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old thread >>5531575
well then I gotta leave sorry ....
how old are they / how long did they take to fade ?
I know lots of people who have and I've never heard of someone getting theirs confiscated
;~; pls take care of urself anon
uhmm silly nothing poster !!
no u aren't supposed to call me that .....
I'm a prince ok ur my butler xd
hope mine don't end up like that l-lol
Were yours really deep?
be safe o-o
Well uhm for one not cutting
get cleaned up and take a bath and eat something if you can okay ??
>god only knows what else!
lots of transbien sex desu
Yeah. The ones that left scars were quite deep. Took a few days for them to stop opening up. I probably should have gotten stitches.
Everything else was just surface scratches that healed up fine.
I've tried 3 times, each time something happened and I was either saved or something stopped me dying, I regret living after each attempt, im trying really hard to not have to put my SO through it
Good luck anon, I hope you stay with us longer but if not then I'm sure il see you eventually
I'd like to visit Mexico, but I'm not going until the killings and kidnappings are dealt with somehow. Hopefully that will be sooner rather than later, for Mexico's sake.
I'd like to visit Amerikkka, but I'm not going until all the guns and school shootings are dealt with somehow. Hopefully that will be sooner rather than later, for Amerikkka's sake.
I see your Cirno on an el-burrow and I feel the need to make this thread more...
I was on Spiro for several months and it did it's job but am on androcur now ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Androcur is pretty nice in that I'm not dizzy as fuck all the time any more but that was the only bad thing I have to say about spiro, on both my T has been nothing for ages.
Fair enough. I know there are safe parts of Mexico just like there are safe parts of America, I just don't trust myself enough to think that I could accurately determine which parts of Mexico are actually safe for a faggy-looking gringo to visit.
I don't know friend, I got my prescription from a doctor and pick my HRT meds up at the pharmacy, but I sure as hell don't pass.
I live in a very remote area, no informed consent. Only one clinic that doles out hormones, with a one-size-fits-all approach, extremely rude employees, etc. One therapist for recommendations and such. It's pretty shit. That's why I've been doing DIY for nearly 8 years.
How does one deal with wide shoulders? (I mean in terms of clothing to de-emphasize the width and such; I know you can't really do anything about the skeleton itself.)
But at least I'm feminine now >.<
>get home from class
>eat and wash hair
>pretty much immediately have to go to bed
How 2 mix morning and night classes without going insane?
Wrap tops, unbuttoned cardigan with lace trim tends to soften the shoulders.
If you don't want to do that, then V necks tend to break up the chest and slim down our upper half. Empire waist tops tend to break up the body and draw attention down our body.
Which is weird because I feel way less legit because I was able to go so long being merely somewhat unhappy with myself without either starting transition or attempting suicide.
>tfw you scheduled classes from 9 to 8 back to back one semester
>tfw one of these classes required going to a lab halfway across town
It's pain. Do you have more free days where you can just rest it out?
Well I just left a note on my bf's computer and left.
Don't know where to go.
Maybe a friend's
sounds like a rough boy voice
the mask is weird
fit arms look good though
>implying mtfg can look this good while gaming
Just do we're clear because I don't know
And shouldn't I be getting injects because those make your boobs bigger?
i have to be worried, you're one of the only reasons i come to this shithole and i don't want you being all depressed on me. you deserve happiness. he loves you, it's as simple as that. don't push away positivity from your life for silly reasons, you gotta tough it out.
says I'm more fem than my sister idek
ur more like ......
Jessica Jung desu
>mfw nothing to do until my semester starts back up
>mfw i'm just gonna spend it thinking about shit
how do you not think when there is nothing to do?
Either way, off to a ridiculously early bedtime, nini emteefug
I dare you to actually stand there face to face and tell him you want to leave. From what I've gathered, it sounds like he legit loves you.
I'm saying this now, and I'm saying it for your own good.
You are being a selfish, self deprecating, victim complex loving, idiot. You sit there and doubt yourself all to hell and back, and try justifying to yourself that he doesn't really want you, that he deserves better blah fucking blah.
