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>27
>applied to some fastfood gig that was hiring
>awww shit, got a interview
>HR woman asks me questions like what do i do on my spare time
>obviously don't say I spend most of it on a cartoon image board
>then she asks me "what makes you panda material?"
>come up with some BS
>Don't get the gob

> 25
> getting pissed, gonna toke a little
> got takeaway en route

Honestly, this time last year was shitter than it is right now. Could be a lot worse.

>27
>wasted countless opportunities in life and ready to die
>suddenly find a girl, but it's a ldr
>apply for a job in a 3rd country which is closer to her
>hate everything about it and the chances of me getting it are slim and it will take months at best
>don't know what to do despite having money for one more trip to see her, but i have to be at home to do the job application errands

I was ready to die and had nothing to live for. Now I still want to, but now I have one more person to disappoint and one more thing to have conflicting feelings about.

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>tfw stuck between no job or teenager-tier meme jobs that I can't even financially support myself with

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being a 30yo virgin neet with no prospects in life isn't the worst thing. the worst thing is that the friends I used to have years ago grew out of their loser phase. They all became normies with jobs and real-life things. Not only do they not want to be full-time WoW players anymore, but they're really glad the part of their life where they wanted to do that is over.

I don't know why they still talk to me desu. it's getting less frequent.

i have a good job that's very easy, low stress, and i like, and make enough money to live on my own comfortably, but i'm still a KV for life and that will never change. i wish i could just be NEET, having to live in the real world isn't worth it if i'll never have sex or a gf. i'd rather just browse the internet in my room all day and wait to die.

>26
>absolute failure in everything i do
>suicide seems like a good idea suddenly
>nobody will care except for my parents who still think i'm normal and just take my time
>hope i get killed in some accident or a terror attack so they won't blame themselves and this pain of my wasted life can finally stop

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>25
>unemployed, have been for ~4 years
>nobody will even call me back for an interview
>dad died last october
>have one (1) friend IRL, he used to be unemployed until he landed a paid trade apprenticeship through a family friend (not easy to do in this part of the US)
>now he's never able to hang out
>now I have to confront my own shortcomings 18 hours a day, at home, alone
>whenever he sees me he still has all this retarded blind optimistic advice for me like "hey brah why dont you just apply here" or "hey brah just apply with the city" or "haha well just like go back to school lol", "maybe just become a cop haha"
>am not jealous or resentful of him but I just want to shake him sometimes and ask him if he remembers being unemployed and spamming job applications until he got handed a job from out of the in air without having to apply or interview for it
>meanwhile, my family members keep asking me why I don't just go back to school
>have nothing I'm genuinely interested in, even if I spend 2y "just completing my basics", I doubt I'd "find my passion/interests" by then
>but I wouldn't mind going back to school if I had a specific goal/major in mind
>figure I might as well just join the military so I can have a purpose and get everyone else off my back for ~8yrs
>considering suicide if I'm rejected from enlisting in the military
>dont even know how I'd suicide, though

>>35596824
>i have a good job

GET OUT REEEEE

>>35595296
>>then she asks me "what makes you panda material?"

un-fucking-believable. It's just never enough for these sadistic normies, is it?

We need the Beta Uprising (tm) now more than ever...

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>>35596081

its scary how im in the same situation,

>27
>nothing going for me
>meet girl from 3rd country
>fell in love, tell her i'll marry her when i fix my life
>trying to get back into school
>probably take 4-5 years

i was planning just to kill myself before i met her...now i wanna live...

>25
>Australian but have been living in South America with my latina gf for a year, we lived together in Australia for about a year before coming here
>Teaching english online, easiest job in the world
>Had an interview at a startup company yesterday, atm it's only the two founders that are part of the project. Fingers crossed I hear good news next week
>Regularly talk to friends back in Strayaland, talk to my parents (divorced) about once a month

If you're having a rough time of it, I suggest expanding your horizons my dudes. Apply for jobs in other cities, other states, even other countries. Trust me when I say, if you can speak English you're automatically more employable than anyone who can't, education and experience be damned. Living in a country where the people, culture and the god damn language are different and alien will force you to dig deep. It's an experience I'd recommend to anyone at any point of their life, no matter how (self-perceived) pathetic and short their horizons may seem to be.

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>>35597151
>the "dude just move away lmao" meme
I want to lynch "people" like you who regurgitate this advice. How the fuck am I going to move anywhere when I don't even have any money and I can't even get any money to move when NOBODY WILL HIRE ME IN THE FIRST PLACE?

IDIOT

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> 33
> finally admitted to myself I will never be able to stop my compulsive internet and porn habits
> ordered a dumb phone
> gave PC to friend, selling my smart phone and laptop today

It's been real.

>>35597203
>the "dude it's hopeless and you're stupid for trying to convince me otherwise" meme

Hey pal, you don't need money to move. Be creative. Watch videos on how to handle a job interview, bullshit your resume, shit like that. Get creative.

>>35597151

I would love to do that, but what would I do for money in SA with no degree? I can move there right now with the couple G's I saved up but I would blow throw it fast.

>>35597070

How old are you and how far are you from each other? Have you met each other? Why don't you move to her or she to you and improve your life together?

>>35597287
I never said "its hopeless". And how the fuck is "watching videos on how to bullshit your resume/interview" going to actually make them call me back in the first place?

You say these cheap platitudes as if I haven't tried "bullshitting my resume" already.

I get the sense that you wanted to just come in here to humblebrag about your life and how it's going right now, and that's cool. just don't try and imply that "oh wul you MUST BE able to do it if I WAS able to", because that's just wrong

>>35597151

Well, it's not that easy for certain people (from certain countries) because of work permits. I'd say only native English speakers have it easy, because they can get a teaching certificate and then work at language schools.

>>35597355
>>35597203

If you're a native English speaker, you can do this >>35597407.
I've only witnessed the job market in Spain (Madrid) and it's ridiculous how easy you can find well paid work.

