what keeps you going /pol/?

my job is my hobby

>>130594623
Not wanting to dissapoint my parents.
Especially my mom because she works so hard to make sure i succeed in life.

>>130594623
i stopped caring about politics, shit is out of my control, and only an idiot would worry about things they can't do anything about.
i started hiking. it is a nice hobby to get away from it all.

>>130594885
wat do u do colgate

My wife. I won't let myself let her down.

>>130594623
Jesus

>>130594623
traps

>>130594623
not having a job, so I can see all these despicable wagecucks and their masters slave for achmed

guys

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making big cums

>>130594623
Gensokyo

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>>130594714

Round these part we call that a jobby

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The hope that maybe some day 2 soccer lesbians will drug me, kidnap me, tie me up and feed me viagra and rape me over and over until they are both pregnant and then murder and eat me for the protein gainz.

>>130594623
Just because I want to see what happens.
That's it.
I get through each and every day and see first hand how this government is tearing the country apart.
I just want to see how it all ends

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>>130594623
alcohol helps

>>130594623
im too much of a pussy to off myself

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I never really lived until I had something to die for.

>>130594623
Jesus

>>130594623
pissing off libtards.

I will gladly sacrifice my health care and retirement income to trigger the SJWs.

MAGA

Im really young, in college and not a complete idiot
Compared to the rest of people my age (19) I think im doing ok

>>130594623
Destruction of the white race
https://archive.is/DEvIm

>>130594623
It used to be mixture of curiosity and infinite rage fueling me but nowadays i do it for my children.

Happenings

>>130595146
Currently in college getting a software engineering degree.
While it's fun and not that hard i honestly can't see myself do this shit for the rest of my life.
Guess it's better than nothing.

>>130594623
Having mice scuttle about on my bare linoleum floor while I smoke weed and pretend I'm a Chinese woman tickling my bare cheeks with a feather duster

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>>130594623
The high quality memes, of course

>>130594623
Undertaking hard shit so everyday life is easy. Learned C++ recently, now I'm going to Green Beret selection in a few months
>inb4 u fight for the Jews
I learn to fight now so someday I can win my war of choice

i will know what i'll do
also nationalism and hitler give me hope

>>130594623
Feminine penis

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>>130594623
Nothing. Death sounds amazing. Want to go together?

>>130594623
i jumped out of a 5 story window and shattered my legs and recovered, i tried to blow my brains out but the bullet hit went through my jaw and out my eye socket God won't let me die

defending the future from leftists

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fueled by white power

>>130594965
This, the sooner you realize your opinions don't matter in the real world the better

really interested to see what the future holds. hopefully i'll be in the position to help my people at some point.

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>>130594623
That there is a all white European heaven. And i was on right side of history, and all traitors and leftist burn in hell

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVmk7VthBQo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KY2KzjVNoKY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_ZIe2UjLqM

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>>130594623
Jesus.

My life. My grandparents were illegals. On my mom's side a bunch of irresponsible mexican nogs who are fat welfare huggers who dont work.
My dad's side all 7 brothers served this country, lawyer, engineers, nasa. These guys have taken what was given to them and did great things (except 1 who ended up ODing because he was so degenerate his own children became independent from him). My brother dicked his time away in undergrad and is 2 or 3 years behind me in education now. My friends for the most part havent cleared undergrad and the ones who have look to me for guidance from time to time. I can't afford to let everyone down around me. Thats why i keep pushing.

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>>130594623
>what keeps you going /pol/?
If I turn to alcohol and drug abuse again I'll die of an overdose or end up in a permanent psychotic state within the next 3 months, or maybe within the first week of relapsing.

>>130594623
Dem Christian threads

>>130594623
>what keeps you going /pol/?

I like to pretend everything is fine.

>>130594623
The objective of amassing as much power and richness as I can to make a lot of children, provide for them and raise the to be perfect human beings.

>>130594623
I wouldnt consider my life as "going" but its just the idea that I am atleast better than the animals and think if life is energy and my energy is stuck here on earth amongst the things here i might as well experience as much as I can in this form.

