/repgen/ - Repression General - Hiking Edition:

>>8799551
Hiking is a great way to relax, get some exercise, and clear your mind.

>>8799551
lolololol hiking?

>>8799551
Reminder that repression isn't real and is just the male equivalent of transtrenderism.

>>8799566
*and saying you are is just

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>>8799566
Why do you feel the need to barge into any thread your little man's heart desires and immediately start mansplaining like the entitled man you are?

OP here. I was thinking it would be nice to number these threads to keep better track of them. I don't know where to start though. I remember the Master Chief edition so I could call this MC-4? It's the fourth thread starting with that one.

>>8799562
Hiking is a great way to cope when you're suffering from dysphoria or other stresses in your life. It's healthier than sitting around posting on 4chan.

>>8799566
Repressors should be allowed to work out their issues in peace. The hard sell from /mtfg/ is not helpful IMHO. Posters here already know what their options are.
Cure-chan should cool it with the hard sell on other threads too. Try to respect other people's choices.

>>8799566
t.former repressor

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>>8799580
>being this triggered by big hairy bollocks

>>8799551
>walk into a busy store
>see all these cis people just living their lives
i'm pretty much boymode now, but i just having trans feels b/c it's such a burden

Hiking anon is back from the mountains?

>>8799588
more like +9, we had alice cat edition, 2 or 3 anime threads (i remember autism edition), time to die edition, the one with some girls on OP edition, scary truths edition, The Cure edition, etc.

>>8799551
These threads always get either sad, or argumentative. I need less anxiety and these gens are always pretty depressing.
I'm gonna be one of those on hrt boymoding.

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>tfw finally know how it feels to have dick in me
>tfw waking up in a mans arms

I've never felt so loved

>>8800134
No, not hiking anon, but it's something I enjoy doing. It calms my mind.

>>8800177
It's always great to feel love. It makes life a lot more fun.

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Just had morning sex
Fuuuuuuck it feels so good!

>>8799551
So how do you guys feel when you see a cute cis girl or passing trans girl?

>>8800146
Im doing the same, worth a try. At least it makes me feel much better

>>8800211
but what if it doesn't? I feel too negative about myself to accept love

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>>8800364
ENVY AND GREED

>>8799566
[citation needed]

>>8799588
One step closer to the cure edition

>>8799609
Understandable.

If bitterhons wouldn't shill, I wouldn't go to them. I simply want to inform people here there is other options. /mtfg/ shills so hard to every newcomer here that there needs to be another voice. That's me.

>>8799694
She trusted bitterhons. Yet another reason not to trust bitterhons!

>>8799992
The burden is on all of us.

>>8800126
>>>/mtfg/
Nice shill post, bitterhon.
Shall I make a shitpost in /mtfg/ everytime you shitpost here? Maybe that'd even things out.

I've never shitposted before but stuff like this makes me tempted.

>>8800146
Don't trap yourself.
The real issue is we get hardcore shilled by /mtfg/ in addition to /pol/ trolls - It wouldn't be an issue without bitterhons and /pol/faggots.

>>8800177
Good to hear. Glad you're doing well soldier.

>>8800208
Hiking is a great way to START LIVING!
Highly reccomend for those that have access and are physically able enough!

>>8800211
I don't desire love or relationships myself, but if it helps you all the more power to you!

>>8800364
Like shit. I'm AGP after all, what do you expect me to say? Of course I "want" to be her, but that's just the mental illness talking.

>>8800365
Don't trap yourself.
HRT is still trapping yourself.
HRT takers belong in >>>/femgen/ unless you're here to dicuss repression related topics, which a lot of you are, but there's no need to mention you are hrt boymode here, it's encouraging mental illness.

>>8800371
Then don't! Love is not required to live a fufilled life.

Not transitioning, on the other hand is.

>>8800383
Why greed? And why repress if you feel envy? You can transition and be like them

>>8800745
Bitterhon shill.
>>>/mtfg/

Don't listen to this persom.

>>8800364
Male skeletons, bodies are not female and not qt
Cis fems are constant reminders of what I'm not

what's an adequate song to keep fighting the good fight?

and what's a fitting song for utter submission?

>>8802386
Rose Rovine e Amanti: Soldato Cristiano for fight

>>8799551

finally come to terms with the fact that I have real mental problems and "being trans" is just a meme to escape my current reality. actually feel like Im taking positive steps in my life

>>8802451
yeh, as much as I want to trans, I realise it's just going to make things worse,
and so staying cis will improve my chances

>>8801238
>do you hates yourself?
>no? so you support white pride
>don't be silly, you can't refuse, that's not how words work

>>8802451
>>8802514
this is me talking out of my ass here while being high

but if were to bet my life on what my instinct said then I would say that our particular problem comes from the left and right half of our brain functioning like a typical male and female brain, but half of the male and half of the female.

yes is this pizza? I'd like the extra eight please

What do I do when the only way for me to stop trans/suicidal thoughts is stay busy 24/7? The worst thing is I don't want to do anything but I have to.

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>tfw you suck your friend's cock and realise you were bi all along

Looks like I won't be coming back here, see ya repgen

>>8802681
go outside do things
get a job and keep yourself busy
get a life

>>8802714
how?
with what energy?

>>8802683
you're still repressing being trans even if you get a meta bf.

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Is this right here an attempt at our particular vulnerability? Or am I simply projecting?

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collection of hypno files aimed to de-femenize and cure agp to help you become a real man
volafile org/r/dj3up95r

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>>8802941
is this lostboy.exe and/or dolphin porn?

