The Private Report On My Lesbian Experience With Lonliness

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>>2131055
Link if you'd like to read it. Only 2 issues released so far.

http://dynasty-scans.com/series/the_private_report_on_my_lesbian_experience_with_loneliness

>>2131055
>It reminds me very heavily of what it would be like if Tomoko from Watamote grew up and continued to fuck up her life.

No, because the author this isn't an irredeemably and unjustifiably petty, selfish, and arrogant person.

>>2131059
The author should get a real job like lesbian prostitute. I mean, what other job is more respectful than pleasuring other girls by doing gay things with them?

>>2131055
Some discussion in this thread >>2123865

It's interesting and hits my feels pretty hard. I had a sister that went through a lot of this and I wish I read this at the time to better understand it. She does a great job of that.

>>2131085
Is she okay now? Also, is she also a lesbian?

>>2131088
She's better, unfortunately in a het marriage.
But I'm pretty sure she was bi and had a fair share of girlfriends beforehand.

>>2131085
I hope you've made sure your sister has a nice onee-san to take care of her then.

>>2131091
Sounds like she's going through even worse times now, anon.

>>2131091
>het marriage
Really? I wonder how that came to be. In the manga she pretty explicitly stated that she's not attracted to men.

But whatever, this is some great stuff none the less. The explanations on how different mental issues feel are pretty fucking effective.

>>2131119
???
Anon was not referring to the manga artist.

>>2131119
That's anon's sister in het marriage, not Nagata Kabi.

>>2131122
>>2131123
I'm a sleep deprived idiot. Sorry.

>>2131055
So it never gets better...

>>2131055
So it's a deconstruction of the yuri genre kinda like Gunjo?

>>2136597
Don't post that sentence ever again without thinking things through.

>>2136597
It's just a nice autobiography.

Is there any word on how the other chapters are going?

Like, is there a schedule, or has it been said whether or not later chapters will get translated?

Because I fucking love this so far.

>>2140084
From scanlator's blog posted on the 9th
>FIRST - yes the lesbian thing is almost done, gimme a few days.

>>2136597
>deconstruction
why don't you finish college first before you start throwing words you dont understand

>>2136600
Oh, this is an autobiography? Damn, that makes this whole thing a lot sadder, and a lot more enticing as well. If I weren't a guy, I'd be half tempted to book a flight to Japan and give this woman the hugs she so clearly needs.

>>2131059
WHEN'S CHAPTER 3??

>>2141305
I don't think sexuality matters, people just like hugs.
She might not like it if someone tracked her down and spent money just to hug her based on a manga though.

I want hug this girl

>>2143722
I want to fug this girl.

Ch3: http://tetsu-scans.blogspot.fi/2016/09/the-private-report-on-my-lesbian.html

Why she is bald?

>>2144182
Nervous hair plucking, I assume.

>>2144182
Compulsive disorder that makes her pull her own hair out

Things do seem to be looking up for her, but I feel she's putting too much stock on this "experience". If it ends up being underwhelming she'll break completely.

>>2144188
Considering this went to print, I don't think it went too terribly.

>>2144190
The sex itself did go pretty badly. She didn't enjoy it. But her chronicling it via her manga turned out well.

>>2131060
>irredeemably and unjustifiably petty, selfish, and arrogant person.

But women make her feel good. She's just a little hannibal lecter around them.

>>2144200
It didn't completely break her, is what I meant though. Not that I imagined it would go too well. I don't think prostitution works as well when you can't just pump and dump.

>>2144182
She ripped it off.

>>2144200
Well, she wasn't in it for the sex anyways.

On the account of being called unreasonable, the autobiography is filled with well known sociopathy and other menial mental problems. One could even dare say so prostitution restrained her from a suicidal path and/or her urges for flesh.
In the end, we all sit down and eat.

Did she ever end up getting a nice waifu?

>>2144221
Well? She's actually friends with the prostitute now.

>>2144221
Sociopaths have no friends.

>>2144226
friendship for money?

>>2144234
She surely has several issues, but she doesn't seem like a sociopath at all.

>>2144234
What makes you say she is a sociopath?

>>2144240

Friends with benefit maybe? Prostitutes don't usually settle down that easily.

>>2144293
What, prostitutes can't have casual friends to hang out with?

>>2144234
>sociopath

I don't think that word means what you think it means.

>>2144234
I had one once.

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her in this photo?

>>2144320
Yeah that's her, cutting it short helps against compulsively pulling it out. She also had some model-esque photos of herself up for a bit too but took them down after some fans advised her against it.

>>2143921
When can I read it online? I don't have a computer...

>>2144350
It's on Dynasty

>>2144339
dude... she is hot!

>>2144367
She's essentially average looking.

