Missing out on life/things:

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>>6762090

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>>6762094
Lost a sister at a young age.

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I have a really bad ass job, but to do it required me to give up a regular family life. I'll die old an alone.

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Having a dog as a child

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I have a very restricted diet.

>>6762107
what's your job?

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Stopped drinking. Sucks bad.

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Lost her after 2 years working on our relationship.

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I have yet to find my vocation

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Still haven't killed my son

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Never gonna have a kid to share the world with

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>>6762090

never will have a house in the alps, feels bad man

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never have someone who i can love and lust over at the same time

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never gonna have my years of horrible grades back because i was too busy with fucked up partners

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I can't see myself making any new friends in the future. The ones I have already are slowly growing apart.

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missed out on germany winning ww2

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>>6762090
i never got to enjoy life with my first and true love

>>6762345
tell me about your hurt, anon.

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missing out on the happy relationship i could have even though im the reason we're failing

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missed out on having 200 cats because im allergic

>>6762345
She is beautiful. Sometimes I wonder how my 1st gf is doing. And of course I imagine how my life would be if we had stayed together.

But this is it... "Life sucks then you die"

>>6762345
niggah, that's Lorde. You thought I wouldn't notice.

>>6762322
Never say never. Hey you can always rent!

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Missing my best friend, we've grown apart since he went into the Army...

>>6762336
dont worry aust

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>>6762434
Never had real close friends

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>>6762090
I put an end to the relationship with the only girl I ever loved. I missed out on life with her, purpose blah blah blah.

;-;

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A stable, normal, childhood in a nice suburn, with good firends and loving parents. My fucked up childhood messed me up for a long time and I'm only now starting to sort myself out, after many mistakes.

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Missed out on having a life worth living for

>>6762332
same

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becoming a millionaire

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Missed out on enjoying life as European aristocracy in the 19th century

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will never die in a battle

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>>6762746
Don't worry, you can still travel halfway across the world to die in a ditch for people who couldn't care less about you.

>>6762590
you and me both buddy

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>>6762763
that's not the point of it, I would love to die in a war like the napoleonic war or something around that era not because of the cause but because of how valuable they made your death, how worthy the death is, I don't know, maybe I'm the one out of touch

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>>6762813
No offense but you don't really seem to have any idea what you're talking about

>>6762415
She got famous at like, what, 16? If they started dating as awkward 15 year olds she would have totally dumped him on her rise to fame and left him forever wondering what life would have been like if the first girl to ever truly take an interest in him would have brought him with her on her way to a life of luxury rather than ditch him for the numerous cocks of the elite.

This is making me depressed

>>6762813
You were more likely to die of disease in that era than being killed by the enemy

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>>6762912
Army casualties in the French Empire during 1803-1815 amounted to a total of around 1,8 million men. "Only" 371,000 were killed on the battlefield, rest died to disease, later wounds or froze to death while retreating from Russia.

He thinks that back then dying on the battlefield was more "glorious" than it is nowadays but it's the complete opposite, back then if you were just an average infantry ranker you were just buried near the battlefield in a mass grave that isn't marked on any map. Now if you enlist in the army and end up getting blow up by a suicide bomber in some Middle-Eastern shithole, your body will be brought all the way back home and you will be given a hero's funeral with full military honours

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>>6762434
>best friend went to the dark side
>i went to the autist side
>neither of us got it right
It's sad

>>6762313

that's really sad, why though?

>>6762716

at least you're able to accept your mistakes. i don't know if you already do, but consulting is actually a very good idea and not at all embarrassing. i had good parents who loved me with a nice childhood where christmas was magical and a family where respect reigns, but i do consult because i got problems and everybody has them no matter how good their life has been. being a human is hard, and you shouldn't feel the need to figure out how to be good alone. there isn't an instruction manual on life. life is not a science, it's an experience. anyway, i'm rambling on so, consulting is probably the best thing you can do.

>>6762746

you never know, ww3 is coming

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>>6762090
We all missed out

>>6763079
missed out on being a nazi, not fighting them

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>>6762182

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I'll never be able to enjoy putting together and painting a Warhammer Titan Model that's the size of a child

>>6763082
We have a family friend who was fighter pilot when he was younger. When he got out he got a job with a private cargo airline (they hire really good pilots used to flying dangerously because cargo planes can land where passenger planes aren't allowed). He got crazy pay, crazy benefits, and a lot of off time. He's got a wife and 3 boys.

Don't give up hope baby.

>>6762107
Hobbies, be social, healthy. Work less than 50hrs per week. You'll find a normal girl.

