/mtfg/ Transgirl General

>>8451531
;_;
I want to make the right choice

has anyone from /mtfg/ actually killed her/himself for real, or it is just a dank meme?

>>8451542
Yep I have

>>8451531
don't do that sheen okay

>>8451542
Came close a few times
Spend an hour crying myself to sleep because dysphoria most nights

>>8451542
someone probably has/will just considering trans suicide statistics

How long will I be able to pull off being a gay sub before my bf finds out I'm on hrt

>>8451556
titties i guess?

>>8451556
Are you actually a trans girl or just one of those femboys who thinks its cool to self med hormone pills now?

And it depends on what your taking, what dosage, how your body reacts to it.

>>8451565
I have dysphoria and I'd be overjoyed if it turned me into a girl but I fear I'll be an ugly transgirl and lose my bf

>>8451542
I did two days ago.
I know people have definitely attempted, so it stands to reason some have succeeded, but how would we know?

>>8451569
I'm sure all of us had some major fears about coming out, but its something you have to do.
Putting it off or repressing won't do you any good.

>>8451549
Do you mind if I use you for an experiment over the phone in which I would try to manipulate your dysphoria levels for better and worse momentarily? (No results of any type guarranteed)

>>8451551
>>8451572
Yeah, but there is a trip saying I am killing myself tomorrow and she posted all the time, and then stops posting forever after that it's pretty obvious. Plus, aren't many of you friends IRL?

>>8451542
i probably will soon, maybe i'll post a picture proving that at least i'm attempting it, though as anon said you won't know whether it's successful or not

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Anyone here know when it's safe to smoke weed after SRS?

>>8451592
Never drugs are illegal and bad

>>8451580
Well it could be she killed herself, it could be she did not want to come back, unless you have proff you don't really know :/
Are you asking me about my friends, I don't have IRL friends ? :/

>>8451577
I mean I'm scared I'll lose him and break his heart

>>8451601
I mean that whithin this general there are a lot of people who are friends IRL from what I have read in posts.

>>8451602
*slim body
i´m sorry

>>8451604
Maybe those in USA are IRL friends ?
EU we are mostly too far away from each other...or I am too far away from anyone at least :P
>>8451602
Do you have someone you could trust? get hrt sent to their adress then pick it up from there ? :/

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>>8451602
build wall Rosita.

srsly, it sounds like your parents already know so why not just tradition
alternatively, apply for immigration in the US for humanitarian reasons, if they dont accept then move to Canada

>>8451580
>aren't many of you friends IRL?
The ones with a support network would be at the lowest risk. People like sheen are actually fairly high risk, living alone n all

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>>8451610


Anyway thanks for your tips but i thinked that a long time ago

uwu

>>8451627
I hope you find a solution to your problem, mexico anon, sorry I could not be of help :<

>>8451631
elanna it's too early

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>>8451531
huh

>>8451563
most likely this.
maybe better skin or something

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>>8451643
I agree but I gotta work and make dosh u no?

>>8451646
>huh
>>8451528

>>8451646
I am looking forward to better skin more that tits desu, want to be more pale and ghostly than I already am.

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>tfw I talk to my therapist about hating my body because of gender dysphoria
>they reply that they've grown fatter over the years and don't like their stomach either but it's not important and I shouldn't let my body bother me either

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Friendly reminder that I hate you all and there's atleast 12 dimensions.

>>8451655
Don't worry I also hate you desu

>>8451655
Thanks for the reminder, it's nice to know you have haters ;^)

>>8451651
i don't think i got any more pale on hrt, just softer

>>8451651
buy some of that stuff that makes your skin paler

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>>8451657
>>8451660
I don't actually hate you

>>8451664
What does that?

>>8451662
Sad face

>>8451665
I know 'tis just a meme

>>8451665
I know, the smiley was meant to express irony I think :> I like you ^^

>>8451652
Get a new therapist.
This one obviously does understand dysphoria

What does it mean when I'm totally ok with being a man while I'm on hrt but totally destroyed when I'm off it

hatera gota hate us coz they aint us.

my 100mg spiro pills are useless. they dont make me pee or hurt my dick. no wonder ive been a wreck this week. taking 300mg of 50mg pills now. fish dick returned.

really made me feel victimized to get fake 100mg pills from my local grocerystore pharmacy. self medding seems more reliable. saddddd

>tfw Cypro gave you erectile dysfunction and you don't care

>>8451684
iktf but i need to keep my dick alive just in case i ever have enough money for srs.

>>8451684
How long on it? :< I can still get erections If I think lewd thoughts :/

>>8451684
mine isn't dying but i kinda wish it would

>>8451689
5 months

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>tfw you got another bf but they don't know your a tranny because you still have attractive male aesthetics
>now confused about which gender I'm supposed to be

Why do I keep doing this, at least this one isn't mean

>>8451696
Maybe you should tell him? :/

>>8451684
Ooh mine is in the mail, I hope this happens to me

>>8451696
you sure do get into lots of hijinks

>>8451692
I'm 2 months on cypro, had 5 months on spiro before that :/ I really hope it helps me, I can't wait to see(don't think so, but I hope) if there is a noticable effect of HRT once I have been on it for a year :/

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hi

>>8451696
maybe you should tell him

>>8451699
No because I just look like a /fit/izen with smooth skin right now.

