Haha I hate myself.

First for trans angst

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>>7726345
So you're actually trans? I went through a scare where I thought I was and it was pretty shit.

>>7726345
I'm not trying to be a shitter here, but I am curious.

I knew this one person who was trans, after their horomone therapy they started becoming just a really terrible, self-entitled person. And they thought going M>F made them more important or something, like they deserved recognition and respect purely because of that.

Is that really a thing? Why would someone feel that way?

Will there ever be new comics ?

>>7726491
I think Lauren tends to take occasional long breaks from the internet. I don't follow her close enough to be sure.

But the last tweet she made was November last year I think.

>>7726366
Been there myself. Bad times.

>>7726443
Hormone therapy changes you. Trust me, I've been there. Not personally but I have two close friends who got on hormones and they're both unrecognizable after as little as 1-2 years of use. I could go on for hours about it but my point is that hormones have drastic on mere outwards appearance so imagine what it does to your brain chemistry. It's not an inherently bad thing but it can take away friends and loved ones.

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>>7726345
;~;
>>7726443
some people do that,
but it sounds like they made it as a woman

>>7726638
Sounds about right. I wasn't close with this person. Just they kind of changed for the worst. I mean on one hand if they're more comfortable with themselves that is fine, but that's not an excuse to put yourself on like a pedestal.

>>7726678
it is though
you do sound hurt

>>7726678
We should be glad for them as they are getting what they want in a society that doesn't necessarily want them to have it. On the other hand we lose someone dear to us. You weren't particularly close to that person you spoke of but imagine you were. Imagine he was your best friend or even your crush and now he's become an awful, awful person. It's as if that person died and was replaced by someone else in the same body. I've witnessed it here firsthand. I'm all for LGBTetc. stuff and am even trans myself but those hormones can fuck up everything for the worst. It's sad.

>>7726715
Believe it or not I wasnt hurt by this person. He/she was purely a random internet friend who has always fancied themselves a "funny internet troll". And I just feel like you should only do something like that to feel more at oeace with who you are, not for "bragging rights"
>>7726758
Its really hard for me to relate and I cant pretend that I understand how that must feel. But im sure it must really fucking suck. Probably worse than just being rejected by a crush, which is something I can relate to at least.

>>7726865
well they do feel better about themselves
trolls are just people who have been hurt
a lot
now that she can move on with her life its for the better

>>7726890
Well I dont think that description applies to every troll, but it doew sound like it applies to the person im talking about. I just hope they eventually mellow out is all.

>>7726865
Truth be told, I don't think there's any feel worse than getting rejected by a genuine love interest.

Huh.

This might be the place to ask a question that's, well, not been bugging me exactly, but, um.
Shit, well, I'm fucking awkward as hell socially anyway. Probably autistic, never actually been diagnosed, but I wouldn't be surprised with how many of the supposed 'warning signs' and 'common factors' I keep hitting. Whatever, this isn't about me.

Anyway, I've got a trans friend. I knew him when he was a her, and now he's a he, and that's cool. I guess I should feel awkward or something, but to be honest, like I said I'm fucking awkward enough as it is that things like gender-identity and sexual orientation take a back-seat to basic fucking eye contact and shaking hands sometimes.

Anyway, yeah. Rambling. Actual question. Is it weird that I'm not actually treating him any different than I did when he was a she? SHOULD I be treating him different? He doesn't seem to mind, but honestly, I don't really know if I would be able to tell on my own, or if he'd tell me even if I asked.

Some day you'll sublimate it for love. An intense love of yourself that the world will never understand. And, damn, will you hate the world for that.

>>7727045
Sounds like you're doing good to me. No sense in treating them different, they're still largely the same person. Treating them different just because they went trans is a good way to fuck up a relationship IMO. Just try to be friends like you were beforehand. It's no big deal, if you have to think about it at all then you're thinking about it too hard. It's always nice to let them know you care and would like to support them through their transition but otherwise they're still just people.

You should get some autismbux though.

i did it reddit

i completed my share of the art trade and am therefore absolved of the threat of a deadline

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what are your hobbies you trash dwelling faggots?

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>think of suicide almost everyday
Why must I be so weak

>>7727414
if we had hobbies we wouldn't be so depressed
>>7727438
dealing with reality is taxing

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>>7727467

what ****were**** your hobbies you trash dwelling faggots?

>>7727507
Videogames, before they stopped being interesting. Now I can only play the occasional runthrough of games I played 15 years ago. These days I'm into comics more but most comics are shit or don't interest me so I've got limited stuff I can go through. I'd like to get more into cars and firearms but NEETs don't have that kind of money.

>>7727093
Oh. That's good to know, thanks. It's always kind of really worrying to think about how I'm going to do something to fuck up and lose a friend again. Good to know I'm not fucking up on this one, probably.

>>7727414
Hobbies? Let's see. Reading, writing, watching movies and TV shows, and back when I actually was able to do so, playing vidya and tabletop shit. Haven't done either in for-fucking-ever, the first due to being too poor to afford a system and still pay bills plus no time even if I had one, and the second due to no time and no non-virtual group of friends to be stupid around a table with, who would actually be both interested and able to show up.

>>7727567
Aw fuck man I know how hard it can be to keep tabletop groups together. It's such a great hobby when you've got people excited for it but otherwise, it's depressing.

>>7727507
Reading, vidya, hacking the shit out of myself, tabletop RPG's, card games and being a hoon with friends. Before I moved and now spend all day in my room wishing I was dead.

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>>7727414
Current hobbie:
Playing bass in a band

Hobbies I wished I had money for:
DIY electronics (mostly audio and embed stuff)
Vidya
Music Production

Hobbies I wished I had motivation for:
Drawfaging

>>7727699
i just want to draw dicks on girls
a lot of them
a lot of dicc
brain is diccs

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>everyone's starting to lose tools except me
shit's fucked but at least it ain't my fault

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>>7727727
Well anon, at least you got motivation

>>7727730
>tfw no tools to lose to begin with
L-looks like I win!

>>7727699
>Hobbies I wished I had money for:
>DIY electronics (mostly audio and embed stuff)

Go scavenge in trash for electronics to desolder parts from?

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>>7727772
don't be a fag

>>7725967
Hey faggots, my mind is blown every time I see your collective autism. Furries, which is what you are, are literally the most autistic, degenerate collective known to man. You're all so pathetic. Stop being a sad, degenerate fuck tard and go actually do something for once in your life, other than fantasising about animals, you freaks.