>>130596052
yeah. politics is big men's business. all i can do is to live a life i feel is satisfying.
life is too short to care about long term goals such as politics. i will read the news, a couple of books maybe, and then go vote. nothing more than that.

i can't even take suffering seriously.

>>130594623
Number 1 source of black cock images.

>>130594965
But Anon, we control politics.

All of those people were voted on by us. If you want to change politics, vote. Or run for office.

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Day of The Rope.

>>130596260
Here here

>>130596052
yeah I'll start hiking once the economy collapses and racewar starts

>born just in time to end the (((fed)))
yeeeebwoi :P

I like it when people are real funny here and make me laugh.

>>130594965
I find it entertaining most of the time. And you can if you vote, rally, support independent journalists and/or politicians if you trust some of them lol. Its more of an interest then a obsession.

>>130594623

Chemo treatment.

I'm going to fucking kill cancer.

Pure burning hatred

>>130596400
I have to be like Trump.

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>>130594623
memes

>>130594623
Allah SWT, Mohammed (PBUH) and the death or forced conversion of all crusaders

>>130596260
what if you make so much they start eating eachother?

/pol/ actually on suicide watch lmao

https://youtu.be/wE2KHPzUMBU
This

>>130596439
Ive always wondered if a nostep snek could waltz

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>>130596233
Also, I said "fuck it" and tried using again last week but I immediately ended up in a psychotic state, and IMO psychosis is considerably worse than death, it's the most disabling psychiatric condition. Already been to a psych ward and they suck shit, most crazy people are literal niggers.

If I was already racist, the psychiatric hospital made me considerably more racist.

>>130596486
KEK will help you. Trust him and praise his name.

>>130595751
Is that the same as software development? because coding is literally kill yourself tier as a job, but bloody useful to know

I'm moving away from that stuff towards websites, html and css are so easy and theres money sloshing around

>>130594623
my general hatred for mankind.

>>130596345
I already vote like i said.
all i am saying is i don't go beyond that. i don't take part in political discussions etc, i see no point.
i don't even know what i am doing on this board honestly.
im just gonna go...

>>130594623
ABSOLUTE HATE

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>>130594623
Enjoying Nazifags literally cucking their own race.

>>130596568
I'll get enough food.

>>130596616
Do you eat food? You're doin good physically

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>>130596570
Water, water, everywhere but not a drop to drink

>>130594965

>shit is out of my control

Everyone is responsible for everything.

>>130594623
My dreams and my fitness gains (shallow I know).

I want to move abroad and leave this pathetic country

this

http://i.4cdn.org/gif/1497806793617.webm

My hobbies.
The prospect of having children.
And, most importantly, I wanna know what happens next.

>>130596588
stay strong man, alcohol is honestly shit, drugs are shit unless you're talking psychedelics when you are in a very specific frame of mind

>>130596690
> not posting traps and feminine penis in an cap side.

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> COCAINE
> O
> C
> A
> I
> N
> E
Only real reason to have a good job.

>>130596602
Im interested in doing websites myself ( not the same guy btw) could you tell me more about it

>>130596790
Needs more Bible.

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>>130595331
this

>>130596823
Its already understood.
>Not having a cute wife and a cute trap in your life.

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>>130596744
same

>>130596790
> what happens next

Nothing. Eternal and a temporal void.

>>130594623
If you feel depressed, try Optibac probiotics. They are in tablet form and improve gut health, the bodies second brain. Good gut health means the body absorbs nutrients and minerals better and it can improve mental health along with other things. It works for me

>>130594623
Almost debt free - As soon I have a bit over 60K$ I leave Canada for a better place such as Timor Leste, Guernsey or Norfolk Island

>inb4 "A fucking tree!"

5K$ for passport, plane ticket and initial expenses

20K$ to start living

20K$ invested in slow but growing stocks like minerals, drugs or else

20K$ in a saving account with high interests


I can afford to make a new life on this with a job too, just make sure I always have 20K$ in the saving accounts and sell stocks once in a while and buy some

>>130597031
Nope

>>130596806
>unless you're talking psychedelics
Acid was my favorite drug. Weed, edible weed, acid and mollies was my weekend (and favorite) combo, always threw in random shit like 2CB or ritalin if I wanted to do something. I used other shit during the weekdays.

