/mtfg/ - male to female general

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>>8276121

Bica?

Pros and cons?

>>8276143
Haha oh wow. I'm like authoritarian left besides zh...v-voice....

i look sad in that picture

>>8276143
I always thought the black tranny was a right wing house dindu

t.someone who sees it outside of mtfg

What happened to red??

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face it u cant deny beanboy is our guy

>>8276155
Pros:
You fap a lot
Some of the excess T turns into estrogen
Cons:
You fap a lot

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>>8276157
You actually look like you're full of determination

>>8276166
meme game

>>8276161
this is real art

>>8276169
I know, but i like memes

>>8276160
Like all best girls she got sick of this soul leeching hell hole, and moved on. She does visit, but only briefly and only to say high. We can all only hope to ascend to her level of englightment. She was the reason I put a trip on and stuck around hoping that someday soon I could be nice to people like she was.

>>8276164
why isn't this the default vs Spiro?

>>8276173
afaik Spiro was discovered like 30 years earlier
also most transgirls don't exactly like their libidos.

>>8276173
because bica is meme shit
and you can't tell what your levels are on it so u might be fucked with high t or you might be killing yourself with it u can't know

>>8276164
what other cons are there though? Like there has to be something wrong with it compared to spiro

>tfw the Internet worm can't infect ur pc cause you took out the Ethernet cable

I'll keep it like this for a week to be safe

>>8276180
can't track the efficacy as well through bloodtests

>>8276179
your levels don't matter on bica because your receptors can't use your testosterone

>>8276180
there's a very slight risk of you having a reaction to it during the first few months
but afaik it's way safer than spiro and cypro

like i said though i'm p sure most trantrans aren't agp enough to want to use their dicks a lot

>>8276185
if thats the only problem im taking it then. I cant handle another day of spiro. Also check discord

>>8276179
How is this? Do you know if you can like mix and match? Like 75mg Spiro and whatever the lowish "meme shit" dose bica is.
Spiro is fucking killing me, maybe literally. I feel like fuck.

>>8276187
Yo fuck that, I'm a lesbian and I have a girlfriend and I don't have a vagina. I'm not about the castration life...

>>8276180
Right?

>tfw faggot

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woah omg check out this gay shit what are they doing

>>8276192
i too live in canada

>>8276191
you can mix and match but there's not much point
spiro would cancel out bica

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>tfw still have access to free microsoft shit
brb getting access keys for every OS and program I want before they cut me off

>>8276157

A tad, but it's not a bad picture overall.

>>8276200
is that from your school?

>>8276193
just goofin around like friends do

>>8276198
Hmm. Idk. Spiro is fucking killing me (and cis tits). If there is an alternative, I think I'm on board. I am sick of feeling woozy, sick, despondent, tired, apathetic, dejected, irritated, too much pissing, dehydrated etc. It's just awful, my body really doesn't respond well to this junk.

>>8276161
agreed
>>8276171
agreed

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>my pc right now

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>>8276194
If you want to get gayer move to the island

>>8276191
to be honest i don't really know. 99% of the time people talk about bica they are just repeating something they read on 4chan without any citations. idk if there is really much info on it thats why a lot drs don't want to prescribe it
>>8276194
i live in canada but i like men. everyone thinks im a guy though so i suppose im still a faggot

how do I stop being so mean to myself?

>>8276209
in general i don't think you're supposed to be on blockers long term
that shit'll mess with your liver
>tfw chemical castration privilege

>>8276206
yeah
I think they reset privileges at the start of each semester so I've got until Monday since I'm done with school

>>8276219
Pretend you are nim, think about how she feels about you. Every time you are feeling self loathing just remember you have someone who really cares a lot about you and adores you.

>>8276215
[spoiler]if you're a tranny it doesn't matter who you're attracted to, you're automatically a massive faggot[/spoiler]

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This made me laugh.

also can someone give me update on beanboy situation? i remember i read them post they were going to apply to an lgbt housing program and that it was 'one step closer to becoming myself' or something. does that mean starting transition?

>>8276221
dang they even give you keys for the OS, thats awesome
>>8276228
t h i s

>>8276215
I'm going to keep asking around in various trans networks and try to figure this out. I really can't do another day of Spiro. It's awful. It's a slow build to awful too, it's like subtle over time until you feel like death walking.


>>8276220
I'm 9 months HRT 7 months blockers. I used to be functional and I'm not anymore.

>>8276220
What do you take ? Lupron ?

>>8276229
shakiraaaaaaaaa give me an uplifting dnb track so i dont feel so shitty pls

>>8276230
he said as the meth wore off he didn't want to transition anymore...or somethinglike that

idk he was kinda scaring me the last few times he was here, he's gotten much worse than he was a few months ago
like he was talking about how he wants to see blood in the streets and he hears voices in his head that sometimes he screams at to try to shut them up....

>>8276230
Beanboy is a homeless meth addict in South-Central LA, he is doomed.

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>>8276228
oh well i can accept that there are worse fates i suppose
>>8276233
im sorry to hear you are having so many issues with spiro

>>8276209
medroxyprogesterone-acetate, 150mg per shot, given every 30 days. You can do the shots yourself. They are the same as the Depo Provera birth control shot so radially available. Not the best, but if you are getting orchi or SRS in the next couple years should be ok.

>>8276220
What are you supposed to do instead of blockers? Turn cis?

>>8276224
I'll try...

>>8276247
Cut ur balls off lol

>>8276245
>medroxyprogesterone-acetate, 150mg per shot, given every 30 days
how expensive?

