yaoi bara x shota (trap) manga mmmm yum yum edition:
• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
http://www.genderlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/voicebook020.pdf
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
old >>8668717
first for 80iq
boo thread
>>8672342
>me rn
how many tru trans points do i get if i make a web comic about anthropomorphic estrogen pills
>>8672363
second for being 1iq point away from borderline retarded (80iq)
use this thread
>>8672346
fuck diaperposter
>>8672370
Artistic integrity is important, do it.
>>8672388
autistic integrity
>>8672380
daips before wipes
>>8672370
the chilean average iq is only 4 points above that
really makes u think huh
>>8672388
i already draw everyday. and it would take time away from my yaoi fanfiction story im writing(also making illustrations for) but i really like my character designs.
>>8672399
what did this mean by this
>>8672397
no ur supposed to wiap first then dipe.
>>8672403
statistical evidence nicotine is retarded
>tfw you sober up enough to comb your hair, take a pic, and realize you look like a stubbly racist
Oh neat.
>>8672403
tell me more about your yaoi fanfic!!!@ :D
>>8672417
Rapist*** shit
>>8672417
Dear Claire,
You are not the inventor of the tranny angle. You only taking pics of yourself with the camera way above your head does not fool anyone.
P.S.- Stop wasting time and get on HRT already. You're 29.
>tfw your bf is 6 hours away and your parents hate him
How do I get to him so I can get cuddles and d
>>8672429
did you get back together with him
>>8672411
but that means i am too ;~;
>>8672419
its about gutsu from berserk. he sees a cute shota andro boy runaway whos parents didnt let him dress as a girl.
gutsu becomes the father figure in their ddlg(m) relationship. theirs diaps, and showering and the hairy musky daddy gutsu.
i dont really have much written down im coming up with ideas for it
>>8672429
why do your parents hate him?
does he have this one weird trick? :(
>>8672399
hey jacob
you know a low number?
your uni's employer reputation lmao
>>8672429
i havent even got to be with my bf yet
my parents are too controlling and have forbid me to visit him unless he comes to where i live.
which means its next to impossible for us to meetup since he works and cant take time off
they are trying to protect me since i got raped a while ago but its just hurting more that i cant be with the person i love
>>8672442
>>8672438
I ran away from home in the middle of the night to be with him and have a safe place to come out to my parents. They accept me now but they still hate him for it. I dont pass at all and go boymode, but he doesnt mind at all and is just happy I trap for him and stays loyal. We still talk on discord while im working at home
I need to smoke weed and stop trying to live in a system that hates trannies.
>>8672472
hey Val i've been wondering what's up with you. if you're ever in seattle let's smoke
>>8672472
just find a bf that will let you live in his house forever and give u weed
>>8672445
cringing
>>8672472
Why not codeine?
>>8672480
good to get some exercise on those face muscles, you'll be cringing a lot when you compare your student loans debt with your graduate salary too
>>8672441
Don't let him get touched by the wise magical negro.
>>8672472
i want to do lsd to cure my heartache for another week
>>8672490
how do i get my mommy to pay for my education
>>8672461
Its very close to that, except its only my mom whose borderline and I look like a little kid, so it was always this way. I cant leave the house without a good reason and my privacy is constantly invaded. I am not trusted nor respected.
I really hope you can heal from what happened to you, too
>>8672497
Dig a hole & burn some wood, bb
>>8672494
donovan from berserk?
>>8672500
idk maybe your parents would've been more willing to lend you a hand if it wasn't obvious they accidentally raised an unstable narcissist
at least they dont have to put up with you in their house anymore which is probably the greatest joy you've brought them
>>8672501
>I have to be submissive all the time
Lol no that is not bf material
A good bf would listen to you
>>8672461
how did you get raped
>>8672501
We don't have that here, we have tramadol though. Tramadol is how I got started on opiates actually, got some from the hospital in 2013, so hard to get more so I started doing codeine instead. I'm bored of codeine though, I wanna upgrade to morphine or something.
>>8672502
i also look like a little kid i get aged 10 years old in boymode and im short lol. parents dont let me leave the house ever. they dont trust me about anything and think im just naive and stupid. everything has to be disucssed with them or my therapist or adoctor before i can do anything
>>8672523
Why are you not on a strong anti-depressant
>>8672529
>taking pointless meme pills
>>8672506
what's that supposed to mean?
Hello HONNIES
>>8672532
So she should just use drugs instead?
everyone is hereby informed to raise their hrt dosage to avoid being a bad drug girl
>>8672540
no :c
three hours ago i bought vegetables to eat for dinner. was so excited.
get home, dose E, now i want to eat ramen and cheese.
i'm bad gurl
>On cypro and dutasteride for about a year now
>Temples still receding
HELP ME THIS SHOULDN'T BE HAPPENING
Send help ;_;
>>8672532
There are many varieties that target different brain receptors/fix different chemical imbalances. One may have to try several before finding one that works for them. effexor works for me and makes me giddy and euphoric at times.
redpill me on progesterone
(and ignore the post i just deleted (which does not exist))
>>8672550
i don't get how that's going to help :(
after i did lsd the last time i got over it completely but coming back here triggered it again
>>8672565
i have tried 7 and i'm still depressed
>>8672570
have you considered that as far as trans environments go /mtfg/ and its attached discords full of doxxers aren't actually healthy to be around
this isnt even a meme to make you leave, it's a "you should consider moving on from this place in the future"
>>8672573
>wig
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHhahHahahahHahHshgahahahahsha
>>8672575
i know this place isn't healthy
it's not /mtfg/ bringing me down, it's just seeing her again
i kind of snapped at her last time and blocked her so i didn't have to talk to her for a long while
other trans places aren't much better, though
it's either /mtfg/'s drama or NBs and trans pride
>>8672571
To be fair, im on 150mg, the highest dose for my weight.
Transgirls may need more than normies
>>8672565
I had to lower my efexor dose because I was smiling at inappropriate times
>>8672581
lol NBs and trans pride are way healthier than this place's fucking drama and crab mentality and constant genuine attempts from posters to hurt each other. You either learn to deal with the more tumblry stuff or you resign yourself to a community where posters would probably giddily make each other kill themselves.
>>8672427
Dear advice poster,
Thanks for the heads up.
>>8672472
Yes you should.
>>8672585
honestly you sound like you could use some inappropriate smiling
you always seem sad, except when you're being nice and cheery
>>8672585
have antidepresants actually helped you?
you like always say you want to die and stuff
NB people are alright
bunch of them end up transitioning anyway
>>8672593
well she's not dead so probably has helped somewhat
second for wanting to see sheen smile at innapropriate times
>>8672596
false
>>8672472
PS. You know who to ask for your legal herbal inebriate substitute in your area, don't snub me just cuz I'm a trolling hon.
Respect your elders
/pol/ here, used to post here a little but not so much these last few months. Recently made friends with an mtf trans person IRL, but they keep trying to get into sexual situations with me. They seemed pretty offended when I told them that I'm purely into cis-women, what do?
>>8672585
Cover your mouth silly
>>8672609
fap and cry yourself to sleep
>>8672600
>trannies are less than .01% of the world
>bunch of them
this dude man...
>go to the gym
>halfway through my workout some guy comes up to me
>"have we met?"
>oh boy I get to reintroduce myself to someone from my past life
it never ends
>get home, look in the mirror
>remember I got lasered a few hours ago
>upper lip is all red and my facial hair looks super dark and thick
FUCK. LMAO
>>8672620
i saw four of us today all i did is go to the bank and grocery store
Why must they always choose a hon to represent us on TV debates?
>>8672600
nah I've seen NBs who eventually move on to transition into a more "binary" identity. Some stay NB. Most of the screeching about them in this thread seems to mostly be from people with little actual experience with the community anyway.
