Everyone is good nekos.
•Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
•Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
•Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
•Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
•Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
•Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
•Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
•Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
•Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
•IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Old thread: >>8122707
(You) thread
reminder carol isn't a tranny
>>8125021
when do the vacuums start working
>going through selfies
>realize my best one is in a hospital gown
>my other good ones all have my hair pulled back
Apparently I have shitty fashion sense and shitty hairstyle if this is what it takes to pass...
>>8125049
why would you think sucking in your stomach would make it less flabby
>>8125046
Shes just closetted and afraid to come out, please respect her space.
>>8125054
post hospital gown with cropped out face for privacy
>>8125055
why would you not think i was being sarcastic
>>8125066
mild autism
and it didn't seem like the post you were replying to was sarcastic
>>8125055
Suck ur tummy in and tell me if you look worse
>>8125040
everything.
>>8125069
Iktf peachy
I'm awake?
>>8125068
I end up looking like I just got out of a concentration camp when I suck it in
>>8125067
shrug my only option is surgical
>>8125064
Idk how I'm autistic and don't know how to work a phone
If I try to crop it does it delete the original? I have a windows phone, not a real one so I can't be sure
>>8125077
Welcome back :)
>>8125082
If you can take screenshots of your phone screen, you could leave your head out of frame and snap that
>>8125068
it doesn't look the same as actually losing weight
>>8125087
I dropped my phone one too many times and now one of the buttons is broken and I can't do a ss :V
I should just post with face idk but I probably shouldn't
>>8125008
>>8124991
I know my hair is a problem, it makes me look awful, the Beanie is a solution as it hides the hair, makes me look more feminine (as it emphasis' my feminine facial features)
And the reason I am even doing that, is because I just want to Social Transition sooner, I ain't going to wait 6 months for my hair to grow, that's idiotic, I can't go a day without an urge for suicide due to this whole ordeal.
>>8124985
>>8124999
You think I got a chance at social transitioning and passing?
Nice trips btw
>surgeon won't call me back or answer texts
Guess I'm not getting that orchi afterall xd
>>8125095
if thats loose skin from losing a lot of weight, it'll eventually shrink
I really wish I didn't have autism
even aside from the tranny shit I feel like such a loud overbearing walking stereotype, it's no wonder so many people don't like my presence
>>8125093
That sucks. I'm sure Windows phones have the function to paint or draw on pictures but I don't have one so no idea how.
>>8125100
yeah
>>8125109
it's shrank a lot
pretty sure this is what i'm stuck with
>>8125106
what's the deal?
>surgeon
maybe they're busy y'know
>>8125084
Noooooooooooo, I want to sleep
>>8125113
;-; sorry anon. I actually really wanted to post it to make sure it wasn't delusion but I'm very phone illiterate
>tfw no cute tummy
anyone going to fanimecon?
Remember when life was good?
I don't
>>8125127
hugg anna even more
i wanna LIFT senpai
>>8125127
where's myrthe? she hasn't posted today
>>8125129
why dont you lift me then you idiot
>>8125129
G I R L M U S C L E
>>8125129
i want my temples to fill in
>>8125123
As a last resort since you seem really tempted to, try looking for an app on your phone called Paint. Its Windows so go figure it might be there and able to do what you want
>>8125144
life* -_-
>>8125118
I mean like, if I just went out in girlmode instantly?
>>8125144
I think I had a bad one but I don't remember it.
>>8125134
she didn't wake up. Anna posted with her trip and faked a timestamp
>>8125146
i tried getting some from mine but they want a blood test and it costs like $800
so im gonna get some off inhouse
tfw Anna gets Myrthe to kill herself but then Anna doesn't do it and just goes on with life
>>8125152
>but I don't remember it.
well i suppose that's fortunate enough
bad dreams make me sweat a lot in my sleep ._.
dudes myrthe is ok lmao i spoke to her sister
>>8125100
I didn't mean to wait for your hair to grow then transition. I meant that you should just grow your hair out because it has a nice texture to it. You should socially transition asap :S I personally waited 3 years after telling my mom I was a girl.
>>8125162
Haha yeah just go on with my absolute shit life right after I just practically killed the only reason to live I have
Retard
>>8125140
;-; it's there but it says unsupported on my device. Probly because it's so old :\
Tbh honestly I don't want to end up in some chaser folder so it's probably for the best
>>8125168
I'm more inclined to believe the other version of events desu
>>8125168
For now
>>8125163
I have a lot of dreams about fighting with my dad, usually gets me stressed right out of bed.
Yesterday I had a dream that I looked in the mirror and saw a girl. It spooked me. I've had lot's of dreams as a girl but I've never seen myself in them before.
>>8125171
Yep that's best, I'm worried about posting here for the same reasons. There's plenty of other places out there to get opinions though
>>8125169
i need to get rid of my beard shadow and i wanna lose more weight before i buy clothes
but i really wanna socially transition, like now
>>8125155
le balding xddddd etc enjoy
where the fuck is my food
>>8125177
what did she look like?
>>8125183
you just posted it
>>8125183
I ate it
And I'm still hungry
>>8125179
But if it's making you suicidal, why wait?
>>8125157
Wait is it 800 for the test or the fin?
>>8125180
nice macbook tho
fina/duta?
>>8125190
for the test
>>8125177
so do you fight a lot with him in real life?
the ones as a girl kinda suck to wake up from
>>8125188
because going fulltime might be worse
>>8125186
I posted a special doggo you cant eat those!
>>8125187
u fat fuk i want to bulk let me have some!
>>8125182
I don't want her to die I wanted to run away with her but y'all niggas fucked that up (meaning gloomy and sertii)
>>8125183
It's not here! D:
>>8125192
wtf
>>8125192
Damon it's only like $100 for a dht blood test with the op link. Your doc is trying to rip you off
>>8125188
desu i tried about 6 months ago and it made me worse
but now i'm like stable-ish and start a new job soon
once i find a place to live i'm gonna start laser and buy clothes, i wanna fulltime at the job
>>8125180
you don't look happy
>>8125178
Without my face it's just a shapeless gray smock. I was just observing that I must dress like a retard if that looks better than my normal clothes.
>>8125199
she wanted to check my liver and like a basic metabolic panel even though i already had one like 6 months ago
>>8125119
He only works on weekends so no he shouldn't be busy.
>>8125201
but i do look alive which is what anon (or you?) were asking about
anon told me i should better leave /mtfg/ for a while yesterday
but to prevent another shitstorm from happening i posted another pic like you wanted so you know i'm still alive
>>8125195
why not
>>8125184
Don't remember. In the dream I thought she looked like me, but in reality she didn't. All I remember is a nice profile with a small nose and shoulder length hair. All things I don't have lol.
>>8125193
Yeah, quite a bit.
It was kinda shitty to wake up and realize it was a dream. Since in the dream I walked into the bathroom, and saw myself in the mirror like "wow I actually think I'm going to make it"
Nvm lol
>>8125204
What's your normal every day clothes? Fashion can be a fun thing to work on and improve!
>>8125207
it's not a bad idea to take a break and get your head straight/some momentum in your life
>>8125194
Like I said if it gets worse with going transition, then transitioning is not the issue. :) It's about self-acceptance and being content with where you are. I didn't get to be the positive person I am today without doing the hard stuff and God knows I didn't pass when I socially transitioned. I wore bra inserts that were very large and obvious while half boimode half girlmode'in it
>>8125207
that's nice of you
>>8125214
Jeans and flannel :p
Sometimes I wear sweaters instead up top
Need to figure out summer clothes tho
I actually love fashion and talk about and read about it a lot! I just must not be good at applying it to myself
>>8125200
That's some good goals :)
>>8125216
did you have an accepting family
>>8125180
What's your wallpaper?
>>8125211
stab yer dad
from what i've seen it looks like you're gonna make it
>>8125229
some dumb thing i made one time
i feel alot better today sorry for being an emotional wreck yesterday. holidays are hard alone
>>8125224
Nope, I still get called by my old name by everyone except my mom. She eventually came around but it took like 10 years.
>>8125196
so you lied?
>>8125238
not this again
please
>>8125237
did you have accepting friends
>>8125223
they already know me as deadname & a boy but it's a really safe place, it'll be fun
>>8125206
what stage in the process are you? trying to pay deposit? I'd say be a little patient and wait until you actually hear something from them. don't sperg out and leave 100 messages or anything
>>8125243
Nope, all of them left me so I made new ones xD
>>8125238
When
>>8125231
I almost did as a kid lol
>from what i've seen it looks like you're gonna make it
Maybe. But it's hard for me to feel the same
>>8125250
what if you've been a shut-in for years and don't know how to make friends anymore
>>8125253
You're going to college soon dummy, that's free friends. Try being friendless once you're out in the workforce
>>8125253
Read online guides to making friends and practice practice practice!
>>8125220
Oh God same I have no idea about how to dress for the summer as mtf. Usually I just wear my normal long sleeves and pants and just tough out the heat. I gotta fix that but don't know how to make it work
>>8125253
Nigga just make friends on 4chan lmao
>>8125188
That wasn't me...I didn't post that.
Anyway, do you think I pass or not?
>>8125253
i'm making friends from trans group meetings
most of them aren't really people i'd want to spend time with but there's a couple interesting/nice people... don't make it your 100% focus if you go and give it time but i've found it a good environment
especially 'cause we're almost all spergy
>>8125265
i'd rather keep y'all separated from my real life desu
i'm not above meeting up with some of you tho
>>8125258
>You're going to college soon dummy, that's free friends.
lolno...
>>8125262
You don't have to show skin. Long sleeve muslin blouses and loose maxi skirts.
OKAY I GOT A CALL BACK
THE BIG DAY IS JUNE 10
He did say I need a friend with me though :(
Who wants to hang out with Natalie for a few days
We can watch dumb movies on my laptop while I'm high on oxycodone
>>8125276
grats
>>8125274
>>8125276
I'd volunteer but I can't afford a transatlantic flight at the moment.
>>8125276
A call back from who? What are you doing?
>>8125286
Cutting my balls off
>>8125262
I have a few long sleeved linen shirts which are comfy in spring weather but they look kinda mannish.
