• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previous thread : >>8353802
First for me NOT being a girl.
Natalie had sex with Kara.
sass thread
>>8355707
Lying in first comments is against the rules.
>>8355709
whoaaa NO WAY
>>8355714
So's posting thumbnails.
>>8355707
is this chaser-chan?
>>8355709
who are these peoples?
>>8355603
So that's why Tanya is so girly
>>8355717
Alice, 'chan' is a feminine honorific...
>>8355720
now everyone knows that your gf masturbates
good job, cindy
>>8355723
I'm well aware.
Fitting, isn't it?
>>8355724
It's okay we do it together
>>8355720
>>8355724
>mfw
>>8355729
Listen to me. Listen to me very carefully: I am a boy. A submissive boy. But a boy.
Grace x Zna was cute and I'm sad it's over.
>>8355736
Good! Submit to your desire to be female. Now.
>tfw full grown adult with the boobs of a 12 year-old girl
:<
>>8355736
boi
>>8355736
"S-Something inside my gir-- boy area..."
">sounds like you really want that homie
Maybe. "
I could continue.
>>8355737
Same.
>>8355709
Objection!
Also
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VAO7DftIs5Q
Yus!
>>8355740
That was so funny for some reason.
>>8355739
Why would you force him into a life of insecurity and unhappiness?
>>8355737
It was painful to watch the same thing unfold again for the umpteenth time. We all knew how this was going to end, anon.
>want nice MAC foundation
>have to buy half the shades to find out which one I am
>£24 a bottle
>18 shades
>>8355753
life is pain
why not be cute?
Does anyone know if ps quadruples are region locked?
>>8355745
Just bantz. Bantz.
>tfw cant even voip with gf
>>8355740
same
Yo bexe, Switchless pooranon here, how do you like ARMS now after seen global testpunch?
>>8355761
RIP. Try using other services? Unless it's really her microphone.
>>8355755
y Kant you just go into the store and ask for help
>>8355756
>why not be cute?
Alice...
>>8355762
I am sorry.
>>8355760
So you claim, lying through your teeth.
>>8355761
I had to abandon my bike outside Madame Tussauds today b/c it started pouring with rain and I had only a T-shirt on. It's still there, I hope it doesn't get stolen.
>>8355781
Not the guy you're talking to buy, hypothetically, if I wanted to transition into a cute girl so I could get gangbanged by horny boys, what kinds of medication would I have to take? Not him, though. I'm not him. It's my first time posting on /lgbt/. Just curious, honestly.
>>8355761
try
>>8355780
At least I can expect them to keep growing for another 2~ years.
>>8355755
Just go to a mall and go in the makeup place and ask for a consultation, or them to match you.
>>8355736
>submissive
girl(boy)
>>8355790
If all else fails you can always get implants.
>>8355740
Confess to your friend that you like him.
I would say that it'd be a "weight off your chest", but well...there wasn't much weight there to begin with.
>>8355787
Yeah, sure... You would want to take a testosterone blocker or Anti-Androgen, as well as Estrogen. The most common type of the former is Spirolactone, and the later is called Estradiol, and comes in pills, patches, injections, and some others.
You could go to your doctor to ask them to prescribe them or refer you to an endochronologist who can, or buy them online if that's not an option.
>>8355809
Well shit, that sucks.
>>8355787
Hi new poster! Nice to see a new face!
Well, you'd be taking an antiandrogen and a estrogen mimic. There's HRT guides around for DIY/self med, which is what you'd be doing
>>8355755
Have to go to a Mac store and get them to try them on you and tell you how cute you are
Oh no
>>8355828
lmao, wow.
>>8355834
>why are you so adamant about this
If you don't have someone pressuring you to do something, you'll never do it.
>tfw totally falling for a girl but she is dating a model tier Asian nb trans girl
She's an advertisement producer and she's talking to a friend about getting me an interview at Netflix though, which is like, the nicest thing a non family member has ever done to me
>>8355845
I'm never going to do it anyway.
>>8355856
Fine, I'll just keep picking on you for it. Have fun with that, coward.
>>8355862
Good for them
>>8355819
it's her dumb cellphone
apparently being some kind of math genius doesn't make you good at troubleshooting cellphone nonsense
i guess i'll just voip w/ her when she's back home
>>8355834
>I just feel like if I don't wear a bra people are gonna stare at my weird small boobs
With regards to your appearance, weird small boobs are the least of your worries.
>>8355862
A. Who cares what other people think?
B. I've done it before, looking just as ass, on prom night no less. You can go in some time its not too busy and like 5 people total would even see you.
>>8355736
I am a boy. A submissive boy. But a boy
>>8355755
Hey Shakira, I'm not a girl anymore, just andro now
>>8355846
>falling for girls
hot
soft connections are best connections for new jobs
that was way too early seiryu
>>8355864
There are reasons beyond fear that I'm not doing anything about this crush, anon.
>>8355918
what
>>8355920
Name all of them right now.
>decide to go full man mode to see bi girl because fem wasn't being well received
>known each other two months, spent days hanging out
>meeting at movies
>she says she's outside
>walk up to her while she's buying tickets
>"hey man the other ones open"
>...
>OH SHIT SORRY... WHen did you get so tall
;-----------; I really hate myself
>>8355920
Such as? Seems like fear to me...
>"Yes sir, the Achilles Formula will cure your gender dysphoria and make you the perfect male, with only one side effect"
>"tell me?"
>"complete amnesia, you will lose all memory of your life up to the point you awake from the operation, to enhance your newly repaired masculinity, we will use a cover story so you have no knowledge of your now cured dysphoria"
>"I accept the consequences"
>>8355910
Not a meme
I'll still take E but I'm going to go the NB route
>>8355921
there was only 130 pics posted in last thread.
wait nevermind I saw wrong.
What's your biggest sexual fantasy?
>>8355937
Kissing Seal while playing connect the dots on his face
>>8355910
wat?
but you like to suck manly penis
and you're afraid of like getting your color matched?
this isn't what i wanted :(
>>8355943
return it and get another cat then
>>8355934
Can they make me a perfect girl with no memories
>>8355943
Reality rarely matches fantasy.
>>8355937
to crush my enemies, see them driven before me, and hear the lamentations of their women
>>8355950
Is this really real?
>>8355959
ASIAN
EASY
MODE
>>8355928
>>8355932
First of all, he told me he doesn't want to date anyone right now. Second, he was recently fired and was temporarily homeless because he has trouble managing his bipolar disorder. Third, I don't really want to get involved with anyone that lives here because I'm planning on moving soon.
>ywn be a cute girl living in a house of handsome men in the middle of nowhere
>the stress of living far away from clubs and Tinder matches will never get to them
>they will never be so sexually frustrated that one night while you're asleep they all rush into your room and grab you by your hair and drag you downstairs
>ywn be thrown onto a mattress surrounded by pillows and be taken by all of them
>ywn sexually satisfy every last one of them until you're a sweaty, sloppy, cum-soaked mess
>>8355910
Who the FUCK is gonna see you that you'll ever see again? You're not gonna just wake up passing one day, you have to suffer through the uncomfort of things like this so that one day you can put it all behind you.