I want my parents to think they raised a healthy boy

>>130596974
Give this man a gf(male).

>>130596738
i don't thinks so.
i am responsible for certain things in life, but i refuse to hold myself responsible for something that is the result of millions of people, aka politics. there is little i can do about it other than voting. and all activity besides voting is meaningless for me.
honestly, being politically active brought nothing but sadness and frustration to my life.

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>>130594623
the infinite sea of entertainment that is the internet and modern media

>>130594623
I shitpost about rural and suburban people online.

>>130597132
No you don't

>>130597031
At least Republicans breed.

Bull steroids

>>130597031
I meant in terms of news and current events, you dingus.

>>130594623
Are you fucking kidding? The happenings we've been predicting since the late 80s are now here.

>THE RACISTS PREDICTED THE FUTURE

>>130597101
No I want a female and a fe(male)
>Not having your trap as your fuck meat while wife is pregnant.

>>130596514
What about the 72 virgins? They should keep you from going.

>>130594623
big pharma jew keeps me going.

>>130597214
Needs more Bible

>>130597122
and fairies!

>>130594714
>honorary american

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>>130594623

drugs

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>>130596744
>obvious leaf

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>>130594623
Chaos and Happenings

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>>130594623
To be a sick cunt and to make it brah

>>130597238
<3 Boipucci

>>130595534
aaaaaaand now you drink too much
aaaaaaaand now you're not ok w/o alcohol
aaaaaaaaaand now you realize that you can't just have "a little"
aaaaaaaaaaaaand now you realize that you and booze can't be friends
aaaaaaaaaaaaand now you're either dead, in jail, in rehab, or a fucking square tee-totaler

Congrats, you rode the alcoholic ride.

>>130597324
"No"

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>>130596184

>>130597293
>fairies!
wish they would stop pushing the fairy bullshit on tourists

>>130596836
I was on adderall for the entirety of my teens, I had an decent job and then my doctor weened me off because of high bph and now im fired depressed as hell but hey im healthy. I find it somewhat frustrating performance enhancing drugs still aren't legal.

>>130596690
>being a homosexual

Im basically under house arrest after my last fentanyl overdose. I live with my Grandma now and shit is depressing because Im under lockdown. I lost a good job because of my addiction so now I think Im jist gunna be a neet and get swole. Im gunna spend all my time at the gym.

I try and tell myself that drug OD is dofferent from suicide so its not a sin but deep down I know its the same thing and ill be damned to hell or purgatory for it. Fuck Canada, I live in Toronto its a shit place.

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>>130597752
>Not being a bisexual

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too save the west or burn it down to start again

>>130594623
An indomitable love for God, my nation and my people.

>>130597845
>being a man and having sex with a hairy, sweaty, smelly, man-ass

For the betterment of mankind, it is required that you kill your self.

>>130594623
Weed, Venvanse, other people, wanting to be something, to do something, to have children and finally the ideals of our ancestors

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>>130594623
Spite.

>>130597457

youre annoying.

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>>130594623
I don't know, I have always dreamed of being able to wear a Uhlan uniform. I know that this is never going to happen but.. Well.

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>>130596488
This is me and pretty much everyone else I think

>>130597960
Sorry m8, already have a gf and my standard for men is far more extreme. I only take in top quality traps that known how to shave/wax and keep themselves clean.

Go back to sucking Bubba's musky dick homo.

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>>130597457

>>130594623
Love for family and friends. Generosity for a life that's allotted me to have those relationships. A drive to succeed and meet my personal dreams. My ego. And basic biology.

>>130598021
Reminding you that you're a faggot who can only get a literal hairy shit-hole instead of a woman?

OHDUDE, I BET I AM ANNOYING, gaylord faggot cunt

>>130594623
the fact that i'm gonna die, get off the ride, eventually.

>>130597585
3rd generation. Better than most of the people who study with and under me. I get shit done instead of begging for people to pay for my fuckups or have mommy and daddy bail my ass out for doing stupid shit. And I'll expect my children to do the same. I get to see both sides of the coin through my relatives, and I'm not interested in throwing my life away for some niggerish high through material goods or drugs.

