell its been awhile since i've been under anaesthesia and im afraid i won't wake up or end up still looking like man after saving up for so long is this normal??

>>5617545
sheen passed away after not being included in this poll

File: 1450164127139.png (165KB, 400x533px) Image search: [Google]

165KB, 400x533px

>>5617556
>lizbell is a hon cunt
tfw

File: cc0540d0067749994604c6ebc8c70642.jpg (37KB, 650x448px) Image search: [Google]

37KB, 650x448px

>>5617545

>>5617556
this

>>5617559
I wouldve suggested saddana but i think that loser killed herself

>>5617578
I wish you'd kill yourself

tfw he him man his son boy etc

Good morning boys and... other.

>>5617556
Both moap and lizbel are annoying, lizbel being an over the hill hon and moap being herself.

>>5617587
>boys
fuk u

>>5617586
>whatever happens you will always be my son
ha

>>5617589
That's not very lady-like.

>>5617587
>over the hill hon
she's like a 16 year old cis girl shitposting or something pretty sure
>moap being herself
the fuck did moap ever do?

File: 1453674889269.jpg (889KB, 1280x1707px) Image search: [Google]

889KB, 1280x1707px

>>5617595
Guess lizbel took the whole "wanting to the little girl" thing too far. And moap is just an annoying spaz, hardly surprising here.

>>5617596
>>5617600
So who are you? Sadanna?

File: 1287120579137.png (882KB, 1000x3000px) Image search: [Google]

882KB, 1000x3000px

>>5617587
>tfw you the only people defending you are anons who probably fap to your old pictures.

File: C360_2016-01-23-17-22-54-922.jpg (141KB, 1200x1600px) Image search: [Google]

141KB, 1200x1600px

Daily reminder that I'm the worst hon here.

>>5617605
Not even close.
Definitely a hon though.

>tfw my parents are trying to make me work for the bernie sanders campaign

the moap hating meme was dumb, final round
http://strawpoll.me/6652998

File: 1446494250343.jpg (96KB, 1280x718px) Image search: [Google]

96KB, 1280x718px

>>5617610
tell them that trump can't be stumped

File: 82 (2).png (1MB, 897x997px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 897x997px

>>5617611
>>5617595
>>5617556
<3
Ill go back to quietly lurking now.

>>5617605
You could go the Dollface drag queen route and slather yourself in makeup.

File: 464585_3275636765109_1093150032_33242618_305803513_o.jpg (92KB, 1168x830px) Image search: [Google]

92KB, 1168x830px

>>5617611
>http://strawpoll.me/6652998
>Eminem vs Attila the hon

>>5617618
I'm too old for that, really...

>>5617614
Who you voting for desu?

File: large.jpg (26KB, 500x449px) Image search: [Google]

26KB, 500x449px

So I woke up early and have the worst boil ever on my cheek. Of all the times to have a boil its right before a life changing job interview.
kill me

>>5617628
I dont know desu, I havent been following politics for a few years, because when I became depressed I stopped caring

I should probably look into the candidates and stuff

yume's voting for trump but idk

>>5617631
I'd love to kill you, you disgusting little cunt but right now you need to vote in the final battle http://strawpoll.me/6652998

>>5617633
>Yume's voting Trump
Wouldn't expect any less desu

File: oh god please no.png (372KB, 805x699px) Image search: [Google]

372KB, 805x699px

>>5617631
research quick skincare and makeup

there has to be something you can do

>>5617637
I know c:

File: 1446633769192.gif (4MB, 541x433px) Image search: [Google]

4MB, 541x433px

>>5617639
I gotta vote for the first time next year, Australia has compulsory voting
I'm indecisive af, so I have no idea who to choose.

>typical transbian :^)

https://www.reddit.com/r/WTF/comments/42w4ft/mself_extremely_nsfw/

File: 1453894136293.gif (2MB, 308x232px) Image search: [Google]

2MB, 308x232px

>>5617639
can't do makeup at a man job interview

File: 1419557526694.gif (1MB, 500x281px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 500x281px

>>5617648
>can't do makeup at a man job interview
mfw concealer on my dead under eyes at work now

>>5617648
is that wild lad in your gif you kayla?