Lightweight chinos but again kinda mannish
Idk, I should just woman up and wear a skirt but I doubt really like skirts
>>8125283
you're a lil naive foxtato
>>8125276
that's quick :)
I don't think i could go tho, i'll be a month into my new job
>>8125276
Where
>>8125294
i tried doing that at the animal shelter across the street from my house when i was 17 and they just stuck me in the back cleaning dirty laundry for 3 hours
>>8125292
Palazzo pants are as girly as it gets, if skirts aren't your thing.
>>8125300
Rip not within driving distance
>>8125298
Volunteer for something out of your shell then. One of my local agencies wanted a wingwoman for community outreach so that was what I became :S
all the people who were rude to me are gonna be SO SORRY when they find out i'm trans
>>8125301
They look bad when you're anorexic :\
>>8125305
I can buy you a ticket :3
Just please don't rape me or take pictures of my honniness so you can laugh at me
>>8125313
>>8125313
inorite
>>8125301
tights/leggings tho
literally every girl here wears leggings
>>8125275
I don't think I could ever make a skirt work. I don't have the shoulder/hip ratio for it and it would look silly on a not so feminine body.
>>8125318
Uuu I wish I could but idunnoo how many days is it? Also I'd probably freak out and not go and mess it all up for you
>>8125315
I guess I'm curvy enough. Not sure what would look fine on someone rail thin.
>>8125325
Cute bat!
I only wear leggings with a skirt if it's cold out
>>8125329
Come Friday, leave Sunday
>>8125276
Parents? Why do you need a friend anyway?
>>8125300
Oh shoot michigan? What doc are you going with? I've been looking into one who is also in Michigan, I'd like to see him but I don't know anyone in the area to help me for the week after
>>8125252
is this airhorn? because if so you pass already and I'd give up two limbs to otherwise look like you do
>>8125320
shouldn't have made gloomy scared to death
time to learn responsibility
>>8125325
>literally every girl here wears leggings
why are they so popular??
>>8125335
Honestly I don't trust myself :\ I'd end up chickening out of meeting a stranger and then you wouldn't be able to get it done or something
>>8125320
is your family supportive at least?
>>8125332
i think part of it is that this city's reasonably fit, all the girls walk around with butt hugging, skin tight leggings, usually sporty.. I guess "athleisure" style
>>8125342
if you don't have anyone by like may 10 ask me and i'll see what i can do.. i guess you're flying there? i'd need transpo too
I'm angry and need FOOD
I'm gonna go to bed and cry again
>>8125350
>why are they so popular??
Guess.
>>8125342
Ah I thought so, I want to see the same guy since you just call him up no questions asked. I hope it goes well for you! How easy was it to schedule the appointment, is it a long wait list?
>>8125350
More comfortable than pants. Sturdier than pantyhoses. And there's enough choice to match any outfit.
>>8125350
they're extremely comfortable and can be worn with nearly anything in any weather if i didnt like summer dresses so much i would wear leggings all the time
in fact i do, i just wear the jeggings variant of them :P
>>8125354
yeah sure
>>8125355
i made something similar to that cabbage soup linked yesterday and it's deliciously low cal, filling too
>>8125355
But why though? :(
>>8125351
:( That's okay. I have 2 months to find someone off mtfg who is bored and wants a free plane ride somewhere.
>>8125354
June 10! I can buy a plane ticket for you, they're only $200-300.
>>8125361
Super easy, no hoops to jump through, just tell him you want the snip and a good date. Waiting list is about 2 months out since he only does 1 per weekend.
I should have just stayed home
>>8125365
I don't want low cal I want high cal
>>8125379
I am about to order pizza.
I'm in love with the last iteration of my favorite perfume. Finally managed to get the leather/tuberose balance just right. And adding myrtle gave just the right edge.
>>8125376
it didnt go well? :(
>>8125365
>>8125373
i'm just saying ask me later, it'll be easier for me to figure out work once i've started
flights should still be cheapo a month out
>>8125379
pizza or french fries
maybe pizza with french fries
>>8125373
Hmmm do you have discord? I sure like traveling and could probably enjoy going since I want to see him too someday. No promises right now but we can talk about it later today!
>>8125385
not at all, I just got real anxious and they didn't really do anything to help at all
Who is the cutest trans girl you know?
>>8125325
lmao says you
I can't tuck and am too squishy to avoid VPL so I have to stick to harem pants and womens' tracksuits
and leggings look atrocious on my top-heavy body regardless
>>8125373
DEN-DTT is $103 round trip on spirit lol
how weird is it that I own a glass dildo
>>8125393
why'd you get nervous?
>>8125395
I have a Nim crush now after she posted her pic a few days ago
>>8125403
Not at all. Fragile but pretty good. Now, polished bone, that'd be weird.
>>8125400
$188 from DFW to DTT for me. I can cough up a hundred bucks easily.
>>8125234
Next time, just drink and shitpost
>>8125404
I just kinda froze up for most of it...
I just felt bad
>>8125393
my intake appt went well desu
sorry your appointment didn't work out
keep a positive mindset
>black girl friends say I have a white girl butt
>order this to cheat and prove them wrong
8D i love the wish app
In heaven, everything is fine
>>8125417
it's okay
you don't need to feel bad about getting nervous
>>8125410
you're right
thanks for putting it all in perspective CFH
>>8125408
Cute anon
>>8125395
I only know one IRL
she's super petite and pretty and musically talented in addition to passing so being around her makes me wanna kms and I get the vibe that my austitic hon-ness makes her uncomfortable and she doesn't like being seen in public with me 'cause it puts her under closer scrutiny to get clocked too
>>8125421
you don't get to heaven if you kys
>>8125408
>>8125420
Booty booster :S
>>8125426
I do make and wear bone jewelry.
>>8125430
Stop hanging out with her then, sounds like your ruining her social life.
>>8125408
>:c
>>8125403
i own one because it was cheap off amazon
it's too big and uncomfy though
>>8125303
Idk if he deserved it but it was after he gave me a crooked nose so fuck him
I don't care though, I'm going to ruin his life when I come out. That's good enough for me
>>8125438
She's just really cute I'm sorry :(
>>8125423
I feel bad mostly from them only wanting to do more anti depressants which have never worked and nothing else
>>8125450
hmm
were you trying to ask them to up your E again?
>>8125446
>it was after he gave me a crooked nose so fuck him
yup, fuck him, that's awful
>>8125434
yep and i got this to go with it gonna have big butt and big boobies with cleavage 8D
>>8125455
only my endo can do that, I didn't manage to say much at all...
>>8125458
Very nice very nice :)
>>8125438
im gonna make nim suck my gt! :D
so apparently i'm a fujoshi :/
>>8125474
pretty much nothing got done at all, I really should have stayed home
>>8125477
patpat
>>8125468
my fave part about both is that they're silicone so if someone touches either it'll feel like they're my real butt and boobies lol
>>8125477
same. watching pretty gay boy kiss and fuck is the hottest thing ever. i actually hate yuri now
>>8125477
>tfw boy so not fujoshi
>>8125483
it's good to get out and talk to your therapist though
>>8125485
Heck yeah :D Sounds fun to wear
>>8125488
I probably only spoke a couple dozen words to the psych in total...
>>8125458
>that + c-string
>>8125486
neko otokonoko
>>8125491
:(
you're so sweet
i wanna give you a hug
how do i become human
>>8125484
:3
>>8125485
yea, i don't get yuri.
seeing it kinda pisses me off.
i'm like, "ok, where're tge dicks tho?"
>>8125486
no, you're a grill
anyway, i have a class,
be back in an hour or so
>>8125499
idk let me know okay
Bloop.
How to get criticism on if i pass or not without being bullied or hugboxed.
>>8125504
ill tell you
i wanna be a girl
>>8125483
what're you looking for out of treatment
seeing psychologist, psychiatrist or both?
>>8125477
Double the dicks = double the hotness
>>8125504
I have no tact so long as you don't think the hard truth is bullying I will tell you.
>>8125499
Passing as one is enough for me. Easier now that I've had my horns removed.
>>8125504
just post something desu
i posted a pic yesterday and the worst i got was "balding poorfag gay kid"
it's gonna be ok
>>8125504
i'll take the bully pressure off
rate this hon:
http://imgur.com/a/DRSX0
>>8125504
Post someone who isn't you first, to gauge how hugboxy or bully the responses are. Then post yourself and adjust based on what you know the threads level is
https://clyp.it/mhtgifpl
amirite?
>>8125506
>>8125513
>>8125516
Okay I know I dont but dont be too brutal, not wearing make up, hair is shit, hormone levels are fukd but go for it.
>>8125519
SHAVE
Also why do you keep posting pics of yourself when you've clearly not been on hrt for more than like 2 months
>>8125525
weak jaw
>>8125525
androgynous could pass for male or female depending on presentation and voice
voice would be the deciding factor tho
I'm still feeling tremendously owned by the anon yesterday who said I wore flannel and sweaters like a "big homo".
>>8125532
then fucking leave
>>8125525
Eyebrows need work. Take care of your hair. Learn about nude makeup. You should be fine.
>>8125525
i'd say pass
your eyes look really pretty
>>8125519
No make up at all :(
>>8125527
do you see a therapist too?
there's a couple-few kinds of clinical therapy that can be helpful depending on your pathology
cbt, dbt, emdr etc.
and how's your activity level? diet?
>>8125533
i shaved two hours ago, and it's not like i'm claiming i pass or am even good looking y'know
pretty up front about myself tbqh
>>8125547
good
wtf do i do besides continuing to grow my hair to look more like a girl and less like a fag
>>8125554
no it means tranny
>>8125549
eyeliner desu
i could put some powder on but honestly i just look gross w/ full makeup because of this damn facial hair
>>8125555
yeah, nothing really been suggested though...
I try to walk daily and I eat okay
>>8125560
dem eyebrows. y u no smile? :(
>>8125555
Nice quads
Never said you were claiming to pass, you asked for rates though so I gave my opinion.
