I tried to kill myself last night, post papes that fit the mood.
Edgelord reporting in
>>6793866
>>6793869
>>6793871
Last one
thats about all i got for the shitty sad ones
>>6793856
SORT YOURSELF OUT
>>6793856
I love you OP. Please try to enjoy life.
Dude, or dudette. Sucide solves nothin' it just makes ya dead dingus. Which causes more problems. If your strong or want to be strong in life push yourself forward.
>>6793856
Been there before a couple times and I just want you to know that there is hope to make things better. I stopped fucking around around a year ago and things have improved a lot since then. Try to find the hobbies that really make you happy and work on making yourself a better and more fulfilled person through them. Also, exercise does wonders.
Nobody here loves you. They're giving you meaningless platitudes about you and your life.
Either kill yourself or don't. Nobody here actually cares and it won't make a difference to them when you're gone.
I'm not from this board but there was some beautiful stuff in this thread. Thank you for posting it, strangers.
As a general rule, I hope people feel better. You too, OP.
[spoiler]OP is still a faggot.[/spoiler]
>>6793856
Been there done that dude. OD'd on painkillers and spent 3 days in emergency room, liver almost failed. I always thought when people said "its gets better" they were being idiots, as if you'd suddenly wake up and life would be sick. It's been rough since feb, and some days are definitely worse than others, but each day sucks a little less, and every day something good, however small appears.
I made this a while ago, never shared it before but I figure if there's someone to show it's you :)
>>6793856
My friend melody tried to recently too. Know that people care about you before you make a decision.
>>6793856
thats not a good idea baka
No, i refuse to support someone who doesn't value the most sacred gift they've received. Sorry. if you try again I recommend helium next time.
>>6793856
If you are suicidal, take the time to pursue the wild dreams you've always thought insane. Go on that crazy hike around the world, you'll surely starve to death. Go climb Mt. Everest, the cold will end you. Fly out to Paris, spend all your money on expensive food and alcohol and talk up all the girls, you'll be left there with nothing to do but die if you can't get back.
Don't just swallow pills, it's terribly boring.
>>6794826
Sail across the Atlantic, as well. You just might drown.
hey OP, i won't take much of your time, I'll just share with you how i definitely (at least I hope so) stopped wanting to kill myself:
>be me
>feel like a piece of shit for failing studies, making the woman i love cry and such (the list goes on but that irrelevant)
>get dumped by my girlfriend of many years because " I can't stand seing you so depressed, we are just both suffering"
>have that terrible feeling of wanting to disappear, wanting everything to stop
>do some planning on how and when I should end my life
>meet an old friend lost from sight a year ago
>she have the saddest life i know (lost her mother, father insane and alcoholic, she ran from home, did a lot of drugs...)
>with all this she had the truest smile I ever saw
if she could come up with such a smile after living things so much worse than I ever lived i felt that I didn't have the right to be so sad with my life.
I don't know if all this can help you, but as a man who don't want to kill himself anymore all I can say is try to find somebody who came out of the shittiest life you can find and see him/her smile.
else, do this>>6794826
>>6794162
Fuck you
sincerely,
-all the people who felt like OP
>>6793856
that's okay, OP. just...don't do it again. i know things are hard for you now. they are for me, and most of us, too. but you're okay. you'll be okay. we'll all be okay. merry christmas, OP.
>>6794916
>try to find somebody who came out of the shittiest life you can find and see him/her smile
i did, anon. i made her laugh, too. but she killed herself earlier this year and now i'll never see that smile again. but y'know, for the entirety of our relationship, i felt like a good person. a funny person. hell, a person, period. it's a good resolve, anon, and i applaud you for it.
The world just seems like a wasteland after that. People could be walking past you, talking with each other, laughing together, but it's a wasteland. Just like being lonely in a crowd, you could be in the middle of a bustling city but when you feel dead inside that bustling city is dead.
I do understand how you feel to an extent OP. I've tried killing myself in the past, the reasons we come to these crosses may be different, but I understand the base feeling of wanting to end it all. Not sure if my worlds help, I certainly hope they do, I hope OP and whoever else reads this feel some solace. Words are cheap but I'm poor.
