no shit allowed
• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
diapers
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
last time: >>8595443 →
first for diaperfags are not trans
kayla?
y tho
>>8596851
because people don't post when we have grown men taking pride in shitting themselves for the header
i prefer this edition
>>8596837
>pastes the "diapers" part in OP still
HAHAHAHAHAHA
>>8596848
This is why you live in NZ, where sex is 16 and booze and smokes are 18.
>>8596868
yeah but cant get any fucking opiates
>>8596868
how old do you have to be to buy fush and chups
goo goo gaa gaa~
>>8596850
i am 100% transgender woman
>>8596861
im a girl(male) and i have never nor will i do a poopsies in my pull-up... you need to get that diaperscat fetish out of your brain degenerate.
>>8596865
:^)
reminder that diaperfag's gross autism and aggressive male sexuality (forcing his fetish on us at every turn like a typical man, specially because he knows its upsetting to people) justifies making early threads just to stop him
>>8596877
god fucking SAME, the very few times Ive been on them, god damn give me
im so jelly of people in U.S and other places where dealers and shit are all over the place
neeeed
Opiates suck
Weed sucks too
Dissociates the best
>>8596887
>shrooms
fuck that, I dont want to trip on shit or stimulate myself whatsoever, natural is a fuck
need chill
>>8596885
no its like
i can get them prescribed
but the addiction is so bad i lose my life to them
i have to try so hard to fix it
but fuck
>>8596887
fair enough
>>8596889
opiates suck until youre addicted and dependent
>drugs
why are none of you good girls
your parents raised you better than this
>>8596882
>autism
i have very high autism levels and mental issues
>aggressive male sexuality
i am actually very docile and non sexual
no one needs to wear diapers, or have a daddy... i just like talking about it because its what makes me, me!
>stop him
i already know that we are all men with chemical problems in our brains... its much nicer to call a tranny a girl though
>>8596892
im a great girl and have never done a drug.
>>8596891
I've done 120mg of oxycodone and hydros before and it's really not that great
The comedown isn't even worth it
>>8596892
don't worry anon I don't do drugs
but I'm a boy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccGsuD2O8Kc
THIS MAN
>>8596892
my parents didnt raise me lol
>>8596896
but you werent totally addicted.
>>8596892
I don't do drugs, I just consume plants.
>>8596892
i dont do drugs
but i am a """boy"""
>>8596899
>my parents didnt raise me lol
were you raised by wolves instead
>>8596895
you're one of the most masculine posters in /mtfg/
you aggressively force your disgusting sexuality on people who want nothing to do with it and can't stop getting into fights with other posters
>>8596899
I'm not addicted at all. I don't have an addictive personality I guess.
>>8596892
They had shit parents.
DARE to say no to drugs!
>>8596899
>Jim
Good taste the man is a legend :P
>>8596892
are their any drugs that will help to revert me to infancy and reduce my intellegence
>>8596905
im not forcing it on anyone... i just talk about it. t-t
the only thing i do thats wrong is be racist i think
i think transbian culture and sexuality is disgusting desu.
anime is a pestilence
>>8596912
homosexuality even among trannies is considered more normal by most of society than a self-infantilization fetish involving bodily waste. You don't like transbians? whatever, no need to shit on the entire thread because you're triggered like you do all the time, even Kayla is less autistic about this.
>>8596916
i have to disagree and i think most people think that instead diapers/pullups are a pestilence. i personally dsagree on the diaperissue.
>>8596918
If I was straight I'd let him ravage me.
comprehensive guide on dealing with diaperfags
>>8596914
Do I really shitpost?
>>8596925
he just gets to ravage me
though hed never want to because im a degenerate
>>8596919
look im just a tranny that is into ddlg no need to get so hot and bothered over it....
we all have disgusting kinks, many transbians are even into mommys
>>8596927
i think im nice and cool, defenitly one of the best girls.
>>8596930
it's not nice when u bully sheen
>>8596931
i dont really care desu
>>8596928
not a lot, mostly just depressionposting and suicideposting
or maybe you do it anonymously as sort of like a guilty pleasure so we can't tell it's you
>>8596932
but you can't claim to be nice when you do things that are not nice
does anyone here play league of legends?
i need friends (i have none)
>>8596935
ok im the nicest and sweetest person (when im outside of mtfg)
on here its just pixels on an anime image board so ill say what i want and do what i want to do
>>8596934
I rarely post at all anymore.
>>8596939
>league of legends
>Not dota
>>8596942
>dota
>not league of legends
as if i even needed reasons to like you less
I was gonna add one of you to play Killing Floor 2 but never added you. Feels bad man
>>8596939
I do but I'm anti social af and only play ranked
>>8596941
i noticed, i even thought you went off to kill yourself the other day when you said what sounded like your final goodbyes
>tfw too scared to have him hear my voice again
>>8596892
>2019-2
>doing drugs
>>8596942
Most people here aren't intelligent enough for dota so they play lol instead
>>8596950
Implying I'm not 5k mmr in dota and d2 in LoL. Dota just isn't that fun to me.
>>8596946
thats fine i dont play with people much either (no friends)
my ign is serâphim
>>8596944
i have 1.9k hours in league, i can confirm it is a bad game...
>>8596950
daddy tought me how to play dota, i can only play treant and i have a 80% win rate on him like 400 hours played only tree. much more fun game
i stopped playing mobas
>>8596954
i have like 5 hours in dota i can confirm its a bad game
turn rate feels like garbage and it has the same issue that hots has where you cant auto then move then auto then move
that and all of the support options looked boring
I never played mobas desu,
I only play patrician visual novels.
>>8596957
>all of the support options looked boring
dota has treant, the most fun support character i have ever played. theirs nothing that can compare to the tree..
only tihnk i dislike about it is that theirs not cute baby characters in it like their are in league.
I wanna be cute
>>8596959
>tfw you just replay the same old games over and over again because nothing new makes you feel excited or enthusiastic enough to try it out anymore
save me, ally
>>8596967
i wanna be smaller, like 4'10" instead of 5'2"
that would make me cuter
>>8596952
Next time I log on I'll add you I have an account with around plat 2 mmr that we could duo on
>>8596892
>tfw coffee and alcohol are "drugs"
>>8596957
turn rate is patrician
>>8596939
You can add me: Isotera
>>8596968
Yeah I just don't get how people can play the same MP game for literally thousands of hours.
Idk, how am I supposed to help you with this?
>>8596977
>Idk, how am I supposed to help you with this?
it was a rhetorical anguished plea for help
>>8596927
also, literally anyone that has ever said "nico nico nii"
>>8596972
>tfw coffee and alcohol are "drugs"
i actually don't drink those things either, i might be the most turbo straight edged person in /mtfg/
>>8596977
Because multiplayer games are always different. You vs different people and get different results every game. Ehh it's a decent way to waste my life imo.
>>8596985
my only drugs are: daddy and candy
I let a boy suck my dick. It felt pretty good desu :3
>>8596837
wtf why did you put diapers in there
wtf is wrong with mtfg
>>8596990
Can you please just shut the fuck up?
What are you even doing here?
You know everyone hates you, this is a gen for trannies to discuss tranny stuff, not fucking fetishes involving you shitting yourself.
You try to model every single fucking /mtfg/ thread after your disgusting shit addiction, being on here all day so you can make a thread that makes no one want to come here.
Your fetish has nothing to be with doing trans but it is all you talk about.
Just shut the fuck up.
You are fucking cancer and you need to leave.
>>8596837
>• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/diapers
>diapers
Didn't know you were into that kind of stuff Charlotte
>>8597007
I wonder which trip posted this, hehe
:LUL:
>>8597009
I copy-pasted it from the cancer thread, mb.