>>8125562
Colloquially it means cross dressing boy but otoko(male) no ko (child) means boy.
Onnanoko means girl.
>>8125565
Give it more sessions, it took me like 8 and I still have to epilate monthly to remove excess.
>>8125560
i wanna have a chance to pass like nicole
>>8125568
Cover it up! With concealer then
>>8125560
How long hrt? You look pre everything
Lose weight, don't clench your jaw as much and that'll help soften it a bit. Fix eyebrows, fix your eye makeup. Otherwise keep growing hair.
>>8125573
eyebrows is something i've been thinking of for a while, im a bit paranoid they'll mess them up but it's probably me being irrational
i actually smile a lot more than i used to, i just often end up looking serious in pics fsr
>only had one meal today 8 hours ago
>still not hungry
is this something to worry about?
>>8125585
4 months lol
i've been losing weight a lot lately, it's a work in progress
>>8125574
i'm just about to round off month two >:(
just trying to encourage people to be more confident rly, if i can come around and show my face then the actual cuties can get used to it too
>>8125579
the stuff i got at sephora doesn't really do the trick, just end up putting on shittons to hide the shadow and getting cakey
i think i need something more specialized, maybe advice from someone with actual experience covering up gross men
at this point i'm conserving my money for laser tho
>>8125129
Sertii! Hey. Thank you for your concern, things should be okay.
i wanna take a walk with eva!
There goes my english again >:(
Confess your sins
>tfw so many things I'll never get to do
>>8125596
Transition is a journey, yeah. Constant work in progress. I do think you look like some of your facial features are just muscle (particularly jaw) but it's not super easy to tell. I think you'll need ffs to look completely cis stealth but I also think you'll get to the point where a good voice gets you there.
>>8125597
2 months is nothing at all.
I understand what you're trying to do though.
>>8125617
I beat up a kid for taking my watergun when I was little :(
>>8125614
that would be really nice, I'm probably going to take mine around 4 today I think
>>8125614
I want Nim to notice me!
>>8125608
i guess i could keep trying, i do really wanna be a girl, cute if i can manage
thanks for the encouragement :)
>>8125617
I watched anime once and enjoyed it.
>>8125631
Not a problem!
>>8125437
I'm sensitive to that, anyway I only ever see her through mutual friends, when we're all together, we're more acquaintances than anything else but that's the only mtf person I know
Oh, Junge
>>8125619
Wow, what a quitter whiney baby. Sad.
>>8125617
I cucked my best friend's boyfriend
>>8125617
i think most girls here are cute and look like women but don't tell them because so many are delusional and disregard and positive feedback as hugbox so i remain silent about it
>>8125617
There are lewd images of me online
>>8125617
I drink 4 beers a day on spiro and secretly like boys on a bi-monthly basis
>>8125617
i made other kids pay me in pokemon cards to play on my psp in elementary school
>>8125658
>elementary school
>psp
Fucking triggered
I woke up in a strange dream. I was being welcomed into a spy organization. It was my first day orientation and I was being shown around. They had multiple sites that they showed me that were spread all over the place in the city. Often hid in plain site. I knew the current boss and had been former lovers with the previous boss and his wife.
>>8125617
I put stuff in my butt today
*does a backflip and flies into the sun*
>>8125658
xD omg
>>8125617
I kinda like guys and cuddling.
>>8125674
I am sorry! There are so many anons! Can you repost? ;_;
>>8125670
Illumitranny
/mtfg/ moves so fast and nobody reads my posts so nobody will notice me admitting I actually really like cuddling and physical affection if it's not nauseatingly hot or stuffy. I'm always the one to initiate hugs even with friends and I'm just memeing when I say I don't want or need intimacy in a relationship.
>>8125673
god i wish that were me
>mfw I've been posting on mtfg long enough to be a veteran tranny
>mfw mtfg is primary baby trans too scared to be girls
w-wew life is strange. i still remember my baby trans days
>>8125148
yeah probably
>>8125688
>>8125688
saved
>>8125670
You've watched James Bond too much. ;)
Had a stressful dream about going back to work last night.
>>8125688
hugs are nice :)
>>8125692
your just a hon in delusion.
look at cornflakes, and look at you.
shes not here. you are. that speaks loads about your status hon
>>8125692
ummm but I've been here since the start and I'll never be a girl lol
>>8125706
ill make u feel lyk one
>>8125692
My baby trans days are like another life. I didn't ask myself questions back then. I just did what I had to do. I miss those high school days.
>>8125709
Now is not the time for a prostate massage
>>8125420
I am insulted
>>8125711
when is
@8125704
low quality b8 not even worth a (You)
>>8125706
you're a special case tbqh. but i know very little about you irl so..
>>8125710
mine feel so far away even tho it was just a year ago. i remember wishing to love like a woman and be seen as one and thinking how impossible it was gonna be
>>8125692
>tfw mostly passing but still haven't experienced so many things and feel babytrans
>>8125148
I found your reply! The chat is moving so fast! Yes, go girlmode :) Be based AF
tfw passing never ever
>>8125725
you have a massive brow and get clocked by children who dont even know what trans is and dont know what to look for. so they dont hold back or hugbox like adults.
>>8125617
am homosex
>>8125725
i fucking hate everything i wanna die REEEE
>>8125728
chek your privelage
>>8125688
saved
>>8125726
Iktf
>tfw apparently pass or at least get hugboxed a lot but idk really how I got here
>>8125733
>posting this character specifically
his entire thing is that he keeps pretending he wants to die but doesn't actually
>>8125726
*head pat* you're not quite baby trans but not quite grown up yet either. in like 6 or so months i can see you being fully developed and an independent woman
@8125729
lmao weak b8
>>8125733
how is your girl voice?
estrofem snug as a bug under my tongue
order injections on the 4th tho
i wanna punch zna on the shoulder then pat her head when she asks why i did that
>>8125728
-_-
Is drinking water good for my skin? Is it gonna fix my skin in any way whatsoever? Because it tastes gross
>>8125733
cup check
>>8125744
>lmao weak b8
not an argument or a refutation. you are mannish and do not pass.
>>8125740
I don't want to die I want to be a girl but that AINT GONNA HAPPEN
>>8125744
Why the fuck would I have a girl voice I'm never gonna get gendered female anyway
>>8125692
>tfw too intelligent to transition
>>8125748
idk mine is still red with a bunch of hyperpigmentation but i think it helped a lil
>>8125746
stop doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>8125684
lol
>>8125701
It wasn't Bond like at all. My job was to be an analyst, not an operational agent. The weird thing is it felt like I was being welcomed back into the organization now that my memories had returned. Older people there knew me and remembered me from before, and I recognized them too. I think I was an analyst before, never an agent.
>>8125748
Water is really good for your skin. Different brands have different tastes.
>>8125756
do what?
tfw drama
>>8125746
Um. Thanks. I guess?
>>8125762
that face!
>>8125759
hmmm, how about tap water, is it also good for the skin? Nim said water only helped a little
>>8125748
its fantastic for your skin
@8125752
im bored now step up your b8 game or im going to completely ignore you lol
>>8125753
oh well that's why you didn't pass for so long. voice is literally the most important thing about passing besides taking hrt. of you had a passing girl voice you would get gendered female rn even with that short hair
>>8125754
>she didn't fall for the tranny meme
do it friend it's a gud meme
>>8125744
can you like fuck off lol?
>>8125761
25g regular needles and 18g filter needles
i haven't ordered it yet but im gonna do it on the 4th after injections get back in stock
have you notice any difference on injections so far?
>>8125777
you and anne make that dumb face all the time AAAHHHHHHH
>>8125778
Not in America it isn't
He called me back anyway
>>8125537
that was me sorry remember I took it back you are a small homo
>>8125780
Forgot to drop trip this time? Exposed.
>Having to ask if water is good
>>8125776
>Damn they spoke in a female voice despite being 6'6'' having no tits and looking like a dude totally not a tranny better start calling them she even though I already called him a lad.
>>8125771
Water help keep my skin from drying out and my lips moist :D This goes for everyone!
Tap water is OK but I hate the taste of it.
>>8125783
-_-
>>8125780
Rude
>>8125776
ignoring me, means i win.
not only do you have a betacuck bf who cant even find the energy to fuck your manass, but you are so inept at defending yourself you have to stick you head in the sand and deny that you are a man in a dress.
>>8125793
STOP IT >:O
>>8125776
>besides taking hrt
No. Voice is literally the most important thing for passing. This girl I work with is pretty cute but has a tranny voice so I "clocked" her immediately, it wasn't until she got pregnant that I realized I was wrong. Voice is EVERYTHING
>>8125783
who's anne
>>8125789
a feminine voice has made people switch pronouns for me in seconds. it's very important.
>>8125789
ive heard of there being really tall cis women
>>8125786
okay sorry idk. in canada good friday, easter sunday, and easter monday are all holidays its weird
>>8125801
>:(
>>8125800
lol
>>8125800
how do you know she's not just a pregnant mtf
>>8125617
I masturbated while thinking of men this morning
>>8125781
There's definitely less stress because I'm not counting down hours for my dose all the time. I feel like my skins gotten a lot better p quickly. It certainly works faster than pills. My boobies and butt have gotten bigger too (ppl commenting on them too) but I'm also taking progesterone too so I can't say anything with certainty. I think today is the start of week 6, I haven't done it yet today.
>>8125781
Nim where the heck did you order needles from?
>>8125789
yeah exactly now you're getting it. now star working on girl voice so you can get gendered correct! there's a good guide in the op. i cant stress enough how important voice is
>>8125791
y-you too anon
>>8125800
i would have said most important but you need to take your medicine to transition :p
>>8125803
forever and cut out soda completely if u can
>>8125817
T-that can happen?
>>8125804
I'm gifted with one and yeah, it definitely helps a lot. Even between my two transitions, I got gendered female on the phone all the time.
>>8125803
I am not sure on how long but for how much: I drink about an american liter a day :S That's not much compared to other people.
>>8125804
Even if they switch pronouns there is 0% chance I wont get clocked
>>8125805
There are also 6'10'' cis men doesn't mean shit to the average person lmao.
