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/25+/ General
'No Toastie Roasties allowed' Edition
Previous thread >>37664985

News
>anon shares some insights about sex is overrated meme >>37665704
>19 yo gives advice to 25+ yos and gets told to where to go >>37665750
>baggage handler anon returns with more stories how he fucks with Chad's luggage >>37668594
>anon laments his receding hairline >>37668718
>cyborg fell for the self help meme >>37668988
>failed normie shares tale of losing his virginity to a cheap hooker in a back alley >>37669322
>trans anon gets told where to go and goes full retard >>37669374
>49 yo oldbot shares some tales >>37669996
>obese anon forgets to eat and loses weight >>37670487
>true robot shares some some genuine feels >>37672070
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Rejected for yet another job.

This time I got an actual email from the manager with some "unsolicited advice" where he basically said I looked like shit and was underdressed. I wore a hat, jeans, and a t shirt.

It's an entry level food service job.
Everyone in the kitchen was wearing a hat, jeans, and a t-shirt.

The fucking manager who interviewed me and then wrote this email was wearing jeans and a t-shirt.

I'd be mad if it wasn't for the fact that now I realize I haven't been getting hired anyone because I'm basically too ugly.
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>>37686328
Who the fuck wear a hat to an interview? I've never heard of this before in my life.
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Somedays I can't wait to go to work and feel productive, and my days off feel like wasted time.
But other days, I just want to sit around at home and play video games all day.
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>graduate from uni
>don't do anything with my life for a year after
I need to get back on the horse.
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>>37686328
Don't wear a fucking hat anon. I've seen some chad not get hired at my job for wearing a hat in the interview
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>>37686395
>>37686500

It's like 100 degrees outside and I wear head protection so I don't get fried to a crisp.
I've gotten like 20 jobs before and I wore a hat to literally every interview.
Literally everyone in the kitchen had hats on.
Fuck off assholes.
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>>37686541
What kind of a hat was it?
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>>37686541
Then take off your hat when you get to the interview you fucking retard. It's not like the employees had a uniform or anything.
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>>37686565

I can't just take it off after I've had it on, my hair would look messed up and then he'd be writing me an email about how I need to show up with nice hair.

I don't see the big deal about wearing in the interview what would basically be my work outfit every day. How absurd is it to be expected to outdress the fucking guy who is interviewing you because of "in muh day young men were howdie doodie"

And then of course I need to vent and contrarians like you have to try and fuck that up too.
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>>37686608
Take a comb then. Holy shit it's not that hard. Your standards for getting hired are very low and it sounds like you have a high turnover rate.
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>wageslave
>now responsible for all kinds of shit
>over my head at work
>still lazy as fuck, combined with being constantly tired.
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>>37686608
>hair would be messed up without hat
so get a haircut you fucking hippie
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>>37686075
man these threads are depressing, i fucking see every future possible for me and it s fucking fucked up in every case

Is there any way out ?
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>>37686685
You're on /r9k/. What do you think?

You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not original OREGANO!
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>>37686704
I know but there is plenty comfy threads that makes me feel good and then that one 25+ thread i know i shouldn t open but i still do and feel bad til the end of the day
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>>37686685
Are you under 25? Then there's still hope. If you've never gone to uni do it before you turn 25. If you're still in school then for fucks sake whatever you do, don't drop out. Take it from me, I was considering going back to uni since I was 21 since I dropped out when I was 18 and 4 years of soul sucking wage slavery made me realize I need a degree. But then I discovered 4chan in the Summer of 07 and yeah, I just kept putting it off. What do you know, now I'm suddenly 32, no education, a terrible job, health issues, anxiety and all I have to show for it is a decade of 4chan membership. Yeah you might say, college won't change anything, but at least you have a shot at getting a proper job and being a robot with money is a million times better than being a poor robot.
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>>37686784
am 18 and dropped hsout this year

Still planning on going back next year let s not waste another one
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>>37686834
Do it. Your life will be fucking terrible without a hs graduation. Find something you are interested in and go from there.
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>>37686858
Thanks at least your advice it will help me to get a bit of motivation tho
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Guys I have 2 years before I official join this club. Please share your insights as to how I can change my fate. I fucking already feel like I am getting mentally old. Porn does not help sex is not interesting. I just want to kiss and cuddle someone
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How do I apply for a job if I've been out of work for 1.5 years
What do I say what I was doing during that time?
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31
NEET
collect autism bux
still live with my mother at home
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>>37686926
Do you hate her?
Share some stories my man.
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>>37686916
did you do nothing for 18 months straight? prisoners do more than that. if you did side work, thats typically worth mentioning if you had difficulty finding employment
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>>37686075
>Failed normie reporting in.
>Got evicted out of apartment.
>Had to move back in with my mother.
>Saw job opportunity online.
>Small theater looking for video-operator
>gotfuckin'filmdegree.jpg
>Write application
>honestly excited
>imagine hanging out with co-workers
>maybe drinks after work?
>Google theater and look at actresses
>Get response
>They didn't find anybody else, but will not consider me
>hit me hard
>Waste my days watching shitty shows and browsing /r9k/ and /bant/
>mfw I realize, that I'd given up long before already
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>>37686075
Gonna be alone forever.

That's one of the reasons why I still live at home. I would be completely alone, otherwise.
Brief interactions with normals at work have no meaning or value.
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>>37686075
I just want the courage to end it. I idolize people who suicide because I think it's literally the bravest thing you can do, but I'm such a coward. I know I'm a piece of shit and everyone is tired of dealing with my apathy towards everything and everyone, I'm just an unecessary burden at this point and they'd be better off with out me.

>27
>work min wage dead end job as a cook
>still live with mom
>always feel tired like I'm made of lead
>don't even clean my disgusting room
>drink everyday after work to numb my feelings of self hatred and sadness
>absolutely no friends, no social life
>rotting teeth but too anxiety ridden to make dentist appointment, only do when the pain becomes unbearable and I get my tooth ripped out
>went to therapy but got out with a little Chad who's younger than me, stopped going after two visits
>sat in the waiting room for an hour waiting for him but forgot I was supposed to sign in felt like a complete fucking retard
>feel dumber and slower with brain fog intensifying by the day
>sister invited me to the park yesterday and just ignored it, I'd be going there to feel miserable and do/say nothing like always instead of staying put

I just want to die. God please just strike me down there's no point anymore.
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>>37686978
>samefag
30 yo btw
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>>37686978
>they would rather not employ no one over employing you
That must sting. I mean I got turned down for Burger King, and turned down at two different McDicks branches. One I even did a full day trial session. Definitely a new low for someone in their 30s having to resort to McDonalds and still being turned down.
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>>37686987
Fucking typos REEEEEE this shit drives me nuts I never notice them until after I post I can't even do that right FUUUUUUU
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>>37686978
they told you they didnt find anyone but still dont want you? lol thats really something
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>>37687035
>over-employing him
No, it's because he's too old. They think he'll look weird to customers or that he's actually a pervert who will jack off in the video/camera room.
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>>37686967
I did absolutely nothing
What kind of side work?(to lie about)
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>>37686916
Just say you worked at mcdonalds or did landscaping/painting. If you apply for a low wage job they probably won't check your references.
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>>37687035
I used to work at Burger King, got fired from there actually and there was this guy in his 60s who would come in and wash dishes for a few hours and leave. You could tell he was completely broken and dead inside, just nothing left there. An empty husk of a man and we all took pity enough on him to buy him birthday presents because he had no friends either. It was like looking at myself 30 years in the future.
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>>37687035
only mentioned it, because it stung. Got turned down at call-center jobs (propably for the better - too anxious to talk to people anyway) and lots of other stuff. Used to rejection. But usually been told, they chose someone else. Never before has anyone said, they haven't found anyone, but sure as hell won't settle for me.
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26, unemployed for the last 2 months. finally decided yesterday that I would start sending out resumes. got a response on one, had to some questionaire for them, was going to do it but then got another email from them saying they would be moving on with other candidates.

will be doing more applications today, though it seems so pointless, ill never get hired again, i lucked out in getting my last job. thinking i will just travel and then an hero when my meager savings run out.
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>>37687086
I understood everything fine don't sweat it.
I feel I can relate
>similar dead end job
>30
>when home too exhausted and just sit in my dirty one room apartment
>chain smoking cigarettes all night until pass out
>literally lighting new ciggie with the buttend of the last one
>hoping beyond hope that I'll die of cancer
>too poor to see a doctor ever so I won't even get dianosed
>with my luck will live to be 110 like my nan who chain smoked since she was 16
>teeth disgusting and rotting, too far gone to give a fuck
>last time attempting exercise was 7 years ago
>last time at dentist was 12 years ago
>last time at doctor 20 years ago
>last time seeing a vagina 30 years ago
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>>37687144
Just write any low wage job. 9 times out of 10 if you work min. wage job they will not check your work history because they are desperate for employees.
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>>37687163
>was this guy in his 60s who would come in and wash dishes
>completely broken and dead inside
so you're telling me at age 30, I could live as long as I've been alive all over again and become this guy
fucking hell just when I thought it can't possibly get worse
I WANT OFF THIS RIDE
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>27
>Time is moving faster and faster
>Video games doesn't entertain me anymore
>Stopped watching tv years ago
>Lower back pains
>Wounds doesn't heal as quckly anymore
>Can't eat anything I like without stomach ache
>Eyesight is slowly getting blurrier
>Get more tired faster
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>>37687295
>Lower back pains
Does this ever get better?
My back is in constant pain
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>>37687329
Sleep on the floor.

Serious advice. Not necessarily every night, but try it. Couldn't believe how much better my back was, once I tried it. Most matresses are too soft.
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G-guys I just realized something
At a certain point your penis stops working right?
What the fuck do I do once I can't even cry wank myself to sleep at night anymore
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>>37686075
w-what if I'm +35?
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>>37686960
There are no stories.
My life is empty, I have no real experience, haven't experienced any adventures.
I don't hate her, but neither do I like her.

I have no real hobbies either. Can't stick to one thing for too long.
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>>37687329
Not really. Been to all kinds of doctors. Get an MRI and see what's up. Mine is herniated discs. The physical therapy helps a bit, but just learn the exercises and DO THEM. Avoid pain meds. I lay on the floor a lot, I haven't tried sleeping on the floor like >>37687387 recommended. Stretch your hamstrings, that's really important. I haven't exactly figured out why yet, but if my hamstrings get tight my back gets way worse and there is a logical explanation for it. Doctors are mixed on inversion tables, most of mine said no. Walking helps, but make sure to stretch after.
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>>37687227
Feel with me bro, existing like this is pure agony. I don't even like cooking either, it's just something that I can do in exchange for bux so that at least my family doesn't have the added burden of financially supporting me too.

Where do you work? I'm at a retirement/nursing home where I'm constantly reminded of how I'll end up a bumbling saggy retard who needs his diapers changed and be fed by people who also hate their jobs and don't want to be there. It's good I suppose because it motivates me to suicide even more.

