/mtfg/ - male to female general

first for diaperfags are not trans

kayla?
y tho

>>8596851
because people don't post when we have grown men taking pride in shitting themselves for the header

i prefer this edition

>>8596837
>pastes the "diapers" part in OP still

HAHAHAHAHAHA

>>8596848
This is why you live in NZ, where sex is 16 and booze and smokes are 18.

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>>8596868
yeah but cant get any fucking opiates

>>8596868
how old do you have to be to buy fush and chups

>>8596868
eh
i like america.
>>8596861
lol
eh
its gross but people have their kinks
>>8596873
>>8596873
>>8596873
>>8596873
I NEED OPIATES HOLY SHIT
ive been jonesign for them so hard the past week
you dont eveen understand i msis them aaaaa

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goo goo gaa gaa~
>>8596850
i am 100% transgender woman
>>8596861
im a girl(male) and i have never nor will i do a poopsies in my pull-up... you need to get that diaperscat fetish out of your brain degenerate.
>>8596865
:^)

reminder that diaperfag's gross autism and aggressive male sexuality (forcing his fetish on us at every turn like a typical man, specially because he knows its upsetting to people) justifies making early threads just to stop him

>>8596877
god fucking SAME, the very few times Ive been on them, god damn give me
im so jelly of people in U.S and other places where dealers and shit are all over the place
neeeed

>>8596873
Opiates are meh, there are shrooms everywhere here, much more fun.

>>8596874
21

>>8596877
I've never tried America, never left NZ desu.

Opiates suck

Weed sucks too

Dissociates the best

>>8596887
>shrooms
fuck that, I dont want to trip on shit or stimulate myself whatsoever, natural is a fuck
need chill

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>>8596885
no its like
i can get them prescribed
but the addiction is so bad i lose my life to them
i have to try so hard to fix it
but fuck
>>8596887
fair enough
>>8596889
opiates suck until youre addicted and dependent

>drugs
why are none of you good girls

your parents raised you better than this

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>>8596882
>autism

i have very high autism levels and mental issues

>aggressive male sexuality

i am actually very docile and non sexual
no one needs to wear diapers, or have a daddy... i just like talking about it because its what makes me, me!

>stop him

i already know that we are all men with chemical problems in our brains... its much nicer to call a tranny a girl though

>>8596892
im a great girl and have never done a drug.

>>8596891
I've done 120mg of oxycodone and hydros before and it's really not that great

The comedown isn't even worth it

>>8596892
don't worry anon I don't do drugs

but I'm a boy

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccGsuD2O8Kc
THIS MAN
>>8596892
my parents didnt raise me lol
>>8596896
but you werent totally addicted.

>>8596892
I don't do drugs, I just consume plants.

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>>8596892
i dont do drugs
but i am a """boy"""

>>8596899
>my parents didnt raise me lol
were you raised by wolves instead

>>8596895
you're one of the most masculine posters in /mtfg/

you aggressively force your disgusting sexuality on people who want nothing to do with it and can't stop getting into fights with other posters

>>8596899
I'm not addicted at all. I don't have an addictive personality I guess.

>>8596906
i am addicted to love desu
>>8596904
no by a housekeeper

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>>8596892
They had shit parents.

DARE to say no to drugs!

>>8596899
>Jim
Good taste the man is a legend :P

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>>8596892
are their any drugs that will help to revert me to infancy and reduce my intellegence
>>8596905
im not forcing it on anyone... i just talk about it. t-t
the only thing i do thats wrong is be racist i think

i think transbian culture and sexuality is disgusting desu.

>>8596908
>no by a housekeeper
jelly af, i always wanted a housekeeper, especially a wise older lady to impart wisdom unto me

>>8596906
you are addicted to shitposting, and also being mean to yourself

anime is a pestilence

>>8596911
im in love with him
>>8596914
she was a mexican who didnt really speak english lol
she was super nice though
i used to be fluent in spanish

>>8596912
homosexuality even among trannies is considered more normal by most of society than a self-infantilization fetish involving bodily waste. You don't like transbians? whatever, no need to shit on the entire thread because you're triggered like you do all the time, even Kayla is less autistic about this.

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>>8596916
i have to disagree and i think most people think that instead diapers/pullups are a pestilence. i personally dsagree on the diaperissue.

>>8596918
If I was straight I'd let him ravage me.

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comprehensive guide on dealing with diaperfags

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>>8596914
Do I really shitpost?

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>>8596925
he just gets to ravage me
though hed never want to because im a degenerate

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>>8596919
look im just a tranny that is into ddlg no need to get so hot and bothered over it....
we all have disgusting kinks, many transbians are even into mommys
>>8596927
i think im nice and cool, defenitly one of the best girls.

>>8596930
it's not nice when u bully sheen

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>>8596931
i dont really care desu

>>8596928
not a lot, mostly just depressionposting and suicideposting

or maybe you do it anonymously as sort of like a guilty pleasure so we can't tell it's you

>>8596932
but you can't claim to be nice when you do things that are not nice

does anyone here play league of legends?

i need friends (i have none)

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>>8596935
ok im the nicest and sweetest person (when im outside of mtfg)
on here its just pixels on an anime image board so ill say what i want and do what i want to do

>>8596934
I rarely post at all anymore.

