I think the jews have fucked my sense of love/relationships/ etc permanently.
In one hand, I hate porn. I hate how fucking dependent I am too it.
On the other hand, I suffered so much in public school at the hand of "popular" kids, that I developed a unquenchable lust to have sex with extremely beautiful girls.
I don't want to have relationships with women, I literally just want to be successful enough to pay whores to blow me in a comfy apartment.
With that said, I am a student, engineering student for that matter and my life is devoid of much intimacy at the moment. I am also broke since I can only work part-time. Lastly, I started putting on some weight since the beginning of this semester, and it's making me depressed.
With all of this said, not only can I not have sex with beautiful women at the moment (due to money constraints), but I am getting fat, I have no life, and porn is the only thing that even mildly eases my lust.
What is the answer /r9k? Should I kill myself?
>>35043672
>With all of this said, not only can I not have sex with beautiful women at the moment (due to money constraints), but I am getting fat, I have no life, and porn is the only thing that even mildly eases my lust.
Nice excuses fag when you graduate it's just going to be something else. Excuses for the rest of your life.
>>35043672
>think this is going to be a quality thread with a real degenerate posting that I can share my mutual porn addiction with
>turns out it's only a weak-minded, fat college student that's been brainwashed into falling for normie memes
enjoy your degree and success tainted by an unending desire for a social status you will never have
there is no cure
even when you have a gf you will still watch porn
you could always acces to it in a matter of seconds because smartphones are like another part of our body now
the only thing I can tell you is that with time the adiction will decrease, because eventually you will get bore of porn
you will always watch it but not like in the past
don't try to fight it doing things like nofap because you will only get frustration
I am thinking of fucking this literal whore.
What do you guys think?
>>35043965
I should add I haven't had sex in nearly 2 years and part of the reason I have gone off the deep end has been because of celibacy
>>35043672
I'm glad I grew up without the internet and I feel sorry for all these 20 year old kids and younger who were born with an ethernet cable.
Less is always more when it comes to porn. I don't do nofap but I do noporn. I beat off when I HAVE to but I don't sir around all day with a half-hard dick that can barely ooze out a single cum tear.
>>35043672
Start disregarding females, you fat idiot. Almost noone gets to fuck gorgeous women. Non-gorgeous women aren't really worth putting up with.
Learn to enjoy being alone. Jerk off just enough to kill your urges. Do something else with your time.