>>35597290
Teaching english my dude. Simply by virtue of being a native speaker you'll be head and shoulders above local professionals and graduates in the field, cos students want to learn from a native. Learn how to teach it. I did an online TEFL course. A few grand is more than enough to set yourself up.
Word of caution: I didn't speak a lick of the language when I first got here and so the first few months of being so isolated were rough, however, being surrounded by it 24/7 & needing it to do something as simple as buying food made me learn fast. The same will happen for you.

>>35597429
>>Teaching english my dude.
You can't get an english teaching job without a degree, it's not 1992 anymore retard.

>>35597428
>>35597429
And exactly how much is "a few grand"? How the fuck am I paying for these certifications/degrees?

>>35597452 Also has a good point

>>35597428
Doesn't Spain have 50% youth unemployment?

>>35597452

You can, but not in regular government schools. You can work in English academies which are popping up all over the place. Like he said, you just need a basic teaching certificate and the employers will be more than satisfied.
From what I've heard, sometimes they don't even check them. Plus you can give private lessons without any degrees.
Just stay one lesson ahead of the pupil.

>>35597407
>>35597428
This guy's right, with the internet slowly taking over the business world english speakers are in high demand, so people want to learn, and they want to learn from a native. There are billboards and ads on radio & tv for so many schools here, the market is starving for more teachers.

I misread that they don't call you back in the first place, my bad.

>>35597228
Instead of selling your smart phone, why don't you smell my fart, son? Instead of selling your laptop, why don't you smell what's on my lap top? Smell the front and back of my pelvis is basically the alternative I'm presenting to you.

>>35597478
Yes, it's terrible, the economy is in shambles.

That moron is just from a privileged class and got the job by sucking some NGO faggot or some shit like that.

>>35597490
No, they won't be, you can't get a work visa without a degree, and you can't work without a work visa.

If you're suggesting that he does it illegally, why not just steal money outright?

>>35597452
That's literally what I did, without a degree.

>be 33
>turn on tv
>show is filming some 29 year old
>he's director of some shit somewhere
>has a family and nice house
>meanwhile i'm a basement dwelling neet
>tfw it never gets better

>>35597478

Apparently.
I only spent a month there and my GF has been living there for years teaching English. She has only the most basic teaching certificate, but she makes around 2000euros per month which is more than enough to survive. The unemployment shouldn't concern you, because you are in demand as a teacher there. She's turning down 20euros/h jobs (25$), that's how good the job market is there.

>>35597464
The course I did was around 400 bucks. It's not even really necessary, I just did it to have an edge over whoever else applying for the same jobs.

>>35597429

I think I would be a good candidate because I am from florida so I speak good spanish, but am a white american guy with perfect english. My only problem is I don't have a 4 year degree. I wouldn't need to make a lot of money, just enough to survive by myself. I have no debt and money in the bank.

>>35597520
>That's literally what I did, without a degree.
No, you didn't. If you did, it wasn't legal and it was in some illegal organization.

>>35597524
This is the worst thing, seeing people half my age being accomplished in fields that I was always interested in but never had the chance to even enter properly.

29,
Im loosing all interest on the things i enjoyed. Dont find pleasure on nothing, its really shitty here now, i miss being interested in something

>>35597512

I don't know about other countries, but in Spain it's possible. She didn't have an English degree (but another college degree). Came there with a student visa and got a work permit. There's a specific amount of money you have to make yearly to qualify for it. If you don't, they don't renew it.

I'm not suggesting anything, I'm just stating observations that I made.

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Didn't win the lottery. Again.
Was a big one too.

>>35594895
>25
>tried to do everything I was supposed to in life
>none of it panned out
>never made friends
>went to college but couldn't get a job
>4 year gap in resume and forgot everything I learned
>so far behind that life feels over and I want to die most days

>>35597547
Dude if you speak spanish and you're a native english you will stand out a lot. A degree isn't necessary for teaching english. There are so many students that the schools just want someone who can speak the language & knows how to teach it. Like I mentioned earlier I have no degree, just a half-finished online TEFL course, and I've found plenty of jobs. I have a bunch of private students now as well.

>>35597520
Did you know that Degree anti-perspirant is strong enough for a man but pH-balanced for a woman? Wait that's Secret anti-perspirant. What the fuck is Degree?

>>35597508
Can I have some time to think about it?

>>35597564

You happen to be a lawyer familiar with the work related laws of every country in the world?

>>35597592
>She didn't have an English degree (but another college degree).
You fucking moron, who is talking about an English degree?

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>>35597228
>giving up the hedonism box instead of getting a VR headset and a sex doll

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>day 15 of nofap
>don't want to fap because it just makes me think about my ex
>still don't have a job
>zero friends
>dog dying
>hungry

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So my only options are
>teach english (possibly illegally) without a degree, and borrow $400 so I can get the certification to do it (plus another couple hundred to get a passport and plane ticket)
>suicide
>join the military (if they don't reject me)

I hate all of you.

>>35597616
I guess, but aren't you selling them today? I'm up for getting my farts and dick smelled by you whenever, but there are also your buyers to be considered.

>>35597564
The world isn't like America. You don't need a degree to do a job that doesn't need a degree, cos in these countries you're not competing with many graduates. Also, with something like language teaching a native is preferred over a second-languager with a degree. Nothing illegal about it. I've worked with 2 companies here, next week it might be 3.

i tried to teach english but i always got rejected by all the companies so i gave up

>>35597662
>>The world isn't like America. You don't need a degree to do a job that doesn't need a degree
You do if you want to move somewhere and do that job there. Don't be retarded.

Tell us your country and visa status, and then lie to us about why EVERYONE doesn't do the same thing?

>>35597696
chyeah brah, but if Chad Hemsworth was able to do it, then you should be able to too haha!

>>35597662

Right but how do you get the work visa?

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>>35597596
every fucking time
the lottery have to be stopped

>>35595296
Do you feel the need to bring up this story in literally every thread?

I taught English in Korea back in 2011, worst job I've ever had. Exhausting, stressful, shitty administrative BS... $24k/year BUT all housing, transportation, lunches, insurance, etc. was provided and we got 2 months paid vacation, so it was a really solid deal.