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>>6762230

>>6763418
you miss out on being a dumb arab piece of shit who destroys the countries that welcomed his kind?

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>>6763036

I'd consult if I could but I'm flat out broke and psychs usually charge stupid ammounts. I may do it at some point, for now I'm just sorting my priorities out and cutting self destructive habbits.

Christmas sounds awesome at your place, for me it was a tiring, stresfull time of year when everyone was angry and on edge all the time and let it out on whoever couldn't do shit (aka the kids) You couldn't fucking pay me to be a kid again.

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Lived in various apartments my whole life, always fantasised about a /comfy/ rural dwelling

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>>6763082
Private pilot here (Not the reply above)
In National Guard infantry right now. Haven't left for basic yet. Going to go to ROTC using my benefits and go through the Warrant officer flight training. Any tips? Any Military anons?

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>>6764486
Prior Marine Corps Infantry, now National Guard Infantry here. Don't do it. Shit's gay.

>>6764515
Im already in the National Guard Infantry dude, I only chose the reserves so it could pay for my college while I was in. Why did you switch anon?

>>6762095
Oh no. I feel sorry for you.

I fucked up my life. Just did high school and quit studying. Work in a shitty job. I don't really know what to do with my life besides getting my parents a home and getting my brothers good education. Any walls for me?

>>6764486
ask on /k/

>>6763455
Tell'em Senpai!

>>6762745
Time doesn't have to be linear. You might be reincarnated as a 19th century aristocat...

or a Chinese peasant

>>6762745
they didn't have air conditioning

>>6764055
I'm glad I was born in the suburbs, it means I appreciate the idea of a rural home much more and gives me a clear goal to work towards in life.

>>6762909
aren't the holidays nice?

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I was a victim of physical and sexual child abuse, and I feel like I've never really been innocent.

>>6765279
tell story

>>6762095
>Lost a sister at a young age.
Shit, man. I'm really sorry. I don't have a blood sister, but I have a really long time family friend that I consider a sister, and I couldn't even imagine.

>>6762119
>Having a dog as a child
My dog is 2,500 miles away right now, has been for 3 months, and will be for another 2 months; I miss her so fucking much, man.

>>6762224
>Stopped drinking. Sucks bad.
If for addiction purposes, you're doing the right thing. If for other purposes, you're still doing the right thing.

>>6762345
>i never got to enjoy life with my first and true love
I used to feel the same way, but the girl I'm with now, and have been with for 7 years, is seriously SO MUCH better! You'll move on. There will always be that soft spot, but if you're like me, those two girls will apparently become friends and go to festivals with you, and chow down on tons of acid and make you feel awkward, but kinda cool cause you get to see the girl you currently love and adore, hanging out being cool/friends with the girl you use to love and adore, and it's just oddly comforting.

>>6762355
>missed out on having 200 cats because im allergic
See above about my dog being so far away... My two cats are with my dog, I miss them as well :(

>>6762716
>A stable, normal, childhood in a nice suburn, with good firends and loving parents. My fucked up childhood messed me up for a long time and I'm only now starting to sort myself out, after many mistakes.
"Normal" doesn't really exist. Although I know what you mean. My childhood was a complete disaster with TONS of trauma that I'm only now starting to sort through, at 26 (almost 27) years old, and with a hefty heroin addiction...

>>6762949
Best friend and I split ways, then he came to my dark side, then the dark side enveloped him, now he hates me. Fuck him. 16 years of friendship thrown away over drugs. Fucking asshole.

>>6765321
Continued


>>6765279
>I was a victim of physical and sexual child abuse, and I feel like I've never really been innocent.
This post was the whole reason I started replying to everyone.
All I can really say is this: I know what you're going through. Are you a guy or girl? I'm a guy, and I also feel like I was robbed of my innocence. Like, after the event took place (luckily it was only once or twice, I've put up a pretty solid mental block), I found myself stressing out about the shit my single mother should have been worrying about, like bills, food, her killing herself... You know, shit a 7 year old should NOT be thinking about. Gave myself my first ulcer by 13. Started snorting the original OxyContin 80mg pills by 15, and a full blown heroin addict by 18. Managed to keep it all under wraps and secure until I turned 22. In other words, I was functional until I started dating the girl mentioned in my previous post, and she found out what was going on. By that point, my mother had remarried and had pretty much flipped her life around to the point where she could now judge me. So she did judge me. No one seems to understand that the pain and trauma that came with being molested and raped a couple times, coupled with being brutally beaten daily and watching your older brother beaten with a baseball bat, and your mother beaten a few times a month as well; well thats enough trauma to fuck anyone up. I often tried to throw myself in the line of fire to prevent my mom and brother from getting hit, so I got the bulk of it. I don't regret it. But damn, when I found a drug that took ALL of that pain away, why wouldn't I do it daily and throw every single cent I had at it? Now everyone who was ever involved in my fucked up life is older and "reformed" and I'm still the only one left "still holding on to old shit" as they ALL like to put it.
To you my friend, I say this; it does get better.
(Cont. next post.)