>>8672620
>made up statistics
>treats the word "bunch" as signifying "millions"
lol
>>8672587
yeah, true, but most other places would probably ban me pretty quickly. it'd probably go something like
>get dysphoric
>"but anon you don't have to be a normal woman"
>"but that's the point of transition"
idk, i've found / made a few discord servers that manage to be pretty comfy, but they require screening
not everyone here is bad, there's just a bunch of shitposting anons and a few bad eggs like charlotte / chara
i'm just ignoring all hostility desu
>>8672614
you just seem predominantly depressed
i'm glad you're doing better, though
you deserve it, desu
>>8672627
I don't know the exact numbers but I suspect that most trans individuals (especially in the UK) are over, say, 30.
>>8672609
she's probably just let down that she got rejected, so it's not really a special situation
>>8672627
because old people dominate political and social discourse and make up most of the leadership of what little trans organizations there are lol like most millennial trans girls are too busy dealing with typical millennial + trans problems to go on tv most likely
also based on what studies i've read the mean age of trans women is still above like, 35.
>>8672609
>offended
what
why
how
why would someone be offended by that
>>8672627
AND I FIND IT KIND OF FUNNY
I FIND IT KIND OF SAD
THE DREAMS IN WHICH I'M DYING ARE THE BEST I'VE EVER HAD
>>8672627
Virtue signaling
Liberals dont support us, they want to discourage us from transitioning and look like they have our back at the same time
>>8672596
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ovo7G5Wk1RY
>>8672648
liberals just view trans people as a means to support their "gender is a meme" agenda
they're not very interested in transwomen who just want to stealth and be cis
>>8672648
this
>>8672642
>i don't like you because you're not a real woman
i mean it's one thing to say 'i don't like dick'
it's another to say 'i only like cis girls'
>>8672656
Absolutely agree with this.
>>8672656
My waifu's younger sister said, "yeah, I see all this anti trans stuff on the news and here about it but it doesn't really register because it doesn't affect me. The only reason I think about it at all is you guys"
.....
>Said the slave owners daughter on the plantation
>>8672644
All three. What kind of music do you like? I am going to a bunch of stonery chillout bands at the red raven espresso parlor tomorrow at 6:30 or a black metal show at the aquarium two fridays from tomorrow if you'd rather meet in public so you can flee to safety when you realize I'm probably just there to harvest some spare liver backups for hrt
AAAAAAAAA SERTIII THE ANTI LIBERAL AGENDA IS HURTING MY 85IQ CHILEAN BRAIN AAAAAAAAAA
why does nick spam so much when almost nobody ever replies to him?
most liberals aren't even gender constructionists lol like do you think the average hillary clinton voter knows who judith butler is. get a grip.
>>8672669
>tfw be a qt cis girl slave who gets to date her owner
>>8672677
ayyy watch this dude think youre me
Anyone who remembers I got that £160 album
I'm super fucking high on codeine right now
Totally worth it
>>8672684
>£160 on a record you could just listen to on the computer
low iq confiremd
>>8672688
Some people have money to pour down the drain while others pick up pennies from the sidewalk.
>>8672678
/Mtfg/'s greatest mystery
>>8672693
sup sass how's it going
>>8672689
>it just sucks that both sides are against us
Lol even trannies hate us. It's like this is your first time posting on mtfg
>>8672689
I don't hate you, I think it's unfortunate and wish gender dysphoria wasn't a thing. Which incidentally is what you wish too.
>>8672688
What do you think I'm doing you clown, is that not iTunes? I downloaded it in the end but you guys miss the point, it's not just about listening it's about collecting, If I was loaded I might have done but I'm not.
>>8672705
pandora believes there's a grand conspiracy against people who attempt to pass even though most of the people she claims are part of the conspiracy aren't even familiar with the concept of passing.
no use reasoning with her, she needs the victim complex for whatever reason
>>8672370
trannies come up with the worst memes. exactly like women, absolutely terrible. idk if you do it on purpose or if its actually this bad
>>8672715
jews man
>>8672715
>implying social lock is fake
>>8672705
well, yeah, i mean
trans people don't have the best reputation
if you're still openly associating with us once you pass, you're probably doing something wrong :v
nico nico n-nicolas
>>8672727
If I passed I'd still hang out with non passibg girls that are cool. Only a shallow coward wouldn't
How's your day been /mtfg/
>>8672684
>Alice Coltrane
>BBNG
I like this. Thanks for the others.
>>8672656
Well said
Does anyone have good ideas on dealing with a borderline parent, I dont just want to run away again
>>8672737
be more borderline than them
>>8672719
no bully i like my characters they are cute
>>8672735
pretty good daddy comes home soon c:
>>8672737
borderline how?
even the ugly liberals cant help from fighting with each other
i think ogre burch would probably wreck nick irl
>>8672703
I'm like drinking with coworkers and like listening to salsa and music I'm not familiar with
hrt is making me shallow and i luv it. few more months of social lock and i'll be an ice queen
>>8672720
my guess as to why 4channers prefer to explain everything with conspiracy theories is that the idea of society having clearly defined villains who are responsible for everything bad is simpler and a bit more comforting (we can fix everything if we just defeat the bad people) than the reality that the harm people suffer as a result of social structures is often done with complete disinterest
but thats just my 2pence
>>8672736
If you like Alice Coltrane you may like this album too. Similar Eastern vibes.
>>8672751
>posting boogyman in jpg and txt
>>8672751
lmfao
>>8672732
i meant "openly associating with us" as in identifying as trans
the point of transition is to be as close to a normal woman as you can get
>>8672676
Ngl, I'm not in public often, here. The ppl in this town are all autistic tards.
I'm seeing what the other half is up to around then tomorrow. I might make an appearance
>>8672754
sad!
>>8672760
and who made you the authority on the point of transition? you're not even full time
do you think the fulltime passers in this thread who still associate with trannies are inferior to you or something?
>>8672753
Still living in London? How're things going?
well we aint takin hrt to transition into a man
okay my boobs hurt just for existing. hrt is no longer orgasmic. and in the same 24 hr span that nuked my interest in being around drunks. booooo
>>8672767
there's a difference between associating with transgirls online, in trans spaces and associating with them irl / proclaiming your trans status???
that being said, a lot of later-on transgirls seem to get tired of trans drama and prefer more stable environment
>>8672781
Stealth life, yo.
I won't even speak up when people are shit talking trannies to my face, not knowing I'm one of em.
>>8672771
Still here. Things are going good, drugs take the bad feelings away, like right now.
Are you the Chingford guy?
>>8672761
The Red Raven isnt bad if you dont mind yuppyish west coast or minneapolis types and aged polite hipsters. They are at least non offensive.
I don't do bars due to undercovers except the Aquarium or Nestor because they are safe.
>>8672787
going to need a wtf r u thinking on that comment
>>8672781
and again, you're not full time, you don't pass, i feel awful for your partner seeing as how you think the only acceptable association with other trannies is online where nobody can ever see you
how would you even deal with being in a relationship with a tranny and ending up passing before she does? are you going to make her wear a burqa so nobody knows you associate with trannies?
>>8672745
what stuff are you drinking
are you still working at a call center
>>8672789
I am! Surprised you remembered me. Can't lecture you about drugs, am pretty drunk rn.
first for will wear a burqa if someone wants to date me
>>8672760
I guess I don't have to worry about it so my perspective is fucked up, unless you think Serena Williams passes with her demon shoulders u.u
But at least I can be a pretty dumptruck one day
first for will wear a diaper,, for my daddy since he is dating me
Is there even any single poster left in this thread who doesn't constantly wallow in teenage tranny self-hate? Like maybe any poster who values themselves, at all?
The loss of Elanna really fucked this thread up.
>>8672805
Beer with shrimp snd spicy shit i dunno.
All you fuckos who told me that hormones make changes after a year, this girl was a twinkhon when she hit the news in 2015 and she's still a twinkhon now.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3219186/Almost-200-Missouri-students-walk-class-protest-transgender-high-school-senior-allowed-use-girls-bathroom.html
http://people.com/bodies/transgender-teen-feels-powerless-after-trump-bathroom-order/
literally no difference between the two years
>>8672817
the problem is that the only trips left are literal autists nobody wants to be around or talk to like nick, shakira, burch, sass
i mean a few months ago nobody gave any of them any replies
now they just all talk to each other and it ruins the thread because nobody wants to be here
>>8672806
So u a trip now?