>>8597013
shut up...
i cant fall asleep cause im too excited she might come over tomorrow
>>8597007
its masculine sexual aggression
even if diapercunt claims to be "a wittle bbabby uwu" their forcing of their fucking disgusting fetish on every thread and inability to talk about MUH DIAPPY and MUH DADDY BF is basically just a typical male display of showing off how they can force their sexuality on us even if we don't want it
>>8597007
>Can you please just shut the fuck up?
im a trans girl im allowed to talk here, i think your thinking of /tgg/ which is only trans related talking
>What are you even doing here?
i have no friends and am lonely when daddy is gone
>You know everyone hates you, this is a gen for trannies to discuss tranny stuff, not fucking fetishes involving you shitting yourself.
i dont poopies myself... please stop thinking that.... im just a transgirl and i want a place to post..
>You try to model every single fucking /mtfg/ thread after your disgusting shit addiction, being on here all day so you can make a thread that makes no one want to come here.
you are really into scat arent thats pretty gross desu. i just do it to be funny and mess with you guys.
>Your fetish has nothing to be with doing trans but it is all you talk about.
i talk about daddy and my relationship and diaps/pull ups and trans stuff and my mental issues.
>Just shut the fuck up.
You are fucking cancer and you need to leave.
im never going to levae tillthe transbians are defeated.
>>8597020
das ghey
>>8597024
>muh anti transbian crusade xddd
nobody gives a shit you overcompensating faggot
>>8597024
yer silly diapnon
>>8597028
Maybe I'm a little gay for her, so what!?!? No homo bromo.
im flying to see sertii on saturday and im more excited than a rat in a dumpster
>>8597041
That's okay admitting it is the first step
>>8597037
c:
>>8597032
i do i will exterminate them.
>>8597023
look im proud of who i am, i just want to tell the world and maybe ill be able to find friends because of it. maybe one day ill even get to take care of an infantalized adult baby child since i cant get pregnnant so me and my daddy can pretend they are our child
>>8597044
have lots of funnies n cummies you commies
>>8597051
can we be friends
or
do you mind if im a trans(BI)an
>>8597053
its gonna be really nice, I've never been to Amsterdam before but it seems like a nice city and we're gonna have pizza and smoke weed and maybe I'll try my hand at cooking more elaborate stuff than I usually do because I'll finally have a kitchen just for myself??? might be a disaster but who knows!
>>8597059
im not good at being friends but i can try if u have a discord
>>8597072
uuu
sounds like a fun time!!
>>8597075
What do you mean you aren't good at being friends?
>>8597079
i have some thing enstilled in my mind that im only allowed to talk to a single person and that person right now is daddy...
its very hard for me to stay friends with anyone i remove them because i feel like im betraying the other person
even though i know its stupid i cant stop i know its what im supposed to do.
>>8597075
Kuu-chan#2441
:3
>>8597075
I'll be your friend when you stop with the diaper shit
>>8597104
sorry im not stopping, i do really like that picture you made though
>>8597096
it says that the spelling is wrong
>>8597111
capital C maybe?
tfw lonely
>>8597111
Then we can never be friends
95% of mtfg is cancer now
I've been coming to this thread for two weeks and I'm already sick of it
If you want any chance at being a normal person (tranny) you should leave and never come back
Have fun letting a diaper fetishist dictate your discussions
>>8597122
the normal regular posters usually dont spend long enough time here to stop 1 dedicated autist from taking over every thread given she posts almost 24/7
I loved this place when I first got here...
>>8597148
I never loved it but sometimes it was fun before it turned to shit
>>8597148
There there Ally. /mtfg/ will always have something plaguing it, that'll never change. You can learn to live with it, or you can do what most do and leave this place. There's nothing you can really do to save it.
>>8597120
oh nooooooooo
>>8597115
i need warm bed with daddy RIGHT NOW
>>8597122
IM THE dominant baby and im taking ur mtfg, friendship ending with trans only discusiions, now only diapers...
>>8597148
diaperposter should honestly be banned or at least everybody should ignore her but some people are fucking stupid enough to enable her
it's always the shitposter enablers who are responsible for ruining the thread further
>>8597148
well after some time you kinda move on and just talk to people on discord.
>>8597155
tfw not in any cool discord
tfw would probably not even talk in them anyway
>>8597154
killing off my threads only fuels my diaperautism powers
>>8597122
>normal person (tranny)
Girl (male) is one thing, but this is nuts.
>>8597159
>Repressed hard and went /pol/
>Most Discords I'm in are populated by /pol/-goers + people who don't like Trans shit
>Can't talk about it on Discord now
I never expected to not repress
>>8597159
yeah I got invited to some server but I never talk there I rather just dm the people I want to talk to.
>>8597172
after some time you get more people on discord so you won't have much time left to waste it here.
>hair on the back of my hand
>hair all the way up my arm now starting on my back
>hair on my feet
>hair on my toes
>eyebrows keep trying to caveman despite the amount of plucking i do
HOW DO I MAKE IT STOP
>>8597195
laser hair removal?
>>8597203
is that a thing you can do at home?
>tfw constant pain and fatigue
>>8597189
I'm too boring for anyone to want to talk to for too long.
>>8596850
diaper fags get out
reeeee
REEEEEE
>>8597214
did people actually tell you that or do you just think that?
>>8597224
I just know that.
>>8597209
theirs some lasers you can use at home but you would be much better going to a real place and getting much more powerfull lasers then what you can buy online..
>>8597222
NuUUU
>>8597212
daddy has chronic pain and migranes, i heard body pain is common for people as tall as him. i feel bad he hurts a lot but he said it doesnt affect him that much i think he is just trying to make me not worry
>>8597226
you can't really know that maybe you'll find someone to talk hours with soon. you just need someone with the same or similiar interests as you and you can probably talk alot.
>>8597234
>ogre roommate has huge diaper fetish
>he's in with 3 separate trans groups cause they're all so cock thirsty they don't care what he looks like
>>8597239
Everyone I talk to types lost of stuff before i can formulate a response because I overthink way too much. I type too slow and can not carry a conversation at all.
>>8597242
to be desu unless a guy has an absolute hideous face being fat wouldnt stop me from liking them
also yeah most trannys probably pretty desperate.
does he put them in diapers or does he wear the diaps?
i want daddy to hit me because i deserve it for being worthless
>>8597258
RETWEET
>>8597248
with some people I just exchange messages every few minutes you don't have to talk in like irl you can take your time if you need it. usually people are ok with that they just adjust their conversation speed but sometimes you have to tell them.
>>8597258
daddy has reformed me from wanting to be hit even though i wanted to he thinks im too precious to hurt even though he is a sadist and is into it
>>8597255
i don't know
he said he wanted a mommy to diaper him and i was just cringing through a smile
i knew the cock thirst was strong
but DAMN
>>8597262
>ywn be a cute asian girl who has to wear a school swimsuit
>>8597279
stop reminding me im not a cute asian girl
>>8597279
>>8597279
they are uncomfy.
>>8597281
>>8597281
>>8597281
>>8597281
this
>Oh man I shouldn't take any more Cypro until I have a long thought about the future of my fertility
>Take it anyway
I'm not a clever man
>>8597274
to be desu big men in diaps is pretty cringe
but i understand because i also got the diapfetish really bad...
>>8597287
Good evening princess Ali! <3
>>8597287
that entire anime is shite
>>8597290
no pics of me in it
>>8597289
girl*
>>8597297
wrong
>>8597297
>girl
dont know how i feel about that tbqh
>>8597300
maybe
>>8597302
youre becoming one because you are one.
>>8597297
>no pics of me in it
probably too comfy for taking pics to even occur to you when wearing
>>8597307
there was also Ayase
>>8597307
>youre becoming one because you are one.
i guess so?
