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old thread >>5529909
Fug man hugboxing is nice sometimes
I know it's not true I look female but it's nice to delude yourself sometimes
> thats disgusting
Semen is extremely nutritious and a good source of protein and estrogen.
Depending on the source's diet, it can taste amazing and somewhat fruity (diet high in vegetables and fruit) or somewhat bitter, kind of like mayonnaise (diet high in protein / meat).
Most people do. Appointments never overlap 100% with your perscription, e.g. two months and a bit until your next update, so, in that case, you'd have an extra month's worth when you get your new perscription.
On top of that, some doctors give oodles of refills.
20 and 13 months in
I see you are harsh
How can I pass better?
Mfw actual autists are posting in this thread right now
the only thing that has changed are the people
it was shit then
its shit now
I tried my own semen before. I didn't like it. It's like snot. And it is basically.
Also guys are gross, k.
Has anyone here had problems with nipple discharge before? I'm really freaked out right now and concerned because my left breast discharges a dark red-brown liquid when I apply pressure. I also didn't know it wasn't normal for breast to produce liquid, which mine have done for as long as I can remember, even pre-hrt.. I'm so fucking worried
I'm honestly not that socially retarded it's just very uncomfortable to be a man beast so I stay at home.
AUTIST AUTIST AUTIST
>post pic of Bowie from Labryinth on fb
>lose over 50 friends
That's the plan, but I haven't gotten a callback yet
I have no idea... I have always had like a clear liquid come out when I squeeze... I thought this happened to everyone..
right now the most probably causes are : hormonal imbalance, duct papilloma, infection, cyst, cancer. In that descending order of probability..
hey girls opinions? could i pass with ffs? my body is pretty feminine besides the fact
>sister keeps bragging/complaining about how huge her tits are
>i cant even get steam to work
Yes, it's sad that i'll miss out on all the fun wage slaving.
Have fun with that shit, hon.
I'd say probably not.
> Enlongated face, cheek bone area will be very very obvious no matter what you do.
> Large lips that are too big for a woman [but might be able to look attractive if other aspects were positive, instead of a clockable attribute].
> Nose angled upward, a bit big.
> Eyes are fine.
> Large chin.
I don't think you can fix it. The enlongated facial structure is probably the worst of it, and could make you unpassable alone. The rest can be mostly fixed with surgery.
How big are they?
I really really hope that I can get good-sized implants. We'll see in another few weeks at my first consult~!
angel is such a scrub. buffy always belonged with spike >.>
That's pretty damn big. I'm a full 34A (old +4 method like most manufacturers that I've bought from seem to use for some reason), but those melons must be hueg.
That said, I want 34DDs too. Might not be able to do so though, depending on what the plastic surgeon tells me, so I might have to settle with a C/D.
beepbeeps textwall diary entry:
coming up on 3 months and i'm liking my changes a lot. not really being gendered in public anymore aside from the occasional 'pizza guys here', but i dont really interact with many people. pretty thankful breast growth hasnt really happened yet. face started changing slightly after about 2 weeks, kind of andro now (very thankful to be transitioning relatively young). mental health a lot better. feel kind of motivated to make something of myself. eyebrows growing in darker (!), hands changing slightly. upper body starting to distribute fat a little. starting classes next week and will still be in boymode. still hate shoulders/chin. worried about social transition/cues i havent picked up on yet.
Well I see is bully and sad time
Think I'll just go head out :/
i have a fan!! ty! ill start documenting body changes. dont think ill be posting them for all of 4chan though. love you too, anon.
>reposting other peoples pics
pretty shitty of you, if not kayla. if kayla, ive been meaning to say to you; you didnt have to unfriend me on skype. im genuinely trying to be everyones friend.
woah this same thing happened to me
like this dude i've hung out with and played video games with online since i started highschool and he confessed to me a couple weeks ago. i feel bad because i only really think of him as a friend tho.
I guess I'll have to give this salon thing a try for eyebrows. Do they usually need you to have them grown out a bit or can they work with almost anything?
I've just been lazily using a razor the last couple months rather than plucking. >_<
oh man. are we twins? i'd finally reached a point where i had accepted it wouldn't happen, and then with the whole asexual thing in the mix, i'm sad cause i don't think i care either.
hello peeps of mtfg
I want to tell this to somebody, so here's a blogpost
I'm dating a girl currently and it's aweome. She really is amazing and we get along great.
