make yourself as a gf edition
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• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
old >>8380539
(You) thread
Explain why I'm AGP.
>>8382278
>>8382192
I had made one
Tfw finally got rid of girl clothes and pills
tfw you miss holding her
>>8382285
booh get on, trip.
requesting more images like "trap gf" "tranny gf" etc
>>8382287
Why would you do that
Go get them back while you still can
>>8382287
They'll be back.
Mmm vegan food.
>>8382244
Still missing cutie af and super nice though.
>>8382278
reposting i guess?
>tfw ur parents gift you a crapload of money to build a ridonculous workstation because you got into grad school
16 cores here I come
>>8382299
filtering because of that stupid twitter shit on the shirt
Wrong thread general
>>8382096
>Hurt
>Implying
>Implying it won't be the start of a beautiful relationship that changes both their lives
Haribu x Matthew OTP
I've become a girl
now all I need is to become a CUTE girl -_-
>>8382302
Why are you posting here if you're trying to quit? If you're going to repress don't half-ass it or you'll definitely be back on HRT eventually.
>>8382301
>workstation
C'mon be honest.
>>8382306
dril is good as hell you fuck. you rat fuck
such a sad day why even life
>>8382319
Be honest about what?
>>8382320
i bet that's a quote from his twitter and you think you're so witty
>>8382289
shit man I want a fluffy yuri relationship but real life isn't an anime and I don't think I could actually happily coexist with a girl but I also like boys
what do
>>8382302
I remember the first time I threw away my girl clothes, and the second and the third....
>>8382301
>16 cores
oh shit nigger what are you doing
just buy an i7 7700 or something, (comparatively) cheap and like 95% of the power you can possibly buy
>>8382334
let the rich retard waste his money
>>8382328
i'm the least witty motherfucker alive
but seriously listen up: "something awful forums style irony" predates dril, its the fucking internet culture i grew up in, he's just the most successful example of it because i guess he turned out to be the funniest out of all the old FYAD posters
for other examples see: everything cboyardee ever made
>>8382329
>tfw u had a fluffy yuri relationship and then you ruined it
welp
>>8382326
It's for vidya.
>>8382339
fyad style posting as it was before doesn't exist anymore that much
sa is full of sjws now
>>8382338
hi u r being mean
I have no idea wtf to make for dinner :(
I've been eating thai for 8 of the last 9 days.
>>8382301
>16 cores
>mfw
I'm going to need details, because reasons >.>
>>8382309
>get introduced
>can't stop giggling and smiling because "wet speel"
>get misread as shy interest
>don't have the heart to shoot him down
>trapped forever
pls no ;_;
>>8382334
>what are you doing
COMSOL
Autocad
GAMESS
I want all the threads, you can never have too many for these
>>8382343
I don't play video games
>>8382352
you REALLY don't need more than an i7 7700 unless you WANT to waste a huge amount of money for incredibly diminishing returns
>>8382352
>I don't play video games
>>8382352
>16 cores
>not for games
Please
>>8382345
is it? i got permabanned in 2011 anyway. GBS looks almost indistinguishable from back then
but you know, i'll go to my grave thinking about "tane" and how barnacle jim has a long face and wants to fuck his bike and i dont care if im the last human on earth to know why these were ever funny
>>8382343
>16 cores
>not cryptomining
Wew
>>8382314
Hrt is a meme
I started at 17 and still look like a man after three years
>>8382357
that many cores isn't even useful for games
dead_ken got a writing position at fucking jacobin despite being a piece of human scum and here i am trying to finish my fucking master's degree and growing tits like a total fag
>>8382352
>16 cores for autocad
What are you drawing?
Anyway if you're serious you will buy a Quadro instead of a GTX.
>>8382287
You idiot.
>>8382293
Making mine atm.
>>8382301
Sometimes I think my gaming PC and tabletop games are holding back my feminity, like if my computer broke down and I couldnt play wargames anymore- I bet Id devote a lot more time to more traditionally female things.
>>8382362
This. There are very few games I've played that would cpu bottleneck on my oc'd 3570k and it's ancient.
>>8382366
Journalism is about connections who would have thought?
>>8382354
How much do you think I'm spending on this CPU?
>>8382355
Games are boring and a waste of time.
>>8382357
Why would you buy a massively multithreaded CPU for games? That's retarded.
>>8382367
If I told you what I was making I would effectively dox myself.
Autocad doesn't even have special quadro drivers anymore, I don't have much use for the functionality of a quadro and I'm not sure if it even needs a beefy graphics card
>>8382384
to be fair all of the people in my old something awful forums community were like 5 years my senior, i was like the only high schooler around
i hope dead_ken real name sam kriss fucking dies though
>>8382301
buy a great laptop for taking notes on in class, then spend on a 1-2 tier down system with plenty of RAM memory. Use the rest for clothes.
Tfw you will never be a real girl
>>8382389
play autism-inducing map painting simulators, the only videogames known to cause autism in healthy human beings
>>8382389
>How much do you think I'm spending on this CPU?
too much
>>8382396
>5'3
no sympathy
>>8382389
>Games are boring and a waste of time.
I hope you realize you're killing your inner joy when you lie to yourself like this. Do you want to become a husk? Do you!?
>>8382351
Two autists, trapped together.
You could put him on titty skittles and live the NEET dream
>>8382398
>the only videogames known to cause autism in healthy human beings
Can confirm, I love me some geographical Bob Ross simulators, have a bad case of the 'tism.
>>8382364
this is the correct decision
>>8382396
>tfw you won't even resemble a girl
>>8382407
oops it me
>>8382408
i think you've yet to post you face, but i doubt it
>>8382389
What on earth do you need 16 cores for anyway?
