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Haha I hate myself. Knives end lives edition.

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Haha I hate myself.

Knives end lives edition.
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That's one sharp OP! A little edgy for my taste but it makes the cut!
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.remember to try your best
.because someone up there is watching you
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>>10393494
Thanks for the cutting remarks about it.

Sorry I edge up the thread sometimes though guys.
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>>10393513
If we weren't cool edgelords we'd just be a hell of a lot less interesting to hang out with here. Just depressed weirdos I guess.
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>>10393513
It's okay for your feelings to be a little serrated. If things get too dangerous I'll be there to sheath the blade and pass out free hugs and adhesive medical strips.
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>>10393591
True. Maybe I should go back to cutting, part of me feels like it was an actual part of my personallity... which sounds retarded.

>>10393623
Hugs >>>>>> Knives any day. Also there's something that feels nice about wearing bandaids even if you don't really need them.

Damn I wish my bf was here now. How's everyone else's day going?
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>>10393649
Gluey substances always feel nice on the skin. When I was little I'd put elmer's glue on my arms and legs and let it dry before peeling it off.

Also my day was nice and I'm about ready for bed, night everyone.
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>>10393509
Don't forget: someone somewhere will always remember you fondly.
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>>10393649
I'd strongly advice against cutting but I get where you're coming from with the actual part of your personality thing. I'd once felt similar feels about drugs and brain problems but I eventually had to learn that it's both counter productive and just another way to trick yourself into enabling bad decisions.

Speaking of bad decisions I'm actually getting myself help again. Got medicated a month ago and I'm going get me some counseling in an attempt to do anything as I've managed poorly on my own. The unfortunate part is that my problems are about as severe as they are permanent so the best case scenario are some healthier coping mechanisms rather than true solutions. I guess I'm doing just fine, as I've had to say for quite some time.
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>>10393742
Sweet dreams anon, hope the bed/couch/floor/whatever's comfy.

>>10393832
Damn man, sounds rough. I really hope by some lucky break you find the perfect coping mechanism.

I don't plan to cut, cause it's been like 2-3 months without doing it now but I dunno, feels weird.
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>>10393649
I enjoy the bleeding part more than the cutting part, so i always just make one little deeper cut. Somehow bleeding calms me down.
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For everyone here.
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>>10393955
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Haha I wish the comic updated even halfway regularly.
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Does anyone have a link to a compilation of these comics?
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>>10395126
http://terribleterribleterrible.tumblr.com/

Also Vice has some of them and there's book titled Sleepwalking that can be posted here by someone else that has it. I don't know anywhere else to find it online but it's not like there's an actual story to follow across the individual comics.
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>>10393935
Yeah. I kinda get that. Seeing that you did it once your done is the good part, the actual cutting isn't that great.

Also the feeling of the pain when you wake up in the morning, gentle spikes of pain going through your body....
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Goodnight possums, don't get hit by traffic.
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>tfw grabbing a plastic bag from the laundry room turns me into a crying mess about suicide and hopelessness 5 minutes later

what the fuck is wrong with me? I've been looking into symptoms of depression but I don't really think that's likely since I still enjoy my hobbies and friends. But if there's nothing wrong with my brain why am I so fucking emotional?
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>>10396185
>>10396185
Sorry for responding so late, I was busy writing.
Mood swings can mean anything, and if they are strong enough and frequent enough to bother you, then they are something that needs to be addressed.
That said, I don't think a homebrew diagnosis is the way to go. You don't need a particular label on your issue to know you have a problem and start to figure out exactly how it manifests itself and possible triggers for it. I highly advise you to seek counseling if you have the means and access - it can help you figure out the particulars and also just be a shoulder to lay your head on and find reassurance.
As a final note, whatever is wrong, or isn't wrong, or is a little off with your brain, more likely than not it's there to stay. You can alleviate some symptoms with medication and lifestyle changes but you can't fix it like an automobile or a faucet. You are never going to stop being you. That's a fact easier said than understood and accepted, but believe me, it's a fact all right.
Best of luck, dawg.
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>>10396834
Thanks for the advice, I'll try to see if my school has counseling for this kind of thing. It's tough for me to open up about my feelings but I'm willing to do it since I've been having these issues for so long.

Take care trash mammals, I'm going to sleep for now
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Haha mountains are great
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.who up
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>>10397884
Is up. How you doin'?
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>>10397884
Me is up too

What do
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>>10397884
It's only 11:51 where I live, dude. Of course I'm up!
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>>10397884
ITS 7:15 IN THR MORNJNG WHY ARE THERE SEAGULLS EH EH EH EHING OUTSIDE MY WINDOW

I DONT EVEN LIVE NEAR A BEACH
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>>10398310
I live in a smol city and there's a suprising amount of them.They only look like vaguely seagull like though,the cry is different.
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>>10398310
Same here. Only it's 13:28 right now. Beautiful birds.
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Life kinda sucks
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haha holy shit
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>>10399603
shieeet
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>>10399603
>I will not hesitate to make my point across that there is strength under this facade

Fukken lol'd.
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>>10399603
Red guy needs to learn to be more subtle with his trolling.
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The discord is full of normalfags, all fawning over some fat bitch who posted cleavage, what the actual fuck.
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>>10400191
I don't do discord autism but I do enjoy fat bitches with cleavage. Share it here right quick.
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>>10400191
That;s every Internet community though. All too happy to give attention to any tits that pass through.

Don't know anything about the discord though, the threads have always kept me content.
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>>10400205
Here you go.