>>2144377
She is my waifu now!!!!

>>2144367
I wonder how she'd feel if she knew foreign pirates were sharing pictures of her and fantasizing about hugging her.

>>2144382
I hope she likes white people

>>2144382

If it's not /u/ it's going to happen else where.

>>2144320
>>2144339
>>2144367
What is this haircut called.

>>2144400
>inb4 the JUST

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>>2144400
It looks like rock Lee

>>2144400
A bob? Do you think every hairstyle has a specific name?

>>2144419
bowl cut?

>>2144425
If it grew out but at that length I'd say bob more than bowl. I was half tempted to say pixie cut but it's not the right style.

>>2144426
Let's ask her and then give her a hug

>>2131055
I liked it and though pretty hasrsh at times and deppresing but I always thought the idea of the MC slowly getting better was sweet.
Turns out though that the author is still a crazy bitch, really really crazy. That kinda takes some of the enjoyment out.

>>2144428
>Turns out though that the author is still a crazy bitch, really really crazy.
Yeah?

>>2144428
Give her a gun and she would turn into Murcielago's main character.

>>2144434
it would end in suicide

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>>2144428
Onee-san, If your opinion on her current state is like that, i'm curious on how you'd see me and about 75% of the rest of /u/ for that matter.

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>>2144434
hot

>>2144428
Do tell, I'm genuinely curious.

>>2144428
How crazy we talking about here? She does seem to have issues but she's no Joker.

Her book has gone through six printings in the three months since its' release.

What is it normally, 500,000 copies per run?

Has anyone seen this?


https://comic.pixiv.net/works/2308

>>2144483
For an new manga from an unknown mangaka? I can't imagine the run being above 50,000 initially. Maybe the print run got bigger as more and more got sold out.

Does anyone know the actual number of manga sold for her?

>>2144518
That's her pixiv diary yeah, been reading that too, i hope i don't end up yandere for her at this rate.

For those interested in her twitter
https://twitter.com/gogatsubyyyo

By the 'gogatsubyyyo' seems to be May (fifth month) disease... but with byyyo rather than byo

>>2144525
Then she keeps meeting with other prostitutes? But she is so cute

>>2144400
The "Gohan on Namek"

>>2144428
>Turns out though that the author is still a crazy bitch, really really crazy.
Elaborate?

>>2144529
Keep in mind she wasn't even *aware* of her libido til she was 28, and her deal with escorts has been more about intimacy rather than just fugging, got some real empathy on that point.

>>2144540
>more about intimacy rather than just fugging
Like all normal girls ever.

>>2144540
living alone is not good for a person with mental problems. It would be nice if she had a girlfriend

>>2144367
I like her
She is cute for me

>>2144367
I wanna give her the biggest hug in the world

>>2144576
>inflicting your mental problems on another makes it better
No wonder there are such high rates of domestic violence in lesbian relationships. Surely the most sensible thing to do is get better or learn how to manage your condition before starting a relationship.

>>2144800
>Just get over it!
Without a support system you fall apart. She can't even count on her parents for that. Pretty sure anon didn't mean her to "inflict" her problems on anyone, just that it would be nice for her to have someone she knows she can count on.

Reading this is cathartic as fuck. I have a scary amount of stuff in common with this person and seeing someone else that dealt with a lot of the same shit is a huge relief.

How many untranslated chapters are left? Has the mangaka finished working on it or is it still ongoing?

>>2144975
This particular book has 5 chapters +1 bonus chapter, her current work is a pixiv diary( it was mentioned above) which is at 9 chapters now.

>>2144367
She has that boyish charm the mamis and milfs go gaga for. If only she stops feeling sorry for herself.

>>2144806
She has no close friends?

I really fucking hated the comments on dynasty when this came out.Fucking pricks pissed it's not some onee-sama yuri bubble fluff

>>2145235
Most of the negative comments were "I can relate myself too much to this."

I need a hug

I find this work enjoyable, and it's also pretty funny sometimes.
>>2145235
What were they saying?

>>2144400
Page Boy I think (hair not may area sadly)?

>>2145269
Does thy wish the taste of cherry in the morning? The smell of lavender? Does thy desire to be spoiled by an older woman?

>>2145235
Dynasty forums are absolutely filled with fucking retards. A few days ago they were getting triggered over some scanlator using 'faget' in a credits page as a joke. Literally tumblr tier retardation.

>>2145273
>What were they saying?
Basically that where was the porn, that the story is unrealistic, that they can't relate, that they just want "fluffy yuri", et cetera.

>>2145334
People read mangas for entertainment, not some rant of a lunatic.

>>2145359
Don't read essay manga if you don't find it interesting, but if you think it makes sense to complain about it that just means you're a moron.

