Haha I hate myself. Come to my dumpster for candy edition.

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come to my dumpster for affection and handholding

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>>10946461
come to my dumpster and get your ass handed to you in ssbm.

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>>10946461
>handholding
I-Im not that hardcore anon

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Well now that I made the thread, my job here is done. Goodnight everyone! Keep it alive but not too alive.

It's my 19th birthday in a week and I have no idea what to do for it.
How does /possum/ think I should celebrate?

>>10946748
Masturbate a fuckton

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>>10946748
>my 19th birthday was 3 years ago
>and that was 2 years into my NEETdom
>Failure then
>Failure now

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>>10946387
>>10941243
>>10941332
>>10941345
>>10941367
(repost from the other thread because I didn't see that it was dead sorry)
I am in the same boat. Have felt this way since I was 13. Neglected my body really early in life and got bullied pretty terribly especially because of my weight and body from me neglecting myself. Eventually, I lost about a hundred pounds and worked out every day until now where I am pretty muscular. You know what the problem is though, I still hate myself, I still find myself repulsive to the point that I can't look in a mirror or even see a picture of myself without having a panic attack or freak out. Even if you fix your weight and appearance it doesn't fix your mind. I am still a mess of mental illness and I feel like other people are just trying to humor me. Currently, trying to starve myself in vein hopes of feeling mentally better with myself. Also, as someone who went from being an ogre to somewhat approachable, looks mean a lot. I was definitely able to tell a massive shift in how people treated me just because I wasn't "fat" anymore. If anyone says that they aren't affected by looks then they are lying. Pretty people do get treated better, thats just ingrained in our monkey psych.

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>>10947012
Gotcha beat, been a neet since I graduated high school.

Kill me.

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>>10947012
>>10947142

>my 19th birthday was 5,000 years ago
>told myself things were going to get better then
>they didn't
>still tell myself this even though I know its hollow
>fucking hate myself everyday

NEET to the grave

>>10947012
>>10946748
>tfw I'm older than you both
I feel unrest stirring deep within me everytime I see teenagers and kids doing their kiddie shit. It pains me seeing them live with mirthful innocence while here I am worrying over the most mundane shit like job, money, and a future I don't even want to think about

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>>10947242
>mirthful innocence

I dropped out of high school the second time when I was 17 so that I could flip burgers, move out, and do drugs every day. The original plan was to distance myself from my family so they wouldn't have to see or think about me every day because I was ashamed of my inability to be the functional happy person every parent wants their kid to be. Multiple jobs and apartments and roommates later I wound up back in my parents basement because of being laid off or fired from every job and now I've been broke for a solid year and still haven't found a job as wanting to die every day gets in the way of being a productive source of underpaid labor. About to turn 22, still have a giggle every time I hear that it gets better.

>>10947242
Can relate, I've been in this dumpster since /l/ was a thing and I never outgrew it.

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>>10947177
You've transcended, anon

>>10946902
I do that everyday tho.
>>10947242
I'm worrying about that shit too, man. It's hecka difficult to get jobs over here.
I just wanna do something enjoyable for one of the 365 days of the year I wouldn't usually.
>>10947177
>5,000 years ago
Are you a demigod? Can you give a brother a blessing?

>>10947537
You want a blessing of the king of neets?

>>10947661
Yeah bro, bless my mortal ass.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5i_e50Kiz4o
Hey anon, you've taken your meds right?

>>10948037
https://youtu.be/9eh0rAUwZSQ

>>10947293
That's rather grim my man; I often think that I was on my way to the same path (distant to family, failure as a human being and I can't really connect with any other person [except drugs, too much of a wuss to get a hold of those stuff and it's highly illegal here where I hail from]). Then I met some really good people; the sort of friends you can count on through thick and thin - they literally approached me even while I was distancing myself away like the recluse that I was, and eventually I warmed up to them and started to change. Now that we're on different paths as an adult I'm kind of back to being the insipid man I was -- the dream is over.

>>10947537
I recently got a job and I'm starting work in a few months. What sort of activity do you perceive to be enjoyable anon?

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>>10948273
My best friend died a couple months before I had dropped out of school for good, messed me up pretty bad. He was a cool dude, like a young hesher. My other three good friends are still around but they've got their own problems too. Otherwise there's been countless acquaintances and nameless strangers to to drugs with but their value to my life has been pretty minimal. At least I've had some people to hang with and get some fun experiences, I wouldn't have had a chance of even making it this far otherwise.

>>10948273
Congrats on the job anon, hope all goes smoothly.
I quite enjoy going to concerts and festivals with my few friends, but I want to try something new and outragous. I was thinking camping or something outdoorsy, but none of my friends are outdoors people and we don't have money for tents and shit.

>>10947137
>tfw thin and ectomorph
>have a thing for fat people
>hide this fact from everyone I know
>get into all sorts of awkward situation when classmates cajole me about women, and I just keep mum or avoid the topic altogether because I don't want to be found out
>don't really have a fat friend because I don't think I can look at him/her without being a creep

I agree though that thin people are generally treated better; there are too much negative connotations surrounding larger bodied people. In my case the attention I received was something I did not want. Anyhow don't starve yourself just to feel better (about yourself) man, should probably hit the gym some more instead. I'd say you prolly need some outside intervention to stop feeling bad about yourself (though what do I know kek nvm didnt mean to rattle on like that)

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>>10946461
>handholding

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Got a new outfit
feeling cool

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To englandobro, because old thread died

Its probably frankfurt am main ( a river ), its the biggest and most generally known one. Would you work at nintendo as an intern? Or how is that going to work?