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The fuhrer taught me to never surrender.
We all live for something greater than ourselves. That is what separates us from animals.

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>tfw just failed my 5th job interview after graduating university 2 years ago

Only 5 interviews in 2 goddamn years...pathetic, but not as pathetic as my interview skills

I have 0 morale or hope for anything

>>130595653
Fuck Drumpf and fuck white people :^)

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>>130594623
those sweet sweet (you)s

>>130596184
Good shit anon. As much as i shitpost about "Muh illegals" and "Muh white culture" it's great to see people with solid values come in and make a life for them self.

>>130598146
...says the youngfag who doesn't know the logical conclusion of alcoholism.

Screencap that post. That's you. See you when you're 42 and in a "room." (that's AA, where you will be because you'll merely be another desperate middle-aged faggot with a bad liver and mental illness!

Where I live is plentiful with trees and natural beauty. Whenever I feel down I take a walk outside and enjoy every color and every hue

YAR ME MATEY

>>>/r9k/

Get off my board ye squarmy feelfags

>>130596854
I'm generally clueless dutchbro, I'm slowly teaching myself this stuff because the alternative is being a codemonkey with java or c++ for someone elses ideas and I'd prefer suicide to that.

Anyway, apparently you can make okay money setting up themes for decent websites using the platform wordpress and now 'shopify'. If you have an eye for what looks good you can design the layout and then build or customize the theme as well. Double the money. There is good money in the design side of it.

There's also money to be had in setting up the sites for hipster retards that want a blog, but want to monetize it properly so make a .org instead of going with a .com.

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>>130598360

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>>130594623
I honestly don't know.

>>130598245
You must go south and Make Mexico Great Again.

If you don't see that the U.S. is going to break up and get rowdy/fun w/r/t non-whites, you're not paying attention.

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>>130598260
ya just gotta go in there look the manager in the eye, shake his hand (firmly) and repeat these magical words "I am the man for the job"
But you got to believe it when you tell it to him, you got me? :^)

>>130594623
Just letting go of my anxieties and letting in lifes constant surprises. Also continually trying to be a better person than the one I was yesterday through physical activity and behavioral training.

>>130598376
sure i'll print it out and keep it in my wallet for the next 20 years only to pull it out and realize that some confederate faggot anon was right.

>>130598376
Shut up you pussy. What are you, 16 anyways? You don't know shit.

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>>130598035
>not the superior czapka shako

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>>130598512
shut up, im medirrean white, im the same as you

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>>130594623

This funny bird.

>>130598610
Good deal. Thanks. See you on the other side, brave anon! (as someone who was just trying to party at first, I really really really really really really really don't recommend it tho

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Pursuit of knowledge and enlightenment.

Also happenings. The world is changing so fast, lads. And with memes is more fun.

>>130598762
Green eyes blonde here, so no, shitskin-amerikwan

>>130594623
Fear of suicide.

>>130598837
bro, medirrean and nordic are brothers, we the same believe me, im more white than george w bush, remember greece? we are bros agaisnt isis, i like the confederation too

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>>130594623
Knowing the dotr will happen before Trump is ever impeached.

>>130598512
That's not how that works. When the day of the rope comes, I know what side of the line I will be on.

Your post only applies to that one gumball lecture where if we stop immigrants from seeking haven then they will realize they need to fix their shit instead of running away from it. This world has grown too content with pushing the problem to the next generation. It's finally starting to catch up though.

>>130594623
A woman

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>>130594623


I'm diagnosed Bipolar and I couldn't be fucked to care about life. Nothing I do matters so I've detach myself my life. Between my episodes of Euphoric Mania to medicated lucidity I am just here to entertain myself, pushing and feeding my delusions until I get caught and aren't able to lie my way out of the situation like a usually do.

I'd advise staying the fuck away from anyone labeled with this mental illness because you will walk away hurt and afraid while I'll find ways to entertain myself with (you). I'll get so impulsive, and scared of commitment, I'll ghost people with no guilt and write it off as something I have to do. I'm not giving myself an excuse to do these things just an understanding of my habits.