>>2145334
So your standard /u/ General.

>>2145367
Nah, /u/ General is the chillest place on Earth compared to the shit on the Dynasty Forums.

>>2145334
These people must be human Klein bottle, they have their heads so far up their asses that they are geometric impossibilities.

Seriously, do they read the post they write?

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>>2145329
I think I need an asian mom with huge boobs

>>2145382
This should have been the banner

>>2145359
>how someone dares to create a yuri manga which is not CGDCT and makes me read it for free

>>2145235
>reading comments on dynasty
You asked for it

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Apparently the family of the author knows she is lesbian.

>>2145747
I supposed that isn't the worst reaction in the world

>>2145747
How common is AIDS amongst lesbians?

>>2145757
Female to female transmission is very rare but still possible

>>2145756
I'm surprised by this reaction

>>2145768
It's extremely out of touch but it doesn't seem to be hostile or aggressive.

>>2145747
That's more about her having used a prostitute

>>2145747
>mom hears about STDs from people who read books
We live in an age where a couple of taps on your phone gives you access to literally every piece of knowledge humanity has ever gathered and the author's mom gets info about STDs from "people who read about them in books"?

Also, the author herself most likely has a working schedule but she still has time to tweet about her mom warning her about STDs at real nigga hours, on what was a Friday night.

>>2145817
>the author's mom gets info about STDs from "people who read about them in books"?
That part's mistranslated from "what I've read in books and heard from people"

>>2145817
>real nigga hours, on what was a Friday night.
That was tweeted on June 9th at 10:32pm EST, that's 11am her time.

Also not sure if you realize this but tweeting anything takes about 2 seconds.

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>>2144367
i wish i could be her girlfriend

>>2145890
post feet

>>2145898
fuck off

>>2145773
Didn't they kick her out of the house, though?

>>2145944
No?

>>2145890
Disgusting.

>>2145836
I thought it was 04:32 local time.

>>2145902
Post your hand so I can at least know you have a gril bone structure.

>>2145747
>>2145817
That's actually a slight error in the translation.
I'd like to point that out.
Her mom says "what I read in books AND what I heard from people"
Also Japan may have a reputation for being full of technology, but the older generation especially doesn't use computers much, even people who use smartphones and LINE regularly. So it may not have occurred to her mom to use Google.

>>2145890
Fuck off, she is my wifu

>>2146147
no she's mine

>>2146131
Lots of grils have mannish/trap hands though, especially without the context of size in relation to the rest of their bodies.

>>2146278
Pretty sure my mom has bigger hands than my dad.

Just finished reading the third chapter, shit's pretty good. Anyone know when the next chapter will be out?

>>2144182
Trichotillomania. First time I've seen it mentioned in a manga; seriously validating if I'm being honest.

Someone tried to talk to her on twitter?

>>2146423
No, let's not and hope not.

>>2146421
I showed this sleeve to some friends of my country. The fact that author had mania pulling hair made my friends shocked.
The author has a lot of courage to write about this problem.

>>2146424
Why not?

>>2145890
I will be his wife, also I have big breasts

>>2146423
Not talk, but i did send a thank you to her.

>>2146423
Make her do a /u/ AMA.

>>2146532
No, let's just not bug her. She has enough problems on her own and get the fuck back to plebbit you cunt.

>>2146533
Didn't her life get a turn for the better? I do agree there's no need to bother her, though.

>>2145747
I wonder if she's saying that because she has mostly given up on her but at least wants her to be alive or if she is actually quite worried about her daughter's well-being.

>>2146562
Probably a good case of there's bigger things to worry about concerning her daughter. Like her reclusion and the trichotillo

>>2146563
None of which is a potentially lethal condition, unlike a STD.

>>2144367
c u t e
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>>2145394
good point

>>2146576
Are you saying that you wouldn't want your mom to make sure you were having safe sex with a prostitue?

>>2146461
prove it

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>>2131055
I just started reading this and the levels to which I can relate are fucking me up inside...

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>>2147131
i know that feel

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>>2147131
>>2147311

it doesn't stop

It's weird how comics, even autobiographical ones, cause you to idolize people. Like I can read this and think "she's so precious, I just want to protect and help her," but I realize that in real life she's probably quite draining and shitty to be around

>>2147131
Seems like I'm the only one here who doesn't relate to her or most of her issues.

>>2147999
I never had most of her problems like the eating disorders, hair pulling or other stuff but I definitely know what it's like just to find difficulty having a normal independent routine, being too attached to my mother and being generally repressed with my other feelings.

So I wouldn't say I relate in a literal sense but I think the general issues are more common and universal even if you experience them to a lesser degree.