I'm 100th percentile height end of.
>>8125823
People being kind to you because you're a tranny doesn't mean your passing if I used voice I'd more than likely just get insulted while outside
>>8125826
ya it happened to me
In a perfect world, the tallest non-disordered (dwarfism, gigantism, trannyism) woman would be minimum 1 foot shorter than the shortest non-disordered man.
Discuss
>>8125800
tfw want to practice voice but it's cringey as fuck to listen to recordings of myself
>>8125776
>do it friend it's a gud meme
yeah ur right i love getting clocked in the street
>>8125822
You can order needles from amazon. I buy them in bulk because they're more precise than droppers when using the stronger materials in perfume making.
>>8125822
http://www.allegromedical.com/syringes-c570/3-ml-bd-luer-lok-syringe-with-25-g-x-1-in-bd-precisionglide-needle-combination-regular-bevel-regular-wall-detachable-needle-p547235.html
http://www.allegromedical.com/syringes-c570/filter-needle-18g-x-1-5-green-p548901.html
http://www.allegromedical.com/syringes-c570/curity-alcohol-prep-pads-p191884.html
$47 and good for like two years
>>8125831
-_-
>>8125836
in a perfect world i would've never been born
>>8125791
Yeah same. I don't feel like I deserve to be where I am at all but looking back I guess there has been a lot of effort.
>>8125803
I drink like 4 liters of water a day plus another liter combined of coffee, and I have soup most days which is a lot of liquid.
>>8125814
>>8125817
Don't bully
That experience (plus constantly having people "correct" themselves after they heard me speak) led to me starting voice lessons sooooo
>>8125823
I mean idk I'm pretty sure if I saw a big muscle builder kind of guy and heard a cis female voice from him I'd assume it was somehow actually a girl. Maybe my brain is just extra sensitive to people's voices
>>8125821
what's your progesterone doses? do you cycle it?
you stopped doing progesterone injections right
>>8125840
Really? I've looked years ago and couldn't find any. I forget the term since its been so long but they only carried blunt syringes, none designed for injecting through skin
>>8125836
no that would just be weird
>>8125838
Have you tried being yourself
>>8125844
it did
im gonna be a mommi
it might be a tumor tho
>>8125008 →
>>8124991 →
I know my hair is a problem, it makes me look awful, the Beanie is a solution as it hides the hair, makes me look more feminine (as it emphasis' my feminine facial features)
And the reason I am even doing that, is because I just want to Social Transition sooner, I ain't going to wait 6 months for my hair to grow, that's idiotic, I can't go a day without an urge for suicide due to this whole ordeal.
>>8125829
i think i got like 99 percent
>>8125849
Needles are over the counter products.
>>8125849
Amazon.fr definitely does carry sterile injection needles.
>>8125852
What's weird about every girl getting a tall bf?
>>8125829
making excuses doesn't make having a girl voice any less necessary
>never had a girl voice
>has never passed
hm. seems like the two are related don't you think. i guess all. the other girls here are lying about voice being important. you could be a 5'3" tranny that literally looks cis but if you have a man voice you're gonna get clocked 100% of the time
>>8125838
better than being seen and loving as a man 24/7 innit?
>>8125846
lol okay you win this one voice is most important
>>8125858
The difference between 1 in 100 and 1 in 2,600,000 is quite a lot.
>>8125861
just drink water you whiny baby
>>8125866
maybe
im sorry if i made you feel bad
>>8125864
so in this world are women all less than 4 feet or are men like 7 feet
and idk it just seems dumb
>>8125867
but water is ewwww. Even veggies taste better
>>8125877
you gotta get used to it
i drink 2-3 liters now even though i never drank it as a kid
>>8125837
Idk what to tell you, I know it's hard to hear your own non passing voice but you gotta get over the hurdle
Or take lessons
>>8125861
I drink water as an appetite suppressant.
Can't eat if you're full of water! Heh heh...
>>8125865
They're not mutually exclusive anyway tho, so I guess it really makes no difference which one is more important lol
>>8125877
Veggies are great wtf I eat like multiple kg of veggies daily
>>8125865
Nigger you get gendered before you talk to people voice doesn't matter until you are at the stage where you get misgendered regularly
my mom said yes to the singing lessons :D
ill find out tomorrow when i start
i'll never be able to satisfy a guy like a real woman
>>8125511
yup
>>8125857
Socially transition asap then. If it's going to make you suicidal to wait it out, but usually that means there is some underlying issue that isn't resolved :(
>>8125845
Don't turn my escapism into your suicidal fantasy!
>>8125887
¯︶¯
>>8125875
No women are like 5'3 and below and men are 6'3 and up
Sounds awesome
>>8125886
i mean okay. if you're absolutely determined not to have a girl voice then there's nothing that can really be said. all I can say is it correct when you say you're never gonna pass
the thing holding you back isn't your body it's your attitude and warped views on reality
>>8125897
no i don't like that one either >:I
Want to do estrogen injections diy but scared ill mainline a vein and kill myself like the idiot I am or get aids.
>>8125865
the distinction that you don't get is that if you look male but your voice tips you to "passing" sometimes then that isn't really any better for a lot of people
like ok someone called you she but if you still look like an ugly man and gender male visually then that's still a problem
>better than being seen and loving as a man 24/7 innit?
no not really
i wanna have a girl voice so i can post vocaroos on here and make it seem like i pass based on my voice when i really dont
>>8125875
What no? It'd just be like all women are less than 5'2 and all men are 6'2+. There'll probably just be less variance. Or maybe same variance but nen are just a foot taller on average, which would be awesome without gigantism
>>8125901
It obviously is my body because I get gendered male before I talk.
>>8125907
Do you not make clips with zheanna?
>>8125904
you're gonna get aids using your own needles?
just see if any blood comes out before you inject it into your muscle
feels bad man
>>8125911
yeah i make clips for her
doesn't mean i sound like a girl tho lol
>>8125907
same but so i can talk over discord with wow guild
>>8125913
Yes
>>8125914
w-where are the eyes
>>8125916
You got your resonance working at least so you're making progress
>>8125837
just keep exposing yourself and you'll get over it.
>>8125904
Then don't do it. I do not recommend diy'ing drugs
>>8125916
But I thought you got resonance down wtf
>>8125917
but people also seem to like my guyvoice on here so idk it's a mixed feel
>>8125919
hiroshima nagasaki stole them. lets see if this works
‿
>>8125927
idk my voice is a major source of dysphoria atm so i dont like to post it
>>8125928
What did you cover last lesson?
>>8125919
>>8125930
okay it was supposed to be this ‿
this girl who I'm pretty sure is a lesbian (she's talked about her partner) was talking to my TA about how she likes it when guys wear makeup and likes how the lines of gender are becoming more blurred
then after class she told me she's been meaning to tell me for a while she really likes my style...which is literally just the classic boymode hoodie+jeans along with girly hair
idk what to think tbqh, she was being really friendly with me
>>8125860
Not exactly... There are some restrictions on their sale. Those restrictions have been loosened as the shortage of large animal veterinarians has gotten worse. This way farmers can do the yearly vaccinations and treatments themselves.
>>8125927
Your boyvoice makes me warm, fuzzy, and uwu
>>8125938
you probably just look andro and she likes that style so she compliments you. don't read too much into it.
>>8125939
They should be OTC, federally. States and counties and cities can restrict their sale further. Am I wrong?
>>8125938
She wants to smash your bp
>>8125929
I only cut my hair a few months ago. My posture is completely fine. Maybe how I dress doesn't matter when I'm 6'6'' and look like a man when every woman around me is wearing ill fitting jeans all year round
>>8125912
too scary, do it for me please.
>>8125929
not really
voice doesn't matter if you won't / can't fully transition anyway for example
>>8125951
https://clyp.it/voxevm20
Oh my :O
>>8125944
Hmmmm keep practicing, and good luck and stuff :)
>>8125965
I like you voice, you sound kind of similar to mercury.
>>8125894
such as?
>>8125952
you fell for the height meme hard i see. well okay fine you're never ever gonna pass and idk why you even try when it's a complete waste of time
why bother doing anything even remotely female then
>>8125960
bullshit. it's still the absolute most important thing because you'll still need it when you do present female you keep trying to think of retarded reasons to not have a girl voice and they're all retarded because it's one of the requirements for passing
I wanna kill myself but not really and I'm too scared to get help what do I do
>>8125980
get help anyway.
>>8125965
how look did it take to train your voice
ive been working on mine for like 8 months on and off but it's not passable yet
>>8125980
Dont
>tfw crackers and water for breakfast
We have lots of food but I'm too lazy to eat properly
>>8125980
Remember that people care about you. You can't make them bear the weight of your death. Use that to find the strength to carry on.
>>8125980
ignore your fears.
get help
>>8125980
seek sunlight and consensual sex
>>8125963
are you okay nimm
>>8125979
>won't / can't fully transition
>you'll still need it when you do present female
???
>>8125984
It took me 1 year to train and I've been using it since. It would have been shorter but I diy'ed the voice training xD
>>8125987
Are you the same Sam that changes hair colour?
>>8125979
How is it a meme I tried to get gendered female as hard as possible without speaking and yet was still gendered male every single time. Having a female voice will not stop every single person I talk to from gendering me male when they greet me
>>8125984
nim.... the clips you post here pass
>>8125950
I agree they should be OTC, but...druggies...is the argument against. PS, the edge on a hypodermic needle tip is great for cutting skin for removal of splinters. Once you have slit cut in the skin over the splinter, you can stab the splinter and slide it out.
what the fuck music sounds faster again out of nowhere
>>8126001
No, mine is blonde and always will be
>>8126000
yeah i haven't been able to train it consistently because i still live at home and i don't use it outside of practice obviously lol
im starting singing lessons soon though so that thought help :)
Come on I didn't actually want anyone to say anything except "kill yourself you crazy bastard" as I said I am too scared to get help sillies
I don't see any other option I just need to be spurred on a bit
>>8126006
Samantha has cute buck teeth >~<
>>8126010
Get help
>>8125945
I guess, I just don't think I've ever been seen as androgynous before, and I feel like I dress like a dude...I mean I act kinda gay but
idk whatever
>>8125997
>won't fully transition
then she's a femboy and doesn't need a girl voice
>can't fully transition
then it's a temporary situation that will eventually pass and after which she'll need a girl voice
no matter how retarded you act you literally cat get around the fact that you HAVE to have a girl voice unless your okay with being an unpassing hon that gets clocked every time you talk
>>8125990
I know your story and stuff but "just keep suffering literally for decades and screaming your throat out on the inside" doesn't seem like a tenable solution
>>8126010
make a baby with myrthe
>>8126014
Not me, mine are just crooked
>>8126004
Druggies are the reason why they've been made OTC here. To limit aids spread. Same reason why I have that deathly fear of needles. At least, that's what I think when connecting the dots in my nightmares.