I mostly listen to one german podcast and the h3h3 one occadionally. I think i will check out the hearthstone eppisode of continuecast as an entry tomorrow or so. It turns out the internet problem is a cable issue, and our landline and the landline of grandma is down now too, bzt at least o can relax because i know its neither a issue i can fix nor one i have caused.

I didnt really do anything in unitown besides leaving the dorm for classes while being paranoid of meeting someone om my way out or way back in. The rest i was in my room studying or gaming/reading really. At least i still talk with my old friends online almost daily over teamspeak, or i think i would go insane. But im serious about my social anxiety. Noone on my floor even knows i exist, despite technically having to share a kitchen.

Why are you going to germany specifically, or is it just by chance?

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>>10948628
The problem I have with hitting the gym is that it makes you want to eat more so I just keep bulking instead of slimming down. Also my body shape is that of a bear/endomorph so unless I do something drastic it won't change. Every little ounce of fat on me makes me want to puke. It just frustrates me because men "aren't suppose" to think about their bodies this much but it literally drives me insane. Outside help pretty much tells me that I am fine and that about it

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>>10949669
nice

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>>10949669
Pokémon sweat pants and a sports bra? I'm digging it.

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>>10950128
Different anon. I don't know if you've already tried this, but you could plan out food rewards for after a workout--just make sure it's, like, half the calories you burned in the workout, or something. Make the reward a separate snack or tack it on to a meal later. Basically, rather than fight those urges, plan ahead and work with them.

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>>10949669
fab
would wear/10

>>10947137
you gotta fix the inside before you fix the outside, healthy constructive anger about your historical torture is good for that.

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Why does this even fit together?
https://youtu.be/DsoCe7C4Kmk

>>10950881
it doesnt

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Have you ever just
Been entirely incapable of having any fun whatsoever
Be it because of other people, yourself, or just not having things to do? Or all three?
I wouldn't recommend it
It fucking sucks and i really feel that "dying might be fun you know" creeping up in the back of my head
Hoho i hate everything

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My mum and step-dad are having a major argument about something and yelling a ton.

I'm kinda worried.

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>>10947686

Thoust has been blessed by the Neet God

May you die souless and alone

Hail Kek

>>10950840
anger has done nothing but destroy me and lead to self-harm. I've gotten past my anger but my self-hatred still remians

>>10950282
Have tried that before. It doesn't really clash well with my personality. I feel like an all or nothing type person as awful as that is. Also, planning things makes me depressed for some reason

>>10950840
>>10952042
also the inside affects the outside and vice versa. You can't fix one without the other and you can't harm one without the other really

>>10951798
sounds like depression

>>10951798
Yes. Had that today, and yesterday... and for the past month or so.
>>10951871
You should start yelling at them and make the argument get even more heated.

anyone else literally never been in love, ever?

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>>10952084
Ive had that for eight years
This is a recent deveopment
Two or so months of it i think

>>10952133
At least im not alone
Sorry you gotta deal with it too though

>>10952173
Yes, and it hurts

>>10951798
Yeah, I want to enjoy stuff but I can't, occasionally I find time killers that actually entertain me usually via escapism or making me feel like I'm good at something I'm not, but they only last a month so I'll have to get obsessed with them to squeeze the entertainment out of them before I lose all motivation to do that anymore. Nowadays I don't even have hobbies. I mostly impulse buy stuff to make up for the childhood I didn't have or play random video games.

>>10952173
I've only ever fell in love with fictional characters, usually they've just been crushes though, the characters that stick around I tend to become really attached too though, they usually become a way to try to help me at night or get over bad things that happened in the day.

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>>10952317
>mfw finding an anon with likeminded autism

Ever since I was a child I would become obsessed with these fictional characters and think about them all day. I remember laying in bed for hours at night fantasizing about them and their adventures. I thought it'd go away with age.

[spoiler]it didn't[/spoilersdontfuckingwork]

>>10952413
>thinking it would go away
>almost if that's a good thing
Then again I still can't sleep well some days like today. And large amounts daily escapism probably ain't good.
Also anon may I suggest you look up maladaptive daydreaming?

>>10952317
i've felt infatuation towards fictional characters on very rare occasions but I feel really dumb because of it

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>>10952268
Yeah like i wanna have fun and do shit but it never really works out
Things barely last a few hours with me if i can even get into them in the first place
I had a good thing going a few months ago too, and i was generally happy and in a good mood then. Then that stopped and this started shortly after.
I dont have any hobbies aside from wishing i could actually have one and do it cause im too broke to do anything
Maybe its time to try another mmo or something
One of the three i can run anyways

>>10952477
>maladaptive daydreaming

Checks a lot of boxes, though I wouldn't call my fantasies particularly elaborate. Man, I'd kill for an imagination great enough to weave detailed worlds and stories. I guess I'm too much of a brainlet.

I let my friend have sex with me for money I hate myself

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>>10952631
could you elaborate? doesn't sound like much of a friend

>>10952173
I've never really had a crush or love. I don't know what they feel like. I feel like an alien because I feel intense emotions but I can't really express them because of depression and being trained not to cry from a young age

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>>10951798
>>10952221
>have depression for 13 years
>its getting worse with age
>friends try to take me to do things
>"come on anon it'll be fun!"
>literally can't feel the feeling of fun anymore
>is there something I am missing?
>some friends berate me for not finding what they do for fun as fun

kill me

>>10952622
Problem with worlds so detailed is it only makes you hate reality even more and fall deeper into escapism sometimes leading to self loathing too.

