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>>952701
This is why Europe is losing to scabby troglodytes.

>>952706
Thanks for your invaluable contribution, i think i seen the light, anon. Seriously thank you so fucking much

Pack a bag and fuck off I was where you are a few years ago now I live in a lorry with a bad ass beautiful woman and spend most of my time doing out stuff new experiences will wake you up and remind you that living is a good thing also stop smoking weed if you do

>>952707
You asked for reality, you now know you are as much a part of the European Problem as the fleabag invaders conquering your continent without firing a shot.

Enjoy thier culture before you check out.

>>952709
I highly doubt you were where I am. But I respect the way you're happy now and werent then. Indon't smoke weed.

>>952701
>24 y/o
>no sexual desires

Are "they" putting something in your water to sap and impurify your precious bodily fluids?

Is it fluoride?

Have you ever seen a Communist drink a glass of water?

Vodka isn't it, isnt that what they drink, Mandrake?

>>952729
Right.. i have sexual impulses but i don't tollerate them easily

>>952701
You're unlikely to find any real help here, anon. The most i can suggest is to think back to a time when you did care about something, even slightly, and pursue that until blood runs from your eyes. That, and when faced between a hard choice and an easy choice, pick the hard one. It'll all work out in the end.

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>>952701
You could always watch reruns of Kung Fu, until you find your Zen sweet spot.

>>952701
Where you at?
I too I'm a NEET and despite having friends from my childhood we don't spend that much time together anymore, the thing is I just happen to like this, I never felt depressed or any of that shit, why would you?

If yo have some money just go on your own, who cares where? Go visit Patagonia or Greek islands, it's up to you.

The only thing that bothers me is spending the little money that I have because I want to be able to own land in the future otherwise I would have done that already, traveling around the world. Fucking being a wageslave and earning crumbs when your company joos and banks enrich them more.

Just don't do something silly, if you're healthy there's no reason you can't live a fulfilled and happy live.

>>952762
Whats the point in traveling with 5000 i don't enjoy it much anyway, and the money runs out very fast.

>>952701
>>>/b/

>>952786
So what the fuck do you want?

>>952786
why the fuck are you on /out/ you insipid little autist
You're depressed because you're a nervous faggot who was too scared to talk to a girl when he was a teenager, either start trying or neck yourself

>>952786
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=se-opuzre5Y

>>952701
You sound super sad....what are you expecting or wanting from /out/?

>>952701
I'm 30 and I was in more or less the same boat until a few years ago. Try wandering. Just grab the bare essentials, and start going wherever life takes you, you'll either find something, someplace or someone worth stopping for, and then you'll know what it is that you want, at least for the time being. If you want something else later, go for that instead. I used to feel trapped, like I didn't get to make my own decisions, now I'm free.

>>953016
I don't believe this "travel removes life's fundamental problems" meme. Not saying you're deluded, but people seem to think it'll work for everyone.

>>953068
I swear EVERYONE fucking believes it. And it works for many, probably, given it's novel and an unpredictable change if pace, sure.. but unless you're super rich there's an element of paying your dues to it as well. Fuck that.

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>>952710
Anon can't think of a reason for himself to continue his own life and he has no goals. Why would you think he gives a shit about your culture being destroyed or your children having no future? Like, honestly, how can you read the OP and think that he will care about these concerns of yours?

Don't you think you should at least begin by explaining to him why you value your culture and children, and then maybe that will give him something to value and you'll have an ally? It's like you yourself have either no ability to empathize or understand perspectives other than your own.

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>>953138
WTF kind of fish is that? I'm seeing a red body and a green head???

>>953138
He appears to lack the competence to realise a more effective approach by himself, so he just rants.

Do you have casinos? Bet a single number on roulette. If you win, you have €150,000. That won't by happiness, but it will give you more choices. If you lose, you have nothing to worry about..

Seriously though, if you have no goals make serving humanity your goal. Forget about yourself because yourself is not serving you well right now. The money is not part of the equation. Just help people all day, everyday, even if they are just fucked up asshole monkeys. You are a lost cause, but everybody else needs help. Serve and expect nothing at all in return. You really have nothing to loose.

>>953149
This must be bait.

>>953171
>This must be bait.
not everything is a maymay cock gobbler. I cant identify fucking fish because track this I'm not a fisherman!

Do you know what kind of fish it is? Just fucking answer the question like a normal person rather than using 4chinz meme phrases to try and fit in

>>953181
Not that guy. It's a salmon.

>>953198
thank you friend

>>953132
It won't save you from lacking a long term purpose or sustainable source of pleasure in life. The novelty won't last forever

>>953210
And not just any salmon, a salmon at the end of its life period where it's mutates into a turbo Chad sex monster after swimming uphill for many miles. That's why it's bright red and had a huge JAE, to attract salmon pussy.