We're sailing these treacherous seas of depression, self-hatred, anxiety, loneliness and suicide with you OP. These waters are dangerous and many will no make it, being lost in the storms. I see surviving suicide as falling overboard but making it back on ship. The two of us have fallen overboard OP, that's an experience not many go through, it's an experience we can learn from and build from. We'll make it to the harbor together bro.
I've really got no idea if these words are helping or if it's just more useless advice people are more than happy to give those like us. I'm not going to give you any bullshit advice, I've heard it all, it accomplishes as much as asking a wall to get out of your way. I just hate knowing there are other people out there that feel miserable and want to end it all like I do. I wish I could absorb others misery and I was the only depressed and suicidal person, at least then the misery would be worth it.
Good luck though OP and anyone else that are sailing these dreadful seas with us.
>>6793856
>try
then you didn't even want to do it...
do or do not, there is no try
>>6795146
This isn't Star Wars. Suicide isn't that simple either.
>>6795147
If you want to commit suicide you do, if you only "try" you don't really want deep inside...
>>6795148
If that's how you think it works. Good for you. For some people that attempt suicide it's a bit different, some of us truly want to die, go through the attempt and realise there's reason beyond just ourselves for why we then decide to back out.
I overdosed and went to bed, I quickly realised I didn't want my family to find my corpse or to put them through losing me. My family is the reason I haven't ended it all, without them I would immediately. Not sure what OP's reasons are, but not every suicidal person nor people that actually go through the process are the same. Yes, many go through the attempt and realise they want to live instead, but not all.
>>6793856
Rise above, anon.
I told myself during new year's evening that I would kill myself sometime this year. Since then, I've had 4 failed suicide attempts, and done plenty of damage to my body.
I've lost all my friends, and my family, for the most of it, have just seen me as a burden for this year. 2016 has been the worst year of my life, and my depression, anxiety and other issues have been at their worst.
But I'm here, and I'm alive. Not because I suck at killing myself, but because failing so many times made me realise that it isn't worth it.
I told myself that I would be 'free', and that I would no longer suffer pain in this world. Looking back at it now, I'm embarrassed at what I used to be.
A pitiful, empty, wasteful crying heap of shit. I don't blame my family for seeing me as a burden. I didn't want to make myself any better, and I felt comfortable the way I was. (Or, the thought of changing made me uncomfortable)
What it took for me to change my mindset was a long hard look at myself. I saw myself as this weak piece of shit, and honestly, I was so fed up of being the way I was.
I realised that since I wasn't scared of death any longer, I could do whatever the fuck I wanted since it didn't matter if I died in the process. I haven't quite gotten the chance to do anything that extreme yet, but I've pushed myself to the point of bettering myself, and I'm grateful to be alive right now.
I decided to join the gym, start eating better, learn new instruments, meet new people, have new friends, etc. (In that order. Going to the gym made me a more confident person)
I also decided to get help, and so I started seeing a therapist and got some CBT which made my anxiety more bearable.
This is probably all a mess to read, but I feel what you're going through so strongly, and I'm just writing down all of my thoughts, in hopes that you'll be able to read it and understand it.
>>6795152
as I said then
>only "try" if you don't really want deep inside
>>6795153
The process was difficult. Not only did I have to pick myself up, but now I'm in the best shape I've been in my life, both mentally and physically.
I've learned of discipline, and resilience. I've found a purpose in life to strive to always improve myself in any way possible.
You can do it too, anon. It's a long and difficult journey, and the thought of doing so might be nauseating, but it will pay off.
Become a warrior and rise above others, and what you previously were.
>>6793867
In Vain is a fucking phenomenal band.
>>6793856
>>6793856
Make your dream come true.
Last night you say tommorrow, just do it.
>>6793856
>>6793856
I don't have any emotional stories to share with you to help you, so good luck, OP.
>>6795153
Unless you deliberately failed those 4 times, you kinda suck at killing yourself to be very honest
Time to watch "The OA" on Netflix. Episode 5 will blow your mind. Best therapy for feelings of Angst.