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>>8596939
>league of legends
>Not dota

>>8596942
>dota
>not league of legends
as if i even needed reasons to like you less

I was gonna add one of you to play Killing Floor 2 but never added you. Feels bad man

>>8596939
I do but I'm anti social af and only play ranked

>>8596941
i noticed, i even thought you went off to kill yourself the other day when you said what sounded like your final goodbyes

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>tfw too scared to have him hear my voice again
>>8596892
>2019-2
>doing drugs

>>8596942
Most people here aren't intelligent enough for dota so they play lol instead

>>8596950
Implying I'm not 5k mmr in dota and d2 in LoL. Dota just isn't that fun to me.

>>8596946
thats fine i dont play with people much either (no friends)

my ign is serâphim

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>>8596944
i have 1.9k hours in league, i can confirm it is a bad game...
>>8596950
daddy tought me how to play dota, i can only play treant and i have a 80% win rate on him like 400 hours played only tree. much more fun game

i stopped playing mobas

>>8596954
i have like 5 hours in dota i can confirm its a bad game

turn rate feels like garbage and it has the same issue that hots has where you cant auto then move then auto then move

that and all of the support options looked boring

I never played mobas desu,
I only play patrician visual novels.

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>>8596957
>all of the support options looked boring

dota has treant, the most fun support character i have ever played. theirs nothing that can compare to the tree..

only tihnk i dislike about it is that theirs not cute baby characters in it like their are in league.

I wanna be cute

>>8596959
>tfw you just replay the same old games over and over again because nothing new makes you feel excited or enthusiastic enough to try it out anymore
save me, ally

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>>8596967
i wanna be smaller, like 4'10" instead of 5'2"
that would make me cuter

>>8596952
Next time I log on I'll add you I have an account with around plat 2 mmr that we could duo on

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>>8596892
>tfw coffee and alcohol are "drugs"

>>8596957
turn rate is patrician

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>>8596939
You can add me: Isotera

>>8596968
Yeah I just don't get how people can play the same MP game for literally thousands of hours.
Idk, how am I supposed to help you with this?

>>8596977
>Idk, how am I supposed to help you with this?
it was a rhetorical anguished plea for help

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>>8596927
also, literally anyone that has ever said "nico nico nii"

>>8596972
>tfw coffee and alcohol are "drugs"
i actually don't drink those things either, i might be the most turbo straight edged person in /mtfg/

>>8596977
Because multiplayer games are always different. You vs different people and get different results every game. Ehh it's a decent way to waste my life imo.

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>>8596985
my only drugs are: daddy and candy

I let a boy suck my dick. It felt pretty good desu :3

>>8596837
wtf why did you put diapers in there
wtf is wrong with mtfg

>>8596990
Can you please just shut the fuck up?
What are you even doing here?
You know everyone hates you, this is a gen for trannies to discuss tranny stuff, not fucking fetishes involving you shitting yourself.
You try to model every single fucking /mtfg/ thread after your disgusting shit addiction, being on here all day so you can make a thread that makes no one want to come here.
Your fetish has nothing to be with doing trans but it is all you talk about.
Just shut the fuck up.
You are fucking cancer and you need to leave.

>>8596837
>• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/diapers
>diapers
Didn't know you were into that kind of stuff Charlotte

>>8597007
I wonder which trip posted this, hehe

:LUL:

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>>8597009
I copy-pasted it from the cancer thread, mb.

>>8597013
shut up...

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i cant fall asleep cause im too excited she might come over tomorrow

>>8597007
its masculine sexual aggression

even if diapercunt claims to be "a wittle bbabby uwu" their forcing of their fucking disgusting fetish on every thread and inability to talk about MUH DIAPPY and MUH DADDY BF is basically just a typical male display of showing off how they can force their sexuality on us even if we don't want it

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>>8597007
>Can you please just shut the fuck up?

im a trans girl im allowed to talk here, i think your thinking of /tgg/ which is only trans related talking

>What are you even doing here?

i have no friends and am lonely when daddy is gone

>You know everyone hates you, this is a gen for trannies to discuss tranny stuff, not fucking fetishes involving you shitting yourself.

i dont poopies myself... please stop thinking that.... im just a transgirl and i want a place to post..

>You try to model every single fucking /mtfg/ thread after your disgusting shit addiction, being on here all day so you can make a thread that makes no one want to come here.

you are really into scat arent thats pretty gross desu. i just do it to be funny and mess with you guys.

>Your fetish has nothing to be with doing trans but it is all you talk about.

i talk about daddy and my relationship and diaps/pull ups and trans stuff and my mental issues.

>Just shut the fuck up.
You are fucking cancer and you need to leave.

im never going to levae tillthe transbians are defeated.

>>8597007
>>8597023
we're on 4chan i'm surprised you never ran into a shit poster before.