But in between all of that, have you ever tried asking him? No. For you, you assume yourself to be the flawed one. Well honey, none of us are perfect.
Well there was this one guy but we kind of crucified him...
Anyways, the point is that you are acting brashly and are afraid to hear what HE thinks. You've decided, selfishly I might add, that you know better than him what he wants.
But let me give you some advice I wish I gave myself years ago: You don't know what he wants better than he does. Let him be the person who decides if he wants better.
And don't you dare walk out that door...
That's advice I would have given to the 19 year old me who idiotically walked out the door and joined the army. In doing so I lost the most precious person to me. She died in a car accident half a year later.
> I do actually play with and suck on my hair when stressed though.
Are you a yandere by any chance? Because that's a very yandere trait to have.
>My voice dropped and I started growing hair in new places. Super weird for a girl to go through.
what part? the growth? the sudden depression and insomnia? the best friend turned girlfriend turned boyfriend who dumped me because I was a dumbass kid? the realization and denial of transgender-ness?
I wish I was happy l-lol
not passing either
I'm sorry I effect you in that way though
there are people here who are much happier and pass a lot better than me however
Well what did he say
and you can't really know until he says it
You sound resentful ur not stewin and brewin' rn
if i'm being 100% honest here this is somewhat true. not that you'll only be passable if you go to a doctor, or everyone who does is passable, but that the main problem with ordering HRT online is how strict different countries are with how they check, and sort their hormones. because it's not as strict you could be getting various pills that have way lower prescriptions than labeled. inconsistency is very common, and is a lot less common with U.S. pharmaceutical companies. however, in saying that, injectable estrogen for example is almost always going to be potent. which is why i buy that online and go through doctors to make sure i'm healthy and stuff.
are you really doing this again?
Hang on there. Weren't you posting pics earlier that was making people (Myself included) super jealous? Because seriously, I looked at a pic earlier and felt frustrated I didn't look half as good.
you really are oblivious to how lucky you are
the others bitch and are terrible people but your very presence here being as normal as you are is by default extremely painful and insulting so please
No, it was pretty standard physically, and socially I was just your average awkward beta male teenager with crippling self-image issues, a complete aversion to intimacy and a limited set of equally awkward friends.
What, the "Well there was this one guy" joke? No that was a line I lifted from a book By Christopher Moore "Lamb" really entertaining yet well written book.
I'm the army vet chick from the previous thread who was ripping Kayla a new one then giving enlistment advice.
You know what sucks about vacation?
If you want to know the real Pookie, guess what? He is underage and uploads his child porn to tumblr. That's what he is, he is a psychopath kid who is toying with us all along.
Also he is responsible for rawr being sent to prison so fuck him.
or reply 2 me as anon thx
> He is underage and uploads his child porn to tumblr. That's what he is, he is a psychopath kid who is toying with us all along.
If you are correct then...
Pookie is very pleasant to be around and happy posts a lot which this place needs desu, it's super not healthy to be jealous of someone just because they are happy and I hope you can be one day too.
no its just meant to be an insult xd
i honestly ask random ppl on skype their best guesses for questions abt me
kinda amuses me idk
i could talk for hours tho
what the fuk are u from japan
thats so cool ive never met a japanese!!
make like one and hmu ok
umm i REALLY like hugs
am alrdy chemically castrated
i want a legit reason that doesn't equate to either nihilism or fabricated issues lmao
the thing is, pharmaceutical companies run through the states are held to higher standards when it comes to sorting and all that shit. just because some of those companies have manufacturing locations in other countries doesn't mean that every company in other countries is run through the states or held to those standards. this has been proven various times when people have bought hormones from sites like inhousepharmacy for example, had them tested, and shown that they were nowhere near as potent as the real thing, or what they were advertising. now that doesn't mean that the websites are a scam or anything, it just means that they didn't make sure that stock was potent and met up to the label. that's just the nature of it because certain things like hormone pills are produced at more locations than say progesterone cocktails from mexico lmao.
i think we both had an effect on each other's typing
idk i use weird emotes, i never really typed properly but i think i got like
"!!" and i type umm more i guess
but i'm just not entirely developed in the mental
wanna hear about me hitting my head ??
also we are friends, so..
