What keeps you up at night?
>>30239953
Repressed gay thoughts
The fact i'll never be able to force a mare to continuously give birth and kill her own foals in extremely degenerate ways
>>30239956
accept the horsecock
>>30239953
Trying to think up of a way to stop the impending culture war that will occur as a result of importing massive amounts of migrants into Europe, and how decades down the line our children are going to suffer grave and terrible consequences as a result of the hubris practised by our leaders, but ultimately how nothing I think of will have any realistic effect and that the ball now set in motion cannot be stopped and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it.
But otherwise it's what the season 7 finale is gonna be like.
I bet it'll have dragons in it.
I like dragons.
>>30239953
Usually because I'm still masturbating to ponies.
>>30239953
Nothing. I hug my pillow pretending it's my waifu and I fall asleep peacefully right away.
>>30239982
Rest is piss Europoor
>>30239953
The fact that I have no job and the rent is due and I can't pay it, despite being a privileged white heterosexual cis male.
>>30239953
>mobileshitter adds a horse image to his meta thread
fuck you, you stupid faggot
>>30239953
That fact that I want to take my own life. It's all I think about when I have nothing to distract myself
>>30239956
>tfw you wonder if you should try it with a guy to have a definitive answer
>>30240645
>prison gay
>>>/r9k/
>>30239953
Nothing.
I don't have nightmares because I never dream.
>>30239953
Nothing, now go away /r9k/.
>>30239953
revision for my final for operator in watchmaking exam tomorow
>>30240660
>r9k
Please, that board is full of morbidly obese and autistic Burgers.
>>30239953
Work.
>>30240721
Eurocunt detected.
>>30239953
My failing scholar life
My crippling loneliness
My fucked up fetishes
etc etc
>>30239998
This, but I talk to her and sometimes we talk long into the night.
>>30240814
Lucky you, I'm usually so tired when going to bed that I only ever manage to whisper how much I love her and wish her goodnight before falling asleep.
>>30240780
>My fucked up fetishes
>"Just do whatever your dick wants!" they said. "It's totally harmless!" they said.
>the thoughts are now creeping into your everyday life, your interactions with coworkers, neighbors and family members are awkward and uncomfortable as hell, and you just want to curl up in a ball and die
>you don't remember being like this when you were a child, before the internet ruined everything
>if your 12 year old self met you now, he would kick you in the balls and spit in your face
>>30240780
>>30240970
What king of fetishes give you trouble? Are you into gore or a pedo or something?
>>30240645
I did this. I learned I simply don't like sex with either gender.
>>30240780
>fucked up fetish
i am concerned about this
>>30239953
My heartbeat, and the though that if i die, i just left nothing worthwhile to this world and future generations.
My life became my worst nightmare: nothing
>>30239953
Bad sleep pattern.
>>30239956
Lol fag.
>>30240970
How exactly do fetishes creepy into everyday life and social interactions?
>>30239953
Nothing
I fall asleep quickly hoping I die in my sleep.
Then I wake up to see I didn't and it sucks.
Erections.
My old sacraficial porn laptop has been claimed by a virus that deleted a chunk of the windows.
Havent cum in a week.
>>30240003
how much is the rent?
>>30239953
Thinking about what purpose my life serves, what I'm doing with it and what I want to do with it.
I come up empty.
>>30239982
ABSOLUTE MONARCHY WHEN?
>>30239953
My kids
>>30241119
no one who has children should be on this board
run while you still can
>>30241111
WITNESSED
>>30241134
I've been on this site loooong before I had kids.
>>30241243
You're not the who named her kid pinkamina are you?
>>30241258
Oh god no.
My boy's names are Isaac and Jacen.
>>30241243
This. Get off my lawn.
>>30239953
The newlywed next-door neighbors fucking like crazed weasels.I live alone.
>>30241105
$300/month
I know it's pathetic that I can't pay that
>>30241295
UGH I hate listening to people having sex UGH
not memeing or trying to be edgy, just honest
sometimes im kept awake by the thoughts of my past and how horrobly wrong everything went
i ask my self what would change and what would be diffrent if i wasn't the way i am
i never cared much about people, not my parents my sisters, aunt, cousin, grandmother what ever
i didn't even care about my friends
what would my life be like if i would geniuinly care about other people?
i ask my self if it has to do something with the way i was raised with my father who threw my oldest sister god knows how many times out of the house telling me to kill my self and general emotional abuse so far that one of my sisters actually tried to kill her self when she was 13
our mother threatening to call childservice and let them take us away if we wouldn't listen, kinda though if you get told something like this when you're about 9years old
i often wonder if it was my fold and what i could have done to prevent all this
im sad most of times but atleast ponies can make me smile, even tho it doesn't last as long as it used to
>>30239956
Non repressed gay thoughts
>>30241305
What the fuck. I still live with my parents at 21 because there's literally nowhere to around here for less than $1000 a month. When i finish school ill probably just move to some shithole like where you must live
Nothing. I keep other people awake at night."
>>30241337
Craigslist is your friend (be careful though, don't move into a house where there's drugs and parties)
It sure is pony related in here
Good job, modcucks
>>30239953
The fact that I will be alone forever because I wouldn't even be interested in a real grill even if she did all the work to form the relationship. I'll simply grow older and more frustrated that my only escape from this loneliness is what made me lonely in the first place. I thought ponies were all I needed to get by so I gave up on real shit long ago.
>>30239953
Thoughts of large marecocks rammed down my throat.
>>30239982
Time are a changing, huh?
oh you know, depression, a lack of any future prospects, the feeling of becoming a minority in my own home town
the usual.
>>30241553
https://youtube.com/watch?v=kJHisgGTOik
>>30241402
Just sage and move on, it's not difficult.