>>10952622
I have really intense maladaptive daydreaming and a very visual mind

trust me when I say that having all those worlds in your head is torture a lot of the time

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>>10952731
My entire life revolves around escapism anyway, so it wouldn't matter.
>>10952751
You may be right, but I still want to experience it.

>>10952631
Would you rather do it for free?

>>10952631
what is this sex you speak of?

I take some of it with a side of money please!

>>10952731
>hate reality already
check
>deep self-loathing
check
>falling deeper into escapism
check

this is hows its been my whole life. suggestions?

>>10953282
Seek professional help, or willpower that shit into a manageable state and deal.

Or do nothing and post about it here, whatever you want to do mang.

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>>10952033
>thoust has

>>10953385
I am taking meds and seeing a therapist. I have tried to willpower out but always fall back because reality is a cold unfeeling place with little regard as to whether you live or die.Escapism has structure, life has no real structure except the one created by greed.

Hey man I am just trying to talk amongst /possums/ who feel the same. I am not doing nothing, I have been trying to improve for a very longtime. I feel like I have been fighting my whole life against this but I think I am coming to the point of acceptance.

>>10953539
I only said do nothing because that's how I handle things.

It's worked out well, I can assure you.

>>10953615
what did you do? just accept yourself as /possum/ for life? Cause I am getting pretty close

>>10953750
Yeah more or less. I was trash long before I was an adult and becoming one didn't make me less of a trainwreck. I don't know if acceptance is the right word, but I've become more comfortable in my misery at least

>>10952631
pretty hot tbqh f.am

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Thread is the quietest I've seen in a while, not even a hundred posts and the day is nearly out.

Did everyone die or just move on to better, cooler threads?

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>>10956305
I'm happy it's slow, makes it easier to not get overwhelmed.

>>10956423
True, but I've got entirely too much time to refresh this thread every day and I'm not easily entertained. It was always comfiest during light posting times, not waiting an hour or three for a single post.

>>10956305
I keep typing stuff out but never hitting the Post button

Should I finish playing a game I enjoyed but never finished, or download something new?

>>10957558
Which game did you not finish? What kind of new game do you want to download?

>>10957806
Pillars of Eternity, I've got no idea what the new game would be but something new seems like it'd be good.

hey how do you not want to die over a stupid pokemon rp

>>10957852
By stop fucking dragging that shit here.

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>>10957852
who are ya anon

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>>10957852
By not doing a stupid pokemon rp that makes me want to kill myself.

>>10957870
nah
>>10957892
its a secret
>>10957905
b-buh muh rp

>>10957852
The fact you can't take hints that people dislike you posting this here probably says something about your social skills, maybe work on those before doing rp.

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>>10957929
>b-buh muh rp

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fave meme is when PAR crawls out of the woodworks to shit this thread up
possum whats your favorite rhythm game

>>10957993
I've never played a rhythm game, they've never really been the sort of thing I could even pretend to be excited to try because it seems very repetitive.

>>10957993
>whats your favorite rhythm game
Those apps that let you practice piano and music theory. That way it feels like I'm learning something while still pissing time away.

Other than that, nothing. I find rhythm games to be a pretty bland genre.

>>10956496
>I've got entirely too much time to refresh this thread every day and I'm not easily entertained
Are you me?

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>>10957993

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>>10958035
>>10958057
i'm not gonna lie they can be kinda bland
ive been emming patapon 1
i forgot how shit i am at it
>>10958058
you have any opinion on three, anon?

>>10958071
I liked 3, but I don't like how they kinda forced it into more of a co-op oriented game. It made the singleplayer feel lackluster. I was never really invested in the story so I didn't think much of it, but I enjoyed it in 3 a little more than the others.

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>>10958132
thats fair its been a while since i played three
im a dumbas, i thought that was 1 and 2
what do you not like about 1?

>>10958303
I can't really think of anything I didn't like about one. It was just a solid game to me. I enjoyed the additions in 2 a lot more since it had more content and replayability. Also IIRC first one had more of a vikings vibe while the second shifted towards tribal, and and I like tribal more than vikings.

>>10957993
I've never been a rhythm game guy but recently I bought all the rhythm heaven games except megamix cause they seemed like a great entry point into the rhythm genre and I got hooked. I beat the GBA game in a week and the Wii one soon after. The game has a great way of pushing you to try to improve even if you're not the type with much motivation. I mean I'm a guy who drops games only a few hours in and this game somehow got me to not only beat all its courses but go back and s rank 25 of them.

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>>10958473
i get you anon, 2 has a general better asthetic from what i remember
last question: whats your favorite hero type
>>10958529
rhythm heaven is great, dude!
you might be into warioware if you like the rhythm heaven games

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>>10957852
remember that i'm living for other peoples sake

>>10957993
i used to play ddrmax2 when i was but a wee squit
then the dumb softmat stopped working and i played with controllers and got bored of it
sound voltex looks nifty but too complex for me
also
>those fucking controllers that cost a bajillion dollars
>for one game
ebin

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>>10958569
In 2 Robopon was my favorite type for the hero because of how easy it was to output massive damage with charge attacks and perfect beats. In 3 Jamsch's poison spores carried me through a lot of content so I ended up using it the most. Which are your favorites?