I'm not attractive to chasers but I'm attractive to gay guys because of my masculine features and boyish face, which then only reinforces repression because then I fear losing what makes me attractive to them and there's no guarantee of feminine ones replacing them

Maybe I should go on raloxi and talk to my therapist about this


>>8451703
It's basically because I'm too scared to tell anyone I get intimate with I'm a tranny

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>>8451708
Hello

>>8451708
That would be weird after they kept calling me a cute boy and handsome :/

>>8451709
But you are a girl :/
I think the best thing you could do would be telling him, he is going to find out one way or another later ? :/

>>8451711
how r u 2night
woman

>>8451713
Well like if they think you're cute they're probably only also calling you handsome so you don't feel emasculated
if you tell them I'm sure they'll understand and everything will make a bunch more sense

>>8451673
I now ship Coffee and Danegirl

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>>8451718
>2night

Must b aussie

I'm doing ok what about you
womyn, Llyvie

>>8451717
If I took raloxi then I could deny being trans with plausible deniability but also not have to repress

>>8451718
No, my last ex made me fear telling any guy again

>>8451722
uhhh excuse me there are two Vs in Lll'Yvvie thanks

I just had a big babberoni pizza and now I'm having whiskey and listening to my girlfriend sing Wild Horses

>>8451719
Oh no, please not hehe xD
Not that I don't like coffee, but I'm into men, and I am way to sperging out and sad for someone like her ^^

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>>8451719
no

>>8451731
>Lll'Yvvie

Well shid i appolgize

Nice babberoni pizza.
>wild horses
nice song

>>8451709
>boyish face
you have a girlface

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>>8451730
yeah but your old boyfriend was a control freak
you need to tell your new boyfriend before you grow too attached

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Speaking of transgobblegobbles with a (presumably cis? what a dumb word lol) girlfriend, genuine question.

I've asked what it's like for two transwomynz to date each other, but what's it like for someone to transition while they have a girlfriend but the girlfriend didn't know you were trans until much later in the relationship?

>>8451736
Well ok if you say so

>>8451737
*puts head in sand*

Maybe when Its visually plausable and he asks

Why don't I lose weight when I starve myself and eat like 900 calories a day?

>>8451756
Because you are miscalculating calories you fat fuck

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>>8451744
nek minnut

Happy birthday me im legal now

>>8451758
Wew :3

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post images of Phienchen.

I haven't fapped in 6 days, I need to fap

thank you in advance

>>8451762
Happy birthday Chara!!

>>8451757
Are you saying I don't actually eat 900? I literally eat 2 things that are 235 per serving and are 1 per serving.

>>8451767
Going to bed now nini cofffe

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>>8451765
be a good girl now

>>8451770
If you really are eating 900 a day then you will lose weight, but you will still look like shit. You have to eat a deficit of 500 cals a day tops, and do cardio.

>>8451774
Only if I actually become a girl

>>8451783
deficit from what total? what kind of cardio?

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>>8451766
here's one

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>>8451787
you are a girl
you just gotta believe it for once

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>>8451794

>>8451798
On my bucket list

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>>8451798
Uhh

You look good though~

>>8451798
did you rape any cis girls while you were in there?

>>8451798
Well don't people normally pee in bathrooms? nothing perverted about that :^)

>smoked during flu
how badly did i fuck up?

It's time to be a normie and shop with my friend goodbye forever

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>>8451803
>>8451808
>>8451811
I raped 7 women and 3 children, then talked about my mascara at the mirror with some dumpy white girl.
I'm monster
>>8451804
No.
Y

O

U

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>>8451820
>I'm monster
no you are just like the rest of us, a typical tranny
we live to rape the sisterhood, we are after all agents of the patriarchy

>>8451531

please is 36 too old to start HRT??

I look young in the face and have a good feminine body with little boobs

>>8451820
Hmmmm :/ should probably not add these things to my bucket list.

>>8451819
Bye forever, have a nice life^^
>>8451820
O.o That was not nice...maybe you should try to be less of a monster, but I guess it's hard being a tranny and not a monster at the same time :^) (jk)

>>8451794
I-I believe it

E doesent make cis males happy does it?

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>>8451826
>good feminine body
>little boobs
go for it...you sound intersexual.

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>>8451842
nope

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whats the point of losing weight if im just gonna have an unappealing fridge bod? wouldnt food be more comforting?

heres my fridgebod for proof now let me binge

>>8451857
Maddie is that you?

>>8451857
stop eating protien
do more cardio

>>8451852
This
It made me realize how bad things really are body-wise and made me a melodramatic crybaby

>>8451852
It's ridiculous how healthy Estrogen makes you look

:3

>>8451866
Yeah. When I started It hurt a lot to look at myself, but I'd be lying if the atrophy of muscle and softening hasn't made me feel really happy

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>>8451871
>It's ridiculous how healthy Estrogen makes you look
happy mind, happy body

is drinking energy drinks every day ok?

>>8451875
God no, give that shit up.