>>2147999
I don't either but it's still hearbreaking to see the crap this woman is going through.

>>2146331
can she hold me

>>2147999
I don't relate to her disorders and mental health, but I do relate to the repressed sexuality. I mean, I've accepted the fact that I'm attracted to women, but I still feel no need to have sex. I had a girlfriend but it ended up just being like a friendship because I didn't want to do anything besides hug her. So I'm not quite at the author's point of discovering sex as an actual option. I feel like kind of a freak for not wanting sex, it seems like something that everyone can agree is universally desired.

>>2148042
This will likely attract shitposting idiots, but have you considered the possibility that you might be asexual?

I just want to understand how it's even possible to take that long to realize you're a lesbian. I already knew I was one in preschool...
Anons of /u/ please enlighten me if you relate to her discovery

>>2148054
Some people don't realize their sexuality until later in life. It's different for everyone.

>>2148054
I too lie on the internet anon, it's okay.

>>2148054
I think if you repress all sexuality then it's not difficult for it to take a long time to figure out who you're attracted to. I mean, I explicitly realised it in secondary school, and it was obvious in retrospect, but I can see how it could happen. I'm more confused by people who are in relationships and still take years to figure it out.

>>2148054
Realized it at 20 years old, took me 5 years to accept it.
Not everyone has the same life experience, anon.

Anyway, it's not really the place to talk about it.

>>2148059
As an autobiographical manga, this actually seems like one of the few threads where it's vaguely acceptable to ask these questions.

>>2148062
>it's vaguely acceptable to ask these questions.
Wrong, especially when it dips more into /soc/ and /lgbt/ territory

>>2148063
What counts as /lgbt/ territory?

>>2148066
Basically if it's /u/ related.

>>2148162
Now I'm just confused.

>>2148066
>>2148162
>asexual is /u/ related
You're both retarded. Also blogging about experience isn't /u/ related

>>2148167
Nobody is talk8ng about asexuality. They were talking about discovering sexuality late in life.
Talking about general things in direct reference to the top or work at hand is perfectly acceptable.

>>2148054
Were you kissing girls in preschool?

>>2147131
Same
>trichotillomania
>lost my virginity with a prostitute
>(i used to have) mommy issues
>repressed sexuality
>difficulty eating
>depression and not taking any damn care of myself

There's also the whole thing about going to school just to make my parents happy, but I didn't know that about myself until reading it here.

This manga has been a fucking trip.

>>2148054
I bet you were the hottest Onee-sama in school.

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>>2148054
She didn't really say that she discovered that she was a lesbian late in life, but that she had repressed her sexuality for all of her life.
From her narration it seems that she was always aware of lesbian tendencies within herself, but didn't think that she could ever act on those desires because it was part of a different world to her, and she was trying to act like she was still a kid for her parents.

>>2148042
>>2148046
I kind kind of relate in that my sex drive is horribly low. I'm attracted to women, but I don't think of sex. If I read smut or lesbian doujins I don't get turned on or anything but its still appealing in a sense.

>>2147999
I have different issues, but I still feel empathy. Can relate to the relationships with the parents though.

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>>2147131
One of the problems socially unconnected people usually have is thinking they are the only ones having their current problems. Ever since I was a wee lad, reading these kind of works would make me appreciate more what I currently have, and helps me understand the suffering of those that have it worse.

Tomoko's loneliness and depression stems more being full of herself and not taking responsibility for her actions, blaming other people for her unpopularity.

private lesbian is depressed because she has spent her entire life trying to appease her parents all the while being unable to function, while at the same time she wants someone to be a mom-replacement for her.

>>2150220
But you also have to consider that Tomoko is fictional while this girl is not. If she's writing and autobiographical work, she's obviously not going to include all the times she was a bitch and hated the people around her. From our point of view the world has done horrible things to her, but we can never be sure the whole truth is in there.

Also
>private lesbian

>>2150222

watamote could easily be an autobio considering how easy it is to relate to tomoko assuming you were a socially retarded max weebo in school, which i assume a good portion of fans were.

The Japanese title actually translates to something like "a report on me going to a lesbian brothel because I was too lonely". I guess the author put that English title together by looking up the words in a dictionary, though I don't know where she got "private" from.

>>2150368
>brothel
More like "sex services". What she used was basically an escort agency.

>I guess the author put that English title together by looking up the words in a dictionary,
It wouldn't turn out like that. It's probably just a non-literal translation (意訳) and not necessarily by the mangaka.

>though I don't know where she got "private" from.
Probably "personal" was intended but that distinction in English is muddy in Japanese: they're both 私 as in 私事, etc.

Isn't prostitution illegal in Japan? Or they use all sorts of words to bypass that?