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>>8597020
das ghey

>>8597024
>muh anti transbian crusade xddd
nobody gives a shit you overcompensating faggot

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>>8597024
yer silly diapnon

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>>8597028
Maybe I'm a little gay for her, so what!?!? No homo bromo.

im flying to see sertii on saturday and im more excited than a rat in a dumpster

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>>8597041
That's okay admitting it is the first step

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>>8597037
c:
>>8597032
i do i will exterminate them.
>>8597023
look im proud of who i am, i just want to tell the world and maybe ill be able to find friends because of it. maybe one day ill even get to take care of an infantalized adult baby child since i cant get pregnnant so me and my daddy can pretend they are our child

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>>8597044
have lots of funnies n cummies you commies

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>>8597051
can we be friends
or
do you mind if im a trans(BI)an

>>8597053
its gonna be really nice, I've never been to Amsterdam before but it seems like a nice city and we're gonna have pizza and smoke weed and maybe I'll try my hand at cooking more elaborate stuff than I usually do because I'll finally have a kitchen just for myself??? might be a disaster but who knows!

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>>8597059
im not good at being friends but i can try if u have a discord

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>>8597072
uuu
sounds like a fun time!!

>>8597075
What do you mean you aren't good at being friends?

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>>8597079
i have some thing enstilled in my mind that im only allowed to talk to a single person and that person right now is daddy...
its very hard for me to stay friends with anyone i remove them because i feel like im betraying the other person
even though i know its stupid i cant stop i know its what im supposed to do.

>>8597075
Kuu-chan#2441
:3

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>>8597075
I'll be your friend when you stop with the diaper shit

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>>8597104
sorry im not stopping, i do really like that picture you made though
>>8597096
it says that the spelling is wrong

>>8597111
capital C maybe?

tfw lonely

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>>8597111
Then we can never be friends

95% of mtfg is cancer now

I've been coming to this thread for two weeks and I'm already sick of it

If you want any chance at being a normal person (tranny) you should leave and never come back

Have fun letting a diaper fetishist dictate your discussions

>>8597122
the normal regular posters usually dont spend long enough time here to stop 1 dedicated autist from taking over every thread given she posts almost 24/7

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I loved this place when I first got here...

>>8597148
I never loved it but sometimes it was fun before it turned to shit

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>>8597148
There there Ally. /mtfg/ will always have something plaguing it, that'll never change. You can learn to live with it, or you can do what most do and leave this place. There's nothing you can really do to save it.

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>>8597120
oh nooooooooo
>>8597115
i need warm bed with daddy RIGHT NOW
>>8597122
IM THE dominant baby and im taking ur mtfg, friendship ending with trans only discusiions, now only diapers...

>>8597148
diaperposter should honestly be banned or at least everybody should ignore her but some people are fucking stupid enough to enable her

it's always the shitposter enablers who are responsible for ruining the thread further

>>8597148
well after some time you kinda move on and just talk to people on discord.

>>8597155
tfw not in any cool discord

tfw would probably not even talk in them anyway

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>>8597154
killing off my threads only fuels my diaperautism powers

>>8597122
>normal person (tranny)
Girl (male) is one thing, but this is nuts.

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>>8597159
>Repressed hard and went /pol/
>Most Discords I'm in are populated by /pol/-goers + people who don't like Trans shit
>Can't talk about it on Discord now
I never expected to not repress

>>8597159
yeah I got invited to some server but I never talk there I rather just dm the people I want to talk to.

>>8597152
I'm sort of half here, half on discord

>>8597155
Yeah I know a few people, comfy enough to leave /mtfg/ but I just keep coming back.

>>8597172
after some time you get more people on discord so you won't have much time left to waste it here.

>hair on the back of my hand
>hair all the way up my arm now starting on my back
>hair on my feet
>hair on my toes
>eyebrows keep trying to caveman despite the amount of plucking i do
HOW DO I MAKE IT STOP

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>>8597195
laser hair removal?

>>8597203
is that a thing you can do at home?

>tfw constant pain and fatigue

>>8597189
I'm too boring for anyone to want to talk to for too long.

>>8596850
diaper fags get out
reeeee
REEEEEE

>>8597214
did people actually tell you that or do you just think that?

>>8597224
I just know that.

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>>8597209
theirs some lasers you can use at home but you would be much better going to a real place and getting much more powerfull lasers then what you can buy online..
>>8597222
NuUUU
>>8597212
daddy has chronic pain and migranes, i heard body pain is common for people as tall as him. i feel bad he hurts a lot but he said it doesnt affect him that much i think he is just trying to make me not worry

>>8597226
you can't really know that maybe you'll find someone to talk hours with soon. you just need someone with the same or similiar interests as you and you can probably talk alot.

>>8597234
>ogre roommate has huge diaper fetish
>he's in with 3 separate trans groups cause they're all so cock thirsty they don't care what he looks like

>>8597239
Everyone I talk to types lost of stuff before i can formulate a response because I overthink way too much. I type too slow and can not carry a conversation at all.

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>>8597242
to be desu unless a guy has an absolute hideous face being fat wouldnt stop me from liking them
also yeah most trannys probably pretty desperate.

does he put them in diapers or does he wear the diaps?

i want daddy to hit me because i deserve it for being worthless

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>>8597258
RETWEET

>>8597248
with some people I just exchange messages every few minutes you don't have to talk in like irl you can take your time if you need it. usually people are ok with that they just adjust their conversation speed but sometimes you have to tell them.