I have to give into the Mania/Delusions, it just feels so fucking good that staying medicated is so fucking boring.

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>>130594623

>>Four white children.
>>One wife, while fat, is utterly devoted to me.

I work in another state as a contractor. It would be so easy to open Tinder, it would be so easy to hire a prostitute. But no, I'm not degenerate. They're what I live for, I'm not sure if that's sad or not, it's just what I do.

Work helps a lot. It keeps me from drinking, which happens a lot when I am off work for too long

>>130599182
nice blogpost

The impending ww3

Days like Nov 8 2016

>>130599140
Counting out whites / Americans has been a losing proposition for eons.

Take that bet at your own peril. Are you really not aware of the terrible logic / weapons we are capable of? Compare that to the logic / weaponry of your own indigenous?

What's that? You're only buying f35s from us?

FUCKING EXACTLY MY POINT

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>>130595457
sames

Throwing bantz at spooks

>>130598826
Aye

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>>130599163

>>130599350
>yfw tachyon nuked with race-specific bio-weapons

>>130594623

Hot pockets

>>130594714
>Work all the time
>Rare occasion I don't work
>Sit on ass and watch sports

May as well just keep working

>Inb4 good goy

I'm self employed

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you did good mate now get your women into shape

>>130599442
Just trying to say---PLS PLS PLS:

while the kikes are in control of us, PLS don't make us mad :[

>>130594623
I'm self sustaining for now.

>>130598714
Good to know that there is at least one person on this cursed anime website for people with low esteem that understands my struggle, thanks.

>>130595179
This is cuckoldry of the highest ordee

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>>130594623

>>130594623
NOT /pol/ RELATED... CAN YOU BACK TO R 9 FUCKING K DUDE?! CAN YOU STOP FUCKING UP THIS BOARD?! THANK YOU!!!!!

>>130599199
a true hero mate

>>130599244
Humour also helps I guess

>>130599350
I can't hear your logic over the single aircraft carrier that it would take you level your mud hut pedro. Good luck with your massive drug problems, favelas, and corrupt as fuck governments. I'm sure they will pull together just fine to overcome whatever is next for your quickly disappering forest and natural resources

>>130594623
Loathe towards animals

>>130594623
imminent race war, dummy

>>130594623
Being part of that part of humanity that has pursued knowledge for knowledge. Advancing human civilization as a whole. On a personal level Latina qts , I just can not get enough of those asses and legs. So knowledge , pussy and competition in sports. Just got a hard on while typing and thinking about 20 year old premium ass.

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Checkin /pol/ when there are happenings.

>>130599936
>implying

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>>130595437

just before i opened this thread i also opened porn.
I want on a porn binge and fapped i just finished and came back
This thread open and first thing that i see what keeps people going is Jesus
Forgive me i just cant stop

>>130599752
You're a fucking moron. Reevaluate your existence. This is exactly what I am typing to mexican'ts / kebabs.

You're responding to the wrong person. Sort yourself out. Clean your room. Get a haircut. Lose weight. Eat actual food. Kill yourself.

>>130595941
try harder

>>130599726
And heavily taxed booze. Don't forget the overpriced booze

>>130594623
Every single one of my ancestors managed to overcome their hardships, and I am the result of that. That strength is in my blood. To fail would be to break a line dating back to the first cell billions of years ago.

>>130594623

i play in a band and my girlfriend is a freak in bed. i find it fulfilling and i don't care about social status much so i'm content doing what i'm interested in and getting laid consistently.

i actively avoid entertaining any self-pity when i start ruminating on the evils of the world. it's vital if you want to do anything worthwhile with your life and enjoy it at the same time.