>>8597287
yeah because usually people tell you when you said something stupid or it bothers them so you don't really have to think about every word you say.
how do i become smaller from 5'2" and transition to become a loli
how do i reset life and be born female
>>8597326
Chop your head off.
TFW mtf and don't pass unless wearing lots of makeup. I fucking hate makeup lemme be a qt girl without it.
5'2" is like living in nightmare mode because i just want to be a little girl even if i was 4'10" it still wouldnt be short enough
you will never understand my plight. i have it worse then the 6 foot hons because they just want to pass as a girl which they can do if they get ffs but nothing will shrink my body back to an 5-8 year old size.
>>8597318
I'll try, It's a lifelong thing that'll be very hard to break.
>>8597333
>they feel tight and itch
worse than normal swimsuits?
>>8597331
it may happen i hate this world
>>8597332
feels bad,,, at least its nice to pass
>>8597333
:<
>>8597334
I just want to blow my head off since I live life on worse than "nightmare mode"
>>8597343
how is your terrible life worse then my miserable existance
>>8597334
>i have it worse then the 6 foot hons
K
Y
S
>>8597333
meh, suit yourself
really scratched my wincest itch at the time
>>8597348
i would accept being a kid again but still aging back to my normal height
>>8597359
yeah i should just repress my need to be smaller and younger before i kms
hi
>>8597368
that's why I said "at the time".
>>8597371
ahh fair point
speaking of i havent read any in a while
like 3 or 4 days
thats unusual for me
goodnight mtfg hopefully i dont get the shadow thing staring at me while i sleep agian.
>>8597368
:c
>>8597350
I usually deal with your shitposting but saying you have it worse than me when youre passing and 5'2 makes me really want to kill myself
>>8597375
Never read any, got any reqs?
>>8597376
sleep tight
have a good night
>>8597380
[Takatsu] My Dear Maid [English]
[Takatsu] Sakura Democracy! [English]
T(C90) [Sesso Minus (Sesso Nashiko)] Akazukin-chan to Harapeko Ookami-san (Little Red Riding Hood)
(COMITIA117) [Aoiro Ichiza (Aoiro Ichigou)] Nora Neko to Rainy Days [English] this if you wanna cry
>>8597391
tyty
Hi MTFG
>>8597375
I do occasionally
diaper
dipe
dope
diapers are for dopes
>>8597404
no diaps carol.
>>8597402
^^
>>8597405
i like em
>>8597348
>yeah, ive tried both and use regular swimsuits like weekly
the irritation makes it sexy!
>swimming as a tranny
how??
>>8597414
O-oh okay
>tfw combining my male and female clothes results in extremely cool gnc male outfits but i have to continue onward to being a fully female normie
hmm
hmmmm
>>8597404
don't contribute to this fucking cancer, keep your shit away from the thread
>>8597415
a skirt is attached to the lower piece of the swimsuit
>>8597423
hmhmmm
>>8597418
ty
I-if I don't pass I can at least be a femboy right
>when ur gf confuses max payne for serious sam and you think she's jokingly triggering you but it turns out she was genuine
>>8597426
:/ hm
>>8597426
I-im sorry >_<
>>8597427
femboys only last until they're 30, then they have to pick a talent-tree
>>8597428
I can understand why, they look really similar
>>8597423
I went out in full fem clothes today, granted they were just fem versions of male clothes. But still, felt good.
>>8597426
>a skirt is attached to the lower piece of the swimsuit
pic? i've only seen that style in anime
>>8597432
I-it won't happen again
>>8597439
ok make sure it wont
>>8597438
not posting a pic of me in a swimsuit here.
I like this artwork
Does anyone have more of these
>>8597443
just the swimsuit, yours or from the catalog you bought it at
>>8597454
literally type in swim skirt
>>8597435
don't encourage her
>>8597455
i want to see hers...
>>8597462
Ty c:
W-whats the artists name? >_<
Also it sucks that someone's making you depressed :(
>>8597462
photo? or of one like it?
>>8597465
not sure
also
yeah he gets into depressive episodes and does this suicidal routine every single night
>>8597466
this is what it was like except black and the person its on isnt a lady and is a lot less hot
>>8597462
Somebody knows the right kind of gift for trans girls!
>>8597471
I know someone who kinda does that
Only
When idk what to respond with
They get mad at me and
Call me a terrible friend, bad person etc.
Also they have a crush on me
And keep
Talking about it
It's kinda annoying ngl (._. )
Is it weird of being called her/etc makes you a bit uncomfortable
>>8597486
It really sucks when people are like it all the time
Ik they can't help it
And I'm kinda hypocritical
But like
Yeah
It really sucks :/
>spent the last 3 hours watching people play PT and outlast
whelp, guess I'm not sleeping tonight
>>8597471
>and the person its on isnt a lady and is a lot less hot
i'm sorry :(
at least you're brave enough to be in a bikini!
>>8597485
Sometimes, but thats due to paranoia. Also I don't 'deserve' it and hate myself, even though I'm out since 2014, 4 years HRT etc.
>>8597494
Pff sleep
I drank coffee yesterday at 10 pm, had to get up at 7 am but still slept a while :/
>>8597480
just fucking ghost them.
>>8597500
>>8597507
I knew this would happen too
but no, I wanted to go down the rabbit hole
I just want sleep but I know the gore will just stay in my head ;_;
>>8596927
hahaha
>>8597520
I mean
I started to just basically not respond
Cause like
He's not really trying to get better
He won't see a therapist or anything
So like
He's basically using me as a therapist
And I don't rlly want to be that
>>8597477
Skirted one-pieces are better.
>>8597520
don't worry about it, I've been there. Fell on my ass once when I was super fucking drunk and trying to be cool and lean against a wall.
I could really use a hug though ._.
>>8597516
Why? He calls you a terrible friend, but keeps trying to establish a relationship. Maybe it's time you cut him off and spare him the agony.
>>8597041
oh I wish that was me :*(
>>8597516
take it with a grain of salt though; I'm the girl who cut off her parents because they were blaming me for suffering from how hard transition is.
>remember that you're not doing anything wrong
>and remember, you've got a future cleaner on your side, so don't fret!
>>8597538
Yeah
Maybe I should
good morning trips and anons!
>>8597559
yeah, if I just by chance happen to travel all the way from coast to coast just to go to the store
>>8597560
I'll have your back if it goes badly.
>>8597562
Hi I'm new here. Haze me.
>>8597562
Good evening fren
>>8597568
every day, really.
>>8597566
post nudes.
>(don't do it)
I have a confession to make.
When I was 6, I knew I wanted to become a violinist. But my mother wanted to send me to the violin instructor of my school, while there was a much more proficient, world class tutor downtown. Meanwhile there was a scholarship for only women to a music oriented private school for middleschool, but it was exclusive to women.
You see, the school instructor was very conservative christian, and so when I came out just for this very reason, refused to have me in her classes, forcing my mother to pay for the other instructor, and by middle school I was legally a girl and could join the private school.
does this mean I'm not trutrans? I would never even consider having transitioned otherwise.
>>8597577
You are beautiful and you did the right thing in life. You are a female now, no matter what anyone says my beautiful girl :)
i can dress like this in my dreams right
>>8597577
I mean, you don't seem traumatized by it. Sure.
I'm a bit jealous, ngl. My parents and relatives are currently in disbelief that I'm trans, and many have disowned me saying I'm just gay.
>>8597580
I take it you're from that one place where all the wildlife can kill you in horrific ways.
>>8597588
oh lawd
>>8597588
actually you can't.
The dream police won't let anything but the nicest anorexia bodies wear bikinis on their dream beaches.
hnngngh I need a bf. A bf I can hug and smell and tell him nice things and kiss him and have missionary sex and him touching my parts and I touching his and penis and butt and and and
>>8597511
But you feel better, right? It will get better, I assure you that!
