/mtfg/ Transgirl General

remember when mtfg was cool?

>>8481490
First for Emma is abusive and encourages self harm and suicide and needs to be stopped.

>>8481492
No one in that is sober rn. Its funny to hear them read it tho.

>>8481493
yeah

>>8481494
Hmm so you expect others to have trips but refuse to use one to avoid any kind of accountability for when you act like a cunt. Really makes me think.

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>>8481501
it was never cool

>>8481501
no

>>8481506
good job bringing the drama into this thread too

i don't use a trip because i don't want attention from the hellhole this is

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it's too hot

i want to be somewhere cold right now

Lf buddi

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>>8481517
>mfw going into the costco freezer like an hour ago

>>8481518
hi ember ilu

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>>8481492
But there is lots of drama :)

I wanna listen but I'd feel weird desu

>>8481501
How to make cool again? There have been bully anons since I got here.

>>8481516
o i c

i've been playing in bands since i was 13 so no one thought anything of my long hair cos thats what super cool punk rockers do

they also didnt think much of me wearing tight girls jeans cos thats also what cool punk rockers do

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>>8481517
tfw not in antarcitca

>>8481521
did you get some pizza? hotdogs? chicken bakes?

how many transgirls here had long hair as a kid or before realizing/coming out

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>>8481521
That's not a bad idea. I might go put my head into a freezer

>>8481501
I liked you better on massive amounts of drugs, rather then this substantial but smaller amount

>>8481531
I had to go to catholic school, so I was never allowed to have long hair

>>8481530
i got vitamins and my boyfriend got some food
>>8481533
it was cold i hated it

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who else /doki doki/ here

>>8481531
I had hair halfway down my back for yeeears while repressing.

>>8481518
b u d d i

>>8481525
You're literally friends with he bully anon squad

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cats

>>8481531
my dad always made me cut my hair short so i grew it out the instant he was gone and got 1 medium-length haircut in 8 years

>>8481540
no not really just eating lasagna

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>tfw part of the cool anon squad
We're cool.

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>>8481529
>tfw not on pluto

>>8481537
yes, but it's better than dying to death of sun-induced heat

>>8481501
Kinda till it ruined my life somewhat.

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>>8481531
yeah but it was still kinda boyish length
this is from when i was 12
aaaahhh puberty ruined everything :3

why did rawr rape ufufu....??

>>8481544
What squad? I can't tell anons apart, and don't talk to ones that are bullying at the time.

>>8481550
that's a different kind of doki doki
what's in it??

i still think the bully anon people are actually just one person pretending to be multiple

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>>8481560
iktf

>>8481574
You and rawr are the ugliest trips, guaranteed

>>8481573
I pretend to be multiple people, but there's still a few different bully anons around

>>8481522
>>8481542
Wow two buddis

>>8481570
vegetables and cheese and tomato sauce

its alright

>>8481576
just me

Just had a huge fight with my mom and am crying ama

>>8481583
Nah rawr's uglier. At least you aren't bald anymore and actually pass.

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>>8481540
>tfw no one to make my heart go doki doki
>tfw just get overly attached to strangers

>>8481587
why's she such a bitch?

>>8481587
Im really sorry to hear that, what happened?

>>8481587
sorry beep i hope you are okay :c

>>8481588
Sheen also didn't rape anyone. He's probably too fat to get it up.

>>8481587
If you didn't delete my number you can call and be gay with me

>>8481560
Hey Maeve, how's it going? Have you been okay lately?

She's always saying stuff like, you and your sister make me feel like nothing I do is ever good enough and that she should pack her things and go away and never see us again or kill herself. She's always saying how ungrateful we are. It's so hard to be happy around her because she's always finding something to be upset about and faking emotions and we just never know how to react around her. It's all just so confusing and hard to deal with. My sister and I just want a normal family and for our mom to be happy but she's always on edge and idk senpai it's just so hard

>>8481614
Oh your mom is narcissistic like mine

>>8481560
maeve if this is you you look so so pretty now

i meant it when i said that pic in passgen was 100% pass just keep going and you're going to be fine

>>8481614
im sorry i don't know how to help at all but that sounds terrible :<

>>8481580
im sure it's good!

