Don't understand my sexuality....
I've ALWAYS been attracted to women, both sexually and romantically. BUT, over the past couple of years, I've found myself watching gay and trap porn, really getting off on it. I've always had the strong desire to suck dick, fuck and get fucked when I'm in a horny mood, but would never date, kiss or have a relationship with a guy. I never look at guys and think, oh he's cute, or oh, look at his ass! I only get that with women. I've looked into the whole "being repulsed by the stigma of being gay/bi, but I don't care about that. I'm open about being the way I am. Nothing exites me about masculine men, besides the testosterone competition amongst us and the strive to be alfa.
>Nothing excites me about masculine men
>Not "all kinds of men"
Bro, you're probably gay or at least bi but you're repressing it deep inside. A goddamn famous French philosopher went on a self harm rampage and nothing could stop him until his therapist reached the conclusion that he was gay and the reason behind his depression is that he subconsciously repress his homosexuality.
Go to a gay bar and see what's gonna happen next. Whatever the outcome (fuck or run out), that ought to settle it at once.
>>15166059
>Don't understand my sexuality
Why does this matter to you? You know what gets you off, just enjoy it
im the same way though. Masculine men turn me tf off, but I've always wanted to try to suck a dick or get fucked. Everything else about men is a turn-off, unless they have girly features. Yet i can totally get off to a nice ass on a woman. Whatever you are dude, I'm right there with yah.
>>15166074
Some people tend to have long term plans. Ass hoe. It just so happens that your sexuality will impact how and with whom you might want to settle, start a family, etc. You know, average normie stuff.
>>15166087
>your sexuality will impact how and with whom you might want to settle, start a family, etc
How so? Unless you find someone who completely understands/accepts your kinks (ie: someone who you should definitely marry in the first place), you can always just keep this shit to yourself. You don't have to tell anyone that you "kinda like dick and gay porn but totally don't like guys in that romantic kind of way" unless you plan on starting a relationship with one.
>>15166124
Yeah? What about the fact that every other week we hear news of some 40-ish man who divorced his wife (and vice versa) so he could live the way he was intended: With another man.
Dude once I even read a girl's facebook status about how her father left her mother to be with another man and how she's made her peace with the fact.
>>15166133
Yeah, some people are idiots and lie to themselves and sometimes end up hurting other people, but according to OP:
>would never date, kiss or have a relationship with a guy
>never look at guys and think, oh he's cute, or oh, look at his ass
> looked into the whole "being repulsed by the stigma of being gay/bi, but I don't care about that
>I'm open about being the way I am
>Nothing exites me about masculine men
Unless OP is in fact delusional, in that case he should follow the advice of >>15166069 or find a suitable tranny escort
>>15166059
too much porn