Haha I hate myself.
>>7376298
Your general is autistic and so are you
>>7376820
Yeah I wouldn't doubt it myself.
>>7376820
Titanium White
I was lonely without this thread ;-;
>>7377226
I was lonely as well. That's why I started it.
What are you up to anon?
Fuck why the fuck I woke up again for fuck sake
>>7377269
wake up to this dicc bby
>>7377269
At least you get to come back here. It gets lonely.
finally got my hands on some cool drugs for the first time in two months
i wonder if my friends will stop being pussies so i can share some and actually do something with them for once
>>7377277
I don't see any dicc anon
I wouldn't mind waking up to some meat on my face
>>7377280
I'm not stuck with you, you are stuck with me
>>7377318
I don't mind being stuck with you. I've been stuck with much worse people
>Clementine has had sex without you
>>7377368
>You'll never get buttfucked by Kyle or Douglas.
>>7377332
Is that so
Did they stink of depression and failure?
>>7377384
No they stunk of hatred and anger that they directed at me.
I do find the failure smell kind hot though.
i had a dream i was pirate
a slutty pirate
I am not a slutty pirate
>>7377420
Why don't you pirate a movie and be slutty, then you would be a slutty pirate.
>>7377234
Working :(
>>7377442
Why not be a NEET if you hate it that much? Or be a slutty pirate?
>>7377457
Contracts
Slutty pirate sounds nice tho
i had a big hat, a belly revealing blouse and a cute black and white skirt
it was nice
>>7377292
What ya poppin there brotha ?
>>7376820
It used to be just autistic but now it's just over run with fags.
>>7377587
these little darlings
4's enough to get you tripping, i ordered 200 cuz it was best value for monies
moar deets here https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/LSA#Hawaiian_baby_woodrose_seeds
>>7377578
That sounds really cute anon. Why don't you buy one in real life?
>>7377660
im fat
>>7377675
So? Guys who look like actual guys make the cutest crossdressers.
>>7377735
No i'll do it here
and live
>>7377790
B-but i already have to deal with me morning wood
>>7377806
I'll deal with your morning wood.
>>7377815
Is that a threat?
>>7377837
Depends on if you like it or not.
>>7377845
At this point i probably would be happy with even getting raped.
Soon you'll be mourning your morning wood
>>7377874
Yeah I know that feeling. I honestly think I'd love to be in any relationship right now even if the guy was beating the shit out of me. Any human contact's better then nothing.
>>7377882
Yeah, tho i got enough abuse in my life that i wouldn't want to be everyday with person like this.
But i can greet you everyday and be affectionate if that would make you any better anon.
>>7377932
That would make it much better.
>>7377939
do you have a job by chance?
>>7377939
You got it, my lil' possum
>>7377977
No. I'm in the middle of looking for one with my social worker but I'm not sure if I'd rather do a course, get a job or basically go do a program because I never finished school.
>>7377989
i'm sorry anon, jobs tend to be a good place to meet people.
I hate living but daily i just throw heys and hi's to everyone. I've managed to get on mostly everyones good side. few exceptions but overall positive experience
its not ideal but i get to live another day
>no paycheck until next week
>have zero cash until then
>down to 7 cigarettes, no drugs of any kind, no booze left, and I already scraped my grinder plus my friends grinder he left in my car because im scum
>its 4 am and the existential dread and self-loathing is setting in
I used to wonder why people would waste all their time being drunk and high, then I arrived at this point in my life.
I should get back to growing mushrooms.
>>7378011
Fuck it's not fun when you run out of smokes. I once went to the lady next door and asked her if I could pick through her ashtray because I'm trash.
>>7378023
i had a roomate who would go through parking lots looking for cigarettes then say he wasn't addicted
>>7378023
Nothing really says "desperation" like rolling all your cigarette butts plus your brothers into one shitty half-fresh cigarette.
I really need to quit. Last month i caught a cold and it kept around all month, and i coughed so much and hard i tore a muscle in my chest.
Spitting up phlegm every 20 minutes, smokers cough already, feeling like shit.
Doesnt help i go throuh a pack every two days.
>>7378052
well just try and get out
work is a good place to meet people, comic stores tend to have big communities if you're into that
or anyone one of the billions of discords
>>7378052
funny, i'd hug people just to suck their dicks!
I wanna hug you all because i think it would make your days better :3
>>7378107
It really, really would. My days aren't great most of the time.
>>7378077
I exaggerate but its 2-3 days depending on how bored/anxious i get.
>>7378114
C'mere i'm gonna hug you for a few hours
>>7378127
I can feel the hugs flowing through my veins.
>>7378133
You feeling better now? :3
Also what is everyone up to
>>7378551
Eh, a little bit better.
I'm browsing and talking to a friend every half hour or so to try and help me quit cutting so much. I feel kinda shit because I did lie to him already.
>>7378559
Aw nuh
Why do you cut yourself? Ut's not good for you :(
>>7378573
Honestly there's two reasons.
The first one is it kinda feels good to see the cuts and I've always liked being injured since I was little. I know that's fucked up.