File: 1344821977233.jpg (407KB, 1000x3500px) Image search: [Google]

407KB, 1000x3500px

>>5617648
Friendly reminder that if you're more than six months HRT and aren't full time, you're lower than a hon.

>>5617648
even if you're pretending to be a cis guy you could still put on a tiny amount of makeup to cover it up

theres a chance they could think you're gay, but it's not unheard of

File: 1446051378247.png (99KB, 226x260px) Image search: [Google]

99KB, 226x260px

All women are whores, therefor you are all whores. Discuss.

>>5617656
>pretending to be a cis guy
>a cd fetishist who shitposts on a trans board
>pretending

File: 603011_580651281961617_779003640_n.jpg (72KB, 960x718px) Image search: [Google]

72KB, 960x718px

>>5617642

>>5617658
trip on Kayla

>>5617620
don't blame me I voted for Kodos.
I mean lizbell

File: 1453885984932.gif (3MB, 330x400px) Image search: [Google]

3MB, 330x400px

>>5617656
>gay
>applying to a race shop
nope, I want this job

>>5617655
I'm a year on hrt and not close to full time at all
kill me senpai

>>5617661
K I'll write anon on the ballot

>>5617658
Well, obviously, I am, but anyone able to afford my price would have to be completely insane to pay it.

>>5617664
You are literally human garbage. Why the fuck are you even on HRT if you're not gonna commit? Just stop taking hormones, you clearly don't want to be a woman.

>>5617668
I can't believe people are still responding to that fuck-up.

>>5617668
>Why the fuck are you even on HRT if you're not gonna commit?
What do you mean not commit? Hrt didn't work so I will never be able to transition now.

>>5617671
HRt didnt work? How fucking pathetic. You're mad because you're not attractive enough? You're some fucking fetishist. HRT is more about the emotional and mental state you fucking man. If you were really a woman you'd be full time passing or not. You vain disgusting man.

File: 1453337940069.jpg (14KB, 318x398px) Image search: [Google]

14KB, 318x398px

>>5617665
Yay

>>5617664
>I'm a year on hrt and not close to full time at all
Took me over 2 years you shitlord.

>>5617671
You literally pass

>>5617655

Don't fall for the hon's lies anons. It doesn't matter how long you've been on HRT. If you don't pass you shouldn't go full time.

>>5617658
no we're all sluts

big difference

>>5617664
I said small chance, but if you'd rather go in there with boil face go ahead

File: 1453589788127.png (464KB, 878x900px) Image search: [Google]

464KB, 878x900px

>>5617683
>believing that kayla has an interview and didn't make up that or the boil

File: 1439294002892.gif (940KB, 500x578px) Image search: [Google]

940KB, 500x578px

>>5617655
I tried to go full time before 6 months, does that count for something?

>>5617686
>Hey guys I have an interview I should be getting ready for but oh no I have a boil, so I figured Id post about it on 4chan before going to said interview.
Nawh seems totally legit anon, what sounds ridiculous about that?

>>5617676
>you'd be full time passing or not
No because in the real world that would make me homeless or dead. Real people don't accept non passing trans so I could "go fulltime" now and ensue I will be a murder vitctem. Or I could get a job in guy mode, pinch every penny for a year while doing electrolysis on the weekends as I have been doing and growing my hair out, then when I have enough saved I can leave this state and go full time in a totally new and safer area.

>>5617679
No he doesn't.

>>5617688
Failures don't count.

File: 27 (2).png (1MB, 1113x900px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1113x900px

>>5617658
>>5617683
>tfw pure maiden

>>5617692
>I will be a murder victim
please do

>>5617688
no

>>5617689
its 4am the interview isn't till noon

>>5617678
>Took me over 2 years
then why aren't they attacking you for not going fulltime a month in like everyone else does here?

File: o-SHIA-LABEOUF-JUST-DO-IT-PARODIES-facebook.jpg (59KB, 2000x1000px) Image search: [Google]

59KB, 2000x1000px

>>5617688
Go full time now, Jörmy

>>5617692
Bullshit, I went full time before I passed. You're just making excuses. If you can be scared out of being a woman then you aren't a real woman.

>>5617688
Only if you're still full time.
If you're still full time then yes, you get bonus points.

>>5617700
>I went full time before I passed
Now that is straight up cringe. How many people did you gross out doing that?