And gooddamn tooth pain is the absolute worst, feels like I'm going insane from it sometimes because can't sleep or eat but I hate being examined and put in front of people at my worst even more so do nothing about it until it's too late.
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>>37687433
your penis doesnt stop working, at a certain age you just cannot get boners anymore without physical stimuli
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>>37687584
I'm a cook at a mom and pop's fast food joint
I hate my life so much
Nothing like knowing a retard can do your job and probably better than yourself
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>>37687501
I'm 37 bro, these 25+ think it's bad now, there's still a glimmer of hope for them. After 35 and especially 45+, it's over.
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>>37686685
>Is there any way out ?
Yes, if you can prevent this place from breaking your spirit.

>Do not trust to hope, it has forsaken this board
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>>37687655
>could have been born with god tier genetics like Eomer
>born myself instead
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>>37687655
all this board does is provide crystal clear clarity that cuts like a knife, it doesn't allow for illusions, which ironically got us into this mess anyhow.
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>>37687292
Holy shit that picture is depressing. And the worst thing is it gets worse. Now I work with a guy is a seventy fucking 8 who is also a dishwasher. His wife just died a week ago and his son got completely rekt on his motorcycle. Shattered pelvis and multiple broken bones and he still has to come in and work. He will be doing this until he has a heart attack and dies never knowing retirement and I know that will be me.

In fact an older lady I work with said the same "he'll never retire, neither will I and neither will you". She said that toy face and it absolutely broke me because she's right. If we don't an hero we'll be slaves to the system until our last breath.
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>>37686075
Well I'm turning 27 in November. Have a shit job that I get paid $9 an hour for at 4-6 hours a day, 5 days a week. No money saved at all. Need dental work that I've been to poor to get for awhile now. Also need to not be poor enough to buy my asthma medication. I'm still a 5'9 manlet at 124 pounds because I can't gain weight for shit. I want to see a psychiatrist/ologist but I can't afford it. Still have basically no friends. No hobbies. Also just ran out of Coke and adderall so I'll be living at half speed again since I'm a naturally lazy and constantly tired person.

Only upside is I just got a call about a house cleaning job that pays up to $14 an hour full time,which will give me way more spending money than I have now. That will help a number of my problems so I hope I get it.
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>>37687649
For me the big hit was when I got to the age were a 18y old girl could easily be my daughter, and yet I'm still a virgin.
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>>37687692
does your country not even have pensions?
I mean at the very worst I just have to not kill myself until I reach retirement age and then I'll be fine
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>>37686075
Not sure why you're picking 25 as some momentous cut-off point. Should be 30+
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Still broken up over my oneitis breaking up with me.

Working out every day, not an extreme amount but definitely seeing results even though it has been a short time.

I think my hair is receding a bit, might just be a maturing hairline, but it worries me.

I miss the closeness and the security of my relationship with my oneitis. Sex was cool, but what made it so good was that it was with her and our kinkiness was compounded by the love and all that.

Transferring to a college that isnt in the middle of nowhere, my scholarship junk will pay for my apartment if I get a small place. I just need to be where I can actually hang with some of my friends and not ruminate constantly on shitty things. I will also be closer to the ex so maybe something might happen but not getting my hopes up there.

How do you get over something like this? Where you had everything you wanted in life and now you dont. Anyone have experiences like this?

26 years old btw.
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>>37687329
lifting helped me, it hurt from sitting too much and having no muscle at all but since i lift it completely went away.
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>>37687719
yeah, most people our age have been married, divorced, multiple kids, thinking of grandkids soon.

and we have yet to reach the simple milestone of losing our virginity.

>For me the big hit was when I got to the age were a 18y old girl could easily be my daughter, and yet I'm still a virgin

That 18y old probably isn't a virgin either....
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Anyone gotten to the point where you see absolutely broken individuals, such as the old man still working as a toilet cleaner or whatever and realizing that this will be you in 20 years?
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Why am I not happy brobots?

I don't get it. I'm addicted to this board and I do nothing all day. I don't know what to do. I'm scared of drawing or learning something because I know I will fail.

Someone help
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>>37687776
You're not happy because there's no hope, no grand life, nothing worth living for really except to do dumb shit like post on this board. It's a sad, empty, pathetic existence.
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>>37687762
I've never seen the inside of a gym in the 30 years of my existence. I would have no fucking clue where to even begin.
>inb4 read the /fit/ sticky
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>>37687776
its impossible to fail at things like drawing, unless youre one of those deviant art people who are completely without self awareness. if you know you suck but you still practice there is no way youll not improve.
just make sure youre not drawing on a tiny tablet, because you need some more space.
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>>37687728
I live in America so no, I also don't work enough and haven't stayed with any company long enough to get one. Capitalism sure is grand.
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>>37686608

just make it a rule to overdress from now on. it'll make a great impression regardless of where you go. ain't absurd if you're strapped for work anon.

thumbs up emoji.
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>tfw 27
>absolute no social life whatsoever
>gym evrey day
>have been going for a long time but was fat throughout the years
>finally start cutting
>tfw my muscles are bulging
>tfw all that effort I put in the gym in my early 20s is now visible
>people complementing me
>girls smiling and playing with their hair when they talk to me
>one woman bit her finger and laughed at my dumb joke
>knees don't hurt anymore
>back pains gone
>tfw feel great
>get complements at the gym
>tfw don't even look like the fat slop on my Driver's license
>birthday was 2 weeks ago and I didn't even cheat
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Turned 30 just recently.

I live at home having moved out of the family home for 6 months earlier this year. (Turns out I couldn't control my finances, I wasted all my money) I wageslave fulltime for many years now at a factory which makes generic plates and bowls and mugs and other stuff like that.

My parents dislike me a lot.
They call me 'the man who makes mugs with his personality on them' (because the mugs we make at work are just plain).

I am financially retarded. I steal lots of mugs and plates from work and try to sell them online but nobody buys them. I have 400 dollars in savings lol despite only paying 200 dollars to my parents each month I jsut buy stupid shit. I own 3 telescopes even though I hate space (the grey moon reminds me of a bowl from work and I get mad, I smashed one of the telescopes in rage)

Learn to save guys for goodness sake.
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>>37687992
im in a similar boat to you im think about killing a bunch of roasties elliot rodger style then doing myself in
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>>37687836
i assume its your lower that back hurts, so all you need to do is squats and deadlifts. there are probably many improvised ways to perform them if you have no equipment but if you have a tiny amount of money to spare i would recommend getting a basic barbell and just a tiny amount of weights. doing the movement correctly is already going to work your lower back and relieve the pain after a few workouts (if lack of muscle/exercise is actually the reason, which is very likely but not definite).
adding a bit of weight will intensify the effect of course but if you have no muscle at all then the bar alone will be enough for starters.
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who else balding here? started noticing receeding at the corners of my forehead middle of last year and its started to accelerate. now my entire hairline is receeding. im 27 and at this rate ill be mostly bald by 30. also a KHHV NEET thats never had a job in his life. no skills or ambition. also a 5'6" manlet. why do i even exist? i guess you cant have slayers without losers like me.
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>>37688061
Yeah, I posted earlier that my hair seems to be receding a bit, Im 26. Just went through a breakup and have been very stressed so I am not sure if that is a piece of it.
My family tends to have good genetics for hair so I hope it doesn't continue and is only maturing hairline. I already have a big forehead, and my hair is one of my few good features.
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>>37688040
adding to that, you have to understand that muscles dont grow if they are not stimulated past a certain threshold. sitting all day will not make them grow, but they still have to hold your body in position with its limited power. if the strength isnt there your body will compensate it with other muscles that arent meant for that. thats why people can lift very heavy with poor form, but not forever.
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>>37688061
Are you also fat and ugly?
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>>37686328
you're supposed to dress more formal for interviews it's just a ritual
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>>37688061
starting to bald at 27 is not that bad and i really doubt youll be fully bald in 3 years.
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>>37688130
i was starting to think i wouldnt go bald since theres not much baldness in my family but i guess i struck out on that front. ive grown my hair out to shoulder length so at least i got to experience that.

anyone here from the states know how to get NEETbux? what are the prerequisites? ive avoided looking for government handouts for the longest time but i just dont care anymore.

>>37688241
fat yes. 150lb. ugly not really. im pretty average 7/10. probably 5/10 after i go bald though.
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>>37686075
>26 years old virgin
>Stuck in a dead end job unless I move into Management
>My current manager is some 22 year old Chad who is fucking 2 of the cashiers and was with the garden manager
>Probably going to hang myself
>Pic related
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>>37687742
It's probably because there's a lot of 25+ year olds here, but kinda few 30+ year olds.
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>>37688352
Hi Tom
Honestly this is the part of wagecuck jobs that kills me
Everyone is expected to wear little name tags as if the fact that you are working such a shit job past 30 isn't demeaning enough
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>>37688376
31 here. It is pretty lonely.
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>>37687992
>I own 3 telescopes even though I hate space (the grey moon reminds me of a bowl from work and I get mad, I smashed one of the telescopes in rage)
I lol'd sorry m8. How much do you make? I'd like to work a mind-numbing job where the output reflects my personality.
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>>37687858
I don't know what to do to keep improving
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>>37688352
other than your boss is working at home depot ok?
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>>37688438
Not who youre replying to but that line had me cackling while Im sitting around a bunch of strangers waiting to get some tires replaced.
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anyone ever do something alone like a hobby or go somewhere with beautiful scenery and think "it would be really nice to bring a gf here" but then it hits you that you're HKV.

I want to feel loved for once in my life, I hope Jesus or kek gives me what I desire
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>>37688385
Yeah the name tag thing is pretty shit. Means every time I fuck up then my name is on the VoC and I get in trouble. >>37688467
Yeah depending on the department. The pay isn't very good unless you go into management, but if you do then you make pretty good. I think the store manager makes like 120k plus bonus. On the floor level it all depends on your coworkers.
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Any of you oldbots collect things?
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>>37688352
That looks like a B&Q, except there are dollar signs, so I'm guess you're probably in America
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>>37688622
health problems, mental illnesses, and tears.
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>>37688448
i dont know what skill lvl youre at but it always works to just find something you like and then try to copy it. as long as you keep doing that and as long as it still looks "off" to you your brain will do things that will get you closer to the thing youre trying to copy. theres a lot going on in your head when youre actively practicing something and especially afterwards while youre sleeping for instance. things that feel very hard at the end of a practice suddenly feel much easier at the start of the next practice because your brain needs time to adjust.
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>>37687649
I'm 39 and feel like life is just starting for me after a prolonged adolescence.
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>>37688622
In collect pop funkos. Normie as fuck I know but they have some good ones. My most recent one.
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>>37688671
You're doing better? I'm glad to hear. gf perhaps?
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>>37688709
I wish. But I did get a job.
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>>37688679
Interesting. Do you keep them sealed?
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>>37688647
Yeah I live in utah. It's weird living here and not being Mormon because the culture is pretty ubiquitous.
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>>37688729
Yeah. I doubt they will ever be valuable but in the boxes you can stack them and shit. I have all the dbz ones and was more excited than I probably should have been to find that one.
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>>37688731
Do you come from a Mormon family? I hear that if you're a Mormon in Utah, you've pretty much got it made since people will hook you up with jobs and shit if you're unemployed.
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>>37688679
>hot topic exclusive
I thought hot topic was all goth shit
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>>37688777
I better move there, even though the biggest city there is only 40% LDS
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>>37688784
You can also purchase them in vidoe game stores. In canada, every Eb Games has a whole wall stacked top to bottom with this stuff. I don't personally see the novelty in owning thsi shit. Just takes up space.
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>>37686608
Now you're just making up excuses for being such a fucking moron that you never considered how retarded it was to wear a hat into an interview...
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>>37688819
Me neither. I hate owning lots of little shit like this. Stresses me out owning a bunch of stuff.
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>>37688777
I'm not from a Mormon family but I do have some connections via family friends. They all think I'm some kind of neo Nazi though so those options are pretty much blown. But yeah Mormon kids here have a silver spoon their whole lives, especially in SLC.
>>37688784
Yeah but nowadays anime and shit is in vouge with the goths.
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>30
>just turned down a promotion that would pay me 1/4 more for twice as much work
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Just watched a girl on Periscope with an eating disorder talk about triggers, 13 Reasons Why and her Saw fandom.

