Killing myself

>>133807486
(You)

>>133807553
How is your day

>>133807486
Should take up a drug habit

>>133807486
I'm killing myself too but unlike you I'm not a whiny little bitch who just wants attention I'm dying

Ooga booga

>>133807486
And I thought my life was bad... Tip: /pol/ is not exactly the best place on the internet to look for pleasant social interaction. Why don't you post on /r9k/? I'm here for political discussion, but if you're looking just to talk to people it's better.

>>133807829
Why are you dying?

>>133807486
Yeah, sure. See you tomorrow.

>>133807828
I am going to overdose on pills.
How is your day going?

>>133808020
Prostate cancer. I'm 26 so nobody bothered testing me until it spread to my lymph nodes and bones

>>133808175
Did you get to talk to a lot of people in your life?

>>133808175
Glad you'll be dead

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I would never shame a man for wanting to have control in his own death when had no say in his birth, but if you are serious, may I ask how old you are?

Don't give up just yet man.

>>133807486
>(You)
Don't kill yourself m8y. Life gets better trust me

>>133808294
why?

>>133807486
Guaranteed replies

>>133808175
How much longer you got? How are you spending your last days?

>>133807486
Killing yourself is like failing to figure out a puzzle in a game and just checking a walkthrough.
Do it right you lazy queer, don't cheat to the ending.
>inb4 but life is suffering
No shit, it's the global hatebox that ages your soul to maturity, embrace the eternal conflict and ride the current to pleasure.

>>133808324
I am 26 years old. I was told not to give up 5 years ago when I moved back in with my parents.

There is no hope for me.

>>133807486
I was like you long before there was internet hugbox. I got through it and now I'm a successful shitposter on /pol/ with a wife, a kid and hundreds of ((((You))))'s. I'm a success and so can you.

My fellow nigger you are probably an aspie if your that shitty at social interactions. Search up Aspergers.

>>133808488
Why not kill other people before killing yourself? You'd be famous

How is everybody excluding OP today?

My fellow nigger you are probably an aspie if your that shitty at social interactions. Search up Aspergers, You are not alone.

>>133808488
Listen to this song before you do anything anon. I struggle with depression too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l89dVl64Fk8

>>133807486
>being this much of an obvious robot but homeboarding /pol/ instead of /r9k/
First mistake, anon.
>post provocative things for attention
people assume that you're trolling and move along.
If you actually want replies on /pol/ you need to post actual opinions that are relevant. Quote a post and refute it directly.

>>133808488

I'm 26 also, and I am living with my folks right now (as many in our age bracket are) while working and saving money.

What has really got you down man? Is it strictly the lack of community and kinship, or is there something else weighing on you?

>>133808277
Yeah I guess
>>133808294
>2edgy4u
>>133808443
(((6 months))). And drugged outta my mind on painkillers working out the will to tell my fiancé without her being all murder suicide about it

>>133808488
you are too old to realize nobody gives a shit about you, except your own family. if you die, you gonna hurt the few people who care about you.

>>133807486
Imagine having a leaf flag bud.

Yeah we get responses but 90% of them are just

>leaf
>neckbeardpepe.jpg

Don't kill yourself. Tell me about your day instead.

>>133807486
Practice my friend. Why the fuck are you killing yourself when you can change things? Plus you are gonna did anyway so why not try to beat the game

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>>133807486
>Kill yourself
>Right before the race war

I have no face, literally no face for this. I never get any replies either.

>>133807486
This is a stupid reason to kill yourself.

>>133808823
Self-deprecation is a real virtue in leafs. A humble sinner is loved dearly by the Lord.

>>133807486
You know, most of us lurk. Replies are read, we just don't have anything meaningful to respond with

>>133807486
>blaming /pol/ when you should blame yourself for being a pathetic fucker.
If there's something that you are not happy with, change it. It is not easy but it is the best way to do it. If you want to be a pussy and kill yourself, then do it. No one gives a fuck.

>>133808175
https://pastebin.com/Hr0mK970

>>133807486
>>>/r9k/

>>133808797
The sooner you tell her the better.

Take a dopamine agonist (cabergoline)

>>133808419
Look at his flag. He is a nigger.

>>133809001
You're so fucking average. Get the fuck out of here with your calling people that kill themselves pussies.

It's just an option, and we don't even provide people the $1.50 in medtech it would require to go out painlessly, effectively, and without mess.

>>133808455
I don't want to do any puzzle, I don't want to play any stupid game.

The second second I end myself the universe will drift into infinity without any stupid consciousness or ego slowing down the process.

>>133808878
That's why I am going to do it.

>>133809001
Thanks. I'm not the kind that can change things, let alone change myself.

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>>133808879
:/

>>133808711
Similar boat. Shit load of experiences and here we are. ffs, we've got to set things straight so others don't end up like us. If we go without saying a word or doing anything about it, we take the rest after us with us

We're fighting faceless enemies, against a world which runs counter against the truth. It'd be easier to do this on a battlefield, man to man, but we've got to work with what we have. Right now, all we need is willpower,discipline, and determination. Things won't work out seamlessly, but if they did, there'd be no point in it.

Sending Light and Love. I usually just lurk so maybe your messages ARE getting read. But, maybe you need to get a life? With a real human? In person.? Go volunteer-there are a lot of lonely people who would love to have someone to talk to. Blessings.