Daddy+little(girl)>mommy+little (boy>mommy+little (girl)>>>>>daddy+little(boy)
im a mommy but my mommy growth was stunted
>>8126002
then either work harder at presenting female and get feedback from outside sources
or
work on girl voice so that they correct themselves after you speak
or
dude get ffs lmao
those are you options take your pick
>>8126015
you're the meme here, nim.
>mfw insane trannies try to justify being too lazy to voice train
>>8126033
Hold me
I want to dismember the fountainhead of my physical being
>>8126025
Hmm?
>>8126026
giving out fewer needles would increase the spread of AIDS
>>8126026
Combating the spread of AIDS, Hepatitis, and other blood spread diseases are the reason they should be OTC here too.
>>8126032
there's a hollowness to my voice still
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1BbwuPILc1x
very correctable in my opinion
>>8126033
I wasn't trying to make an ouch :(
I was trying to make a cute
>>8125965
https://clyp.it/qfbskivc
>tfw must do farm work now
>>8126036
Who needs to justify it? I'm just too lazy.
>>8126040
You're probably thinking of another Sam.
>>8126045
still sounds like a woman
>>8126041
They were prescription only before. Which let to a lot of sharing and reusing.
>>8126036
>tfw too disabled to voice train
>>8125848
I take the jellie capsules that are 200mg, every other day for a week and a half. I do get a lil more emotional but I notice they're working.
>>8125860
I thought so too but no pharmacy would sell me needles
>>8125904
Study muscle charts, when the needle is in you can pull back on the syringe and if blood comes up you hit a bad place
>>8126045
please record a new one
>>8126047
O_O
>>8126053
Allegromedical
>>8126062
Yup that's where I bought them a while ago
>>8126018
>then it's a temporary situation that will eventually pass
how long HRT till my bone structure changes and I can start presenting female without being insulted on the street
>>8126030
Clothing is basic shit everyone wears jeans.
Correcting their pronouns isn't being gendered female it's most likely going to be pity and people will just insult me regularly if that is the case.
>>8126055
I wish I could get pregnant too
my sister always likes to tell me how lucky I am to not get periods and in my head I'm like YEAH? AM I?
>>8126047
https://clyp.it/1qjllnkh
>>8126049
Yes....
>>8126067
doesn't sound like a dyke and anyways dykes are still women
>>8126074
I'm a new trip. I couldn't think of a clever name so I'm just using my name.
>>8126079
https://youtu.be/bQgzIVLqjQI
>>8126078
what does it sound like
>>8126082
a woman
>>8126081
you're pretty tho sluggy
>>8126052
https://clyp.it/dy5lf42h
>>8126085
what kind of woman
>>8126071
OMG SAME AAAAA
>>8126052
not too disabled to complain smdh
>>8126081
sux to be them i guess they got real unlucky with life i would just detransition and live as a man in that case
>>8126089
I don't know. put it this way: you sound like elanna's roomate who even though they try their hardest to pass as a man they can't because of their voice.
>>8126087
>>8126097
elanna's roommate is a boy tho
>>8126101
aren't they nonbinary otherkin?
>>8126101
did you even read my post
>>8126071
My mom literally won't stop telling me about how hard it is to get periods and how I don't understand how lucky I am.
MOM STOP.
>>8126036
ftr i do voice train anyway
it's not very nice to imply someone is insane because they disagree with u
>>8126086
those are fighting words
>>8126096
yeah
exactly
>>8126113
can i pat ya hed
Confess.
>>8126121
im a tranny
>>8126121
I admit it, I killed them.
>>8126113
any tranny that tries to say having a girl voice isn't important = insane in my eyes
if they pull the ull never ever pass no matter what argument I say just detransition and live as a dude or femboy because you make yourself a walking meme looking like a girl and sounding like a man
>>8126112
they could probs do some weird shit to make themselves infertile and not get periods anymore
whereas we can never be fertile and have to depend on our estrogen from a source outside our body
idk I give my sister a pass because I'm not out yet but you've gotta be able to see how a tranny is not going to want to hear they're lucky for that
>>8126072
https://clyp.it/m0bdvtro
>>8126116
i'll accept it
>>8126133
neither of us ever said that having a girl voice isn't important
>>8126133
>looking like a girl
No one is saying get gendered female then speak in a guy voice retard.
>>8126132
im gonna keep working on it
>>8126147
whomst are you quoting
>>8126150
okay
>>8126147
>glance
Yeah everyone I've ever talked to barely looked at me at all!
Why do you keep suggesting I get clocked by everyone I talk to everyday as if it would somehow make me feel better
>>8126150
voice train emi like a monki
>>8126121
I'm not a girl(male) but I just lurk here because I like the people who post here.
Sorry...
is lack of confidence a turn off? i just can't do it
>>8126067
How close is your mom usually to your room? Yeah shes home but that doesn't sound like too bad of an obstacle
>>8126139
https://clyp.it/wbtlmnsz
>>8126168
combine with remi
>>8126179
its less attractive for a guy to lack confidence
overall I think most people would consider it an attractive trait regardless of gender though
>go downstairs to drink tea
>a tv programme about babies being born is on
>>8126182
yeah but im worried about her hearing my girlvoice
>>8126198
maybe she'll think you have a secret gf then
>>8126195
>listening to a podcast about female puberty
>>8126177
>I'm not a girl
thats what you think
>>8126201
no wtf no one ever comes to my house
>>8126198
She won't hear it if shes far enough away, close the door. Also I feel like shes gonna find out soon enough anyway.
>tfw attracted to trannies
how high should my E be so that gaining weight would give me a better shape?
lost a bit of weight before hrt and haven't gained any of it back yet, now look like an underweight fag
Ouch. I think I burned my mouth on that teriyaki sauce I ate. :(
>>8126210
it's okay to be trans attracted
>>8126201
i just spilled cummies wummies to your post anon
i try to stay pure but sometimes i just get so hot and bothered that i just can't help myself..
i glanced at your post when it happened, it felt sooo good
>>8126216
Within female ranges
>>8126210
theyre cute desu
>>8126216
See OP links
>>8126219
O_o
>>8126222
they're cray
>>8126209
i can hide it until january
i upped my E tho cuz ive had like no boob growth in 6 months so maybe i won't be able to hide stuff for long
>>8126205
Hmmm... but what do you think?
>tfw noone will ever take me to a porter robinson concert
>>8126227
How much are you on now?
>>8126217
nim knows that feel :(
>>8126238
5mg
going to 6mg
>>8126227
probs cause boobs need some fat
are they sore most of the time or no?
>>8126187
https://clyp.it/wbjpt3kw
>>8126222
fucking AGP detected
tfw your mom doesn't want you to go to college in california because apparently there's a bunch of queers in california and that one could be my roommate and "be aggressive"
>>8126233
I think you're a girl but you didn't realize it yet
>transition to become my own gf
>8 months of hrt later and now I want a bf
:(
>>8126243
sometimes they are but no they're not usually sore
it's more my hips
im also changing my doses to every 8 hours instead of 6 6 12 for more stable levels
>>8126250
k e k
e
k
...that really does suck though nim, I'm sorry
>>8126242
Have you ever gotten blood tested? Its really easy using the site in the OP
>>8126250
that bitch is fucking crazy as shit. it's hard to believe there are people that over the top extremely homophobic and think that it's a perfectly okay mindset to have
thank God their kind is dying off and so is their poisonous mentality
>>8126253
Same
>>8126253
you ARE your own gf and your gf needs a bf
>>8126235
shit taste
>>8126253
>tfw transitioned to trick straight men into having sex with me
>>8126235
If you come to my city i will take you to somewhere
>>8126259
yes my E was 98 and my T was ng/dL
Nap time! Bbiab yall :)
>>8126253
LITERALLY
my life
>>8126270
https://youtu.be/fd5MxU7WVWg
is THIS shit taste
>>8126273
k buy me a plane ticket i dont got anything else going on right now
>>8126250
I thought you were going to new york
>>8126269
KEKED
>>8126274
Oh, thats fair enough to want to up it then. Mine was pretty similar at 6mg so I upped it to 8.
>>8126274
6 mg a day puts me at 200 pg/ml.
>>8126288
Are you on progy, estrofem, or official means?
>>8126261
yeah
i kept trying to tell her that she was being prejudiced but she kept saying that i was being naive
and when i reminded her that i had already had a gay roommate for 6 months when i worked at epcot she just said that i didn't get an aggressive one lol
and she's like "you know they can fall in love too" and im like "why is that a bad thing!?!"
>>8126292
Estradiol hemihydrate. I have a script these days, yeah.
>>8126278
>no one to take me to a concert
>k buy me a plane ticket
do you enjoy being useless or something
>>8126279
california is my dream school but im not good enough for it so i never applied
new york is second choice
>>8126288
is they good or bad
>>8126289
no take care of me daddy
ill be the bestest housewife ever
teehee>~~~<
>>8126300
but i am neet how am i supposed to get where you live
[spoiler]bully me more tho[/spoiler]
what if qhi doesnt process my order because they hate me for some reason and i never get hormones again and die
>>8126301
oh
at least in ny you can see snow. also I think there are probably more queers in ny than california lol
Some cis straight black guy is killing people because his girlfriend left him.
Be careful girls.
