what is /mtfg/ opinion about the theory who says gay men have feminine brains, and lesbians masculine brains, basically the brains are separated between gynephilic and androphilic brains and not "male braind and female brain", a gay man brain is like a straight woman brain and vice versa.
personally i think is a mix, that would explain why femininity and masculinity is so many times relate to sexual orientation, but without determining gender identity.
http://www.strawpoll.me/12915582
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• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
this OP made my head hurt
how to stop being overly sensitive?
Make it stop
>>8269061
you let me give u a lil tickle
>>8269049
Trip on Trent.
>>8269063
but how do I find a man I love
>>8269076
just pass it's easy
>>8269068
no im allergic
>>8269062
maybe I can stop you tonight?
Let's settle this once and for all, who is the cutest couple here?
How to stop being a dummy
>>8269083
you're getting them anyway alright?
>>8269098
be my gf, i'll protect you
>>8269097
https://clyp.it/rgzemflc
how to stop being super critical of self, I'm my own biggest bully
>>8269085
Sophieeee hi!
Pls to be turning my brain off now kthx?
>>8269088
Huggg ;_;
>>8269101
O-oh
>>8269097
The last time I wore nail polish it in public I just told my friend I did it because I felt like it
I'm still too nervous to do it again
>>8269110
im your bully now okay
>>8269114
everything you need bby ;)
>>8269049
If you're right OP then what makes some gay people just gay and others trans?
And what about straight trans people?
>feeling super well
>listening to loud music and feeling great
>actually feeling good with myself for once
>"Oh, I should really call my friends and go out today!"
>remember that I have no friends here
>remember that there's nowhere to go in this small town in the middle of nowhere
G-guess I can always keep dancing in my chair?
>>8269123
How are you?
I'm sure you can probably guess where I'm at at the moment ;_;
>>8269134
>you could if you had friends
wtf lasti
>>8269134
>Well, you could if you had friends
BUUUUURRRNNN
>>8269134
>tfw can't even talk english properly
I've heard other Germans say that too. It's usually followed by them speaking English better than me.
>>8269134
I hate my voice. I have no plans to have a girlvoice for the forseeable future.
>>8269133
Well you make it sound like you have friends elsewhere. Going to see them sometime?
>>8269136
at work? break? Ive no idea actually ;_;
I am procastrinating the next paper, I handed the other one in on time. I actually think that was a pr decent one. but I am SO UNMOTIVATED FOR THE NEXT
the topic
IS SO BORING
and I need to make diagrams myself and reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I hate to work on stuff without being paid so much currently
>>8269144
yesterday (or today) some friends said my voice barely exists cause its so weak and my accent is THICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC
;-;
>>8269157
No I mean where I'm at mentally, I'm a wreck right now. ;____;
That sucks though but at least you're getting paid and plodding along right?
>>8269160
german accents are qt
what stinks like hot dogs in here?
>>8269160
I did but I didn't get it at all so I gave up.
*obsessively tries to remove hotdog vitamin c serum from face*
Ok, give me sentence to say and i'll try to say it
It's pretty hard to girlvoice and talk english so expect strange voice breaks
>>8269171
i felt that way too for a little while but you just gotta keep working at it till you start seeing progress
>>8269147
Each one of them is at a different corner of the country, the ones I actually had fun with irl are now 15 hours away and we kinda had a fight and don't talk with each other for almost an year now, the ones I had from childhood/teens couldn't recognize me even as I was talking to them, which makes me both super happy and a little bit depressed.
So no~
>>8269175
make up your own sentence wtf
>>8269165
I am not getting paid because I am in uni, I am actually paying them. also my HC provider increased the amount of money I need to pay them per month. And they call this free healthcare.
Oh, I am sorry to hear that, whats wrong?
wanna talk about it?
I guess my tolerance for reading today is low.
>>8269175
The rain in Spain falls mainely on the plain.
>>8269175
I turned 26 on monday. Kissless virgin who has never been in an intimate relationship with anyone. I'm going all the way to become an archmage and nothing can stop me.
>>8269121
>>8269193
s-so many arms
>>8269175
>>>Voice pitch analyzer app
Read us some Dorian Gray, pls.
>>8269179
Aw I'm sorry then. Grats on them not being able to recognize you though, that is usually a good sign.
I've spent the last year with only one friend, but I'm going back to see my cadre of friends and live with them this year and they are really nice and I platonically cuddle several of them so I'm hype
how long do QHI orders tend to take? it says my order was despatched from them almost 2 weeks ago now. seems to be taking some time.
>>8269142
>thyroid stuff
That probably explains mine too, I've had some thyroid issues on and off, grave's.
>>8269198
you've gotten fugged by a bunch of dudes but you haven't kissed any of them?
>>8269211
of course we kissed, doesn't mean any of them called me back though.
i kissed a girl once
>>8269215
lol gay
>>8269185
In Hartford, Hereford and Hampshire hurricanes hardly ever happen!
>>8269211
Idk about her but I haven't kissed anyone but I have been fucked. That's what I get for trying to hook up on /soc/, I guess.
>>8269204
depends on where you live maybe
my order was dispatched on the 25th of april and arrived yesterday, so a lttle over 2 weeks
>>8269220
kissing is like the best part wtf
>>8269182
Oh I thought you meant that they weren't paying you much, some schools and programs do pay you for the research you do but it's usually not much. That seriously sucks though
I'm just in a rut rly, no word on where my life is going or where I'll be 6 months from now. Also I reallly hate my job. I just wish I could at least get either accepted or rejected already so I can start planning my life.
>>8269217
*Hertford
Hartford is in murrica and I'm pretty sure in a hurricane zone to boot.
>>8269202
That sounds really nice. Maybe too nice. Maybe I'm jealous. Maybe in a nice way, maybe not. Hmm.
Hope you have a lot of fun there!
>>8269204
depends on location
>>8269223
okie, so maybe it'll be here soon! thx maeve this is why ur my forever fav. gtg bye
I want to feel cute one day
>>8269217
Why can't a woman
Be more like a man?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6oNHvtLgbk
>>8269237
.///. youre welcome, hope they get there soon
>>8269225
oh, do you at least have a timeframe when they ll tell you something? ;-;
>>8269224
Yeah, it was pretty shit.
>tfw injections will probably go back in stock while im in europe
>if i order them while im there they'll probably get to my house and my mom will see the package
>if i wait until i get home to order them i run the risk of injections running out again
>>8269232
You can do the same! Just gotta put yourself out there. I recommend magic the gathering if you want to make friends quickly. Thats not how I met my friends but my old roommate did that and he went from shut-in to person-who-has-several-good-friends.
>>8269241
you are cute!
>1 year
>people are still drawing battleborn fanart
feels good
I used to be able to sleep from like 8 AM to 4 PM pretty easily but nowadays when I sleep at like 8 AM I always wake up at like 11 AM then just stay up
How do I sleep again
>>8269248
"Next week or so"
I'm losing my shit it's been like 2 weeks
Wanting to transition in the UK. And kind of confused/worried about the whole thing.
Do the quacks really make you live as a woman for 3 months before you can have any HRT?
Is self medicating safe and legal?
I have 0 confidence and don't want to be ridiculed for 3 months without looking at least a bit girly and not just a twink.
>>8269253
>magic the gathering
isn't that the way to lose friends?
>>8269252
im gonna order every single one actually sorry
>>8269262
oh, I can see why that would be really annoying
maybe call them? show engagement and motivation?
>>8269265
Met my most accepting friends through MTG.
>>8269265
Not really. It's not my scene but when a friend takes me along its pretty fun, everyone's real friendly and many people have started friendships or relationships because of it. Also a higher than usual instance of trans.
There is a bit of a fatness problem but its not too bad
>>8269278
No, i make fun of mexicans or whatever you are too
>>8269273
I did
That was the response
I just have to wait, contacting them multiple times will just annoy them
>>8269278
I think it's a bad idea :(
they're probably labeled
>>8269265
I've never met a more welcoming bunch than MTG fans. Maybe because they're all autistic socially deprived nerds and if only because their hobby is so obscure and expensive.
>>8269281
oh, ya thats probably true :(
hope they call you soon ;-;
>>8269253
B-but I don't mtg people are people I can drag to dance poppy stuff.
I mean, I have a friend who is into mtg and he is super friendly but was only into shonen animus and molesting me when I woke up.
There'll be a weeb con in my uni soon though, so maybe I'll meet someone nice.
>>8269263
I need your accent, so cute!
>>8269263
qt accent
say more words
>>8269284
a bunch in my local trans group are heavily into it. The gaming store is trans friendly too.
>>8269290
it just sounds really risky to me...
fight to the death for my injections
amuse me
>>8269296
https://clyp.it/tc1gfbfq
>>8269301
but if i wait i might end up waiting like 3 months ;-;
do people even use the irc anymore ;_;
>>8269288
It likely won't be for a while I know how these things can be. I mean I assume if I were to be rejected it would have happened already or that they wouldnt be keeping me in suspense but who knows
Fuckkk
>>8269306
it just worries me :(
>>8269300
my dosage is 200 Spiro, 8 e, 5 fin
>>8269305
Can you say something in German, for a comparison?