>>133807486
I use to be incredibly socially awkward. I still kind of am, but play it off well enough that I can joke around with people.

But I use to be extremely shy and had a hell of a time starting conversations with people. Like, being with another human, wanting to talk to them, and having no fucking clue what to say or how to talk. Some people will never know what that's like. Mumbled a lot.

So, back in high school, I applied 2 pieces of information shared with me and acted on them: that you have to fail 10,000 times at something before you get good at it, and that most people you know in high school you'll never see again after graduation. I started to do what I could to talk to people and socializing with the expectation of failing. I was fucking weird but I'm glad I did it.

I found compliments work well in general. Shoes, shirts, jewelry. Look at someone and find something about their appearance you like as best you can. Like I saw a guy with a shirt that had Capt America's shield on it and said, "Hey man I like your shirt. Captain America wasn't my favorite Avenger in the series at first but he's really grown on me each movie- he's probably my favorite now." I was at Dick's sporting goods and the dude gave me a discount :D

Anyway, I personally found I grow a lot more when I expect to fail but try my hardest to succeed. That way I don't feel like shit when I do fail, or feel pretty good if I surprise myself.

>>133807486
You're alright OP. I love you and wish you the best in life.

You need to work up slowly given how bad you are at interpersonal communication and interaction.

I would recommend, if your current situation allows it, for you to get at least a part time job that entails customer service or something very related like sales. You might as well make some ameribux while you acclimate yourself to basic situations while maintaining your composure and not just looking/acting natural but being natural.

>>133809205
>The second second I end myself the universe will drift into infinity without any stupid consciousness or ego slowing down the process.
Not how this works.

Aw. I care about you, OP.

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>>133807486
Nuice b8 m8

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name or it wont happen

>>133809205
Just change your circumstances. I've done it many times, sometimes with good results.
just cut ties and move. start a new.

>>133809205
How can we win if our army starts fucking killing themselves? I'm sure my life is worse than yours (not to complain, just to shame you into living)

>>133808488
You're 26.....ummmm, k.

Too young to be this jaded.

First world problems.

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>>133809134
The truth is not exciting. It is boring and simple. People shouldn't kill themselves just they are upset. People who killed themselves just because something bad happened to them are pussies.

>>133809205
Don't try to change things that are bigger than you. If you want to change things, then start with yourself.

>>133807764
pretty shit senpai :(

>>133808168
I'm doing the same
I'm deciding on fentanyl and alcohol

>>133809397
Oh also, I've found that if I pay more attention to my appearance it really helps in social interactions. I look up youtube videos for tips on outfits and exercises/workouts. I know that sounds obvious and/or vapid, but I was shocked at how much easier it was to talk to people as well as how much more positive it made me feel.

>>133808175
Oh fuck, There was some German kid saying the same shit before

>>133807486
>denied any social interaction in real life
why?
killing yourself isnt really that easy btw

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>>133809416
This is really good advice.

>>133809318
I agree man. The kikes, niggers, etc. are like hyenas - they are small, weak, and must work in pack to kill us whites that are more like lions - still working within a unit, but far more dangerous when provoked.

I haven't given up in spite of a lifetime of absolute shit from all fronts, and I am a strong motherfucker because of it, and I have no doubt you can relate. Keep on fighting, brother.

>>133807486
t. retarded underage b&

whatup bitchass nigga OP

Leukemia Anon here, been through 6 rounds of chemo and guess what? Now I'm on morphine and slamming a beer and life ain't that bad. Don't give out now. Goddamn.

>>133807486
Get a girlfriend. They love to talk to you about stuff.

>inb4 muh autism

Women are more autistic than you realize, just remember they have the mental facilities of a child.

>>133808823
I sat inside and posted a couple threads on /pol/ which nobody saw.

I found a public discord but blushed and stuttered when someone asked what's up. A couple people laughed and I left.

>>133808711
It's the pitiful state of my life. I can't function in society, I can't function around other people. I am worthless due to my own self.

>>133809441
The same thing happened before I was born. I'll simply drift into that state of ego death and nonexistence. Just as the universe whizzed along up until my birth, and slowed down for some brief moments during my life, so it shall return to its' original speed. I'm going to witness the eschaton as the universe itself. You'll soon be with me, as me, together. It's only a matter of perspective.

>>133807486
Have a (You), faggot. Now quit acting like a bitch

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>>133809205
>I don't want to play any stupid game
Pic related, anon. You can skip to the end but you'll get like 3/4 less EXP then you would just finishing out this main quest called life.
Or, you'll blink into non-existance and it literally won't matter one bit. You can live with purpose and hope, or abandon the notion alltogether.
I've been on the same ontological argument for a while myself, but I always like playing the odds so living onwards seems like the best hedged-bet. At worst, I'll just die and it won't matter anyway, at best I'll pass into whatever follows with a better soul than the one I posses right now, since it'll have much more time to mature and grow.

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>>133807486
victim mentality having, hate-filled cuck.
sort yourself out, stop programming yourself for failure, you fucking insufferable asshole.
you're not even going to kill yourself because, you're probably going to attempt suicide for attention, because that's obviously what you crave.
im disgusted reading your drivel.

>>133809820
You got access to money?

Could always have some fun if so.

>>133807486
Sry here's a (You) have a nice night

>>133809690
yeah if any cancerfags lurk, I'd like to shill for my pastebin again https://pastebin.com/Hr0mK970.