>>8382400
No no, I need a dollar figure, you can't just make sweeping generalizations like that unless you have a basis for it
>>8382398
Ew
>>8382364
Yes, the 16 core CPU in question is a threadripper, I am waiting on the launch
>>8382395
How much ram and how much compute? I keep on emphasizing that I will be using this computer for heavily multithreaded physics simulation
>>8382401
5'3 and ugly :c
>>8382418
stupid rich kid
>>8382405
>no total war
>>8382423
Not autistic enough, but I'm gonna get into the series eventually.
>>8382418
you're kinda mean you know that
>>8382418
Nice!
At work we have setups with 1800x and 64gb of ram and they're fucking killers.
>>8382433
they know
they need to fill in the hole in their personality so they act out
>>8382404
>autist
>NEET
I am neither of those things
>>8382411
My main problems with my face are that laser is taking forever and I've got bad bald spots that I can't hide, but at least some progress is being made. My height and build and hands I can't do anything about, but if I can get my face presentable maybe I'll be comfortable, I don't know. I guess you're right that I'm not completely hopeless but it feels like it when I'm just waiting for the years long process of laser to finish because I don't want to be a bearded freak when I try presenting as a woman.
>>8382418
>I keep on emphasizing that I will be using this computer for heavily multithreaded physics simulation
Talk to your department on requirements. They may provide. Usually one or two steps down from the most expensive is most cost effective.
RAM, max the motherboard out.
>>8382431
it's more normie then grand strat is though
start with shogun 2, it's the pinnacle
>>8382301
>>tfw ur parents gift you a crapload of money to build a ridonculous workstation because you got into grad school
>16 cores here I come
a workstation?? like a desk? what is 16 cores mean? like 16 shelves? wont the shelves be too small to put anything on though? that just seems like alot
>>8382420
I mean, you could provide reasons why you're saying what you're saying. Why is it that I need only 4 cores/8 threads for my workloads? Why is literally 4 times the threads "diminishing returns"
>>8382433
Uhh, what?
>>8382416
See >>8382418
>>8382434
Fuckk that sounds nice, I bet those just chew through anything you throw at them
>>8382418
elanna i am suggesting this because having autism is a powerful aid in postgrad studies
as such, acquiring autism from map videogames might help you
just ignore me, i[ve been having cider again, i was meant to go to bed 30 minutes ago
>>8382447
And oh, I meant the series wasn't autistic enough. I'm more than autistic enough, I enjoyed HoI3 for fuck's sake.
>start with shogun 2, it's the pinnacle
That's the one Grace recommended to me, I've played the demo I just haven't bought it because reasons.
>>8382452
you are a stupid rich kid because you are spoiled and an ingrate
It's super awkward that I have bigger boobs then my date
>>8382448
Dope trip.
>>8382418
>I keep on emphasizing that I will be using this computer for heavily multithreaded physics simulation
Surely you'll have access to computational facilities?
>>8382455
yeah, it's the best in the series I think due to the time period, shits fun to play on max difficulty and it does'nt lag that much late game since there is only 65 cities opposed to the hundred+ in the newer ones
>>8382461
cyberpunk 2077 will kill him ; - ;
elanna is going to kill us all with an orbital laser thats why she needs a powerful cpu
good night
>>8382471
you didn't reply to me ree
>>8382461
Still trying to date as a guy huh? (Captcha told me I was wrong for clicking the cars instead of the street signs when it asked for vehicles, I think we've trained the neural network wrong.)
>>8382452
>"diminishing returns"
pay attention to that. It varies a lot for different CPUs.
>>8382474
im drunk and mentally disabled at this point. im gonna sleep. sorey.
>>8382452
I don't really know I didn't get to use them lol. I'm assuming they do because I didn't get any complaint at all although some of my colleagues started with a prejudge.
I only set them up and at first they were a PITA. The first set of mobo we got were asrock b350 and they sucked, had plenty of bugs, and couldn't run althe ram at rated frequency. We replaced those with x370 MSI ( I think it was those with the car on the packaging) and those worked a treat. We got a third one with a MSI pro carbon and it kept bugging at first but then it turned out it was winblows that didn't support the stuffs correctly, after a few updates it was fixed.
Those were upgrade from the top of the top the line Intel had when the last machines were constructed, so it probably just ended up compiling a bit faster.
>>8382468
Oftentimes it's nice to have your own machine that you can set up however you want and run whatever you want without dealing with wait queues, etc. I do all of my protein simulation work on my laptop, although I'm writing my own code so it's mainly for convenience, I have a faster turn around time when I want to make changes to the code this way.
96th for Emma is an abusive partner that will only ruin your life if you get in contact with her
>>8382488
Ok, I'm officially drunk.
Yay?
>>8382488
And also a note, the CPU cooler attachment system is annoying with aio s.
>>8382493
She hurt you too huh?
>>8382461
>Tfw you have a bigger penis than your date
Whats something to do outside with someone on a nice day?
>>8382499
she hurts everyone she talks to
Starting HRT on Thursday!
Life is preddy nice desu. You just don't have to give a fuck.
hey /mtfg/
today i found out i even pass in extreme Hardmode (on a festival, without makeup, hair back and wearing a oversized boy hoodie)
>>8382510
Cngrats on your meme life!
>>8382460
That seems rude
>>8382468
Not in this group specifically. This is not a computational group but it does work with things that benefit from computation. Besides, I want to have full control over the hardware rather than having to fight to run a simulation.
>>8382476
But this isn't expensive enterprise hardware that I'm planning on buying, this is a consumer grade CPU and it will be under $1000 USD. I'm not crazy.
>>8382448
Silly trutrans not knowing how computer work
Up your agp game
>>8382488
What do you do for a living?
>>8382506
I liek my liver though
>>8382505
>concerts at the park
>picnic
>go to the beach/lake
>swim
>eat outside
>have a barbeque
>makeout on the grass
>watch TV/play video games outside
>have sex in your backyard underneath your tree where only your elderly neighbors can see you, and you know they're watching you but you dont care
>have a doggy date
>bird watch
>go to a museum
>watch the clouds and talk about them and make up stories about them
is that enough?
