/mtfg/ - male to female general

nim thread

>>8145983
agp edition

>>8145989
Please this is obviously all faye this time

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Someone take me home.

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I want to keep a Charlotte kitty around the store

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>>8145989
>every thread has to be nim's

>>8145983
Good thing I'm a bad girl. Obeying is lame and tiresome.

>>8145994
no you have to stay outside for what you did

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>>8145995
I'm the best store-cat.

Am I agp if I don't like sissy hypno?

>>8146002
how

>>8146002
you can still have a rewarding life while never ever passing

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>>8146005
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDlrCGTSr6Y

>>8146009
that was originally going to say "please kill me" but I'm a bumbling fuckup who can't even write three words in a row properly

i'm unpleasable, i was born frowning and i will die frowning

>>8146015
oh

how's london

i am the assistant to the PA of the sub co-vice president of the nim fanclub

this is an official nim thread

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>>8146004
what did i do wrong?

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>>8146011
is nekopara any good?

>>8146008
you're a bad girl

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>>8145994
i didn't realize the girl scouts were in russia

>>8146021
wouldn't get in your pocket on time

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Bad post OP
>>8146015
Hugg

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>>8146024
It's super cute and heartwarming, nyaa!

>when two girls are having a discussion about period tracking apps in front of you

I....

No one sees me as a guy any more do they

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>>8145995

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>>8146028
It does actually.
Чecтным cлoвoм oбeщaю cдeлaть вce oт мeня зaвиcящee, чтoбы выпoлнить cвoй Дoлг пepeд cтpaнoй и cтpeмитьcя к дyхoвнoмy, пoмoгaть тeм, ктo нyждaeтcя в мoeй пoмoщи, и жить пo зaкoнaм дeвoчeк-cкayтoв.

Bringing back memories to me.

>>8146011

There is not enough kissing in the world, Grace.

>>8146018
the weather's been getting nicer which means i don't risk hypothermia every time i go out at night

i've been trying to get a lot of academic stuff finished ahead of schedule since sertii's coming over and i don't want to be stressed out about deadlines because it turns me into a huge jerk and you know, don't want to leave my buddy with a bad impression of me

>>8145995
agp

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>>8146042
Hey Riley.
>>8146047
I'll go kiss my gf then.

i want to put Charlotte on the trash bucket

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>>8146027
Tell me more..

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>>8146038
[stare.]
I might get it when $$ falls in my lap.

>>8146049
im gonna be there in late may

>>8146053

You got another gf? What's she like?

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which trip is this

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>>8146008
I dunno, if you are so am I.
>>8146053
Just come up hereeeeeee.
>>8146060
Hi.

>>8146057
how late? you may catch me in the middle of exams, albeit I only have two on separate days (they look terrifying though)

if you wanna hang out i'm down with it, albeit keep in mind i'm very much a bit of a weirdo

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>>8146053
How are you?

>>8146055
i was just riffing off the op really, thats kinda all i got
yup

>>8146065

Have you been treating Grace well?

>>8146045
>On an individual basis, I want to do everything from the people who are dependent on me, in order to fulfill my duty ahead of the country and to get to the dykhovny, to help the people who need me in my help, and to live on the orders of girls-cocks.

makes sense desu

wistful chara is sad and cute

>>8146066
im awkward af if anyone would be the weirdo it's me

idk id have like one day i think, either the 1st of june or the 6th

so i guess june

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>>8146075
On my word of honor I promise to do all that depends on me, to fulfill my debt to my country, to strive for spiritual perfection, to help those who need my help, and to live by the Girl Scout laws.

>>8146039

Don't see how that's related. Girls didn't avoid mentioning periods in front of me back when I was trying to present as a guy.

>>8146074
I think so! Getting her to purr is a good sign, right?

goodnight

>>8146076
Cool. By then I should be off the exams hell (my exams are on May 24 and 26).

And ehhh I'm awkward as hell too, it'll be okay, I think.

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>>8146056
Merry Kwanzaa
>>8146060
Same one I've had for weeks. Pretty based desu.
>>8146065
ON MY WAY
>>8146067
pretty okay
Debating what I should do rn
Might go hop in the shower and shave up
Hbu
>>8146074
Overly.
>>8146083
[Purring intensifies]

>>8146088
goodnight eva <33

>>8146093
goodnight!!!!