>>35597738

I think he's trying to make it a "meme".

>>35597651
cheers fellow worthless anon, see you in the welfare store/air force/hell if our choices happen to align

>>35597742

That's not a bad deal, I don't want to go to korea though.

>>35597718
>>35597707
So that's where it gets convoluted, but like I said earlier creativity pays in these situations. In a nutshell, I'm being "sponsored" by a "company" that I'm "employed" with. It's a loophole, but it works and I have zero problems with working & leaving/re-entering the country.

And no, you really don't. I've already said several times that I have no degree, less one that has anything to do with teaching.

>>35597301

im 27, shes in India, im in Canada, met through friends marriage when i went to India, I cant just fucking move to India i have no skill set or money, she cant move here without a visa, I can marry her sure, but I live with my parents have 0 money, no degree..so only way i can change is get a degree, get a "adult" job, marry her bring her here

I feel like im just tricking myself that i can live a normal life with her...only reason i get out of bed is..that one day i can change my life for the better and live with her...even in the future things do work out...i'll still be in a better position in life then i am in now.

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>>35597762
>I don't want to go to korea though
what the FUCK

>>35597742
this is a dumb question but did you know korean before you went there?

>>35594895
>34. 6'4' Chad
> Successful, have a business and work on wall Street.
> Going with my Stacy girlfriend to Vermont to ski for the weekend

>>35597596
>>35597724
Congratulations for falling for the idiot tax

>>35597788
I learned how to read before I got there (it takes like one day), then just dove in.

>>35597779
she's getting pounded by indian chad's big dick every night, sorry

>tfw youre 39 and your younger brothers SON has already gotten more pussy than you (my younger bro is 36 and has already found used condoms in his 15 yr old sons bed)

>>35597812
Yea, they're totally going to miss that 2 euros, dollars, pounds or whatever their currency is

PS: Spending your time on this forum is also an idiot tax, except it's for your time which is more valuable.

>>35597788
Me Kolean.

Korean is seriously as easy as that.

>>35597779

Damn, I'm also 27. I thought I was the only loser who navigated himself in a situation like this.
You're good though. At least you're showing some initiative. Is she at least well off in India future wise? Do you also constantly live with the fear that she'll realize that she can do better and break up with you?

I am constantly thinking that. She's always reassuring me and I think she means it, but I also know that no person could tolerate someone like me forever. Especially when I consider how much of an amazing person she is (US citizen, living in Spain). Compared to her, I'm a loser from a 3rd world country who isn't showing any will to change his life and who's constantly complaining about things.

>>35597826
when you say that it took you a day to learn how to read, do you mean like learn their basic character/alphabet system or are you claiming abilities that to me seem like preternaturally impossible polyglot skills

>>35597843
evolution weeding out the gene pool

>>35597871
not him, but the former. the korean alphabet is really easy to pick up. it's not like japanese or chinese where there are a million different characters.

>>35597871
Hangul, the alphabet. I spent years studying to get conversational, I have no special language powers.

>>35597843
>Somewhat sure this will happen to me too. Oh well, ropes cheap when it actually happens.

>>35597900
>>35597906
good to know, danke

>>35597228
See you in a week m8

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>>35597831

>is it cucking? if im not even fucking her?

>>35597862

jesus christ dude, you are litreally me, and thats exactly how i think

im ALWAYS thinking shes going to realize one day she can do way better and leave me, and like you said she is always telling she loves me and wont leave me.

I'm also worrying about how long will she tolerate me for the loser I am, and one day she'll get tired of me disappointing her and she'll find someone better and leave.

its a shitty feeling, ...why couldnt i just have a normal life...

>>35598179

Yep, it's a tough situation. Do you think you'll continue improving your life if she breaks up with you? Another thing that's also killing me is hearing stories about her old relationships.
Objectively speaking, they were all terrible (she only had 2), but I still inferior and it's killing me. I can't listen to her tell me anecdotes about her life which involve men, like one story when she almost kissed some guy. It's just killing me and in return I just sit there, gazing into the distance trying to smile when she asks me if I'm okay and I just do the movement with my shoulders (I forgot the word for it).

Is this your first relationship? It is mine and I like her so much because we can talk about everything and all the things she did for me: financially (basically let me live in an amazing town with her for a month and paid for everything) and emotionally (loving me despite being such a loser).

The only thing which comforts me now is browsing ticket websites and looking for flights to her city. I want to spend my remaining money even if it's just to break up in person...

>work 12 hours wednesday
>work 12 hours thursday
>use sick time for 12 hour shift today
>have to work 12 hours tomorrow

I'm just gonna read my book and go for a run. Only one more day lads.

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>tfw 39 years old
>time is literally nothing to me at this point
>I haven't seen any family member in 12 years
>haven't had a friend in 37 years since I was 2 and played with another baby who lived next door
>have pictures of me and that baby together
>sometimes I have a dinner party where I cook for a picture of that other baby and feed it mac and cheese
>mac and cheese is 50% of all the food I eat
>only hot food I have eaten in 11 years is Mac and Cheese and the occasional McDonalds
>Used to go to Burger King but the one by my house hired a cute girl as staff 7 years ago
>scared to go back in case I make myself look foolish
>have a really shitty job as a hotel cleaner
>I am the head cleaner because I speak English
>co-workers hate me and make fun of me
>they had a party at christmas and were allowed to rent out the penthouse suite of the hotel
>I wasn't invited, had to clean the whole building alone for 3 hours
>one of them straight up told me 'If you had come to our party we would have thrown you off the balcony you fucking piece of fat shit'
>people hate me
>even random people in the street
>yesterday i was buying a replacement pair of chopsticks for the pair I had the last 6 years which started to smell
>asked the lady in the store if she had a pair she liked
>tried to be flirting and said 'beautiful women don't use chop sticks, they wear OPTICS' because she was wearing glasses
>she said to stop harassing her and kicked me
>didn't buy chopsticks even though I use them for my mac and cheese

My life is done. I'll never see anything new or experience anything I am scared to even buy myself a slow cooker.