Hey I better explain what's on the other side. So at least you understand what you are getting into. The first thing which is what everything else is predicated on is that infinity exists. Whenever anyone says there is a wall at the end of the universe, well by definition there's always something on the other side of the wall, even if it is nothing. If you can wrap your mind around infinity, then you can understand that your present world stretches out in all directions forever. Which means there is no room for anything else, which means all worlds sit on top of each other occupying the same space, which means the occupants of those worlds define those worlds by their ability to perceive them, which means even though the microbes beneath our feet can't see us, and we can't see them, we still occupy the same space defined by our ability to perceive it. When you die, you have an "Energy Image" which some call a ghost, or a soul, or whatever you want to call it. Ghosts are real, and when they appear, they usually occupy the same area they occupied when they were alive, because we all occupy the same space but at different levels of perception. When a Ghost appears, the room gets cold because he needs the heat from our world in order for him to hit a light spectrum our vision can see in. When the room gets warm his back in a spectrum we can't see in. Your 'Energy Image' is defined by your life here in this world. You develop a frequency that you vibrate at (the easiest way I can put it). Since whatever place you end up in is defined simply by your perception of it, that also applies to the frequency you vibrate at. So if you are a serial killer, your next world is occupied by people that have that same perception/frequency. Some people call it hell. I guess it depends on your perspective, lol. So that's it in a nutshell. The person that you are today is who you will spend eternity with when you pull the trigger. You might want to rethink that move.
man, the amount of times when i was a teen after spending the entire night snorting coke or doing amphetamine (i was a skinny 16 year old boy, around 120 lbs at 5 8,
used to go through a gram to 2 grams of coke in a night, or 200 mg of adderall, or around a couple of grams of speed paste if thats what i had) really made
me suicidal by how often i would go on these "stay awake for days" type of shit (let alone laying bed feeling a racing heart that wouldnt let me sleep at 6
in the morning with voices in my head (not schizophrenic, usually hear voices from 40+ hours no sleep while under the influence of a stimulant comedown + weed + malnutrition, never heard voices well rested) for
hours on end thinking if i should hang myself with a belt). I've never tried to commit suicide so i guess i'm just a giant pussy that subconsciously acts depressed to get empathy and attention from others. *tips fedora
eating a stable diet and sleep schedule really seems to help (multivitamins and fish oil help a lot too).
sorry for the same shit you've probably heard many times before but its better in my opinion then being told "you should see someone or get help"
my situation is no where close to what you probably have going, but just know that there is hope. you would have never existed if your ancestors ended up killing themselves because they were depressed too.
it seems very unlikely that you have to be the generation of your family that ends it all .*tips fedora not saying you don't have depression, its just there is a way to make yourself content. try and find something to be
interested in. I myself try to make money from the stock market (Graham's Intelligent Investor is a great book, must read.) while learning math on the side in case it doesn't work out, so i have something for colleges to see me as.
They booth help me get my mind off of things. I'm still in highschool so i can't really complain about my life because i'm really just a privileged cunt.
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TJ Shipp
STL
One of my friends just succeeded night before last. Just know that there are people out there that will be hurt, OP.
>>6793856
Don't do it. Seek help. Family, friends...shrink...whatever it takes. Push through it.
>>6794077
Exercise didn't help me. Once my depression and what I'm assuming is schizophrenia really hit me exercise was no match.
Anyway since you're alive you might as well do something fun OP. Go to a strip club and get your dick sucked. Fuck it. You have nothing to lose. You're going to kill yourself one day. Do anything and everything you want to.
>>6797685
So perfect
>>6794162
that's not true
don't speak as if your opinion represents everyone else's
Here you go, OP. You're welcome.
>>6794826
People who say this don't understand how it feels to be suicidal
>>6798538
I suppose the only ones who truly have can't say much.
Because they're dead.
>>6798538
You are completely correct. Without happiness there is no life to live. Going out with a bang seems like too much effort when you could just end it now.
>>6798546
Not all of them. Fucked my brain with drugs and burnt out all my serotonin receptors, this led to me trying desperately to overdose. But alas I woke up in a hospital cuffed to the bed and now three years later and after several courses of SSRIs and hours of mentally exhausting therapy my brain is finally ticking again.I see purpose in my life. My point being that there are people out there who have felt suicidal to the point of doing something they were certain would kill them and yet still come out the other side a better person.