>>8146089
idk, people seem to get uncomfortable around me just by me showing up

it's just how i look i guess

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>>8146090
That's good. I'm fine, a little lonely blah blah, listening to music probably going to hop into bed in the near future.

NBA players are sexy af

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>>8146080
I still remember some of the "law"s, but not many.

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>>8146090

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>>8146099
sorry you're lonely buddy
whatcha listening to

>>8146080
google says you're doing it on girls-cocks tho

how do I make romantic feelings for guys go away? or at least stay out of my dreams

its too much

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>>8146112
I'm not attracted too trannies.

>>8146097
they're intimidated by how hot you are

>>8146083
>>8146090

Glad to hear everything is well. I haven't been here for a while, though I do like to check on you all every so often to make sure you're doing alright.

>>8146114
decreasing estrogen helps with lusty feelings

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>>8146120
That's very sweet of you anon <3
>>8146106
<3<3

>>8146114
Are you talking about a certain guy, or all guys in general?

>>8146119
is that why kids look at me like they're scared and moms pull their kids closer to them like im gonna hurt them or something

I have pneumonia
this is your fault

>>8146039
obviously not...
relax and go with the flow.

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>>8146114
I want to know this but for girls...

>>8146133
I am sorry I got you sick :(

>>8146136
think about how much prettier they are and how they have periods and you dont and the dysphoria that would give you
kills your ladyboner ded

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>>8146107
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1YkHJJi-tc
I've had this song on repeat for about two days desu.
No need to be sorry, it's not your fault.

>>8146136
just gotta get it out of your system fampai

I've come to the realization that HRT is going to gradually change my appearance to look more feminine, but I have absolutely no idea what that's actually going to entail or what I'll look like. What should I be looking for to see myself starting to change?

>>8146139
no not u spicy it was them *points*

>act too feminine to be a man
>look too masculine to be a woman
anyone know this feel?

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>>8146120
Thanks for being caring, anon.
>>8146128
<3
>>8146136
Just e m b r a c e it.

>>8146153
I'm not sure if I act feminine

>>8146149
It might not do anything to your face. Don't get your hopes up

>>8146153
Yes
it's really really hard to act unemotional anymore

>>8146151
Oh OK :)

>>8146149
More fat

>>8146129
all

>>8146126
its not even lust just an overwhelming desire to hug and cuddle

>>8146151
sorry

>>8146160
>tfw hrt did stuff to your face but not your body

>>8146149
The first sign is when your skin clears up and becomes super smooth and soft
You will look younger
Your musculature will shrink and fat will change places
Your jaw will look like it shrunk a size or two

>>8146149
smooth skin I noticed first
then paler
then like younger? idk its where I'm at now
def cuter if I may say so myself

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>>8146166
Its almost like you think a desire to hug and cuddle is a bad thing

>>8146130
i think you might be getting a little paranoid there, nim

you're seeing enemies everywhere

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>>8146153
>tfw went from being awkward masc dude in public to effeminate gay dude in public
Progress is progress

>>8146168
This is better, at least you don't have a hideous man face.
>>8146173
>HRT shrinks your jaw
LOL

>>8146178
its notttt I just have no one to do it with and it makes me sad
i've been laying on my bed pretending to be laying my head on a guys chest and it sorta helps but not really

>>8146189
fat distribution has an impact on the contour of the jaw
obviously the bone isn't going to shrink

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>>8146090
ahhhhh it's so cute <3

>>8146189
i didn't say it did but it will sure look like it as the muscle goes
maybe you need to have a super skinny no fat face to have this effect tho

>>8146179
i feel like im a monster when i walk outside

i see people looking at me all the time

>>8146164
C:

>>8146167
i forgief u

>>8146178
tfw no1 to cuddle

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>>8146195
it also reduces the muscle, softening the jaw and making it look less strong

>>8146173
>>8146177
How soon was the smooth skin for you? I was looking in a mirror earlier and it seemed like mine was smoother than normal but I'm only a little over 2 months in so idk if I'm just seeing things. Also my lips look way bigger to me but I'm pretty sure that's not a thing HRT does lol.