I've been watching Acchi Kocchi. Good way of cheering myself up from being depressed for most of the day. Even if I'm crying a bit vicarously, it's moreso crying out of joy rather than jealousy. Thank God I'm good at self-inserting.
I used to do that when I was obsessing over things (my best and worst trait is constantly obsessing over every little detail, positive or negative, it's the sole reason for my academic success, and probably a contributing factor to how emotional I've always been).
Yes. Late bloomer, late puberty. Voice was still cracking in like, late grade 10. I was probably more emotional than my entire class combined, but such is life.
Fortunately, this meant that I got away with some feminine traits. Heck, while my shoulders are broad for an average woman (15.2"~) and on-par with a 16-year-old man, it could have been much, much worse with my ribcage, facial structure, general bone structure, etc. (which is somewhat feminine - the brow and forehead are the only masculine features), and so forth.
Well I'll say this: I'm not gettign involved and will judge you myself for how you come off to me. No worries there. Besides, anon didn't back up their claims so... yeah that's kind of working against her.
i like it when ppl call me kiddo xd
i dont like healthy food
and i dont like it when people tickle me so there
rly counting on u being on my side butt anon
>Hardly any such thing
uh there's a ton of pharmaceutical companies that are based in the states and are thus held to the stricter laws we have here. you can see some of them here https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_pharmaceutical_companies
what i'm saying is that regardless of whether or not a generic is prescribed the pills you're getting were manufactured at a location that has strict guidelines on how to produce, and check their product that abide by U.S. laws. websites like inhousepharmacy and alldaychemist are not limited to manufacturers that pass U.S. standards and can thus pick from whichever distributors they choose to purchase from, and then sell to you. why is this so confusing?
Ooo lets play 20 questions!
Are you old enough to drink? Are you old enough to drive? Are you old enough to drink and drive? Are you older than a breadbox? Are you old enough to be my sempai? Are you old enough to be my grandpa?
His pics were posted here by rawr and it triggered him so much he reported everyone and made his pics disappear even from the archives lol.
It was a total shoah that day just look at all those disappeared posts lol. Enjoy:
Hey it works both ways because he is underage, he takes pics of his nude body and those pics are legally child porn and because he posted them on the internet it makes it both producing and possessing child porn for him and whoever saves or views those pics.
I hope you find your wings some day Anonymous.
also um hi everyone how are you tonight? besides feeling suicidal or depressed apparently?? does anyone want to talk about anything that's going on with them????
Hi, It's really hot here and I am playing videogames and feeling good. gotta go shopping for milk and other groceries in a bit but don't want to leave the house cause it's like 38c outside or something.
How are you?
Hello! I'm just kinda bored, I'm trying to find some youtube videos to watch while I wait for some videogames to re-download. Kiwi is off doing her new laser thing so I kinda miss her too.
I don't wanna run my ac when it's only me in the house because power bills lol ;; I can only justify it to myself when my friends are over for their comfort.
At least ive got this shitty $5 standing fan.
It was a reference to an old movie about dinosaurs, actually.
where do you live sarah? it's so late for me rn it's like 1 am lol. um i am good. i've been talking to my friend amelia nonstop lately, like we never sleep. but she helped me realize i should stop with the weeb fashions and stuff so i'm just looking up other more mature clothes and adult things yknow.
what kind of yt vids do you like? i'm glad kiwi finally got her laser thingy she seemed worried!
what makes you think you're falling for him? you probably are if you think you are. you know yourself best. also how long have you known him?
Okay you know this is a bullshit tool when it obviously gives you at least 50 feminine points extra if you have long hair. Those deep set eyes, that nose, that Edgar-like wide face and 97%? Whaa? But don't mind me, I am just a bitter hon jelly of you're gains. You pass great hon.
It's been a few weird days of feeling like I wasn't doing too much, but for the time being I bear entropy. There isn't a single dirty dish or piece of clothing in the apartment, and the kitchen has never been that clean since before I moved in.
