sadgril edition
• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
http://www.genderlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/voicebook020.pdf
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
prev thread >>8724250
First for crippling depression and wanting to suicide.
Also I don't have any friends and still don't pass. :(
Can anyone tell me if I'm passable my kik is Elliot.rdg
Please god, either let me be a girl or let me die :(
PLEASE! RARGHH! I hate this I can't take it
>>8726438
Never
I have peered into the exististential horror that is transition and rejected it
The calm orchard of my natural being is a nicer place to be
Seriously though, eat more fruit.
>>8726468
I am NOT for eat
we have been over this last thread
>>8726446
>>8726451
>>8726463
>bootlicker's still posting
>>8726435
Is there a name for wanting to get railed by a big muscular futa?
Like, yeah "haha its called being a gigantic degenerate faggot" etc. etc. but seriously
Is there?
>>8726436
it's natural to be ashamed
there's no guarantee you'll stop having your fetishes on HRT, but idk. i lost *interest* in most of mine. sometimes they come back if i'm feeling really lewd, but for the most part i'm really vanilla now, because i'm attracted to emotion more than anything else
>>8726484
it probably means you're chaser
unless you're a cute girl, in which case you're okay.
>pandora is always the last post
me rn.
>>8726476
I will masticate you to oblivion.
>>8726487
I thought chaser was the name for people who go after trans people for various reasons.
>>8726495
what does this mean
>Apply for FOID card
>Gotta fill in all the male information
>Then upload a picture of yourself
I was not ready for this.
>>8726503
Chewing.
>>8726512
oh... that sounds unpleasant
im hungry but i dont wanna cook
>>8726479
chloe is one of my favourite posters tbdesu
>>8726513
I don't know. You guys seem to know stuff about sexuality and all that jazz. I'm just wondering if there's a word for having a fantasy like that.
Like how vore is a name for wanting to get swallowed whole.
>>8726520
aw, ily anon
>>8726522
actually vore is the fetish in general, ie it covers wanting to swallow other people, too.
and a lot of other next level shit like cock vore and unbirth and stuff your mom never told you about
there's not really a word for it. you're just a guy(?) into futa porn???
jfc though just ask these sorts of things on /d/ lmao
>>8726519
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogjmwDyfytg
chloe is a good poster tbdesu
>>8726515
It's all in the rhythm, trust me.
>>8726528
It's my first time on here, I'll do that.
>>8726506
>schediaphilia
Huh. That... huh. Thx bruv
>tfw fantasising about rubbing and sniffing my own feet
If only I could reach them.
im straight but I love trans people because they want to be female so why don't treat her like one then
>tfw my mom just said I don't pass
any music for this feel?
>>8726531
you can chew in a rhythm?
how would this work?
>>8726540
for what purpose
>people complimenting me
hmmmmmmm
>>8726435
Can you suffer from dysphoria but not be a tranny?
>>8726540
why are your toes white
haven't you been stealing much lately?
ok nini for real
>>8726556
i mean, being a tranny just means you're transitioning to deal with dysphoria
you can try to repress dysphoria, but most people fail, so if you actually are dysphoric you'll likely just break later on and be a hon
>>8726556
Yes it's called BDD
>>8726555
Chloe is a nice girl who treats other ppl nicely and that is rare here
If there's one thing the Kardashians got right it was banana powder.
>>8726588
>those man hands
hey do you think Samwell Tarly was GRRMs self insert, like how a bunch of Stephen King characters are evil ugly writer nerds because Stephen King had issues
>>8726594
its eating my face aaaaaaa
>>8726616
holy shit, Shaq?
>>8726616
what is a darkie like you doing on my /polgbt/?
>>8726622
>my
lurk more
>>8726614
I like the theory that Sam writes A Song of Ice and Fire and all the stuff he did like killing a white walker is made up
>>8726628
>tripfagging
>>8726633
>being a cheap knockoff caraposter
Booooooooooring
>>8726638
except i got good taste
>>8726645
dude i dont care you're boring
take this posting gimmick back to the drawing board, the market for "smug anime poster" is oversaturated with thousands of people identical to you
>>8726638
why does caraposter never post in /mtfg/ anyway? she's a tranny now, she should make a trip and join the fun
her and shakira and bond over stalking
>>8726435
So I've been unemployed for about 3 weeks and my bf and I just had an argument because I'm jobless and I found a job but he told me it wasn't enough hours (14hrs). He texted me and told me that If I don't find a job he's leaving me and he's really annoyed because I'm too anxious to call up people but ever since I quit he's been complaining about everything I do/don't do which is making me feel more useless and less motivated to call about jobs.
Am I just being a huge bitch? We're not paying rent atm because I'm living with my parents but they want us out in the next month or two.
>>8726657
I've never had a job.
>>8726661
How old are you if you don't mind me asking?
>>8726657
get a job. Try warehouses if you still have some strength.
>>8726649
>anonymous imageboard
>posting images bad
>tripfagging good
love your logic hon
btw if i'm so boring just stop replying
>>8726652
cara is scared of interacting with trans people she can't manipulate or have any power over so she makes up complex nonsense for how in fact everybody in /mtfg/ is "illegitimate" and not """trutrans"""
>>8726671
>barging into tripfag thread and not understanding the local culture
fuck off newfag
>>8726671
tripfags are good because they give you easily identifiable people that you can bully and often they fight each other over petty reasons
RIP morning mtfg
>>8726652
>she
>>8726540
>can't reach her own feet
Do Londoners lack knee joints? News at 9
>>8726673
that seems silly to me
there's at least 2 or 3 people here who are trutrans
>>8726679
did it hurt to turn your trip off?
>>8726682
if you want people to be identifiable maybe something like susans or reddit is more your style
>>8726692
I can't even get within a foot of my feet
>>8726700
so 30.
>>8726701
i'd say 29 but turns 30 very soon
>>8726697
>if you want people to be identifiable maybe something like susans or reddit is more your style
hey, i'm not the one avatarfagging here
get that plank out of your eyeball, you hippocrates
>>8726700
It's harder for amabs because hips.
And you didn't explain why.
>>8726696
there's no such thing as trutrans
>>8726708
Why you want to smell your own feet. I mean, couldn't you just smell the socks?
>>8726703
>images on an imageboard are bad
>>8726671
>>8726710
It's not the same, you gotta feel the feet while you smell them.
>>8726711
but it's against the rules
i'm telling moot - you're fucking dead, kid
>>8726712
>i need to show how little i care
>>8726716
>tfw i can 100% physically do this but i'm not an autofootphile
>>8726725
Wasted talent.
Why are people here so negative and hostile? More so than the rest of 4chan.
>>8726740
our lives are probably a lot more shit on average than the lives of the average 4channer.
hard to be nice online if you get shit on irl all the time.
>>8726740
the E makes everyone passive-aggressive
>>8726740
It's just tripfaggots like nicole
>>8726740
male autism combined with the feminine traits of pettiness and spitefulness
>>8726740
Kill yourself.
>>8726682
Daily reminder that tripfags blew up New York while anonymous overthrew Sutler.
>>8726740
The trannies are an unhappy, contentious bunch who only feel a small amount of what can loosely be compared to happiness when they're putting other people down. Most of their actions are geared towards increasing their status in the /mtfg/ tripfag hierarchy, and this usually involves sabotage or otherwise dragging someone else down to their level first (sort of like a drow society, except with even stricter expectations for gender roles)
Dumb trannies.
>>8726760
yaassss queen slaaayy
>>8726740
Because the people here are generally conservative enough to really believe we're degenerates who don't deserve to exist.
>TFW once a month rampant chronic depression and suicidal ideation.
>TFW he locked me in the bathroom last night, took all the razors & chemicals and left me to sit in the shower floor until I calmed down.
>TFW you knew you shouldve just eaten your bottle of anti-anxiety meds when you had the chance
>>8726833
>thinking anxiety meds are lethal
>dad jokes about me not getting kids/giving him grandkids
>>8726781
Sounds accurate.
>>8726833
Do you need more sweetie? I could bring some to work if you aren't okay.
Call or text me if you have a panic attack...
>>8726945
Do you want a medal?
taking it back to 1996
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25VL7ITzkaI
m e m o r i e s
Would you say I have a cleavage?
>>8727013
looks like pre-everything desu
>>8727017
die
>>8727027
but you shaved your hair and your nails are uneven
>>8727049
I have really bad hair and nails which is why I replace them with false ones.
>>8727061
Even with whiskey. The whiskey will kill you before the drugs will. At best, you'll die a slow and horrible and painful death from kidney failure.
Many don't know that drugs used to be given out at MUCH higher doses before settling on the current standards. I'm talking ten to twenty TIMES as much, per dose.