I'm 26 years old and it was the highlight of this entire week.
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>>37688846
>little
It's not small. They're pretty big boxes.
I've noticed, whenever I'm in Eb Games, that all the girls and older men immediately flaunt to these areas.
>girls
like roasties, stacys, gamer gurlls (color hair, piercings etc)
>older guys
People who look like they work normal 9-5s and are usually around 40,45. Buying a gift for their children maybe? I once saw 2 cops.

The appeal is probably in owning a blatant source of "geek"dom. Owning small cases of a ps4 game isn't quite enough. They need to show their UNDYING dedication and TRUE love of their respective game/chinese cartoon by purchasing the most obnoxious item, something that screams "I partake in this hobby".
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>>37688908
Probably smart. I'm 31 and now the head of an engineering department and all I fucking do is work. I'm here from like 6:45am until at least 5, sometimes 6 and sometimes have to go to dinners. I took it because I have no life anyways, but I can't help but think maybe if I wasn't working so hard I could try to have a gf or something.
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>>37688448
Listen to the Sleepycast podcasts. They offer some pretty good advice sadly I cannot pinpoint which episodes and where. You will have to google it or listen or something

Anyway, I managed to avoid these boards for a while, but now I'm back. Thus the cycle continues.
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I'm 25 and I fucking hate my life. I've been working at this restaurant for about 6yrs now and I really want to gtfo. All my coworkers are either high school kids or college drop outs. I am also a drop out because I hated my major and was always depressed. I've been trying to get a new job, but I can't find one. I cant even get a simple desk job that only requires a high school diploma. I've changed my major 3 times now and I'm still unhappy. I've been told to go into trade, but its not something I can see myself get into. I'm not fit mentally or physically so I can't go into the military.

I thought about getting some kid of IT cert, but so far its not working out for me. I have also thought about going back to school and retaking some classes, but at the same time I feel like I will be wasting my time there.


idk bro I just want to get out of here. I hate seeing people I know come into the restaurant because I feel like they will think I'm still the same loser kid from school.
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>>37688908
you did well.
29 here, i work 60+ hours per week for a good salary but the only thing i want is free time for be alone and read books. I have a "friend" (normie with girlfriend) that works for not even half of my paycheck but 24 hours/week and i'm super jealous.
i spend not even half of my paycheck couse nothing i want/no friends/living with mum.
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>>37687992

dream job. Aint that hard to save money I just jew it. I can help you out if u want.
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i already posted in this thread yesterday. should i repeat myself?
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>tfw can't stay friends with people.

I remember when I was about 9 or so I had this friend who lived next door. This is the first real friend I ever had, typical best friend kind of deal. After about two years, he and his family moved to the other side of town. We still went to the same school so we would talk. It was ok for a little but, he started being friends with someone who hated me and stopped being my friend because of it.

About a year after that, I started hanging out with this kid who lived on my street. This guy ends up being a better friend than the last one. We are pretty much inseparable. Again, I'm friends for this person for about 2 years, my mother one day decides to move the family far away and I never see him again. I can't even look him up because for the life of me I can't remember his last name.

In high school, I didn't have anyone I would call a friend. Some people I would talk too but I never saw them outside of school. After high school I lost all contact with this group.

Years go by as I work odd jobs, get fired from them all. Drop in and out of community college, end up being NEET during some of it. I ended up getting a decent job, only got because of my parents. Life is a little better but I'm still depressed.

I post my steam ID on one of those steam friend threads, one guy adds me. Me and him share feels together, he ends up being my best friend I've ever had. We play games, watch shows and talk daily. Recently he tells me he is going to stop coming online as much and gives me some reason I can't comprehend. I don't push the issue much because I don't want to make him feel upset, but looking back, it might have seemed like I'm uncaring about it. You know what the real kicker of it all is? We've been friends for just about 2 years.

I almost want to join a dating site and just be some beta provider. It sounds horrible but maybe it will be the closest thing I can get to some semblance of a long-term companionship or fake "love."
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>>37688975
>I thought about getting some kid of IT cert
instead you should learn a skill at home.
have you ever heard of lynda or udemy? do some open source projects. build mobile games. or maybe design interfaces (UI)
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>>37687992
i have 10k saved up because i only enjoy good food and vidya
sometimes i order deluxe pizzas online but ill stop doing that since its so expensive
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>promoted
>weird middle of the pecking order position where i am responsible for all these lazy fucks but cant properly discipline them or fire the shit ones
send help, im getting so frustrated
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>>37688661
I'm pretty much a novice. I started Keys to Drawing, the exercices are really hard for me so far
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I'm about to be a 30 year old virgin, I have no skills and work in a warehouse doing slave labor for minimum wage.
I just threw out my back somehow and it fucked a nerve, causing my leg to feel horrible pain.

I don't want to kill myself but by god I just want to fucking die so badly, why can't I be born with a rare heart disease that kills you instantly like some unlucky kids? , I'm a massive failure and have no skills, the one time I went to school to learn something it got automated.
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>>37689240
go travel, Anon
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>>37689446
im ugly and have social anxiety, i rather enjoy my own company
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26 KHV.

Had to buy a new car recently and my family has been pestering me to get a car which fits the image of my job more, and they've been going on about it for so long that I got a second hand sports car to shut them up. I know fucking nothing about cars so I don't know if it's good or bad but it works and fuel economy is good so I'm happy.

My phone died recently and I've had to get a new one as well. It's been an expensive month.
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>>37687759
I am having the same kind of hair issue, it is quite annoying really.

I am just planning on working out (swimming mostly) and grow myself some kind of beard later on. Hopefully with some results.

Best of luck with your oneitis. I have never been through something such as this ; what I think I would do it just keep your mind busy in order to prevent it from drifting toward negative thoughts and self-pity.

As long as you are able to help yourself, you should be fine.

23 y/o myself
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>>37689527
why are you caring what your family is telling you to do

you are your own man, fuck them
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>>37689674
this.
with all the pain that's involved. sometimes i need to tell my parents to fuck off otherwise they are gonna steer me the fuck around
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just started a youtube channel recently

here's the link to my latest song

https://youtu.be/bUb62rjtNqw

tell me what you think fellow old anons
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>>37689674
Mainly because it's less effort to go with it but I think the primary reason is that when I finally say no and fucking mean it they can't accuse me of being a rebellious bellend who never listens to them. And I'm saving that one for arranged marriage talks, which are getting more and more regular now, apparently there's fucking people phoning and asking if I am available and shit, it's escalated quickly.

At the very least if shit does hit the fan I've got enough money to just leave forever but I wouldn't like that since I quite like my family.
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>25
>KHV, no friends
>graduated almost a year ago but still too anxious to even apply for a job
>live in tiny, messy and disgusting flat because i don't even have the energy/willpower to clean
>feel more and more empty and sad everyday, easily angered
>feel like everybody is pathetic
>afraid of having to explain the gap on my resume if i ever start looking for jobs
>want to meet new people but when i do i get bored and never call back
>prepared to live as a friendless virgin until i die

Well, at least i don't have it as bad as you. Thanks for that.
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>>37689868
very decent voice, Anon.
Danzig-esque
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>>37690074
>samefag

should cover thirteen
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>>37690074

goy why don't you subscribe then anon
>>37690187

What's that link it and I will
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>>37690230
I will Anon

give you 2 links while I'm at it. Same song though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgIq-fYb1tk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2apXO0RXYo
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I want to leave 4chan forever

What do?
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25 here. I haven't posted the whole story of this yet because I've been too embarrassed, which is kind of pathetic considering this is /r9k/ but whatever.

Anyway, I've known this girl for about two years now, but I never considered her a romantic partner because she was engaged. She and her boyfriend had been dating since middle school, and even though she's hot and flirted with me (red flag desu) I respected them, and wanted to be friends to both of them.

But they broke up. They mutually decided they didn't respect the other person anymore. I don't know all the details, but they seem to be on good terms, which seems weird considering they were together for 10 years. Now she's more overtly flirty with me, and one day when we were hanging out I work up the courage to kiss her. She's not offended. She holds my hand, and I feel that special warmth in my heart for the first time in years. I start to fall for her without meaning to. Then one night we're drinking wine and watching movies. I decide to just go for it and suddenly we're making out. Things are getting hot and heavy, but I have an anxiety attack. I can't continue because if I did, *it would mean something to me.* Without missing a beat she says, "it's ok anon, we can take it slow."

(1/2)
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>>37690279

this guy could crush me with his pinkey kek I'll do a cover of this I guess thanks for hitting me up with it
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>>37690301
(2/2)
Two days later I get a text saying "I can't do 'this' anymore." A week later I reactivate my dating apps for a desperate shot at companionship, and she has accounts on all of them. I go over to her house to grab something I forgot, and she's there with A FUCKING GINGER she clearly either just fucked or intended to fuck. She invites me to drink a beer on the patio and I can't bring myself to say no (that is, I voluntarily cuck myself). Throughout all this shit she manages to keep me interested by sending me the occasional lewd snapchat. Today I sent her a snapchat in a moment of weakness calling her pretty, and I get a response basically saying, "we can try going out, but you can't have feelings for me or get attached, and I'll be fucking around the whole time." And here's the kicker. I said I was cool with it.

Let's just take a moment to examine how pathetic I am. I'm signing on to be the backup boyfriend of a girl whose engagement recently died, who cucked me in front of my face, who I know will play with my heart, not to mention her family issues, because I crave companionship so badly and she's the only person who initiates contact with me. All she had to do to win me over was hold my hand, and I can't even express my actual feelings for her unless I want to drive her off. Fuck this. I'm either a fuckbuddy or just a friend, when all I want is to be cared about. Ree. I don't have the energy to be angry right now.
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>>37690318
lookin' forward to it.
No pressure though
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>>37690301
>>37690461

You're a numale.