>>6793856
OP, I don't know/care for you really but as someone who has been though shit like this before my only piece of advice would be that things wont get better, not for a very long time. You'll wake up everyday and feel exactly the same until you start doing something about it and even then you've only just begun the road to recovery. I'm not here for you, but if you feel you'd like to be happy again then I wish you the best of luck with it.
>>6793856
Please be safe anon.
The world cares.
>>6793856
Stop masturbating.
>>6798579
I was just joking man, but what would you prefer I said to him? Do it?
I've been in times where I've thought that way, when everything else feels like too much effort. But I never attempted suicide nor will I ever directly try, I don't know if that's because I have it better or if I'm just optimistic.
>>6793856
>>6798579
I found that very motivational....I was just passing by but wow, really well worded and expressed. I think you could really help a person or two with that simple yet heartfelt advice
>>6794162
You don't have to love someone to care about them. Especially for those of us that have struggled with the same.
>>6793856
>>6798783
I laughed.
>>6793856
ignore filename
>>6793856
You'll be alright anon.
>>6799251
nah nigga, embace it.
Just don't put any of the more out there stuff on here, give the robots their thread.
>>6793878
What chink cartoon is that from?
>>6800016
Fooly Cooly
>>6798783
kek
>>6793856
MOVE. YOUR. ASS.
you know what to do to make things better for yourself, even if they're just the smallest things. start doing them, get to know the feeling of improvement, go on from there.
op, tomorrow is another day.
Something that kept me going after my attempt is acknowledging what you did and that you might as well stay and enjoy the ride. Nothing can really scare you from doing anything you want now so just enjoy it while it lasts.
>>6794162
Dude Fuck you and your stupid Insecurities, the fact that you make somebody feel worse wont make them dissapear. Hang in there OP, everything will get better
>>6800084
Bump
>>6794162
True but desu it didn't need to be said. Anyone who agrees with you already knows, everyone else will just think you're an ass.
>>6794821
Most sacred gift to some, greatest act of violence to others. Fucking moralfags.
Nitrogen is better than helium.
>>6797852
>Family, friends
heheheheh
>>6800615
>>6800616
>>6800617
>>6793856
Move towards what moves you.
Life or death doesn't matter, you don't need reasons.
>>6793856
Fuck, u even failed that
>>6793856
I know how you feel.
I can't live for myself, I live for others. They love me and I don't want to hurt them. It's the only reason I'm still here.
>>6800730
hush, n00blet
>>6795154
fuck, he so wise
If I ever "tried to kill myself", I'd be dead. What I'd do is go to a remote location, get way up in a tree with a noose around neck, jump out of the tree while shooting self in the head, after taking a lethal dose of pills.
>>6794162
Fuck off anon
>>6794162
I agree with you anon but I'm guessing you're depressed as well because of how pessimistic you are
>>6793862
Todas 20 years agosto i was playing that game... Thanks for the nightmares anon
>>6795155
It's harder when you know this is true but haven't reached your breaking point. I'm hoping one day I'll crack and get off my ass because for some reason I can't do it consciously. Probably cause I'm too weak.
>>6793856
looks like you didn't do a very good job
try it again and this time seriously do it
>>6793874
do you know what it says in this one, anon? I'm curious
>>6800615
I fixed the colour scheme there.
That air looked a little too putrid. Even for london
So sorry OP, I wish someone was around you to help with what you're going through. All I can tell you is tomorrow is yours, you are stronger than you ever were and one day you'll be even more stronger and wiser.
>>6800741
>I can't live for myself, I live for others. They love me and I don't want to hurt them. It's the only reason I'm still here.
That's literally my sole reason I haven't killed myself desu. I don't want my mom to be sad because of me. So I'm just going through my sad existence for her.
>>6801237
The only time a television show (almost) made me cry.
waaaaah give me attention of the fucking internet
retard
>>6801509
on*
>>6797384
And you came to this conclusion how? I liked reading it.