>>10958569
Yeah I'm a pretty big wario ware guy having beaten the GBA , ds and Wii installments too. That kind of game just has an appeal to me. Too bad there aren't too many like it.

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>>10958679
pfff yeah agreed man
rich fuckers be damned

>>10958689
GOOD TASTE
desu almost all of the stuff on the hero is decent its a big of a tossup
Cannogabang deffo tho

>>10958798
what other kind of games do you like, anon?

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>possums suddenly popping up all over /r9k/
You guys trying to [spoiler]fix[/spoiler] my board?

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>>10959577
We do what we must because we can!

I've recently been spending hours at a time trying to make an awesome character in a text based flash game about ballbusting battles.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

>>10960661
oh hey i remember that thing
that was a weird thing

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>>10959577

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>tfw shooting a bb gun in the alley with my roommie but couldnt draw a safe bead on any rats

THEYRE SO FUCKING FAST

>>10952033
Shadilay my dude, many thanks.
>>10957993
Guitar Hero 2 or 3 are GOAT.

>>10962031
>played GH3 to the point of four or five staring every song on hyperspeed 3 expert
>still can't fucking play raining blood or TTF&F

I regret not just playing a regular guitar to this day.

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>my depression symptoms get 20 times worse during the school year
>school starts in less than a week
haha fun

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hhhhe hoo

>>10962513
What a qt.

Remember furfags, depression, anxiety, etc, all fake disorders. The true cure is within.

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>>10964389
Pfft.

ur post is a fake disorder

>>10964389
The disorders are real but using drugs to ignore the problem instead of addressing it makes finding the cure within even harder.

>>10964389
Kill yourself its easier

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>>10964389

>>10959577
yeah i was kind of taken aback by that. If there are any robots here please leave us our possums

>>10965215
what if someone is both

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>>10964389

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>>10964389
>You know anon if you just stopped being depressed then maybe you wouldn't be so depressed

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>10965258
you must choose the path of either the robot or the possum young padawan. you cannot be both

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>>10965294
>You should smile more anon!

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>>10964389
People who've "fixed their problems on their own" and turn into assholes about it never really did fix their problems. Instead, they found a distraction and an outlet for their self-hatred.

I mean, it's hard, otherwise. It's downright scary. Walking back the first step is easier than taking the next one to fixing your problems. I understand, anon. No one blames you for taking the easy road.

what the hell is this thread about

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>>10965353
Venting and North American marsupials

>>10965383
are you furries

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>>10964235

Got this and another commish of punk kobold.

Thought you guys would like it.

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>>10965411
A lot of us are but it's totally not required. the content of these threads tend to be less furry than the rest of /trash/.

>>10965353
Being a little bitch while also thinking you're above being a little bitch.

>>10965503
>>>/r9k/

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>>10962357
same mate

school just makes me feel like more of a piece of shit than I already am haha

>>10965544
No thanks fag. The only thing worse than melodramatic homos is closeted melodramatic homos.

>>10965613
No need to be so harsh on yourself anon, you're no worse than we are.

>>10965353
Pokemon RP metadiscussion

>>10965872
Don't even joke about that cancerous garbage people keep dragging here.

>>10965872
this desu

>>10965872
Hey PAR, what does everyone think of the state of the thread?

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>>10965740
You're god damn right I'm not worse than you fuckboys. Drama is for bitches and overreacting to drama is meta bitch behavior.

>>10966164
You're just as bad as us but in a different way, but that's fine.
We'll all improve together, anon.
Also personally I actively avoid or ignore drama as much as I can.

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meow!

>>10962357
Fucking hell, don't remind me. I've been trying to pretend that I didn't eventually have to leave my house.

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>>10966265
I'm not just as bad in a different way, I'm marginally better in every way.

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>>10966600
yeah, probably

>>10966622
Gosh, I didn't mean to make you cry. I just wanted to make sure you know your place is below me.

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>desperately want to be around people and listen to them talk
>but don't want anyone to talk to me or acknowledge my existence

???

>>10966600
We set a pretty low bar, if you want to be proud of only being marginally better than that, go for it.

>>10966622
There will always be someone that's better than you at something, anon.
But at the same time you will always be better than someone else at something too.

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>>10966721
Attend public lectures and seminars.

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>tfw heliphobe

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>>10966728
>Lesser being pulls the passive-aggressive "you're not that great" card
>While also promoting the thought of being better than someone makes you good enough
This is why I'm so much better than you. Like a woman, when you see someone great you brush them off, yet you'll boast about your accomplishments over even lesser humans.

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>>10966776
heliophobe*

>>10966721
watch streamers and lpers
i can suggest ones that wont give you ear cancer or a bad case of cringe if you want

>>10966721
ride public transports; gotta love peeping (discreetly) at other people's smartphones to gain an insight on their NPC lives

>>10966792
Nah, I fully accept that I'm incredibly shit and that you're almost definitely better than me.
You did say you were only marginally better than us though.

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>>10966877
And as every second passes, that margin grows larger and larger.

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>>10966749
>>10966851
I would do these if I could drive or if there was a bus stop within 15 miles of here. Rural life is incredibly isolating.

I've been watching lectures on YouTube, but it's just not the same.

>>10966843
Sure. If it helps, I like relaxed guys like Lazy Game Reviews and Vinny from Vinesauce.