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>>8481598
this upset me, only because I have something to get up :(

>>8481614
Do not let her make you feel guilty , she is just emotionally manipulating you.

>>8481632
yeah rawr being a known rapist has been proven over and over again

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>go out looking okay
>place I was going to go is closed
>cry briefly and drive home feeling hella dysphoric
>drive past lesbian bar and just feel even worse
>end up back at parents house.
>omg. Suicide when

>>8481634
Trust cis, he's an expert

>>8481636
Ok then prove it. If you link to a post on the internet that is just hearsay then you aren't very intelligent desu senpai.

>>8481637
be my gf

>>8481637
You look like an autistic man.

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>>8481643
You'd have to touch my penis. Ew. that's gay.

>>8481594
:(
>>8481596
:( ty nonny
>>8481601
I didn't delete you. I think our moms have a lot in common. I kinda wanna call but I'm scared
>>8481624
:(
>>8481634
Some of what she says make sense but it's blown so out of proportion

>>8481642
ufufu has said he raped her on multiple occasions.

Then again you're probably rawr samefagging.

>>8481644

I am not friends with this bully anon

>>8481649
no she didnt rawr
why do you hate yourself so much?

>>8481650
You're almost as ugly as rawr or wetflame.

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>>8481644
No I don't.

>>848165
My electrolysist told me that when Jesus was on the cross he said forgive them for they know not what they do. Shit weirded me out.

>>8481647
cut your girlcock off desu

>>8481649
No im not and couldnt care less about rawr. A lot of people claim rape, unless you have ACTUAL proof then you admit you are just spreading rumors.

>>8481656
>tfw never posted pics here, nice try though

>>8481652
Stop samefagging rawr

what is rawr's endgame like i don't think anybody except her cares about her so what is she trying to achieve by spamming everywhere

>>8481659
March 2019 I got a suporn appointment. If I get money by then I will. Haha

>>8481656
>t. butthurt hon probably uglier than sheen

>>8481661
>>8481661
>>8481662
>>8481663
kys rawr

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>>8481670
Not very smart are you

>>8481666
>getting srs before ffs when you have a manface
hon detected

>>8481670
I'm a tripfag who has been here about a month and I don't know who rawr is

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>>8481676
fuck off rawr

:[

I get paid 2morow so ima get us a room and we're gonna fug all day

no more bullying ok
this should be a nicer place
what happened

>>8481680
She's just a trip who used to post here, but doesn't anymore, although some people claim she posts anon. Someone who's obsessed with her makes threads about her on /lgbt/ a lot.

>inb4 that person is rawr
>inb4 i'm rawr

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>>8481680
this is rawr

>>8481693
Why do you keep samefagging rawr. are you really this schizo.

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>>8481695
>that hair

>>8481691
I agree, many meannies.

>>8481691
Mtfg is not a nice place.

>>8481695
Yikes- They really are ugly.

>>8481697
calling people schizo is not nice dont do that

>>8481706
very sad :c

>>8481707
but why not?

>>8481707
once in a while at like 3 - 6 am it is pretty nice

>>8481711
The most jealous hons are always the most obvious. Its why they post anon usually.

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I AM NOT RAWR

I WENT TO THE DOCTOR AND GOT TESTED

>>8481695
what a cutie

>>8481716
>>8481719

youre ugly rawr

>>8481716
>but why not?
Ever seen the movie Mean Girls? Now imagine that only with emotionally insecure trannies going through a second puberty.

>>8481724
im ugly but im not rawr

>>8481678
Why would I waste money on my face when I can have a neo-vagina meme in just 2 years from now? Seems really superficial and stupid to waste money on surgery for my face when I'm only 10 or some odd months HRT. Two years from now, I'll either need facial surgery (lol probably haha) or I won't, but either way, I'll not have to wait ANOTHER 2 years for SRS. Better to not be a fucking retard and get on the list now than make that decision 2 years from now and gatekeep myself from a cis vagina with womb to have babies with.