>>8276250
I have that pic from /cd/ on my pc

>>8276241
that fucking sucks. i hope he can get some help and get out of that situation. i think hes almost definitely trans just really repressed and has terrible ways of coping

>>8276250
I don't trust my surgery skills, though I've seen someone solo that operation.

puru

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idk if i should be welcome in /r9k/.
but i feel i can identify w/ these robots.
if i learned about /r9k/ after graduating high school, i probavly would have been a robot too.
a couple women on /soc/ said i was there type tho.
one of them knew i'm a tranny, the other did not.
yea, maybe i should leave the robots alone.
they'd prolly call me a normie & tell me to get out :(

>>8276250
does our healthcare cover that? im seriously considering it at this point. i just need to make sure i can still get hard after

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>>8276052
Dawwwww ur voice :3

Why are you making dinner? Relax I can cook for us <3

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Tranny here

I hate you all

Go outside

Stop being pedos

Get help

Become normies

>>8276251
In the US I get it for $5 with drug plan. It is birth control so must be covered. I think it is around $50 per shot at Costco.

>>8276247
castration

>>8276234
i was on bica for 5 months but i switched to cypro 2 weeks ago bc i hate my libido

>>8276233
:/
well bica would probably be better for you

>>8276255
>i think hes almost definitely trans
mmmmmaybe idk
hopefully he's able to look into it with a clear head though

WHAT THE FUCK ARE THESE ADS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SCREEN

FUCK OFF 4CHAN

>>8276259
Yes nim?

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>>8276254
top meme

>>8276243
Only the 200 dose. I'm gonna try to cut back to 100 but first. It took a month or so maybe 3 to push me this low feeling.

>>8276245
Is this a blocker or estrogen? I'm going to ask my doctor about injection in June when I finally see her again. Stupid bitch didn't meet me last time, sent her dumb shit assistant to waste my time. Until then I'm sticking to my old dose of 4 MG and 100mg Spiro vs 6 and 200mg..
Also doesn't help these fucking faggots have my blood and haven't called in 4 days even though I've called 4 times a day and left multiple messages to please return my calls, so I don't even know if my blood is okay. I hate this bullshit system and I can't wait to figure out a steady system and ignore "doctors" going forward.

>>8276270
hru

>>8276266
>well bica would probably be better for you
bica it is. Whats the standard dosage?

>tfw you just want to be a different person entirely

I just had a thought

Won't the cyber attack delete my nhs records for my gic appointment?

>>8276269
gook moot bought this place just so he could run it into the ground baka

it barely even works on my phone anymore, it used to be one of the better mobile site imo

>>8276266
Like I said I would but I'm scared of fucking up because I'm no surgeon

>>8276261
see >>8276245

>>8276274
Blocker, works by telling the system you have enough hormones so you don't produce any.

>>8276279
>tfw you just want to cut your balls off

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>>8276254
>>8276272
Yo oldschool tranny memes represent

>>8276261
Yes, Alberta health covers SRS and I'm fairly certain it also covers orchi. Waiting list is long, my roommate paid for hers out of pocket (BC) to cut down on time and have more options.

If you haven't been seeing a doctor that can give you a GID diagnosis and your letters, start now, the waiting list in Alberta is long.

>>8276262
*cringe*

>>8276276
Woke up from a dream where I was a mom. I never knew that could make me feel so shit

>>8276290
>the waiting list in Alberta is long.
how long?

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>>8276269
>she doesn't use an adblocker
>>8276263
have sex
get a clue
>>8276293
;__;
hugg

>>8276290
>covers SRS
Jelly beyond jelly

Does estrogen by pill (6mg a day split 2 2 2) cause car sickness? Or can we officially isolate this to Spiro?


>>8276286
I will screen capture what you recommended. Another trans woman my mom works with in her office told me I should get on shots and progesterone but literally I went to my last doc appointment feeling like such shit I couldn't even talk to them.

>>8276237
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7i5bXu49lHs

Got you covered senpai

>>8276295
Breh I succ dick everyday

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>>8276294
1-2 years to even see someone when I was in the system although there may be more qualified shrinks now.
Trans care in Alberta has been getting slowly better but it was genuinely bad when I first started

the whole ransomware thing scared me
im gonna buy lots of btc and use it before my government outlaws it

>>8276293
that's happened a few times to me as well

>>8276266
Oh, ok
>tfw lupron masterrace

>>8276272
top meme

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>>8276269
rest in pace moot hiroshitmoot is here now to destroy your site
>>8276294
its like 18 months to see the gatekeeper then idk how long after before you actually get surgery

>>8276293
pregnant dreams are the worst :(

>>8276277
50mg every one or two days
it has, like, a 6 day halflife so 25mg works, 50mg is just if you really want to be sure

>>8276285
..... you don't do it yourself

>>8276304
wait i have to see a shrink about it even if i already got reffered to see an endo?

>>8276313
I can't afford to get it done privately. If I had money I'd get srs

>>8276237
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LOwsSa6pqn0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0XvoT4bJFg

>>8276309
what does lupron do??

>>8276290
>*cringe*
Well I have to be nice to Ufufu so that she becomes my waifu, then I can start the spousal abuse :^)

>Leaf healthcare
Waiting times are ridiculous in Canadia I hear. I am glad I live in a country where poor people dont have access to healthcare so that waiting times arent as long.