>>35598381
It's not going to end well for you, I can already tell by the way you're talking. You can't even handle the fact she almost kissed some guy? Seriously? Do you vomit when you think about her getting pounded? You know she's not a virgin. You're revolving your life around someone you're not even with. She's out experiencing life and you're over here browsing fucking tickets going over scenarios in your head. Women always say they'll never leave you, everybody does. Guess what? People always say shit they don't mean. This is a 25+ thread and you sound 16 tops

>>35598582
It's all right man. You might not know it, but you're doing really, really, really, really well.

>>35598381
>I just do the movement with my shoulders (I forgot the word for it).
It's called "sucked my father's dick and by the way also shrugged" so your sentence should read "...she asks me if I'm okay and I just sucked my father's dick and by the way also shrugged my shoulders."

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>>35598381

>>35598381

do you have a throw away email..because this thread is probably going to die soon,

> Do you think you'll continue improving your life if she breaks up with you?

yeah i probably will, but lets be serious here i'll probably be in a really dark place when she leaves me...

>Another thing that's also killing me is hearing stories about her old relationships.

this one is the fucking worst man, when she talks about like guys talking to her, or meeting new people from work, or talking about her old friends that are guys..its feels like im getting punched in the stomach absolute worst feeling...once i let her know that it bothered me and she told me she was sorry...but im going to say "dont talk to any guys", i just hide it from her...even tho it kills me...i dont want to sound like a clingy bitch to her ya'know?

>Is this your first relationship?

might as well be its been like 10 years since i have been in one

>? It is mine and I like her so much because we can talk about everything and all the things s

ya..i talk to her about everything...havent met a single person who i have shared everything with

Atleast you get to see her and shit...i dont have the money to see her again for 2-3 years

jesus with this teaching english vomit fuck off with this bullshit.

>>35598750
Wow. That's like, really rude.

>34
>have wife and child, mortgage and job
>it's all a front because if it all fell apart I wouldn't care
>no feelings towards anyone
>going through the motions.jpg

>>35598785
Your kid's a bitch and your wife's a faggot. Feel anything?

>>35598785
girl or boy child?

I reckon I'd want to disown my child if it was a boy, but I'm not sure I could if it was a girl

>>35598858
His wife's a total penis, no way faggot penis wife would let him abandon the child. She'd probably just take care of it herself, what a dickhole.

>>35598750
>>35598772
ITT: normie scum and beta rage

>>35598647

It's not classic jealousy. I haven't thought about her having sex with someone and I don't want to. I do agree that I'm pathetic, but I don't know what else to do because it's such a strong conflicting feeling (not wanting to live and wanting to be with her).

>>35598723

>but im going to say "dont talk to any guys", i just hide it from her...even tho it kills me...i dont want to sound like a clingy bitch to her ya'know?
I know that exact feel, bro.
But in the end I always vent and she listens to it. I know that my constant venting, complaining and insecurity are only driving her away, but it's the only thing which makes me feel some relief. I should be funny, charming and witty like I was at first, but I just can't bring myself when I know what's expecting me.
Having someone with whom you feel comfortable is also amazing, indeed. I even cried in front of her.

>Atleast you get to see her and shit
Yes, I have one last potentially nice thing to experience.

throwaway: [email protected]

>>35598750

Someone realized that there's a viable alternative and feels now bad for having to turn down a potentially good thing.

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>26
>live on site for job, back home for weekend as normal
>endless cycle of listening to music and reading manga and ignoring work begins again

Time feels like it's going much faster the older I am getting. Also the new Onra LP is really good.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jz0mywgQsds

Do you guys represent a typical American young man?

>>35594895
I meet a new girl and instantly fall in love with her like always with girls.....

But this time the girl said that i'm good looking and very funny.
She asked me if i want to do things with her.
And i instantly agreed, so we meet 4 hours passed by like 1 hour and she invited me again.

But i'm in fear that she will friendzone me or that i'm already friendzoned because she said i'm her best friend..

Our second "date" didn't start and she already planned a third one(Will be a party).
When should i ask her if she wants something serious?

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>>35598983

just sent you a email L.R

Then:
>Chad
>Amateur kickboxer
>Fucked girls, drank heaps, had a well-paying bricklaying job
>Massive fucking car accident, I was a passenger, spent 9 days in a coma

Now
>28
>Wheelchair-bound
>Can't remember so much of my life before the accident, people know me but I don't know them
>Speech is slurred, constant brain fog, feel like I'm retarded when I'm with people

Some days I wish the accident had killed me.

so im hispanic and kinda know my around spanish but overall im slow. people say my talking way is strange, or just the way i say them.

I got a 90 on both of my spanish courses in highschool, and i kinda loved mexico, and i kinda like the idea of teaching. should i do it for 2 years to get enough to daytrade on the futures market?

i think my life is set

>>35599324

You should scout the job market first for the place you want to move to. Look up online ads if there are any. Try putting up your own (undera false name/email) and see if anyone responds.

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I'll be 30 in about half a month.

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>>35596824
What's your original job anon?

>>35599324
>>35599365
Find Facebook groups for Spanish / English learners. Don't say straight up that you're a teacher, just join the community and talk to people. If the same person/people keep coming to you with questions / advice tell them you teach. Treat gaining students as an afterthought and focus on the community, you'll have more success that way.

>>35599077
if this board is representative, then sure.

>>35599149
Bullshit, nobody who bricklays has the time or energy to fucking kickbox.

>24

I really don't want to turn 25 this year. I don't want to be a part of these threads.

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>turning 25 in July
>graduated uni, working full time
>all the qts at my work are either taken, married or absurdly tall
>my few friends are in different cities
>family too

Is this it, bros? Do I just keep working until I flop over and die alone? Surely there is something more.

>>35600220
it says 25+ up there

>>35600220
There isn't. Read Epikur, you should be happy with your everyday life because the death is the ultimate end and nothing comes after it - this is the real reason that stands behind hedonism.