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>>8597258
daddy has reformed me from wanting to be hit even though i wanted to he thinks im too precious to hurt even though he is a sadist and is into it

>>8597255
i don't know
he said he wanted a mommy to diaper him and i was just cringing through a smile
i knew the cock thirst was strong
but DAMN

>>8597262
>ywn be a cute asian girl who has to wear a school swimsuit

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>>8597279
stop reminding me im not a cute asian girl

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>>8597279
>>8597279
they are uncomfy.
>>8597281
>>8597281
>>8597281
>>8597281
this

>>8597262
Kuroneko best girl

>>8597264
Eh maybe, I also have the same problem irl. Maybe I need to stop overthinking everything.

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>Oh man I shouldn't take any more Cypro until I have a long thought about the future of my fertility
>Take it anyway
I'm not a clever man

>>8597281
blame reality
*hates reality*

>>8597285
>they are uncomfy.
proof

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>>8597274
to be desu big men in diaps is pretty cringe
but i understand because i also got the diapfetish really bad...

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>>8597287
Good evening princess Ali! <3

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>>8597287
that entire anime is shite
>>8597290
no pics of me in it
>>8597289
girl*

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>>8597297
wrong

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>>8597297
>girl
dont know how i feel about that tbqh

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>>8597300
maybe
>>8597302
youre becoming one because you are one.

>>8597297
>no pics of me in it
probably too comfy for taking pics to even occur to you when wearing

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>>8597307
there was also Ayase

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>>8597307
>youre becoming one because you are one.
i guess so?

>>8597294
Good evening anon

>>8597297
It's creepy, but still mildly entertaining.

>>8597287
yeah because usually people tell you when you said something stupid or it bothers them so you don't really have to think about every word you say.

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how do i become smaller from 5'2" and transition to become a loli

how do i reset life and be born female

>>8597326
Chop your head off.

TFW mtf and don't pass unless wearing lots of makeup. I fucking hate makeup lemme be a qt girl without it.

>>8597309
they feel tight and itch
>>8597315
yup
>>8597312
i didnt really like the anime though
>>8597316
i just never was into it
>>8597326
wish i could do that

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5'2" is like living in nightmare mode because i just want to be a little girl even if i was 4'10" it still wouldnt be short enough
you will never understand my plight. i have it worse then the 6 foot hons because they just want to pass as a girl which they can do if they get ffs but nothing will shrink my body back to an 5-8 year old size.

>>8597318
I'll try, It's a lifelong thing that'll be very hard to break.

>>8597333
>they feel tight and itch
worse than normal swimsuits?

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>>8597331
it may happen i hate this world
>>8597332
feels bad,,, at least its nice to pass
>>8597333
:<

>>8597334
I just want to blow my head off since I live life on worse than "nightmare mode"

>>8597341
yeah, ive tried both and use regular swimsuits like weekly
>>8597342
even to 8-9 range
if i could grow up into like 5'2"
id be really happy
but sad too because thats a bit too short

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>>8597343
how is your terrible life worse then my miserable existance

>>8597334
>i have it worse then the 6 foot hons
K
Y
S

>>8597333
meh, suit yourself

really scratched my wincest itch at the time

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>>8597348
i would accept being a kid again but still aging back to my normal height
>>8597359
yeah i should just repress my need to be smaller and younger before i kms

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hi

>>8597360
i get that from doujins.
>>8597365
thats because yer not 5'10 ;w;

>>8597368
that's why I said "at the time".

>>8597371
ahh fair point
speaking of i havent read any in a while
like 3 or 4 days
thats unusual for me

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goodnight mtfg hopefully i dont get the shadow thing staring at me while i sleep agian.
>>8597368
:c

>>8597350
I usually deal with your shitposting but saying you have it worse than me when youre passing and 5'2 makes me really want to kill myself

>>8597375
Never read any, got any reqs?

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>>8597376
sleep tight
have a good night
>>8597380
[Takatsu] My Dear Maid [English]
[Takatsu] Sakura Democracy! [English]
T(C90) [Sesso Minus (Sesso Nashiko)] Akazukin-chan to Harapeko Ookami-san (Little Red Riding Hood)
(COMITIA117) [Aoiro Ichiza (Aoiro Ichigou)] Nora Neko to Rainy Days [English] this if you wanna cry

>>8597391
tyty

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Hi MTFG

>>8597375
I do occasionally

diaper
dipe
dope
diapers are for dopes

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>>8597404
no diaps carol.
>>8597402
^^
>>8597405
i like em

>>8597348
>yeah, ive tried both and use regular swimsuits like weekly
the irritation makes it sexy!

>swimming as a tranny
how??

>>8597414
O-oh okay

>tfw combining my male and female clothes results in extremely cool gnc male outfits but i have to continue onward to being a fully female normie
hmm

hmmmm

>>8597404
don't contribute to this fucking cancer, keep your shit away from the thread

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>>8597415
a skirt is attached to the lower piece of the swimsuit
>>8597423
hmhmmm
>>8597418
ty

I-if I don't pass I can at least be a femboy right

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>when ur gf confuses max payne for serious sam and you think she's jokingly triggering you but it turns out she was genuine

>>8597426
:/ hm

>>8597426
I-im sorry >_<

>>8597427
femboys only last until they're 30, then they have to pick a talent-tree

>>8597427
if you think so
>>8597428
gun
>>8597429
mmmhmmmmmm
>>8597430
its ok

>>8597428
I can understand why, they look really similar

>>8597423
I went out in full fem clothes today, granted they were just fem versions of male clothes. But still, felt good.