>>5617703
less than you do when you post your god awful pictures you fucking mutant

File: 1453857126878.gif (1MB, 540x531px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 540x531px

>>5617699
But its too scary. I still have panic attacks whenever I go get gendered female or when I remember what I look like

>>5617697
>then why aren't they attacking you for not going fulltime a month in like everyone else does here?
Because I'm anon, because I talk nowhere near as much bullshit as you, because I acknowledge what people say, because I don't make up lies and contradict myself and because I'm persistent.
Just a guess.

>>5617703
>Not passing because of how other people will react
You're just doing this to attract the attention of others, if you were really a woman you'd express that regardless. If "grossing" out some one else stops you, then you never deserve to be a woman. If you're not willing to suffer for it, you don't really want it. You're just a man, Eliot.

>>5617694
Didn't you get a boyfriend? Put out you fucking prude.

File: 1446937976706.png (66KB, 517x517px) Image search: [Google]

66KB, 517x517px

>>5617694
>tfw went from pure maiden to a slut in the span of a couple months
>all thanks to a trip I met from mtfg
I could write a book tbqh

>>5617705
Maybe see someone about that, that or maybe endure it.

>>5617711
says the nigga who won't even come out to anyone off the internet

>>5617410
canada is freezing cold, half of the people only speak french, as an expat you wont have social services like back home, you wont even have friends to invite you out until you make new friends with strangers

>>5617708
That is some bullshit. Presenting as a girl when you don't pass only creeps out cis people and puts yourself at risk for violince and homelessness. Its not about wanting it bad enough or not, its about ensuring survival. Does it fucking suck I can't feel normal in my own body, sure, but being homeless and non passing is worse than non passing and saving up for operations that will help me pass.

>>5617712
Pls
I'll come out at some stage, I promise

Had a moment of positivity last night thinking I'd start HRT this year, went shopping online and got an adorable dress and shoes, some tights. Now I'm back to 'why take pills every day so I can possibly be happy with what little youth I have left, pretending to be something I'm not. While horrifying my legbuttphobic family. Why not just skip ahead a few years and end it?' At least my parents will think I was just a very depressed normal boy, instead of regretting giving me life in the first place.

Please tell me everything will be fine.

>>5617718
you better or I'll throw acorns at your mother

>>5617705
Not to be rude but you brought all of this on yourself.

>>5617720
>Please tell me everything will be fine.
But it won't...
I've always thought, even if I don't make it, at least I get buried and be remembered as a woman.

File: confused anime girl 14.png (330KB, 485x445px) Image search: [Google]

330KB, 485x445px

>>5617711
I saw a gender counselor and his advice was basically "passing doesnt matter just be a hon lol :)". Also saw a psych about anxiety but he didnt want to talk about anything trans related

>>5617713
Don't residents get healthcare? Maybe I should move to finland, I'd get free healthcare there for being australian

>>5617724
How? By transitioning in the first place? I guess so

>>5617720
>Had a moment of positivity last night thinking I'd start HRT this year, went shopping online and got an adorable dress and shoes
I used to get those but then I remembered I'm a hairless gorilla and gave up.
that was a little off topic you should consider expressing yourself instead of considering suicide, family can be the hardest part and a major driving factor behind self doubt and loathing, just know what you're not alone and I;m certain there is someone within your circle of friends who will care about you enough to support you, don't give up your live your life for you

>>5617712
so what, I did not come out until over a year into HRT, everyone at their own pace.

>>5617715
you really need to get out more.

>>5617720
start caring about yourself more, if your family doesn't want to help you they don't deserve your concern either.

>>5617720
Stop pretending to be a girl then. Some of us actually feel like one and we take hormones so we look closer to what we feel. You have the wrong mindset. Don't kill yourself though.

File: 1356162049051.jpg (108KB, 652x921px) Image search: [Google]

108KB, 652x921px

>>5617708
B-but its been so long since I've been close to someone, and even longer for him.

>>5617709
I have a feeling this is what will happen to me, Im anxious about sex stuff but at the same note I know once it happens Ill probably love it.