When I started I always got butterflys when someone called me mrs. xxy but now I do have more down-phases (BPD yay) and then I just want to be away from gender stuff.
Androgynous clothes are still best clothes and at least my face passes...
s-shuddup it will get better ok!
>>8597557
>future cleaner
what
>>8597562
good midday
>>8597577
Who the F would transition just for that reason? There were other reasons, I assure you that, and you use this as an escape route for your transition (well, maybe)
>>8597590
i attempted to transition at 13 with alphamarket hormones
but that failed
then i transitioned at 17
boys are great arent they
>>8597595
its basically dream tier
>>8597596
awe :<
>>8597597
passionate
>>8597588
I can dress like this in my dreams tonight.
>>8597597
Kinda. All these people hating me are kinda making me miserable. I did a whole post about it on facebook, calling out all the people who say I'm miserable and I hate myself and I should detransition because of it, but it's mostly those people hating me that's leading me to internalize it and make it hard not to hate myself.
I like girl clothes, and want to be able to buy one of the super cute dresses in the shop on my block.
Does /mtfg/ have a discord server? Looking to make new friends because of boredom and the loneliness is overwhelmingly eating away at me from inside.
>>8597597
>Who the F would transition just for that reason?
have you never been passionate enough about something to lie about it? or maybe afraid? I assure you any fear you had for withholding your transition, or passions you've had for other actions in your life, they pale to my passion for the violin.
DYSPHORIA
>>8597623
will you though?
>>8597624
ok fair point
>>8597628
idunno
i cant control my dreams ;w;
>>8597608
> All these people hating me are kinda making me miserable
cut them out? Who are they, are you still in school are are they colleagues?
Girl clothes are nice now and then but I stopped wearing dresses cause my skin is shit. I'm literally paper-white and you can see all the blemishes and my legs just look atrocious despite going out for hours, daily. I can't shave them, i recently started wearing long pants again, at 30+°C
The sweating just killed my passing at the endo visit and the loud and really like manbod smelling hon besides me just grinned at me like we could be best friends gosh I hate her so much
>>8597618
violins r gai
I have never been passionate due to being trans but sterilizing yourself and risking having dysphoria again would kill me if I wasn't trans. If you're feeling better you are obviously trans, or do you get a boner while dressing up?
>>8597620
D Y S P H O R I A
KILLS
>>8597635
poor thing. I had a HON try and befriend me, looked like an old cross dresser, 0% pass.
>>8597640
She was so fucking loud, everybody looked at her while she tried to explain the secretary her job and she couldn't stop talking about her former trans endo and it was just... the smell, the tight dress, the dumb look.
I'm so sorry but this person was just so annoying I'm really really sorry. She basically screamed and everyone got annoyed within 3 seconds, just unbelievable, like a annoy-weapon.
>>8597649
hahaha annoy-weapon
>>8597634
hm. That sucks I guess.
you should learn lucid dreaming
>>8597635
I've cut so many people out of my life you wouldn't believe it. I'm only in touch with about 4 people I was friends with from high school, even though I had a circle of maybe 20 way back when. My ex-bandmates won't talk to me. I disowned my mom for accusing me of "living a lie for an easier life" and a bunch of other TERF bullshit, cut communication with my aunt for calling me a gay man, my cousin for saying all trannies are just trying to maliciously turn straight guys gay, and my dad only speaks to me because he loves my sister, whom I'm incredibly close with. The last thing he said to me on the matter was, "you know you'll never be a real girl, right?" Now he just skates around it.
I'm at a point where if I wear boyclothes, I look like a tranny. I essentially have to keep up a (semi)high-maintenance lifestyle just so I don't look disgusting, for better or for worse. Although cis girls are mostly secretly just kinda plain, so I guess it's ok? idfk.
And yeah, hons are gross. I tend to avoid eye contact if at all possible. Saw one on the bus with this fucking logo plastered all over her clothes and just prayed to god she didn't clock me.
>>8597635
oh, and I'm too poor to buy shorts. RIP
when 40 year old agp hons can get hrt instantly, but when you're a legitimate straight tranner they throw you through gatekeeping and make you wait until you're 18
>>8597659
gatekeeping is made by hons for hons, because they believe that all you can ever be is a hon. You need to wait your 50 years before you can live as a girl, you know 8)
it's literal cancer, and I can't wait until they die.
>>8597656
I guess it's normal to cut people out when we change identities. I did the same thing.
I think it helps to move out of the place you are from, out of your comfort zone starting fresh.
>>8597662
I agree actually, although it makes the first year of transition incredibly lonely, while you hope and pray that HRT does enough work to make you look like a girl. I didn't join any school clubs in uni until after my first semester was already over.
lonely, stressful times.
What happened to all the old tripfags? Like kayla and dollface and circe etc.
Is it all new people now?
>>8597660
the devil-hon gatekeeping has pretty much ruined my chances of passing without ffs
>not even that dysphoric
guess im not trutrans
Hmmm I just got home, don't have to work for 6 weeks due to depression... time for some Ultram and sugar free energy drinks >:)
>>8597656
I'm sorry to hear that, I really am!
It's good to talk about it. I had similar experiences. While I have very good contact with my parents now, it wasn't always like that. They threatend to kill themselfes, they said words which I would've never guessed they would ever use. I'm close to my sister aswell but she has a family, so we barely see each other which is ok, I understand that.
After college I met a group of my former circle and they basically ridiculed me and laughed in my face, about my voice (which is really fucking good ok) and about how I look etc. I tried twice, nope, didn't work. Cut them out immediately.
I'm still in contact with my best friends, with like 4 other former students and recently got in contact with 3 friends from that city again. They accepted me but i cut contact out of fear what would happen, I thought to myself "well, better they keep me in good memory instead of meeting such an abomination".
Colleagues in my new city never said anything about my trannyness when i came out on my first day, even though I didn't pass within the first months. Still, they turned out to be assholes and i'm currently not working due to them abusing me, sexual harrassment etc.
TERF bs is unforgivable, but maybe she/they will come arround. They all do after a few years. Be glad you don't need their financial support.
Am I alone with having no local friends whatsoever? I live in a big city with like 2 million people but I have maybe one friends i got to know in a local clinic afte overdosing. We meet up one every few months and I don't think you can call that a friendship.
>>8597653
Throw her in a war zone and both sides will give up
>>8597658
Poor is my second name but.. shorts cost like 5€ at every H&M. Collect some bottles or stop eating for a few days and e voilá you could have your very own pair of shooooorts
>>8597688
I'm sorry for that reddit-spacing, i don't use reddit and haven't been on 4chan in half a year. Usually I do write without paragraphs
>>8597688
nasty terfs
I'm glad you got time off, is it paid leave?
>>8597676
>kayla
still shitting up the thread from time to time
>dollface
now uwuface
>circe
no fucking clue, but nobody cares because she's an insufferable pos
last I heard, she detransitioned
>>8597679
Part of the logic behind it is that most people don't really know what you're going to be doing with your life until you start planning for college. This is an partially an effect of the industrialization of school; everyone just coasts until high school is over. It'd probably be better if we all had to apply for certain high schools and think about what we're doing instead of just being assigned them. Whatever though. Now it's just an excuse to treat kids like they're idiots because they haven't lived X arbitrary years that may or may not have taught them anything.
pic related: a message from my aunt when she was telling me I'm making a mistake in transitioning.
>>8597688
your parents threatened to kill themselves?? I honestly haven't heard that one before, that's super manipulative though. It can be surprising how quickly they turn on you when you go against them...