>>10400217
You know what I might just stick to these fuckin' threads, I'm already getting shitty memories.
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>>10400236
That absolute lack of definition between chin and neck though.

Yeah you should probably just hang here if that's what people are getting excited about.
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>>10400236
Those are some mediocre tits with mundane presentation. Is that some resident whore there or some shit?
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>>10400279
I'm not even sure, I think she might be.
Then we got this one thirsty nigger always hitting on her, Jesus fuck.

>>10400275
Is this where real depression and not fake depression is to be had? I just wanna fucking wallow, Jesus Christ.
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>>10400292
Real depression follows you regardless of where you hang out, but nobody's going to stop you from bringing your depression up in here. I'd rather read sad blog posts than people whining about their assorted Internet RP drama or what have you.
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>>10400354
It's not even that, it's just, these people are just disgusting, I expected a nice group full of people trying to help eachother, not another /soc/-tier discord.
But whatever, by the way, where's that Possum girl from? I've heard endtown? But that doesn't fit Endtown's Artstyle, does it?
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>>10400394
>where's that possum girl from

It was already posted in this thread.

http://terribleterribleterrible.tumblr.com/archive

But I'll be cool and do it again. It's from a collection of comics under the title of Habits or Terrible Terrible Terrible. These threads started on /co/ like a year or two ago and have since been moved to trash once the comic stopped updating. It updated like once after a year of nothing and we're still waiting after that one.
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>>10400394
Social apps always attract /soc/ial people sadly.
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why dont i see more of this possum in these threads?
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>>10400443
Thanks, man.. So are you like, the King or something? I been meaning to ask that.
Is that weird to ask?

>>10400489
You made me sigh, really fucking hard, I know.
Skype was a mistake, as was Discord.
And any other program we'll have to deal with in the future.
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>>10400523
She's not nearly as bad as a role model as the cool and superior possum.

Also watercolors look dank.
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>>10400532
I'm only the king of rock and roll and procrastination. There's no hierarchy or leaders here, the lack of names makes that easier and avatarfags are generally frowned upon. The coolest people are the artistically talented ones that occasionally stop by to give us more possums to post. I'm just some drop out loser who has hung out longer than most bother to.
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what do you dream about, possums?
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>>10400663
i've been having a lot more dreams about sex since my gf left me
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>>10400663
Rarely anything for a long time since weed inhibits your ability to dream. Since getting back on anti depressants they're back but too vague and weird to remember many specifics. Lots of aimless traveling, conversations with nondescript people and the like.
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>>10400663
Last night, I have a fairly complicated dream that was hard to remember but it involved my fater attempting ot speak to the CIA about important matters of national security while we were living in the dairy aisle of a supermarket (legally, and with some amenities fitted for our use.) I was trying to use the occasion to get my foot in the door and become a secret agent, but my father saw through my attempts and every time an official visited he would physically carry me away from them so they could speak in private.
The dream lasted for some time before I woke up.
I generally dream about scenarios where there are a lot of other people involved.
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>>10400663
I had a dream a friend from prison visited me and wanted to be my friend.
But cue the picture of Todd Howard polaroid with "Don't believe his lies" Written on the back.
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>>10400663
My dreams are either incredibly uniform and filled with obvious symbolism or chaotic meshes of random garbage.
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>>10400394
>where's that Possum girl from?
>people don't know about Habits in the Habits thread
To be fair, I thought these threads were about possums and depression when I first found them.
>>10401118
>filled with obvious symbolism
Like?
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>>10400741
That's fucking weird. Do you often being a federal agent or something?
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>>10401626
Way back when it was common for every single comic to get posted basically every thread but these days people are content posting individual frames without context and other possum art. It's not too surprising that people would overlook the source comic since there isn't exactly anything to discuss about it.
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part of me really wants to write, but the other part of me doesn't want to start writing. i figure it'll probably help me feel better but i don't really know where to begin
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>>10401882
Figure out the objective of the writing, that is the entire point or moral or story you need to get across to people. Then start breaking it down into sections and start prioritizing which aspects of the writing you want to stand out and have impact. Then start writing the filler spaces and fluff between those more important moments.
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>>10401626
Like after I beat up my dad I had a dream where I was in a colosseum and beat a lion with my bare hands. Instead of cheering and throwing roses, the crowd was booing me and threw rotten fruit. I saw the lion start crying and I was sentenced to death for dishonoring its undefeated streak.

My dad's zodiac sign is Leo and his favorite animal is the lion, so it was pretty obvious what the dream was about.
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>>10395236
http://imgur.com/a/jvFUv
Here's the sleep walking comic, sorry for shitty quality
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>>10402653
>someone is well paid for this
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What's possum's favorite band?
Gotta go with Steely Dan.
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Don't reply to satelliteposters.
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>>10403123
satellites cant post on 4chan you dingus
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>>10403018
I couldn't possibly pick a favorite band, so have this random song I like.
https://youtu.be/VYb-M0Msdvo
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>>10403018
Probably the dead kennedys

>>10401882
Keep on writing my dude
Training makes masters


Is strayabro somewhere
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>>10403194
Damn that's pretty great
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>>10393448
Dennaton?
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>>10403123
>>10403151
You guys are being weird.
>>10403194
Ooooh! That's really good!
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had an existential crisis last night

remind me to stop thinking of scary space stuff while trying to fall asleep
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>>10403123
everyone knows satellites dont exist anon
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>>10403354
i hate when that happens
whys space gotta be so scary
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>>10403354
>>10403421
Space isn't... Uh...
What do you guys like to do? Do you have a favorite videogame?
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>>10403440
I take polaroid pics sometimes