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>>130594623
i want to see happening

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psychedelic drugs

>>130594623
>what keeps you going
My wife

>>130600493
>what keeps me going
your wife

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I want to be the best person I can.
As a child I was naturally aggressive and took upon the leadership roles of my friends, a few years ago I found a small book in the basement that my parents and my teachers wrote in back and forth to each other trying to make me behave more making me eventually become apathetic as a child, porn was a huge involvement in it too as I started young catching it on my fathers computer and finding magazines.
Finding this small book not only made me angry but it beautifully reminded me of who I was naturally and made me look back at my life and how pathetic it was that the seven year old me was stronger than me when I found the book. Eventually I was put in a different school where the damage had been done, I was awkward, my parents fed me badly and I was bullied which caused immense emotional problems and trauma making me less prone to showing any emotions at all.
I've walked up at the top of the largest building in my country outside looking down almost jumping but I realized that suicide has no meaning anymore because I've already gone through the pain and killing myself is meant to prevent it, I had hope for the future and I was right to believe so.
I started reading as much as I could, started working out again and eating healthy like an orthorexic, watch minimal porn breaking from a daily addiction and plan to quit completely, contacted my grandfather who's the most masculine man I know listening to him and working for him striving to be more like him, got into business school and have been there for one year where I met a bunch of aggressive and ambitious guys helping me to reveal and force those muted and forgotten personality traits of leadership inside me again because I had to, to strive there.
I have to be the best person I can because of my younger self and that I didn't jump, for my ancestors who fought to survive and for my nation and people.
I have to become better than my ancestors because that's what they would want.

>>130600371
what do you play?

lead guitar / vocal master race as far as women sucking on me goes

>>130594623

My little girl and my Ethereum investments.

>>130599642
Dumbass. Helping people is not being a cuck. Kill yourself leaf. You probably think gay blacked furry sex is totally redpilled. Selfish ammoral degenerate.

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>>130594623
Hate.
Rage.
Revenge.
Hope of future war.
Hope of future ethnic cleansing.
Love of war and violence.
Beating the shit out of libs at every turn. Winning never gets old.

>>130600306
Another reason why I'm grateful I work.

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90s anime
when I run out I'll probably die

Food, sleep, oxygen, water, my heart, organs, lungs and brain.

>>130594623
Drugs and alcohol. Sounds cliche, but when you hate your life it really helps pass the time.

>>130595652
Literally every 19 year old

>>130594623
My giant inheritance

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>>130594623
Morbid desire to watch the world burn. I want to see what men really are once the shackles of civilization crumble under the weight of their lies.

>>130600693
>>130600371
>having sex before marriage

you do realize that the Bible says this is wrong, right?

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>>130594623
Asian and south american (Colombian mainly) camwhores. Also, it can't really get any more hopeless, right? So the only way I can go is up.

>>130599642
>consideration and care for your spouse is cuckoldry
No, Leaf,you letting Jamal fuck your wife is cuckoldy

>>130600138
Oh you're autistic. My bad man, I thought you had any fucking idea about amything. My life is great, I'm practically completely independent, I've got a 5 year plan, working as a teacher for undergraduate students at a college, and have a research gig right around the corner. Keep projecting on this anonymous Botswanian fly fishing image board though, I'm sure you'll find something to live for eventually. Or you'll just off yourself and no one will care.

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>>130594623
Nothing, but I still keep going.

No particular sense of purpose or duty to, or even reason at this point, it's just kinda interesting ya know? Going about and doing shit? Meeting weird things called people that are basically you but slightly different. I'm kind of at a detachment from reality as I knew it so life just kinda flows in and out.

You, OP?

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>>130594623
anime&lolis

>>130594623
death stranding

>>130601114
>Americans
please just stop posting

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>>130600910
I just finished Try. Jumping right to the OVA`s and movies. But yea me too... Also I don't to commit suicide before my mother dies, would break her heart.

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>>130595534

Figuring this out early in life before discovering alternatives is sadly one of the worst things that can happen to you.

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The whole world seems to be tumbling down faster than you'd think (although this seems like a product of fearmongering). I just want to find out how far I'll get in my own little existence before the world destroys itself completely. Just gonna keep truckin along I guess. Also, I eventually want to attempt exploring a good majority of the provincial parks in my province

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>>130594623
hatred and revenge

>>130597109

Politics change radically when men changes itself radically. Be the change.

Denying the responsibility brings the chaos which is our ((( modern ))) reality.

>>130600693
bass. i usually have to guilt women into sleeping with me after shows by pretending i hurt my wrist playing a nice riff.

>>130601028
This. Good one anon.