>t. pharmacologyplantfag that had cancer years ago without health insurance and still lives

>>133807486
This may not be the best place to look for social interactions. People on here are very mean and bitter. Why didn't you try a more supportive place like Reddit?

>>133809820

Hey man - I get it. As men, we set a certain bar for ourselves, but let me say this:
It is obvious to me that you are both intelligent and articulate. Have you considered the fact that to be considered an enemy of the world is in fact honor for the genius?

Have you considered that you actually aren't like most people, and therefore finding a genuine point of interest to build community around has been statistically unlikely?

Are you working right now? Are you scared of people, or just not confident in your ability to communicate verbally?

What scenario would you need to be in so that you would no longer think yourself to be pitiful?

>>133808797
try cannaoil and other natural cures but dont go crazy on them they will bring negative effects

>>133809820
Almost no one replied to the first hundred threads I started.
The Internet is a better information community than a place to get your socialization done, that's always been the way it is here.
Well if you are worth something, stay! If not, move on to the next realm. But beware for there may not be one at all! This is the conundrum of our lives. Enjoy it while it lasts!

Make a POSITIVE change in the world with your life, at the least! Anyone can, with the right plan and willpower and knowledge.

>>133809599
Oh, shut up you useless cad

c'mon fellow cancerfag, let's go do blow and bang hoors, you only live once

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>>133810194
And you are useful? Fucking leaf.

>>133809820
man dont be a quitter, be happy your not a gangster crack head atleast your good enough to talk with people some people are monsters, doesnt mean stay away cause your afraid just talk to someone.
t. possible retarded man who has a life as a lie

and this is coming from a retard telling you this i talk to people all the time.

>>133808488
That's a cruel thing to do to your family. It's hard to change yourself. I can only change myself a little bit at a time. Just try a little thing each day. Over years it gets better. Very painful process. In the mean time you can eat cheeseburgers and play videogames

>>133807486
Listen up, faggot - If you're white don't kill yourself. I don't want to hear any excuses either. Hero is out of the question. If you want a person to talk to let me know. If this is b8, fuck you.

>>133807486

The janitors are deleting legit /pol/ threads again instead of letting them archive.

>>133807486
Dear anon,
Please kill yourself. Right now.
Love,
/pol/

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>>133809820

If you want people to respond use bait.

use this pic and make a thread with the words "ayy white boi" somewhere and you're golden

>>133807486
kys, attention whore. You sound like a little white bitch

>wahhh no one wants to talk with me :((

>>133809599
Says you...

Many a philosophical genius has contemplated taking the dive. That you think depression and suicide is limited to emotional whims and not grave, logical conclusions, or a lifetime of suffering betrays a real lack of insight.

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>>133807486
>I'm killing myself.

Guaranteed replies.

Sage goes in the options field.

Read marcus aurelius medidations
Do et

>>133807486
>white supremacist

if you think magic is real then you probably think there is an afterlife so why not leave this one and move on? Okay, then, show us how supreme you are...
>larping
just like to be edgy or are you really that brainwashed?

>>133807486
KeK

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>>133810525
>depression and suicide is limited to emotional whims and not grave, logical conclusions, or a lifetime of suffering betrays a real lack of insight
What? Are you saying that a suicide is a logical thing to do? Are you retarded? It is 100% emotional thing to do. If he is happy, will he consider suicide? No, he will not.

Sage this faggot.

>>133809820

Bummer bro. I can empathize with the loneliness and shit. I'm sure nothing to the same degree, but I get where you are coming from.

I'd shoot the shit w/you, talk about some crap maybe I can't speak to others about, but you seem pretty set on it. If nothing else, maybe I'll meet you in the beyond and we'll have a few laughs.

Your Post Picture lacks Zip.

It's like advertising. You need to catch people's eye with a great image and a punchy headline.

>>133808488
>tfw 26
>tfw live with parents
>tfw no job experience

I know the feeling. It is a mixture of depression and embarrassment for feeling like a failure.

>>133810467
>>133810429
That's the plan.

>>133810183
There's less repercussions online. I don't get ridiculed and laughed at when I inevitably fail the most mundane social tasks. I can close the tab and convince myself that nothing ever happened.

>>133810167
I don't want to be honored - not by myself or others. I've lost interest in joining any community after every attempt was shot down during my teenage years. Nonexistence is the only pitiless state which I will ever occupy, and I'll be a welcome guest there very soon.

>>133809958
I wish I could say that all I wanted was attention, but I'd rather be alive to experience it.

>>133811065
Till we meet again stranger.

Lol janitors won't delete this because they're afraid OP will kill himself if they do

You need power or status. That is the main goal inlife, but since you are on the edge you need it to be spelled out for you. Then in order to attain status or power you need to change how you think, your perceptions, emotions and wishes. As some anons said, expect to make a fool out of yourself, and when you dont you will feel gratification. Do anything you have to, become a mental headcase with a twisted view of reality, just dont kys. That is done as a last resort.

>>133811209
Will you at least livestream it?

>>133811203
All I feel is impatience for it to all crumble so we can finally be justified, like refusing to order another round 5 minutes before last call.
C'mon God, turn those lights on already.