Also i think doom is my favorite in the last half year
Or maybe cave story
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>>10403440
>space isnt
space nerd please go
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>>10403440
super spooky
uhh i like to sit around and be bored apparantly if you were to judge my activity
monster hunter is pretty cash
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>>10403465
>cave story
good taste

haven't played doom but everyone seems to think it's good

>>10403495
space is not scary at all
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>>10403465
Oh, that sounds cool, what do you take pictures of?
Uh, I haven't played any of those, how did you like them?
>>10403495
Space is kind of my job, but I'll shut up.
Where would I go?
>>10403545
I've never played Monster Hunter, what's it like?
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>>10403577
beer keg
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>>10403577
Pretty much anything i find interesting

Imma show tomorrow, gonna sleep now
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>>10403577
a lot of people say the combat is sort of dark souls-y?
except its like all boss fights
its really fun but it can get a little grindy sometimes if you want some specific stuff
t. someone who got monoblos gear in mh4u
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>>10403440
I enjoy writing stupid gay fanfics

I honestly don't have a favorite. I've played too many all my life to just pick one. I guess I'll do top five?

Metal Gear Solid 2: Substance
Godhand
Metro: Last Light
Stalker: Call of Chernobyl
Morrowind
Fallout: New Vegas
The Warriors
Dead Space 2
Spider-Man: Shattered Dimensions
GTA: Vice City

Oops that's 10
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>>10403600
uh
>>10403649
Oh, alright. Goodnight, I hope to see them tomorrow.
>>10403693
Oooh, that sounds kinda fun, though. Like a good way to burn time.
...What's Dark Souls by the way?
>>10403701
...Gay fanfics? Do you have a pastebin?
Uh, those sound cool. I need to try more videogames.
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>>10403733
>What's Dark Souls by the way?
Videogame. You're perception of it changes greatly depending on how familiar you are with it's core concepts.
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>>10403440
>>10403577
>>10403733
>What's your favorite videogame?
>I've never played videogames.
Anon are you stoned or a robot?
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>>10403733
its an excellent way to burn time
has multiplayer too
uhhhhhhhhh darksouls is like uh
third person medieval hack n slash thing
its really hard until you like
figure out the mechanics and how things work and stuff
then its just moderately challenging
also a really good game
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>>10403832
is this my cue to start posting images from /dsg/
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>>10403832
Oh, I'm not super familiar with it. Do you have time to give me a basic explanation?
>>10403855
.Stoned.
>>10403890
Woah! Yeah, that sounds really cooll!
I need to try that, dang.
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>>10403937
yeah its really cool
ive uh only played monster hunter 4 ultimate and uh
generations so i cant reaaaaaally recommend any of the earlier ones but they're probably good too
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>>10403931
You know it.

>>10403937
On the surface, it's a pretty generic 3rd person fantasy RPG. It has your basic stats like health, carryweight, intelligence, dexterity, strength, etc. The series stands out because of the level of detail put into the worlds and level design.

To new players, the series can seem unfairly punishing and downright brutal to the uninformed, but it's not much more punishing than most standard RPGs. The series forces you to learn from your mistakes in order to progress, which gives it quite a nasty reputation. It also has a rather tight combat system that's fun no matter how much you play; it doesn't really ever get old.

The story in most of the titles is pretty weak but the game Dark Souls itself has a very rich background that encourages exploration in order for the player to figure out just what happened to make the world the way it is.
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>>10403931
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>>10404032
Okay! Thanks!
I'll give those a try sometime, you're cool.
>>10404053
Oh, that's really cool. Forcing learning, yeah, um, I'm sure I know some people who would benefit from a game like that.
Thanks Anon!
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>>10404099
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>>10404110
anytime dude
if you ever uh
wanna do some jolly cooperation with some hunts and stuff im pretty much always here
you're pretty cool too
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>>10404110
Whats your problem dude?
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>>10404110
One of the main concepts of the game is 'Hollowing' where an undead (most humans became undead) will eventually lose its mind and become rabid unless they find greater purpose or slay other undead for the little bits of Humanity they still keep.