>>7727794
But it's all I got.

>>7727795
>le epic furry is bad meme xD
There is literally fucking nothing wrong with it, retard. It's been around since Egyptian mythology. Go choke on cock, normalfaggot piece of trash.

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>>7727208
>forgot to upload and didn't notice for very long
haha oops

>>7727779
Yeah I've done that before, but I'm more interested in dev boards and those kind of things.

>>7727819
>"Hey goy da ancecent equiptians were fury xDxD"
You're a fucking idiot, mate. Are you really such a fucking retard that you justify something by giving an example of ancient culture? Wow. Guess cannibalism, incest, rape, paedophilia and more are A-Okay then! You really are a complete fucking dumb-ass. Wow.

>>7727834
>GUYS CRIMES ARE EXACTLY THE SAME AS LITERARY DEVICES
retarded
>mate
britbong/aussie too

>>7727834
Are you implying those things aren't fine?

>>7727843
Are you pretending to be retarded or what, mate? Fucking unbelievable.

>>7727857
You write like a Tumblr user, can you do us a favor and go back?

>>7727888
And how the fuck do I write like a tumblrina you actual dumb cunt?
You're just mad that I've debunked your claims, you degenerate fuck.

>>7727927
I'm not even the same person. Also how the fuck do you debunk an opinion?

All you faggots want is attention since mommy and daddy apparently never gave you any as a child. If you're over 18 and still cut, might as well go all the way with it you sad excuse of a carcass. But no, you won't because you're too chicken shit to do so, yet still crave attention. Cute.

>>7727939
I know you're a fucking idiot mate, but you might want to research what the definition of an opinion is you actual tard.

>>7727944
What if I'm 18 and sill cut, can I wait a while before killing myself?

>>7727944
I agree with this cunt.
>>7728035
If you cut yourself you're an attention whoring faggot.
>"Oh no guys I inflict injury upon myself for no reason! Give me sympathy!"
Fucking pathetic.

>>7727944
Dubs of truth
>>7728035
Stop being a faggot burden on other people, then maybe.

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>blew 1.6k on PC parts
>just got 1.9k tax refund
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E7qBXLtG5S4

>>7727944
its funny because i cut my father off and my mom says if i ever need i can go back to her house

>>7726345

>having a mental illness

I pity the dammed

Heh

>>7726345
> customary diversity (you)
I'm a writefag, and one of my characters is a FTM trans that's bagged herself a 9/10 guy, but, for all the love she has for him, she hasn't mentioned she has a motherfucking cock.
Is this plausible? The whole "being a retarded teen" (he/she/it is sixteen) and the "addled by hormones" make me think this character might do something this retarded. May I have your opinion?

>>7727414
i suck shit at guitar and bass, listen to garbage 80s goth and occasionaly vomit some lines and squiggles onto paper
kerping me somewhat happy i guess

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>>7727944
have a falling out, champ?
its okay, we all have rough days, no need to be so miserable

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I just got extorted thru the phone.
Welp, there goes my plans outside the house

haha

>>7731262
What happend anon?

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>>7727843
I read crimes as crimea and was moderately confused

>>7732329
Tube dude in a tube.

>>7732344
inception.wav

>>7726758
Fuck, why do I relate so much. I officially ended it with him about 2 months ago. It was getting to the point where he would attack me and play on my worst fears to hurt me just to feel good about himself. Sometimes I wonder what It was that made me love him in the first place. Just because he was there and nice at first and I was desperate and lonely, I guess. I'm not that sad about it anymore, but I do miss the little things. It was nice to think that I had someone to care about and cared about me, and made me feel a little less ugly, even if it was only for a little while.

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>>7727795
>>7727834
>>7727927
>>7727944

>>7728056
What about those people who hide their cuts and don't ever talk about them?

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>>7731685
some dude started telling me how he's got tabs on my family and t hung up once he told me he was from a cartel but I retardedtly told him my first name. So I guess it's highly probable they'll call in a few days telling who ever is in the house that they have me captive and demand a ransom.

Happens a lot here in tacoland but it's mostly just a scare to make people blindly give them money. But if it doesn't stick, they just call another number and hope they fall for it and doesn't usually sum up to anything.

I've calmed down now and I've already told my family about the situation and deduced that the thug probably got our address via a telephone book.

But man did it ruined my day. I just hope some cute possums can make it up for it.

>>7733304
Man that is awful. I have a buddy who lived in taco-land when he was a baby. His family left due to some really fucked up shit going on around their house.

Sounds crazy by the comparatively coddled life I have. Sorry shit sucks so much.

>>7730704
YEAH! You tell him!
#hugbox #safespace #autismmatters

>>7734249
The funniest thing about insults on 4chan is it always devolves into people insulting each others' ability to insult each other.

>>7734318
low hanging fruit

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can some tell me why do people like this because i really want to kown

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>>7727944
>All you faggots want is attention
It gets boring without someone to chat with every now and then

I applied for 3 jobs today. Hopefully I get one before I run out of money haha.

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mmmmmmm kiwis

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>>7738773
Of course someone that puts pineapple on pizza would eat kiwis.

>>7738773
you need to peel them dummy
also i fucking hate myself for not being able to eat them without getting a bloated tongue

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>>7738802
desu mangos and persimmons are 1st place

kiwis take 2nd

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>>7738841
Mango are good. Green Apples are second for me.

Honestly I've never tried a kiwi.

>>7738829
>peel them

haha i discovered that you don't have to peel them if you're a mad enough man

the skin's actually palateable and you can't feel the fuzzy shit in your mouth

>>7738865
kiwis have a lot of acidity to them that you gotta be careful about, the more unripe they are the more caustic they are

i sorta like a little bit of the acidity so i try to get at them at that moment, sorta like when a banana still has a bit of green to them

i fukkin love me some partially green bananas

>>7738802
Mmm. Pineapple AND cherries on my hawaiian pizza, kiwi and dragonfruit, cottage cheese with roma tomatoes on top, locusts boiled in butter and served butterfly-style on hummus-smeared Naan, olives and mushrooms on my seafood omelet, A-1 sauce in my baked sweet potato, sharp cheddar slices with my Golden Delicious apples, a shake of Tajin on my popcorn, but dammit, for the love of salsa on mac'n'cheese, please - leave the bell peppers out of the kitchen.

>>7739231
Okay, to be fair, the last one's mostly because I don't feel all that keen about emergency room visits, but really - can't stand the taste of 'em anyway, so not that much of a loss for me.

