Black Pill Thread

>>135692693
Fuck off with your defeatist bullshit.

>>135693213

Jesus Christ anon, I just want to hear stories from people that have given up for my own edification. I didn't say you had to give up.

Okay, nothing we do matters because the universe is likely unstable to the point where primordial blackholes have caused a destructive chain reaction that will literally disintegrate the universe in a sphere travelling towards us at the speed of life.

Have fun sleeping.

Don't think its possible?

Look up false vacuum.

>>135693475
I personally find the Heat death of the Universe more terrible and frightening

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>>135692693

I tracked down someone that stole from me online 7 years ago. I have his address, name, phone number, work place, and pictures of him and his ogre wife. At the time we had been friends online and I didin't know any personal details about him. He lives a few states away but I'm willing to make arrangements.

>What do you think I should do to him to exact revenge?

>>135694213
Are you sure you are in the right board/thread?

>>135694329
No

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>>135692693
>the worst black pill
The best black pill...

>>135694213
>>135694468
Let go. Your life will be so much better not thinking about petty revenge shit.

>>135693475
*yawn*

>>135694664
I already put in too much work. I'll be able to sleep better when it's over

>>135694487

imagine your whole life wanting to become a model & you finally get a job. Then they hand you a 5pound dildo to hold and crop you out

Time is not linear and every possible future is happening at the same time.

>>135695045
What did he steal and what is your revenge

>>135693475
Did you know that everything in the universe is moving away from each other at increasing speed. The farther away everything becomes, the less gravity it holds thus increasing speed. Essentially everything is the center of the universe and the theory is that everything will be by itself eventually. (Assuming a black hole doesn't get to us first)

>>135692693
The state of the Democrat party.

>>135692693
Satan is real.

>>135692693
Just look at London. If that doesn't give you a blackpill then I don't know what will

>>135695414
It was money. I lent him an item that held intrinsic value. I had known the guy for 3 years online and we worked a little with each other. Then he boasted about it and laughed. I told him I would find him.

>>135695736
Fuck. How much was it valued at? Please tell me that you're gonna beat him up.

>>135695736
use a phone number changer and tell his wife he is cheating on her with another woman. also burn his house down

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Purely materialist, which I'm not, but:

If infinite survival was possible we'd notice it.

If leaving this universe is possible so we can outrun entropy, and the there's infinite universes, we'd have an infinite amount of beings stepping out right here on earth.
If leaving this universe is possible and there's a finite amount of universes, we'll eventually run out.

If the universe is cyclical and it's possible to survive a full cycle, there'd be an infinite amount of civilisations around from previous cycles.
If the universe is cyclical and it's not possible to survive a full cycle, we'd just die at the end.

Everything material done by humanity will end one day, even if through high tech we could be able to lengthen our existence a comparatively trillionfold. One day there'll be nobody around to remember anything we did.

>>135693475
>>135693821
You two faggots need to focus on something more probable. Like starvation owing to NEET status.

>>135696143
>One day there'll be nobody around to remember anything we did.
/thread

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>>135692693
>Give me your worst black pills.
Read pic related.

>>135696024
>guy that steals mmo items
>Wife

Anyone got the /pol/ hurtbox screencap? That's a good one.

You will never witness your own death. Everyone here is doomed to eternity.

>>135695892
It was $1000 but it's more about the principle at this point cause I want to even the score with this prick. I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet thats why I'm looking for ideas

>>135695430
Is that the "Heat-Death Theory"?

>World is simulation
>Some jackass or group of jackasses are using all of us and our loved ones as NPCs while they muck with things in the background
>MFW were all street fodder NPCs in a ridiculously advanced GTA game

>>135696024
Wow I like this. I'm also thinking about releasing something of his on 4chan

>>135692693
Population cull is inevitable, is only way to solve worlds problems. Will probably happen in biological warfare "terrorist" attack. Thus having robots do the work is now acceptable and no "universal gibs" for the poor.

Once I got so high I imagined that I was the singularity, timeless and endless, and the world and all people were just empty projections I created to escape the eternal loneliness I was bound to, being the only real conscience that exists, I figured that I created this body for me, intentionally flawed and limited in raw intelligence to hide the truth from my self and to try to live in blissful ignorance about what I am, which means that I am all that there is, forever. this realization crushed my psyche and really nobody can prove me wrong, I was never the same and it was the hardest thing for me to overcome.

>>135695203
That's a man's arm look at the hair kek
>>135694487

>>135694213
>Mystikal that bitch!
Pay a crew to gang rape her

>>135697097
I pray whatever it is it's the most awful shitshow of any plague ever. I want it to make airborn super Ebola look like babies first sniffles.

>>135697162
Everybody else can prove you wrong because of their own conscience but you're the only one they can never prove it to

>>135695262
Oky, Baelish, time for bed.