>>8276313
>50mg every one or two days
so what about 25mg a day. i feel like if i took it every other day i would forget

>>8276321
it's an antiandrogen but in the form of an injection i believe

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while i'm here, recommend me some good transkino that isn't a chinese cartoon

>>8276302
teach me how to succ then
>>8276305
my autistic firewalls and use of linux distros is finally paying off

>>8276313
Thank you for helping. I'm pretty sure me and cis tits are both on the same boat here. This is hugely helpful.

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>>8276316
you need to see one of the gatekeeper fags to get surgery. i think its like a formality tho if ur on hrt they won't refuse you it just takes long to finally see them.
>>8276322
we have private too so if ur a rich asshole you can skip shit but if you're poor you don't fucking die in the streets in think its alright

>>8276318
>>8276301

tyvm <3

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>>8276316
I don't know where in treatment you are, have you seen a shrink? Or did you go the informed consent route? You will need a letter from a qualified shrink for any sort of surgical intervention, that's not an Alberta thing, it's a wpath thing. They aren't going to turn you away though especially if you're already full-time for years.

>>8276322
Depends on the part of the country you live in, healthcare is administered provincially.

>>8276330
>i think its like a formality tho if ur on hrt they won't refuse you it just takes long to finally see them.
ugh and i was planning to move to the US in like 8 months or so.

fuuuuu i should have got on the wiating list last year when my endo asked me but i was dumb and still wanted my balls.

>>8276328
>Be attractive and not "autistic"
>Get bf who's attractive and not "autistic" (or in my case my frend with benefit who wants to get his dicc sucked by my thicc lips)
>Succ dicc everyday

>>8276321
It overpowers that gland that controlls your hormones, so you just stop producing any sex hormones
It's a injection every 3 months
It would be fucking expensive like ~500€ per injection, but it's covered by healthcare

>>8276334
>have you seen a shrink
saw multiple shrinks, got informed consent too, got reffered to a differnt endo after already being on hrt for a while, now i need another referral to see her again since its been so long. idk where im on in my path either. i just fucking hate spiro.

does medicaid cover any tranny stuff?

>>8276323
yeah
25mg is the poorfag option basically

>>8276341
:X
yeah that seems pricey as heck
i'm fine with cypro!

>>8276341
gonna steal it from you okay/

>>8276346
If you can get it cheapish it's pretty great! Just a quick injection every 3 months and you don't have to worry about pills every day.

>>8276341
>healthcare
I wish

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>>8276344
I don't know who's practicing in Alberta anymore that can write letters, there's a new guy in Calgary (anon posted his photo) and I'm fairly certain the shrink I was seeing in Edmonton is retiring or retired. I got my second letter from a psychiatrist in St. Albert although I forget his name.

Ask around and check local resources they probably are better informed than I these days. You may get lucky too, I only waited about 6 months to see my shrink due to a cancellation/deemed a high risk patient (self medding, drug user)

>>8276323
This was my thinking. 25 / day and maybe my energy will slowly return and I won't feel this queezy disconnect from reality like my brain could fient at an second.

i want my brain to die

>>8276358
so what ur saying is I should tell my doctor I'm doing meth

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>>8276143
Ewww, commies.

>>8276143
im rationally political, my views are centerist and far from right

I think we should allow free immigration, but those that immigrate shouldn't get social security, unemployment, or free school (as it would destroy the system)

I support redistribution of tax income for schools in a state.

im pro lgbt and anti discrimination, but don't think we should have mandated school enrollment numbers for minorities.

does that make sense?

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Actually I'm going to stay here, I'm bored and I want to be entertained here.

So how productive was your day? Did you work? Go outside? Actually did something productive in your life instead of watching loli cartoons? Finally realized that autism is an excuse for bad behavior? Watch a good movie that was p kino?

Tell me about your very productive day my lasses.

>>8276370
i went and got pizza
yay

my boobs are usually at tanner stage 4, with puffy areolae. But if I massage them enough, they become tanner stage 5 and the nipples are normal size

if i keep massaging them enough will they stay this way?

>>8276370
>Tell me about your very productive day my lasses.
i called my endo, was told it had been too long so now i need another referral. I cleaned my whole house, then i sat in my bed staring at my screen like a zombie for the rest of the day because i got no sleep but if i take a nap il be up all night again.

maybe i should go do my moms dishes, they are stacking up

>>8276369
so what ur saying is that you're top right and a pedophile

>>8276370
>>8276209


Me and Cis tits having the exact same problem. I'm visiting my brother for his graduation and I had my first electrolysis appointment today and it went well until she started preaching about Jesus on the cross. Still went well even given that weird part.

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>>8276364
Do it at your own risk it can backfire pretty catastrophically
My roommate got fast care because she was deemed a suicide risk and I got moved up in line for being on internet meds and drugs, but they could easily have denied treatment due to not being of sound mind.

>can I get a name for that
>robin
>ROBERT?
>robin
>ROBBIE?
>robin
>BOB?


>he just calls the dead name from my credit card


wooooo I know ive been flirting with being more and more masc, but this feels like shit

>>8276376
List of people that have posted pictures of small children on mtfg

>drakeposter
>dollface
>cindy (self)

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>>8276373
Make friends

Pizza is bad for you

>>8276375
You could've gone outside
>still living with your mom
GET. A. JOB.

>>8276378
You're my best friend here.

>>8276381
Wait you didn't get referred to by your deadname before? How to achieve this?