>>8597426
>a skirt is attached to the lower piece of the swimsuit
pic? i've only seen that style in anime

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>>8597432
I-it won't happen again

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>>8597439
ok make sure it wont
>>8597438
not posting a pic of me in a swimsuit here.

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I like this artwork
Does anyone have more of these

>>8597437
grats :)

>>8597432
mm
(i'd continue this game if i could but i'm off to the grocery store now, bie)

>>8597443
just the swimsuit, yours or from the catalog you bought it at

>>8597454
literally type in swim skirt

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>>8597435
don't encourage her

>>8597455
i want to see hers...

my friends making me depressed as fuck
gonna go to bed soonish prolly
>>8597447
ask mado
look in the catolog for their posts
>>8597454
>>8597460
it was a gift so im not sure what it is
its a basic swim skirt though

>>8597462
Ty c:
W-whats the artists name? >_<

Also it sucks that someone's making you depressed :(

>>8597462
photo? or of one like it?

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>>8597465
not sure
also
yeah he gets into depressive episodes and does this suicidal routine every single night
>>8597466
this is what it was like except black and the person its on isnt a lady and is a lot less hot

>>8597462
Somebody knows the right kind of gift for trans girls!

>>8597471
I know someone who kinda does that
Only
When idk what to respond with
They get mad at me and
Call me a terrible friend, bad person etc.
Also they have a crush on me
And keep
Talking about it

It's kinda annoying ngl (._. )

Is it weird of being called her/etc makes you a bit uncomfortable

>>8597477
my mother because i talked about them as to the only thing i could use to swim
>>8597480
yeah like
holy shit
i had to mute him on fb

>>8597486
It really sucks when people are like it all the time
Ik they can't help it
And I'm kinda hypocritical
But like
Yeah
It really sucks :/

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>spent the last 3 hours watching people play PT and outlast

whelp, guess I'm not sleeping tonight

>>8597471
>and the person its on isnt a lady and is a lot less hot
i'm sorry :(

at least you're brave enough to be in a bikini!

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>>8597485
Sometimes, but thats due to paranoia. Also I don't 'deserve' it and hate myself, even though I'm out since 2014, 4 years HRT etc.
>>8597494
Pff sleep
I drank coffee yesterday at 10 pm, had to get up at 7 am but still slept a while :/

>>8597480
just fucking ghost them.

>>8597485
it did when i first started transing but not anymore
>>8597494
fuckin rip
>>8597499
yeah im a bit overweight tho
>>8597489
they can at least not spam every night

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>>8597500
>>8597507
I knew this would happen too

but no, I wanted to go down the rabbit hole

I just want sleep but I know the gore will just stay in my head ;_;

>>8597507
*hug* :<
>>8597506
>just fucking ghost them
I'd feel really bad about it
Idk
I kinda feel
Really sorry for them
So like
Idk

>>8597511
hey
i would offer you a hug but
i mean
im really high and will prolly fall while hugging you
>>8597516
im ghosting my friend rn i dont feel bad

>>8596927

hahaha

>>8597520
I mean
I started to just basically not respond
Cause like
He's not really trying to get better
He won't see a therapist or anything
So like
He's basically using me as a therapist
And I don't rlly want to be that

>>8597477
Skirted one-pieces are better.

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>>8597520
don't worry about it, I've been there. Fell on my ass once when I was super fucking drunk and trying to be cool and lean against a wall.

I could really use a hug though ._.

>>8597516
Why? He calls you a terrible friend, but keeps trying to establish a relationship. Maybe it's time you cut him off and spare him the agony.

>>8597041

oh I wish that was me :*(

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>>8597516
take it with a grain of salt though; I'm the girl who cut off her parents because they were blaming me for suffering from how hard transition is.

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>remember that you're not doing anything wrong
>and remember, you've got a future cleaner on your side, so don't fret!

>>8597538
well if you run into me at a market or something you get a hug
>>8597525
yeah thats just not cool to do

>>8597538
Yeah
Maybe I should

good morning trips and anons!

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>>8597559
yeah, if I just by chance happen to travel all the way from coast to coast just to go to the store

>>8597560
I'll have your back if it goes badly.

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>>8597562

Hi I'm new here. Haze me.

>>8597563
yeah thats like every weekend p much
>>8597562
hi
>>8597566
hi

>>8597562
Good evening fren

>>8597568
every day, really.

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>>8597566
post nudes.

>(don't do it)

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I have a confession to make.
When I was 6, I knew I wanted to become a violinist. But my mother wanted to send me to the violin instructor of my school, while there was a much more proficient, world class tutor downtown. Meanwhile there was a scholarship for only women to a music oriented private school for middleschool, but it was exclusive to women.
You see, the school instructor was very conservative christian, and so when I came out just for this very reason, refused to have me in her classes, forcing my mother to pay for the other instructor, and by middle school I was legally a girl and could join the private school.
does this mean I'm not trutrans? I would never even consider having transitioned otherwise.