Classic rebound situation. You were supposed to just fuck her casually and be cool. Now you've sperged out and confessed and handed her all the power
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>>37686075
Question for all my oldbots, ideally 30+ year olds since this was more around your time but 25+ year olds were also caught up in the tail end of all that

What happened to all your teenage music? All those punk and metal bands from the mid 90s to the late 2000s? Do you still listen to them? Do you still have bands that you follow religiously? Do you just not give a shit? Are they all broken up or too old to rock now?

I'm not going to go through all the bands I was into, but just to give some idea

>Against Me: some good alternative rock/punk from the 90s but they started to sell out in the 2000s, then the singer became a tranny and they only make songs about being a tranny now

>Blink 182: the kings of 90s pop-punk. don't care that they're back together again.

>Cradle of Filth: my first "real" black metal band. They're probably still around but I couldn't care less, they also started going for a weird glam rock thing in the 2000s

>Linkin Park: Loved their first album, they immediately became radio rock after that and I stopped caring.

>Marilyn Manson: had a decade of bad albums starting in the 2000s, apparently his latest one is good but I can't be bothered to get into his kind of music anymore.

>NIN: I kept up with all of his releases since the 90s and enjoyed most of them. I'm glad that he's focused more on ther things besides NIN and Trent Reznor is still one of my inspirations

>Rob Zombie: also had a string of mediocre albums after his first one, but his most recent from last year is a triumphant return

>Slipknot: last album just made me sad, they really lost their fire & sense of direction

>Sum 41: I love all of their albums, the singer got fat & an alcoholic a few years ago and almost died from liver failure. Again a great comeback album from them.

>System of a Down: It's been like 11 or 12 years since their last album. They're not vanila nu-metal so it would be interesting to have new music from them.

>cont..
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>>37691864
and for pretty much all proper punk rock, I stopped giving a shit about politics and without that political passion involved, pun k rock is just generally not very good music.

Metal too, I don't have teenage angst so none of that br00tal darkness resonates with me anymore.
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>>37686328
>Rejected for yet another job.

iktfb

I got rejected from a 5th application this fortnight, Sometimes I wonder if they laugh at my applications.

I want out of my current "casual" job of 3 years because my colleagues are starting to notice my power level (i.e not attending work functions etc) and I can sense that I am starting to wear out my welcome.

I just work there, get paid and go mind my own business. What's so hard to understand?
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So I graduated with a 3.9 GPA and am going into graduate school for EE.

I'm going to be 70k in debt when I get out. I don't know how I feel about this.
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>>37692674
should had went to a CC fore the first two years
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>>37686395
I wore a beanie during a teleconference interview for a financial analyst position and got the job. Go fuck yourself.
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25 y.o. here
I have become one of those people who hate people younger than him. They're such fucking niggerloving fadloving gay turbonormies they make me wanna vomit.
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>>37692931
It's normal bro. especially for those of us who didn't have a good life before 25
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I'm 30 and finishing up my computer science degree by the end of this year. I'm not a super chatty extrovert but I'm not an awkward weirdo who doesn't know how to talk either, and it's been the most humiliating and isolating experience being 10 years older than everyone else. I don't can't relate to anyone, I've just been in limbo waiting for this to be over.

All I hope for is that I can get a good job with this fucking degree in hand, pay off my debts, save up some money, find some 30+ year old female who's been fucked up and abused enough to latch onto some male provider and hopefully start a family.

I'm still hoping to catch up somehow. Idk if it's possible but I know it's not over yet so I'm still trying
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>>37686075
>baggage handler anon returns with more stories how he fucks with Chad's luggage
Sounds pretty fake desu faim
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>>37693086
at that point in your degree and age you should already be working.

just remember mcdonalds is always hiring.
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>>37693198
thank you for the insight and advice
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>>37693086
Starting a family with someone you perceive to be thoroughly fucked up doesn't sound like a better idea than just opting out.
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>>37693282
Hey man, you're living your own life. Build your own world. You can meet other people like you or who are accepting of you, just don't be too afraid and don't take anything personally. Fuck everyone who is in the way of your peace of mind
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>tfw 27
>tfw new generation gets to grow up with full VR games, holographic reality, and sex robots

honestly makes me mad. i'm gonna be 40+ before this tech is good enough to really make me jelly
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My oldest friend, who I have had since I was in primary school, effectively wants to cut ties with me.

Hes a NEET, and he fucked up badly and got into debt for over a grand. I lent him the money for it, and he made a point of not paying any of it back, instead sending money overseas to thai "girls".

I took his computer away from him until he started to pay it back.

I got sick of holding onto it, and gave it back, even though he still owes me some of it.

Now he wont respond to my messages when I want to hangout. Its a shame, because I thought he would always be there when I needed him.

Its a shame, because Im seeing what a shitty person he is, but Im still nostalgic and sad that we wont get to hang out and play yugioh cards and megaman together. Which we used to do very recently.
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>>37693713
What kind of debt was he in? a grand is next to nothing even if you work minimum wage. Credit card from buying too many anime body pillows?

Then again he is a NEET.
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>>37686443
>But other days, I just want to sit around at home and play video games all day.
So do that on your days off..?

>>37686662
>combined with being constantly tired.
The curse of the wagie,

>>37686904
>Please share your insights as to how I can change my fate
...exactly where do you think you are..? If we knew how to, dont you think we would have?

>>37686926
>still live with my mother at home
Does she like you?

>>37686984
>I would be completely alone, otherwise.
You need a dog. It will love you no matter what.

>>37687206
>ill never get hired again
Its been TWO MONTHS not two fucking decades.
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who here gave up on women?
>reminder that men can have multiple orgasms from prostate stimulation
>reminder that those orgasms feel much better than penile orgasms
>reminder that you can be shy, awkward, silent, and introverted yet still date men
>reminder that men arent retarded manipulative twats
it took me to be 25+ but it's never too late. been with an amazing man that i spend too much time having sex with. my heart still fall for women from time to time but his dick makes me forget about them.
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Doing great, lads!
>26
>summer job as a science camp instructor is fun and easy
>getting ESL certificate
>studied abroad in South Korea, loved it, going back once I graduate in December


Can't wait!
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>>37693713
>sending money overseas to thai "girls".
wtf. how did you find this out?
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>>37687694
>No money saved at all
>just ran out of Coke and adderall
I wonder if the two are related.

>>37687766
Only if you do nothing for another twenty years.

>>37687936
Zyzz smiles down on you from Mt Olympus.
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Currently I only have two friends and I'm tired of one of them because he basically does almost the same things than 10 years ago.

The circle narrows.
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>>37693938

almost 25 and gave up years ago

i'm not down with that fag shit though, but you do you, normal
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>>37687992
>They call me 'the man who makes mugs with his personality on them' (because the mugs we make at work are just plain).
Fucking hell I thought I hit a jackpot yesterday, THIS is the best thing Ive ever read here.
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>>37693938
>date men
you mean have sex with them. you will not be dating or funding a meaningful connection with gay men

enjoy your STIs
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>>37694001
The part about the moon is what got to me, anon.
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>>37688622
>collect things
OG era Yu-Gi-Oh! cards.
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Can someone explain me how it is different to waste your time posting here or in Facebook?
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>>37694055
what? time wasted is time wasted
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>>37688928
That sounds pretty shit.

>>37688975
>and I really want to gtfo
Then do that.
>I've changed my major 3 times now and I'm still unhappy
STOP FUCKING CHANGING

YOU WONT EVER BE HAPPY

SCHOOL ISNT FOR FINDING YOUR DREAM JOB

ITS GETTING ONE IN THE FIRST PLACE

Get your head out of your own arse. You cant get a new job because youre too busy wanking into a new major. Noone gives a flying fuck what you "MAJOR" in.

>>37689147
yes.
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>>37694092
That's the conclusion I have reached. I have had Facebook like three times and at the end I always feel that I am wasting my time and I delete my account. Then when I started posting here I thought: yeah it's another waste of time but at least I practice my english writting and reading and also I don't need to do an account and put personal information online. But now I'm realizing that it's almost the same.
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>>37686395
>>37686500
>>37686565
seriously what kind of job are you guys thinking about when you say that you can't wear a hat to the interview? i work in vidya and no one fucking cares what you're wearing. interviews in this industry are just to screen out people who act like asshats, you've basically got the job already if you make it to an interview.
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>>37689176
Go on /soc/ and meet some online people there. They made me feel better when I was lonely.

>>37689308
SUX2BU

>>37689391
>I have no skills
Then get some. Youre not a geriatric.

>>37689527
>to get a car which fits the image of my job more
the fuck.

>>37689938
>still too anxious to even apply for a job
Youre a fucking idiot.

>feel like everybody is pathetic
Its just you m8.

>>37690297
See you tomorrow.

>>37691864
>All those punk and metal bands from the mid 90s to the late 2000s?
Nothing from the 90s interests me.
>Do you still have bands that you follow religiously?
No. That does make me a bit sad. I remember in highschool the only thing I would use the internet for (because I didnt have it at my home until I left HS) was research everything to do with bands.

>Do you still listen to them?
Yea. Lamb of God, Mastodon, Devildriver, original Linkin Park, fuck my tastes are such a meme. I should be embarrassed, but I dont care.
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>>37694006
>STIs
i am with the same guy for months and he fuck me almost every single day. we are both checked clean and are still paranoid about those, so we get checked from time to time.
we also clean ourselves well and arent into ass eating or something retarded.
>meaningful connection
LMAO enjoy being deluded and being manipulated by women. hundreds of thousands of years of evolution made women masters of manipulation so good luck with finding that good hearted girl you fantasize about. in the meantime, even if i dont conventionally "fall in love" with my man, he is still my amazing best friend and i still love him and his meaty beautiful dick. also you realize only a minority of women can have daily sex right? most wont touch you during menopause, and need a day or two to recover from sex.
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>>37693810
>a grand is next to nothing even if you work minimum wage
He refuses to get a job after he got fired from his FIFO job. I picked him up from the airport 4 years ago, and he has not applied for a single thing since then. It was a grand and a half phone bill because he abuses his data so he can chat to these thai girls.

>>37693967
I went through his phone to work out where the fuck my money was going, and saw photos of western union transfers.
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>>37694287
i meant mensturation
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>>37693981
>I'm tired of one of them because he basically does almost the same things than 10 years ago.
Thats why I like to hang out with the friend who doesnt want me anymore.

Its a nice reminder of our childhood/teen years.
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>>37694287
get the fuck out already normalfag.
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>>37694315
I understand that feeling because that is exactly why I have maintain the friendship with that friend but you know that you are using nostalgia to escape reality and that one day is going to hit you hard and then you will hate that time spent with your friend.
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>>37686075
I'm a fucking moron at 28 and a fucking awful person please evict me from life
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>>37694364
Lord this rings too true.
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>>37694287
please remember this post when he cheats on you in a month
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>>37693938
I'd rather die a virgin than stick my dick in a guys asshole. The lowest I'll go would be a trap but only one that actually passes as a women.
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>>37694592
>I'd rather die a virgin than stick my dick in a guys asshole
>The lowest I'll go would be a trap
Have a think about what youve said here.
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You have to be 25 years or older to truly understand the message behind this song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzSR_TFMirs

I'm sad now.
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>>37687863
m8 if you aren't ever able to retire in the richest country on the planet you weren't going to anywhere else either.
You need to start saving more of your income even at minimum wage you can retire eventually and social security is a thing too. Start researching financial independence and you'll see it isn't impossible.
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youngerfag here, instead of giving you advice like that fag last thread, I'm gonna ask for it
I'm 19, in my second year of engineering, my parents are giving me the chance of a life time, all I have to do is study, they pay for the rest, but this career is hard as fuck, I barely survived through the first year, I even had to cheat on to get through it, now this second year I'm doing awful, I'm lazy as fuck, I don't really enjoy studying, but try to do it anyway, but even after making a huge effort I end up failing anyway.