The second is the edgy fact I always feel like a shitty person who deserves it.
I'm trying to stop or cut down (heh) but it's hard man.
>>7378581
The third is that it's become a habit, and things are a lot easier when they are habits.
>>7378677
Yeah that as well. At first it was painful and scary but nowadays it's just something I do.
>>7378739
That's what I'm trying. Right now I'm not sure I'm really ready to stop, I've never had to got to hospital for it and only had a scare once with how bad it was. I've also got a lot of other stuff going on.
I might just wait until later this year after my Birthday or something.
>>7378749
Now is the best time for stopping :3
>>7378765
Yeah but now's a me problem. Later makes it a problem for future me.
I know I've got to stop but I've already cut back on smoking this year... Plus I'm very weak willed. Now I'm just sad.
>>7378790
You can do it man
I'm here if you need someone to talk
>>7378800
I think I should be right. It's 11pm here and I only cut a little bit today, accidentally dropped my last razor head down the toilet though.
>>7378790
I know the feeling. I stopped smoking weed this year, though. It can be hard to hold out, because some days the habit wants to kick back in. But that's just how it goes.
>>7378811
Well that's a start
>>7378815
It just gets to the point where you forget why you're even trying to stop. Like it's not worth it anymore compared to how it'll feel to do it right then.
>>7378551
Celebrating first year of ass whopping depression and observing my mood becoming worse with every day closer to b-day. Also finally bought the goddamn razors, maybe they will make me feel better. Or dead.
Wsup?
>>7378893
Can I borrow a razor man? I'm not using one I fished out the toilet.
>>7378899
Only if you gonna threat me with hacking yourself with some blunt shit.
Also i think i added you on skype, if you gonna need someone to keep you company
>>7378964
are your initials WT?
>>7378843
Yup. I didn't even stop because of some esoteric reason, either. I stopped because I'm a hypochondriac who wants to watch his health. Lighting up and thinking "lung cancer lung cancer lung cancer" just really takes the fucking edge off.
Of course, I've also discovered I have high cholesterol, so now I'm supposed to basically drop all my vices. Well, except furry porn. Despite the much tauted damage to society it does, I've found it to be quite an innocent vice.
skype is a good way to get yourself ddos'd
>>7379018
Worse things can happen in the world.
>>7379028
the computer is my world
>>7379018
Kinda true, but i frankly run out of fucks anyway if someone knows my ip or if nsa knows my porn habits.
Check me out government i want to fuck a horse
Haha jokes on you
I mean seriously have you seen a horse dick? theres no comparison
>>7379005
Furry porn is neat
Most of it looks just so much better than real people
>>7379105
Horse dicks are aright but they don’t come close to such perfection of a dick like a dogs dick.
Dog’s pussy also beats human pussy, but I heard dolphins pussy best pussy.
>>7379147
hot dog pun
>>7379147
horse poos is the best looking but i'm not a vag fag
i don't even know what dog poos looks like cause they always draw the shitty human poos on it
>>7379157
You didn't lose much; dog’s pussy looks even more disgusting than human one.
>>7379169
Real-life anatomy in general is disgusting. If you're horny you can get past that, though.
>>7379236
I don't have to be horny to want a dick
oh god erect with foreskin just makes my insides tingle
>>7379251
I've got foreskin. It's great.
>>7379251
Same.
>>7379261
And I’ve smegma, not so great, not so great. Icky!
>>7379299
>nigga can't wash his dick
I admit, they do look a bit weird when flaccid, but thats probably due to me not having any
thanks mom
>>7379299
Eww. I was going to go masturbate but now I can't think about anything other then that.
>>7377269
If you were here or I were there I'd fix you something for breakfast. So there's that.
My roomie works at the same place as I do. Graveyards. She and her mom are out of cash but I still have groceries and a little bot of scratch. I cooked her breakfast so she can go to bed on a full meal. Her mom didn't want anything. I feel bad for that.
Roomie's sisters and brother-in-law are all worthless cunts. I feel worse for that/
I volunteered to spot them on cat food for their cats. They declined.
>>7379759
Ah man, that sounds great - I would let you pound me whole day for a `meatless` breakfast in bed.
>>7380271
Kewl. Only if you wanted to tho'.
Don't have to feel obligated to. Shrooms are fine too.
>>7379135
I still like real people. But I think a lot of people in the modern age are stuck with excess cultural baggage. Stuff about what you should like, what you're allowed to like, or what is morally good/reprehensible to like, how you're supposed to like it.
Something like furry is so far on the fringe that there are no rules like that. I find it to be a very comfortable fantasy. It's still a pure and innocent fetish, though given that shit that went down on Reddit's socialism sub*, I wonder if those permanently offended commie bastards are going to complain about furries, too.
*For those not in the know: They banned an artist because she drew personifications of political ideologies as catgirls, which the commies judge to be "depicting women as animals" and therefore misogynistic and problematic. Of course, they also banned another dude for "defending babykillers and imperialism" because he suggested that, under Marxist reasoning, soldiers are members of the oppressed working class, too. Which is something Lenin, Stalin, Trotsky et al. would all confirm. So they're quite nuts.