>>8269265
I introduced it to my high school back when it was the new hot thing, in 1994. Stopped playing a couple years later.
>>8269319
damn
I got nothin for you then
>>8269298
My ex tried to get me into it but it wasn't for me, but everywhere I went, Games Workshop, cons, they were all really nice and indifferent about mental illnesses.
>11 or so days on cypro
>agp & still going strong
did i fall for a meme
>>8269284
>because they're all autistic socially deprived nerds and if only because their hobby is so obscure and expensive.
Warhammer people are probably saints.
>>8269300
He touched and licked me and grabbed me until I woke up, then kept doing it for a bit until I tried to do something either to push him away or to show I was into it, and then left and made breakfast only for himself.
Oh, wait, you mean shonen? Yeah, he liked Fairy Tail! Can you even believe it? It is horrible, and he had the nerve to recommend it to me.
>>8269328
>11 days
Wait till like 3 months have passed
>>8269331
Warhammer players I've met have been assholes. But then small sample size.
>>8269317
they keep changing the restock date so it might end up getting restocked when i get back, but i dunno :(
>>8269215
more like she pressed her lips against yours like she was storming normandy on d-day
>>8269320
God, my voice is finally fucked for today
https://clyp.it/4szsjito
>tfw by the time I'll be able to afford surgery to be pretty I'll be 28 or 29 and way over the hill anyway.
18-23 were the prime years of a woman's youthful beauty and I spent it a fat neckbeard.
>>8269340
it'll be okay, I don't think they'll run out immediately
>>8269347
>https://clyp.it/4szsjito
Fuck, German is cute.
>>8269347
you have a nice voice
>>8269215
did she molest you too while she was @ it?
>>8269343
>Were you guys sleeping together or?
We did, a year earlier, while I was travelling and slept at his place.
Then, a year later, I ended up moving in with him to study and he never did everything anymore, even when I showed I wanted it - except the semi daily molestation.
It was really weird, yes. But then I was made breakfast while he was eating his and we talked about completely unrelated things and all was fine.
>>8269361
uhh some stuff was felt up >>;
>>8269367
that sounds like a really weird relationship. You into him?
>>8269049
Its garbage pseudo science with no replecatability or proof not to mention how laughable the concept is considering the divergence in the morphology of brains of any group of same sex people. 2/10 only a tranny would believe this orthodox christianity tier belief
I wish I know what normal was like
>>8269369
ok, wow.
sorry.
i should apologize, & i'm sorry to hear that she put her hands on you when you said you were nervous.
some girls need to be gentler, i guess
>tfw starting hrt at 24
twinkhon city here i come
>>8269382
its okay, i guess i liked it that she took the lead..
>>8269316
aww
I am sure its gonna work out in the end. I am crossing my fingers for you.
Ive to go sleep now though,
Goofnight! Youre a good girl!
>tfw can't even be a twinkhon
>>8269386
Being skinny fat does not equal twink
>>8269398
im 5'11 and 130
>>8269371
I was, a little bit, yes.
He was that forceful kind of autistic chubby stem guy that also happened to be a blue-eyed blonde with a scruffy beard.
He said he was straight, though, and I wasn't even femboy tier at that time.
>>8269386
I started at 24, I don't pass, enjoy hon life.
>>8269404
>straight
>goes to boy's bed to lick them and feel 'em up
ok, whatever he says
>>8269395
Thanks Sophie
Goodnight, and best of luck on the rest of your huge stack of writing assignments
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ObYM7G5AJMw
I heard there's a cheap surgeon in Mexico (Dr Ramirez or something like that) that can do FFS for 5k. Someone talk me out of it.
>>8269385
>Most "real af" people are loners, desu.
I feel so dumb and useless compared to others though
>>8269343
what i'm saying is i've been on cypro for 11 days and i can still play my fiddle
>>8269422
You're going to get at least a few diseases and lose a kidney while there
>>8269422
thats stupid and you know it. clap your hands.
>>8269425
you're not :(
>>8269391
i find it a little hard to breathe when i think about thos things.
like, my insides become really sensitive, & breathing starts to feels funny, which makes me have trouble breathing >_<
>>8269422
Look into Tunisia. Cheaper to get there from England and there are plenty of plastic surgeons who mostly work on euro patients. Can't be worse than Mexico.
>Not attracted to men
>identify as female
wow really gets the noggin ajoggin
>>8269455
>women have to be attracted to men
bitch you need feminism
>>8269442
o god, i'm starting to feel weak
>>8269442
yeah it's pretty nervewrecking..
its easier when someone takes the lead i think though
>>8269463
I'm referring to the OP
I'm gay
>neighbor having a bonfire in his yard
smells like burning wood in my room now
>>8269464
all I'm saying is he doesn't sound straight
>>8269438
I feel that way a lot though...
88
>>8269470
yea, it is.
on both accounts
Anime made me trans. Not kidding. The more cute anime girls I watched the more I wanted to have been a teen girl. I have stopped watching anime all together for 4 years now, but it's no use now - every time I see a pretty woman I wish I could be like her. I wish I could be like my girlfriend and I envy her style and femininity so much.
I would never be able to say this out loud but this bag over my head saying anonymous kind of helps me say it without being ashamed.
How the fuck does watching cartoons make me AGP dysphoric and trans.
>>8269470
What happens when you meet Eva then?
>>8269484
you probably started watching anime because you were AGP/trans
>>8269471
B-but boys can be so damn cute. :c
>>8269493
i dont know
i dont like anime
>>8269422
do it fgt
maybe you'll be able to get some grey market vicodin there too
I'm unstable and don't know what to do
I'm really bad at keeping it together around people and feel like I'm going to break down in a public area
>>8269422
Mexican doctors in general are hit or miss
I know a few people that have gone down to somewhere in Baja or Tijuana for surgeries (no trans related ones) since they're way cheaper than in the US and have had good experiences
Hey girls, my friend just got accused of vandalizing a national park for some reason :(
I know that this isn't super relevant to the usual kind of stuff that's posted on here, but I just needed to tell somebody about this.
>>8269532
what did she even do
>>8269484
I never watched anime
still ended up a trannu
>>8269535
I think he just leaned on a wall or something else that didn't have a sign saying not to (I wasn't there so I don't know the exact details). It's just awful though. He gets stressed out kinda easily and he's set to start college on Monday and now this story making him sound like some criminal is all over the place :(
>>8269539
>>8269516
after my first breakdown I kinda got used to living through nightmares day and night
>>8269511
not ANY anime?
>>8269484
Welcome, you're among friends here
Do I'm booking to see GP after exams and I'm fucking terrified now. I know how the GP stuff will go down and I'll end up self medicating but what if everything goes to shit and people don't accept me and stuff. People said that if I've been thinking about this for a few years and I have. But I'm super worried about this being a massive mistake. I know this isn't a question. I just needed it off my chest.
>>8269553
iktf :(
>>8269561
space dandy was cool and sometimes i put on toonami and watch it in a half-asleep state
So what was the anime that made you want to be a little girl
It was Cardcaptor Sakura for me
Only 90s kids will remember this
;u
>>8269574
I didn't watch anime! Your theory needs some work :^)
>>8269573
sorry i forgot my trip. You should try Fullmetal Alchemest Brotherhood. I think you would probably like it. Also maybe outlaw star? its kind of similar to space dandy but not as outrageous and from the 90s. Or cowboy bebop
>>8269574
The 'dude' from Steins;Gate
>>8269574
sailor moon tbqh
>>8269511
Have you seen Kimi no Na wa yet? I heard it is pretty good and crippling dysphoria inducing.
>>8269522
I'm already with a bf/gf now.
Though we only see each other every other weekend, and this is off week, which is sad.
Fun fact: He/she is still figuring out if trans, and early onset anime was what made the wondering start.
>>8269551
There isn't a camera or some witness that could back him up?
>>8269583
sugg my girl gogg pls :-D
>>8269574
Sailor Moon desu
I watched it a lot as a kid
look what my gf got me
i wonder what im supposed to do with this
>>8269596
>Fluff lined, for her comfort.
>>8269574
probably detective conan I watched it alot as a kid
>>8269590
Hm...oddly enough I hadn't actually thought of that. Thanks for the idea, I'll see!
>>8269574
It didn't make me want to be a little girl but I did watch girly anime when I was a kid. Really liked Candy Candy. That was the early 80s, though. I doubt anyone here has watched any of those.
>>8269574
As a kid
Mimi from Digimon :P
She made me jelly, but i showed gende nonconforming stuff before, so it didn't actually make me trans
R-right ?
>>8269574
All the boys in my class in second grade made fun of me for watching that :\
>>8269602
I should specify that I was talking about the camera idea. A witness was actually the reason that he got into this mess in the first place (they claimed that he did it on purpose/ maliciously essentially).
>>8269596
oh who got you that
it's so custom made and nice
>>8269596
tfw no collar wearing gf ;_;
>>8269614
I was a mistake.
>>8269623
that's autistic
>>8269592
i dont know who you are.