>>8451881
kay

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>>8451874

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>>8451887

>>8451857
Das about my bod.
I've more muscle and bobs tho (I also have that bra)
Honestly, protein deficit and cardio

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>>8451744
I feel your pain I had the best boyfriend when I first started hormones back in 2015. My boyfriend was completely okay with me cross dressing and didn't care that when I'm having sex I sound like a girl but when I came out to him he was incredibly callous he said I'd never look like a girl and I shouldn't waste my life trying to be something I'm not that he's attracted to men not women. I was so pissed I went to pride in a full school girl outfit and flirted with everyone but him. Things got strained between us I started drinking heavily and using prescription drugs on a daily basis. Eventually he got tired of it all and broke up with me cause he didn't want to be with a drug addict but I know it was because he was disgusted that I have boobs now. The thing is you have to do what's right for you I suffered for 4 years became a drug addict alcoholic. There are still bi guys that are into us worse case you can find a cute guy who happens to be a chaser. I know it's hard you find a cute guy and he's really into you, you go to gay bars together he tells you he loves you and you feel with a fem appearance but some masc traits it feels like only gay guys will be into you and gay culture is how you grew up repressing so it feels slightly comfortable. But you owe it to yourself to either transtion or do what I did and boymode til ffs.

>>8451896
what exactly will that change

i work 40-50 a week manual labor hours i cant rly deny myself protein atm

God i don't know whats going on but since a week or so i feel so ashamed for everything i've ever done, for transition, for being trans, for being such a shitty person. I fell in a hole again. 4 years into transition, family still loves me, i'm huge but somehow pass yada yada yada but life is shitty again.
Wat do
>>8451542
I've tried a few times, but i called a line last summer which did call the police which brought me to a hospital. Apparantly i have 10+ different diagnoses (no, not schizophrenia...) which would explain why everything was so shitty.
I got medication but barely improved. Mood stabilizers barely work, therapy just annoyed me, i'm thinking about quitting my job and just getting into a hospital again.
>>8451857
I look similar, maybe a bit taller and flatter stomach (sorry) at BMI 29. Honestly you are doing good! Lose another 5-10 kg and you'll be set. How about we purge together, right now?
I want to lose 20 kg and am way to sedentary

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>>8451908
>I was so pissed I went to pride in a full school girl outfit and flirted with everyone but him.

>>8451909
>i cant rly deny myself protein atm
fuel your body with carbs only
http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/

>>8451762
happy bday
>>8451814
umm unless u smoked like bong pack of tobacco your fine lole. both weed and cigs clear up my congestion. shame I quit smoking : ((

>>8451915
i have to pick shit up and i always feel dogshit miserable without protein

muscle isnt my problem anyway its bone ive been on skits for 4 years

>feel like shit during the day
>feel sort of happy during the night
>tfw it's daytime and i don't feel motivated to do anything

>>8451909
Like hell manual labor to excess and next to no protein makes your body go catabolic if you don't eat it. (AND don't eat anything during cool down (2-3 hours after work)
When your body goes catabolic, it eats muscle rather than just fat b/c it needs a denser protein source since you're depriving it.
Yeah, your energy will be shit during it, but, it'll help shed muscle and contour your body more.
On the flip side, you can have all the garbage food and non-protein candy you want.
I actually count my protein grams/day whenever I do this.


I kinda do heavy manual labor bb.
Just feed your body the right chemicals

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>>8451891
Things aren't perfect but I'm the happiest I've been

>>8451908
;-; I'm so sorry you had to go through that pain

Is there a way to girlify my vocab? Good buks 2 read?

>>8451928
Go to college
Speak eloquently
Don't fill your vocabulary with clichés

>>8451928
so like, well, if you talk like this you can someone make yourself look more girly

also online use emoticons more :3 :>

>>8451922
i dont see how muscle is my problem its fat distribu and bone pham

tfw wasn't a gay male before transition

>>8451937
tfw was a gay male before transition and now straight male

>>8451940
stop u r a girl

>>8451932
I didn't ask how to girlify my speech pattern tho, but my vocab y'know? I don't like not knowing words most girls know, vocabulary is very gendered, most girls know the word peony but not the word claymore for example
>>8451931
I can't afford college, 2 poor and 2 dumbo. fairly good with words but that's not enough to get in.

>>8451940
be my
f

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>>8451943
?
how would you just not know words like that?

>>8451944
Your f?

>>8451941
Cant be a girl if i want to keep my penis :(

How does one get a mtf gf that likes to be ass fucked?

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>>8451944
i'll be your f, anon

>>8451950
ask kayla

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>>8451946
*feed Chloe three whole pizzas*

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>>8451961
i'm not going to judge you anon

>>8451954
Who?

>>8451950
Open the window just a little bit then close it quickly and discard the extra ones that got in

>>8451973
I am confused by this response.

Hey if my body is feminine but my face isn't, how do I pass?
Im 22

>>8451946
Obviously I know those words but what about the stuff I might not? I grew up in a boys school, I didn't get to hear the words my female peers used

>>8451980
what kind of words wouldn't you know?