Furry porn is good as long there’s no nakey' of Clem.
Clem is pure, Clem is for cuddles.
>>7380638
Reddit is a giant communist hugbox
Reeee why do i have to make overtime when there is nothing to work
This thread has gotten quite gay
>>7383949
It's always been hella gay
Why in the heck is my phone banned
>>7384533
You were most likely being to gay.
>>7383490
>Reddit is a giant communist hugbox
Honestly, it's fucking nuts that there are so many of them, how invested they are in it, and how openly they can operate. They bitch to high heaven about how Reddit is a for-profit corporation, but they aren't banned or put under lock and key like certain far right subs. And these guys are more radical than them, in certain ways.
I've got a bunch close to me in real life, too. On their website they complain about the city being fascist towards them. While they sit in a building the city gave to them for free. They don't do that for the skinheads or biker gangs.
Hahaha i hate myself
>>7385156
Here you go friend.
>>7381853
>>7387601
Sleep tight, /trash/
>>7387907
But i just woke up...
>>7387976
Good morning.
>>7387990
Its only good in the morgue. Wsup ?
>>7388214
Eh, watching my dog eat my food and doing a whole lot of nothing.
You have any plans for today anon?
>>7388267
>calls talking with me 'a whole lot of nothing'
Maybe gonna crave sad opossum on my forearm
>>7388352
Noooooo. I'm talking to you as well as nothing. I can mutitask.
Plus carving stuff is hard. I've tried to carve faggot and it just looked like a mess.
>>7388352
dat's a cute trashcat
>>7388395
Dont talk to nothing, anon, or nothing will someday talk back.
But yeah, craving morning wood on my face is less painful
>>7388869
At least if nothing starts talking I'll always have someone good for a chat.
>>7388900
But will it be still nothing if it can talk?
>>7389447
Isn't nothing just the name we give it? I can still call it nothing if it's something.
>>7389478
You sure you wouldn't call it ... God?
>>7389602
Well now shit's gotten weird. I don't like to think about god/s, if he's out there I'd like to think he's just chill and doesn't give a shit about what we do.
>>7385179
Eh, they'll get their share of bad shit coming for them
Have you seen that over 230 "protesters" are gonna get charged? They can get up to 10 years and 25k fines and i think they deserve that
>>7376298
Nice possum pets. :^D
Opossums do not live very long! Cherish every day. Hate yourself every moment. I love everything about this
Possum is love. Possum is zen. Possum is life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yAjGChNe4tk
>>7376298
What comic is this? Explain it like I'm an average 4chan user.
>>7391530
The comic's called Habbits, I think.
If you google Terrible, Terrible, Terrible it should come up with the Tumblr page it's on my man.
https://mega.nz/#F!w8snESwT!q9gOUyA2hGjB-cmWAIsJpw
Someone made this
>>7389659
Yeah, that's pretty funny. Especially because it's being made possible by a law that Obama brought into being. Honestly, legally it's a bit of a stretch if you ask me, but I don't really care. The way I see it they're not just being punished for this riot, but all the others they got away with.
I wish something like that would happen here in Europe. But here, they have the law on their side. There's a huge difference between how rightist and leftist activists are treated. Even when there was student protest (a proper student protest, not a radical leftist "student" protest) the police threw their full weight at it. Like they never do when it's a bunch of commies.
If they ever lose power, they are setting themselves up for a system where the boot will come down in their necks, I tell you that. No-one who isn't on their side is going to give a fuck when it's them who are being arrested for trivial reasons. I just hope it doesn't swing too far the other way, so they actually turn out to be right with their predictions of fascism. But then again, I do hold them responsible, because they aren't exactly managing to use their power responsibly and fairly. They're breeding a lot of resentment, but instead of looking at that and learning from it, they blame it on the internal evil nature of the right. Which is nonsense.
I've got a family thing on tomorrow at 6am but I'm to lazy to have an early night.
>there's not enough work hours to go around
haha neet lyfe is BACK ON THE MENU BOIS
>>7394029
is 'work hours' what the kids are calling drugs these days
whippersnappers
>>7392933
I'm in one of the more based euro countries and trust me, the right is getting stronger with every protest the lefties have
I smoked too much weed and puked in the trash bin. Here's a shitty wallpaper
>>7394563
I just wish they were capable of looking at the rise of the far right and realize that it's a reaction to their politics. Nobody would have this much of an issue with them if they were capable of some introspection and see which policies people consider harmful. Nobody has a problem with universal healthcare, social security, etc. etc. except for the outmost fringe.
The EU is finally stopping with the Libyan ferry service, because they fear the popularity of far right parties. But that's too little, too late. That sentiment already existed when they *started* the ferry service, and you can't untoss the fuel on the flames.
I think there's only so much change a population can go through before they slam on the brakes and start getting miffed. I think the left needs to stop, count their blessings, and hold onto what they have already achieved. Set too much bad blood, and people might just start rolling things back. And not just in the West, either.