>be me 19 lonely depressed af
>feel like could never get gf
>see traps, some are cute and fem like girls
>not as good as real thing but close enough
>think it will be way easier to get trap gf than real one
>realize that is not the case, at least with attractive
>i am small/twinkish decide maybe im meant to be trap
>basically brainwash myself into thinking that all my life problems are caused by me not being a girl
>start crossdressing and jacking off to self in the mirror
>closest i'll ever get to seeing/touching something feminine up close
>go all in, order DIY HRT off the internet
>even more depressed and cant get boners anymore after popping whoremoans for a few months
>start growing weird little titty puffs but at least I can sort of feel what boobs are like
>still present as male, but meet qt at work
>start as friends but we hit it off, a lot in common
>she asks to come over one day after work
>we watch netflix and start to cuddle on me without saying anything
>feels so good, realize she likes me
>she starts to get closer and kisses me
>best feeling of my fucking life, but when she starts to try and take things further I panic
>asks me whats wrong
>make up story about having gender problems and how the whoremoans had negative impacts on my body but in process of detransitioning
>she is sort of hippie chick so she is cool and understanding
>says we should be friends while I get things sorted out
>lash out in anger after she leaves, throw away all of my trap supplies and pills
>mfw I almost ruined my whole life for a glorified fetish

been off the moans for about a month now, can get hard again. still talking to girl from work and she agreed to hangout again

>>8802941
i don't want my agp to be cured or to be a real man.

>>8802681
Go hiking. People here say it works.

what do you do on thursday night when you're feeling down and suicidal
>inb4 kys

>>8803776
Watch uncle Jobel play some games and lurk here. Yay.

Most self - loathing tranny in the universe..ama

I'm almost positive I'm either going to end up killing myself or transitioning in the next year. How come dying seems like a better and less scary option?

>>8803839
4 years ago I was standing in psych office, cropped hair, long beard, bomber and boots. Poltard Italian edition. I visited due to ever growing alcohol and weed consumption, and I was reluctant to admit even to myself, what is going on in my head. Three sessions later she begged me to visit psych for gender problems and start hrt. She is probably one of few ordinary psychs in Italy who knew about this. Now I'm here, looking pretty good, passable despite starting quite late, not alcoholic but still self - loathing.

Ps: I support search for cure

>>8803859
How the fuck did she know?

Clever psych and lots of tricky questions, like for all around things.

>>8800745
>You can transition and be like them
Not if your big and tall as fuck and have a really manly face

>>8803978
How tall? I'm aa bit less than 6 foot and pass in Italy where most of people are small

>>8803776
Tidy your room, have a shower.

>>8803839
Because of the massive societal prejudice against trans people.

>>8803982
6 feet exactly I think, but also I have a very deep voice and I've been told that even my sisters face looks like a man face.

>>8804014
Funny. Even your sister is a hon!

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Who else here had their AGP significantly escalate from playing Perverted Education daily for months?
I had it frozen for half a decade and now I done did it. I fucked it up. I went to the honey like a dumb bee.

a dumb fucking bee

>>8804136
ya, feels pretty bad. im too much of a lazy fuck to actually go out and do something other than play video games all day though. but i do have a psychiatrist appointment scheduled for next week, have i fucked up and should i just try to cancel it?

>>8804181
stay away from psychiatrists
get some action going on with psychologists

>>8804181
Maybe you should keep the appointment. At least it will get you off your ass. If it ends up being a waste of time you don't have to go back.

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>>8799551
>be me
>using men's washroom since im a boymode repressor
>A man sees me and runs out of the bathroom.
>checks if its men's washroom
>comes back in and gives me a weird look.
>this kinda shit happens about once a week when i use public washroom.

I know i will never trap myself but that made me feel good tbqh.

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Is there Anything better than waking up in a mans arms?

>>8804014
Your height is not problem, other things are.

>>8803859
you are not helping to repress

>>8804791
Sorry. I just want you to know the price - different for anyone though

>>8804791
>taking a tranny's word at face value

>>8799551
I saw a hon in a subway. We had an eye contact. She knew im a repressor because i have long hair and big butts from skittles although im in boymode. Now I feel like quitting skittles because seeing hons in real life scares me to death.

>>8805268
If you are on scittles you are not real repressor imao. Question? Have anyone of you started getting signs from stress of repression? I have aged rapidly and look tired and old - but as a member of best religion (Catholic) I took my cross.

>>8805268
short-haired manly-faced skeleton zero-ass 420 repressor here

Everytime I make eye contact with a hon I almost freeze because I can swear she senses my AGP.

I think it's just projecting.

>>8805362
premature gray facial hair and eczema on my face from dermatitis

also an unknown eating disorder

always remember that you could have it worse

>>8805383
I know. I'm anxious af because of my agp i won't be able to be a father

>>8805387
>because of my agp i won't be able to be a father
why not?

26yo decently successful repressor here. Was abused when I was younger and was a crossdresser my whole life pretty much. Ive come to the conclusion that it is a fetish and result of my abuse, however I got through phases of dysphoria and almost obsessively wanting to dress up. I am fairly passable/attractive for pre-HRT when I dress up so it is a pretty intense feeling when I see myself. Typically I get super depressed/ashamed after I cum. The most recent time I went all out crossdressing I tried to keep it non sexual and honestly it got pretty old fast. Part of me thinks I should just quit cd'ing but I find getting ready, trying on outfits and shoes, etc relaxing and clears my mind. I'm very conflicted since this "girl" has been a part of my life for so long, but I'm starting think its time to let her go.

