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Previous thread - >>8272458
jk. no matter how authoritarian i try to be i always end up somewhere over here. i am a failure to my people. I feel like the test is rigged against me
were you a fat nerd or a emo twink as a kid
bonus points for fat emos
i was looking forward to drinking my nutritional shake this morning but i can't find them
my day is ruined
>>8274514
fat nerd :(
>>8274514
i was a giant twig loner
>>8274377
am i on the /mtfg/ political compass?
>>8274517
same
but then I became an anorexic nerd
>>8274514
Fat nerd
tfw no one else in the middle with me :(
>>8274514
i was a skinny emo, then a fat nerd, then a skinny twink. left is like 2010 i think, right is about like early 2014
damn why didn't I use the compass pic for the OP image
I'm sorry I've failed you all :((
>>8274463
I literally got called a faggot and a shemale before I knew what they meant.
Lol, I did boy scouts for a while to make my dad happy. One of the kids that bullied me was calling me gay on a camp out, and flashed me just to get a reaction. I started laughing, and he called me a fag for it.
Eventually I tried harder and harder to hide the things that made me different from other guys (stopped shaving my legs, got my hair cut short, tried to make my voice deeper) to the point where I was masking my entire personality. I thought I was a freak for wanting to be a girl. A stupidly high dose of ADHD meds, complete social isolation and extreme sleep deprivation definitely helped.
>>8274525
I went from 190 to 125 lbs after high school lol, I wasn't really anorexic tho
All single trannies have to post their MBTIs.
If you have an ideal match, you are now dating each other.
>>8274529
wew that is a rough start lass
I should dig up my fat pics from when I was a kid
>>8274514
I was a fat, annoying shit who played Xbox and said things that made other people cringe.
I've changed now though (I only play games on PC)
>>8274539
il take a current pic when i stop feeling so suicidal and stop looking so sleep deprived sometime next week to complete the timeline
>>8274538
INFJ
>>8274512
Libcuck
>>8274538
ISFP
>>8274538
i was an INTP before hormones
now im an INFP
>>8274512
I think I just more like LARPing as an authoritarian than i really actually believe it
strength in general is something I admire, probably because I lack it a bit
>>8274549
>I bet ur much cuter now
i mean i would hope so my hair is much longer and iv been on hormones for like 2+ years
>>8274549
>you'll eventually grow out of games entirely
I hope not. I don't do anything else in my free time other than shitpost here.
>>8274553
>>8274538
same here actually
>tfw wasn't fat so wasn't able to take advantage of dat fatty estrogen
>>8274538
Infp
>>8274534
>>8274514
both at different times lol
>>8274567
all it did was give me moobs that went away when I lost weight
almost none of it was stored on my hips/thighs either
>>8274534
o, this is what you meant.
sorry
>>8274538
Before HRT i was constantly INTP, weird :S
>>8274575
g-grandma?!
>>8274514
as a young kid i was a complete twink but as i got older i repressed more and more and started lifting and got /fit/
so i was a bit of a fake chad just rping what I thought straight dudes were like
Am I the only extrovert here
>>8274568
CUUUUUUTE X3
>>8274579
;~;
>>8274574
ye but being fat raises your E levels and might've stopped some masculinization
X3
>>8274585
oh right I heard that
i don't think it worked for me though :(
>>8274568
so hot i'd be willing to overlook that shit sty of a room
>>8274570
maybe if I had cis-tier breasts. They're still growing tho.
>>8274585
nim are you always on mtfg? do you sleep? seriously, you're here every time i open the thread.
>>8274601
ye i just slept 10 hours and im probably going back to sleep soon
>>8274601
nim insulted a gypsy and that gypsy trapped her soul in this thread, so she's basically always here now
kms'ing myself
>>8274529
I think this was from 2011
updated compass after external input, populated it a bit more
explanations for placements:
sertii, nicole:
unapologetic commies, seemingly very serious about it
lauren:
same as above but doesnt seem to have the two previous trips' stalinist tendencies
robin:
generally seems fairly leftist but not particularly authoritarian OR libertarian
shakira:
staunchly anti-racist, has expressed support of jeremy corbyn, other than that, not very political
phienchen:
self-describes as a conservative nationalist but admits the nazi posting is just memeing, disqualifying her from the top right
ailines:
sent me her compass result
nim:
does this girl even care about politics? she's just there because she posts a lot, really
elanna:
i made her less libertarian as part of her request but she's still, in my opinion, relatively leaning in that direction, is center-right
marina:
same as ailines
zheanna:
voted for trump, but seemed to have liked bernie, seems to be in support of civil liberties in general
faye:
i made her less right wing but some of her recent comments on poor people put her very much on, at least, the center right
moap:
told me that putting her near the top right violated the nap
>>8274431
Your bullying sounds a lot like mine. I literally begged to be home schooled, but mom was going to grad school so nope. I was forced to go to school despite being routinely bullied. Any time I tried to make friends the bullies would beat both me up and the other kid(s). So I was just ostracized.
>>8274532
I don't think I was ever called shemale, but faggot and gay were often thrown my way.
As for repression, I learned to repress any reactions, and act whatever I thought was appropriate.
I wanted to quite the boy scouts, but dad was friends with the scoutmaster. At least I wasn't bullied to bad while in them. He wouldn't let the kids bully anybody, but it still happened behind his back. To me it was just more torture. Then the scoutmaster died, and the replacement was shit and a bully himself. Yes, an adult bullying a 12yo kid. I was gone fast at that point.
>>8274614
very good work anon
i don't care about politics at all desu
>>8274614
So beautiful ;__;
>>8274614
I approve, its fitting that me and Sertii are on opposite corners of the chart.
>>8274614
I hate that chart, its so hard to figure out where I'm supposed to be. I'm a liberal but I'm racist about it.
>>8274583
normans get out
>>8274538
ESFJ
>>8274629
so is moap desu
>>8274624
Same. I even get too bored from the test so i never finish it
>>8274630
no u
>>8274614
Wew
>>8274607
only the gypsy that did this to me would know that..
>>8274631
see
>>8274547
We get married now.
>>8274633
Im not a racist I just know what genetics are and they apply to humans.
Also Im only liberal on social issues, Im very far right on economic issues and I value them more. We can worry about equality when we have food.
>>8274614
>the further right you go, the more attractive they get
>>8274616
>Yes, an adult bullying a 12yo kid
how unusual...
One of the kids that bullied me there kicked me in the shins so many times that it left a scar. I threw flour in his eyes when I hit my breaking point, after putting up with bullshit literally everywhere but on the soccer field, and while playing games.
I always say how shitty boyscouts is - after you've learned your knots and how to make a fire, ranking up is essentially just doing community service and sucking someone's dick.
>>8274621
I don't date.
>>8274628
that's actually hilarious.
>>8274538
intp yawn
>>8274646
>Im very far right on economic issues
Far right as in """national""" socialist or "far right" as in ancap?
>>8274647
you're right ;~;
i should just kms
>>8274646
As per the traditions of my people, I present to you, a baby kitten, to prey upon the vermin in our new found home and to company while I am away at war
>>8274654
how..
>>8274527
Hi I was asleep.
I think we work at a Grocery Store together - not to make it weird or anything
>>8274616
I believe the reason I never was bullied was the precise thing that could have gotten me bullied. Always had many female friends and that shielded me as much as it set me apart from boys. In high school, the clique I was with meant I was downright feared. Nobody wanted to end up on the rumor mill girls' wrong side. If I had been girly with no friends, things would most likely have been very different.
>>8274647
rly makes you think
>>8274661
* to keep you company while
>>8274647
>tfw average
>>8274614
>most populated corners are libertarian right and authoritarian left
really makes u think...
>>8274656
You're a bit of an outlier - if possible, please change your political beliefs to be more right-leaning, since it would help my theory.
>>8274609
no
>>8274663
I don't actually know sorry. find something to distract you I guess
>>8274534
ok pic
>>8274676
i don't have anything :(
>>8274678
you look reeeeally intense here
>>8274621
EU?
U
?
>>8274646
>Im not a racist I just know what genetics are and they apply to humans.
maybe you're reputation here made me think you're more racist than you are then
although you did just say you don't care about the genetics of your baby as long as its white lol
race is definitely real though
>>8274678
lol could you even bleach out the picture more holy shit
>>8274655
Definetly ancap, but I still acknowledge even in an ideal system we must pay taxes to a central power so that we can have law enforcement and a military to protect us.
>>8274651
A little Ironic, or is it? I think you can tell quite a lot from some one based on the NGE characters they empathize with, Id say this is evidence of that.
>>8274661
I will raise him to be a brave hunter and when you return his prowess will be a demonstration of my ability to raise your children.
>>8274614
why is my gf more authoritarian AND more leftist than me
what IS this
>>8274683
it's all the filters that make her look like she's irradiated
>>8274682
I know. read a book or a comic or watch a show. practice your art. idk you gotta find something yourself
cop or not
>>8274616
sorry, I only said it was "unusual" because it's so fucking common for adults to join in when kids are being shitty. It's like they can't resist.
>>8274691
it's not ironic, you identify with polar opposite characters. It actually makes total sense.
And yeah, you could probably put a case together for NGE being incredibly realistic in terms of characterization, based on this alone.
>>8274687
I think race exists and that there are distinct differences between them but I also acknowledge that we are all human and even if there is a superior race(which is subjective) that the lesser races still deserve equal rights and are people.
I do like my own race, that might be racist but it wouldn't be if I wasn't white.
Yes she could
This pic is from a german trans forum
>>8274698
cop ASAP
>>8274691
how can someone call themselves an anarchist but still be in favour of central authority and government. usa is truly fucking disgusting
i hate my life desu senpai
>>8274678
>cheap wig
>20 pounds of makeup
>more filters than the average facebook attention whore
You look great hon.
>>8274527
>>8274664
Also if it actually is you and I didn't just sperg out fnr
>I don't want my co-workers knowing I'm Trans (paraphrased)
I literally fuck with no one there. I click one work, clock out and shitpost until I sleep then rinse and repeat.
>>8274704
woah
>>8274709
im gonna come live with you okay
>>8274711
W o w
That wasn't even the pic I tried to post. The fuck is wrong with your board, /lgbt/? God damn
>>8274674
i think i like where i am poliyically though
>>8274678
what happened to your nose?
>>8274708
I'm a moderate, Im not really an anarchist you just asked me if I lean more towards that or nazi's and I gotta say I lean towards the anarchists more, even if Im not one.
Here in Murica we're referred to as Libertarians.
>>8274693
because i'm on top qt :>
>>8274614
I don't even look like that. Your positioning is quite accurate though.
I-is Cartman here?
>>8274702
>I think race exists and that there are distinct differences between them but I also acknowledge that we are all human and even if there is a superior race(which is subjective) that the lesser races still deserve equal rights and are people.
>I do like my own race, that might be racist but it wouldn't be if I wasn't white.
We must secure the existance of our people and a future for white children
>>8274678
you shouldn't smuge your photos, you know.
>>8274724
>Libertarians
>>8274727
I'm really curious about mine.
>>8274691
>Definetly ancap
hey moap
ROADS
>>8274726
oh for god's sake
of course, of course
>looking at old pics of Spartan
This isn't good. why do I look so good
>>8274734
>>8274724
that wasn't actually me who asked. desu i think you're alright definitely better than most people who come to this thread so I'm not going to argue with you about this.