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>>10966942
Uh oh, little trash boy is upset! Oh-me-oh-my, what ever will we do? Oh, I know, how about you never reply to me again until you can bench at least 180 Ibs you weak bitch? That way you won't be so pathetic and easy to trigger when you have the muscle composition of a beta male instead of an omega woman.

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>Replying to bait.

whats possum's favorite game?

>>10967122
Pokemon, the predictable nature of the core games is soothing.

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>>10967122
Been playing a ton of Binding of Isaac because it's a wonderful time waster that hasn't gotten too boring or repetitive a few hundred hours in.

Otherwise probably Chrono Trigger because of childhood memories and the fact that my snes copy keeps getting more valuable.

>>10967185
Agreed. You played any of the spinoffs?

>>10967196
Hey, if you've gotten afterbirth+ do you have any opinion on it?

>>10967122
Heavily modded Skyrim. I like creating characters and stories within the game's world.

>>10967220
Nah, only grabbed regular afterbirth. I've heard that (+) adds as many good things as it does bad things and the meme boss is a glitchy shit.

I'm content just trying to hard mode everything right now, hard mega satan and hush are plenty obnoxious to deal with to keep me occupied.

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>>10967083
>commenting on replying to bait

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>>10965444
I do! Tell me more about this kobold.

Nice trips, too.

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>>10966948
good taste with the binyot
GrimithR, Kikoskia, mikelat, RevScarecrow, and Steejo are some people you might like, Grim Mike and Rev do streams and youtube, i think Kiko is mainly youtube, you might like One F Jef too but he mostly just streams and doesnt upload to youtube much anymore, but he's got some good older stuff, i havent watched Helloween4545 in a while but i remember him being pretty good as well, he's youtube, if you like electronics and junk and just listening to people bigclivedotcom is pretty nice too.

>>10965544
holy shit
that board is way worse then i remembered
absolutely toxic to the bones

i it here any day

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>>10968276
The abundance of shitflinging, fembot, porn, and trap threads are a shame. I wish it was less of that and more anons discussing their feels.

>>10968351
You can't discuss your feels and not have things devolve into shitflinging, fembots, porn, and traps. Soon /pos/ will be /r9k/ lite.

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>>10968469
We can just torch it, wait for the embers to stop glowing, and make something else.

>>10968469
We get laid and don't hate females though. There's not enough bitterness and bad attitudes being thrown around to really shit this place up more than the RP/Discord drama fools do already.

>10968740
>We get laid
i dont
but that doesnt mean i snap into the fox and grapes analogy like most of r9k

the biggest difference for me is that people here are supportive and on r9k people are turbo crabs in a bucket

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>>10968883
That's because we're the cool kid losers who smoked pot and cigarettes during lunch at school, and before school, also after school. Probably on the weekends too. Also probable suspects in fights and likely dropped out of life some time after dropping out of school. I feel bad for anyone here that actually took the shit life dished out at them.

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i dont even have depression i just like reading blogposts and looking at cute pictures of possums

>>10968740
/r9k/ gets laid now though. I'd say the key difference between this place and /r9k/ is that people here have a yearning for happiness instead of an obsession with obtaining it. As long as this thread's demographic doesn't shift too far from loser druggies to sexually frustrated furries you'll be fine, but in /trash/ how long do you think it'll last until that point?

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>>10969002
Habits threads have been around for like a year and a half now and they've been consistently cozy other than a couple isolated shitfits and that one guy who stops by occasionally to tell us how damn superior he is to us blogposting whiners.

I just wish Lauren would release stuff more often, she posted a couple unrelated sketches recently but the last two comics were in April 2017 and then fukken December 2015 which was the end of her regular updates. A couple clem sketches happened otherwise but damn did she drop it like it's hot.

>>10969002
Give me 5 minutes, im on it brudda

>be isolated from friends because schedule
>see how they arrange their hangouts on an app
>be glad when they get-togethers I can never attend to go wrong
haha I'm a shit person

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>>10969761
>"If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?"

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I kinda wish i would get cancer, so i can have a slow departure from my family and they wouldnt have to live with thinking about if they could ve helped me when i kill myself.

>>10969002
>/r9k/ gets laid now though
you do realize thats because that board has been flooded by normies. Its not like the robots have actually gone and gotten laid.

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>>10968997
>i don't even have depression
Can.... can you tell me what its like to not be depressed?

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>>10967372

My dumb oc. But I like him!

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>>10967288
>comment of a comment about replying to bait

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>>10970115

>>10970067
from what i've gathered about depression, the difference is finding satisfaction in accomplishment.
i mean, i still have minor problems like self-doubt and anxiety, but i'm pretty sure most people have that and just hide it

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>>10970354
>the ride never ending

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Post your b̶a̶t̶t̶l̶e̶s̶t̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶s̶ nests, possums.

>>10970418
I've had depression since I was 13. Aso,l both my parents and my brother have severe depression. Is depression genetic? I am taking meds and therapy but it doesn't seem to make it much better just tolerable. Am I a lost cause possums?

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>>10970507

>>10970049
That really depends on what you'd say makes someone a "robot" by either board or social standards these days. The internet has made getting laid pretty much just a matter of will rather than ability these days anyway.

>>10970697
Seems legit

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>>10970507
Take no prisoners, open fire

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>>10970809
Battestations!

>>10970650
Tolerable is the whole point of meds and therapy.

Exercise and creative hobbies are also highly suggested, if only to pass the time if not feeling a bit better about yourself because you wrote a thing or made an art or whatever.