>>8146206
nah slightly over 2 months is about right to notice a difference in skin softness if I'm remembering right

>>8146192
Iktf. Just work on you and make friends with a guy you like or something and get cuter and cuter until he cant take it anymore and then cuddle. Thats my plan anyways. I think its kinda fun that i can see him visibly more confused each week we hang out and im looking/acting more girly. Its his fault for treating me like one, desu

>>8146206
i noticed a very slight but real difference in a month so you're probably not seeing things

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>>8146196
CHECK YOUR STEAM

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>tfw no bf(gf)

>>8146198
>>8146195
My jaw is exactly the same.

>>8146209
lol that sounds really cute
how long have you been on hrt?
I just passed 5 months and I'm starting to notice a pretty obvious difference in my face

>>8146226
how much facial fat do you have?

im 6 months hrt and i look more masculine than when i started

>>8146231
I have no idea.

>>8146135
I GOT THE JOKE

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post what you're listening to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W67EuguQXbM

>>8146240
lol

I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed soon. I heard that getting them removed can make your jaw shorter.

Is that true? Has anyone had their wisdom teeth removed?

>>8146081
I'm American

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>>8146240

>>8146246
im sure it's very funny

>>8146248
i did but i dont think anything changed

>>8146248
I did in high school
no clue on jaw effect, mine is pretty masculine desu

>>8146253
just sounds like any other mtf

>>8146248
I've had them removed from every corner of my mouth due to alot of potential impacts, but I don't think it had that effect. I didn't take before and after pictures though so if it did something its too subtle for me to see

>>8146255
meme

>>8146250
So what? Are USian men such pussies that girls avoid mentioning blood in front of them for fear that they'd faint?

>>8146263
most have some form sure
you don't really think its logical that you look more masculine though right? how could that possibly be

>>8146230
3 months tomorrow. Unfortunately i still have facial hair but its very managable and i shave supet carefully before hanging out with him and pluck a liitle bit more of my brows every few days. I wear my hair up in a cute ponytail around him and beg to god that one day while we are chillin he'll just say fuck it one day and grab my hand or something. I dont even want lewd i just want to hold hands and feel small near him ugh ugugh

Fuck i dont even think hed make a good partner im just drunk on attention and validation and estrogen is making me crush HARD for certain guys. Ughggfgghhdhwhshsjshwgwg

>>8146269
no they don't talk about it because it has to do with vagina which is not allowed to talk about

as if fake sass wasn't enough, fake alessia as well.

come on Charlotte

>>8146276
sass is dead

>>8146276

have you considered...maybe...using....a....trip.......

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>>8146276
>mfw this basement dwelling hon pretends to be me
sorry you just hate me for my political beliefs

>>8146276
I see only one solution. Namefag as Ass. :^)

>>8146253
>tfw can't prove to /mtfg/ that I don't pass because they'll meme me
>tfw if I don't prove it they'll claim I have BDD

>>8146272
what do you mean? im biologically male so of course i look masculine

my face length is 21.5cm which puts me past the 99 percentile for women

i have a pronounced angular jaw as well as a protruding buttchin and very masculine cheekbones

if you looked like me you'd worry how you looked too

people look at me like im strange, i look strange to people and it makes them uncomfortable

hey its me, Anonymous

>>8146286
she doesn't want to be filtered for some reason

>>8146294
can you stop pretending to be me

>>8146292
meme

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>>8146243
https://youtu.be/YWparusXzh4
>>8146296
Misery loves company.

What about braces? Do braces have any effect on the jaw?

My canines came in sideways so there's more space between my teeth than there should be.

If I got braces to fix them would my jaw get smaller? Would my face not protrude out as much?

>>8146292
why would you look MORE *masculine* after taking female hormones

there is no logic there

>>8146292
you said more masculine though!! more masculine after half a year of hormones

>>8146274
>I dont even want lewd i just want to hold hands and feel small near him ugh ugugh
iktf honestly
I really really did not expect estrogen to make me feel things like this so strongly
its so strange having the feelings and emotions of what I imagine is close to a teenage girl

>>8146243
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHwKUClcVig

>>8146299
it's true

>>8146303
i used to have full chubby cheeks and now i have gaunt cheeks that make even more light of my masculine cheekbones

>>8146296

i love sass but honestly nothing annoys me more than people who change their trip or name 24/7 because too many people filtered them lol
like if you're going to be someone people dislike then own it or take accountability to some degree.
idk how many people i've had to filter like 3 times just because they can't stand no one wanting to see their posts.