>>8451948
yeah

3 options
>watch tv shows on netflix of something that has lots of women
>go out in the real world and listen to how women speak
>listen to other trannies on discord vc

>>8451981
how would I know??? If I knew what words I didn't know I'd know them, that's a paradox.
Like http://www.telegraph.co.uk/women/womens-life/10924923/Is-your-vocabulary-more-male-or-female.html i didn't know decoupage and wisteria, but I knew all the male words except dreadnought and it bothers me

>>8451992
>>8451986

>>8451986
Netflix

(Well it's my only option, but you do whatever)

Seriously though tranny dating websites are scams.

I just want a trans gf who is
-girly acting
-hates her penis touched
-likes to be fucked in the ass


Those are my only requirements.. Doesn't even have to be 100 percent passable.

Do MtF trannies have the ability to cum from vaginal stimulation?

>>8451997
Books would be better than shows for me, text teaches me better than shows and speech, since my ears suck

i love girls so much its making me cry

>>8452002
but you are a girl

>>8451999
Most trans girls hate their penis and like it in the ass desu stop freaking out and just learn to properly interact with people and you might meet some.

>>8452001
Hearing how women talk is just as important as the words they are saying desu. A lot of trannies end up with gay male mannerisms when speaking (blaire white)

>>8451999
How about you date a repressor so I can steal your masculinity and pass on my dysphoria to you

anyone else in constant mild to moderate pain and fatigue

>>8452010
My hips hurt

>>8452012
hugg hips

>>8452010
>>8452012
why is that?
Is it because the surgeries cause damage to the body and force it into shapes that it doesn't belong in?

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well whaddayaknow

>>8452009
Whats a repressor?

>>8452008
>Hearing how women talk is just as important as the words they are saying desu. A lot of trannies end up with gay male mannerisms when speaking (blaire white)
Maybe focus on the issue at hand? There's a lot of ground to cover but I'm fairly confident in my ability to speak in a feminine manner, almost every friend I have is a girl desu. I want the vocabulary

>>8452017
Tranny in denial, aka me a few months ago

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>>8452012
>tfw hrt didnt work on you

>>8452015
Lol.
>surgery
You're dum

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What's it like being a girl?
I heard that 15% of MtF trannies can't orgasm after transition.
Is that true?

>>8452021
It did tho.
Not to be a dick, other than your height, you're indiscernible from the other women in your family, senpai.

>>8452023
No.

>>8452015
>Is it because the surgeries cause damage to the body a
What the fuck are you talking about? No one here has had surgery on their hips. Shes on hormones and just like biological females there is fat being redistributed to her hips. Was this a troll comment?
>>8452018
>every friend I have is a girl desu. I want the vocabulary
Why are you asking trannies for female vocabulary and not just listening to your female freinds?

Also if your hearing is that bad then how can you pick up on their feminine mannerisms anyway.

>>8451542
i've attempted

>>8452030
There's like 2 anons here assuming the media portrayals of us having 1000000 surgeries and being miserable orgasmless creatures is reality

>>8452030
>What the fuck are you talking about? No one here has had surgery on their hips. Shes on hormones and just like biological females there is fat being redistributed to her hips. Was this a troll comment?
sorry but it's first time here. I'm experiencing some dysphoria because I feel like it's my role in the world to become a girl because my body is tiny and skinny

>>8451926
It's okay I'm just letting you know that it's definitely not worth it to repress like that. Even being boymode right now I greatly fear after ffs not being able to find a normal bf I don't want a chaser and straight guys are murderous at times. I think bi dudes are the best hope of a happy relationship you should ask if he is bi?

>>8452009
So how would dating a repressor steal my masculinity?

>>8452037
Hm. How bad is your dysphoria?

>>8452037
Go to a therapist dealing in gender issues

>>8452041
not that bad

>>8452042
no way. I'm probably not gonna go through with it. Too many hoops and stuff. My family won't accept me so my life will be ruined

>>8452030
>Why are you asking trannies for female vocabulary and not just listening to your female freinds
Cause reading books is a much better way to broaden vocabulary? Why not just give me the answer I'm asking for instead of recommending alternatives? My hearing is not THAT bad. Also can't look up words in conversation.

>got a "tru trans" certificate from my doctor and will be getting hrt after i do blood tests
>got accepted by my family more
>lost my best friend because of being an emotional trainwreck
Why always when something good happens something bad comes next?

>>8452036
>miserable creatures
this is the only part they had right

>>8452044
Have fun with that suicidal teenage angst & self h8 m8.
I give you a year max until you pop your first tittyskittle.
You already made the mistake of coming here

>>8452045
>Why not just give me the answer I'm asking for instead of recommending alternatives?
Iv literally already told you how to figure out female vocabulary but you are too stubborn and entitled to do anything other than the one specific thing you wanted. I was literally only trying to help you but im not going to bother anymore sorry.

>>8452044
>not that bad
What exactly give you dysphoria? How do you know its dysphoria?