>>8805406
Because I can't get around without it anymore? Idk how that will function in a relatioship, secondly because I habe signs of depression or indirect dysphoria and god know how I will explain that to woman, as she must never know the truth.
>>8805414

I have never crossdressed, I was just a porn addict

>>8805433
If you are uncompromising in never telling the truth to your partner then your relationship will remain shallow.

>>8805446
I'm single now and I'm much more confined in my dating choices than average. But think, how would snobish catholic girl react on that news?

>>8805433
>as she must never know the truth.
just tell her. find a dom bi chick or something.

>>8805452
Well if you want them to be a devout christian fuck off.
WAKE UP GODAMNIT. GOD IS A LIE AND WE KILLED HIM.

>>8805465
Do you wear fedora and read Dawkins and Nietzsche for dummies perhaps?

I want my wife to be traditionalist roman catholic, so?

>>8805484
>not being the catholic schoolgirl yourself

>>8805492
:) boner ahead :P but I'm upper class Catholic and repress agp because of it.

I feel really shitty today, time goes by and nothing gets any better and there is no hope left

>>8805501
but upper class agps are the ones who transition!

>>8805541
think of something new that you could try tomorrow
break the loop

>>8805501
are you also that guy who was the 1%?

>>8805549
like what? Im depressed and sociophobic

>>8805547
May st. Michael keep from this.
And not all upper class is same.

>>8805552
Yes.

>>8805555
what's even the point of being upper class if you turn away from god's gift of the chance of becoming a hot girl?

>>8805566
Follow right way is hard, but is only this path lead to eternal light.

If you are old european upper class and do things like this you are disowned in a heartbeat.

>>8805555
I am also the poorfag guy.
You will fall. You do not have enough true hardships in order to continue to repress forever.

If you lose your faith like I did half a decade ago I wonder what will stop you then.

Maybe the most infuriating thing about you is the fact that you are willing to lie and deceive your wife for life while also being the 1% and believing in God.

How can you as a repressor not value truth?
Fuck everything else. Why do you not appreciate honesty?

>>8805581
>choosing earthly class over following mary

>>8805371
All of trannies and repressors have a trannydar. Whenever I see them, we make a nervous eyecontact and then look away. It might be harder to tell if your manerism is not girly and have short hair tho.

>>8805610
repressors can look just like any depressed dudes

Ive never noticed hons btw

>>8805592
I will not fail. Because of strong belief in my faith and my ideals. I'm on this earth to do my duty and I will do it. And God may help like he did my ancestors before me.

And that is why I'm single and will remain one mostlikely. Luckily other members of family produced enough male offspring.


>>8805597
Lol even though is blasphemy.

>>8805615
Nobody suspects me ever

>>8805615
>when you are a repressor and desperately want your cis far left female colleagues to find out by themselves and even try to drop hints
>all they see you as is a creepy depressed white male

Well I guess technically they aren't wrong.

>>8805604
is seeking to emulate her really so wrong?

>>8805624
it's blasphemy to follow mary's example?

>>8805626
start hrt

>>8805631
fuck off

The fact that my friends would treat me better IF I would start hrt is actual proof of misandry.

>>8805631
its a placebo meme

>>8805518
>4 years hrt

>>8805629
It is not by becoming a tranny

>>8805649
i don't remember that part from sunday school.

>>8805662
Christians do not really care about their imaginary friend, they care what other christians will think.

>>8805649
Everyone, man and woman, should acknowledge and accept his sexual identity. Physical, moral, and spiritual difference and complementarity are oriented toward the goods of marriage and the flourishing of family life. The harmony of the couple and of society depends in part on the way in which the complementarity, needs, and mutual support between the sexes are lived out.

Cathecism

>>8805554
Go somewhere you've never been to before, just to see what it looks like. New experiences can help break the loop.

let's face it, if catholic jesus hadn't wanted us to become sexy schoolgirls he wouldn't have made the thought of being one so gosh darned hot.

>>8805694
I thought this is repgen

>>8803071
>she's going to throw her life away for a bit of lackluster sex

>>8805686
getting outside and doing anything is good for the mind and body

>>8805790
>tfw I threw my life away so that my family would not break
>it broke anyway
>now it's too late

At least she throws it for sex.

>>8805829
could be worse, I just flushed my entire life down the toilet for absolutely nothing, pathetic avoidant personality

>>8805781
the correct answer is "but i'm not hot enough"

Friendly reminder the act of trying to maintain normalcy is the very thing that will prevent you from ever being normal when you finally crack and transition into a hon instead of a twinkhon

>>8805884
define normalcy though

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>/repgen/
>everyone is filled with regret
>to the point of constantly trying to trick others into breaking
>we even call each other she unironically

on how many levels of hypocrisy are we today?

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>>8805894
If one is only repressing for not wanting to be a hon or something than it is not reason so strong I think.

If one view transition as morally wrong, reason is stronger.

>>8805910
Believing by force in a religion is the same level of wrong as transitioning and believing by force that I am a woman.

Do not ask me to deceive my mind. I cannot view it as morally wrong. I view it as horrendously suboptimal to the point of suicide.

>>8805916
Your reason are valid if you believe transition as illusion.
If one don't want to transition because of fear of poor results it is more like: I don't really want to play piano because I won't be good at it. Desire is the same and view path of worth pursuing in different circumstances.

>>8805954
Gender dysphoria, unless you have a relatively mild form of it, is extremely intractable. Getting rid of the desire can be a frustrating and fruitless endeavor.
If you're going to transition, you need to have a reasonable belief that your life will be better. If you're passable that can be true. If you have no hope of passing, transition can make you worse off because of all the stigma, harassment, and discrimination you'll face. Plus looking like a gross hon isn't going to relieve your dysphoria anyway. Repression can be the better option. Still a difficult path and not ideal, but it might be the best. That said I think transition is a viable option for those who can make it work.