>>7726345

Trans and actually pretty ok with it here.

It's everything else that sucks in my life.

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>>7733083
They live in hopes someone discovers them and gives them sypathy for bearing such a burden.
Everybody craves for attention, it's fucking human nature.

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Buttfucked opossum for bumping purposes

>>7739231
>locusts boiled in butter and served butterfly-style on hummus-smeared Naan

wat

>>7741168
I think that's food according to some countries.

>>7740107
So does that just bother you a lot?

I hate a lot of things about human nature too. But people seeking contact isn't one of them.

>>7732473
People change for better or worse. I'm glad for it, we learn from our mistakes and improve ourselves but on the other hand we are always one or two moments away from becoming the worst person we know. If we never changed then there would be no point in anything, we'd just be drones going on with our predesignated series of actions in response to stimuli but I wish we didn't have to watch our loved ones and ourselves turn into a metaphorical Hitler.

>>7727507
Art, writing, sculpture

OCD completely eliminated my desire to do anything.

That and feeling like everything I come up with has been done before.

>>7741214
It's a fairly common dish in the middle east, although it's kind of 'fried bologna on wonder bread' levels of lower-class food over there. I tried it when I was there on a dare, and i wasn't bad. Then again, I've been known to eat all sorts of weird shit, like rattlesnake and octopus, so maybe I'm not the best gauge of quality and taste.

>>7742796
nah, squeamish people are just freaking out they aren't actually taking food in for what it is.

>>7742796
Bugs aren't too bad of a food but the way those locusts were prepared made it seem like a delicacy when it's really anything but. Then again lobster is just a sea bug that was once fed to prisoners so maybe a little butter and some chives is the only thing locusts need to be the next luxury smash hit.

>>7740107
>They live in hopes someone discovers them and gives them sypathy for bearing such a burden.
maybe you're joking but though self-harm can be communicative or manipulative, it's not the only reason and lots of people who cut or have similar problems are deeply ashamed of it
for example, those with episodes of dissociation or anxiety can come to rely on the shock of cutting to ground themselves in the body, which has nothing to do with attention or sympathy from others

Heh

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>page 10

haha

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haha i DMed an RP campaign with 3 other nerds with my own janky and horribly unprepared bootleg ruleset and setting

they said they fucking enjoyed it

>>7745407
What type of system is it?

>>7745419
no classes, skill specializations only, bootleg as fuck magic system where the potency of the spell is determined by your roll plus a decaying value that decays as you cast more spells (this hasn't been used yet because it's early as fuck in the campaign)

loosely inspired by the system used in the endtown RPG

>>7745447
Never given endtown a look. Don't suppose you have a pdf or something of your rules? I'm bored and wouldn't mind having a looksy.

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>>7745459
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B8rwCAPs9p4vb2dId28zR1pPZTg/view?usp=sharing

the extremely trimmed attributes system and 1d100 difficulty check was the key part that i was inspired by

the magic system was inspired by shit i heard about dungeon crawl classics

>>7745488
Reading the basics the Endtown System sounds kinda cool. I've only ever known various D&D editions, Ironclaw and Shadowrun 4e so it's good to read something new

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>>7745536
the fun part about spells is i just laid down some basic rules and said "lol fucking think of spells yourself nerd"

i'm only going to separate the spells by effectiveness and intensity and let them go fucking nuts with ideas

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>>7745630
Always loved the idea behind freeform casting, seems tricky to get right though. What about the setting? What was that like?

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>>7745662
CTRL+C CTRL+V

"Diaspora" is a scattered system of self-contained worlds called "Rifts" suspended in a soup of impenetrable nothingness. Its weary denizens trudge on day in day out trying to live a normal life despite the foreboding darkness engulfing their homelands. These people have made the best of their situation and have salvaged together vehicles capable of crossing the void separating one another. These vehicles called "Craft" are to explore this hostile world, connect to one other and to destroy one another.

The greatest and oldest of these intrepid adventurers eventually seem to lose their mind, taking the masterpiece Crafts they've spent their whole lives on and plunging themselves past the unknown of Rubicon.

Historic recordkeeping indicates that Diaspora was the result of a failed project performed by ancient progenitors.

>>7745662
Fa/tg/uy here. When it comes to 'freeform' casting, what I've seen of Ars Magica's system makes me really like how it works.

Tangent-ish, have you looked at the Marvel Heroic Roleplay System? It's one of my more favorite ones to design for and run in, other than 3.5 (because I'm a masochistic oldfag that way).

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>>7745407
And here I felt like a champion for taking Eden Studios Terra primate, All Tomorrow's Zombies and Enter The Zombie and making a system for roleplaying Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles... (that kind of worked)

>>7738773
>clean fingernails

>>7746722
Dude, color me impressed for both the effort of actually (kinda) getting ATZ and Terra to work together, and for actually knowing those systems in the first place.

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I tried writing text when I drew this comic. But the joke was lost and my handwriting is bad. It's vague enough to just be used as a reaction to something I guess.

>neighbours are having a party
>there are people right now having fun and being social 2 meters away
>currently alone with a laptop trying to write but failing

>>7749653
Looks great! Love that look in the last panel.

>>7749653
That's some punchable faces and 90' lappy feel.
I like it

>>7746722
believe me when i say it was horribly unprepared

i ran the thing on practically a skeleton

>>7746722
>>7750480
and to compound to the list of issues i am NOT an experienced DM, as a matter of fact i have zero DMing experience whatsoever

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>>7748423
All I took from TP was the animal Qualities and Drawbacks, to which I added a basic "Mutant" Quality akin to the Bast/Gifted Quality from Witchcraft. From ATZ I took the Cyborg/Robot Qualities and Drawbacks, plus some skills and weapons. And from ETZ, the whole martial arts shebang.
Since all of it ran on the Unisystem Engine, it was easy to put the whole thing together. The players got real creative with this, and some of the characters they came up with wouldn't look out of place on the original Mirage comic.
>>7750480
>>7750509
More power to you. Using a broken system, being a n00b DM and getting your party to enjoy nonetheless, is actually a remarkable feat.

>>7726443
Any major life change causes some ugly to slip out of people, especially ones pertaining to mind-altering chemical regimens.

Hell, one of my friends was pretty chill but had self esteem issues, and the moment she lost her virginity she became a
> really terrible, self-entitled person.

She sort of mellowed out later though.

>>7751399
Good she mellowed out. I wonder if I have ever actually experienced a thing so major to become a shitty person so outwardly like that.

I feel like I wouldn't catch onto something like that if it happened to me.

