Psychological Issues #108

>>38669167
>i can teach you the quick method for napalm though

Fuck yeah! Not sure why I would ever need to make napalm, but fuck yeah.

First for me, myself and I

>>38669252

Or so you think.

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>>38669266
Your samepost doesn't count, I was first!

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>>38669243
I'm back, and reposting from last thread so we can cont.:
>>38668564
If any of me were able to heal, my back, right shoulder and knees wouldn't still be fucked up. As well as my now non-existant heart. I'd be able to go for a run like I used to enjoy doing back in school.
Pic related, one small shard of my broken soul

Thanks guys. You've all helped me tonight. I'm gonna go watch movies and sleep now.

Night.

Sorry I couldn't shitpost fast enough. If the order to shitpost came earlier I would've taken us to the promised land.

I'll start typing up the shit I came here to talk about.

>>38669287

I was first. No denying.

>>38669307

It's a really nice ring. And a very manly hand. I always say that because it's true. My hands are so feminine compared to yours.

>>38669249
slather it over an old CRT TV and wait for the CRT to implode

>>38669322

Have fun and I hope to see you soon!

>>38669327

I'll do it better next time. I hadn't even noticed we went past the limit.

We used to do this back in April. As soon as the limit was passed, we'd spam like hysterical loons.

>>38669334

What do I slather over a TV?

>>38669307
are those real? that's one hell of a ring

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>>38669322
Sleep well, see you again soon Dmitri

>>38669334
Tell me something supervillainous that you can make

I should do a bit of reading, so I'm off. See you all later.

>>38669332
It is. And she never even saw it. I was trying to decide how/when/where to ask her, when I found out the truth.

>>38669359
the napalm ya dingus, you have to light it too, otherwise it just disappointingly drips onto the floor

>>38669373
can or have? because i have ideas for all kinds of shit but what I've actually made is a bit more limited beyond the flammenwerfers (though they do werfer flammen which is nice)

>>38669175
In that case I would say that's beyond our control at the time, but men are also at fault.
>>38669126
I do not come to your threads often but alright.

>>38669376

Good reading!

>>38669398
>the napalm ya dingus,

The quick way to make napalm is to... get napalm and slather it on a TV screen.

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I'm very disappoint. Told myself I would be going to sleep earlier today, but it's already 2

>>38669369
Thanks. They're lab made, not "natural", so I can't even take it to a store and get anything back out of it. So I'm stuck with this reminder of how everytime I trust people I end up hurt.

>>38669462
Here's the character I think you might like. Can't say the music is any good, but it is what it is.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzezKqUEU68
What do you think you could make?

>>38669495
>The quick way to make napalm is to
>just mix 2 parts sugar with 2 parts diesel and 1 part petrol. Lovely stuff and smells like caramel when you light it off.

it was in the post you replied to d00d

>>38669534

Are you Russian? Or are you from Estonia?

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Nick, cant offer you much given the obvious circumstances, but this is my favorite Pepe that I have. All yours, if you find it appealing.

>>38669591

Oh yeah, I thought that was the long way, and that the quick way was different.

Is that really all there is to napalm? Sugar and fuel?

It's like a Minecraft recipe.

>>38669610

Maximus Pepus pleases me!

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>>38669610
Good idea, Medman. I also offer my own favourite pepe.

>>38669602
Neither. Care to play the guessing game?

>>38669658
Is that a motherfucking JoJo reference?!
Not original of course

>>38669674

Yeah, I love games.

Turkey?

>>38669703
Well I mean he already makes the noise, so...

>>38669706
No. The Turks raped us big time though.

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>>38669525
I feel so special. I'm officially part of the gang.

>>38669756
You are either Romanian, Bulgarian or Greek.
I'm guessing Greek.

Oh, for the attention of Tanny and anyone else who isn't /co/ - Firefly comes from an abusive family situation (thus she's pretty thread consistent) and though initially frightened of it, becomes obsessed with the beauty and power of fire. She has her own flamethrower that she made herself. She suffered psychological trauma and believes herself to be a fire deity. The 'proof' of this is that she's impervious to flame - actually caused by a horribly scarring accident that left the retardant suit fused to her skin. The science is wrong I'm sure but don't spoil it, she's cool.

>>38669728
I just figured I'd make the joke first itt. I knew someone would, may as well be me.

>>38669756

Armenia?

The guy who taught me good chess openings is Armenia. I never remember his name. Akobian. I think. He became a very young chess master.

>>38669792

Welcome! These Pepe's are so fucking cute, holy shit. I save them all.

I think you may have been right about me, Nick. Last night I stumbled upon a video about the fear of intimacy, and some things in it seemed to click with me. You mentioned before that my issues may have had something to do with parental emotional neglect, but in this video they talked about how the opposite (an emotionally over concerned/smothering parent) could result in not expressing emotions over a desire to avoid worrying/bothering others. I'm sure there are contributing factors, but I think having an overprotective mother might be part of the reason why I am the way I am when it comes to expressing my emotions, or rather not expressing them.

>>38669794
Don't bother asking him for change then, wahey!

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I want to make her my wifey
She's just as beautiful, smart, and funny as I remembered her
I can't get her out of my head, no matter how hard I try

Watch tv show, have to rewind constantly because the thought of our lips brushing fucks my head

Read book, constantly have to reread pages because my mind was fantasizing about her

I want it so bad

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>>38669818
If it's cute pepes you want (actually Apustajas, an important distinction) you're sure to enjoy this one.

>>38669828
Yeah, and don't loan him money.
He won't pay back.
If I'm correct, that is.

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>>38669818
>>38669861
Have another pepe-but-not-pepe

>>38669797

What am I reading...

>>38669821

I am glad you're making progress! It definitely makes sense.

>>38669861
>If it's cute pepes you want (actually Apustajas,

Wot? It's not Pepe? And yeah, I like this one.

>>38669584
>using amazon propane burner as flame holder
fucking casual
>liquid thrower
not bad not bad
>dat range though
what pressure you running in that, using a soda bottle as your pressure tank?
>gas based flamethrowers
this isn't child's play, get oudda here
>liquid thrower and no proximity suit
not everyone likes the spacem'n look but better you than me.

Pretty cool, dissapointed that it's digital effects for the most part, that's what i loved about the original alien and aliens, full mil spec liquid throwers as practical props.

>What do you think you could make?
well supervillan wise, I've tossed up making an eye tracking dazzler with a 7W diode laser, technically against Geneva convention which is neet but not much i can so with it. Currently gathering the pieces for a millimetre wave gun (Google active denial system). I would make a chlorine bomb. a canister that, upon receiving a phone call or some other triggering method, mixes Sodium hypochlorite and ammonia to release chlorine gas, though that's extraordinarily illegal so that's gotta stay theoretical for now.

Why am I so afraid to die? Do I know on a spiritual level that I'm going to hell?

>>38669897
>I am glad you're making progress!
Is it really progress though? Sure I might know a bit more about my issues but I still don't know what the next step is.

