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Alright, never lurked, first time poster after having a look at the catalog.
>19, 20 in two weeks
>8/10 gf left to go out of state for her music career, in lesbian relationship, still best friend over text/snapchat
>8/10 best friend didn't talk to me and then I'm an asshole and keep pushing for him to talk to me about what's wrong and now we haven't spoke in 5 months
>dropped out of college with 2.1 GPA and $5,500 in debt
>Dad just came back from the Philippines with tales of a shitty second Philippino wife that turned out to be a prostitute that left him
>all high school friends have moved out of state or 4+ hours away
>all college friends live far and barely have time to see me when I'm in town
>thoughts creep in of accumulating money to reunite with gf since she's poly and we've been away less than a year
>thoughts creep in that the only way I could have another relationship like that would be to become a full on libtard and kiss feminazi ass or to be born female
>thoughts creep in that I should kill myself, not because I don't have potential or because life sucks (though it does), but because a friend's recent death sparked potential in me, and my friends and family deserve a wakeup call

So, uh, post advice, similar situation, or the hottest porn you can think of.