>>953210
Specifically a sockeye salmon in fresh water to spawn.

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>>952933
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>>952953
You motherfuckers are the worst. I swear you niggers are the same 10 people running around acting like jackasses on this board.

>>953170
The roullette thing is the best advoce so far, and I thought of it before, i don't know why i'm too pussy to just do it already.

>>953403
The roulette idea is fine but don't serve humanity, that's why you are depressed. Be a selfish asshole ,like a man, and you will feel better. Also stop masturbating

>>953450
Your wisdom is unconcealable.

I'm the exact same way op. I'm hiking the PCT this year, if I can't find some clarity and figure something out, i'm killing myself on the trail.

>>953503
Just take a knife, a .22, and 5 pounds of peanut butter. You'll get your shit strait.

>>953503
I believe everyone should be able to choose how and when their life end. But may I suggest if PCT hike doesn't enlighten something inside of you, try visiting a big city, a foreign city, something really different before checking out permanently.

>>953503
>killing myself
Do you suffer from any kind of physical illness? If not don't do it, world is your fucking oyster, anon.

Really don't do it.

>>953503
What's your plan, assuming potential failure. How will you go about it if it comes to it

>>952729

Don't allow them to contaminate your precious bodily fluids.

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>>953138
I can understand that other anon though, I have had 4 people who have told me they want to end it all this year. It's really fucking bleak and I hate hearing about it every god damn day from these people, they think they are the only humans to ever suffer in the whole world, they all write the same edgy faggoty "poetic" shit.
I'm usually always outwardly positive and try to help people when I think their weak but one of these fags (a co worker) keeps saying he's gonna do it, and that I can't stop it and he's almost alluding that he's gonna do it because we don't hangout. Meanwhile I've known him all of like 4 months and have best friends I've known since I was 6 who I'm lucky if I even get to see at all some months,
Outside other friends I have a serious relationship, full time college schedule, a part time job and literally my only recreation lately is mma. Why do neets feel like better off people are responsible for them? I was in the same situation for 17 years and I never bitched or pussied out, I just changed what I did, bettered my situation and through trial and error found people and things that made me happty.
Yesterday he offered to pay me to kill him, honestly I'm done consoling or even feeling bad for people. Unless we were close before you got depressed, I really really don't care.

Inb4: I'm not going to kill this neet.

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>>952701
I respect you anon, at least your willing to go out with a bang.
I would dig deep, what's one place you've always thought of going as a child, someplace foreign and impossible.

Or maybe just get a dog, that odd unconditional love and never ending smile you get to come home to every day really makes my day when I'm feeling off.

>>953170
>Seriously though, if you have no goals make serving humanity your goal. Forget about yourself because yourself is not serving you well right now. The money is not part of the equation. Just help people all day, everyday, even if they are just fucked up asshole monkeys. You are a lost cause, but everybody else needs help. Serve and expect nothing at all in return. You really have nothing to loose

Doing what exactly? How do I serve humanity?

>>955072
I know this sounds cliche, but the fact that you're asking this question means you've already started. Keep it up.

>>955072

All your problems are caused by trying to serve humanity, that's why you are broken.

>>955188
This is op, that guy asking was not me

>>954753
Reading all that was a waste of time. Just answer the question. ("I lost perspective, give me yours")

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>>952701
just start walking.

cheapest method of fucking off and cleansing your spirit.

>>955202
How do you figure? You OP? Know him?

>>955495
Why do you think a guy who has nothing should devote himself to others? Sounds like cuck behavior and no one likes a cuck

>>955561
You are here to help. Why else would you post in this thread. You're more devoted it people than you think. It's okay. I like cucks

>>952701
Man the fuck up.

Start lifting, go hike, hunt, fish, find religion, read, learn, whatever.

Get your shit together, find work doing what you like, start una familia.

If none of that sounds good, go buy a stake of land far up North and live like a hermit.

>inb4 uhhh i don't really like anything

Makes you sound like a fucking child.

>>952701
Are you me? Currently in the exact same situation.

>>956123
>inb4 uhhh i don't really like anything
>Makes you sound like a fucking child.
No, that is textbook depression. You pseudo-intellectual faggot.

>>952701

I always wanted to start my own commune for the lost and undesirables.

At worst, graduate myself to a benevolent serf lord. But the amount if problems people have will probably tear apart the commune.

>>956123
If i could find work doing what i like this problem would not be mine, oviously!!

>>956150
Then learn to manage your fucking depression.

Odds are OP lives in the EU with access to cheap or taxpayer healthcare. Seek out a Psychiatrist. If you don't want to help yourself, you're a waste.