>>8382512
yayyyy, thats good!!
>>8382511
everyone who 'doesn't give a fuck' is just pretending to not give a fuck
the cracks always show
>>8382505
Cuddle together
>>8382516
yeah now that i read the thread i see it was a computer thing. literally the only thing i understood, everything else was fucking gobbledygook
>>8382493
>>8382507
>>8382516
it's not rude if it's true which it definitely seems to be
>>8382481
I have like 500+ hours in it, good times, used to post updates from this one on /tgg/, probably have images of some of the green texts people made of it somewhere
>>8382516
Continuous integration and misc IT/infrastructure/tooling stuffs. Also I solve Linux problems because I'm one of the most competent person they have for Linux stuffs.
In short I build PCs and break compilation by not modifying the code.
>>8382498
CPU cooler attachment
I'll just leave this here...
I want Emma to abuse me too
>>8382515
Already am :)
>>8382544
Why?
>>8382527
They'll admit their love for one another one day.
>>8382516
2bad
I'm keeping track and I'm going to order you the Matthew shots. Fuck the liver
>>8382556
>those nails
gross
>>8382535
This was a siege right?
>>8382518
yep, feels good
but atm it's raining, i'm wet and senpai doesn't notice me
>>8382556
>holding hands
So they basically had anal then.
tfw dont want to touch my gt but cant cum from butt or nips
>>8382493
h-hey I like emma D:<
>>8382561
yeah, I think it was when I hastily built a bunch of matchlocks since I had fast production modifier or something, I did lose that game in the end
>>8382559
It's not, it's extremely stressful and 90% of the time is working around or fixing other people's bugs.
Also it forces you to use some of the worst languages I know of ( fucking groovy bullshit piece of shit 6th hell circle deamon fuck)
Some people in there are doing reverse engineering, and I could do that ( I know how to use the tool and everything, used them to crack stuffs lol), I wish I was doing that instead. But desu the whole codebase is a mess because its mostly retarded legacy shit.
>>8382570
wear something chill go to bed and just rub it against your bed
>Another terrorist attack
It's clear I must remain a man to reduce my chance of being easy prey
if a five year old is honest enough to follow up "you look like a girl" with "you don't sound like one but, do you?" you can probably believe the first bit, right?
>>8382572
Emma doesnt like you though
>>8382576
An example is one of the stuffs I got to do: 'fix test software', I say OK, take a look at it and say we'd be better off starting from scratch for that one. They say no, I say OK I'll try to fix what I can.
6 months later they took a intern to rewrite it.
are we posting most played games now
>>8382589
yes she does ^_^
>>8382594
Emma is a narcissist who only likes herself. She pretends to like others to expand on her harem because it feeds her ego.
>>8382598
i-im not w-worthy of master liking me anyways .///.
I know my place ^^;
I did a draw.
>>8382595
>Was it the Hindus again?
the mormons obviously
>>8382591
Civ used to be my fave games, now I've lost all interest in anything nerdy and complex, but I want games with more social interaction is it hormones or Im just getting old?
>>8382602
wtf is wrong with you
>>8382604
your draws make me smile!
IT'S LONDON
L
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D
O
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>>8382604
You do good draws
>>8382604
very pretty :O
>>8382606
i-i just play vidya for attention mostly t-these days : /
>>8382613
lots of things -_-
>>8382595
that was kinda the aim the that campaign, go mostly matchlocks, I did lose in the end, I had a lot of fun though, /twg/ was trying to give me tips the whole time, I guess I'm just not good enough to play on legendary
at one point I kinda lost a whole big fleet of all nanban ships to auto resolve, filled with a full stack of tercio matchlocks, and my daimyo
>>8382527
Really makes me think
Goddamnit someone spilled the beans about me being trans and now everyone in my extended family is hugging me and kissing me.
I managed to escape and I'm hiding in the bathroom.
What do mtfg?
>>8382627
^_^ <3
>>8382627
REALLY MAKES ME THINK
Emma is an abusive hon who only preys on vulnerable trannies with zero self esteem because that's all she'll ever be able to get on account of being a genuinely disgusting person in both appearance and personality, that's why she's a hateful passive aggressive cunt to anyone who isn't dumb enough to fall for her shit.
>>8382628
suicide is the only thing you could do
Is emma cute?
She sounds like good one night stand material
>>8382636
Tell us more charlotte.
>>8382621
Wow the king of Portugal must have been pissed about that.
You know I never play on legendary? It's because while the AI is a better challenge, the happiness, corruption, sanitation etc penalties become a massive pain.
>>8382628
take your medicine and go to bed
you're hallucinating again
>>8382640
pump and dump baby
>>8382640
I'm good one night stand material
>>8382636
Why obsess about her if she's so bad? You'd be better off just moving on, you're not going to save anyone by warning them about her, people have to make their own mistakes. Seriously, stop posting about her and move on with your life.
>>8382582
kids don't lie about those kinds of things because they're incapable of deeming them "insensitive" or offensive.
>>8382639
Sudoku in bathroom is like pro ninja level.
Don't think I can do this.
>>8382643
>Portugal must have been pissed about that
>>8382652
>Why obsess about her if she's so bad
Because she was cucked hard.
>>8382644
I wish ;~;
>>8382636
This is so true it hurts, oh my god
>>8382661
Lmfao, why have I never browsed /twg/? Oh yeah /v/ has a reputation for autism hence why I've stayed away over the years. Shame, I like writing stories about my total war escapades.
shit kefir is delicious
a-all this emma shittalking is making me really sad..
>>8382591
I feel bad.
>>8382676
Do not let her take control of you.
>tfw no total war gf
damn
>>8382681
She's one of the aforementioned people with low enough self esteem to engage with Emma
>>8382671
some anon wrote that for me, /twg/ was pretty comf, they liked my takeda campaign too which I actually won with the finish being seiging kyoto with all the hero units and dealing with a stupid amount of ashigaru stacks
>>8382678
strawberry
uwu
>>8382648
asl?