>>38669931
Fear of the unknown, most likely.

>>38669897
A Batman character, shown in this video:
>>38669584

>>38669897
Nah, Apu Apustaja, or Help Helper is kind of Pepe's retarded but well-meaning little brother.

>>38669913
I am positively in awe.

>>38669637
well napalm is just gelled fuel, the millitary used more complex gelling agent but sugar works almost as well.

>>38669952
It's not that. I know it's hell or nothing.

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Have a lewd Apu Apustaja

>>38669243
first time in one of these threads finaly worked enough balls to post in one

>>38669931

No, fear of death is very common, and it's also hardwired in your brain. I find death less scary when you're really tired.

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>>38669833
I commissioned her to make me a mandala
I threw away all of the art she made for me when we broke up
Deep down, I just want to see her again, I want to touch her, and make sure she's real

I'm not living in a simulation
I'm not living in a simulation
I'm not living in a simulation

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>>38669658
yes pepe's for nicks Birthday

>>38669980
Why is that anon? What makes you feel hell is a certainty?

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>tfw I don't have many pepes or cute pepes

>>38669937

It is a huge progress. The next step happens when you've digested this and figure things out slowly. You get more pieces every time.

>>38669964
>Help Helper is kind of Pepe's retarded but well-meaning little brother.

That's so fucking kioot.

>>38669913

This is like poetry, in a language that resembles a language I know.

>>38670020
I've made some mistakes. Nothing I haven't paid for in this life. It's the next one that worries me.

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>>38669818
I'm not gonna lie. I have 600 pepes and apu's saved on my computer. It's my hobby.

>>38669982

Can't see the fly on that ass.

>>38669879
Id give you money if I had any. Spent savings and am not proud of that.

>>38669818
Nope. Chess is simply an unrelated occasional hobby of mine. Hint is that he
>>38669794
Was close

>>38669989

Congrats on your first step! It's usually the hardest. Glad to have you around.

>>38669797
i can relate to that hardcore, apart from the impervious part, I know that part for sure.

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>>38670051
He is very cute. Here is another image of him about his antics.

>>38669996

Sounds like my object permanence issue.

>>38669997
Almost quads. That's an animu in a Pepe suit!

>>38670037

Scary Pepe. Alien VS Pepedator.

Sometimes I look at pictures of feet hours at a time with no breaks. I've even neglected eating food because of it (had to re-attempt writing 'food' twice because I kept writing feet by accident).

How fucked am I?

>>38670052
What kinda mistakes anon, if you don't mind sharing?
>implying your mistakes will keep you from heaven
Also, are you Christian or Jewish?

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>>38669996
We've both moved on since we saw each other last
I made new friends, and lost them all
She made new friends, and lost them all
Just another reason she's the one
Is she my mate in the real world? Why does everything lead back to her? Is she my way out?

>>38670065

Well, you are the man of the situation! Or woman.

And I want all your Pepes. Apus, the kioot one.

>>38670076
The moneylending thing was a joke referring to the situation in Greece.
Are you a Cypriot?

>>38670076

Are you on an island?

>>38670094

>be me
>be 12
>see vision of self 23 years into the future
>I'M SAVING CUTE PEPES, WORRY ABOUT NOTHING, YOUNG NICK, THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT

>>38670051
>figure things out slowly
There's a possibility of a job interview for me in the near future, and I would like to have more self esteem than I have when I walk in there. I don't suppose I could rush things?

>>38670115

You like feet. So does Tarantino.

When you have a passion like that, respect it. I just hope you'll find a woman who likes to be admired.

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>>38670037
a robust pepe collection is the key to a sound mind

>>38670145
>>38670147
Nope. One of these choices is correct however >>38669794

We offer a nice and equally as strong variation of Vodka.

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>>38670173
I'm pretty sure you already saved this one Nick, but I like it so I'll post it again

>>38670093
It seems that you're in the right place then. Rough childhoods are the rule rather than the exception around here.

If you fancy it, most posters have had a try at this test, along with various others:
http://www.celebritytypes.com/dark-triad/test.php

I hope Nick et al will link some of them. I'd be interested to see your results.

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>>38670126
I look down, into my hands, into your hands. Soft, careful, steady. From the comfort of the palm of your hand, I investigate your fingers. The type of fingers that forego beauty for utility, which in turn, makes them all the more beautiful. Specifically crafted to answer the call to passion, to work and rework and rework until perfection. It's a shame that now the cuts won't come from working too fast on a project, but the pages of your new dry books. Rounded on the tips, chewed, soft, careful, steady.
Slowly, up from your wrist to your elbows to your shoulder. Your arm covered to cover the silly mistakes. I hit myself for mistaking them for silliness. Round and sturdy, your arms are. When they hold me, they cushion me from myself. When they hold me, I forget about myself, for once.
Feeling down your back, searching for the best place to grip. Days spent hunched over a sketchbook puts wear on the spine. As I feel down it, you shiver.
Often I'll romanticize that we're both crazy and I'm not the only one losing control. After all, the best artists, are loony.
My other hand made its way to your face, brushing your hair to the side. I take hold of the back of your neck and feel the hair rise. My eyes wander aimlessly through your cloudy misty morning on an English countryside.
Your lips, humming the unforgettable tune of lust.
I lean in, pause, and brush my mouth against yours. Pulling yourself into it, we make contact.
The cool soft embrace of your lips, you inhale through your nose, as though you've been waiting for this. Pulling away, I know I want more. But your careful lips whispers, no more, no more for now.

>>38670176

Focus on the positive experiences in your life, things that validate you that you didn't pay enough attention to. That's one way.

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It's nice that we're offering Nick abundant memefrogs for his birthday.

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This is the cutest apu in existence. Prove me wrong.

>>38670212
Wrong again, fuck.
I'm guessing Bulgaria next.
I'm guessing by the drink you're referring to rakija.

>>38670212

Romanian!

>>38670217

Fuck me that's too KIOOT. I'm dying.

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>>38670267
I feel like this one is pretty cute

>>38670223
>I'd be interested to see your results.

She's probably not as dark as you imagine.

>>38670233

I can't read that. I sorry.

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>>38670259
Feels nice that I've started the offerings. Makes me feel like I had some sort of impact.

The offerings continue!

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I think this is my last cute pepe

>>38670320

Keep dropping them Pepe's!

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>>38670223
not bad could be worse, seems i'm a fairly well balanced person, or i'm missing something

>>38670162
yea but what do you want to know

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>>38670320
It was the perfect present idea. Good work!

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>>38670223
>>38670305
Probably lighter than me.
>>38670347
Well

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>>38670347
>i'm a fairly well balanced person,

I... Words fail me.

I thought you might be a change compared to everyone else in this thread. You're a bit lighter than most regulars.

Here's my result for comparison.

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>>38670267
apu being a helping hand, this apu is Nick no?

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Maybe any of you can help me out with this one.