>Amazon sent me $36 for no discernible reason
>>8727061
No non-idiot will prescribe lethal drugs to suiciders, either. Not at first anyway, and they only give one month worth at a time with no refills.
legit question, can crying be a sign of brain damage? my head has been hurting and I keep having forced reflective crying.
drawing is hard
>>8727098
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pseudobulbar_affect
https://lmgtfy.com/?iie=1&q=uncontrolled+spontaneous+crying
>>8727098
your head hurts cause of the crying, its normal
gross ugly haha
>>8727111
No the crying is new, the head pain has been a while. And it's a very kinda head pain I've never had before.
>>8727115
no ;~;
don't rub it in
>>8727115
>The recommended daily dose of Valium is 4 to 40 mg throughout the day. People have been reported taking doses of up to 2000 mg and experiencing only minor toxicity. That's about 50 times the maximum recommended daily dose.
Learned something new today.
Your doc must not like you much if you're only getting that little :(
>>8727138
>People have been reported taking doses of up to 2000 mg and experiencing only minor toxicity
Enjoy the withdrawal though.
>>8727106
Hey, here's a pretty helpful channel that should hopefully get you on track to learning the skills to draw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkmmDJD7QAE
Good luck!
>>8727145
>tfw you can only draw with the aid of compasses, rulers and french curves
>>8727145
thanks ^-^
...w-was it at least decent? >>
>>8727138
valium will kill you on withdrawal, not the dose itself. here's why you don't give people too much. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqChuuk7YvY
this lasts weeks or months.
>>8727090
its for walnuts
>>8727157
I assume you're not using any proper skills to draw, so I'll say for someone without any knowledge it's not bad, but if you take the time to learn techniques and practice you'll be much more better.
>>8727160
i'm bringing over special wallnuts btw
>>8727164
how can walnuts be special
>>8727109
Should I go to a doc?
Is Walmart okay for like t-shirts and stuff?
Target didn't have anything I like and other places are probably more expensive
>>8727013
>ywn slip ten quid into Shakira's cleavage
>>8727158
The original post was about od'ing from drugs and booze. Meme suicide. Perfect fit for this place.
It sounds like you want her to die.
>>8727177
t shirts are fine anywhere as long as they fit you and aren't really obnoxiously styled.
>>8727190
why are you being mysterious now
i dont u nderstand
>>8727194
prepare to get the C in a few hours (C stands for cuddle)
Cuddle and communism both start with C
Coincidence?!?
>>8727197
now you're just being a dork
>>8727206
I THINK NOT
>>8727207
i can't wait to be there cutie
>>8727206
Means of production are seized through cuddling desu
>>8727206
cuck and communism as well
coincidence?
>>8727207
btw next time we go to taco bell we need to get an extra serving of nachos, they really don't put in enough i feel and they're really good with sour cream
>>8727218
cipro and communism as well
coincidence?
I work with a transitioning mtf cutie. Been in love with her from the first moment i saw her(pre-hrt). Too bad I'm a worthless sack of shit and wont do anything about it.
>>8727219
I don't really care that much for them but obviously if you want more that's okay.
>>8727218
oder-neisse
>>8727218
And caveman. Unga bunga me seize production.
>>8727230
>oder-neisse
I cant find the C there
>>8727227
I think not
>>8727236
ooga booga
>>8727236
I wrote three thousand words about how cavemen CLEARLY lived in primitive communism and how you are clearly falling for the propaganda series "The Flintstones" and then knocked over my guac bowl in a blind rage and deleted it by accident.
This has probably been posted a million times but whatever.
Known since I was a kid I was trans but parents thought it was a phase so now I'm 20 pre everything but puberty was a fucking bitch.
Bad nose, brow, chin, broad shoulders, big feet yada yada you guys know it all too well, Im 99% sure that I wouldnt pass if I transitioned, and even if I did it wouldnt be without multiple years of HRT and significant surgeries.
Would it be worth it to go on E without actually transitioning? I mean Ive heard aboutt he orgasms and softer skin and stuff like that and I want it bad. What should I expect if I actually did it?
>>8727256
I pass just fine and if I could go back in time I don't know if I'd go on HRT or not. I lean towards not a lot of the time. But even as I say that even the idea of living as a man most of the time is awful and I love being treated like a girl. Its a tricky thing. There's no harm in going on the hormones and just taking the changes, if you wind up regretting it just change course and go back to being male. Make sure to avoid surgeries until you're really sure though, you don't want to feel trapped
>>8727256
Knowing that you're not getting any manlier is a pretty big relief, and if you think the changes from HRT would make you happier even without transitioning it could be worth a shot
>>8727256
Take the hormones, even if you dont socially transition its better for you emotionally
>>8727256
Do it, it helps emotionally, it stops you from further masculinising, it will (VERY SLOWLY) thin out your body hair, make your skin less oily, a lot of other nice things.
>>8723204
next week
>>8727281
>make your skin less oily
take a bath you fucking tripfailure
>>8727292
>objective fact
>counters with genderposting
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>>8727294
for what purpose
>>8727240
i was going to say something about it being just how you cant find any krauts in silesia anymore but i thought that was too mean
>>8727281
more importantly, you get soft girlskin :3
>>8727301
>doesn't know how hrt interacts with oil glands in skin
>objective facts
stop being a brainlet and a dum dum
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8BRdwgPChQ
Nicole and Sertii btfo
enjoy being killed
>>8727308
>calling different names makes me more right!
More proof that using identification on an anonymous site is a neurological disorder. Literally everything he says is based on identity.
>>8727265
I know I'm trans, I've wanted to be a girl since I was 5 or so and I've known it for "real" for a few years now so I don't think I will regret it, and I don't think I'd regret FFS even if I still go boymode 100% of the time.
>>8727269
>>8727281
I know theres a bunch of info on this too but how obvious would the changes be?
>>8727306
It's true then? :D DESU I'm more excited about that than orgasms.
This is the first time I've actually told anyone how I feel and you guys are making me feel a lot more confident about maybe going through with atleast hormones. Still don't know how I'd tell a phychiatrist it without wanting to kill myself, I feel incredible shame since Im so unpassable :(
>>8727322
how do you feel about the fact that I leave my trip on when I post in other boards just to upset you?:^)
>>8727327
don't worry about it, just go on hormones and then see how you want to proceed from there regarding presentation :)
and yeah your skin gets soft as fuck, it's actually really nice
>>8727329
the inheritors of the west dont care about trannies
enjoy starvation and being hanged from trees
you are just so blind and you wont ever understand until Jamal kills you
>>8727333
yeah i probably need to get my prescription replaced soon, i don't think these glasses are doing me that much good anymore and maybe i could replace my frames too.
>>8727340
oh yes we should look around and see what frames suit you best, we forgot to do that both the last time and the time before that
>>8727320
eh she also thinks tolerating open homosexuality is a sign of decadence and is openly lesbian herself
>>8727327
Also I just moved for uni so it might be a good time to do it. Moving in with a bunch of men in 2 weeks though, wonder what they'll say... Who knows, maybe in a few years if things turn out better than expected I'll have my own reverse harem? ;)
Jokes aside though, I'm actually pretty worried about boobs and that they might give me away
after a while:(
>>8727344
Idk, seems legit to me
>>8727327
I know at least one person who's spoken with therapists or whatever about their gender identity and decided to go on HRT with no plans to transition initially (but they are transitioning now X3)
>>8727361
I'm not really sure what this has to do with prescription glasses.
>>8727370
Go into tower hamlets you coward
>>8727373
Are there really good eye doctors there or...?
>>8727355
Just out of curiosity, whats the appeal of Nazis to you are you an actual national socialist?
and how do you justify being a nazi and a tranny?
Sorry if you get this question alot
Nicole isn't even bad desu
It's sertii that's catalyzing the faggotry.
Cut off sertii and the robe will fall.
>>8727370
capitalism is the least of all the evils
>>8727383
One
It means no one else will have to be trans because Nazi society will kill them early on if they show signs
Two
White society is just so peaceful you can leave your door unlocked and no one attacks you in the street
That's why my uncle who is on the council has helped block and defer non white housing applications to other councils hundreds of miles away
Helping keep our town at 99% whiteness for over two decades the only non whites being Chinese takeaway workers
It's a bit of a secret since my family is large and we have embedded ourselves across all parties to have a political monopoly, labour conservatives, lib dem etc.
So no matter how the people vote we always be control the council.
There's a lot of cooperation with the townsfolk to keep people like shakira out
>>8727388
I'm a huge fag lol
>>8727383
I get this question a lot, but I answer it differently everytime
>and how do you justify being a nazi and a tranny?
