I just gave up on my dreams, r9k. I realised I'm not special,

What were your dreams?

>>37798167
teysa a shit

>>37798167

Who the fuck cares about that shit, OP?

What are you playing in Commander and Modern right now?

>>37798249
not OP but I'm building Tezzerator because lantern control isn't good anymore

Honey, go sort out your problems at >>>/adv/ They are much more helpful! :) Although r9k is a nice place to vent it's not always s supportive board and can be destructive and harmful! Ily op and you'll get through this bump in the road!

>>37798167
There's a thing called vidya. Do it for the next 60 years and you'll be fine

>>37798268

It still has some game. A bit lacking, but it still is not terrible. I'm playing WB Tokens and really enjoying it.

>>37798181
i wanted to do art for video or movies. Naive I know, but I legitimately believed that with skill I could power through. But there is no work in my area, and due to circumstances, I can't move.
What's worse is I've trapped myself and made myself completely unemployable as all my skills lie in an area where there is no work

>>37798167
>feeling hollow
just use a human effigy, dumbass

>>37798294
do you splash blue for polymorph? That looks like a really fun win out of nowhere instawin that you can tailor your sideboard for different kinds of targets (elesh norn, iona, emrakul)

>>37798315
You like art! Oh bby try stopping by >>>/ic/ where other artists hang out! Oh and >>>/tv/ since you love movies and >>>/v/ since you like video games! I believe that there is a board for graphic artists , I just don't know what it is atm and am too lazy to try and find it for you!

>>37798315
show us some of your work! Do you have a blog to post your art? Don't stop working on it, keep posting and set up a patreon. Lots of artists need to do other work to support their art, but it eventually takes off. If you love making art, don't stop!

>>37798355

I have legitimately thought about playing a splash of blue specifically for counter magic access, and also trying Geist. But that seems like a really fucking good idea. Thanks Anon.

>>37798388
thanks, ive posted on and off ic over the years
>>37798395

>>37798395
kalisdevals.com

>>37798167
WAIT , is taht painting your WORK ??

>>37798629
do you think id be unsuccessful ifi could paint like that

>>37798629
That's card art for Teysa, Envoy of Ghosts, from magic the gathering

>>37798462
It looks really good anon, don't stop working on it. How much time do you spend per week contacting game studios?

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"Pick an arbitrary, stupid goal, become totally involved in it, and pursue it with vigor. And what happens to you in that pursuit is your life. Understand it's stupid, but not to pursue, because it's the only way you can inject meaning into your life. Otherwise you're left with this great 'why bother?'"

A quote from one of my favorite films.

>>37798665
you from England ,but cant find work as illustrator . wtf ..you are doing something wrong . you better step up your networking game son.

ps. looked at your art , you'r good

>>37798888
thank you. i live in northern england though, not london. I've been trying and can't find anything
>>37798762
none any more

>>37798220
Teysa's great in lockdown decks

>>37798355
>Having a sideboard
What are you, a pussy?

>>37798900
art can be sent true email . dont stop what you doing . just be more aggressive in your approach, you dont need to relocate to london , do it trough email / skype

>>37799038
trust me it doesn't work

>>37798762
It's really good stuff.

>I realised I'm not special, or different. I can't make it.
That's the thing, nobody is.

>>37799213
hxxps://www.glassdoor.co.uk/Job/freelance-artist-jobs-SRCH_KO0,16.htm


Title of Job: Freelance Motion Graphics Artist

Company Description: World' s largest PurePlay/eCommerce brand

Location: London

Start Date: ASAP

Daily Rate: 250 - 300 Per Day

just draw porn commissions

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Anyone else feel like they're not the main character of their lives?

>>37798167
You have a heart of gold, don't you dare go hollow!

I don't have a goal in life.
I need one. I am withering away.

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I feel your pain anon.

I couldn't even get into the army. What the fuck do I have to look forward to if I can't even be a pawn for my country.