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>>133807486

I feel you OP. I have no social life either. I have trouble relating to people and making friends. I just walked out of my night shift job an hour ago after some poonigger H1B Patel customer tried to treat me like a human doormat. I can't even make friends in online games because I'm too weird and too uncomfortable with getting close to people. I'm probably going to end it all soon. I'm a virgin in his 20s with no real skills and I'll probably be working shit retail and fast food jobs for the rest of my life. What is the point anyways? The economy is just going to keep getting worse. Robots are going to make me useless. Third world shitskin scum are going to turn every neighborhood I want to live in into a garbage dump. There is nothing to look forward too. Hey OP, if there's one thing you've done well is that you've given me an opportunity and excuse to blogpost as well. I'll probably be joining you too if there's something after this.

Remember to clear your browser history before you go

>>133808168
thats retarded and almost never works and the fact that your doing that instead of just slitting your wrists vertically tells me your either retarded or dont actually want to die

>>133811209
>'ve lost interest in joining any community after every attempt was shot down during my teenage years.
I'm nearly 30 and I too was not a good fit for being around others. Find solace in yourself, it's better than feeling like you need to belong. If you're lucky, you'll attract a few people who are like you after a while, like I did.

Please do, you are fucking weak minded, you don't deserve the natural resources you are using up.

>>133807486
/bant

>>133811409
I'm a coward and have felt enough pain already. What suggestions do you have.

>>133807486
Hey anon, if you wanna talk you can message me on telegram, I'll give you my username if you want. I've been through very similar things and you don't deserve to suffer alone. I can't promise I'll be helpful but I promise I'll try. wanna talk?

>>133807486
plz don't k thx.

>>133811209
That you are not interested in trying to parse out what is really eroding your self-esteem, nor interested in ways or methods to combat them leaves me a bit puzzled.

>>133811370
nice blog

>>133811488
Gun in your mouth, 45° angle

why kill yourself? do something interesant before doing it, killing some people or something similar, you will be famous and remembered and also you will ruin the life of some people

>>133807486
If you aren't overweight, join the military. Start going to church. Spend your whole day exercising until you throw up. Climb a fucking mountain. Go sky diving. Go to a bar and just start talking to people, what's the worst that could happen, they kill you? lol you were already going to do that yourself. Listen buddy, life fucking sucks. It's no big secret. The only way it gets better is if you apply yourself. If you're already planning on offing yourself, do something reckless, do something crazy, do something exciting. You might just learn you're not as hopeless and miserable as you think you are.

Not every post is gonna get you a (You).

I hope you can find the strength within yourself to step up and make an improvement. I know it's hard, I'm struggling with the same thing, but if you look at the me from even a year ago to where I am now, I've made some great strides. Even a baby step is a step in the right direction. If you do end up offing yourself though, be a fucking legend about it. I'm talking riding a nuke into the ground awesome. Like grenade in a toilet legendary. Charging onto Normandy with a sword and shield epic. Most importantly, DO A FLIP!

>but seriously, don't kill yourself. Get help

>>133807486
/pol/ is not the place for ideas. /pol/ is like a punching bag for weak fags who need to work out aggression they would get decimated for in any other real world venue.

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Here's your (You)...


Anon, sometimes our issues overwhelm us, but you cant kill your self without going to hell.

In the Ten Commandments God proclaims “You shall not kill” (Exodus 20:13, repeated in Deuteronomy 5:17).

That verb refers specifically to illegitimate taking of life, by an heroing, thats exactly what you are doing.
Think about it for a fucking sec, suicide is not an option, it doesnt end your problems, it just ends any possibility of making things better.

Sometimes you need the strength to let go, but let go of your problems, not your life.


Shit can be overwelming, but try and do something off your bucket list, talk to your friends or family or someone who cares or listens to you.


I started taking centrum multi gummies (2 every day) and i started to feel better, change your diet and do some exercise if possible, it might help you (i know it did help me).

>>133810427

Kek, these two threads are still up:
>>133808692
>>133793966

But legit political threads from a few hours ago were deleted.

Have the janitors been infiltrated by sjws/antifas again?

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>>133811717
>If you're already planning on offing yourself, do something reckless, do something crazy, do something exciting
Fucking this, OP. Speaking from experience, throwing caution to the wind and just doing something nuts helped save my life when I felt exactly as you do.
Pic very related, started in Michigan and wound up in California after deciding I didn't want to spend another winter indoors playing KSP and having /pol/ up all day. Working on a second tour to begin before the snow flies, just tinkering with bike and updating gear.

>>133811603
I don't have a gun.

>>133811624
I don't want to be remembered by anyone on this planet, nor do I want to cause anyone harm. I simply want to drift away.

>>133811717
It's a nice fantasy - I feel somewhat happy knowing that my 18 year old self would have listened to you and changed.

>>133811880
I don't believe in your God. No God would allow such suffering to persist. If your God does exist than I would rather travel to the depths of hell before meeting him.

>>133808175
Never had cancer, so don't know if it works, but watch some videos by dr. Leonard coldwell.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DgbdNNfotwM

alkalinize and oxygenate your body and cancer can't grow is the basic thesis. I've also read about b17 deficiency being a cause. There are MANY well documented cases of "terminal" cancer reversing in a period weeks or even days. Doesn't sound like you have anything to lose by trying.

Let go of everything and do something wild, OP. If you're going to die anyways, at least 'fake' being a stupid normie for a week or two. Go someplace no one knows you and do drugs. I wasn't until I did that that I finally recognized why normies are the way they are. I finally understood why they enjoyed the things they enjoyed such as dancing and socializing.

I think people like us are just missing something and need a little help from psychedelics or medication.