>>35600220
>I'm literally in the exact same boat and going through the same exact thing. I'm also turning 25 in july. >>35600164

What are we gonna do?

>>35600365
whoops forgot to turn off my green text

>>35599077
>Do you guys represent a typical American young man?

that would make us, the normies!

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>>35594895
Reading through this thread it seems like I'm in a much better position than most.

>turned 26 a few days ago
>no college education
>don't smoke, drink or do drugs
>have literally no friends
>"work" at a small family grocery shop, work in parentheses because the only really hard part is dealing with lots of people, and I don't have a fixed pay
>have been working there for 2 years now
>improved the stock, added services
>will probably inherit the shop
>lost weight, confidence rose
>meet a girl
>she pushes all my buttons and my heart starts racing like crazy when I see her
>apparently she likes me, even if just a little because she doesn't reject my advancements

This might just be another of my Oneitis, but I'm willing to take the risk, even if I don't have a degree or something I have a future in that shop, which has given us a lot, so I could support a family if it comes down to that.

To think that just two years ago I was a sorry excuse of a human being, a complete Hikki and NEET.

>>35596941
Have you considerd becom8ng self employed? Clean windows bulk buy t-shirts then sell them off the back of your car walk dogs it could be anything

>>35601459
Yes but I feel like I'm getting too old to get away with that shit. I know a guy who's "artsy" and he wants to sell T-shirts on Etsy, don't I have to pay income tax on that shit now though?

>>35601326
What if walmart or some other big chain cucks you and pushes you out of your turf? Not trying to be pessimistic, but it happens often nowadays.

Daily reminder, If you're not:
>getting /fit/
>applying for jobs
>going back to school
>reading /lit/

You'll be in the same spot you're in 5 years from now. Do you expect anything to change just sitting there. Yes, I'm talking to you.

DO YOU?

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>33
>NEET with no skills
>unemployed for 8 years
>no friends or connections
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel more suicidal every day. I might just kms. Reading up on anything that might better myself just gives me severe anxiety. Aside from being pretty decent looking, I have nothing going for me and nothing to look forward to. I don't want to end up like the guy in pic related, but it really strikes a chord in me.

>>35601549
That's a very good point anon and we've thought about it. Basically with the money we've made from the shop we bought two other houses which are currently being rented, the money from the rent itself pays the house, so in a few more years they will be fully paid and they will start to generate money instead.

Though the above is a solid plan, I guess I still should have another countermeasure in case anything goes really bad. Following the thread's advice maybe it could be teaching Spanish, since I'm a native speaker and I think my English is pretty good.

>>35601599
I've been working out for 5 years, read everyday, and have a 6 figure job. Life is still empty. It's all about mindset.

>>35601738
Sounds like a pretty sweet setup, bro. I've always heard real estate will always be a solid investment and a good way to make long term money. I'd do it myself if I had the money/knowledge. Supposedly 90% of millionaires make their money through real estate. Good luck with life, it sounds like you have a bright future. I hope it works out with the qt. Don't let yourself get cucked or played though.

>>35601772
>6 figure job
>fit

How would your life be empty if you made it?
Elaborate please.

>>35601779
Thanks mate, I appreciate it.

Absolutely original.

>>35601901
I make things up online ..

>>35601599
Used to read my textbooks on the campus gym treadmills after my lifting.

Not all gyms have quite the right shape for it though.

Havent seen the inside of a gym for a year or so. Waiting to hear back on my internship application. They said theyre still waiting on letters of rec from references. I bet they saw Stanford on mine and didnt believe it. Im overqualified as shit but this internship is under a PI who's doing something I want to do the rest of my life.

I like my life how it is, but it took a bad turn a few years ago when I got kicked out of college. Clawed my way back in through community college and did award-winning work. Never thought I was capable of it.

Also, ritalin can make your life a lot better. Dont use it to get high, use it to do work.

>>35602404
>Clawed my way back in through community college and did award-winning work.
How old were you when that happened?

>>35602598
20-21 when kicked out. Hit rock bottom. Was over 250lbs and had been arrested for something nonviolent and silly, but still serious enough for cops to get involved.

I changed majors to something business related so I could be a manager at mcd or something. Realized I had a passion for science/engineering/research and pursued it.

Lost 75lbs in 6 months on Keto and ritalin without lifting even the bar. Dont do that, though because you need to lift to avoid the loose skin.

>>35596081
I am also 27. What opportunities do you feel you wasted? Did they all involve women?

>>35602805
Opportunity will continue to be available, but they may not be the ones you expect.

There was a long-term study suggesting that "successful" people make their own "luck" by being flexible about what they accept as an opportunity.

If youre averse to hard work, however, you'll find no opportunities in the near future.

Not that Im suggesting anything about you, just saying a 12-hour workday might be the best way forward.

>27
>My only friends left in the area are losers with no money or drivers licenses and never want to go out and socialize.
>Work as an electrician, but in the lowest tier work in the field. Wasting my tech school education.
>Been with this particular company over 1.5 years, but don't really fit in; seen as a weirdo.
>Make a bad first impression by coming off as aloof and awkward. Have to remember to force myself to smile in day to day interactions.
>Have my own apartment, but awful about doing any cleaning or organizing beyond taking out the trash and doing laundry.
>Spend a lot of my free time hanging out at my parents house
>Had college completely paid for by parents, but never had the drive or ambition to get a good degree; dropped out and finished 2 year trade school instead
>Only relationships I have are extremely rare drunken one night stands. It seems girls want nothing to do with me when sober.

My last gamble is moving to Seattle in 3 months to live with my friend. Going to blow lots of money on rent to try and make something with the last few years of my 20s

>>35601901
Because no gf or friends. Money and fitness are superficial.

>>35597810

Do teenage chicks give you horny looks?

25
Got a electrician apprenticeship
Fell off a roof 2nd month.
Bulged disc.
I regret everything

>>35600220
In the same boat.