>>8274733
Probably similar to me, you dislike Trump and racism but apart from that aren't very political AFAIK.
Sorry about Skype, I could only video chat with one person at a time of course and she replied first. You didn't miss much I just got dysphoric at my voice and started crying lol.
hmm im curious where you would place me on the political chart. i hardly ever talk about politics here
imo i would be in the top right part but in the very left most bottom corner since I'm a centrist moderate at heart but do tend to lean conservative depending on the issue
>>8274738
getting aroused at your old boy pics is a truly bizarre experience. you are a qt girl now tho
>>8274748
pretty hair but meme angle, fren
>>8274741
Roads are quite complex actually, there's a reason why only the Romans ever got it right before modern times.
>>8274751
>getting aroused at your old boy pics is a truly bizarre experience
yeah its really freaking weird honestly
>>8274753
what's wrong buddi
>>8274738
Why? What did you look like..?
>>8274734
ever heard of a toll booth?
>>8274764
i wish i had a single friend irl willing to share an apartment with me so i can leave this hellhole
>>8274755
s-sry non meme angle pls no bully :(
>>8274717
I will be filled with unending relief upon your safe return, happy to be able to spend my life at your side and caring for you and our children. I'll make sure you come home to a clean house and warm meal every night and always be loyal to you~
>>8274730
At the top of the pyramid too, ideally.
>>8274732
I seriously voted for Gary Johnson.
We got 3%
3%!!!
Thats the highest libertarian vote, EVER. It's triple what I expected!
>>8274743
I think gov is a necessary evil but it must be heavily restrained, like a bound demon.
>>8274741
Why should i build a road, i'd have to buy the land and pay lot of money for the road itself
And when i want to get money for it everyone just uses the mostly free government roads
>>8274757
What is a dirt road?
>>8274768
I'm never sure about judging people of other races because of the other-race effect on facial recognition. But you look p good to me.
>ancaps and communists
I wonder what the secret ingredient in HRT is that makes your IQ drop 50 points.
unsee.
cc/
zunemido/
>tfw u get the job
overall do you have good or bad memories of highschool
>>8274651
The adult bully was a father of two of the kids in scouts, and wanted his sons to be eagle scouts. Both were goof offs and were never going to make it. He bullied all who were higher achievers than his kids. One of the first merit badges he officiated was painting. I was clearly massively better at it than any other kid. I'd been getting after school lessons from artists for a couple years. So he accused me of having mom paint my painting. Slight problem was mom, though she was very good, couldn't do as well at painting as I could. My art teacher even wrote a letter saying I was the one who painted that painting in her presence. That just intensified the bullying.
>>8274665
I was isolated, not friends at all. My older brother wouldn't even stand up for me.
>>8274674
>since it would help my theory.
LOL Theory failed. Go to hell.
>>8274700
Peer pressure of a sort.
>>8274702
The genetic differences between the races is tiny. In fact blacks have the greatest genetic diversity of all the races.
>>8274779
terrible
>>8274691
>Definetly ancap,
Based. I thought you were a commie.
>but I still acknowledge even in an ideal system we must pay taxes to a central power so that we can have law enforcement and a military to protect us.
Minarchist then. Not tru ancap.
>>8274768
>tfw this gets clocked
What hope have I got?
We politics now
hmm am i repressing or did i just autism myself into thinking i'm "repressing"
>>8274776
>tfw IQ130+ pre-HRT
>tfw bimbo now
>>8274776
low test
>>8274745
We can do it when I'm free again.
I'll be super unpassing and drop my voice just for you
>>8274779
generally good
>>8274776
the wise man bowed his head solemnly and spoke: "theres actually zero difference between good & bad things. you imbecile. you fucking moron"
>>8274765
Slim and attractive
But it's bad cause it represents a time where no one knew I was a fag and was worshipping me for being a fat kid turned athletic
FUCK MY LIFE IS SO CONFUSONG
>>8274775
t-thanks you too
>>8274778
congrats!
>>8274784
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1mNMTY5EmRS
>>8274787
I feel like I got a bit dumber too. Not drastically, just a little poorer memory and verbal skills I feel like. Maybe its placebo though.
>>8274757
just put rocks on the ground it's not that difficult
>>8274761
https://youtu.be/X_DVS_303kQ
>Would you fuck me? I would fuck me
>>8274790
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1D31tbP21dJ
>>8274767
I would like to but I'm in Canada and like 3000 km away
>>8274796
>just a little poorer memory and verbal skills I feel like
It's called aging.
>>8274807
I'm 19 fuck off
>>8274793
-.- There is a clear moral distinction between good and bad :/ that it is abstract and often times leads to things having good and bad consequences is a different thing.
>>8274786
I am in one of those moods today
I I don't know if I wanna go back ;-; or if I'm confused and scared
How can I be happy at boob growth and then upset the next minute thinking "if we quit we won't be able to get back to our old way completely"
>>8274810
nictoine is just half-shitposting don't worry
>>8274811
Its just you thinking practically, having an escape route. Its your mind thinking pragmatically. Don't listen to it though.
>>8274774
A shit road. still need to get the camber and base layer right anyway or else it will be even shitter.
>>8274790
That would be nice, thank you. I'll let you know when.
>>8274797
There's a reason why they dug canals instead of bothering with roads before the 20th century and it's not just because IC engines got invented, it's because roads are hard as fuck to maintain meaning they generally sucked hence travel over them was slow and painful.
Your rock bed road would be washed away in a month.
>>8274770
>>8274787
Side by side we'd grow old together, watching life go by, harvesting the fruit of our labour, watching our children grow into rightous, humble and fine men and/or women and on a cool autumn night I'd hold you in a warm embrace, as many nights before and I'd wisper a thank you, for your loyalty, love and devotion, both to your family and to your household
>>8274810
>-.- There is a clear moral distinction between good and bad :/
Ot oh, get ready to see Stirner
Look at the state of this
http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/world-news/transgender-woman-identity-crisis-finds-10399057
Makes us look terrible. Lolita is creepy at the best of times even when cis girls do it, a 46 year old crossdressing man who likes to dress like a little japanese lolita girl is just fucked up and wrong. So. Creepy. People use this shit as ammo against us. God sake
>>8274776
>tfw to smart to care about all the bullshit and baggage of the left or the absolute absurdity of the right
>>8274795
I started at 24 so your advice is too late for me, no difference between 24 and 26
>>8274818
>reading any of the UK's various shitty tabloids
I genuinely don't know how the UK manages to outperform us at making shitty tabloids, but here we are.
>>8274817
IT'S NO FUN IF YOU DO THIS BEFORE I CAN FIND A SUITABLE IMAGE ;;
>>8274814
It's weird. I guess I like the pics because in my mind I think "look how normal you look!"
>>8274770
>We got 3%
the thing is that gary johnson was only a bit less crazy than the other two. Bernie sanders would have been ideal.
>>8274757
It's beneficial for commercial businesses to have roads for transit. Amazon, UPS and FedEx wouldn't exist if not for roads, and given the success of delivery, they'd likely be willing to pay someone to maintain them just to stay in business.
>>8274780
holy fuck, talk about envy lol
he just sounds like a shitty guy
>peer pressure
I think it's just their natural state of being.
>>8274787
same desu.
>tfw a chaser compliments you but then when he find out you dont like guys he says you need to be put in a gas chamber
this is the kind of thing that makes me not like chasers
>>8274815
I was joking desu but just because roads are complicated doesn't mean they are impossible for anyone but government workers/contractors to maintain
Reminder that the state is behind gatekeeping and HRT would be available over the counter for cents in a free economy.
>>8274817
His spooks don't scare me :^)
Honestly though I might read his work if I can ever be arsed since it apparently is so meme worthy
>>8274818
what is it about repression that makes you go crazy?
why are there few to none completely sane trans who started at 40+?
>>8274831
>not getting turned on by that
>not being into guys
c'mon
my agent says if i get my balls neutered off ill be able to calm down & improve my posts. but i keep telling him, my posts wil never be good
>>8274823
Saw it linked on trans media watch twitter, I dont read that trash
>>8274818
Oh god why
WHY
>>8274830
>>8274832
And they pay the government to do this. What are you advocating here? Nationalization of the roads? Will lead to sketchy safety, mismatched standards and annoying toll-gates everywhere. Our rail system got nationalized, it was a disaster.
>>8274838
Is it raining outside? Can't open curtains because in makeup and panties.
>>8274824
desu i think I'm almost every situation just saying read stirner or explain what he said is better than just posting a meme image
>>8274818
i feel like the overall trauma and shittiness of being trans kind of stuns your development (which would explain why the overall dynamic of every trans space seems to be, basically, high school) and this is just an extreme example of that
>>8274839
Well don't even care about it. Trans people have had bad optics for literally centuries. One story about a fetishist won't make a difference.
>>8274842
weather seems fine, even a bit sunny, here
>>8274818
Says she started taking hormones in her teens so why is she such a fucking hon?
>>8274838
Maybe if you didn't swallow the proletarian pill in the lords year 2017 you would make more acceptable posts :^)
>>8274844
Probably yeah, I am not even for one moment saying that they are dodgy or perverted at all. I know that not getting to express your natural gender identity fucks you up but like, it DOES look from the outside like some kind of infantilism fetish thing
>>8274850
maybe she stopped for a (long) while
>>8274842
>Nationalization of the roads?
That would be awful.
>>8274831
Carth wanted to share me with his gf for money, but suddenly had second thoughts when he found out I was a virgin. Still won't tell me how much I'll get for it.
>>8274834
lol stirner wrote in a humorous and deliberately difficult to understand still style of you're going into it must because 'lol memes' your going to have a tough time
>>8274850
Thats what I dont understand either, says she came out in her teens, started hrt in her 20's, but only just "found herself" in her 30's and is now in her 40's going through this huge lolita fashion thing and seems very excited almost like theres a thrill there that hasnt been worn out.. I think theres some lying being going on here about just when she came out and transitioned, I think its a LOT later than what she stated
>>8274846
i dont even see the outrage behind this she seems harmless. sure it's a little strange but she isn't harming anyone and dresses appropriate for work. her unpassing is really what makes this stand out desu because if this were a 46 y/o is woman no one would care. Lolita is really similar to cosplay really
>>8274772
Because it's mutually beneficial to everyone but most of all the businesses on the road. People who lived on them would clear up dirt roads for their own benefit.
Why would I work when I know if I just report a lack of income the government will feed and clothe me and can subsist on a menial existence whilst contributing nothing?
>>8274780
This is true, but misleading. Races are more practically defined by Phenotype. Their Genetic Diversity is definetly a strength of black people tho, I wonder how much of that is actually applicable to black people in Europe and North America who have no doubt interbred at some point tho.
>>8274783
Ye, I accept that.
And lolno, I hate Communis. I think its evil, and I dont even believe in good and evil. I think it exploits the hunger of lower classes into getting a dictator into power. See USSR, North Korea, and Laos/Cambodia.
>>8274796
For me its partially an act, and partially that Im always stoned. Its sociallly acceptable and even sometimes desired for women to be stupid, and its best to keep your strengths hidden: All warfare is based on deception.