>>133807764
I was very hung over but I have to stay up until like 5 am again so I guess ill get drunk

>>133812167
>It's a nice fantasy - I feel somewhat happy knowing that my 18 year old self would have listened to you and changed.
Then kill yourself, right now. Stop posting and do it. Now, imagine your family standing over your tombstone. If you don't want to hurt your family, then don't do it. If you don't care, then do it, you cunt.

>>133812289
>I think people like us are just missing something and need a little help from psychedelics or medication.
Just to add to this, a couple days camping will reset any sleep disorder OP or other anons have. Seriously, just waking up to sunrise and yawning before midnight makes a difference with how you feel day to day. Camping is the best way I've found to rest one's sleep cycle which easily gets turned around these days when you browse /pol/ until 3am.

>>133807486

>I'm denied any social interaction in real life

you are not entitled to social interaction you faggot, or anything else. All you get you must earn through struggle. You can not be 'denied' it, you must get it you stupid fuck.

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>>133807486

Hold the fuck up. You're letting civilization take what it wants from you, then toss you aside? Don't bitch out. Fight.

If you've really, truly lost all hope, and have no family to turn to, no friends to turn to, no hobby with NEETbux to turn to, no revelations from a good shrooms trip, and if you're even too weird for /r9k/ to accept you...

Join the Marines, and let boot camp remake you into a war machine.

I fucking stutter in real life, too, and let me tell you about that. Stuttering is the body's way of keeping you from saying stuff that'd get you killed. Back in tribal days if you got socially rejected you got expelled and/or clubbed. So the body knows to shut it down if you feel like an outcast. So...to not stutter...the conventional speech therapy exercises (exhale a bit and vocalize constantly) work if you do them enough, and fixing the underlying bitch feelings works too. Read "No More Mr. Nice Guy", adopt the mind-set the civilization has failed to earn your consent, and go take what you fucking want.

>>133807486
>>133807486
>>133807486
Don't fucking do it, you cunt. Who cares if you don't get (You)'s on an Anonymous Russian propaganda forum? Look, you have a 100+ thread. Keep shitposting with us, faggot. It will get better, trust me.

>>133807486

fucking kill your self you are a waste here a (you) because fuck (you)

>>133808797
try wim hof and cbd oil suppositories. its your only chance desu

>>133812167
Dude honestly I feel bad for you so here's my contribution.

I have had depression my entire life, on and off and th worst it's ever gotten was down to a suicide attempt, it's a long personal story I won't share here but not a single family member or friend ever found out about it because I decided it that way.
The only way i got out of that fucking horrible mental hole wasn't talking about it or asking for advise everywhere (believe me i did my fair share of that), what got me out of there was simply moving forward, putting it behind me and deciding fo rmyself that it didn't matter how fucked up i thought my life was, how worthless, boring, lonely i felt, I just had to keep on going with no reason.
It was kind of like a bet to myself, a bet with no price, just keep on moving, keep on living and stop thinking about your problems, don't evaluate yourself or your life, try to be better and improve step by step at your own pace on those things you think make you inferior from the rest.
Stop giving a shit about wat others say or do, your life is your own reality, the sooner you start ignoring your nagging inside voice the better.
I know this kind of goes agaisnt all those mental health campaigns that come out nowadays but those are all bullshit, you DONT need anybody else, any fucking psychologist, any support friend, any girlfirend to get you out of your own misery. I don't know how to explain it better but just keep ignoring those put down thoughts, move forward, don't think too much about yourself, fill your head with irrelevant thoughts or whatever it takes to get you distracted.
You need to see yourself as an unstoppable human being to get out of this, stop feeling sorry for yourself, it's never going to take you anywhere, trust me, I speak from experience.

>>133807486
Buy a mic and play some video games, yikes. Some have very pleasant not very politically correct communities, especially at nigga hours (1h am - 6 am). That should help with you speech thing.

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>>133812167

He left the earth cus we wus bad & shiet, but he's real senpai, take my word for it.

I used to be an atheist an wanted to an hero all the time (kinda still do), but trust me, a lot of stuffz happened to that where not a (((coincidence))).

But it eint worth it.

He gave us free will, i cant stop you so do what but at least i can try to shine some light on all this.

Putting aside the sky daddy stuffz, Anon, there's a whole fucking earth out there for you.

Do what ever the fuck you want as long as its legal and doesnt land you in jail.

If it hurts so much to live your life, just be someone else, grab a bike and go backpacking or hitchhike around the US.

Fuck, maybe some fucking old fag trucker will do the job for yas..

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no

don't do that

we will take down the Jew that is worth living to see

>>133811300
I know, I feel like I am waiting for something, hopefully a great war.

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>>133808175

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Before I leave, I'd like to say thank you to all the people who replied to my thread. Had I been any younger and more open to change it's likely that I wouldn't be where I am today. I won't be leaving any suicide note, and this will be the last thing I say before I die.

To the people who sincerely tried to help me: don't give up on the next person you see in my position. What you say has more significance to that than you will ever imagine.

Anyways - if there is something beyond this existence, I'll be the first of us to find out. Maybe we could meet again.

Thanks,

Anon

>>133812167
>>133812944

I saw this scene from mad men some time after all my shit went down and it almost brought me to tears, there is no other way OP, forget about your problems and move on.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=TytB2nW1s-E

>>133812204
It's a bullshit meme. You can't 'alkalize' the body because it got a very intricate pH buffering system. Yes cancer struggles to grow at a basic pH, but cancer itself produces acids, and consuming alkaline food doesn't make your organs magically basic.