>>8355937
Me with another transgirl, both pretty and completely passing. I lovingly suck her clit until she cums in my mouth. Then we cuddle until she recovers, then she ties me down and pounds my cis tier neovag into euphoria. We're both smoking the whole time.
>>8355846
>tfw dating a model tier Asian trans girl
Lol get rekt kiddo
>>8355964
Maybe you could date him and fix him.
Where are you moving to?
>>8355954
>you look like a girl
Na
Ugly girls don't look like girls
I accidently trespassed a mile down train tracks, found a field, and thought these were cool... And then 10 mins later I got almost got arrested because I guess it was a military armory, behind a bunch of barbed wire :l the fence was just down on the train line...
>>8355969
It's just cringe I'm not doing it. I have a plan, I will just wear whatever this girl wears
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikHi3iko5-s
I miss having irl friends
....human interaction away from anxiety and finding every escape route to leave the room asap.
Fug.
>>8355969
>Me with another transgirl, both pretty and completely passing. I lovingly suck her clit until she cums in my mouth. Then we cuddle until she recovers, then she ties me down and pounds my cis tier neovag into euphoria. We're both smoking the whole time.
>>8355910
First time I ever wore makeup was in a room full of other people, and it was put on me by another.
>>8355976
No it's a happy ending
The dysphoria is gone and they win
>>8355973
>Maybe you could date him and fix him.
...
I'm not really moving that far. Just about a 2.5hr drive south of where I am now. But I constantly crave physical affection so I don't want to be with someone that far away. It would just be annoying.
I've heard that laser hair removal is largely ineffective and that you should just save up for electrolysis. Does anyone have experience with either and could possibly give some advice?
>>8355990
But they so cool tho
>>8355970
Faye's gonna steal your gf
>>8356005
I've had just 4 sessions of laser and much of my beard shadow is gone. The thing is laser will never fully 100% eliminate facial hair. I've seen laser + electrolysis suggested.
>>8355994
Yeah, I make the drive to go see him every once in a while. He was telling me about how he really values our friendship last time I saw him. I also comforted him when he vented about his living situation. uwu
>>8356005
Laser is most effective, unless you're not a candidate than you're fucked. I found out recently I'm not. Hair too red. Blond won't work and basically dark brown and black only.
>>8356003
I suppose those are okay-ish reasons for not pursuing a relationship with him. Meh, I'll let it go for now I guess, although it makes me feel sad.
>>8355990
Go back and look for aliens.
>>8355993
Hi Valq. I just wanted to say if you don't see me around nothing happened to me I'm not dead or anything, the weather is good so I've been cycling a lot and my sleep pattern has improved
>>8356005
IPL is ineffective, proper laser is effective after 8 or so sessions
>>8356014
Electrolysis is preferable to laser. Better results and permanent.
Tried throwing mt relationship into the dumpster so i can anhero
>she decides to detrans b/c she misses being a boy and hates how e makes her feel.
I dont know what to feel.
Why do i still want to vanish
>>8356019
Lol, good to know ;D
>>8356016
I'll find some other cutie to befriend and hopelessly crush on soon, believe me
>>8356021
Love is strange...
*HUGS*
How many months was she on hrt?
>>8355982
seriously, what's your problem with Faye?
you just go full blown psycho mean girl every time she posts.
>>8356033
Good. And no delaying this time either.
Shake it, Tambourine.
>>8356020
Just repeating what I was told: Laser better, cheaper. Both electrolysis places I shopped individually told me I'd be better off not wasting my own time and money without laser first. Laser told me that absolutely its preferably, but unfortunate I am not a candidate. I doubt 3 professionals would lie to me in a row - all in a trans hot bed of NYC.
>>8356040
Like 4, 5?
Im just waiting to see her at full T 3 weeks from now.
I feel fickle as hell and all my Tarot draws keep telling me something is missing and i need to find out what & fix it.
I dont even want to be me anymore... Is a little hard to fill a void when im trying to ditch the entire structure alltogether, subconsciously
>>8356001
how can you win if there's no knowledge of your victory?
>>8356048
Skin tone and hair type might have played a part. Laser is faster and targets many hair follicles at once and works by reducing hair density. You will still regrow hair but slower, finer, and thinner. Electrolysis is slower and targets individual hair follicles and works by destroying the hair follicle entirely. You won't ever regrow hair at all.
>>8356021
I dumped my girlfriend today. She confirmed what I'd kinda already known about her. She's not supportive and only shames you the better you feel. If I feel great, and accomplished, my accomplishments are dirt and narcissistic and not pragmatic. If I win the lottery, it was a stupid gamble. I finish a song it's not her style but she really likes that it makes me happy. She said some bullshit today about my dreams bring memes basically, and even if she's right, and she probably is, idk why I'd stay with someone so negative around that aspect. I need someone to "reinforce my delusions of grandeur". So I told her okay we're done and I don't think either of us will cry. Mostly because I'm a bigger problem in any relationship with my issues.
>>8356053
She's likely in the no sex period girls go through as their equipment develops. Time will fix that, but she will have a female sex drive after.
>>8355600
That's where you're wrong, I am actually an over achiever, I just got sidetracked
>>8356053
oooh! can u throw tarot cards for me?
>>8356056
Both electrolysis places told me explicitly opposite that after about a few months the hair folecules will return, even on women. She said some areas can persist for a lot of sessions. D; where are your people getting their info. Mine are probably fraudulent. They wear lab coats which is hilarious because they're fucking beauticians with 200 hours training lol
>>8356047
>Shake it, Tambourine.
>>8356066
are you moving far away for school? are you going to miss your coworker?
>>8356065
Yes/no
Its really hard to say until T kicks in and she figures out which side of the fence to sit on.
This was more than a sex thing.
I was used to having a femboi forever... Transition kinda made it so i was taking care of a teenage girl rather than having somebody strong to lean on from time to time.
Its been rough and building to a point.
Wasnt all about sex but that didnt help.
For reference; i flicker back/forth between daydreaming about sex with boys/girls. Bi as hell, but...
Even my last ltr, she'd still use a strapon on ocassion and i wasnt begging for eroticism.
>>8356067
Sure! Not today tho, bout to get .
Look. No makeup selfie
>>8356066
If you say so.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REdcXKuZ0iY
>>8356055
Identity death is a price worth paying
>>8356084
lol I h8 u and your perfect skin
>>8356092
Workkk
>>8356090
there's no point in anything if you can't be yourself.
>>8355970
You're a kid, and it's very different
>>8356099
Darn
>>8356105
It's useful for people like me who hate myself
If I had a way to induce amnesia I would do it
>>8356084
true... I wonder if back on T her drive will be down?