>>8269614
some anime is all right, some of it is garbage. Ergo Proxy and Beck: Mongolian Chop Squad are masterpieces.
>>8269596
that looks really soft
>>8269623
That's bad ass...
>>8269631
yeah it is, very very comfy
>>8269596
omg that's so cute
>>8269629
I couldn't get through all of ergo proxy
was so fucking boring
dropped the show on episode 14 or something
>>8269631
do you want one too
>>8269629
Beck was pretty cool 2bh
I totally fangirled with a friend a few years ago
But i like lots of anime, even though i barely watch it nowaday
>>8269621
same but my parents are ok with it now
>>8269636
there are some filler episodes in the middle that sort of make it drag on but other than that its really really really good. FMA brotherhood is probably better to get into anime though
>>8269640
I haven't even told them or started medicating yet. I'm super scared about starting.
>>8269637
I don't know...
Who else /waiting for death/ here
>>8269623
Based
>>8269621
:(
>>8269596
Looks cute and comfy
First, hi mtfg. I again woke up feeling like I'm exhausted and needing more sleep. This time I slept more. But I still need more sleep. Ugh I hope it's nothing serious.
Okay, also : Where is Cindychan? Have to tell her I just found the 2nd season of k-on!!
>>8269511
You just haven't watched enough of it. I recommend ghost in the shell (cyborg cops and very smart plot), Shiki (vampires and human character study), k-on! (literally adorable band girls doing adorable things), squid girl (bawwww), samurai champloo (nujabes made the music, a great story and an amazing aesthetic piece that mixes modern hip hop and punk culture into edo style swordsman genre).
>>8269532
Tell them you'll see them in court. They won't bring charges. It's too hard to prove. They're big up at arms about this lately for political reasons - my brother works for a national park and they are all on super red alert over it this. You're gonna be fine.
>>8269629
I think I wanted to like this, but just couldn't it just made no cohesive sense and the characters were trite and under developed. The city was at best cliche and the autoraves an underdeveloped plot.
>>8269649
we can put my phone number on it so if you get lost in new york anyone that finds you can just call me
>>8269641
oh I wasn't that anon
was just replying
fma brotherhood was good yeah
>>8269653
your really funny emi ><
>>8269623
>tfw nobody messed with me because I kept fast punching them until they fell and then cried all over them.
I also tried to stab the class prankster with a pen - but I was playing with it before and forgot to put the tip back on.
And also trew a girl over a table because she touched my butt without consent.
Consent is serious business.
>>8269629
Isn't Ergo Proxy a watered down combination of two other animes with gothic aesthethic mixed in, one of which is probably Lain?
>>8269639
>Beck was pretty cool 2bh
Beck is amazing
>>8269651
>under developed.
i could give you long paragraphs about the characters but that would be spoilers. You sure you were paying attention?
>>8269647
I won't tell them that I'm trans soon. they are getting divorced this year so I don't wanna bug them with that. I meant they are ok now with having a not planned child.
>>8269651
Unfortunately they've already announced some sort of hearing for him, so I guess they beat us to that :(
What do you mean by political reasons? Are more people being accused of national park vandilization now than usual?
>>8269670
>they are getting divorced this year so I don't wanna bug them with that. I meant they are ok now with having a not planned child.
>forcing someone into the world to prolong a doomed marraige
>>8269670
Fucking hell. I thought life was tough on me. Apparently I have it cushy. Hang in there.
how to deal with knowing you will never be with the love of your life ever again
>>8269664
NGE is THE BEST though
>>8269678
also requesting
>>8269678
You don't
Just run away from the problems and feelings forever
Make up ideas about how you're still together in your mind
hello yes im trading head pats and saying good girl for (You)s! limited time offer!
>>8269683
I guess I'll be alone forever huh
>>8269684
I'm here for the deal
>>8269680
meh it was ok but i dont think its the best. Maybe top 10. The last 2 episodes and conclusion of it pretty much ruined it for me. I know that they remade it and stuff and made it better but.. the orginal anime as it stands could have been better.
Im looking forward to 4.0 when it finally comes out
>>8269688
Being alone is a pretty nice gig
Nobody to nag at you
Nobody can hurt you
You're safe and happy alone
>>8269693
good girl
>when you look at your old bodybuilding page and feel so guilty for destroying your normality and start panicking
i came so close...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4cI37Pshu1E
Thoughts?
>>8269700
thank u
>>8269683
>Make up ideas about how you're still together in your mind
>tfw you know its over and has been for years but still really enjoy daydreaming making up different situations where you two spend time together because it gives you that feeling in your chest
This is probably very unhealthy isn't it.
>>8269696
>Nobody can hurt you
Well, that's not exactly true.
>hasn't heard of home invasions
>>8269701
forgot trip
>>8269688
I was in a fucking horrible relationship for 3 years. Finally out of it. Seriously. I want a cutie BF/GF who wants to help me transition and treat me well but being single for once is so fucking good
>>8269706
very unhealthy
>>8269672
my dad didn't knew my mom was cheating on him five years before I was born. after he found out he gave her another chance but she cheated on him again so now he is like fuck it. he said the only good thing that ever came out of that marriage was me.
>>8269677
I try to look forward but at least I have enough food every day, heating in my room and meds to help me. also I make a youtube show with my dad about cooking which is very nice.
>>8269696
I should
I think you are right
Living alone forever and never experiencing love again is probably the way to go
They were the only person I ever loved and there isn't any chance that we will be back together
>>8269717
I was in what I thought was a good relationship for what I considered a long time but I guess I was not good enough for her
>>8269725
I'm safer with someone else around 2bh
it is mtfg emo hour I see :s well off to do happy stuff
being alone is the best
especially when it's during your formative years
>>8269664
I write this stuff (animoot) professionally and saw it more than once, I assure you I got the most from it possible. It was a train wreck, poorly paced, and pathetically under developed. They tried to be profound sometimes, and it gets lost in translation. A lot of it just doesn't make sense and characters don't act in character. They tried to be unique it fell trite and short too, like honestly what was up with half the shit at the end? RE-L is an interesting dynamic but without enough space in the microverse to be appreciated for the anti government punk she is. She also works for the bad guys which makes sense, a similar trope psychopass played off. Peno was adorable, but again under developed other than to show the human side of robots. She didn't have a powerful revelation arc or a tight niche within the microverse. Vincent Law is a homosexual fuck boy who literally makes no genuine sense whatsoever. I actually couldn't figure out what his point was other than "male lead lol". The bad guys didn't really hold enough sway over events to seem relevant (the typical immortals right?), and the jealous doctor kid didn't have enough air time to be meaningful when it's revealed he's a punk ass bitch. It's been 3 years since I've seen it, but I still remember it pretty clearly. I kept trying to like it better, but unlike ghost in the Shell, it didn't feel cohesive. Psychopass was just as scattered, but a better paracosm.
>>8269671
They're accusing everyone. It's a new policy after that slut from Canada got caught by reddit and the entire states went crazy about the freaky things vandalism meme.
>>8269729
It's what I've been doing for a while and I couldn't be happier.
>>8269749
No one here is more coocoo than I am. I try to avoid being judgemental, but I'm French, so...
>>8269740
sarah, will you proofread my short story and give me your opinion or is that something you don't want to do anymore?
please?
>>8269740
>ike honestly what was up with half the shit at the end
>i literally didnt get it: the post
man i watched that when it first came out when i was like 17 and i still understood it.
>Vincent Law is a homosexual fuck boy who literally makes no genuine sense whatsoever
So you just didnt understand it. i mean i can explain his personality just fine if you want but that would be spoilers to anyone who hasnt seen it. You find out with the end what he had done in the past, the emotional guilt he carried, and why he chose to repress everything and create an entirely different personality. He couldnt handle the emotional weight of what he had done and what he was expected to do . So he deveoloped a dissociative identity disorder.
>>8269757
judge me! :3
>>8269766
Guilty.
>>8269740
I liked ergo proxy and I think you are being to harsh on it. Did you ever finish kandi the peace cyborg of peace? You used to shit post about that and the flying octopus dragon almost every day as spookychan last summer
>>8269773
do I get the guillotine or Corsica?
BTW Dungeons 2 is FREE right now on humble bundle
https://www.humblebundle.com/store/dungeons-2
>>8269778
Exile to /clg/.
Kidding.
>>8269744
yeah it's p great to do filming and editing stuff with my dad and everyone is excited about it. he said it will be our footprint on humanity.
>>8269781
>playing videogames
Ay Gee Pee
>>8269787
No, pci is better for video games
>>8269574
Sailor Moon
>>8269787
My mother plays video games all day. Ok, mostly Candy Crush.
>>8269785
Post it
Also
You're trans ? Do people who watch know that ?
>>8269574
>tfw didn't own a TV as a kid and only started to watch Anime recently
>I'm a hon now
>>8269781
no it's not!
>>8269800
tfw 14 was already too late for me
>>8269574
DAMMIT
>>8269759
:o!!
I'd be honored, but I don't hold variable standards, like I hold everyone to publication standards, so it might be a bit of a slap. I'll be kind, but I won't pretend massive problems don't exist to spare feelings. I love editing. I finally upgraded to writing for money during the winter and...