>>8146302

yes, they do. i have a slight overbite which makes my lips look kinda bigger and it makes my jaw look smaller as well.
if i had braces to fix that, my lips would look more pronounced i guess? (but not as big) and my jaw would look more pronounced as well.
the opposite could be said for someone fixing their general alignment or bottom row of teeth.

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I'm a wimp and haven't gotten up the guts to watch Rebellion yet because every time I think about these two I cry my eyes out. Is this estrogen?

>>8146302
I had a really bad open bite and I've noticed fixing that helped soften kinda the whole front, not the jaw so much as the chin and lips area

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>>8146307
I'm not a big fan of that one.

>>8146311
I have crooken teeth in my bottom and top part.

So if I got braces on my lower set it would make my jaw smaller?

>>8146311
>i love sass
I really really don't and changing names multiple times per thread isn't really helping the situation

>>8146311
Korra comes to mind.

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>>8146313
Nah, that shit got me right in the feels as a guy too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cH6NB2F-Jcw

>>8146302
Braces can be used to extend a bit a jaw that's too narrow but not the other way around. I should have gotten some because there wasn't enough space for all my teeth to grow but I got a few molars removed instead.

Is 15 inches wide for shoulders?

>>8146318
sass keeps using a name so we know its her though
but keeps changing it
also she said she puts spaces in between it so its harder to look up her posts in the archives...like what?? honestly

>>8146320
Wanna video chat?

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>>8146300
>tfw you get ignored

Maybe I shouldn't get braces if it'll make my jaw more pronounced :/

It feels like my lips like protrude out of my face, it looks really gross

>>8146323
oh god delete this right now
you're going to trigger nim

>>8146332
it's not justifiable?

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>>8146315
Hello, friend. Just scored a black Chicom for max Bangladeshi tacticool. How are you?

>>8146316

if you have an underbite or decent alignment issues on the bottom, then yeah it would kind of pull back the jaw and it wouldn't be as "out there"
but if it's just slightly crooked teeth (which lots of people have) then it prob wouldn't do much to change the look of your jaw. just your mouth.

>>8146317
>>8146318

no comment
i like them both so ya

>>8146333
that wasn't my point, you just don't seem to be in a good mood
I was also kinda like half joke-saying it idk

>>8146287
oh Charlotte, you forgot the trip, you always do.

>>8146286
I dunno Edie, maybe I like to provoke.
it's like why would anyone want to pretend to be me?
it's not that they're jealous of me or something like that, are they?

>>8146288
I love that

>>8146311
but I'm not doing that so that people can't filter me. :(

that's not the reason at all!

>>8146336
What is there to like about Korra honestly?

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>>8146327
Sorry buddy, I started sperging about toys to my gf and kinda forgot about things for a bit.
Neato song!
>>8146334
Nice!
I'm doing okay! Haven't scored any cool /k/ shit in a while
How about you? How're things?

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one of the worst things is knowing no matter how much I pass or how far I get into my transition, I am always going to have the male shoulders.

how long till we can leave this prison of flesh and bone behind us and become fembots?

>>8146332
i am serious
i am 5'4" and have 15 inch shoulders so i am wondering if that's big for my size?

>>8146326
Chat, if you want, video, at that time of night, phone cam won't pick up much on my side.

>>8146343
mby look into brazillian butt lift surgery maddie posted about getting it a few days ago and seems like she really loves it

>>8146339
>but I'm not doing that so that people can't filter me. :(
>that's not the reason at all!

then why have you used two different names in this one thread already
also you have said in the past it was so people couldn't hide in their safe spaces or something retarded like that but I know consistency in your posts isn't something to be expected

>>8146343
how tall are you?

>>8146343
please :/

>>8146347
Maddie still has a barrel chest and linebacker shoulders so she's doomed no matter what surgery she has.

tfw always ignored

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>>8146342
I should go to bed anyway
gnight

>>8146344
idk you'd probably know if you had wide shoulders, so if you have to ask they're probably not too bad

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>>8146292
>my face length is
pls stahp

>>8146350
I am ~5'6

>>8146347
hmm maybe after I get my chin fixed.

>>8146351
:\/

>>8146336
How do I know if I have an overbite?

If I do and I get it fixed though it'll make my jaw even more masculine.

>>8146343
the curse of our lives

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>>8146354

>>8146358
what?

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>>8146356
Sleep tight, bud.