>>2150384
Normal m/f prostitution is illegal because of how they define it involving penetration. Lesbian prostitution skirts around it since there's no penetration involved.

>>2150384
gynecological examination

Oh btw chapter 10 of her pixiv diary is up for those who follow it.

https://comic.pixiv.net/works/2308

>>2150398
I hope this gets translated once the manga this thread is about is finished being worked on.

>>2148046
I have actually. It's just hard to think of myself as asexual when I obviously have an attraction towards women, despite the lack of desire for sex. I dunno, it's hard to define what I am, so I'm giving myself time before I put any labels on me.

>>2150651
Eh, don't worry too much about it. You are what you are.

>>2148054

Eating disorder, elektra complex (tough to explain but I violently hate my mother in a way that probably has sexual undertones, whereas my relationship with my father was "pure" and "clean"), gender dysphoria, dermatillomania (instead of trich), trouble knowing myself, "not allowed" to think about sex....

I "seriously realized it" around age 23. Now I'm 26, and I've kind of come to terms with it, but the girl I opened up to and fell in love with betrayed me in the cruelest possible manner. So I'm stuck in another intense misogynistic phase and hate the world too much to even try.

Also, "if I get too lonely and sad, I can just hire a prostitute to pretend to love me!" is like... my only comforting thought, in a way...

I'm looking forward to the next chapter.

>>2150986
>>2150653
>>2150651

>>>/lgbt/

>>2151010
>Talking about how you can relate to the manga being discussed is not allowed.

>>2151038
You're right that shit belongs in >>>/soc/ because of how bloggy it is.

>>2131055
this is nice
poor girl just needs a true hug

when was the last time you had a true hug /u/?

Its amazing she was able to earn a million just by freelancing. What the heck.

>>2151207
It's most likely yen she's talking about. That's probably in the hundreds of thousands when converted.

>>2151207
>>2151209
1 yen=1 US cent

>>2151219
Even a few hundred thousand is nothing to look down on.

>>2151290
1 million yen is about 10k USD

>>2151290
Your math skills are something to look down on.

>>2144367
Is that even her?
That watermark indicates otherwise?

>>2145890
Well I hope you like diapers

>>2151309
I do

>>2151187
All my hugging needs are satisfied through the joy of seeing to girls together.

>>2151187

>Routinely hang out with a pseudo-ex
>Give each other massages while watching anime

I think full body massages are better then hugs

>>2146421
Me too , especially since how she drew her bald spot is eerily close to where my bald spot is on my head. Insanely validating, i was tearing up.

Woah wait. How many of you guys have trich too?
This manga has a special place in my heart because of perfectly describing the anxieties with bald spots.

>>2151838
I have it, though I mentioned it earlier in the thread. I also have dermatillomania though I didn't even know that was the name for it until I saw it mentioned by another anon in this thread.

Kind of weird there seems to be a bunch of people with trich here. I thought it was pretty uncommon.

>>2150651
Well, there are people who call themselves (homo)romantic asexuals, but do what feels best.

>>2151298
Same goes for your social skills.

Yeah but where's the awkward lesbian sex

>>2152333
In chapter 4 of course onee-san. That being said, she's gotten *better* at it as experience tends to do.

>>2152347
Is she still having sex with prostitutes?

>>2147999
I don't either and I would like to keep it that way. There's the segment that talks about looking for "real" jobs and not being a part timer/finding a place to fit to, but thats it. My mind will never jump to wacky stuff like hurting myself or mother figures or whatever. I feel that those are nxtlvl.

>>2151992
D-derm and trich? Me too.
Be my friend, i know no one with either of those things.

>>2151992
well /u/ is for lesbians and lesbians are not exactly super beloved by society and therefore not exactly super secure and therefore prone to develop nervous tics.

I came to the conclusion that lesbianism is the cure for all evils in the world. Feeling lonely? Lesbianism. Feeling depressed? Lesbianism.
Feeling really depressed? Wanna be spoiled by an older woman......

Sure must be nice though....to be spoiled by an older woman.

>>2152739
How does it cure being a maleitis? I need it for...scientific raisins.

>>2152859
You're fucked
So am I

>>2148054
First when I was in elementary, I thought I was extremely straight. Then at 12 or so I started shipping female characters from shit, then I started reading yuri shit, and at 15 I realized I wanted to hug girls

>>2153108
You filthy person, I bet you want to hold hands with girls too.

>>2151309
>https://twitter.com/gogatsubyyyo
I'm also afraid to ask but.

What do you even mean by this. Fetish of hers...?

>>2153214
Yes.

happy birthday to the quadruple chin

>>2153214
People are exaggerating from next to nothing.