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>>8276370
had some nightmare about giant spiders crawling all over me
had to deposit a couple checks but that's all I've done today.
I need some fucking hobbies or projects or something

>>8276370
i woke up at 7:30, put an estrogen pill under my tongue and rolled over and went back to sleep

i woke up again at 12:30, ate two sausage biscuits and then went to lay down on the sofa, slept for a little while

woke up at 3:15pm to my mom coming home for lunch, took estrogen pill at 3:30pm and then ate lunch

went back to sleep at 4:15pm, woke up at like 5:30pm again to cold sweats

did voice exercises and then just went on my laptop and watched videos

it is now 7:24pm

>>8276388
i have friends
i just prefer to be alone
and eating bad things is all part of my master place to get thicc

>>8276392
pass?

even when they looked at my card before it would be (female version of dead name)

>>8276379
I was just joking desu i think it would be an awful idea to say that. I assume you mean she got faster care for starting hrt since she had to go private for orchi. iirc she said the surgeons were busy doing ftm top surgery which is kind of funny poor guys we should just trade chests

>>8276388
>GET. A. JOB.
i dont feel like explaining my situaton every time someone asks. lets just say its complicatd and i have medically induced high stress all the time . along with having to pee 30x a day from spiro its hard to hold a job.
>You could've gone outside
i was outside for 2 minutes thats good enugh right

>>8276403
from a completely medical standpoint

you're basically making up excuses from some sort of learned helplessness, probably from over bearing helocopter parents

>>8276399
Ah ofc. Rip.

I've been feeling more confident since my last drug binge, fuck it going outside beats drugging myself into oblivion. I really wanna girlmode but I'm not quite ready for daytime life so I was thinking of walking around my suburb at 3am to see if I get clocked by the few people I encounter. Good idea or not? On one hand if I don't pass only a a couple strangers will see as opposed to a whole town in broad daylight, on the other they could be violent drunks or rapists.

>>8276405
She nearly died mowing the lawn.

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>>8276395
>Steven Universe
Pearl is G

Go outside, make friends and go to a party!

>>8276397
>Sleeping during the day
America was a mistake

>>8276398
>thicc
YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND

I prefer to be skinny but goddamn my LIPS are T H I C C

>>8276403

I agree with >>8276405

>>8276403
just ignore them. arguing won't help anything and will just make you feel worse

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>>8276405
>you're basically making up excuses f
my sympathetic chain(ie regulating stress) had to be cut due to a tumor in my neck. along with some really shitty things my parents did to me as a kid i dont think im making things up tyvm

>>8276402
Yeah this was when first starting transition for her, the waiting list would have been longer otherwise
If only mtfs and ftms could go tradesies it would make things so much easier

>>8276407
depends how safe ur area is I guess. probably better to go out at like 6 or 7am and see the people walking to work

>>8276411
unfortunately my lips look like shit because i have the habit of biting the skin a lot
so you're the person earlier who succs their friend with benefits?

>>8276407
fuck it yolo middle of the day
>>8276405
concur


like sometimes I feel like the only one here other then dollface and fufu that are really hungry and hustle as much as possible erey day

>>8276415
so you're rated by social security as 100% disabled can not work?

that's not to bad of a paycheck, Im only 80% from falling out of an airplane

>>8276424
lol balm

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>>8276415
Oh shit now I feel guilty.

I'm sorry, have a funny image.

>>8276424
>biting the skin
ooo don't do that girl

and ye

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>>8276334
>provincially
Leafs and their "provinces" LUL whats thus aboot?


>>8276358
>high risk patient
What did they mean by this?
xD xD xD

I am going to go do my political compass. When I did it a few years ago I was just to the left of Nim, will probably be just to the left of Elanna or close to Elanna at this point.

>>8276432
wtf *lip

>>8276407
3am seems risky, try like 5 or 6am
>>8276411
>Go outside, make friends and go to a party!
b-but I don't really know where any parties are happening
it feels weird to be back home but not know anyone anymore ;~;

>>8276432
>>8276439
yeah i'll start using it
>>8276433
but if i bite the skin then it makes the skin feel weird and i bite at it more to make it normal but it makes it worse and i bite more
awoo
i wish i had a friend with benefits

>>8276431
no iv never asked for government hand outs. The surgery was done in a hostital in texas when i was 8. They didnt really write down too much about what exactly they had to cut , only that the sympathetic chain had to be severed because the tumor was being cradled by the vegas nerve and the corrated (i think thas how you spell it ) artery. I had a long list of physical problems like a horner's syndrome, my QT in my heart rate was extrmely long for a long time, my pupil doesnt dilate on the right side. No one really worried about the stress thing and i was just told to deal with it.

I have no idea how i would prove to the governmnt that my symaptehtic nervus system is fucked up without getting another xray or finding the surgeons who performed the surgery 17 years ago and asking them if they still have notes about it.

Happy? im done posting today i think

>>8276431
hah you rly are a far right conservative asshole. btw i only called you pedophile because of the usa libertarian age of consent meme

>>8276450
they cut the nerves in the vertibrae to help control anything from heart arthmea to sweaty palms

it could be literally any stress response

>>8276441
Make friends!

they'll lead you to their secret satanic party where you'll offer virgins to the de- i mean you'll be lead to a cool party :)))))

>>8276448
Chew gum, this is what helped me getting off smoking.

i know it's not the same thing, but it is related to mouth related addictions.

Well my friend is one curious beast (he has a gf though) so we kind of do it everyday and we may have something but we're not sure idk I just want to succ. He says he finds me attractive so idk make of it what you will

i'm drunk btw

>>8276462
unless his gf knows and is okay with it that's rly not cool

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>>8276435
Are you flirting with me?