>>8269776
Hahajahahahaha oh my God I cannot believe someone remembers this. No, this is still in heavy production but she's way more finalized. The other half of her character is a corpse puppet that she controls that holds her hostage (yes that is correctly worded).
I have an artist that did a few of the characters, but these days I'm concerned with the genetic virologist and the slum boy. Ive been watching a ton of virus documentaries, the world science conference on CRISPR (generic DNA splicing), took a class on microbiology (well I showed up and pretended I was a student), and hurricane documentaries and all sorts of urban exploring to get the sets just right just for the next 2 episodes. I need money unfortunately to start getting more art finished and scripts finalized for production someday. The first Manga should be out in non-highschool note book autism form by 2019 at the latest probably June of next year at the pace I'm going.
Also its The Great Spiritual Hummingbird Octopus Dragon. She worships it.
>>8269803
*scratch behind natalie era*
>>8269794
I can send it to you on discord tomorrow. yes I'm trans but I'm usually behind the camera and don't talk alot. they don't know I'm trans but some people said I look girly recently.
>>8269806
You should get permission before you do that
>>8269801
>no it's not!
?
>>8269787
omg! horrible. at least it wasn't /v/
>>8269812
stop playing pc games
>>8269809
Do you already have my discord ?
Marina #6162
>>8269818
.. not from me, lol.
Wow that thing looks as miserable as me.
I really suck at everything I do...
>>8269823
can you ask your ear if it's okay if i can scratch behind it
>nice skin never ever
>>8269826
nevermind
>>8269825
What should it be ?
A bracelet or the beginning of a sleeve or sth ?
>>8269574
K-on
I really want to be a cute girl like Yui
>>8269831
I have no idea. It's my first attempt. I'm just doing it so I don't just sit around and do nothing...
>>8269829
*boops ur skin*
what's some good lotion to buy for my skin mtfg?
>>8269838
skin lotion!
my first singing lesson is on saturday!
>>8269838
semen
>>8269835
I still have a chrochet kit for a spring top around here, but i'm not motivated enough
>Cleaning my room
>Find my Otakon Badge(Madoka Themed)
>Showing my brother
>"Isn't this perfectly me?"
>"Ha ha, yeah"
>"You know I was like saying to mom, are you sure you only have the one daughter? and she was like yeah, it's you"
>"Well, it's great that she's okay with it"
>mfw
>"YOU KNOW?!"
>>8269793
my mom does tooooooo!
>>8269791
lol PCIe
>>8269805
omg YAY this is what I need because all the people I've shown it to are friends and I fear they hugbox me all the time ;-;
you already read an earlier draft but u probably don't remember it.
and, congrats on moving up!
oh, where do I send it to you? do you have skype, discord, gmail
>>8269839
>>8269841
you feelin lucky punk
>>8269817
no I'm gonna add you tomorrow. I already took my sleeping med so good night.
>>8269838
Cum
>>8269822
>xenoblade x
ewww that game was nasty ;_;
i bought it right after launch, played it for 90 hours, then sold it back for 40$
>>8269852
>played it for 90 hours
>didnt like it
>90 hours
wat
>>8269845
I don't follow any of this.
>>8269850
my cummy wummies are few and far inbetween
i need more practical solutions
>>8269845
????
>>8269859
I heard urin should be good
It contains urea and stuff
>>8269856
i tried to like it
but by the end of it all i just couldn't
>>8269856
I hate my life but I'm nearly 20 years on that
>>8269858
>>8269860
My brother already knew I more strongly identified as female.
>>8269838
I've been using this for a few weeks and it's amazing. It's unscented and it absorbs in seconds. No stickiness or greasiness.
Also, cum
do people on here use cum and pee to make their skin nice
>tfw no failed female bf
>>8269874
looks like ethan klein
>>8269873
n-no but can i use yours
>>8269874
that guy weirds me out for some reason
>>8269865
Thats fair enough. I really liked the world exploration and designs. The characters were a little. flat compared to the first one and Tatsu/linly were extremely annoying but overall i still enjoyed it.
Especially the really quite side quest with the 2 alien girls who fall in love even though its forbidden and you get to help them be together or choose to let one of them die. It was really really really cute
>>8269871
thank you, i was planning on getting cerave brand moisturizer for my face too
>>8269874
Is that a ftm?
He looks so uncanny
>>8269840
>>8269834
There you are.
>>8269651
>Where is Cindychan? Have to tell her I just found the 2nd season of k-on!!
>>8269846
I upgraded to discord but idk how really to use it. Your best bet is to contact me there - and to upload to Google docs and set it for "get sharable link" and 'anyone with link can comment'. Or just send me it however.
WatshiwaSarah #2725
>>8269867
Oh, you aren't out to him? That's cool, then. Did he mean that your mom said you were the daughter or he was?
>>8269879
the story overall just, really started to annoy me
esp the second last mission
by the time i fought that final final boss who one hits your skell fuel i didn't care enough to try again
>>8269880
yw
I haven't tried the facial moisturizer but the foaming facial cleanser is also really good.
>>8269891
Season two is really nice
There's a movie too
>>8269846
Wait I botched it. Here this is it.
>>8269894
Well, I am now, but I was. I'm the daughter
i think i will pass twitter
>>8269911
Do you think that eddie thinks her twitter handle is ironic or shes self aware.
>>8269909
Awesome, so to recap:
You weren't out to anyone
Brother knew anyway and was talking about it with Mom
Brother said Mom knew too and was ok with it
Correct?
>>8269916
Both. She's smart.
>>8269891
no discord user found with that name ;-;
>>8269924
You're obsessed. Get help.
>>8269935
and ur a lil sissy hon beta male who is white knighting
r u upset x[)
tfw no agp gf
>>8269940
i mean shes right you do seem obsessed, you post it every day. Idk you care, you are way prettier than eddie.
I made a sale at my new job today c:
Also im cold and my hair is soaked
>>8269949
wtf stop being cute
>>8269949
And cute af
>>8269949
Can you teach me how to make my eyes bigger like that?
>>8269940
A U T I S M
>>8269960
iktf lmao
>>8269949
What job ?
I hope you sold a house or sth :P
>>8269960
angle the camera towards your eyes
it makes your chin smaller and your eyes larger
>>8269940
You're AGP too so you can't talk.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jbgWXRxlSuQ
>>8269918
Wow, I did explain it poorly. I'm sorry
Basically, I was telling him that I was telling my mom "Are you sure you only have one daughter" and she joked yes, that I was said daughter (This was before I came out to her). I told my brother about that story and that's when he said "At least she's cool with it" and I was like "You already knew?!"
>>8269989
So you have a sister then? Why does she not count as a daughter?
>>8269996
She and my mom have never really been close. Honestly, I'm the only one in the family, my father included, who has a really good relationship with my mother.
>>8269950
>>8269957
<3
>>8269960
Take hrt it makes your eyes look larger i heard from someone.
>>8269969
Im scum it was cold calling for a ppi company.
>>8270002
>HSTS thinks he's trutrans
Opinions on going on hrt self medicated but still continuing my life as I do now til I think I'm at least semi-passable/have more confidence?
Am I just avoiding the commitment completely?
is masturbating agp?
>>8270022
its what im doing now and 7 months in i still have no self-confidence
>>8270022
Thats what I do, Id say go for it.
I boymode and people just assume im a teenage boy ;_;
Better than trying to pass and failing before youre ready at least.
>>8270022
>on hrt self medicated
atleast get your hormone levels and bloodwork checked before hand so you know what your levels at and give yourself the right dosage. Check for lumps when your boobs start to grow, get your levels , kidney and liver function tested every 6 months or so.
>>8270027
It's just generally an immoral thing to do. You should have sex with me instead; I'm dressed like a priest right now so it won't eternally stain your soul like a Jew's tattoo.
That wasn't supposed to sound anti-Semitic.
>>8270022
That's the normal way to transition socially. You wait til HRT has done serious work while you boymode it up. You can ease into it, you don't have to do everything at once.
>>8270027
Yes
You filthy agp
>>8270027
if it is then im agp
>>8270029
>>8270032
>>8270041
>>8270045
Thanks. That's really good to hear I'm not being stupid. So it's good? Think it's a good way to do it? I dress pretty fem as it is but it's definitely boymode clothes, just a kind of fem style I suppose. I just don't think I can stand being called out
Have people noticed changes?
>>8270035
UK so NHS won't help unless I girl mode for ages and travel forever to be ridiculed at a GIC
>>8270059
explain this jpg image
>>8270027
Everything on this board is agp ;_;
What did they mean by this?
>>8270069
delete this
>>8270063
You cant just get your family doctor to issue you bloodwork? i mean self medding can be risky if you cant get your levels checked. You should try to find a way to do it.
>>8270035
doctor i've got huge lumps where my boobs are supposed to be
>>8270042
asl???