>>8146362
jill has a trip now?

zomg

>>8146324
>:(
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human-based_computation

>>8146305
Yeah basically..

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>>8146219
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH <3
tyyyyy nyaaa

>>8146343
Your face looks identical to this guy that used to post on soc named crater face.
I am having major nostalgia.

>>8146370
I'm not going to click that
obviously you have no real reason but to avoid filters

>>8146348
look
>>8146370

>>8146343
Your body isn't that bad
>>8146345
Well the aim was to show you what I look like.

>>8146354
what up anon

>>8146368
:) there's a short story behind it i'll tell you later

>>8146339

>maybe i like to provoke
>why would anyone pretend to be me?
...because they like to provoke as well lol
i just don't understand why you'd want to actively contribute to the animosity or somewhat hostile nature of these threads
which you're sort of inadvertently doing by allowing people to impersonate you to start drama.
like i know it's not what you're intending, but still. regardless it's not my place to tell you what to do!!

>>8146341

when faye was constantly talking shit about me and being emotionally abusive to me while we were dating, korra was the main bitch from the threads who like reached out to me to help lol
it was a really hard time for me and i literally sobbed to her and she helped me work through it and dump faye's crazy ass.
i may be a lot of things but when people do things like that for me i don't forget it. i'll always be very grateful to her for that.
so i have nothing negative to say about her, and i think she's a good person even if other people don't always see her that way.

>>8146360

google it! it's very obvious once you know what to look for. your top teeth will overlap your bottom more than normal basically.

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>>8146372
A little something to make your weekend fun <3

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>>8146367
you too

>>8146373
stop being mean

>>8146374
lol, your problem is that you think small and have no understanding of the history and context of 4 chan.

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>>8146377
>tfw I'm such an attentionwhore that I can't bear to keep my name consistent

>>8146380
okie sounds good

>>8146378
>isn't that bad
there seems to be something wrong with it though... it appears i have a penis and broad shoulders????? wtf is going on i just woke up and idk whats happening

>>8146373
uh, cool. I have no issues passing IRL but thanks to comparing me to a male named crater face from /soc/

lul

>>8146343
>>8146343
David, that was his name.
https://i.yuki.la/soc/1450469039916.jpg

>>8146378
If you want, I'm sure you don't look as bad as you think, you know. Where, though? Don't have anything ready for that so I'll need setup time.

>>8146387
wow dude you're just like so far above me man like on a whole nother plane of existence I just like can't comprehend your vast and deep intellect that drives you to evade filters so if you ever choose to post your dick again everyone has to see it

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>>8146342
I'm doing okay. Classes are going well. Girlfriend is good. My family is getting more used to the girl pronouns and stuff, which is cool. My mom has continued sending me a sizable regular allowance, which is pretty awesome. She started sending me one when I left for college, and I didn't know why she was sending it since she'd never given me an allowance before. My dad let slip when he was a bit boozy that she does it because she feels bad about almost letting me die by telling me to "man up" instead of taking me to the hospital when I had a stomach bug that turned out to be a serious infection that could have left me dead or using colostomy bags for the rest of my life. Still, it's free money that I can use to eat well, spend on manga, and save for surgeries. I finally got into Black Lagoon, as well. It's edgy as fuck but I love it.
>>8146319
I wasn't ready for these feelings...

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>>8146385
ty nyeechaaaan <3

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I want anime tiddies

>>8146390
https://yuki.la/soc/22964805 He is literally you with short hair.

>>8146391
Why is he dressed like a fedora?
>>8146392
Skype?
And yes I do. That's why I'm showing you, to prove my whining is justified.

>>8146391
>>8146398
He actually looks nothing close to me so I'm not even offended.

You could have at least been approximate with Chandler Riggs or something.

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>>8146397
ikr?
actually, I just wanna be able to buy a fucking bra

>>8146401
You still have a man face so it doesn't matter.

I've recently come to terms with the fact I've got some kind of dysphoria. Moving out pretty soon. once I'm alone I'll start transitioning. Is there anything I should expect after starting hrt other than breast growth and fat redistribution?

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>>8146399
I enjoyed our skype chat

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>>8146402
I wanna fit in more than a bralette.
WTB DADDY THAT'LL BUY ME IMPLANTS

>>8146406
the emotional and mental changes are just as big as the physical changes

>>8146405
Wow... it's almost as if..... Wait for it.... I was born a man and had testosterone in my body for two decades.