>>8276450
yeah I don't know enough to say why cutting the spinal nerves for a tumor would help, and it sounds like the new doctors dont get it either. But of course if you have stress responses you weren't severed, it's always targeted.

>>8276453
I take disability checks tho

>>8276468
something was wrapped around the tumor, im not really sure. I can ask my mom to see if she knows.

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>>8276388
I'm honored.

>>8276403
And yous a tranny my nigga. Tbh senpai that's why I don't have a job. The only place that gave me any real consideration was the Starbucks near me and they hired someone else which was nothing personal against me. Mad places pretty much laughed when I showed up full-time gurl mode.

I'm having so much trouble my writing because of Spiro. I used to write 40 pages a day, I haven't written a page in months and my notes I'm my phone are scattered at best. I write some SICK FUCKING LYRICS THO but don't get paid for it.

>tfw stuck at home at 25 because no job

>>8276470
its a super interesting choice, I bet they wrote a paper on it

>>8276474
my mom always told me they didnt go into too much detail, there was just a note saying sympathetic chain severed to remove tumor. But considering the amount of physical problems it left me with after it had to be something important.

>>8276465
i didnt find out about that until recently so until my libido is slepp i will think what to do

i know its not cool but i need dicc

>>8276472
the fuc is gurl mode best friend

im sorry im not familiar with this thread i just look at some pedos and mentally untable people here and think wtf is this shit

im sure there are normal people here though, 2, maybe 1

>>8276466
ª{•̃̾_•̃̾}ª

I'm a girl im a Girl Im a girl Im a girl

>>8276472
being a tranny reallllllllly sucks

before
Hi good sir, one job please.
>I like your clean cut look, hired!

now
>get called for interviews all week
>go on 5 in person interviews this week
>nothing in response after in person

>>8276489
the only thing that seems to be good about being a tranny is that people these days all want to hire women for the diversity quotas

what do mtfg
¯＼(º_o)/¯

>>8276493
just b urself

>>8276493
succ dicc

also the girl in the OP with the blonde hair with her phon in the purple flurp side is really pretty youre also my best friend lets go to kfc

>>8276496
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXbZNvyvG2E

>>8276482
No, there are no normal people here. I'm not a pedophile, I'm a fiction author who lives in a cemetery and writes cyborg world war 4 fiction. So.... No not normal

Girl mode is where you show up wearing women's clothing, but without really being able to look or present yourself voice or otherwise properly so it's not showing up as a woman, but gurl mode. Guy mode is the mode we default to even though we're not guys because we never learned to do otherwise, or our bodies aren't done growing into women's bodies yet so we present male. So we're all here (vast majority) chatting because life sucks.

>>8276496
٩๏̯͡๏)۶
>>8276501
१|˚–˚|५

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What a boring result.

>>8276493
sudoku

>>8276489
>get called for interviews all week
Wow lucky you.

>>8276492
I think that's mostly a myth that angry reactionaries keep repeating. the only time I could see being trans ~maybe~ being a plus at all is if you're applying for some kind of lgbt co op

idk.
i don't think i should pretend to be cis anymore.
it's basically lying to people.
/r9k/ is upset about my aesthetics.
i'm glad that the creepy fembots didn't chime in.
i've already had women on the internet say that faggy traps are their type X/

>>8276509
twinsies

>>8276509
>sudoku
ಠ︵ಠ凸

>>8276510
Universities hire based on gender quotas at least here.

>>8276512
>i don't think i should pretend to be cis anymore.
I feel the same, especially because I haven't had corrective surgery yet.

>>8276513
how so?

>>8276515
to each their own i suppose

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who here /rollingrock/

>>8276502
I like telling people to just b themselves since it's like half shitty meme platitude but being trans is actually all about just trying to be yourself the best that you can

>>8276504
When I was 14 i still went to school in girl clothes. The school thought i was shit and i don't pass for shit but i still did it because i knew it was the right thing.

I learned that optimism is your biggest weapon in life, you should use it at every cost. You have only been granted one life that you can remember so do the best thing to make it worth and have a good time, no matter how bad your situation is.

>>8276523
i meant pretending to be a cis guy

>>8276523
our political thingies were similar

>>8276510
>I think that's mostly a myth
no my dad and her sisters bf were both talking about it over dinner recently. Hes having a hard time finding a job even tho hes over qualified and he knows women who are easily getting jobs instead.

>>8276525
JUS
BEE
URSELF

>>8276517
doesn't stop one person in the hiring process who doesn't like transpeople vetoing you and choosing a cis woman or saying no women applied or something

>>8276510
>>8276517
Which countries do/don't have employment and education quotas?

>>8276420
>>8276441
Thats a good idea. i think I've chickened out anyway. Oh well next year.

>>8276537
They already got 50% women so idk how they'd do that
>>8276531
okay
>>8276529
Oh idk then :B

>>8276542
It's not like that. It's more company to company based. A lot of them lie and claim (for tax reasons) they are equal opportunity, but that equality actually is just making the trans and niggers sit through an advertising pitch and literally write corporate commercials and the hiring exactly none of them. Looking at you whole foods you fucking losers

>>8276535
no offense but two men talking about something doesn't mean it is actually happening. no one can get jobs in Alberta rn. my mom's friend got laid off and is now semi retired cause she couldn't find a job after like 3 years even with completing retraining programs

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IS this better than my last result?

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>>8276535
>even tho hes over qualified
Being overqualified actually hurts more than it helps when hunting for work, just fyi. Makes potential employers ask if you'll still be there a few months down the line.