>For reference; i flicker back/forth between daydreaming about sex with boys/girls. Bi as hell, but...
iktf, but for me it is getting more and more men.
>>8356092
You'd hate mine more. I'm 50 and only have one spot other than some scars and freckles. Used to have none.
>>8356119
>50
over 50
actually 52
Virtual reality stocks through the roof
Lewl
>>8356116
Lol
>tfw u can't find Queen Mathilde's beautiful dress with red flower print.
;~;
>>8356143
Because I have chronic self loathing and fear society to catatonic levels
someone hit me
>>8356143
I figured it was playful.
It's funny, but I never thought a bit about not having any blemishes until my current doc commented on it. It's rare, especially at my age. I have been careful about sun exposure after my teen years.
>>8356127
move to europe for a phd imo
>>8356165
tickles you
>>8356169
I'm moving somewhere for a PhD I don't know where though
>>8356174
Costa Rica
>>8356174
L O N D O N
*clears throat* reeeeeee i miss my gf reeeeeeeeeeee
>>8356186
>L O N D O N
No, just no :(
Not even 2 full days off HRT and my testicles are bigger again. I'll be happily rid of these accursed things soon.
>>8356197
whats wrong with london
>>8356200
I had no idea girls had balls.
what does girlcum taste like
>>8356206
that's okay since i'm not a girl
>>8356216
xaxaxa cyka bylat ;u
>>8356216
I think I'll take my chances elsewhere thanks
Germany seems nice, or America
Japan is a stretch but would be cool af
>>8356227
i guess america's big problem is absolutely insane tuition fees but i'm not sure if that really applies to phd programs
>>8356203
The people are pushy and rude, it's overcrowded, it's expensive, soaring rates of murder and violent crime and I'm not even going to touch the Islam problem >.>
>>8355950
This is something I didn't account for or think about
I think I'm gonna pull an Amy and sell my hrt and give up lol</attentionseeking>
>>8356227
>Japan
Knew you were a weeb
>>8356241
You better not, your government is watching you
Say anything bad and prepare for the police to come and beat you to death for hate crimes
>>8356208
Boycum
>>8356241
>The people are pushy and rude, it's overcrowded, it's expensive, soaring rates of murder and violent crime
it's just like home
>>8356246
Britain probably isn't far off from this, hyperbole aside. What would Orwell say :/
I'm Canadian, thankfully. You'd need to be saying something egregiously terrible to be charged with hate speech here and not have it thrown out in court.
>>8356250
>it's just like home
That's a bad feel. I'm sorry :(
hugg
Ok when you're sending nudes do you want randos to talk dirty
Because i dont. I want compliments and return nudes and shit. When you start talkin about swallowing cum and shit i get real eugh.
Any East Asian (specifically Chinese) mtfs out there? I feel like we're a rarity and there aren't many examples of us.
>>8356246
>You better not, your government is watching you
And to think the Tories will sweep to power again...
>>8356276
henlo
>>8355721
Dude i'm a straight male and I can guarantee you're a very pretty girl.
>>8356276
>chinese
Oh unique. Pics? I bet you pass so well i hate you
>>8356267
>lput myself in a sexually explicit situation and share with randoms
> complain when I am framed in sexually explicit situations by randos
>>8356292
That's something that bugs me. People say I pass but then it's always white people who say so. Chinese people gender me right all the time. Don't really want to post pics due to privacy reasons.
>>8355768
i don't have a switch either and it kills me every single day
>>8356300
Hey I've never had a Chinese person gender me female
asian ez mode xd
jk you only pass to white people who only see asians like once every 3 weeks
>>8356315
Basically yea. I just want to see more Asian mtfs to see how their transitions went because mine is going nowhere so far.
>>8356317
Well I'm half Chinese half Korean and pretty reluctant to post face and there's only like 2 others that come here, really infrequently too.
>>8356372
How's it coming for you?
>>8356378
Pretty much just taking HRT and never really socially transitioning.
I WANT TO FUCKING DIE
uwu
>>8356392
How long?
>>8356393
>notices bulge
conflicted and annoyed with myself
thanks for tuning in to my blog
>>8356403
Been on and off for a decade, about 4 months now.
>>8356416
i like your blog and i hope happy updates start happening with it
Has anyone dated online before you socially transition? I've been on hormones for just over a year and present as more of a femboy. Obviously I won't list myself as a women yet but I was curious how I would explain this to guys without turning them off.
>>8356422
thanks anon
i appreciate your kindness
hope ur ok too
>>8356433
date bisexual guys
>tfw shave full body for the first time in forever
So much better now.
>>8356419
Why?
>>8356449
Poverty and homelessness. I'm.... fairly stable now, mostly, so I can keep going uninterrupted this time, hopefully.
ded
>>8356490
thred
thred
screw
throw me into a volcano please
ded.... INSIDE
>tfw still no qt trans gf
>>8356119
Ehhh, idk. It seems like she can only go up from here.
Shes already voicing feeling friskier rn.
We'll see we'll see.
But, like hey; mtfg is a personal blogsite with real time text feedback.
Ill definitely be back to hash it all out
why is captcha mocking me reeee
>>8355721
Fuggin nice, you look like a hotter version of 2008 Megyn Fox
:(
>tfw two mtfs in a relationship
males are gross and maledom is grosser desu
>>8356548
mtf x mtf is the purest form of love
>>8356548
Two MtFs is the purest form of love
>>8356548
>>8356553
purest form of love
>>8356490
You'll probably sleep super well later!
hugg
boys are hot though
>>8356567
me and my gf agree femdom is way hotter than any boy garbage
>>8356568
HMMMMMMMMMMM
>>8356577
that's pretty agp sempai
>>8356577
>a woman cznt make another girl feel like a girl
wrong
>>8356568
>>8356577
>>8356567
Nah, girls are just better, and better looking.
>>>/r9k/37336213
Hmmm.
>>8356567
men are hot, boys meh.
>>8356595
both are gross
if a woman can be demanding/bossy in bed but also cute and loving why not
>>8356594
natalie why
>>8356594
why did you post this im eating pizza fuck
>>8356595
Calling yourself hot is egotistical
>>8356587
I'm not sure that they are though
>>8356605
they'll probably kill me for telling you this but when you become a real transbian they remove all of your blood and replace it with this artificial liquid that makes you find boys gross forever
you just haven't been inducted yet
>>8356605
That's just because you won't let yourself really like women.
>>8356609
natalie i was having dinner
now, i guess i shouldnt have dinner at 1 am but
you know
>>8356605
>woman
>can be smooth, cute hair, prettier faces, can be muscular and dominant if thats what you're looking for, can love you the same as or more than any man, can have a big cock at times
>men
>hairy, loud, not soft, obsessed with self image
hmmmm
>>8356609
tfw this girl gets to be cis and i dont
she sure is making the most of it
>>8356610
Nicole NO, now we have to kill you *and* Lanlan. I hope you're happy with yourself.