I'm afraid I'm gonna reach 25 and not have graduated, what do you think I should do?
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>tfw the days are long and the years are short
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>>37686075
This thread feels like home
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>>37696001
>youngerfag here
>in a 25+ thread
Every. Time.
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almost 26
fuck my job and fuck my coworkers and fuck this middle of nowhere town I moved to for a woman

fuck women while we're at it

I want to move far far away and become a celibate hermit
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>>37696001
try harder and make it happen. no one enjoys studying, you have to form good habits and change yourself.

you're probably going to fail and give up tho. honestly most people in your position who end up complaining and bitching about how hard some engineering degree is don't make it.

it's worth the effort but you're too inexperienced and shortsighted to understand how brutal life will be for not getting your shit together while you're still in your prime

that's my insight and advice, and it's surely wasted on you
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>>37696001
FUCK OFF KID CAN YOU FUCKING READ?

we have nothing to say to you. no advice to give you. go out and have fun before it's too late. just fuck off boy. don't come back for like 6 years
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>>37686328

Let me tell you where you fucked up. Yeah, you're right, the staff wears jeans & hats. The thing is they already have the job and aren't needing it. You on the other hand need the job and the employer has to choose between you (Someone who's making a point about dressing well) vs the guy who dressed well and took the application slightly more seriously than you. That's really the gist of it. You're looking at it through the point of view of yourself while they look at it between YOU and the rest of the people who dressed better.
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>>37696038
Threads like these always need to be bumped up 5 years to what the limit should actually be.

When you have 25+ year old threads, you have 19 and 20 year olds chiming in. When you have the rare 30+ year old thread, you have 25 year olds chiming as well.
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>26
>KHV
>college drop out 2x
>miserable $10/hr job
>hate my co workers
>live with mommy still
>drive a piece of shit car with no A/C in fucking FLORIDA
>zero dating prospects, can't even talk to women
>egyptian guy at the drive thru liquor store literally just called me ugly for no reason
>work 2nd shift, 1pm - 10pm so have no life at all
>drink 4 nights a week, unhealthy as fuck
>father disowned me

It gets worse guys
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>>37696190
if people could fucking read.

TWENTY. FIVE. not twenty. not twenty one. not fucking nineteen. English motherfucker do you speak it?
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>tfw when everyone you love or care for dies or goes away
>tfw can't connect with anybody anymore
>tfw it's happening again
>tfw want to die

I'm going to die alone
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Those of you in your 20s reading this, become try hards right now and you can accomplish most of your goals by your early 30s. Start reading self help shit like Tim Ferriss, you have nothing to lose.
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>>37696252
everyone dies alone.

everyone.
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>>37696290
I guess it's true. I just want to enjoy life with someone again before I die
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>>37696210
>work 2nd shift, 1pm - 10pm
holy shit
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>>37694030
Hell yeah anon, what are your favorites?
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>>37696290

not everyone spends life alone
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>>37696385
>again
If you've enjoyed your life with someone you aren't a robot. Fuck off. You already tried making a thread about this and failed because people called you out.
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Please consider giving >>37696409 a visit.
I'm sure many of you are not satisfied with how things are.
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>>37696255
>self help shit like Tim Ferriss

self help is a bit of a meme though.

not to steal george carlin's bit, but if you're motivated enough to fix your life then some book isn't going to change that. You didn't need that help.

If you're completely and utterly fucked up and you read a self-help book, you're going to put it down and then do nothing at all because it seems pointless and too much effort.


There's no book that says "get the fuck off 4chan you're hanging out with a bunch of 16 year old frogposters, the internet just makes you mad and depressed".


Tim Feriss is a disingenuous dick too but he at least has cool guests on his podcast.
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>>37696412
Shut up sperg, this is an adult thread. Cry more bitchboy. Some people have real problems.
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>>37696467
>some people have real problems
Why do you keep saying that? Why are you even on this board when you're a normalfag?
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>>37696010
That hit home, anon. I feel you.
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>>37688352
hey man could be worse home depot doesnt seem too bad a place to work. Hard to believe you are a virigin; seem like a good looking dude with a sense of style.
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>>37696460
I read the 4 hour work week when I was in college. I'm 32 now and I make my money on the internet (not affiliate shit).

One book totally changed the trajectory of my life. Think about that.
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>>37686075
33 here

Get rid of all the kids, faggots and """women""" on this board
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>>37696404
but everyone. dies. alone.
even if you have a wife. you die. alone.
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>>37696486
I'm a normalfag? Says who? You?

Because i have actual problems cuck. People I love are dying. I work a shitty office job I hate, my last relationship scarred me for life. But all my problems don't matter because my penis has been in a vagina.

You spergs are ruining this board.
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>>37696639
>my last relationship
Try never having had a relationship.
Fuck off. To think you actually called out for "real robots." LOL
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>>37696616

How do you know for sure? Have you ever died before?
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>>37696385
>again

I don't. women bring nothing but expense, stress, and pain.
sex is worthless.
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>>37696562
You were already on your way there. That book was just something you picked up along the way.


I know because I COLLECTED self-help books for nearly a decade, and I know plenty of people who did the same. We read the books, go "HMM THAT REALLY MAKES ME THINK" and then we keep wasting our lives for x y z reason.


Another book unrelated to Tim Ferris did "change my life" and I'm on way to becoming an audio engineer and music producer now, but it was again my own willpower to move forward with my life and I crossed paths with that book.


I could have read it 6 years ago and it would have done nothing.
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>>37696659
unless we all die together in a nuclear explosion or some shit, we die alone.
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I don't think anyone has any idea of what the pain of being 25+ and never holding a girls hand feels like. It does not matter if you work a good job, a shit job or are an unemployed need. The mental pain you feel is enough that makes you want to scream at the sky. And I don't have the balls to kill myself so I just have to trudge through life miserable.
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>>37696655
Oh man it must be so rough, how will u survive?

>>37696663
But god damn sometimes it's worth it for those few amazing moments.
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>>37696741
Imagine if you held a girl's hand once but never again.

OWNER OF A LONELY HEART
(MUCH BETTER THAN THE )
OWNER OF A BROKEN HEART
OWNER OF A LONELY HEAAAAAARRRRT
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>>37696770
See >>37696741
And get out, normalfag. You don't belong to this board.
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>>37696770
No its not worth it! that's how they trick you
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>>37696784
Why the fuck is there always this guy?
>having loved and lost is worse than never having loved again
No, fuck you. No sympathy for failed normies.
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>>37696789
Again I have real problems, not sixth grade i haven't kissed a girl yet problems.
>>37696801
Then what do i do?
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>>37696164
So you're saying i have to wear a fucking suit and tie to a mcdonalds interview
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>>37696670
I don't know, I'd probably be fat and working a normie office job.

Anyway, there's nothing wrong with stuff that really makes you think, that's the whole point in my opinion.
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>>37696815
OK fine fall for the trap. they're just gonna use you.

don't say I didn't warn you.

people like to talk about how "men treat women as objects" and shit.

but less talked about is the fact women treat men like objects as well.

once you do not increase her social status, you are trash to her.
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>>37696852
If you really think the pain of being alone your whole life isn't a real problem, if you lack that much empathy, why are you expecting pity for normalfag problems?
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>>37696852
you find what interests you, and you pursue that thing.

figure out your goal in life and relentlessly pursue that goal. women just get in the way. NEVER give up your dreams and objectives for a woman.
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>trannies can change their gender on their drivers license
>I can't change my age

this honestly pisses me off the more I think about it. I feel like I'm mentally a 22 year old
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>>37696741
>mental pain

Haha, fuck off princess. Go talk about your mental pain to people who've lost limbs or who don't have enough food to eat.
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>>37696947
channel this anger

desu western society is fucked and the best we can hope for is to fight for the scraps

I hope you guys know how to fight
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>>37696164
Dude, you are spot on.
Button up shirt tucked into jeans. No hat. Remove piercings if possible. Nice shoes if you can afford.
I have to hire for the business I am at. I will judge you if you have one sleeve unbuttoned and the other buttoned. I am about to spend tens-of-thousands on your ass and if you can't get this shit right, why would I hire your ass to handle more complicated tasks? I can't throw this money away just for shits and grins.

That being said, fast food jobs should be a walk in and out job opportunity. As a consumer, I don't give a fuck who makes my big mac, just give me some salty ass regret and a cup of liquid sugar. I already know this food is fucked before it reached the store. You ain't going to ruin it.
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>>37696885
You attacked me first, but then i attacked you and you play the victim. Don't throw shit if you can't take it cuck.

>>37696932
Honestly I have been, I'm gonna be 26 this year and I've made a lot of progress. Sometimes i just have days where I feel really lonely. How old r u?
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>>37697020
>fighting for leftovers of leftovers
pass
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>>37697089
26 years old in 15 days

I'm lonely too ;_;
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I'm 30 and the only thing I've learned is everything is ephemeral and nothing matters.
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>>37697108
fight or die when shit hits the fan

honestly either option is respectable
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>>37697133
Im 26 july 24

Happy early birthday anon, have some whiskey and fuck some shit up for the night.
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>>37697211
nah no whiskey tonight gotta work tomorrow morning plus liquor store is closed now I live in Minnesota with no-fun liquor laws

but I will do a shot for you Anon when I can
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I'm in graduate school, and it's honestly one of the worst decisions I've ever made with my life. My boss is awful, and I get paid jack shit. Don't know what I'll do with myself if I quit cause this PhD is an essential step of my career. Seriously been considering killing myself over the last few months. I'm super hopeless and don't know what to do
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>>37688671
I feel like my life is ending, like any opportunity I had are gone, how did you get to where you are?
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>>37686784
Joke's on you, I'm 23, have a B.S. in math and can't get a job to save my life. All education got me was 30k in debt.
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>>37686075
30 y/old. School teacher. Living with mom. Single. Kinda fucked up (Herniated disk, bad shoulders, bad neck, bad elbows, etc) Currently studying at Uni with a bunch of 23y/olds. In reality I feel good man. I take things one day at a time. Idk but I feel good. Good as fuck. Call me whatever name you want but I it were for me all of you would be happy and we could all be bro's and hang out, smoke weed and shit. We would have a ball. I love you all.
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>>37691864
I listened to some of the bands you posted, and still pop out some of their old albums, but like most middle aged people, don't really listen to new stuff anymore.
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>>37697329
I would smoke weed with you but to find a better job and improve my shItty life I can't do that anymore

maybe someday weed will be legal in all 50 states
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My female friend (not romantic in any way) kept sending me snapchats of her dirty, bloody period pad for no reason. I said to not send me those pictures anymore. She immediately flipped out and gave excuses and shifted blame to me.
>"If you like women then you shouldn't mind seeing this completely natural body process!"
>"Nobody else has ever been offended!"