>>6765279
>>6765329
(Cont. from previous post)
It gets better. Fucking, do you. Do your own thing. Sure, you were robbed of the ONE thing that should NEVER be fucked with, but if you're like me, you now know how special that is. They say victims of sexual abuse usually become the assholes who commit the fucked up shit and pass it on - but I don't get that. I would NEVER do that to someone. EVER. I see how fucking important innocence is to a child's development. Even being the fucking junkie I am, I will walk out the door if theres a kid involved. I've even called CPS on junkie parents before. One time I was at a house and this dude OD'd in front of me and his 4 year old daughter came out of nowhere, and I picked her up, called the cops, and sat outside with her, feeding her Starbursts and making little ninja stars out of the wrappers. Her dad died. But I like to think I helped her, as she didn't find him like that. I dont know man. I'm getting all worked up here. I'm just saying, through your pain, through my pain, we have been given a gift. The gift of hindsight. Cause we now see just HOW SPECIAL a child's innocence is. And I know I would do anything to preserve that for someone. Let love win, my dude. Cause hate can't stay in the lead forever.

>>6762913
That image name

>>6765321
>>6765329
>>6765334
You look like the kind of people i befriend and drift away because of life.
Anyway, hope life gets better for you; pain is shit.

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Missing a friend to explore the world with me

>>6765783
>You look like the kind of people i befriend and drift away because of life.
Yeah, I've lost a lot of friends do to that great drift that seems to happen. Now I'm only down to a few, and fuck it, I like it better this way anyways.

>Anyway, hope life gets better for you; pain is shit.
Thanks man. I hope your life is to your satisfaction, I really do. And I feel as though mine will be soon enough. Gotta' get clean, get a job, get my girlfriend (who doesn't do any of the bad drugs like I do, how I got her and why she stays I will NEVER understand, but I love her more than the drugs, and that's enough to make me change my self destructive slow paced suicide trip that I've been on, an entire 1 gram shot after 30 hours into being dopesick didn't kill me like I wanted, I think I'm indestructible) and my three animals moved back out to my current state, and get back into school and start kicking life's ass hard core before it's over man. I just gotta.

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>You will never live inside someones PC

Why live at all.

>>6762268
I haven't been killed by my father, either.

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>>6764486
If you're going to ROTC you're not going to be a warrant officer m8.

Pic related ROTCfag here. Missed out on being an operator.

>>6767786
How do you like it? I missed out on ROTC because I didn't like waking up early.

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>sitting on the computer all day instead of doing something I love.

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I only completed 2 years of high school. Times I'll never get back.

>>6764486
The recruiters lie to you, they have quotas to fill. Don't sign anything that doesn't put you directly where you want to be.

>>6767786
well you have to have a degree to be a warrant officer m8

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Not being social at all and losing opportunity to make friends i guess.

i am complete

>>6765279
same

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Never had a dog

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>>6766020

You sound like the kind of person who attempted to murder her soulmate. Or worse.

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Grew up with severe anxiety, was homeschooled through high school because of it, never experienced parties or dating or any of the typical high school bullshit. Had no friends because of it, but starting to slowly make friends online but sucks I missed out on so much.

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killed all compassion and kindnes in me , and changed all behavings into being an asshole and prick.
being good doesnt get u anywhere people keep expecing you to do everything for them and your needs ar put aside.
pic represents the old me in curent enviroment(my attitude)

>>6772437
dont be sad about you are what you experience and you have your whole life in front of you just becasuse you missed out on shit in highschool doesn't mean you wont be able to still do it.
dont look back life your life

>>6774185
*about it
*because
still hungover sorry

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I miss being a kid, but at the same time i don't. Back then my parente yell and beat me up almost everyday, i was horrible at school, my father cheated on my mother, and so on... I realized my life is meaningless. Even the most important person's life is meaningless. There's no other side after we die. Everything we do here means nothing. Don't know why everyone want to live until they die. Maybe it's because they are so "certain" that they are going to heaven that they even make children to acompany them. They're selfish, that's it. They don't question anything. They accept "laws" from a book that their parents threw at them when they were young and they put that in the safest spot inside their minds and when people try to reason with logic with them they don't know how to answer properly, they just say that's a matter of belief. I'd say that's a matter of herence they get from their parente and from society. They don't even know why they believe, they just do. No questioning the sacred... Anyway, now i just wish i was dead, but i also don't want to die.