>>135696749
Well, whatever you do, make sure he's down $2000

>>135695736
>It was money. I lent him an item that held intrinsic value. I had known the guy for 3 years online and we worked a little with each other. Then he boasted about it and laughed. I told him I would find him.

lol do it just dont do anything illegal

i wanna know where to find out how this concludes tho

>>135697162
Maybe there are others, maybe your one of the jack ass Player characters whos taken a break from snapping NPCs in two with your dick

>>135697162
And every time I realize the truth,.which happens inevitably I kill this body and start over, and I have been doing this always, and these blissful intervals of about 20 human years are the only thing that numbs the pain.

>>135697229
Lol idk if anyone would take the offer unless it was an insane amount of money. The bitch is so ugly I'm honestly am disappointed I was friends with that guy

>>135697692
Then kill the body and perpetuate the cycle if you feel it's true.
Don't, if not; nobody cares about your mental illness

>>135697449
Ya I guess I don't really mean "even the score" because I'll cause way more damage to his life than $1000

>>135697692
cпиpaй дpoгaтa

>>135697537
No there are no others, this is beyond existential dread and beyond nihilism, this is the ultimate torture that one can imagine. Nothing else is comparable to this: to be unable to "not be" condemned to never find peace.

>>135697692
What's your favorite way of killing yourself at this point? Is it blood loss, mine is blood loss, I imagine it'd be like drifitng off into a shitty sleep, all covered in slick warmth as your limbs grow heavy

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the higher the % of west/north euro people in a country, the higher the % degeneracy.

The only thing i can think of to counter this is the governments in white countries have longest incentivized degeneracy.

>>135697459
Ya I'm going to but I'm making a plan first to make sure I don't get caught.

>want to find out how it concludes
I'll have a post on 4chan somewhere explaining what I did and maybe even make a post asking for more ideas

>>135697873

>>135698061
How many 'go throughs' have you gone about where you just pick fights with everybody? Edge lord the shit out of your existence, ya never know you might get somethings attention

>>135694213
Kill him, but before you do, kill his family, in front of him. Slowly. Make him confess every evil he ever committed, force the family to watch in horror as they systematically die.

This is justice, this is peace.

Let it both be yours fellow killer.

Determinism is real, but despite that we have to act as if free will is a thing otherwise law and order will fall apart

>>135697873
As I said I overcame it, and got stronger because of it, it was just a short period of depression, I just wanted to share this experience as OP aksed

>>135692693


do it

Human beings are animals and the life of a person is as meaningful as that of a chimp.

>>135698508
If you created this reality, then why didn't you make yourself a king or like a drug lord. You would have a much cooler life and you would still die anyways

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>>135692693
http://people.uncw.edu/kozloffm/glubb.pdf

>>135698004
Hикoгa нe cъм yпoтpeбявaл, пyшил cъм тpeвa oкoлo 20 пъти в живoтa cи

>>135698508
Alright, so your just locked into being a normal person? Any way to break it, or odd memories of places that aren't our boring reality. any time period that you can point too where shit gets bonkers or reality becomes 'unstable'? I've got some theories on how this place works and any insight would be fantastic.

>>135698361
I'm thinking that whatever I do to him I need to fuck with him secretively for like months before it happens. Leave him dubious messages to cause paranoia

>>135692693
Nothing matters.

Everything is exactly as it's supposed to be and there's nothing wrong with the state of the world today or ever

>>135698983
Yes please find a way to destroy this reality tonight because I have a test tomorrow. I already sent my regards to North Korea

>>135698305
I have thinking about killing myself many times, mostly by throwing myself off of buildings, shooting myself, stabbing myself and haming myself, but I am not suicidal, from time to time I just think about what would happen if I kill myself, just out of curiosity, I am curious about death.

>>135694213
Prions

>>135692693
You'll die before anything ever gets better, your childhood was the peak of your happiness and it will go down until you die.

We are being fed trash food, made to kill us.
Show me a picture of someone with acne pre-ww2. You can't because it didn't exist then.

Look up Aajonus Vondirplanitz for the ultimate black pill.

>>135699129
I'd strongly prefer to cum in a hot girl than to not. In a small way that matters.

>>135696024
That's good. Any other ideas? Always nice to know...

>>135699343
You don't have to believe me, I'm a deluded person by many accounts and I also have a lot of weird memories. I feel like my exsistence is like being on a merry go round and while it stops (I die) It starts back up, It must be delusion but the same dejavu esc nature of these thoughts only get more creepy as time goes on, and its around this time things start to get odd in all of them

>>135699720
this, why do people in india and africa have perfect white teeth?

>>135698404
>determinism is real but we have to make a choice so it doesnt wreck everything

>>135698983
No, I created this universe in order to be able to bear my loneliness, since I am the only consciousness that exist. This universe is a figment of my inflamed imagination mangled by the eternity of solitude. I created this body, flawed as it is to hide this understanding from my self. I don't know if I am clear enough, but as I said I got over these toughs and grew, I can explain to you if you want.

>>135694213
Forgive him, but also get your money back!

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turbo autist pessimist(aka nihilist)-
>nothing matters!

reality-
>change is what we are my child. righteous are those who look up and sway with the wind, who look down and dance with the shifting of the sword, who swim with the movements of the tides and discover, we are and have always been in paradise, the reflections of heaven on earth....