I should have finished high school back in 2013 when I was 18 but instead I failed 2011 and went to a different school, I still saw my old friends and had new ones too, smoked weed a lot too and had like 5 bishes wanting my d but I was to stupid to do anything, overall I consider 2012 the best year of my life.Then I moved to another school from 2013 to 2014, it wasnt as cool as before. I finished the 2014 with 4 subjects behind (wrong choice of words im not a native english speaker), then became a full time NEET in 2015 and the first five months of 2016, then started wageslaving and sleeping bad etc, but I will quit the first days of september cos I have to go take care of my grandma; she gets a lot of money from my deceased grandpa pension thingy and other stuff so maybe I can become a semi-NEET.

So here's the deal: ever since 2014 iirc I dream at least 4 of the 7 days of the week about being back in high school, being 14-18 again (turning 22 in 2 months), reliving old times with my current memories etc. Its the thing I dream about the most (second being getting intimate with a 3d or 2d girl and third about panty and stocking season 2 or just made up episodes).

Besides this before I started wagecucking last year I was told I looked 14-15 at most when I was 20 and a half, after I started wagecucking I have slept pretty bad and now I look 18 on a good day and 20 most of the days. I took great pride in my young looks but now I look just a few years younger and some people just straight tell me im/look 21. This will come out creepy to most of you but I was thinking about hanging out with 14-18 "kids" last year, but eventually stopped thinking about it when I looked at myself in the mirror and realized I looked like your average tired wagie. Also I like 13-16 girls besides the average 18+ roastie (13 being legal in some countries, aoc in my country is 16)
cont..8

>>38670384

Daaaaawwwwwwwwww

It's cuter than kittens. Goddam.

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>>38670281
Yes and yes. Congrats.

>>38670288
Right south of Romania. Checkers best ya to it.

>>38670267
I'm loving your Pepe's and am pleasantly surprised to not have any of them in my collection. Please continue to share.

>>38670347
You're over 25% darker than average, then. Looks like you make the cut. So now we have the smith for our supervillain team. We have a running joke that anyone over 25% gets to join and they get sweet gimmicks and gadgets, at Nick's expense. However, you not only have a gimmick but your own gear already.

>>38670375
>I thought you might be a change compared to everyone else in this thread.
I'm sorry Nick :(
I just answered them being logical and trying to be honest.

>>38670422

I had a Bulgarian workmate once, and my old boss was originally from there.

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>>38670298
That makes me feel good inside. Wojak looks happy for once.
>>38670384
This makes sense. Nick likes apu so much because he is apu. A helping hand.

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>>38670477
It is very nice. Here is a qtboi Apu. Shouldn't have spent so long on /r9k/ Helper!

>>38670435

Will there ever be someone like me...

Despair!

>>38670447

No problem! That's how it should be done.

I used to think that joining a chess club for anything other than chess was being manipulative (like, if you wanted to make friends in a new place). There are very good reasons for this, but yeah, I guess I need to learn to scheme more.

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>>38670422
It took me months to collect all of these. Here is my rarest apu.

>>38670435
>you not only have a gimmick
what's my gimmik?
I've dreamt of being a super villan but i couldn't hurt any individual, I can easily detach myself from groups but not individuals, I've always thought it would be nice to be a tough but fair and friendly crime boss, plus i'm so unassuming most people would have thought i've been kidnapped by the "real" bad guys.

>>38670477
>Nick likes apu so much because he is apu. A helping hand.

Not sure I am this fucking kioot though.

I like that one.

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>>38670422
Phew, I was getting worried I might not guess it.
We live in the same timezone actually.
And according to this map I found on /pol/, we're both asian.

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>>38670466
Hope that wasn't a negative experience. Some Bulgarians tend to be remembered not for well. I live in US however, so I can't really say I relate too much on a cultural level.

More soldier Pepe's.

>>38670244
I guess I'll see where this takes me.

In the previous thread you mentioned that you know the people in the thread by who they are and not by their problems. I feel weird for asking this, and it's okay if you don't want to answer, but who do you think I am?

>>38670409
Cont...

Oh I also graduated this year I studied for a week and tha was all but its nothing im proud about. Also I got no friends I cut all contact with my hs ones but that doesnt bother me at all.

Anyway I realize my problem has to do with age, missing a part of the "hs experience" etc, thankfully I had a pseudo gf back in 2011 for 2 weeks, otherwise I would be bitching about it too but whatever. Is this peter pan syndrome or what? I can act immature sometimes I dont watch tv just play vidya and draw shitty cartoons but I can be mature when needed to.

>>38670536
The whole pyro angle writes itself. Might I suggest 'Zhurong'? In the Three Kingdoms era of China she led a group of warriors as their living goddess of fire.

>>38670559
It seems that I fucked up.
Blue means white.
Brown means nigger.
Red means asian.

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>>38670520
>Will there ever be someone like me...
No Nick. There isn't. You're one of a kind. And here, my favorite tv pepe for you.

>>38670562

You're in the US?

Thanks for Pepe's.

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>>38670519
Apu in the winter.

>>38670520
>I used to think that joining a chess club for anything other than chess was being manipulative
I'm genuinely laughing right now. You're so sweet nick, i just want to curl up and sleep in your lap while you try to cancel a phone contract without hurting the retention agent's feelings.

>>38670572
>but who do you think I am?

You're a cool person with a fighting spirit. I dig that.

>>38670595

A proto Pepe! That show was great.

Wow I guess this should be in /adv/ by reading the title I thought this was some psychological help shit not a bunch of tripcucks, toodles

>>38670562
Currently on vacation, in Bulgaria.

>>38670559
Yes, Bulgaria came to be from northern Asia, barbaric tribes that settled in a fort in Byzantine controlled territory.

Where are you from?

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>>38670606
Watch out Pepe, there's something behind you!

>>38670607
>while you try to cancel a phone contract without hurting the retention agent's feelings.

Ha! I... I am guilty of that.

Funny because I'm considered a tough teacher. I do it because it's for the kids. It costs me but it must be done.

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>>38670658
Oh no, here it comes!

>>38670203

>When you have a passion like that, respect it. I just hope you'll find a woman who likes to be admired.
>woman

Th-thanks

Is it possible to change your fetishes though, or at least diminish their appeal?

>>38670611
Thanks for that.
>>38670595
That show was truly ahead of its time

>>38670588
>Zhurong
sounds pretty slick
I reckon wearing a prison jumpsuit with a geometric steel skull helmet that has kevlar rope dreadlocks which are soaked in gasoline and are lit. It'd be cooler if i was a dude coz then i could go shirtless like krieg (my husbando) and a bandoleer of Molotov cocktails.

>>38670653
>Wow I guess this should be in /adv/ by reading the title I thought this was some psychological help shit not a bunch of tripcucks, toodles

It's my birthday, it's a special thread. Tripping is advised to avoid trollage. Relax!

>>38670658

Spoopy.


>>38670677
>Is it possible to change your fetishes though, or at least diminish their appeal?

Yes, by associating it with things you hate, like vomit and cold ravioli, but why would you?