That's really shitty what happened with your peers, I'm really paranoid about that, so I just keep to myself most of the time. Some people in the clubs I'm in won't talk to me, and I don't know why. Some treat me differently. It makes me afraid to work, but like I said, my parents and relatives blame me for my fear, instead of trying to understand it genuinely.
I don't give second chances, because my mom keeps trying to understand on her terms. She'll shower me in gifts to keep me from pushing her away, and then turn on me the second I open up. She's a drunk too, which doesn't make anything better.
I don't want to go through that again, so if anyone in my life fucks up once, they're just done. Should've taken that note out of the books of others long before I got hurt.
>or stop eating for a few days
I'm doing that just so I can keep eating through this month.
>>8597698
I couldn't care less.
>>8597701
TERFs should all just die.
>>8597688
also, I am dependent on my parents. I'm expected to be totally functional despite all the shit I get from what seems like my entire world, and instead I get hospitalized for hating myself again and again. Somehow I keep getting blamed for it...
my dad pays for rent and school, and my mom bitched at me every time she had to give me money so I can FUCKING EAT. My dad won't give me money for food, so I'm begging for scraps and handouts.
"you should take responsibility for your life choices and face the consequences"
I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate everything. I hate it, I fucking hate it. I want to die, and nobody understands why. Fucking nobody.
>>8597703
alrighty, thanks.
what about ufufu? she seemed pretty cool. I know there were a few others but I can't remember.
I keep lashing out at people because I don't know what else to do...
I'm just a fucking broken person.
>>8597721
posted here about a month ago. Said something about a youtube channel she was starting.
Moap still posts, in case you weren't aware.
Elanna is mostly anon, if here at all, currently hurting from a rough breakup.
Phien is here sometimes?
mado hasn't posted in a while
cyba dropped by a while ago, but she kinda disappeared after a trump thing.
Red was bullied out.
Ash has family stuff.
Birdy got cancer for all I care.
Drakeposter is still cancer.
Most of the dollface mafia just kinda vaporized.
trying to think of anyone I missed.
>>8597701
yes it's paid leave, 8 weeks total then therapy which I will have paid aswell and then I should look for work
>>8597703
Jup, threatened to kill themselves if I won't stop with my transition. I thought the same; even though it destroyed me i knew it was pure manipulation. I'm glad they changed their mind after 8-9 months and now we're better than ever, call each other several times a week, my father finally laughs again and they help me out with money now and then (just small amounts, i try to make my own money, just like they did).
>Some treat me differently
I've been told it's because some feel threatened by someone looking 'this good' or by being tall or... there can be dozends of reasons but I'm the same, I always overthink everything and always come to the conclusion I don't pass, everyone hates me bla bla bla...
>my parents and relatives blame me for my fear, instead of trying to understand it genuinely
And they think they are the good guys?
>>8597714
Do you have a job, I guess your are studying? Maybe they don't know how much money you need but honestly, i've been at the same place. Did some things I regret, just to get by
>>8597577
You're VTS, violinist trans sexual. That's neither more or less trutrans than any other kind of trans.
>>8597731
I'm currently a year and a half in, and they still deadname me. I'm afraid to ask them to call me charlotte, because I don't want to lose funding for school.
>good guys
My relatives certainly do. My mom is struggling with her terf shit, but she's a misandrist at her core. My dad just doesn't want to interfere as long as I'm getting by. It's cold for sure...
I don't have a job. I'm thinking about camming, but I'm not sure how to get started. And they know exactly how much money I need - my mom just believes I need to be "desperate" for work. Her words, not mine.
They make well over enough to help me, and are choosing to neglect me ONCE AGAIN. Not like it's been a theme of trying to make me feel like shit about myself if I wasn't meeting their standards since I was 12 or anything.
>>8597759
the one without diapers
>>8597759
do you WANT to post in a thread with diapers?
ok, I'm going to bed. My head hurts from crying.
bye.
>>8597747
What about your sis, do they treat her the same? Maybe you can ask her for some support. I was surprised when my sister told me shes a bit hurt that I don't ask her for help, for example a bit of money. Personally I just hate asking for help, especially money.
I know it sucks to search for a job as someone transitioning, but maybe you could look for some mini-job, something anonymous like working in a warehouse or packing shelves in supermarkets? Earning a few bucks is tax-free most of the time; without earning a few hundred bucks a month I would've never made it. Depression got worse so I can understand if work is impossible atm, it's the same for me since... last year. it sucks.
Deadnaming could get better when your parents see that strangers see you as woman and call you by your prefered name. Mine still do now and then but only on the pronouns, I try to be understanding but it's different in your situation.
Distancing yourself too much is impossible due to financial resons and getting close isn't good either cause your mom is bad for your mental health. It's a complicated situation and the only thing you can look forward to is: this is going to pass. How long till you can finish with your studies?
>>8597768
oh no i didn't realise, sorry :(
>>8597773
niite <3
>>8597775
I'll just... I'll figure it out.
My sister doesn't have much money, and I don't want to push her for anything. I feel bad taking money from people, especially when my parents are so fucking loaded. My dad's retiring at 50 lmfao.
I'm fortunate though, because I ended up meeting some super altruistic swedish girls at a summer camp, and they want to help me. They're starting a fucking donation drive for me, and it's like... I feel kinda emotionally torn about it. On one hand, I can actually get through a few months on it without worrying about people hating me, but on the other, it feels weird to make myself so vulnerable just so people can help me. I need to do it though.
I have two more years of studies. I can't fail once, or my dad will cut me off entirely. Hopefully after that I can move to japan or something and start a new life.
>>8597780
It's nice to meet you, Jana :3
(Charlotte isn't actually that common in the states, but everyone seems to think it's ok)
>>8597781
bai!
>>8597719
big samee
today is mommy makeout day.
Morning everyone. How are you all doing?
>really cute asian friend got her first shot of t the other day
>on one hand i want to tell her im happy for her
>on the other hand i want to stab her throat for being a 9/10 cutie and wanting to ruin it
brain swapping technology when holy shit
>>8597789
lets talk again later, good night
>>8597797
i just ate 800g of yoghurt in under 10min and feel kind of woozy
>>8597799
>wanting to be asian
shit that might give me even worse dysphoria
>>8597801
What promoted you to do that lol
>>8597811
Prompted.prompted.
>>8597797
Hihi
>>8597816
Hi hi hi hi hi
Howre you?
>>8597817
I'm good, it's almost midnight and I'm listening to Dream Theatre :P
>>8597819
Ooh nice. What album? It's 6:40 am and I'm about to start my work commute.
I gave my hormones away. Sigh
>>8597840
Give them to me next time ok?
>>8597833
Awake
Ah cool, have fun at work.
>>8597841
I gave them to someone I can trust
>>8597729
I was thinking older (?) trips, like sonic, oddish, jormy, cheska etc.
>>8597814
gonna be megatits from hereon, jade - megatits
>>8596837
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phyqYbmiWUo
>that feel when this is making me regret what I'm doing with myself.
pls echochamber me
>>8597729
Elanna broke up with cis tits?
>>8597659
>legitimate
>straight tranner
>>8597841
If you live closer to me maybe I can help you. Still have quite a bit to give away
>>8597857
you're not male silly
>>8597867
implying non agp tranners only into dudes aren't /trutrans/
>>8597886
>>8597881
>implying there's such a thing as "/trutrans/"
>>8597886
Aw shit it's my best fren, DECAF coffee.
Guys recommend me music for today.
>>8597939
Ayreon - The Human Equation
>>8597881
>non agp
>tranners
>>8597857
And people wonder why I violently repress
This guy says all the things that cut down and deligimitise my desire to be a girl
>>8597946
You wouldn't happen to be a fan of a youtuber named mumkey jones? This is like this favorite band or something.