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>>8276509
At least you're probably reasonable and easy to get along with :)

>>8276551
this is basically what I was trying to say

>>8276553
congrats now you're a fucking communist
i'm ashamed to have posted in a /pol/ thread with you earlier today baka

>>8276557
thats true. i should probably tell him that but my sister doesnt let me talk to him anymore now that i have boobs

>new ads at bottom not being blocked by adblock for some reason
>Recommended: Manage Your Diabetes With These Top Methods

What the fuck is happening to this site?

>>8276143
but faye is authoritarian left

>>8276568
Money.

>>8276553
not rly u need further down and further left
>>8276564
ur family really is total shit

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>>8276553
Pretty close to mine.

>>8276574
But you're a nazi!

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>girl mode
>guy mode

sheesh people, you're women aren't you? who cares if you pass or not, you're going to go through life with tits anyway and you'll die a woman.

i dont pass for shit...depending on your taste, i mean i look like morticia addams, but i'm optimistic

im sorry if i'm rude but i'm drunk and confused and i needed a place to shitpost

[autistic cathug intensifies]

>>8276563
i was just putting in random replies desu. and like i put strongly agree to the most like racist and /pol/ stuff i could think of. i think the test is just rigged so that if you arent religious and arent anti gay then you end up on the left. like i can show you all my answers.

im gonna try it 1 more time.

>>8276573
>ur family really is total shit
You dont know the half of it senpai. If i told you tho faye would make fun of me for it so i just wont say it
>>8276574
is that good?
>>8276578
i answered yes to pretty much all the nazi questions except homosexuality and religion. wtf is this test

>>8276571
Faye is a brainwashed capitalism shill and a solider killing brown ppl hope is she in any way left

>>8276574
>Zna
>Left
Hmm

>>8276583
>i think the test is just rigged so that if you arent religious and arent anti gay then you end up on the left
ye I think you're right
I was jk I have never NOT been on the left side of the spectrum even though I feel like I give relatively right leaning answers economically

>>8276582
when you're tall and broad you feel ridiculous thinking of yourself as a girl

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>>8276143
>tfw left off the chart

>>8276558
Suppose so. I honestly thought I'd land on the right for sure but I guess all the LGBT questions and other stuff that would fall under secular liberal beliefs put me to the left

>>8276582
>who cares if you pass or not
I care if I pass or not, a lot. Maybe it's because my tits are small enough to be moobs

>>8276564
Sounds...functional
;-;

>>8276571
No she's not lol

>>8276578
And?
>>8276583
It's whatever, the test is so biased it's meaningless.
>>8276586
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I'm *barely* to the left on that chart. If you think the economy needs any sort of regulation you're gonna be put on the left, basically.

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>>8276589
like this is just an example of what i was answering with.

>>8276598
shes extremely jealous of me. her whole life she was the pretty girl who got all the attention and i was the ugly boy. now i have bigger boobs and a nicer ass than her so shes treated me like complete shit these last few years.

>>8276599
>the test is so biased it's meaningless.
thats how i feel. look at my answers

>>8276599
>If you think the economy needs any sort of regulation you're gonna be put on the left, basically.
Heh, you're funny!

>>8276582
the modes things are about how you are presenting to avoid harassment and shit mostly
>>8276583
you're actually right about the rigging thing anyone who isn't a fucking psychopath will get close to or inside the green. all of these types of tests are slanted a certain way and are generally a very terrible way to actually understand your beliefs

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>>8276487
we know
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VJBBUqr1wM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSCzDykng4g

>>8276607
it kinda seems like thats how the test works though
how many people really say NO environmental regulations are a good idea?

>>8276593
im 6'3" and im a sboogy scary skeleton

if i learned anything in life is your appearance should never be an issue, unless you have big stronk muscles and a beard

>>8276596
tons of people have small bobs
>b-but men (or, if you really have to be that kind of trans, women) don't like smol tits
yes they do!

>>8276609
i get harassed everyday in the streets and i get occationally beat up but i stay confident and stay on my feet

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is this a meme chart position
>>8276582
I care if I pass
I won't feel comfortable presenting in public until I pass. I know getting to that point requires times of discomfort presenting in public to determine if I pass or not though

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please get on my level of indifference

>>8276584
like all leftists she is a hypocrite

>>8276612
what if you also have no support structure irl

>>8276615
damn thats impressive
>>8276614
>is this a meme chart position
ye

>>8276492
you have to be out though, but yes diversity quotas are a thing.

>>8276509
Im working on my third degree, am a military vet, ex nsa analyst, and speak two languages. of course they're going to call me back

and then I get there and it's just like "wait whut"

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>>8276618
never reply to me again okay

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>i mean, NOBODY would confuse anon for a GIRL! haha!

i need a prescription for suicide asap

>>8276584
the military is feminist

>>8276611
I do. I'm left wing but my job has left me convinced that most environmental regulations are pure cancer. Useless and wasteful at best, dangerously counterproductive at worst. I simply despise environmentalist NGOs and their retarded lobbying.