I mean I do know when I'm being a shitty person, or so I like to believe. And I always feel bad about it afterward and apologize when it's possible.

>>7751119
Heh. Shit, now I kind of want to run a game of some sort for /opossum/. Something really shitty like, I dunno, Harvest Moon with wizards or something, or Marvel+Studio Ghibli Presents Silent Hill.

>>7752847
You should take the Animal PC Creation thing from Terra Primate and toss it into Witchcraft's Corebook.
There, necromancer opossum with shit physical stats.

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Today's actually alright for me. What about everyone else?

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>>7755691
i'm less depressed than usual and it's making me fucking horny so no

>>7755707
I get that as well. If 'm not feeling shit I masturbate like 6-7 times a day, it's fuckin' crazy.

>>7755691
listening to Dead Kennedys and playing The Witness while thinking about all the shit i have due next week

>>7755922
What song now?

>>7755933
"Chemical Warfare" at the moment. i'm listening to Fresh Fruit for Rotting Vegetables in full.

>>7755981
Fucking nice man. Still need to download their discography on my new laptop.

>>7755994
i've never actually listened to their discog in full before, just random songs thanks to Pandora. i'm loving it so far.

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>>7755691
Found a 4shared folder I owned and forgot about. Some neat shit there too.
Also thinking on how the fuck am I going to translate my novel to english by this month's end if I have no will to do it and have translated just 3000 words out of 49000.

>>7756039
google translate

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i jerked off with vaseline lotion today
god damn this was the best feeling since ever
i dont know why but it just made muh dick so sensitive

just saying in case someone is getting bored of jerking off and not feeling any satisfaction out of it
get a big bottle of this shit at a local pharmacy and fap away, it will feel as though your dick is young again

[/shill]

I wish I didn't buy all these dragon dildos when I was younger. I could really use that money right now and I haven't even stuck one up my ass in probably over a year.

>>7757171
Can I have one?

>>7757174
No, I'm gonna try to flip it on the used dildo market which is surprisingly a thing.

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>>7755707
Spikes in depression swing my sex drive to whatever it wasn't. If I'm horny when it hits, I suddenly have no drive at all. If I didn't care about sex and then suddenly want to die, I get horny.

>>7756039
What's your native language, if you don't mind my asking?

And if you can afford it, have you considered hiring a dirt-cheap translator? Seriously, some people will do it for rediculous fees - one of my friends shilled his skills out on some cheap-ass site called For a Fiver or something once; barring that, try google translate, and see if you can't con some poor shmuck into proofing and editing it?

I dunno, does Amazon offer editing services? Or Craigslist? Ebay? Could maybe start there?

Just some random, unsolicited advice.

>>7757227
I am not actually surprised that the used dildo market is a real thing. Then again, very little along those lines surprises me, after seeing a vending machine in Japan that sold used panties and tampons. In a fucking mall.

>>7755691
Fairly stable today, I guess.

Oh, hey, update for the few of you that might give a fuck, all three of you: my brother in law woke up, after they successfully resuscitated him a third time. They're still giving him maybe a few weeks until his body finishes shutting down, but...fuck. At least now he can say goodbye and all that. So yeah.

Just thought you might want to know. Anyway.

>>7758154
That's something man. Would've been shitty if you never got to say good bye.

Did you get your time off work?

>>7758103
Used dildos really aren't that odd of a thing when you consider it. A dragon dildo could cost you $150+ for some of the largest models but a gallon of bleach will cost you a dollar tops. Buying used and sanitizing the hell out of it is a fair choice really. For some people a used dildo is even a fetish. I don't think I'd do it but I get where they're coming from.

>>7758174
We're still arranging things like flights and stuff, but work has said I can take time as needed. Thankfully I've got eighty hours on the books, plus the three days they'll give me for bereavement, so...Yeah. This place may be a tweaker-infested shithole, but we take care of our own when it matters, it seems.

>>7758259
Hopefully you get there asap and you and your wife get as much time possible with him.

Good luck my man.

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>>7755691
Exorted guy from yesterday here, can't sleep do to over thinking what happened yesterday and I'm feeling kinda nervous since I have to go downtown tomorrow. I mean this has happened to a lot of neighbors and family and nothing has happened but I can't shake it off like them.

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>>7756843
Semi-related: got myself a $6 footlong sub at Subway the other day. Got a Subway Club, had it toasted, plain. Walked it home, because I am forever cursed with being only steps away from wasted money and calories. Stepped in, realized I was home alone for the next few hours, and... fucked that greasy slut of a sandwich to completion while looking at some furry porn. And then I ate it all and vaguely enjoyed it, tasteless cum and all. Because I cannot deny any longer that I belong here, amongst the refuse-- no. Amongst my comrades, the REST of the trash.

I just don't know where the fuck to go in life after this.

>>7758890
Thanks asshole. Now I've got to try this, how's it feel on the dick?

>>7758890
Nice, what are your recommendations for those of us who would like to try it?

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blog for the 17th

i went out to open a tax free savings account and put 3k into it

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>>7758956
i stopped by one of the numerous chinese produce markets and bought myself three tins of delicious fucking eels and two packets of pocky, one chocolate and one strawberry flavor

strawberry pocky tastes better than chocolate

>>7758908
I had been on a depression and stress induced week-and-a-half of abstainence. Shit was amazing. You know the banana peel/banana fleshlight trick? WAAAAY better.
>>7758911
Right, so due to previous experimentation I've deduced that deli meat was optimal. I'd say the only real variable is to maybe try different condiments if you aren't afraid to get your Italian sausage all messy- mayo, oil, things like that. Haven't tried any others, but maybe some others feel good. Might try their wraps next time...

>>7758980
Fuck yeah strawberry pocky. Also fuck yeah eels, although I prefer them on sushi rather than in a can, being a fucking snob and all.

>>7759016
A wrap sounds like a good idea. I've had their sweet onion sauce before, it's kinda cold but it's got a nice texture to it, I think it would work out rather well.

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>>7758980
overall it was a mellow day to end my very productive feeling three day work-free streak

tomorrow is another day of work and i'm hoping they don't ask me to stay longer, because they'll always end up guilting me into doing it because i'm such a weak willed fool

i love this place, honestly

i really do

there's no reason to shill on it or ruin it or anything, it's already sorta like ruined in a proverbial state

this past three days i sort of feel happy about being alive

fuck i'm tearing up

What did you fucksticks do for Valentine's day? Obviously you probably didn't celebrate it with anyone or even do anything different at all but still. I think I cleaned a gun and ate Pop Tarts.