>>7394765
Haha, that reminds of the weekend me and my bro's did hash cookies. I've never been so goddamn stoned in my entire life, and neither have they. People seriously wrecked themselves. Most of them puked, and one dude spent a few hours hunched over a pan into which he had puked. Another slipped over puke and bruised his ribs.
The bungalow we were staying in smelled like a Jap porn set.
>>7394849
We already are rolling things back here, sending the refugees back thousands at a time
I'm not a racist person, but from what i have seen they really fucken hurt our economy and do not help us in any way
And yet media is trying to get us to vote for more help for the poor countries
I honestly cannot wait for all this to fall, the eu is already crumbling now that gb gave them the finger and some other countries are eyeing with that too
>>7394873
I didnt even get that stoned. I smoked a shitton but I just felt dizzy and nauseous for about 15 minutes then just started spewing out what was probably almost 3 days worth of food into the wastebasket. It was mostly cranberry juice so my vomit looked like straight up blood. Then I just sat on the floor and leaned against my bed for an hour.
It was not a good time.
>>7394939
I wouldn't say sending immigrants back is the same as rolling back policy. It's simply upholding the law we already had.
>I'm not a racist person, but from what i have seen they really fucken hurt our economy and do not help us in any way
Yeah, and it's a crying shame that you have to specify you're not a racist. Immigration is a political policy, and should be open to discussion. If it does not benefit a country, it should be reviewed. But it's become part of the ideological make-up of the left, so they want immigration for immigration's sake. And, of course, only from certain groups. Afrikaners still have tons of trouble migrating here.
>And yet media is trying to get us to vote for more help for the poor countries
The role of the media is... interesting. There's been quite a truggle between established "decent" media, and new media. Not only in politics, but for instance in video games as well. And along the same lines: Established media is accused of having ulterior and ideological motives.
More help for poor countries is not something I am against, with the caveat that it's done well. I believe mostly in personal exchange: The fewer middle men, the more money is delivered directly. I encourage anyone who gives a fuck to go on vacation to poor countries, and to support business initiatives. I believe that is what our governments should do, too.
>I honestly cannot wait for all this to fall, the eu is already crumbling now that gb gave them the finger and some other countries are eyeing with that too
The problem with the EU is that it is arrogant and ideologically bloated. They lay claim to being the sole voice that gets to decide what is "European" and what is not. Sure, enlightened values are European. So is Hitler. They are also notorious for their lack of initiative where it counts, being very controlling, and operating in a system that is thrice removed from the vote.
>>7394873
>The bungalow we were staying in smelled like a Jap porn set.
What does a Jap porn set smell like?
>>7395428
I wanted to ask this, but then I realized they all probably smell like curry, fish, and cheap perfume.
>>7395428
>>7395596
Wait, nevermind. I get it now.
>>7395620
>>7395620
gross
Good morning/day/night my lil possums
>>7394995
All i really want to do is read clem comics in peace and shoot my guns sometimes
But noo new internet laws and gun laws may fuck that over too
And honestly, fuck the eu for treating us like we belong to them, we don't and we never will
The fuckers just use us as a bank
>>7396867
come to america and be depressed here
i can't say its better but damn if they take our guns
I don't have a gun thou
>>7396362
Hi my little possum
>>7395953
O-oh
>>7396906
I really wanna come over there as soon as i finish my training here
But i won't be able to take my gats over :(
>>7396931
training?
>>7396956
In my country you either go gym/uni or do an apprenticeship/training
I went for the apprenticeship because college degrees are overrated and useless and i can actually see what i work with
>>7396976
training for what
>>7396998
A trade i don't want to specify because there are people on here i may know
>>7397026
train this dicc bby
>>7397026
strange feeling
a guy i know from work browses this board,
he never tells me why he just complains its constant furry threads
I'm 80% sure i'm friends with a sonic furry type
>>7396867
>tfw you live in a paranoid anti-gun Western European nanny state
That said, our gun laws are actually quite decent. I could go for a license, but I'd have to shoot .22's for a year to prove I'm not a nut. We had one mass shooting incident, and immediately the minister responsible started waffling about banning guns some more. Turns out the incident could have been prevented by the police not being utterly retarded...
Our most lethal mass attack was committed by car. nobody talked about banning cars.
>>7397030
No go away i'm sad
>>7397048
Dang
>>7397051
Thank fuck we stilk have decent gun laws
I can get a gun with a shall-issue permit in about two weeks, single shots and such even faster
>>7397048
Wtf, where you guys work?
>>7397091
go to bed you work tonight
>>7397202
its not hard to find people that do
just find the autistic edgy gamer kids
mention 4chan and before you know if their desperate urge to commune with other people will have them spouting out their favorite boards, generals, and porn
>>7397222
Now that you say it
E. You nerd are you here? Come play dank souls with me
But i haven't ever heard anyone talk about /trash/ or even the porn they watch
>>7397222
Trips for the truth, thanks for the warning to never mention anything with `4` or worse, saying word `chan` in work.