>Amen

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>>135699720
Didnt Stalin famously have horrible acne scars that they shopped out of pics?

>>135699720
I agree with the primal diet 100%. There's been a study done where you can live a healthy life only off of non-lean meat

>>135700093
Break your (((soul))) into multiple pieces like the horcruxes. Maybe we're all apart of the same being but we ripped ourselves apart to hide from the truth

>>135700224
Gotta link? That sounds interesting. Many aboriginals did this in Canada for millennia.

>tall blonde beautiful girl at local department store (reminds me of Taylor swift)
>hear stories about her a lot from mutual friends
>no soul
>typical ditsy valley girl type
>completely corrupted by narcissism
>likes Lebanese dudes for some reason
>dating the lebo twice her age because he has money and takes her out to expensive restaurants
>cheats on him all the time
It gets worse...

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>>135693475
>at the speed of life.
Max par.

>>135700155
He never even asked for forgiveness. He just egged me on so that's what I'm going to do

>>135692693
there are ways out. believe in magick

>>135700093
Eh, I belive myself an NPC anyway, your crystal clear. I'm just curious if you 'remember' anything off the rails happening soonish because I want to try something. I don't want to be an NPC.

>>135700441
Who gives a shit, whites are disgusting

>>135693898
>when you know of this plan
>when you know the end result is complete shit
>when it's the least shit plan there is
>when you're surrounded by people swallowing this without a second thought

>>135699862
I had similar toughs too, maybe it is like this, ot maybe we just have a greater perception of the unverse, but since we cannot understand it it is more of a torment than a gift.

>>135700435
Ya it was two men that did this and one did for 9 years consecutively with 11 years total on a 100% meat diet. let me find the link

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>>135692693
>Give me your worst black pills.
Sorry, no can do.
All red.

>>135692693
be me
get a 6 figure job just before election
get asked who i voted for
lie and say hillary
still have job now

>be suburban black
>see the ignorance and self destruction that urban black commit
>too self aware to let myself slip into nigger behavior.
>too self loathing to look past the blight.

I wish I could live the dice rolling, basketball playing, welfare accepting life style. at least then I would never be aware of this madness.

ignorance is bliss

>>135700441
>African nigger migrant starts at her work (we are pumping them into our country now)
"have you ever been with a black guy? I've heard they've got big dicks"
>she chases him
>fucks him
"it's not as big as I thought"
>poor nigger is so embarrassed he gets transferred to another store

Silly women actually believe ALL niggers have huge dicks...

>>135700891
truf

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>>135700730
Oh wait, is this the Vilhjalmur Stefansson story? It is interesting, because he lived with the Inuit here in Canada, and ate thier diet. Interesting because he is actually part Eskimo himself (family was from Greenland, I believe). This is interesting because Inuit/Eskimos apparently have bigger livers than whites, and it helps with the all animal/fish diet.

>>135699904
Because it's their natural diet. I have some extremely black pilling pictures of abos teeth on a natural diet (perfect&white) and one when they start eating the modern diet (completly destroyed, weak chin etc)

Sadly I'm on my phone now and can't post them, unless you really want me to

>>135692693
CHINESE WOMEN LAY EGGS
WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU'VE SEEN A PREGNANT CHINK?
THEY ARE REPTILES
WAKE UP SHEEPLE

>>135700435
http://www.jbc.org/content/87/3/651.full.pdf
Only one of the years was monitored I think

>>135692693
you are litteral alien ,this planet is not your home and your body didnt evolved here

>>135700654
Maybe this is a crazy thought, but it should be amusing for you to ponder. I belive myself to be an NPC in a simulation and while there are Player character(s) running around, there are other (mini)/boss characters running amok in side universes or even other PCs. My goal is to stop being an NPC that is all. If I'm not delusional fireworks kick off at some point in a weird sense of magicness, and I think I might get a shot at being important,

>>135701142
I've seem them, sugar is poison

>>135701394
seen*

>>135701142
I think weak chins are developed from not enough stress on the mandible of the jaw bone. Like chewing tougher food more often leads to larger jaw

>>135701185
only jewish women lay eggs

>>135700578
I remembers some particularly vivid nightmares I had as a child, I remember seeing myself in third person the first months of my life (of course just sporadic flashes of memory) I think it was the time where rudimental conscience began to take form in me. There are many things we are not able to understand, and if we dig too deep it can cost us our sanity, this is why a stoic approach is recommended, and humbleness and acceptance are vital. Faith and religion too. My two cents.

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>>135692693

>>135693213
csb

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>>135692693
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boltzmann_brain

>>135701721
wheat also seems to be poison (slave food)

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>>135694487

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>>135701721

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>>135701850

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>>135701904

>be me
>be degenerate tranny
>be ashamed so only out to immediate family and take hormones on the dl
>rest of family and friends eventually figure it out
>all of the women start posting virtue signalling shit on kikebook
>they all like my posts more often now
>they act like it's part of the women winning zeitgeist and I'm supposed to be on their team now
>want to detransition out of spite

Literally, nobody cares that western culture is going to die. We're heading for a brick wall and it's being cheered on. Do women really hate white men that much now? My ancestors would kick my ass. Fuck this degenerate earth.