It helps not think about the fact that both my official srs date and my new IDs with gender markers fixed are in limbo with no word other than two of my IDs being about to expire.
>what kind of yt vids do you like? i'm glad kiwi finally got her laser thingy she seemed worried!
A lotta times I like to throw on videos where people are just kinda talking. Like Totalbiscuit, or RedLetterMedia, or comedy/late night shows.
And yeah I'm happy for her, I hope it helps her self esteem a lot.
i dont really think you know the whole picture of anyone's life here
that's such a far-fetched assumption
i know there's reasons to be envious of when she started mones or this or that, but there's more to ones life than that
and i think if we all had the bigger picture of what each other's lives were like we'd realize that we're all in not such a bad place and that a lot of us hide the big positives and negatives
i get being envious but it's really nothing that makes someone automatically happy so please dont be bitter we love you
sorry for bad english
Chrischan asks you to dance
>his face suddenly looks like he smells a fart
>he wiggles his shoulders at you
>stumbles away a bit
>backs up like a drunk, right at you
Brushes his stubble against your cheek and whispers
>take me now baby, i'm so wet for you
Not lost, they're just both getting late (or at least that's what I tell myself to not feel too bad about it), and I'm worried the holidays fucked things up somehow. It's the fun of the dead season.
am i doing it wrong if the little pulses of laser on my laser hair removal kit felt warm and fuzzy and nice?
..........That terrified me so much just now.
I almost want to say it scared me into liking guys.
Errm, maybe a year and a half? I think it's probably because he's basically the only person among my fellow graduate students that goes out of his way to interact with me, for example getting lunch together and have conversations with me about our work and random ideas and various nerd things, and actually encourages me when I am depressed and feeling like my research is going nowhere.
Okay, yeah, I definitely have a crush on him. This semester is going to be awkward. He doesn't know I'm trans or on HRT, I'm pretty sure he won't hate me for that when I eventually come out to people but I'm going to be in boy mode for quite a while, and even when I finally do feel comfortable being open about transitioning (definitely not until I get rid of my facial hair) I'm pretty sure that he's only interested in cis girls.
I think just staying close friends (without benefits) is what makes sense. I'm somewhat worried that hormone lust is going to make me act weird and fuck things up between us, I really hope I don't start blushing and acting inappropriately affectionate.
Crap, I'm definitely going to screw this up, aren't I. Okay, I'm going to bed before I embarrass myself further; good night /mtfg/.
Why does SA have to be so hot!!!
Though I'm actually pretty glad I had to go for my therapist appointment at 8:30 now.
Self medding anon, and I'm on my second round of meds, but I can't seem to buy any from alldaychemist or inhousepharmacy, they keep saying my payments are denied, am I doing it wrong, or is there something wrong right now, I have 400$ in my checking and the price of the goods is 130$, I keep entering my bank number with the routing number and without, I'm losing ideas.
Also in case anyone wanted to know, either I'm getting fatter or I have like half an inch of breast, which is nothing really, but my nipples hurt a lot.
>tfw I've seen pretty significant growth in my boobs at around the year and 9 month area
Why are the starting to ache again and grow? I'm not gonna complain but definitely wasn't expecting a second windo.
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>tfw mtfg will never form a jpop girl group\
fuck this gay earth.
>i should stop with the weeb fashions
b-but that's the best kind ;~;
Guess this person's age, sex, and gender.
does she "Pass"???
bonus points for guessing her height.
I talked to my surgeon yesterday
I ruined whatever relationship we had
That's freaking Laci Green. Laci Green is a legit psychopath.
Seriously, most of the stuff she says is Orweillian in nature...
Pretty upfront desu
What was wrong with his techniques?
Try harder next time.
Chris Chan is rather horrifying but...
I don't know who Floe is nor do I...really care.
Try again tomorrow night! Tilly got me rather good because...ugh That mental image. But I'm about to pass out so, It wouldn't have much of an effect.
Also, if you see Kayla, call her insufferable.