>>8274815
Why don't you get a not shit car instead that can take a dirt road? you don't even need to get an SUV or truck, there are plenty of Subarus that would work fine.
>>8274816
Every night Id lay with you resting on your chest listening to your heartbeat, thinking tenderly of how you've provided me and our children your loving warmth and protection. Id cater to your quirks and needs in the way only a wife could and even your health as we got older, cherishing every day until the end.
>>8274780
don't be so mean to her
>>8274842
do you mean privatised?
Chile has privatised toll roads and its fucking awful, increases travel expenses AND creates huge traffic jams that can get kilometers long as toll stations
>>8274837
I like you more with every post desu
>>8274842
I'm not advocating anything just saying no it is not impossible for people to build and maintain roads without a central authority or government
>>8274831
That reminds me, look what my chaser brought me today!
>>8274818
>>8274872
what's the pink box
>>8274861
she's absolutely lying because she would pass extremely well by now if she was on hrt consistently from mid 20s to mid 40s. from the way she looks i think she lied about being on hrt entirely because I see no evidence of it
>>8274859
Like heck I am ! Philosophy was the one subject I dedicated myself to wholeheartedly in school because I had a crush on the teacher :>
>>8274872
ooo, that all looks really nice.
congrats on the sweets & flowers. :3
o god, flowers smell really nice
>>8274872
jeez stop complaining about being a hon
>>8274876
shoes?
>>8274872
>tfw no chaser to buy you gifts
>>8274867
I like you too anon <3
>>8274863
I'm not even gonna reply to this
>>8274866
Yeah sorry privatized.
>>8274876
It's a wig box, he didn't buy the wig, it just happened to be on the table when I took the pic. I was gonna post an unsee of the wig but some anon is collecting trip pictures for that meme political compass thing so I changed my mind.
>>8274872
Where do I find a chaser as a fat disgusting blob of worthlessness? ;_;
>>8274862
it's because she identities as a woman (didn't read article so if that is incorrect ignore me) if she was a cis male crossdresser people would be like okay that's kinda unusual but whatever and move on instead of getting into a huge outrage
>>8274861
extreme fashion styles can be fun/a thrill even to cis women, so i understand that aspect
But why she's such a hon ? Idk
>>8274863
Okok
I'd still rather buy a house and build it next to a existing road
Also here in germany when a road is renewed everyone who owns ground next to it has to pay (a fucking lot)
>>8274887
you become a cute, thin blob of gf-material
>>8274628
how is it fitting? :p
http://www.strawpoll.me/12950420
http://www.strawpoll.me/12950420
http://www.strawpoll.me/12950420
>>8274896
only if they really are chasers, aka fetishists.
>>8274897
So if i exploit chasers online i can do so guilt free?
>>8274897
>Is it morally ok to exploit beta chasers for gifts/money when you arent interested in them at all
aka
>is it ok to act like a cis girl
>>8274897
everyone who said yes is a terrible person
you should be ashamed to treat someone like that
>>8274902
good job responding to yourself, eirini.
>>8274897
who hasn't done it
Jesus Christ what happened to my life
>>8274879
that's cute :)
>>8274906
Shut up beta fag
>>8274912
i made the poll just because i get all these chasers adding me but i never take advantage of them when i feel like i could. idk it seems mean but i see other people doing it
>>8274912
look i have to bully you online because its the one place where the disparity between our heights or levels of assertiveness does not put me in a severe disadvantage
>>8274914
sorry I actually care about other humans and can put myself in their position
idk why anyone would think its ok to do that
>>8274905
I just get lots of drinks in bars from guys
But i also got that before hrt, i'm super charismatic and outgoing when drunk
>>8274917
if they are fetishists though then they deserve what they get? They objectify us we objectify them.
>>8274830
Yeah, it was fucked up. Troop size after a year was less than half of what it was before.
>>8274831
I don't like chasers because they like my dick.
The guy I went out with for 3.5 years never once touched my cock. A number of times he fucked me between the legs, but often my gaff was still on.
>>8274842
>>8274856
We already have nationalized roads in the US. You see toll roads when the states make the interstates. Where it is mostly federal dollars, they are free.
>>8274886
>privatized
makes more sense for your arguments.
>>8274863
Blacks in the US are still very diverse due to coming from many areas of Africa. In Europe they mainly come the colonial areas of the European country. Not as much diversity.
>>8274863
>its best to keep your strengths hidden
tfw One is so intelligent it shows through anyways.
>>8274897
What if you've made it clear you're not interested in them and you'll buy your own drinks, but they buy you drinks anyway?
>>8274920
if he's actually interested in you and has invested emotionally in you, its not ok to exploit that just because he has a fetish
if he's just doing it so you'll have sex with him, yeah maybe then its ok
>>8274916
you still need to learn your place tho
>>8274924
yeah of course what the fuck do you think we were doing in london
>>8274909
at what age did you first have gender issues?
did it get worse as you aged?
i first thought i'd rather be a girl at age 9 but lasted until 24 last year before i started hormones to not kms before 30
>>8274897
Yeah why not?
>>8274926
then hes not a chaser, just a trans-attracted guy tho
chasers are literally subhuman tbhon
>>8274923
>We already have nationalized roads in the US.
So much for land of the free.
>>8274931
which ones are the repressers again
>>8274927
Oh? Maybe YOU should be the one to teach me "my place".
Also come on we did a lot more things in London than just fuck. We're not that shallow!
>>8274897
Nice knowing there currently are 2 chasers in this thread :^)
>>8274614
Hmm, interesting chart. How did I wind up on it?
Anyways I think I should be a little further south. I am essentially against any """Wrong authority""", left or right.
>>8274897
desu I'd feel wrong trying to do that. Plus I'm as much of a beta as the people I'd be theoretically exploiting, idk if I could actually do it
>>8274930
How much do you charge?
How do you even take advantage of chasers and get them to buy you things? all the ones who added me are either poor or just want to talk...
>>8274863
I'd tenderly hold your small slender frame, compared to mine, providing enough warmth for you to the point you would never need the furs to cover our bodies, I'd love you eternally and I'd draw my last breath before I would ever stop giving my all to protect you, what is ours and what we fought so much to achieve. You would never have to work for a single day in your entire life and I'd always keep our home the pride of our mountain village!
>tfw haven't cuddled with a boy in almost a year
I'll take platonic cuddles
>>8274914
I'm beta and proud tbqh
>>8274936
repressors can be in both groups
>>8274937
true but like
you woke me up at 6 in the morning to fuck likeee....
>>8274919
>tfw have a cold, abrasive personality
wooo...
>>8274923
thank god. I wouldn't want to live in a world where that kind of asshole earned the respect of others.
>>8274956
YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO TELL PEOPLE THAT
>>8274929
As young as five, was bullied when I was young so changed my behaviour to blend in and buried it, puberty made me realise confused and upset, constantly felt beta, not as good as other guys.
Thoughts of being jealous of girls would be buried quickly and punished myself for it.
And my track record of listening to this "stop hrt" voice has always made me feel even worse so I'm gonna curl up and ignore it
I don't know if I have dysphoria or I fear being ugly or whatever
>>8274960
i just think its cute you were THAT horny desu
>>8274960
lmao
>>8274935
You know what the saddest part is? He replied saying he was gonna come with the money at 5pm but I never replied because I was busy with a guy that I actually liked (the one that got me the flowers) So he got cucked I guess.
>>8274948
It was a sugar daddy arrangement but he wanted sex before even giving me my first present so I said ok I understand that Amazon delivery takes a few days so if you're horny now just bring cash.
>>8274965
>but I never replied because I was busy with a guy that I actually liked (the one that got me the flowers) So he got cucked I guess.
baka you normie roastie slut
stop calling yourself a hon
>>8274959
I'm super depressed and shit 90% of the time, but sometimes i really have a rush and for a short moment my confidence goes through the roof
That's normally the time i do really stupid stuff
>>8274969
oh god you're adorable
dont know how a vandal wrote "Likes to Fuck" on my resume, but i do not like to fuck. please hire me. i need this job. i hate to fuck, pleas
>>8274969
senpai you're horny and gay but that's okay gay is okay
>>8274975
im normal
>>8274972
I'm the same
>tfw back in school as spartan you got drunk on vodka and took your shirt off and flexed and then wanted a hug from your crush which she gave you
I'm gonna go cry. I just wanted a gf back then ;-;
>>8274972
that sounds like most of the people I've talked to who deal with bipolar. Manic episodes followed by heavy depression.
>>8274977
honestly it's kinda cute you developed a tsuntsun personality
>>8274981
i mean same but not really
>>8274982
It made me seriously dysfunctional when I got muscular by my attitude wouldent change
>>8274886
But you did. Just like you'd drive on dirt roads.
>>8274893
That sounds actually super shitty. They take your money and rip apart your road, Id be so pissed when that happened.
>>8274896
We empathize with opposite characters and have opposite politicial ideologies. It seems no matter the medium I am red where you are blue and blue where you are red.
>>8274923
Interesting, so North American blacks are more genetically diverse than European blacks. Shakira is inferior to her American equivalent.
Also lol, its a shallow facade, but a facade still.
>>8274950
Id never feel insecure or scared with you, and even until the end when you could barely walk Id continue to lovingly care for your needs. When you pass it would be hard, but Id spend the rest of my days in warm recollection of how wonderful our days were together. Once I was sure our sons had good wives to care for them and our daughters good husbands to provide for them, Id slip away too, happily knowing I spent my life devoting myself to you and our children.
Ive gotta head off now anon, steam is Moapchan and Discord is Moapchan #4236
>>8274985
it's okay. you're not gay anymore. you've seen the light of being attracted to men now
>>8274989
you're cyberbullying me and ruining my brand and now people will know even i have fallen prey to the horny industrial complex
>tfw I have become everything I hated when I used to browse /r9k/
I've gone from worshipping the Rodge to using guys for gifts wtf
>>8274999
based honestly. Rodgers was a fucking dumbass and a normie
>>8274999
rog rogerson?
>>8274992
i guess huh
>>8274995
>implying you aren't enjoying it
>>8274992
Thank you, for making me smile and indulging in this little role play with me
You truly are one of the kindest and most warm hearted trips out here
Oh, and we've already added each other~
>>8274992
Yep, there was also something with a very old wall
And the city wanted it restaurated, so the people living there would have had to pay ~200000€ each
Can i add you on discord too ?
>>8275006
whyyyyyy do you do this
crying bc life is hell and im going to be stuck in my parents house forever
>>8275010
hi! :)
>>8275010
do you reallyyy need to ask?
>>8275007
Unfortunately i'd say yes, it would improve your face a lot (without bangs and stuff, with you're already qt)
>>8274994
I miss him so much ;-;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqLNcLo0CjU
If I could just go back to 2013 to be him again, one last try. I could win this time...
>>8275012
i promise you won't. ypu are getting your shit together and you're going to kick so much ass
>>8274992
>Shakira is inferior to her American equivalent
lol what
>>8274997
Yes
>>8275022
yes, eirini, i would like to know why my beloved girlfriend is humiliating me in public in the male to fermale general in the website 4chan dot org
>>8275012
just go live somewhere else
>>8275025
Lol at you being smaller than the other guys
>>8275009
Of course.
>>8275023
Ok I'll save up for it.