I just wanna talk :(

>>8451950
move to any major city. I don't know how you look like, what your vibe is. I stereotypically like tall, bad looking men
>>8451975
Hey i ask questions without replying to others
Maybe FFS? Or another hairstyle? do you have any pictures, so we can give you constructive criticism?
>>8451986
gosh voice is so important
Record your voice while talking random things, listen to it again and try to improve it from recording to recording. Worked for me
>>8451999
>hates her penis touched
You just wrote that to seem more likable huh
>>8452000
I doubt cause trutrans don't masturbate a lot before SRS so ejaculation won't be possible; getting wet is though
>>8452010
yes

>>8452050
>I give you a year max until you pop your first tittyskittle.
what do you mean by that?

>>8452051
>What exactly give you dysphoria? How do you know its dysphoria?
well sometimes when I'm bed or naked and I stare at my body and wonder if I could pass or not and run my hands over my hips to feel my curves and my tummy to feel how flat it is.
Also the thought of myself wearing a dress and other girl clothes makes me horny sometimes

>>8452056
Exploration is the first step to Destination
>>8452055
You just wrote that to seem more likable huh

>>8452056
>well sometimes when I'm bed or naked and I stare at my body and wonder if I could pass or not and run my hands over my hips to feel my curves and my tummy to feel how flat it is.
>Also the thought of myself wearing a dress and other girl clothes makes me horny sometimes
Thats not dysphoria it sounds like a fetish to me desu.

Dysphoria is a debilitating, severe and uncomfortable self loathing feeling you get about parts of your body. It usually will make the person very depressed and sometimes suicidal.

>>8452057
valq I wanna be feminised by you

>>8452055
No i genuinely hate the idea of touching a penis on a trans girl.


If I watch porn and the guy does anything other than fuck the girls ass I have to stop the video.

Saying I watch trans porn probably will make mtfs hate me though.

>>8452057
w-what
what did i write to seem more likable

>>8452056
that isnt dysphoria
that sounds like AGP
dysphoria is extreme distress about your birth sex characteristics eg penis, shoulders, hands

>>8452066
>Saying I watch trans porn probably will make mtfs hate me though
I wouldn't mind, i watch trans porn aswell. Vaginas gross me out and make me feel dysphoric.
I'm sure you'll find your dreamgirl soon

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>>8452051
Aw you're making me feel terrible, what's so wrong with wanting to fix a problem in a specific way? I feel like reading is that so wrong.

>>8452062
Can you fit into victorian era dresses with a tight bodice?
>>8452066
I watched trannü porn pre hrt b/c it was easy to self insert.
Now, 100% straight porn b/c most mtf porn is too clocky to self insert and not feel like an abomination.

>>8452073
>what's so wrong with wanting to fix a problem in a specific way
stub·born
ˈstəbərn/
adjective
adjective: stubborn

having or showing dogged determination not to change one's attitude or position on something, especially in spite of good arguments or reasons to do so.


Listening to women speak>reading female vocabulary.

>>8452082
That's objectively not true, reading expands vocab more than anythibg else. And I ENJOY reading and am on vacation with family so can't really go scoialize right now and want a book to read. You're reading my request wrong, maybe I should have phrased it " hey, I want a good book to read, also it'd be nice if it had an expansive feminine vocabulary"

>>8452071
>Vaginas gross me out and make me feel dysphoric
same but I still want my own

panties will fit properly, I could look at my crotch and not want to die, I could pee without having to arrange myself, my phantom vagina would be my actual vagina and I could lose my virginity without feeling shy around boys

hello
how
how do i feel less ashamed of being who i am? Also how do i find bf without getting killed
many thanks

>>8452080
I don't know

>>8452087
>That's objectively not true,
The whole point of wanting more female vocubulary is to sound more feminine when talking is it not? Then how is it not better to hear the words being spoken in context rather than just imagining them. I refuse to believe you spent enough time around women to pick up actual female mannerisms but are being this autistic about their vocabulary. Something is not adding up.

>>8452097
Maybe we should try ;D

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hmmmm

>>8452095
Where are you?

>>8452098
>The whole point of wanting more female vocubulary is to sound more feminine when talking is it not?
No, as I said, totally confident in doing that already, it's more... the trivia of it? I don't like having blindspots that most cis girls don't have.

>>8452059
>>8452070
okay so I have a weird sexual fetish and it's wrong for me to transition?

>>8452102
I never worn a dress before!

>>8452091
I still don't know if i want SRS. I had very bad dysphoria during the last few months and wanted SRS so bad but i know it will fade away again.
Gosh, fitting clothing, no tucking... I feel like a fucking fetishist when i see myself in underwear or naked, that is.
Recovery seems horrible though and if i end up with heavily damaged tissue? Chronic pain?
Although there is a surgeon who does a great job
>>8452108
former nazi land

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>>8452111
You'll prolly be ok.
Just don't be a whore

>>8452111
If you take hormones without having dyphoria then it is extremely likely you would get dysphoria and depression. Stick to crossdressing and fapping.

>>8452112
But whyyyy.
I'll have to teach you how to *float* when you walk

>>8452113
Damn wrong continent.

Ido laiku somme covfefe

>>8452122
Now I feel guilty cause I want to learn that

>>8452119
I don't think depression is a concern. My personality is based around depression.

>>8452118
why do you think I'd be a whore?