>>135701142
>Because it's their natural diet
Sugar is not actually bad for you teeth in absence of the bacteria streptococus mutans. It is the acid they 'shit' after eating sugar that does in your teeth. Another gift of civilization.

>>135701191
Thanks! Please see my other answer.

>>135701112
That's just fatty liver.

>>135701392
As cheesy as it sounds you can be whatever you wish to be, but there will be a price, there is always a price, whether is worth it or not it's your choice.This I know.

>>135701606
appreciated, I'll trade a bit of sanity for more freedom and knowledge though

>>135700160
Good saffron pill Anon.

>>135702050
It's not bad as we have it in fruits, but things like candy are poison.

Also eating too much sugar/fruit is bad. Your body will react against this by giving you diabetes, but it's only a sign that you should stop consuming sugar. Diabetes is not dangerous.

>>135701721
Or, before and after introduction to streptococus mutans, the bacteria that we have that eats carbs/sugar and shits acid onto your teeth. What is the real cause?

>>135696143
Argument is flawed, you have never taken mathematics. You can have infinite points on an infinite manifold and have large spaces in between.

>>135702191
No problem and that's interesting. I didn't know about the aboriginals

>>135693898
Better quality maybe? Can't read shit

>>135702371
Actually, I missed a small bit on the prayer.
>who seek the truth around them
Going off the top of my head though, I didn't do so bad.

Everyone trying to save "Western Civilization" is over 100 years late.

>>135701837
Correct.
Wheat was only eated by the poor & slaves. The strong ones always ate meat.

>>135702305
Do it and then tell the world.

>>135702452
>Your body will react against this by giving you diabetes,
True, but my comment was whether or not is is bad for your teeth. If they could find a way to kill that bacteria, there would be far less dentists in the world.

>>135702848
I don't know so much about that sadly, this is a very big topic to discuss really. But you should really look up Aajonus Vondirplanitz. His book "We want to live" and his talks on youtube are also good information on this. The channel "Sv3rige" is great aswell.

Personally I do believe he is correct as I have seen the results on myself.

>>135702048
What type of response did you expect?

As bad as that sounds it is expected. if you were to transition or what word its called in the early 2000's I'm sure you would have gotten a different response, and the west was falling then as well

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definition for those who are unaware

>>135702639
Suggesting a limit on how many universes would be accessible just makes the infinite universes for all practical purposes finite.
Hence, our existence too.

Ever had the old hag....sleep paralysis interdimensional beings attacking you..... Incubus or succubus.....woke up frozen with fear managed to look at it...dark human like shadow on the ceiling. ..i was able to scream Jesus Christ. ..it let me go...im a believe....

>>135693821
A friend of mine bad tripped about this very phenomenon while on shrooms

>>135702832
will do, I'll let ya know how it goes

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>>135703407
looks like you're missing one, pal

>>135702048
dont use a natsoc flag to represent trannies

you probably know yourself not to be one

get your shit together or stop pretending your politics are something theyre not

>>135692693
once you go black you never go back

>>135702832

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGV6bCTMM5w

>>135695203
kek

>>135703279
Oh I have heard of him. Do you do the high meat thing? Now that is interesting. I can't afford to eat like Aajonus, unless I start poaching, or adopting 'pets' lol.

>>135693213
defeatist black pills are bullshit

black pills should just be the hardest most drastic redpills, not the whole nihilistic woe is me theres no point bullshit

>>135699013
Just seduce his wife, cuck him and then send him photographs. It'll destroy him.

All our thoughts, ambitions, and needs are only rooted in the need to continue the species. We are programmed in our thinking. There is nothing you can think that is original or not influenced by your primal origins. Free will doesn't exist, consciousness is an illusion. Not only that, but truth itself does not exist. Truth is a tool invented by humans to make sense of reality in a way that is useful only for survival. Any logical positivist knows this. What we can know to be "REAL" with a capital R isn't much. "A beginners guide to reality" is a good introduction on this.

The only escape from this mental prison is LSD, or other psychedelics, because you can perceive reality in ways that you weren't programmed by evolution to perceive. In fact, many people who take DMT can perceive symmetries in hyperbolic space, something the brain in it's normal state cannot do: https://qualiacomputing.com/2016/12/12/the-hyperbolic-geometry-of-dmt-experiences/. Because what we experience in our conscious state is hallucinations that approximate reality just the same. Of course it still isn't the "truth", because the "truth" by conventional colloquial definition is untouchable. This could all be a fever dream, or a video game you can play, or most probably something far beyond inconceivable, and we will die knowing nothing about anything, responding to external stimuli, and keeping our stupid population alive. We are no more "conscious" than bacteria, and what we see is no more "real" than television.

>>135693475
the universe is expanding faster than the false vacuum could swallow everything up

>>135698073
Park car in garage running with 80s music and a bottle of wine and breathing in the fumes....