That struggle for meaning kind of fits this thread, imo.
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>>10404164
Yeah, definitely! I'll post my friend code some time when I get it and stuff.
Thanks Anon!
>>10404179
Yeah, I think that fits with humanity a lot. You always seek a purpose and have trouble finding it.
>>10404174
You know what?
fuck you
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>>10404203
.oh shit
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>>10404203
Oh shit!
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>>10404203
cooool cant wait dude
yeah man anytime
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>>10403018
Don't have a favourite band, but Black Sabbath have helped me through some tough times.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=p1Y9oOusoQs
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GJlBfgu7HDk
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Who's the cutest anon?
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>>10404461
Me.
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>>10404461
beer keg
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>>10403018
https://youtu.be/dGwR5h7L1zA
https://youtu.be/rfIAXdlVCcE
https://youtu.be/lllHxxj_Yhc
https://youtu.be/Zb4JY2mr-_Y
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>>10404461
keg is pretty cute
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>>10403018
favorite band is caravan palace
but my favorite artist is by far eden
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Who is beer keg?
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>>10404982
I don't know but I feel like you shouldn't have asked.
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>>10404982
I love him
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>>10405032
>tfw you will never be as well-rounded as him
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>>10404982
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>>10405007
>>10405032
>>10405133
Does this have something to do with the guy talking about making an AI?
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>>10400663
>be dreaming
>cool rooftop-jumping demon hunter
>still insecure AF
>bossed around by more experienced heroes
>almost manage to botch the whole mission
>everyone is conspiring behind my back
haha even in dreams I hate myself
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>>10400394
That hurt a bit man.
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>>10406572
Just stop salivating over thots and I'm sure he'll take back what he said.
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>>10400191
>>10400394
Stop trying to start drama. If you wanted advice you are welcome to post in the advice tab.
>>10400279
nah, she never posts, and most people didn't know she was a girl until she posted her tits. Nobody was fawning over her, anon is just trying to start drama.
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>>10406627
But, nobody did that.
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>>10406627
Everybody in the discord is gay as shit anon. My dick pics got more responses than her tits ever got. She got 4 people saying "nice".
My dick got way more love.
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>>10403018
Don't really have one, but if I had to choose, I'd probably say Light Club.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKSRm2G1t-c
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>>10403018
Dr Dog. They aren't adventurous or challenging in any way, but they are a nice listen.
https://youtu.be/OW_4_rBHj20
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Noone ever cared haha
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>>10407268
I care anon
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>>10407268
Not even you?
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>>10400394
>>10400191
If you didnt want to see lewdposting, why did you look for it in the NSFW channel? Seems like you wanted to find something you didn't like about the discord than that you wanted to be there. Youre also ignoring all the other posts in that channel, which were not about that specific picture.
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>>10407499
Gee whiz just accept you're hella thirsty and move on.
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>>10407625
Stop trying to start drama.
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>>10407652
Listen, thirst is your body's natural reaction to being low on fluids. It's nothing to be ashamed of. Just look for a tall glass of ass and slurp it up until you're quenched.
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i wish my hair would grow faster, long wavy hair is qt
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>>10403018
Jeffery Lewis.
Love his stuff.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7N4uBZLe1Q
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>>10407956
long hair in general is qt
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>>10408236
My hair starts doing big corkscrew curls when it gets long, except only half of it?
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Hehehe, I have anxiety attacks when I wake up and see 100 unread post in the thread.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Also why the fuck is discord shit spilling into the thread? Haven't we always kept it separate out of basic respect for the people who don't want to be in it?
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>>10408396
>Also why the fuck is discord shit spilling into the thread?
An anon is trying to start shit
>Haven't we always kept it separate out of basic respect for the people who don't want to be in it?
Yes, but he's trying to start drama. Best to ignore it and move on.

I also have anxiety when I see a ton of unread posts in the thread.
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>>10408642
Is it just me or do the threads seems to be getting worse and worse with people doing shit like that? Hopefully soon we'll go back to a few weeks of chill and 0 bullshit.

How are you doing anon?
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>>10408680
There has been an uptick, yeah, but eventually the shitposters will get bored. This one just found a tender nerve.

I'm doing fairly ok, struggling trying to get out of the neetlife. I want to get fit, so I've been doing bodyweight exercises since I can't afford a gym membership.
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>>10408680
It's probably because school is out for the summer.

>>10408396
A ton of replies make me anxious, too. It's why I hate social media.
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>>10408750
Exercise is good. I personally try to jog every now and then while walking my dogger, she enjoys going fast. How many pushups can you do?

>>10408754
Oh shit that's right, no matter what people say the American summer does bring a noticeable drop in quality all over 4chan.
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>>10403213
Kennedys are a blessing to my ear.
>>10407138
S'pretty good.
>>10403194
Slammer.
>>10404371
Quality.
>>10404517
Fuck yeah Street Carp.
>>10407181
They are, in fact, a nice listen.
>>10408006
The contrast of the commercial jingle ukelele against the thinly veiled morbid thoughts the singer is delivering really tops this off, it's a real gem.

In summation, possums have good taste.
>>10403018
Atmosphere.
Overcast!
This song in particular, sometimes I listen to it twice in a row, sue me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jack8LjitZk
(also this one.)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mnZCqzvLEW8
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>>10409917
>Poppy will never cuddle you and crush your lungs it's that tight
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>>10409917
THICK JUICY TAILS
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>>10410048
also prehensile + strong enough to grip stuff
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>>10409917
Not muh possum
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>>10410239
all possums are special
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>>10410239
>>10410256
Dumb trash ratos.
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>>10410278
That hurts anon ;w;
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>>10410278
REEEEEEEEE
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>>10410278
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>>10410278
>he doesn't even hate himself
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>>10410439
>>10410487
>>10410508
Okay, okay. I take it back.

>>10410565
>Im-fucking-plying
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>>10410565
Why would any of you hate yourselves when you're all so terrific?
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>>10410670
Well you took it back, so I guess I forgive you :3

>>10410686
Cause I slept to 12pm and I can't find my spider.
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>>10410731
What kind of spider you got?
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>>10410901
I think there's a few around my room actually. Most are Huntsmen Spiders who are chill as fuck, there was a Redback but even I'm not silly enough to keep him in my room so I moved him outside.

They're good to have around because they're chill, kinda fun to watch and keep things like flies and cockroaches away.
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what is pumpkin
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>>10410133
>also prehensile + strong enough to grip stuff
>ywn get a tailjob from your possum b/gf
Remind me, why am I still alive?
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>>10411592
>Remind me, why am I still alive?
To be the first man to bioengineer a possum bf/gf
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>>10410970
I always wanted a huntsman spider. I fucking despise roaches but everyone in my house is deathly afraid of spiders but me.
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>>10411703
They're cool. During summer I like to keep my window open because the spiders catch all the bugs that get in, keeps my room pest free.

Also Huntsman are one of the safer spiders to have around, their bite hurts but sure can't kill you.