>>8452098
Also is it so hard to accept that I want to read a book? Like, even if it weren't the most effective way it's the one I feel like doing and am requesting recommendations for.

is being called brave insulting?? it feels like it

>>8452142
It's not insulting. You are brave. You're shedding your previous identity

Where do mtfs go to meet guys?

tfw you will never have irl friends to help you with clothes and makeup :<

>>8452146
stripclub

>>8452147
why?

>>8452147
same
>>8452143
eh

>>8452142
Yes. It implies this is a choice. It's like calling a person brave for getting a kidney transplant or something

>>8452113
do you live in hessen?

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>>8452143
I want to be brave too

>>8452152
What kind of strip club?

>>8452161
Ur a girl ngl

>>8452147
reposting because forgot trip
>tfw irl bff when going to college was a popular borderline bimbo girl
>was so accepting and kind when i came out to her
>always wanted to take me shopping and do makeup with me
>was always too shy, anxious and embarssed to do things with her
>usually just ended up going to party's as her "gay bff"
>havent talked to her in over a year
>she was the best friend iv ever had irl and i stopped talking to her out of shame from drug use and failing school
fml

>>8452167
Are you trying to get one of these qts?

>>8452157
Talk to her again! :(
>>8452152
I don't think I will ever get female friends irl I look and sound like a man monster forever ;_;
...I had one female friend, but I lost contact with her 4 years ago, when my depression from repression really deepened :(

>>8452167
are you a track on the new Bones album?

>>8452171
Are you danish?
I'm danish.
Where do you live?

hi mtfg i have a horrible problem can /u/ all help me?

>>8452171
>Talk to her again! :(
I dont even know what to say
"sorry i stopped talking to you i was super embarassed and ashamed even though you never judged me and were always super supportive"

>>8452171
>>8452174
Why weren't there any danes here when I arrived...

>>8452158
or that i dont pass.

>>8452167
Are you swg?

>>8452174
Ummm >.< I'm really babytrans but I live near Aarhus
>>8452180
Yea that sounds fine desu :) It's what you feel like right? just tell her that I'm sure she will understand, she understood you coming out to her as well, right? :)
>>8452184
I feel the same way :/

>>8452184
I am danish but I'm a guy

>>8452191
Straight White Guy.
The best trip

>>8452180
if you tell her the truth without making excuses for making a mistake she probably will forgive you and you can be friends again.

>>8452192
>I live near Aarhus
I was afraid you were rural. Oh well

>>8452198
Rural? :O Aarhus is not rural, wtf?
What are you a filthy copenhagener ? >:)

>>8452192
Its just been so long. I think the last time i talked to her was 2015 desu. Would she even remember me? Its mostly embarssing because i was the one who helped her a lot with school because going into it he knew jack shit about audio or music production and yet she graduated just fine while i dropped out because i stopped going to class.

>>8452197
Maybe.

>>8452193
Aalborg?
>>8452198
Aarhus is like the least rural place in denmark lmao. Copenhagen might be bigger but Aarhus has a more centered metro feel

>>8452200
You don't know what a trip is? Wow you're very new

>>8452202
I don't think she would forget you ;)
I honestly want to contact my one friend that has been over 4 years ago I last had contact with and I never came out to her. But I want to pass before I do :/

help me mtfg i was trying to normalize my girl dick with lewd things but it turns out i still want a vagina its just i want to kiss cute girls with dicks now. what do i do

>>8452201
>What are you a filthy copenhagener ? >:)
yes

>>8452203
I'm sorry heh

>>8452215
Hello ^^
I'm sorry to hear you have life threatning health problems, care to talk about them?

>>8452212
>its just i want to kiss cute girls with dicks now. what do i do
Date a non op girl?

>>8452212
do you wanna kiss me a lil

If any danish people ever want to talk on discord, they can just add me melissa#4091 :D

>>8452222
are you racist?
Because I'm a short filthy skinny brown boy

>>8452228
Thanks, I don't think I'm nice >.<
But if you ever want to talk about your problems you can just add me to discord as well, ok?

>>8452232
I'm not racist :/
I'm scared of Islam and yea basically all religions..

>>8452159
>hessen
No, i'm afraid not

>>8452220
dating a girl sounds really nice and even the thought of a girl on top of me rubbing her cute and feminine penis on my girltinkler while she holds my hands and locks eyes with me gives me an anime nosebleed
but girls are scary.

>>8452221
ok but only twice and you have to call me a good girl afterwards please

>>8452242
>dating a girl sounds really nice and even the thought of a girl on top of me rubbing her cute and feminine penis on my girltinkler while she holds my hands and locks eyes with me gives me an anime nosebleed
but girls are scary.

great taste

>>8452239
.////.
Thanks, you seem nice as well

>>8452241
oh I thought you were someone else. I live in baden württemberg where do you live?

>>8452239
i don't want to be rude but why are you here?

Opioid treatment for depression when?
>>8452179
yes, sure, we can try
>>8452171
Same, but i'm way too afraid of having female friends that are not trans
>>8452212
same except the girl part. ew
>>8452254
bavaria, near Augsburg

>>8452263
what, you were trying to normalize your BOY dick with lewd things? haha everybody laugh at anon she has a boytinkler

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>>8452272
I meant the
>its just i want to kiss cute girls with dicks now
part
DIS - GUS - TING

>>8452237
okay so you are scared.