It's feet, man, love them! Nothing wrong in loving feet. Your partner will love having her feet worshipped. Just go with it.

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>>38670656
I'm from Finland.
The land of memes, like spurdo and apu apustaja for example.
My heritage is mostly Eastern Finnish and Eastern Finns came to Europe from somewhere around the Urals.

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Guys, time for me to go to bed!

Thank you all for all the Pepe's and birthday wishes. I didn't expect that and it made me happy. I'm more at peace now. Thank you.

See you very soon.

: )

>>38670663
>tough teacher
hmm yeh maybe it's because Dan's gone to bed, i do seem to remember something like
>JUST FUCK ME IN MY FUCKING ASS
>I'm off to fuck a dictionary

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>>38670676
That was 2spoopy5me.

>>38670678
>>38670639
It was such a great show. Few of CN's other shows aged as well.
>>38670747
Good night Nick

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>>38670747
bye nick sleep tight
don't let the existential dread set in

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>>38670703
Well if we're talking video game husbandos, for me it's Volgin. I could gush about him, but I wouldn't want to gay the place up.

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>>38670747
Sleep well,and see you tomorrow. Have a good one.

>>38670757
Sowwi fwen

>>38670822
volgin is okay, though he got fucked by my Dragunov
so you seem to be captivated with villany? do you have/do anything that makes you devious?

>>38670860
I wouldn't say so especially. Villains do tend to be a bit more fun though. I enjoy acting, and I tend to be drawn to those types of characters because I think there's more to sink your teeth into a lot of the time. They just seem to have the most fun.

>>38670911
fair enough, i tend to like (well written) villains for two reasons
>more human
normally applies to super heros but often times while the hero may be super human, or a demi god or an alien etc, the villains tend to use technology or be mad scientists or harness the occult etc, they're men seeking godhood who are smacked back down by those who have already attained it.
>they have good motives but are real humans so they are flawed in their methods
You often see that they have reasons that make sense in a vacuum but their methods or ideas have just kinda spiralled out of the relm of what is acceptable, sometimes due to their own actions sometimes due to external influences.

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>>38670849
It's okei wojee protectee me

>>38671072
Could you give examples of some that you enjoy that fit your template? My favourite is probably Two-Face because I find him the most relatable.

>>38671107
>Dr doom
>Dr X (more from my childhood i doubt he's very complex though)
>Dr octopus from SM2
>i think i might just have a thing for guys with PHDs

>>38671189
Doom, I'm with you all the way. Octavius is great too. You should read his run as the Superior Spiderman. Because of comics fuckery he ends up in Parker's body and sets about improving upon his legacy, using advanced technology including extra limbs, drones and various other surveillance methods. Plus, he acts like a dick a lot which is fun.

You might also like Magneto, for that highly intelligent, tortured villain feel (though whether he's a villain at all is up for debate).

>>38671294
oh and Reed Richards

so being more on topic, how are you feeling tonight facet?

>>38671361
Reed had a good villain run in Ultimate as The Maker. Some good body horror.

Tbh I'm getting a touch emotional because I think I might have hit upon something disturbing.

If we look at the kinds of characters I'm attracted to, let's say Wesker and Volgin
What can we say about them?

>Physically imposing
>Arrogant
>Cruel and sadistic
>Ruthless
>Ambitious
>Hubristic
>Merciless

It just hit me: that was what it was like growing up. My father, I mean. Shit.

>>38671435
>My father
thats... so that's what you as powerful because of your childhood, you want to be powerful so you aim to be like your dad... who you view as an archetypal villain... that's pretty heavy dude, i don't know what to say, what was your childhood like?

>>38671545
i seemed to have lost me trip a some point
>>38671361
>>38671545

>>38671545
Hold on, you've missed it. It's heavier than that. I said characters I was attracted to.

>>38671617
like... sexually?

>>38671635
Sure. Now that I look back on it, if nothing else when I've had male partners I've always picked someone bigger and stronger than me. The only serious bf I had abandoned me at a critical juncture. I suppose my role model for masculinity is tied up in that. This is a mess.

>>38671675
i have heard that childhood trauma can heavily influence sexual preference, was your dad physically abusive? emotionally abusive? sexually abusive?

>>38671736
Not sexually. Physically and emotionally. There was one incident that messed me up sexually involving him though. When I was going through puberty me made me clean the bathroom naked on my hands and knees. Just tore me out of bed while I was sleeping and threw me on the floor, shouting at me. Haven't had a good night's sleep since. I don't know why I'm telling you this.

I do have an idea why it's all coming up tonight though. I used to starve all the time in my teens, when I had that boyfriend. Since I decided to go a few days without food now, maybe something was knocked loose mentally. Stirred something up.

It looks set to be a bit of a dark night of the soul, I think.

>>38671834
>I don't know why I'm telling you this.
that's what these threads are for mang
>It looks set to be a bit of a dark night of the soul, I think.
it's good that you're having more realisations about yourself though, this can only be positive in the long term.

>>38672004
Yeah, true enough. So what about you, anyway? You said things weren't all roses for you growing up.

>>38672046
my dad was never around as he worked overseas and my mum never had the time to look after me so we lived at my grand parents, my grandfather was a passive but kind man, normally just sat and watched TV, My grandmother was callous and cruel, she would routeenly demean both me and my mother, often by comparing me to my mother, told me I was the reason my dad was never home when I was maybe 7 or 8? I was fat growing up and i had no friends in primary and secondary school, Girls can be incredibly cruel, threatening anyone who tried to reach out to me with social ostracization, which worked. Tame compared to what your dad did to you but there's a reason i wore a floral dress to my grandmothers funeral.

>>38669243
why not make a discord instead of eating so much
man-mayonnaise

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>>38669243
I can't cope with the real world
I feel like nobody cares about anybody else

>>38672205
Warranted. Don't play it down, either: emotional torment cuts deeply. The scars add up. Are you glad she's dead? Do you wish you'd had some kind of reckoning, or was it closure enough?

>>38672234
I don't know linux, don't you need to know linux?

>>38672309
>Are you glad she's dead?
she had a stroke and i hope it hurt like a bitch, leaving her in anguish for the last few seconds of her life. It hurt my mum though, she cried for days which made me sad and meant my celebrations had to be private.
>Do you wish you'd had some kind of reckoning, or was it closure enough?
beyond wishing i'd dealt the killing blow myself i'm just glad she's gone, I don't know why she was like she was and i don't really care.

>>38672298
>I feel like nobody cares about anybody else
does no-one care for you doves? what is your relationship with your family like?
P.S I'm sorry but most of the regulars, including Nick are in bed now, so only me and facet left. I can't speak for facet but i'm free to talk

>>38672374
It's good that you and your mother have one another. It's interesting that you wouldn't like to understand her more, but perhaps that's for the best. It's not as though you can change her for the better now. Her flesh has rotted, and her legacy is one of contempt. All that remains of her is a spectre of murderous intent.