>>8270059
;~~~;
>>8270066
existing is agp
>>8270041
Phew I'm safe...at least now
cis tits told me she killed a guy back in '89
>>8270086
i was born in 91... pls no bully me nim
>>8270077
I should be able to get bloodwork. Just not prescription drugs. I tried reading the guide and it confused me as to what I'm meant to be doing really but I don't mind paying for a private bloodcheck every 6 months if it means I get to girlmode one day.
>>8270088
why did you do it
>>8270063
>Think it's a good way to do it?
I think it is pretty nice. Keeps a nice feeling of progress and gives you time to ease into it, learn stuff, try stuff out and get comfortable with it all.
Though it is weird too, because everyone around will see you getting more and more girl-like until one day you go out full passing and in a qt dress, and everyone will still know that you was that drug-enhanced femboy not too long ago.
>Have people noticed changes?
Yes.
>>8270083
>asl???
14/furry/nz
>>8270094
Because we must secure the existence of our people and a future for white children.
>>8270101
but the 10 people you killed were all white
>>8270101
>>8270104
why are you bullying me :/
>>8270114
>Or you're one of the people who're on hrt for 3 years and haven't progressed a bit
are you gonna be mean to me if i do that
>>8270096
I think I'd prefer "Hey anon you seem p.girly compared to before what's up?" Then I say I'm on hrt come out that way than. "Hey guys. I know I am a bit of a twink but dont close to pass but call me a girls name now" It'll just feel weird. Thanks for the help. I think I'll do that.
>>8270114
I should progress. I'm pretty girly. Fuck I hope I progress.
>>8270083
Pretty much
>>8270114
But SRS is about the most agp thing you can do
>>8270099
ew
>>8270116
Yes, i'll come over to wherever you are
forcibly put you in a dress and bring you to a public place in it
Except that's your fetish, then i won't
>>8270123
>But SRS is about the most agp thing you can do
but if you can't see her boner, how can you tell if she's agp?
doctor, doctor
give me the news
i've got a
bad case of loving you
>>8270120
Not progress as “just wait till hrt makes you pass“ but also put some work into it, get laser, train your voice, etc
unexpectedly my friend supports my anime yt + my plans to get a serval cosplay + do a kemono friends video while wearing it im pleasantly surprised!!!!
who am i kidding he just wants to see me in a cute cosplay
>>8270123
>ew
Hey, I can't help being from New Zealand.
>>8270138
Oh fuck yeah. Summer starts soon and I move out of parents. Voice training every day for sure. Laser may be a problem as student. I'll try get my face done at least but it's something like £600 for 6 treatments and that's a "deal".
>>8270114
>Or you're one of the people who're on hrt for 3 years and haven't progressed a bit
This scares the heck out of me how is this even possible if you're getting tests and everything :(
>>8270143
oh is this a new boyfriend?
self loathing attak
>>8270143
Is he cute?
>>8270154
no my new boyfriend is quatre from granblue
anyway its the same guy friend i always post about
and the one im going to japan with
>>8270162
i will not be answering this question
>>8270127
what if i cry cry until i die die
>>8270174
Because he's too cute to properly put into words?
>>8270120
>I think I'd prefer "Hey anon you seem p.girly compared to before what's up?"
Army buddy said "Hey, 14, are you taking something? You are looking like your sister."
Dad asked about tits.
Aunt figured out all by herself and asked me how she should call me. And helped a lot with my dad, which was sweet.
Be prepared for old men/hobos to smile weirdly and hit on you in the worst possible ways, though.
>"Hey guys. I know I am a bit of a twink but dont close to pass but call me a girls name now"
It is how I think and how I'm taking it too~
I guess it makes it more meaningful, as well. Like, if instead of you demanding that people gender you correctly while your presentation isn't up to it yet, you build your appearance to be more than up to it until people simply can't feel comfortable calling you male.
>>8270149
It's not like those people are not ready
It's more how they think
They think they magically boymode fail while having 5 o clock shadow, full on manly clothes and deep voice
You have to work with the hrt for good results
I wish I could just disappear sometimes.
>>8270185
>You have to work with the hrt for good results
everyone underestimates this so hard
Aright, which one of you degenerates likes butt squeezes!
>>8270177
I'll bury you in a pink dress
>>8270183
Thanks so much for putting it like this with me. I feel like I should be a girl but I look in the mirror and almost wretch. If I look and sound the part first people should hopefully be more accepting. And DESU I'll be more accepting too.
;D
>>8270193
What's a butt squeeze
>>8270174
Is he a guy that posts on this board?
>>8270193
I think I like all the varieties of what you just said.
>>8270193
Yeah sure,
>>8270206
Those are the gayest slaps I have ever seen, I'm jealous
>>8270194
what if pink isn't my color lasti
>>8270206
Haha is that you squeezing your own butt? I like the two pokes at the end
>>8269574
Me too. Her costume in the 2nd opening was what did it I think. I was 14 then.
>>8270218
yeah it is cuz you put me in it wtf
>>8270208
-w-
Wanna squeeze it yourself anon?
>>8270212
I'm a real crowd pleaser!
>>8270218
Mhmm!
One of my few good features. And I'm not on HRT properly, I have 3 months worth in me, spread out across a year
>>8270180
urrgggghh
>>8270200
no i think he mostly posts on /a/ and /v/
we met playing ffxiv
>>8270206
I am generally quite fond of these, how you say, booty squeezes, especially when they are performed on me by my partners.
>>8270174
>i will not be answering this question
Do you ever think about his happy trail after you've hung out together?
>>8270235
Ohhh, i thought i was someone else squeezing your butt
Now i want someone to squeeze my butt :(
Yep, your butt is ok, i don't like those jeans print leggings though
>>8270206
I thought meant you were gonna squeeze my butt.
>>8270238
Sadface because no partner to take me out in public and squeeze my booty and make me blush up a storm
>>8270256
I have these, the faux leather ones I posted above, and a set of winter legging that are fluffy inside
>>8270257
I mean, if you've got a nice butt, I'd love to, but I'm probably really far away
Post butt for inspection?
>>8270198
Those are some really pretty eggs. And it looks so tasty...
Is it miso soup?
>>8270196
You're welcome~
Just don't give up, even when you have one of those shitty days that makes you think you'll never make it.
Just get a little better every time and soon enough you'll be wearing all the cute stuff you always wanted to and getting maam'd everywhere.
>>8270254
what? what. what????? WHY WOULD YOU ASK ME THAT
>>8270256
Your voice is weird
>>8270265
Thanks. Should start meds in July. Long wait til then but it'll be worth! Also agreed I need ramen in my life.
I keep waking up with no energy. Then as the day goes on I'm even more tired. Then I'm a zombie after like 6pm. I can't figure out why. I can barely keep my eyes open.
>>8270263
Dammit, I refreshed the thing. My bf likes to get me worked up in public quite a bit, although I squeeze his booty too, so I guess it evens out. My gf is a little more normal in public, but she'll still Dom the fuck outta me if I act up, which still gets me hot.
>>8270277
I know
That's why i need voice training
Bit i've also been sick the whole week
I hate that my boobs are on fire
>>8270157
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VJBBUqr1wM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSCzDykng4g
I just can't seam to properly wake up today. I took another nap, and am still tired.
>>8270287
You terrible person
I can't watch silouttes without crying
im gonna work out my butt so it's squeezable alright?
>>8270299
have fun
>>8270287
;-;
>>8270293
Me neither
sriracha is like, perfect on scrambled eggs
>>8270235
Squeezing is the least lewd thing I'd do to a booty like that~
>>8270286
Please allow me to extinguish them
>>8270263
So I know cardio and squats for nice legs and ass. And no weights so no manly arms. But what about situps and stuff for abs. Is good idea?
>>8270318
But that's gay
>>8270315
Sheen, stop using the telepathic breakfast analyser on me...
How did you know that's exactly what I had today...
>>8270325
And?
>>8270284
-w- this seems like a good feel
>>8270317
w-w-what do you mean anon??? what are you thinking?
>>8270321
:p
I'd squeeze it if it was 3d
>>8270273
I'm a trained journalist, I know how to make people open up.
>>8270323
shit there's a book on getting a nice ass and hips but i forgot the name..
Trying to get through a few more pages here:
http://www.drmyhill.co.uk/wiki/Category:Fatigue
I now just get so tired reading anything.
>>8270330
t-thats what I just had
>>8270323
strong curves! it's called strong curves!
>>8270340
If you remember that would be great. I kinda meant should I try and get toned abs and stuff?
>>8270330
Because that's what everyone has for breakfast
>>8270345
Now I want eggs again
>>8270355
Well the siracha part specifically lol
>>8270331
Girls aren't suppose to do that to each other
>>8270350
Thankyou!
>>8270360
I recently bought sriracha mayonaise
But it's not very mayo-like unfortunately
>>8270336
Y-you know, massage it around~ use other body parts to slap it~
Unmitigated makeup disasters continuing. Idk how I fuck this up so bad when other people make it look so easy.
>>8270374
Did you even try?
>>8270363
Then why is it so fun?
;~;
>Daily reminder than avocado is the most importan and critical ingredient on any salad.
tfw perma low estrogen levels and hon genes
>>8270374
Eyebrows ?