>>8452280
i know thats why im here looking for help. you dont have to rub my gross and yucky fetish in, anon i know im disgusting

>>8452292
Don't worry i would never discrimante against you
<3 <3 <3
You ain't disgusting, most mtfs i know do like or even prefer other women

Maybe you could me with my problem? I feel disgust towards myself and i don't even have a fetish

>>8452283
Not of talking to you if you want to? :/

>>8452242
ok! i can do that. ill even feed you a lil estrogen while we're kissing

>>8452296
well, having the fetish helps me hate myself a little less? i just spend a lot of time on /u/ thinking about girls, and theres a tumblr, yuri-with-dicks, that made me just start crying? if you dont like cute girls i cant help you, sorry

>aunt and uncle who haven't seen me in years are coming to visit

haha oh boy I am not looking forward to this

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>>8452304
heck fucking yes

>>8452305
Being attracted to girls with dicks doesnt necessarily mean you ONLY have a fetish for them.

>>8452310
id be a really good gf :(

>>8452309
I haven't seen my parents since starting transition 2.5 years ago.
They're visiting on July 4th
Imma die

>>8452203
I'm from Markarth

currently crying to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdOHPjMzY8s

>>8452299
I think of you as a girl. So I don't hate you at all. No need to be scared of me. That's why I'm in this thread.

>>8452320
Whats wrong beep?

>>8452317
Good luck and have fun, just dress as a man they would never suspect a thing :^)
>>8452321
Thanks :) You could just add me to discord if you wanted to talk more privately? :)

>>8452320
Are trannies prone to crying randomly?

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>>8452313
i just want a wife so i can hold a magic wand on her cute and feminine dick and kiss her until she squirts and not for any emotional reason! its just a fetish! girls are scary i dont desperately crave companionship from somebody who's been through what im going through i just want to have sex is all!!!!!

>>8452317

w e w

>>8452331
im prone to suddenly spiraing into a mess of negative thoughts that result in crying

>>8452320
;_; hugg
>>8452331
I cry a lot sometimes, other times I'm really apathetic
>>8452202
Have you contacted her yet? Do it now!!! :)

>>8452328
i feel like my body issues/self esteem stops me from ever making progress in my life. i have mild anxiety attacks every day just leaving my house to get coffee. idk im working on stuff but nothing seems to be getting better.
>>8452331
random? eh. things build up

>>8452342
>Have you contacted her yet? Do it now!!! :)
il do it right now :/
>>8452344
Trust me when i say i know exactly how it feels to have extreme anxiety. If you ever wanted to talk about stuff you can add me on discord if you want.

I found that breathing exercises and mindful meditation really help me when i actually remember to do them.

If the extinction of bees means the extinction of humans I'm ok with that. Worth it

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Doggo loves the pets

>>8452357
What about all the delicious honey though? Are you willing to give that up?

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I had the worst fucking shopping experience in my life and I'm fucking crying right now.

>tfw actually a trans related story to talk about

>>8452367
What was the experience? Next time just say it from the start faggot.

>>8452350
ive been trying to reason to myself that just because i dont like how i look, that doesnt mean everyone feels that way. i just hate when i can tell someones clocked me and most of the time i feel like its when i turn around and they see my back/shoulders. my coworker that graduated in psychology has been trying to help me with anxiety. just asking how i am helps a lot because i feel like theres so much people don't want to hear. i dont have discord or really know what it is... :s

>>8452367
Did you remember to get make up, dresses, HRT, voice changers and a dozen legal doobies?

>>8452367
I'm sorry to hear that coffee hugg

how is everyone

>>8452371
Discord is just a social platform, you can have friends, and message them and you can join servers where there are several people and you can all write together, you can also join a voice channel inside a server so you could talk to others if you want.

>>8452371
post body pic.

>>8452361
Yes, and I love honey. I don't want those flying stabby stabbies buzzing around, it's scary as fuck and has made me break down into a crying kess too many timesno, it's not just wasps, fuck off bee apologists

>>8452371
*hugs*. Discord is basically a text/voice app where you can talk to people individually or lots at once on specific servers. I find its a lot easier to talk to people about this stuff when its more private desu.

Im sorry that you feel like you are getting clocked but do you think maybe some of it is just anxiety and not actually happening?

>>8452330
Okay I'll hit you up sometime

>>8452371
beep lets talk on discord okay

I can't wait to deny surgery to hons once my boss is gone

>>8452387
5/10 made me chuckle :)

>>8452376
ok thank!
>>8452378
i will not
>>8452381
noo it does happen. i interact with people all day and theres usually a pretty big difference in how people treat me if they see me walking to their door or if they open it and im standing close. like idk someone called me a faggot when i was driving by them just yesterday so i know people can probably tell.
>>8452384
ok one discord please

>>8452390
Ever consider it's because you are rude

>>8452390
>like idk someone called me a faggot when i was driving by them just yesterday so i know people can probably tell.
Thats really awful im sorry to hear that :(

>>8452390
>like idk someone called me a faggot when i was driving by them just yesterday so i know people can probably tell.

holy fuck

>>8452305
the equivalent would be looking at men i like, right?
>>8452317
mine will visit me tomorrow...
>>8452367
may i ask what happened? Maybe it will help you get over it, or we could give similar stories and how we coped with it
>>8452387
lel

With Canadas new transgender bill
I just silenced my first bigot!
I have handed out warnings to people saying I will take them to court

>>8452398
Take them to court please i want to show everyone how rediuclous my country is.