>>6774285
You sir have just described how I've felt for years now but I could never get my words together to describe it better than you just did
>Thank you Anon

sik thred

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friends
realizing you're 21yrs old and never spent a night out with a girl, never went on a trip with friends; that you've been home, in front of the computer, every friday night with your mom since.. ever, and you're closest friend is a suicidal russian off steam.

A simple life, in a small flat, surrounded by friends that you know better than your own family, would be heaven for me; but it's too late for that. Get really edgy in crowded areas and I'm so socially inept I'm having to teach myself to speak clearly again.

>>6762090
This kinda hit me in the feels. I'm almost 25 and I've never been to a concert. I've never even been away from home, on my own, for more than a couple hours. Never hung out with friends. I don't know if I'd like any of these things, because I'm kind of a misanthrope, but it sort of feels like my overprotective parents really fucked me. I'll never be up to speed with people my age. I'm the king of late bloomers.

>>6774576
I'm very introverted and am usually cooped up in my room like a hermit, but regularly go to cheap shows and concerts. Find a nice small venue near you and go to a show one of these days. It's a good way to interact with people who are there to blow off steam and a great way to make friends, even for the night.

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>>6764486
Do ROTC if you're going to go mil. Every branch is hurting for pilots right now, so unless you're a complete mouth breather you should get a slot.

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I will never play soccer at the top of a skyscraper in Japan. But I will sure as hell will try!

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>>6774603
Thanks for input anon

>>6763420
1080p version ?

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OP here. This is all I ask for. Just hanging around and eating on a random day with some of your closest friends. They all look like nice happy people except that guy in the red shirt. He looks like a cunt. But I like that it brings some reality into the wallpaper. And that's why I like to put this up as my wallpaper sometimes just to feel the "vibe" from it.

>>6774576
And trust me I totally understand. I feel like you just explained my life situation to the T. The only difference between me and you is that I see some light at the end.
>>6774585
>overprotective parents really fucked me
That makes all what you said irrelevant. I'am guessing you're luck you don't have overprotective parents. So you don't really understand how it works.
>>6774482
>surrounded by friends that you know better than your own family, would be heaven for me
Fuck that's also all I ask for. To grow and experience life with people outside of my family. Day by day I see myself getting worse.

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>>6766020

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>>6773978
>being good doesnt get u anywhere people keep expecing you to do everything for them and your needs ar put aside.
there's a big difference in being a kind person, and being a lapdog. I've been used more than a cheap prostitute my whole life by "friends"; but that doesn't mean I should start being an ass to everyone. The key is learning to tell the difference between ASKING and DEMANDING.
>Asking: "Hey anon, can you come with me to my rehab meeting?"
>Demanding: "Hey anon, let's get some breakfast! I don't have a car though, so you have to pick me up, and then if you can drop me off at my friend's house 20miles away afterwards? Thanks!"

Don't let yourself be a doormat to everyone; but, at the same time, be there if they ask.

>>6762322
I do, it´s amazing

>>6762095
i'm sorry

>>6762724
there's still time

>>6774733
Mass festivals are okay. Do it once thats all you really need. They're not like they used to be.

>>6762332
Anyone know where to find a 1080p version of this wallpaper? I've seen it posted before, but can't find anything on google.

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>>6775573
here you go, straight from the blu-ray

>>6762230
Same here, 4 years of relantionship, ruined by me and work, she is with someone else now and get married

>>6769657
damn the movie gave me feels
>That qoute kills me

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I don't know if this is a sports event, a riot, or a concert but I feel left out

>>6776651
This is from Argentina. River Plate soccer team "hinchada"

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/thread

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Never able to sleep with a woman again. Been secluding myself for about a year now. Grill in wallpaper looks just like my ex. I still set it as my desktop pape once in a while.

cant really find a wallpaper but being a teenager

spent all my time in my room playing videogames, now im out of it mostly and hearing about all the shit my freinds did in their teenage years and experiences they've had just reminds me of how little i did and how new i am to so much of life

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She treated me like shit and I had enough. I miss her.

>>6762434
I really wish this was higher res.

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>>6774482
me too senpai

>>6765757
lol thats fucked up

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I like this girl but i dont think she likes me.