>Turn 25 in June, work 70 hour weeks.
>Field I'm in is a total sausage fest
>Have grown distant from family, haven't seen most of them in 6 years now
>0 chance of gf, thinking about buying a prostitute next time I'm in Nevada.

I think this is it. Squidward was right. We do this for 40 years, and then we die.

>>35603518

Nobody told me in college that is the last stop before dating becomes nightmare mode. Once you work for a living, you don't even meet young girls anymore. And you have no time for ANYTHING outside work.

>>35603582
Very true. I only have 1 - 2 hours tops for animu and a quick fap, then it's off to work once more. Even then, I'm sacrificing 1 - 2 hours of sleep that I need.

>27
>Woke up today
>Horrible acne outbreak.

I thought I was finish with this shit in high school.

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>>35594895
>28
>Work from home $15 an hour
>gf makes more money than I do
>lost blowjob virginity age 18, real virginity at 20
>Healthy weight but king manlet (5'9)
>Very few friends now
>Picked up smoking a year ago and struggling to stop
>No college degree
>Family is full of terrible people, and the ones who aren't terrible people have cut themselves off from everyone else in the family
>Dad died 9 years ago
>Feel bummed out every once in a while
>Drink alcohol almost every Saturday
>Hair starting to thin/recede a little bit in the front of my head
>People think I'm either serious or shy because of my demeanor but it's just the way I am, I'm really neither
>Still play vidya even though I'm pushing 30

Who else knows these feels

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>27
>bought new car today
>felt nothing
>went home after work, bored of jerking off, watching new Simpsons episodes dreading 30, debating an hero

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>>35604365
>he fell for the new car meme

>33
>comfy IT analyst job, from 11 am to 7pm
>actually really work 3 hours per day, everything else is lazying and watching videos
>while fuckin around I suddenly find the girl of my life, she's 25yo
>she is a manager and owns anawesome flat
>go live together, happy for 2 years
>life is super comfy, money flows like a stream
>suddenly while on holidays in Italy something happens to me
>think it's just an allergic reaction, find out about 1 month later that I got a blood cancer
>have to move back to my country and my parents house to follow treatment for 6 months
>she drops her job and find a good remote work to stay with me
>it's tough but after 2 months it seems I'm clean from the disease
>still have 3 months of treatment at the moment
>it's getting tough, I have nausea very often
>have to hold on tight, I want my life back
>scared to death this shit might come back one day

Anyone ever cut themselves? I've been holding a knife to my arm for a week now but I don't have the balls to pull it across. But I've heard it releases the pressure that's building up in my head

>29
>Work at a thrift store
>Keep signing up for college classes and dropping them when I lose my motivation
>Have depression, blah, blah, blah
>Virgin in every possible sense
>Have had many, many opportunities in the past to date/lose my virginity, etc but I never take advantage of them, and I have literally no idea why
>Have dismissive-avoidant attachment disorder
>Genuinely disinterested in life. Would kill myself just to get rid of it if I had the courage.

>>35598582
why people hate you? do you actually try to be pleasant sometimes or just comes out like an asshole? Having some positive exchange might help you quite a bit

>>35604497

Liquid courage, my friend. That's how I lost my virginity.

35, virgin

>browse escort ads
>can't stop thinking that each one would laugh at me

>>35597738
>>35595296
It's also always the first post in every 25+ thread.

Nevermind the fact that Chris Rock already has a similar joke in his stand up and this goy keeps feeling compelled to try meme it.

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>>35598582
>>tried to be flirting and said 'beautiful women don't use chop sticks, they wear OPTICS' because she was wearing glasses

>>35594895
>25
>smoked since I was 17
>eventually got up to 30 cigarettes a day
>read easy way to quit
>go 9 days without smoking
>get drunk and suddenly overwhelmed and cave
>hate myself for cracking

I felt so good those 9 days. Could take deep breaths without my lungs crackling, woke up in the mornings feeling energized.. It was good stuff.

I'm now 28ish hours into quitting again, going to make sure I avoid alcohol for at least a month.

>>35597428
I'm from Madrid and left Spain

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It might be depressing to be a KHV who just goes to work, plays video games and watches anime all day, but if you just do all those things and aren't a KHV it's the MOST comfy lifestyle. Man there's nothing I would rather do than be alone with 4chan and my anime and video games, I have lived the life of Chad Thundercock and it just doesn't compete. But you can't be scared of life. You have to own what you like and do it because you want to, not because you're afraid.

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>be 45
>apply to walmart stock room gig
>get the interview
>"so what makes you walmart material"
>I'm organized
>tfw room is a disaster and haven't cleaned the dirty apartment in years
>generations of mice in my takeout containers
>"ok anon,we will call ya back"
>never get called
>tfw not even qualified to stock milk in a freezer or boxes in the back

im 19 and im drunk as fuck wooooo whats up old fags and weird underages that wanna pretend theyre old.

have you 25 plus year olds really been browsing 4 chan since before it was a normie hang out? I started browsing summer before freshman year. Started /b/ like everyone and moved aroud. /mu/, /ck/, /r9k/, /g/ /lit/, /vp/, and back to /r9k/

>>35604866
You're fucking 45 years old?

I could understand someone in his twenties or maybe even 30s not having their shit together.

But c'mon dude, your life is more than half over. How can you be so far behind that you can't even get a Wal-Mart job at 45 years old?

>27
>tfw not panda material

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>>35604920
>But c'mon dude, your life is more than half over. How can you be so far behind that you can't even get a Wal-Mart job at 45 years old?

life happens.

>33
>life going pretty good overall

>>35604874
Nobody cares about you.

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Anyone else studying for the CPA exam here?

Shit is so boring. I have to consistently give myself breaks to find the motivation to go on.

>>35604940
That's an excuse for a 25 or 30 year old. Not a 45 year old.

You've had 27 years since graduating high school to put yourself in a better position than Walmart stocker.

That feel when only have finished 10/24 high school subjects
It seems never ending

>>35604974
Wait until you become an accountant and do it 8+ hours per day for decades.