>>8270374
do
your
fucking
brows
jesussss
>>8270377
What about my boobs Elanna?
>>8270382
Shut up prox, you don't look manly at all
>>8270374
E Y E B R O W S
do not talk about eyebrows pls
it's muh trigger
>>8270381
Avocados are the best thing ever.
>>8270374
seriously do your eyebrows girl
>>8270377
Cause you're a lewd person
>>8270381
>on any salad
do burritos count as salads?
>>8270392
I trim mine at home with clippers, and they look great (as long as I don't slip). It's not hard.
>>8270391
what isn't tho
>>8270372
That's very lewd anon!
>>8270403
hmmmmmmm
good question
>>8270402
Idk how to make them look good though.
http://www.drmyhill.co.uk/wiki/Nutritional_Supplements_-_what_everybody_should_be_taking_all_the_time_even_if_nothing_is_wrong
I suppose I could find them in bulk bags.
>>8270388
I'll do yours if you do mine
>>8270392
Just pluck them into a form
Brush them upwards and cut everything above the desired form with scissors
Then brush them downwards and the same
>>8270374
Hairstyle and pic cutoff is probably making your forehead look a lot larger than it probably is.
>>8270418
increase your dose?
i was at 98 and went up
>>8270410
you want a soft arch.
>>8270415
I always forget to brush downwards
>>8270413
Deal.
>>8270415
>into form
>above the desired
I have no idea what looks good, I'd probably take so much off that my only option is to shave the rest of them.
>>8270368
Wew
>>8270418
that's a bit low. Doubling it would be great.
>>8270394
Ikr, next thread deserves to be Guacamole Edition
Remember than avocado's fat always goes to the right places, don't forget to eat at least one per day.
>>8270402
>do burritos count as salads?
Only if they are real mexican burritos.
>>8270430
This is relevant to my interests
>>8270398
I am a bastion of purity stop this slander
>>8270273
Ay beautiful how as your day?
>>8270425
I normally do mine
Then do nothing
Let them grow out a lot
Think, hmm, maybe i should get them done professionally
Let them grow more
Ok, i'll do it myself
Repeat
>>8270451
Fuck of chaser
>>8270433
>identify face shape
>google best brow shape for it
>try to find a fashion style you like
>balance the ideal cookie cutter format with your desired aesthethic
>if nothing peculiar you like or want, do cookie cutter
>>8270450
>but I'm pure
Elanna, you wish you were pure
>>8270433
Go to youtube
Also every brow already has a basic form, you have to find out which
>>8270440
is chipotle with lettuce and shit a real mexican burrito?
>>8270455
for me, it's more like
>hmm, these are getting out of hand and making it harder to pass, and I have no money
>guess I've gotta do it myself
then either
>hey this looks good
or
>fuck, let's just cover it up with some hair
>>8270463
Why don't you go to the pass threads and insult the people there.
>>8270404
I'm a lewd kind a guy :3
>>8270469
I will do that, I have been busy this week havent gotten around to it yet. Are you ok anon? Do we need to talk? You can let it out. I have another 45mins before dinner time.
>>8270460
But girl+girl is always pure
>>8270474
Elanna I almost forgot...
Quack.
>>8270467
Fortunately I don't have that passing problem
For me it's more do i want to look cleaner or wilder
It's a style choice depending on my mood
Also i can still change everything a bit when i fill them in
>>8270474
I've never had sex
It's fucked me up
ok, i've jusy discovered that i will eventually have to include image & sound libraries into this project.
w/e.
the engine comes 1st, then i can work on the assets
>>8270474
All girls are pure
Therefore two girls = 2 pure.
But that's so much pure that it wraps around to being lewd.
But it's still pure since it's just girls.
So girl + girl = pure + lewd simultaneously.
>>8270474
Physically, perhaps, but definitely not emotionally. Lots of bitchy.
So no one else has fatigue problems? I'm thinking maybe it's my Spiro? Idk I'm legit so tired. Anyone else?
i ha
te myself
>>8270493
what are you doing?
>>8270474
That's what they want you to think
>>8270474
i just want to say I'm sorry about yesterday. I should have never written what I wrote. I truly and honestly apologize.
>>8270495
Too beta for girls.
Too ugly and masc for boys
>>8270502
you're cute, cheer up babe
>>8270513
Just be urself
>>8270495
Refs will never not ruin everything.
>>8270521
not particularly cute
there's a lot more to hate than just appearence
>>8270484
tsk.
it hides my brow a bit by lighting the eyebrows - it looks less masculine overall, but still not great :(
need to use my hair
>>8270496
What if they're a good match and there's good communication though
>>8270507
Well idk I'm only speculating here
>>8270494
Damn that's some wild shit
>>8270513
Become alpha or become femme
>>8270525
Yeah
Nashville is going to crush the ducks in the next round though, they probably were going to crush the oilers too
>>8270509
It's fine, it honestly did not bother me
>>8270538
>tfw couldn't be alpha even though I had the body
I spent my entire teenage years desperately trying to find how to be alpha
>>8270550
imagine how your life would be right now if you spent it desperately trying to find how to be girlier
>>8270497
I missed your post. I have a bad fatigue problem. It is ME/CFS. It isn't caused by HRT. I tried going off Spiro for awhile and used medroxyprogesterone-acetate as my AA, but no change. It may be different for you.
>>8270495
How to have sex if genital dysphoria and can't afford srs and no body for it either?
>>8270555
I viewed myself as ugly from a young age tho
All it would take would be one kid to say something and I would have stopped forever anyway
>>8270564
seek sunlight
dont be a pinhead
>>8270564
anal
can transness be caused by a lack of female interaction and failure to aquiring and the brain cannibalising itself to get that female
>>8270564
Lie on your back with your head off the bed and say aahhh.
>>8270584
Don't like it :s
>tfw you're a disgusting honbeast and people look away as their faces fill with pity and confusion
>>8270282
See a doctor over that. Fatigue that gets worse over the day can be a few things. All need tests to differentiate between them.
>>8270593
same
>>8270587
Im a failed male
>>8270592
then you're not trutrans
>>8270608
switching to patches or injections might work better for your body
>>8270603
I know I'm not worthy of this place but I wanted to try
>>8270593
No, you're not ;_;
*hug*
>>8270613
it was a joke geez. some people get really bad genital dysphoria, some get their dysphoria worse in other places. Some people like anal, some people do not. The only thing that matters when it comes to being trans is if your dysphoria was so bad that it made you transition to be happy. Thats all there is to it
>>8270505
writing a gemu w/ opengl
>>8270633
w-what?
i hate mysel f
>>8270635
a game.
opengl is a graphics library
i hate my elf
>>8270594
Lyme, cancer, depression...
Spironolactone is the likely candidate.
>>8270641
oh, I'd be too much of a dummy to understand something like that
i just took this picture of my neck.
this is supposed to be a snapshot of my adam's apple
>>8270643
get a dragon instead
eva is smart!
>>8270652
dw, it's ok :3
>>8270656
there's some but it's not that bad
>>8270656
smaller than mine!
>>8270667
really? :o
>tfw family just seems to think you're gay
>>8270661
no I'm not... ><
>>8270646
Try switching to a different AA like I did. Mine was the Depo Provera birth control shot given monthly instead of every 3 months. 150mg medroxyprogesterone-acetate in a 1ml shot. If your insurance will cover them, GnRH antagonists would be better. It's just most insurance doesn't cover them fully, and they cost a lot. Depo Provera shots are about $50 for the generics at a a place like Costco.
BTW, most anti testicular cancer drug are good AAs. The trick is finding dosing for just getting the minimal AA effect we want versus total suppression. Many have fatigue as a possible symptom.
>tfw you will never breed
>tfw cypro has probably killed whatever chance you had of making a repression family if you ever figured out how to imitate a alpha male sex drive
>tfw useless in both genders now
>tfw didnt transition at 8
https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/6ajw1h/how_can_i_best_support_an_8_yo_ftm_student/
>>8270624
I started too late and I can't seem to be able to be happy
>>8270692
i started at 23. if anyone started late its me
>>8270689
you're young enough to benefit from science babies, you will just need a surrogate
>>8270689
you can be bred like a mare!
>>8270698
>23
I started later than you
>>8270691
>tfw didn't transition in the womb
>>8270703
>tfw your dad's x chromosome sperms didn't fight together to kill all the y chromosome sperms
:(
so if this exam goes fuck-up in a few weeks time I'm definitely gonna kill myself, as I've said numerous times before
at least it's not over gender dysphoria anymore I guess, HRT has indeed reduced it to the point it's secondary to the existential misery, humiliation, frustration and disappointment my disability issues have caused me throughout my life
and you lot know how much gender dysphoria fucks me up, so that's saying something
if I pussy out on the jugular thing I'll have to see if any of my junkie friends can give me decent connects for opiates and then buy from multiple sources to get enough to OD so hard I go unconscious almost instantly
>>8270698
How do you deal with having an unmistakably male body?