>>38672417
>>38672298
I'm happy to talk as well. I'll be here for a while. I care enough to talk to you. Tell me what you can't cope with.

>>38672458
>It's good that you and your mother have one another
yeh our relationship is a bit hard just because she's a bit thick, she's proud of me though and i make sure she's doing well

what is your relationship with your family like? i presume it's not great with your dad but what about the others?

>>38672547
I get on well with one of my brothers. I'm close to him, since he went through it all with me. Comparable to your own situation. I have other siblings too, but they're much younger so there's distance, though we get on.

My mother is no better than my father if not worse, albeit for different reasons.

>>38672632
>if not worse
that's just not fair, i guess toxic people attract each other, anything traumatic happen outside of family life?

>>38672695
Ha. Yes. I was sexually abused by an older boy over an extended period of time growing up, and it was subsequently mishandled. I was put in therapy with him, if you can believe it. A real shit sandwich. Still, it is what it is. I'm cold to the whole thing now, though I can't remember most of it clearly.

>>38672776
How severe was the abuse?

>>38672854
Since you ask, the sex aspect was less significant than the threats and the sense of powerlessness. It became a truly existential threat. After all, a child will believe a great deal. So when you're told that your soul will burn if you tell, you take it at face value. Nevertheless, I told. As I've said though, it wasn't dealt with appropriately. It was still better than divine punishment. I'm still quite bitter about how things unfolded.

>>38672776
>it was subsequently mishandled.
it can't have been that ba...
>I was put in therapy with him
thats... an impressive level of fuckup, how old were you both, how do you think that has affected you mentally today?

>>38672947
I would be too. Who's idea was it to put you two into therapy together?

>>38672999
My best guess is that my mother thought that it would be appropriate since she wouldn't want to lose the friendship of the boy's mother. It is my understanding that it was her partner that was abusing them, which is what led to the circumstances I found myself in. It does not excuse what happened, but it does go some way toward explaining it.

>>38673048
So what's wrong with your mom?

>>38673111
Well, at the very least she's bipolar but I'm not sure that that is the full picture. Throughout childhood and into adulthood she simply could not be trusted and is, at best, a liability. I try to avoid her though it isn't always possible. She loves me, in her way, but it hasn't stopped her screwing me over throughout my life in service to her own ends. She is unfortunately a wholly negative influence on my life. I don't hate her, but sometimes I think it might be better if she were dead. I feel pity for her, but I don't believe that she'll ever be able to improve her lot, or herself. She a lost cause.

>>38673239
That's reaIIy disappointing.

>>38673353
It is a shame. I just wish it weren't so; whenever I give her another chance she finds a new way to do me some type of harm.

Is that the end for tonight then? Seems like everyone has left.

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>>38673701
I'm still lurking while playing vidya.

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>>38674002
Cool. What are you playing? I'm watching a bit of TV myself.

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>>38674055
Well I was playing Skyrim but it's starting to give me a headache. What are you watching?

>>38674240
Oh, hello, it's me.

>>38674240
A bit of the old Better Call Saul. I'm enjoying it well enough.

>>38673701
I'm usually drifting in and out of the thread while playing vidya. I'm not that great at the whole therapy thing so I only really chime in when I think I can actually contribute or help.

>>38674301
Better Call Saul is pretty good.

>>38674327
Right in the middle of the Jimmy vs Chuck. Pretty nailbiting stuff.

>>38674357
>Pretty nailbiting stuff.
Definitely. The series as a whole is pretty great.

>>38674438
I was expecting more BrBa type material at the outset. This is more ponderous but no less engaging once you adapt to the pace.

>>38674472
I actually missed most of Breaking Bad. One of these days I need to get around to watching the earlier seasons.

>>38674531
Oh, certainly. You might be quite surprised.

>>38674553
Oh I'm sure it's good, I just got into it late and just never took the time to catch up.

>>38669243
I am a borderline sociopath and possibly have asperger's

>>38674730
Have a go at this test please, and we'll have a clearer picture. Don't forget to take a name so as to faciliate ease of communication.
www.celebritytypes.com/dark-triad/test.php

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I'm going to have to dash. I'll see you all tomorrow. New person, if you post ITT your results will be seen and responded to tomorrow. Thank you and good night.

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>>38674998
Good night and sleep well! One last apu for the night.

>>38669243
Every day I think of a friend I made for a few months last year. I fell in love with her then she revealed she was married and I tried hard to stuff my feelings away. It ate me up studying with her after learning that fact but I did so partially because I loved being around her, hearing her voice and seeing her smile was like heaven to me. Having to "share" her with other study partners made me even more jealous and bitter but never angry because her mere presence calmed me down.

During the last few weeks of the semester another girl approached me and I thought we hit it off, for some time this kept my friend off my mind. Eventually, though, the new girl turned out to not actually want much to do with me and took weeks then months to return messages. So in spite of that, after my friend moved and that girl ghosted me, I tried to keep my chin up and tried again with another girl. This one was nice at first but then rejected me and told me we could still be friends. Like a sucker I believed it and like a sucker I got treated like shit. She became cold and tried hard to make me jealous or feel unwanted. It nearly drove me insane and I started hurting myself(punching, very long walks, cold showers, teeth grinding, self-wounding etc.). I never really got better from that even after I cut contact with her and it affected my classes and got me further into my bad habits.

All of this ties into my main issue: Every single day since last year I've been thinking of my friend and the thoughts have become more and more prevalent and I think those events made it worse. She was the only truly kind female I've ever had in my life but all of the intrusive thoughts of her really hurt me and I wish I could make them stop.

Any advice? I want to move on and feel better.

tl;dr: Can't stop thinking about oneitis.

>>38675370
She's married, man. You have zero chances with her unless if she were to get divorced. In which case she would still be hurting and wouldn't want something quickly afterwards. What you need to do is pick your potential partners better. If you've gotten burned twice, learn from your mistakes and go for women that respect you. Learn to be independent and alone. To the point where you can seek out potential partners, but if it all goes to shit you're mentally prepared for it and will not hurt yourself. Expect the worst under any circumstances and never get your hopes up. Do you have any friends?

>>38675776
>She's married, man. You have zero chances with her unless if she were to get divorced.
I know. Just talking to her used to make me feel guilty, when we used to talk. I submitted to the fact that we can't be together but it doesn't help because it goes beyond even being with her in that way. She made me feel like I mattered, like I was more than just a background character in my own life. She was one of my greatest friends and my romantic feelings dilluted that but they're still there. I believe I think about her both as someone I want to be friends with again and someone I have feelings toward but the latter makes the former impossible and I don't know what to do about it.

As for partners I haven't even thought about seriously pursuing anyone but I'll keep what you've said in mind if I ever do again. And no, I have no real friends.

>>38676710
Switched to my other device by the way.

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What does this mean, should I be worried?

>>38677326
Yer a psychopath, anon.

>>38677326

HoLy shit... must have a shit childhood...