Actual researched easily available cancer cures (though somewhat specific) : https://pastebin.com/Hr0mK970

>>133813233

faggot

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>>133813233
>>33

Holy fuck nigger. KEK himself is trying to save you.

>>133812167
>It's a nice fantasy
Listen here faggot, it's not a fantasy. Stop being spineless and weak willed. You don't even have to interact with people to better yourself. I learned character rigging in After Effects and continue to practice Premiere editing with stuff I film while gaming. I did it because I was bored. Find a fucking stupid hobby and work hard at it. Go to a drawfag thread and post stickfigures. Do something. Anything.

>>133813233
You know what's waiting on the other side? Nothing, what you leave behind it'sa trail of disaster for your family and friends.

You can either be the pussy that couldn0t handle what life threw his way or the man that got out of the most horrible depression with no help. Your call OP good night.

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>>133813233
Do a bike tour, dickweed. Kill yourself when you're done. Take out a loan to finance it, then an hero to fuck the jews out of their paper. You'll add to your EXP massively, seriously you have no idea how easy it is to hop on a bicycle and just cross a continent, it seems crazy until you're doing it and you realize what a breeze it is.
You're more powerful than you think.

>>133813233
Stupid fucker.

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>>133813233


:\ im not giving up on u yet faggot, skype with me or sumtin.

>>133813233
checked!

>>133813383
Nah just means he's serious. If he goes the pills & booze route, good chance he'll fuck it up though.

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>>133807486
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((You))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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>>133813233
>says he's killing himself
>12 posts by this ID

goddamnit, get the FUCK out and huff cyanide already, you piece of shit. also,

>white cuckold flag

yeah, you REALLY need to hurry the fuck up and do it already. useless, gutless little bitch. go die. now.

>>133813499
Or do it on a motorcycle and you'll have fun in the process.

>>133813665
Niggers like you are why whites kill themselves. Your race is such trash that we would rather die then to smell you and look at you.

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>>133813233
I hope you reconsider but if you go through with it, get it right. Living as a vegetable is worse than what you are going through now.

Goodnight, sweet prince. Nice fucking digits too.

>>133807486

For fuck's sake, just stop caring what other people think of you so much. Sure, if you don't have that social experience things can be hard, but if you push through that you'll feel the reward.

One guy who lives in my neighbourhood is autistic, and you can tell he's not socially normal. But he's open about this with people and he does his best in talking to them, and he's actually a really nice guy that I enjoy talking to.

So basically: you are what you are; embrace it and work with it.

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>>133813732
Nothing wrong with motorcycling it, though personally I found pride in having done it by pedal-power alone. The important part is traveling and gaining experience, independence and expanded perspective before giving into a forgone conclusion.
If you got the gas for even a motorized-bike tour, more power to you. I've considered putting a motor on my bike, but pushing up a mountain never bothered me too much after considering what lay on the other side.

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>>133811209
You live streaming it at least?

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>>133813233
Much Love.

>>133813233

If you kill yourself, nothing good will be waiting for you

>>133808168
Shitty way to die because if you live somehow, your liver is fucked forever.
Your rescued life becomes agonizing hell until your liver fails.

Larp Larp

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>>133812610
>mfw reading that wageslave description
Holy coyboy Jesus...
Should I just kill myself /pol?

>>133807486
Dude man up. I have been through this shit. I was gettingbullied on a daily basis until I became 18. I had the social skills of an autist. Didn't gave up. Got my first girlfriend at 22. Had 4 other fwb's after that. Moved out of my parents to live on my own. I'm 25 now. Started eating better and exercising 6 months ago. Already 10 kgs lighter. Trying to open a business now. I had no friends and now I have multiple ones and I'm invited to all kinds of crap every single fucking day even though 10 years ago I wanted to kill myself. It's not that hard. You can do it.

>>133814210
Nope depends on the pills. But yeah, if he didn't do his research, he's going to wake up feeling like shit & vomit all over the place.

Bump incase its real and we become interwebs famous :)

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>>133807486
Learn to bartend, everyone will be your friend. Or you can sit around and blame the world because you're too weak to interact with it.

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>>133813233

eat some sugar, anon, before you go.

wouldn't some sugar taste just yummy?

>>133807486
I'm pretty alone and isolated as well anon. Please don't kill yourself.

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>>133812204
>Doesn't sound like you have anything to lose by trying.
How about the last 6 months of his life?

>>133814799
Even though the premise is bullshit, if he tries this by actually changing his diet & cuts out sugar & grains, and substitutes that for more greens, that might actually set him on the path to health. But yeah sodium bicarbonate won't cure your cancer.

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>>133813233
please reconsider, you are jumping into literally nothingness, anything is worth more than that. You sad? Then become a heroin addict. better to be happy sometimes while you're high rather than not even being in existence. Idiot. I would do anything not to kill myself, I would give up almost everything, dreams, family.. not freedom though.

you should honestly just do it

>>133807486
You lament your lack of social interaction so your solution is to kill yourself? Obviously social interaction matters to you, else you wouldn't mention it or feel so bad as to consider suicide, so instead why don't you nut up and actually work at self-improvement to make yourself worthy of social interaction?