>>6793856
btw nice dr manhattan pape
>>6801509
The edge is strong with this one
>>6801509
>>6801510
>spews idiocy
>boishock pape
checks out
>>6801234
You should follow OPs example
Holy shit that christmas hat couldnt be any more well placed.
>>6794826
You kill yourself exactly because you have no interest, energy or wherewithall to accomplish these things that would increase your life satisfaction. Besides, that painting is nice but it feels like a warm glass of water.
>>6794162
Fuck off
>>6797229
I'd say I deliberately failed the last time. The only time I didn't really want to do it.
>>6793864
Is that based of Lincoln Park Zoo in Chicago? That looks super fucking familiar
>>6801095
Which game is it?
I don't know if you've heard of Roland Deschain, but he's what they call a gunslinger. He's a kind of old Arthurian knight, and his story is about his need and want to reach a place, what they call the Dark Tower. Now, it doesn't really matter what exactly the Tower is or what's in it (read the story if you want to know), but what matters is that Roland got the shit kicked out of him so much throughout the seven-book series that you could've sworn he was about to give up. I'm not going to spoil the story, but Roland needed to reach that Tower. But the Tower is in all of us, and it's a symbol of our drive as humans to keep pressing on until we find it. It doesn't make any difference what your Tower is, OP. Maybe you want to get in shape, or ace an upcoming job interview, or learn how to cook Bolognese ragu; it doesn't matter. But you, like Roland, need to keep pushing on.
Every man has his Tower. You just need to keep going until you reach yours. I know it's hard, believe me, I've been there. I got beaten down a lot, got pushed to the floor and had my guts stomped out by life on several occasions. But you just have to keep pushing on.
Keep going, my friend. I don't know you, but I hope you succeed and find your Tower.
>>6793856
statistically if you try to kill yourself and fail you probably won't try again, at least thats what I've heard. Feel better OP.
>>6797384
Fun idea. Complete bullshit, but fun.
>>6794162
ur a moron.
>>6795075
I know your feel, anon.
This has twice happened to me. I've given up on trying to love anything anymore. If I can't even save her from herself, what good am I to her?
Two mistakes is two too many.
>>6797384
Eh, you're not putting into account time. Your 'ghost' doesn't only exist in defined space, but also defined time. Without one there can be no other. Time changes all things constantly, nothing exists without it's time. When you die you return to all things, abandoning your time and space for the possibilities of infinity.
>>6803186
Stop thinking so singularly. You're a single definite flaw, fighting against the infinity of space and time. The only way to overcome your weakness is to embrace the collectivism of all humanity, for we all together can become infinite. Ignore your faults, disregard any chance of individual failure and focus entirely upon helping the entire human race.
>>6794162
Best post in this thread
I feel you OP
I want to be nice and say something to comfort OP, but the truth is the world isn't fair, and the only one who can help you is you.
>>6794162
This Anon is right.
I get depressed, suicidal, anxious, etc, but it's not like you should care as if I need sympathy from people who barely relate with me as if it's some kind of therapy. Just consider the people who would be effected by it before you commit as narcissistic an act as it is. That's what always seems to stop me from offing myself. But it's also a reason to do it when my relatives die or stop caring for me.
>>6793856
try harder faggot
>>6793953
>letterkenny reference
>mu'prooved
<3
Someone post the ww2 D-day motivational pape.
>>6793896
I hate shit like this because it pretends like you have some sort of perception of death. You obviously can't enjoy being dead. You wont have a sense of peace. You wont experience silence.
>>6794162
You're a piece of shit. Take your homicidal tenancies back to /b/.
>>6804850
derp *tendencies. Thats what I get for drunk posting.
>>6793856
thought you would find this funny and i'm hoping this will cheer you up OP. No matter how tough you find everything, there is always something to live for <3
>>6804845
ty
sometimes I need those kind of comments to shake off this "sad" feel
>>6794162
(you)
>>6793856
>>6795147
Whoa... mind blown
>>6793856
Don't give up, keep on dreamin'
>>6800076
is this from alix perez and eprom' s powers of two EP? i' m 100% sure this is the cover art
>>6805223
Wtf is with that gay smoke? Added in MS paint?
>>6801142
暢游美麗河山, tour the beautiful rivers and mountains
>>6801950
Nah, it's in budapest.