God, im glad im a neet.
God, im so lonely and purposeless.
>>7397290
You're not lonely, we're here for you
>>7397279
I'm not that anon, but on topic of porn discussion
i was autistic enough in highschool to tell people i wanted to suck off a horse
they all thought i was joking
cause i was the funny guy
i forget what the build up was to it
i just remember this group thought it was the funniest thing on the planet when i said "oh yea i wanted a fat juicy horsecock"
the two tables next to us were laughing as well
strangely one of the better years of school
>>7397313
Well sometimes weirder is better
Being normal is overrated.
had my first joint of the year today
feelsgoodman
>>7397048
>he just complains its constant furry threads
But why come here in the first place if you don't like furshit?
>>7397333
everyone is normal
there isn't a single thing you can think or do that hasn't been thought by another person
weird is normal, because we know what a weird person would do even though by being defined as weird its just normal.
a normal that makes the "normal people" uncomfortable
>>7397390
I've asked him several times he just gets extremely defensive
>>7397313
I wish I could have a civilized discussion about porn and porn artists with people in real life. It's a topic that I'm genuinely interested in, but it's too taboo to discuss with most normal people.
Anyway, here's some porn.
>>7397478
oh my god that dicc
But i know your pain
My friends are either extremists or normies
i've joined the Fenoxo discord but its not much for discussion.
I've found it easier to talk to girls about my fetishes and kinks, cause the guys make fun of you for a while before admitting they like stuff
4chans the best place to do it, and its easy to get sucked into that "my fetish is the best and only" hivemind
>>7397089
Our government banned guns because they feared a socialist uprising. Now the socialists are in power, still no guns.
What irks me the most is this "you can't trust your neighbour" rethoric. You know, the argument that the average citizen is just a lunatic who can't be trusted with dangerous items. But when the argument of self-defense comes up, they do a 180, and claim you can trust criminals to magically stop short of breaking the law at burglary and that they will never attack you if you just cooperate. The many thrill-assaults by their immigrant darlings point to the opposite, but hey, we don't want that angry voter who only ever voices his dissent by voting for non-establishment parties and saying nasty things on the internet to have a gun, now do we!
>>7397526
I do legitimately think most of the best porn being made nowadays is almost exclusively made by furry artists.
I think it's much more common to find a furry artist who has a mastery of things like outlines, lighting, textures, and just the really fine details in general than a non-furry artist. I think it's something to do with the more abstract approach to drawing fur in a way that looks sexually appealing? It forces you to be more creative, for better or for worse.
>>7397615
when you spend 8-12 years of your ive drawing dicks you get good at it
When you spent 30 minutes in source film maker you make the exact same vanilla porn people have seen a million times over... BUT with generic video game females!
>>7397478
I've been in that position once. It was nice. Honestly, I miss it.
But people are so goddamn taboo about sex, they think I'm a pervert if I admit to being into spanking. Bitch, that is vanilla where I come from. All my bro's? Their holy grail is anal. And some of them pretend they'd never want it with their girls, because it's demeaning to women. And then they send these photoshopped models over the group whatsapp that fail to even illicit a shrug from my dick.
One of them even proudly mentioned how long he lasts! 20 minutes! And I just can't stop imagining him in utmost concentration, porking away at the fat chick he was dating (to his credit, he's openly into fat chicks, which would be less funny if he weren't thin as a needle), expirating his cigarette breath, checking the clock every few minutes. Like, son, if you watch the time while you're fucking, you're doing it wrong.
People and sex. It's fucking hopeless. Still wish I had more of it, though.
>>7397692
dick is good and stuff
what are those threads aven about?
>>7397770
its AA for depressed losers
>>7397770
Yet Another Futa Thread, obviously.
>>7397803
I've got gay stuff too
>>7397393
>>7396867
Sie lieben aus Deutshland?
>>7397926
Not from germany but i do speak it
You just wrote "you love out of germany"
i>>7397701
That's a damn well-written post.
I think we're at the verge of a social paradigm. People are becoming more and more desensitized to porn, I'd wager since kids old enough to use a phone/tablet (talking like 3 years old here) are no doubt curious and looking at it. They're looking at it before they can even understand the concept of censorship and age-appropriate material.
Also, I think the industry has finally managed to clean up its act. People aren't nearly as ashamed to be porn artists/actors anymore; in fact lots of people find it quite liberating.
No joke, I've actually considered shaping up a bit and making some amateur gay porn. I'm mostly into women, but I know I'd be REALLY good at making it, enough to be proud of the finished product.
>>7397790
I think it's just AA, full stop.
>>7397926
Türk kardeş misiniz?
>>7397948
Right, it's leben. I remember as soon as you pointed it out. Much like my other skills, my german isn't that good.
>>7397403
Sounds like a closet furry
Fuck. Just...fuck.
Having a bad...shit. Week? Two? Fucking three? Not fun.