>>35604309
>drink alcohol almost every saturday.

I'm up to a 2 beers to a 6 pack a day.

27 virgin. Not really interested in meeting anyone in dating sites because I think they're all whores. The only women I meet are in forced situation like work and class where most of them are late teens/early twenties and I'm out of their league. Did nofap for weeks now, at times my balls feel like exploding but I'm afraid of climaxing because the drop in mood results in depression in me. I just wanna find someone I can share stories with and I can just look at when I'm having a bad day.

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So when the does the numbness kick in? I'm 26 and still feel depressed, hopeless and sad most days, I think there's something wrong with my brain.

>>35605052
I already have an full-time Excel monkey job. 40+ hours every week going on close to two years now, so that won't be new to me.

All the good jobs in this field want you to have passed this God forsaken exam, so I'm doing what the Jews want me to. Unfortunately, my job now is all Excel sheets, so I pretty much forgotten everything I learned while getting my degree. I'm pretty much reteaching myself all this shit.

I'm pretty sure I can get a job that pays 10-15k more a year than I'm currently making once I pass this exam, so hopefully this will all be worthwhile.

>>35605100
Do you know how pathetic you sound?

You're never going to go anywhere with that attitude, and why should you? Why should your whining get you somewhere?

Suck it up buttercup, and do something with your life, and then maybe things will improve.

>>35605121
That interview looks intense and interesting
Hope the watermelon got the job

>>35597651
wow dude just go get a shitty job and fucking work it for a few months ffs. I worked overnight stocking at target with felonious niggers in their 40's without home addresses. 12.50/hr. cmon man.

>>35604961
you do our you

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>>35604365
If you have the funds to splurge on a new car, you must have a stable source of income- or a steady supply of neetbux. I say use some of it to live a moderately comfortable life, while saving some up for further on down the road. If you can't make it, you can at least fake it. And then you might have a chance at eventually unironically succeeding at something. Just try and capitalize on new opportunities.

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>35
>work minimum wage mcjob to pay rent for shitty studio apt
>surrounded by people almost half my age everyday at work
>can't afford anything nice since any free money I have goes towards repaying student loans
>never fished my degree before you ask

>Intern talks to me a lot
>Starts smiling at me before the weekend whenever we walk past but can't stop to talk
>Get her on messenger before she changes department
>Gives me 1 line response's or none at all
why

>>35604365
Same. Got car, I didn't even think it was that cool. Mostly what set in was dread of the costs, maintenance, stress of driving.

>>35605357
>having an intern to talk to or be responsible for.

Just get out bub. I bet you're not even a virgin

Have a nasty cold. I'm powering through it but nostalgic for the time when I could just stay home doing nothing at the slightest hint of illness.

>25 almost 26
>just finished 2 year degree in IT
>have no work experience other than working for a temp agency during peaks a few times
>procrastinating writing a resume that will be empty and applying for jobs

woo

>28
>decent job that pays well
>I fucking hate everyone I work with
>my only chance at friendship just moved 9 hours away
>car broke down two days ago
>essentially housebound
>it's okay though it's not like I have any friends anyways
>"friend" who fucked me over and told me I was a piece of shit wants to "get in touch"
>sure why not
>biggest mistake of my life
>get fucked over again and lose 200 bucks
>I hate everyone
>everyone hates me
>brb kms

Mother is seriously sick. I mean, I could always grok that my parents were mortal but at 33 I'm realizing the clock is ticking, you know?

>>35596941

Apply with Americorps or the Peace Corps. It buys you time and you actually get real-world experience.

>>35597624
I happen to live in Spain, retard

>>35597810

This post is #FakeNews

29 as of the 4th. Just trying to hang on, man. Working as a bike messenger for the last few years; accordingly alcoholic. Drunk now. My wife is playing Zelda. She supports us by a 2/3 ratio. Guess I'm living the life

>>35605538
Get the hell out normie.

JUST

>>>/g/
>>>/e/
>>>/t/


>>>/out/

>>35597646

which blacked scene is that?

>>35604998
And how exactly do you propose he does that?

>>35605372
>>35604365
So can I have your cars then, morons?

>>35605562
The one where your mum takes it up the arse.

>>35604920

t. child.

Your attitude is one of an ignorant brat with zero life experience worth mentioning.

It's not going to work out for you the way your delusional, adolescent mind imagines it will as you sit there with no real problems or responsibilities pretending you have anything resembling a clue. Good luck when reality hits.

>>35604473
Even though you have it rough, I envy your life. I'm alone and unemployed with no skills or money. Hang in there, bro.

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I'm approaching 25 this year, I have almost made it to the next level of being a robot.

Going to hire an escort soon when I get paid from my part-time wagecuck job since I don't have any other bills due to living at home...

Been browsing Adult Work and undecided on a tranny or a female.

>>35605146
I know it sounds pathetic that's why I posted it here. I try in real life but this thought is always in my mind after a long day of work and I'm just sitting at home.

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>25
>Got engineering degree because "tons of jobs in STEM LOL"
>Everyone else I graduated with getting $60k/yr jobs right out of the gate
>Too retarded to get one for a year
>Flubbing interviews every which way
>Finally get one at a tiny startup with less than 20 people
>Get laid off because "we need someone with more experience"
>Didn't even work there 6 months, so couldn't get unemployment
>Could only find new job as a QC in some manufacturing plant
>Fellow people on the shop floor try being nice
>Try in return, but flub every single conversation
>tfw they all hate me now
>tfw too fucking autistic to make friends or even be a good friend
>tfw never going to get a rewarding career
>tfw resigned to mindnumbing factory work for the rest of my life

I had every opportunity and I blew every single one. I'm not even 30 and I know it's not gonna get any better. I might as well get a pistol and end it already.

>>35596564
Tfw, I want to go into the military but I'm having a hard time getting in shape and studying for the ASVAB.

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I wish I had gotten a job or internship when I was younger so my resume wasn't completely blank except for one year 8 years ago. I'm applying for some positions in my field that aren't salaried and just for experience but I'm surely one of the lowest-qualified applicants they'll have so I doubt anything will come of it.