>>8270706
1. Pls dont kill yourself
2. If you are going to please dont constantly tell us about it, thats pretty fucking depressing
>>8270712
Just like how you do
>>8270712
well i guess i was lucky, having shitty medical problems as a teenager stunted a lot of my male growth. Really the only things i have that dont pass are my feet, my rib cage, kind of my hands, and my dick. no matter how much estrogen and spiro i take it never looks any more feminine.
I just wanted a feminine penis :(
>>8270698
>started @ 23
o, hey, me too.
how long on hrt?
>>8270689
just give cypro a few more months and erections will become physically painful
>>8270725
2 + years stopped counting after i stopped getting gendered male
>>8270722
but surely the softness of the skin has changed
thats the main thing I notice with mine
>>8270726
I don't get erections
>>8270722
>feminine penis
>tfw 2.5 inches soft
>tfw I'm bragging about how small my penis is.
This world is weird.
>>8270731
o, that's great?
congrats on failed boymode! :D
11 months here
>>8270722
How big is your rib cage?
>>8270732
yeah i guess you are right. i just wish it wasnt so thick :/ i want a feminine penis god dammit
>>8270735
you can't even if you try to?
>>8270753
you have a 7.5 inch dong?
>>8270722
Yeah no such luck for me. Nothing about my body is even remotely passable and I can't cope with it
>>8270756
twas 8 before hrt but yeah :/
>>8270763
8 inch soft?!
>>8270768
no no no hard. im like 5 inches soft sorry
>>8270746
I force myself once a month to prevent pain from atrophy, but really is prefer if it just disappeared and wasn't there anymore
RISING STORM 2 VIETNAM IS OUT <3
CANT WAIT TO KILL ME SOME GOOKS
Lol kill me
mine is & always has been 2-2.5" soft,
4-5" erect
>>8270753
Mine is 32"
;-;
>>8270788
That's a big penis.
>>8270778
ye I definitely understand that
>>8270791
too big for a horse, even
>>8270796
how do you know about horse penis alines
>>8270798
>C-can I touch it?
AGP
>>8270799
i don't, but i do know that 32" is almost 6'
>>8270791
I meant my rib cage
i slept all day today z.z
>>8270798
i was jk btw im just in a relationship right now and she said no.
Also i have problems tucking it and i have to wear boyshort panties because it falls out of bikini cut
>>8270804
wait, no not 6', 3'.
so sorry
>>8270810
so that peen is nearly a meter
>>8270837
>Aah... just make the way around
it hurts to tuck sometimes, idk maybe i do tuck and just dont think about
>>8270777
That's still huge, jesus.
>>8270817
let's look @ it another way.
the average adult penis is about 6".
if every 6" were to represent 1", anon's 32" penis would be a a little more than 10.5".
& 10.5 regular inches is still too big, lol XD
>>8270845
the only reason it doesnt make me suicidal anymore is because hrt made me like girls and girls seem to like it. If i was still straight i would probably get srs pronto.
hey whats up mtfg peoples. im wet rn.
>>8270853
If you want SRS you should still get it, you can get an 8 inch strapon instead if you need to.
>>8270864
that better be precum & not grill juices
>>8270870
actually its because its raining and i went outside for a bit
>>8270872
ok, that's definitely better
kemono friends is actually the greatest?????????????
>>8270872
That is so lewd.
i really freaking want srs now if my gt is gonna be like this forever. kinda lewd warning. it's become so permanently sensitive that using it at all even during masturbating causes the skin to tear ana bleed. ugh. I hate this
Normal people spend their time on PCPartPicker right?
>>8270883
you love fucking girls tho
>>8270893
haha neeeeerd
>>8270899
nope because this has been happening for a while and there aren't bumps. tmi but it swells up for hours and bleeds where the tears are and I'm just sick of it happening. i dont have a doctor or health insurance
>>8270893
nornies just buy macbooks
>>8270739
>>8270798
mine self tucks. It just turtles and retracts in. my balls no longer are heavy enough to hang down in the ball sack.
>>8270853
I was never suicidal over mine, but many times I really really really wanted to have a pussy to be fucked.
>>8270886
I think I could use a strapon or feeldoe those few times when I want to fuck somebody. We'll see as I get further on in transition.
>>8270890
sounds like a loss of skin elasticity. Talk to a doc on that one.
>when ur coworker slaps ur butt
uwu
how r u??
>>8270890
oww :(
>>8270893
I've been known to daydream over parts on newegg before >.>
I also do this with cars, clothes, real estate and furniture too though.
>>8270904
>apple products
>>8270909
>i keep seeing ppl recommend this show
it's good and pure
>>8270910
that sounds like one of those shitty but affirming moments where someone does some stupid shit to you because they see you as a woman but you kinda like it because it means they are actually seeing you as a woman
im doing okay i guess hope you are doing well beep.
>>8270922
>i only ever go to the hospital if it's an extreme emergency because it costs too much
so i should just stay in canada then
>>8270925
if you can afford health insurance its not so bad
>>8270906
>>8270911
>>8270937
through my company that employs me its like 100$ a month ans they auto deduct it from my paycheck
>>8270922
This sounds like an emergency to me honestly, if you let that go who knows how bad it could get, or what other bad things could be causing it.
>>8270928
Macs used to be a good option this one is like 5 years old
>>8270910
Sexual harassment isn't fun
>>8270942
it just heals up and functions normal. i just can't do anything with it or the same thing will happen again. so srs is looking like the best option
>>8270927
How much does it cost without insurance? I'm currently seeing doctors and I got no insurance, granted that I'm in Australia not in the USA
>>8270959
I got the exact same thing with gt, you're not alone
>>8270967
>tfw ywn experience this
>>8270967
>maybe if ur underage but when ur an adult its FUN!
its really not unless you are starved for attention
>>8270970
Roughly the same price as here then. It's eating into my savings but I'm hoping to get a script before I run out
>>8270971
How is it not fun to have reassurance and people thinking you as an attractive female? First world problems much?
>>8270911
>Sweet I'm on a macbook right now
you are such a normie
>>8270981
don't all your coworkers call you a dude and a tranny and stuff
>>8270967
>sexual harassment is fun
Hmmmm yes, I see the autism bug is starting to affect your brain.
>>8270981
It's sadly not a matter of faith. Not everyone gets a god tier gene roll and an early start.
>>8270975
how many visits have you had? did you get hey still not give you a script?
>>8270979
>Shit baby trannies say
>>8270979
Because being assaulted and abused isn't the kind of reassurance most people are looking for
>>8270982
I even went to the mall earlier omg
>>8270992
Second visit on a specialist soon, he needs a statement from a psychiatrist first
>>8270994
It's not assault or abuse if you are actively flirtatious with people and welcoming of the playful engagements.
>>8270971
>unless you are starved for attention
where do you think you are?
>>8271000
Not all victims of sexual harassment are sluts
>>8270985
i didnt use my trip for a while and I would just use korra pictures that you probably didn't notice x3
>>8270997
REEEEEEE NORMIE GET OUT
>>8270998
that's ridiculous
>>8270982
Does that mean im a normie?
>>8271009
then why do they dress like that if they don't want it?
>>8271014
In a t shirt and jeans?
>>8271010
Better than spending 9 months of regular visits being gatekept in Finland only to be denied even the bloodtests to make sure I'm not killing myself with selfmedding.
>>8271024
being a tranny sure is hard
>>8271015
That's basically the expression imma have when I kms
>>8271014
You know that not everyone who gets harassed is dressed like a slut. I mean iv been followed by guys and catcalled just for wearing somewhat short shorts and a t shirt in the summer.
im trying
im fighting
its not working
where are you
why arent you here
>>8271012
I dont know you well enough to ascertain if that is the case, but I can assure you that elanna is a normie
she has a vagina and was a bridesmaid and everything
>>8270910
do people really do this?
>>8271007
I have two partners, senpai. I'm not starved for anything. I'm just a naturally flirtatious person. Also, stop describing everything as "autism". The joke is only funny when you actually know what autism does to people, and even then it's still overused.
>>8271009
Not all people who engage and reciprocate with flirtatious behaviour are sluts either. Again, don't take everything so seriously. Also, being a slut isn't bad either. I like being one, myself.
>>8271010
I had my suspicions that it was still you, but I didn't wanna jump the gun. Too nervous, lol. Anyway, I'm glad I know you're here for sure now.
>>8271015
You didn't say that at first you goddamn retard
>>8271007
I'd gladly get raped at this point if anyone would have me, it would be a huge boost to self esteem
>>8271034
tfw my sister is going to get married soon and i know shes going to ask my little sister to be her bridesmaid and not me. Fuck her, shes not invited to mine when i get married
>>8271034
>she has a vagina and was a bridesmaid and everything
why do we let her post here again?
>>8270982
im nim and im here to say..
my crotch hurts desu
>>8271055
*punches your crotch*
>>8271055
>my crotch hurts desu
What were you doing to hurt your crotch nim? sounds pretty lewd
>>8271055
im sorry to hear that let me succ it better
>>8270922
You could look around for meds that would help improve skin elasticity.