>>8481695
Rawr a cute.

>>8481680
She's this meme that people post outside of mtfg and bully anons come in and claim to be. CFH is one of my favorite posters here because she's a woman and seems immune to bullying.

>>8481613
no not really okay but it doesnt matter much
i saw a new therapist and psychiatrist, maybe this will help but if it doesnt idk how to be alive
>>8481621
thank you for being kind

can i see a psychiatrist under a fake name?
or is that illegal?
i dont want any diagnosis on my actual health records

>>8481735
that's fraud, so yes that is illegal

>>8481727
A-am I going to become mean once I am on my pills?

>>8481731
Oh, I wish I was immune to bullying, but I've experienced too much of it in my life, and it just fucks me off when I see other people so it.

>>8481735
only way to do that would be if you completely stole someone's identity i think

i started hrt and now im a rapist

>>8481734
maeve is my friend hugg

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Flights booked I'm gonna see her

Please take this autism somswhere else. Beepbeep is very upset and she needs us.

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>>8481734
It sucks that things aren't going as well as they could be, but I'm glad you haven't given up and are still making an effort to improve things.

>>8481742
which is fraud, stupid

>>8481750
Fuck off rawr.

>>8481738
but im not gonna use any insurance
gonna pay out of pocket
is it still illegal? not like im stealing someone's identity
>>8481742
i wouldn't know
what do you have to bring to see a psychiatrist?

>>8481750
This is why beep should get discord and talk to close freinds in private

>>8481735
It's not illegal to use an assumed name. I always do this for my first session and only get insurance involved after that if I think they're worth what they're charging - insurance means real medical info. Spoiler: 1 in 10 are worth it. Same with shrinks who want your medical history etc. I never give it to them the first day. Not ever. Fuck them. I have a lock and key history when it comes to my medical records. It's my Buisness who controls it, not the fucking government or a random person with a meme degree in big pharmacy. It's not fraud to use an assumed name.

>post guy voice on different board
>most people say I sound like a cute gay boy
I guess that's something

>>8481707
You're not nice
>>8481648
Well beep you always have the number of someone who loves and cares about you sitting there, but I can't tell you what to do with it

selling bf 5000

>>8481745
Who did you rape? Sounds hot

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Ctrl f - rawr

22 results.


Lel.

>>8481764
ok i wanna do this
all that stuffs was stuffs i was also worried about
c:

>>8481762
Idk who my close friends are bc my autisms:(
>>8481769
:(

>>8481781
you're ugly rawr

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good morning

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gm mitfug
what it do

>>8481789
Go back to bed, swampie.

>>8481789
good afternoon

>>8481781
Juat another day at the office

>>8481789
>>8481792
gm hi

>>8481798
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXDwIo5_AMo

>>8481799
>afternoon
Where the h*ck do you live

>>8481810
hi lol

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>>8481792
I wish you could cut for me again.

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guess whos got glandular fever

>>8481810
hihihi
>>8481813
n-nice

>>8481783
I used to work for a private investigator and getting medical records from shrinks is huge business in divorce cases. Illegal as fuck, will never hold in court, but that's not what I get paid for - its to get info. In small towns, maybe this would get noticed, but in cities? Shrinks barely have time to bother remembering anything about you anyway. They just let you run your mouth, scribble some fake or worthless notes, and then tell you to give them a copay and schedule for a week from then and sometimes the golden boys give you a YouTube video to watch.

Be careful who you share with. You're trans now and despite the look of progress, at any time we could go full 1984. I look at it this way: if the name means something, use it. Pulled over? Real legal name. In court? Legal name. Military record? Legal name.

If the name could just as easily be a fake now, use that instead. If it isn't LEGALLY OBLIGATED to use a real name, I never do. Not even ordering food.

I use Sarah all over the internet, but I'd probably not on the street respond to it for example.

Tyler isn't my real male name either, but I use him anyway. I've also been Alice and a few others more recently.