>>8805972
I get your point and will never understand you completly as I'm agp with very mild dysphoria which is not present all the time. Still anxiety, depression that are coming from it are shitty.

>>8805893
Pretending you're cis

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>>8805894
Spartan can't even think anymore cause his brains have been fucked out...

Heh

>>8806042
What does that even mean at this point?

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>>8805972
>looking like a gross hon isn't going to relieve your dysphoria anyway

>>8799566
and yet repression worked well for the entire history of mankind

>>8805790
>she
hurr calling him a she because you're a petty fetishist and you're mad that someone escaped your demented little phase club.

>>8806296
We don't really know that. We don't know how many people an heroed or recklessly got themselves killed in war, drank themselves to death, or whatever because of dysphoria.
I do think it's harder to repress these days though. Knowing what gender dysphoria is, being able to identify it in yourself, having the medical knowledge and the legal framework to transition make repressing harder because you have the transition option.
I'm not saying it was better in the past though, and at any rate it's too late to put the genie back in the bottle.

>>8806428
>heroed or recklessly got themselves killed in war, drank themselves to death
but that's just generic 'male privilege'

>>8806445
>It's okay to suffer for every hour of your existence as long as you are male

the TERF double standard in action

>>8806447
human existence is suffering and disaster in general

>>8806325
I'm sorry but she seems more like a woman to me. Back to your safe space, cuck

>>8806428
Good post. However one must put one thing in mind, people probably pushed thinking about their identies as such in the back of their minds. Due to the fact that every identity was understand as given and not question. Man was part of system of creation and rolle of sex, faith, class and ''nation'' were seldomly questioned. Modernity as such, from french revolution onwards oppened the door to questions like that.

>>8806471
Yet you lot actually want to do something about that for women.

>>8807098
Call me dumb if you want to but I just don't get what you're trying to say.

>>8806445
>dying for Israel is """privilege"""
L M A O

To anyone reading this, don't let the /mtfg/ and /pol/ shilling get to you.

If you're here to repress, and here to fight for the cure, keep up that fight.

Take a breather if you need to.

Don't trust bitterhons.
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.
Don't trap yourself.

This is the code which cureanons live by.

Keep up the good fight.

>>8805894
We don't call anyone she here, what are you talking about?

Delusional bitterhons concern trolling.

>>8805645
thats fucking depressing

>>8808102
Yet another reason not to trap yourself.

Bitterhons claiming transition works are full of it.

I figured Im so good at repressing since I've developed an ability to ignore reality from my shitty poor life (being born in ex-commie shithole)
and to get distracted with mental activity ignoring my surroundings and myself

>>8808766
how do you deal with everyday sexism?

>>8799566
cara speaks true

>>8808823
LOL
>>8808821
If he remains a male he should be fine

>>8808823
>wanting to be a woman since 4 year olds
>having gender dysphoria since puberty
>been repressing for decades
>lol repression is just a meme, you are just a transtrender

fuck off

>>8808825
I remain male and I'm not fine. Misandry exists and triggers me to oblivion. Sexism exists on both sides and if can't even see it you are part of the problem.

desu l have a lot of weird confusion about pretty much everything now

does the fact that l need to ask lf l'm trans mean l'm trans? idk what l am l just want to die

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>no cute trans girl or femme boy to go caving with :/

>>8808930
normally l'm slutty af when it comes to this >tfw no femme bf shit but caves are fucking scary

>>8808930
this >>8808994 i just want to walk in comfy woods like op pic

>>8808994
>>8809090
bunch of sissies

>>8809192
anon! leave it till the bedroom!

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My mom got thyroid cancer from too much stress and lack of sleep because of me since I came out. I felt so guilty that I came back into the closet.
Now my dysphoria is killing me and I want to start skittles again but my mom said she would kill herself if I do.
I can't even kms because I don't want my mom to suffer even more.
What do?

>>8809292
tbqhon sounds like shes blackmailing you. Call her a hon and tell her to fug off

>>8808821
I can get triggered by unfair treatment of anyone and try to stand by the people who are being discriminated or bullied if it's anything serious
at least in the past, since lately Ive been really detached from reality and social life
maybe Ive become too detached and I wouldn't do anything if I saw a drunk guy lying on a ground

>>8808832
>Sexism exists on both sides
thats very true

>>8800364
I don't really feel anything? I never got the whole jealousy thing.

>>8809292
Just fucking go for it. Don't blame yourself for having a sack of rocks as a mom

>>8809292
She is basically abusing you.
I'm not saying she is a horrible human being, everyone has their reasons. I'm saying she is a horrible parent.
get the fuck out of there whatever you do
it's fucking you up even more

>>8809497
then you are non-legitimate
or just lucky its not too bad for you to feel jealous of others

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>>8809292
She didn't get cancer from stress.
Don't blame yourself.
These things happen.

She won't kill herself.
You owe it to her to stay by her side and care for her while she is sick.
You don't need to stop your HRT.

Do you have any friends/relatives who can help you care for her and give you emotional support.
Sometimes life throws everything at you at once.
But you are stronger than you think.
You can do this.
Hang in there.
Know that we are sending you our love and support through the ether.
*hugs*

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>>8809292
fucking hell, sister
its definitely NOT cause of you, ignore what she says

you should support your parents, but you have to live your life regardless - start HRT without telling her

I know its super hard and stressing when your family is going thru illness or big troubles (I've been living with my grandma last year of her life when she got a stroke and deteriorated) , you need to be strong and support eachother, not fall apart
please dont neglect yourself be wiser

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How you are holding up?