>>8672825
Omg i am not an autist. I socialize and shit!
>>8672824
This is just sad
>>8672825
i didn't ask for your opinion drake
>>8672830
I think she's cute
>>8672821
mr skeletal with a wig on LMao :^[
wearing heels when your already tall wtf
>>8672812
>tfw my chaser said he likes me because he has a crush on Serena Williams
>>8672821
she looks way better in the second link, what are you smoking
in the first link she doesn't pass at all
but ugh, stuff like this is what makes me uneasy about trans people
you shouldn't need to force people to accept you
>>8672827
Yeah, makes it easier to speak to people here. It's good you're holding up.
>>8672830
>goes outside as a woman
she already surpassed like 3/4ths of /mtfg/ t b h
>>8672846
haha o damn
GOT 'EM
>>8672840
Thanks.
>>8672848
i was actually including myself in that 75%
it was a mildly self deprecating joke
>>8672846
i mean, if some random retard challenged an olympic runner to a race just to lose, i wouldn't exactly put them above someone who choses to wait train
>>8672815
Nah I use signal though
>>8672821
Weak troll is weak.
You need to look 3-4 years ahead for some changes to start finalising. Even two years is nothing.
>>8672846
>Nicole admits you beat out 3/4ths of mtfg
>>8672858
exactly why i hate wpath standards that require rle to family
>>8672863
not really
you keep calling yourself a boy and wearing boy clothes
>>8672817
Well I don't hate myself I'm just too tall, over weight, and I have the bulk of the formerly muscular-now-softening as well and too stubbly to pass.
I accept it and people DO pass me as a girl somewhat frequently until I speak on a fresh shave
>>8672851
she looks a lot better in the second article anyway
moap is right when she says its almost impossible to pass without going fulltime first, going out looking that awkward is probably better in the longterm than the idea you can just hrt for 2 years and then instantly pass when you first start fulltime
>>8672863
You keep saying you're a boy though...
>>8672869
Especially sitting in cars, you girls should learn to like them more!
>>8672863
Best bait :)
>>8672871
But I went outside fully dressed with girls voice legally a girl and treated like a girl,
It doesn't matter if I said I was a boy on 4chan while doing it
i know some 60 yr old tranners who knew me as a kid
someone was kind enough to tell them to transition when they were teenagers, but they never passed on that knowledge to me.
if that's stealth to you, you're not in my club.
>>8672884
>>8672852
U wot
>>8672871
No that's BS, you either get treated like a girl because you look like one or you don't. And don't talk about mannerisms, there are plenty cis women who go out of their way to act like butch dykes and still get gendered female.
This is what you are doing to your fathers
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6AQ_85U7Q0
>>8672895
forgot to drop your trip
>>8672895
My dad just hides his face in the newspaper while he smokes a pipe. He's never ver cried in front of me, he's not a fag
>>8672893
well for one voice practice most likely needs to become conversational practice at some point, which requires interaction with other humans in a casual context
it's not really so much mannerisms as the fact that being an awkward nervous fuck paranoidly wondering if people are clocking you probably doesn't do too many wonders for your mental state and might even make you more clockable
>>8672895
lowkey expecting my mom to not let me see my sister (9 yo) ever again after i tell her im a "transsexual"
>>8672895
My father loves me.
>>8672897
: ]
>>8672895
my dad doesn't care about me and i don't care about him
>>8672895
Dude she still has beard shadow and walks like a marine
>>8672901
>muh daddy
shut up
>>8672895
>"he dressed up as a girl for halloween"
>"i thought it was just for halloween so went along with it"
>"i actually pinched him on the bum and said he'd make a good looking girl"
>"but i was joking, he doesn't make a good looking girl"
H A R D C O R E
>>8672901
My daddy hates me and he doesn't even know I'm a tranny yet.
>>8672910
my dad doesnt even have the capacity for caring that im a tranny bc hes dead and souls arent real
30 minutes into family reunion and chill and dad gives you this face
>>8672906
;P
>>8672910
:( that's awful, no girl should ever have to live like that.
>>8672881
hey Sass
under the new Trump immigration policy you will be eligible to move back to the US
family in the US + english speaking
>>8672917
His genetic line is over.
>>8672913
Literally
>>8672900
wait hol up nigga, you told me you were going to bed
>>8672919
God bless prezzy Trump
when President Trump retires in eight years, i hope to see him smoke a bong and say it's the best.
>>8672922
creationism: the belief that incredible progress can't possibly be made over the course of hundreds of trillions of years
Mutation was the single greatest thing that ever happened to an organism.
>>8672936
the quran can answer that question but i'm more interested in talking about boob care.
>>8672940
what if i'm a catholic and i believe evolution to be god's work
>>8672918
I'm used to it by now ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>8672943
doesn't the bible say that the earth was created 6,000 years ago though
>>8672936
same, i downed all these codeine pills yet i chose to stay up listening to music instead of nodding off which was the original reason for taking the pills
>>8672947
on year 6001 the quran was released
muh bewbs
>>8672947
biblical literalism is a meme by which i mean if you're a gigantic organization like the catholic church instead of some demented cult-like evangelical congregation you just go "oh thats just a metaphor" since you need to deal with like billions of believers who might question all the shit in genesis and also you sorts of have your own intellectual tradition spanning centuries instead of being based off some warehouse in rural america
>>8672922
The reason that religious people are all fucking idiots is because they don't ask why and then keep digging and digging until they find a satisfying answer; they just make shit up if they don't know something.
>>8672943
Maybe if it's guided by god, but it's absurd to believe he just shat out a giraffe one day. However, it's hard to believe that one thing caused everything from alge to ebola zaire to live here. It is actually more likely that it was completely at random.
On the contrary, it's hard to deny "god"'s existence. Even if you do believe in the big bang theory, there's the whole question of how it happened; objects at rest stay at rest until acted on by an outside force, don't they? It's hard to deny that there's SOMETHING out there.
>>8672940
>Trying to meme without snazzy images.
Preach on creationist sjw
>>8672947
it was all just allegory
six days = 4.5 billion years right
>>8672821
hormones cant undo years worth of work by the opposite hormone who would've guessed so shocking
>>8672961
are you really a catholic nico
>>8672891
Signal encrypted messenger, has voice sms and video with full encryption
>>8672890
One of these 'third world industrial exploitation' machines
>>8672961
Islam is the one true religion.
ok yall chat about pedo priests. allah and i are going to smoke some weed
lmk when boob talk is back
>>8672945
It's still horrible. Nobody deserves to just be given up on.
>>8672961
doesn't really make sense
you're also a sinful tranny lesbian, what sort of cognitive dissonance happens to think you aren't going to hell for eternity
>>8672972
Yes, we dd our catholic confirmation together.
Jesus's message is communist
>>8672931
not sure if sarcasm or not but I think you will blitz through the points based immigration system
>>8672939
he doesnt drink or smoke but I wouldnt be surprised if he has the occasional edible
if you really believed in a divine god why wouldn't you take his word as exact truth
if i were a muslim and believed that allah was really a dude and heaven existed then i'd totally be a jihadist because if heaven is real then that'd be the greatest thing ever and i'd blow myself up immediately for him
imo even if you're an atheist its worth reading the bible mostly because of the massive influence it has on western culture
>>8672963
yeah thats basically the catholic perspective basically whatever science discovers they just claim "oh, god did that" now instead of trying to refute scientists like a bunch of clowns so i guess we can thank god for heat death and black holes
>>8672972
former (we're talking like, 10 years ago here), not really attached to the religion anymore except for the fact i vaguely enjoy catholic cathedrals from an architectural point of view
>>8672979
of course it doesnt make sense but the catholic church needs to look like it has a coherent dogma even in the face of scientific progress
>>8672975
thread's pretty much ruined at this point so it wont be for a while
>>8672980
i'm now communist. when do i get purest love?
little do any of you know, nicolas is the biggest troll in the thread.
nickolas is the true destroyer of mtfg
tonight I hit my lowest low, I'm really sad.