>>130595941
I really don't how people can fuck up shooting themselves in the head. You shot your fucking sinus cavity, you're just a dumbass, god had nothing to do with it.

What keeps me going?

A nice hot bowl of Sopa de Macaco.

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civic nationalism and tom cruise keeps me going

>>130601041
You're kidding me!

>>130596486
You got this bro fuck cancers shit up

>>130596180
What an ugly painting of a righteous man

>>130601543
WE WUZ RONIN N SHEEIT

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>>130600493
>>130595179

>>130595908
>I learn to fight now so someday I can be evaporated by drones

I just have to see how it all ends.

>>130597802

enjoy it.

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>>130594623
The next happening and redpills

sexbots, new season of south park

>>130599984
>Being part of that part of humanity that has pursued knowledge for knowledge.

> mexican

wut?

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>>130601281

>tfw crypto currency will make us free from (((banks)))
>Private space industry will eventually lauch cheap satellites. The whole planet will be connected
>tfw (((global government))) will fuck your ass anyway

I live for the happenings.

>>130599199
Just pretend your fat wife is a dirty prostitute, and fuck her stupid. Keep fighting the good fight anon.

>>130594623
Curiosity to see what happens.
Best case: HD VR AI waifus, worst case: WWIII
Either way, mite b cool

>>130594623
Duty

sigh

>>130596588
I live in the south, when I was admitted to the ward it was me a 21 year old white boy and 9 crazy nogs, I was already redpilled at this point but goddamn did it cement my hated for niggers

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>>130594623
>Ritalin and Antidepressants

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>>130597457
The amount of "Go to my desk job 10 hours a day then go home to get drunk and watch sports until I fall asleep" people that I know is mind blowing. My life didn't get better until I got sober. I was able to actually think about what I wanted and not either be too broke or hungover to do anything about it. Turns out when you stop poisoning yourself you know how to handle your shit alot better than you think.

>>130594623
The hope for a better tomorrow, I guess.

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>>130594623

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Come home, /pol/acks

>>130594623
shits going down in our lifetime

Every time I'm at my worst and contemplating suicide I seem to make the best decisions on autopilot and not only dig my out of that hole but land myself in a position better than I have ever been before.

I don't know if that's adrenaline but there is some sick failsafe in the brain that keeps miserable souls going.

>>130604597
Shut the fuck up. I like your damn site, but keep it to yourself.

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mlpol dots the net

>>130594623
the memes. the memes always keeps us going.

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>>130604829
One day we will be

Just waiting for my parents to die so I can kill myself guilt free

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>>130596389
Whoever made this movie fucking knew something. It was created in 2005. How did he know what was about to happen? He needs to be kidnapped and interrogated

>>130595534
>drink alcohol to quit /pol/
>visit /pol/ to quit alcohol
>drink alcohol to quit /pol/
>visit /pol/ to quit alcohol
>drink alcohol to quit /pol/
>visit /pol/ to quit alcohol
>drink alcohol to quit /pol/
>visit /pol/ to quit alcohol
>. . .

>>130595573
based Murdoch Murdoch

>>130597457
Dr. Bob?

>>130596488
>Pure burning hatred
This is the only thing preventing me from killing myself.

The delusion hope things will get better and will one day find mutual love

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>>130605176
>mfw Children of Men is real, but instead of a mystery disorder causing childlessness the disorder is feminism

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>>130594623
2D

The desire to teach rational volunteerism and self-ownership to all who will listen.

My enjoyment of nature.

The desire to further my understanding of this world.

Not being a degenerate involves having a family which requires care and love and attention, you know, basic human life things.

habbenings

The fact that white supremacy will die in my lifetime is a blessing. I was born to late to build the pyramids, born to early to travel the stars. But I'm right on time to see the devil get his due!

Typical day for me.
>Wake up around 11am
>Eat breakfast and coffee
>Watch Styxenhammer
>Play drums
>Heavybag workout + calisthenics
>Shit post on /pol/
>read

Pretty comfy life. Going back to school this fall at 26. Hopefully I'll start fucking some 19 year old snatch

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>>130594623
knowing I've esoterically mastered time and space, foolish ants !