Of the last ten days, if my count is right, I've had seven, maybe eight anxiety attacks, including one day with two separate hits; usually I can go a week or two between them. Usually just shake em off and go about my merry, but it's starting to have an effect on my job; kinda hard to be vigilant in the security field when your heart's racing and your mind's screaming in panic for no fucking reason four days in a row.
None of the meds I'm taking have caused this before, and none have been changed recently to make some new side-effect pop up. Fucking hell. Can't fucking sleep, tired all the time, apparently have some sort of default murder-face now or something...heh. Guess the last one's not too bad for the job.
Head's pounding all the time, too. Wonder if I'm building up a tolerance to the topiramate. Would be just perfect - can't keep on any scrip for very long, because my body gets resistant to it, while also growing addicted to half of them. Fucking best of both worlds. Hate pills. Hate drugs. Hate hate hate being...like this.
Fuck. Fuck this. Fuck me. 'Cept don't bother, because oh yeah, no point - I won't feel it anyway, I'm too fucking broken for the signals to fire that say 'hey, you're having an orgasm, fucking enjoy that shit'.
Motherfucker. This is turning into a fucking livejournal. I'm out, let's see if the spiders crawling through the nerves in my legs let me sleep.
>>7401393
Maybe you should see another doctor. Spider-legs is a serious condition.
>>7401510
Hah. Hahah. Taking pills for that already. Seeing a specialist who isn't fucking sure if it's neuropathy, or a symptom of the cluster headaches, or a side-effect of some other part of my fucking collection of pills, but dammit, here's another one to take, let's see if that helps.
Blood on Vera's floor, if it weren't for the fact that I know, I absolutely fucking KNOW, that these pills are working and that it hurts worse when I'm not on them thanks to about a week every two or three months when I tend to run out before I can afford to renew my scrip and have to just fucking survive until payday, I'd probably tell the doc to get me off all of them now. But, yeah, they really are working; I really am better - not good, son of a BITCH not to the point of being good, but better - than I was a year ago when we started.
I just wish...fuck. I don't even know what I wish anymore.
>>7397952
Thanks. Western society does seem to be becoming more open about pornography. I suppose it's also linked to the decreased importance of religion or otherwise top down enforced morality in society. Though, maybe it's just that the current top down enforced morality doesn't care about porn.
When I was together with my last gf (years ago, sadly, I don't have much of a sex life) we did some amateur pics. It was fun, and people liked them. I've been living in shared accomodation, so even my solo sex life has been suppressed. I'm moving out soon, and I'm telling you, one of the first things I'm doing is ordering some stuff that goes up my ass.
>>7401729
You sound pretty scatterbrained. Are you always like this? How severe/frequent are your headaches?
Also, have you already tried to seek out some kind of government assistance with affording all those prescriptions? Assuming you aren't already maxing out your benefits as it is.
>>7402039
You should order 1 box of My Dick.
If you see what I said there.
>>7402428
Not him but how much does it cost?
>>7402554
Just a spare mattress, internet, food, and a working toilet.
>>7402916
I've got a king single mattress, internet and a toilet that's unclogged most of the time. I don't have food but I do have cheap wine and half a pack of cigarettes.
>>7403045
>half a pack of cigarettes.
its a deal
>>7403110
That image summarises the last 5 years of my life.
>>7402415
Not always like that, no. Scatterbrained is good way to put it. Head moves too fast. Too many thoughts. Need to slow it down.
May recognize posting style better now. Is reason for odd ideosyncratic style. Forces mind to shift into different thought-pattern. Can actually think clearer like this. Sometimes.
Headaches are constant. Literal constant issue. Have pain in head at 2/10 (feeling of pliers clamping on fat of hand) minimum at all times. Ramps up from other factors throughout day. Hungry. Just ate. Bright light. Stress. Dehydration. Too much water. Time. Most days are pretty good. Spikes stay below 4-5 range.
Topiramate worked best so far in managing this. Only small handful of 6+ spikes in five months. Marked improvement.
Am receiving VA check monthly for service-related medical issues. Helps where it can. Also have insurance through job. Copay just went up without explanation. Two adults with cocktail of scrips is not cheap. Especially on single income. So sometimes paycheck and pills run out before month does. Happens.
Government assistance is unavailable. Some bullshit about making too much on one income to be poor enough to qualify. This despite struggling to pay bills or have food in fridge or have scrips filled. No, too much income. Come back when poorer.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjChbYf2y5E
>>7404541
Nooooooo.
My two favorite animals aren't allowed to fight each other.
Any of you guys play a comfy vidya that won't waste my life away and feels fulfilling?
Runescape is okay, but every goal feels so far away after 1000 hours and I don't want to try doing shit over on a new account or a different version
I hate people
but I also hate being alone
what the fuck do I do
i hate being in an long distance relationship
>>7404794
currently wasting my life away on osrs
Beneath my zipper lies the key to your release
You have only to grasp it
>>7406282
Sorry, tired. Haha I hate myself.
Can you face fuck me instead?
>>7407270
No, your punishment must be more severe
I'm going to dock you, and with my seed you will bring hope. Not hope for the government, but hope for the people. a flame that cannot die.