>>8672986
then you would be a shit tier muhajadeen
~
>>8672990
The architecture is all part of the woo; to appear impressive and otherworldly to mere mortals
>>8672472
>stop trying to live in a system that hates trannies.
said the tranny on mtfg.
>>8673010
need help?
>>8672994
Purest love is love of Jesus and taking communion after confession
>>8673007
I suppose you missed the news about the Raise Act?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiHQxgCRP_I
>>8672973
Mmkay.
This is a neat app, really
>>8673010
But communist just won venezuela erections
>>8673016
your dumb as rocks
you dont know anything about faith
Why are only the crazy ones left?
>>8672986
the actual jihadist view of heaven is super lame (and heterodox in comparison to mainstream sunni islam) like basically its just wordly things like gold and nice food and sex and even the salafists admit eventually it gets boring and all you'll want is to be reborn so you can go to war again
>>8673010
anon I just said I haven't been catholic for a decade. the only real communism was the people's socialist republic of albania
I really want to die. everything is miserable.
>>8673023
im still here anon :)
>>8673023
>implying there were any sane ones ever
even elanna who is often touted around as somebody who was sane and normal had drug abuse issues and spent years fighting herself for being gay
>>8673023
because nobody wants to be around them
people never talked to trips like nico and shakira and burch but now they just talk to each other
why would sane trips wanna post in a toilet
>>8673031
ufufu? anna? kuroneko? swg? bacon?
>>8673026
yeah life is weird
>>8673016
jesus's message of throwing the usury out of the temple was spot on. so i commie now. i believe in all of the messengers and prophets, peace be upon them.
can we bring back this stuff and throw out the federal reserve? their interest rates are killing us.
>>8673024
>and therein are flowing rivers and you shall not want anything except love of allah
this world is VR
>>8673031
I'm sane.
>>8673022
>Not understanding catholicism is THE only true christian faith and everything else is just blasphemy and cults.
>>8673037
>anna
>sane
uh are you talking about european anna because there's a whole suicide pact you missed if so
I had a bad anxiety attack from dysphoria and almost swallowed my tongue.
>>8673023
The less crazy you are, the more options you have, and the more likely it is that you find somewhere better to be
t. too crazy to have anything else to do
>>8673036
there's like 30 people in this thread. it's down from the avg 50 ppl a few months ago.
more room for us to reformat mtfg to be prim and proper
>>8673045
god thats so cringeworthy
>>8673039
But federal reserve keeps usury in check, they're as important as the pope
>>8673048
no I'm talking about anna.
>>8673053
How do you plan do to that? And what does 'prim and proper' mean in the first place?
>>8673053
hahahahah good luck
also 30 is an extreme overexaggeration
>>8673060
No transbians.
>>8673036
how many more times are you gonna make this post
>>8673051
we're here forever
>>8673064
or not
>>8673063
>also 30 is an extreme overexaggeration
newfags don't know what the IP counter is
>>8672990
>its worth reading the Bible
Bleach is great but I'm sure as hell not gonna drink it.
>>8673036
this desu
sass posting dick pics single handedly made me stop coming here
>>8673063
there's 33 unique IPs in this thread right now.
Stats show that only about 20% actually post on 4chan with the majority being lurkers.
so there's probably about 150 in the thread.
>>8673066
you seem very peeved by it so i think ill do it a lot more
>>8673063
i don't need luck
everything is gods will
>>8673074
I'm not saying the Bible is good. I'm saying its influence permeates a lot of western culture and as such its worth reading if you wanna be like, more knowledgeable, for its own sake I guess?
i want to suck my dick but it's too far away
>>8673055
>Tfw cultists have trouble understanding the heir of Jesus on earth
>>8673089
I've read the Bible, and the Quran, they're both fucking drivel, but still worth reading.
>>8673078
ok dude have fun
>>8673085
basically, we're livin' the life
>>8673086
all the gold is in area 51 as a crucial component of antigravity generation
>>8673097
which translators version did u read? or in their original language?>
>>8673092
ok ill get it for u
>>8673092
Dante: Who found him?
Randal: My cousin? My aunt found him. It was a mess. He was on his bed, with his legs doubled over himself. My aunt freaked out.
Dante: Man, he had his dick in his mouth?
Randal: Yeah. Balls resting on his lips.
what the fuck happened to /mtfg/
is this what the OP is always like now??
>>8673021
yeah, the people sure do love him, don't they.
>>8673024
Oh, whoops.
And yep, it wasn't real communism. Of course.
>>8673111
look at the trips posting lol
>>8673108
I'm sure our preliminary anti-grav efforts will come with a smooth purring noise
>>8673111
It's some literally retarded asswipe that keeps making the op 10 images early and doing it with shitty infantilization fetish garbage.
>>8673111
it's a meme. are you 40? do you not know post post post post post sincerity when you see it?
>>8673086
>Thinking of a world economy based on gold standard
Lol wat?
>>8673109
Ok here's the plan: I'm gonna film myself sucking a guy's dick and then fap to that pretending it's my dick being sucked.
>>8673116
i can't wait
>>8673112
all communism leads to fascism, but all capitalism leads to oligarchy ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>8673122
i was down until a video camera entered the picture
>>8673113
>question about the OP
>unrelated answer
drake can you calm your autism one second, you used to at least try to have normal conversations here
you've really gone downhill now that you don't trip
did you get gendered female today mtfg?
>>8673089
If you don't need it, there's zero point in reading it. If you want to know history, read real history.
Besides, I've already done the whole Sunday School thing. It all boils down to "humans are trash and can't do anything without God's help." That's a terribly depressing way to live if you don't need it.
>>8673122
how can you still masturbate after being on hrt this long?
I haven't even hit a full year yet and I don't think about it anymore at all
I don't even know if I could orgasm if I wanted to
>>8673132
yesterday!
not today but i did get complimented
tomorrow insh allah
>>8673130
>what the fuck happened to /mtfg/
also yes it's true, everyone you dont like is Drake
>>8673133
to be fair i just kind of have a fixation with knowing things for the sake of knowing things which is also why i enjoy reading history so much
also lol yeah the bible's depressing like the book of job is "god can fuck over your entire life and if you ask why he'll just make fun of you"
>>8673101
The Qur'an (Oxford World's Classics) by M. A. S. Abdel Haleem
And I can't remember what Bible I read, but It was Catholic.
>>8673108
I read them thoroughly and came to that conclusion myself.
Some parts are good, but the majority of them were condescending and sometimes just out right evil.
God may or may not exist, but religion is p shit desu.
>>8673140
god man get it together, you can stop doing this "I'm not drake" thing you do now every time people figure you out like you have a really distinctive posting style and you suck at hiding it because you are always angry at the exact same people. you used to be better than this, now all that drives you is anger at some hons. why?
i hate you all, bunch of cowards, diaper memes and diaper hate invalidates serious issues about transitioning. after a while taking spironolactone i started to wet the bed, i thought it would go away over time but i kept having to buy new sheets as the old ones would just get ruined. so in the store shopping for new sheets i walked by the diaper section and thought maybe this could be my solution. humiliating, but i have to deal with it. but if wearing diapers at night wasn't enough, my new job can get pretty stressful and we can't afford to have bathroom breaks very often, so with my increased frequency of urination i had to start wearing them to work too. it gets worse of course, i noticed that after having sex my cum would slowly leak out for HOURS after orgasm, i'd be sitting down naked and realize that my chair would have a slowly growing puddle of cum. so everytime after sex my boyfriend has to put a diaper on me to prevent me getting the furniture messy or ruining my underwear. basically, this is no joke, it's something i struggle with everyday and i wish people wouldn't judge so harshly.
>>8673132
By everyone but my family
This is all a fucking mistake
theres a translation of the quran, submission.org
it's different because it gets rid of faith based piety and replaces with mathematic logic to enforce the idea god wrote it.
it would be cool to learn Aramaic or whatever to read all that seekret stuff in the Vatican vault.