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>>10970829
>Hand
anon is this you

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>>10970885
I do that but it feels so fleeting.I feel like nothing bring me real deep pleasure. I would love to spend all my time writing and excersizing instead of working until I die. I would love to live in the middle of nowhere and just write 24/7

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>>10970989

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>>10970998
>tfw I actually live in the middle of nowhere
>tragic life and mental illness
>can't motivate myself to art or write at all to become a living tortured artist meme irl

Funny how these things work out.

>>10971138
where do you live? Also I understand, its hard to do anything when your fighting mental demons

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>>10971165
North Idaho, the hills turn tan in the fall and usually are snow covered in the winter so it's dank scenery year round. Mountains and what have you can be had literally 10-15 miles north or east and continue to the other side of the rocky mountains. Heading into Washington is endless rolling fields and eventually flat scrub land, down south is canyons and more fields and then eventually more mountains. It's okay other than the whole 60% of the state living in poverty thing. I think we also rank literally last place in education since the deep south actually managed to get their shit together more than we did.

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>>10970507
Gonna move out soon. Got my pseudo-apartment all decked out with cheap swede furnishings and overpriced jap electronics.

>>10971298
Would play vidya with at least four days a week/10

I hope you have some gaming bros with that level of setup.

>>10971339
If I did, I wouldn't be on this board.
It's at my parents place though, so it's not like I can invite company over all the time.

>>10971359
What, your parents wouldn't appreciate you hanging out with some friends at the house if that's not something you already do? Any socializing is a good thing unless if it's the hard drug sort of socializing or communist socialism.

>>10971252
i've asked other anons half decent cheap places to live. some keep suggesting boise. Is it alright or is it a dump? My standards are pretty low since I am living in a overpriced crime hole

>>10970376

I am a boy, but I dunno what the kobold is. I never specify to the artists.

>>10971298
>Yoshi plush
I dig.

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>>10972156
Th entirety of south Idaho is a dump unless if you want to literally live Napoleon Dynamite every day of your life. Unless if you want to be a mormon, they've got a hold on everything east of Boise.

The downside is that it's the single largest dense population center and therefore arguably the easiest place to find a job. Small towns are cool but incredibly boring but also way difficult to set up in. Up north in the Couer d'Alane/Spokane area is a much less dense area that's maybe a third of the people that boise has and a substantially nicer looking area, even though spokane might as well be north compton for all the crime and drugs that goes through that shithole and the other one is a fairly up market lake town that has a nice resort and golf course for rich retired people to hang at.

Cost of living is way cheap though, you can literally survive on less than $1000 a month but you need that $1000 and so does everyone else.

>>10968955
>aggressively sheltered by parents and singled out by teachers growing up
>rejected the way of life they tried to herd me into anyway
>now I don't belong anywhere

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>>10973242
>children cartoons tell you at a young age to "just be yourself"
>be yourself
>everyone hates you for being yourself
>end up being outcasted from everything
>kill me

>>10973383
sounds like they're trying to weed something out

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>>10973383
The shitty part isn't that they tell you to be yourself--that's still good advice. The shitty part is that 9 times out of 10 they show it work out to some splendid outcome all around.

>>10972848
hmm I would love to live closer to the west coast but maybe I would be better off finding something on the east coast or midwest. thanks for the info

>>10967122
Golden Sun/Golden Sun: The Lost Age.

>>10973831
The entire coast blows hard, and west coast is alright except for the entirety of California, Portland, and Seattle and that's just to live in, those three are fine to visit or live in the approximate area of. Midwest is pretty alright just not particularly interesting at any given time.

>>10970507
Looks comfy.

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>>10975546
Playing possum

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>>10975951
>tfw meant to reply to >>10967122 but I didn't because I'm a huge fuckup who can't do anything right and either will be an eternal NEET or commit suicide

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>>10975988
Whoa, slow down, buddy.
It's alright. Common mistake.
Don't worry about it.

i miss you tweaker

>>10975951
Its ears look like flower petals.

>>10975988
if it makes you feel any better, I once posted my stat chart as its own thread by accident

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>>10970507

>>10977270
comfy.

I just cooked fish and people said it tasted good. Normally I just give my family food poisoning.

>>10979234
what kind of fish?

>>10979256
...I don't know. I got it from the Deli downtown when I asked for cheap fish that tastes alright.

>>10979234
Proud of you, anon.

Hehe

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Haha i hate myself

>>10981960
How come, anon?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3xnFTqcnMiM

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>>10981991
Cause im way too lethargic, unmotivated and socially paranoid

can you post some cute opossum boys? I need to expand my folder

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>>10982414
I think a good amount of people are that way.
Try your best to change if that's what you really want. :3 Just don't ever give up.
I'm sure you're a cool guy, though.
Don't be too hard on yourself.

>>10982647
Sorry, I don't have any pictures of you, anon.

>>10983006
:x

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>>10983217
Have a nice day. c:

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Morning Possum, wildfires are rad. I always wondered what it was like to breathe china tier air. For like several weeks now.

>>10983465
Where the heck do you live?

>>10983564
Here, just with like a metric fuck ton of smoke. There's several fires burning across the northwest and everything but the wind blows right now. You can almost barely see the hills.

>>10971138

>>10983587
Oh, okay. I should have known it was someplace like that. Shit, hope you end up being okay.

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>>10982647

>>10975512
I lived in the Midwest for most of my life.
It's pretty boring, honestly.
Living near Seattle now. Very glad that I'm not living in Seattle, haha.