I much prefer zero paper trail.

>>8481812
hi lol uwu

>>8481813
i could do that if you want

>>8481817
hihihi uwu
you should get medicine or something
get well soon <3

>>8481812
Kiwiland

>>8481813
hi chara/piety/chapie

>>8481817
So do I funnily enough. My tonsils are swollen and painful.

>>8481830
>New Zealand

Oh cool

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Who else loves Riley and supports everything she says? I just subscribed to her and gave her six full bitcoins on patreon

>>8481820
>tfw in a small town
heck.

but yeah, that makes sense. Always better to be safe than sorry, especially since privacy is nearly dead these days :c

way i see it, if I *am* sick in the head, I don't want it tied to my real name at all.

>>8481838
You're joking right?

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>>8481817
We had so much fun together.

>>8481826
You won't you're all talk.

>>8481831
hi coffee

>>8481838
>>8481840
looks like a boy

>>8481838
gental preferences have everything to do with genitals, nothing to do with trans.
it's also incredibly entitled and rapey to pick at people's reasoning for refusing sex. no means no.

>>8481838
MUCHO AUTISMO

>>8481838
Hi Sarah

>>8481840
Hi Shakira (you're up late)

>>8481839
I went through a long period questioning my sanity. Turns out I'm probably schizotypal neurotype, and pretty pathetic, and lazy, but I'm not clinically batshit like my grandmother aunt and shothimself uncle. Lol I should be a therapist so I can afford srs. Issue is I have the narcissistic ticks so I can't at all listen to others fake fucking problems.

>>8481840
No, I also subscribed to her news letter and I reposted ALL of her videos and vlogs on my facebook. I wanna be just like her.

>>8481848
I just woke up. In pain with glandular fever as I was telling Smiles. Oh well on the bright side I may actually lose weight because it hurts to swallow.
>>8481852
>six bitcoins

don't worry ladies

I'm back

>>8481854
I'm sorry to hear that :(

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>>8481838

>>8481854
I wish I had six bitcoins I'd get suporn vagina without loans and begging kike lawyer side of family. I flipped about 800 dollars in net in crypto this summer alone desu I wish I had more money cuz if I'd had put in 5k I'd have 20k now. Instead I only have 200 so I got 1k :(

>>8481852
im pretty scared im schizoaffective, enough that i want to know for sure but not enough to actually seek treatment.
i don't think you should think so badly about yourself, im sure you have good qualities! Try focusing on those c:
being a therapist is good money uwu

>>8481862
Aren't places with Suporn fully booked?

>>8481852
You were incredibly psycho when you first came here, we all thought you were legit schizophrenic with your long incoherent rambles while sitting in graveyards and you were widely believed to be behind CNT
>>8481862
I was gonna buy bitcoins but I don't know how to convert it back into pounds.

>>8481813
Is it true Cis Tits/maddie often scolds you for this type of thing?

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Look at how cute this little babbu bordo is.

>>8481877
looks kinda cute but also kinda sick

I have big muscles and not eating is really hard sometimes. How do I get rid of them?

>>8481877
OwO

>>8481879
KIWIS ARE SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE THAT REEE

selling bf 2500 final offer

>>8481877
awww sweet baby

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>>8481887
Whoops I was in /tv/ 'tis I, Ally :)

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>>8481888
ok 2500 kisses

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>>8481867
See a specialist. I did. She was hot.


>>8481868
No. There are some days open still. I got in literally this week because I saw openings and decided less important was a new music studio and blew all my money and savings on a deposit. At worst, I hold someone's slot for 1.8 years and then get my money back minus a few transactions fees. I also untied all my crypto assets so I'm not gonna starve or miss rent. And I don't have rent really I just have to work for my dad a lot every month to satisfy the contract I have to live at home while I get my shit together. Ugh I hate it here. I need a legal name change so I can get a job that isn't a pity lgb(T) meme hire.


>>8481873
I smoke weed in the cemetery, and I still shit post a bunch of untrue shit about myself on 4chan. Who or what is CNT?
(pictured is cemetery today, and the deer I waved to)..