>>6774482
Dude, you're only 21. It's not too late for anything. Force yourself to get out. Just go to a grocery store or something and walk around, get used to being around people. I'm 29 and I'm finally getting my social life I always wanted, thing is I could have had this life a long time ago if I only tried earlier. I forced myself to go to the mall and walk around, hard as fuck, but after a few panic attacks I got to a point where it was at least okay to be around people. Go to a comic book store and join a nerd conversation, they're usually nice and understanding of your social ineptitude. I started all this a couple years ago when my therapist suggested it. Also, get medicated. Meds will take you far. I've been happy with my life now for a year. It's not perfect, I'm not drowning in friends, but I have a few close friends now and en extended social group that I can play D&D and other shit with.

It's not too late. A good first step is getting a psychiatrist and a good therapist. Whatever you do, don't give up and fall into complacency. I did that for almost all of my twenties. DO NOT GIVE UP

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The whole naughty nurse thing. I got my junk washed after I vomited blood all over myself after surgery, but that's as close as I've gotten to having sex in a hospital so far.

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I have a seemingly long life ahead of me, yet I'm scared that I won't be graced by pure beauty or happiness. This fear keeps hindering me from experiences and expression. Serenity seems so far away.

>>6778992

I don't understand the fascination with wanting to fuck a nurse in hospital. Most nurses look bloody horrible, at least they do here in Australia.

>>6774482
I was you too. Got social, became a hardcore partier, got an alcohol problem, got depressed, now my best nights are on 4chan with my cat in my lap and my gf in bed next to the desk. It's all overrated bro, no one can love you like you can, etc.

>>6780251
Solution: take a large dose of mushrooms. You will experience all of those things.

>>6776050
Wait what is this from

>>6766182
Hey man I know posting contact info on 4Chan isn't exactly scintillating but if you ever need to vent or talk to like a random person my email is in the name field.

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Going to a real college. Never took searching and applying seriously in high school. Went to a local community college for a year then to a local state school in the near by city. The state school is basically community college 2.0, every one commutes and it's impossible to make friends. It's 15 minutes away and I live with my family. I keep telling myself I'm saving a ton of money but man... do I wish I just moved away.

>>6778963
Sort of been lurking in this thread and thought I'd contribute.

She probably doesn't, but if you make it somewhat obvious it makes people think of you differently, I spoke to a girl a while ago who said she liked me at school (has boyfriend now) and had I know that I'd definitley have seen her in another light.

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Not as personal as some of these in the thread but here my contribution.

Shit really gets me thinking all the time about the countless of men and women that have
come before me and whoes lives had infinite meaning all with hopes wether love and family or anger and fear.

And the countless people that will come after me and if all that information was somehow collected, I'd never have enough time to experience or conntect with every human soul.

>>6780527
mimi wo sumaseba

>>6781400
Great, thanks

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i really fucking miss snow and skying with my friends
being 4 year since last time
before i couldn't go because didn't have the time
now can't because my legs are fucked up bad
pic was were i was going every year since i was 5

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Artistic talent

>>6762745
>not one nigger in the room

i too wish i lived in thus timeline m8

>>6774482
>wahhhh im a faggot who was too much of an edge lord to make real friends

grow up pussy. life isnt about getting what you want its about doing with what you have. get a fucking job and support your mother in her twilight years. i hate when people younger then me act like life is SOOOO bad for them. Niggers are being slaughtered day and night, bomb are falling on houses day and night and bitches are getting raped day and night but all you can do it be a self loathing loser. stop looking for sympathy from people on the internet no one here gives a fuck about you, if you died tomorrow no one would know, nor would anyone come here and post about you.

>>6782132
check your privilege whitey

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>>6782340
:^)

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>>6762724
The implication here is that there is an ideal life worth living.

Do you mean you haven't acheived anything?
most people don't, even people like tiger woods just played golf.

Did you not experience a part of life and have defined that as worthwhile?
Life is a ratio of a whole, you can never fully experience all aspects. Also you have the power to change it right now if it mattered that much.

Has there been a real tangible barrier between you and the life you want? such as a disability?

Shit, mang

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Spending time with someone I love during the winter/holidays/snow.

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>>6782368
Been "together" for 4 1/2 years. She's been at college for most of that time. Too far away to visit often.
I feel we've drifted apart. Maybe it's just on my end.
I want to end it. I want someone who's here. I want to spend everyday with someone and call them my love.
But she doesn't have too many more semesters to go. What if I walk away from what I have dreamed of? She's such a sweet girl.
I've cheated. A fair amount this past summer. I need to end this.I hoped doing so would push me to end it. Or worse case she finds out and ends it herself because I'm a little bitch. But it hasn't pushed me. She doesn't know. I feel bad about it, but I know it's not as bad as I should feel.