You've been fooled by modern society into believing you're a snowflake, that by simply existing you're somehow worthy of social interaction and having people care about you. That's not how reality works, people only care about you or want to talk to you if they think they can get something from you, and I don't necessarily mean money or material objects (although that can be one reason), but also emotional or psychological benefits, hearing good stories, learning a new skill, or just "feeling good" by being around you. Those are all selfish motivations people have for spending time with other people, and whether you want to acknowledge this or not, it literally accounts for 100% of all human interaction.

So the point is that if people don't want to be around you or interact with you, it's because YOU aren't providing them with a reason. Make yourself better. Go to the gym, get an insane body, get an education, get a good job or start a business, get rich, or do interesting things, travel, take up a unique hobby, go skydiving or mountain climbing, do things that 99% of people don't do so that when you tell your stories, people are interested, they will want to be around you because you have exciting things to say, you make people envious, that's how you dominate social interactions.

Improve yourself. If you really are considering suicide, why don't you instead go tomorrow and sell everything you possibly can, all your prized possessions, take them to the pawn shop if you have no other avenue. Take the money, buy a one-way plane ticket somewhere on another continent, and go see what happens. Maybe you'll have the adventure of a lifetime.

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>>133815280
>I would do anything not to kill myself

>>133814545
Dont listen anon

Sugar is bad

>>133807486
if you are really going to kys please kill as many spic as you can and livestream it

>I want to kill myself

do it then you fucking pussy.

>>133811370
As a Indian guy sorry that happened to you.

>>133813233
don't leave, anon!

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>>133816188
Again, it's him.

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Kill yourself

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Rip, OP

>>133808175
Stop scaring me please.

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I know that empty feel
F

>>133808175
>>133807486
Get right with Christ.

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>>133813233
bye

>>133816860

^
Dis

>>133813233
anon please dont
/pol/ is better with you

>>133815280
Heroin? Are fucking kidding me? What in the hell is wrong with you? If you're going to bang anything it should be Hydromorphone (Dilaudid) you fucking amateur. It is by far the best rush you will get from any opiate in existence. It's like comparing heroin to Vicodin. If you're a noob here's what you do.

Take an 8mg pill and break off 1/4 2mg and put it in a spoon with 20cc of filtered water. Mix it up nice and good then place a cig filter cut in 1/4 to draw it through. Tie your arm off and fire away and you'll be in godmode ~5 seconds later.

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>>133807486
well, i killed myself yesterday and it was cooler than your plan, sooo

>>133807486
Record it

>>133807486
another larping suicider

Don't. My closest friend committed suicide and it's been an open wound for many people over the last eight years. He could have made it if he hadn't been over prescribed every psychiatric drug under the sun. Even if you are 100% sure you want to then what's the argument against just going to adventure around somewhere like far west China or Tajikistan or wherever and see what happens to yourself?

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>>133807486
I think you're just being a bitch. Suck it up chump; life is pain.

If (You) always do what you've always done,
you'll always get what you've always gotten.

>>133813233
;_;7

>>133807486
channel your pain into anger and angrily reply to everyone and thing. You'll soon realize it's pointless

>>133807486
>Last thread
>gets more than 200 replies

Oh the irony

>>133807486
(You)
Don't kill yourself

>>133807486
Dude, this is /pol/

We discuss topics of a politically incorrect nature.

If you are off topic, you WILL be ridiculed.

Sometimes if you are ON topic, you WILL be ridiculed.

This is not a board for social interaction, assuming otherwise was your first mistake.

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>>133808175
(((They're))) going to kill us all aren't they?

>>133807486
DO IT FAGGOT
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>>133807486
>white supremacist flag
this is a false flag to attempt to get anonymous boards shut down
expect media to be posting screenshots of >>133815822
>>133815351
>>133812799
>>133811603
on the news

>>133808175

How did you discover the cancer?

don't kill yourself, I could give you a job although not a good one or legal one but a job nonetheless, or if you do kill yourself then do it on the deepweb and charge for the viewing and I'll keep the money charge 100k for the person to decide how you do it don't be a faggot

>>133809318
>Willpower
How to I get some of this? I'm about to be 26, I know the white race is facing doom but I'm not doing anything about it. I've realized it's willpower I'm lacking but can't seem to gain it back.

Didn't know this thread was still alive I expected it to get pruned
>>133816860
I'm already right with Jesus
>>133818615
>they're gonna get us all
Yes. The rate of prostate cancer in men under 40 is beginning to skyrocket in men when the problem was nonexistent before. I 100% believe it's because the lowering testosterone levels in men and estrogen in fucking everything, then again I've become paranoid

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>>133807486
>>133811717
>If you're already planning on offing yourself, do something reckless, do something crazy, do something exciting
Go out with a bang OP

>>133819154
Suicide = murder. At least die from natural causes.

>>133818897
I took a poop and it felt like I was being stabbed in the butthole with a soldering iron, which was very weird considering I'm not a degenerate sodomite so I went to the doctor

>>133818713
>oh no they might post this on the news
Grow up you massive dipshit

Well, fuck you too

>>133807486
A lot of us who shitpost fire and forget. Dumb reason to off yourself tho, here, have some attention. How's your day going?

>>133819389
>which was very weird considering I'm not a degenerate sodomite so I went to the doctor
top kek.

You seem like a solid dude. I hope you're not white though

>>133808488
There's not a lot of hope for many of us. Take up shit posting, collect salty tears, find ways to enjoy this garbage even if it's stupid. You have a job or hobbies?