>>8481877
OMG I hope it goes free in the wild and doesn't die!

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>>8481879
>>8481887
>>8481889
>>8481894
babb

>>8481887
ok Im sorry
>>8481899
awww

>>8481755
sorry

>>8481894
I'll think about it, thanks ^^

>>8481529
tunarticca

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ok one last pic before I go because kiwis are actually really cute

ok goodbye forever

>>8481893
this transaction is sealed

>>8481911
that one looks sad to see you go

>>8481911
not forever
come back ok

>>8481838
funny that people get so mad about this because I watched this vid and what she actually said was pretty much it's complicated and having genital preferences might be sometimes be but is not necessarily transphobic

H E C K I N
S L E E B I

Some bisexual girl wants to bring me on a carousel. I don't care if it's a date or not, I wanna be her friend. She's hot and has tattoos. Matched on tinder, now texting. Omg hopefully I can finally dump my current feminist dum cumpster.

>>8481899
Coffee pls. Coffee shtap! you're making me feel like a girl with all the cuteness feels!. Omg uwu kkkawaaaiii
>>8481928
I watched it and thought he was a retard.

>>8481749
around when are you coming?

>>8481928
encouraged people to self-analyze and check for transphobia, you know, that gaslighting bullshit that tricks people into thinking they have unconscious biases?
you do know
if she did that to someone she wanted to fuck
it would be coersion
right?
she's a rapist piece of shit

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>>8481939
late july it's gonna be dope

>>8481947
train wreck buys plane ticket news at 11

>>8481959
This salt though

whoo I finally got a debit card with my new name on it

now I don't have to see my deadname every single time I buy something c:

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daily reminder
you're all gonna make it

>>8481968
Thanks anon. You too.

>>8481966
>six foot tall 220 lb black man walks into a store
>presents card with "miss shakira" on it
>store clerk laughs so hard spacetime is ruptured

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>>8481968
Ty anon

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>>8481968
no im objectively fucked
if i accept this then i can finally die instead of trying to find false hope

>>8481968
What if my pills get destroyed by customs?
I have heard of that happening in my country.

>>8481974

this sounds like fiction

Anyone else here think they were a transbians, get on hrt for a while, then realize they're really into dudes?

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>>8481968
thanks, but also you too

>>8481985
Gaining meta-attraction as you transition is p. common.

>>8481985
Th-this Can Happen???

B-but hair and muscles and stuff are gross, I don't want to like them.

http://www.supornclinic.com/clients/calendar.htm

In September you can get a vagina from suporn for 24k USD

(on some real shit, dates are open for the person ask about this earlier - it took 35 minutes for me to get on the list. The problem is the money...)


>>8481985
No I just became a bigger dike and a more sexually deviant memester. Can't wait for a puzzy. One girl called me daddy during sex recently. 0/10 would not recommend.

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>>8481985
Yup right here but I think I might have been a pseudoandrophilic agp

Will I get put on a shitty png and/or be doxx'd if I upload pics here?

>>8482000
This is my greatest fear, pics never ever.

>>8481976
ok but what's your favorite Swans album

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>>8481985
i think a lot of transgender people start to become attracted to heteronormativity. there are things about it that are attractive in a sense. men validate your femininity, they are protective and you are vulnerable, they are big and you are small, they are strong and you are weak. all of these are fulfilling, but i think as an ulterior form of attraction, not the hardwired sexual and romantic attraction that most men are born with for women. i'm not quite sure if that attraction can be changed, maybe just currupted.

>>8482000

I haven't so far AFAIK ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I've also only posted like 2-3 pics tho

>>8481985
Literally the exact opposite happened to me desu senpai.

>>8481531
puberty ruins everything. thats when everything started crumbling :(

>>8482000
If you're an anon, probably not. If you ever trip, then maybe.