>>2153214

she has a few sketches of girls wearing diapers. i assume its a facet of her 'i want to be cared for by an adult' fetish

>>2154045
her recent sketches are funnier, comparing lthe likeness of a pussy to a "pussy". She really likes pussy.

>>2154075
She does sound like she is, or was, a crazy cat lady.

>>2154075
>her recent sketches are funnier, comparing lthe likeness of a pussy to a "pussy". She really likes pussy.
I don't understand this
Links to sketches? I hate navigating Twitter

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>>2154075

>>2154075
A girl after my heart

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>>2154251
Don't forget

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>>2154215
Also may as well add some actual /u/

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>>2154284
Derp, meant for more catness. I think i'm addicted to her art-style.

>>2154251
does the Japanese word for pussy also mean cat?

>>2154295
Neko vs manko, or omanko.

No.

>>2154307
Then why the comparison sketch?

>>2154348
Follow the convo chain back to the start

>>2154348
Because the author thinks those parts look like a cat's mouth.
Funny, I always thought they looked like a spaceship or PacMan.

>>2154284
Fuck! I love her art

>>2154386
>like a spaceship

Elaborate, please.

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>>2154417

>>2154419
I kind of see it.

>>2131055
>4chan femanons: the manga.

Holy mackerel.

>>2154436
how many pretty princess points for a brothel trip?

>>2154450
I think my soul just cringed

>>2154251
>>2154282
Why does English word pussy also refers to vagina anyway?

>>2155510
https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-etymology-of-the-word-pussy-as-a-synonym-for-vagina

>>2154450
over 9000

>>2144444
checked those quints

>>2144571
I would have just a friend with benefits just to stop being alone, being honest.

>>2146232
fuck off faggot

>>2144400

tossed salad and scrambled eggs

>>2150651
I'm actually just like you, anon. I'm also attracted to women and known I've been attracted to only women for a long time, but I've never at any point felt like I actually wanted to have sex. I like seeing lewd doujins of cute girls but I don't want to actually have any desire for sex myself. I don't think there's anything wrong with that though.

Chapter 4, when?

>>2161124
>I like seeing lewd doujins of cute girls but I don't want to actually have any desire for sex myself
I thought I was the only one.

>>2161132
Well, apparently neither of us are alone, anon

>>2161132
>>2161483
You crazy kids should get together and have mind-blowing handholding.

>>2161487
I'm down for mind-blowing handholding!

>>2154284
>>2154282
i'm in love with her

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more of her original art plz senpai to fill the hole before chapter 4 appears

What's with the girls in drinks? Yet another fetish?

>>2161675
Obviously symbolism for the amniotic fluid of the womb

>>2161684
Or maybe "I could really use a fucking drink right now"

>>2150986
Are you me? I'm also 26 but took me a couple of years to seriously affirm myself as a lesbian. I hope you can get better soon anon

>>2161684
Yeah well what about girls in bags of candy?
>>2161757

>>2161883
Sugar intake is important.

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>dont speak nip
>sent her an email to say thank you and good luck
>was hoping for an answer
>been a week now
>she probably doesnt even speak english

Rejected....

>>2161916
బాగా మీరు అర్థం లేదు కొన్ని వింత భాషలోని వర్తమానం వచ్చినా ఏం చేస్తారు?

>>2161916
I think she mentioned a while back due to literally getting thousands of similar Emails from all over that she couldn't possibly reply to all of them, gonna have to be content that she appreciates it.

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>>2161922
>be content that she appreciates it

Story of my life, onee-chan...

>>2162158
Don't you hate it when there's something bumpy between your legs and you have to get your best friend to examine it for you?

>>2131062
First of all she has enough trouble holding regular jobs and prostitution can be demanding. On top of that, she has a lot of social anxiety and this job would require her to constantly be confident in front of complete strangers, some of whom might be dangerous or just plain horrifying- oh wait, you weren't being serious. Yes, glamorous job where you get paid to fuck women. The best!

>>2145890
What is so attractive about crazy? Do you really want someone who cuts herself and rips out her own hair and tells you she doesn't want you touching her sexually? If you have the same problems she does, she could end up making them worse. If you don't, they might become yours. I feel bad for her, too, but the last thing I'd ever want to be is the solution to all of her problems. Because that is impossible.

>>2147996
true

>>2154419
Of course.

>>2161921
arigato

>>2148054
I'm a different anon but I was aware I liked girls when I was 6. I used to "play house" with a friend two years older than me and I always insisted we kiss on the lips like a fucking brat, she didn't want to do it so often.

Sorry for blogging and answering to a necro post.

>>2162287
That's a good strategy. And she did do it time to time I'm guessing?

>>2148054
If you also spend a lot of time on /e/ you should have figured it out by now.