>>8276626
>tfw fantasized about getting shot up in a terrorist attack while im in france and losing my ability to walk, then immediately flying to sweden and getting assisted suicide
is this normal thinking

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>>8276626
you need a prescription for cuddles asap

>>8276612
>i get harassed everyday in the streets and i get occationally beat up but i stay confident and stay on my feet

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fu0scA8kqHQ


I react to fear with self defence mechanism of becoming strong

>>8276612
Yeah smol boobs would be fine if I didn't just look like a sknnyfat guy. Literally cant tell that they're supposed to be breasts unless I put a bra on. It's not if other people like them or not, I just can't live with them

>>8276622
I speak two languages, I'm 23 yo and never had a job. I barely got out of high school and now I'm failing university.
>tfw burger king doesn't call back about my appliction

>>8276631
acid rain is no longer a problem in the US like it once was because of regulation
even if its on your property, you shouldn't be able to spew whatever chemicals into the air that you choose to, or put whatever you want in the rivers/groundwater

it certainly certainly can go too far but to just have no regulation at all so companies can save money is insane

>>8276614
confidence is a very important part of being trans, you'll only delay it if you continue to do so

>>8276619
i don't really understand what you mean by this

>>8276636
i fear nothing but feet

>>8276639
>skinnyfat guy
work out!

>>8276606
Sounds like she needs to chill the fuck out I tell you what

>>8276633
Nah. You're crazy. Everyone knows Belgium and Switzerland are better for assisted suicide.

>>8276642
support network i mean

>>8276633
no not at all but it's kind of funny how outlandish it is

>>8276621
>ye
;_;
my political orientations are memes
>>8276626
hugg
>>8276633
:(
I can only hugg to help

>>8276639
>if I didn't just look like a sknnyfat guy
if you lose weight I bet they'd look qt tho

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Here is my political compass if the OP cares to add me to their collection they can. Pretty much right were it was last time, I think I went down one more square towards Libertarian. I believe in reasonably limited government, basic social welfare, and basic regulation. I believe that strong civil rights, property rights, and Capitalism are essential to our freedom. I tend to be level headed and extremely wary of extremist ideations.

>>8276466
>Are you flirting with me?
No, I dont think so. I have always liked you somewhat because my read on you is that you are one of the more mature and sane posters to this general, plus I see some parallels in our lives and thinking. I feel we are both kind of trapped in a world of functioning and interacting/blending in with normies on a daily basis; but if any of those people knew like HALF of the shit we do or have done it would literally melt their brains.

Physically I think you look ok, you dont turn me on as much as say someone like Ufufu, BeepBeep, or Plant do but you arent butt ugly. Its different with you, I am more attracted to the fact that you could blow 1g+ of Mol with me in night and not die LUL
xD

>>8276574
Broke ass white trash masquerading as a masterrace Facist .... color me "surprised" LUL
xD

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>>8276633
what the fuck

>>8276606
Yeah, I have no idea what you'd have to answer with to get a 10 on the authoritarian side.
>>8276607
Am I wrong? That's exactly what the test does.
>>8276614
>is this a meme chart position
Yep.
>>8276615
>near dead center
Nice.

>>8276633
I once fantasised I was a demigod in the gym

>>8276633
probably not, but who am I to judge
be strong, anon

>>8276634
awww, thank you <3

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>tfw alpha tranny

>>8276611
>how many people really say NO environmental regulations are a good idea?
I'm not sure I'd like no regulations, but corporations and industry frequently violate them anyways and the fines are a slap on the wrist which is just "the cost of doing business"
I'd imagine public backlash and social media campaigns could be far more damaging to their profits.

>>8276652
oh yeah thoughts on the coat?

>>8276646
i'm too dutch and drunk to understand what this is. you mean a group of friends?

>>8276651
Oh hey Carth.

>>8276642
>>8276650
I was underweight flat as a plank now I'm normalweight with moobs. I do cardio sometimes.

>>8276655
<3

>>8276662
yeah

>>8276633
why don't you just want to die in the terrorist attack tho?

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>tfw your gf is on top of you on the op image
>tfw this is the rightful order of things

>>8276658
>nd the fines are a slap on the wrist which is just "the cost of doing business"
then maybe the fines should be more? id rather not have my country turn into a toxic dump

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fu0scA8kqHQ

The theme song for my male puberty.

>>8276669
So what you're saying is that she's gonna seize your means of (re)production?

>>8276651
I don't really hate you but I wish you would either stop coming to this board or stop being such a creep

>>8276671
that movie always scared me and made me sad
idk why cartoon network played it so much

>>8276668
i think it's probably the tragedy of being an unpassing tranny and then becoming a paraplegic

>>8276651
>Capitalism are essential to our freedom
60 hour work weeks sure is freedom.

>>8276652
>>8276661
it's pretty normie but I've always loved that style it looks good

>>8276678
THAT'S 60 FREEDOM HOURS TO YOU

>>8276673
i think thats done and done by now

>>8276677
why do you want that though??
also they might deny you assisted suicide, I don't think those two things would be enough honestly

you could probably live at least like 40 more years minimum

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can you hear the people sing, singing the songs of angry men

>>8276684
h-hot

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>>8276664
keep up the good work then

>>8276666
its not like it works

when i get attacked my friends look at me

but they'll help me afterwards, you should go outside and find some kind of hobby that people share so you can get some supportive friends

for me its partying as you may have noticed by now

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>>8276651
>I feel we are both kind of trapped in a world of functioning and interacting/blending in with normies on a daily basis; but if any of those people knew like HALF of the shit we do or have done it would literally melt their brains.
Dear fucking god I know what you mean I constantly feel like I'm just trying to blend in and hoping to hell people don't find out
> I am more attracted to the fact that you could blow 1g+ of Mol with me in night and not die LUL
Well shit you should have gotten to know me when I wasn't living clean

I'd make an exception if you brought a g or two of coke though if ya know what I mean.