>>8271064
I'm so busy or I'd come out and take you places
i just left a message @ the animal shelter that i'm looking to volunteer.
so exciting.
i get to help the kitties ^ω^
>>8271039
yep. besides this latest issue im making it if only just barely
>>8271067
ill see what the university clinic says. it adjusts its rates depending on income it shouldn't be so bad for me since I only make 4.00$ an hour
ill call tomorrow and make an appointment
>>8271064
Isn't my fault you leave details out moron
>>8271081
isn't the hip pain coming back good though?
>>8271081
your hips and vagina must be growing in
>>8271075
i hate to ask this but, dont most animal shlelters euthanize the pets they cant find homes? Maybe im wrong but i swear iv heard that before.
>>8271081
>i was just walkin around
>my hips started hurtin too :(
you were thrusting your hips forward when you were walking? or were you practicing your girl walk
>>8271067
also to ass in the jews took my foreskin so idk if that's a factor or not
>>8271092
No kill shelters exist
>>8271102
but are quite rare. It's a matter of costs.
>>8271102
well then i hope she is applying at a no kill shelter
>>8271092
o, no.
i guess i'll have to ask if they're a no-kill shelter.
regardless, i still eant to want to help the kitties.
poor things (|︶︿︶|)
>>8271096
I'm jealous
>>8271103
omg i just remembered im gonna be 21 by the time you get here
beep lets go drinking around the world at epcot!
>>8271116
i also have a bad posture so it could be that too, im not sure
i hope its the hip stuff :(
>>8271117
that sounds awesome desu :) <3
kinda sucks having to be totally celibate for a while ngl :s
>>8271123
you get a drink at each country at the world pavilion and by the time you're done you're probably wasted lol
>>8271124
>to be totally celibate for a while ngl :s
By the time i move back down to my girlfreind its going to be over a year since iv had sex. Dont talk to me about celibacy.
>>8271121
good luck! I hope it is too
>>8271121
your hips are going to be even wider than your shoulders!
you are going to hate that!
it has been almost 21 year since ive had sex
>>8271131
don't do this to me anon my family has baby-making hips
>>8271129
well i my not making it a competition that sucks to hear :( im just saying it's unfortunate I can even touch myself or have some severe pain at this point now
>>8271134
does your vagina have cobwebs in it?
>>8271139
wtf that's personal
>>8271136
why would you be concerned about baby making hips?
its not like you will be kissing boys or anything
r-right?
Oh!
>The conversion of cholesterol to pregnenolone takes place in the mitochondria and so one can easily see how poor mitochondrial function could result in poor output of pregnenolone and, therefore, adrenal hormones.
Another piece of the puzzle...
important announcement!!!!!!
laser hurt
>>8271147
More than electro?
>>8271144
nim is a homo girl she only dreama about kissing Eva and doing lewd stuff like holding hands with her
>>8271144
because then people will know and start looking at me
>>8271147
not as bad as electrolysis
>>8271150
they already know nimrod
>>8271130
i hope so too ;-;
>>8271157
no they don't! my hair is a mop and it covers my face!
I really don't know how I can cope living the rest of my life as a failed tranny that can't get gendered right next to all of you young passers. What am I supposed to do?
>>8271147
>Get numbing cream applied beforehand
>Still hurts like heck
This machine is evil, yet good you know?
>>8271148
Electro didn't hurt nearly as much as laser for me. Electro lasts longer but is a somewhat softer pain, and laser is short but huge bursts of pain especially on the upper lip / mustache area
>>8271134
so what's going on peeps? anything awesome happened when I was away?
i always want to quit here, but desu I miss this place. maybe I truly am dumb, lol.
anyhow. I <3 u all
>tfw you're away from mtfg all day
>>8271148
id i've never had electro
my gay roommate has a 300$ laser thing one of his sugar daddies bought him and let me use it
>>8271158
why
>>8271168
you blush too much when thinking about boys
>>8271164
Was it chemical or heat electro you tried? I can't imagine what could possibly hurt more than thermal electro on lower lip
Wooooo my internet's back.
>>8271165
Stop posting here, no one likes you and this place is much better when you are gone.
>>8271171
i always blush anyway!
i flush easily!
>>8271164
the one i used was this little tiny thing
it hurt the most on the sides of my face desu
>>8271159
hopefully we can both get some hip growth, I'm not sure if I even get real hip pain...
>>8271168
Nim dont let them bully you, worst case scenario hormones make you bi but that doesnt mean you wont still like girls too!
>>8271165
>once again replies to someone without trying to
>"maybe I truly am dumb, lol"
you truly are buddy
>>8271183
you already have nice hips anyway!
>>8271176
yes I'm sure thats it
>>8271185
i dont wanna be bi..
>>8271175
thanks for your (you) drakey
ok, i filled out the online application to volunteer as a cat handler for spca of northern nevada
>>8271124
Havn't had sex in like 5 months
Ree etc.
>>8271175
I think you meant this for me
>>8271174
wow grats
>>8271187
sometimes I feel bad about them and a lil growth might fix that...
>>8271186
oops :3
i have the legacy captcha option turned on and I really hate solving puzzles for google, but I forget to erase the link.
i bought a bunch of ensure pluses and im gonna drink two a day
no more skeltal
also i got some lavender lotion so im gonna smell nice too~
>>8271197
well I mean if you dont get a reaction from this then yeah you are possible dyke rn
>>8271200
i need growth for them to offset my shoulders :(
at least a lil and a little shoulder reduction
>>8271198
It was gone for almost six hours. It was awful.
>>8271210
how was life in the pre modern era
>>8271206
can you stop harassing her all the time, it's creepy
>>8271172
Thats a good question actually... I haven't gone for a while and I'm completely forgetting which type, honestly forgot there was more than one! I'm taking time off electro to let the redness subside since I'll probably be seeing a friend from out of state next week, but I will certainly ask later.
>>8271192
be sure to get kevlar gloves that go to your elbows. some kitties have been abused so bad, even well meaning human contact makes them lash out
>>8271197
okay good
im not
>>8271213
I had to use a clunky old phone to text my girlfriend. Otherwise I just played Stellaris.
>>8271209
your hips will grow with how much pain they give you! don't worry
>>8271225
seems a lil late for that ;-;
but i can hope
>>8271219
poor babies ;~;
>>8271202
hey nim. I was really thinking. maybe you should go on a starvation diet for a week or 2.
the body fights against starvation and that kicks insulin into hyperdrive so when you resume eating normally you'll not just gain the weight you lose but probably double or triple it.
>>8271214
your creepy
>>8271232
this is terrible advice
>>8271231
I know. ;~; animal abuse and neglect makes me really sad.
>>8271232
>I was really thinking. maybe you should go on a starvation diet for a week or 2.
Never fucking post again please. What the fuck are you thinking trying to get girls to starve themselves?
>>8271232
that's sounds fucking stupid, are you trying to get them in a hospital?
>>8271232
you're really not the sharpest crayon in the box huh
>>8271223
can I text her too
>>8271237
why?
>>8271229
I'm kinda worried my hips won't do anything either, I think the pain means they are doing stuff for you as far as I know though....
>tfw new hair starts growing on head
>>8271232
NIM IS ALREADY ANOREXIC WHY WOULD YOU TELL HER TO STARVE HERSELF
>>8271232
Literally the worst poster of all time. Ever. Period
Do you have her number?
>>8271246
just fuck off, don't post awful shit like that here telling already partially anorexic people to starve themselves, what the fuck is wrong with you?
>>8271247
i have "some" hips, maybe slightly bigger than a guys but definitely not girl-tier
fat distribution helps too! and we can gain muscle on our thighs too
>>8271232
>maybe you should go on a starvation diet for a week or 2.
kill yourself, sass
>>8271255
its on the gracewiki
>>8271240
>>8271241
>>8271242
did you read the post or are you reacting out guturally?
there's a reason people fail at diets and it's not because of a lack of discipline and willpower.
the body fight backs against calorie deficit in a strong way, altering your metabolism and making insulin available for weight gain.
this is the reason that when fatties go on diets, they always regain the weight. besides it's science.
Someone make a new thread i fixed a led picture from earlier!
>>8271267
shes pretty skinny
>>8271255
2 8 1 3 3 oh 8 0 0 fo'
>>8271268
are you really gonna try to defend that
>>8271268
http://www.strawpoll.me/12946645
http://www.strawpoll.me/12946645
http://www.strawpoll.me/12946645
>>8271265
lmao. ok bby. tell us how to gain weight then?
im not THAT skinny..
Hey guys, I think we found a new dumbest hon
>>8271268
actually, your metabolism slows down when you starve yourself, not when you reduce portion sizes and caloric intake.
>>8271259
yeah, maybe some certain exercises and stuff might help, I think I'm going to be able to walk again this weekend if I feel a bit better
>>8271285
>your metabolism slows down when you starve yourself
and a slow metabolism means you put on weight faster when you start eating more
l m f a o
>>8271276
read up bitch.
http://nymag.com/thecut/2016/05/biggest-loser-study-why-do-people-gain-the-weight-back.html
http://nymag.com/thecut/2016/05/weight-loss-metabolism-slows-down-hunger-increases.html
read and learn and draw your own conclusions