>>8382699
>when you have a crush on ela and would one night stand but would never tell her
>>8382699
69/F/ur butt lmao
>>8382681
b-but whats the fun in that? :3
>>8382687
you are probably right.. ; _ ;
>>8382689
mmm takeda cavalry. I think I lost that in the end because as I said cav died easily in that game, and samurai were expensive as fuck. Actually playing it historically with mainly stacks of ashigaru worked better than elite samurai armies. Playing as the Oda or Tokugawa I swept the map with tight formations of ashigaru spears and matchlocks and that is what happened in reality.
>>8382679
yeah you should feel bad for not having Vic2 up there
Emma has claimed the controversial crown from Chara.
>>8382701
Are you a girl?
>>8382701
>tfw you relate
>>8382706
Aren't you the one with the anime girl voice? Post a clyp talking about the kinds of things that emma made you do.
So i guess it tequila time
>>8382717
yuh
>she's not in the secret tranny discord
https://discord.gg/eYhvHk7
>>8382701
>also have a crush on Elanna but wouldn't subject her to someone like myself
>>8382710
I like going with whatever the faction is specialized in, themed armies and all that, try playing the uesugi, warrior monks are really fun
>>8382719
https://clyp.it/frrjfxgf
she didn't really but but still applys ^^
>>8382715
What happened to Chara, has she been around lately?
>>8382741
Where the fuck do you live that you pronounce anon that way.
>>8382743
She keeps to discord mostly.
>>8382725
How do you feel about experimenting?
>>8382743
>What happened to Chara,
she sticks to discord and posts on mtfg when it gets linked there
>>8382734
>tfw relate
>tfw relate to that about everyone in general as well
hitting too close to home
>>8382751
w-w-w-what do you mean by experimenting
>>8382735
Fucking iko ikki man, they kept taking over the map with their warrior monks. Idk what it is with CA and orange plague. First it was the Almohads in medieval, then the Maharatha Confederacy in Empire ( I quit my campaign in anger when they invaded jamaica like wtf) and then the ikko ikki
>>8382759
ikko are some bullshit, they usually don't make it long though since everyone hates them
>>8382640
idk but i would like 2 know
does anyone have a pic?
Emma is Chara lite
>>8382731
Guess I'm banned from this one ;~;
>>8382772
do u want me to ask them why
>>8382775
Which one is it?
>>8382758
I kinda want to know how it feels when I kiss and hold a girl
Why the heck is Cindy such a qt
>>8382783
>tfw you'll never know that feel
>>8382783
I thought you had before though.
>when lanna is just meming
>>8382764
Ask chara she doxxed emma
>>8382762
Maharatha were isolated against the shitty mughals so they kept taking over the map easily. Empire was god-awful
>Make a game about the age of sail
>Don't code any European nations to invade overseas
Did you play Fall of The Samurai?
>>8382785
because your infatuated
>>8382798
there are a lot of people here who seem to hate emma yet won't share her pics
>>8382278
I made my first one ever.
Is it good? Be brutally honest.
>>8382794
I was a boy...I really don't think it counts
I've never kissed someone binary and femme since
>>8382804
Are you telling me that there are people here calling someone a hon without ever seeing the person? Why would someone go on the internet and just tell lies?
>>8382806
Ok that makes sense. I would love to kiss you and iv had some good experience since transitioning but il never tell you who i am because i would be too embarrassed.
>>8382808
no i'm guessing they've seen her, i mean one of them is supposedly charlotte who has seen her in person, so it's weird that there's no pictures.
>>8382815
Careful, you'll start a witch hunt of people trying to guess who you are.
>>8382799
empire was really buggy for me so I did'nt play it much
yeah, fots is really good, trying to stay low tech for the bonus to samurai units is a fun challange
>>8382808
I've seen her
pics got posted of her on r9k
she doesn't look very good tbdesu
>>8382815
Wait wait do I know you
>>8382816
Charlotte has an axe to grind though. She threw autistic fits when she met up with emma because she couldn't handle the fact that it wasnt just her that was going to be with her, even though she had known what was happening before hand. You cant really trust someone with that much hate to tell the truth.
>>8382804
chara is bribed easily
>>8382822
post them here then
>>8382826
I mean we have talked before you do know who i am but i cant say anymore because otherwise you would know who.
I dont know how to fix myself but idk its ok
>>8382816
I've only seen a picture relatively early in her transition so it wouldn't be fair to her to go dig that up and post it. (Plus I don't hate her or anything.) She doesn't look bad, regardless; people that dislike her are exaggerating calling her a hon.
>>8382826
Hey nerd, remember me? Hand over the lunch money or voice clyp.
>all these people shit talking emma about being ugly
>never post any pics
REALLY MAKES ME THINK
>>8382835
good gf post there
>>8382841
>>8382821
AI were so bad you could win the campaign easily with samurai. No chance of the AI organizing into a a proper defensive firing line so a quick charge wasn't hard to do. Naval battles sucked in both games. In Shogun they were just plain boring, in FOTS my ships kept blowing up whatever I did. Idk why CA keeps plowing along with naval battles, they're always a half assed afterthought.
>>8382832
I mean I can probably guess
I probably shouldn't but you've got my gears turning
>>8382851
k not posting anymore forget I said anything.
>>8382371
You're the idiot
how do I become friends with Emma
>>8382853
You shouldn't be so shy, there's nothing to be ashamed about.
>tfw no qt Elanna gf
>>8382853
pretty sure I know who you are but I won't post anything
>>8382861
I have literally no problem with hitting on anyone but her its weird.
>>8382858
Be interesting and have her take an interest in you, I guess? Ask her for her discord and talk to her.
>>8382868
Aww, you really feel something for her, don't you?