>>10411592
>Got a /possum/ bf to roleplay with
Well, I'm half way to a real possum bf.
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>>10400394
>Where's that Possum girl from?
I hate this post, I hate you all, and I wish I was dead.
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>>10412065
The threads go through periods of shit, eventually it always goes back to a comfy chill though.
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I haven't cut in about 3 months, I know that if I do it now then my friends will be so disappointed in me.

Wish I could slash open my own god damn throat, if this post ends with an odd number I'm gonna cut.
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>>10412275
Instead of bleeding from your wrist, why not bleed from your heart? Why do you want to cut anon?
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>>10412391
I've got a ton of stuff I've got to do next week and I'm about to be called out by a friend for lying to him for about a year now. Worried about how he'll react.

Pain makes me feel good, when I wake up sore all over it feels like I have a reason for being a lazy piece of shit.
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>>10412449
What did you lie about?
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>>10412531
He thinks I do drugs and drink, when in reality the only thing I do is rarely smoke. Alcohol and drugs both mess with my medical conditions.

I just worry he might not like me as much when he finds out how straight edge I am.
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>>10412573
That's nothing to worry about. I'm a good little christian boy and I hang out with druggies all the time. As long as you're cool being around it they don't mind you not partaking in their devil's cabbage and what not. If anything he'd probably be glad he doesn't have to share.
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>>10412573
I've literally never once heard of people being worried about your situation outside of over the top anti drug PSAs focusing on peer pressure. It actually gave me a giggle. In all my time hanging around unfortunately serious drug users and weirdos and the like I've never once heard of anyone thinking less of people who actually have some semblance of having their shit together. Habitual substance abuse is not something anyone wants to deal with let alone lie about for the purposes of appearances. Consider different company if your friend can't comprehend that some people are better off not doing drugs and alcohol on the regular.
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>>10403018
Dont really have a favorite band, but at tge moment i listen to thefront bottoms a lot

>>10412573
He will be taken aback at first, but im sure you will be abke to stay good friends.
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>>10412573
Honestly, just explain that to him. There's a difference between simply not drinking and doing drugs, and being obnoxiously pretentious about it. The thing that gets straight edge types hated is the latter.
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almost 2 am and i can't sleep
what keeps you up at night, possums
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>>10412851
mario kart
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>>10412872
https://youtu.be/LCEDYfrOxyU
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>>10412851
Nothing important.
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>>10412851
A dead best friend, nine consecutive years of things getting worse, a distracting internet, and the fact that every day gets a little shorter and more nondescript and staying up late is the only way to hang onto the fleeting moments passing.
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>>10412851
the fear of everyone i know secretly hating my guts
general anxiety
space
probably a light case of insomnia
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>>10412640
>>10412719
>>10412742
>>10412824
Alright thanks guys. He's pretty into all the stuff and was going on about how we're gonna be doing MDMA and shit, but I talked him down to just weed and booze.

I guess I'll basically let him know the truth and then get some good smokes to take.

>>10412851
Realising how many mistakes I made.
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>>10412851
The insomnia stemming from my PTSD.
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>>10412935
That comic is me during every break of every job I've ever had.
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>>10412957
>the fear of everyone i know secretly hating my guts
why does no one ever understand when i explain this to them
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>>10413105
Cause it is a unreasoned fear probably, but its still there
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>>10412935
Feel like talking about any of it?
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>>10413105
i have no idea i just dont tell them personally
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>>10413105
>hang out with a group of acquaintances
>one guy leaves
>after a while everyone starts shit talking him
>think they do this to me
>one day notice them but stay out of sight
>they start talking about me
>they talk about how funny I am and how they'd like me to do more shit with them
I still don't trust them.
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>>10413186
Not really, I could blog it up about a disappointing wet fart of a life but there's not much to be gained from it. Basically boils down to mental illness sucking about as bad as my ability to cope with my life and function like a regular person should be. The multiple years of it has worn down on me but I do still get to enjoy the occasional small weird comforts to be experienced like these threads.
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>>10413239
See, I'd immediately think they thought I thought they didn't know I was there and were deliberately putting on an act to lure me in so they don't run out of material to shit talk about. But only because I'm batshit paranoid.
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>>10413392
That's what I think as well. I never liked the concept of shittalking people behind their back and really feel like I can't trust others who do it.
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Didn't someone want to see my polaroids
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>>10413465
It's just toxic, and you're right: you can't trust people like that. Every experience I've ever had, and every experience that others have shared with me about the types that will do it to one person is that everyone in their circle is just waiting their turn as fodder.
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hey guys. just finished crying my eyes out watching 'her'. and every time i feel sad and broken, i come here, becuase you guys being here make it feel like nothing matters, and that makes everything better. and i love you guys for that. thanks for being here.
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>>10413875
That warms me inside to hear. Love you too, anon!
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Nothing matters.
You're nothing.
Therefore, you matter.
Please take care.
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>>10413503
I do!
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Tie me up and do whatever you want to me haha
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>>10414811
Can I tell you that I appreciate your existence even if I know little to nothing about you?
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>>10414811
What if I just want to cuddle?
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>>10414830
>>10414861
These would be 10/10
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>>10414885
I'm glad that I could be useful to someone
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Is anyone else here heavily dependent on drugs to continue?
I drink most nights nowadays (such as tonight) and it's clearly becoming a way of alleviating fear and despair.
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Possum, uh, person, human, with... Nerve problems here... What does touch feel like?
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>>10415272
feels like theres a thing in the way of your hand or something
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>>10415272
i can punch you in the face and we can find out, gtfo with this bullshit.
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>>10415753
Rad
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>>10415810
why are you such an asshole
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>>10415272
Eh
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I cleaned off my desktop so I could appreciate some comfy backgrounds. It helps.
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>>10413503
Yeah, that was me.
Looking good. Love that negative space.
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I really want a hug but my family yells at me if come within 2 feet of them
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>>10417145
Hug a tree. Or a friend. Or a pillow. Or yourself. Or you can yell back at your family and hug them anyway.
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>>10417145
same
can we hug each other
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>>10417145
If you're big enough you can enforce a hug on someone and they're usually too intimidated to do anything but hug back.
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>that drop in sugar's smile as she tries to process that she didn't understand lola or her motivations at all

