Comfy thread, get it off your chest

Lost $70 in crypto. Found out I'm prone to gambling addiction. Never touching that shit again.

>>128951625
>>>/r9k/_fag_feels_threads

>>128951890
I lost 20 bucks on robin hood when my stocks did a 4way split. Got pissed, realized the bateman life isnt for me and just got better at managing my money

>>128951890
>t. weak-handed faggot
HODL

>>128951625
>I just wish everything was normal again in the simple ways, back when boys were boys and girls were girls.
Good Lord, you are in some great company here.

>>128951625
The frequency of happenings is so high that its hard to concentrate. Outside of that however I am so empty and depressed because I have realized that all i am is a performer, yet I think that a performer with the right message is important in society. I make political/history youtube videos but no one watches them, I don't share them with family and my friends are to 'normal' to care about anything that goes beyond "trump is unfit for office". I feel so isolated from my friends and I feel they hold me back - in the sense that instead of formulating ideas of how we can replace the two party system, we have dumb convos about Russian Hacking. I used to be bullied when i was in schooling, and the Trump explosion has brought me back to that place where I am suddenly aware that my people may exclude me. I've had this before though and I am strong for it. However I am sitting here now and planning a video, researching and such and I just can't go on because I put in tonnes of research and my videos get nothing, its a waste of my time and I am so sad because I am nothing else but a performer with a message and I know that as I give up, the shit heels I know in the creative community are still pushing their nihilist, propogandist, russophobic, globalist bullshit. If I give up then the children lose out and thats no longer a dramatic statement, its just fact. I should probs just kms posting stuff like this, but anyway you asked how I feel. Pretty empty and shit because I realize that I could just drop out and make 'gaming nerd' videos or some bullshit like ASMR - at least then I wouldnt be a poor loser with no respect from others. i wont respect myself, but it seems my respect only gets me into worthless pursuits. When your a performer and no one wants your message you just become a sword for hire, and I've met so many people who are happy to shill for whatever you pay them for. We truly live in the Age of the Artisan Ronin.

>>128956000
Checked and bumped

>>128956000
Anybody who can create a term like " Artisan Ronin " should not fucking quit. Holy wow !
Keep learning and making if only for yourself.
I became expert in an obscure area of study , and now can redpill newbiies with ease.
We are all ' autistic ' Ronin too. It's a broad spectrum.

>>128956000
nice trips. Have a beer and relax annon. I might not live by you, but I understand well enough.

Really, I'm to the point that I'm going to help you annons however I can. As a yank i feel it's a duty to help in this effort. We were allies many times before and we will be there again. Emotionally....i feel like there is a dark force and no one can really be sure. There is no anger in me, there is no hate. There is the simple statement of "no. I will not standstill and die. I will not watch others die and lie anymore"

>>128956000
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kek is with us here tonight, rest and laugh tonight annons.

>>128956000
I noticed a couple years ago the increase in happenings. ( or that it seems more often ). Some is tech. but most is MSM / Culture driven. Hollywood and it's owners drive degenerative ideas.
It takes awareness and hard learned skill to see past it , or ignore it. it's all bait of one kind or other. Keeping people ' On Edge ' is a psyco-trick too , like Pavlovs Dogs. Hollywood knows this manipulation as well.
Perhaps make some vids. that distract people from ((( their ))) distractions , eh ?

Thanks for the good but somewhat bittersweet vibes tonight, anons. Peace.

>>128956000
Post your video faggot

>>128951625
I would like to fly to the moon for all of tomorrow until the UK elections are over and so is the comey testimony and when I come back I will be told the tories won with a good showing by UKIP and that the Dem and msm and globalist are crying into their beer - Trump will have been vindicated. I do not do drugs legal or otherwise nor do I drink thus the moon seemed a good place to go and hide.

>>128951625
FUCK JEWS! Ah, that feels better.

>>128951625
I don't know how the fuck you people who have quit porn do it. I'm so fucking irritable and on edge right now. I can't think straight, I'm mad, and I'm absolutely going back to porn later tonight. This is Hell and I want the stress to stop.

>>128951625
Born in Germany I often think about going back to visit and see the land I never knew. Now I am afraid for it's future and I how different it is from when I left. Not goes by where I don't imagine building advanced weapons of war and using them to slaughter every shit skin in Europe.

Pretty stressful desu

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>>128956000

Found out my hometown is less than 25% white now. Spics overrunning my state. It was radical to even suggest building a wall, which probably won't happen considering trump betrayed us on everything else. And seeing as how enforcing our fucking border is this hard ive lost all hope for the tens of millions of illegals to get removed. Not to mention the tens of millions of more spics that are here. Jobs are becoming harder to get, and they pay the same wages they did 20-30 years ago while the price of goods have gone up. 4/5 women are fat used up sluts not even worth looking at. I've realized guns are just a phallic symbol for Americans and well never use them. We use pistols just because we're forced to live around ultra violent apes but we won't fix the problem.

I don't even know why I get up in the morning. I've lost even the last glimpse of hope I had.