You will be the casing for the next flame
>>7407290
Oh god, its you again
Last time you promised me love, but you left me unsure if im a boy or a lady
>>7407502
Revolution is coming
and you will be the cradle for the next generation
are you prepared
>>7406282
>>7407290
>>7407532
This is some kinky shit, I like it.
can't wait for men to find out how to reproduce with another man
So long matriarchy and double standards
and hellloooo freaky fetish porn
>>7408984
Can we get rid of HIV and get self-cleaning from shit anuses before that?
>>7409083
It's not hard to clean out your own anus anon. You don't need to do it constantly either, it already cleans it's self pretty well.
HIV is a big fear of mine though.
>>7409140
But I want the booty to become fast food, anon.
>>7409198
Well you have good taste.
I'd clean my ass everyday if I had someone to eat it.
ass eating sounds gross desu
i'm all down for traps and stuff
and i like licking people but their butt makes me a little grossed out
>>7409203
What ya waitn’ for then bby, c’mere here - anon has a hunger
>>7409269
Oh I do like where this is going.
>pick up your fapping shirt
>it reaks of jizz
>find comfy spot
>its mildly damp
>>7410516
Fucking weeb problems.
Here we jizz where we eat, cry and die - /trash/ can
>>7411514
weeb? i hate anime
>>7412802
And yet you post most weeb looking pokemon, or whatever the hell is this.
You’re disgusting anon, your punishment is using me as your cumrag today.
>Be opossum
>Get into lawschool by a fluke
>Study approx. 2 hours every other week
>Start failing exams
This close to the normie life yet I can't do it
not my proudest fap.
another day ended with too much booze and crying into my pillow weee
>>7414024
Small world, i'm about to do exactly the same.
>>7376298
haha
>>7413074
His punishment must be more severe.
>>7380638
>kangaroo pouch
Anyone have a good way to fall asleep that doesn't involve alcohol?
>>7418185
Crying while cuddling a pillow, have a wank, painkillers and cutting all help me.
>>7418185
i have a fluffy companion who i hug and he helps me fall asleep
>>7418473
Whenever I hear something like I get sad. My dog died a few months ago and I never let him cuddle me on my bed.
>>7418784
i didnt mean a dog
i meant a fluffy plushy that i hug while crying myself to sleep
im sorry to hear about your dog
mine is growing old too and i dont know how ill accept the fact that he will soon not be anymore
i think i need to feed him lots of delicious bacon and make his life as sweet as i can while he is still with me
>>7418211
Do you do all that at the same time?
>>7418859
Bacon's a good idea. The important thing to remember is you were his whole life, he loves everything you ever did for him and spent all day trying to be your friend. If he gave you good memories then he did a good job.
I really should get a plushy, all I've got's one very old pillow.
>>7418897
Everything except the pillow sometimes. Most often just one though.
Possum's can't die young.
is this the thread for cute doggos
>>7420634
Depends on how cute you're talking.
>>7420647
>>7420713
That's pretty fucking cute.
>>7420765
Now I wish I owned socks.
I edited an image for me to use as a wallpaper and thought you guys might enjoy it.
>>7416126
Good my children, you are learning
>>7416126
>>7423659
For fuck sake Bane, no, ain't gonna dock that guy or crash his plane for being a weeb in denial
>>7423718
Allow me to blow your mind before i blow my seed
We are the same
You must defeat yourself before you can even hope to defeat me
This is a possum thread not a pokeweeb thread
>>7424172
It doesn't matter in what thread we are
>>7378023
you know you can ask for a cig once in a while, Clayton
>>7424370
Made something. First attempt at anything in pixel format. Enjoy. Or don't. Fuck it.
>>7424444
It's nice.
>>7424444
I like it and your quads are of excellent quality
>>7424172
this is your possum pussy thread
and i'm here to break it
with my dick
and by dick
i mean dick
>>7424444
I like it too
>>7424578
Haha I hate myself
>>7424578
Haha I hate myself
>>7424578
haha i hate myself
>>7424578
haha
i hate myself
>>7377642
Where do you live, dude?
Are they legal to consume where you're at?
>>7424578
haha i hate myself
>>7424578
Haha I love possums!
>>7424444
Haha I hate myself
this thread
I posted a habits thread on /co/ a week or two ago
am i responsible for this
>>7428639
Responsible for what? These threads are about as old as /trash/. That crop from the comic is even older.
>>7428639
Probably not, these threads have been around for almost a year
Though they had less blogposting, and used to be super-dead
>>7424578
Haha I hate myself
>>7428639
No.
>>7428824
Isn't it funny, though? A thread about some crustpunk possum is unusually good at acting dead.
>>7433039
The opossums here are trying to let the thread die as much as they try to let themselves die.
>>7433074
im freaking out
clem put your clothes on
>>7433250
Sometimes I get freaked out and wear clothes in the shower because I don't like being naked.
I'm never going to get laid like this.
>>7433318
>I'm never going to get laid like this.
You just need look for a way to turn your weaknesses into strengths.