I had a feeling it wasn't going to be the last update.
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>>10414250
>>10417086
I took two more
One got really dark
And.one got really bright
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>>10417145
I'd hug you anon
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>>10419065
>meface when I'll never be possum's property
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Haha fuck me lol
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>>10419229
Ur a boi or a grill?
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>>10419252
Fucboi
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I have always had a good sense of myself. And for the most part, have kept myself together fairly well. But lately, it's not so easy. It doesn't help when I'm almost 30 years old and still a virgin. I have been told not to tell anyone that, but if they ask or if the conversation leads that direction, I am not going to lie. But I was told if people know, they will make fun of me or try to set me with a prostitute and have me break the law. But I was essentially told that people cannot control themselves so it is my responsibility to not tell people things about myself because when they know, they just have to mock me. Why are excuses made for other people like they cannot control themselves? And when they suggested I hire a prostitute, to which I adamantly denied wanting to do, I was told they they were just joking. Of course. When they suggested or were encouraging lawbreaking, they were just joking. And then I was told everything is my fault and that in the end, my life means nothing and nothing I do will amount to anything. And this was said as encouragement. I was also yelled at because I called a woman a female. I told her I refer to males as males so why was it wrong to refer to a female as a female. She told me that to call a woman a female is equating them to a corpse, but that's it's ok to call males males. Oh, so essentially what you are saying is all animals are equal, but some are more equal than others.

Basically, I was told NEVER to talk about my lack of sex, even if inquired because people, when hearing about my virginity, will immediately become assholes and try to ruin me for fun and it's my fault because they cannot control themselves, but I have to be responsible for them in that situation.

Just fuck everything.
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>>10419699
Mmm I feel ya, I too am a virgin with rage
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>>10419699
>>10420095
Well, are you upset that you're a virgin, or upset that people are surprised by your virginity?
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Here's the dark one
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I thought about going to college so I gave my boss my two weeks notice and told her about it but now I've changed my mind but I don't really want to keep this job, I'm worried about getting a new one though because I'd have to tell my new employers that I need certain days off for therapy. I'm thinking about trying to stretch my time working at my current job but I just don't know what to say to my boss.
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>>10419699
Sex is overrated anyway. It's funny, in a cruel sort of fashion, that you're not missing that much and yet it can fuck you up completely if you let it.
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>>10421251
That's the power of marketing.
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>>10421175
You don't have to tell them its for therapy if you don't want to. Definitely don't have to tell them what you're on it for either. Even if you do it won't hurt your chances anyway, there are loads of folks on therapy now for every little thing. You won't stick out much.
>>10421280
Yeah it fuckin is too, everything's a goddamn scheme these days.
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>>10420804

I don't care that I am a virgin. If it ever happens, it happens. If not, no big deal. What infuriates is when people find out, they treat em differently. Suddenly, it's like I have a horrible disease to them. And that I am responsible for everything. I am responsible for being a virgin. Yeah, that makes sense, I agree. But I am also apparently responsible for how other people respond to that information. If they insult me, it's somehow my fault because they reacted in that manner. Why am I responsible for other people and how they feel?
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>>10412851
Thinking about how my friends helped me and then thinking what I'd do if they'd die.
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>>10421385
I think a big part of it might be how you respond to being asked if you're a virgin. Not what you say, but how you say it. Normalfags are a lot more receptive to tone than they are to the message itself.

When I was asked about being a virgin, I'd joke about being the most pure man in the world and everyone would laugh about it and leave me alone about it after that. But there was another virgin in the group that seemed like he saw his virginity more as a shortcoming than just virginity, so they kinda hounded and pushed him more to find a relationship. I guess it is like they saw he had a "sickness", but when you see someone you care about who's sick, you kinda want to get them help, you know? It's less that they're insulting you and more like they're trying to push you to get what they think you want.
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>>10421385
people seem to want to get in other people's business to help them, even when there isnt a problem in the first place
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>>10421654
>It's less that they're insulting you and more like they're trying to push you to get what they think you want.

And that right there makes me want to gut punch them. I don't try to alter their lives to change it to the way I think is best so they need to leave me the fuck alone when it comes to that. And I will bring it up ONLY when it comes to the conversation and I always bring it up as a casual thing, never negative just sort of "it is what it is." But you know what, I won't talk about it again. In fact, if I am ever in a conversation where it becomes apparent that it will be vital information, I will withhold it. No one will ever know and I will never speak of my virginity again. These fucking assholes want to try and run my life on that info, then I deny them the info.
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>>10421695
I tend to do this a lot, it's like I have a need to help people in whatever way I can if I think they need help