>>8673151
Lol
>>8673156
you're an uncommon sight here these days
how's it going
>>8673154
>my boyfriend has to put a diaper on me to prevent me getting the furniture messy or ruining my underwear
thats cute :(((
>>8673132
I gt called a fag :3
>>8673157
It never gets better
>>8673172
ur fag
i'm curious what's next. a month ago i argued i don't need rLe if meds alone fixed me.
now i like wearing womans clothing full time lol.
so pro's, what's in store for me next? what will the four month marker bring
killmekillmekillmeplzplzplzplz
>>8673172
im a fag
>>8673136
If you didn't already have a feminine sex drive, it's going to be difficult to have fun alone.
i gota quit doing drugs and get an orchi or this is going to get difficult
Well, tomorrow and saturday, I'm going to be on my own doing McDonalds prep. Have Sunday/Monday off. I can probably call Monday morning, set up a time for me to...to go to the mental wellness center.
I'm going to put it on facebook. That way, I have to do it.
tfw transitioning from male to corpse soon
>>8673225
I'm going 2 2.
>>8673225
isn't being alive technically a permanent state of transition to corpse
i hope you feel better soon though
what happens to estradiol valerate when you rub it on your skin? (the stuff that drips off the needle after injection)
>>8673225
For the third time this week someone said I sound like I'm from Sweden or something
>>8673225
You should transition into a wife instead
>>8673241
why are asian trannies so based
seiryu and peanut are the best
>tfw he still doesn't answer the phone or reply to messages
:c
seiryu did you ever write up about your orchi
im researching getting that now
>>8673248
I'm not asian, though!
When you come back and don't recognize anyone here...
>>8673264
I'll probably be here until the day I die, complaining.
>>8673277
post your girlcock
Aaah why does my penis hurt so much!? Every little touch feels like somebody's trying to skin me!
>cried for the first time in two years
at least it's something other than overwhelming dread
>>8673291
360 no scope
>>8673258
You know, like how guys can just look at porn at any time and think about body parts and acts an be ready to go. People like that have problems after starting hrt.
>>8673293
Wat, doing a 180 is liking men 90 and 270 is bi with preference to one gender or other. 360 is real lesb fag tier
Do u even math?
two tits
counted to five!
>>8673302
*no scopes u* uwu mom get the camera
>>8672921
If that was ever his concern, he screwed up by putting all his cards down on one child. Countless things can happen to one child to prevent genetic line from being passed down.
>>8673293
That's a cute Kong.
>tfw she hates me
>>8673299
a trip that hasn't posted actively in like 2 years
somebody stick their dick in my ass asap
I don't want winter to end
>>8673324
How many people here froze their sperm?
>>8673282
But this is a blue board, and also I don't wanna
>>8673297
Hmm... I guess I was kind of that way before, and I am really bad at having fun alone, so maybe I'm that kind of person? Though I never really enjoyed it pre-HRT either. Doing stuff with Bexe feels really good though
I don't suppose you have any advice?
>>8673347
informed consent mentions doing that..
>>8673347
i didnt :]
daddy will pass down his chad genes to a surrogate mother for me
>>8673353
Do you and Bexe ever fight?
>>8673332
Why's that?
how many low iq points do i get for thinking my daddys fart jokes are genuinely funny
>>8673264
I recognize you desu
>>8673092
Take out a few of your ribs
>>8673363
We get upset sometimes, and we disagree sometimes, but we don't really get upset with each other while disagreeing
really tired of being alive desu
>>8673258
did your sex drive not change on hrt at all?
what.
>>8673366
Because I always say the wrong things and can never make her happy.
>>8673379
Sounds nice.
>>8673341
Come to Canada. It's not winter here ;_;
>>8673398
Everyone working in the back of [STORE] has heat exhaustion today
>>8673393
Well, I think that as long as your intentions mean well then that should be able to shine through okay. And it isn't really your job to make anyone happy if they're not. You can help, but I unno, if they refuse it then who knows
>>8673405
RIP
I spent all morning/early afternoon downtown in jeans. Somehow I was okay, but it felt so nasty.
Also my eyes are still stinging :(
>>8673382
Anything in particular, or more of a 'stuff is shitty and have been shitty forever' type thing?
>>8673385
see >>8673353
I definitely have a lower sex drive. Other than that I don't know what, if anything, changed, so I'm not sure whether or not 'feminine is a good descriptor
>>8673393
It is! I mean, we're both pretty fucked up, and her being sad/anxious makes me feel like running into a wall for not being able to help, but I know that's not her fault and she always does her best.
The only things about her that really bother me are how aggressively hopeless she is sometimes, and that she sometimes drinks excessively, but she's doing a good job of improving on both fronts so there's not much to be mad at there.
>Because I always say the wrong things and can never make her happy.
It's worth trying to figure out how much of that is you and how much of that is her (or at least a relatively benign mismatch between you). You might just be trying to cheer up the wrong girl
>>8673398
Seconding
>>8673353
I wouldn't bother with it as long as there's no problem when your partner's involved.
>>8673398
I am going to move to Tasmania one day and that day I will be happy
>>8673418
that and the 'missing my ex' bullshit i've been whining about for the last few days.
i mean, there's typically a few pretty big differences between male and female libido?
male libido means random arousal, male libido means being able to get off to things much easier (ie you can just look at any old piece of porn and feel horny), and male libido doesn't really *need* emotion.
female libido is... random arousal is extremely rare, and usually you need outside input to get you in the mood, and you need emotional input in order to be able to be attracted to things (so plain porn is usually far less satisfying), arousal is less 'HOLY SHIT I NEED TO GET MY DICK WET' and more this... fluttery romantic sensation that spreads through you?
also orgasms are way more intense on hrt, which is awesome
how much would u suck a dick for?
>>8673443
tres fitty
>>8673437
lets date we can be sad hugs together
>>8673443
daddy doesnt have to pay me... but if he wanted to get me a plushie or a toy or a dress for doing that i would accept it as payment
>>8673453
ill be ur daddy and boy u a toy rn for succ
>>8673456
your not dadddddddddy :<
also you have to be at miimum over 6 foot tall and over 8" long
>>8673453
those are cute slippers and why dont they exist IRL
you're all gay stop acting so fucking gay
>>8673463
shop moar
>>8673464
i cant help it that transwomen are just men with chemical problems in the brain so even though im straight trainswomen i am just a little gay boy :<
>>8673459
i'm 6'2" and have like a 7" pener
>>8673483
>7"
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
>>8673466
link moar
>>8673496
i see shoes like that all the time sorry you don't shop at the mall
>>8673481
if you're too insecure to call yourself a woman that's not my problem
>>8673496
step 1 google "bear slippers"
step 2 there are no other steps you have arrived at your destination
>>8673501
NO transwoman is a woman
>>8673416
it's fucked and I hate it, September can't come soon enough
>>8673505
i dont think someone who shits diapers and posts all day on 4chan is really the authority on the matter
>>8673505
except for you puffbutt
if a man is xxy then alright i'm a man?
>>8673491
what? it's 7 inches
>>8673508
yeah im a real woman
>>8673515
: ] 8" minimum to ride
also no transibans
and no one who isnt my actuall daddybf
>>8673515
have you considered being less of a chaser, and, like, maybe talking about your dick size somewhere else?
like /b/, for instance.
who else 3" here
>>8673506
I thought you were a true Anglo. How are you going to re-conquer India and the rest of those lost colonies?
>>8673419
I'm not super invested in fixing my failings on the DIY front because things are good with her, but it would be good to know what I'm doing wrong
>>8673441
Ah, I guess I've gotten pretty lucky there, sorry...
>random arousal
There is a lot less of that, though sometimes it'll still happen if we've had sex in the last day or so
>usually you need outside input to get you in the mood
Just thinking about Bexe doing stuff to me sometimes gets me decently in the mood, provided I'm not miserable
>plain porn is usually far less satisfying
Haven't tried that in a while, might be worth testing. Wait, plain porn? As in there's some better kind?
>fluttery romantic sensation that spreads through you
I have no idea what that's supposed to mean. I definitely want to be touched when I'm turned on, though the relevant locations are somewhat different. It was always more of a chore/bad habit to me pre-HRT than something I enjoyed, so I never really got 'HOLY SHIT I NEED TO GET MY DICK WET' either.