>>8481947
nice

>>8481995
You'll want to before you do. Don't worry, it may not happen to you, and if it does, you'll like it

>>8481647
Oh well. i wish i could transition, but.... impossible given circumstances :|

Reminder that wearing anything above a size S in women's means you have a make frame

>>8481985
just love whoever you love and go with the flow

at least thats what i tell myself

>>8481695
>>8481
Dayum. Only 10 months hrt? Cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee be my gf :3

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New hurr klub

>>8482034

aww pretty!

>>8482034
Nice shirt, Dennis the Menace.

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>>8482034
Cute

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I'm new here too!

>>8482034
You're pretty!

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>>8481998

>>8482034
gorgeous..... damn dysphoria triggered as the repressed mtf i am :|

I don't know if this is related to dysphoria, but i just never feel motivated, and always find myself thinking about being fem; i feel like nothing ever will be any happier, and my life just feels like i am getting nowhere. I can hardly get a job and keep it, and i can't stay motivated to improve anything... Its like i realize if i exercise too much i will become masculine, if i don't i will be a fatass; if i transition, my family and friends will be nonexistent. I have no real accepting friends and family as i live in the south. I sleep all the time, and am socially isolated outside of interwebs and family.

>>8481998
ugh i hate these kind of terms so much

>>8482049
cute.

>>8482025
i'm smol but my shoulders push me into med/large

>>8482004
I've been fine and never seen anyone not be fine as a result of face posting here or reddit etc. I kinda don't mind people knowing what I look like, because I'm pretty sure my confidence isn't based on 4chan. I've been called a lot of nasty things here, but the only one that ever got to me was some douche nozzle who had saved one of my pre HRT pics and labeled it as ghoul boy and it upset me because it was so accurate.


>>8482049
I want your shirt tattooed on my arm. Can you link me it?


>>8482034
Is this photo shooop? When did you get hot?

>>8482062
Spend more time outside. Move away.

why does this girl get to be a girl but i dont
http://www.worldstarhiphop
.com/videos/video.php?v=wshhlJAe3qm99ct0j5pl

>>8482071
I cant, it was a gift

>>8482062
>not ghosting everyone who knows you irl

My name is going to be legally changed within the next two weeks!

>>8482067
Iktf
Small everywhere but the shoulders :(

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>>8482063
Why though I only apply them ironically

>>8482054
Yeah the evidence suggests I'm kind of a faggot

>>8482078

wow nice congratulations :]

>>8482071
I would if i had a place to go. i go outside, and want to move away, but once again money :| lol

>>8482077
just cutting off communication?

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>>8482081
Get a load of this faggot

>>8482081
It's true
her locker at work has a huge sticker in it that says "enormous faggot"

>>8482071
Oh, that sucks that happened.

I'm actually still pre HRT at the moment, but they're in the mail, so I won't be for long, but I'm still not too keen on posting current face, might wait a while :/

>>8482078
Good job.

One more thing accomplished, and one less thing to worry about.

>>8482081
I guess because there a lot of people who take them really seriously and it starts getting into my head. if I'm attracted to men and women why can't I just be bi? because I'm trans I have to be "pseudo" bi or something

ally is so based tbqh

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>>8482083
thanks
I'm gonna try to get my sex marker switched over as well by lying that I've had srs lmao

>>8482078
first name olive
last name 7hMweR5mtin

>>8482091
does yours have a sticker that says "cute girl" on it

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>>8482097
Hmmmmm

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>>8482096
I think it's because we're pseudo people or something

>>8482091
No it has nothing on it
And a pink combination lock

>>8482090
No u

I just had a super fantastic idea

Can I see a doctor/psychiatrist without giving any name?

>>8482100
nah
last name is gonna be my dad's surname but I'm taking my grandmother's maiden name as my middle name because she's lovely and supportive

>>8482105
No it says "sadboi" on it and you can hear muffled lo-fi hip hop from inside

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>>8482110
I'm only half-faggot

Anyone wanna be friends?