I don't think I've ever made shit worse by doing this(at least nobody has told me I have) but I'm trying to stop myself from doing it so much and just trying to wait until people start asking me for help first just in case
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>>10422173
i'll usually ask if they want to talk or if they need help with anything, and if they say no then i drop it and just try to spend time with them
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>>10422234
yeah that's what I've been trying to do more of recently
I just hope it helps, at least a little bit
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>>10421848
Whoa man, don't wanna be that guy but I feel like this goes a little deeper than comfort with virginity. In a way they're kinda right, love and stable relationships get a lot tougher to obtain later in life if you don't have a foundation of sorts and you might find yourself regretting ignoring possible relationships in the past. Love isn't really something that just happens, it's more something you have to strive for, and everybody wants love at some point in life. Not saying they're right for hounding you on your virginity, but sometimes you don't really know how bad you might want something until it's too late or too hard to get it.
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>>10422431

But I fear I Am already too far gone. Next year, I will be 30 years old. I have nothing to go on. No relationships, no sexual experience, no flirting, nothing at all. By age 27, most men are set in their ways. I'm past that point. I just don't know what can be done now. I'm not saying it's impossible, but I just don't know what I can do.
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>>10423063
i'm not sure if it helps, but i know people in their 60's who are content being single and have lots of friends
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>>10423149

I can understand that and respect that. My issue is I want to experience sex once, just once. If it occurs only once, that's fine, at least I will have an idea of what it is like.

But I also want people to leave me alone on the basis of my virginity. I think I will help that by not discussing it any more with anyone.
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>>10418446
>Wall of Text: The Comic

We get it, they hate themselves, get on with it already
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>>10423331
I like the comic overall, but at a certain point incredulity started dulling the experience for me. I get that people can have that many problems, but it feels like good character exposé and development turned into a plodding, measured trek to check as many boxes of tragic fucked-upness as possible.
It feels like at a certain point the artist grew dissatisfied, then made a perfectionist rookie's mistake and started overworking it to its detriment.
Or something.
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>>10423063
Don't worry anon. You'll never be too far gone to change your life. There are people in their late 50s who decide they just want to give up all their shit and live differently, and they just do it. I feel like you're a naturally passive person who prefers to take the path of least resistance, which is a fine way to live, but don't be so afraid of conflict that you avoid it at all cost. You'll find yourself giving up more than you should that way.

>>10423215
This is fine. It really is none of their business and it's really not my business either. Sorry if it seems like I'm digging where I don't belong, but I don't want you to grow bitter or depressed. Just take some time to really figure out how you feel about it and how you want to deal with it.
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>>10423607

My issue is everything is a constant fight. Fight for this and fight for that. I won't fight unless I absolutely have to and I do that because when I do fight, I fight to the death. And I don't need to tell you that that alone gets me in a world of trouble.

>but I don't want you to grow bitter or depressed

Thank you. I don't want to be bitter, either. But I just become so furious because despite my efforts, I gain little to no ground. It's like trying to hold onto sand as it slips through your fingers. I once was depressed in my early 20's, but I beat it back and never wish to return.
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>>10415249

I drink and take brain pills until I'm out.

It's an expensive habit though, and sleeping through the hangovers won't be an option once I get a job.
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>>10424148
what kind of brain pills do you take
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>>10415249
i have a friend that enables me to drink a lot more than i should
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>>10424032
Fighting's shitty and I don't like it either, but you have to be able to stand your ground. If you let people push you until you're at the edge, you lose a lot of progress and risk losing yourself. At least show some fangs sometimes, a lot of people back down when they see you're willing to bite back.
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>>10423545
This

Also I can only deal with so many pages of "WAHHHHHH I DON'T KNOW WHAT GENDER I AM I HATE MY LIFE :((((("
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>Week 7 of unemployment
And I finally find out why I haven't been seeing a dime of unemployment insurance, apparently I set up my payments to go to my fucking HSA instead of my main account, so I have to submit a fucking form to get it fixed (through snail mail, no less), and my printer is broken so I have to drive into town just to get a god damn motherfucking change done.

On top of that, I get a letter today saying that I need to come in for a "Re-Employment & Eligibility Assessment", meaning they're going to fucking scrutinize the past month of unemployment and likely tell me that I'm not working hard enough for not immediately picking up a shitty McJob since I need fucking health insurance wherever I work. It absolutely doesn't help that I haven't applied to many jobs the past couple weeks because it's slim fucking pickings in my field around here lately.

So to summarize: I'm going to go in next week to try and continue to receive benefits that I have previously been unable to enjoy for the past four weeks because of an error in my initial submittal.

I'm just so fucking sick of it, you know? I'm sick of playing by their rules, I'm sick of having to constantly suck up so much bullshit just to survive in this idiotic fucking rat race, I'm god damn mother fucking sick of being forced to get a shitty fucking job that I fucking hate just to be told a year fucking later that I'm "no longer needed" for whatever fucking reason they have for not wanting my stupid autistic ass there.

I just wanted to take this time to figure things out, you know? I was actually going to pirate Dreamweaver and start learning web design in the hope of starting a web business, or at the very least learn it so I can expand my options. But no, the "real world" doesn't appreciate the slow and steady measure, it has to be EVERYTHING DONE RIGHT THE FUCK NOW RIGHT THE FUCK NOW RIGHT THE FUCK FUCK FUCK NOW.