>>8356618
>women
>not obsessed with self image
>>8356615
Sorry
Midnight munchies make you chubby, eat at normal times!
>>8356621
i wont stop fighting until i can have my real blood back
>>8356627
yeah i know, it's a bad habit and i'm trying to lose weight
thankfully it was just soup
>>8356628
This is *better* than your blood. You never get tired of pizza, you're magically lighter/stronger to be carried by and carry your gf, you're tracked on the global transbian positioning system, so many advantages!
>>8356612
No it's cuz women still don't quite turn me on you know?
>>8356610
make it stop
>>8356618
>men defined by being obsessed with self image
Do you know any women?
>>8356610
All lesbros are a hint of bi tho.
Even if you dont like the smell, taste, or personality if a man....
The dickings they can deliver are irreplaceable
I have a PS4 but no games for it, how embarassing.
And I need to wait until June 2 to play the only game I really want to play.
Should I run to a gamestop and get Bloodborne real quick or something?
literally me
>>8356648
dependent personality disorder
literally kms when
I miss her
>>8356657
iktf
>>8356651
Never, apparently, because I doubt your friends would let you off yourself and you're literally dependent on them.
>>8356648
But I like boys I don't like this make it stop
>>8356660
i fucking hate myself ok
>>8356658
uwu
>>8356600
well yeah, I prefer women. but between a boy and a man, man is better.
>>8356587
>girls are just better,
that's why it's so great when your man makes you feel like one
>and better looking.
and looking like one is the best!
>>8356640
I only use my ps3 for watching blu-rays & DVDs.
how can i make my gf feel more like a girl
>>8356661
There there, really though, trying to suppress an aspect of your sexuality is a mistake, either in trying to not like girls *or* trying to not like boys. That said, sexuality can be fluid, so who knows, maybe you'll end up liking girls much more in the future, or maybe you'll just accept yourself.
>>8356664
How come? I think you're alright Anon.
>>8356669
Yeah but it's better when you look like a girl with your girl.
>>8356676
Go shopping with her, vigorously fuck her, do your makeup together, call her pretty, lots of things!
>>8356683
No, but doing that while thinking of a cute girl you want to cuddle and be with does.
>>8356676
by being a boy
I just ordered a wojack button to match the pepe. Have u ever seen a more meme purse?
>>8356689
idk shes pretty physically attracted to me and like it when i dom her but im more talking about little things
>>8356689
Evil.
But effective.
>>8356681
I'm not repressing anything, I know I'm bisexual and I'm pretty openly bicurious
I would just rather be with someone who I actually find attractive physically and I legit don't think I'm going to get that with a girl although stranger things have happened
>>8356692
I'm torn
i just can't with this, but on the other side, it's so Kayla
>>8356692
Shut up Eliott.
is it okay to cry
post nudes of yourself to feel better, post nudes of yourself to feel better, post nudes of yourself to feel better
>>8356699
i've been here all day
mtf on mtf>woman on mtf>femboy on mtf>shit>man on mtf
>>8356706
Of course not. Men don't cry.
>>8356710
>mtf on mtf
I can't think of anything less aesthetically pleasing.
>>8356696
I more meant not denial, but with you not really being happy or okay with the fact you like girls. Regardless, go out with who you want to go out with, boy or girl.
>>8356699
We've come out of the shadows to claim the thread for yuri.
>>8356706
Crying's cathartic, so let it out, Anon.
>>8356707
I think that'd have the opposite effect.
>>8356713
whew, I thought I was a man the whole time. Guess not.
>>8356716
mtf can put cock in butt of other one
>>8356709
Being a failure and being a transbian are not one and the same.
>>8356713
The fact that testosterone makes it nearly impossible to cry is one of the reasons why it's so awful tbqh.
>>8356696
Bb lannü, youre straight up bi.
You enjoy mancock
And
Crave feminine empathy.
I relate.
>everyone online on reddit etc saying that hrt gets rid of libido
>me and my gf have been on hrt for almost a year and our libido shot up
??
>>8356725
I used to only be able to cry when I was having basically a complete nervous breakdown before HRT.
These days I cry much more often but I feel more at peace with my emotions, like I'm not this ball of simmering rage at all times.
>>8356719
Ok fine I'm not exactly comfortable with the fact that I like girls but that's not really the reason why I'm not running out and looking for a gf
I just don't think it would work
>>8356722
i'm allowed to be both
>>8356742
I know that feel
>>8356742
Fair enough, honestly. It might work but if you don't think it's not worth, then it's not worth.
>>8356742
i feel you sell yourself short
even i was capable of having a gf for 4 years despite being a psychotic autismal mess of anxiety and repressed emotions and self-hatred
but you know, you obviously don't need to do anything you're not comfortable with
>>8356716
The mtf with the bigger dick penetrates the one with the smaller dick
Or, they frot
>>8356754
what if the mtf with the bigger dick is 100% submissive
asking for a friend
>>8356754
Me an bf frot
10/10 would do forever
Btw srs sex is frotting
>>8356754
Those are the rules, Tanya
>>8356740
I don't even cry that much now, but pre-hrt I'd have times where I felt like I was on the verge of crying and I wanted to cry, but I physically couldn't, so I'd just sit there silently, feeling myself die inside.
Now in situations like that I'll cry instead, and being able to just let my feelings out like that can be really nice and cathartic.
>I feel more at peace with my emotions, like I'm not this ball of simmering rage at all times.
same
>>8356753
No no, like, I couldn't make it work with someone that I am not sexually attracted to. That's what it boils down to, it's not a personality thing or an emotions thing it's simply a matter of 'why bother'
I think girls are cute and certainly I like to do stuff like hold hands and kiss but beyond that meeeeh
>>8356681
it never ends
i want off this ride
please
Why do I have work tomorrow!?
I just want to listen to music and read
>>8356764
ohh
yeah, I understand you now
>>8356765
Well that line just describes most of /mtfg/, if not everyone.
>>8356772
>tfw have the "call yourself stupid" thing as such a long term habit i was actually a bit surprised when friends and loved ones started asking me to not do it
eirini specially interrupts me whenever i say anything self-deprecating
half of my humor is built on insulting myself im gonna have to adapt
>>8356742
>I'm not exactly comfortable with the fact that I like girls
y not
>tfw I've killed like a dozen mosquitoes in my house tonight
HELP.
>>8356776
The "great lengths to stay in a relationship" bit is me, I don't think I'm *that* self deprecating.
>>8356769
You gotta get that cheddar
>bf taking me kayaking tomorrow
Life is good
>>8356778
Idk
I'm not exactly sure if it's one thing or many things but like, I did think I was into girls pretransition and it brings back bad memories of the doubts that it caused and stuff. There was rather a lot of transbian shaming to boot.
Plus idk, I guess I'm scared of women or at least seeing them in that way? I still won't set foot in a changeroom because I don't want to be around naked women
Natalie is so mean to me in Overwatch.