I have zero issues passing IRL so it's w/e.

>>8146406
you will look younger and more feminine
also estrogen messes with your brain a bit

>>8146405
rude

>>8146417
Truth

>>8146414
what a meme

if you have the genes you'll look younger

if you don't you'll still look 5 years older

>>8146406
you feel tired

also I don't think I've had any emotional or mental changes guess I'm not tru trans idk

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>>8146408
>tfw no daddy Badawi to pay for my surgeries so I play in the lcs
rip

>>8146407
Me too. Sorry my face was covered the entire time, gotta take precautions what with being a famous trip and all.

>>8146414
>>8146411
How so? I look like im 14 but I'm 18 so looking younger wont really affect anything but what mental changes should I expect?

>>8146422
how long have you been on it/what age did you start?

>>8146420
>>8146405

why do you even care lmao

>>8146421
lol

>>8146412
How old are you

>>8146428
this desu

lmao

>>8146425
You were fine
So I ask you do you think I have bdd now that you saw me in motion

>>8146426
strong desire to hug and cuddle is a big one

>>8146429
stop doing that

>>8146427
started at 20 years old in august 2016

why do i keep getting friendzoned

>>8146428
>defending hons
Really boggles the old noggin

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>>8146426
depression
crying every day
more emotional in a lot of ways i guess

>>8146434
no

>>8146436
cause ur gay

>>8146382
Dollface being bpd again?

It must suck to want to bitch and lie as much as you want to kiss and have fun, it sounds horrible

>>8146435
i started at the same age a few months later

how's it been going for you

>>8146442
yes

>>8146435
hmm really no emotional changes? what is your dosage?

>>8146433
Oh should I worry about stuff like that? Back when I was in a relationship I tended to want alot of togetherness and stuff like that but will it bring back the desire to be in a relationship? I'd like to date someone but as it stands right now I really dont want to be in any kind of commited relationship

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>>8146395
Gosh, thats all great news to hear! Even the mom thing, it's good she at least feels bad about what she did.
You'd never seen black lagoon before??? It's so good omg
V edgy but I love it. I'm gonna rewatch it with my gf actualllyyy
>feelings
Ugh ikr? That show tugs at my heart so well

>>8146439
no but why do you care?

>>8146441
>crying every day
hugg
iktf :(

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>>8146436
because you mistake people being friendly for flirting

>>8146432
Lol I looked like one of those masked gang members that they interview on drug trafficking documentaries
Depends. If you think you don't pass, yes. If you think you have an issue with your jaw, no.

>>8146399
Should be set up properly now.

ada is my lap candy
i love her
bounce bounce bounce

i'm also feeling lewd, so, if she sees this, this is your only warning whore~

I'm like semi in shape

And I'm supposed to go on a 7 mile uphill hike tomorrow with three lesbians

>>8146439

no i'm being serious, like why do you care lmao
does you not finding someone itt to be attractive hurt you or something?? it'd be one thing to have an opinion in private but this isn't that
like what gives?

>>8146450
I didn't even care about being in a relationship until these last few weeks and now its killing me I don't have a guy
before that though after probably close to 2 months I definitely just noticed a desire to hug people I didn't used to have, idk how else to describe it

also I didn't used to find men NEARLY as attractive as I do now

>>8146458
What was about my jaw that stood out?

>>8146459
Are you online? Don't meme me.

i sleep on edie's hed in a lil ball

>>8146441
>>8146426
oh and mood swings/unstable emotions to add onto this
>>8146455
hugg i hope it gets better for you

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>>8146467

helloh

>>8146444
idk its alright I guess kinda like you I'm not really trying to pass and my hair is kinda shitty because I'm afraid to get it trimmed. some guy laughed at me the washroom the other day so I guess I look at least a bit different.

>>8146446
300mg spiro 3mg e

>>8146463
This is the mother load of all irony

>>8146465
Your mouth was lopsided basically.

Was Nim here before she started hormones?

Was she this unstable before she started?

>>8146462
sounds cool

>>8146469
hi hru

>>8146474
yes

kinda but about different stuff

>>8146466
I think I am. Sent a line to the name I have for you, don't know if you've changed since.

>>8146474
i started noticing things after i started hrt because i avoided looking in mirrors pre-hrt

>>8146477

i'm gooood. booking FFS appointment for the fall (hopefully before blizzcon) with my best friend :c
kinda nervous even tho i know it won't be a big deal and it's like 6 months away. hru bb?