God damn, I don't even know what my fucking options are anymore. I'm just tired.
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hey fellow trash how's it going
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>>10426891
pretty mediocre
so overall better than usual
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>>10426891
kinda feel like shit
kinda am shit
kinda wanna do something
kinda cant
so kinda shit
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>>10426937
>>10426969
yeah same, I managed to start shit lost motivation and decided to beat meat to gay furry shit :/
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>>10426891
If my blog post above wasn't enough evidence, pretty shitty. How are you?
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>>10427122
pretty much a ditto minus the whackerin
tried to start a thing
went pretty well
then it just kind of stopped like it usually does with me
not for lack of trying or want mind you
it just kind of
stops
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>>10427226
okay, just really unmotivated and in general feeling shitty, my nearby friends made plans with me and canceled last minute (which I'm used to) and my friends I used to hang out with and play games with suddenly became too cool to do anything other than be edgy assholes because they think it's funny or some bullshit so I kinda just get stuck playing shit by myself. BUUUUT I did open my first unusual hat in tf2 so I have that at least
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goats gonna goat
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>>10426891
Busy, and not wanting to be busy
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>>10427353
Congrats on the unusual, got pics of it?
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>>10427619
uh hell yeah I do (I actually just took this pic whoops)
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>tfw no sadistic bf to deal with trash (me)
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god fucking dammit I wanted to buy my gf that shitty game grumps game for her b-day and I'm probably waiting for it to come out more than she is and I need to know how much it's gonna cost so I can get a pizza. Life is so fucking hard
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>>10428286
save money on pizza
eat your girlfriend
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>>10425065
My issue is I don't fight, I kill. That is why I don't want to fight because I know I would be the one stabbing them in the gut and pulling out their entrails. I go to the extreme so I try to keep away.
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>>10428251
but anon you deserve to be gently cuddled and cared for instead
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>>10428437
that sure is an idea, but she's an hour away rn so it'd be tough PLUS MY DOMINOS IS DOING 50% ONLINE ORDERS so I'm gonna be eatin pizza for a while
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haha gimme drugs
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>>10428567
are hugs a drug haha
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>>10428535
>he'll never cuddle you
>he'll never hold and gently caress your neck
>he'll never lightly choke you occasionally to remind you that you belong to him

Why live ha ha
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>>10428645
that works too
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>>10428553
OH THAT'S RIGHT THEY ARE
man I know what I'm having Friday
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I've been listening to Spring and a Storm by Tally Hall for the last hour like fuck it's such a nice song
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i've had an insatiable craving for burgers for at least a week now

i have had burgers from various places every day whenever i have the chance

what does this mean
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>>10429392
your hungy for borgers
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>>10429392
You're hungry for some thick beef deep inside of you.
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>>10429809
not wrong
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haha fucking hell i cant even stress eat anymore i feel like im gonna puke from just a light snack

have some tunes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kqI5fAlv5E
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possum with the window voles again
i went to sleep immediately after reading the advice i got, and when i woke up, they had cuddled up together and died. to the anon who gave me advice, I'm sorry. BUT, there's another one in a different window. if he isn't already dead, i promise to feed it. i'm also gonna film it, and if anyone wants, I can upload it.
I hope its still alive haha
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>>10424185

quetiapine and some other drug pill for depression, I've been barely taking either because it just makes me sleepy and endlessly hungry all day.

It's like weed except it sucks.
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>>10430178
thanks for sharing these tunes, anon
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the feel
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>>10431470
>grilled cheese falling apart
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>>10430196
I'm the one who gave advice. Honestly I expected this, I don't have Voles here but from what I know of them, they're prone to dying rather easy.

Chances are it was some combination of weather, water, food or just plain shock. Hopefully this next one goes better dude!
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>>10431353
yeah anytime man

how bout some good old fashioned johnny hobo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRS9Bz0IH54
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>>10432565

new mexico song never fails
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>>10431893
Hey there big guy - what's going on?
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>>10432698
yeah that ones pretty good
really like harmony parking lot too
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My family invited me to go see a movie with them, what's appropriate to wear for this?
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>>10433452
pants

i dunno just plain old casual clothes i guess
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>>10433471
Like. Jeans and a shirt? Should I wear a jacket? Boots? Tracksuit pants? Sneakers?

I really am freaking the fuck out Haha.
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>>10433493
jeans and a shirt is the classic "i have no idea what to wear but this is generic enough to work for anything" option
bit warm for a jacket or boots so sneakers are probably good man
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>>10433540
>bit warm
It's winter here though, not too cold but kinda chilly? I guess I'll wear jeans, shirt, boots and leather jacket.

I hope I don't freak out and scare people on the train.
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>>10433588
whoops other side of the planet
yeah toss on a jacket
youll be fiiiine
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Haha I love my babies
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>circlejerking each other with "le edgy sad lmao XD"
My fucking christ lord and saviour thou hav in heaven, what is wrong with all of you!?
I mean, being sad is one thing, but overdoing it and circlejerking each other is beyond my comprehension, why don't you all get out of your fucking seats and get an actual paying job instead of discussing your "muh sad feelungs! :-(" in a fucking board about fucking porn, gosh, all of you make me wanna puke and eat said fucking shittting puke.
It's not like i haven't been sad, i have been but all of you, and i repeat EVERY SINGLE ONE OF FUCKING YOU are clamoring over you stupid bullshit "daddy hates me buaaah" bullshit
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>>10433881
Wut? This is a general for a dead webcomic.
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>a fucking board about fucking porn

that's not /trash/'s purpose at all
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Testing, 4chan is not letting me post, testing.
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Haha new thread
>>>10434078
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>>10433881
>why don't you all get out of your fucking seats and get an actual paying job

You realize half of us are venting about our shit jobs, right?

>>10433900
T-b-h I could care less about the comic I just like sad bros
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>>10433881
>in a fucking board about fucking porn
>not knowing what /trash/'s purpose is
It's called "Off Topic" for a reason.
Also, explain to me how someone with clinical depression, social anxiety, and/or other common possum issues is supposed to just "get a job", because holy fuck, I would LOVE to know.
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>>10428535
>>10428697
Why must live be perpetual suffering?
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