>>8382873
what if I already fail the first requirement
>>8382849
the economic issues of being low tech were pretty bad though, the ai has always been kinda bad, I played with a few mods that helped a bit
I never really had any issues with naval battles in shogun, mostly never did them though unless it was a big one, always liked the ship you got for getting the shogunate
>>8382840
https://clyp.it/sibc141q
>>8382853
I mean you probably live too far away for it to matter anyways, I'm familiar with feels over distance it's hard.
>>8382858
b-be ridiculously cute ^^;
>>8382837
Lmao, my uncle brought a surprise mariachi band to serenade my aunt. I swear we spics are a fucking stereotype
>>8382882
Work on that, then? Surely there's some aspect of yourself that could be interesting if presented in the right way?
Tfw give away my hrt to a needed trans girl
>tfw repressing to survive the collapse of the modern world
>>8382805
I-I guess no one loves me, that's OK I don't love me either :(
>>8382837
i dont know much about uu im sorry
I am not that familiar with the trips
>>8382841
>Doesn't have emma pics
What a fucking newb. Lol
>>8382891
That's better than just tossing it I guess but are you sure you're making the right decision?
>on vacation so not looking at the internet
>people dming me on discord saying im being talked about here
>mentioned like every 5 posts
you guys really like me huh?
>>8382900
>missing the point
-_-
>>8382885
me on the right
>>8382901
Yes
I'll never pass in this life.
Rather let my hrt go to someone that can pass
>>8382805
I want to feed you ice cream and tell you everything will be okay.
>>8382904
You're the girl they love to hate.
>>8382896
hugg ally and hugg ally's cat
>>8382891
What's your dosage?
>>8382904
This thread should have been called emma gossip edition.
>>8382904
y-you are chara light now!~
congrats master ^^;
>>8382905
I'm just shitposting, desu. i have no clue to whom emma is nor do I care to find out.
>>8382915
50mg cypro 20mg injectable estrogen
>tfw /mtfg/ hates you
>tfw the only one to recognize elannas meal as katsudon
Cut your balls off they said
It'll make you a girl they said
>>8382904
Where are you vacationing rich spoiled girl?
>>8382904
what does a neet tranny need a vacation for
>>8382926
Food weeaboos are the best kind of weeaboo
>>8382904
Hooooooonestly
Traps are not human please kill yourself faggots
>>8382937
>I understand if you dont want to.
anytime you want.
>>8382943
I'm not a trap, I'm just a man on hormones
>>8382943
I don't think many of us pass well enough to call ourselves traps.
>No mention of Islam yet
>Witness on interview says attack won't cause him to hate other religions
How did he even know religion had anything to do with it? Hmm??
>>8382904
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIs5StN8J-0
>>8382929
>take hrt they said
>youll pass they said
People like to hugbox and be nice to give you false hope who knew.
>>8382935
I believe she may be visiting someone.
>>8382937
no, once you keep kyoto for 4 turns you can built the nihon maru, it's not as good as nanban ships obviously but it was pretty good as a flagship. getting the shogun perks also let you build the best cav in the game among other bonuses
>>8382945
Ok what is it?
>>8382925
Ooooh gimme!
>>8382921
What about yourself makes you think that you're a loser?
>>8382911
well one person really seems to love to hate me to an obsession level
>>8382918
literally
>>8382919
not a title i wanted but i guess i am now
>>8382930
someones house on the east coast ;3
>>8382935
to get away from anons like u
>>8382942
quite honest
>>8382938
comin to see you next
>>8382954
blonde puffy hair and that video title
reminds me of someone..........
>>8382963
Maddie#9761
>>8382960
Oh that ship. meh it's a bit of a floating duck.
>>8382943
Cannot kill what is dead inside
how do I stop missing hairs when I shave
>>8382955
Iktf
>>8382975
Use mirror! :3
>>8382969
How do you like your eggs in the morning?
>>8382964
I already gave it to someone else
>>8382979
not talking about my face, more my arms/legs
hard to see sometimes, even with my full attention
>Frogposter laughed at me claiming I live in a shariah zone
>His borough got shot up by ISIS
Where is he? I want to laugh at him.
>>8382984
no you're just posting autistic things on the internet for attention
you guys have discord?
i want to hang out, i have one too. post the chatroom you have or whatever
>>8382980
id like yours fertilized from the night before~
>>8382972
it was fun to have though, think it had some aoe bonus ability or something too
>>8382968
im not cute or interesting and I have no friends
>>8382969
When you made you obsession post I thought of that song. it's a different poofy blonde. The other was Dale bozzio of Missing Persons.
This is her as a solo artist.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvcnl6LMxEg
>emma joins the thread
>all the shit talking stops
Pussies ^^
>>8383003
l e w d
>>8383015
Aww. Want to be friends?
Im eating chocolate spread out of a jar with a fork after not eating for several days, have I hit rock bottom.
tfw all you want is someone who loves you and you give them your everything and they dump you in a second and pick up someone new
>>8383029
Shitposting is fun but I don't know Emma, cliff notes plz?
>>8383041
They waited to dump you before picking up someone new? How considerate of them.
>>8383029
lil bit
>>8383040
tfw on the "not eating" diet
; - ;
>>8383041
Im sorry to hear that anon.
>>8383044
Actually they didn't :(
>>8383045
You shud eat desu.
>>8383003
:o
>>8383042
Shes nice to me is all im gonna say.
>>8382921
No...
>>8383062
I like to believe everyone is nice so that is good :)
Tfw panic and fear override dysphoria
Mmmmmmm fuzzy feelings of adrenaline
ugh. Another day with r9k...
see ya fags later
>>8383022
>all the shit talking about emma builds up hype
>start wondering what the hype's about.
>emma posts
>just another fagvatar anime poster
>mfw
>>8383058
Oh, I'm sorry; that hurts.
>>8383062
She jerks off with you over mic doesnt she.