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>>8597573

>>8597570
frequenly
>>8597577
no?
maybe?

>>8597577

You are beautiful and you did the right thing in life. You are a female now, no matter what anyone says my beautiful girl :)

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i can dress like this in my dreams right

>>8597581
but I transitioned early, it's not my fetish and I like boys.
>>8597585
thanks :^)

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>>8597577
I mean, you don't seem traumatized by it. Sure.

I'm a bit jealous, ngl. My parents and relatives are currently in disbelief that I'm trans, and many have disowned me saying I'm just gay.

>>8597580
I take it you're from that one place where all the wildlife can kill you in horrific ways.

>>8597588


oh lawd

>>8597588
actually you can't.
The dream police won't let anything but the nicest anorexia bodies wear bikinis on their dream beaches.

hnngngh I need a bf. A bf I can hug and smell and tell him nice things and kiss him and have missionary sex and him touching my parts and I touching his and penis and butt and and and


>>8597511
But you feel better, right? It will get better, I assure you that!
When I started I always got butterflys when someone called me mrs. xxy but now I do have more down-phases (BPD yay) and then I just want to be away from gender stuff.
Androgynous clothes are still best clothes and at least my face passes...
s-shuddup it will get better ok!
>>8597557
>future cleaner
what
>>8597562
good midday
>>8597577
Who the F would transition just for that reason? There were other reasons, I assure you that, and you use this as an escape route for your transition (well, maybe)

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>>8597590
i attempted to transition at 13 with alphamarket hormones
but that failed
then i transitioned at 17
boys are great arent they
>>8597595
its basically dream tier
>>8597596
awe :<
>>8597597
passionate

>>8597592

Yes my Dear, it is beautiful and scary at the same time

>>8597603

literally in love with that body. Congrats, you made me fall in love with an anime pic.. again

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>>8597588
I can dress like this in my dreams tonight.

>>8597597
Kinda. All these people hating me are kinda making me miserable. I did a whole post about it on facebook, calling out all the people who say I'm miserable and I hate myself and I should detransition because of it, but it's mostly those people hating me that's leading me to internalize it and make it hard not to hate myself.

I like girl clothes, and want to be able to buy one of the super cute dresses in the shop on my block.

Does /mtfg/ have a discord server? Looking to make new friends because of boredom and the loneliness is overwhelmingly eating away at me from inside.

>>8597607
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh no I think just scary.

>>8597612
there's a million, and they're all dead.

>>8597597
>Who the F would transition just for that reason?
have you never been passionate enough about something to lie about it? or maybe afraid? I assure you any fear you had for withholding your transition, or passions you've had for other actions in your life, they pale to my passion for the violin.

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DYSPHORIA

>>8597607
damn :/
i like some of those pics
>>8597608
s-same

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>>8597616

:*(

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>>8597623
will you though?

>>8597624
ok fair point

>>8597628
idunno
i cant control my dreams ;w;

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>>8597608
> All these people hating me are kinda making me miserable
cut them out? Who are they, are you still in school are are they colleagues?

Girl clothes are nice now and then but I stopped wearing dresses cause my skin is shit. I'm literally paper-white and you can see all the blemishes and my legs just look atrocious despite going out for hours, daily. I can't shave them, i recently started wearing long pants again, at 30+°C
The sweating just killed my passing at the endo visit and the loud and really like manbod smelling hon besides me just grinned at me like we could be best friends gosh I hate her so much
>>8597618
violins r gai
I have never been passionate due to being trans but sterilizing yourself and risking having dysphoria again would kill me if I wasn't trans. If you're feeling better you are obviously trans, or do you get a boner while dressing up?
>>8597620
D Y S P H O R I A
KILLS

>>8597635

poor thing. I had a HON try and befriend me, looked like an old cross dresser, 0% pass.

>>8597640
She was so fucking loud, everybody looked at her while she tried to explain the secretary her job and she couldn't stop talking about her former trans endo and it was just... the smell, the tight dress, the dumb look.
I'm so sorry but this person was just so annoying I'm really really sorry. She basically screamed and everyone got annoyed within 3 seconds, just unbelievable, like a annoy-weapon.

>>8597649

hahaha annoy-weapon

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>>8597634
hm. That sucks I guess.
you should learn lucid dreaming

>>8597635
I've cut so many people out of my life you wouldn't believe it. I'm only in touch with about 4 people I was friends with from high school, even though I had a circle of maybe 20 way back when. My ex-bandmates won't talk to me. I disowned my mom for accusing me of "living a lie for an easier life" and a bunch of other TERF bullshit, cut communication with my aunt for calling me a gay man, my cousin for saying all trannies are just trying to maliciously turn straight guys gay, and my dad only speaks to me because he loves my sister, whom I'm incredibly close with. The last thing he said to me on the matter was, "you know you'll never be a real girl, right?" Now he just skates around it.

I'm at a point where if I wear boyclothes, I look like a tranny. I essentially have to keep up a (semi)high-maintenance lifestyle just so I don't look disgusting, for better or for worse. Although cis girls are mostly secretly just kinda plain, so I guess it's ok? idfk.