>>8482110
Oh that's right my mistake.
And it has a note that says your name tag fell into the one below it. How do you even fucking manage that

>>8482108
ily /tv/ waifu

>>8482117
Ok lets be friends uwu

>>8482117

*chirp*

>>8482117
uguu ~

>>8482126
Lol what are you like?
>>8482120
Yayay

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>>8482118
Open the lockers there's like a gap between the inside and the door of the one below it fell into there. I'm just that awesome.

>>8482116
I'm sorry for your loss

how do i not give up

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>>8482131
when are we going to be friends?

>>8482130

I smell good.

>>8482133
Be strong anon
I believe in you c:

>>8482139
Am I ur friend?

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>>8482119
I've never tripped in /tv/ fren

>>8482117
I'm everybody's friend desu (Except for the people who have maybe filtered me) ( _ )

>>8482141
Lol id love to see how you smell

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>>8482144
maybe, i'm willing to be friends with anyone.

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>>8482148
>Lol id love to see how you smell
i would like to smell how she sounds

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>>8482150
Cool we're friends nao

>>8482156
do i know you.. or

>>8482158
Lol nah, I'm new.

>>8482160
Oh, we should be good friends then!
<3

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I have to get a job and i don't want to.
I don't want to have to meet a new boss who's all like "hey its ok you're trans wink wink teehee" then turn around and put my deadname on all my paperwork
I don't want to give more fat ungrateful customers my best smile while i serve them basically grime and try not to show the pain when they sir me and give me weird looks.
I don't want to walk 3 hours to my job anymore because i don't have a car and i cant make enough money in fast food to pay my paltry rent AND save money.
I don't want to get anymore letters and phone calls for bills for the intense amount of medical help I've needed in the past.
I'm just done dude. Fuck this shit.

giving it up
she has started
her life's colors
black and light black

>>8482162
What happened with your old job? Did you quit that?

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Did my nails with some cousins the other day, what does /mtfg/ think?

>tfw manhands

>>8482162
Alines?

I dont think you really need to pay medical debt

>>8482170
No giving up!

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>>8482161
You're friendly! I like you!

>>8482181
>Alines?
thats oddish

>>8482184
Be careful she's a psychopath. She's been hospitalized for it before.

>>8482179
the girl on the right with the rings has really really really pretty hands

how would you react if you were getting fucked and the guy you were fucking all of a sudden grabbed your dick and squeezed hard, but it felt good?

>>8482185
Oh x.x

She still shouldnt need to pay medical denbts

>>8482190
I know, right? Those nail beds are 10/10.

>>8482192
prolly go along with it but talk to him about it later. like if its just an occasional thing then Id be ok with it but I wouldnt want it to become a focus of our sex life.

>>8482131
How long has that cursive note been there? Are you just not giving up hope?

>>8482148

I bet you would, you katydid

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>>8482199
About 3 months now
I didn't wear a name tag for like 2 months and nobody noticed

>>8482175
I didnt have money for my antidepressants so i went off for a couple weeks. Ended up makong me crash hard. Couldnt leave the house for another two weeks. I'm back on the antis now and I'm still fucked up.
>>8482181
oddish
Looks shitty on my credit. I'll need loans in my future.

>>8482189
Lol I've been accused of being a sociopath. I think I can handle myself. Psychopaths can be amusing. >>8482202
You know it!

ily charchar

>>8482210
what antidepressants do you take`

>>8482206
There's a joke there somewhere but I'm too busy to think of one

>>8482218
Celexa. I am a diagnosed agoraphobe.

>>8482223
same, though i haven't found antidepressants to help much with it, maybe i'm a little far gone because i don't really leave the house

Ily everyone
Nini

>>8482226
Good night!

>>8482225
I'm trying so hard. I don't want to be a hermit that just sits inside all day. But it's terrifying to go out. The people are just awful.
And i have very little emotional support here. I'm basically alone in fact. My parents help me pay my bills when i cant but thats about it. My roommates are more interested in touching me in my sleep than giving me an occasional shoulder to cry on.
Fuck people dude. Fucking scumbags.

>>8482235
yeah i saw about your roommate touching you, that's really awful
i hope your situation improves
not that hope does much

>>8482235
You are the company you keep.