>>8383040
>not using a spoon
is this like a calorie saving techniqie
Repression: "the world is a warzone, it's scary, I can protect you. Take me my hand. I will keep you safe"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yO7_t3ZrdUQ
>>8383098
sounds like desperation...
>>8383098
I dont own any spoons.
>>8383112
b but how do u eat soup?
>>8383092
that may or may not have happened.
all quiet of the /mtfg/ front.
>>8383117
>not slurping your soup through a spoon and eating the solid bits with a fork
lol?
>>8383025
>tfw anon didn't want to be friends ;_;
>>8383130
Can you keep it down I'm trying to watch a movie
>>8383129
don't you have someone?
>>8383129
Its ok I know. She has a way with words when she wants to.
>>8383142
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LeYn_W14zTU
>>8383142
I'm watching Doctor Who I hope qt water girl comes back
>>8383146
we broke up. dont wanna talk about it
>>8383025
okay but I'm not good at being friends
also I'm at work rn so can't rly talk
>>8383117
I just ate soup and sucked it out of the pan i cooked it in.
>>8383131
no, just no.
>>8383163
I'm sorry to hear that
>>8383149
She maxed out her charisma early
>>8383166
b but you can buy individual spoons at ikea for like $1
>>8383138
sorry I didn't see
>>8383129
>that may or may not have happened.
..................
>>>/agpgeneral/
pls go
>>8383164
Oh, yay! You can add me on discord when you get home if you'd like: Joan#0217
>>8383155
How is the show now? I haven't watched it since David Tennant was on it
>tfw my city has been bombed so many times nobody cares anymore
>>8383206
the buddhists must be stopped
>>8383204
Pretty good, it has some dud episodes but overall it's still great
(Amy Pond best companion those fucking legs hnng)
>>8383211
>wanting to stop the nudists
why?
>>8383223
Yeah the whole package realy but I'm a sucker for long legs
>>8383194
Its agp to let people masturbate to me?
>>8383227
I seam to be a sucker for Scottish women.
>>8383246
i was joking buddy, chill out.
her jacking off to you is cool though. no one has ever jacked off to me and told me while they were doing it.
>>8383178
I dont have that much money, im saving it for meds.
>>8383250
I-I'm one quarter scottish senpai...
>>8383251
probably because you're kind of a bitch
>dick touches mother's vagina as you're born
>AGP
Reminder you're not tru trans unless you were test tube or C-section
>>8383206
>>8383272
Niceu!
>tfw tru trans because i was ripped out of my mothers stomach in a c-section
suck it stinky trannies.
>>8383284
Missy is fucking great, Missy and John Simm episode Hype!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b8kaBRfKi1c
>>8383259
I'm 1/8 Scottish
and 1/8 Scots Irish
>>8383246
I didn't know I wanted this until now
>>8383284
>favourite episode
is still Blink.
>>8383296
I'm half scotish
Shirley Manson is so hot and that voice is sex <3
>>8383307
you want to let people fap to you? its a weird thing desu
Hey guys, I forgot my hormones for a week and now I'm wondering if I'm really trans. What's up with you.
>>8382764
look up her username in the r9k archive
>>8383315
Yes, I love listening to her.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y14Kp1DitpE
>>8383296
Tfw 1/8 Scottish
and 1/8 English
Ang 3/4 Kiwi
>>8383331
Trying to figure out why my science experiment doesn't work.
What makes you feel like you might not be trans?
>>8383331
I forget days here and there, but my mind is going.
>>8383339
It's just, you know, I like being referred to as female, I like thinking of myself as female, but do I like being female?
>>8383328
I mean I'm sure in the right context it could be kinda hot idk
>>8383352
it is hot if its for the right person. never do it for a chaser.
>>8383333
this her?
>>8383361
yeah apparently she's like 6'2"
>>8383361
these things always creep me the fuck out. why r people so creepy?
;~;
>>8383373
Wew 6'2" club :)
>>8383373
Tall girls are cute tho idk why that would be a bad thing
>>8383384
>wanting to be in that club
>>8383361
yes
>>8383361
did someone ask for my EMMA folder.
>>8383398
Hi Chara
>>8383398
I have some rare emma's
post your rarest kid
Anyway.
I'm considering telling my mom
my preferred name.
>>8383398
Holy fucking shit
>tfw not in there :(
>>8383398
Why do you have a folder of yourself?
>>8383361
pretty hair
>>8383413
Is it really Homura though
>>8383337
The rest of half of me is a mix of Irish, Welsh, and Norman English in some odd amounts. The other half is Danish and Finnish in equal proportions. Yes, I'm a Celtic area mutt.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEOUZLiJcG4
>>8383391
I like being tall, I just wish it wasn't so hard to find long tops/dresses :/
>>8383402
hi maddie
>>8383411
im not convinced to post them.
>>8383414
/who/ are you
>>8383417
Don't trust anyone, not even yourself.
>tfw you start passing somewhat consistently but people think you are 15
I guess it's something? Still pretty happy though
>>8383436
Oh Charlotte is that person Grace fucked over on NYE after posting about hanging out with her for like two weeks straight. The more you know.
>>8383442
did she say why she ditched charlotte?
>>8383442
what?
>>8383436
Just a newfag trip who is too shy to post pics
i mad this it took a long time whew
>>8383441
if you're passing and people think you're 15 that's great
people find youngish women attractive
>>8383448
Emma.
>>8383347
Interesting. I've had similar feelings at times. What are your tentative thoughts on the matter?
>>8383436
do you have ones of me...? /:
>>8383423
What no are you insane?
The only two Japanese names I considered were Sakura and Yuuki, but neither of them fit me.
>>8383453
make mine too
thnx
>>8383441
i don't see how looking young would ever be a bad thing.
>>8383442
Don't know, don't care.
>>8383451
oh.
>>8383465
yes, technically.
TFW NO PIETY GF
>>8383472
> technically.
eh??