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>that sensation when you are not content with your cognitive abilities

>>38677326
I believe it means you're the current title holder for darkest poster. Congratulations!

i thought nick was going mad and posted a new thread super early
>still the thread from last night
HOLY SHIT DUDES GO TO BED!

>>38680066
I just woke up and rescued it from page nine. I think Nick will probably be pleased that we rolled his birthday thread over. At the earliest he'll be here in a couple of hours so let's keep it bumped.

>>38680066
>HOLY SHIT DUDES GO TO BED!
But it's only 3AM?

>>38680088
>At the earliest he'll be here in a couple of hours so let's keep it bumped.
haha an admirable goal, i've gotta get to work but i'll check in every now and again in case something happens.
>>38680105
>But it's only 3AM?
sorry i have a really eurocentric perspective i guess, it's nearly lunchtime here

>>38680275
Don't be sorry. Most normal burgers are asleep right now and honestly I probably should be getting to bed sooner so it's not as much of a shift when I eventually get a job.

>>38680329
yes 3:30am to bed 8am to work is quite rough

>>38680275
>Nearly lunch time
LONDINIUM

>>38680402
yeah. When I get a job I'm going to adjust my sleep accordingly so I still get a decent amount. I just mean that I should try scaling it back so I don't suddenly go from sleeping at 4AM-5AM to sleeping at whatever time normies go to bed.

>>38680449
Also I apologize if my posts are becoming a little incoherent since I'm getting tired.

>>38680474
Nah, it's fine. I went to bed at 0500-0530ish, got up at 1030. Annoying, but once your sleep pattern is a certain way it's difficult to stay asleep past the usual time.

>>38680499
I find that I somehow always wake up a few minutes before my alarm goes off, regardless if it's my normal time or if I went to bed at a reasonable time. Somehow my body just knows I need to get up at the right time.

The weirdest shit is definitely if I'm out camping or in a hotel room. I'll feel like I'm half awake almost all night, but if there's a clock I can see in the dark I'll just sort of lose hours without realizing I fell asleep and later woke up.

Alright, I'm starting to ramble. I'll be back later today, time to get some sleep.

>>38680636
Sure, sleep well Charlie

>>38680636
I get the wake up before alarm too, and it pisses me off

> alarm for 7:30
> Wake up at 7:28 or similar

>>38669243
Happy birthday Nick. Surprising to see this thread has been going 12 hours.

>>38681033
Indeed, it's rare that a thread endures this long.

>>38681461
Hey Facet, nice to see you again. Not sure what else to say here.

>>38681562
That's alright. So, you mentioned DID symptoms. What triggers it and what, if anything, do you do to suppress it? It was you that talked about it before, right? My cognition is a little impeded.

Hello everyone. Didn't expect thread to be up still, was a nice surprise.

>>38681640
Hey Hero. Yeah, the night watch came through. Only happened once or twice before. We're the second most prolific 'general' on the board so if /britfeel/ can do it, clearly we can too on occasion.

It's nearly 10:30pm here, thread being up isn't all thaf uncommon.

>>38681705
But running concurrently for nearly 24 hours is certainly uncommon.

>>38681721
Yes indeed, no complaining though.

>>38681634
It was me that mentioned it. If you mean the transition to my other self, it would be during bouts of extreme depression, say when I get depressed and cannot let something go while getting increasingly more depressed.

Every other symptom seems to generalized it is hard to say if I have it or not.

>>38681685
Good to see. Been here at work for 2 hours now, plus getting prewriting done for quest while no supervisor is here.

>>38681828
Sounds cool, what's the theme/ setting?

>>38681809
Interesting that it's when you're depressed. You do experience other symptoms such as hallucinations, a non-verbal state or paranoia when depressed?

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>>38669243
>07/28/17(Fri)00:45:52

The hell man...

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>>38682032
It was a rollover. Speaking of which, when you roll over in bed do you catapult your pillow across the room?

>>38682032
A good day
>>38681906
Space genocide, DBZ-verse.
>>38682056
>catapult
>not trebuchet
Am disappoint.

>>38681906
>Hallucinations
My mind is quite active and I can often see things in a sort of dreamlike world. But I can always tell which is reality and which is this other world, so not so much hallucinations.

>Non-verbal state
Not too sure if I understand what you mean, but when I have my other side come out, she is quite quiet. A good word to describe her would be brooding, except she isn't so much depressed as completely apathetic to everything. She doesn't do anything destructive outside of calculating attacks against those who talk to her, perhaps because she just is so apathetic that she cannot be bothered.

>Paranoia
I am known for being quite the hypochondriac. I panic about a lot of things. The possibility of death, mosquitoes possibly being outside at night, ticks, people trying to take away my FP, the fear that I am actually retarded...

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>>38682056
Nah, all my pillows are buried into the mattress too much for that, some of them are thin as paper after having them under my ass

>>38682081
Hello Hero, how you doin?

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>>38682113
Ah, well some people, when they're depressed can become temporarily mute or else in even more extreme cases, catatonic.

>>38682142
Been a while since I saw that image. Nice one.

>>38682170
I see. Yeah, if I am depressed as myself I can still be vocal about my depression. It is part of her character to not speak more than needed.

>>38682142
Working on my /qst/, phone typing's a bitch

>>38682731
How much planning do you typically put into a quest? Do you prepare physical resources, notes, what? More off the cuff or fully scripted? It can vary a lot from GM to GM.

I'm beginning to notice my latent social anxiety more and more lately, and it's beginning to ruin my life.

Where do I start fixing this shit?

>>38682768
You need to take steps to mitigate it. How is it affecting you?

>>38682829
I get invited somewhere, and I agree, but when the time actually comes, I get scared and inform I won't be coming after all. This leaves people mad at me.

>>38682862
My advice would be as follows: if you can get anxiety meds, do so. Run through the event in your mind. Think about how it will play out. If you start thinking of unrealistic scenarios, pull yourself back. Ground yourself. Give yourself an out when you go. Say to yourself you only need to stay an hour or whatever feels manageable.

>>38682967
I really don't want to get on meds... I'd like to solve this shit on my own somehow.

>>38682749
>How much planning do you typically put into a quest? Do you prepare physical resources, notes, what? More off the cuff or fully scripted? It can vary a lot from GM to GM.
Usually 6-8 hours a week are spent drafting and typing up early episode choices and finding pics to use for the weekend, as well as drawing up a general outline of what comes next through the next few installments. Then spend another 2-3 on statblocks and strengths/weaknesses. After I hit a certain point I lose the hard scripted things and go off the cuff, simply because I blew through the prewriting at incredibly hihg speeds and am left with only the outline. Or my players roll two 1s in a row or a nat 100 and I have to adjust slightly.

>>38683008
That's fair enough. Of course there's always alcohol but that's a whole tin of worms. If you're going to handle it manfully - and I respect that - then it's going to come down to resolve. You gotta keep yourself in the loop. Say you're pulling back - you need to make it down the store. Don't let it slip. Force yourself to do these little things and ironclad your will. That's the way to prove to yourself that you can do it. Prove it bit by bit every day.