>>8452398
>tfw cant wait to take the whole world to court

I'm the court

>>8452409
yes, but first you have to take out the "o" and replace the "r" with an "n"

Before anyone says I'm an ungreatful fag, I'm not, I'm very thankful

>Be me
>Meet up with friend
>We only go to one store
>She tells me she has a suprise for me because I had a pretty bad week
>We go to a beautysalon
>There's a woman approaching me
>She says hello and I immediately knew she was trans because of the voice
>"She's just like you!"
>There were other people there as well and they were all looking at me
>My friend tells me she wants to help me look even more feminine
>Don't really know how to feel
>She puts make up on my face
>In the meantime other girls were looking at me, even their boyfriends and some old ladies
>We talk about my situation of why I'm not on HRT yet
>Fucking STUTTER ALL THE WAY
>She calls me out on my voice and teaches me the exact same thing that everyone has been telling me
>Touches my adamsapple and tells me to swallow and shit
>I was fucking crying inside so I couldn't
>I was fucking boiling inside, but not because I was angry, but because I had to hold myself in
>I eventually got quiet for a while
>She was done with my make up, hair etc
>She told me I could always come back if I needed help
>I had to do my best to be as sencere as possible and I told her thank you and kind of abruptly walked out
>My friend followed me
>"Look at you, you look so good" she tells me
>I asked her why she did that and she tells me that i could use some guidance to become more feminine
>I had to hold myself in because idk why but i told her thank you and gave her a hug
>She knew something was wrong but didn't want to talk about it so she simply asked if i wanted to go home and I said yes
>She follows me home
>Cry but I didn't tell her why because I didn't want to hurt her feelings
>She's making dinner now while I shitpost here on my bed

I don't know how to feel honestly. I don't even know what to do.

>>8452409
Hows work going?

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>>8452413
im not very smart what r u sayin

>>8452421
Pls kil me (:
How u?

>>8452416
Huggggggg
I can certainly see why you would be upset at some of it....but I honestly think she is just trying to help
I would love such a thing ;_;

>>8452425
>Pls kil me (:
Wait did something happen?

>>8452394
>>8452392
this is sadly sort of a common thing i deal with. its happened to me at work multiple times.
>>8452416
just let her know she took you too far out of your comfort zone and public transition is very difficult. sor that happened iktf.

>>8452416
This is what you get for trusting normies

>>8452416

Ugh that sounds painful. I only accept help privately, in someones home. Though this one friends mom was like, an alcoholic and had BPD and would always come in and be super fucking annoying.

With any luck you'll get laid afterward at least, sounds like she might like you?

>>8452416
fucking normies man

>>8452427
SHE TEXTED ME BACK AND IM TOO SCARED TO READ IT. WHAT IF SHE CALLS ME A CUNT FOR NOT TALKING TO HER AFTER SCHOOL. WHY AM I SO NERVOUS ABOUT TEXTING AN OLD FRIEND.

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>>8452416
I would've started bawling in the middle of the store. Good on you for holding it together, even if it sucked.

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>>8452416

wait why aren't you on HRT? How bad do you not pass? I'd almost never try to go girlmode pre-HRT unless I thought I was like, very passably cute.

>>8452441
Why would she do that, you are really nice :> I like you a lot and she seemed really nice from what you wrote, I can understand you are scared but read it at least, you will get the answer and won't have to thing about it anymore Hugg

>>8452427
I really am greatful she helped!! I just...I don't know

>>8452432
Here's the thing, I still don't know whether I was unconfortable or was just...well overwhelmed is the closest word I can describe? I don't know. It was certainly unconfrotable when she touched my adamspple though.

>>8452434
>>8452439
f*cking normies

>>8452437
>I only accept help privately, in someones home.

in all honesty, this might've been the best solution but on the other hand: by not exposing myself, i'll just learn to be introvert again like the little c*ck i used to be

>With any luck you'll get laid afterward at least, sounds like she might like you?

UHH.................................Veto

>>8452445
I'm a very patient person. Very.

>>8452449
>wait why aren't you on HRT?
This would take a while to explain, but in short: i'm in a really crummy situation right now

>How bad do you not pass?
Subjective at best but if I had to tell from myself? I don't. But really, it's the least of my problems and I'm not very depressed about that because I was born with what I got as a face so I suppose I should make the best of that. Make up really does help a lot and it's fun to try out new things to make yourself look better.

>I'd almost never try to go girlmode pre-HRT unless I thought I was like, very passably cute.
I only go in "boymode" for some moments. I'm not shy to tell anyone who I really am

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https://anilist.co/anime/98790/SkirtnoNakawaKedamonoDeshita

transbian show lmao