File: 1453888848326.jpg (39KB, 350x708px) Image search: [Google]

39KB, 350x708px

>>5617728
>I saw a gender counselor and his advice was basically "passing doesnt matter just be a hon lol :)"
I had one tell me the same thing. Only if they knew what that implied in the real world. Pic related.

tfw fulltime at just short of two months.
tfw unpassing but cute and if you're cute you can get away with anything, passing is a meme
suck my thumb-sized intersex clitty you jelly hons

>>5617730
did you even read what I was getting at? or did your honlyness just cherrypick

>>5617728
>"passing doesn't matter just be a hon lol :)"
Are all gender therapists like this? I hear the same story from others too.

>>5617728
You did get what you paid for. Pucker up and bite the bullet or become Kayla 2.0 your choice.

>>5617715
If you think that presenting as a girl only creeps out cis people then you aren't trans, and don't get transpeople. It's not a choice you deluded fetishist, stop taking the hormones and making the rest of us look worse.

>>5617736
Holy shit because passing doesnt matter you agp creep. Its about personal elation, real transpeople transition because they have to, not because they want to. You can mock hons but every single hon on this board is more of a woman than you will ever be.

>>5617728
despite the /pol/ memes actually emigrating anywhere is always an uphill battle that you have to fight alone or get screwed

>>5617743
Fucking potc was more of a woman than kayla

>>5617740
Mine sure were.
Guess what, 2 of them were hons, the other some uneducated kiddo barely older than me.

File: screen3.jpg (274KB, 683x1024px) Image search: [Google]

274KB, 683x1024px

>>5617743
I wouldn't go that far. There are some pretty hardcore hons here. Besides Kyler isn't trans just batshit crazy.

>>5617728
>>5617736
You're twisting what people say so you have someone else to blame for your complacency and unwillingness to live as women.

>>5617726
The way I see it, my gender doesn't matter when I'm dead except to my parents, who I'm sure will latch onto life another 20 years.

As shitty as they are, they're my parents and it's hard to justify putting them through what they would think is worse than me dying, so that I can live a fragment of my life being happy before I just turn into a middle aged tranny and kill myself anyway.

>>5617747
passing is everything and if you can't see that then you are full of self delusion

>>5617743
Presenting as a girl and not passing creeps out cis people. Creeped out cis people will retaliate and either kill you or mock you so not passing isn't an option to sane people.

>>5617752
Name the hons.

>>5617752
So long as they are full time they are more of a woman than Eliot. But Eliot isn't a woman, so that goes without saying.

>>5617759
trip on melly

>>5617757
>Passing is everything
AGP

>>5617752
when did Edie start hitting the weights?

>>5617761
I have seen what not passing does in a public situation and trust me its not a thing anyone wants to see.

File: 100.png (1MB, 1074x976px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1074x976px

>>5617761
There is no such thing as AGP.

File: 5 minutes into manifesto and chill.jpg (29KB, 480x640px) Image search: [Google]

29KB, 480x640px

>>5617759
>kayla's name is Eliot
>mfw

>>5617765
actually it isn't, its kayla. I am that on all my new documents.

>>5617757
Stop trying to rationalize your bullshit. Name one trip that got killed for going ft early.

File: screen2.jpg (546KB, 1280x857px) Image search: [Google]

546KB, 1280x857px

>>5617758
I don't know really, I filter most of them. CFH, half the /tlg, Slim Shady, there was that Mexican sissy from a while ago, "den mother", the list goes on. That's just regarding the physical appearance. It's even worse when you take behavior into account. Then you get a lot of female neckbeards.

>>5617759
Is Kyler's name Eliot or are you just Rogering him?

>>5617762
Dollface would have been an excellent weight lifter and no joke. Squat, wide,short torso, short legs, the works.

File: 1442336145165.jpg (7KB, 150x137px) Image search: [Google]

7KB, 150x137px

>>5617765
>tfw he's dumb enough to confirm it.

File: 21bc064589286639.jpg (33KB, 599x367px) Image search: [Google]

33KB, 599x367px

>>5617756
If mine didn't support me I'd screw them over royally. They're the ones who fucked me up in the first place.
Don't just suffer for others, that will most certainly get you killed.

>>5617766
Please have a seat here mister Kayla. Tell us why do you want to work at LEGO sir?