>>8808832
>want to be a woman since 4
This type of statement is the epitome of being able to tell someone is faking their GID.

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>>8809643
>I'm real but you're not!

Oh, honey, there are enough skittles to go around!

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>>8809643
go be delusional somewhere else

>>8809555
>you should support your parents
FUCK
THAT
SHIT

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After being buttfucked multiple times and kissing my bf

I would like to reiterate I really like being gay :3

>>8810183
>>8809669
dont bother giving (you)s to this certified psycho with a restraining order

>>8809292
Holy shit nigger you don't honestly believe you made your mom get thyroid cancer right?
She's emotionally abusing you

=>>8809292
While you shouldn't trap yourself, your mother is absolutely abusing you as all the other posters have said.

Don't let her rule your life.

Don't fucking trap yourself however.

STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!
Transition has no long-term proven benefits
Your mother was right on one thing, that transition isn't a good idea.

>>8811010
Great to hear it, Spartan. Continue being the cute faggot you are, and be proud to be a man.

>>8811361
It's caraposter. She's more a meme than anything else.

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sup fuccbois

Did anyone have a great day today?

>>8813998
Pretty shit day in all honesty.
Yesterday was worse.

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I-I'm sorry. Can someone explain what this thread is?

>be me
>leave this place for about a month
>come back yesterday and decide to look through previous threads
>see this post http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/8656651/#8693787
>have a mental breakdown and start crying on and off for about an hour
i just cant take it anymore lads, im gonna hrt as soon as possible

>>8814007
In this hall of mirrors built by liars, I am a pale reflection of myself.

>>8814007
/repgen/ is a place for people who aren't transitioning for a variety of reasons, but have AGP/Trans/Dysphoria. No /pol/faggptry please.

Some of us seek a cure, others don't trap themselves because they'd be hons, overall it's non-transitioners.

>>8814039
Don't trust bitterhons!
Seriously, don't trap yourself. Read my posts in the archive. Search terms such as Cureanon, Don't trap yourself and Transition has no long-term proven benefits.

>>8814109
>Transition has no long-term proven benefits
can you provide proof for this claim?

>>8814109
I'm not /pol/fagging, I just didn't think there would be a thread for this.

I don't even know if I would count as part of this thread.

>>8814075
>liars
???

>>8814170
It means people who aren't honest with themselves or others

>>8813998
same as always - read /tttt/, chat, play games I dont enjoy, daydream of being a woman

>>8814219
this general has plenty of honesty

>>8814274
>implying we aren't constantly deceiving ourselves
>implying we aren't partners in crime
>implying it wasn't a quote from Max Payne 2's Address Unknown

https://youtu.be/QUXUyItb1ys

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>>8814109
when you say "don't trap yourself", do you mean "don't put yourself in a difficult position in life" or do you mean "don't become a trap"?

>>8814518
Don't be a trap cuck basically

>>8814518
I think he means it both ways.

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>>8814527
>>8814573
>I could never have been a trap

>>8814582
This. I never had a chance.

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>>8814582
Why be a trap when you can be a normal looking guy who gets fucked by their boyfriend

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>>8814039
Why

That post was directed at me and I'm fine
Just enjoying my holiday with the boyfriend

>>8814919
>Why
because i realised that ive only been hurting myself by repressing it. i dont want to have to keep suffering either, i just want to be a girl already.

>>8814911
gender dysphoria

>>8814934
But you can't.

>>8814911
gender dysphoria
also I'm only attracted to women unfortunately

good luck finding a dominant woman
the quest for gentle loving femdom continues

>>8814518
i think he means don't fall tranny meme and ruin your life

>>8814911
it's possible to be both
traps are guys who pass as girls

>>8815005
This.

who else /lonely/ here?
feed me some (you) <3

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>>8817596
4ever-a-lonely with no way out

>>8814219
/repgen/ is being honest with ourselves.
We aren't women. We are men.
Don't trap yourself.

>>8814231
This, minus the daydream as a girl thing. My mind tries to do that, but I block it.

Don't let your mind trap yourself.
>>8814274
It's nothing but honesty here.

>>8814287
[citation needed]

>>8814518
Both. It's a double meaning term, meaning don't get stuck in the "trap" of becoming a "trap"/Tranny/exc. Don't take HRT, basically.

>>8814527
Nothing to do with "cuck".

>>8814573
This.

>>8814582
Trap or not, transition is always a trap.

>>8814911
This. While I'm personally asexual and not interested in relationships, it's an option for you faggots.

>>8814919
Bitterhon shilling as usual.

>>8814934
The suffering will only get worse long-term if you trap yourself.

Transition has no long-term proven benefits.

>>8814950
I have Gender Dysphoria, but I'm not about to trap myself.

>>8815003
This as well. You can't be a girl. At best, everyone will see you as a girl but deep down you will always be a man.

>>8815005
The struggle for submissive men that are attracted to women has nothing to do with dysphoria.

Sexual Orientation does not = Mental Illness

>>8815029
This, to put it short. Don't ruin your life and fall for the "trap" meme, by "becoming a trap" but you'd end up a hon and even if you don't it's misery.

>>8817596
Not lonely here. I have all the company in the world right here.

>>8817802
Sorry to hear that. Best of luck to you in finding someone!

the side effects of duta are not helping my repression. Literally not growing body hair.and the boner killer makes me way too happy.

>>8817957
what's a duta?

>tfw living the repressed bisexual life
you would be hons have it easy

>>8817968
Dutasteride. Most often used for stopping male pattern baldness.