I'm afraid to change, but I'm afraid of not changing

>>6762444
feels bro

>>6782387
she's also cheating on you.

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Missed out on a Father. Parents planned the divorce before I was even born, I only happened because my mother wanted another child and dad was too happy to fuck her one last time. So I grew up with a single mother working her ass off and an older brother whose abusive with anger management. Dad lives in another country on his 3rd marriage, probably with another set of kids? hell, i don't know, i probably won't see him again since he's old and got heart problems or something. He came here back in 2014 for an operation cause it was cheaper, he stayed for two years-ish not because he wanted to see his kids but because of the fucking price, we were just a coincidence; bastard left before Christmas 2015 when he was supposed to leave 28th Feb 2016

It never really bothered me much , I hardly notice. But when I'm out with friends and both their parents are right there having fun, loving each other and shit well it just kills me on the inside. What would it of been like to have loving parents? what would of it been like to have your parents come to your little four-year-old school carols or celebrations?

Will either of them be able to make it for my graduation?

In the times my father would visit occasionally, about once a year for a few months he doesn't do this anymore cause he's old or whatever. But specifically, dad and I never got along not sure if it was because I am the youngest or if we just don't work well. I remember he would try and boss us around, make fun of my looks, call me names and be the man of the house in which he did not live in. He was also very rude and never thought about how his words would affect someone, he even drove me to run away from home at one point.

But what can you do? can't change a person no matter how much you try.

>>6762355
i heard that there is a kind of cat who is ok for allergic people, but i don't remember what kind of cat it is, you should search on google, anon, and realize your dream

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I missed out on traveling the world with my siblings. Just learned that my sister is pregnant and my brother got his first child this year.

In the past 4 years my life has gone to the shitter because I gave everything I had for a girl, twice. Before that I was doing two studies simultaneously, ran a marathon that year, had a lot of friends and stuff was going pretty well.

Then came the girl who was a psycho manipulative borderliner who tried to destroy every facet of my life. Shit got so out of hand with her that I couldn't handle the studies. She sabotaged my relationships with friends (and tried with family). After two years of being in that shithole I managed to push it off me. Took me a couple of tries.

Took me more than a year to recuperate from that. It was alright. I wasn't studying anymore but I was working at an alright bar paying bills and playing in a fairly successful band that gave me quite some pleasure and general drive.

Things were looking up and for the first time in my life I found myself actually feeling happy.

Then I fell in love with this Swedish girl like a Fat Man falling on Nagasaki. She convinced me to move to Sweden for her and I did. Left all my friends and family behind, gave up all the stuff I was building on. Five months later she dumped me.

That's now half a year ago. Since then I've been having huge problems trying to find any drive to live. Can't get myself to function properly. I spend days telling myself I'm going to do this or that, but I don't really have any motivation left. I was homeless for two months. I've been drifting around. For some reason I'm still in Sweden now. I'm not sure why, but probably cause I don't feel like I have something to do back home either.

Anyway, big sob story I know. It just sucks to think I fucked up my own life over and again while I could have also been having so much fun with, for example, my siblings.

Pic unrelated I took it when I was on a boat.

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>>6782462
You don't know that anon. She may be, but not all women are succubi

>>6783021
>>6783021
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K.

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>>6782462
I'd be a fool if I didn't think it was possible. I don't think she is, but who knows. Even if she was it doesn't make me cheating on her any better.

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>>6782792
>>6762355

I'm allergic to cats (and a lot of other animals), but grew up with one. Maybe my allergies aren't as bad yours, but the cat I had was a Cornish Rex.

>>6782913
That sucks. Being stuck in one place with no motivation is basically my life right now. Depression. I wouldn't be surprised if this was your issue, sure sounds like it.

Sounds like you had set that world travel as a goal. It's not too late. I think, in maybe a distant future, you guys could set up a date and make money and time for that to happen. Don't give up on things in life.

It's overdue but, welcome to Sweden anyway.

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I will never have my childhood, and my teenage years to discover who I am rather than wasting away trying to be who others want me to be, someone completely opposite to who i am. My entire life up to this point, everything i have experienced, it's cheapened by the fact that I have never been me. Pictures like this remind me of that fact.

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My confesion is that I feel i have chosen the wrong path in my life, with job and etc.

I feel like i've missed alot of chance's that could have taken me to the place's I wanted to go.
I feel alone, and I am legit fearing that i'm going to leave this earth alone without anyone else even missing me.


Pic related and taken by me

>>6782338
>>>/b/

>>6783354
fuck i left my tripcode on from a risk thread

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>>6762090
I will never love or be loved in the way I want.