>>135702452
>Diabetes is not dangerous.
So here are the fun facts of diabetes related dangers.
>kidney failure.
>so low blood sugar you might become blind
>nerve damage
>wound that will not heal so you might have to amputate
>higher risk factor to cancer
>damage like loss of vision
>might get a feeling where you black out, this is why the Norwegian government got more strict on drivers license.

So here are some few hidden dangers of diabetes.

>>135694487
>flag

every fucken time

>>135703637
everything tastes better on a cracker

>>135696749
Offer him an olive branch....bring him over for a BBQ, have some beers, put some of your piss in his bottle, watch him drink your urine...priceless

>>135703915
>We are no more "conscious" than bacteria, and what we see is no more "real" than television.
This seems quite accurate, the older I get.

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>>135701721
Woah

>>135701617
That's just autism

>>135698073
Opiate overdose would probably be the most painless, and the least mess to clean up for authorities/family.

>>135698073
indoor BBQ is the easiest way to go IMO

>>135704254
Free range vs battery humans.

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>>135693213
fpbp

>>135704220
It's quite hard to argue
https://jakevdp.github.io/blog/2014/11/11/the-hipster-effect-interactive/

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there really is a great spiritual evil that wants to see you suffer, but you're too happy reducing your own existence to chemical reactions and primal urges to fight it.

>>135704317
would you get a unpleasant adverse reaction when you OD on opiates, or does it just feel like ur evaporating into a cloud?

>>135704455
I don't think it is so much spiritual, as it is good wisdom that happens to be spiritual in nature.

>>135701721
Just realized that the "modern eaters" are probably doing crack because they are niggers in a modern area. As apposed to living in a tribe and not have money to by crack

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>>135704405

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https://youtu.be/YtYzy7qWTMI

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>>135704304
If it helps you sleep at night.

>>135704317
depends.
you might throw up and most of the thrown up shit goes into the lungs and you drown in it. Or you just stop breathing.
But an advice would be using barbiturates instead because the overdose is higher than alcohol and opiates combined, kinda why they like to use it as a suicide-help in some parts in Europe.

So just get a prescription on Phenobarbital

>>135702452
all refined foods are total poison...

refined sugar is one of the greatest poisons known to man but the sugar industry pushes that shit big time.

Obese countries: refined sugars in everything

>>135704660
Remember the last time you fell asleep? Ask an opiate user how painful nodding off is, as in, not at all.

>>135702048
That is a heavy black pill. For you. Knowing that you are a degenerate tranny past the point of no return must be a heavy black pill. You may as well just lie to yourself and say your lifestyle is ok like the other trannies.

>>135700093
You are not the first person who thought of this idea.
Read Gods Debris by Scott Adams (its a 2hour book)

and this > http://www.galactanet.com/oneoff/theegg_mod.html ( very short story )
Its a pretty known mental exercise

>>135700448
>Max par.
stop trying to make "max par" a thing. it's not going to be a thing

>>135704846
This is the ultimate blackpill. Antinatalism.

>>135703279
look up Weston A. price, he goes into details about primitive diets

https://archive.is/G459v

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>>135705311
Get with the times.

>>135697162
And that applies to everyone else. We are all the same energy. Everything in the universe is. We are all "God".

I came in here expecting some black pills and I got a bunch of soft ball pink pills..

1) love seems to be interlinked with value, try loving your soul mate after they gain 50 lbs or show a glaring defect

2) simulation theory seems very probable when you do the math

3) in a rekt thread I saw a Mexican drug dealer saw a little boys head off on camera, I thought it must be fake at first being a jaded fuck but then it haunted me for days that anyone would do that

Still positive and believe life is good though

>>135692693
sweden

>>135705014
If you inject a big enough load you won't even get the needle out of your arm. And everything you said is accurate. Just harder to get phenobarbital. How would you get a script for it?

>>135705253
>That is a heavy black pill. For you. Knowing that you are a degenerate tranny past the point of no return must be a heavy black pill. You may as well just lie to yourself and say your lifestyle is ok like the other trannies.
I can't. It sickens me, but I'm miserable without estrogen. Maybe it's for the best? The weak need to be culled sooner or later, right?

>>135705421
Stop. I don't want this to happen

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>>135696417

>>135705014
I. . . don't want to die, I just feel like an unperson and would like to feel like I'm not a dime a dozen anymore. Being an NPC is better than not being here to me. Wow I sound autistic

>>135705490
Spics are evil

>>135705638
Stop using the natsoc flag you faggot you are too pathethic to even use that. As for advice just kill yourself you sick fuck.

>>135695736
So he stole your hat in tf2?

>>135693213
Mup beep

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>>135705684

>>135697162
I feel like this from time to time

>>135705638
>I'm miserable without estrogen
placebo effect. you are fucking yourself permanently.

>>135704660
Methadone 40mg with 2mg of xanax. ..will put you in different realms

>>135700448
you can't force it, faggot. don't even try.

>>135705638
You don't have to be weak, I guess.

Stop taking ur girly pills. you're humiliating ur ancestors. I was beta af 5 years ago. People change...... I'm still kinda beta tho, but not NEARLY as much. I'm almost average on the beta-Alfa scale now. Just need to be better around the semen demons.