>>8275031
because you enjoy it
also fuck i need to finish NieRA
>>8275040
well then get on with it
>>8275049
hurrdurr
>>8274711
If you're still here uhh
Which department? Idk obviously don't say anything super identifying but give me a detail that only an employee of this store would know
>>8275025
hey! don't give up. this shit takes time. thinking about the past is bullshit. you were miserable and you wasted half of your day learning how ypu could become a woman.
and shit. in a way, you're living your dream. :3 don't give up amy. this is what you've always wanted!
>>8274900
>I found him on a trans dating site, try that if you don't like the normie ones.
Oh god-.- how did you get the courage to sign up for such a place >.< like there is this site for denmark it seems, and look at the profile pictures they advertise with -.-
>>8275040
you fucking are. be sad today. but you're going to come up with a kick ass plan next week!
>>8275059
wow such advice
much wisdom
Biotin is finally here. I hope this stuff works as well as everyone says it does.
>>8274614
wtf they literally get hotter as they are further to the right
the meme is real. right wing girls ARE hotter.
>>8275060
I think lots of chasers have like force fem or bimbo fetish so they like that kind of look
>>8275070
I'm just sick of people that don't do what they want because they convince themselves they can't. Holy heck just woman up and do it
>>8274801
You never askedddd
>>8275077
what is biotin supposed to do
>>8275060
Trans dating sites are fucking bad
I'm in a german one
not for dating, but for info on the forum
And it's just fucking worthless for info, it's like a mixture between susans and /pol/
With people like pic related
I'm only still there for shitposting
>>8275050
I did. I'm crying cause i didn't deal things with my high school crush and fix my dysphoria
I'm sure that's the moment where everything broke
>>8275078
to be fair a lot of us on the left are babytrans basically
dont bully
>>8275082
He's ok, go for it
>>8275052
>lanü is about to custom tailor her sexual preference's again
>>8275081
dont act like such a retard its very unflattering
>>8275088
better hair and nails.
>>8275088
Makes hair and nails grow faster and healthier, supposedly.
>>8275091
Wow that's bad. Can't you find another unfortunate soul such as yourself closer to your age?
why am i always pretending to be a cis guy on other boards?
>>8275099
I'm not!
I just want to know if this is legit or not, I'm sure anon wants to as well.
>>8275055
I don't know if it is.
What if I'm just a failed male
What if I missed the right social development to cement and secure me in my masculinity and my trans breakdown is a cause of that failure to acquire manhood
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-nGJq7HeZ0
>>8275060
>how did you get the courage
well, you just get tired of not having intimacy and so finally you just do it.
what have you got to lose really?
at this point i have nothing left to lose.
it is make changes to my life or end it.
>>8275106
Insecurity.
>>8275107
>:^D
>never present female
>never get clocked
>>8275091
I never bothered with the forums but what I saw didn't look too susans-y. My only complaint is that the men were trash, the worst kind of chaser, just want to fuck you and jerk off your penis then disappear.
>>8275097
Why did you choose him over say Facial Team? Proximity? Price?
>>8275119
>azn ezy mde
>getting clocked
pick one.
>>8275052
They stick me in different departments.
The breakroom is in the back right (assuming doors are front centre) up some stairs.
>>8275082
-.-
Not when I am so fugly, they are all way more skilled at dressing and makeup than me ;_;
Noone would want me and my hon body :(
>>8275091
Yea, It seems so weird >.< never liked susans, saw their logo and layout and noped away quickly for some reason.
>>8275122
You stop repeating this meme right now or I will swim across the Atlantic and smack you
>>8275119
You have no trouble hiding your bewbs?
>>8275105
I don't like chasers and don't need any more info so i don't need anyone
Oh, and i don't like onlinedating too much either
If i wanted to meet other younger transpeople there would be a trans youth group in the next bigger city
>>8275111
This person is the worst
They think they're the sexiest woman ever and only wears the shortest miniskirts and says they do because they can
At the age of 65, also no hormones because “i'm good looking enough, i don't need them“
>>8275081
just agree with things beep says or else she'll get mad at you
>>8274614
I'm kind of irrelevant, but this is me
>>8275124
Doors to store or doors to the break room? Part of that lines up.
How old do you believe the building is?
Anything notable about the break room, is there anything on the whiteboard right now?
>>8275132
Everything beep has ever said is wrong and dumb
>>8275122
He's in europe
He's cheap
He's good with bones
And facial team is too conservative for my taste
Also they're more expensive
And lots of people i know had their ffs done by bart
>>8275060
>tfw they all look better than me
>>8275106
I mean you pretended to be a cis guy for 20 years, it's a force of habit. That and probably insecurity
>>8274614
I'm 1 point to the left and 5 points toward libertarian
>>8275137
Goodbye quote from the Hippie who worked there, he made a Produce pun. Solid 8/10 dad joke
>>8275141
what about the horror stories
>>8275129
Ummmm well right now even with a pretty tight bra and loose shirt you can see them, even with a loose jacket, but I'm so unattractive and usually just walk staring at the ground most people probably just think it's gyno
>>8275130
>At the age of 65, also no hormones because “i'm good looking enough, i don't need them“
I guess there's crazy and then there's obnoxiously crazy.
Guess you can always find friends at work or school.
>>8275146
Holy fuck...
Yeah, we work at the same store
>>8274614
Could you crop out my head of this picture
>>8275125
And place it on my spot? I am territorial :P
>>8275094
Maybe transwomen become more right the longer they're in transition ?
>>8275140
oh boy you've stepped in it now..
>>8275119
Succ a straight guy
>>8275155
More bitter m8,
More deaf to the cries of normies and soft normal problems
>>8274997
no idea
>>8274996
ohh ok. nevermind.
>>8275148
what stories?
>>8275158
Beep throws punches like butterfly kisses
>>8275078
it's because they care about passing and not looking like a drag queen
>>8275152
The shitposts are coming from INSIDE THE BUILDING!
>>8275166
A quick google spat out this:
https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/5rwxmd/a_warning_bad_ffs_surgeon_beware_dr_bart_van_de/
>>8275155
i'd assume the leftist trantrans just stealth / move on to better waters once they're oldtrans
the bitter /pol/trans wouldn't have too many other places to go
>>8275148
Horror stories?
>>8275171
Wew
>>8275152
nice. this makes me want to visit vic even more and hang out with all the mtfg people there
>>8274529
Holy shit!!!!!!
Now I remember you.
It's fuckin Maddie
>>8274996
>for me it's normally a day or two but never too long
BPD
P
D
Specially if the stupid things you do are like, really stupid. Mine were.
>>8275160
The thing about straight guy is they're not attracted to other guys
>>8275171
Hell no, I am not that anon.
I don't work as a some department store monkey.
Have some respect ffs.
>>8275149
>and usually just walk staring at the ground
That is something I trained myself not to do in NYC. Great way to gt mugged. Be alert and look around. Know your surroundings.
>>8275178
leftist trannies mostly hang out in tumblr and twitter, they're overrepresented here
>>8275196
right wing ones are over-represented is what i meant
>>8275148
>>8275180
>>8275175
Unless anyone that doesn't cost six figures can create results like this I will take the risk with Bart
>>8275139
I can't I have tried following guides and buying stuff, but I am just too retarded to do it and end up looking like a clown :( I cry a little everytime i try.
>>8275196
>overrepresented
i think the main issue is that not many transgirls are retarded enough to align with the right
>>8275192
Fort Worth is much less densely populated than NYC so I'm okay.
>>8275155
mby the shitty weak ones do. the truly based ones use their disillusionment and disgust at the world to fuel their rage and attack with the only goal being the total negation of our current society and world
>>8275204
They're also really really loud with their opinions
>>8275183
It's super nice here especially as spring moves into summer.
>>8275199
i used to be a /pol/poster when i was trying to repress, with traditional gender roles and whatnot
now i'm like, left-centrist
So how do you feel about the fact that South Park doxed every American trans trip here
>>8275205
looks like a blonde version of me in the before pic
>>8275186
Idk, it was a lot of taking LOTS of drugs
Like three liters of wine plus 1g of ecstasy
I don't even know anymore what stupid stuff i did, but i did a lot, even without drugs
>>8275217
yeah ive been to the island before but not to vic. all the mtfg people there are really nice too so it seems like it might be fun
>>8275183
I'm not MTF for what it's worth, I came here from /int/
>>8275218
Well, I used to be a commie while repressing. And my acceptance of myself came hand in hand to my negation of leftist values, and now I'm something of a fascist with a progressive bent, I guess.
>>8275223
do what
>>8275174
I knew of the death case but the others were unknown to me. I know he produced a lot of good results, havent seen any bad ones in person.
But with a surgery like this (actually these are many surgeries combined) it is likely that some will go wrong.
>>8275108
this is just your fear speaking.
you know you want this Amy, anything you missed out on, you never had the opportunity in the first place.
there is no such thing as a failed male. you're fucking taking control of your life in a way you never had.
of course it's scary, you've never had this degree of control in your life. there's no plan for this. but we'll make it through.
I believe in you.
>>8275235
South Park talked about a site that has a backlog of every person in America.
Has all their names, people they are related too, addresses and phone numbers.
Only works on Americans though.
I looked myself up and sure enough it had almost every place I lived and my old name
>>8275225
Yeah, seems BPD.
Enjoy emotional rollercoaster life and ruined relationships!
>>8275233
my social values are probably more right
like i intend to make a fair bit of money for myself at some point so i'm not too interested in the 'welfare state' meme
>right-wing feminism when
>>8275248
I've checked all those sites. I'm not on any of them.
>>8275207
>issue
>trannies not backing their own
societal downfall
my internal monologue has a male voice and it's hard to change it bc i haven't managed to figure out a constant female voice so what would i change it to?
does this mean i'm not trutrans?
>>8275248
rly glad im canadian rn heck yeah america gl with your patriot act
>>8275248
They pulled a credit report which isn't too hard to do. It'll only be as updated as freely as you give out information.
>>8275246
boooooop
>>8275225
have you ever gone days without sleeping?
>>8275248
http://www.
familywatchdog
.us/
>>8275057
Uh, maybe capitals matter. MoapChan #4236
>>8275254
nah. youve been talking with a male voice for ur whole life its not easy to change even how you think it just takes time
goofballs
I drank too much
>>8275267
no don't
>>8275267
go 2 bed u ducky
>>8275267
Poor Sophie
D:
>>8275269
it already happened nim
save me
>>8275267
Oh mah gawd!
It's the Potato Princess Phatchen.
>>8274614
;_; u didn't post me!
gin and diet cranberry soda tastes rly good desu
>>8275278
ill keep you hydrated okay?
>>8275248
?
What's the site?
>>8275267
Bad Phie. No more schnapps for you.
WHY is EVERY SINGLE picture on ffs surgeons' websites AT LEAST 95 YEARS OLD
>>8275286
gin, lime juice, club soda, mint. Only drink you ever need.
>>8275278
quak
>>8275273
just waiting on bf, he eating food
>>8275274
ya pls pat ;-;
>>8275282
I am going to violently murder everyone in your degenerate part of the world you goofball
I hope you checked your skype sometime this evening
>>8275287
perfect ^_^
>>8275292
I was drinking alcopos, I didnt mean to drink that much, bf opened his and then decided he didnt like it so I had to drink his as well
>>8275295
quak
>>8275298
and one pat too
but that's because you're ducky
>>8275298
i missed u so much!