>>5617768
The trips that went full time early are filthy stinking rich so they don't have to worry about getting work or anything like that so they can creep as many people out as they want with no ramifications to their living situation. But me, I can't because I am living with my mom and have no money to move out and she said I cannot present till I finish electrolysis and have my nose job.

>>5617775
xd

>>5617750
How did you react to them?

>>5617740
Probably

>>5617741
Pls I've been on hrt longer than her, she's gonna become jörmy 2.0

>>5617748
Ohh well I'm used to fighting alone [spoiler];~;[/spoiler]

>>5617754
Speaking of twisting words...

>>5617776
Hey Rumy. Come to laugh at Kayla?

>>5617766
Whatever you say, Eliot.

>>5617770
Kaylas birthname is really Eliot.

>>5617780
u know it bb

>>5617781
no its not
damn anon you mad

File: 1451787551213.jpg (89KB, 368x369px) Image search: [Google]

89KB, 368x369px

>>5617775
What about that Moko girl? I heard she had to transition while poor af

>>5617775
Check your privilege before you start ragging on those other trips. You don't understand the struggle women in the country go through.

>>5617777
Told the first two to get fucked, started self-medding after the first one.
Now with the third one I'm just like whatever give me the papers or I'll just pay Chett or Suporn some 300 bucks to write them for me and you've seen the last of me.
Not like I'll ever see them again after SRS anyway.

>>5617781
>Eliot
How can someone's life turn into a meme...

>>5617782
I know it's fun and all but you should probably filter her. It won't do you any good in the long run being exposed to such idiocy.

>>5617783
You got mad at it and confirmed it the other day, sorry Eliot. You fucked up bad, man.

File: Moneyyy.png (9KB, 324x414px) Image search: [Google]

9KB, 324x414px

>>5617775
So rich.
And that's just one account.
And you know what? I'd still rather spend it on a gun to kill myself.
A fucked life will always be fucked up.

>>5617786
Oh
Good luck with that then.

>>5617784
She was feminine before hrt and didn't need any surgery like I need to pass. Most trans people are lucky enough to pass well before even going on hrt, being ugly doesn't make me any less of a girl, it just means my transition is going to be harder than everyone's.

>>5617785
troll, you are a troll

>>5617778
with so many supportive friends, family and professors if you think you're fighting alone that's because you're not treating people well

>>5617791
Don't end up a bitter tranny Kupps.

>>5617793
>Most trans people are lucky enough to pass well before even going on hrt
Nigga what.

>>5617775
kek i work minimum wage part time hours and sponge off my parents so i don't starve. i had to fight a battle with my employer the year before when my old job tried to fire me due to 'emotional instability' (there were rumors i was trans even though i wasn't transitioning at the time) but i ended up quitting anyway. i had to choose between transition and driving because i can't afford mones and laser as well as running a car.

still went fulltime after a couple of months without passing. i had two eastern european men try and grope me and got stared at a bit by people at first but no-one murdered me and no-one howled abuse at me in the street and i live in a swampy, backwater hick town

E A T S H I T
L
L
I
E
T
T
E

>>5617790
Why not get ffs?

File: 1356073371678.jpg (493KB, 1280x1220px) Image search: [Google]

493KB, 1280x1220px

>>5617790
>tfw when own multiple firearms

>>5617793
>over a year on HRT
>Still not full time
What transition?

>>5617791
Thanks. Psychologists are just generally people you don't want to deal with. They're really only there to give you whatever sorts of papers so your health insurance shuts its mouth. Or the surgeons with their WPATH nonsense, as it is.

>>5617798
Sounds like you made all those problems and they could have been avoided with better planning.

Wow I was going to say hello but it doesn't look like this thread is worth joining

>>5617800
Shut up, Soap.

>>5617805
help me

>>5617799
I plan to, but it'll never unfuck me. I can end up passing but inside I'm still not fit for this world.

>>5617800
Lend me a bullet then?

>>5617805
run while you still can

>>5617793
>My transition is harder than anyone elses
Do you ever shut the fuck up oh my god. Get a job for one you white privileged sissy bitch.

File: fmllll.gif (983KB, 500x281px) Image search: [Google]

983KB, 500x281px

i'm soooooo tired

>>5617808
>I can end up passing but inside I'm still not fit for this world.
why not?

>>5617793
idk about that since I've never seen her pre-HRT but at she tried whereas you continue to lash out at those who pass when you could if you actually made an effort.