>>8597965
No, never heard of him, I'm just really into prog rock.
>>8597977
He's the best <3 :3
Yeah prog rock is cool.
I used to listen to more of it back in college. In the court of the crimson king and the yes album. Things like that.
I found Amy's Reddit account lol
>>8598060
You don't know what subteddits I whine on
I'm still going to kill God.
>>8598124
What! :c
I had a really nice reincarnation set for all you guys as an apology for messing up your births.
You all get to be cis girls have the perfect childhood and teen years and you fall in love and get married and have kids.
Y-youve hurt my feelings mortal :(
>>8597946
That album was really good.
>>8597848
>sonic, oddish, jormy,
Still posts regularly
>cheska
Has a porn site and occasionally posts.
>tfw have to get through a dermatology appointment before cuddles later
>>8598387
Good luck at your appointment <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4BJRr3zzHA
I don't understand how youtubers can enterprise this much. do they have massively successful sideprojects with their companies?
>>8598417
Add revenue,sponsorhips,patreons,merchandising. YouTuber's have a lot of potential revenue streams and depending on the type of YouTube's there can be tons more.
>>8598387
Good to see you're not moving forward. Some people never change and that brings us comfort.
he hates me probably im ugly and a freak he hates me and hes gonna stop talking to me
>>8597659
>agp
>straights are more legitimate
they should prescribe you a clue
>>8598447
do you ctrl+f things like "straight" and "heterosexual" so you can unleash your transbian sperg out on everyone
>tfw eating microwave meals
>tfw don't have to cook
>tfw calories are counted for me
I don't know why everyone doesn't do this tbqh
>>8598466
They have garbage nutrition and are full of sodium
>>8598468
Yeah but for a short-term diet who cares?
>>8598466
sodium makes you retain water so you look fatter
IS THIS WHERE WE ARE
CAN WE STOP MAKING A HUNDRED THREADS AT ONCE
>>8598470
short-term diets are useless. You dont learn to eat properly and will just gain weight again.
>>8598482
IM HAVING SUCH A STRESSFUL DAY AND IVE ONLY BEEN AWAKE FOR AN HOUR AAAAAH
>>8598433
does that make arin one of the worlds richest transpeople?
>>8598488
*hugs*
>>8598471
Microwave breakfast - 3.9 g
Microwave dinner - 2.2 g
That's only 0.1g over the limit
>>8598479
I know that, I will buy new appliances that makes cooking healthy food easier by the time I've lost weight on the microwave meals but for now it's too much of a pain with the crappy appliances that I have. I'm one of those people that will only bother if I have some fancy griller or steamer that does all the work for you.
>>8598498
Depends on of he's actually repressing and how long you want the list to be. I think there are probably some surprisingly wealthy low profile trans people.
I'm taking hrt again
I'm taking hrt again
I was talked down
I'm sorry.
>>8598503
Forgot trip
>>8598500
>Microwave breakfast
??????????????
>>8598466
Try Soylent if you can afford it. It's designed for you to be able to live on it. It has all the nutrients you need.
>>8598518
A friend of minenused that for a while and was quote happy with it.
I gave up on keto because if I tried cooking anything that wasn't chicken or salmon it tasted like crap and chicken got boring and salmon is expensive. I then bought grilled meat takeaways instead but grilled meat and salad is fucking £8 when fried chicken and chips is £3. I don't think I was ever in truly keto anyway because I like fruit too much. It was still worth it though, reducing carbs dropped my appetite massively and I have lost about 7lb
>>8598509
Microwave eggs, sausage and beans
Never get fat kids, my weight loss attempts have dragged on for 5 years. In that time I've lost about 30 lb. I mean at least I've made progress but it's WW1-tier progress.
>>8598518
you can make so much more cheap food at home with so much better macros. It's great if you want ready to eat meals without much work, but still, i would buy some oats, soy, milk and mutlivitamins and tadaaa - dirt cheap.
>>8598521
have you tried going ana?
>>8598505
you would've anyway. Others are worried and what you're doing is manipulation.
>>8598466
I love frozen rice-dishes, or Paella or Nasi Goreng... super cheap, super tasty, much protein with low calories, although mostly not low-carb
>>8598438
Is this a new song you're writing
Tell us about him :(
>>8598537
>Oats
Is that what you Americans call porridge? That's what we feed prisoners here.
>>8598537
I don't mean to. I don't want anything from anyone
Be like me and learn to repress
>>8598566
im going to repress and still take hrt
social transition is too difficult
>>8598571
I can't even do that. My body was fucked from the beginning
>>8598540
Feeding prisoners that is cruel, it's barely fit as horse fodder.
>>8598521
Chips are straight up carbs. To get to keto you don't even need to eat any meat, actually you don't even need to eat anything.
>>8598546
You use a trip and keep in touch with people, update your drama, and talk with people about your decisions. It's very clear that you do in fact want a lot from people.
>>8598615
Because sometimes I need help and don't know what to do
Once I kill God, the first thing I will do is send old women who love Minion memes to hell
>>8598414
Thanks! Nothing scary happened, but it was a little disappointing.
>>8598643
I'm sorry :*(
What do I do now?
I'll never look female no matter what.
Do I just go and change my name back or what?
>>8598629
No true. You want reassurance and support and you manipulate people in to giving you this attention.
>>8598647
Don't be, it's a start! I'm at least on the road to improvement and can start really getting my skin in better condition. It'll take time but things will get better!
>>8598610
Now that you've seen my boymode do you still think I'm pretty?
>>8598611
Chips? Who said I eat chips? it was just a price comparison.
>tfw people joked about me transitioning and now i'm here
:s
how do I know if I'm ACTUALLY trans?
>>8598655
Too funny. Do you remember when you and your friends thought you were going to be a smoking hot buxom fashion babe by last summer? I chuckle just thinking back to those days.
>>8598653
There's something wrong with me
I bottled so much over the years and have a really stunted development when it comes to interaction of any feelings or issues
>>8598663
Then you left it ambiguous don't get triggered.
>>8598673
It's the same for a lot of the other trips here. The big problem is that you all self perpetuate your problems together. You're not going to get what you need from people here and you're definitely not going to get better if you hang around other trips.
I want death
>i will never be a young girl growing up
>or a girl in general
>>8598665
Imagine you have a button in front of you labeled as "memes" then do you press that button?
Would you press that button if your life depended on it?
Would you press that button if it was the only choice you had?
Would you press that button if someone had you in a head lock and forced your finger to press the button?
Would you press the button if you were a robot and got programmed to press the button?
If you press the button in any of those questions then you're definitely trans.
>>8596837
Is it normal that your boobs shrink during hrt?
I've been on them for 8 months and the last two the growth stopped. Now it's rather like they're shrinking.
I've been on 4mg e when growth stopped and upped them to 6. Is that the problem? I read about estrogen turning into t when yu take too much but I thought cypro would counter that.
>>8598696
Eat more pies.
>>8598681
>you're definitely not going to get better if you hang around other trips
what if one of them helps you get informed consent and it prevents your suicide and you email each other for six months and then meet in real life and then you quickly become gfs
>>8598681
>you're definitely not going to get better if you hang around other trips.
idk I'm dating a trip and my life has become substantially better and it might actually finally lead me to a place where I don't have to live in fear of my family anymore so i guess YMMV
>>8598701
Went from about 55 to 68 kg over the months. I'm normal weight..
>Mum telling me on the phone she saw hons
She said she saw 2 trannies, both looked about 40s/50s one looked like Grant Mitchell form Eastenders in a wig and the other was just a bearded dude in a dress and red lipstick. Said a nearby black guy shouted "battyboy!" at it. It was very cringe she said. She says I'm very pretty and lucky to be doing this at a young age.