>>7759087
Uh, I actually had someone. We went well but the rest of my day was shit.

>>7759087
Took my wife out to a steak dinner, thanks to getting our tax return early. It was nice.

Balanced by the brother thing, but the dinner was nice. At least we were in high spirits and not having a shitty day to begin with, right?

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>>7759087
pic related

>>7759027
I think I'll ask and see if I can't get mine heated up. Between the sure-why-not apathy that pervades most chain stores, and my normal appearance and attire, no one will suspect a thing. That sort of makes it hotter for me. Dunno why.

It's funny. Before today, I'd never thought I'd have a conversation about fucking lunch, let alone a high-quality one where I introduce other anons to the joys of meat-fapping. Simultaneously the most stimulating (heh) and ridiculous discussion I've had this month.

>>7759177
Subway will usually let you toast anything but I would worry the bread might get too crispy and scratchy on your dick. The crispness of the greens would also go sorta limp which could be a pro or a con.

>>7759354
For me, the goal is simulating an orifice by encasing your dick with the filling and meat.

Bread/tortilla continues to serve its purpose of holding everything together. Afterwards, it may have overcooked parts pared off, or it may be replaced entirely if necessary.

Vegetables, being reserved for pure and unfucked sandwiches, have no place here. Their texture and temperature difference would make either act a little less enjoyable.

>>7759407
Any other suggestions for fuckable food?

>>7759407
I think you're throwing away the usefulness of vegetables in this fucksandwich. While they may not necessarily make for the most realistic fuck, spinach tends to go limp and flexible rather quickly after being heated which could really make for an interesting screw. Things like onions and god forbid, peppers have absolutely no place here but I think spinach could offer an interesting twist.

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>>7759087
I got a box of chocolates from my dad and a card saying he was proud of me.

Despite my constant feeling like a tremendous fuckup.

So that was nice. That was basically the highlight of my week.

>>7759651
I will never understand why parents and kids send each other Valentine's stuff. Unless you're in an incest relationship, that should not be happening. Are you in an incest relationship? If so, that's cute I guess.

>>7759674
Nah.

It's more like my dad doesn't really know how to express his love other than buying shit. It has sometimes lead to financial difficulties.
Anyway, I like chocolate, so he bought me chocolate. We barely talk, and when we do it's generally just him telling me a story about some shit he did as a kid.
Meanwhile my mom loves getting things from everyone, so that just encourages his behavior.

The downside is this behavior ended up getting passed along to me, and now I don't know how to express my admiration to other people without doing work for them or buying shit either.
So that's something of a chore to deal with.

>>7759737
I know how you feel. My mom had the same issue as your dad except it wasn't her money because she was a gold digger so there really wasn't much love to be had but rather an excuse to vent her shopping desires while still feeling good about herself. For me, the behavior was never passed down because I am a stingy Chinese jew and poor as fuck but also manage to see through capitalism's guises. Mostly it's because I hate holidays. I guess oral sex could be offered in favor of buying stuff to prevent monetary issues but that would be kind awkward for family members.

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brumpus

I need to gitgud at cleaning and setting tables so I can get hired after I do my Working Experience but also I don't give a shit and never will because I just want money and basically I'm the biggest failure ever and I hate myself.

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tfw i don't even feel like reading these threads anymore

>>7759036

fuck yeah man. That kicks ass. Keep a few of those pictures around so when times get tough you can remember that good days do come around.

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This is some dumb shit, but I think I want to take voice lessons? Like I really like singing karaoke, but I carry a tune like Micheal J Fox carrying a Faberge egg.

I dunno why I am asking you fucks, but I put faith in the faceless criticisms of you all cause you won't spare my feelings.

>>7760681
If you want then go for it. I can't imagine these types of training teaching you anything you couldn't learn on your own by bellowing out shit on your own but what do I know. I would never take classes for this myself as I'm extremely shy when it comes to vocal talents.

>>7760833

Well like, with vocal shit if you learn wrong you can really fuck up your voice.

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>>7756755
You serious, nigga? Machine translation a shit, especially with literary stuff. Believe me, I tried.

>>7758085
>pic related to your second paragraph
Dirty spic here. I'm going to have to pass a couple sleepless nights to meet my self-imposed deadline.

I'm actually unable to do shit unless I have a noose on my neck, that's why I took the NaNoWriMo challenge (which I finished one day before deadline). And if I don't meet the deadline, I'll end up trashing the whole thing, which took more time than I actually had.

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>>7761087
>I'm actually unable to do shit unless I have a noose on my neck
Yes I know this and hate it

>>7760681
Are you tone deaf of do you just have trouble holding long notes?

>>7761251

Tone deaf. Like I will try to hit whatever note it is, and I normally somehow manage to either hit just below it or above it.

>>7760681
I needed this webm today. Thank you.

If you enjoy doing it for the sake of doing it, absolutely go for it.

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>>7761087
I found out I won't get my money in time for my online homework thing for my class, so I need to stuff down eight weeks' worth of homework to buy myself time until I can pay and access it again. For the noose part, I found out over a week ago and didn't start until last night, and I have today and tomorrow to finish it. Somehow, I'm pulling it off.

>>7758306
Can't tell you that I relate to what's going on where you live.

Can only tell you maybe just stop caring. Seems like you don't really have a lot of other options if you want to get rid of the anxiety that whole thing is causing.

>>7761625
You might or might not be doomed to a life of never hitting the notes you need/want to. Most of the people I know who are shit at singing haven't improved one jot in all the years I've heard them try.
Don't let that stop you singing, though. Attend some lessons and see if they get you anywhere and if they don't, accept your lot and keep on singing even though you're bad at it.

>>7760467
Probably cause it's the same garbage over and over again and people whining over petty shit. Don't blame you, I skim through a lot of the shit too

>>7763558
more or less what these threads became I think. Just a place for people to talk about their problems with each other.

Which I guess is the same as whining about petty shit.

I like listening to people's problems for some reason, so I do get enjoyment out of it. There was a pretty rad conversation about having sex with subway sandwiches though if that's your thing.

>>7727795
Funny, I was going to say the same to you.

>>7732918
Clem captures feelings I didn't know I had

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>>7760467
>>7763558
>>7763625

IS that what the problem is? Burnout over the threads getting repetitive? Shit, I hope not - you're one of the ones that made it worth paying attention to this thread in the first place.

Anything a random, faceless anon can do to help make things suck less?