I hate myself about as much as the nazis would have so we have something in common.
also I am a collectivist more than am individualist.
I started posting nazi anime girls because another trip said I should, also because I get called nazi all the time anyway cause I am german, so why not follow the stereotype? I think its entertaining
I am not entirely serious here either though
>>8727405
>White society is just so peaceful you can leave your door unlocked and no one attacks you in the street
have you been to swindon?
>>8727414
You do realise that's racist right
You offending many African and Islamic cultures by being a faggot
>>8727425
you're offending my dick rn tbqh
>>8727423
Swindon is not white
>>8727429
See how easily your beliefs are thrown away and you become a racist like /pol/
>>8727437
so much for the tolerant left
>>8727405
>white society
>not japanese society
Nip bums have more class than the richest most translucent whites.
>>8727090
it's for a maid costume
>>8727444
But you already concede that you would be unable to confront black right wingers from uganda (jail and death for homosexuality/trans)
Because to do so would be racist
And racism trumps LGBT rights
>>8727432
i disagree
>>8727285
don't forget to kiss her
>>8727459
Then I win the argument
This being screencapped for pol
>>8727459
but do you think that its actually a real and serious thing or just really stupid entitlement
>>8727466
why?
>>8727177
try to find smaller boutique stores. alot of people walk through the big stores like fred meyer and macys and nordstrooms. so women know every piece of clothing fs. i like to shop at small boutiques when i leave the big city. i get complimented more because people havent seen muh clothes.
also macy's sucks. le bon marche was fab.
>>8727345
You know, boobs might give you away after a while. But by then they would probably be all full and sensitive and touchable and bounce around when you jump, and how cool is that, right?
>>8727466
i won the argument
with my dick
>>8727467
obv its a real thing
maybe in a society where gender was abolished genital preferences would be ok but right now its just used to exclude trans women.
Also it's a useful concept because i can immediately spot dumb ppl if they say this idea is equivalent to rape and can then dismiss everything else they say :^)
>>8727471
As proof gay people like serti and Nicole live in a fantasy thinking the politics of Arabia and Africa will never touch them
>>8726891
my parents would never do that because my cousins have been fucked over hard by getting with women and having kids with them. it pretty much sunk the family business for part of our family.
>kitchen dirty
>out of sponges and washing up liquid
>no money
>call mum asking her for a spare sponge and if she can pour out a bit of her washing up liquid for me
>says she doesnt have enough
>call aunt asking her the same thing
>she says she has sponges but doesnt want me to come and get them
>flip out at her "youre all so unhelpful why do i still bother calling you"
>now they arent talking to me
funny how family fallouts always start over the dumbest shit
>>8727493
just go to asda and buy some, it's like 2 quid for a pack of sponges and some washing up liquid
>>8727476 I mean that does sound nice :o
Wonder if boobs are worth the denouncement from friends and family?
>>8727493
>not putting sponges in the microwave
>not using hand soap
Do things still happen in these threads?
>>8727548
less than before but yes
>>8727527
>using hand soap to wash dishes
sure, and maybe i'll use shower gel to wash my hair afterwards too
>>8727559
You're so stupid your own examples work against you. No point explaining to you.
>>8727559
>wearing a monday shirt on tuesday
b-b-b-b-blasphemy
>>8727559
body wash being for the body is a spook
>>8727584
>>8727584
yes, but it's these spooks that keep the wheels of society turning
>>8727590
agreed
honestly can someone explain to me why people stand in queue when they are at the gate where they board the plane?
Like why not just sit down and wait till you're the last one in the queue?
you obtain maximim mileage out of airport wifi, dont have to stand at all, and the plane departs very soon after you're in it.
Standing in queue just sounds like a huge cuck move unless I'm missing something major
How come I always miss the interesting trips?
Instead there's ada posting.
>>8727521
If you're wondering, you already know that answer~
But really, if that happens, when that happens (and it will take a little while)... Cross that bridge when you get there?
>>8727559
Why not wash your clothes with shampoo?
They are all made out of fine woven hairs anyway, and shampoo should make them smell really nice.
>>8727605
>cuck
you're growing up so fast
>>8727605
do you mean standing in line to get on the plane and put their luggage away before they run out of space for luggage?
>>8727615
i hadn't thought of that, i never have issues with that tho so idk
>>8727605
i break out into cold sweats when i'm not queuing for something, that might just be a british thing though
>>8727611
>Maybe you should trip so you can be interesting instead?
Nah tripping takes the fun out of this place.
>>8727621
lmaoo
>>8727622
i tripped here once and chara was mean to me but i was too happy to care
>>8727618
when I was young my family would always pay to have our luggage put on the bottom of the plane or whatever. then they started to charge more so we had to take it with us and get in line quick while there was still space to put it up in the compartments.
>>8727506
I found £1.40 I went to Sainsburys and got the budget value washing up liquid for 40p. Hard times.
>>8727559
I have used soap powder to wash dishes in the past. Got ill every time. I wouldn't recommend washing dishes without an antibacterial. If you are really poor what we used to do in Jamaica was sand and lemon. The sand is an abrasive, the lemon is a weak antiseptic.
>>8727625
Chara? That russkie midget (in more ways than one)?
You are also one of the boring trips.
Which one of you is Piety?
>>8727632
Why? Has she made fun of you?
>>8727632
She merged with the Helios AI to become [spoiler]Puffybutt Diaper Poster[/spoiler]
>>8727631
yeah, the idiot sociopath lol
(the joke is that i was actually tripping)
>>8727630
>I wouldn't recommend washing dishes without an antibacterial.
this is why superbugs exist
Can I join the discord? Or is it private
>>8727653
Shieeet nigga you could have found a better alternate personality than some messed up gopnik wannabe.
>>8727659
>the discord
every other tran has her own discord
there are public discords but they're usually meh
>>8727664
I may make an account
For tttt related things
>>8727674
this is why it's good to have an established personality desu
most people won't invite anons to their hideaways
>>8727659
you have to pass through the temple of trials to prove you're worthy first
Shut up pandora I don't know who you are but I know a lot of people who post in here think you're annoying desu
>>8727680
i don't know who you are either but i know a lot of people who post in here think i'm their buddi :O
>>8727617
Because when I was a kid my parents thought it was just a phase like I said, and them telling me that made me think it was something incredibly shameful so I stopped telling people and it stuck with me until my early teens.
One of the moments that still haunts me and is a major issue is when I was about 7 or so and I was watching tv with my grandma, something about a mtf or srs or something and my grandma turned to me and asked "Anon, you dont want to be a girl, right?". I said no, because what was I supposed to say after everyone telling me it was just a phase?
I wish I would have said yes and I wish I would have pushed my parents more when I was younger or that they would have listened to me. But they're not perfect and it was just a mistake on their part, I can't hold that against them no matter how much it fucked my life up.
I guess I kinda repressed it around 10-12 years old but at the same time I didn't because I did some experimentation with my then best friend and it's still one of my worst fears that he'll tell someone about it because it feels like it could out me.
Then in my teens I realized how I felt and how shit it was but I was too scared of my friends and family's reaction. It doesn't help that I surrounded myself with a bunch of edgelords who still use the wrong pronouns for people on purpose (I'm not talking zim and zhey and that kinda stuff, just normal he and she).
I know my parents and sisters would accept me, atleast pretend to for my sake but my friends most likely wouldn't and my grandparents definitely wouldn't, even if I passed flawlessly, and I don't know if I can just give them all up.
TL;DR
Parents made a mistake when I was a kid that fucked me up real good.
>tfw when not a girl amirite
>>8727659
Give me your discord user and I can invite you to it, don't listen to these retarded trannies, they are just going to kill themselves over dumb shit anyway.
>>8727661
I don't see how they are messed up or a gopnik and why did you post a pic of Ciara with gopnik cosplay?
>>8727676
You can come to my hideaway, I won't mind.
>>8727686
most people who start under ~25 or so pass fine
you should be good
at your worst you'll be able to pass as an ugly woman
the main problem is it takes years for HRT to do what it does, so the first half year is awful
>>8727680
You could filter her. Or him.
>>8727687
>I don't see how they are messed up or a gopnik and why did you post a pic of Ciara with gopnik cosplay?
So besides being a a tranny you're also socially retarded?
>>8727701
I'm not a tranny or socially retarded, I just think you're full of shit and an autist.
>>8727700
>most people who start under ~25 or so pass fine
Come now.
>>8727707
>I'm not a tranny or socially retarded
I stand corrected.