>>2145334
>that the story is unrealistic
ahaha... normies, little do they know...
I once watched an anime in which the main character also got some serious mental issues and I thought to myself "gee, this is so true... he's basically me, finally someone gets how it is". And then I've read a review written by the main reviewer in an anime magazine which said the story sucked, because it was just too unrealistic for one person to experience so much shit at the same time.
It's one of those cases when reality is so bizarre, people won't even believe you because it's out of the scope of their observable universe.
No sane person can understand insane. If they did, they wouldn't be sane.

>>2162392
>anime in which the main character also got some serious mental issues
You clearly havent watched any seagalkino in your life. Now that's realistic.

>>2162392
What anime is this? I'm curious

>>2162463
I'm guessing Welcome to the NHK.

Translation of Japanese article about the manga: https://www.lewdgamer.com/2016/07/04/japanese-manga-artist-explores-her-depression-by-going-to-a-lesbian-brothel/

>>2145747

Did her mom ever see the bit in the manga about her wanting to have sex with her mother?

>>2162526
>the bit in the manga about her wanting to have sex with her mother?
That's not exactly what it said

>>2162505
this website has gigantic pictures of het sex in the background.

>>2162686
Did you just give a trigger warning for het sex?

>>2162308
Yeah, for a while then we stopped being seeing each other cause we got new friends.

>>2162695
the only kind of trigger warning that matters desu

>>2162695
I think they're just referring to ads and/or thumbnails to other articles containing images of het sex. Nothing to do with the actual series.

>>2144400
The "Existential Crisis" Ayanami.

>>2162491
Bingo.
I'm not saying it was a spot on depiction of a person with mental problems, it's hard to tell because every case is fucked up in its own unique way, but saying the amount of diarrhea that felt on his head was just too unrealistic is clearly a proof of having absolutely no fucking idea.

>>2162526
Even if she didn't, it's hard to imagine she wouldn't find out one way or another. Not to mention people are usually more perceptive than we think, so it wouldn't surprise me if she suspected something by her behavior.

I can hardly remember the last time some manga excited me so much...

>>2162902
>I can hardly remember the last time some manga excited me so much...

Because of your own incest tendencies, right

can i be a lesbian too if i am a man?

>>2163153
No, but don't let that discourage you. You can still live that dream of being a maladjusted lonely wreck who hires prostitutes for hugs.

>>2163153
Just check out the trans girl lesbians on /lgbt/!

No.

>>2163065
No. I want to be the prostitute that hugs her though.

>>2163153
In a game of pretend, you can be anything you want.

>>2163616
The game of pretend has too many plausible limits. If I tried to tell you I was a wizard or some kind of animal, you'd know I was lying. And if I said it's who I really am, you'd know I was lying to both of us. If I convinced you, I still wouldn't be any of those things. You can't escape who you are, Anonymous. That's the whole point of the manga.

>>2163853
>You can't escape who you are, Anonymous.
There's a way to escape forever.

>>2163871
I've got bad news: There's a hell and it's heterosexual

Ch4 is here and still incredibly depressing
http://tetsu-scans.blogspot.fi/2016/10/the-private-report-on-my-lesbian.html

>>2164893
Thanks, Finnish Anon!

>>2164893
>and still incredibly depressing
seriously, what were you expecting?

>>2164893
Holy shit, I never knew prostitutes could be this professional. Her acting was flawless, without any hint of disgust or repulsiveness. I'm fucking impressed.

>>2165044
Or maybe she's just a nice person?

>>2165044
I was an escort for a while, I deserve an oscar for the performance with some of the men I saw, yikes.

Was kinda surprised how she came off though, I always assumed japanese ones were trashy looking and always in a rush to finish and see the next

>>2165068
Well I assume pretty much everywhere there's a difference depending on rates, what you're looking for, whether you're calling someone up and making an appointment or seeing as streetwalker, etc. I'm pretty sure 'comfort-prostitutes' who are meant as a shoulder to cry on and aren't necessarily primarily about the sex isn't exactly a groundbreaking idea. And Japanese lesbian prostitutes don't seem like they'd be very successful if they were impatient and in a rush to be honest.

>>2164893
asks her mom for money to pay prostitute
FUCK

I don't know if that's hilarious or heartbreaking

>>2164893
Did anyone else find this chapter to be the saddest one so far?

So from a storytelling point of view, what was the point of opening with the manga with seeing the prostitute when that experience didn't help her at all either?

>>2165540
it makes us await it like she awaited it. the prostitute was supposed to change her life and make everything better, but it wasn't so easy as she/we thought it would be.

it's distilled. she fails horribly: either she gives up or she doesn't.

>>2165319
Yep.