Then she sent 14 more deliberately in an attempt to piss me off, making them as gross as possible. What the fucking shit is wrong with women dude? I told her to have basic respect for my boundaries and she fucking freaked out. She shifted blame & failed to be accountable. It is so rare to see a woman accept accountability and admit they did something wrong. Every time I see it happen I sit in awe, because that's how rare it is. Even in small instances with people who aren't even their boyfriend and aren't romantic to them in any way, they still have to be #1 and win all arguments and be perfect and never do anything wrong. I was only friends with her because I thought she was a nice person but guess I was wrong on that one, time to stop talking to her.
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>>37696460
I've read self help books for almost 2 decades now, I keep thinking one of them will hold the mystical key to changing everything, but you're right, I don't do shit.

Your post really hit home.
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>>37697374
I am from a shitty third world country. My mom lets me have an indoor tent. God bless her. In my country the police and shit are so inept that most people around here have indoor grows. YOu can improve your situation. Or at least change your outlook on it. I hated, just hated my job but then I learned to have fun doing it. Even doing it kinda well...
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>>37697374
>legal here in commiefornia
>jobs still drug test
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>>37697245
i'll be getting wasted and drinking my youth away. Have a good one man
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>>37694260
How do you feel about Linkin park's latest?

It sold better than anything since Hybrid Theory but fans and critics absolutely shit on it for going full pop... but someone obviously bought it.

idk, I feel like they've always been a pop-rock band since meteora. They were always all over mainstream pop & rock radio.

>>37697353

wh....

is 30 year old middle aged? I thought that was like one's 40s.
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>>37697385
dude
holy shit
just block her number?
you are encouraging this degenerate behavior by responding to these texts
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>>37697385

You should send her a picture of your boner with just like a thin white sheet or a tissue over it with the caption "ooOOooOo! There's a ghost in my room!"
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>>37697542
That's one of the best things I've read on 4chan in a while. I might actually try to pull this one off someday. It sounds just stupid enough to make a girl laugh.
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>>37697505
well, I'm closer to 40 than 30, I was 15 when Cradle of Filth's first album came out, and was in my early 20's for the good Linkin Park and System of a Down albums. I stopped paying attention to the metal scene when that fucking horrendous emo/screamo crap took over.

I was just listening to a mix today with some of that stuff, old Slipknot, etc.. Now I understand why old folks just listen to the music of their youth, I think we're just getting old.
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>>37697455
Yeah it's not a good feeling huh?

I was heavily into religious and like Japanese bushido books myself.

I don't know who you are and what your life is like but for me it was just an issue of having that desire. Wanting a life, wanting nice things in my life, making a name for myself, getting out of my parents' house, etc.

That burning desire is what overcomes the extremely comfy and easy purgatory of sitting there and doing nothing for 14 hours a day, and then overcomes the effort and tedium of work and studying.
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>>37697385
direct her to /b/, she'll be right at home.
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>>37697617
I wouldn't direct anyone to /b/, it's been dead for a decade.
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>>37686075
29, wizard in 3 months
Live with my sister and brother-in-law
4.0 through first 39 credits in CIS
Dropped this semester cause I wound up in the hospital, got diagnosed bipolar.
My cousin came to see me while I was in the hospital. I never really knew her at all but she's had troubles, too. She was in the same ward and no one went to visit her so she wanted to visit me cause she knows what it feels like.
Get out.
Too late to return books to school, only working part-time, barely paying the bills.
Need $700 to re-enroll, can't make it.
Start spending a lot of time with cousin.
We almost fucked twice, I keep not being able to follow through on it.
I think I love her.
I write an email to tell her so, can't say it to her face. She calls crying, saying she thought her daughter would be the only person to have her heart cause she hates her husband but can't afford to leave him, but now I have the other half.
He got drunk and beat her up.
I went over and went off on him, nothing physical but i could beat the life out of him if I wanted. I used to train BJJ and boxing, but she's in a custody battle, don't wanna fuck that up.
Now he doesn't want me around.
Only see her once every couple of weeks.
In reality, this is a good thing, right?
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>>37697601
oh fair enough, so the wole nu-metal thing was just a bit after your teenage years. I'm 32 and it was right on the nose for me. and yeah that mid 2000s scene screamo bullshit is what killed mainstream rock off for good. Maybe it'll come back next decade.

The reason why I asked is a lot like what you wrote. I love listening to the same albums from when I was more or less 17. I really absolutely hate what most of those bands sound like today.

idk, I at least managed to branch into completely unrelated genres like I listen to jazz and j-pop now instead of punk and metal.
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anyone else actually killing themselves soon?
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>>37697716
me
>>37697678

So, obviously. Been waiting for a big enough check to drain it before my bills come out to afford a flight to AZ.
Wanna see the grand canyon
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>tfw you had sex once and live in your own apartment and not in mom's basement and have a job
>tfw /r9k/ calls you a normie for these things even though you have no friends

REEEEEEEEEE
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>>37697716
not soon, but eventually yes
I regret not having an heroed in my 20s at the height of my power
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A question to the robots with suicidal ideations is why kill yourself? What good will it do? You'll be dead and unable to experience joy or pleasure ever again.
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For as long as I can remember, I told my mother to her face that I want to get a vasectomy. I'm 26 now and I'm slowly coming to terms with being a virgin forever and maybe I never needed one in the first place. I also want to take up crossdressing if I ever get my own place so I can fill that void. Hopefully, I won't be too ugly.
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>>37697698
along with the bands we've been talking about, I started listening to classic rock from the 60's-70's, like Rolling Stones, The Doors, 80's pop music...
So yeah, I hope the metal genre revives eventually, you just need a new generation inspired and doing something new. I think I could still get into it if it was original and genuine.
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>>37688882
Utah bot, wassup? If you're in the sl area we should smoke a j
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>>37697841
because we're not feeling joy or pleasure as it is now, and the future looks hopeless. I already feel dead inside working a wagecuck job I hate just watching the time go by. What do I do?, just wait for some miracle? maybe better to finish it off now rather than prolong a meaningless existence another torturous 30-40 years.
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>>37687655
>>37687678
>both Eomer and Aragorn are 6'6"
I don't like them anymore.
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>>37695691
He thinks things were better as a kid.

Where he had fun and was childish.

I spent my childhood inside playing pokemon and PS1. I cant really relate to the video, because I had a reasonably lonely childhood.

My childhood was the same as it is now; in front of a screen.
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>>37696859
You don't need to wear a suit, but you don't wear jeans, a hat and a t-shirt to any job interview. Even if it's McDonalds at least wear a decent polo or button down shirt and a pair of slacks.
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>>37697926
Life is painful and often not fun for a good many people in the world, anon. We go on. You've got to find some kind of comfort; something that will pacify the hole inside you while still allowing you to live a productive life.

I became a wagie after being a NEET for 3 years. Short fiction and a little marijuana make life tolerable and sometimes even kind of nice.

You'll never feel those moments again if you die.
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>>37696103
>fuck this middle of nowhere town I moved to for a woman
did it work?

>>37696210
>egyptian guy at the drive thru liquor store literally just called me ugly for no reason
lul

>>37696395
Oh bruss.

>YSD Dark Magician
>OG blue eyes
>black luster soldier
These are just for the design. I dont use these ones.

>magic cylinder
>ring of destruction
>gemini elf /any other 1900 attack normals
>torrential tribute
>robin goblin
>ultimate offering
These are my staples.

I love anything before the 06 banlist. I love fast, EXTREMELY aggressive beatdowns. More cards on the field, less in your hand, fuck you if I lose a few LP because youre gonna lose more.

>>37696587
I too am sick of "fembot" threads. Just a bunch of poeple larping.

>>37697158
What a great attitude to life.

>>37697272
Im guessing youre 27 and upset that you havent gotten a "real job" out of your degree. The fact you want to kill yourself because youre in an opportunity many people will never get (PAID to do a fucking PHD) shows youre an insufferable cunt.
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>>37696210
>drive thru liquor store
this is an actual thing?
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Already posted in this thread but I'm not linking to it.

I'm working pretty well towards bettering myself, and am going to be able to finish my degree with no debt and on top of that am gonna try some strategies for making money in addition to getting fit and etc.

I think spite is a great motivator, I want to make my ex sad that she isn't with me anymore.

A big thing that bothers her is not thinking her life will amount to anything, and to be honest it probably won't because she was dealt a shitty hand. I wanted to bring her up with me as I succeed, but obviously probably not happening now.

I would never admit these things in a place that isn't anonymous, and I'm not going to be mean or spiteful to her or anything, but I want her to come to the conclusion herself that she made the wrong decision and have it crush her as much as she crushed me. Knowing her I think it will work great as long as I keep working on myself and my life.

What do other anons think of this, am I just some schizo idiot?
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>>37697306
>have a B.S. in math and can't get a job to save my life
Either you actually dont have one, or you havent applied anywhere.

Guess who likes math grads?

They work for the government and hoover up all your personal information.

Yup, them alphabet agencies sure love math grads.

>>37697505
>How do you feel about Linkin park's latest?
I havent liked anything theyve done since Minutes to Midnight. There are a few cuts that come on the radio and I think, this isnt garbage. If thats the best I can say about music from a band that has a few albums I regularly crank because its awesome, then they arent on the trajectory they should be.

Yeah, I get it. They getting old. But shit man, you know what would have stopped chester from sperging out at the hate for the new shit? If they did the smart thing and changed their fuckin name before changing their style. They arent the same band AT ALL.

>>37697385
>It is so rare to see a woman accept accountability and admit they did something wrong
Because they are little children.

>>37697601
>I stopped paying attention to the metal scene when that fucking horrendous emo/screamo crap took over.
You are gonna make me go full autist on you, but those genres arent metal, nor were they ever part of the metal range.

>>37697698
j-pop now instead of punk and metal
How about the best of both worlds with babymetal

>>37697878
I wasnt alive for the 80s, so I dont know how it was in those years, but fuck I want more hairmetal. Hysteria is a perfect album.
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>>37691864
>>Blink 182
was for queers

>Linkin Park
was for queers in skinny pants
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>>37697740
>/r9k/ calls you a normie
I reckon its the one fucking guy

Call him out on why he doesnt just get a hooker if sex is so important to him, and its always M M M MUH ANXIETY
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>>37697459
growing weed ain't that easy in the USA

unless you live in Colorado or something
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>>37697859
>I also want to take up crossdressing if I ever get my own place so I can fill that void
You have problems.

>>37698404
Plenty of them here in Australia dude.

>>37698463
>I want to make my ex sad that she isn't with me anymore
She wont care. Please keep doing what youre doing anyway. But dont get sad when you realise she doesnt give a flying fuck.
>I want her to come to the conclusion herself that she made the wrong decision and have it crush her as much as she crushed me
Dont you know that women are incapable of mentally accepting responsibility for their actions? She isnt going to have these thoughts, dude.

