let go

>>26816543
>my life

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>>26816543

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>>26816551
/thread

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>>26816543
>it's d-different than a confessions thread!

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I'm sorry Sonata. You may be the best Siren but you can't be my waifu

>>26816543
that is the dankest image i've seen today op thanks

>>26816543
my first group of friends became distant and took advantage of me that when I finally had enough we got into huge fight I can finally let go.

>>26816543
I really wish I could let go of the high this show gave me. One day, it's going to either be cancelled, or go to complete shit. I don't want it to, but one day it will. Normally, this occurrence would be just another disappointment that I could just move on from, but I love these characters. It's not just that I enjoy them, I want to spend more time with them. Leaving them behind is like leaving a friend.

>>26816543
I unironicly enjoy stupid crossover threads and am genuinely disappointed when they 404 with no green and only a few "ur a faget" and "this is some autism" replies

>>26816571
My confession is that I enjoy confession threads.

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>>26816543
people who obsess over futa, want to become the little mare, or obsess over homo-stallions, need to leave the board for >>>/lgbt/

you people are fucking degenerates

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>>26816684
Welp.

>>26816543
my dick

>>26816543
The trash can itself. Not the trash. The trash can itself.

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>>26816684

I've been a fan of the show for heading towards four years. One of my four friends helped to introduce me to the fandom and has since stopped being a part of it.
When I have touched on the subject with him (since he left) he acts as though it was a stupid, childish thing.
And gives off the impression that he regrets ever being involved with the show's fans.

I have let go'd.

>>26816543
There's only one episode that I legitimately disliked, and that was Rainbow Falls

>>26817971
I often fantasize about transhumanism. Specifically I dream of a world where we can construct new bodies for ourselves to replace our old ones so that we may achieve effective immortality. As it stands however, there's a massive unconscious stigma surrounding such things, so any drastic changes will be met with a large degree of scrutiny, so even if a limited version of this technology becomes available to the current generation, it means that anyone who uses it for flights of fancy will be ostracized by their peers in a way that claiming eccentricity will not be able to justify.

Frankly put, people who would want something new and different would be rejected almost immediately.

As such, I still have fantasies of trying on the body of a little more, if only for a little while. However, to reach a point where something like that would be remotely possible in my lifetime would require me to become exceedingly affluent, wealthy, and well connected. So the conditions to meet such a goal and the goal itself are in direct conflict. If I could achieve it then I would likely be put in a position where I would not be able to financially sustain myself afterwards in the long term.

So instead of directly outing myself as an esoteric sort of deviant, I've toyed around with a means to hide my deviant tendencies from the world at large instead. I've come up with a potential solution that would work on multiple levels.

[Cont]

>>26819285
When I get old and have had my fill of living my life in this form, I'll start construction on two new bodies. One body will be constructed after me in every way, but will be a younger and more idealized version of myself. The classical transhumanist fantasy as you will. This version of me will be supplanted with all my memories and will be designed to mimic me in nearly every way, but do so unconsciously and naturalistically. To put it bluntly, this body will think it is me. More than that, it will know it was me, because it was always me.

Of course, it would have a few extra directives installed as well, and it wouldn't have any knowledge of this plan or anything related to it. That knowledge would be meticulously replaced with moments that would realistically lead up to it and suggestions that would keep it from prodding at that information and accept it's life as I will have done for so many years up until that point.

Meanwhile, I would build my new body in her image. If you have to ask who she is, then all I can say is that it's private, but you should know well enough considering where you are. I'll build it up as perfectly as I can and program it so that I can insert myself without any issues and it will allow me to live my new life the way I fantasized about.

The devil is in the details of course. To help cover my tracks, and my new, pert little ass I'll have to do some extra leg work as well.

[Cont]

>>26819288
Firstly I'll release a basic prototype of the body I build to the general population under the guise of it being the closest thing to being with her that anyone will see within their lifetimes, and sell it for an exorbitant profit to buyers with similar proclivities to my own. This will be the base of my cover, the perfect extension of a love doll that's more like a true partner. If this already exists at that point, then all I will have to do is release the proper modifications in order to make the "model" I'm making seem more like an expensive custom job than something cut out of whole cloth.

Past that my body double will need lots of subtle suggestive programing to ensure that he would display the same level of devotion to her that I would, in an idealized world. Knowing myself that means that I would probably have to make my minor incisions to my progeny's psyche, a thought which disgusts me, but it would be worth it in the end for both of us. All he would know is that he wants to love and protect me, and that he probably has an unhealthy obsession with me, but that it's worth it for the satisfaction that it brings him at the end of the day.

Finally I'll have to make sure that I don't slip up and hurt myself or my new beau. Some might call programing and redundancies that would prevent me from uttering a peep about my plans and my past life, or even alluding to it whatsoever unless I find myself in the direst of circumstances, rather drastic. However, so long as I can rest assured that I can hold onto my own memories quietly I know that it wouldn't bother me at all.