>also orgasms are way more intense on hrt
My solo orgasms haven't gotten any better
I dunno, I might be defective
>>8673534
i dunno, at least i'm not alone. i loved them both, though, so the loss of the one still hurts
>Haven't tried that in a while, might be worth testing. Wait, plain porn? As in there's some better kind?
well, i mean, not really? but idk
like i can't get interested in anything obviously faked, and idk, when people i know send me lewds it's way better than anything else
>I have no idea what that's supposed to mean
when i started on cypro my arousal completely changed, so like, i'd just feel really overwhelmingly fluttery throughout my body, and idk, super giddy and romantic
it kind of mellowed down after a bit, but it's still way more full-body
>I dunno, I might be defective
it does seem to vary from person to person. both of the transgirls who helped me start hrt had way stronger orgasms on HRT, but then some people say it's exactly the same. i know mine are way better
>>8672342
>tfw u finally look like a grill
its a good feeling. i dont even care if i look like a stoner hipster with an aesthetic tumblr, i look like a girl and that's good enough for me. i like feeling cute and feminine and kick-ass.
smol penis humiliation
>when you are riding your dildo and then remember that you are a gross man and no boy will ever want you sexually
>>8673548
pretty cute desu
how far are you on hrt?
also i'm jealous, my hair is flat AF
>>8673551
me irl
>when no one mentions snickerdoo
snickerdoo
>>8673552
like, 2 years. but i was on a super low dose and only recently got nominal levels of E.
>>8673548
unfamiliar feeling to me
>>8673533
I just wanna get rid of the eternal Kraut
>>8673558
still, looks pretty good desu, so it seems like things worked out?
were you self medding
so if sleeping is good for development, does that mean being depressed 24/7 and having to sleep more because of it will make your boobs bigger
>>8673566
Most substantial growth stops after puberty, so no, or at least, your breasts will not grow a considerable amount
>>8673568
i don't know what the usual rates for growth are but apparently i'm doing okay, idk
almost 7 months and A cup???
>>8673557
2 little 2 late, anon
>>8673576
it's ok ill do it for u
>>8673547
That makes sense I guess. Bexe is the only person I know who I've seen in a lewd context, so that's a pretty small sample size
Cypro just diminished my libido, no sweeping changes like that even after I started E
I guess 'results vary' is basically the first rule of HRT, but I'm in the bottom half change-wise for damn near everything.
>>8673563
They've suffered enough though :/
I need to refill my hormones tomorrow, would you like me to leave you some e's at the service desk? ;)
Good night!
>>8673583
i've never seen anybody in a lewd context, at least not IRL
swapped lewds with plenty of people, though. probably too many
hug
maybe raising your E levels would help too? i dunno, have you gotten them checked?
>>8673585
Wow
WOOOOOOOWWWW
rude
(enjoy the heat)
someone be my mommy and adopt me
>>8673588
I've never swapped lewds with anyone, I don't even think there are any lewds of either of us
Still, I guess 1/0 is not strictly worse than 0/plenty
Maybe... I'm pretty sure my doc doesn't go above 4mg, which is what I'm on now. I did a blood test last week, still need to go in and see the results. Oh, and I'm 29 months in so it's probably way too late for anything short of a bullet to the head anyways.
Am I still a chaser if I just want a qt mtf gf to take care of, make feel good and cuddle without even paying attention to her penis and not wanting to get fucked by her?
Asking for a friend.
someone please hold me
http://www.strawpoll.me/13621022
>>8673604
ill hold you if youll hold me
>>8673602
yes always 100% i agree
but u used first person then say asking for a friend
>>8673615
You're not very bright, are you?
>>8673598
i mean, actually having somebody is way better, i imagine? i dunno
i'm kind of slutty but i also have issues with comfortability so i only really do that kinda stuff with people i'm attracted to in turn, personality-wise or otherwise
oh geez, i personally only started getting good growth on 6mg. and i'm 7 months, so i'm babytrans af
>>8673602
meh, if it's specifically a trans girl, then technically, yes
but as long as you're not an asshole it really doesn't matter.
>>8673618
i was being a smart-ass and pointing out the obvious.
IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU IM NOT CIS FUCK YOU
tfw u exist
>>8673602
why specifically a trans girl if you're not paying attention to her penis
is it because you're ugly or have low self-confidence and think it'll be easier to get an mtf gf
go to bed right now
>>8673628
im cis
>>8673631
10 minutes i take my hormones then start to fall asleep but it takes a while because i think of sad things and cry and want someone to hold me
>>8673629
tfw u and her exist separately
>>8673619
Oh for sure it's better in the 'if I had to pick' sense.
It's just that my lack of success... interfacing with humans is yet another indicator of how fucked up I am
Bexe is my only friend, and the only person I can really talk to properly, and the only [basically every other milestone], and we've been together for a year and a half, so it's not like being with her taught me how to not suck generally either. I'm just real tired of myself.
I'd probably agree conceptually with the comfort thing, but the idea of anyone other than Bexe being attracted to me, personality or otherwise, is laughable in the worst way.
Well fuck. Currently torn between "I wonder if injections are better" and "I wonder if i could find an injection that would kill me 'cause it's clearly too late for the good kind"
>>8673633
I do most of that and the rest on and off
feels bad anon
whic>>8673635
>>8673634
>>8673633
h gender are u
>>8673635
oh, geez
you seem really nice, though, i dunno, we could talk on discord if you want to
iktf, i feel like being with gloomy stabilizes me -slightly-, but i'm still pretty bad. i'm trying to work on it though
you seem like you have a pretty good personality, though! obviously i can't comment on your appearance, but i doubt that's bad either
i've heard they're generally better, both for bioavailability and not straining your liver?
i dunno, everyone's different, so 6mg might be too much for you
im sad
>>8673654
me too Anon
me too
>>8673657
hugg
>>8673643
I should probably head to bed soonish, but I could at least add you or something
Being with bexe definitely helps a ton, but I'm still being with me so it's not exactly a panacea
Usually I don't have much to say, which is rather damning, idk if that's a separate axis to personality proper
Yeah, you're right, blood test results first, trying to put pointy things in me maybe second. I just get ahead of myself worrying about this stuff
what if we all got together and cried
>>8673665
That sounds good.
>>8673666
hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg
>>8673662
yeah, my number is pandora#9929, so you can add me
relationships are nice, and can help, a lot. i'm just glad yours is working out well
not having too much to say is better than being like me and saying too much, far too often!
and yeah, blood tests would probably help. though if you're not seeing enough results, it might be good to up your dose / go on injections, just by rule of thumb?
>>8673640
im ur worst fkn nitemare
an anon on /soc/ said he wanted to cum inside me.
japanese ladies are calling me ma'am.
i'm like an inch taller than my sister.
she mention that i have thin eyebrows.
/b/ demanded to see my tits.
creepy guys hit in me.
women treat me like a pet.
i fantasize about being w/ a gentle, loving husband.
i feel so dishonored.
my body dishonors me
>>8673674
>/b/ demanded to see my tits.
this is nothing to mention in all honesty
Ok today vfs operation. Just came back to he hotel. My throat hurts, but apparently that's because he removed some scar material. My throat tastes like hospital.
Just got ice cream and something to drink tho :3
Also got a shitton of meds and instructions
>>8673677
i guess so.
it's never happened to me before tho.
suddenly i'm a huge faggot, & i can't stop, the world will force me to keep being a faggot if i try to stop
>tfw warm fuzzy feelings
>mention eating a cupcake to gf
>she says she wants to see a pic of you eating a cupcake
>have to eat another cupcake to take a pic of it
i don't understand girls, geez.....
>>8673674
guys are desperate, especially 4chan guys
it's nbd
>>8673682
Nice! How much did it cost? Did you do voice training beforehand?
>>8673684
js it happens there all the time, no matter what you are.
be a homo
>>8673687
it's not just on 4chan. ;~;
like, seriously, fuck this gay earth
>>8673691
:(
>>8673696
not trying to make u feel bad tho. ur still pretty
>>8673696
just be gay for girls desu
they're so much nicer
>>8673674
your just a psbi agp degenerate that took too much t blockers to sub 10t range and spends too much time on an anime image board when you should be spending that time talking to a therapist.