>>8356803
But u are a naked woman
Its only us fetishy disgusting men pre-ops that cant
>>8356793
I can't have cheese anymore, I'm vegan ;~;
>>8356812
> I'm vegan
kys
>>8356807
Stop making me use single resses on you GOSH
>every store is closed
>can't go get bloodborne anymore
reeee
>>8356810
Just because I -can- go in a changeroom doesn't mean that I'm comfortable in one
>>8356814
be meaner, daddy~
>>8356826
same desu. I feel the same way about any gendered spaces... bathrooms, changerooms, etc. I try to avoid them like the plague
>>8356819
wait nevermind it's like $19 with all the DLC on playstation store
SCORE
I feel like kms myself
>>8356832
I get that. I avoided gendered spaces completely for a good while after transition. I had all the quietest bathrooms on campus mapped out and often used the private wheelchair bathroom.
>>8356838
Why tho
So, what's the best skin care routine?
I imagine you start with your morning moisturizer, then later you shower use a shower gel/oil/cream and exfoliate there and after you use a toner, fade cream, and a cleansing oil, and then you do a full body mask, and before you go to bed you take a milk, oatmeal, and honey bath and then you use a special lotion before bed.
>>8356849
i put soap on me
>>8356833
If only someone had suggested that to you and you hadnt shot the idea down..
hmmm
>>8356853
I thought the game was like 150 GB and it is only 20 like get off my back please
Going to the boyfriend store, anyone want anything?
>>8356858
boyfriend machine broke
How in the fuck am I supposed to figure out how to dress myself in conjunction with my body type. I have no friends or female family members to help me. Pls respond.
>>8356858
>>8356855
I'm not a weeaboo
>>8356847
YEP. The key is to complain to your Uni's housing and get your own bathroom for being trans, that's been my strategy
>>8356850
But if that's all you do, it won't look like pic related
>women's restrooms
Avoid at all costs
Literal breeding grounds for entire armies of foreign viruses and bacteria
Slaughterhouses are more clean
>>8356862
dressing around body type isn't that hard
it's mostly "wear stuff that draws attention away from the bad bits and draws attention toward the good bits"
there are more in-depth guides you can find on google though
>>8356862
No idea, if you find out let me know.
>>8356847
Based on how people treat me irl it seems like I pass decently well, but I still have yet to use a public women's restroom, and I'm kinda terrified of trying to.
>>8356875
At least you don't have to worry about getting pregnant off a toilet in the women's restroom.
>>8356856
I'll get on your back!
I mean get you on your back! Yeah.
>>8356855
make me ;)
>>8356885
>not pissing in buckets
>>8356884
Come 'n get me.
>>8356885
Did you just call me a nerd I will heck you right up I'm getting my scooter and I'm on the way right now
>>8356892
No more like aspergers but that's ok
>>8356885
>Using one will tell you pretty quickly if people are being nice or not
Explain...
>>8356885
>Bathrooms are an actual passing test. Using one will tell you pretty quickly if people are being nice or not
Oh shit.
Now I'm even more scared of using a public bathroom, but part of me wants to try anyway because then at least I can know whether people are being nice.
But I have yet to get any of the "you're so brave" comments that I see other trans girls complain about, so maybe that means I pass?
ugh, I wish I knew
>>8356894
I'm not an aspie just because I show all the symptoms of autism does not mean I am autistic
>using public restrooms
>ever
>>8356901
I guess I'm a dirty girl~
>>8356885
>>8356902
>Bathrooms are an actual passing test
Yeah same. I mean I was nervous before and now I'm actually scared. So far I've made do with unisex and single person bathrooms :/
>>8356909
You're so brave.
>>8356889
pissplay is gay or straight?
>>8356914
This image makes me smile every time you post it
>>8356942
what about this one
>>8356942
This is good to know!
-The thread just died mommy.
-It was stillborn, love.
why is my brain so feminine but my body so masculine
I just had something yummy in my tummy :D
>>8356975
what was it?
>>8356984
Leftover salmon soup!
>>8356987
that sounds so good! um minus the "leftover" title lol.
did you make it? what's the recipe?
>>8356992
Yeah homemade! I made it yesterday but I made so much that there was enough for leftovers :) The recipe is simple!
>tfw multiple bags of crawfish in my fridge
>tfw get crawfish etouffee tomorrow
How was everyone's day?
>>8356995
I am doing OK.A family member died yesterday and my mother in law drunk called me to start a fight :S
>>8357002
:/
I'm sorry
>>8356995
Mine was okay I guess.
is anyone here from orlando? i might be going there next week
>>8356995
FUCK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs
my dad's gonna be boiling some tomorrow, and my best friend is going outta town for while this week so im taking her out for crawfish one night to send her off IT GON B GOOD
>>8357002
I'm sorry for your loss. Why is your MIL wanting to fight with you?
>>8357022
Be strong warrior princess
>>8357042
Thanks.
>>8357035
Aww ye, nice
We've got like 70lbs left over from the event my family and I worked
>>8357046
>>8357049
Lel.
Elanna
more like
Ewwlanna
Ewwlanna
more like
Poolanna, cuz she's shit
>>8357058
Don't make me pick you up and put you on a high shelf
>>8357048
oh fuck yes thats a whole fucking lot!
my mom always makes crawfish jambalaya with the leftovers. i loooooove it
>>8357067
I was gonna get put on a high shelf
but then I got high
>step outside for 5 minutes to smoke
>bug bite
targeted species eredication of all biting and stinging insects when
>>8357080
that's what you get for smoking
>>8357075
Try getting down nerd
>>8357080
Bugs make this time of year stink, going outside especially at night with mosquitoes is terrible. Eternal winter when?
I'm cleaning my room and it blows my mind away how I've managed to accumulate so much useless junk in just 3 years
hmm good deal or no?
okay people are calling me homely and accusing me of people homeless and i need to change my style
Okay we have to go to work at 10 AM tomorrow and my usual bed time is like 6 AM
Do we try to sleep early or just stay up 30 hours and pass out after work, I get off at 2 PM
>>8357126
take 5-HTP 10 hours before you have to wake up
if i have been using the women's fitting room in stores with no issues at all, would it be reasonable to assume that going to the women's bathroom would also be fine?
for some reason the bathroom seems a lot more anxiety-inducing than a fitting room
>>8356973
oh god that pic so same it hurts
>>8357131
I'm not doing MDMA though
Did anyone ever buy girls clothes as a kid "because you were being hazed, no it's not like I like it or anything jeez"
>>8357144
but you are sleeping
>>8357148
I don't understand how 5-HTP will help me sleep
>>8357161
it won't, it just can't hurt to take it
>>8357070
>crawfish
Disgusting
>sister wants to play overwatch while im at work
>surewhynot
>set discord to invisible, sign off steam, leave my second monitor as my Steam library and my main as Battlenet
>come home
>email and mtfg are open
>worried she may have seen some of my discord conversations too
>>8357212
>playing over watch
>>8357212
Why would you trust her with personal stuffs like that after she was so nasty too you recently? :(
Okay looking at my internet history it's just
almost 10 hours of Kpop songs on youtube
I think shit's alright
>>8357219
because despite what's happened i still wanna try and have a better relationship with her
if she wants to get along i wanna get along too
plus
free loot boxes
how do you do anything when you feel too ugly to go outside and be seen?