>>8598681
idk some of the trips can be really, really nice :3
I will destroy you all as soon as I have destroyed God
>>8598665
please respond
>>8598729
This is Amy's future.
>>8598747
but that reply isn't even a serious reply
>>8598736
but anon, i have standards, i'd much rather be alone than force myself into a relationship for the sake of it
if her personality and interests weren't a perfect fit for me, i would never have kissed her at the end of the first day we met, let alone been dating her for a year and a half and living together for a year now
>Besides you were already transitioning a long time ago and were single.
i had only been on E for four months on that day
These are cute
>>8598754
Im back on hrt now. I caved ok? I'm not proud of my behavior
If I do this again I'll just ask to get raloxi. Or start hiding boobs when they come in
I will reshape the world to make it look like an entire magical cartoon world
>>8598758
what are tetra's parents like, bexe
>>8598758
So you're saying that distorting your memory and giving a shinier gloss to a stupid situation is enough to ignore your problems.
>>8598762
>Im back on hrt now. I caved ok?
LMAOOO ALREADY??
that didn't last long, chief
>>8598736
>saying I have a solid relationship with someone I only incidentally met in this thread is a bubble
lol pal I know most of this thread is shit but you gotta be a real imbecile to think every person here is some identical toxic 4chan beast. Surely not every fucking trip is Emma lmao.
>>8598755
Yes it is, that's how it's done around here.
>>8598770
religious and stupid and they absolutely hate me and are constantly mad that she'd rather live with me than them and i love it
>>8598772
what if i told you that being with her is actually helping me solve my problems over time
>>8598762
>Im back on hrt now. I caved ok?
finally
>>8598765
Not anime?
>>8598781
then no i don't want memes
>>8598788
What's the difference really?
>>8598773
Yeah :/ 8 days
Anger doesn't carry me far
And the damning evidence of feeling better instantly taking my hrt again. I'm trans :(
I'm such a meme.
>>8598779
Nicole was obliged to reply again after feeling insecure now with what seemed like a sleight to reputation. It was more stupid rambling and self promotion that anon couldn't take seriously but still gave another (You) because why not.
>>8598787
>religious and stupid and they absolutely hate me and are constantly mad that she'd rather live with me than them and i love it
wow, they sound kinda religious and stupid
you should send them passive-aggressive cards on major holidays with photos of you two hugging inside and a winking face drawn inside the card
>>8598765
pretty sure toon decks suck pal
>>8598787
What if I told you that I know your history and remember your drama and now I don't give a fuck how you try to sell this one?
>>8598797
now go to your sisters at repressiongen and guide them on the correct path
>>8598799
pretty sure she wanted to point out there's an area between "everyone on /mtfg/ is retarded and toxic" and "people here are genuinely nice" that means you should still meet up with ppl from here that you judge to be decent, otherwise you might seriously miss out.
>>8598788
Well, there is a card called MANGA Ryu-ran.
Does that count?
>>8598806
I haven't played Yugioh in years so I wouldn't know.
I love Insect Queen though!
>>8598790
Are you sure? Just look at all the trips here. You could be repeating this day over and over again just like them if you choose to press the button. Think of what you're missing out on.
>>8598797
told you you'd snap
kek
>inb4 spartan returns this weekend
>tfw you win the 1994/1995 back to back blockbuster championships
>>8598797
youre not a meme
youre a pathetic bottom feeder
>>8598813
Sertii as another member of the local bullshit squad had to come to Nicole's defense now to keep up appearance of bullshit being a worthwhile contribution. Anon saw this and gave a (You) in response to this.
>>8598830
I want to suck the scum off another girls feet.
>>8598813
It was repressiongen who bullied me for looking beta and like a lesbian into taking it again...
Talk about irony
>>8598825
I really don't want that to happen. As bad as it is, raloxi is one way to prevent any violent switching between. But I'll try o learn self acceptance and calm myself before it comes to that
>>8598796
Ass and tiddies mostly.
>>8598817
I am sorry. I have grown up and haven't watched cartoons in quite some time.
>>8598836
>talking in third person
did we get sucked into a meta form of RP? i'm not down with this. where's my character sheet. this game sucks.
Serious question
Have you ever looked at another transperson, knowing their (new) name and think "Sophia doesn't really fit you"?
Asking this out of genuine curiousity
>>8598830
Yeah
>>8598800
and for christmas i'll mail them a pretty little gift box, and inside will be six months' worth of her empty bottles of estrogen and cyproterone acetate
>>8598812
me too thanks
>>8598849
i think you would make a cute sophia, although to be honest, i would prefer it if you called yourself gonnie baars after my favourite dutch musician
also, gonnie baars sounds a bit like gummy bears and i like those
>>8598849
maybe it's the 'tism but I don't really see how a name can fit someone or not, it's just a name
>>8598844
Sertii now personally feeling insecure could see how this was going. Sertii decided to post a generic deflection accompanied with an emoji face meme to which Anon returned a (You) for effort.
hows everyone
>>8598862
post the boobies vid you were talking about
>>8598844
My therapist does help. I will see them again soon.
>>8598859
lol
>>8598859
i think that's all sertii does though
besides look suicidal
>>8598859
you're the shittiest fucking dm i've ever played with. i'm done with this crap im gonna go get ramen and find a new tabletop gaming group. youre not invited.
>>8598864
what are you even on about lol
>>8598864
it was charlotte i think
>>8598864
youre mistaking carol for charlotte
I know theyre generic sluts but still
>>8598846
Nicole didn't understand why they were being narrated in response to the same generic predictable and scripted bullshit posted every day. Anon didn't bother explaining they were like unchanging one dimensional characters and gave yet another (You) in response.
>>8598852
>and for christmas i'll mail them a pretty little gift box, and inside will be six months' worth of her empty bottles of estrogen and cyproterone acetate
damn, bexxy
i hope you're planning to donate your heart to an ice cube factory when you die so it doesn't go to waste
>>8598696
Does anyone know stuff about hrt here?
Hrtgen seems dead.
>>8598888
>you must be [x scapegoat who covers for every anon not liking me!]
every day so booooring
>>8598886
Perhaps as a middle name or something, I like what I have now
>>8598868
They're the worst of the worst I usually just skip both their posts all together. There's no point ever really talking to them about anything.
>>8598893
>thinking anon opinions matter
like the only good anons are like the frog bully and other people with established personalities
"generic rude anon" is like background noise lol
>>8598897
have you considered Loena?
I'm so bored
>>8598893
Some trips like to pretend there's only one anon because they're emotionally fragile.
>>8598899
no kidding
its fun to trigger their autism tho
all you have to do is say people don't like them and they have some huge fit from the revelation
it's a shame they go back to their delusion in 10 min tho
>>8598909
i think we have two perfect example here
two man faced barking tumblrites
>Don't talk to Emma she will abuse and attack you
You act like that isn't a turn on
>>8598918
Carol has been here like a year
>>8598910
Yeah they don't ever shut up. They're always here, I leave and they're here, I come back and they're still at it. Every day they do the same thing because they're the dumbest people in the world.
>>8598885
they're the same
>>8598918
how do belgian names even work like i guess it depends on whether you're flemish or walloon? everybody should just get spanish language names frankly. like normal people
>>8598918
carols posting more maybe....?
you really call one person posting an influx..?
>>8598904
what about naomi
Loena and Naomi were my two go to names if I wanted a dutch name, I ended up just going with a greek one though because my deadname was greek as well and I kinda like the idea of sort of staying true to my heritage.
>>8598923
2 years
well
2 and a half i guess
^^
>>8598918
I was here before you :T
>>8598926
ive seen both of their boobs
not the same
>>8598924
i think that's what triggers them so much
imagine if you posted here 23/7 like sertii
youd probably take this place unbelievably seriously
like anyone who makes fun of you is attacking you irl
>>8598902
>tfw still the most widely feared bully in /mtfg/
Good feel.