>>2165068
>I always assumed japanese ones were trashy looking and always in a rush to finish and see the next
I guess it's the doujinshi to blame, huh?

Btw. have you heard of "White Hands"? Those people deserve a peace award.

in japan even the prostitutes are polite

>>2164893
That prostitute is adorable.
I didn't find this one all to depressing as compared to the others I guess though.

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>>2165798
This was weird though. Why was she so obsessed with the narrator's hymen?

>>2165847
it probably just seemed more obsessive to her at the time. she probably just thought it was weird and spent a few seconds making sure to see if it would be okay to start putting things in or how slow to take it etc..

>>2165847
I thought it was cute.

>>2165548
I wonder if she has had non-terrible intercourse since then

>>2165319
Actually, the part where she kissed her and her face went feom like just a bundle of scrunched up lines to a pretty relaxed one was really beautiful, I felt.

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amazing, someone in japan looked into the future and drew what would happen if i ever tried to have sex

Dude, 182 dollarydoos for a few hours. Think about that. On top of that, the author is just a dead fish. She's probably the least worse of all people had to go through.

>>2165044
>>2166207

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>>2166207
And her mother paid more than half of it.

>>2166277
Plus she is attracted to her mom. What a wild ride that request must have been for her.

>>2165847
She was probably projecting her own fear of not having a hymen on the prostitute.
It would be surprising for me that a prostitute wouldn't know that a woman can have no hymen. I would be surprised for any woman to not know that, since that's sex-ed 101, one of the first thing you learn about your first sexual intercourse.

>>2166670
I think you're going to be very surprised at how many women know very little about their genitals and reproductive organs.

>>2163406

>tfw mtf and browse /u/

:'(

>>2167438
I really wish /u/ was more accepting of you ladies.

>>2167457
Blame Christine Love

>>2167475
I find it highly unlikely that a single barely-known video game designer who doesn't even call herself trans has anything to do with it.

>>2167486
No, but she's why I hate 'transbians' now.

>>2167489

Don't worry I hate myself too.

I thought this board was filled with cute girls

>>2167587

I'm a cute girl anon

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>>2167587

>>2167587

No, this board is only filled with miserable girls who wish they were cute girls

>>2167676
Fuck you anon, I am both miserable and cute

>>2167684
Are you cutely miserable or miserably cute?

>>2167489
Are you stupid?

>>2167486
she admitted she was trans. Also it's pretty obvious. At a panel she did, her voice doesn't pass.

>>2167489
there's waaaay worse transbian vidya game developers. Like the one who bitched at Notch (minecraft creator) for being rich and successful and not donating his money to poor transbians like her. CLove is getting really bad, though.

>>2167722
have to agree with that other anon, /lgbt/ and transbians in general has scared me away from anything trans related.

>>2167891

I wanna be the 4th member of MDE!!!

On a serious note..

>tfw mtf
>tfw most lesbians wish death upon you just because of a couple of crazy ass trannies that you would never even associate with

Feelsbad..

>>2167983
TERFs are the worst.

why have janitors not removed these transbian freaks blog posts?

>>2167996
go away trannies. Go trick and trap at /d/ where they actually want you.

>>2168005

Don't bother.. I'll go back to lurking now. Sorry for annoying you with my presence.

>>2168030
You wanna talk about gender and blog, go to /lgbt/ or /soc/. This is never the board for it.

This has nothing to do with whether there's hate here or not, that shit is off topic and deserves to get shit on since it's literally tumblr whining half the time.

>>2167983
Yes poor you. Sad blog/10. Piss off no one asked or cared

>>2168005
>trannies also begin to shit here and cry about why no lesbians want their dick
God damnit. The entirety of /lgbt/ isn't enough for those sick fucks?

>>2168153
Shut the fuck up. This thread had absolutely no connection to trannies. There is absolutely no reason to bring it up or further talk about it. You wanna complain go to tumblr

>>2168196
Anon you don't seem to get it. This isn't the board for it, never has and never will. The thread was talking about the thread topic before trannies decided to include themselves.

>>2168196
And you still wonder why pretty much everyone hates you.
This thread isn't about you or your delusions. And don't you have the /cis lesgen/ thread to shitpost in?

>>2168270
>That's what trans call a "folklore"

I don't understand the connection to the word folklore with that kind of situation

>>2168272
Use your imagination.

>>2168272
>also, it applies to niches, subcultures or any well established groups

>>2168272
It means freaks drawing inspiration from traditions and culture of some group, but in a shallow, simplistic or distorted way. E.g. stereotypical rednecks are folklore of a republican party, or people praising Lenin that are calling themselves socialists.
So a colorful and silly bunch, just like folk culture.

trannies are the worst

>>2168329
everyone here is a little girl