>>10984037
what's the matter with seattle?

>>10984398
I just don't like big cities.
They're too much for me.
Guess I'm easily overwhelmed after living in small towns my whole life.

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>>10983987
Well I'm a smoker so the impact is probably negligible in the long run. The fire is far enough away to not be concerning.

>>10984398
Nothing if you're a dirty hippie liberal diehard type who has an upwards of $2000 a month to throw at rent.

Otherwise you're literally better off picking a hundred miles in any direction away from it and just visiting Seattle when you need to.

>>10982926
you're so nice, pocket 'possum. I like you.

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So /possum/, I'm at TI and they just debuted two new heroes that are to be added to dota.

I want to fuck him so bad. The on won the left.

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>>10985387
were you there when they revealed the BEST GAME

>>10985576

Yeah. It seems interesting. I'll definitely give it a look, but unless there's a mobile client so I can play it while shitting and it's more fun than hearthstone, I'll swap over.

>group of people is fun to hang out with
>none of them trust each other
>sitting here trusting them all
>theyre probably talking about how they hate me right now

what do should i just leave?

>>10985720
hi me
they probably don't hate you
if you're so worried try asking someone you trust to ask other members how they feel about you
that way you can be sure they're not just lying to you so they don't hurt your feelings or something

>>10985720
hi me minus trusting everyone
you're probably one of the cool people so you're most likely fine
do what the other dude said though if you want

>>10985826
>try asking someone you trust to ask other members how they feel about you
But if they don't trust him they'll think he's planning something and might work to have him excommunicated.

>>10986986
if there's that much distrust going around maybe tell them you're not comfortable with how little trust there is
I don't know man I have no idea how to really deal with a situation like that
just leaving isn't a good idea though, unless they're making you unhappy

>>10952317
>>10952413
>Become fixated on imaginary characters to the point of fantasizing up kids with them.
>Genuinely care for these characters.
>It's beyond autistic, and I hate myself for it.
>Feel like trying to stop would be dropping an important part of myself.

>>10985826
>>10986799
I should emphasize this isn't about PAR since... I assume everyone here is from PAR now.
Anyway, thanks.

>>10987731
You shouldn't assume it or even mention it here.

Just because a few dips thought they could barge up in here with their bullshit doesn't mean there's any affiliation.

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>>10987731
but that's not true
and i hate you

>>10987846
>>10987851
Sorry, the two guys that answered- Nevermind, I'm going.

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>>10987731
WHO SAID PAR

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this is actually PAR2 dont let anyone lie

>>10987522
I don't know what would be worse, trying to stop doing this or keep living out my life with important emotiona/personal needs completely based in fiction

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>>10987899
You don't need to leave.
Honestly it doesn't matter what you post, or what anyone believes should/shouldn't be allowed in this thread.

>>10987909
>>10988107
Please leave it in your own shitty threads. It's fine and well if you occupy yourself with pretend word sex but we seriously do not need to hear anything about it here.

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>>10988232
jokesd on you i dont even go there

>>10988225
this.
i don't know why some people here get so shitty about people venting about their issues where that place is involved even in the most minute way, but don't really care about that guy that comes in here shitposting about how he's better than everyone or something equally stupid.

>>10988232
that's /erp/ you're thinking of
/par/ is just rampant autism

>>10989083
im honestly hating the "we accept everyone in possum e-e-e-e-exccept u" mindset people here are having now

>>10989083
I don't mind people venting about their problems no matter what it is, the reason I'm sour about PAR is the first time they brought the shit here it literally was 2 threads just full of them shit flinging eachother and trying to make other people look bad. The next time was 3-4 people just insulting one guy who comes here without even hiding his name, which is honestly just a pathetic thing to do towards someone.

That's my experience with PAR and honestly they've so far showed nothing good, if they want to vent about their issues or whatever that's fine. When they actually drag their roleplay drama here then they're acting like children.

>>10989083
>>10989325
If you don't mark some behaviors as unacceptable then you just end up with a shitty community with no ethical boundaries. I'd enjoy a fairy-tale land where everyone just vents and hugs and leaves, but lets be honest here and just say that there's at least a hand full of narcissists and psychopaths here who legit need to have their shit put in check or else their shit will be all over the place.

>>10989750
Maybe these threads do need to stop being made.

>>10989918
As one of the 2-3 people who regularly make them, I've honestly thought about just dropping coming here. It's not as comfy both because people scorn others and people drag dumb shit worthy of scorn here. There's no really good solution I can see.

>>10989953
Yeah, your call, Anon. I'm going to find somewhere else to be sad too.
This place is too negative.

>>10990070
But isn't this a sad/depression thread?

>>10990070
See ya anon, hopefully this place finds it's former glory one day soon. It was really a nice place back last year.

>>10990202
Sad/depression is different than hate and anger toward everyone we don't like.
We're supposed to accept people who are sad not try and out them for being from PAR or HG or ERP or whatever place we hate.
>>10990244
Take care.

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>heroin-anon died for this

>>10989417
i only remember the first being the tail end of a thread and maybe a little at the beginning of the next, no idea what the content was. that one i just flat out don't remember, could be one of two things, dunno.
the thing is the only reason bs get dragged in here most of the time is because they have their own little trash goblin that instigates shit constantly and probably is actually a few different people, and they sometimes link to posts here.

>>10989750
so people being cunts is okay as long as they aren't from /par/, okay.
this is what i'm getting from you.