>mfw I have the unequenchible fantasy of bringing a qt 3.14 mtf gf to Parliamentary events at work and hob knobbing with other Conservative party staffers and their gfs without them having a clue.
Mfw no mtf Claire Underwood waifu to play political games with.
Mfw im so fucked by this im now posting on a board i swore I would never open.
>>8357212
never trust cisters
>>8357226
therapy
>>8357225
>over watch
>kpop
Mtfg had such shit taste
>>8357226
I stay home
Will dysphoria keep getting worse the longer I go without doing anything? I repressed it pretty hard when I was younger to the point where I thought I wasn't even trans and it was a phase or some shit. It came back as of recently and it's getting harder to just ignore it :/
>>8357251
>Will dysphoria keep getting worse the longer I go without doing anything?
Yeah.
tfw gf is catnapping as i speak
fuck cute
aaaaaaa
CUTE
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>8357251
your body will become more masculine as you get older
time to shower up and prepared for tomorrow!
>>8357299
prepared for what?
Games are getting too real
>>8357302
Hanging out with a friend! Pizza! Cuddles! Ice cream! Shitposting! It'll be fun and full of spaghetti!
>>8357313
slut???
>>8357314
Nothing slutty will happen
>>8357313
Are you sure they'll want to cuddle?
>>8357324
cuddling a non partner is slutty
>>8357263
Feels and man
43" shoulder circumference
33" underbust here
Adonis frame
>>8357325
Yup, I'm pretty dang they've said they wanna sure.
>>8357329
Cuddles are pure.
>>8357330
it hurts so bad
>>8357333
It sucks
I make line backers blush
>>8357332
what time are you meeting them?
>>8357332
cuddles are not pure unless they are with your partner
fucking poly fags
>>8357067
Uncalled for
Just beat the Pokémon league in sun. Was fun to play the non bootleg Pokémons for the first time in 10 years.
Hows everyone doing?
>>8357359
Playing Heart Gold on my 3DS right now, actually. Gen 3 mechanics made my 'tism flare up so I've dropped FireRed for the time being.
fuck i wish i had smaller shoulders
>>8357359
Fine this night I guess
I started to play Mario Maker and Splatoon this week, i was hopping Bexe or someone else could share accounts to play with :c
>>8357367
Heart Gold is my fav version, that's where i learnt how to train real and competitive pokemon, getting maximun stats and shit. Do you like Monster Hunter? last time i asked Grace about it and she tole she wasn't into it.
>>8357384
>Monster Hunter
Love it. Pic related was my avatar for the longest time, for whatever god forsaken reason my DS doesn't recognize my internet so sadly I can't play with anyone.
i smell bad
>>8357403
post smell
bloodborne more like "everything makes freaky screeching nightmare fuel noises - the game"
tfw happy
feelin mommy asf
got some cutes that i love
life's good
>>8357439
Nice!
>>8357439
what do you mean? life sucks
>tfw white girls tanning
Why don't people understand that pale is true beauty? Is this a byproduct of white guilt?
>>8357408
Want some stinky socks?
>>8357455
I don't think so, I mean, I want to tan myself too.
>>8357455
pale queen for sure
>>8357455
I started getting tna on some parts of my body and it makes me sad
gonna start sunscreening
>>8357349
tfw you will never purge the planet of unpures
>>8357468
iktf
>>8357455
saw a transgirl with that orange fake tan last week
clocked her from her humongous face
not that mine is small or anything
I didn't even tell you all about the thing that happened today??? This older guy walked by me today when I was going up to this house and next thing I hear is a banging sound, a loud crack and then him yelling FRICK FRICK I BROKE MY FRICKING SHOUDER and he gets up and walks by me in shock from it and his shoulder is just like hanging off his frame. I've been upset for hours I can't get the sound out of my head
>>8357455
my family tans a lot and its honestly gross my dad gets so dark he looks black
tfw you have an orange for a sister
>>8357468
just want a bf i can be pure for desu
Purity is overrated
I wish I wasn't ugly
Why does my hair sometimes look great without effort and then sometimes when I try to make it look nice it still looks awful?
>>8357526
wouldn't mind being ugly if i passed
>>8357508
true
did you and special k do it
>>8357479
that's scary and gross :c
>>8357461
Ew, why? Pale is true beauty
>>8357462
I walk around with a parasol.
I dont want those cancer rays hitting my skin.
>>8357466
You need a parasol too, sunscreen alone isnt enough!
>>8357477
Ew.
On the tan.
Not her fault she's ugly, I guess.
>>8357482
Ewwwww, my sister and mom tan and I hate it. My cousins skin was like black compared to mine at her wedding.
>>8357607
Dunno, I just like the aesthetic, I suppose.
>>8357559
are you and your friend gonna do it
>>8357607
>I walk around with a parasol.
you're also in Arizona, where shade makes about 20° difference
>>8357455
I don't think I even can tan. I just go really red, then go back to being white again afterwards.
>>8357455
>Is this a byproduct of white guilt?
no, it's just a side-effect of italians being incredibly popular for a long time, to the point where having olive skin is almost considered ideal
>>8357631
Can't say that idea's come up at all. No idea what her sexual side is even like!
slow thread .-.
once i learn how to draw decently i wanna draw out some designs for some lolita dresses i have floating around in my head i'd really like to wear
>>8357657
That's because all the Americans are asleep.
I HOPE
>>8357661
>>8357661
Am woke
>>8357661
Nope, still awake. Debating going to sleep or playing FF14 for an hour or so before bed.
>>8357671
You should play some FF14 :D Because ish fun!
>>8357676
Will do. You play too?
>>8357660
The best way to learn to dray them is to practice, practice, practice. Draw them again and again until you like them.
>>8357661
Still awake...
I love and support everyone here.
also...
D E A D
same time EVERY night
>>8357679
No. I play a much older MMO :S but I like watching people play it!
>>8357661
im up now because i went to sleep for a while earlier
>>8357684
what about me
>>8357687
Aww :/ What much older MMO?
>>8357695
You too.
>>8357697
FF11 :D
>>8357700
Lol, then stop being an old fart and switch to the new game!
>>8357701
I like to play slower paced games ;_; It gives me more time to react with my slow female reaction timing
>feeling more and more lifeless
>>8357609
B-but pale girls are pure!
>>8357632
>tfw you hide in the shade and its still 105f
>>8357706
>slower pacesd
>2.5 sec GCD
How much slower can FF11 be? lol
>>8357711
I don't have to dodge anything in FF11 :X The server calcs that
>>8357713
*snore*
I think you can handle a little moving around, ms plays dark souls...