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Spartan misses his bf already
Feeling like I wanna cry

I'm such a fag

Least I found someone who makes me happy and melts the dysphoria away

>>8818005
>melts the dysphoria away
what dysphoria, man

>>8818036
Anything that's low level and ignorable for me is totally wiped away with him

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Spartan feels sad and misses his boyfriend

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me feels sad and takes another pill

>want to transition
>forbade myself from transition
>want to an hero
>forbade myself from suicide

f-free will is n-not a delusion g-guys

My whole life I feel trapped.
you cannot not be trapped

>>8819452
Don't forbid yourself from cock !

>>8815003
you know what, youre right. what the fuck am i thinking. fuck hrt im never going on it.

>>8819452
congratulations, you trapped yourself by following the don't trap yourself meme.

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You know, breasts feel really good, ya know? Mine are so sensitive now. My skin feels so smooth when I shave it.

I love the curves am getting, I love looking in the mirror and there's a girl staring back, I love her, I love being a girl.

>>8819452
I'm in the exact same situation kek. I forbade myself from an heroing.

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>>8819721
There's too much life to live

>>8819964
What if you don't like male bonding?

>>8819719
good for you but for those of us who are too old that's not a realistic outcome

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>when the man goo youve absorbed kicks in

I love being a faggot so much

>>8799551
>kept bottling up feelings over the years
>repression starts to fail halfway through college
>thoughts about being a woman almost always at the edge of my mind and nagging me
>constantly trying to distract myself so I don't dwell on this
>exhausted from preventing those feelings from coming out
>started becoming envious of women's bodies
>taking the leash off and letting my feelings come out seems more and more attractive every day
>friend around my age comes out as trans
>they've been on hrt a while now
>has tits and looks cuter than they used to
>every time I'm with them I can't help but think of what could be
>tfw if I lived alone I would've already impulse bought women's clothes to at the very least crossdress
I feel as if the only thing truly holding me back is not living alone. I shouldn't be feeling this way, how do I unfuck my emotions? Is it too late?

>>8821670
Tranny cone tits on a broad male chest is gross desu

>>8821694
That may be so, but the last time I was with my friend he looked pretty cute. It definitely helped that he already had somewhat feminine features before all this.

That's beside the point though, how do I stop myself from falling to the become the gf meme?

>>8821721
stay busy with school or work
so much that you don't have time to for tranny thoughts.
surround yourself with good people

>>8821721
become your equivalent of batman

>>8821764
>stay busy with school or work
Finished college earlier this year, only have a part time job while I'm looking for full time employment. Part time job barely keeps me busy and vidya/tv only numbs the feeling.
>surround yourself with good people
Good people in what sense? I'm not exactly the most social person and I actually fear people getting close to me to some degree (probably because of the topic at hand along with other issues).
>>8821767
Like mild mannered pleb by day, crossdressing woman at night? I don't really want to go out and be a slut at the clubs if that's what you're getting at.

>>8821871
you won't be dysphoric when you're succeeding in life and busy

learn to be social and gain social skills,
or else suffer the weird shit that only affects lonely people

avoid cd'ing if you can,
better to find gf/bf

>>8799551
Are any of you guys like full-gay or are most people here male and into women?

>>8821871
no I mean that your dysphoric version of you is Bruce Wayne and that the absolute madman version of you is Batman

you are supposed to be repressing but you're thinking of crossdressing

become your most badass male version, badass for you

>>8821909
>you won't be dysphoric when you're succeeding in life and busy
Like I said, I'm looking for full time employment to help fill my time and give my life some sort of purpose. I'd be lying if I said the job hunt isn't making me more depressed.
>learn to be social and gain social skills
That's the thing, I am social when I need to be and people generally seem to like me. I work directly with the customers at my job and people seem to really like me compared to my peers. I just really don't like it when people try to turn our relationship from acquaintance/work friend to actual friend. My likable personality feels like an act, and I don't want to be discovered as a fraud. It's not that I don't like other people, I just can't trust them and I don't want to disappoint them.
>avoid cd'ing if you can
I'm not too worried at the moment since I would never do anything as long as I'm not living alone. However I don't know exactly how much longer that's going to be, especially if I get a full time job.
>better to find gf/bf
I feel like I would need to sort myself out more before I do that. It wouldn't be right to bring someone that close in my life while I'm struggling with self worth and other issues. I'd only hurt them just by being in proximity, and they don't deserve that.

>>8821934
Anon, I don't think I have a badass bone in my body. I can fake being sociable and having a personality, but badass is one thing I don't think I could fake.

>>8806428
>being made spiritually pure in an honored death that is respected by your ancestors is "recklessly getting yourself killed in war"

not talking about getting blown up by a shitty bomb while failing at killing illiterate brown people to keep alive the petrodollar btw

all these "U WILL BECOME TO HON" image macros ignore the fact that ascension above what is recognized as a mental disorder is entirely the point and that treating transition as inevitable is the most retarded thing on earth, i feel literally no urge to attempt to turn myself into some artificial visage of a female on this plane, and haven't for many years and any person that makes a real effort to supress and not cry and whinge on an imageboard will find themselves in a similar situation. nice fucking model for basing that assumption on ahahahahahahaha

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>>8821917
I am full gay

I hate my therapist. I went to her because I wanted to rant about my agp irl, she didn't took my views and stands into considerations at all but begun to tell me how I have potencial to be good looking woman. I just went the fuck out

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"Amy" is back in mtfg
didnt take long

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>>8822180
I'm only there to brag about my bf lol bf talk about how much I love anal

>>8822221
yeah sure, girl, I dont care
just don't lie to yourself

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>>8822260
Trannies don't real

>>8822158
I just came back from mine. Get the fuck out of there.
My psychologist who specializes in LGBT issues is empathic af and understands the repressor's viewpoint. Do not go to a therapist who does not feel you but just understands you. I got lucky finding her. Keep searching until you find a true empathy therapist.