The world I live in makes it unsafe.

I would give anything to feel beautiful and worth something. Ill never make the mistake of trusting people again. You cant.

>>6774482
I was scared of people, until I got an "invisible" job as a subway attendant. Couple of years like that and you see everything and everyone.

I think I stopped being nervous of people because I see who they are, what they want and where they are going. They arnt better, prettier, stronger, richer or smarter than me. It showed me how to have something in common with everyone and how to accept anyone. How to listen to them, look them in the eye and forget "me" for a moment.

After that, "taking to girls" isnt talking to "girls", it is talking to someone that you are allowed to be interested in. Looking for reasons to be interested in them and letting THEM look for reasons to be interested in me.

>>6776050
What movie is this from

>>6783366

Whisper of the Heart

Also, protip, google image search, that's what I used to figure out.

>>6765334
I appreciate you, anon. I've had an easier life than you and somehow I find ways to mope and be sad about my situation.

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>>6766020
I'm still looking for you.

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I miss my other X chromosome

>>6765334
You're a good person anon. I hope you've been able to get better.

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I moved across the country to get away from the memories of a girl I loved who broke my heart. I figured a fresh start would be good. I had friends where I was going. Sadly I'm falling for one of my female best friends. She brings this like, childish joy out of me. I'm always excited to see her. We make each other laugh and enjoy being around each other. I'm friends with her boyfriend and I've been in the 'friend zone' too long though. I'm slowly hanging out with her less. It feels like emotional torture either way. They want me to get a two bedroom with them sometime in the future but I think that's the last thing I want. I don't think I'm afraid of dying alone, I think it's more something I've depressingly accepted.

Just venting. Thank god for anonymous Taiwanese stamp forums.

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>>6763082
I have a regular job, a wife and kids. I've always wanted to be a fighter pilot, but it wasn't to be (my country's military budget is constantly being cut).

I suppose we are opposites, and the grass is always greener on the other side.

I'll do you a deal - next time you're in your jet, think of me and appreciate that you've got something I've always wanted. I'll do the same for you when I'm snuggled up with my kids in bed or watching a film.

Peace and love s e n p a i

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>>6785343
>I'm friends with her boyfriend and I've been in the 'friend zone' too long though.

This is a horrible thing to live through OP. It will get easier to deal with it, but it will not go away. Most of life's regrets are built around things that could have been, and never were. I too, have a girl I could never be with. She was in the same field as me, smarter, and we always made each other laugh. She's on the other side of the country now, and it hurts when I think that if I was a better man, at the right time, life could have been very different. Pic kinda related, she's in the PNW now

I'm an optimistic man though. There are other people in the world, and you'll find someone who makes you feel the same, and, cherry on top, wants you the way you want her.

I wish you luck friend.

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being apart of something greater than myself

>>6785393

Talk to me anon. Is it something you still have a chance at?

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forever wanting to go to a big music festival like tomorrowland or ultra. but im shit at saving and have a job which only gets me £180 at most a month

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Raves and electronic music festivals, back when electronic music was still good (90s - late 2000s).

Don't get me wrong; there's still good electronic music now, but the majority of big festivals play shit that the mainstream likes. :(

>>6785394
its not really any single thing specifically just things in life generally. ive never done much ive just sat around, rolled with the punches and let all the chances. i dont feel the need to have a strong purpose but i think it would be nice to actually do something. ive lived in the same town my whole life only have had a couple close friends but they all drift away. im ready for something new. im grateful for what i have and maybe im being picky but i feel like there has to be more to life than this, something authentic

>>6774972
t. swiss renter

>>6766020
We're here for you anon

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My parents raised me to believe that I will always be a big pile of shit that will never ever achieve anything and so I didn't even try and spent my youth procrastinating. Now I see other people doing and having things that I could have easily done too if I tried. But I never did and it doesn't seem like I ever will...

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The experience of having a father. I am not certain it would have made as big a difference as I hope it would, but I also get stuck only hearing stories about him that are positive. He was 21 years old when he died, my mother pregnant, and it was only three months before I was born. I am 35 now and still harbor deep resentment against anyone I see having healthy relationships with their sons. I also actively try to embarrass sons in front of their fathers, and did so even more when I was in my 20s and playing competitive sports. If I knew a dad was watching their kid play, an unholy rage possessed me and I would obliterate their kid in front of them.

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>>6774185
thanks man. just hard coming out 4 years later with nothing but a diploma

>>6785490
I know this feel anon. I decided to try caring a few years ago in earnest, and the results have been insane. If you try hard people WILL notice it. No bullshit, you can change your future if you feel like it.