Going to a psychiatrist was the best decision i ever made mate.

>>956387
Cause yu are autistic, and i am not

>>956387
Life is pointless for me and many other people. We should commit suicide. I don't do it because I'd rather be cynical and edgy and life at you losers.

>>956722
Laugh•

>>956387
>psychiatrist
Just be urself oh ok you are sad so take these SSRIs we prescribe for literally everyting

>>956722
It's pointless for everyone. You're a step ahead of most of them by realizing that. Suicide will always be there as an option. People who say they've never thought about it are lying to themselves, while at the same time beliving themselves.

But since you realize that there is truly no point, you are set free. Free to either define your own point, and live on your on terms; Or you can simply embrace the mystery, and go where it takes you.

There are no fucking rules. You can change your mind whenever. Except in the case you choose non existence. There comes that instant in the experience of time and space that is irrevocable to all.

>>956722
https://www.google.nl/search?tbs=sbi:AMhZZium2Vb_1YLY9U3S-xYgn1hTnZm2boFD9gevHRZVniWt_1hU2vMRd9Rw80f0V64Nlhhk6kPKur5N9DsKRolpJBq2-k8WTdPp72OcAEv56mh22v6gaCbmHmfQU0SWwOF8oO2IZ2JwfoafG3L_1LxmDF_1Q09VDhtfKnc4l_1HRZidBC22pcOPnHaYVhexqxp6h4caYJM9NzZIlvAiMBFM07UI8BzXVhAdrEPlMy93flM5M9r8I5Wd3Fj3JcJcL2I0MzDToKEab9jpeXMHee4_1j2vCfvpssidksEAX1CTwNPeeoFgYWyghs8pf2uzm4IS_1vBG99ZGJ5rXFm8VrYsjBgO8Kd9kh8KkcreDrtoDtjVzAf3lZDEx1RBIgYISekCTt843F9SYFAawbgn_1JKmtdMsyP27lTn5Q1o2xnxCXRgFi_1wgRMLh2GWwhJPhx6ojdi66Ls_1KYrBwVLzchZMQivoqNv8fH11vLz375mLk6mFOlqQbp2eHNTvJf735bloMYfGEjz6F1JEW-a-7ZdhFmP5ashytY3vdzhnwm-PHDyg9o2UWV5jTQKOoIu6kg0500vNeeWXCNmb-tH7mcVowCFrvFxK-34w5ViT9Ee0q3vwgYs3iZ23GsS9UErORuA9GXRk6hyA7WgImVoiqL8W-k8M7p4YR0Qf5DHxdoUYFMOhZ7tqGj4c4DR0eNutxLJg1B6UMVbf75IyaGBq0jWEVkC5YuDmQSoxyoYdZcNTkZUVlPz2WjI2IzC7IZaUxEepmj1AG0FC--rePjP47Fz9k_1oVfUQfTeLHa5eBKTPOFPxj0-fPWtXU42h1iEVzn5aZpRCv7p6Xeoz8a44r_1joMYglFsK6KMFrSzN689mmXzObqdWc1Axq_1WJIhNpWfjA7VXGjROdtpKwj3uJrZXFw_1E5Pfv5A8EMHKhRcUxu6Fj6Tg9oJLzFloXbWAjH4BpDfdxD7EJJ3Igs8w7NWjIpDHltxtR1kb0dP4NFX76-aRDI5TSPjUolzO6feUboDZUdKNpxYCu_1YlJu9TsJNkgV4ooPMyJnyjSkrWQPfJDqhFtd_1IihUk-OEaI5jXR3mS2f2rAJoV4-zOvjh-I7PbR1bcOxvv2VlYvnELzPgz5LM-sL4pKKIJhOOOVtwM_152Ar3xnuHpbl0OX89G1s_1ex7tIewjajrbHRqVQN-0p5iXot7_1q0mgdiJgcYFi8siJ-butIBapDhxSpuQzRAGXBCCYAsLLUDXA5d0g_1UcSKtVTLehT-UaB8fm4Y8kLjnFo2OoYbuoikfUV2K0luToNDzP0N9LZ1HYF7MsIXd7WkxyjaQ8RL8Pl9auQM6kwwHMw-Yoah_1U0XqvuAUGTc54bjLZGDGt96GfXkN68xJE6t5bSECy_1cm-PUR3ovjCFbvEtv-Kq3E_1XE2Uy0mjcwOm1_1eL7DRKLaNMhfg5XjRIvsWsbXgAK7cQL6FENTAuJLn7vw&gws_rd=cr&ei=uJWwWPykOIH0arr3qYgB

>>956387
>"If you're not willing to be the personality I want you to be, you're a waste!"