>realise that i'm horribly distant with my mother
>she will ask a question or say something and i will reply with the least honest/effort answer
>have no respect for anything she says or does
am i a bad person, mtfg?
Went through that phase myself. You'll have to get over yourself in time. But it's a learning curve. Don't hate yourself too much over it. Just realize you do it and resolve to do better.
The Case of a Stolen Girltinkler
A noir mystery thriller novel written by John McDaddy
Chaser Gaynor, a successful private eye native to seedy run-down streets of New York, goes to Thailand undecover only to find out that a shady business is going on! All clues lead to the most heinous Suporn Cartel led by the vicious Dr. Chewondik. Chewondik kidnaps cock girls all over the world and sells their beautiful girlcocks to the Jews who make a famous anti-aging cream out of it. Can Chaser Gaynor stop them before the last cock girl has her cock taken away from her?
All cash in in Australian dollars
$1100ish for flights (both to Sydney and to Thailand, return)
$500 for about 23 days stay I think at Bangkok Rama hotel
$500ish on food
$500ish on souveniers
I posted my results and stuff on /cd/, I think that's where they recognize me as a Straya Anon
i'm actually fucking spooked dude, please. like it's hard to tell in the lighting and all that but damn dude its almost uncanny, the facial structure and eyes. he has sligfhtly different hair though.
Yup thats the guy. Wouldnt be surprised if it was him in the pic desu
incredible. i hope hes doing okay i ahvent seen him in over two years, he was fucking amazing to me and made my life less shitty guess thats kinda his job after all. he never really had much hair and that pic up there has a bit. one day i wanna revisit sydney, so amny places i miss and a lot of memories i need to put behindm e.
Guess Urban dictionary lied to me, but I guess it's it be expected from the site where people post this shit in their name.
>Name is the sexiest beast alive, they get so much pussy and make big cums, they make the biggest cums. They make big cums that make girls gain 10kg of cum. They have lots of friends (people seriously like me guis :(.) and did I mention their cums are the biggest.
I just started first boyfriend a while ago and I'm kind of worried that I'm actually a lesbian who hasn't fully explore her sexuality, and that I'm bot really bi but just very lonely. I found him by making a thread on /r9k/ asking if anyone would be willing to date a trans woman, so naturally he's lonely, fragile, never had a gf before etc. and I'd feel horrible if I hurt him. He seems like a very nice guy in regardless of anything else too.
Basically what I'm asking is if I should just break it off now so I don't end up hurting him later on, or should I stay with him and hope for the best.
I really want to make him happy too, and having a girlfriend probably helps a lot with that.
I'll make this fucknugget proof for you:
Do you like him?
If Y: No.
If N: Yes. And Come clean.
IS that so fucking hard?
Also, stop trying to find love on /r9k/ that's considered exploitation.
You like him but don't know if you love him.
Let me do the work for you here:
Y=No. Stay with him.
Simple as that.
Love is a process. You have to build love from a solid foundation. It's not something that just happens. It arises from the affection and bond that you two form.
Now get out there and build that bond and let the fucker grow.
And for the love of god don't you dare be selfish about it, a relationship is a two way street.
Oh, right one last thing.
Gardy lurks on /lgbt/
If you've ever seen the threads, you know who I'm talking about.
I-I like girls darnit!
Well... one guy made me feel real special once...
>taking your trip off for that
>not openly wanting to fuck dogs
Our queen made another video
I dont really know senpai, yume just kind of flew into my life suddenly and took my breath away
just be sincere with people and dont be afraid to give your skype out and be heartfelt with the anons/trips that need it?
1. Find someone super awesome like Kiwi
2. Give your new kiwi lots of attention and affection
3. Fall in love with her super hard
4. Your new kiwi will confess to you at the same time you do to her
5. Enjoy your new kiwi gf
Kiwi is mine tho so find your own
all u have to do is prey on unsuspecting weak women like a vulture
just remember that all women are lesser and weaker than you and dont let ur emotiosn get in the way
also start wearing like.... i dont know what they're called uhhh those shirts without the sleeves that guys wear
>a bot isn't the first thing to say I look like seth rogan