>>6771284
I feel sorrow. Open your heart and one will find you.Put a bit of work into being where the kind you want would be. A friend got an old lady's lab from their mutual Vet.

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Youngest child, here. My grandmother set up trust funds for all of my siblings (even her step-granddaughter) but died a year after I was born, having never set one up for me.

>>6763464
Hold me bro

>>6762181
Sugar and bread are slowly you down man.
Trust me you don't need that shit.
Meats, vegetables, fruit n exercise baby

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Being able to enjoy most foods. Most fruits and vegetables are like grass to me: I acknowledge that they are edible, but my brain doesn't register them as "food". It has impacted a lot of things in my life: my weight has obviously been difficult to manage; a couple years ago I was close to 300 lbs (I've since plateaued at 245). Relationships have been strained more than you might think, as girlfriends have to plan around which restaurants we go to, and some have blamed me for weight gain (a bit more than I deserved, but I almost certainly played a role in it). Friends have gradually stopped inviting me over to dinner parties, due to the fact that they weren't making anything that I would like.

I would love to travel and have a skillset that would work well in other countries, but one of the greatest barriers is the fear of "what would I eat?" I had an opportunity to be an exchange student back in college, but the fear of my host family needing to plan their meals around me spooked me out of it.

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I missed out on being an astrophysicist and a musician because I was too scared and consumed by depression at one moment. I switched to electrical engineering and basically stopped playing my instruments because I want to finish school, but I'm not so passionate about it.

I feel how I'm getting older and missing my best years trying to do something I never wanted.
I'm 24 and the older I get the more afraid of life I am.
I hope that one day I earn enough money so that my kids can become whatever they dream of (not that money fixes everything, but it does help). I lost my passion and this is the only idea that drives me to wake up and go do things. I hope I won't be as depressed as my parents were, but it seems inevitable.

>>6762224
don't feel bad about this, it's always a good decision.

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>>6786926
I feel you. I have 4 months left until I receive my degree in Civil (Structural) Engineering. I am not passionate about it, and frankly I wish I went into business instead. I don't really like most people in the professional engineering consulting co-op's that I've had. Frankly I think the only reason I went into it is b/c my dad does really well as a civil engineer... so I found myself chasing his end goal, while the more important thing is if I'm gunna hate my life doing calculation I have absolutely no interest in.

I worked an electronics sales job from grade 9 to first year uni, and I can honestly say I loved going into work for every shift. I like using my intelligence to help people make up their minds, debate them, meet all sorts of cool people etc. Now I have my khaki pants hung up for good about to dive into a career I couldn't be less passionate about. What do I do...

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>>6787122
Wow re-reading that I wrote it like an 11 year old. Forgive my grammar and spelling.

>>6778992
Speaking from experience as a male nurse. Your fantasy will most likely never happen. Even if one of my patients is attractive, sex is the last thing I am thinking about when I just finished helping the doc drain fluid from someone's chest after a MVA.

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I have no one to share an adventure with; let alone an adventure to go on.

I've solo'd the wilderness. It's an empty pain to have no one to bond and reminisce with.

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I'm a nihilist, i just don't buy that there is any reason or inerrant meaning in the world, and i hate it. [/spoiler]not trying to start a flame war, guys[/spoiler]

I can't have the motivation or hope that other people have. I cant keep a stable job because i just cant bring myself to care about it.

>>6780421
>no one can love you like you can
truth

>>6781000
you're not missing out anon. I went to OU for two year, partied constantly, drank everyday, fucked everything. it get's tiring. transfered to a small commuter college, life is better, grades are better, future is looking better.

>>6785500
being an asshole won't bring your dad back

>>6789800
I recommend you to listen to the speeches of Alan Watt on youtube, or read his books online if that's your thing.

>>6762813
You want to play Battlefield 1 in the single player campaign but in real life it's all multiplayer.

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I lost my friendship with my sister. im glad i did but it would be nice belonging to a normal family. she currently has anorexia and lives in a hospital. shes suicidal and hears voices. she also acts like a child and bosses people around. despite her problems she got 7 A's on gcse's. shes 17

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>>6790908
im proud of her, but scared of her at the same time

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Intimacy

>>6762434
my father's favorite movie. He's 8000 km away now :/

>>6778569
aw man...hate to see bros wrecked by a woman. I'm so sorry my friend

>>6791207
Go to him please. At some point.

>>6762338
b8 m8y

>>6763080
im sure the fudds will love your asshole dearly

>>6762090
bro, if you've never been to a concert or rave, you're never too old to start going. It's literally my favorite thing in life next to VIDYA GAEMS