>>135700448
totally shwanglefritz my chum-bucket

>>135703407
How does one get indigo pilled?
Sounds like fun.

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>>135706228

>If I keep insisting, maybe he'll stop.

>>135705548
heavy amnesia, meaning your brain don't have the regular sleep pastern and have not for years, and you don't have quality sleep overall because sleep in these cases last less than 3 hours, and because of internal stimuli you can't fall back to sleep.

The thing with opiates, it's easy to kill oneself with it, just heavy enough dosages but you don't know if it's just stop breathing or if it's full blown throwing up and the throw up goes into the lung.

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>>135697223
>What are male models.

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>>135706413
This guy gets it!

>>135705108
yeah but don't you get nauseous and itchy and stuff?

>>135704660
IV meth instead

If you're gonna dance with the devil, go hardcore.
Opioids are for chickenshits.

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>>135705735
It's all true.

>>135706696
OD on stimulants is pure hell

>>135706696
>not overdosing on med-x

>>135699904
Turmeric is extremely good at whitening teeth. Food for thought.

>>135696749
you're going to drive yourself insane m8 i would just stop for your own sake, it's obviously making you more angry than it should, its only 1k and after 7 years
maybe you should talk to someone about this

also why didn't you just tell police?

>>135693898
I can't take things with random asses strewn in seriously.

>>135705811
that is life now.
You feel like an unperson and there are many medical treatment with these, wanting to feel more of a person, one of them is a benzo the other is a wildcard and might get suicidal ideation to homicidal ideation that is SSRIs and SNRIs, if not a NDRI might help, some of them are for quit smoking so it's not hard to get.

>>135706795
Good. You should pay for trying to meet God/Satan. Like I said, opioids are for chickenshits.

>>135697162
So, by this theory is my reply a figment of your imagination or am I kinda like a lifeless robot who's just going through the motions without any brain activity? I'm a little confused

>>135692693
Was working in some small town in northern Sweden some weeks ago.
Went there by train, multiple changes.
The whole place is filled by Somalians and other nigger asyum seekers. At one of the trainstops there were like 12 niggers and 2 swedes waiting to board the train. I thought it was bad in the cities, but it seems like the gov is hiding most of the niggers in the forests

>>135706647
True, and some opiates are itchier than others, but we aren't talking a recreational or painkilling dose, here.

>>135707245
>but it seems like the gov is hiding most of the niggers in the forests

And yet you don't see the boon here.
Hint: That makes them easier to hunt/kill.

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World war one.

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>>135697162
Or maybe you're just drug addled.

Consider that possibility.

everything you love will be taken from you. I met the most caring, sweet guy a year ago, and we instantly fell in love. we shared the exact same political beliefs, and he made me feel loved and I could really be myself with him. we had plans to marry and have 3-4 kids, in a traditional family upbringing. two months ago he was murdered by a muslim. now I'm pretty much just left over collateral, useless now and probably gonna kill myself soon, it's been good knowing you pol. if there's any newfags reading this, leave while you can

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>>135700891
Ignorance is fatal.

>>135698074
>the higher the % of west/north euro people in a country, the higher the % degeneracy.

source

>>135704945
I can feel how evil that idol is.

>>135695430
yeah but we'll have invented stargates by then. NEXT

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>>135692693
Life doesnt have any inherent meaning or purpose besides what you make of it, things just are

The quantum mind cannot be destroyed, only changed in form. The electrical impulses in our brain that makes up most of our minds have their own combined wavefunction that allows your consciousness to extend further then just within your head and body. Common thoughts and ideas and shared subconscious knowledge of humanity is the superposition of our wavefunctions, of our consciousnesses

any revelations that people on psychedelics have are just explorations of an altered mind, they're all just different ways of seeing what you already could have seen without them

the universe isnt in danger of destruction, its just going through the same process that created ours, collapsing into a higher dimensional state

Quantum computing is causing the singularity, not ai, although ai are a product of this. The quantum internet will affect all of the reality and consciousness around it, bringing all the alternate states of ourselves and our surroundings together

>>135707528
Sorry for your loss.....if you died instead what would you want him to do?...live life or die too? When your ready he will come to you in dreams...small things a red bird a marble look for the small signs...

>>135697162
like half of the people on the planet come up with the same exact notion on their own man
there's a latin term for it but i can't remember it

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>>135700891

>>135703637
>Sweden

>>135695736
You're a fucking idiot for lending anything that had that much value to you away. Of course he coveted it, of course he fucking stole it, because you're a pathetic sack of shit man. You could tell this story 18 different ways and guess what, every single time it comes down to the fact that you bought yourself a nice, expensive life lesson. Own up to your mistake and move on, life isn't fair, you rolled the dice and lost.

>>135703407
i thougth i was black pilled but why i cried when i read the white pill, WHY?

>>135694213
Dude, I said I was sorry, I'll give you the money back.

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Most of ITT qualifies more as "red" according to >>135703407. But I'll not complain, as the term blackpoll often calls for the heaviest of reds, the most interesting.