Despite being a leftist, I am a nationalist firs, I want to see where the rise of neo-nationalism is going to lead. If its smothered in its crib I am probably going to curl up into a ball and die desu.

>>736349546
>>736349546
>>736349546

GET THE FUCK IN HERE

>>130606343

Woops!

>>>/b/736356404

>>130595353
Underrated

>>130604537
Nah, its all fake and gay. Imagine living in history, when shit was real and exciting.

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>>130594623
Nothing.

I live every day with the meager hope that today will be different, and that the world provide something worth fighting for. I hope that maybe I find the path to truth, to find the answers to our problems, but in the end I am ill suited for this world. This world is no place for Humans, at least not anymore. The things we desire the most, things like truth and purpose, are incompatible with the very fabric of our reality, and the only way we can be free is to tear it apart.

I hoped that this world would give me the opportunity to help Humanity out of it's current state, to help it progress and find the truths it needs to break free, but I see now that we no longer want that. The Humanity I see is no longer intent on finding Truth, maybe it never was. Perhaps it is up to the few good people of the world to carry us, perhaps they are the only real Humans in this sorry excuse for a reality.

I lived my life with the belief that Humanity has within itself the capability to overcome all odds, but I am becoming increasingly hard pressed to have faith in Humanity when it no longer wants to have faith in itself.

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>>130594623
fixing cars

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>>130594623

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>>130594623
i wait for ww3

>>130594623
Spite.

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>>130594623
I want to see the jews hang for 9/11.

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>>130599642
Learn some responsibility and lose your virginity. Taking care of your woman is what being a man is all about, that bitch relies on you. Be her rock, not her little cuck.

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>>130608030
>Taking care of your woman is what being a man is all about
That's a rather simple way of looking at things.

>>130594623
Nothing tomorrow I'm heading to Seattle to buy fentanyl.

Constantinople ain't gonna free itself

>>130606048
cringe

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spite

and the possibility/eventuality of a new start when EU collapses / WW3 happens

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>>130594623
>Hey guys what is your reason for staying alive??

>Coffee
>Junk food
>Tobacco
>Painkillers
>Weed
>Comfy bed
>2D Grills
>Fun-posting
>Warm sunny days / Cool breezy days
>Star-gazing
>Nationalism
>Anime forums / Channels
>The idea of wasting all the work I've done over the years
>Finding a soulmate
>Finding out what it all means and where my role is in all of it.
>To finish mastering various arts, languages, instruments, skill sets etc.
>To bring various ideas and dreams to fruition.
>To teach others and potentially strive for a higher cause.
>To reciprocate love and joy with others.
>To see and do all the things.
>To help guide the multiverse through time and across timelines.
>To add to the entropy of the universe.
>To master being.

>What is it that keeps u going?
>Dedicated unconscious procrastination and escapism.

>>130608672
Oh sorry, what I meant was
"Boo hoo, I hate my life, gonna kill myself desu"

Working to preserve Southern way of life.
That and Lynyrd Skynyrd

>>130608810
that would be less cringe desu

>>130594623
alcohol

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>>130594623

weeb shit and video games.

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>>130594623
I lift everyday for endorphines. They make you feel good until I go to bed where nothing is distracting me and I start thinking about myself. This leads me to chanting "I want to killl myself" over and over until i fall asleep. I wake up and repeat.

>>130594623
Nothing. I want to kill myself. But instead I am quitting drinking.

internet

>>130609085
You need to have hope. Go to a gym, find a hobby, start studying a new area.

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>>130594623
My mom

my kids. I love them more than life .

>>130609326
Before bed is literally the worst time to have negative feelings about yourself. I have them in the morning, and they go away as the day goes on.

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my motorcycle

>>130594623
We have no choice but to keep moving forward.

>>130599199
Good shit bro

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>>130600667
Iceland bringing the fire.
Just inspired a shitposter to try a bit harder, thanks.

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God Almighty pushes me forward, against all the odds.

Sheer will at this point.

Getting a chance to serve with the Kurds since im too old now to re-enlist, and cut off some isis ears, nose, and eyes and stick them on a Mr Potato Head toy