>>8727708
it's true.
yo're still young and have plenty of time for hrt to work its magic
the "hons" are usually middle aged and often barely even on hrt
finally managed to get my levels in what seems to be the most recommended range after 9 months
at least T has been gone since around the third month, for some reason E was really tough to get up
>mom says i'm the bane of her existence
>my existence is bane because i'm a hon
>>8727712
>the "hons" are usually middle aged and often barely even on hrt
As opposed to young hons up to their gills on estrogen
>>8727722
>cherrypicking
ok.
good talk
>>8727720
Being a tranny, let alone a hon, is hard on everyone around you.
+10 attack
>>8727720
>>mom says i'm the bane of her existence
are you a big guy
>>8727712
I've seen my brow and chin, both in mirrors/photos and an x-ray for braces, and I doubt even FFS will help me friend, unless I just do bangs for the rest of my life and stare into the sun to get thick glasses.
>>8727725
>greentexting
dont you think its fucked up how small european countries are
like england is the size of uruguay
>>8727727
Opps
>>8727730
you just need good ffs
plenty of women have really shitty chins
my jawline is pretty meh but it's softened since started hrt, presumably due to fat moving around
>>8727730
>and I doubt even FFS will help me friend
You just have to save up for a chink surgeon.
>>8726698
>>8726949
>>8726700
Lol I can touch my glasses with my toes, nose, whatever. You guys are in awful shape flexibility wise, wtf
>>8727061
Is it cuz of that thing that happened at work?
Does someone need to get dumpstered?
>>8727742
I'm Swedish so I probably wouldn't have to save that much :P
>>8727744
>toes
Filtered.
>>8727686
Welcome to the club of early onset and teenage parent-induced repression!
In my experience though, both parents and friends and grandparents came around to it really nice. And I didn't expect it from any of them, especially grandparents.
It makes sense, it always made sense, you know it, they'll know it.
>>8727735
I think it is fucked up how big some countries are. Even more so when they tend to be very big messes.
>>8727747
>filtered
you wish, buddy
she's mastered the art of constantly changing her name to avoid filters
>>8727735
>tfw the entire UK is even smaller than michigan
>tfw will never be a big, strong country
>>8727744
toes, glasses, eyes, cute girl, MY OH MY
So I noticed something last night about how I sleep... Completely covered with a blanket, with a layer between my legs, so no part of my body is touching any other part or visible.
Is this dysphoria or just autism?
>>8727748
most people here have really godawful parents
tfw never going to talk to any of my parents again
>>8727746
>Swedish
I think you got bigger problems than saving up for FFS.
>>8727749
/Claire/
>>8727752
that's cute grill for sharing your body with the bed
feels gud
>>8727742
>dental clinic
Wow, I really ought to fix my teeth.
>>8727759
They do good work.
>>8727755
Maybe, but not on a personal level, I mean I'm currently enjoying free uni :p
>>8727764
Shaping young minds into pushovers.
i had a friend in beijing tell me about her dental experience. maybe korean surgeons know what they're doing though.
>>8727744
Lack of ability to do electro :-(
>>8727754
Anon's seem to be the very nice but life life wrecking kind through misguided good intentions, which I'm familiar with.
No violence and stuff, wishing the best, they'll come around.
>>8727762
I'll rob a bank or get into brazillian politics. And then I'll be the prettiest, cutest criminal around. And with the nicest teeth, that too.
>no longer feel any desire to transition or be a woman
It was sudden but okay I guess
>complaining about passing
>not boymoding until boymode fails
Proof they have a female mind.
>>8727791
yes, i'm sure it's gone away forever and will never return
and it definitely won't get worse as you get older, of that i am confident
If I take two doses of estrogen sublingually, 8 am and 8 pm, when should I get my E levels tested? Just before a dose or?
>dysphoria doesn't get worse as you get older
*cough*
*cough*
>>8727800
Picard?
>>8727811
That's a concern but we'll see. There's someone I talk to and for whatever reason she gives me no desire to transition whenever we talk
>>8727827
>what is sarcasm
>>8727827
Oh it sure does. Why do you think I only cracked now?
Brb gonna go shoot bows straight up and try to catch the arrow with my teeth
>>8727827
i was being sarcastic
i'm only able to communicate via sarcasm and anime reaction images
>>8727809
>tfw boymode never ever fails
>>8727707
If your not a tranny what are you doing in this forsaken general?
Chaser?
>>8727848
>anime reaction images
>>8727815
should be fine as long as it's more than an hour or two after your dose because there's a big spike
>>8727848
iktf
>>8727859
idk, probably a bad case of the autism.
>>8727861
ew her proportions are so fucked up
>>8727838
>There's someone I talk to and for whatever reason she gives me no desire to transition whenever we talk
why? is she a turbohon or something?
>>8727869
so edgy you have a trip
thanks
>>8727869
is this the picard i know?
>>8727857
I always go masc when in boymode to hide fem features
Have you tried girl mode?
>>8727875
no just super cute and the desire to be with them is overwhelming
>>8727869
>>8727890
tfw your boymode is wwalking around in semi pretty boy clothes and hoping nobody sees your cleavage
>>8727911
boymode failing is a meme
most people are going to have to put effort into presenting female
>>8727927
i saw you on a server but i don't think i ever talked to you
I'll post my ciscord when I get back home, I'm at a restaurant in centre parcs:D
>>8727927
You seem pretty douchey, Jean Luc.
>>8727944
>ciscord
CHASERS OUT REEEE
>>8727927
why are you here
>>8727948
Lel
>>8727923
Yep! Kinda.
I got gendered female a few times in jeans and hoodie. Though skinny women's jeans and (messy) girl hair, complete with tranny bangs, so yep.
>>8727285
how is the detransition going, buddi?
I wish I was a cute cat girl
>>8727741
Yeah I'm not as worried about the chin as I am about my brow. People tell me I look just like my mom but with "deeper eyes" aka heavy browbone so yeah. Maybe I will pass, I still dont think so though.
>>8727285
nim nim
what's your ckey
>trans girl comes in to my workplace
>at some point I think she clocks me because she comes to the counter to talk to me and stands there for like 30 minutes even through breaks in the conversation as I have to help other customers
>give her my number because we were talking about a convention and I think it sounds kind of fun plus she's a friend of a friend so she's probably cool
>as I finish my shift and go to leave she follows me out the door
>kinda creeped out but thankfully she breaks off from me before I get to my car
some girls are so socially oblivious geez. she seemed nice though.
>>8727980
It's the start of something beautiful
>>8727988
yeah she's super early in her transition so I would love to help her out since I'm further along and there don't seem to be that many trans girls where I live. Maybe I have met some that do pass andI couldn't tell, but it seems like most of them don't.
>>8727993
Tambourine x Awkward girl OTP
>>8727997
pfft not even
she's not that cute and I think she's still in high school.
>>8728007
She'll get cuter and older
Dysphoria is much easier to cope with when I'm cooped up in my room -_-
>>8728015
true
but still I don't wanna date a trans girl that's weird. I want to smell boys romantically uwu
>>8727980
She sounds nice and fun.
>no one pressingly and obliviously approaches me for friendship
Also, Anon may just be right. She'll get cuter. And older, if that is important, I guess.
ok guess not
have fun boy nim
>>8728016
Yeah its other people that always remind me of my physicality. I can forget it by myself or with someone I am intimately comfortable with
>>8728023
I'm starting to think I might be attractive because people go out of their way to talk to me and get my contact info increasingly frequently. It's really weird.
is it ok if i started all this by seeing a friend crossdress and claim to be a tranny, after which i thought to myself "hey i want to be a girl too let's try this whole tranny thing see where it brings me hehehehehe" after which i spent at least 4 months on tumblr and then ended up here while doubting myself all the way through?
>>8728059
I'm a year on HRT and I still doubt myself sometimes
you're fine
>>8727968
Follow your dreams~
>>8728044
Or you might look very friendly and approachable. Or, more likely, those and pretty too.
Makes it easier to smell boys romanticallly, though.
>>8728078
I feel like I do give off a friendly vibe. I'm pretty bright and smiley most of the time and willing to let people engage me in conversation...
I smelled a boy this weekend but not romantically, we hugged and he wrapped his strong arms around me and it felt so nice ;___;
Why are boys so hot?
>>8728100
pheromones?
I don't know but I like it @_@
i want to kill myself so badly lol but moreso i keep dreaming about having a normal life and wishing so hard that things went differently
>>8728083
>we hugged and he wrapped his strong arms around me and it felt so nice ;___;
A-aaaah.
Still
>not romantically
If that is not romantic, what that even is?
Also, get new trans friend and go look at boys together or something.