Blackpill would be more on the lines of how mysterious life is. It just doesn't make sense, how we exist in those decaying bioautomatons roaming around, lost playing a bunch of games. We analyze reality and connect dots, but where do they lead? What's the big picture? Materialism would be perfect and explain everything, were it not for our perspective. Why does the machine have a user?

>>135696749

kill yourself

>>135696796

World is simulation XD

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Our perceived notions of evil are simply projections of the true essence of human.
>I can't elaborate on this because it'll take too much space.

>>135699720
>Aajonus fell from his second-story balcony at his home in Thailand when it gave way. He suffered a broken spine and internal bleeding and was taken to the hospital where he died
Should have eaten more fruits

>>135692693
There is no bigger black pill then having a loved family member addicted to hard drugs.

When all they can think about is ME ME ME ME and the family suffers under their behaviour.

I look at the worlds elite some times and feel the same way. That they are addicts addicted to power.

This thread is making these words sound like a motto to live by:

"Nothing is true. Everything is permitted."

>>135706918
thanks, how exactly do you use it?

>>135707883
>Quantum computing is causing the singularity, not ai, although ai are a product of this. The quantum internet will affect all of the reality and consciousness around it, bringing all the alternate states of ourselves and our surroundings together

i thought you were onto something but this sentence just made you seem like a fucking idiot, no offence

>>135709131
I don't know; eat it? Rub it in? Try brushing your teeth with it.

>>135697933
Fuck him in the ass, post video afterwards

>>135709361
colloidal silver helps also, for me anyway

>>135693898
>Was going ok until he started talking about the commodification of ass.
8/10. Still doesn't account for the massive involvement of Jews in the globalist agenda either. Good LARP though.

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>>135697223
Men can be models.

>>135692693
Old hag syndrome

>>135706033

now theres a Leprechaun i have not seen in a long time

a long, long time...

>>135708326
Giving up is comfertable, fighting hurts. The black pill is comforting in its doom, White pill hurts because maybe, there is a shot, but maybe its just a cruel joke to twist the knife once its between your ribs

>>135704945

you bastard. I hate the sandy hook idol.

>>135704945
that thing gives me the creeps, and I hang out in shitty places a lot

>>135707528
If you're going to kill yourself take vengance. Be the lion, not the lamb.

>>135707528
I can relate a bit, anon. Many people I loved have been taken away from me, in some form or another. (Some killed, one murdered a la Terry Schiavo-ed to death, some here but gone forever due to deep betrayals.)

Each incident takes something from you that can never be recovered. Time does allow some of it the horror to subside, and it has only been two months for you.

Please allow yourself some time, do not expect the deep loss you have suffered to end anytime soon. It probably even feels like a betrayal to you to even think of not being sad and horrified at your loss, which I have found is normal, and in one incident (it was my Mom that was murdered) it has been years and I still almost cannot bear to think about it.

But I go on, as I should, and as she would want me to.

Also, this >>135708041
is good info.

>>135694213
I'm sorry I didn't trim your rune armour.

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I've had crippling depression since I was a child.
I'm 33.
I have alot of friends because they think I'm funny.
I've made whole rooms of people laugh.
But when people laugh the hole inside my chest gets bigger and I only feel more empty and alone.
Its hard for me to laugh.
/pol is the only thing that has made me laugh in years.

>>135694213
>I tracked down someone that stole from me online 7 years ago.

Are you really this mad over a WoW/Diablo 2 account or some shit? Grow the fuck up. If he stole a bunch of money/your personal identity, that's different. However, since this is 4chan, I'm going to assume it's vidya related.

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I don't understand why you guys are trying to get so metaphysical about this. It doesn't take a lot of effort or the existence of "singularities" and "quantum minds" to realize that things aren't perfect. All you have to do is realize that there are many burdens on this earth that can't be surmounted by normal people. All over the world, millions of people are in absolute despair over some terrible tragedy that happened to them. Their families died, or they were dismembered, or raped as children, or something else. You can't cure those bad feelings using words. Those are the most abominable burdens: The ones that don't get easier to deal with the longer you deal with them. There isn't any sort of answer. Those things just shouldn't happen to begin with. So if you're a person who hasn't had an experience like that, ask yourself what exactly is preventing you from being in despair. The inevitable answer is that you can pretend not to notice the tragedies around the world, and you can defer to your ego and just say "Well, I would never let something like that happen" or "I would know better than to act as though my feelings matter." Neither of those statements are true. If your family were to be tortured and killed on camera, you wouldn't start feeling better in this lifetime. Everyone who isn't a hardened, gaunt-faced shell of a human being is ignorant and naive. Everybody who is a hardened, gaunt-faced shell of a human is broken and waiting to die. Why else do you think that everybody is so stressed out? Everybody except for the idiots and the substance abusers, who go around thinking that things are fine as long as they feel good. They'll tell you that the problem depressed people have is that they just don't laugh enough, or that, like, you just have to like, make your own meaning with the life you've been given, man. Former: Ignorant. Latter: Ego. Life is like standing on a deserted island during a storm. People just aren't strong enough for this world.

>>135710516
How?