[Cont]

>>26819294
In the end, my fantasy is complicated, but it boils down to a simple end. I get to live out my fantasy of being the little mare and I get to be closer to her in an esoteric sort of way, and I get to have a partner that will treat me as well as I would like to be treated. There’s the extra bonus that I can treat him just the same and relax as he continues to take care of all the worldly possessions I left behind in the pursuit of Lazarus.

In a way, I get to be with her, and in another way I get to be her.

It's all rather esoteric and wishy washy, and it's likely that I'll never get to carry it out even if I did decide at that point that I actually wanted to go through with it. Still it's a nice fantasy. Maybe someday I'll write about it instead, I don't know.

>>26819273
What a rude thing to do.

>>26816684
>One day, it's going to either be cancelled, or go to complete shit.
>implying it's not already shit

>>26816543
Everything apart from s1-2 is shit. The latest two seasons were nothing but memes and obvious autism pandering. I watched a clip collection of "the funniest parts" of the most recent seasons and felt upset as hell.

>tfw the show has already ended for me
>tfw fandom is dying out because all the good content producers have fucked off and gotten over it

I know what a lot of you are thinking.
>hourly "the ride is almost over" post

It's seriously happening though, as much as you try to deny it.

>>26816543
The Air Force banned gmail, yahoo, hotmail ect at my shitty, boring, boondoggle job that I want to leave but am trapped due to conditional monetary rewards and the promise to leave me debt free/pay for grad school. Writing fanfiction was the only thing keeping me sane in my boring job. I could effectively pretend to be doing something while writing. Now I have no way of saving the work I write in notepad. They have eliminated all methods of outbound communication from the work computer. Fuk

As much as I'm sad that MLP will end one day, I know it needs to happen for fear of the show going to shit. If it already hasn't. What scares me even more is that I might not be around to witness the show's end.

>>26820005
Can't you just write in a real notepad with a pen?

>>26820519
Notepad and pen doesn't have spellcheck. Personally I type faster than I can write.

>>26820627
yes but writing it in a notepad allows you to write while working and then carry it away

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>>26820642
Implying that flash drives don't exist.

>>26820657
You can get in a LOT of trouble for bringing a flash drive to the Air Force base.

>>26820005
>>26820657
>Now I have no way of saving the work I write in notepad. They have eliminated all methods of outbound communication from the work computer.

>>26820005
Good. That's a huge security problem. I don't want someone allah snackbaring our military just so you can write some shitty fanfiction.

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>>26816543
season 6 is making me fear for my waifu. I'm scared that she might get paired off with Discord. I love her :(

>>26820005
>I can't slack off anymore
Chair Force pls

>>26819299
>Maybe someday I'll write about it instead,
I hope you do.

>>26821147
Like there is anything to do. I literally would not mind being laid off if it meant removing the bureaucracy.

>>26821050
As if our military actually fights isis. That is what russia is doing. Our country created isis.

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>>26821103

>>26821103
just friends

>>26821235
I hope so anon

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>>26821103
At least your waifu isn't a slut

>>26819584
We got at least 3 years to go yet, then you can get off

>>26819299
Holy shit, thanks for the new fetish

Are you by chance rationality anon

>>26821406
Which Anon is that again?

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>>26816543
I wish I could've made more art at the "height of the fandom", or at least been more social at that point in time. To think of all the good times I passed up just because I was too shy to be active, or even talk to other artists during that time. And now most people don't even care about the show.

I still kinda have that problem now though, like I drew a simple gif for the drawthread anonymously a few months ago. Some anon really liked it and asked if he could post it to derpibooru. Of course I didn't tell him to credit my actual name on derpibooru (I'd already posted it on my deviantart) so he just posted it as "artist needed"

>tfw that gif got like +200 favs and +300 likes or something and I'm still too shy to take the credit for it ;-;

>>26819584
nice meme

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>>26821103
We all fear for our waifu's anon. We all do.

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>>26820005
>Can't even save your fanfics in the military computer.
There goes any desire I had into joining the airforce.

Shame too. I passed the pretest with 60%
without studying

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>>26816543
A

>>26822502
Join the Navy, familia. All you'd do in Air Force is get made fun of by all the other branches. Plus, their system for rates is shit.

>Air Force
>"I want X"
>Okay, give me a list of four more jobs similar to X and you MIGHT get one of them. If we call you with a shit job and you say no, you go to the back of the line, which might take a few months to a year til another shit job opens up.

>Navy
>"I want X"
>Okay, X is open, sign here and we'll swear you in.

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I feel out of place in /mlp/ because I've made good decisions in life and genuinely enjoy how things are turning out for me.

>>26822685
Just don't be a normie and you'll be fine. This is a place to talk about pony so real life stuff doesn't really matter

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>>26816543
Let go.