>>8357710
>B-but pale girls are pure!
I can be pure while being darker too!
>>tfw you hide in the shade and its still 105f
Christ, no wonder you hate sun.
>>8357717
I can try it :S Do they have a free trial or something?
>>8357730
Yea, until level 35, which I'm still not quite at after like a week of playing.
>>8357733
Oh wow!
>>8357740
You should give it a try! I can play with you if you want, but for early leveling it's not really designed to be that group-friendly, a lot of quests make you split up to do a boss fight or whatever.
tfw remember this photo shoot.
It's finally below 72 in the house.
tfw no mommy dommy gf uwu
These tow were in different James Bond flick in the same year. Kim Bassinger >>8357757, Maud Adams >>8357766
Not a flattering pic...Ashamed my boss took it.
>>8357772
I wish I had the energy top handle the attentions my gfs want to do to me.
I hate autocorrect
>>8357784
i hate being alive
Is it socially acceptable to masturbate to the thought of girls I've met here? Is it problematic to jerk off to the thought of fucking my /mtfg/ friends? Should I stop?
>>8357796
who cares. just don't treat them differently or creepily
>>8357796
its not only socially acceptable, but highly encouraged
ps post butt
>>8357799
>just don't treat them differently or creepily
A bit late for that, champ. How do you stop being creepy? Help me out.
>>8357795
I don't hate it, but I have grown tired of being alive. This CFS is disabling me in the worst way possible. I can't even use my mind to full capacity anymore. I just don't produce enough ATP to power it.
Am I the only one who is incredibly creeped out by squeak/@.@/syndie?
>>8357807
Respect them. Treat them as a lady.
>>8357820
How so?
>>8357820
literally who?
>>8357807
stop fapping to them or act like you don't fap to them. just be normal friends.
>>8357820
She's not creepy, she's just weird. People like Burch creep me out.
>>8357822
You're old, you write like an old man, your stories just seem too unbelievable (and you never shut up about them) and then you do things like you're doing right now, posting photos of trannies you "knew" or were a relationship or so removed from. I'd believe you if ever posted some proof but in the two years I've been around you've never done anything even close. I just think you're a fraud or delusional. Sorry. I'll just filter you.
>>8357827
Yeah that's what I meant. Weird. Burch makes me so uncomfortable I have to leave the thread when he's posting. Squeak isn't that terrible at all
>tfw shes not here with me rn
I miss her.
>>8357830
geez really? like idk burch isn't so bad that you have to leave just ignore the posts
>>8357832
When's your next date?
i'm never gonna be stealth, what's the point
>>8357832
>1,000 miles
AHHHHH
>>8357839
just bee urself
>>8357828
I do tend to write in a more formal style, but then when I learned to write it was formal uses, not chitchat. Also likely a bit of aspergers in it too. I often write something, then rewrite it in a more normal structure.
I haven't posted a single tranny tonight, though Kim Bassinger's face could look a bit like one.
The stories are from my life. As I've said I don't want people to know what I looked like back then because I don't want to see the pics posted again and again.
>>8357840
It's 1100 miles to my gfs.
>>8357839
im feeling this way too but tonight i saw a girl in discord talking about how she never thought she would pass but like now 3 years hrt everyone genders her female and its so surreal to her since she was getting called faggot and shit before. so idk i guess don't give up
>>8357847
Yeah I feel this way all the time, being early in transition sucks, only had one laser session so still shaving every day, sometimes twice. Not knowing when I'll finally get my tit tacs prescribed. It's hard to feel like not giving up.
>>8357836
Soon.
>>8357840
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=otXGqU4LBEI
ded thred
Do i start the conversation when i get matched on tinder? What are the rules
> BEARDED TRANNIER WITH VISIBLE BOOBS
I'm already terrified by general life why do I have to deal with this...
>>8357887
I was looking at an ad for a book called cumrades
what's the fucking point?
why do I try anymore?
my fucking body is dying on me.
I just drunkenly fucked a guy I barely know in my kitchen. He was at a party we hosted. He kinda just grabbed my tits randomly and rubbed his dick against me and I just let him go at it. I shamefully enjoyed this a fair amount, but I have a bf and am really conflicted on what to do here. Help?
>>8357891
Is it a male or a female? With men, I wouldn't unless you really just want a quick fuck
With women it's your call. Sometimes I message girls, sometimes I let them message me. If someone I was really into doesn't message me in a couple of days then I'll message them. But if I really liked them I'll just message them when I match them
>>8357899
why is your body dying?
>>8357900
That sounds kind of rapey on his part.
>>8357902
hi mergury
>>8357903
The damn fucking ME/CFS is slowly decreasing my energy. Not much longer before I'm bedridden, then comes death if it doesn't stop decreasing.
>>8357912
if it makes you feel any better, everyone is slowly dying
just a bit slower than you
>>8357912
well then try spending your time you still have to do fun stuff until you are forced to stay in bed. if you die soon anyways why should care what people think of you.
>>8357904
I mean, it kinda was. Still though.. I didn't exactly stop him either, so I don't feel that it was all him. Ugh... I'm the worst gf ever.
>>8357902
I got matched with some Males and females. But it was late last night so i didnt wanna message them and it still only early morning now like i think i might wait one day.
>>8357876
"i'm gonna be the man"
yeeeeeeeep.
>>8357643
You're talking about southern italians though
i live in Tuscany and i'm about as white as germans
>>8357926
desu in that situation he's probably bigger than you and stronger and he's already doing this stuff without consent it's reasonable to be scared. idk it's really hard to say something about that since I've never had something like that happen to me. i guess try not to blame yourself too much since it was him who was doing everything and you were just kinda there. idk the details of the situation but it sounds very likely that this could be classified as a rape/sexual assault
>>8357915
by my family genetics, I should have 50+ more years with most of them in good health. Then again I was badly injured a couple times. Those of my relatives who were injured in WWI & WWII all died in their 50s to 80s. The rest lived into their 100s, or are still alive.
>>8357920
How? I tried to watch a movie earlier and got exhausted. I got a headache then nearly puked when I got up after shutting it off only part way through.
>>8357936
im usually Anon but i started using this trip sometimes idk. im just okay i guess
Apple juice is the fucking best
>>8357936
I'm just making excuses because I'm scared. They're allcute and out of my league
>>8357938
what are the things you still can do without getting too exhausted which are fun? I read alot of books recently for example.
>>8357936
>>8357937
So what do I do then? Do I tell my bf what happened? I think I should, but its not like it can be a good conversation regardless of if he is pissed at me or not. Ugh... God damn it.. I really should have yelled for help or something. Instead I just let it happen. I don't think I've ever felt so much guilt in my life.
>>8357945
the earlier you tell him what happened the better it will be. it will just get worse over time if you don't talk about it with him.