>>8126287
i went from 4mg to 5mg for a few weeks after getting that test done but im just gonna go all the way and spread it out more evenly
>guy and a girl conversing with each other walk out of coffee shop as I'm approaching the door
>the guy, IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS CONVERSATION, walks past the girl and in front of me to re-open the door for me
what the fuck...?
>>8126299
Interesting, is that sublingual? It sounds like it is, I'm wondering just to know why the huge difference in yours vs nim's levels
>>8126306
You are the worst kind of person
>>8126312
He wants your future vagina
>>8126308
yeah i don't get it
my mom thinks california is like cursed or something, the two times we've gone ive had to argue to go
but new york is okay lmao
>>8126306
I don't want to be a daddy though I want to be a girl or at very least not male..
>>8126319
Its because everything is known to the state of California to cause cancer.
>>8126318
I'm not even pretty though???
>>8126295
idk how you deal with her craziness in my old age i have very little tolerance for bullshit but i guess you have no choice since no place else to live
>>8126306
>wearing stockings in the house
REEE triggered!! they tear too easily to wear around the house!
>>8126312
p a s s i n g my little qt is getting all grown up <3
>>8126307
get a prescription then
>>8126326
Meme as it may be, I have to because taking oral E gave me stomach pains. Stuck with the high peaks and sharp drops of sublingual now
>>8126327
beauty is in the eye of the tranny chaser~
>>8126317
what would you do to that kind of person
>>8126321
m-mommy?
>>8126330
but they're really comfy for winter months
>>8126319
Just come to where I live
Everyone hates people who are different here
>>8126335
Jesus christ Jon get a hold of yourself, what kind of life are you trying to lead
>>8126307
If you're too retarted to get a prescription then you deserve to die
>>8126333
I used patches when I was self-medding. Worked well.
JOY LANE
>>8126330
idk I think there's a bit of cognitive dissonance because she has beliefs that she was raised
like she just told me a story of how she saw two guys making out inside their apartment and how one of them looked innocent
when i told her that she's just making the assumption that the guy doesn't like it if he obviously did cuz they were kissing and he wasn't pulling away!!!
and all she could do was like of laugh and say "i guess he must've liked it"
like what does that story proof other than gay people who aren't in some kind of abusive relationship exist lol
you know now that i think about it the "innocent" one was probably just the sub lmao
>>8126330
yeah ok it's cool that I passed that hard but still wtf
>>8126342
>getting so upset you namedrop me
its satire homie calm down and have fun like everyone else
>>8126350
GOD i miss aaa
why dont you talk to me
is chara that much cooler
>>8126348
>girlfriend left me
>guess I have to start killing random ass niggas then
>>8126309
time to go for a walk
>>8126360
I feel bad about killin these innocent niggas but I dont give a FUUUUUCk
>>8126348
that old guy looked like the stereotypical sweet old grandpa too
>>8126358
I have never talked to chara outside here and never talked to you either outside here. idk if you are thinking of a different person who uses aaa for an alias.
>>8126335
dude just wear knee-high socks for that lmao. stockings are made of very fragile material and get caught and rip extremely easily
i agree they're comfy bc I wear support pantyhose to work but I take them off as soon as I get home to keep them intact
when I was a kid i cross dressed alot by wearing stockings around the house and they barley even lasted a week of that long and I constantly had to get more bc i hate torn ones
>>8126353
she's bat fucking shit insane. like she doesn't even give critical thought to the stupid nonsensical shit she says. she just believes it because she was told to believe it and stuck to it blindly her whole life
yeah that's what I call some serous brainwashing she'll never change sadly that's some deep rooted homophobia. I see now why you never want to allow yourself to try anything with guys if you grew up with that lunatic your whole life. I doubt even a professional therapist could fix that train wreck. I can bet money she's tried to teach others to be blindly hateful and as homophobic as she is. ugh she disgusts me on a profound level
>>8126364
it's only logical
I tried to hold my breath forever but I couldn't do it :b
>>8126348
America is a white nation first, I have no sympathy for people who leech off of another race's success.
>>8126376
Tie a knot around your neck your neck then!
>>8126347
were you on 100mcg patches? my endo started me on 50 and just upped me to 100
>>8126373
spray them fools down
>>8126379
bang bang
>>8126244
>tfw didn't get any (yous)
>NOBODY listened to my real world voice application
>>8126391
Yup, two at once, actually.
>>8126369
huh
weird coincidence then
carry on
>>8126371
i wanted to respond but pookie was being mean and said not to talk to you ;w;
>>8126397
100 wasn't enough for your E to get into range? would it be better to go straight to 200 then?
>>8126288
How long was until your test was taken after your last E dose?
>>8126400
>i wanted to respond but pookie was being mean and said not to talk to you ;w;
bad ass.....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0oxx_2M6Ctw
>remember this movie as a kid
>1:40
>"I enjoy being a girl"
>cuts through me like a knife
>>8120606
huh wait I don't remember making this thread
>>8126396
(You) (You)
https://clyp.it/2aew01m0
>>8126400
wow rude and I spent so long typing that ;~;
>>8126244
>>8126396
Your voice is cute! CUTE!!!
>mfw seeing bf in a couple hours
why do i always get so nervous ;_;
>>8126400
I'm sorry I have failed you emma-sama ;_;
>>8126418
Because you never know when hes going to break up with you
tfw wanna post voice but have a lil lisp when I say 'T's and it's very noticeable uwu
>korra constantly posts, but wont trip, so its impossible to filter it
>trying to filter it's filenames doesn't work
fucking put on your trip you shit sack
>>8126371
>>8126425
Whats wrong with Korra?
>>8126418
*shoots u wit tranquilizer*
>>8126425
lol maybe if you cry more it'll work out for you
>>8126426
classic slugu
>>8126426
hanna why ;_____________;
>>8126410
didn't that movie also have a fucking gender bender scene as well? it was like being mocked
>>8126408
am i high profile enough to get my own salty anon now
im honored
>>8126412
yea i usually wear thigh highs since thats mainly what i have
>>8126422
OH
jilly
im dumb
lets go to concert thatd be fun
>>8126426
i support this
my gender is 2d anime
>>8126371
yeah idk
i try to talk to her about stuff like that but it's like talking to a brick wall
>>8126439
>OH
>jilly
>im dumb
>lets go to concert thatd be fun
wtf that wasn't me?
baka you don't even know your own waifu
>>8126426
thank you sluge
>>8126449
emma has a waifu?
who are you, semen demon
>>8126439
I don't know who jilly is. mby I should use a different name I usually post as anon but more people talk to me it seems like if I use a name
>>8126445
that was my last one
*hits you on the hed with a bat*
I have my flight and hotel booked I'm really scared but excited
I booked it for 2 people so I just need a pal
>>8126450
i see, why did you end up changing patches for pills?
>>8126426
you think you can just post my meme huh kid
>>8126439
i need to order some tbqh i only have thigh high stockings, a fee pairs of tights, and pantyhose but no thigh high socks for around the house.
actually thanks Emma imma go do that rn I just saw some for 1$ on wish
>>8126442
it's kinda pointless really she's been believing that hateful stuff for over 50 years now it's like ingrained into her personality
>tfw longingly watching gifs of girls whipping their hair around on loop
Long hair wheeeeeeeeeen
>>8126450
Ah mine was after 12 and it was around 110, I'll try 6 hours next time.
>>8126426
>tfw you were never a normal kid
>you never fit in.. nobody ever........ understood you..............
>you cant quite conform to typical social dimorphism, no, in fact you are certain you are one of the fabled indigo children
>chosen to rewrite everything currently known to our species by creating an entirely new gender: the absence of gender at all
Bullying caused this...
hi /mtfg/ C:
>>8126455
I'm out of her league desu..
>>8126460
im
so
confused
wanna just get married at this point?
>>8126465
ill be your pal ^w^
>>8126458
are you a hon
i bet not
>>8126455
yea its you
>>8126449
im so silly
ily
>>8126469
heck yea
thigh highs are max comfy
>>8126465
Nice! I hope everything goes well for you.
>>8126467
Managed to get a script. Pills are fully covered by insurance, patches not so much.
>>8126481
do you doubt my hon-ness?
>>8126464
finally, sweet release..
>>8126481
I'm trying to find someone who can spend a few nights with me :(
>>8126469
yeah i mean like her whole life revolves around the church
>>8126483
zna hi
>>8126491
didn't you get offers already?
>>8126491
id be back from europe by then, you said the 10th? i guess i could but id probably just make things awkward and i wouldn't wanna deal with it while i was recovering from surgery
>>8126497
I have like one person on Discord who is just "whatever" about it, I kind of want a definite yes or no. Especially since I want to talk to the person to make sure they won't rape or rob me.
I went for a walk
>>8126496
Nim hi.
>>8126511
I'll pay for your flight, add my Discord! Natalie#3905
>>8126491
where u at
>>8126488
mebe
dont beat yourself up
>>8126511
but what about all of those promises we made to each other
are you just going to forget about them just like that??
a new study by scientists has come in.
vaginas are AGP.
spread the word.
>>8126518
>natalie discord
are you that asian mtf that was posting on r9k the other day
>>8126507
how are you
>>8126506
was it nice :)
>tfw ordered qt meme socks
>>8126533
it was okay, I feel exhausted though
>>8126528
Pretty well, you?
>tfw all alone
>tfw no hugs
>>8126534
added your discord because i need more friends from here ;w;
>>8126534
why are you going to michigan
thats pretty close to me
>>8126532
ill miss you babe.............
>tfw might finally be rid of this mortal coil soon
>>8126547
uwu iktf anon
>>8126424
So, doit
>get exams back
>92%
>teacher announces only one person in the class has an overall grade of >B
>friends next to me look at me
>whole class catches on and stares
>mfw
>>8126555
awww it's okay
i have a C in my math class to >>;
>>8126538
im proud of you for sticking to a schedule tho
ive too much of a lazy pos to even step out of the house x-x
>>8126541
im okay, better than last night
glad you're doing well :)
>>8126551
A-anon wanna do it together? ;)
Why don't bad hairline trans just get wigs?