>>7433463
How can I find a guy who doesn't care that I'll never be completely naked in front of him?
>>7433541
Find a guy who's into clothed sex
>>7433570
Now comes the hard part of fixing problems. Actually doing something about it.
Fucking... walking into 7/11 at 2AM and asking for the cheapest packet of cigs they've got.
>>7433975
I've done the same thing except I was a dollar short and she gave me some money from the donation tin. I think she thought I was homeless.
Don't die.
>>7436873
I don't plan on it.
We're damn near bump limit, anybody got some jams to post before we meet our demise?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-Pv1nEtkJ4
>>7436960
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKy7iOTphU4
Do not go gentle into that good night, opossums.
Anyone else ever tell themselves they're going to stop doing something and then do it anyway about 4 hours later?
>>7436960
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PAJj0OG0BY
>>7437108
What're you having trouble stopping, anon?
I've spent the last month trying to stay sober three days in a row. Fucked that up again tonight when I reached for sleeping pills becuase I didn't want to feel so fucking alone
>>7437275
Well I've been trying to quit smoking and cut (heh) down on cutting.
Last night I had a bit to drink and this morning I decided one drink couldn't hurt. After stealing a bunch of alcohol from my grandmother and a packet of smokes I'm feeling like shit.
>>7437297
Sorry, I was in my own world for a moment.
Never smoked, thank god, but I've been a thief for liquor dozens of times, even friends. I always feel like shit but I don't really have much money nowadays, and being sober is not an option.
I have burned myself on and off, but it's never become a habit, more of a stupid thing I do when I can't get fucked up. Do you have trouble with scars? (as in, with people giving you shit for it?)
>>7437447
Never had anyone see them because they're all on my upper legs, upper arms and chest. I make sure to keep them covered.
I don't normally drink but last night a kinda fight I was in with an old friend came to a head on. He was one of the two people who know I cut and he told me to go slash my wrists. I haven't cut since that because I don't wanna make him right.
I'm just feeling like shit from stealing from my grandmother. I went over because it;s my grandfathers birthday and he died a little while ago, and all I did was exploit it.
>>7437480
I'm glad it's not a public issue for you, at least. I hope you're able to reel it in with time.
Your friend was totally out of line. Hopefully he'll either seriously apologize or fuck off.
At times it's hard to see past yourself. Do you think doing some sort of kind thing for her would make you feel better?
>>7425537
uk and no
>>7436960
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nK5fKFFqJe4
>>7437535
Yeah I've offered to go around tomorrow and clean out her mouse traps and stuff. Give me something better to do then sit around on my ass being depressed all day.
I've basically given up on that friend now, he's been saying shit like that for a while and I know he's having a hard time but I can't deal with it. Now I'm just sad and I think I might go have a shower and cry for a while.
>>7437582
Dead Kennedys are top tier.
>>7437595
Best of luck man. Some people just demand that you cut them out of your life. I guess he's that way.
suddenly everything as of the late's been feeling 10x more uninteresting and bland to me and everything is losing its appeal
is this where i die
>>7437640
try a prostate orgasm
>>7437108
Been trying to cut down on the junkfood, yet somehow I find myself stuffing my face with a sausage roll or hamburger. Fuck, just saying it makes me want to go out and get something. It's market day, too. We've got fried fish that's so damn good.
I already stopped smoking weed, goddamnit. Now I'm supposed to cut fatty food, too? I enjoy good food, and I'm too poor to afford good restaurants and not skilled enough to cook good, healthy food everyday. It's the triangle of good food: You've got tasty, healthy, and cheap, and you'll only ever get two of those most of the time.
>>7438169
Shit I used to be in that same boat. Completely lost my appetite a few months ago though and it's now a struggle to eat.
Hopefully you'll find a way to help yourself. Getting healthy's good for the mind as well as the body.
Crust punk for the crust punk girl
https://youtu.be/RRkvg_LuZvk
I have no more mandarines and nothing to eat
Sad days
At least i have most of the clem comics now
>>7438219
Out of cash my man or just not in the mood to go shopping? Also I know a lot of punk bands but very few crust ones, can you recommend any?
>>7438236
I'm sad in bed and my wallet is crying
I'm honestly not the crust punk guy, i mostly listen to metal and older stuff like blink182 and such stupid shit
>>7438260
I'd hug you and your wallet anon. When's the pay coming in?
>>7438264
I have monies but don't want to stand up
I'm afraid i'll grab the shotty across the room
So i'll just lay here and listen to music and talk to you guys
>>7438275
Well this just changed dramatically. Anything specific got you down today anon?
>>7438285
Just got the blues
Don't wanna do anything besides being sad
What 'bout you
>>7438313
Neat
Someone give me good music
>>7438322
It's a shame mine all suck or I'd help you out. What kinda stuff are you looking for?
>>7438324
Anything
I listen from cage the elephant over jack white and blink 182 everything
>>7438326
It's not great but this is what I'm listening to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JflCoays8x0
>>7438333
Awe that's neat
>>7428639
hmm i was wondering the same