>>7764788
Wait,
who you talking to?

>>7764399
The feeling of confusion

>>7765117
Of course I quote the wrong thing
>>7764979

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>>7764959
I think he's responding to Anon.
Anon who made these threads alive, but now left, bored of his creation.

Now part of this anon lives inside most of us, we are his legacy.

>>7765494
He came inside all of us.

And he didn't pull out.

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>>7765528

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>>7766302
I want to cum inside Clem
Again

>>7763295

Oh yeah. I mean I don't fully care that I am shit at singing. 90% of karaoke is just having fun. I just wanted to take it to the next level

>>7762469

Right? It is the best webm.

I just had to walk across town in freezing rain to realise I didn't need to water my grandmothers plants because it's raining.

Haha I hate myself.

>>7769457
At least you got some exercise.

I had pizza for dinner and it was the worst one ever.

>>7769517
Exercise is overrated when you wish you were dead.

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>>7763168
Yeah it's what I did today. I went downtown to claim my amp's warranty and then rehearsed with my band until 9 PM and took the bus home alone like always do.so I guess it was a pretty good day.

But these last 2 days I've had trouble sleeping overthinking the situation. I've always been like this so I guess I'll just try to cope with it.

>>7772800
i had pizza for dinner because i hauled my ass to a friend's place to talk shit

heh

Haha i got delivered to the ER for passing out at work

>>7777070
u ok?

>>7777141
Prolly not, they told me i fell over on thursday
I only woke up today

Nurses told me noone came to visit or look for me

>>7777164
fuck, out cold for 2 whole days plus some more

how hard have you been exerting yourself? any conditions uncovered? did you hurt yourself when you collapsed?

welp, spun out and crashed my car into a curb, it was nice while it lasted i guess

>>7777191
I probably passed out cuz i didn't eat
I worked two shifts that day

Got lucky though, i was standing at a lathe when it happened

Nurses all look at me worriedly and told me i have to rest som more
Doc hasn't talked to me yet

>>7777214
Aw nuuh

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>>7777241
>lathe

shieeeeet so much could have gone wrong

>>7777214
s h i e t

>>7777313
Yea
I saw some gruesome things in that workshop and i feel kinda happy that this shit didn't happen to me

There's some doc outside my room looking at me and scribbling things down

I waved him

>>7777241
at least you didn't loose a body part on the way out
>>7777313
it was surreal when it happened, luckily i didn't hit any other cars on a road with plenty of them

>>7777241
Fuck me, passing out in a metal shop gotta be one of my biggest nightmares.
Some fricking luck in misfortune that nothing bad happened.

How you feel overall?

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>>7777988
I feel like pain meds are doing good work
My left arm is in some sort o cast but i caj see my fingers and wiggle them so all is good

Is strayabro somewhere here

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I've been looking for shit to sell and I just realized I have this Steel Battalion set I owned for 10 years and never played once. It's amazing how you forget about these things. I hope people still buy stuff like this because I'm desperate for the money.

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>>7778079
What's this, an opossum for ants?

im seriously fucked
i need to hand in a sample resume by the end of today and as soon as i sat down to write it i realized i cant write anything about myself
i guess neet life it is

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>>7778534
Yes

Doc just came in and told me i have a fist sized tumor on my stomach

Hm

>>7778949
You're hard working and punctual, and you totally dont have to copypaste resume from internet, anon.

>>7779828
>>7777241
Oh god, is that you mandarine bro?

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>>7779899
Yep

Checked

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>>7779920
At least you finally visited the doctor, he he heeeee...

Damn, my bad day got even worse, i'm go gonna drink for your health.
And anyway, they probably just gonna cut it out and you gonna be back on your feets in no time :3

>>7780131
Hee heee

Well i hope it's gonna be that easy
They say if it's cancer there could be other small tumors

Don't drink too much, okay?

>>7778079
Strayabro just woke up. Holy shit this doesn't sound good.

>>7781389
I feels
Or not
Pain meds are fun
And the docs still won't tell me what happened to my hand

They tell me i have to rest

>>7781443
They're keeping your new superpowers a secret to you.

>>7781443
Man, good luck with it and I hope your hand turns out alright. Also friendly tip if you tell them you're in a lot of pain when you get out they'll give you a bigger prescription for pain killers and if you tell them you're an ex heroin addict even stronger ones.

Rest up and try to stay positive. After seeing this I'm gonna make sure I eat today.

>>7781467
Ooooo

>>7781528
Thanks for the tip but i don't think they'd take that lie from me
I don't look like someone who was addicted, no scars and all that

Won't ever say no to free painkillers though

You eat and don't fuck up like me, okay? I'd hate to see another one of you go

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>>7779828
this is the worst to read blogpost that i've seen yet

fuck, a fist sized tumor is pretty advanced, no?

fuck i hope you're still savable

>>7783794
Cool photo. Saving that to draw later.

Finished a possum related gif on the ms paint thread. >>7783974

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>>7783998
Is she ... masturbating?
Is this how girls masturbate?

>>7784071
Looks to me like she's drinking something
Maybe a soda or a beer

>>7785862
it was supposed to be really vague so you can imagine she's drinking whatever the hell you can think of.

Most likely beer though.

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I do love my computer. It's an old piece of dated junk, but it's been my favorite possession for as long as I've had it.
My computer takes me to brighter landscapes, full of fantasy and excitement, where -though vicariously- I can find love stories, heart-wrenching emotion, laughter and joy, unreachable sex... all a click away.
Then the battery runs out, and I'm back into a life as grey, dull and cold as a cinderblock.
Damn I love my computer. It's the only thing that's between me and a sorrowful death by ennui.
And I can't stress this love enough. Good old CX-SL10 is my waifu.

what the fuck is scrundle?

haha

I get paid fortnightly by the government since 16 because I'm a jobless neet and my parents have just taken rent out of my account since then. Always thought it was $200 aud and most of the time they took $160 but I found out today it's $240. They've been taking $40 I haven't known about from my account for roughly 2 years. So $80 a fortnight, 27 fortnights a year for 2 years.

That's like $4,320 they've stolen off me.

This isn't going to be a fun conversation.

>>7790599
>$240/week
>$960/month
Is the housing market crazy in straya? You should be able to find some apartment box to store your hikikomori ass for less than that on the open market. Your relationship with your folks must be shitty if they're charging that much.

>>7779828
better get it cut out

could always be benign, and fake flesh has come a far enough way to give you a new side of a stomach

>>7790714
The housing market's shit, we're poor as shit with only one working person in the house and my parents insist on living in a nice little rich country town.