Now go cuck out on me
Masc, but pass. The two biggest issues are the nose and chin. The lip style works for your face, but are a tad too big. The chin is obviously masculine.
However, the rest of it is feminine enough that you look like you could easily pull off the classic Russian butch 'I break man' look.
idk. i know if he whipped it out in front of me i would, lol. but is it really a pity fuck of i love him? that's kind of why i just want to call it off with him completely.
and i'm sorry if my posts seem random lol. i used to frequent the trans threads on /b/ years ago but i kind of stopped sharing stuff online but liiike i just really had to get this out somewhere.
How old are you? If you're over 22 you have around a 10% chance of this happening.
Otherwise, what you're noticing isn't your hips widening, but your waist shrinking from fat redistribution. Seriously, I went from a 31ish inch waist to a 27 inch waist.
Wow what a special snowflake. You aren't even a real panda.
if you love him you should ask him out. he wants tha succ so he'll probably say yes, but you might have to put out every now and again as an obligation to the romance.
idk, i've dealt with the same problem. like, i dont want to have sex but if i'm with the person i really wanna be with, and they want sex, i can maybe do it like once a month or something.
You post a photo, you're putting yourself out there to be evaluated and judged. Don't post photos if you don't want that to happen.
Not directed at you, but it's a general comment for everyone.
I've been taking a lot of measurements from day 1 of HRT to monitor my progress. I've lost a fair bit of weight since I started (25lbs or so), but my hips have increased from 33 to 38 in. This is over ~7 years.
Take measurements and you'll see for yourself that it's not imagination. YMMV of course.
>breast aug $5,500
knowing I will never be able to afford any of that... priceless
This is a safe space for real pandas. You don't understand the panda struggle. Please check your privilege and leave, shitlord.
I wouldn't deny some of it is definitely the butt getting bigger, but I've also been measuring width itself, and although I will admit I may not have been measuring the same spot consistently over the years, as far as I'm aware, there has been a couple inches width increase too. It's not just butt increase.
>wow 7 years ??
Ya. And changes go on forever... my boobs are still getting bigger from time to time. I just had to order new bras. >_<
>tfw suicidal when other people are out living their lives and being happy
I hate everyone who is happy.
Happiness is a choice and requires work. You can't just -expect- to be happy, Kayla. You need to get out and forge your life into something you can be happy about, not just wallow in your misery on /lgbt/.
Suicide isn't the answer, but sitting in /mtfg/ hoping your life will magically get better isn't the answer, either.
>Happiness is a choice and requires work.
Work... there is that horrid word again. Work never made anyone prettier or richer. Being at the right place at the right time is why people have happiness, its all luck.
I guess this general will never learn.
Happiness is ignoring trolls.
>Fate is a brutal factor
Exactly. Without sheer luck, no one who is happy would be happy. No one who passes did so from "effort," they were just naturally feminine, just like no one rich earned a dime from work, they were just lucky. Life is a gamble and I lost. Now we need places where we can get free suicide pills and check out from this miserable existence.
>Now we need places where we can get free suicide pills and check out from this miserable existence.
literally a thought i had just last week
i want to kill myself becuase i was fatefucked too
desu ive been planning it for a while and im almost ready
I mostly had clear liquids (when I had them; after about five months or so on HRT I stopped having any). I did have dark red / brown liquid briefly, but it went away on its own after a week or two. The only thing I can think of is that I was taking a lot of aspirin when it started, that might have caused internal bleeding or something. Anyways, if it doesn't go away in a week or two definitely have your doctor take a look at it. (It is normal for the breast to produce a clear liquid when it's growing, by the way.)
Well I never applied to certain places because I just don't want to do that kind of menial work. It is below me in a way. Menial work is for people with tattoos and drug addicts, not straight laced atheists like me. I want a job a person of my intellect deserves, not something a drop out can do in between jail and sex.
Do you really think being unemployed because you consider yourself to good to do boring, easy work really sounds good? Really?
There's no harm in trying menial work and then quitting a few weeks later if you are still sure it isn't for you and isn't worth whatever it pays.