>>38683062
Thanks. I'll try to keep it in mind in the future.

>>38683070
Make a plan to do something small and stick to it. Maybe you have a phone conversation with one of these buddies so you feel less overfaced when you get there. If you can trust any of them with it, tell them you're feeling anxious lately.

>>38683116
Yeah, thanks. May not be an option for me, tho.

Sorry I did not respond earlier, I typed a long response, but I deleted it, it was just venting at myself.

>>38683322
Do what you feel, but I'd be interested. Why wouldn't it be an option? Something's making it difficult for you, clearly.

>>38683345
Well, these people are not exactly buddies, they're more like co-workers. Impressing them might open me some doors career-wise, but I feel out of my fucking league when I'm with them. They're very smart, well-read, and just... prospective, you know? And I somehow managed to make a good first impression on them, and now they're inviting me to their hangouts, almost as if expecting me to be on the same par as them. And I don't want to let them down, but by not going, I let them down anyway, and that's what's most anoying.

I wish I could be in complete control on just how much and under what circumstances I socialize with them (this applies to all other people, really), but this complete control is not possible, and I get stressed easily when things don't go the way I planned.

I don't know, I think I'm just rambling now. I don't know what I want to say.

>>38683392
I know where you're coming from, anon. I have similar problems myself. As hard as it is, you can only control yourself. That means putting things in place to get yourself out of there. Maybe scope out the hangout beforehand so you know the space. I know this is real normie-tier advice but just try to relax. Or rather, just try to care less. Just take a step back. When I'm stressed as shit at work rushed off my feet I think hey! this isn't so bad. It could be much worse. It's not like I'm a child soldier or working a corner or whatever. So yeah, taking a breath and just zooming out can make a difference. For me anyway. My problems, in the moment, seem huge but maybe they ain't that big you know?

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>>38683543
Yeah, that's good advice, and I suppose I'm already aware of it at some level, it's just that it's very hard to put into practice.

I have to go now, thanks for the replies.

>>38683679
Alright, good luck to you bud. See you next time.

This has to be the earliest thread ever.

Also hello everyone.

>>38683728
no dude, this is somehow still alive from last night, i'd just let it die

>>38683728
Hi Dan. Been rolling about 26 hours now.

>>38683728
>earliest
More like latest. Thread stayed alive all night.

>>38683741
Technically it's from the morning, lol.

>>38683745
Boy that is nice. I wonder how Nick is doing. He seemed kinda bummed yesterday.

>>38683788
By the end he'd perked up. We gave him birthday pepes and apustajas.

>>38683872
yeh, we gave him a little birthday celebration

I'm beginning to think I really am the opposite of Dan.
Women don't actually care about me, they just want my genes and to have nothing else to do with me. I'm not the beta to take care of the kids, I'm the insane alpha that will destroy people but is too volatile to be around.
Well shit.

>>38684275
I bet it can be lonely.

>>38684275
>Women don't actually care about me, they just want my genes and to have nothing else to do with me.
That seems pretty unlikely to be honest. If you had great genes, women would likely want to stick around.

Why are you volatile? That's the thing.

Also I probably shouldn't be surprised that I'm used at the measure of the genetically inferior beta. The anti-alpha, if you will.

>>38684275
>they just want my genes
is this a thing, because in my experience, other than people choosing ideal husbands, this isn't a thing.

>>38684353
>I probably shouldn't be surprised that I'm used at the measure of the genetically inferior beta.
well it's a bit of a dick move at the very least

>>38684324
I'm very good at socializing but part of me despises it. I recognize how people view me. So I hate myself. That's probably the worst part.

>>38684353
This is coming from the guy who talks about how women want sex from one guy, but they want another guy to help raise the kids. I'm just a fantasy or whatever, man.

>>38684375
It's a thing, apparently. Otherwise I'd probably have at least *a* relationship right now.

>>38684446
I'm merely using his worldview as presented.

>>38684446
Not really considering all the shit I've said ITT. You can't keep calling yourself something negative and be surprised when people start using this label too.

Also on an entirely different topic, has anyone seen the new movie, Dunkerque? I'm thinking about going to the cinema to watch it tonight. I kinda like the idea of going to the cinema since I only have a laptop with small 15.4" screen. That shit's no fun. And also maybe I'll see if the /r9k/ rumors are true and people will point and laugh at me for going alone, lel.

>>38684467
I have no doubt that you could pursue a relationship. Perhaps your approach is lacking. I don't doubt your gregariousness, but if you make yourself available for casual sex people may reduce you to that. It might be time to play coy.

>>38684467
>Otherwise I'd probably have at least *a* relationship right now
well no, women not seaking you out for your "genes" wouldn't not make it more likely for you to be in a relationship, so do you have a lot of one night stands or short relationships? by "genes" do you just mean you are sexually attractive? Just trying to unpick what parts you were using dan's logic and what parts you were not.

>>38684467
>I'm just a fantasy or whatever, man.
Well I must have said it wrong then. Women would love to have the Chad as both the sperm giver and the provider, but the point is there aren't that many Chads, which is why they have to settle for the beta to provide.

But obviously Chad can take his pick and out of the women he can impregnate he can choose the best one. That's what I meant.

>>38684495
Not seen it. Went to see Spiderman instead. No regrets desu. Vulture was great. A sympathetic little guy standing up to the oligarchs.

>>38684495
>You can't keep calling yourself something negative and be surprised when people start using this label too.
i get that but i don't think it's true, i think you are cripplingly insecure which causes you to exaggerate your physical flaws as excuses for chances never taken.
>dunkirk
it's good, very very good. No-one will give a fuck if you go alone, the vast majority of people won't even notice, normies are very self concerned.

>>38684528
Fuck me, there is no spiderman tonight in my city. Honestly the only spiderman movie I have seen is the one with Tobey Maguire and Kirsten Dunst.

The other option is one of the new planet of the apes movies, but I haven't seen any planet of the apes, including the old ones.

>>38684586
Hard luck, it's really worth seeing. Only issue is the (((casting))), which is a little bit immersion-breaking. Still a great flick.

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>>38684569
>i think you are cripplingly insecure which causes you to exaggerate your physical flaws as excuses for chances never taken.
Well yeah, that's true for sure. On the other hand, this is an incentive to stop. As I am in fact rather narcissist (pic. related).

>it's good, very very good.
It's settled then. I don't know what it is, but I want to go as late as night as possible. It just seems much more appealing. Sadly the latest is at 11PM. If it was closer to midnight that would be awesome.

>>38684613
Honestly that's what I was thinking when I saw Michael Keaton. Now I don't know much about the comic book character, but it just doesn't seem to fit.

>>38684626
>I don't know what it is
you don't need to know much about it, how much do you know about the real events that took place? the less the better desu, it's fucking intense though, you don't get a break until the very end of the film.

>>38684505
>but if you make yourself available for casual sex people may reduce you to that
This is like, my whole life man - but not just in the area of sex. People reduce me to not much, and are always shocked when they realize how legitimately intelligent I am... It's so fucking aggravating, and is one of the main things I mean by I recognize how people view me.