But as far as I can tell my money's going towards my sisters private schooling and my mums smoking. I'm gonna talk to her in about an hour when my step-father goes to work.

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>>7733083
idk about anyone else but I don't talk about mine because I know it'll make an unfun scene and I don't want that

>>7790599
Can you actually prove you agreed that rent was supposed to be $200 for those years?

>>7790966
Nope. Verbal only.

I don't expect to ever get the money back because they're poor as hell but they're sure as shit not going to be doing it again.

>>7790975
Those accounts that are shared with parents are such traps. My father pulled just over $3k from an account that was set up when I was ten, and I only found out once I started being much more careful with finances in college. Got it back though.

>>7791103
Fuck it's weird to feel because even though me and my family don't get along I never expected something like this.

After you found out how did it go with your father?

>>7790599
Aw shit just realised my math was wrong and I only pay fortnightly. That's why they tell you to do school I guess.

It's $2,160 they've taken.

Not as much but still a number to be pissed off about.

>>7791125
I considered it settled after he wrote me a check for the amount he took, and we don't talk about it. He lost pretty much all my trust, though. Since then we've got back on OK terms, but it took years.

So how is everyone this shitty and beige sunday night?

>>7791236
Damn. At least you guys got it sorted in the end.

>>7791246
Not great. What about you?

>>7791262
sober, anxious, and listening to porter robinson

>>7791246
Going to bed, hopefully to dream of qt sad girls or, potentially, have intensely paranoid nightmares.

>>7791387
cool. I only recently been able to get enough sleep to hit the REM cycle. so far it's been vivid nightmares of me drowning or rotting away.

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>>7790877
I probably will, health care is pretty good on this side of the planet

>>7783794
Yea it is, there could be smaller other tumors
Gonna be inna mri soon


Docs told me that when i fell my arm got caught in the lathe and it just flayed a part of my skin off
Hurts pretty bad when the painkillers stop working

>>7791715
>stage 4

fuck dude

i knew a girl in high school who had leukemia and it fucking hurt just seeing her fade away

i'm feeling some similar feels for you now

>>7791246
playing The Witness and putting off reading Walden because it's boring as shit and i have to write a paper on it by Thursday. at least the prof for my only class cancelled tomorrow, so i can get some good sleep.

>>7791876
They don't know if it's cancer yet so i'm trying to stay positive

What's everyone up to?

>>7791902
I miss my school days. Or at least college. How is the Witness?
>>7792143
About to decide on a game to play, or spank it. Not sure which Im gonna do yet.

>>7792143
someone at my store drank a whole bottle of mouthwash and passed out outside the door

i was fucking scared for his life that he'd die from exposure or some shit until i realized while punching out for work and going to my car that he was sheltered from the rain and comfy under an impromptu jacket blanket

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>>7727414
I have no hobbies left because every time I try to do anything, it just ends in everyone shitting on me every step of the way.

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>>7792334
Do both at the same time

>>7792372
Call the amberlamps or so i guess

>>7792498
yeah loss prevention rang up the ambulance

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I actually thought, after watching a gta speedrun and falling asleep to it multiple times trying to watch it in one go, that maybe, I could do some kind of ILs for it, stream me doing its various race events or harder missions. I have enough fun playing it to have the necessary enthusiasm to entertain and the skill to make a show of it, and am interested in it enough to learn more as I optimize whatever it is I'm doing.

And then I thought

If I do that, some moron is probably literally going to try to find my address so he can kill me. Not that he'll succeed, the type of person to do that is too stupid to do it, only a stupid person would do that -- but 99.99999% of the potential audience is that type of person.

Just like with mapping, just like with drawing, just like with writing, just like with building, just like with repairing, just like with basic working a wageslave job, it'll always be the same, full of delusional psychopaths trying to keep me down for reasons of their own making

>>7792561
Most videogame streamers don't get murdered though, why would that make there be murderers after you

>>7792334
it's really good. the map and puzzles are sometimes confusing, but it's really fun figuring the puzzles out and trying to figure out the story. i'm 15 hours in right now.

also, frankly, i'll be somewhat glad to get out of college as long as it means i actually earn money for doing work, finally.

>>7792621
>Most videogame streamers don't get murdered though,
Enough get SWATted and most have giant hate gangs that form whole forums about them.

Why do anything when that's the clear future for you no matter what you do? Everyone will hate you no matter what content you provide. It is impossible to make anything and not have it be a point of contention among literally everyone who sees it unless you're some late 90s popufur or an old guard SA poster or something.

>>7792498
Done and done. Now to focus solely on vidya games.
>>7792627
Fair enough, I just can't wait to go back to college after my contract finishes up. Maybe then I can find my happiness again.

>>7792705
college so far has led to the worst times of my life, but also the best. i believe you'll find your happiness, anon.

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>>7727414
I really like videogames.
Mostly platformers and RPGs.
I can waste hours and hours in videogames doing absolutely nothing. Just fucking around, basically.
I don't actually buy a lot of videogames, though, so I really have to make the ones I do have last. Which probably feeds into the just fucking around portion, actually.

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haha I hate myself

>>7793175
this gif always gets me

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>>7727699
god damn
you should have my dad
hes made radio boards and other electronic shit as a teenager
all DIY
now he has this sort of excitement flare up in his eyes whenever he sees some old electronic pile of junk

>tfw had bass for almost 2 years
>always dreamed of forming a deathrock band with other fuckheads like me
>cant even find the will to play for longer than 10 minutes
life is a suck

also what kind of music are you playing?

>>7725967

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lets have some uplifting tunes before the thread dies
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tOOsaQQ4Kc8

>>7791715
Do opossums actually have that many nipples?

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>>7795687
That's pretty cool anon. My dad is also a DIY person but in other ways. (cars, wood, etc.) But sadly DIY electronics is dying thanks to mass consumerism (not sure if that's the correct term). For example I managed to fix a friends late 80s-early 90s distortion pedal by replacing basic a NPN transistor with a new one (cost me like $.40) and another time another dude asked me if I could repair a newer multi distortion but couldn't do shit because the microcontroller/DSP was fried and we couldn't even order a new one because it was a closed source IC and would probably cost more than just buying a new pedal.

>also what kind of music are you playing?