Nothing worse than self-righteous """cured""" (read: antidepressant'd) depressives going back to preach onto the rest of us unwashed masses like someone who lost 200lbs shouting at the fatties to work harder.

For us who have seen dozens of psychatrists, every single one in the local area to the point where they won't even return your fucking calls anymore - and been on endless drug trials and combos from every pharmaceutical class in the world out of sheer desperation to no avail - you're a waste.

>inb4 the freak shouts freak at anyone else but himself

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>>957154
What is your unresolved conflict? Depression starts when your core beliefs (Bruce Jenner is a woman for example) conflict with reality

>>957286
Not OP or that guy. Your perspective on depression is myopic at best. It has caused me to lapse into a state of cognitive dissonance that will surely lead to the demise of my previously well-balanced mood and affect.

>>952701
Have you ever considering working for a charity?

>>957301
You have it exactly backward

>>952701
If you could be or do anything that you desire, if the knowledge and means we're available for your immediate upload would you do it? If so, what would you be or do?

>>952701
Wish i had your lifestyle, but im an american, i ahve to go to school and work just so i can feed myself.

>>956123
harsh but its, the truth

>>957361
You'll be thankful for that American work ethic, when you aren't a poor, unemployed, neet, 50 year old..living off autism bucks.

>>957378
You do know autismbux is the same money you receive from SSI for retirement right?

>>957380
Do you understand there is difference between collecting autismbux for your entire life, and earning an ever increasing paycheck your working life and receiving SSI when you retire?

>>957382
Naw my free time is worth more then an increaseing paycheck. Also my disability is based off off my last paycheck so I bank more a year then people working full time.

>>957391
Lol okay champ

>>957358
I would be a billionaire and improvise from thereon.

>>957554
Well that's easy. Uploading to you now...
Money is now your only motivation. Friends, women, family, and all relationships are now nothing more than a means to an end. Use the world's assholes to your advantage; they are simply resources. When you have to take a shit, you will not worry about finding a restroom. Instead, you will ask yourself "How do I get paid to take this shit?". Others will attempt to profit from your weath. They are your enemy's and you will treat them better than your freinds. They are easiest to control. Money is their only motivation also, and since you know this, they can only be used to your advantage. Now improvise and enjoy.

>>957633
No you don't understand.
I am all good with having a billion to spend, but i am Not willing to pay my dues. I'm fucked.
You say "upload", which implies a relatively small effort as opposed to hard work and luck etc. so your answer doesn't qualify within the requirements
But thanks for the creativity.

Fuuck, just go do something with your life. How many people are sick and twisted or close to dying due to cancer and would literally kill someone to get their life back. You are just wasting it because you have no spine and cant think of anything to do. Buy a tent and go outdoors, buy a gun and go hunting, join a club for rafting or whatever. Just do something and find out what you like and dislike. Just move of the couch/computer chair.

>>957729
How vain is humanity to give a 99% ratio of answering. Travel nd shit.
Bitch travelling is no fun without decent money!

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>>952701
Stop crossing posting. Go shit up another board with your blog posting or just kill yourself. I've had enough of seeing your bullshit threads on /diy/.

>>957781
What other boards you on. ?
So i can avoid them

>>952701
Why kill self with any money left to spend. If youre desperate like 2$ buy a lottery ticket, can always tak you chances. You cn buy over 2000 lotto tickets, and if you lose you're probly suicidal enough to tske that research to practice just ky

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>>952701
What's up anon? I'm in a different situation, but I can relate. I'm just reaching the point in my life where most of my high school friends have graduated college, and I still don't have any desire to pursue a degree. After going to, and failing community college, and half assed-ly taking classes at a shitty art school, I've gained nothing. Now, I've burned through all that money, only to be stuck in limbo.

The only thing I can do nowadays is save the little money I make waiting tables, and bide my time until I find someway to sustain myself on my own. Thinking about trying to go innavan once my housing situation evaporates. At least that way I can travel a bit before I die in a ditch somewhere

>>958718
Your mindset is more promissing than mine.

I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die.

Move to Rojava, train as a soldier for the Kurdish cause, save lives fighting Daesh. Live on the edge to remember what it's like to feel alive

>>963951
This, do something ballsy, anything like go up to a middle age housefrau and tell her you are gonna rape her juicy ass or go in the grocery store and start chatting CUNT feel alive and you will want to grab life by the pussy

>>952701
Buy a tent, sleeping bag and live in the middle of the forest until you eventually hermit. Not having to deal with people on a daily basis is the ultimate high. I envy you.

>>952701
Start a rural all-male community of like minded. Which are plenty even on this website.

>>952729
based taste in movies