>>133808168
Dude before you die max out all of your credit cards and live the neet life until the bills are due. Live like a king in your last moments bro.

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>>133807486
>>133808488
>Every fucking time I post on /pol/ I never get any replies. I don't think it's because I don't have anything interesting to say - I started off posting somewhat provocative things to see if anyone would respond and initiate a conversation but my efforts were to no avail.

I had this same experience. Now, I post on like 10 threads at once, on an ongoing basis (keep the tabs open, check the "Auto" update box, and watch for the red notifications) -- I'll get some reply every 10 minutes or so throughout my time on /pol/.

tl;dr: Post more and you'll get some responses. Also, fun pics can't hurt your reply r8 m8.

Why did the mods allow this topic to stay up?

This board is for politics and current events, not some fag talking about killing himself.

>>133809820
Been reading too much Heidegger. Lighten up, kid.

>>133807486
I'm so addicted to (you)'s
UN flag, BLM flag, ancap flag, I don't care, I'll shitpost under anything that will piss off other anons. I don't even believe the shit I type. The only family I've ever had and how do I repay you all for the eye opening information you provide me every day?
I shitpost.
I must be making 50, 60 shitposts a day. This is the first real post I've made in months.
(You)'s are a degenerate addiction
You don't need them bro
You don't need them

>>133807486
Stream it faggot.

>>133820913
Feels posting general

>>133809397
good post boyo.

>>133808175
Should have fapped more senpai

Take a few slimes out with you por favor?

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OP you just gotta get a gimmick to start conversation. Like Mark the Mint Man.

okay see you tomorrow

>>133822403
Don't let the Jews win
You have got this

>>133807486
Do it do it

>>133808175
>nobody bothered testing me

Doctors don't go around testing random people for prostate cancer. You probably beta'd out and didn't insist enough to get tested if you felt something was wrong.

>>133807486
Hahhahahaha

Faget

>>133824161
How do you know there's something wrong though? Like there's a ton minor symptoms for all kinds of diseases that might mean something or nothing how do you differentiate.

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>>133807486
dont do it anon! we will replu

>>133824300
He said in a previous reply that he felt something on his anus.

Today 3 or 4 /pol/acks have admitted that they are going to die soon. Is this some ruse?

>>133811222
checked and underrated

OP

just get some dirt on hillary.

problem will solve itself.

>>133824447
there are a lot of ppl on /pol/

people die.

its a thing

>>133807486
I don't know how to reply.

Am I doing it right?
First time.

>>133807486
Fuck off retard, try /soc/, /r9k/ or /adv/.

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>>133820245
>encouraging shitposting
Fucking stop, that nonsense is killing the board.
Quality gets more (yous) than quantity.

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Pussy

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>>133819389
uh oh I have this too with blood occasionally but I figured it was just hemorrhoids. Am I fucked?

>>133813233
fuck you you fucking coward

why do you think everyone else posts here?

we're all the same

seriously, fuck you

>>133807486
I get banned for a CERN thread and this attention whore /b/ullshit is still up five hours and 200 replies later? Is OP a janny?

Either way, I hope he's not a liar.

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>>133807486
As they say in MMORPG when someone leave the game: Can I have your stuff?

>>133807486
Hi OP, I will reply to you!

>>133807486
If you are white then nothing of value was lost.
fuck off faggot

>>133819093
Don't give up now ya faggot. Things like more than a refugee, generation identitarian taking on the (((NGO's))) Alt-lighters becoming race realists and their channels growing. Keep in mind that whites are waking up day by day but often still have to much comfy to lose for it be worth them stating it openly. They still operate on platforms that try to censor us. Shit like Reddit comment boxes and twitter can look depressing but there are tons of red pilled people who have been blocked and banned wanting to have their say. Trump gave the white race a kick up the ass and we've got 7 more years of him. Illegals are being deported, the wall is being built and worse case scenario - whites do become a minority in the west, they will soon white flight it East and we will end up with red pilled nations and far to many shitskins to support. They will die off without a war and We won't support them like we have been doing, every race mixing whore will die off with them.

We are spread out across the globe. If this shit slide continues, At some point the red pilled whites will all drift to each other and we will become stronk. Maybe we need this culling. But it's the tranny and atheist fags who should be killing themselves not you

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>>133813233
See you latter faggot. Because you'll be reborn according to what your unconscious is tied right now, in ways your outer mind can't realize, so be careful.

I'd wait to fix my mind and until I experience voidness or rigpa in this life and kill myself when there's really no other solution or the pain is really unbearable. At least you'd be able to control the mindstream after dying.

You won't be escaping shit by killing yourself now. Don't do it.

>>133808175
Look up Linus Pauling protocol: 15 grams vitamin C a day roughly. Try it, it is not the last time it has cured someone

Now you're getting attention. Don't do that.

>>133829754
Wew

Meant to >>133808175

But still it applies to you, OP

>>133807486
I reccomend you read Crime and Punishment before you die.

>>133808797
You could save Germany before you leave.

>>133807486
fucking faggot kys

>>133813233
dam son
rip ;(

>>133808797
try distilled water and change up your diet drastically. I pray for you

>>133817016
RARE
>RARE
RARE
>RARE
RARE
>RARE
RARE

>>133807486
If you decide to jump, remember to have a cameraman standing by, andbe sure to do a backflip on your way down