>>8383398
You said you deleted me reeeee
>>8383470
u dont got ms paint?
>>8383398
>no sass folder
>tfw
>>8382991
Mtfg is used to autistic things since everyone here is autistic
>>8383482
I deleted what was inside.
>>8383483
n-no i have a mac remember?
but also, its hard to make idek what i would put
I just want to be loved
No one could ever feel love for me
>tfw going to die alone
>>8383453
I like ur dress
>>8383493
same
>>8383487
>>8383499
>ty its from h&m. real cheap. i have two.
I imagine u have like a sunglasses rack in ur closet all with the same pair o f sunglasses
I did the thing for Snickerdoodle
>>8383502
GO AWAY FISH
i fucking hate phantom vagina i want to die
>>8383509
this is kinda bullyish
dont bully ur gf
>>8383487
Can't you just delete it entirely?
>>8383509
you know me too well
>>8383504
i have two pairs of the ones i got now. i stole them from target.
also new and improved
>>8383461
Well, I suppose what bugs me the most is am I doing this because I am a woman, or am I doing because I want to be someone else. I like the idea of being female, of course, but...I don't know. You reckon I wouldn't have waited 10 years. Plus, what is a woman, anyway? How do I know it's what I am?
Really, I think what scares me most is fucking it up, but I'm scared of fucking anything up. That's why I'm not taking the hormones. Because I'm scared of what I finally start to cross that line, I won't be able to answer why I suddenly have breasts and stuff; after all, these are prescribed.
>>8383520
I could do a lot of things seiryu.
But i like to leave the threat on the table.
Everyone post their trip crush NOW.
>>8383530
I don't want Zna to know it's her!
>>8383530
DC
>>8383524
>am I doing this because I am a woman
nobody here is a woman
we're here because we WANT to be women
>>8383530
My heart is only for anon. Trips are fucking shit.
>>8383530
Seiryu
>>8383530
Please don't make me do it
>>8383522
*sends u caramello koalas*
>>8383530
I had a trip crush but she is taken so
>>8383538
its the op pic
>>8383542
faye?
>>8383530
Faye
>>8383530
but then she'll know it's me
>>8383530
>No one will ever say Homura
I kind of like Pashi, actually. So kind.
>>8383541
>>8383560
>A few I think.
such as who?
>>8383542
Is it anon?
I bet it's anon. uwu
>>8383548
Too old
>>8383530
i miss isla my gf
>>8383560
>Better luck next time, Anon!
;_;
>>8383524
If it makes you feel any better, I've been on hormones in boymode for over two years now and nobody has said a thing about my breasts. I was really worried about hiding it my first few months but it became clear that nobody was going to make an issue of it so I stopped trying to hide it.
>>8383530
Much too shy to say :/
>>8383544
take her from the taker
>>8383537
I don't believe that, but I'm a fairly spiritual person. I believe that the body is merely the avatar, and the spirit is what counts, and if I am transgender, I am a woman, just with a male body.
>>8383560
no can't say
she'll dislike me even more
>>8383530
there arent any boys here so nobody
>tfw nobody will ever crush on you
>>8383530
sheen
>>8383560
I think it would just be weird and besides it wouldn't matter she lives too far away, like every other crush I've had on here
>>8383579
We all know its Emma.
>>8383579
so its faye?
>>8383530
What if you have more than 1?
>>8383581
I actually don't even know emma
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwuZIg0XXhA
>>8383579
iktf
>>8383579
Is it Zna?
Remember when I tricked you fags into thinking I wanted to be a girl
>>8383530
Micheal Rosen
tfw can't into self-love at all
if I try to imagine me showing any act of affection towards myself all I feel is a foreign, alien coldness
is this what trying to love an autistic person feels like to normal people?
>>8383577
Would you even want a girl to have a crush on you though? I guess it does feel good to be wanted even if you're not attracted to the person?
Everyone crushes on Zna.
>>8383596
are you sure you didn't trick yourself too...
>>8383566
When I was still perma-boymode, I tried to hide my boobs under hoodies but in retrospect I think they were probably still noticeable.
I sometimes wonder if people back then could tell I was a boymode trans girl or if they thought I was just a guy with gyno.
>>8383592
sure, pm me
>>8383601
idk, I was just thinking that myself while doing the dishes
>>8383598
sounds like bad disassociation.
>>8383530
Elanna!
>>8383530
n-nice try ill never tell you
:meh
>>8383606
Yeah, I still wonder that; I would think somebody would say something but maybe not? It'd kind of be a relief to have someone actually figure it out and say something to me about it, it's lonely not having anyone that knows but I'm too scared of opening up to start that conversation.
>>8383615
I literally already know its me you goof
>>8383596
elanna has a crush on you
>>8383599
are we posting triggering stuff?
I just give up
What's the fucking point anymore!?
>>8383625
Explain your situation.
>>8383623
This one got me.
>>8383623
I'm numb...
>>8383622
w-w-what makes y-you think that >///<
>>8383626
I'm a disgusting hon that will never pass in their fucking life
>>8383602
Why even?
>>8383635
Because you tell me often and call me mommy.
an emotional void
>>8383636
It's rough being a hon, huh. I chickened out of that by staying boymode, personally. Do you want to stop hormones, or stop presenting as female, or both? What do you think you could do that would make you most happy?
>>8383643
Pl-please stop it hurts
>>8383642
o-oh yea h-haha .////.
>>8383530
Tanya
nothing upstairs anymore
>>8383646
Commit suicide
>>8383640
Cmon Zna I've been one of your most vocal haters but this is just attention whoring. You're not totally unlikable, quit with the self-deprecation.
>>8383656
reeee leave
>>8383657
Maybe, but like there are better trips to crush on, I don't get it.
is this right?
>>8383656
Shit. I'm sorry to hear that. Don't do it without plenty of thought and trying to see if there is any other option, okay?