>>6801114
you need to know that there are people out there that never reach their breaking point, i'm not the same anon but i've done the exact same thing they have done. You need to make your breaking point and not take the chance that you could be one that never reaches it
i don't have any advice for any of you all since i have no experience with suicidal thoughts, but please, seriously, don't kill yourself. try new things
>>6805502
not who you replied to, but nice taste my dude
>>6794171
That's pretty good. It kept me looking at it
>>6793856
>I tried to kill myself last night, post papes that fit the mood.
Cool blog. Better luck next time.
The mood is happy, cause you survived.
Don't go doing that again, anon
>>6794171
I looked at it for a while that's a good pic
>>6794162
eat shit anon you edgy douchelord
>>6793867
Gotta love In Vain. Specially this album. They are working on a new album btw
>>6793856
I tried to kill the mood last night, post papes that fit myself .
It is OK to die OP.
You don't have to exist for anyone but yourself.
If you don't want to- then no one has the right to make you continue existing.
>>6806484
that is some evil shit.
>>6793856
Hope you succeed next time!
>>6794037
>implying death causes more problems than it solves
6/10 bait
>>6802612
>at least thats what I've heard.
On tumblr or Reddit? I
It's no secret life fucking sucks sometimes, or maybe even most of the time. Thank you all for being nice and supportive. Needed it. And thanks to OP for the thread. Keep kicking, friends.
Give up nerd
>>6793856
https://youtu.be/mMRrCYPxD0I
You'll be right, OP.
Do you really care? Or are you just want people on the internet to tell you not to do it. Bottle it up, internalise it and move on, like the rest of us.
>>6793856
>>6806912
:/ perpetualization isn't that good for most, I think
>>6806912
you sound unhappy
Be reet int morning.
>>6794162
>W
There's more to life than cynism
>>6794162
kys
>>6802500
very shitty and ridiculously hard silver surfer game.
>>6793856
If it's any consolation OP, in the grand scheme of things your death would mean very little, and the same with your life.
I don't know if it'll help you, but thinking about how insignificant I am always puts things into focus whenever the thoughts about offing myself come around.
You're already here, you might as well play out the rest of the game. It might get better, or it might get so bad that you can laugh about it.
>>6793856
Never stop trying
>>6810377
saved, this looks nice as fuck
>>6802586
Great series. I think all OP's who want to an-hero should read a good fantasy series instead.
>>6809487
>>6793856
This, pretty much what I live by.
>>6793879
yo hyperlight drifter has so many suitable wallpapers
Every time I come on this board there's a post like this
"I -tried- to kill myself"
Then try again, pussy. Stop begging for attention on a fucking wallpaper board. Just do it. No one will care.
>>6793856
>>6810919
i feel like this post is a cry for attention, no?
>>6803389
Time is a figment of your memory. Without your memory, there is no time. All things exist at the same time. The truth is, there is no such thing as time. Infinity is everything. Meaning all things are infinite and exist in the same space at the same time.
>>6810919
the (you) you're hoping for is a far more sad cry for attention than op's
>>6803389
Please also realize that those memory cells you have in your brain were put there to help you survive. Memory helps you prevent repeating mistakes. But when you die, those memory cells go into your grave, and you don't take them with you. The limitations you have experienced in life are gone. You don't need money, food, shelter or the limited point of view your physical body locked you into. So time is directly related to your current form and has nothing to do with "The Big Picture."
American Southwest here
Havent seen the sun in a week
All I want to do is sleep
>>6798027
You'd think so but after walking around that park all day in 100 degree weather only broken up by torrential downpours I'm pretty sure I won't have the desire to go back for several years.
The Presidential Suite at the hotel was kickass though. I should just stay there next time.
>>6794162
Fuck off. I love everyone, as long as you dont intentionally cause or pursue to cause harm to anyone else. I may not know any of you fuckers personally and i obviously wont know if you are feeling pain and kill yourself tonight. But if i did, i would feel your pain and care about you, no matter your ethnicity, state of mind or appearance.
>>6798649
this.