I am being serious. I am not going to fucking even consider applying to work in a greasy kitchen while some jerk makes me do things fast, I refuckingfuse to do it. I want to work at my own pace. I want things to be like when we had our family business. It was so nice to be the boss I don't think you people even know the feeling.
I would do it if I could work alone and be under my own time limits and speed. Its like when I worked for my parents if I didn't feel like working I just stopped and went and fucked off for the day. I want to always have that kind of freedom to do what I want on the job, not what some sweaty fat corporate clown wants from me.
last year, it runs fine but its dented to fucking shit
In other words, it's not luck. It's your choice to not put the effort in to be happy.
Effort means sometimes doing things you don't want to do now so you can build up the resources necessary to be happy later. It's not about luck, it's not about fate... it's about work, which you're unwilling to do. A menial job is a stepping stone to greater things... to put you in a position to achieve the things that make you happy.
If you're a real person, and not trolling, I hope you see that it IS about effort that you're unwilling to put in. The shit in your life is your own fault, and you have no one to blame but you.
So I'm watching some ftm youtube vlogs and I've noticed how a lot have these really feminine/female mannerisms and just things I never noticed in women (cis or trans) because I guess you don't notice it when someone that looks female does it but when someone that looks male does it, it stands out and it's just little things like facial expressions and shit. I wonder if that's something we can pick up/they lose it since it seems pretty subconscious.
>sometimes doing things you don't want to do now
But see, I don't want to do things I don't want to do. I may be the only human on earth then that will not sacrifice what they believe in for being a slave to the corporate machine. I simply refuse to be a slave why people who do nothing but were lucky get to mooch off of others hard work. Want me to get a job? Then make it at a place with no ceo, stocks, or board members. I will be fine working for a place where the worker gets a share of the company's profits.
aaaahhhh i just got back from my first day of my new class this semester. it was quite the experience. there were tons of cute chinese boys, but a lot of sort of ass kissy annoying white girls too.
there was a marine there and he did the whole "im in school because i got tired of watcing people die serving my country thing" when he introduced himself and it took like 20 minutes and at the end everyone literally stood up and clapped for him.
its a digital writing class, and like our main project is maintaining a blog for the whole semester with weekly posts, and we have to like discuss them with each other. i want to do mine about my web dev stuff i work on but i feel like the normies in the class wouldn't understand and it would make my grade suffer.
we also have to make a twitter and give it to the class and like tweet at each other and stuff, so instead of doing that i might kill myself.
also my two best friends actually are getting divorced and i feel awful again and i don't know how to help without seeming annoying and clingy and just like garbage in general.
sorry 4 blog, i'm gonna sleep now i think. have a good night friends.
yeah ofc but i am really sad about it cause he was like my fav ;~; i had a big cry about it yesterday tho cause all my bowie records are at my parents house and I can't get to their house rn cause its near the bushfires and all the roads are blocked
hope you are ok anon
hi pooks !!!!!!!!! :3
how are you qt???? i am good thankyou but up really early @ @
>if I could work alone and under my own time limits and speed
>I want to have the freedom to do what I want on the job
There are practically no jobs that allow this. That's why it's called a -job-, not -playtime-. If you aren't willing to put yourself through any sort of discomfort, then you don't have a lot of right to complain about how the world is giving you the shaft. Literally all your problems right now can be fixed with money, but you aren't willing to do what's required of someone to get it.
>go get some skills then
But see no one can ever build skills, people have them or not. Where the fuck can I go that would prep me for a job in an office? I tried college and apparently my degree means jack shit to everyone.
Why should earning money be painful? Ceo's never break a sweat and yet they make 400 times what their hardest workers make. Why do they get that money for nothing why workers get the shaft?
what a memer honestly
omg that sounds scary o-o;;
>how are you qt????
uhmm I'm okay !!
First day in my new house and it's v comfy rn
wish it had carpet tho honestly
b-but if u open ur blinds does that count ??
aaa it won't get through to her
wish it would tho
size 10 or 10 1/2 I think now
lay on ur back and shoot really far l-lol
> But see no one can ever build skills, people have them or not.