>>5617796
I'm not going to, I prefer to be happy for others than let jealousy overcome

>>5617802
What's WPATH?

>>5617812
Hi Kit
How's it going?

>>5617812
Kit

>>5617811
>white
so korra how are you?

File: 46.png (409KB, 359x639px) Image search: [Google]

409KB, 359x639px

>>5617806
O-ok.

>>5617808
Sure, but they're not much use on their own.

>>5617812
Hi Kit, how's HRT treating you?

>>5617803
what, kind of like you with your problems? i sucked it up and got on with it.

>>5617812
hello kit

>>5617814
moko never made an effort, all she needed was long hair and girl clothes to pass, that isn't called effort. Effort is grinding day in day out at a painful job just to be able to afford hrt and put some money away for a surgery I will never be able to afford.

>>5617817
>All black trannies must be Korra
Seriously Eliot?

Kayla you're not the only transwoman in the world who has it tough.
There's lots of people here who are far manlier and uglier than you and yet they never spew salt like you. Get a grip.

>>5617823
go back to tumbler

>>5617821
but you don't have a job so where are you getting that idea from?

>>5617828
Lol

>>5617824
>far manlier and uglier than you
bullshit, everyone here can pass with just long hair and makeup, even that can't make my fugly self pass

File: 1441407055491.jpg (487KB, 774x720px) Image search: [Google]

487KB, 774x720px

>>5617814
Hi Kuppy ! I'm p goood just trying to stay awake a bit longer so I can sleep through the night and not wake up at like 3am or something.

>>5617816
Maddie :3

hi qt

>>5617818
hey moap ! it's p good so far but i have had a lot of headaches so far. i am a bit hungover rn tho so mb that is contributing. i'm trying to make sure i drink a tonne of water tho.

how are you going?

>>5617820
hi liz :3

does eddie have her slutty ass posted somewhere?
god i want to breed that

>>5617813
Because no matter if man or woman, I'm bipolar and it wrecks me mercilessly.
Don't know how much any clustered personality disorders handicap you, but if it's comparable, then fuck living like that, it's more pain than any joy this world could possibly offer.
Not like any bf or gf is gonna put up with someone so broken either.

>>5617818
Well, obviously. I'll need to test your gun too.

>>5617814
>What's WPATH?
WPATH standards of care, the guidelines surgeons and therapist go by in tranny care.
They list that you need a referral for SRS and all that crap.

>>5617828
Because I have been doing interviews all week for a job. I am trying to change my neet ways but I doubt I will ever get work.

>>5617832
Shut the fuck up

>>5617812
Hey Kit, how's the australia day hangover going?

>>5617821
Then why don't you get a job?

>>5617833
how has your week been young lady? other than the headaches and hrt (congratulations on skittles by the way! :3)

>>5617843
I have been interviewing all week.

>>5617832
So by that logic since I have long hair, I should be passing 50% of the time right?

>>5617848
Well good

File: 1355940289170.png (127KB, 646x617px) Image search: [Google]

127KB, 646x617px

>>5617832
>tfw pass with no makeup

>>5617833
Sounds like it, water should help though. Been partying I take it? Im pretty good, enjoying an evening to myself. Probably gonna open a book and read for a bit then finally go to sleep soon.

>>5617837
Alright, but you have to trip on LSD and marathon NGE with me first. If you still wanna die after that Ill let you.

>>5617849
>So by that logic since I have long hair, I should be passing 50% of the time right?
Shave, do perfect makeup, style your hair, and I bet you would pass better than I can.

File: ss (2015-10-31 at 11.51.18).jpg (55KB, 423x502px) Image search: [Google]

55KB, 423x502px

>>5617821
ahhhh it feels good to be employed

>>5617852
But you don't try because you won't take a job

>>5617852
Already shaved desu
but there's definitely way more too it than that

>>5617850
>Alright, but you have to trip on LSD and marathon NGE with me first. If you still wanna die after that Ill let you.
Quite an offer.
If I came over there though, you'd have to provide a couch for quite a while.

uh what?

>>5617821
Yet you're a neet, you dont put effort into anything, you sit on your ass ramming tendies down your gullet. Go fuck yourself.