And yeah, hons are gross. I tend to avoid eye contact if at all possible. Saw one on the bus with this fucking logo plastered all over her clothes and just prayed to god she didn't clock me.

>>8597635
oh, and I'm too poor to buy shorts. RIP

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when 40 year old agp hons can get hrt instantly, but when you're a legitimate straight tranner they throw you through gatekeeping and make you wait until you're 18

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>>8597659
gatekeeping is made by hons for hons, because they believe that all you can ever be is a hon. You need to wait your 50 years before you can live as a girl, you know 8)

it's literal cancer, and I can't wait until they die.

>>8597656

I guess it's normal to cut people out when we change identities. I did the same thing.

I think it helps to move out of the place you are from, out of your comfort zone starting fresh.

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>>8597662
I agree actually, although it makes the first year of transition incredibly lonely, while you hope and pray that HRT does enough work to make you look like a girl. I didn't join any school clubs in uni until after my first semester was already over.

lonely, stressful times.

What happened to all the old tripfags? Like kayla and dollface and circe etc.

Is it all new people now?

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>>8597660
the devil-hon gatekeeping has pretty much ruined my chances of passing without ffs

>not even that dysphoric
guess im not trutrans

Hmmm I just got home, don't have to work for 6 weeks due to depression... time for some Ultram and sugar free energy drinks >:)
>>8597656
I'm sorry to hear that, I really am!
It's good to talk about it. I had similar experiences. While I have very good contact with my parents now, it wasn't always like that. They threatend to kill themselfes, they said words which I would've never guessed they would ever use. I'm close to my sister aswell but she has a family, so we barely see each other which is ok, I understand that.
After college I met a group of my former circle and they basically ridiculed me and laughed in my face, about my voice (which is really fucking good ok) and about how I look etc. I tried twice, nope, didn't work. Cut them out immediately.
I'm still in contact with my best friends, with like 4 other former students and recently got in contact with 3 friends from that city again. They accepted me but i cut contact out of fear what would happen, I thought to myself "well, better they keep me in good memory instead of meeting such an abomination".
Colleagues in my new city never said anything about my trannyness when i came out on my first day, even though I didn't pass within the first months. Still, they turned out to be assholes and i'm currently not working due to them abusing me, sexual harrassment etc.

TERF bs is unforgivable, but maybe she/they will come arround. They all do after a few years. Be glad you don't need their financial support.

Am I alone with having no local friends whatsoever? I live in a big city with like 2 million people but I have maybe one friends i got to know in a local clinic afte overdosing. We meet up one every few months and I don't think you can call that a friendship.
>>8597653
Throw her in a war zone and both sides will give up
>>8597658
Poor is my second name but.. shorts cost like 5€ at every H&M. Collect some bottles or stop eating for a few days and e voilá you could have your very own pair of shooooorts

>>8597688
I'm sorry for that reddit-spacing, i don't use reddit and haven't been on 4chan in half a year. Usually I do write without paragraphs

>>8597688

nasty terfs

I'm glad you got time off, is it paid leave?

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>>8597676
>kayla
still shitting up the thread from time to time
>dollface
now uwuface
>circe
no fucking clue, but nobody cares because she's an insufferable pos
last I heard, she detransitioned

>>8597679
Part of the logic behind it is that most people don't really know what you're going to be doing with your life until you start planning for college. This is an partially an effect of the industrialization of school; everyone just coasts until high school is over. It'd probably be better if we all had to apply for certain high schools and think about what we're doing instead of just being assigned them. Whatever though. Now it's just an excuse to treat kids like they're idiots because they haven't lived X arbitrary years that may or may not have taught them anything.

pic related: a message from my aunt when she was telling me I'm making a mistake in transitioning.

>>8597688
your parents threatened to kill themselves?? I honestly haven't heard that one before, that's super manipulative though. It can be surprising how quickly they turn on you when you go against them...
That's really shitty what happened with your peers, I'm really paranoid about that, so I just keep to myself most of the time. Some people in the clubs I'm in won't talk to me, and I don't know why. Some treat me differently. It makes me afraid to work, but like I said, my parents and relatives blame me for my fear, instead of trying to understand it genuinely.
I don't give second chances, because my mom keeps trying to understand on her terms. She'll shower me in gifts to keep me from pushing her away, and then turn on me the second I open up. She's a drunk too, which doesn't make anything better.
I don't want to go through that again, so if anyone in my life fucks up once, they're just done. Should've taken that note out of the books of others long before I got hurt.
>or stop eating for a few days
I'm doing that just so I can keep eating through this month.

>>8597698
I couldn't care less.

>>8597701
TERFs should all just die.

>>8597688
also, I am dependent on my parents. I'm expected to be totally functional despite all the shit I get from what seems like my entire world, and instead I get hospitalized for hating myself again and again. Somehow I keep getting blamed for it...

my dad pays for rent and school, and my mom bitched at me every time she had to give me money so I can FUCKING EAT. My dad won't give me money for food, so I'm begging for scraps and handouts.

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"you should take responsibility for your life choices and face the consequences"

I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate everything. I hate it, I fucking hate it. I want to die, and nobody understands why. Fucking nobody.