>>8126560
DONT BE MEAN TO MY SIS OR ILL END YOU
HISSSSSS
>>8126558
I have a B+/A-
._.
The guy next to me was so stoked to get a 70 on his test so I quietly turned mine over.
>>8126546
I'm cutting my balls off
>>8126567
cuz they look silly
id rather just wait for hrt/finasteride to fill my temples in
>>8126571
o-oh that's good then
;-;
>>8126559
I've been doing it for about a full week now!
>>8126560
If only I had autism, then maybe I'd have an A+! Sadly I only have ADD~
>>8126567
Never tried a wig but they look like such a hassle. I'm pretty sure wearing one feels cumbersome and just wrong.
>>8126574
could be fun
>>8126575
Most high end wigs are perfectly undetectable now
>>8126578
making progress :3
my parents love their dog more than me
>>8126577
>>8126569
Ily imouto! <3
>>8126582
id rather just be natural
>>8126588
what is it even like to feel love anymore
>>8126563
That's good to hear.
When they ask you for your college transcripts, and you've been to 12 colleges >.<
>>8126581
Will be fun*
>>8126589
:3
>>8126427
you realize the reason korra anonposts/avatarfags is because EVERYONE filtered it?
>>8126307
they're not processing mine either for some reason
(if you're still here)
>>8126571
obviously don't gloat, but don't be ashamed of your achievements either. it's okay to be smart and/or disciplined :)
>>8126569
The all-mother oracme neither ends or begins
>>8126603
That doesn't answer my question about why you don't like Korra
>>8126567
because they're fearful idiots
>>8126606
like i just want them to take my damn money
>tfw u get thrown out of /mtfg/ because ur transition license expired
>>8126610
Korra is very very annoying, and is a fake fuck. If you've been here long enough and seen the evolution of korra's "persona" its quite obvious what a piece of shit it is
>>8126615
>tfw I ordered a bootleg Trans-License™ online just like my meds
I think I'll have to pass by the end of the year in order to find a roommate :< finding someone who wants to live with an obvious tranny seems tough
>>8126587
kinda, my stamina is not really improving :\
>>8126619
Genuinely interested anon here.... how is she a piece of shit?
Sometimes I feel like education is a shame desu
Like I have no background in math, but you're going to let me into a buisness analytics class with an A in calc 2 which I felt like I was drowning in, and then I could teach stats in some college to someone else?
What is wrong with the world, this is worse then the time they trusted me with national security
everyone post filter list
I want to know who should I add
>>8126630
you can't think for yourself?
wouldn't it be nice if everybody died
>>8126613
oh wait i actually just checked the order tracking on their website and apparently they shipped it a couple days ago but just haven't sent an email about it as usual, weird
>>8126622
maybe go to office hours and ask her not to do that 'cause it's not really appropriate to put you in that position anyway
>>8126624
nah it's not a requirement i lived with 3 roomies that knew I was a tranny long before I passed. just disclose it in the beginning so they know
>>8126599
I don't have that problem. I was recruited straight out of a classe préparatoire. Didn't even bother picking up my Master's degree when training was over. Only other degree I have is equivalent to an AA in psychology.
>>8126626
She became a dollface clone with a little bit of Kayla esq lying thrown in, she started off as a completely manic religious nut and that still comes out sometimes
>>8126622
what are you studying in college, ash?
>>8126630
I don't use that ~
>>8125943
omg i just saw this
v-valq do you really like my boyvoice that much
>>8126630
i don't have anyone filtered
>>8126635
i placed the order almost a week ago and haven't been charged ._.
>>8126622
lol i do the exact opposite
always sit in the back, never ask questions
i guess that's why you have an A and i have a C lol
soo when is passing supposed to happen?
>>8126567
Probably because privilege fosters retardation through atrophy and caring about frivolities is contrary to that.
When you look for your tablet for DAYS and it randomly appear where you've looked at least 5 times
>>8126646
Post boyvoice, nim!
>>8126638
how did you find them? just craigslist or something? and they were fine with it?
>>8126640
>Dollface clone
??
>lying
about what exactly? i live the not glamorous life of a minimum wage waitress with no car
>manic religious
i havent been to church in months
pls if ur going to start drama don't fabricate things and exaggerate half truths because I will call you out if ur bullshitting
>>8126639
You're just not as hungry as me/ aren't trying your hardest to overcome life circumstances in an ultra competitive world,
If you could be a flag officer with an AA when it takes a masters here, that makes your life a lot different.
These things are what make your face more feminine. Which ones do you have? You're suppose to have more feminine than masculine.
- Thinner nose
- Smaller space between lips and nose
- Thicker lips
- Flatter forehead
- Thinner eyebrows
- Higher eyebrows
- Hairline lower and less M shape
- More rounded face
- More defined cheekbones
- Bigger looking eyes
- Little or no adams apple
>>8126633
heck yes
I miss her...
>>8126458
(hugg)
>>8126426
(hugg)
>>8126488
(hugg)
>>8126543
(hugg)
>>8126655
(hugg)
>>8126651
mine took four days apparently
could be easter holidays or something :/
>>8126668
Literally a dollface style post
>>8126636
I think the look on my face let her know but I was dying a little inside from embarrassment LOL
>>8126641
Elementary Teaching!
I want to teach 1st grade :3
>>8126652
My mom just told me on my first day of school that people sit in the front the teacher usually pays more attention to and forms a bond with since they're more active in the class and the people in the back usually are the people who talk a lot and don't pay attention. So I've always sat in the front in every class and got at least a B+ in each class so far. But I'm also very social and outgoing, so I can understand if someone has anxiety or doesn't like being called on would sit in the back.
>>8126630
Anonymous
>>8126660
I've been looking for one of my microphones. None have reappeared yet. On the plus side, I found one project I had misplaced. A half-finished crown made of gilded barbed wire and garnets. By stepping on it barefooted.
>>8126676
same :(
>>8126671
yea
yea
yea
no
yea
no
yea
idk
no
yea
no
>>8126662
they were mutual friends that let me move in with them for a few months laat year and a bit of this year.
i actually got lucky. my mom threw me out of her house after destroying all my stuff and intended for me to live in the streets or be forced to live with her on her terms (or as a cis male)
my friends let me live there till I got back on my feet
>>8126679
Your envy and paranoia is showing
>>8126671
6/12 hnng
i'm a roadwoman, bruv
>>8126671
>Thinner nose
ye but it's long
>Smaller space between lips and nose
yep
>Thicker lips
yep
>Flatter forehead
eh, kinda
>Thinner eyebrows
nope but i guess that's something changeable
>Higher eyebrows
no
>Hairline lower and less M shape
no and no
>More rounded face
nope
>More defined cheekbones
yeah but not in a good way
>Bigger looking eyes
i think so, sometimes it doesn't look like though so idk
>Little or no adams apple
nope
so what's that, like 5.5/11?
>>8126646
https://clyp.it/hxqbgjbu
>>8126695
I'm sorry that narcissistic denial is obvious
Also you're being a bit of a bitch
>>8126680
just another hurdle for shy people x(
>>8126680
typical cinnamon roll
so did you and faye kiss or hookup??
>>8126671
>space between lips and nose
literally the reason I will never pass
Serenity
>>8126704
You could always do online classes if you ever get too uncomfortable!
>>8126680
Scientifically speaking people in the T (front or middle) of a class perform better and have a higher retention rate of a lecture
>>8126680
good luck! i'm sure you'll be a great teacher!
>>8126712
but all my classes are online except this one!! lmao
>>8126670
The AA was something I did later on the side because the MSc training was boring, actually. I was already a lieutenant at that point.
But yeah, I definitely was a gamma as a guy. Had everything to make it to the top, but I couldn't give a fuck about the rat race so I just reaped what I could reap effortlessly.
>>8126702
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1D90MvbXNZs
<3 <3
>>8126677
thanks anon
>>8126630
>having thin skin
>on 4chan
just learn to ignore people being stupid it's not that hard
and spread love when you can
>>8126633
>TRUMP 2020
>>8126680
it can't hurt to let her know
she might make a habit of doing that in her classes, there's better ways to motivate her pupils than compromising the privacy of and causing distress for her best students
do it for the next Ash :)
>>8126717
In person classes teach you the most important part about being in college.
>>8126706
No and no, it was just a friendly visit, just like if any of my other friends came down to visit. ^^
>>8126716
Aww thank you! I am definitely going to do my best so I can teach future generations well!
>>8126715
Didn't matter where I sat, I was sleeping during most classes. Or causing mayhem. Why bother listening for four hours when flipping through a book for five minutes brings the same results?
>>8126671
no to all, end my life.
>>8126721
Can you fix my car?
There's this loud squeaking noise when I use the breaks.
>>8126711
*gramsps*
>>8126703
SHE
SAID
THE
BITCH
WORD
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo!!!
Now you're a REAL girl, you used REAL girl words! :3
>>8126732
Mainly because high end classes are about gotcha random facts strewn about lectures, books and slides.
My genetics teacher literally taught whole "chapters" not in the book
>>8126735
(i-i dont actually know how to fix cars im just trying to seduce Valq. ask her she's a professional mechanic)
>>8126721
https://clyp.it/crapo00j
>>8126729
Shame
>>8126599
oh my god
boo fucking hoo
>>8126661
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1vSJIPtQNkP
>>8126723
Okie gotcha!
>college
>teachers will literally fail you for missing three classes
What a sham
>>8126735
get a brake job before you ruin the discs, it'll be a lot more expensive
pads prolly just worn down rn
>>8126742
I didn't use class books, to be honest. Not information dense enough. SOTA reference compendiums were more useful.
>>8126671
>Thinner eyebrows
>More rounded face
>More defined cheekbones
>Little or no adams apple
4/11
Adams Apple and face shape will change with weight loss and it will be 2/11
>>8126755
Oh hey that does actually sound nice. I know you're getting rid of it and have made VERY good progress on your girl voice, but just saying your normal one sounds really nice as a guy.
>>8126764
Make sure to turn and polish the rotors!