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>>26823754

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>>26816543
I'm in IT. And I haven't found any time to be on here except work because I maintain the server. I go home to be a drunken mess, and I have no hope of life. I can't find the will to kill myself but I want to die. Been considering shouting "What's on the Radio, Jigaboos?" to a bunch of black men but I don't want an extremely painful death.
I don't expect help and have been going like this for half a decade now.
There we go. Now to never think of it again.

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>>26823813

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>>26821103
>tfw Hasbro panders towards the SJWs and your waifu is confirmed a dyke

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>>26823938
Then become the little mare and get that candyvag

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>>26823992
But... Anon... I can't survive without my dick and masculine qualities!

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>>26821564
it's ok anon, there's still time

we're not dead yet after all

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>>26823938
>tfw Habsro panders to me and my waifu is confirmed a dyke

>>26823938
>not wanting your waifu to be a lesbian
>not wanting to turn into a mare so you can have hot lesbian sex
What are you, gay?

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>>26819299
>>26819294
>>26819288
>>26819285

>>26821235
with benefits

>>26816684
Well, the show may be over, but I´m pretty sure the fandom will live on. We are quite the persistent fuckers

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OP here
wanted to give you a more suited image for reaction pic usage
perhaps you guys will feel better

I let go the fact that I hte Anons.
Not any Anons, only the kind wich says "to the trash goes your green", "shitty snips and snail tier drawing", "disgusting vocaroo you newfag" and then complain that nothing new came from here.
We lost a lot.
Up to a point, it was "mew, newfags! I miss old /mlp" and now it's "/mlp is dead, just leave an live your awefull life.".

Fuck, I hate them !
They are wrong silly bastard and killed everything good in here !

Some threads pops up from time to time, showing that all hope is not lost. But damn, we must wake up !

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>>26816543
I am taking my worst confession to the grave. No one can know. That's my confession. Here's a fluttershy for your time.

>>26821103
I really doubt that would ever happen.

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i don't want to give up a thing

>>26825139
have you killed a man?

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>>26817971

>>26819285
>>26819288
>>26819294
>>26819299
this is the kind of degenerate filth I was talking about

>>26825308
Yes I Have

>>26825308
No.

>>26825308
I don't know

>>26819299
Well that won't happen. Cause you're here.

>>26821103
FlutterMac though. Too bad that went to shit in S5 with shy rock horse. The new season is filled with so many shit characters the fandom obsesses over, it's not even funny.

I jumped on the Chatoyance-hatedom bandwagon and I regret it. Chatoyance is right. If you had a chance to be a fantasy world as ideal as Equestria, take it even if it means getting on all fours eating grass. Whoever said it's better to rule in hell than serve in heaven is a fool and this world is hell.

>>26816543
I'm afraid of a Anon trying to fuck me in an upcoming con. I'm straight as a pencil and afraid of getting called a fag.

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>tfw that's the gif
Y-you think there's still time? I've been kinda mad at myself for having passed up the past 5 years to not socialize in the fandom, make lots of art, maybe even make some friends along the way. Guess there's no time like the present though

Guess I'll start by changing that tag on derpibooru, even though probably no one's gonna see it.

>>26827470
Meant to reply to >>26824446

>>26825086
>killed everything good in here

They have accomplished precisely what they set out to do, then.

Partly your fault, Anon. Never let the bastards win.

>>26827470
Yeah man, I'm the exact same position you are, just now learning how to draw and getting into interacting with people. Never give up friend!

Also I'd love to see your gif. I'm going to bed but I'll leave the thread open to see it later.

>>26828033
I said it in my previous post, but I failed at replying to the other guy.

>>26824446 was the gif I drew really fast. Not much, but I guess there were some people that liked it. You can always interact with me if you want ;u;

>>26825308
I put a gun up to his head

I wake up every day and lay in bed trying to think of one reason to get up and face the world and not kill myself I have yet to find a reason not to kill myself other than visiting this slowly wilting flower of a board.

>>26828219
get a hobby, friend.

within my small group of friends I am known as the jokester who never takes anything serious I do this to try to cover my severe loneliness and depression with laughter hoping that one day in will all just fade away

Not letting go of this thread

>>26816543
great another homofag hugbox confession thread
despite what i show my friends and family, i am horribly depressed, my only outlet or reason for existence is music, i play a few instruments, but most of them i can't play very long due to my faulty right arm. it makes things hard, and now i see the only thing that brings me joy won't bring me joy much longer. all my friends dont actually like me, i am entirely alone, except for you, anons.

i'm ready to let go

>>26828262
Same here, partner.

>>26827586
That's why I created contents.
That's why I still create contents.
To never let them win.
But alone, I can't do much...

>>26827353
Just tell them you don't swing that way?

>>26823886
get a gun with blanks and then start shooting at police. that will definitely get you killed

>>26821103
Don't worry there's no auctual evidence for fluttercord at all.

>>26823938
If they were going to that they would just fucking admit lyrabon already