>>5617857
more too it than what? Your face isn't fucked like mine

File: 1445138566645.gif (1024KB, 500x392px) Image search: [Google]

1024KB, 500x392px

>>5617846
thanks liz !

my week has been really good i think. i spent the last two days at my friends apartment who lives in the southside of the city on the river, it was very nice. we had australia day there so we could watch the fireworks and went to the festival earlier on as well.

>>5617850
yeah ! the last two days were just a lot of drinking for me really and not much sleep. a quiet evening sounds really nice rn tho. please take care moap !

>>5617860
I put effort into everything I do. Don't be a brit calling me a neet when you live off nhs and government handouts.

>>5617861
idk
I've got some shitty facial features
but face isn't the only thing that will make one pass

File: 1453247105214.gif (497KB, 500x191px) Image search: [Google]

497KB, 500x191px

>>5617864

>>5617864
The government doesnt give me anything right now because it takes years to get hrt in this country, and i work for everything i own. No handouts here faggot

>>5617863
degenerate

>>5617870
>i work for everything i own
what kind of work?

>>5617870
how much do you charge for anal?

File: !!.jpg (152KB, 419x419px) Image search: [Google]

152KB, 419x419px

>>5617871

why am I a degenerate tho? ._.;

>>5617864
>26, living with mommy
>no job
>no social skills
>sitting on at least 10 grand but won't do anything with it
>won't work any job because superiority complex
>bitter as fuck
>effort, everybody

>>5617874
Does it matter what work i do? at the end of the day it gives me money for my transition.

>>5617876
$75 & pizza desu

>>5617874
So you can tell them it's a shitty profession and that real men only work construction and this little trolling spree of yours can continue?
At this point I don't know who's more retarded - you or the people responding to you.

>>5617878
You just don't understand.

>>5617877
you did buttsex while drunk this week

>>5617863
Sounds really lovely Kit, here's wishing your 2016 is always that way :3

File: 55.png (970KB, 729x823px) Image search: [Google]

970KB, 729x823px

>>5617858
Well it takes ten hours to marathon all of NGE+EoE, but assuming you decided to live after such an event(you would), I would happily listen to you and let you stay with me for a bit. Assuming you aren't dangerous.

>>5617863
Sounds fun, Im not much of a drinker myself. Hope you sleep well tonight, I can't stand not sleeping. Sleeping is one of the main things I live for.

>>5617870
God that sucks. I'm really glad I live in the US when I consider that aspect of transhealthcare in Europe. If I was born over there I could still be pre-hrt right now.

>>5617881
She probably thinks the govt. employs you to be a neet.

>>5617884
Here's wishing you jump off the deep end this year

>>5617886
Yeah it sucks, a fellow brit has been waiting over a year to get seen by a gender therapist.

File: 0010.png (1MB, 1280x720px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1280x720px

>>5617883
no i didn't i've never even kissed a boy before ,_,

>>5617884
thanks liz :3

i hope yours is really nice as well !

Recently I've started noticing tiny white flecks on the centre of my nipples (not the aerola). I can brush them away but they seem to coincide with periods of boob pain. 3 months on mones. What is this, is it normal?

File: simpsons-fire.gif (154KB, 240x181px) Image search: [Google]

154KB, 240x181px

>>5617894

File: 1447313054957.jpg (149KB, 625x469px) Image search: [Google]

149KB, 625x469px

>>5617886
I thought it would take longer...
Well, true, if I kill myself anyway it won't matter, but if I flew all the way over there to live you'll be stuck with me for a bit.
Don't think I'm dangerous to anyone but myself either.

Whereabout are you anyway?

File: =).jpg (35KB, 225x225px) Image search: [Google]

35KB, 225x225px

>>5617889
that's really vague, if you want me to die at least suggest a bridge
>>5617893
I hope so, I should be starting in march and then my true journey to hondom begins

>>5617878
>won't work any job because superiority complex
But I finally have been finding jobs that are hiring that give me my own office so its all good now. You think for a second I ever wanted a normal pleb job? No, I wanted my own fucking office and a salary, not that per hour bullshit.

>>5617899
If your life has devolved to the point where you postpone your suicide to watch shitty overrated anime with a degenerate junkie tranny, just kill yourself

>>5617903
Would you give head to get ahead?