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>>10990531
>so people being cunts is okay as long as they aren't from /par/, okay.
>this is what i'm getting from you.
Not him, but I am the first guy you replied to. There's been a lot of retarded people throughout the thread who've been cunts, they ended up leaving or shutting up. Right now the only ones are PAR shitposters, people who shitpost about PAR and that one troll who goes on about how much better he is or something.

Really meta discussions as a whole seem to never end well, both the people who drag their PAR shit here and the people who scream at it are being knobs. It came here once in a catastrophic event and I don't see any reason it should ever be talked about here again aside from starting arguments.

>>10990365
At least he didn't have to see it in person? I guess.

>>10990531
What you should be getting from me is that this is a depression thread, not a lowkey shittalk people from other communities thread.

>>10990620
what is PAR, anyway?

>>10990244
possum revival when?

>>10991395
>>10973492
pokemon RP
they have their own canon stuff and rules
i lurk there its pretty interesting with all the work put into it

>>10990252
I get you but I also think anywhere on the internet of depressed people is going to attrach some messiness. We should really be trying to help each other not burn each other down but also nothings perfect on the internet and especially not 4chan

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>>10991396
whenever. the cuteness never ends

>>10991470
Honestly it doesn't seem too bad, it seems like they're just going through a slow period.

>>10991470
Looks more fun than this place.

>>10987522
>tried very hard to stop myself from engaging in this behavior, thinking it was unhealthy, keeping me emotionally stunted, getting in the way of real life, I'm too old for it, etc.
>deleted all the fanart, stories, music, everything associated with the character I loved
>a few months go by
>everything in my life has gone down the shitter, my health, my appearance, my performance at work, my social life, everything
>no creative spark, no interest in any of my hobbies, no drive for anything, it really feels like a huge part of me has died
>talk to a therapist after multiple friends and co-workers get on my case
>they tell me I've made a huge fucking mistake by cutting myself off from an important coping mechanism, creative outlet, and safe place for me to explore and process my emotions
>wait what

And that's how I learned to stop worrying, have fun, and embrace the autism as a source of inspiration, motivation, and self-expression.

>>10952173
no, but it's been years since I felt romantic attraction to anyone

pretty sure it's just because of trust issues

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>>10952173
I haven't.

>>10984849
T-thanks.

>>10992776
Thanks, Anon.
That makes me feel slightly better.

>>10992776
>no creative spark, no interest in any of my hobbies
this has been happening to me too and I can't quite put my finger on why

>>10952173
I was in love once.
Now I can't understand how I ever loved that person. I think it was the distance.
It was nice to have someone around often enough to really talk to. After we started living together, it went to shit.

>>10994245
Depression?

>>10994350
I've had that for about eight years, I keep coming up with theories such as

>too much tv
>too little social interaction
>covert narcissist mother slowly chipping away any confidence I had
>my existential nihilism has lost it's initial novelty
>too inactive these days
>unloading all the angst I use as inspiration on 4chan and then forgetting them
>too much distracting porn
>I've been surrounded by people that make me feel alone for too long
>cigarettes and booze are fucking up my brain somehow
>like the other possum's therapist said, I'm becoming out of touch with my own autism

I'd consult a therapist, but I don't think I could bring myself to trust them

>>10994852
Ha, I can relate to some of that stuff.
Maybe you should try seeing a therapist.
I'm working towards doing it myself.
Been putting it off for too long. I've wanted to fix my problems myself so bad, but things keep getting worse.
Come on, anon. Let's try together. :3

>like talking to people
>do the thing
>eventually start feeling empty and have trouble
>tl;dr dont find any joy in talking to these people
how do i die

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>>10990244
>don't set a standard to keep quality at a reasonable level
>leave at the first sight of discrepancy
>"find it's former glory one day soon"
Nah. All the pussies are going to get run out of here and this dump will be ruled by the dogs who'll tear each other's throats out at some point.

>>10994936
is there a way to find out which therapists are good? The one I had as a teenager was an idiot, hence my trust issues

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>brother threatens to kill me as a way to punish our mother for not leaving our abusive, drug addict dad
>ends up giving me $10,000 instead
>asks me why he's never seen my sexy side, gets handsy with me, hounds me with sexually charged questions
>suddenly cuts all contact with me

???

can someone just reassure me that this isn't normal behavior

>>10995401
It's not.
That's some schizo shit, honestly.

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>>10995401
Haha what? Yeah dude that is not normal behaviour, your brother is doing some crazy shit.

>>10995401
wtf

no that's not normal or okay

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>>10995401
I think it's safe to say that's the complete opposite of what a normal rational human being would be doing.

Bitch crazy.

>>10995504
>>10995553
>>10995613
>>10995645
thank you

our parents are acting like it's no big deal and that I'm a horrible, selfish person for not wanting to be around him, especially with the money involved

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>>10995401
whaaaaaaaaa

>>10995760
>rejecting $10,000 and a fuck from one of the few people that care about you in your life
You're parents are right desu.

>>10995304
Honestly, I don't know for sure.
I'm planning on asking friends for advice.
I once had a really terrible doctor so I kinda understand your whole trust issue thing.
Do you have anyone that you could ask for help?
If not, you might have to do some Googling or something.

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>>10995884

>>10995884
>Not engaging in incest for the love of incest itself.

>>10995304
I'm gonna help you out, anon.
I promise.

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>>10995884
whaaaaaaaaa