>>8598891
no can do, i'm going to donate it to my brain-transplant clone body in 20X6
>>8598939
i didn't say you were feared
my implication was that you were entertaining
like the court jester who is also 5'6
>>8598918
I chose my first name that I was sitting on since puberty from a children's book that I used to love. I was considering a tribute to my grandma(s) > Corinne > [my name]. I threw Corinne out because at the time I was working with a cunt named Cory.
>>8598923
Oh they're the same?
>>8598928
I'm not Belgian lol, I live here. I am a supreme Dutch masterrace.
As for Flemish/Waloon rules...well, I guess I could tell you that it works the same as for The Netherlands/Flanders and France/Wallonia except they tend to give French names a bit more in Flanders?
>>8598929
>>8598931
I think I'm confused, sorry!
>>8598930
>>8598940
I did think about Naomi! I really liked that name too, but I wanted something that was close to my birthname and my already nickname
>>8598947
yoire dumb af seems like
no offense :)
>>8598947
Yeah I used to post as Carol but then I started posting at Caroline
sometimes I post as Carol again
idk why
i just like going between the two i guess
i also have like 3 tripcodes
/shrug
I sexually identify as alex jones
>>8598931
ahh
>>8598947
yeah they are the same person
>>8598962
do you want me to sexually attack you in a loving and nf way
>>8598962
why? because you look like a gay frog?
>>8598966
Because im a human and im cummin
im a HUMAN
and im CUMMIN
I like to have CHILDREN
i like to EAT
>>8598898
You should become the anime girl of your dreams. No censoring then.
>>8598979
100% botched the quote
cringed irl
>>8598979
:thinking:
>>8598944
I am 5 foot, 7 inches tall, which is a perfectly average height, thank you very much.
Good thing your opinions have about as much value to me as the contents of a pauper's bedpan, otherwise I might be offended.
>>8598982
my calculations say you can also be very dumb
>>8598974
This is better https://youtu.be/Da9sPVF0nu8
traps are streigth now guys
>>8598983
woke up less than 15 minutes ago sry
>>8598985
thonkank
>>8598986
if ur a chaser ur a manlet
im taller than u
triggering my dom side
can i tease you
>>8598994
gniknoht
>>8598997
i spent like 10 seconds trying to translate that
tfw haven't eaten in 48 hours.
>>8599000
:P
>>8599008
be a meme and get pizza
>>8599009
why do you post these gross pics
>>8599013
they aren't gross~
>>8598994
>can i tease you
no, that is the exact opposite of how this is supposed to work
that would be like me going to the zoo and the animals feeding me
>>8598998
>are you lanky or bulky?
i'm just under 12 stone, so i'm pretty fat for my height, but it means i have the weight advantage (and don't you dare forget it, swampie)
>>8599013
because edgy
>>8599013
carols a teenage girl with massive autism so she goes through phases every week
she literally used to worship greek gods
and she just bought diapers and purposely showed everyone she did
she's also 'tried' to suicide like 10 times now
Guro is lame, self penectomies are where its at
>>8599015
they are gross
>>8599021
But I think its hot to bully guys into submission
>>8599028
I need to pluck my eyebrows too or wax em
i think im gonna set up a waxing appointment
im getting a haircut and bangs on Saturday!!!
>>8599031
thats hot
>>8598982
I thought so. Now I see it popping up with people a quarter my age. I'm not dissatsified with the name, I'm dissatsified that I'm not more satisfied. It doesn't have to be meaningful or meaningless, just thoughtful.
Honestly Carol is probably one of the most boring trips there has ever been, it's really tiring watching her go from one obsession to the next.
>>8599021
oh dude we're pretty close in weight then, im like 72kg
i can probably pick you up actually
>>8599037
>thats hot
It really is, go on a site called man mods, omg
>>8599043
>this being said by sertii
HAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAGAGAGAGAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
>>8599047
you can post whatever you want
I'm going to make a nice healthy scrumptuious delicious hamburger nothing can stop me.
>>8599040
I can kind of relate to that, how long since you have changed your name? If it has been a short period of time, perhaps you need to get used to it?
>>8599054
I doubt u got access to the site that fast
>>8599047
why u gotta run so hot
>>8599037
>But I think its hot to bully guys into submission
yes, but you're into sissy boys and twinks and get triggered by manliness
just do you know, people who try to bully me usually find themselves the victims of some VERY mean (you)s, so watch your mouth, princess
>>8599043
>i can probably pick you up actually
maybe once, but i bet E has zapped all your strength - when was the last time you tried to lift anyway?
>>8599072
>just do you know, people who try to bully me usually find themselves the victims of some VERY mean (you)s, so watch your mouth, princess
Awww, anon is precious <3
>>8599072
Bullying only turns me on as well
t. sado masochist
either way I'm gonna end up turned on
>>8599057
>nice healthy scrumptuious delicious
>hamburger
>>8599079
maybe it's a burger without a bun, who knows
>>8599072
I don't have any bantz left I'm afraid :/
>>8599076
when i ask you for water
you give me gasoline
>>8599082
right?
I like mean (you)'s
just warning anon im gonna use him to get off
>>8599096
is this song lyrics or something
>>8599068
>>8599079
Burger*
FUK
>>8599082
Hmm, ofcourse I can't say how you're going to feel in the future or do now, but I guess considering the last years that you have gone with a diffrent name, I suppose it's still kind of getting used to?
I mean I'd say change it again if you're really not happy but that feeling you have now might come back.
I don't know.
>>8599082
>You'll get a swift kick in the boipussy before I turn into an anime girl.
Guess I am never getting kicked thankfully.
ffxiv was a mistake
>>8599129
Ff14 is all right.
>>8599135
75% of ffxiv players are trans. this is a fact
>>8599122
you know how in rare instances, someone will have an accident and damage their pituitary gland, which causes it to secrete large amounts of growth hormones?
i think a similar thing happened to you, except replace pituitary gland with "libido" and growth hormones with "lewdness"
>>8599129
my life was a mistake
>>8599140
no my sex drive is actually dead
like the idea of it though
makes me want lewd
i cant masturbate successfully ;w;
>>8599144
most likely incorrect
Which trips are spiritually fulfilled?
>>8599163
>no my sex drive is actually dead
>makes me want lewd
you are CONFUSING me right now, isla
i am being counter-shitposted and i'm powerless to stop it
>>8599173
potsy for sure
>>8599139
Is it now? And how many of those play as the cat person race?
I am the Bone of my Dilator
Skittles are my Body and Estrogen is my Blood.
I have created over a Thousand Timelines,
Unknown to /clg/,
Nor known to /mtfg/.
Have withstood Dysphoria to create many Spooks
Yet those Hands will never hold a BF.
So, as I Pray
Unlimited Trans Works!
Haven't we reached 150 image limit yet
>>8599173
definitely me
>>8599190
we have
>>8599180
>my motivation is dead, i try to lewd but it fails
is this because of the side effects of the magic girl beans
or are you just depressed and can't force yourself to be lewd anymore
>tfw i will never be fulfilled
maybe if you're lucky, one day you will be filled full
>>8599190
i'm making a new one
When everyone you have ever loved is finally gone
When everything you have ever wanted is finally done with
When all of your nightmares are for a time obscured
As by a shining brainless beacon
Or a blinding eclipse of the many terrible shapes of this world
When you are calm and joyful
And finally entirely alone
Then in a great new darkness
You will finally execute your special plan
>>8599207
make the OP a black cat so i don't have to
>>8599215
>>8599215
>>8599215
>>8599217
shit