I don't even know at this point. We started as a rock cover band -> hard rock -> pop punk/easycore -> whatever the fuck we're doing now
Our current influences are emo/math bands so I guess we're going there

>always dreamed of forming a deathrock band with other fuckheads like me

I used to like thrash metal before I joined the band. And I only got in because my brother just happened to have a bass he didn't use and I was the least skillful guitarist and said "eh, why not?" 4 years later after playing for shits and giggles, we're recording for our first EP in a few weeks and some dates out of our state. What I'm saying is that you should try to join/form any band for the experience and/or the fun.

>cant even find the will to play for longer than 10 minutes

I feel you dude. As a frustrated guitarist, getting into bass was kinda depressing at first but having a band/or friends to play with really makes you push yourself to become better and better.

>>7796833
I have no idea

>>7796874
holy shit that sounds so awesome
youre living the life that i wish i had
how did you find your bandmates? do you all share the same music tastes?

>>7796833
Actually Virginia possums have 13 nipples, 12 i na circle with one in the middle. And two vaginas.

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>>7797809
>how did you find your bandmates?
Classmates from school. We were at the cafeteria with another dude who had a drum kit and my friend told me to bring a bass and fuck around the next day. Holy fuck we were awful but hey we gotta start somewhere.

>do you all share the same music tastes?
right now yeah, at first we had a metal background but after knowing more and more about the local scene I think we went towards a more melodic punk/pop-punk route

>>7792402
I know that feel.

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Damn trash is pretty fast today, page 9 in one hour

>>7727414
Reading, tabletop RPGs, and [spoiler]freeform possum-based erotic roleplay[/spoiler]

>>7799203
Amazing. Do males have the same?

>>7801552
>garfield without garfield
>habits edition
where can i find more this is incredible

>>7801775
Well, males do have a dual tipped penis.

>>7802229
Really?
Wow, nature can be peculiar sometimes...

>ywn have a dual tipped penis and have kinky gay possum sex

Should just die now.

>>7799203
damn nature you sexy

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>>7801813
Unfortunately i made only that one. But if you like it then have a second one.

>>7804346
its like something i never knew i wanted until i had it
thanks very much and great job

life is dull, anxiety and life is hard to put up with, the computer is my closest friend.

same old shit, just an edgelord at your service, hello

worst of all is that i'm still young, i have 60+ years to put up with until i can complain.

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>>7804701

why is there so little smut of this comic

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>>7805136
because people refuse to accept that kyle x douglas is the best ship

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I think i want to be a hood rat, but gay. I want to cuddle my bros, not work except for slanging overpriced dope, and sometimes maybe calibrate artillery.

In fact, it's my new career goal to become an armorer for a gang. As a literal child, a literal 12 year old, it was to produce new and exciting weed products for those who dont like smoking, but that went on to be a non-starter; maybe cleaning bootleg AKs for leftbook wannabe revolutionaries is the next best thing

>>7793175
I fucking hate video games, but only because gamers are such trash

I love level design from an architectural or general design standpoint but there are pople who read
>i like level design
and take it as
>i am a terrorist who will kill your mother
so why bother doing it? and cities are largely set in their patterns, and architecture is dead as a trade. and even among games themselves, pretty much none of them have any custom map support, and what few do in a technical sense do not have a community that wants custom maps because MUH MLG GAYMIGN

so quick question

>take one capsule twice daily
do you guys think five is enough?

>>7807743
bluh, maybe i should take five more

just in case...

>>7807912
probably better not. you'll probably just shit yourself, throw up, pass out, and then wake up in a cold sweat without even having the fun of a drug withdrawal or hangover. just a cold sweat and nothing else because of some bizarre hormone interaction.

>>7807972
what about 10? 15 maybe?

fuck, maybe ill just down the rest of the bottle and be done with it

i dunno

>>7808001
probably mostly the same interactions, just more unpleasant

unless the pills are recreational in the first place,

probably better not

>>7808127
i already told them ill kill myself though
i would never lie to them like some sort of scoundrel
im not doing anything else with myself anyway

>>7808167
Imma gonna give you the exact same advice I've ever told anyone, call a helpline before you do anything.

Might not help but then at least you tried.

>>7808231
i already took the five though
i dont feel anything except hypersensitivity to be honest

also i was talking about stimulants that the doctor gave me

holy shit,
these things are actually pretty bomb
i am so fucking hype right now

i dont know if taking more is gonna do what i originally thought they'd do, i dunno

perhaps i might have a story to tell when this is all over?

>>7808652
don't od

oh fuck
i didnt realize i got this thread up to bump limit
ill try not to be so noisy when im thinking about suicide next time

>>7808674
but im having so much fun, anon!
i havent felt this alive in years

>>7808768

i don't want to sound sadistic, but i just hope your death is peaceful, rather than a slew of throwing up, pains and the like

oding isn't a good way to off yourself man :(

>>7808652
I don't feel good replying or posting here because I don't know how to help you

Try not to die

>>7808854
bluh, i probably would have used sleeping pills if my mom didnt take them from me
and theres not much around the house thats very long and can be tied
also razors sound too painful

i kinda wanted to work my way up into finding he courage to go above and beyond

>>7808880
i appreciate the sentiment, but im sure ill be fine on my own.
also dying was kind of the point i had in mind.

welp, that was a rather disappointing attempt i think.
i actually ended up making myself feel better completely
like, i dont really care about dying anymore
maybe ill crank it up a notch and not be a pussy if i evr decide to do this again.
this was actually kind of a fun experience and i'm glad i did it.

anyways, sorry about the blabbring again, i just really wanted someone to talk to throuh all this.

>>7808954
It's good you're fine man. I'd suggest not trying to OD ever again cause it ain't fun when you wake up shaking and feeling like something's about to go full Alien and rip out of your stomach. It takes a lot more to OD then you'd think.

Next time you feel like this try to get help from someone.

>>7808954
I guess everything went better than expected

I would suggest you please not kill yourself.

I don't know how to say this in a clever way that might actually work.

Think about throwing your life at something that isn't death, like, I don't know, joining the Peace Corps or volunteering at a homeless shelter. Or just going crazy with physical fitness or the like. I don't know.

Weightlifting makes me feel better. Like I'm accomplishing something.

>>7808971
bluh, i already have a psychiatrist and a therapist
theyre both taking too damn long for me to get better

>>7808974
taking too much effort to search for things like that only put more stess on me and make me hate myself even more


also fir anyone that still cares, im starting to get a little xhest pain i think

>>7809070
Go to the hospital or at least notify someone. Of course you're most likely not going to and I've never been good with medical stuff, so I guess try to stay awake?

>>7809431
time to move bleachers