>>8275289
www.truepeoplesearch.com
>>8275293
because old trannies need ffs more than young trannies
>>8275298
quork
>>8275293
>95 years old
Even Lili Elbe's surgeries are more recent than that.
>>8275304
i didn't see your (you)!!!!!!!
u know I <3 u
>>8275253
i mean, i wasn't saying it was bad
just that the reason lefty transgirls would be "overrepresented" here is that being right wing and trans is actively working against yourself
>>8275319
-w-
I was getting worried
How (you)?
>>8275295
https://youtu.be/x4iDWaNAers
>>8275313
did those weekends happen to be the ones where you did crazy stuff?
>>8275250
>right-wing feminism when
N-now!
But really, social issues today make me feel just bad.
The intellectual vanguard is still postmodernist/postmarxist and it's already outdated and old and stale, and then you have plain conservatives on the opposition, sometimes classic liberals and libertarians, which are also old and stale.
I really wish we could have a new vanguard to bring up new ideas in a way that is actually refreshing and not terrible.
>>8275321
Not really since i'm very liberal in social stuff, just a bit righty in economic stuff
>>8275310
sorry, I had to be away from here due to things Ive no control over
also skype forceupdated and it freezes my system all the time now so I cant use it properly
>>8275309
OMG <3 <3
>>8275304
perfect :3
>>8275108
>What if I'm just a failed male
>What if I missed the right social development to cement and secure me in my masculinity
Who cares? You're a trans now either way.
>>8275325
That was a joke. Lili Elbe didn't get ffs.
>>8275327
Probably, i still have sleep problems almost all the time though
After a crazy day i can actually sleep better i think
>>8275325
yeah it's sucks, and it makes me nervous when i see one young person that turned out great and another one by the same surgeon that came out awful
>>8275311
damn me and my entire family are on there
all it has for me is my old address, but it even has the one I registered to vote with when I was at school
kinda scary
>>8275340
A surgeon is only as good with the canvas he/she works with
>>8275340
and there's sooooo feeeew pictures of young ffs recipients. So I basically have no sample size to work from.
>one knee been slightly lumpier then the other when I sit for a while now
>been pain on 2 occasions
>google says it's cancer of course
Wew well at least the assholery of google has made me want to get out and live my life instead of hiding.
new thread whennnn?
hrt does really make crying easy
>>8275338
so, I guess the thing to be concerned about is that the manic episode sometimes causes the depression. A lot of people I know take lithium to stabilize it. I would recommend talking to a psychiatrist about it, but it's up to you.
>>8275342
You can scrub it though by clicking on privacy at the bottom of the page
>>8275347
53 more images
>>8275344
that doesn't exactly make me at ease
>>8275298
>I am going to violently murder everyone in your degenerate part of the world you goofball
I vuv you too Sophie.
>>8275345
you can find ffs results on reddit too
>>8275323
this video made me so happy.
>>8275322
bleh made up with my parents so my grandmother's apartment is getting sold for estate inheritance purposes and I moved back into their house.
it's an adjustment, but I can focus more of my time and resources into making my business grow. :)
how about you? what's new?
I have the fire, I have the force, I have the power to make my evil take its course!
>>8275345
Try finding pictures of young black FFS recipients.
>>8275311
doesn't know my new name.
>>8275368
I gotchu senpai
this could be you shakira
>>8275333
no probs! :) are u still on discord?
i know you have been busy af!
so do you have a good buzz going on? ;)
>>8275314
*can afford it more
>>8275364
It's true though.
Each surgeon has had good and bad results
I kinda want ffs but i'd legit kms if I feel like I look like a freak after
>>8275364
idk any of the transgender subreddits
>>8275374
what about deschamps?
>>8275373
yeah because most young trannies make terrible decisions when it comes to career and finances
>>8275361
Speaking of videos, Carmen Maria Vega's new album is available now. I think I told you about her. https://youtu.be/5oDRHCK_JSI
>>8275361
Well, I'm on a waiting list to see a psyche for diagnosis to get a script, my parents want to move us all down the country which means I have to go with them due to rent costs, medical costs and general health concerns, I'm recovering from a pilonidal sinus, and I've made a bunch of gifs of my butt
https://imgur.com/a/x0fGu
https://imgur.com/HfhbIYp
https://imgur.com/a/eT5SV
>>8275383
Well they did fall for the tranny meme.
>>8275371
Hory shet who was the surgeon? How did you find this? JELLY
>>8275383
most young trannies haven't had a lifetime to accumulate wealth or the credibility to take out loans..
>>8275392
i found it here but i'm 99% sure it was on r/transtimelines or r/transpassing....probably the fitst
>>8275250
right wing feminism has existed for hundreds of years dude. its basically just women who believe women should stay at home and listen to men but also that they shouldn't have to face sexual violence or other discrimination
>>8275396
>goofy looking guys and beta males often make good looking girls
>cute guys definitely do
>handsome guys never look good as girls
>>8275399
>it does not take a lifetime to save up for ffs c'mon.
It takes many years... for me with my current wage it'd take literally centuries.
>>8275403
Tfw ugly guy who turn into an ugly girl
>>8275407
I mean I'm about halfway there after seriously saving for a year. What do you do for work?
>>8275369
Googling my new name gives few useful results. My family tree, my YouTube channel, fb account and that's about all. The old one was pointless to search, really common first name/last name combination.
>>8275403
im not attractive but i was always called handsome
>>8275415
what do you do for work?
>>8275426
shut up ellen page
>>8275431
>ellen page
Damn that was mean.
>tfw bf getting us banned
>>8275337
yes. he did good work on me
>>8275372
yes!!
no I am at a point where it isnt nice anymore ;_;
I think I need a cold shower
>>8275358
<3
youre a cool cookie
missed ya
>>8275415
general office work. right now I'm translating an instruction manual from broken english to danish(. I get paid basically nothing and then there's living expenses. it's temporary, but eh.. it's gonna be temporary for a while probably.
>>8275434
ellen page is super cute yah dingus
.........
my dad just came out to me as a tranny
i'm a tranny....
my brother is also a tranny.....
tranny gene confirmed?
I got ffs so it would make me into a handsome boy
>>8275398
I think this is fake, she just dropped this photo, collected 100 comments and fucktons of upvotes then just disappeared without any other posts ever
https://www.reddit.com/user/Kaykay_amore/
>>8275428
>yeah ur right actually just pull yourself up by your bootstraps and get ffs
no ur right keep complaining on imageboards that'll improve your life
>>8275429
I'm some scrub at a factory. If you take as much overtime as you can and live like a monk you can save up money pretty quick.
>>8275435
I remember you were super down on your ffs, good to see you're happier with it now
>>8275436
Well that sounds stable, but always be on the lookout for something better. Actively on the lookout, like searching, not just waiting for stuff to fall on your lap
>>8275452
>I remember you were super down on your ffs
that never happened.
you must mistake me for someone else
>>8275449
mine, Robin's, Sheen's, Kayla's and I think Nim's dads are all trannies too.
>>8275452
>Well that sounds stable, but always be on the lookout for something better.
It's not really like that. I kind of have a broken brain so it's limited what jobs I can do. but dunno, kinda sad that that keeps me from ffs but that's how it works.
>>8275441
But she's a dyke.
>>8275435
I missed you too. Due to work, training, me moving to another city and myriad other reasons I wasn't able to shitpost here as much as before.
How are you? Everything OK in Potatoland?
>>8275454
The one pic I've seen of you you looked cis, I don't understand why you say you didn't pass before FFS. Either you have BDD or shopped the pic which one is it?
>>8275473
Bdd!!!!!
Best meme
>>8275469
A broken brain how?
>>8275473
you know you cant judge from one pic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_O05_eYbonI
those lyrics
>>8275416
I'm debating changing my chosen name to some common one so I vanish among the masses. My chosen name+last name is unique. The only hits are me. I'd still use it for art.
>>8275466
i have almost $30k saved rn but thx keep telling me how im lazy and ruining my life and shit. i have money saved but im not fucking stupid enough to think that everybody is voluntarily not in a scenario where they can just save most of their money
U think my bf would get super turned on by me wearing this? I'm one click away from buying it
>>8275477
Bipolar, have a very hard time keeping a stable work schedule. current position is very lenient.
>>8275472
can you pls use discord?
skype doesnt work for me well anymore :/
>>8275473
I am too stupid to shop pictures.
also I still dont pass
>>8275466
oh, thats possible. I am more careful with what I post here, but it wasnt caused by ffs stuff. I also have no idea who you are
>>8275472
yeah so is nim except she likes boys a bit also
and doesn't matter who she loves shes still pretty
>>8275478
You can't even judge from many pics, really. Some pretty trans girls don't pass because of other issues, and some not so pretty ones pass as masculine women because everything else just screams female.
>>8275475
actually best meme is angie coming on here and spending 20 hours crying how bdd is not real for trans people and literally every therapist or friend she has ever had is lying to her
>>8275483
Do you know what it's like when
You're scared to see yourself?
Do you know what it's like when
You wish you were someone else
Who didn't need your help to get by?
Do you know what it's like
To wanna surrender?
I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow
I don't wanna live like this today
Make me feel better
I wanna feel better
Stay with me here now
And never surrender
Do you know what it's like when
You're not who you wanna be?
Do you know what it's like to
Be your own worst enemy
Who sees the things in me I can't hide?
Do you know what it's like
to wanna surrender?
>>8275484
Change the final letter of your first name and the combination becomes far from unique.
>>8275498
I can't even stay up for that long though.
But yes bdd is a meme to a degree
alright, gotta go sleep
leave a message!
goofnight
idg you people who don't want srs, to me it's just a cluster of trash i have to try not to think about when i'm trying to sleep, i do not want it there at all
how can you be okay w keeping it, like is it gender dysphoria if it's not abour your genitals?
>>8275485
Glad to hear you're doing well. And I understand that not everyone is as in a stable position as you or me. But if we just validate excuses that people have they won't want to change. I was homeless 2 years ago, but now my life is going pretty ok all things considered. So if you come to a thread to complain and have your excuses validated you are free to do so, but I won't.
>>8275488
That sucks. I won't pretend that doesn't count as a huge obstacle, but you gotta constantly be working to get past it. Hang in there <3
>>8275489
>I also have no idea who you are
Good. (this is a new trip totally unrelated to any past or present identities or handles used on this or other platforms)
>>8275402
no i mean like, right wing except women are the dominant species :^)
>>8275489
>can you pls use discord?
But that's what trannies use! What will my family say?
Fine gib discord.
>>8275487
Probably, given what you've said about him so far. Never wear that outside, though, it's ridiculous.
>>8275487
God no
wtf is wrong with you, fucking AGP fetishist
>>8275514
I want SRS, but my genitals aren't far and away the biggest point of dysphoria. Face/body are just as if not more important to me. And I'd rather be accepted as a girl but secretly have a penis then not be accepted as a girl and secretly have a vagina.
>>8275515
You sound like a douchey motivational speaker. a large chunk of life is luck and circumstance. If the crap motivational speakers sold in their overpriced books were true then everybody would be a millionaire.