>>135705638
You were tricked by the system mate. Instead of being offered proper help you were sold magic pills to make you feel like things were going to get better. Here's a tip, there is nothing external to you that will fix you, people have been trying with drugs for centuries and they end up addicts, dead or they survive and come to the afformentoined realization. You don't think you're a woman, there's something missing in your life that you supplant with this idea that being a woman will fix.

>>135707528

fucking kek

>>135696143
>If leaving this universe is possible so we can outrun entropy, and the there's infinite universes, we'd have an infinite amount of beings stepping out right here on earth.
This is objectively a wrong statement.

Regardless, monuments are a bad measure of worth.

>>135707528
post tits pls

>>135711013
That's for you to figure out. Never sell yoir life cheaply, they took it from you, take something of theirs in return.

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>>135710053
>being this old

>>135710119
>
>>135710119
thanks, i shall fight then

>>135700891
My nigger :)

>>135710780
Well said....i think we are put here to suffer....we have to suffer so much before we can evolve into a loving compassionate person...God only takes the best first....i lost my sister its going on 3yrs im just now trying to live again been sober 3 months...with out suffering there would be no compassion....ive lost so many friends in there 20s car accidents and overdose....its all ways the good ones ..rhe ones that would give you the shirt off their back if you needed it..even if it was their only one..the happy ones the life of the party..gone but not forgotten

>>135702048
Hey yixs

>>135703910
the problem with that is if you would have seen her you would never want to fuck her

>>135707795
Uuhh, shoot, O yeah! The suns gonna get us! How's THAT?

>>135711366
What kind of test has no questions? A stoopid test, that's which kind...

>>135699143
this

>>135692693
There is no pill blacker than second law of thermodynamics. Everything will end.

>>135704095
STFU leaf. Have you forgotten what you are?

>>135711366

the blackpilled text makes it even better

>>135700418
this

>>135700190
small pox scars not acne

>>135705421
Mup beep you faggot.

>>135710857
Rich Evans is that you?

>>135693898
I desperately need a White Pill someone give.

Reading The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion, and realizing it's all true.

>>135708552
Enjoying all those subhumans I hear you're dealing with?

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>>135710857
>/pol

>>135695262
Yawns

>>135703915
yuhp

>>135696796
Youve played too many video games. Its all in the way you look at it..

>>135698141
Post his info here, /bant/ and /b/. That's a start.

>>135703915
I was 8 when i realized this, you know what Im doing now? Getting fucked up and fucking hating life

>>135710907
$1000

>>135692693

You will never experience lasting happiness.

the amount of universes has to be 1 or infinite, right?

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the REAL blackpill is that you're an irredeemable loser who gets sick enjoyment from hopelessness. if there's no hope, why aim for anything?

the solution to the blackpill is suicide. get on it.

>>135714147

>>135711013
This will not make you feel better.. revenge is God's work
..Karma is a bitch and it will get them...suicide isnt a sin ... God is close to the broken hearted....only a truely mentally ill person could kill their self...self righteous suicide....give yourself time to heal.....

>>135705735
the gist of this is alright but christ i can never get over the oozing fedora implicit in the wording of this concept

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f3KZiFU98TU


all of these compilations are fucking gold

>>135707103
nice id

>>135692693
>blackpill
The real redpill is that as beings of the universe, we are all half good and half evil. After the big bang, the universe was 50% matter (good) and 50% anti-matter (evil).

>>135703915
So where do we get some LSD

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>>135695203
This triggered my giggle reflex- I can't stop laughing now.

>>135697223

Of course it is. That's who something like that is made for. Despite what the virgins on /pol/ tell you, women aren't looking for the biggest dicks and/or dildos they can find. A gigantic dildo like that isn't designed to appeal to women, it's for faggots to shove up their asses.

>>135707792

That's called projection.

>>135694213
kill him if you dont get caught

>>135703915
There is no escape... this is hell...everyday is repetition...same shit different day. ....go for a holiday then its back to same shit different day

>>135696796
i was thinking this too.

>>135715965
Female 33 i dont want my viginia streached out..no thanks..yuck... to boo coo....its not the size of the wand its the magic in it....that would hurt...

>>135717165
tits m' lady?

>>135692693
well, OP, lifes like a box of quantum feedback-loops between gravity and consciousness

https://youtu.be/pgHvGg_2Lew

>>135717281
Can you post stuff like tits?

>>135717505
yup, please include timestamp

>>135717505
those dildos are not for vaginas btw

>>135693821
>false vacuum
don't worry, there comes a point where the heat is so evenly dispersed that the curve of information content of the universe inverts and starts dropping; this causes space to implode (with a nearly-even-but-not-quite-even distribution of matter & energy) and then after it implodes, there is a great big expansion... you know the rest.

>>135692693
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ultimate_fate_of_the_universe

>>135712309
Thank you for the "well said" anon, it was not easy emotionally for me to write it.

Awful to hear about your sister, and so good to hear about your sobriety.

IDK if we are put here to suffer, but suffer we must. At times it just seems (selfishly) unfair when so much suffering is heaped on one person, while it appears that others suffer not.