/gayrepgen/ - Gay Repression General

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I love these please post the rest of karlshaun

>>8772303
>tips for repressing your homosexuality
Transition.

>>8772314
ok but for real we do have almost half the board, let them have this.

>>8772312
Not safe for a blueboard, friendo. Not sure why the doujin isn't showing up with reverse image search, I found it on a tumblr page of Evangelion doujin scans about six months ago.

>>8772303
>Where my repressing self-loathing homos at?
>>>/pol/ and >>>/fit/

Getting the obvious joke in before anyone else can.

>>8772303
Is this /repgen/ only or is /closetgen/ welcome too?

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I don't hate myself because I'm gay

I hate myself because it's too late for me to beautify myself - I've been cemented into ugly masculinity from age. I look like a fat General Zod (pic related). I will never. ever. be a cute femboy, at this point the best I could hope for would be Tim Curry out of Rocky Horror Picture Show.

I listen to EDM and fabulous gay anthems, watch furry and shota porn, and cry myself to sleep for the fact I had to cover my gayness so deep under the mask of a disgusting man beast that now it's too late to get out and undo the damage I caused for my own protection.

I will never be fabulous. I will never be the gay stereotype. I will never be a cute skinny femboy.

And it kills me inside every waking moment of my life.

>>8772320
Post Karl Shaun in that case They're much better than normal kawoshin

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>>8772320
Never got into that meme.

For anyone that cares, I read every doujin that I could find of the pairing a while back and there were literally only about 25 properly translated, it's probably still out there and shouldn't be too hard to find again)

(protip: he doesn't succeed in repressing and I actually didn't like the doujin much, since Nagisa is OOC as all fuck and is basically just a rapist)

>>8772303
>tfw no pure religious bf to repress sexuality with
>no guy to hug me to sleep at night while we both try to control our desires
>no-one to kiss me chasteley but get embarrassed and push away before we can do anything more
>no-one to understand the struggle but still shower me with the pure homo affection I need
Is it possible to find a guy like this? I don't want to date an asexual, I want someone who can truly understand the depth of my self-loathing and help me to stay a virgin forever. Otherwise I'll get so desperate for love that I'll cave.

>>8772338
>shota porn
Pedos get out.

General Zod looks kind of hot and very gay in that picture desu, maybe you'd be fine if you lost weight.

>>8772338
There's two options for you.

Find a way to appreciate what you are. Find pornography of attractive looking men that look like you.

The second is to get a cute boy yourself. You cannot be the effeminate, youthful looking one, but he can, doing it in your place.

Also if you're fat loose weight. It's good for your health. Hate yourself? Good, go to the gym and punish your body, run on a treadmill for 30 minutes straight, lift 25 pounds, 30 times on each arm, do 50 squats. That should take care of your self-loathing.

>>8772843
>Also if you're fat loose weight. It's good for your health. Hate yourself? Good, go to the gym and punish your body, run on a treadmill for 30 minutes straight, lift 25 pounds, 30 times on each arm, do 50 squats. That should take care of your self-loathing.
Don't go injuring yourself or associating exercise with self-punishment, it's stupid and potentially dangerous. Going to the gym in a healthy way wouldn't hurt.

>>8772335
closetgen is probably fine, it's pretty open-ended as to whether this is about repressing your gay feelings entirely or accepting them but repressing your expression of them like in >>8772563

>>8772875
What I said won't injury anyone. It will make your body fucking ache for days on end if you never have done any exercise before. I think if you avoid using any heavy weights there's no risk of real damage. But you can get really, really sore if you want.

And frankly if the only way you can work out is through seeing it as an outlet for your self-loathing that's infinity better than wallowing your own pity like a pig in mud.

>>8772563
I used to fantasize about this all the time in high school, but I got over it. It's really not good for you and is unlikely to ever happen anyway.

>>8772790
I don't insert as an adult. I insert as the cute boy I never was. ;_;

>>8772988
Is it at least themed around two shotas instead of being agegap stuff?

>>8772988
Get a younger cute boyfriend than. He can be a child in your place.

This is homo 101

>>8772997
Always, I'm not interested in pedoshit

>>8773003
I don't deserve one, though :( Not to mention I still live with my anti-lgbt parents who through a series of unfortunate events became my sole transportation so it's even more of a pipedream than it would be if I was on my own

>>8773042
At least that's tolerable.

How old are you? You made it sound like you were 40 but you're living with your parents.

>>8773055
24, just 6 more years until wizardry.

I made one bad decision - dropping out of college when my dad had a stroke - and it has caused me to become hopelessly trapped in a financially interdependent relationship with the homophobes that chain me in my closet

>>8773095
For fuck's sake man, you're hardly over the hill, get over yourself. From your post in >>8772338 I genuinely thought you were at least mid-30s. You have plenty of years left to be fabulous, are still at an age where your dating pool has a lot of twinks and femboys, and you need to get over yourself.

>>8773042
Man up. Start working out, everything in your life gets better when you work out; you get less depressed, look better, have more energy, and are more motivated and confident.

Move out of your parents house.

Find yourself a cute boyfriend to be a child in your place and give him the love you never had. It will be fulfilling. The dating pool is FILLED with boys that need exactly that and frankly most of them have pretty low standards for beauty.

But above all stop whining, nothing good ever happens when you whine.

>>8772303
>how you got over self-loathing and the urge to repress your homosexuality
Gradual loss of faith to the point where I no longer really believed in God or feared divine punishment if I didn't repress. Still kind of hate myself though, the guilt never leaves you.

>>8772303
>already on page 10

Why don't gays want to repress? I want to know.

>>8777499
Because sex and fapping feels good, but doing it with a woman feels bad.

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>>8772303
>tfw I used homosexuality to repress my transexuality

What are you complaining about, being gay is easy mode compared to the nightmare I was gonna walk into being trans


You can't be clocked as gay if you are smart

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>>8772320
>>8772366
HOLY FUCK I neeeeed the sauce pleeease