>>8146473
That isn't my jaw but I don't think I see any lopsidedness. I'll have to look into ir

>>8146470
>some guy laughed at me the washroom the other day
I've had similar stuff lol
but you really haven't noticed ANY emotional or mental changes at all?? like sorry to keep asking but its surprising

>>8146480
How was she different? This is interesting.

>>8146474
she only went on hormones (in part) because of mtfg

>>8146470
yeah ive never had anything like that..

at least im noticing some regrowth on my temples, hoping finasteride helps

>>8146481
I got nothing and it says you're offline.
I am tired and I've gotten cold feet anyway, you took too long. Never mind.
>>8146484
Who are you going to? If you pass why are you getting FFS?
>>8146485
Your jaw was fine.

>>8146436
not aggressive enough.

>>8146489
So she's like a transtrender?

>>8146499
stop

>>8146464
Slightly concerned about it changing my sexuality now, I'm straight for the most part and i'm interested in women which is gonna make dating difficult after transition I feel like. Wont make me wanna date a guy will it?

>>8146436
>tfw couldn't even get friendzoned
I was omega.

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>>8146451
Yeah, it's just great. The manga is even better, though. I'm kind of ashamed to say that the shady SE Asian atmosphere of the story influenced my Bangladeshi chest rig purchase.
>my gf
SPILL, I NEED SOME DETAILS

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>>8146497

i'm basically westernizing my face on top of feminizing it. i'm getting nose + brow.
i look like an iranian woman like gif related naturally, but the brow triggers tf out of me, and iranian women get nose jobs a TON because we have bigass noses lmao
it's just to feel more comfortable with myself.

>>8146497
Haven't used it since Thailand. Had to reinstall it. Still says pending for the message i sent, and I'm not sure why. Maybe another day?

>>8146484
lil scary

i wish i was getting ffs but i guess it's too early for that

i think you great already but if it'll make you feel better then go for it ^^

idk ive been like up and down, im actually the wisdom tooth anon so im going to the dentists soon

they're really starting to hur,t, idk why my mom didn't want me to have them removed ;-;

>>8146500
:(

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>>8146501
I started out interested in girls, now I get all hot and bothered when cute guys grab me without warning

>>8146506
That's awesome, babe. Enjoy your FFS. Imagine how wonderful it will feel to have a flat smooth forehead...

I dream about that every day.

hugg thread

eating yummy hot wings how r u?

>>8146513
aww

you're okay tho z! brows aren't so bad

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I wish I had a bf who would hug me and fix my cold

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>tfw no gf

>>8146487
I don't think so. I just feel tired more often.

>>8146506
Have you tried accepting who you are?
>>8146507
You will never see what I look like, that was your one chance.

>>8146506
That's a pity, that kind of nose screams elegant.
Actually, that's one thing I'm worried about when it comes to ffs. Some of my features may look weird but they're typical of my area and I'm afraid of losing that. It's mostly the hooded eyes and broad cheekbones. So upper face surgery I don't think I'll get in any case.
My wonky chin I want fixed, though.

>>8146519
>tfw no f

>>8146501
I was bi before, and I'm still kinda bi
yours very well may not change I wouldn't worry about it
I didn't necessarily want mine to change either but I couldn't care less now that it has, its actually very exciting and feels so new and honestly feels so wonderful

there are lewd desires of course but its really just mostly romantic

>>8146510
sorry I thought you were trying to be mean

>>8146506
you're going to be so pretty edie!! you already are but you know what I mean

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>>8146497
Ahh ok

>>8146513
>flat smooth forehead
Iktf

>>8146519
Date Shakira, she lives near you doesn't she?

>>8146521
>Have you tried accepting who you are?
>says fucking shakira of all people

>>8146516
from where?

>>8146525
ill be your friend

>>8146516
hug beeper

im okay deciding what for dinner rn

>>8146533
no i don't deserve them

>>8146525
i'll be your f nim

>>8146532
my work!!!
>>8146506
she doing it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>8146532
I don't remember ever bleaching my skin.

>>8146536
i disagree

>>8146468
Thank you
Hopefully things improve for you too.

>>8146513
>I dream about that every day.
I do too. It's mostly my nose and hairline but there are some other small changes I'd make if I could.