>>8673690
It cost 8889817 won so like 6650 euro
>>8673700
but so much more stupid
>>8673700
but i can't get any girls ;~;
>>8673702
mom doesn't trust therapists.
i want to keep taking skittles.
i want to be pretty.
whag does psbi mean?
pseudo-bisexual or some shit?
anyway, my life is worthless
>>8673704
About $8000 USD... okay. Did you do voice training at all?
>>8673711
not really desu
guys tend to act like dumb brutes compared to girls
there's so much more emotional intelligence in women
>>8673714
you probably could if you tried! i dunno
i have no experience with IRL dating though. all i know is you could def do LDR but LDR is it's own special kind of hell
don't take anything diaperfag says seriously desu
>>8673718
what is ldr?
>>8673714
you need therapy asap to be desu
become imdependant or tell her you want to go to one to get antidepresants
>>8673715
Yes I had professional voice training over half a year with no improvement
>>8673682
>>8673723
long distance relationships
y'know, e-dating and the like
FTL isn't a very good game.
>>8673741
i think if i'm gonna go through that, it might as well be w/ some fetishistic hapa or something.
i'm not vut out for dating normal peeps.
i don't have what normies want
>>8673727
That sucks. Hope the recovery goes well and you get your girl voice.
i think i was wrong about not being able to get hypomania.
i think i still can, like i'm pretty sure i got hypomanic when i started dating juni, but it wasn't like pre-hrt hypomania at all
instead of self-confidence, i just tried to use her as a support for all of my confidence, and, idk, got really zealously obsessed
tfw not being held
tfw not being held
tfw not being held
tfw not being held
tfw not being held
i don't know how i can make anything work
i need someone i can rely on, and i don't have anybody
i'm too weak to support myself, let alone my gf
dead thread
>>8673794
>>8673797
i am really tired of having to pretend i'm not dying inside
just got called on my cellphone by a restricted number and when i answered waiting music started playing
i'm spooked now
Is it bad to have violent fantasies if you know you'd never act on them
Americans, give me one good reason why you're still awake.
>>8672370
>>8673814
Because freedom
>>8673814
I woke up early
>>8673814
my girlfriend would probably benefit from me talking to her throughout the day
>>8673819
gloomy woomy
>>8673823
desu
so boy thought i was ftm
is this good
>>8673816
morning Amy
>>8673839
i feel bad about leaving her alone but i have to sleep
i can't deal with my feelings right now and i'm so tired i feel like i'm going to pass out
>>8673682
so you can't talk for an entire month?
>tfw you will never annoy franzi by telling her: "hey franzi, say something if you're not a massive faggot" irl
>>8673840
I wish you would stop being angry and go back on HRT
>>8673835
Short and hairy or chubby and sapphic?
>>8673844
no you cant, which is why Fayes voice is botched
>>8673847
shortish hair, thin and tall, naturally feminine face tho, if i'm in light that hides the brow bossing i'm pretty andro
>>8673854
were you in girlmode? do you normally girlmode?
>>8673845
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=er416Ad3R1g
>>8673850
faye's mouth was made for more important things than talking anyway
is amy ok
>>8673857
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VJBBUqr1wM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSCzDykng4g
>>8673862
she is on the repression train again and obviously feeling dysphoric AGAIN
>>8673862
>>8673865
https:/www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bA2Gnac9OY
what if there were huge rabbits you could ride on
>>8673856
boymode ish
i don't have enough clothes to perma girlmode but i usually wear women's shoes and scarf and coat and stuff
>>8673868
>>8673844
I probably won't talk for nearly 2 months to be sure
>>8673871
i wish they had irl silt striders, i would probably have one as a pet if it didn't cost too much
>>8673878
are you going to carry around a cute little notepad and pen with you in case you need to tell people something?
>>8673877
>>8673887
> carry around
??
I don't leave the house anyway. And I just write my parents WhatsApps :D
>>8673898
write things to me bby!
>>8673898
don't you go to school though? what if you're in the supermarket buying german stuff and a boy comes up to you and starts talking to you?
>>8673874
you honestly sound cooler and cooler every time i hear any fact abt u
>>8673900
I doooo, even when you are asleep or teaching or groceries. :3
>>8673901
Uni starts again at October and I don't go to the supermarket. Although it's interesting to meet people who used to know me but don't recognize me anymore ^^
>too depressed to go to bed
>just had a really freaky nightmare and now i'm afraid of going back to bed
seriously i woke up thinking i was going to die and i actually made some nise and i hope nobody finds out :(
>>8673903
well, i still think you should carry around a little whiteboard and marker pen with you - maybe hang it around your neck when you're not using it
i think it'd be really cute
Ah trannies, a short lived phenomenon of the 20th to late 21st century soon o be erased from history
>>8673903
thats true :D
>tfw genuinely feeling cared for
>>8673905
i mean, too depressed to stay awake
i can't go to bed though fuck :(
in the last week or something i've had two dreams about me starting to hallucinate / becoming schizophrenic
the first one was just creepy but this one is awful :(
i'm scared
also my friend bought me a necklace and a bracelet and lots of makeup and i'm in physical pain i'm so grateful to her, and i mean i didn't get laid on my date but he said he's gonna set me up with his bisexual housemate, this was a pretty good day
i don't want to sleep :(
i can't sleep anymore
i'm so tired but i can't go to bed i don't know what to do
maybe if i go to bed during the day i'll be less scared but i can't sleep during the day, especially when it's hot, and i'll still be tired
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
sleep is what i do when i'm depressed and it's the only time i can not be depressed but i don't want to sleep
Being trans is a crime against humanity
>>8673925
>also my friend bought me a necklace and a bracelet and lots of makeup
why did she do that
is she trying to get you to sleep with her, or is it just your birthday
>>8673917
there's been trans people for thousands of years
>>8673937
That was just gay ppl
>>8673902
Aww, thank you :P
Rate my sexy boots.
I pretty much wear this with my yuge pink scarf and coat, also I sometimes wear pants.
>>8673940
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transgender_history
>>8673951
don't bother replying to shitposters desu
>>8673935
i mean it's not my birthday and there's over $200 worth of stuff here so
>fell for the mommy meme AGAIN
>>8673954
>i mean it's not my birthday and there's over $200 worth of stuff here so
bow-chika-wow-wow
>>8673941
cool lesbian friend i used to have who now lives in japan/10
what colour is your hair? did you ever have an emo phase? just double-checking you aren't actually me
>>8673957
i think the message i sent her after i went home was too effuse with gratitude but when i'd looked through the bag of things she gave me i was like on the floor crying so i couldn't say nothing
should I watch this anime
i want to give up on everything and stop seeing my therapist and not go shopping next week
i have enough food to last me
i can't keep doing this
>>8673964
you should
>>8673960
I'm a ginger, but I dyed my hair black in high school and unironically called myself emo.
I've dyed it a whole load of colours over the years, blue, purple, plat blonde, bubblegum pink, and idk what else.
But it's been my natural ginge for a few years now.
>>8673969
ok i will
>>8673964
>should I watch [...] anime
no, don't
it'll make you want to be a girl and you'll turn trans
>>8673972
>I'm a ginger, but I dyed my hair black in high school and unironically called myself emo
Wanna hear a funny fact, Ally?
>>8673972
why not be a rebel and go with your natural hair color
>look in the mirror
>notice u have girl hips
uwu
http://www.strawpoll.me/13614685
http://www.strawpoll.me/13614685
http://www.strawpoll.me/13614685
>>8673979
>I am lol, for quite a few years now.
I am a rebel myself
I have my natural haircolor and I have no tattoos or piercings
>>8673983
do cute snake aliens count as furries
>>8673984
I have 4 piercings, and plan on getting this tattoo.
>>8673987
yes
>>8673979
ok this is the fact: I'm a ginger, but I dyed my hair black in high school and unironically called myself emo
>>8673992
cute
>>8673991
i guess this means argonians probably count as furries too
>>8674000
yep
>>8673992
Well shit, that's pretty cool.