>>8383655
>>8383657
i literally just had to tell her why people like her i dont think its attention whoring desu.
>>8383530
my boyfriend doesnt have a trip
>>8383643
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U16Xg_rQZkA
>>8383674
i unironically wish Andreja was into women
>>8383674
I have no mouth and I must scream
>>8383453
I like gin too
>>8383671
i just feel lifeless
all feelings gone
>>8383687
thanks for reading the picture to me in your post
>>8383686
I'm out.
>>8383697
dysphoria chicken is a hard game to play
dinner
>>8383700
Holy fuck I want to die.
>>8383674
>>8383686
>>8383700
See...I feel nothing.
I feel like I should feel something, but nothing.
>>8383700
it isn't dysphoria for me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-JqH1M4Ya8
>>8383704
I am very proud of one of my cats who caught a bird before :3
>>8383530
I saw a really cute guy in the grocery store so he is my crush now
>>8383703
>;-;
what?
>>8383708
me too anon
>>8383718
my cats have to catch prey if they want tender morsels to eat.
>>8383703
idk the only type I've had is Bombay Sapphire
>>8383663
Lots of people feel this way. You're insecure and your own worst critic. Like I said, I'm not particularly fond of you so I'm not going to wax on about your positive aspects, but I'm sure you're not without them and you've had partners before. People have obviously seen something valuable in you before and its not insane to think they would again. Be grateful people see positives in you and try to see them in yourself.
>>8383667
With the track record of many of the girls here, I thought I was safe in my assumption. I shouldn't have been so quick to judge.
>>8383623
I thought that was obvious
>>8383579
I'm like 90% sure I know who it is desu
I bet she has more emotion than me
>>8383741
so you are going to be the power bottom then?
why can't I feel
>>8383709
Why do you think you should feel something?
>>8383737
>I shouldn't have been so quick to judge.
Its ok to make mistakes but its pretty grown up of you to admit it on 4chan desu im impressed.
>>8383684
Don't care anymore
No one would miss me
>>8383749
I'm allergic to them
>>8383753
do not fight it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0HiTzG5FLgo
>>8383755
Supposedly, I'm transgender, right?
Shouldn't I want to look like a hot girl?
But I look at them and I feel...nothing. No desire, no longing. Just...empty
>tfw transbian, but when I see beautiful women I often feel more jealous than attracted
>tfw I would just date men, but I feel nothing towards them
I guess I'll just be a hermit for the rest of my life then.
I should feel something
I did in the past
>>8383742
Oh dear I really shouldn't have run my mouth should I
>>8383769
I don't know, I don't really feel anything when I see those posts either; they're focusing on features that personally aren't dysphoric for me, so it does nothing to me, but I understand why others might have real problems with it. Anyways, I wouldn't worry about it too much.
>>8383777
>I did in the past
Sounds like you finally got comfortable with yourself and your own body
congrats, you're satisfied
>>8383780
don't worry I'm just super autistic and spend too much time here I doubt anyone would guess. also I'm not going to like post about it or whatever so don't worry
numb
>>8383771
Easy solution: date ugly women, they need love too.
>>8383750
She's so preddy. <3
>>8383788
dude me and MAI WAIF cranked sam cooke in her subaru halfway to nashville. frick yeah.
>oh........life is sad dude lol
yeah...true..
>>8383788
It's [REDACTED].
>>8382278
should I make one or does no one care
>>8383801
we're on PAGE FUCKING 4
>>8383793
yeah, I guess you have a point there.
>>8383801
Sure go ahead.
>>8383802
soon to be 1 again.
http://www.strawpoll.me/13107949
>>8383802
yeah so what
>>8383791
How would you guess tho??
>>8383822
I've lost all feeling
>>8383827
You're joking, right? You don't seem like the type to fall for someone here.
>>8383822
Oh no, mtfg is gonna bump the 10 trillionth caraposter and/or Blanchardianism thread off the board!
How will we live without the valuable insights from those threads?
>>8383833
???
People are people regardless of where you meet them
>>8383768
why is 40s- early 60s music the best like 80s music??
>>8383842
What I meant is, though you post a lot I didn't think you were the type to form relationships or get attached to anyone here.
Is that so unbelievable? Maybe I just don't know you well enough. How long have you been posting here?
>>8383841
we're close to a fixed number of /mtfg/ threads slowly descending. Often we had more.
>>8383841
those threads are baitstorms that usually get tons of replies, they aren't going to be near the bottom
if 2 people are crushing on eachother but are too afraid to confess to eachother how can u nudge 1 to confess?
fight
what fight
>>8383853
clue-by-four
>>8383827
based on who you are talking/flirting with recently
>>8383826
>>8383826
>>8383826
>>8383853
both of those people should fuck off and kill themselves
>>8383841
Lmao I <3 u anon.
>>8383845
it is pure and good
>>8383859
Why are you so quick to jump ship?
>>8383856
theyre both in denial about the other 1 liking them as a possibility
>>8383864
yeh ppl kinda lost their innocence in the mid 60s and the whole of the 70s
>>8383869
apply to both keyboards or monitors
Uhh idk if this is the right thread to post in buuuut are there any qt ace girls that want to chat
>>8384322
I'm the anon posting from Texas haha. Where you from?
>>8384341
Fuck, kek
I'm in New Zealand, a whole 7,392 miles away.
>>8384358
Lol dammit. Would you be interested in chatting still?
>>8384374
Yep :) I don't usually talk here properly, mostly shitposting and sadposting.
>>8384407
Skype, Kik, discord? :) I forgot to mention I'm a cis male!
>>8384415
That's fine kek :P
I have been meaning to make a discord, and I don't have any of those others. Does it take too long to make one?
>>8384434
No, should only take a minute or two. :b
>>8384459
Made one, username is just; Ally !3lUHicBf4I
>>8384434
I couldn't find you. Try adding me: ssolata#5593