>>8728100
... or watch cute boys doing cute hot things in volleyball anime together or something desu
where is the Nim
I saw a Nim post
also good news
I will see bf again on the 1st to 3rd
can't wait to drain him of his fluids
>>8728125
it was a platonic hug
platonic friends can hug, it's a thing. women do it all the time
I have a few trans friends and I talk about boys with them sometimes. one of my trans friends was making fun of me for succing an ugly boy though :<
>>8727927
I-is it really you worst cap senpai?
girls are the best imo
>>8728146
let's start a boy-smelling club
>>8728137
probably detransing
maybe it was all made up and she just wanted to leave this place and live her own life as a girl with eva without mtfg
>>8728142
Well, yeah, but you made it sounds like such a tight, intense, lingering hug that I, umm, well...
>making fun of me for succing an ugly boy though :<
W-we've all been there. But well, was he really? Was it fun?
>>8728146
It's next on my list. I was trying to get through Utena, but eh, maybe a little Haikyu in the meanwhile will do me good.
>Made $177 today
>Need to blow it all on new glasses and laser tomorrow
>>8728191
what type of frames are you getting
>>8728196
Something wire frame, minimalistic, and feminine.
>>8728174
that will probably happen to all of us someday
>>8728180
as long as you like him, it doesnt matter what he looked like
how he treats you is far more important
>>8728204
Waiting on two sets of qt glasses myself
>>8728180
I think he was average looking
it was sorta fun at the time but for some reason I felt really disgusted the next day ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ so I didn't take it any further with that dude
And honestly... it was more like cuddling than a hug. We were sitting on a couch together and he just looked so cute I blurted out "do you wanna hug some more?" without like really thinking about it and he was game so I just leaned into his chest and wrapped my arms around him. I broke it off after maybe 10 seconds because I didn't want to be weird but I could have laid like that for hours
Heres my ciscord, Ill try and get to know you galls as fast as I can
MilkFlesh!#1622
>>8728163
Yus im the best at smelling boys
>>8728180
It has no1 husbando
>>8728234
That's adorable
>>8728191
what drugs did you sell to make that much money
why do I relate to you all so much
>text that trans girl
>she asks me out
are u fckin kidding me jesus christ I can't catch a break I can't wait til im like 30 and my looks go and I can just fade into the background again
>>8728236
Doesn't work.
>>8728249
Start
of
something
beautiful
>>8728243
>not working on commission
>not being salaried
shit, I even made that much at times delivering za
>>8728252
I did accept because my therapist told me I should date as many people as possible soooo I guess something is starting alright. don't see it going far though because im not into girls that much
>>8728243
Lol, a half ounce of weed or three turns beyonces and a push back.
>>8728251
Can I try adding you?
>>8728249
tell her you have a boyfriend
in fact, just get a boyfriend and then it won't even be a lie
>>8728243
I'm not a drug dealer
>>8728257
should probably ask how old she is
>>8728257
Something beautiful!
>>8728243
estradiol and cyproterone
>>8728256
commission jobs always seemed like a scam to me
>>8728253
Hugging them and smelling their neck/shoulder
Should I be worried if feel waves of heat across my body suddenly?
I have only been on HRT for 5 days.
>>8728282
Heat flashes are normal they go away in less than a month
>>8728282
no, that happened to me once or twice really early on but then it stopped.
I whent up in weight... Again
>>8728297
thicc is good
>>8728303
I end up feeling gross af whenever i see my weight go up tho
I wonder how long it will be before Siri and Bixby make superintelligent AI babbies and take over the world with Skynet
>>8728333
that is literally the plot of Deus Ex
>>8728332
Correct you are basically menopausal since your E is slowly going up and your T is quickly going down once your body gets used to your new hormones the heat flashes stop
>>8728336
Icarus didn't want world domination, Bob Page did. Icarus was just a slave to the Majestic 12. Daedelus became sentient but was benevolent. Even after they merged to make HELIOS the AI by itself wouldn't take over the world unless it merged with someone else who wanted to.
>>8728353
>post yfw Icarus is a merged version of Adam Jensen and the "bad" Eliza Cassan
>post yfw Daedalus is the "good" Eliza Cassan and Janus merged
I managed to start a cooking oil fire today :(
Thankfully it was only a little bit of oil so it went out by itself but my mom's fricking mad that i managed scorch the corners of a shelf
>>8728422
why didn't you immediately cover it with a lid and remove it from the heat?
>>8728422
sorry to hear :(
>>8728422
tell her it gives the shelf character
>>8728353
Old men, warning, warning.
>>8728455
Thats an interesting way of looking at it
gimme Spla2oon now
>>8728443
The flames are like half a meter long and burst out from it and i didn't have a lid near me by the time i would have had a lid near me the flames would have been put out because the oil burns real fast. I guess it doesn't matter that much since the insurance will get new shelves and a exhaust hood.
So like is it cool if I just like..
Take estrogen to look younger, and make skin soft and stuff
But not to be a girl?
How can I deal with being ugly and never having the body that would make me happy?
>>8728502
you are a girl tho
>>8728501
well at least your okay
>>8728504
get a cute chaser bf, you'll still be dysphoric but at least you'll have someone to cuddle you
>>8728514
Wrong
>>8728496
release me from this noswitch hell
>>8728471
and the scorch mark is an interesting look
>>8728527
>huge tits straining your jacket
>boy
>>8728521
Can you find masc chasers?
Asking for a friend
>>8728527
you should be wearing a tan jacket, leather shorts and tights with that shirt and tie
>>8728539
i think most chasers are masc
stay away from the fem chasers in any case, they're probably repressors
>>8728623
>wanting a neckbeard
at least the 'fem' chasers might be cute weebs
i love this girl so fucking much omg
i want to wife her
>>8728528
I still playing on wiiu but there are only japs, it's a nightmare
>>8728638
thats fucking gay lmao
>>8728658
>someone declares their undying love for you
>respond with a snarky joke
>>8728684
she's literally in my room right now lol
>>8728623
but if they transition it would be an mtf mtf relationship desu, the purest form of love
>>8728654
once i get a working lan adapter i'll add you, the wifi on my modem is fucking S H I T and i fucking miss this game
>>8728690
that's fucking gay lmao
>tfw alone in my room
>>8728704
there is no purer form of love than the love between a chaser and his cute catgirl MTF gf
>>8728723
Thats so beautiful I may start crying, WHY CANT I HAVE THIS
I've just spent the last two hours drawing and explaining my sister's astral chart to her.
I'm afraid I've just become one of those new-age spititualistic two-souled hippie andro trannies.
I didn't ask for this.
>>8728740
>pseudoscience
>>8728740
>tfw miso is becoming a brazilian version of potsy
>>8728744
Take off the pseudo part, and it is at least a little bit science, though!
But no, really, it is surprisingly accurate. Considering what it is, I guess.
>>8728733
i mean it's not hard, all you need to do is get a bf and a catgirl outfit - one of those things is pretty easy to do
getting a high-quality catgirl outfit that doesn't fall apart after a few washes might be difficult though
>>8728740
I would like to know what does my astral chart say :0 is hard to learn do that?
>>8728758
>not knowing this shit is basically normiecore among latin american girls
>>8728771
can you link me one?
might kill myself soon
goodbye yall
>>8728784
See U In Hell
>>8728784
don't kill yourself, it's mean
keep living in order to spite your enemies
>>8728784
Don't do it, you only live once, so make the most of it and try to be happy!
>>8728758
Who is/was her?
>>8728772
Takes a little bit of poking around. I use vedic astrology because I feel it is a lot more precise and makes a lot more sense, and learnt the stuff by generating a chart and then going to KRS Channel videos on youtube to understand what things meant where they were. Plus a little complementary reading.
I was into a bit of Alchemy before, though, for reasons, and it has a lot of knowledge overlap on meanings, so it made connecting stuff a bit easier.
>>8728784
noooooo annnooonnn dooᵒᵒᶰᵗ ᵈᵒ ᶦᵗ ʷᵉ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵒ ᵐᵘᵘᵘᵘᵘᶜʰ ᶰᵒᵒᵒᵒ
>>8728775
why is astrology popular amongst sudacas? does it have something to do with the natives and their kooky moon religions?
>>8728784
You'll have to pay your unpaid karma in next life. With interests.
I mean, please don't, do live to spite your enemies and prove bad people wrong.
tfw main reason you have to keep going on is yur gf
>>8728778
i've never bought one before, i wouldn't even know where to buy one from
maybe the catgirl outfit store
tfw no reason to keep going
Boyshorts are comfy
Also I bought stuff to fix frizzy hair and also got some more feminine stuff (soap, conditioner, deodorant, etc.)
>>8728811
Hugg
>>8728805
Alchemy is taught as "pre-chemistry" in school. Wasn't, it is a meta-science studying universal processes, methods and principles. People just applied that to the physical world and at least some of it actually worked, so boom, chemistry.