I can't hold on much longer

>>8822158
awww it's sad but funny in a way that you tried to discuss AGP with a psych, wonder did she comment at all or just dismissed and ignored it like some nonsense? must feel really invalidating

>>8822306
got any tips on repressing without falling out from life and just wanting to die? I want to stay normal but how do I cope

>>8822158
>>8822348
I wanted to find out coping mechanism for regaining possibility of normal sex life and eventually marriage, but she just saw it as a sympthom of being trans and blahblahblah. I really don't want to be woman outside sex so...

>>8822348
socialize with humans that enjoy your company while 420
works for me

>>8822369
find a therapist that is more open minded
the sweet spot is an egalitarian feminist
avoid sjw therapists like the plague, you might as well ask a bitterhon

>>8822376
I need one who understand this mechanism. For everything else there is confession

>>8822382
>confession

am I getting meme'd again?
I am replying to the 1% christianfag ain't I?

>>8822369
>regaining possibility of normal sex life and eventually marriage
yeah that would be great to know ... Iv pretty much gave up on having any sex (I cant stand hookups) or relationships already

>>8822376
>socialize with humans that enjoy your company while
is that what the therapist advised?
that worked for a while when I was young and careless, but you cant be like that when you are an adult

>>8822376
>egalitarian
>feminist

>>8822392
Why do you me so much lol.

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>>8822396

>>8822396
kek
tru

>>8822394
>you can't be like that when you are an adult

I can be however the fuck I want, you can too.
I have to remain a man and not kill myself. These are the rules, FUCK everything else.

>>8822396
>all my life others think people like me don't even exist
>I will say that people like this don't exist because I've never met a single one irl

nice hypocrisy

>>8822396
>>8822400
>>8822417
Fuck off misogynists.

>>8822465
people grow up. your friends grow up and get families ... no one has time for this crap and even getting people to meet once a month is hard

>>8822465
I say people like you claim to be don't exist because there's no evidence of one.

If they were real, somebody would have seen one.

But you'll keep pretending to be a sea serpent or big foot.

>>8822496
I am evidence that I exist. You just disregard me and escape into your safe space.

Saying that egalitarian feminists do not exist is like when feminists say that ALL men's rights activists are misogynists with NO exceptions.

Maybe the concept of good feminists is as mythical to you as bigfoot and sea serpents. That makes you the other side of the coin.

You stared too long into the abyss, but when the abyss stared back at you you blinked.

>>8822513
please, feminism of todays is inherently and overwhelmingly anti-male and operates on the assumption that men/patriarchy are oppressing women

try even mentioning men rights issues and you will be branded as the anti-feminist, no matter if you claim to support women rights as well

>>8822513
>when feminists say that ALL men's rights activists are misogynists
And where are the good feminists then? Silent and turning the other way because they aren't good after all.

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>>8822580
they criticize modern feminism for the destructive bullshit it has become
essentially they are anti-feminist in today's reality

better stop derailing the thread, sorry

>>8821961
i felt the same way too, but finding someone sooner then later is better. they'll help you in ways you never imagined. just having a close friend is good

i've done it alone for so long that i have become so different and it makes it harder now to find someone or make friends b/c everyone has a life (and i don't) like >>8822491

>>8822547
you are right about modern feminism
you are wrong about feminists
how many do you know irl?

>>8822580
Most that I know are real life activists and not internet-savvy.

>>8822592
>essentially they are anti-feminist in today's reality
When the "good feminists" are the anti-feminists is says a lot.

>>8822616
>you are wrong about feminists
>how many do you know irl?
>not internet-savvy.
"they exist they just hide but they're activists really! did i mention they exist?"

>>8822623
xD

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>you will never look like this

>>8822704
we only fantasize about possessing the body of a literally flawless anime female here, nancy boy

does an ssri reduce dysphoria?

>>8823159
In my case they had no effect whatsoever on dysphoria.

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Do you consider yourself edgy?

>>8822619
This.
>>8822623
Kek.
>>8822704
I'd go for something more normal but hey, you do you.

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>>8823691
mm h-yes

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Reminder that this is the future that awaits all male feminists/anti misogynists

Join your brothers before it is too late

Coexistence with females can't be done

>>8824288
I need to be a feminist if I want to be feminized?

>>8824288
>implying that I do not wish life was like this every day

I'm only repressing because being open trans is hell. If it was normal I'd come out within a heartbeat.

>>8824309
No
It means if you aren't aware or willing to fight female influence they will get you

>>8824314
Being trans in hell no matter how normal it's made to seem

>>8824288
We should make artificial wombs and rid this world of women.

>>8824325
I want to be turned into a girl.

>>8822125
The whole point of the meme is that you'll only regret it when you turn past 40 like most hons of the previous generation.

>>8824330
This

>>8824344
No you can't.
And it's wrong and spiritually enslaving

In the repgen future

Sensitive and softhearted males, regardless of their appearance will be encouraged to pair with more masculine and dominant males, as a kinder, more effective method of testing dysphoria
I've seen that Spartan has had positive results by finding a man
I hypothesise that many others would benefit from the same

>>8824357
>And it's wrong and spiritually enslaving
Why?

>Sensitive and softhearted males, regardless of their appearance will be encouraged to pair with more masculine and dominant males, as a kinder, more effective method of testing dysphoria
I want to be a pretty girl. I'm not gay.