>>6793856
couldnt even kill yourself haha
>>6801095
Liquicity used a flipped version of this for a song they uploaded to their channel. It's called City Needs Sleep by Priority One and TwoThirds, it's pretty /comfy/
>>6804845
>says no one will know what will happen when they die
>goes on to give us their opinion
>>6812235
>>6812238
3edgy5me
>>6802612
previous suicide attempts are the biggest risk factor for completing suicide
>>6810944
nice, saved
>>6800615
>Nitrogen is better than helium.
Shit advice. 79% of what you're breathing right now is Nitrogen.
>>6798783
Top kek
>>6793856
I'll contribute what i have. I'm sorry to hear that OP. I hope you don't kill yourself but i also know the pull of it.
I love you.
>>6815474
>2/?
>>6815477
>3/?
>>6815478
>>6815479
>5/?
>>6815482
>>6815487
>7/?
>>6815494
>8/?
>>6815498
>9/?
>>6806534
i don't know that anon's intent, but i don't think it's evil to let people know they don't have to keep living a life they don't want just to please other people. if it's tortuous for a person to live then why should i be so evil and selfish to demand they keep living because to do otherwise would inconvenience and upset me?
>>6815500
>10/?
>>6815506
>last for for tonight 11
>>6793862
>
Silver Surfer?
>>6793856
>>6800383
>>6799144
>>6797118
these are stunning to me, thank you
Tried to kill my self a couple weeks before Christmas, it failed and a family member found me and rescued me. Life is the same things move on people move forward, we are just a mere grain of dust in never ending sand storm.
>OP is still a faggot(:
>>6815717
Sorry I sounded like an autistic /b/tard.
Life is the same, people move on and move forward.
>>6793856
My friend killed himself the other day. Its a selfish thing to do. We miss him greatly.
>>6794162
Way to be a faggot
Thread theme?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJVoApMH-y4
>>6793856
>>6805143
Ha, read it
>You never fail if you stop trying
>>6815940
yeah, and forcing someone to live miserably and in pain every fucking day for years just so you won't "miss him" is not selfish at all.
>>6803739
>LOL!!! JHONTRON XDDDDDDDDD
Fucking edgelord.
Hurry up, weakling
>>6813492
he says as he posts death grips in a thread about 4chan users killing themselves.
thnx for the wallpaper
>>6794821
So edgy
Do a flip faggot
Treat life like a dinner party.
Being born is the equivalent of being admitted to the table. Around this table are many other people, some good, some bad, some stupid, some wise, and many in between those things. Be social, affable and generous to the guests around you. If someone is rude or malicious, politely ignore them.
When a dish comes your way, take a reasonable portion and pass it on. Don't get impatient for certain dishes to reach you, it's rude. Don't ask for things not on the table, that too is not only rude, but ungrateful. Enjoy what's given to you, thank the host, and share what you get with those nearby.
There will be nice cutlery made of silver, cups and plates made out of gold - use them for their purpose, but don't place importance on them, try to keep or collect them, or squabble over them with other guests. You can't bring them with you when you leave after all.
When the time comes you'll have to leave to make room for other guests. Don't leave the table early - it would be bad manners, and who knows what dish or conversation you might miss? Don't be reluctant to leave when you must - others must also have the chance to enjoy the evening after all.
It's only for a short time, so relax and wait patiently until it's time to leave. If you don't enjoy the evening yourself, maybe you can help someone else to have a good night.
>>6793856
Been there OP, try finding stuff you are passionate about. I got out of my depression with woodcrafting to be honest.
Keep ur chin up
>>6817394
whats this from
>>6815565
Silver shit.
I am tired of this world, these people. I am tired of being caught in the tangle of their lives.
>>6794162
if nobody on 4chan loves him then nobody in the world loves him
what are friends besides nobodys anyway
>>6794162
I care. It's not much, and it probably doesn't really matter in the grand scheme of things. I do it anyway.
you are a breave one...
but next time try harder.
>>6802586
I like you
>>6793856
Why would you want to feel more sad?
>>6817738
This is actually a very good analogy. I'm not OP, but thank you, anon.