I know this because I tried the same thing, and I genuinely dont think she thought about me again after the breakup while I was still trying to impress her ghost.
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>>37698497
fuck em
I'm too old to care
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>Apply for tech job at a school
>go up to talk to the manager about the job
>tells me there is two openings and that he will look out for my application
>2 wwks pass by with no phone call
>ask the secretary if the positions have been filled
>yes they have been filled

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK THIS SHIT I FUCKING QUIT, I DONT NEED A FUCKING JOB FUCK YOU FAGGOT!!!!
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>>37698580
>he will look out for my application
Nigger that doesnt mean hes going to hire you, jesus. That means he will look at it. Obviously it was shit, like you.
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>>37698544
Well what you said is completely reasonable, and for the most part I agree, but she and I still hang sometimes. Like you suggested I plan to just keep on my thing, and to keep being chill but let her see how my life keeps improving while she is stuck with a life that is going nowhere.

Whether it works or not I will keep on keeping on, but knowing how depressed she gets and what she gets depressed over and her family history and stuff, I think that it might actually be an effective way to stick it to her.

Alternately: I may just be an autist in disguise.
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Has anyone here ever gone gay out of lack of sex?
I'm 20, did it once a few months ago and it was fucking gross, wanted to die really bad since then.

Then I met a dude and I wanted to bang him even though we were just hanging out as friends. Didn't do it tho. I wasn't sexually attracted to him, I just really want to have sex.

I'm kind of scared about it.
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>27 yo roast
>never had my ears pierced
>tattoo places smirk at me for wanting a basic piercing
>feelsbad.bmp
>decide to do it myself
>buy some needles and starter earrings
>set up my lab of rubbing alcohol, cotton balls, and needles
>turns into a 2 hour long ordeal that ends with a ton of bloodied q-tips and several failed attempts to push the earring through

My ears are pierced, but yeah, just go to a rude tattoo parlor if anyone reading this happens to know these obscure feels.
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>>37698600
Or other people could've made a better impression. Or some cute girl offered to blow the boss once a week.

Not getting hired may be a failure on anon's part but that doesn't mean he is a failure.
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>>37697385
Cum on a rag and send her a pic of it. Same thing real
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>Turning 26 in a few months
>Still no dreams or ambitions
>No profitable talents, skills, or trades
>Close to getting a bachelors in physics
>Only using school as a reason to still live with mom and not have to work
>Not planning on doing anything with my degree
>Tell people i'll probably teach (I won't)
>I know i'm fucked once I'm forced to leave home
>Luckily my mother is too attached to let go
>Can't keep a job for longer than 3 months
>Have had close to 10 different low end jobs
>Quit or was fired from every one for being an over emotional sack of shit
>Had one job for a year only because I fell in love with the manager and enjoyed work because of it
>Get over-attached and controlling in all of my relationships
>None of my relationships have ended well
>Can't bother to attract woman anymore because I know they'll just run once they see who I really am
>Sex has become an empty, non-enjoyable escape, much like video games.
>Will probably anhero once mother passes away
>Depression feels real but I have too much pride to see someone about it

I think that sums up my current situation.
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>>37698702
>wanted to bang him
>wasn't sexually attracted to him
What?
>>
25 here

I want to be a movie editor, just got a internship at a TV station. First start!

man the fuck up /r9k/
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>>37698702
why don't you fuck 3/10's ?
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question for robots that have or had gf

is having a gf fun? do you just lace after her and do whatever she says?
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>>37699483
>is having a gf fun
No.

>Is having a female friend who shares your interests and also fucks you while not wanting to fuck other men fun?
Yes.
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>>37699329
>Not planning on doing anything with my degree
Work for DOD. Make bank, do interesting shit.

>>37699415
Sounds good dude, fuck man Ive never seen someone with that as a goal on here. Nice.

>>37699483
>lace after her and do whatever she says
A gf is not like those girls you orbit who dont give one single iota of a fuck about you. Its so entirely removed from that concept you wont understand until you have it.
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>>37699608
This man speaks the truth

t. loser whose oneitis ex ruined him
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i dont know if this is relevant. im turning 25 soon. been a neet at home for two years.
these days.... i feel like a mind numbing anxiety has come over me. i cant shake it off. i feel stupider. time is going faster. im sleeping a lot more or just lying in bed more. before i used to at least pretend i was active, up n about doing chores n shit.

now... i feel like im on the edge. im growing sicker and sicker of myself and my surroundings.

the reason i brought this here wss because i saw one anon once posting about feeling dumber as you break 25. im concerned thats what's happening.

im so scared bros. i didnt even make anything of my life yet and the blade is already dulling out? thats too fucking sad. i cant live with this on my back. tell me its just depression be ause it could be that too.
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>>37699646
>Work for DOD. Make bank, do interesting shit.
Can I really do that with just a BS?
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>>37699725
>Can I really do that with just a BS?
Math and physics arent a regular ol fuckin BA. Youre in demand by the alphabet agencies.
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>>37699712
i don't know what you're talking about, most people peak in as 35-45 yo. scientists, writers, etc.
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>>37699750
>alphabet agencies
I have no experience applying to any good jobs like that, but i'll definitely do some research on it...thank you.
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>>37699862
>i'll definitely do some research on it
Boeing
Lockheed
Booz Allen Hamilton
Leidos
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>>37699889
Hey anon, I'm in school for Software Engineering. Any advice for landing my first job?
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>>37699928
>Software Engineering
Nice. Lockheed for sure. Oh wait, are you saying first job in general or in the DOD realm?

Because Im not a programmer. I just do regular ass IT as a defence contractor. Im basically going to use my clearance as leverage to move the fuck on.

My advice? Dunno if its going to be worth anything since I had a hard time getting into the field, but here we go

>dont be a cocky arrogant fuck in your interview
I could have gotten in a year earlier if I didnt blow my first interview
>if you dont have experience, make some
I ran a small business for two years. It was a lot of work, but it put something that wasnt retail on my resume, and it did get me some experience.
>a security clearance is willy wonkas golden ticket
Its cheaper in terms of time for a company to take a retard with a clearance and train him than wait for someone with experience to get vetted.
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>>37698354
Hell yeah dude. I remember I actually had a deck back in the day that utilized blue eyes and black luster soldier. Fuck man BLS was probably my favorite card back then
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>>37697889
Yeah man I live in West valley, if you wanted to hang out and smoke.
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>>37700516
Oh shit man that sounds cool. I remember how impressed I was when the second yugi deck came out that had BLS, cause it was so fucking rare from the booster packs.
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>>37700587
Is BLS worth anything to collectors now? Probably not enough for me to sale something that has such nostalgic value to me, but it would be interesting to know.
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>>37700587
But yeah yugioh back in the day was dope.
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>>37665704
>"Chris Chan got laid..."

Proofs faggot. Where are they?
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>>37700635
Nah, there have been two new boxes of "legendary decks" released, I believe they both contain bls.

>>37700646
Fuck yeah. Synchros are the start of the decline.
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>26
>recently finished uni (took me a while to decide what i wanted to do)
>no money
>trying to find jobs but nothing relating to my degree
>applying to entry level jobs, rejected by loads even though I have lots of previous experience
>looking for something to do to pass the time
>want to go gym to feel like im doing something productive
>no money for gym
>feel like shit and losing the motivation to apply for jobs

what do fellas? I just want to better myself
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>>37700706
>Where are they?
read the cwc wiki

the nigga has backflipped on every single belief hes ever had in his life, ofc i believe him when he said hes had a hooker

>>37701250
>trying to find jobs but nothing relating to my degree
whats your degree
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>>37696562
if not with affiliate shit, then how do you make your money
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>>37701250
>>no money for gym
workout at home. there's tons of things you can do and even exercise videos
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>>37698291
nowadays life is painful and not fun mostly BECAUSE people go on, because they just take it. there is no need for change if people just rationalize it away.
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>>37701931
are you trying to be deep? because it sounds stupid
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>>37701965
deep? no, i just made a statement about something very obvious.
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>>37701975
if people rationalise things away, then they wouldnt be in pain. if its painful, then they arent.
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>>37702036
not everyone can rationalize away the fact that youre slaving about for peanuts, but the ones that can make it far worse for everyone who cant.
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>>37702072
>but the ones that can make it far worse for everyone who cant
You need to elaborate, because in all honesty it sounds like the fault of the people who cant rationalise it away
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>>37702093
are you a sociapath by any chance? jesus
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>>37686075
>haven't been infatuated with anyone for years
>finally feel something
>she is an attention whore with an ugly ass tat and annoying as fuck hobbies who hates me
>still like her

I don't know what's going on. She has so many qualities that generally turn me off, but I still get butterflies and pain when I see her.
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>>37702124
no, i just want you to provide SOMETHING here to dissect. youve given vague, quasi-philosophical nonsense.
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>Sent a resume to a local computer shop
>called in for an interview tomorrow
>start to get increasingly anxious and panicky

Fuck this. I hate this feeling.

>long commute
>have to somehow get a a normal sleeping schedule
>have to dress ok every day, despite having 2-3 wearable t-shirts and 1 pair of jeans
>have to get a haircut and maintain my beard
>have to act like I'm a normalfag, all social and happy and cool
>have to hide that I get dizzy and disorient randomly

I don't think I can pull this off, I'm already procrastinating about the barber.
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>>37702131
Also the fucking doctors can't find out what's fucking wrong with my chest. I feel like shit half of the day and I'm gaining weight and now I'm falling for a bitch. I've been to the doctor's office/hospital/specialist 5 times this fucking month.
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>>37702159
ok let me give an overexagerated example because you cant into logic.
chinese man works in factory, gets one bowl of rice a day, rationalizes it away as is "happy". now the pay gets cut to half a bowl of rice for the same work, old worker is still able to barely put up with it due to his mental damage and inherent ability but new worker can not take it at all. now is this the new workers fault?
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>>37702209
yes because other workers are fine to do it for that price
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>>37702170
>>have to dress ok every day, despite having 2-3 wearable t-shirts and 1 pair of jeans
the buy some new shit?
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>>37689106
>being able to save more than half what you make
You are taking that shit for granted!
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I'm going to run out of money in 2 weeks.
Dunno what I'm going to do. I've been putting everything on my credit card.
Been looking for a job, but not nearly as hard as you'd think I would in this circumstance.
I'll have a place to live through July as rent is the last thing I'll be able to pay.
I do feel anxiety and dread about this. But it does not motivate me to seek employment at all costs. I just lay here and worry, casually applying for things that look interesting.
Do I have a case for neetbux?
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>>37702242
I'm dysfunctional enough for this to be a big deal.
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>>37702322
then send your mother in to get it, get some clothes from amazon. lord almighty, there is always an answer, and there is always some excuse from you people.

this is the 25+ thread, and youre still a child.
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>>37698463
>I want her to come to the conclusion herself
good luck with tham man
most girls are retarded children
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>>37692674
>>37694207
4chan is probably worse. Nothing you're reading is verifiable and posters lie constantly. It's just a fart huffing chamber of self importance, then again so is Facebook.
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>>37702170

i have a panic disorder also, but i managed to work at a front desk of a hotel and be a car salesman for years. you're psyching yourself out by thinking of all the potential hardships and disasters. the more you work there, the easier it will be--it'll start feeling like a space you're comfortable in.

each of your excuses (and it helps to think of them one at a time) is easily remedied.