Im starting to understand all those feminists who get triggered by sexualized depiction of women everywhere, god its annoying to be reminded all the time...

>>8824366
See this is where your problem there in lies

Internalised homophobia

spartan and many others fit as a example of the classic treatment and effectiveness

>try hard masculine Herero phase
>lifts to impress females, does not enjoy amit
>tranny collapse/depression phase
>will either transition to hellish social outcasts or sink into depression further
>homosexuality then works as a

>>8824325
>how normal it's made to seem
i live in major city and i rarely see trans people or even hons
it's far from being normal

>>8824389
But I legit don't like men.

>>8824389
Amy is back crying about dysphoria and being a girl with her bf

>>8824415
On /mtfg/ or are you making this up?

>>8824389
>wanting to be pretty is internalized homophobia
This is "you're a transphobe if you don't date me" tier.

>>8824415
why do you hons still want spartan?

>>8824389
What about transbians?

>>8823186
do they at least help with trying to fight it? i got prescribed for an ssri yesterday, >>8804181 is me. will it at least help me go out and do shit? id like to start lifting and try to live a normal life, i just have no drive to go out and do that right now.

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>>8824389
holy shit you can't actually be this retarded

>>8824703
>id like to start lifting and try to live a normal life,
Dude no, just no

The ssri might help make it more manageable to do things though, yes.

>>8824357
>And it's wrong and spiritually enslaving
I don't believe this at all, but it can be impractical and can make your life worse if it doesn't work out.

>>8824421
Much as I hate /mtfg/ I'm going to have to check it out.
I hope Spartan isn't doing weed again. While it helps some people repress it ruins his repression. Also his boyfriend doesn't live close by so the stress of not being able to be with him might be getting to Spartan.

>>8824902
>if it doesn't work out
It never works. The amount of trannies that look at least acceptable is really low. It almost never works out.

>>8824804
I'll agree that SSRIs can make it easier to function, though I wouldn't call them happy pills. I don't think they affected dysphoria at all or helped to fight it. In fact they might make you want to transition more.

Next thread should be /repgen/ #27. I tried counting threads in the archives. There's one thread I think is a duplicate.

>>8824967
Wait, is /repgen/ that new?

>>8824996
Now I went back and looked. /repgen/ started in January this year, but there are some "Repression General" threads that weren't using the /repgen/ moniker. First is in April 2016. I suppose I should add those to the count.

>>8825067
That adds 10 more threads, so we're up to #37 on the next one.

>>8824928
The ssri makes me go outside more often which is not good for my dysphoria because girls are also outside

>>8825074
Just count the current series, with /repgen/ in the subject and following on from each other with a previous thread link.

Look at the replies to see if the possible duplicate thread was active or not.

>>8824804
>Dude no, just no
no i have to fight this mental illness, i can never give in, being a tranny is wrong. its so wrong that id rather kill myself than give in. i have to at least attempt to live a normal male life for as long as i can.
there will be a cure some day though, i just gotta hold out for it.

>>8825192
>being a tranny is wrong.
No it's not. I wish I was a tranny or even better a real girl. But I won't pass, so being a guy is third place consolation prize.

>>8825200
>But I won't pass
i wont either

>>8825130
8559131 isn't really in the series.
I have 8799551, 8779060, 8761623, 8730547, 8696205, 8656651, 8606491, 8597065, 8583682, 8558492, 8538395, 8520797, 8511413, 8505553, 8501396, 8499483, 8487539, 8478719, 8465171, 8427514

The current series really starts at 8427514. That was called /repressgen/ but 8465171 links back to it. Earlier stuff isn't continuously linked. So the next would be #21.

>>8825200
I agree that I don't see anything wrong with being a tranny, but that doesn't mean it's a workable option.
If you repress because you think it's "wrong" to be a tranny, you're extremely vulnerable. Opinions and world views can change over time. If you're only repressing because being a tranny is "wrong," but you later decide there's nothing wrong with it, you're screwed.

>>8825223
>If you're only repressing because being a tranny is "wrong," but you later decide there's nothing wrong with it, you're screwed.
are reasons such as "i could never pass" or "nobody will like me anymore" weak reasons?
if so then i need some more repression tactics

>>8825258
Honestly I think anything short of convincing yourself "I don't want to be female" is a failure of repression and doomed for cracking

>>8825258
Reasons based on reality like those are why people quit

>>8825268
I don't know if there are any strong reasons. As long as you have dysphoria it's a battle. I think you have to be firmly convinced that transitioning will make your life worse. Maybe you need to be so terrified of transitioning and certain that it will be a disaster that you're not tempted to try it. Also the more you have to lose by transitioning the less likely you are to go with it.

We're about at the bump limit and since I went to the trouble of counting old threads I made a new one.

>>8825331
>>8825331
>>8825331

>>8825268
But I do want to be female. There's no denying it.

>>8825284
I agree with the last point at least. For a long time dysphoria was the inner layer of the onion, and I had a decent life because of some natural talents that made me skate by on little effort. When that started caving away and life became more difficult, the layers peeled away. As they did and information became more available, I finally had a name and an explanation for the tiny signs that showed. At that point I was done for. You can't close trandora's box.

>>8825336
If you can't keep it locked away how long do you think you can fight it? 3 months? 6 months? 1 year? 2 years? 5 years? 10 years?
You have a long life ahead of you unless you cut it short

>>8825204
I could pass and be cute (outside of bigger head and height), but I'm still repressing

>>8826702
why are you repressing then?
id already be a tranny by now if i thought i could even pass at all.