anyone else fantasize about killing either of their parents?
I genuinely hate my mother and I wish I could brutally kill her. I deep satisfying feeling washes over me as I type this. it's as if typing it out makes me feel like in some way, I'm actually doing it. I hate her with an intense passion. such an abusive cunt. God I want to just stab her a million times. I hope me writing this doesn't put me on a list. oh man. I feel relieved now.... man I wish she was dead
sorry if I come off as intensely disturbed or autistic or whiny or whatever. it's hard for me to gauge sometimes.
>>37749097
Floating in the same boat, OP. Were you raised by a single mother? I was. She's so old now that watching her deteriorate is more satisfying that doing anything. Mainly i just wish she would apologize to me and my siblings before she kicks the bucket.
>not wanting to indiscriminately kill strangers
What are you, some kind of fag?
>>37749126
yeah, I was. this dumb fuck had five fucking kids. what a fucking idiot. i wish she would apologize for traumatizing the fuck out of me desu. same for you?
>>37749189
My mom had 3. My 2 sisters and I. Theyre quite older than me. She was an abusive alcoholic toward them and beat them. I got the best of it, she quit drinking when she got pregnant with me, and i was the only boy so i was the favorite. Even still, she neglected me a lot, and emotionally abused me, and she was an extreme hoarder. So yeah, i hate her guts. She'll never apologize because she never has. It's like she lives in her own world where she's never done wrong. Her mental illness is frightening.
>>37749874
Did the mutual abuse make you closer to your sisters, or were they bitter that she treated them worse? Do you have a relationship with either of them still?
>>37749097
Hey can you guys please come answer the questions here:
>>37749690
Please and thank you. Also what did your mom do to you?