OP I've been there too. Hoping the best for you bud
You know, I've frequented this site for years and it's always refreshing to see the internet put its usually disgustingly abhorrent self aside and actually use their posts to pass along positivity. Good on all of you that did. You've restored a bit of my faith in humanity. And as for you, OP. I don't know what your situation is, so I'm not going to bullshit you and say I understand. All I can tell you is that you may feel like you're alone in dealing with what you're dealing with, but if you have family or friends, utilize them. They love and care for you. That's what they're there for. And if you decide to attempt again, think of them before you do. Good luck, friend. I hope it all works out.
>>6793896
I agree with the other poster.
That is literal garbage of thing to say.
>>6794020
fake love from a faggot online.
stfu.
>>6793856
I find it utterly disgusting that you used a /wg/ board to covertly cry about your pathetic attempt at 'Suicide'.
Yay, look at you.
All these other whiney, softhearted, fuckboi feel your feels and replied as such.
But unlike the rest who enjoy wallowing in the same sappy ass crybaby cocksuckery.
I think you're a waste of space, oxygen and resources.
If you're going to do it, do it.
Don't fail and then cry about your fucking meaningless attempt and eve more so.
Meaningless life and existence.
If you were truly depressed you'd live. for as long as you could.
All life is but a dust mote in the unfathomably endless universe.
Fuck you and your self-loathing about the best gift you will ever or anyone ever will have.
>>6793856
Lmao!
I tried to kill myself, I failed, so I go to 4Chan and request papes that fit a suicidal mood?
Try harder next time.
>>6817394
its not edgy, its the fucking truth,
>>6818448
saved
>>6819534
Is there no escape from the edgy 19 y/o's that think that they've figured out existence by reading a few books on the subject? You aren't original, and your opinions are as generic as the next tryhard nihilistic hack. Your little rant was probably the most cringeworthy rant I've heard from the wannabe edgelords like you.
>"All life is but a dust mote in the unfathomably endless universe"
Sounds like someone's been reading far too many teen novels.
You're a bigger faggot than OP.
>>6793856
>>6819411
I know 4chan is known for being negative to people just because they can, but /wg/ in general always seems to be pretty positive and it feels good man
>>6793858
Hair: Spaghetti
>>6793911
Can someone please shop some AT-ATs in the distance please?
>>6819891
We aren't anchored to any subject that breeds toxicity so our board is more tepid compared to others. We're like a confluence of different board cultures in their simplest forms so there's mostly good stuff and only some bad.
>>6794162
Lmao at all the replies
Youre 100% correct.
>>6793856
Don't be selfish!!!
There are people far more in need of dying. Help them first.
>>6819534
>if you were truly depressed you'd life for as long as you could
nigga wut have you have you ever seen a depressed person before
>>6793856
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJUhlRoBL8M
>>6793896
Then there's the bugs that are eating you...
>>6815940
Know how u feel, best friend killed himself when we were just 16. I'll never know why he did, hope you had some good memories with he/she cause that's all we have left in the end
>>6815498
hits hard man
>>6793856
Why? What makes your life unlivable just now?
>>6794162
I agree with you to an extent, yes we don't know exactly what's going on in OP's head, we don't really know what's going on in their head, hell we hardly even know OP, but it's not bad to show a sign of remorse, to show a sign that you actually care for another human being. We can't love OP because we don't know OP, but we can show a sign that somebody's gonna be there in life even if it seems like there won't be. But I understand what you're coming from.
>>6806484
>It is OK to die OP.
>You don't have to exist for anyone but yourself.
>If you don't want to- then no one has the right to make you continue existing.
lol what a edgy 12 year old.
How fucking dumb.
>>6804845
You can't enjoy being dead, but you won't have to deal with being alive, which would make many people very happy. I'm glad that it doesn't make any sense to you though, that must feel good.
>>6806534
I hope you never feel otherwise. Once you start to sympathize, you generally are in the middle of a period of consideration yourself.
>>6806912
There's no reason to be angry at someone for trying to be honest with themselves and others. I'm sorry you still bottle it up, hopefully you find someone you can talk to about it soon.
>>6797229
I failed 3 times, twice was because I was 9 and 10 years old and the third was recently because the drugs I took made me have hallucinations and I was terrified so I told my brother that I did it
>>6798783
got me