>>8276685
i know it's not realistic, it's just a fantasy

i have suicidal ideation fantasies a lot

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Kek

>>8276695
>i have suicidal ideation fantasies a lot
๏̯͡๏﴿

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what do I win for being the most left, most libertarian tranny here

>>8276641
We're long, long past too far.
Ever changing regulations induce costly process and equipment changes no businesses but the largest ones can keep up with are completely destroying the artisanal scale primary and secondary sectors. Essential infrastructure projects get mired in red tape for years. Critical chemicals are banned without much thought, with no choice but replacing them with costly substitutes that are much less effective and just as problematic. The required paper trails are getting so absurdly bloated administrations couldn't keep up even with twice the personnel.
That crap needs to be seriously dialed back.

>>8276696
never mind, this fucking commie is more left

But I still do it for you, the people

>>8276698
it's sure not a chin reduction

>>8276670
Yes, agreed.

>>8276692
*bonk* Bad!

>>8276690
What good work, looking like a skinnyfat guy? I don't think that's ideal.

Also how do people find friends irl? I've been in australia for a few months now and don't know anyone that I didn't know online before. I might have to move back to europe soon and I don't know anyone whatsoever there.

>>8276700
yeah I agree with basically what you're saying
I'm pretty far from an environmentalist I just think we shouldn't shit up the planet so badly we can't even live on it

>>8276706
easy

get off your screen, go outside, find a hobby/go to a party, have fun.

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is dark souls tru trans? also should i do a great scythe run?

>>8276709
ok yah the lower left is definitely me

>>8276708
I don't have money for hobbies and no one talks to me outside. I'm far too anxious to start conversations with complete strangers.

>>8276709
that picture is considered NSFW just so you know

>>8276708
>just go outside xD!

>>8276710
Very trutrans. Nah, do a broken sword run.

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>>8276671
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqLNcLo0CjU

>"sir, it's the endocrine, operation Spartan is a go"
>"you're sure this will work?"
>"it will, we flood the system with testosterone, program a pathological need in his brain to be strong and powerful, he will never fall"
>>>4 years later
>Estrogen: hi boys :3
>Testosterone: how the fuck did you get in *chokes to death from cypro*

>>8276714
i know il probably delete it soon i just thought it was funny and thread appropriate. plus cindy and tanya arent here right now

>>8276718
faye is gonna report you tho
but yeah it is funny and appropriate

its not even THAT sexual honestly but the mods have deleted a thread because of it

>>8276709

But mtfg can't top. Partly because no boner but also because it's difficult to be dominant through floods of tears

>>8276717
my brain was holding back a door with dysphoria behind it and the door wasn't holding

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>>8276657
>Authoritarian
>Alpha
Pick one.

Authoritarianism is the most bitchmade shit there is, literally so scared of life you are willing to give up your rights and identity for "protection" LMAO xD

>>8276663
>Oh hey Carth
Hello. Are you ready for your beating Commie scum?

>>8276674
>I don't really hate you but I wish you would either stop coming to this board or stop being such a creep
This makes no sense. Why would I stop coming to this board at the request of a random faceless anon? Being a creep? LOL how? If hitting on trannies is "being a creep" well then nigga you are just gonna have to get used to my shit. Being a creep is showing up to your house uninvited or making terroristic threats.

If you dont like me just because I play the game raw then all I can say is I am here to stay, just like you apparently :^)

>>8276678
>60 hour work weeks sure is freedom
Its not a requirement or anything, get it how you live my faM.

>>8276692
>just trying to blend in and hoping to hell people don't find out
My stealth technique is undetectable by norman intellect. I possess superior technological advancements that the normals cant comprehend yet :^)

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>>8276717
do you need extra headpats or something?

>>8276703
I'm an anti state edge lord it just didn't give me those options of "I honestly think we should slaughter people and seize the means of productivity". Also genuine belief in eugenics not on the table...

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the past couple days i spent on /soc/ have been really educational.
most men do not envy traps, & they certainly don't know they'd do w/ an AR deficiency like mine.
some cis women are weird.
they are really forthcoming w/ topics that really make me uncomfortable.
just like in high school. :/
like, ladies, if traps are your thing, please don't try to make anyone else to fit that interest other than self-identifying traps

>>8276720
true, faye does seem like the petty kind who would report me

>>8276723
i top sometimes but i prefer to bottom

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>>8276710
>should i do a great scythe run?
Zweihander. Don't be a casul ;)

>>8276713
try starting out with strangers that might share your hobbies for example, at a convention. then you might find yourself in a good situation.

>>8276715
>haha yeah i just let people know that what they're doing is great and staying inside and being "autistic" even thouhg its an excuse for bad behavior and i let them spoil so they can be happy and not kill themselves also im ironically arrowing myself because let me tell you that what youre saying is bulshit xD

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>tfw keep getting lefter and lefter as i get older
help help ive been brainwashed by the commies

>>8276733
hows your day going jormy? also how do i pronounce your name in my head

>>8276732
>just b urself xDD!

>>8276738
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SYZm_ErTh_s

>>8276733

Good girl.

>>8276726
>be economically centrist
>get called commie
Dumb nigger.

>>8276738
its true though

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>>8276726
Teach me your ways
People keep on figuring out my power level

>>8276705
Fine ;_;

>>8276732
I have no idea of the conventions around here, I'm new to the town. Also like I said I can't approach strangers without a panic attack and I just get weird looks from them, no one ever initiates a conversation with me.