I took to studying it to make a ttrpg fantasy setting though, so there you go.
>predict
Hard. I could maybe tell you stuff about yourself if you tell me birth day, hour and place though. :3
>>8728815
Theres one down the street, I shall go tomorrow!
>>8728793
Nice, i'm think on explore that side of the universe.
>>8728811
Idktf
>>8728820
hugg ambi qt
how you doing?
>>8728828
School chemistry has absolutely nothing to do with alchemy. Yes alchemists discovered some early chemical principles by accident but they sure as hell didn't use the scientific method.
I'd love to take you up on that but I'm not posting my birthday on 4chan.
I love (you)!
trash man
>>8728872
Keep going until it's not an LDR!
Daily reminder to myself that I will never come close to passing or being a girl.
>>8728867
you made my day and its only 0:44 in the morning :)
>>8728858
Good
Had lunch with my parents at their conference. Nice view there. Might go buy a few female-cut t-shirts but I don't know if I wanna deal with traffic desu. Still trying to find a bra on Amazon in my size that doesn't suck
I hope you feel better :<
>>8728877
This
>>8728882
Same
>>8728877
gonna be a long time before that happens, probably, unless we start dating someone who isn't a dysfunctional autist
>>8728882
you're going to make it
>>8728889
is your mom the only person you're out to? i forget
that's nice that you're getting new clothes, though!
idk. i feel okayish, i guess. kind of neutral.
>>8728890
Stop (You)ing me you.
>>8728820
>boyshorts are comfy
Yesss
>>8728862
N-no, I mean that Alchemy is taught a thing that was as pseudo or proto chemistry. Normally as part of history of chemistry, around here.
When it actually is more of a framework for understanding how to understand and break down things. Every field, not just chemistry. The proto chemistry part was just experimentation with stuff in the physical world, because if it works there, it works elsewhere too. Hardly accident there, though there was plenty of kooky shit going on.
>on 4chan
Elsewhere? I want to prove I'm not charlatan-chan and my pseudoscience just werks.
>>8728882
yeah
>>8728915
s-sheesh
you don't have to be trans to be a hon
>>8728915
no they probably won't actually
>>8728908
Do you believe in UFOs too?
>>8728915
I've seen plenty of trannies that never pass. Just look at FFS before and afters. On what planet was this bone structure ever going to pass?
>>8728882
I'm never gonna pass.
but I'll never become a delusional hon.
>>8728897
It's her, my best friend, and my bf that are the only people I'm out to
I'm trying to push myself to at least be part time by December so I'll probably come out to my stepfather in October or around there (probably just make it coincide with Coming Out Day because I'm lazy at planning)
I'd tell my step sister first but she's a bit of a blabber mouth
Thanks :> I only have a couple shirts, so I want more to have some sort of wardrobe to wear out
At least you feel sort of okay
>>8728908
They're so dope
I got them this morning and they're so comfy
>>8728943
This is the only upside. At least I wont be like some who walk around in a wig and makeup with stubble acting like they pass perfectly.
>>8728937
she passes to me
>>8728959
delusional
>>8728937
>Do you believe in UFOs too?
as long as theres a steady paycheck, I'll believe anything you say
I look disgusting, I'm on HRT but I know it won't save me.
I can pass fine as a male but I'm not going to be delusion to believe I'll ever be female looking.
WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO WITH MY THICK FACIAL HAIR REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
My skin AT BEST looks grey because of it. How do I get rid of this???
>laser hair removal/electrolysis
anything that a student could pay for? i don't have money for things like that :(
>>8728965
If you think she doesnt pass you need to go outside more often
kill jester
>>8728979
groupon laser sessions
how big is ur girl tinkler?
is everyone in the US armed and ready for civil war 2?
>>8728979
use concealer
>"I look alright toda-"
>see adam's apple from the side
haha wow i want to fucking die
>>8728986
Just because someone isn't a 10/10 doesn't mean they pass you stupid nigger
>>8728986
this unhealthy attitude is one of the reasons why so many die
>>8728998
>tfw my town will get nuked by North Korea before any war happens
>>8728937
She definitely passes on the right, she looks like every average pacific/maori woman here.
>>8728953
who's your best friend? someoen from college?
there's a coming out day?
i should probably build up a female wardrobe but idk what my life plans are right now. i guess i might have to be stuck on disability for a while, not sure.
>>8728975
meh, hrt can do a ton for you
you just have to wait and see
>>8728996
t-that's agp, beep!!!!!
it's above average tho i guess
>>8729026
oh, I misread that sorry, thought you were saying she didn't pass post-FFS for some reason
no yeah you're right, FFS was necessary
>>8729026
do you have pic cuz I bet you could pass xxx
>>8729020
>>8729026
You're right, barely anyone here passes
>>8729024
Best friend from high school, we're super close and have helped each other through a bunch of stuff
Yeah I remember hearing about it from the trans group at college, some time in October IIRC
>>8729026
To be fair they'd probably hit downtown over Miramar so I'm safe as long as I barricade myself and have food and water saved up
>>8728996
2 inches soft.
Am I insane for thinking that most pass, I dont know anymore, qt animu gurls seem to be the passing standards here
>>8729081
Go outside, look at real women.
>>8729071
@_@ how do you even measure softies?
>>8729086
I do, thats what I see, thats my point.
>>8729086
I am still sitting here trying to figure out how you can't touch your face with your foot.
You need yoga or something.
>>8729087
Put a ruler next to it, I guess? If yours has curvature I'd say use metric tape for most accurate data.
who are you going to for ffs?
>>8729065
oh, that's pretty nice. i ditched most of the people i knew irl once i started transitioning, but then, i wasn't super close to any of them
>tfw the last time you saw one of them (like 2 months on hrt) he called you cute
i wonder if they're going to nuke hawaii
>>8729086
Do I pass?
Do breasts grow quicker and/or larger on HRT if you had gyno before you started?
>tfw she's asleep in your bed and you wanna go and cuddle her but u have a lot of work left for tonight
>>8728996
7"
;_;
>>8729138
thats a nice
Dysphoria isn't real
You are just unconfident as males
>>8728996
pre-hrt so about 5', sadly
>>8729158
nice bait, amy
>>8729158
isn't dysphoria described in the DSM as being unconfident/uncomfortable as that gender
>>8729167
you want to escape into womenhood to run away from your self hate
Therefore you are attracted to transformative processes to "create" a "new self"
But this doesent added the root of your self hate, true self acceptance is where you come to be happy with yourself and your gender had nothing to do with it.
>>8728886
Where is it still near midnight in the world?
>>8729194
And that discomfort stems from unaddressed self confidence and self image issues
>>8729191
t-thank you anon desu
>>8729191
yeah, I get cypro as well which is good
im poor and I have commitment issues so spending so much with so much risk attached is illogical to me
>>8729195
>more or less what my psychologist wrote in my report
at least i know what board she browses.
>>8729188
Im just a helpful anon
All your suffering is self inflicted
>>8729202
>>8729197
I don't know I'm in the uk, 1:30 now
>>8729202
lack of self-image and self-confidence doesn't make testosterone feel like burning though
>>8729207
idk. don't you get genital dysphoria? i assume you do, since you're upset about it being big
does your area not cover SRS anywhere?
i'm pretty sure none of the girls here who got srs regret it
>>8729206
smole shenis is HSTS desu
>>8729195
i mean, not having T in my brain made my autism less obnoxious, so i have less reason to hate myself now.
>>8729211
You internalised yourself as a beta male and ground yourself down and eroded your self confidence until you "realised" you were "meant" to be a girl
working to address your confidence issues would have been far more effective than any of your transition
You were intimidated by masculine culture and wanted to escape it. When there is no reason to fear it
>>8729212
I used to feel more pain
>>8729224
>smole shenis is HSTS desu
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD THANK U :D
>>8729224
it's not that bad really, only when Im showering or going to piss or its showing through clothes do I feel embarrassed/a little upset. I'm filthy bi-scum and i think id feel bad for my gf as well, even though I know she doesnt care if i get srs
the waiting list for subsidized averages multiple decades, but still I dont think I could hit the trigger on it
>>8729227
I would believe that if I didn't spend the past 10 years inserting as the girl in porn.