>>8275514
different kinds of dysphoria
for me, social dysphoria is the biggest, so i don't even want to present female until people will assume i'm cis
>>8275492
>she likes boys a bit too
>shes still pretty
hmmmm
>>8275514
Dysphoria varies from person to person. I had bad genital dysphoria and needed SRS to get my ID change and insurance coverage for everything else, so I made it a priority.
>>8275503
I know. :)
*sigh*
What was I thinking when I was young?
>>8275487
Kayler - the sissy comedy relief.
>>8275524
yeah maybe i do sound like one. maybe I am lucky. but I still wouldn't have gotten anywhere if I just sat back and slowly festered in my mental illness while sleeping on random people's couches
>>8275487
I'd pick black over pink, but do it~
Meidos are great-os.
>>8275492
Ellen Page looks like a boy.
>>8275533
Ok tell me how did you get out of homelessness? Did you shine boots on Broadway until you had enough for an apartment?
>>8275530
There are many things we couldn't even imagine about today's world when we were young, I suppose...
>>8275539
i guess it checks out then
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uCaXDOgQus0
>tfw remembering all those angry, despair, sadness fueled workouts, with the reward of some endorphins
>>8275543
alright fuck you I'm trying to be positive.
>>8275539
Ah, 4chan beauty standards at work again.
I had my first appointment with electrolysis today! The woman was super professional, used proper name and pronouns, gave me a great detail oriented introduction and sample of 15 minutes... During which time she took liberties to tell me about what Jesus said when he was nailed to the cross......then she told me everything happens for a reason and quoted a pslam at me :l So that was interesting.
>>8275505
>>8275451
its either fake or probably some of the best results literally ever
>>8275539
fact:
78.3% of cis women do not meet the standards for passing according to mtfg
>>8275554
repost
this thread is for original OC only
>>8275515
i don't see it as making excuses i see it as being frustrated and venting. like that girl you were telling earlier just move lol has been working for months and living at home and shit but its still not that fucking simple as 'lol just move somewhere else ;))))'
>>8275514
dysphoria is different for different people and thats fine. some girls aren't very dysphoric about their genitals because nobody is ever going to see them unless they are naked
>>8275527
shut up ellen go kiss some men
>>8275539
maybe a very pretty boy i guess
>>8275558
/mtfg/ is generally less stupid about this than the rest of /lgbt/
the rest of the board basically thinks real women are anime characters
occasionally there is cross-contamination, though
>>8275561
Just because I posted this to pol doesn't make it not oc. I even waited 4 hours for that thread to clear.
>>8275554
We all know what Jesus said when he was nailed. "Quick, another nail, I'm slipping down!"
>>8275551
She wants to look like a boy.
>>8275547
no, the only reward was despair and sadness.
>>8275554
Sounds like she wanted to share something important to her with you, sounds nice
>>8275564
>i don't see it as making excuses i see it as being frustrated and venting. like that girl you were telling earlier just move lol has been working for months and living at home and shit but its still not that fucking simple as 'lol just move somewhere else ;))))'
that's fair. I'm sorry. That one was a bit rude. I didn't mean for it to sound like that, but I did and that wasn't really right of me.
>>8275574
if this looks like a man to you i have to ask myself when was the last time you saw another human
>>8275565
You haven't noticed all the cutesy anime posting?
>>8275578
>it's fake
or maybe its your future...
>>8275565
i don't know nico, mtfg standards for passing are model tier.
>>8275582
Why so booty blasted?
I am just saying she's going for that boyish look.
>>8275580
I thanked her. She meant well and I think genuinely was being kind. It was just kinda unexpected and really surreal. Probably will not go back, but only because her pricing her outrageous (110/hr). She recommended I try Lazer first (dark hair "extremely" light skin) and come back in a few months. She gave me a whole leaflet included written hand notes of where to go from here and literally didn't feel comfortable quoting a price long term since like usually bitches be getting like there upper lip done a few times and I'm over here like yo I'm a man hook me up.
Wish I could click undo on April
>>8275544
True, but one thing I imagined was how common computers would be. If your refrigerator has an auto defrost, it has a computer controlling it. All microwaves and toaster ovens, but the most simple & cheap ones are computer controlled. I also saw them as being a necessity in school, offices, and research.
>>8275587
No, not really
Passgen is bad though
Like i'm afraid to post in passgen because i know it will make me more depressed than happy
>>8275579
im sad
>>8275231
How did you end up on /lgbt/ anyways, just exploring other boards?
>>8275587
Nah, most models have too many angular features to be women. :^)
>>8275592
>booty blasted
oh cmon you can do better than that
>>8275587
in my "IMO" (in my opinion) trips, who constitute the majority of activity here, are pretty sane about passing, on average, whereas anons tend to be drooling imbeciles? I've seen anons genuinely voice the opinion that people like Elanna don't pass.
>>8275605
Jesus spoke aramaic afaik
>>8275600
passgen was nice to me even though I don't pass
idk why you'd post there anyway, obviously people are going to think you're female
>>8275606
lmao
>>8275608
I am serious.
Can't you just admit you were wrong?
>>8275573
"and with his hands bleeding, nails through his wrists on the cross, he spoke down to the (some faction I forget) and he told them.... Forgive them, for they know not what they do. "
Religion is powerful even I remembered it! All I said was "uh thanks. I hope I don't burn in eternal damnation too hard." which she found funny thankfully lmao. I don't have a good filter on my sharp words.
>>8275619
???
Wrong about what? Ellen Page doesn't look like a boy lol her fashion sense doesn't change that
>>8275578
Fine. I have to leave soon so here's the cliffnotes
>dad kicked me out at 17
>lived in my car mainly, (bought for 900 from an old couple a few months earlier)
>also stayed at my uncle's for a while, though not super long
>focused hard on going to school and working every day after school and every weekend. I had two jobs, one as a cashier at a local grocer and one as a materials assistant to a local artist. Its less fun than it sounds, mostly labor.
>finished 3rd in my class when I graduated, had a few k saved up
>applied to many colleges, high school counselor helped. one accepted me with full tuition paid for, just had to make housing
>saved up enough
>in college I immediately got a job with a Jewelry store, had to borrow money from a classmate for a suit and tie but it paid well enough for it to be worth it
>made enough money to keep me afloat, stayed in my car over winter break to keep working.
>made a friend at school that let me stay at their apartment over the summer in exchange for 1/3 of the rent while I worked
>I realized I needed more money than what I had, so I did research into industrial centers to try and make money with no education
>my online friend (also trans) recommended a town in PA that she used to live in
>took a year off school, took advantage of cheap rent and plentiful work and have been saving up since
there, happy? I realize there's some luck in there, but it was also fucking hard and I almost killed myself on multiple occasion. fuck you.
>>8275594
She sounds like a sweetheart
>>8275599
That was pretty obvious already from the early 80s here, yeah. The government pushed computers in every school, minitel terminals in every home. The identity issues, however...
>>8275626
When did you start hrt?
>>8275623
>Ellen Page doesn't look like a boy
I guess it's that says it all.
lol
>>8275615
yeah i said arabic sounding not arabic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcE2iuChRgk
u know if a white person hears this on the train theyre gonna freak out and tense up
Omg this is way cuter
>>8275631
17. thats why he kicked me out. but I've been on and off since then because of my turbulent life. I've seen a lot of progress and then lost it. It's a really, really depressing feel. But I'm on the uptick.
>>8275601
of course your sad, it's friday night! it's the weekend!
you used to be getting smashed drunk but now you're consumed by doubt and despair..
go to bed, wake up early and do leg/butt/hip excercises and cardio. and fucking pat yourself in the back because you're taking your pills, growing out your hair and practicing your voice.
>>8275633
No seriously sometimes I get the feeling I'm speaking to aliens here when I attempt to communicate with some of the anons here.
Are you human, anon?
Long ago in a distant land, I, Trannu, the gendershifting Master of Passing, unleashed an unspeakable evil! But a foolish gatekeeping doctor, wielding the DSM-5, stepped forth to oppose me. Before he could take away my HRT, I tore open a portal in time and flung him into /mtfg/, where self-medding is law! Now the fool seeks to return to the NHS, and undo the future that is Trannu!
>>8275638
No sympathy then
>>8275648
not that I need sympathy, but why
>>8275644
>No seriously sometimes I get the feeling I'm speaking to aliens
You should check that with a therapist.
>>8275653
Started early enough to pass, no sympathy
>>8275663
Well if it makes you feel any better, I still don't pass. Got those viking genes, a forehead you could land a 747 on and a chin that could cut glass (someone literally said that to me. I nearly cried then and there)
>>8275653
some ppl here just hate anyone who started young don't worry about it.
desu your story sounds like some super hero movie shit but if you are strong enough to be able to go through all that and not kys that's actually really great. u just need to understand that some very few people can endure that shit but most can't. that doesn't at all make them a bad person or you a great person people are just different.
>>8275635
where were you mtfg the day kayla transitioned from trans to sissy?
>>8275668
Probably have small enough head and face length to pass with ffs or even with long enough on HRT due to self-messing in teens, no sympathy
is there a point when it stops being a uphill struggle and it becomes easier?
>>8275672
no i didn't know i was trans yet in 2010 so i was doing my best to ignore trans / lgbt website
cia has a database of japanese like faces to use on online forms
https://wikileaks.org/ciav7p1/cms/page_17760284.html
>>8275680
when the sweet embrace of death takes you home
>>8275646
Poor jack is probably a transexual.
>>8275690
>this is old news desu
<【】‿【】>
>>8275513
How am I bdd?
>>8275691
Didn't disagree, no sympathy
>>8275683
y=ー( ゚д゚)・∵. shot my head
>>8275700
every fucking therapist you have ever had has told you that if you actually believe the shit you spout for attention you probably have bdd
>>8275702
alright whatever you bitter hon
>>8275708
Therapist can be wrong you know
>>8275691
I was gonna say you were lucky you had a car and a job and friends to help you since I had none of that when I was homeless but I didn't want to seem like I was dismissing your struggle so didn't reply.
Okay genius I need 30k for FFS and VFS, how do I make it when my resume has been blank since 2010 and I have no qualifications?
>>8275711
Making fun of those less fortunate than you, no sympathy
>>8275715
you already admitted you only post this shit here for attention idk why im still replying to you and encouraging you
some of you guys are alright
don't come to /mtfg/ tomorrow
̿ ̿̿'̿'\̵͇̿̿\=(•̪●)=/̵͇̿̿/'̿̿ ̿ ̿ ̿
>>8275715
◖|◔◡◉|◗ <Huuuuur
Is this outfit ok to go out ? :P
>>8275722
is there hypothetically anything a person could say to make them more of a target?
>>8275729
why would you want to go out?
sounds gay
>>8275731
ヽ(´ー` )ノ
>>8275716
>a car
that I paid for
>a job
if you can't find a job you're not looking hard enough
>friends
investing in social trust is a survival tactic unto itself
Start low. Find an industrial center and a job in manufacturing: they do still exist and they pay pretty decently for no education/experience. Take lots of overtime and never miss a day to impress your supervisors.
Also look into construction, road work, agriculture, other hard jobs. I'm the wimpiest piece of flesh you've ever seen but I managed to suffer through agriculture and manufacturing work.
Donate blood plasma for extra dosh
>>8275719
:^)
>>8275729
Ready to go get a new outfit...