>>8673989
how mainstream normie tier
>>8674005
How so?
inklings are furries too
>>8673992
why do so many trans girls have emo/scene phases
>>8673959
>once
what do you mean
I am always right. I am the Imperial Princess, my word is supposed to be law ;-;
>>8674013
if you've never cried to snowing or cap'n jazz u aren't really trans imo
>>8674014
Sorry I didn't mean to discredit you infront of the plebs ;_;
Yes you are the Princess :3 and you are always right!
>>8674022
so loyal
>>8674010
W-what?
i'm tired of seeing happy people because it reminds me that i'm too damaged to ever be like them
i hate it
i'm fucking tired of pretending that i'm not fucking dying inside every fuckign day and i'm tired of feeling bad for weighing people down iwth my issues and i'm tired of fucking talking to people and trying to give them advice adn i'm tired of the fact htat nothing's ever going to get better
>>8674006
normies dye their hair, get piercings and tattoos to be edgy but they're all just conformists
do u guys like jpop
>>8674029
maybe you'd feel happier if you weren't one of the most self-hating trannies in this thread
your post yesterday about how passers should never be seen with other trannies in public was deeply disturbing and you should stop dating other trans girls if you're so fucking ashamed of them you gross asshole
>>8674030
I mean my tattoo will be on my shoulder, hardly anyone will see it.
Why do you assume everyone does things to be edgy? I get piercings cause I like them. It's just like wearing a necklace, or a bracelet.
>>8674025
<3 <3 <3
How are you?
>>8674038
hungover.
how are you?
I like puffybutt
>>8674044
She does grow on you after a while. But so do fungi so idk.
>>8674013
Because like darkness and heavy make up reflect the inner turmol they feel?>>8674036
I have a tattoo on my shoulder and will be getting one on my back.
>>8674029
Happiness comes and goes. Everyone at work is like why are you smiling all the time? I eunno, I'm finally on hormones, transitioning and sort of living my life, but no one sees me when i have breakdowns and cry at night to sleep. So i dunno pandora, i don't think happy people are always as they seem.
>>8674041
Lol hungover af 2.
I'm getting laser and my tumor on my neck removed today because i scheduled everything incorrectly. ;-;
Gimme special german hangover remedy please!
>>8674044
yeah she is a nice girl especially when she isnt being obnoxious or posting diap stuff
>>8674044
I <3 junebug
>>8674046
but they can function and i can't
it's impossible for me to become happier
all i can do is wait until i run out of other peoples' patience and become homeless again
>>8674047
franzi sent me headachepills
theyre so helpful with hangovers. you should try that stuff as well!
good luck on the surgery thing!
I am crossing my fingers for you!
>>8674042
NZ is boring desu, well my city anyway.
I've never been to Aussie, and I'm actually going to go there to see a few people in a year or so lol.
>>8674049
That's what I like about her
It's cute
Idk her personally yet :/
>>8674051
I <3 sassafrazzler
>>8674053
>franzi sent me headachepills
>compiles evidence of neo-nazi collusion in Germany
t. MI6
>>8674061
theres literally nothing wrong with being a nazi
>>8674047
YAY
>>8674052
you can't be happy because you have a delusional persecution complex and hate trannies and consider us disgusting abominations and can't live with the fact you're one of us forever
you will never make it and it's going to be your own fault
>>8674066
that's called being trans dude
dysphoria happens because we're not cis women
>>8674062
It's at least as autistic and embarrassing as being a weeb.
>>8674069
This
It usually starts as an authority fetish and then it becomes part of the identity which is interesting
>>8674069
whats your point.
nazis are bad and also losers
follow your leader and kys desu
>>8674068
Ah this is the part of the argument where you talk as if you're an authority on how all trannies think and justify your pathological self-hatred by dictating how every tranny should live. Get real, you don't even live as a woman. You're less than a year HRT and you always do this shit where you claim to know better than everybody. The root of your thinking, Pandora, is that you think you're wiser than every other tranny, when you're just another stupid baby trans with no real world experience.
Never going to make it.
>>8674078
you're not wrong, but you're also an asshole, so idk
>>8674060
Why would anyone want to go to NZ though? I'm there.
>>8674069
How is it embarrassing? Because Hitler failed to gas ALL the jews?
>>8674077
Id rather kill you tho
slowly cutting you open
I want to gut you like a fish while youre awake and begging your empress for mercy
>>8674081
And you aren't? You're one of the biggest judgemental cunts in this thread. You really should leave Gloomy alone given how much other trans people repulse you. I understand now why you have no plans to meet her: the idea of being seen with other trans people is anathema to you.
>>8674086
that's hot but being a nazi is still bad
Pandas gonna make it!
>>8674092
I wanna see you say that with my foot on your throat
>>8674098
Yesterday you explicitly said passers should never allow themselves to be seen near other trannies because you should just be "a normal woman"
If your partner wasn't such an extremely dependent person she'd probably leave you over just this. How can anybody date somebody who explicitly says they're ashamed of you?
>>8674081
honestly you, and anyone on this website that doesn't want to deal with and examine their feelings will never be happy with your transition and doesn't deserve to be. You will be depreased and hate yourself for the rest of your life and only be marginaly better off than if you hadn't transitioned at all.
You're kinda like Amy, who is so misogynistic and transphobic that she can't even start to transition lmao.
YOU WILL NEVER BE HAPPY AND AS LONG AS YOU KEEP ALL THIS TRANSPHOBIA INSIDE YOU YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO BE HAPPY
>>8674083
that's the whole reason taxine wants to go
so she can kiss you
>>8674107
I am. fishies are our frens
>>8674107
> it's like role-playing
> being bitter
So basically the same as being a tranny :p
>>8674110
That's pretty gay desu anon
Reminder that hitler favored Muslims
>>8674113
<3
>>8674121
Hitler favored Islam because it's easy to mobilize people with that religion / ideology to fight.
alllllllly can i send you a picture
i'm very ugly and early transition, i just wanna prove i exist tho
>>8674121
The secular Arabs of his time were strongly socialists and some even aligned with the USSR, the choice was obvious for him.
>>8674137
He liked islam as a religion in general
Nazis are basically the same as Isis
>>8674141
they were a bit more competent than isis
>>8674141
ISIS is more like antifa
both terrorist groups, both fascistic anarchists
>>8674085
One day I'll find you and give a [spoiler]message of peace and a hug.[/spoiler]
>>8674149
>fascistic anarchists
¯\(°_o)/¯
what was lost cannot be regained
what was broken cannot be repaired
it's over
>>8674149
>fascistic anarchists
that makes no sense
>>8674149
isn't isis a theocracy
>>8674142
ok gonna send now :)
isis is NAZBOL
>>8674152
> message of peace
What do you mean by this
i'm so scared of sleeping again :(
>>8674168
wtf i love isis now
>>8674162
shh, anon's trying to sound smart and your FACTS are getting in the way
>>8674171
what do you think anarchist means anon
>>8674172
Just something along the lines of not having to exterminate entire groups of people in order to facilitate a better world.
>>8674178
a preferential for anarchy, disorder, lawlessness, chaos etc
>>8674184
Anarchism is a political philosophy that advocates self-governed societies based on voluntary institutions. These are often described as stateless societies,[1][2][3][4] although several authors have defined them more specifically as institutions based on non-hierarchical free associations.[5][6][7][8] Anarchism holds the state to be undesirable, unnecessary, and harmful.[9][10]
>>8674188
yes, a philosophy for retards
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fibDNwF8bjs
>>8674193
Ok I'm in! Ahhhhgghghgggghhh
>>8674196
I'm not an anarchist, anon.
I'm just explaining what anarchism is and what its tenets are since it's more complex than "hell yeah chaos and disorder".
>>8674179
That doesn't make for hood memes and shitposting tho
>>8674198
a stateless society is impossible, it is a philosophy for retards
>>8674205
anon you aren't listening to me....
i so desperately need somebody to help me
>>8674224
no one will help you unless you help yourself first
>>8674225
and that's why i'm going to die alone