>>8357939
Oh! Well I will remember then. What did we usually talk about when you were anon? Lol also why "just" okay?
>>8357943
Lol grow a pair dude
Idk it's better to just message them cause a message isn't indicative of actually getting a date. I go out with less than half of the people I message so yeah it's about the odds desu
>>8357945
Just tell him what you told us. If he's not an asshole he'll be upset for you and want to comfort you.
He might also want to beat up the guy who did it.
>>8357944
The way I model the world in my mind when reading, I can't handle that anymore.
I'm gonna go to bed.
>>8357945
probably tell him i don't think trying to keep it a secret will help. first of all you would feel terrible the whole time because you're hiding it from him and can't get support about it and second it would probably feel worse for him to find out from someone else. i guess just try to explain what happened and how much you regret it idk just tell him what you feel
>>8357950
sleep well anon. you could also try enjoying thinking about stuff if that's the only thing you can do.
>>8357949
idk i don't really remember lol. sorry. just random stuff once in a while i think.
and i guess im not really feeling that great but it's because of a bunch of different stuff and i don't really feel like talking about it i guess.
hru tho?
>>8357949
I'm a coward
>>8357953
You mean like reminiscing about the only few years of my miserable life that were happy. Just brings me sorrow.
>>8357956
I think you can still get a lot of STDs even if he didn't cum in you so you should probably like try to see a doctor if that's possible.
im sorry Anon i hope you don't lose your bf :(
>>8357956
>Came inside you
Uhh
Dude
You totally got raped
You should do a rape kit at the hospital or police station even if you don't press charges
Tell your bf. this isn't your fault at all. You're post-op?
>>8357959
Don't be a coward lol
>>8357954
Hahaha it's okie.
Yeah I know what you mean, sometimes talking about stuff makes it suck more.
I'm okay although I've been having a lot of very vivid nightmares lately so I hope they end soon.
>>8357961
more like thinking about theories and concepts and creating your own ideas or like stuff you are interested in.
>>8357965
im sorry nightmares suck. i don't often have dreams but i had one today where i was in some sort of college class or something, it was kind of nice i was a bit sad when i woke up from it
>>8357976
Oh that sounds kind of fun. I dream most of the time, and sometimes I definitely prefer dream life to waking life.
You work or go to school? Or are you an elevated NEET?
>>8357979
THATS RAPE ANON
YOU WERE RAPED
Fuck, id tell your bf just so that he could beat the fucker up
>>8357976
same I had a really nice dream about going to uni with a trip. I never went to uni irl tho.
>>8357989
I kinda want to study photography or psychology after working a few years in a warehouse which just sucked.
>>8357979
Well since you enjoyed it and didn't stop him I wouldn't consider it rape
>>8357994
nah, it's definitely rape
>>8357995
How?
Would you call it rape if she didn't feel guilty afterwards?
>>8357994
That's the thing. I should have stopped him. I could have yelled or tried to run but no. I'm just a stupid whore.
>>8357999
did you even need to yell or run? could you have tried saying 'stop i dont want to do this'
>>8357996
how she felt doesn't matter
dude forced himself on her, period
>>8358001
I did say "This is wrong. We shouldn't do this" but that was about it. I could have done better for sure.
>rape arguments
Well I'll see you girls later
>>8358007
Just make sure you say no next time, at least that way it won't be ambiguous about whether it was rape or not.
>>8358012
dude are you fucking serious
>>8358005
What happened to the strong woman that can protect themselves and tell him to fuck off and slap him?
>>8358013
It wouldn't exactly look great if you went to the authorities with that story, would it?
>>8358013
how does the guy know you don't want it if you don't say? and if he doesn't know you don't want it, how is it by force? in this context he was aggressive sexually but people have aggressive sex, i feel like there's a distinction
>>8358012
I'm not trying to dodge responsibility here. I let him have his way with me like some worthless slut. I should have been stronger.
>>8358016
bait
>>8358018
actually that guy would 100% get arrested where I live
>>8358019
1. if he doesn't know he shouldn't proceed
2. she did say she was opposed to the idea quite unambiguously ("this is wrong")
3. you can have aggressive sex with a consenting partner, the guy didn't know if she consented or not therefore he didn't care therefore it's rape
>>8358019
Yeah, I'm not sure I should report it honestly. I was a part of it and rape charges ruin lives. I should have said more about it
Not trying to troll but does it really count as rape if she did literally nothing at all to stop him, not even saying no?
ok i'm going to leave this thread, the men itt managed to convince this girl that getting raped was her fault, it's pretty sickening honestly
>>8358028
yes
>>8358025
>actually that guy would 100% get arrested where I live
Of course, but I doubt it would lead to him being convicted of anything.
>>8358029
>ok i'm going to leave this thread, the men itt managed to convince this girl that getting raped was her fault, it's pretty sickening honestly
Nice Burch Defense, i.e. "ugh, people disagree with me, they must be men".
>>8358031
>she did tell him no
Oh. I see. But I've seen IRL and in lots of TV and films where the girl says that even though she wants it and it's not rape. Where does the line get drawn?
>Hhuuuh is rape still rape when someone rapes someone????
...Yea
>>8358025
So you want guys to make a contract before every sexual interaction
>>8358031
"we shouldn't do this" implies that she was ok with it because she said we and not you.
>>8358035
those are movies and tv shows. idk what you saw irl but if you are trying to have sex with someone and they tell you no but you keep going that is non consensual sex ie. rape.
>>8358038
you just need to obtain consent.
>>8358039
no it doesn't. i honestly don't know how you could think that.
sorry don't really want to do this anymore i don't really think any of you are going to change views i just feel bad for her. im just going to go
>Meet a guy that is super into me through discord
>chat and stuff like that
>find out later on that we're 7k km distant from each other
>got no money to pay him a visit nor does he
of course...
>>8358067
don't you have a bycycle or could walk there? or maybe he could walk to your place.
>>8358067
don't fall in love with australians next time, you dingus
>wake up
>Open thread
>Trips are mad and leaving
>Read thread
>Anon girl gets raped
>Asshole anons are fighting tooth and nail to defend rapist
Holy shit what?
What even is this place?
>>8358077
>he's actually from maine and i'm EU, so...
that's very far away, maybe you should give him to zna
>>8358081
no he's mine ;_;
>Will suck dick for new video card
fml :/
have you ever considered how it might feel to have a vagina?
>>8358090
yeah for most of my life
>>8358089
Lmao u shut up! They're not pokemons!
>>8358079
Yea it pretty crazy today, is'nit?
>>8358090
I have a phantom vagina I know how it feels
>>8358079
I hate it so much. like they actually convinced her it's her fault that he raped her. I feel so terrible.
>>8358090
No, because I'm not some dumb tranny.
if you got diagnosed with autism today, would you tell your partner about it?
>>8358113
what partner?
>>8358117
romantic
Make a new thread!
>>8358113
she gave it to me
>>8358123
cool
>>8358113
Why? They'd know already