>>38684526
>Women would love to have the Chad as both the sperm giver and the provider
Only when they want a provider, though. Independent women who can't be tied down, and all that.

>>38684519
I don't even fuck or pursue women. It's just how they treat me. It's infuriating.
I've been avoiding pursing women for a long time, and when I made the mistake of doing it again, I got used for sex and because of my mind. What a shock, I'm a fucking trophy male.
I hate people so damn much right now. I fucking hate them.

>>38684638
Keaton is note perfect. Nothing like the character in the comics but that character was dumb and you don't even know him. As much of a revitalisation as was Doc Ock back in the day. Honestly the original character was dumb as shit: an old man with a bright green vulture outfit who went around draining the youth out of people. Keaton plays a blinder in a re-imagining as radically different as Ledger's Joker. A construction worker trodden on one too many times.

>>38684672
Then it's up to you to make a change. You must present yourself in a certain way when you have so much more to offer than what people are seeing. Try changing the circles you move in. Take up something less superficial.

>>38684672
so what are your negatives? because so far your complaint is "I'm so perfect that no body wants me"

>>38684662
Fuck me. This is what happens when you structure your sentences the way you would in your native language.

I meant that I don't know what makes me want to go to the cinema late at night.

I know a little about it. I don't think that will stop me from enjoying it. Thanks for the info.

>>38684710
nah it's cool
>I don't know what makes me want to go to the cinema late at night.
I dunno night time in general is bretty comfy for me, especially on a week day when normons have gone to bed rather than being loud and obnoxious.

>>38684672
>Only when they want a provider, though. Independent women who can't be tied down, and all that.
I don't get what you mean. Ideally they want a Chad who can be both. You can be both, women should be lining up at your door. Yet they aren't. What's missing here?

>>38684692
> Keaton plays a blinder in a re-imagining as radically different as Ledger's Joker. A construction worker trodden on one too many times.
That does sound interesting.

>>38684703
Being extremely good at social situations requires altering your persona a great deal. It can be a little disconcerting to people.
Oh, and I've done some terrible, terrible things, and don't lie about it when asked at... certain times.

>>38684734
Liberal America, baby! No responsibilities, no kids, no monogamy.

>>38684883
>Liberal America, baby! No responsibilities, no kids, no monogamy.
You didn't really say what's missing here though.

Well, I marathoned all of Better Call Saul. What now? Netflix suggestions please.

>>38684883
do you actually have any mental issues? being dissatisfied with ones life doesn't really count. not trying to do a purity test or whatever but if you want to talk about your mental health issues you should probably start by talking about your mental health issues.

>>38684921
you seen black mirror?

>>38684921
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/london/3700446.stm
In case anyone believes the world is as empathetic as Nick or that his actions are in any way a representation of humanity in general, here is some evidence to the contrary.

>>38684921
Have you seen Narcos? Shit's fun.

>>38684961
Honestly I wouldn't have stopped either. Why the fuck should I? Chances are she was just drunk. The most I would do is maybe call an ambulance and tell them where she is.

>>38684915
The kind of women I'm attracted to do not want to be tied down. They literally have personality disorders, because that's the kind of women I'm attracted to. That's almost certainly part of my own disorders.

>>38684692
I have the ability to change how I am in front of people, though it's embarrassing to do so. It's kind of hard to explain - my persona's are calculated, but they're calculated by some process I don't fully understand myself. I couldn't tell you exactly how to be good at talking to people.

>>38684944
See above. I become very aware of my personas and their effects, and I can become quite paranoid and full of anxiety. I suppose I just have panic attacks or something.

>>38684692
>>38684944
I do sometimes wonder if I have DID, but I don't know that my memory is all that bad.

>>38684993
>They literally have personality disorders, because that's the kind of women I'm attracted to. That's almost certainly part of my own disorders.
Okay. Do you have any idea why are you attracted to women like that?

>>38684989
Nick would say you lack zero empathy. My argument is that this is exactly what humanity is normally like. We all could care less about the weak ones in the hive, we have too much honey to produce.

>>38684961
People can be quite shit, but should "we" behave like the lowest common point?

I once read "be who you needed when you were a child"

I think for progress to be made, "we" have to be better than what came before us. What others do or don't do shouldn't dictate our values or our actions.

>>38684921
rectify

Because of my anxiety and people issues, I only write when I'm drunk

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>>38684993
>I become very aware of my personas and their effects, and I can become quite paranoid and full of anxiety.
surly the solution to this would just to stop adapting yourself for the sake of social interaction, if you don't care about the benifits it's giving you and contiuing to do so is causing you discomfort, why not just stop?
this is one of the few scenarios where pic related fully applies

>>38684495
Just came back from watching it and I went alone too.
Nobody cared.
It was good, felt shorter than it was.
Not a lot of (((them))) in it, if any.

>>38685032
Well maybe it's about empathy. The thing is a woman lying on the ground like that is likely some diseased filthy homeless bitch that will give you a disease just by getting close to her. And I should help her?

>>38685038
>Progress to be made
Why should I seek to give progress to others, especially beings who would not do the same thing for me in my shoes?

>>38685071
>Not a lot of (((them))) in it, if any.
i liked that aspect, the story wasn't about them, it was about the guys on the beach trying to get home.

>>38684958
It freaked me out too much desu. The mass media/ pervasive technology stuff got my paranoia going.

>>38684961
If it's about the latest rape thing, I caught it. It makes my blood boil.

>>38684968
Might give it a go, but a little put off since I know my dad enjoyed it. I'm thinking:
>Mad Men
>Joe Rogan
>Orange is the New Black
>Fargo
>Hannibal

If anyone has any reccs for Joe Rogan, I'm all ears. There were suggestions the other day but I didn't write them down.

>>38685020
You would probably know if you did. I'm thinking BPD. Do you feel the need to manipulate? Do you feel as though there isn't a 'real you' - that it's all a sequence of masks that you fit to the situation?

>>38685038
What's Rectify, my dude?

>>38685077
https://explorable.com/stanley-milgram-experiment
Okay, let's look into some more psychology and see how it holds up. You know, like when an authority figure tells you to continue delivering electric shocks into an unconscious person to torture them for not answering?

>>38685114
Out of these I'd watch either Fargo or Hannibal.

>>38685178
I worry that Hannibal might be a bit trashy. Fargo S1 was great though. What a character Malvo was. Watched one episode of S2. Does it pick up?

>>38685145
What do you want me to say? My opinion on it?

Personally I have pretty big contempt towards authorities and especially the police. They're pretty much a force to protect the state, the government. Which has very little to do with people. I have never once in my life saw a policeman help someone.

And also living in a country that has been occupied for the last couple hundred years, policemen have always helped the occupation forces.

So yeah. There isn't really much you really have to do when told to. You have to show them your ID, if they decide to put you under arrest you can not resist, but that's about it. Nothing about delivering shocks.