>>8482223
You too?

Is there any way to view the message you sent a long with the gifts you are sending someone over steam if they arent going to be delivered for a few days? I might have written something embarrassing because i wasnt paying attention and i need to know if i remembered to delete it or not.

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I'm sorry everyone.

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It's 25 degrees celsious at 8 am.

dying desu

>>8482211
I am a person with no sense of personal identity if that makes sense, i have that ability a psychopath does to blend, but i say its more because i hate my masculinity :P The dysphoria is bad enough i can just think about dressing like a girl and feel better somewhat.. til i realize it would be hard to escape long enough to do that :|

>>8482245
>tfw comfy 15C at 6am
enjoy that heat, euroweenie

>>8482244
Why sorry?

>>8482248
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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I need to get my hair did.

>>8482237
I'm ready for an exit bag i think. I see no scenario where my life improves. I dont even have any dreams anymore. I wake up and think about going to bed later. Food doesnt taste good anymore, i can hardly eat. My creative and competitive outlets are stalled, nothing is engaging to me. I just lay in bed all day. I dont want to see myself when i get old enough to really disgust.
>>8482238
My friends are all people i know and talk to from when i was 14 because I'm terrified of talking to new people.

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>>8482255
yeah that's my fate
this life sucks
not good

>>8482260
story of my life with IRL people D:

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i would feel better if i still had a dog... :| mine died a while back, was really my best friend. he had kidney failure, died in my arms.

>Elanna making me look like a sperg

>>8482241
Try Transaction History

>>8482272
picture not of him, just a dog i would want :3

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>>8482255
Things won't always be so terrible though. Things will be a lot better once you get an okay job and stop living with people who want to touch you in your sleep.

10 months HRT
do i pass yet

https://unsee
.cc/bedutisa/

>>8482274
ITS TOO LATE I CRACKED I TOLD HER ITS OVER AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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>>8482276
I'm sorry Anon. One of my dogs is dying and I'm scared to lose him, he's been my best friend. I hope you get another dog some day!

i just want an older guy to love me and i can be his little princess

>>8482247
Escape? From where?

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I would dress like this probably :3

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>>8482289
the bigotry of the south :p
tfw not qt c

>>8482281
No, and I doubt you ever will.

>>8482294
Come to Colorado. It's a nice place to live. Fuck the south, it's not a place for our people.

You are all men

>>8482295

that's mean

>>8482316
Yes. Whats your point?

I'm not trans or anything but how do I stop that feeling of disgusting and extreme stress like I just can't stop sighing and feeling high blood pressure and neck tension and frustration and deep despair every time I feel my adam's apple or see my body/facial hair?

Not trans, but just thought I could ask people who probably also experience something similar.

>>8482318
I used to be mentally ill too before I quit and became a family man. Give up too, see the light, you will never look like women.

>>8482329
Hmmm. No thx

>>8482320
This is called dysphoria friend.

>>8482320
Meditate. It's tough and I prefer not to be alone.

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>sperged out at least four times in one conversation with Elanna

>>8482329
>implying transgirls can't become the traditional women /pol/tards crave

>>8482344
Did she ever tell you how often i stutter when we talk on voice? Dont feel bad

>>8482244
Wait is this with FRS I'm really asking.

good anime for trans people on a more serious level; Hourai son. Wandering son i think is what it is called. the main two characters are mtf and ftm. and are dealing with the struggles of said dysphoria and things that come along with it.

It is less about the sexualization of it and more serious, so it isn't the kampfer type or twintails genderbend. goes more serious than that/

>>8482344
>sperg out in every conversation I have, can't talk or hear above 50 dB without freaking out.

>>8482320
>not trans but how do I deal with being trans

quick if youre underage b& order titty skittles

otherwise alcohol works

>>8482349
She claims I stutter. I refuse to believe it

How do you know if you're bipolar or just borderline?
*~*

>>8482361
looks good :) im gonna watch it

>>8482374
add me on discord and lets vc sometime. Ask me to explain why i like her and we can have a stutter off.