>tfw lived my life on autopilot and as a risk averse cuck
>tfw care about shit too much
>tfw wish I could throw caution to the wind and just do stuff
>tfw need to feel approval for everything I do
>tfw feel like I need to read lots of boring old books before I can read enjoyable ones
>tfw feel like I need to go through SICP before doing real world programming
>tfw feel terrified when walking near women because they might think I am stalking them (even felt this way when walking between classes and I was near girls who shared every class)
>tfw never flirted with a girl ever or asked one out or had attention from one, only done stuff with escorts
>tfw I always feel guilty for not doing ten things at once
>tfw intelligent enough to see that all philosophical systems have arbitrary axioms but don't have the intellectual courage to just stop giving a shit about all the boring as fuck philosophical books and debates that are perpetuated by an academia-media-publishing industrial complex with huge financial incentives
>tfw smart enough to see that all self-help is trivial or bullshit but still read more of it to feel good due to approval and the assurance due to my fear of the ambiguous
>didn't invest in cryptocoins out of laziness
>don't give up junk food and coffee, partly due to weak will relating to pleasure, but also due to coffees appeal as some sort of "busy go-getters" drink (i.e., I'm worried people will think Im a low prestige person if I dont drink it)
>tfw whine so much on 4chan I have been recognised on multiple boards while never using a trip
>tfw ugly male and know that women live lives on extreme easy mode while getting 500 tinder matches a day and finding all non Chads disgusting
>tfw never been to a pub, club, or party or had friends since 18 and feel very bitter and hateful of the world
>tfw can't stand seeing so many attractive women everywhere who find me disgusting
>tfw can't bear to work hard because I will waste my youth that I am unable to enjoy
>>129607978
>t. average trumpcuck
>>129607978
take xanax.
it will all be over soon.
>>129608112
>trumpcuck
>lives in uk
Americans everyone
>>129607978
Hi there Reddit
>>129608188
You know that shit is more addictive than heroine, right?
>>129607978
>/r9k/
>>129607978
>>>r9k
Literally me except for the last part, working hard makes me happy
I also don't think I'm smart at all but thats fine
>>129608318
His I'd tag looks like dickmeone
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>/r9gay/
>>129609530
>sweden
>calling someone gay
a real head scratcher there
>>129607978
Yeah, I'm sorry lad but this really is an
>>>/r9k/ type of post.
If you can recognize all these faults, then why don't you improve them? The first step is done, you realize you have them. Stop caring so much and make all the changes you know would be the solutions. Otherwise, you will waste away your youth without even working.
>>129607978
>mfw super ambitious and took many risks in life
>mfw they all backfired and my life is a failure
>mfw i could have had a good life if i was risk-averse