>>8275735
I bet shakira won't like this post
(・∀・)⊃
>>8275747
(ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ・*:.。. .。.:*・ happy with music
>>8275744
theres a serious plague on young people it feels like. people dont want to solve their problems, they want others to feel bad for them for having problems. its the most self destructive degenerate thing you can do.
Post head circumference, face length and shoulder width measurements
>>8275757
1248u
gf954 0 inches
341 degress
Well there's 20 years down the drain.
>>8275757
I don't want to measure stupid stuff, shoulders is 16“ or sth
That pic up there is me
>>8275755
I certainly agree to a certain extent
╭╮╭╮{•̃̾_•̃̾}╭╮╭╮
how old are you now?
ᶘ ᵒᴥᵒᶅ ← baby seal
>>8275753
i usually listen to kind of sad music (´ω`)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJ_Pc40ePMo
Does anyone have that screencap of that thread on /lgbt/ where some guy tries to compliment a trans girl by saying she looks like his favourite porn star Natalie Mars and then spergs out and can't understand why she stopped talking to him?
>>8275760
same here actually
(≧ω≦)
>>8275757
22"
7"
42"
Quarter back frame
>>8275761
is that your dad?
fuck him if so
once i'm further transitioning i'm going to ask my christfag mom if she'll respect my gender and she's going to say no and i'll never have to bother with her religious shitposting ever again
>>8275765
I hacked the united states government to get these
/╲/\╭ºoꍘoº╮/\╱\
°‿‿°
>>8275761
transgender aren't discriminated against anymore tho xd go go donald the duck
>>8275771
That's shoulder circumference, or you'd almost be 3 times as broad as me
>>8275771
>22"
>7"
No sympathy
>>8275761
_(͡๏̯͡๏)_
can you explain this a bit more?
i want anon to give me headpats & also anal sex
>>8275776
okie then
>>8275761
iv never asked my parents to call me she. Took them 2 years of constant asking to stop using my boyname and even now they slip up. Its really awkward when i go anywhere with them and people assume im their daughter but then my parents feel the need to call me he or their son.
Im too much of a pussy ever correct them or ask them not to, so it will probably be like that for a very very long time before they stop calling me he.
>tfw boobs aren't nice and face isn't nice so you can't take nice pictures with your nice boobs and nice face
>>8275761
what happened?
>>8275799
move out and never talk to them again
>>8275799
>Its really awkward when i go anywhere with them and people assume im their daughter but then my parents feel the need to call me he or their son.
o shit I was definitely talking to you while you were anon posting about this a few weeks ago, I totally remember you saying this
you gotta call them out on doing that when its to other people, fuuuuck that seriously
>>8275735
My point is you had the car and job before you went homeless. Try acquiring those things when you are homeless.
>investing in social trust is a survival tactic unto itself
There you go with your "all your problems are your own fault!" rhetoric again. Maybe I was bullied in school? Maybe I tried meeting up with people but nobody ever returned my fucking phonecalls?
>Find an industrial center and a job in manufacturing
There is barely any manufacturing in London anymore and I can't move.
> no education/experience
Not true here at least they all want either experience or a community college certificate in machining or welding or something.
Rail work is a possibility, plenty of that here and it's only a few weeks course to get on it apparently I have considered it, need to do more research.
>>8275799
My aunt has been girlnaming me even after I specifically asked her to still call me [deadname] because I feel stupid af being called "she" when in boymode.
>>8275755
You sound like a baby boomer.
>>8275761
That's the reality of the alt-right which you love to suck off.
>>8275800
hows the butte situation though?
>>8275735
Thanks for reminding me.
>>8275799
ur parents are just shit people. probably christfags too but i guess 99% of the time christfags are shit people
>>8275809
im too much of a loser for that
>>8275812
>you gotta call them out on doing that when its to other people, fuuuuck that seriou
I want to. i really really really want to. but i just feel so bummed out and defeated lately that i just kind of roll with the punches now.
I just found out that because its been so long since iv seen my endo i need another referral from my family doctor, so im not going to be able to see her for like 2 more months of spiro driving me crazy and making me want to kill myself.
i just feel like giving up at this point
>>8275824
the world doesn't need religion anymore
all it does now is create problems and retarded backward thinking
>>8275799
Mine try and never were really opposed to it. But they still slip up from time to time. The rest of the family switched more easily. Probably because I see them less often so there's less strength of habit. My grandmother has a hard time, but she's really old and not very aware. It took a wedding for her to understand that my cousin and her girlfriend were a lesbian couple and not just roommates.
>tfw I was too curious
>tfw they still talk about sex
;__;
Got my brows done finally. Much better.
>>8275807
My head circumference is 22.75 and my face length is 8.4 inches
>>8275840
7 months
>>8275838
tfw 24.5" head circumference.
>>8275845
How old
>>8275836
hey are you gonna want to do FFXIV again today
it'll be a bit better because i won't have a retarded /pol/chick constantly trying to remind me that i'm amab
>>8275843
my thighs have grown more than my butt
they're like 200% fat now, I can't believe what they feel like now its so different
>>8275847
I've had that since my early teens.
>>8275851
well yeah looking at pictures of my thighs pre-hrt they looks so dopey and skinny lol
it looks better but i'd really like a nice butt
>>8275848
Lol. Yeah probably, I'll be home in an hour or two but idk if Jazzy's asleep again.
>>8275826
post discord or something and i'll tell you the name of a dr in calgary who takes drop in patients and prescribes without psych shit. im pretty sure he would be okay with prescribing for you since he does it for people without diagnosis and shit. i don't rly want to post publicly and fuck it up somehow tho since this is something the trans community here rly needs.
>>8275856
i'm gonna have to do some housework with tmy roommate at some point so just be aware of that
>>8275857
>post discord
Cisgender Mammaries
#9761
It wouldnt let me say tits
I can't do this >_<
>>8275855
same
I think it generally takes over a year or so though for most people
im guessing getting it on the thighs is a good sign for butt too? im hoping anyway
I never get tired of this game
>>8275794
reeee same why didnt i save it ;-;
>>8275765
As of today I am completely breaking off contact with my brother.
>>8275775
My brother. He doesn't even believe in God. He pretends to be objective and data driven. Not when the data challenges his worldview apparently.
>>8275789
My (identical twin) brother who I have never spent more than a week apart from refuses to call me by my name and female pronouns. I have given him more than a year. He's been my best friend for over 20 years.
>>8275799
My parents have been supportive and called me she before I even asked them. They slip up too, but I think that is to be expected. At least they try. Tell them how much it bothers you.
>>8275802
I no longer have a best friend.
>>8275781
>>8275815
These replies are stupid.
>>8275863
It's not very good
>>8275869
Infinite is amazing
>>8275865
>Tell them how much it bothers you.
i dont like to complain. I rely on them financially becaues my anxiety and panic attacks, plus spiro making me piss 30x a day keep me from holding a job
>>8275826
>I want to. i really really really want to. but i just feel so bummed out and defeated lately that i just kind of roll with the punches now.
thats sad :(
I wish I could help you out
what is your plan for spiro?
>>8275861
Yes you can
>>8275869
its p good
>>8275865
drump! drump! drump! go drump!
>>8275874
>what is your plan for spiro?
i have no idea. but its gotten to the point where im waking up atleast 5x a night to go to the bathroom and its only like little drops at a time. My urine smells gross and im leaking slowly without realizing.
Im so fucking tired of spiro.
>>8275826
Do you like house music?
>>8275882
maybe you can self med cypro?
>>8275882
I remember you now
The pic you posted of yourself jogged my memory
im getting those "i should repress" feelz again
>>8275882
You're dehydrated and need to space your dose longer before you sleep. What dose you on? I have the same problem but only in the morning like once I'm up to pee once I have to keep peeing.
Also, I'm pretty sure it makes me car sick feeling.
>>8275886
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lV8kLf-36h4
i like some electro house, and i love daft punk. Other than that i dont listen to much.
>>8275881
DAE DRUMPF IS LITERALLY HITLER?? MAKE TRUMP DRUMPF AGAIN XD
>>8275865
did you try explaining its more of a respect thing than it is something about what is "true"?
Hiya. I'm done adding any more of my posts with my old trip into the archive.
I'm sure you can figure out who I am. I'm just gonna be around mtfg to casually chat and help people with voice. I will never use my old trip again.
>>8275898
y not tho
Is this outfit better for going to a bar ?
>>8275898
mysterious v
>>8275892
( ゚,_ゝ゚)
>>8275892
>implying you're not still repressing.
Come out Nim.
>>8275898
Why
>>8275865
Identical twin? Any chance he's severely repressing?
>>8275858
No problem. Probably better to do it sooner than later if you can.
>>8275896
same.
>>8275901
maybe idk
>>8275901
ye I think so
looks cute
>>8275901
It looks very comfy :)
>>8275892
no
>>8275901
Comb hair and sexy!! Good to go.
>>8275889
>The pic you posted of yourself
the one where i look half dead because i get no sleep these days T_T geez
>>8275893
>What dose you on?
200 mg
> I'm pretty sure it makes me car sick feeling.
YES YES YEs.
Should i be taking it all in the morning, or like 100 mg 2x a day. Also i try to drink a lot of water but when i do i pee even more. Its just rediculous
>>8275914
Should I kill myself? (yes)
>>8275901
yes
>>8275901
Jeans are good, top and hoodie are a no no unless it's a student bar.
>>8275917
CCombing it makes it more poofy and stuff, i don't comb after washing, expect i straighten it afterwards
>>8275920
no :(
>>8275916
I'd hardly call one shitty anon posting old social media pics "doxxing" and I'd prefer to not listen to Shakira on non-shakria related issues.
>>8275916
I hesitate to call it doxx because it was all information and pictures readily available with two simple google searches but that's certainly part of it.
It's a lot more nuanced than that though.
>>8275896
The comparisons to Hitler came about because of the way he spoke and interacted with the media. Less informed members of the left turned this into comparing his policies to that of the Nazis, even though that isn't the case. You are a tit and you lack nuance and intellectual curiosity and are just as vapid as those you mock.
>>8275924
yes
>>8275931
>I hesitate to call it doxx because it was all information and pictures readily available with two simple google searches but that's certainly part of it.
im so happy i can google myself and cant find anything, no more facebook or any social media at all after my stalker and doxxing and a namechange. Tho if you google my dads name you can find so much info on him because hes super VIP.
>>8275936
maybe
>>8275938
definitively
Yo have any of you faggots ever used a 2 stage fiber mascara???
>>8275919
I do the 1 morning and lately I've been cutting back on the dinner time reup. I have zero energy throughout the day. Wakeup more tired than went to bed. This wasn't the case before I bumped to 200mg / day up from 1in morning (which wasn't enough to supress my t fully). I feel. Like. Garbage.
>>8275923
The outfit works the hair is a bit messy idk how to fix. I'm a fucking man with an overgrown bowl cut so....
>>8275937
My old Internet names are dank with private info, but I never connect them. And I leave fake bread crumbs and dead end "old blogs" filled with misinformation that seems real.
>>8275941
Well I hope you're practicing voice Missy!
>>8275937
yea that's cool and all but I've been publicly releasing and posting my art all over the internet for over a decade. It's simply not an option for me.
>>8275949
yeah i have, my first singing lesson is tomorrow
>>8275945
Nope just regular mascara is good enough for my make-up needs.