>>8729250
Porn is damaging to the pathways of the brain
Again, self inflicted
>>8729257
yeah there's been some articles condemning the funding cut, estimating the suicide risk is going to go up a fuckload if SRS isnt given soon
>>8729227
>projecting
nigga i used to work out all the fucking time and had absurd delusions of grandeur
>>8729238
owo
>>8729246
idk. i'm agp so i like having what i have, but i still get bothered sometimes in the shower or just having the sensation of it being there
i'm functionally only into girls so keeping it is probably a good idea
but i still sometimes like to imagine what it'd be like to just, not have to be aware of it constantly being down there
>>8729263
yeh similar here, I think being a dickgirl is kinda hot. It's just that outside of sex it's kinda gross, and to imagine looking down and seeing my femme hips and smooth body without the massive cock hanging there but instead smooth nothingness..
it's really tempting
Benis
>>8729222
>mfw I feel superpowered again back on t and thus am guaranteed to be cis
Ah, autism, schizo, histrionic
All a bargain compared to having to be trans
>>8729195
jokes on u im transitioning for fun. also ur projecting and im sad for u
>>8729279
Your post history denotes evidence of severe depression and anxiety
In fact the only time you claim to be happy is when it's pointed out you are unhappy
>>8729259
can you inflict pain on me?
I would love that <3
>>8729261
fuck this gay earth
>at least trannies aren't people, so it's not like we're losing much of value!
>>8729274
same desu. i feel like it makes me so much more sexually valuable to have what i do :v
idk, i'm kind of attracted to other people being attracted to me, i guess
but yeah, outside of that it really fucking sucks to not just be normal.
>>8729278
what is bipolar disorder?
you'll be nice and dysphoric again soon
>>8729275
bagina
>>8729263
I have realities of grandeur
>>8729261
Please tell me this isn't England.
>>8729127
Yay I guess
>>8729158
Ok pal
>>8729291
>she says, shitposting on a tranny general to convince herself she's a man
sure, buddy
>>8729219
More like the pUKe
rekt
>>8729307
u made me cry
>>8729294
no, new zealand.
>>8729290
>>at least trannies aren't people, so it's not like we're losing much of value!
sometimes I get the feeling that's the mentality
>hurr cutting off your genitals isn't REAL treatment
it's proven to decrease the suicide risk, medical professionals are predicting an increase of suicides with the funding cut, and yet the government still hasn't subsidised even research into an alternative medication. Even if it's shitty treatment, it's better than nothing? Those people always compare us to skitzophrenics, but even ignoring how dumb that is, at least skitzophrenics have a provably working anti-psychotic pathway that is government funded to follow. What do we have without SRS?
>>8729286
it also is full of memes. im p happy now or at least content. and i come here to shitpost/sadpost. thats like reading someones diary and concluding their a mess. ppl just vent. the world isnt so black and white.
>>8729317
seeing you post makes me happy
>>8729314
yeah, it's really fucking retarded. nobody even cares because outside of leftists, public opinion of us is super low
like, everyone always says "you don't pander to mental illness", but there are literally no treatments, sooooo
especially since it's a neurological disorder, you can't really do anything
like, it's not like anyone has cured autism
>>8729290
Not now that my mental awareness and sense of self is no longer asleep
But awakened
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiciupmfnTo
night /mtfg/
>>8729330
Gute Nacht anon
>>8729325
good post ty pineapple princess
i ate a chocolate chip muffin and it made my body hurt
>>8729109
But it varies so wildly by ambient temp, activity level, etc
>>8729296
A U T I S M
>mfw $300 from same day deliveries on Mondays
>mfw $200 from same day deliveries on Tuesdays
>making $1000 a week at Amazon just driving around
>>8729326
I hadnt even thought of that, there are literally entire organizations setup to raise awareness/acceptance to autism. You have that for autists, anti-psychs for skitz and yet nothing for tranners but HRT and that's ok because "u dont pander to mental illness XD"
angery desu, fuck healthcare
>make Bixby search for porn of herself
>make her download the porn of herself
>make her set it as the phone wallpaper
>mfw born just in time to objectify objects
>>8729352
do they not have support groups in new zealand?
idk, they at least had some LGBT support here. saved me from homelessness
idk i've got actual autism but there's no way in hell i'd publicly acknowledge that.
>>8729352
Autists get no real help beyond some organization spokesperson saying "it's ok to be autistic". Like 10% of autistic people have a job.
>>8729310
well a mix of emotions is okay sometimes!
>>8729361
Yeah don't ever tell anyone, people will look down on you and treat you different. Goes with all mental illnesses really.
>>8729361
oh yeah there are support groups, but im referring to organisations with enough power to actually pass bills and push programs through the curriculum for autistic kids and push acceptance to the public
fair fair you wouldn't want either autism nor trangenderism to be made public personally but it just seems like it's hypocritical from the standpoint of denying funding for SRS and then comparing it to autism or skitz when both of those have such better treatment here
>>8729366
tfw you are the 90%
i feel like somebody decided to shit in a basket and that somehow became my brain
>>8729371
yeah, the problem is i have a ton of trouble dealing with people. though my online behavior has progressed with leaps and bounds, so idk, maybe i'll be able to control myself better IRL
>>8729373
ah, right. idk, trans stuff gets pushed pretty hard in the liberal states, but i'm pretty sure most of america is garbage
idk, some people thrive on being identified as being trans
like, it's legitimately seen as some sort of magical new identity by a lot of people
>>8729296
Lets be friends.
someone pls post drugs that actually work for feeling like irreversible shit/not able to do stuff
>>8729380
I have a theory that mild autism is the worst form of autism. If you're severely autistic it's plainly obvious and people will give you sympathy. If you're mildly autistic you just come across as an asshole and people will hate you even if you tell them you're autistic.
>>8729409
no ppl with severe autism cant communicate and are terrified of everything. its really distressing to witness
>>8729380
Also mildly autistic people have a much harder time getting welfare because you have to be a literal mongolioid to meet the disability criteria (can't cook a meal, leave the house on your own etc) which ignores the fact that being antisocial at work is a surefire way to get sacked.
>>8729314
That fucking 80 yeah SRS waiting list amiright?
>>8729339
Yours is the kind that doesn't grow a lot when excited, I'd guess?
I mean, mine is pretty constant. A bit of variation, sure, but not really much. Maybe because it's normally packed pretty tight and warm in pantsu.
>>8729418
Every severely autistic person I've met has had a huge smile on their face completely unaware of everything until some random shit causes them to freak out.
>>8729346
Sonic mania is a good game though
>>8729388
Why?
>>8729278
alright, but coming here every day and very loudly proclaiming your non-transness for hours is one of the least cis things on the planet
cut your balls off lmao
>>8729437
i wanna im tired of AAs
>>8729404
seconded
>>8729437
stronkly considering this depending on how easy it is to get it no questions asked in euroland
>>8729409
idk. it's fucking awful because i'm aware of everything i do but i don't understand why i do it. like, idk.
it feels like i just have zero impulse control, naturally, so if i'm not guarded around someone, i'm like, the most stereotypical hyperactive retard possible
>>8729422
idk, i can't leave the house on my own due to anxiety, but idk. even if i don't get diagnosed with severe autism i should be able to qualify for disability with adhd / bipolar
>>8729442
tfw fantasize about DIY orchi sometimes
>>8729409
>too normal to fit in with the weirdos and too weirds to fit in with the normies
>>8729348
this is american privilege
>>8729467
it me
>>8729445
idk, couldn't you just half-ass it, call an ambulance, and have somebody touch it up?
>>8729433
Ye, our HRT is practically free, (well it will be once I go legit), but no funded surgeries except for SRS, which is like, not even an option because of the waiting list.
>find anime to watch and finally stop being bored
>finish it one day
most anime and tv sucks dick so im probably gonna be bored forever
>>8729485
>tfw hate this island but the medical coverage is great and i could get literally everything free
can somebody move to hawaii and get free ffs with me please
>>8729442
>>8729445
You may end up feeling better if your body doesn't like AAs or if you get depressed and stuff
Compared to before I have infinitely more energy and my mood is more stable
>>8729473
>americans
>having any kind of privilege
oh you
>>8729487
Legend of the Galactic Heroes. Has a bunch of movies, OVAs, 4 seasons, and a reboot coming
>>8729479
Why not gate crash repgens meet up
>>8729497
Don't you have to be a US citizen? I'd love free FFS...
>>8729499
not my style at all, exactly the kind of anime i can't get into
>>8729506
Have you seen Hyouka?
>>8729497
But facial team is in Spain :(
>>8729505
yeah, unfortunately
i wish citizenship wasn't such a bitch because i'm eventually going to have to get my gf over here probably
but idk, someone from the mainland should fly over here and make me feel moderately less lonely
>>8729511
that's the thing is you can't just say >america
because every state is its own thing.
hawaii has the best healthcare in the US, its own kind of private state-based system
and some liberal states are pretty good AFAIK, but then you have the south which is a trash heap colonized by garbage people
>>8729520
idc i'm lonely
>>8729519
no, that one looks like it might be good, i think someone told me to watch it because i liked hanasaku iroha and supposedly they have a similar feeling
>>8729520
>they made another clinic in Brazil
>still too expensive to do anywhere in the forseeable future
Seiryu wont cut my balls off.