>buy new shirts
>set alarm--your schedule will adjust in a few days
>you can handle getting a haircut
>be nice to people and be humble. normies love humility. say 'no problem'/'my pleasure' a lot.
>if you get dizzy or disoriented, either tell the truth when it happens or say you're on some antibiotics that mess up your balance randomly, whatever.

ultimately, if you're genuine and honest and humble and do good work, people at work will like you. and if they like you, shit like getting dizzy wearing the same clothes won't bother them.
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>>37686075
Is it sad I knew exactly what post all of those linked to before clicking
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>>37686926
How do you deal with it? My childhood was weird, that's a short way to put it, and I dropped out at 13. At 23 I finally kinda pulled my shit together and the collective weight of everything I missed out on is a constant burden emotionally. There's so many basic fucking experiences I've missed out on and that I'll never have. When I was still in my isolated state I was way less self aware but I did think if I ever got my shit together I'd be dealing with the emotional scars for awhile.

I feel like even though I'm not alone anymore that in some ways I'll always be alone. I don't often meet people irl who have had similarly isolated lives. It effects how I function a lot too, basically how lonely and depressed I was permeates every aspect of my day to day life. I have no idea how to function, I don't know how to be an adult. Fuck I didn't know how to drive this time last year. I just keep meandering forward in the hope things will get better. It's constantly terrifying and I'm constantly ashamed of letting my life be what it was and of being so afraid.

An ounce of me still had the motivation and will to get my GED and ACT to get into college which I just completed my first year of. If I didn't have that I don't know where I'd be. I'm actually trying to be more positive now and I guess self improve. I have a few good things that make my situation much easier to handle.
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reporting in lads

The only woman I've ever loved left me a few months ago and I've been spiralling. I can't go more than 24 hrs sober. Blowing all my money on booze, weed, junk food and online shopping when I'm blacked out. Several times per week I receive packages I don't remember ordering. I'm spending my weekends getting fucked up alone and watching netflix or just walking aimlessly around the city. Luckily I've been able to hold my corporate job so far but my performance is definitely slipping. Gained 10lbs and counting. Fapping 2-3 times daily.

send help
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>mfw I have an mba and look decent and have a job but can't get a gf

Something is wrong with me and I have no idea what...
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>>37686987
I can definitely relate to hating yourself for being too afraid to kill yourself. I've spent hours thinking about it. I used to drink to the point of passing out once or twice a week. Which I guess isn't a lot but it's more than you want if everyone around you is an alcoholic.
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>>37702283
>Do I have a case for neetbux?
Because youre a lazy fuck?
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>>37686075
26 Femanon here
Yep, life just isnt getting better. Still havent had kids and cant find mr right
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>>37702579
Where do you live? Might be able to help each other out.
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>>37687329
A bad back and homosexuality cannot be fixed anon.
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>>37687387
Ditto. Same here. Also easier to move around. No bed to move. Or pay for a good stiff mattress, orthopedic.
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>>37687433
Then you will be free grasshoppa or take boner pills.
>>
21 year old here, soon to be 22

How do I not become like you?
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>>37702649
kys for starters
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>>37702649
find something else to keep you busy instead of 4chan and vidya
but chances are if you are here at that age you are one of us already deep down
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>>37702598

don't take the bait you fucking dog shit. just ignore "femanon" attention whores. the first thing they say is that they're female so they get attention'; then some fag like you gives it to them.
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>25
>use to be a normie. had apartment, friends, gf, sluts, and job
>slowly become addicted to heroin
>become neet drug addict
>this year ex-delear tried to poison me by lacing heroin with 2 drugs i've never done
>end up in hospital due to pvp/meth induced psychosis
>end up choking on vomit
>survive and regain health
>now i'm here
Well it's been quite a ride. I also have a daughter that I don't know. I'm a piece of shit. I can't give up because of my daughter. I am not. I can't end up like a lot of you fellas because I have a child depending on me. I cry myself to sleep because for the last few months I haven't been able to do shit due to me recovering. Anyways I've applied to a few places but haven't gotten replies back. I passed my car on because I couldn't pay it the past few months so now I have to depend on my aunt for a ride.

I'm crying right now looking at pics of my kid. Jesus Christ poor little girl. I know she's doing good but she's growing up. I'm not a addict anymore thank God. That was the thing holding me back the most. Now I just have to push a bit harder in life so I can be where I need to. I'm not giving up.
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>>37702649
Stop thinking you're special and stay out of the 25+ threads, they are for people above 25 years old aka not you.
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>>37702757
Man fuck you. Some of us work our entire lives to get what you had and you fuck it up over drugs?

You really are a piece of shit. You didn't deserve those blessings.
>>
You can take the robot out of social isolation
but you can never take the social isolation out of the robot.
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>>37702757
>slowly become addicted to heroin
lol, it's all your fault.

>I can't end up like a lot of you fellas because I have a child depending on me.
You're already a lot worse than 99% of the people here. Sure there are some mentally ill people that chop their dicks off etc, but a heroin junkie is just about the lowest forms of life there is.
You will never recover. Your daughter is lucky to never have met you. Just shoot up a big dose and go to hell.
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I have a girlfriend but I'm pretty much apathetic about her. She wants me to go to Uni (25) because she thinks it's pathetic that I don't have a degree. But I don't like studying, I don't want to go to Uni, and I don't want to spend my savings on it either. Should I break up with her? I don't want to pour my life into something I hate. I make average money trading stocks and I have no real ambitions, but I'm pretty sure she wants a driven go-getter. Not really sure how we hooked up to begin with.
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>>37702818
do you want a roastie to control your life?
if you don't like her that much don't waste your time
as long as you are not neet like many of us you can score another girl, a better one for sure
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>>37702757
cool story bro. are you the hero of tragedy?
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>>37702849
She's nice, don't get me wrong. She's just clingy and immature. She also has a lot of firm beliefs about family life that contradict mine. I enjoy the time I spend with her but sometimes it's exhausting to listen to her talk about stupid things with such conviction. In all honesty I think I just might not be cut out for relationships, I think I'm more relieved when I get home after seeing her. I relax best alone, so I should probably take that as a sign.
Only thing is we've been together over a year now, and her family really likes me, it's gonna be pretty awkward to cut her off. I need to figure out how to best approach it.
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>>37690461
Maximum overcuckdom.
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Fuck off normie. Can't you just let robots have one comfy thread without shitting it up with your Chad problems?
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>>37702757

lol. i was expecting all the responses to this to be like, "good for you, man, keep at it," etc. and they were all just rancor. the bitterness in this thread is pervasive. this is the best mongolian basket weaving board.
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>>37702778
I know man. I fucked up royaly. I'm back on the right track. Still not %100 where I wanna be but I'm getting there. I have my family back, not as depressed as I was before, physical health better, now I just need to start working out and get a job.

>>37702807
I've recovered thank God. I never shot up. Just snorted it. All the people I know who shoot up haven't quit. And the 2 people I know who snorted have made full recoveries. I'll be honest, I can get heroin right now. My neighbor is a dealer but I don't want it at all. I've been offered it so many times but I don't do it. The cons outweigh the benefits. The urge is gone too. I have met my daughter. I just don't have a relationship with her. Once I save up enough money I'm moving to her city ASAP.

>>37702854
I wish I was. It feels like it. I pray that once my daughters mother sees the new me we'll get back together.
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>>37702877
i get you
i am same type really
i wish i had gf for the weekends only or something like that

but i think you already know what's best for you
it would suck for sure but better late than later, isn't it?
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>>37702757
how did you get on heroin? it seems kind of like an endgame drug, not something for robots.
>>
>>37701615
biomedical science, i can't even get entry levels in lab jobs because they all want experience
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>>37702992
Well my father is a heroin addict, my grandpa was one, my uncle is one and who knows who else. That's all the side of my dad, moms side is straight edge. And I fell for peer pressure. For the longest time I refused it. I live in a bordertown so drugs are everywhere. One day I did it and it all went downhill from there. I never was a robot to be honest, just always been a channer since 07. Like I said I was a normie.
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>>37702942
Ehh it's /r9k/ so I wasn't expecting positive responses. Just came here to vent a bit.
>>
I think all of you would be better off if you had to spend a year in a gulag, or were drafted into army in early 1900s. You would then know the meaning of physical pain, of obedience, of importance of having comrades and of not flaking out.

All I see here is a ton of people who were failed by their parents for not giving them a spine and a pep talk when they were 12 - you might think its pathetic, but without proper paternal support, all you end up with is living ghosts like you people.
Seriously, I think there might be a business for a NEET camp, where people sign waivers that they are to be broken in to being normal human beings. A little trauma to reconnect you with your balls and your heart and to break you out of the neurosis that you acquired by sitting alone in room half your life.
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>>37702942
>i was expecting all the responses to this to be like, "good for you, man, keep at it," etc.
try on reddit then
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>>37703003
>what is lying
Make something up and put it on your CV. At worst they will still refuse you, at best you will get a foot in and then you can write that you have had experience with XY and Z
>>
almost had the courage to ask a girl for her number today on the bus, it seemed like she smiled at me but i wasnt sure.

then i remembered that girls never give numbers to random guys on the bus, especialy at 8am and especially when you are covered in dirt from working in a factory all night

im 28, and i think im one more rejection away from going crazy, but im also getting desperate
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>>37686075
29, been NEET for ten years. I feel like a total failure in life.
>>
>>37702421
Same, I make a point of sniffing out the 25+ threads. Its like a safe space for me.

>>37702468
>Several times per week I receive packages I don't remember ordering
m80 is there any better feel in the world?

>>37702485
>and look decent
perhaps, perhaps not?

>>37703267
DId you leave
> this is the best mongolian basket weaving board.
out on purpose just so you could post ANOTHER le leddit maymay?

>>37702793
>but you can never take the social isolation out of the robot.
It eventually disappears.

>>37703003
>can't even get entry levels in lab jobs because they all want experience
then its not entry level now, is it?

>>37703195
this is a good idea. ive had lots of experiences throughout the years that have shaped me into the happy healthy being i am, and honestly, they were all painful.

but the thing is, people wouldnt do it. because this actually does already exist. and! you can get paid for it! its called the military. but i didnt join, because i KNEW it would be hard. i sorted myself out eventually, but that and or your camp would have made it a lot quicker.

>>37703297
this is both a good idea and a terrible idea. if they want references and you stutter, or they know the hiring managers from other labs (which a small kind of specialised community would) this could blow the fuck up and you gon be blacklisted.

>>37703765
>almost had the courage to ask a girl for her number today on the bus, it seemed like she smiled at me but i wasnt sure.
pls do not do this. talk to her, but jesus only ask for a number once you have a rapport.

>>37703884
that is because you are.
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