It's true: all musicians are born able to read sheet music, all artists spent years in the womb practicing Loomis and all programmers are born knowing C++ and the unix shell.
>tfw elanna will never coddle you b/c you're a careerfag
Well all those people got to learn that stuff in their teens. All I learned in my teens was how to work on things and I don't want to be a fucking mechanic because its bad for the skin and hands.
but seriously guys
dont tell me none of you have ever jerked off or put stuff in your butt in public or around people? the last time i was at the urologists i jerked off in the bathroom
turns out they were waiting for me to tell me to go to the bathroom and pee in a cup
pissing was hard cus my dick was still hard
still gonna miss cumming after hrt i hope i get a mutation or something like that one trip bitch here who can still nut
Believe it or not, CEOs actually work and prove themselves before shareholders will trust them with their money. If they can't perform and make good business decisions, they get voted the fuck out by the board of directors.
>But see no one can ever build skills, people have them or not.
...so what you're saying is, people come out of the womb as engineers?
>all artists spent years in the womb practicing Loomis
Seems like I fucked up then!
What's stopping you from starting now? No, really, what the fuck is stopping you? Go find some free lessons on the internet and stop wasting your time with pointless bullshit here. Make something of your time.
Do you know how much sweat the average CEO of any reasonably successful business had to break in order to get to that level? (Not that being a CEO is an easy stress-free job, despite what you may think.)
>tfw 3 years HRT and flatter than a board.
>.so what you're saying is, people come out of the womb as engineers?
people come out of the womb of mothers that give a fuck enough about their future to make them a college fund. If my mom gave a shit about me you think I would be here complaining? I never had a dad growing up, my biological dad left when I was 1 years old. I had one parent balance a million things and raising me right was not one of those things. What happens to people like me who weren't given the tools to make life better for themselves huh? Why should I die because the faults of my shitty parents? Why can't someone just give me money or at least a chance to earn it. All I want is a fucking chance.
>Eyy you still do artsy-fartsy stuff?
Instead of begging for someone to hand you a chance, make your own fucking chance. Go work those fast food jobs until you have enough for college. Once you're in college, you move on up to a career. Fucking do something instead of bitching it wasn't handed to you.
You were in college for six years or whatever without a bachelors.
You had the chance to transition at 20 or whatever but didn't take it.
You've been given enough chances that you didn't take. Now you have to work your ass off to make up for being a fucking moron.
i cant immerse myself my face hurts from laughing, nice repeating numbers though
Honestly hair removal and hrt and learning to use makeup a bit and you'll probably pass. No matter what 2 years hrt will be noticable and even if you're not attractive you can pass.
>I am too old to go back to college
Says fucking who? I went to class with an ex-marine in his 20s that just started college. In that same class, a classmate was in his 30s trying to get into teaching. Stop making excuses, you're only making it worse on yourself.
STOP BEING SO FUCKING STUCK UP
>OH IM TOO GOOD FOR THE ONLY SHIT IM GOOD FOR
>OH I CANT BE AROUND KIDS
>OH WOE IS ME
kayla confirmed for HAVING NO FUCKING IDEA how the world works because she was coddled as a child and spent her teen years on /b/ and /r9k/ instead of trying to improve his life.
im sure there is someone out there that will cum on your poorly developed face/chest
there are people dumber than you that are more successful.
>i am the one
fuck off already.
>i am the one
Yeah I am. I can see thought everyone's bullshit. No one can hide from my observation powers. I can see that every other human is a mouth breathing neanderthal who is greedy and self serving. Fuck everyone.
>two thousand and anything
>working for the bourgeoisie
Kayla has the right idea. who here /communist/?
>I am the one who is smarter
Lol no you're not. What the fuck do you do? Sit around inside your empty room crying about having no money, playing videogames from past generations? Yeah, nice free shit ya got. You know how someone gets a slave? By having money in the first place. How do they get that money? They sure as shit didn't follow your example. They worked.
Holy shit my sides have left the galaxy.
My nails are getting long, I used to bite them so it's getting really hard not to ruin them
Haha, fair enough. I am not a really violent person anyway, been in like 4 fights all my life and lost half of them.
Are you subbosed to be the sub then? I'm more attracted to dominant women tb-h. I appreciate masculines features in my partners fa-m.