>25 years old
>About to graduate with a criminal justice degree
>Not really interested in it but like some things about it.
>Only had two jobs in my life
>Trying to apply for a job for the last two years
>Starting to forget what i learned
>Feel like a failure at life
>Not really good at anything
>Scared of everything. Scared of hard jobs and driving. Scared of fucking up.
I want to belong somewhere and be happy.

>>35606418
That was actually a totally fake and insincere post. I feel your pain. I was just acting like a hard ass for kicks.

>>35606851
Similar.

>Had jobs that I was never really good at.
>Toxic work enviroment didn't help.
>Bosses who only yell instead of speak.
>All teenage career dreams deemed impossible.
>Dread filling out applications because the last 3 jobs I had were ones I got fired from.
>Dread everything.

I can not even imagine myself happy in the future.

>>35606191
save up a good chunk and try a female.
enjoy it.

>>35605404
how did your friend screw you over? Did you loan him money? Sounds like my friend. He is a good guy but has become completely unreliable due to his past drug use. He wanted me to "loan" him $400 dollars the other week, but I said no. I knew I'd never get it back.

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Getting sort of depressing living with my parents, had to move back in a year ago. If I stay for 5 more months I'll have saved up the money I want, but I could just leave now.. 5 months isn't that long, but it sure feels like it. Lol.

literally got cucked by gov't a year and a half ago (was put under that thing where you have a assigned supervisor: conservatorship), my father was my conservator. BUT he applied for disability for me, and he has like 16 thousand saved up for me & 1250 each month coming, so i'm in community college & I just got a big ass geology set so i'm happy

>>35607687
I even got a diamond that's literally less than a millimeter across

Feels a bit weird that most of my friends are getting married and what not while I've never had a gf.

I thought when you get older that meme about women settling for a provider was meant to happen. I've got a decent job, a house and all that but I can't see it happening any time soon.

Though I suppose you've actually got to meet people for stuff like that to happen.

>>35607782
just go to a bar
I literally didn't talk to anyone at this bar last night and then this old bitch with a stupid hat started coming on to me
had my passenger side not been full of garbage from slovenliness, I prolly could've driven away with her

>>35607782
there are definitely females who are looking for something, but I take back my advice, you sound like a complete anus bandana if you want to be a provider

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>>35594895
>32
>Divorced wife of 12 years for cheating on me
>Living off savings for the past 4 months, can't believe no one has responded to my applications for software engineer yet (4 years experience)
>Small, dark room rented in house that smells of cat shit (owner doesn't clean up)
>Took trip to emergency room because I felt like I was having a heart attack and losing my mind
>It was a "panic attack"
>Now paranoid about chest pains

Not sure what to do in this situation. I don't want to die yet, but I ain't feeling hopeful about the future.

>>35607882
it's ok anon, i'm going to do my geology research and it'll all be alright

>>35607846
I'd rather die alone than end up as a provider for the type of girl who acted like I didn't exist when we were 18-25.

Just thought I'd be getting some attention by now.

I know that if they come on to me at this point it'll just be for my money or stuff I have. It'll always be in the back of my mind that if we could magically get our 18 year old bodies and responsibilities back they'd go back to acting like I don't exist.

>>35607914
no dude, its not for money, forget that people have taught u that, people are idiots
bitches just wanna be fucked

>>35607947
In that case I know they're only bothering me because they've lost their looks to a degree they can't get a Chad anymore. Don't fancy being someone's 'you'll do I guess'

>>35607985
I don't really understand what Chad is.

maybe i'm a chad, but I use r9k. I don't have a gf, but that's because i'm legitimately in love with someone I've never met and i'm waiting until I bump into them. shit's torture

>>35607985
Lad, lead them on. Fuck them then after a month or two fucking drop them.

Nothing effects a woman more than knowing she can't even keep the back up guy.

>>35608054
chad's only chad if you let them have the power of you. you're a robot-c'mon, this is THE SPOT of the internet. I shit you not, this is the coolest part of the coolest website on the internet

>>35608059
I wouldn't know how to lead someone on in the first place lad. I don't think I'm loud or outgoing enough for any of that.

One of my friends always tries it on with women if there happen to be any out with us and it always fails. I could never do that, the second hand embarrassment is enough.

>>35606858
I think we all need that bro that tells us it's never easy. Still thanks for taking the time.

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I just turbo reeeeed all over a stacy and an autistic nigger. Hitting both sides of the spectrum tonight.

>>35597596
>tfw lost at life lottery.

I've been doing pretty decent. I've felt for the work hard at school when I was young and graduated out from the ghetto I was born in. I went to a good university, scored a Ms.Eng with decent grade, a M.Sci with almost perfect GPA (only As except 1 (one) B) and I am now enrolled in a funded PhD.

The thing is, I lost at life lottery. Family disintegrated like a proton in LHC. There's no heritage for me. I've also felt for the "unconditional love for your mother" meme and I ended up being indebted $10k because of this (ofc, I won't use the money, but I'll have to repay it myself when I graduate and get a job).

A lot of my classmates ended up barely graduating but their father own a business and they're assure to become the next CEO after 15years or so, or they're sure to inherit a large house and have already a steady income since their parents were landlords...

That could have been worse, I could have been born in deep India, living barefoot before running water or crippled with a rare disease or something.

Anyway, that's enough rant. Crying on split milk won't do anything. I'd better focus on how not to split it again.

>>35602805

No, it's more about life in general. I see more and more people with similar stories.

>never had any health issues
>had a loving family
>always had enough food and a roof above my head
>had friends
>had a chance at higher education
>had a peculiar life which makes you an interesting person
>everything in life aligned and I had plenty of luck with everything (things fell into my lap)

Some people are just incapable to live. I am self-aware enough not to complain and be ungrateful (apart from on here, but it doesn't hurt and it's in a sober, calm way).

I just want to disappear and vanish, without any pain.

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>>35610337
>I just want to disappear and vanish, without any pain.

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