>Grace is gone
;-;
>>8729555
I don't think I would even risk flying over Brazil in case the plane crashed and I somehow survived.
>>8729479
she's here
i've also been too focused on school to think of anything involving leaving my house except to procure food for the last 2 weeks or so
so idk, its up to you
>>8729572
Don't worry, it is in São Paulo. Provided your plane doesn't crash trying to land into an aircraft carrier tier airport, you won't catch any bullets or tropical disease, just lung cancer and depression.
1 year proper dose (4mg+) HRT today. 1.3 years total.
>man face with boobs
Anyone know why bras are so evil? My Chinese friend recommended silicone suction things. :o
>>8729597
4 year proper dose and ffs.
Still man face
>get really emotionally aroused
>get off
>feel satisfied for the entirety of the next day
female libido is god tier omg
i just need more people to get romantic with desu
>>8729597
i wish my face would feminize as quickly as my chest lmao
*sadposts in great intensity*
>>8729590
Still rather go to Marbella >.>
It's becoming annoying to wash all these clothes
I wear my girl clothes under my boy clothes
I wonder if I should just throw out the boy clothes
>>8729609
it me!
>>8729572
>Surrounded by millions of Matthews
Your dream come true
>>8729569
she moved in with me. shes comfortable right now inside her cage by my bed.
>>8729617
where the fuck did this "cage by my bed" meme even come from omg
one time hips tried to flirt with me and said she'd put me in one and i was like WOW NO THIS IS CREEPY
>>8729616
>millions of Matthews
Pls no ;_;
>>8729418
I've only ever met the the super happy bordering on creepy happy types. They literally flail when excited.... They don't know what the fuck autism is. If they do, they sure as fuck cannot tell me about it.
Then you get the sperg type with the voice, which I'm still convicted is a different neuroatypical disorder. They're usually fine but awkward and especially with social stuff like sex just don't get it.
Then everyone else, especially females who exhibit different symptoms. Those people have it fucked up.
>>8729607
Same but this bone structure is for life not even nips can distract from the kike
>>8729612
I only did this for a month. And the entire high-school years wearing fuzzy pajamas low key under baggy sweat pants :p
>>8729613
But it also me
what brand of diapers should i get :o
>>8729625
They'll let you eat from their bags of Dill pickle chips
>>8729626
Your bone structure can't be as bad as mine
No underpants with this dress is giving me an AGP GT stand.
>>8729641
About the same as mine. I like mine a lot. I don't have any pics though I just got a new phone but I gotta get my old one back, because this one was the display model and has the tutorial welcome to galaxy s6 bullshit screen burned in soooo hard lmfao. I'm using my old one now, but no pics on here.
>>8729651
Probably not I'm hella cute. Look at my bag and then blow my ego out about how kawaii it is.
>>8729642
Not worth it.
>>8729659
Imagine if you had to wear a women's M
>>8729597
I buy Wonderbras only these days and they're really comfortable for the price. Their padded ones also look pretty natural under nontransparent clothes.
I feel like the odd one out because I hate being the bottom/submissive and am mtf :/
>>8729661
You sure?
>>8729659
Doesn't look too bad. Golden fittings aren't my thing, and the clasp doesn't quite match the overall style, but if I found something similar in red or dark silver leather with gunmetal fittings, I'd probably buy it.
>>8729666
Women don't have to be submissive. That's a really shitty stereotype. Don't feel obliged to conform to that crap.
>tfw
>>8729683
Iktf anon
It's why I'm alone
>>8729671
Completely.
>>8729659
at least they're growing pretty well i guess. should hide the brick body
>>8729666
that's hardly an issue
there's an absurdly low amount of truly dominant transwomen, and i dunno. not being another sub just makes you more valuable?
>tfw getting food cravings
Help
>tfw mommy lifts your legs up and teases you during your diaper change
<_<
>>8729689
What kind of person would turn down their own Matthew harem?
>>8729715
coworker-chan, why are you so obsessed with matthew? do you imagine he thinks about you even a fraction as much as you think of him? :3
anybody here really like the idea of dating or casually dating a bi-but-mostly-gay couple
gay boys are really really cute
also femdom mmf is patrician
>>8729678
Wew drunk story time. This stupid retard 27 year old mom was having a manic episode getting ready to adopt a 13 and 11 year old ghetto AF pair of foster kids to join her family of a 6 and 3 year old and her always-at-work doctor husband, while trying to finish med school. I literally asked her "so you joined the Marines and got tough, but why do you think you're immune from reality?" and she said "idk can you throw this out downstairs on the side of the house for me?" and it was a bunch of old shoes, bags, etc from her "childhood" (implying age 21 is childhood). I was like I'm takin this bag and this dress. And she's like cool it cost 250 new, my ex gave me it. And I'm like why not sell it and she just shrugged.
Fucking rich people.
The story ends with the 11 year old beating the shit out of the 6 year old and the 13 lying to CPS and social services and the foster agency about being molested hahahaha and Sarah got a new bag. Never saw her again, because the mutual friend who I was visiting with realized how toxic I was during my last acid trip.
I payed ten bucks for the jigglypuff keyring instead of the bdsm tutorial I was gonna go to with my now ex girlfriend.
Old girlfriend: zero skills but very nice.
New girlfriend: nicer and more skills and does my hair.
And the bitch at planned parenthood asked why I was suicidal when I told her all that. I was like "I'm still a fucking man lol its shitty"
>>8729719
God I can only hope not
>>8729720
Ive always wanted to be a mtf pet of a bi dom m/f couple
also to keep a pet trap between cis gf and i
>trying on new clothing
>tfw can fit super nicely blouses and shirts that are too small for my mom
>despite trannü shoulders
>despite being taller
>tfw means nothing because hips are even smaller
Thanks, twig genes.
>>8729721
i mean, idk, during my manic periods i start to feel really cold and like to do drastic shit? it comes with the territory
crazy people gonna be crazy
>>8729727
i like the idea of having a cis gf desu. probably because i idolize cis women lol
my ideal relationship would probably be closed poly with like 3-4
closed as in we only date eachother but casual stuff would still be okay
>>8729730
>tfw you got your dad's stump genetics so both your mom and sister are taller than you
my mom is a 5'11 giant and my dad is a 5'6 ogredwarf
>>8729715
idk. My standards haven't dropped from crushing loneliness to desperation quite yet.
>tfw never going to talk to most of your family again
>tfw if you kissed ass they'd probably be willing to help you but they'll never accept you as female
>tfw too proud to put up with that
feels good
>>8729725
it'd be really funny if it turns out he spends his free time fapping to tranny porn and is actually a giant chaser
imagine coming out as trans at work, and suddenly he has loads of reasons to constantly be around you and touches you all the time, and keeps "accidentally" bumping into you :3
>>8729736
Fug
do you think coworker-chan tells all her friends about all the crazy trannies she talks to on /mtfg/
>>8729754
>Her
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>>8729735
Stump sounds nice desu. I'd enjoy being smol, or at least smaller than any female in my family except huge aunt.
A-at least every male is taller than me too so eh.
>>8729764
i bet coworker-chan browses mtfg while cuddling with her bf, and points out funny posts to him sometimes
>>8729770
stump means short and really wide lol
it's shit
>>8729771
I'm not gay aaaaaaaaaa
>>8729779
its not gay for a girl to date boys, silly coworker chan
>>8729779
??
you're a girl who likes boys
what's the problem
>>8729779
yes you are, just in like a "wow, double homework, that's so gay" kinda way
like not actually gay, just retarded (retarded as in gay, not actually retarded)
>>8729782
Two boys is gay tho
any mtf who started with gyno? Do you think it helped or hurt your breast growth?
>>8729794
coworker-chan, is it true that when you watch BJ porn videos, you sometimes imagine yourself as the girl in the situation instead of the guy? :3
>>8729796
I'll let you know next year.
Dieting when you're depressed sucks ;_;
>>8729796
idk, it might depend on the shape? Aren't manbewbs pretty cone shaped?
what do you baby girls do while you wait for your daddy bf's to come home from work?
>>8729800
>>8729802
you can have gyno while skinny as well. They're like buds under my nipples. I'm considering starting HRT soon and I'm curious to know.
is coworker chan a big strong daddy
>>8729813
she is a smol gril
am i cute
>>8729811
it was just a harmless question :3
>>8729813
never post that again