Don't challenge me or I'll crush you with my manhands.
For what it's worth, I'm pretty sure that that's a REVERE THE EMPEROR EXPEL THE BARBARIANS girl not a communist girl.
>i missed my chance to start at 17
Get on my fucking level m8, I could have started at 14 if I could consent on my own.
How old is 'old' for starting HRT? How young is 'young'?
I'm 19 and ordered my first mones a few days ago but it seems young is reserved for those who always passed and started pre-puberty, while old is reserved for hons.
>Tfw could have been cute but now look like this
>I am all knowing
>No one can hide from my observation powers
>george is starting to bald
>I'm too old to transition
>david bowie died in my lifetime
>I will die before lil wayne
why even bother
I would have before puberty started if hons on susans didn't tell me to wait until I was 60 years old and married with grandkids
my mom even said she'd have been ok with puberty blockers had I and she known back then
I started at 19 but still feel like I started late ;-;
No wonder you don't have a job, nor do you have ambitions, nor will anyone hire you. Your arrogance leads you into delusion.
You know, I went into the army, served in Japan, came back, got out, finished up college, and got into a career doing what I like.
In 2013, by your reckoning, I was too old to do college (after all, I'm 29 now). Yet I still went to college, still did more than you ever will. In 2011 I was caught in the earthquake and tsunami. During all of that, I was working for a week at a time with less than 5 hours sleep. Doing rescue work, doing recovery work, and still doing my military job. You wanna talk about being a slave? Try not being a slave to your autistic ass ego for all of 5 seconds before you try taking a holier than thou position.
I got to where I am through blood, sweat, and tears. I was born into poverty in the most white trashed part of Ohio, yet I still managed to get to where I am.
Here's the real question:
What have you DONE with your life?
The possibility for that has forever blown out a window by now anyway. At least we don't live in a country where we'd be beheaded as faggots.
> if hons on susans didn't tell me to wait until I was 60 years old and married with grandkids
I actually get their logic now. when you're 60 transitioning doesn't fuck up your future because you're nearly dead they don't have to worry about employability, their old non hon friends or what society thinks because they only have another 10-15 years left anyway
I don't know who you are but I love people like you. Not even sure if you're trans but you're awesome. Kayla lives a sad life and we all enable it.
Although what the fuck is the army doing in japan in 09?
Heya. Yeah I'm trans (Hence why I'm in this thread). The army has had a continuous presence as part of the status of forces agreements established between the U.S. and Japan. Japan serves as a strategic hub for Pacific operations and provides additional defense and attack capabilities should Japan get invaded. Otherwise it serves as the leaping off point for taking back Korea should North Korea do some shit.
>tfw attractive enough for everybody to compliment but not attractive enough for anybody to actually go for me.
>afraid to talk to people because I hate my voice and bullying in school conditioned me to be constantly afraid of causing people to dislike me in any way.
if it makes you feel any better for you, id go for you if i wasnt shy as fuck too
you're cute enough to go for you just needa put yourself out there more
Be glad you started at a decent age and didn't repress it much longer like me
Happyness can only come from within. There are always people that will hate you whoever you are, so if you keep basing how you see yourself on how everyone thinks of you you'll be discouraged when meeting these people.
No one is attractive forever. In 10 or 20 years the people attractive today may not be. Learning to actually appreciate yourself for who you are, flaws and strengths, is an important thing to do as you grow so that you actually find contentment instead of harming yourself emotionally by focusing on what is bad.
When you are born you inheirit one part of your fate from your parents. This, your race, economic class, genetics, ect. This cannot be changed. Some people have good fate, and some have terrible. Some kid in silicon valley is eating $30 organic baby food and some south american kid is gettick raped by businessmen for money. The other part of your fate is constantly being woven. By you, and by the events that happen around you. There is a much greater level of movment in this fate, your actions shape the future. There is a path to every goal, to get to that goal you need to build fate towards it. There is still a great unpredictibility though, chance can always leave you ruined or take anything from you, so it's pointless to spend time wallowing in sadness instead of enjoying anything you can because that anything can be snatched away in a second.
To be honest, I feel like I look more like someone from /femgen/ instead of female. Only have 34As, so it is what it is.
Oh well. Is my body passable?