>>8597703
alrighty, thanks.
what about ufufu? she seemed pretty cool. I know there were a few others but I can't remember.

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I keep lashing out at people because I don't know what else to do...

I'm just a fucking broken person.

>>8597721
posted here about a month ago. Said something about a youtube channel she was starting.
Moap still posts, in case you weren't aware.
Elanna is mostly anon, if here at all, currently hurting from a rough breakup.
Phien is here sometimes?
mado hasn't posted in a while
cyba dropped by a while ago, but she kinda disappeared after a trump thing.
Red was bullied out.
Ash has family stuff.
Birdy got cancer for all I care.
Drakeposter is still cancer.
Most of the dollface mafia just kinda vaporized.

trying to think of anyone I missed.

>>8597701
yes it's paid leave, 8 weeks total then therapy which I will have paid aswell and then I should look for work
>>8597703
Jup, threatened to kill themselves if I won't stop with my transition. I thought the same; even though it destroyed me i knew it was pure manipulation. I'm glad they changed their mind after 8-9 months and now we're better than ever, call each other several times a week, my father finally laughs again and they help me out with money now and then (just small amounts, i try to make my own money, just like they did).
>Some treat me differently
I've been told it's because some feel threatened by someone looking 'this good' or by being tall or... there can be dozends of reasons but I'm the same, I always overthink everything and always come to the conclusion I don't pass, everyone hates me bla bla bla...
>my parents and relatives blame me for my fear, instead of trying to understand it genuinely
And they think they are the good guys?
>>8597714
Do you have a job, I guess your are studying? Maybe they don't know how much money you need but honestly, i've been at the same place. Did some things I regret, just to get by

>>8597577
You're VTS, violinist trans sexual. That's neither more or less trutrans than any other kind of trans.

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>>8597731
I'm currently a year and a half in, and they still deadname me. I'm afraid to ask them to call me charlotte, because I don't want to lose funding for school.
>good guys
My relatives certainly do. My mom is struggling with her terf shit, but she's a misandrist at her core. My dad just doesn't want to interfere as long as I'm getting by. It's cold for sure...

I don't have a job. I'm thinking about camming, but I'm not sure how to get started. And they know exactly how much money I need - my mom just believes I need to be "desperate" for work. Her words, not mine.

They make well over enough to help me, and are choosing to neglect me ONCE AGAIN. Not like it's been a theme of trying to make me feel like shit about myself if I wasn't meeting their standards since I was 12 or anything.

>>8596837
>>8596822
which of these fucking things do i post in?

>>8597759
the one without diapers

>>8597759
do you WANT to post in a thread with diapers?

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ok, I'm going to bed. My head hurts from crying.

bye.

>>8597747
What about your sis, do they treat her the same? Maybe you can ask her for some support. I was surprised when my sister told me shes a bit hurt that I don't ask her for help, for example a bit of money. Personally I just hate asking for help, especially money.
I know it sucks to search for a job as someone transitioning, but maybe you could look for some mini-job, something anonymous like working in a warehouse or packing shelves in supermarkets? Earning a few bucks is tax-free most of the time; without earning a few hundred bucks a month I would've never made it. Depression got worse so I can understand if work is impossible atm, it's the same for me since... last year. it sucks.
Deadnaming could get better when your parents see that strangers see you as woman and call you by your prefered name. Mine still do now and then but only on the pronouns, I try to be understanding but it's different in your situation.
Distancing yourself too much is impossible due to financial resons and getting close isn't good either cause your mom is bad for your mental health. It's a complicated situation and the only thing you can look forward to is: this is going to pass. How long till you can finish with your studies?

>>8597768
oh no i didn't realise, sorry :(

>>8597773
niite <3

>>8597775
I'll just... I'll figure it out.

My sister doesn't have much money, and I don't want to push her for anything. I feel bad taking money from people, especially when my parents are so fucking loaded. My dad's retiring at 50 lmfao.

I'm fortunate though, because I ended up meeting some super altruistic swedish girls at a summer camp, and they want to help me. They're starting a fucking donation drive for me, and it's like... I feel kinda emotionally torn about it. On one hand, I can actually get through a few months on it without worrying about people hating me, but on the other, it feels weird to make myself so vulnerable just so people can help me. I need to do it though.

I have two more years of studies. I can't fail once, or my dad will cut me off entirely. Hopefully after that I can move to japan or something and start a new life.

>>8597780
It's nice to meet you, Jana :3
(Charlotte isn't actually that common in the states, but everyone seems to think it's ok)

>>8597781
bai!

>>8597719
big samee

today is mommy makeout day.

Morning everyone. How are you all doing?

>really cute asian friend got her first shot of t the other day
>on one hand i want to tell her im happy for her
>on the other hand i want to stab her throat for being a 9/10 cutie and wanting to ruin it
brain swapping technology when holy shit

>>8597789
lets talk again later, good night

>>8597797
i just ate 800g of yoghurt in under 10min and feel kind of woozy

>>8597799
>wanting to be asian
shit that might give me even worse dysphoria

>>8597801
What promoted you to do that lol

>>8597811
Prompted.prompted.

>>8597797
Hihi