>>8275941
it's going to be okay, you have your trip soon, bica should help, and your voice sounds really good I think
>>8275949
>I have zero energy throughout the day. Wakeup more tired than went to bed. This wasn't the case before I bumped to 200mg
I FEEL THE EXACT SAME WAY HOLY SHIT. Fucking spiro thats it im getting on cypro or bica
>>8275950
legal name change + dye your hair. keep posting your art as your old name but dont show any knew pics of yourself associated with that name. just distance yourself from it
>>8275957
probably not enough
>>8275958
>legal name change + dye your hair. keep posting your art as your old name but dont show any knew pics of yourself associated with that name. just distance yourself from it
too late... the trip I choose was the name I wanted to choose. My art is already that name so I either have to rebrand and rebuy all my new merchandise and change my preferred name despite having 2 years of lived experience with it.
idk just a big mistake. I hate this place and it makes me want to kill myself even though I don't even post here anymore.
>>8275958
>thats it im getting on cypro
bitch you're already complaining about ED all the time
SO how fucked up can an apartment be before the landlord kicks you out?
Asking for a friend.
>>8275965
post pics
>>8275953
Do your best!
>>8275958
Yeah I am just so terrified. I don't want to not be able to have sex like I don't prefer penis sex but I don't want to have not a working anything. I don't like my butt touched. :/ idk what to do. I'm glad I'm not alone I've been thinking I was going crazy. I asked 3 times in this thread and last and only got faggot baby trans who are still in their repression angst phases being sarcastic with me.
What is bica?
>>8275963
>the trip I choose was the name I wanted to choose.
yeah that kind of was a bad idea. my old old trip was my new name and thats why i post under this trip now
>d it makes me want to kill myself even though I don't even post here anymore.
im really sorry to hear that.
You might just have to pick another new name?
>>8275955
Well that doesn't help
Anyone else care to shed light on the best mascara? Fiber or not? Im sick of flaking from normal stuff
>>8275897
Yeah, but he doesn't respect anyone
>>8275906
Honestly part of me thinks he might be. He started acting hyper-masculine as soon as I started transitioning, especially if others are around. It's almost as if he wants to prove his masculinity to everyone around him. I did the same before I transitioned.
>>8275935
I'm more nuanced irl, but that isn't any fun. Whenever I discuss politics on the Internet I just act more extreme and 1D.
>>8275965
How fucked up is it?
>>8275965
Major damage to walls like a large hole is grounds for the boot
>>8275964
cypro makes that worse? fuck me. so maybe i can get on bica then
>>8275981
yeah if you're gonna wanna fug girls don't take cypro
>>8275972
>You might just have to pick another new name?
I don't think I can ever live down telling everyone in my life to call me one name only to then say, hahah JK!!! call me this.
>>8275963
That sucks. Well at least you didn't post anything bad here. I mean the worst anyone can say if they found out is that you posted on a racist cartoon frog imageboard but you never personally said or did anything inflammatory that could compromise your future image.
>>8275986
is it even possible to get prescribed bica? should i just self med it?
Do any of you even wear makeup? Jesus christ
>>8275963
And you also never reply on Skype just sayyiinnngg. But yeah this place is soul devouring. I never stick around much. I binge month on 3 off.
>>8275972
I'm not even Sarah in real life :l
>>8275986
>Spiro makes me feel sea sick and tired all the time and sucks ass
>still want to fuck girls
What do D;
>>8275964
Is that you, pan!? :O
>>8275960
I think it'll be okay...
>>8275978
I may be wrong but I suppose you were pretty much literal alter egos to each other. A girl I considered as such killed herself and it was a massive trauma for me, certainly felt as if I had died myself. If he's indeed really repressing and as such not aware of being trans, your transition is probably traumatic for him as well.
>>8275994
No Kayla I use normal mascara not hipster bullshit.
>>8275972
>using girl name as trip
Maybe I should change that while I have the chance...
kewl
guess which jenner's on newsnight?
>>8275981
LMAO
Cypro literally destroys your T production. You'll have no balls after a year or two on it.
Some people can't even get erect if they want to
Your libido goes down to shit.
I'm taking Cypro to minimize my libido, I'm hoping it doesn't kill my dick altogether but I'm willing to accept that loss.
>>8275993
it is but it's hard
>>8275994
I use regular mascara. It works fine if you apply it properly. You don't need anything more unless you want ridiculously long and dense lashes.
>>8276006
the best one
https://clyp.it/e3dmx4by
>>8275994
I noticed that makeup isn't very popular here. The only trips I know of to use regular full face makeup is Edie and myself. Korra and Basic used to but then quickly abandoned it.
>>8275994
I wear make up xD Just not what you are looking for
>>8275989
yea. I never posted "racist cartoon frogs" either.
I posted sad things, happy things, helpful things, hopeful things, slutty things, funny things, friendly things, wise things, stupid things, etc.
But I never posted something truly damaging to me. I just regret ever creating that massive pile of data for someone to attach to me. I can never live it down. Permanently for the rest of my life it will be accessible.
I'm gonna create an SEO campaign to make it more difficult to find my archive entries through basic google search
>>8275970
>>8275978
>>8275980
Few carpet stains, some calcium buildup on shower, slight smell of cat pee and in need of some vaccuuming (My vaccum is out of commission so there's like crumbs everywhere)
My toilet isn't flushing. I mean, the place is owned by a company not a single landlord, so...?
>>8276007
>it is but it's hard
how about lupron?
Iv been told its possible to still get an erection after an orchi because the adrenal gland is what does it mostly. SO i wonder if i would still be able to get hard or not on cypro.
Ok, fucked up and the bus is away
No bar for me today
Also
>out of cigarettes
>smoke a fucking cigar instead
>>8276000
you dont need to say that eva lol
>>8276015
r u sound like robit
>>8276016
I use a basic nude makeup routine everyday. Heavy makeup I avoid unless I'm equally overdressed to go out. Or for photoshoots.
>>8276020
Hmm, I don't think you'll get your deposit back but I don't think you'll get booted for that. How bad is the calcium buildup?
>>8276021
I've barely heard of lupron. Only ones I know about / have researched are Spiro / Cypro / Bica.
Antiandrogen effects vary from person to person, so you might be okay (especially if you masturbate regularly), but you might not be
I just really don't like having a ridiculous sex drive so I'm willing to take my chances
>>8276015
You are a robot and I demand to know which alien race created you.
>>8276032
https://clyp.it/3jtaivkr
>>8276034
I don't care about the deposit I just don't want to be homeless
Not bad, actually. The stuff is still clearly silver, there's just some white dust? I guess? I do need to soak the shower head, but I'm calling to fix a toilet not examine a shower
>>8276016
>me
>not wearing the most fucking makeup ever
>>8276020
it smells like cat pee or there is cat pee
>>8276044
You should be fine then :D
>>8276038
Nah, that's light. You could even add blush, mascara and loose powder to that and it would still be light. Heavy involves eyeshadow, brow wax and colour, contouring/strobing and detailed lip makeup.
>>8276039
https://clyp.it/l3515yqx
man it would suck being trans if I didn't have a fetish for being miserable hahaha
>>8276043
>Everything I've heard about cypro is that you'll have a girl tinkler.
WAIT WAIT WAIT. my penis will get more feminine on cypro?
>>8276046
is this some ancient aztec spirit contouring technique?
>>8276046
Cute design xD
>>8276016
i will never wear makeup
im too ashamed now lol
>>8276047
There is probably some cat pee somewhere.
My cat won't pee on the floor, but if you leave clothes out, she'll pee on that, 100%. her previous owner took out her claws so using the litterbox is hard for her sometimes. The futon in the living room is the most likely source, I'll probably have to deep steam it.
>>8276057
I am normally happy. Does that mean I am not trutrans? :o
>>8276062
You will. Train at home until you know what you're doing. You don't have to wear it outside from the get go.
It feels like I have no choice but to stay alive and I don't like it :(
I just want to be a girl and it does not work this way for me
>>8276062
IKTF I felt deep shame when I first put on makeup, now it's nothing.
>>8275460
Same
Pretty sure my brother isn't exactly normal either
>>8276043
Bicalutamide is a blocker which prevents testosterone from getting to your body (preventing physical changes) but allows testosterone to get to your brain. Which means your libido remains unaffected.
Basically it binds to your T receptors so that your body can't use T, so you just have a fuckton of T swimming around with nowhere to go but out.
My libido didn't drop at all during 5 months on Bicalutamide, and it was starting to really bother me desu.
>>8275919
It was your pre-hrt pic.
>>8276002
I wish I could ask him but he is schizoid and a few other things. He's only talked to me about his mental health once in the past 7 years. I hope that isn't the case. If he died I would feel like a part of me died. I understand how he thinks, what drives him, etc. I doubt I'll ever know anyone as well. I have talked to twins who say that their bond is closer than their bond with their spouse.
>>8276020
They might fine you for the carpet stains but everything else is fixable.
>>8276058
girl tinkler means tiny and limp
>>8276052
Okay, you don't sound robotic now, my mistake. But I will say that you can NEVER be too on alert with regards to extraterrestrial activity, including, or UNCLUDING, xeno-androidic infil/ex-filtration units.
>>8276079
oh. holy shit you recognized that one? this one is like 4 month into hormones i think. it was still a while ago tho
>>8276062
desu makeup is good you just have to be careful, if you overdo it it makes you easier to clock
but it makes me feel pretty, grooming/beauty work feels good
>>8275890
Whoever this is, fuck this anon.
>>8276097
But y?
>>8276077
Can you mix them? What you just described sounds like a miracle drug. I miss my libido I was happier and more articulate on testosterone! I'm not trying to grow male, nor experience the full effect, but I would ecstatic if I had that slight boost of chemicals back desu. I'm actually like exited. I've been crying over how soulless I feel lately. Like a drone.
I also look pale. Man I gotta get off Spiro
>>8276091
I'm so ugly tho
>>>/pol/125265079
EVERYONE UNPLUG YOUR PCS
>>>/pol/125269416
>>8276110
Or just update Windows when it tells you to, rather unlike the NH-bloody-S.
>>8276090
So that is what you look like.
I look like this
>>8276110
am i safe on a mac?
>>8276115
Mfw
>>8276115
>So that is what you look like.
that was me in 2015 a few months into hormones
me hate me
>>8276121
same
i wanna die
>>8276121
me like nim
>>8276128
>Post recent un-angled pic
i will when i can go 3 days in a row with decent sleep. right now i look like a zombie, the dark bags under my eyes are not very attractive at all.
>>8276110
Unironically unplugged my pc and moved to my iPhone posting and plan to keep it offline for a whole week now.
STEAM OFFLINE MODE Huh
>>8276090
You're name is maddie unless you changed it
>>8276128
British journalists should be asking if GCHQ knew of the vulnerability being used to attack NHS but kept it secret so they could use it.
https://twitter.com/wikileaks/status/863131258871853059
This is the cost of governments leaving known vulnerabilities unpatched. NHS probably didn't update their PCs.
>>8276138
Your iPhone isn't safe.
>>8276149
yes she already posted saying that is her name
>>8276135
because talking to you is my favorite thing to do, your always really good at cheering me up too among other things...
>>8276151
iPhones are unhackable
>>8276158
so naive