>>8146502
>was
>>8146506
I never really noticed how many Middle Eastern women in general get nose jobs, but now that you mention it it's like, holy fuck. I grew up in a town with a lot of Middle Easterners (the cool kinds: Iranians, Assyrians, Copts, and Kurds) in it and now that I think about it almost every woman I knew from that side of town had work done on her face.

>>8146508

thx nimmy :c and well wisdom teeth removal is a bitch of a surgery! i had mine removed when i was 18 and it was annoying.
but it's only like 3-4 days of shitty recovery time, the rest is a breeze. why you feelin up and down tho? you think it's the cypro or?

>>8146513

yeah i mean i've literally been dysphoric about my brow since i was 11 years old tugging on my bangs so it's a long time coming.
ty bb ;-; you could get it too yknow!!! it's not that espensive.

>>8146521

i do accept a lot of aspects of myself, like when i got my driver's license and my jaw literally looked like that iranian woman's lol
i love my jaw and my chin and my cheekbones and lips and hair and lots of stuff about me. but my dysphoria isn't going away.
it's been getting really hard over the past several months and it's just at the point where HRT isn't gonna fix it yknow? that's what surgical intervention is for

>>8146523

i was scared of that for a long time too, but i found that things like selfie cams that make my nose look even bigger trigger tf out of me lol
and i want to feel confident without having bangs to cover my brow. it'd be nice.

>>8146527

i won't look very diff desu but i feel like i'll be one step closer to being able to just move through life as myself.
i've spent lots of time evaluating what i want out of life and what i really want is to get better with my BPD stuff and to help people.
being able to just exist in the world without trying and being able to focus my energies instead into helping others would be great yknow?

>>8146516
my jaw hurts a lil

>>8146540
ya but like yesterday or something you were talking about saving up all this money for all these surgeries while hiding away until you get them all done so you can pass

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>>8146516
Yummy
I'm p good, just had some red beans and rice for dinner
>>8146525
>tfw ywn be nim's friend

>>8146537
ok we're f's now

hru f

>>8146546
OH GOD ITS PROBABLY GROWING

>>8146541
okay let's be f's

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>>8146521
>Have you tried accepting who you are?
Do you have any idea where you are?

I have pizza and I'm gonna get drunk

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>>8146539

will u still love me when i'm no longer young and beautiful beepy??

>>8146543

YEAH it's ridiculously common! even if you google iranian women, them getting their noses done is like top of the results lmfao
it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooo common in iran. a rhinoplasty there is like 18th birthday tier gifts for the well off families at this point lmao

i love to brag about all my dates yet none of them ever work out for some reason

>>8146551
im p good f hru
just watching some baseball

>>8146543
Well Edie is a grown woman she can do what she wants but I think it's kinda sad that she feels she has to change her natural features in order to be pretty. Nothing wrong with looking like an Asian.
>>8146547
That's different you dummy I need those to pass. It's not to fit in with some arbirtary standard of beauty
>>8146548
Do you wanna videochat?

>>8146525
Will be you friend for the low low price of 4 hugs
Act now this offer won't last long
(That's a lie, it'll last forever)

>>8146544
im not sure, maybe

maybe it's like the peaks and valleys of sublingual e, ive tried spreading them out more evenly and it's helped a bit

it's why i wanna switch to injections besides the transition gainz

i got some b12 vitamins too since cypro is supposed to mess with that, maybe that'll help too

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>>8146544
Well, the brow thing is very couleur locale for me, so it doesn't bother me. Just look at Audrey Tautou, delicate features except for that bumpy brow and she's not even pure-blooded.
I like bangs, though, but they're annoying to maintain.

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>>8146565

>Well Edie is a grown woman she can do what she wants but I think it's kinda sad that she feels she has to change her natural features in order to be pretty. Nothing wrong with looking like an Asian.

this is a typical iranian woman's before and after for plastic surgery. i literally have the EXACT same profile that she does on the left.
isn't the right more aesthetically pleasing?

>>8146565
Shakira do British people actually say "Asiatic" to refer to people from East Asia.

I remember reading about it somewhere but just wanted to make sure since for Americans "Asiatic" is an offensive word.

>>8146554
hell yeah

>>8146558
It's a shame, honestly. Middle Eastern features are super attractive. But I like Jewish features too and those aren't super popular, so take my opinion with a grain of salt...