>>8126729
stay pure until you get wifed
>>8126750
>dat boy voice
w-wew i blushed
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0dvVwDI33IF
>>8126743
most my major's classes have been online so i only end up taking like one in-person each semester
tho this semester i had the choice and i chose online >>;
I want to kiss nim
i want an uzi to shoot myself like a real g would
>>8126770
i post it in /r9k/ once and got clocked as a tranny
im not sure what means
>>8126778
Well I'm sure once you get to New York City it will kind of have to force you to be more social since it's such a crowded and busy place! You will enjoy it though, it is so much fun!
>>8126786
How the heck would someone clock that as tranny, whatever though don't let that get you down
>>8126786
to be fair r9k is about as gay loving as lgbt is so anyone who is a girl, cis or not, people would probably start claiming as trans
>>8126769
Where's my degree then
Maybe books should be written better. Calc books are pretty much, example , answer with hardly any explanation, requiring you to be in the course. The whole things just crap built on top of itself
>>8126769
Not how it works here. Top degrees you get by reading extracurricular material and writing a dissertation that leaves the reviewer thinking. The French system values gifted mavericks over hard working by rote students.
>>8126788
>New York City it will kind of have to force you to be more social since it's such a crowded and busy place!
Thats a fallacy.
Its easy to seclude yourself in big cities because nobody gives a fuck about you. Try to not be social in a town where everybody knows your grandparents, your parents, all of your aunts, uncles, and cousins and everything going on in your life before you even say "hi" to them.
>>8126788
not if i stay in my dorm room the whole time h-haha
but seriously im worried ill do that since i have the tendency to shut myself off from people but ill have eva to help me
even if she's shy too lol
>>8126798
All degrees above the undergrad level have a capstone or paper with challenge defense
>>8126791
I don't know, I can see it
It sounds kind of gay
>>8126808
Yeah it will be nice for you guys to have each other so you will have that comfort! And I am always just a text(snap) away if you need to talk! <3
>>8126794
i never said i was a girl on there!
>tfw no big sister like Ash
my family is crap ;_;
>>8126701
since you obviously have bdd let me be the judge
>>8126671
y
y
y
y
n but changeable
n
n
y
y
y
y
8/11
https://clyp.it/pewhlbib
>>8126817
ya and any voice that isn't clearly a mans will come off to everyone on r9k as a girls voice?
hello?
>post girly voice
>i never said I was a girl on there
>>8126816
aww that's nice but i don't wanna be a bother
nutmeg pics are nicer to receive :)
>>8126833
does my voice sound girly?
>>8126779
Tell me how you'd like to hold mee
Hmmmmmmm
>>8126832
neither
>>8126831
Is that Nim?
I thought she'd be cute but it's more like she's hot..
I'm getting tingly feelings
>>8126837
all you need is girl clothes and you pass
hell the only surgery you need is a hairline advancement and that will take care of your hairline and brows
>>8126840
delet
>>8126837
I think so.
Nim should be beepbeeps girlfriend that'd be nice of her (not beepbeep btw)
>>8126811
Actually, the exams classes prépas are for are only two years after high school but already work on that principle. Got a perfect grade on one of my research papers for that exam because one of the professors in the jury didn't even understand half the words in the very title and that amused the head of the panel to no end. Also got a perfect grade on the biology one and the topic started as a drunken joke.
I guess I could have gotten much better than that government job out of that exam. I didn't care enough.
https://strawpoll.com/xsrz4er
>>8126831
if you look at that second picture there's clearly angular features, whether or not it's "feminine" is up for debate but it's clearly not rounded
and my adam's apple is very noticeable, let's not start with that
>>8126840
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
>>8126861
i pass but ive never been gendered female :^)
>>8126862
LOL
Stop
>>8126861
Its called "thinly veiled attention whoring" but the thirsty autistic transbians that proliferate here love that shit.
It gives them something to....... dare I say it? C H A S E
>>8126848
maybe
but im 20 so i think i can get at least a bit of my hair back just with HRT and finasteride
it's always gonna be higher though that just runs in the family
>>8126857
beep never asked me so i think she hates me :(((
don't tell her okay
>>8126861
I'm glad im a boy and don't have to put up with any of this
>>8126879
She is getting worse than how Cindy was.
>>8126875
you need to dress act and present yourself as female to get gendered correctly. your boymode doesn't have to fail before you can present female and pass. the reason you've never been gendered correct is because you've always presented urself as male and used a guy voice
say that you do t pass after fully presenting female and getting gendered male or you're memeing us
>>8126878
that's how I react whenever you call yourself a boy
>>8126893
i can't go girlmode with my shadow currently
im getting laser for it
>>8126897
Makeup
>>8126897
so don't say you don't pass until you actually make an effort to present female. its spitting in everyone's faces every time you say that and getting obnoxious
i want to be admitted to a mental ward desu
don't care what happens in there i just want out and be taken seriously for once
Don't bully nim >:(
>>8126905
check if they will let you take your mones first, if you are on them?
>>8126906
Ayyy lil buddy got ur jimmies rustled over there because people started spitting real talk about your little waifu?
>>8126904
stop harassing her you autist
>>8126630
you want to filter
>Faye
>Nim
>korra
>anna
>myrthe
>CFH
>cindy
>carol
thats about it, adjust to taste. some people (Korra, Angie, Faye) are impossible to filter because they anonpost, or avatarpost, and its more or less impossible to get rid of them, you just have to learn their posting style, and then ignore their anonposting
>>8126914
You should tell your mom. Its obvious the fear of her knowing is holding you back significantly.
Kikes of the thread, how does this make you feel? For reference, the state of Israel I made encompasses the modern territory+Sinai peninsula+Jordan.
Anyone else lowkey breastfeed their father cause he's been sentenced to death by starvation?
>>8126928
why did you allow them to stay a state
i thought you were REAL spidernazi
>>8126913
This. Before signing myself in, I negotiated so that they wouldn't stop me from taking hrt. Also ensured I could stay stealth by asking that they'd only use my (nonofficial) female identity and that I'd never have to share my room.
>>8126929
yeah i'd appreciate it if you didn't post my pics
>>8126930
On the contrary, I willed them into *being* a state. And I dunno, I just think a Jewish ethnostate in the Levant is cute. And nah, I'm not extreme enough to be a *true* nazi.
>>8126923
To be honest, I never drop trip because I want people who would to always be able to filter me.
>>8126928
I don't like your racism or political posting it makes me sad and difficult to like you
>>8126923
what do you people get out of this thread exactly
>>8126938
their leader looks a lil sad
>>8126938
I bet you are not even a spider, too.
>>8126939
Sorry Emi, I have to filter you now
being unable to help the people i care about when they're going through a rough patch just completely fucks with me
it makes me feel so fucking useless
>>8126928
Nobody cares about your little /pol/ roleplaying fantasy war games. You are white, you are dirt poor, you live in a shitty little town and nobody likes you.
Oh and btw you are getting cucked by a shitskin you Facist pig.
tfw gender neutral presentation
I need to rip out all the output filters I made.
>>8126946
*beats the shit out of you*
>>8126937
O sry
Reading up on relaxin-2 and thinking it would be good for maintaining good looks.
>>8126950
actually feels like hrt is doing that for me desu
>>8126951
wtf
>>8126939
How long until you think you can move out?
I want to get called ma'am for real :\
>>8126947
It really sucks. All you can do about it is hold them and hope they don't do anything crazy.
>>8126951
*gasp* nim wtf :O
>>8126962
anything interesting to report?
>>8126962
do you know how much to take yet
where do i get it
>>8126951
Rude.
no bully pls
>>8126964
don't FUCK with me
>>8126939
Sorry, but your BDD is really annoying, i only added you to my list a few days ago
>>8126942
I mean, I'm sorry? Why does it make you sad?
>>8126944
Probably because he knows he's just a puppet.
>>8126945
Shhhhhhh.
>>8126948
I mean, I know nobody gives a shit, I hardly ever get any (you)s for posting it, but I'm having fun.
>You are white
Yes, and?
>you are dirt poor
Kinda.
>you live in a shitty little town
*My* shitty little town, which means it's better than yours.
>nobody likes you.
Factually incorrect.
>Oh and btw you are getting cucked by a shitskin you Facist pig.
Is this spiclad?
>>8126965
either late august or early january depending on whether or not i get off the waitlist for my college
>>8126977
im sorry
im trying not to be as bad, im spacing my doses out more evenly, i think that'll help with moodswings
>tfw you've gone mad
cool
>>8126981
you should bake him a cake or something
make him feel nice
>>8126981
Don't fucking shush me.
>>8126981
I think that person meant carth since he is now going after grace for some reason
>I mean, I'm sorry? Why does it make you sad?
idk I don't like all the hate and racism even if it is only joking it still makes me sad
>>8126982
Oh is it just college housing, or actually getting your own apartment?
>look at face in mirror
>face starts flaring up
this always happens x(
>>8126878
people actually filtered Nim and Cindy?
>>8126996
it'd be college housing but id have a single
>>8126998
How do I flare my face up
>>8126999
I know, it sounds crazy.
>>8127004
have rosacea :(
i think id feel a lot better about myself with a fixed hairline and no beard shadow
not perfect, but a lot better
Is there anyone that nobody has filtered?
>>8126989
Maybe I will! A "Welcome to Statehood" celebration cake.
>>8126991
But if I don't people will learn that I'm not actually a spider.
>>8126994
Ohhhhhhh. Makes sense. Kinda.
>idk I don't like all the hate and racism even if it is only joking it still makes me sad
I see. You could filter me, if you'd like, or just filter posts with racial slurs in them.
>tfw sensory overload from listening to a song and being stressed out
i might be autistic after all
>>8126999
Nim, no
Cindy yes.
>>8126996
if you're a tranny, you always get a single (assuming you've notified the school), unless you're stealth and passing
>>8127007
At least we never have to worry about wearing blush ;_;
>>8127011
I think that fact is evidenced by you not actually being a spider.
>>8127010
Maybe snickerdoodle and ash?
>>8127022
i suppose so, i always have rosey cheeks and a red nose
the problem is, whenever i get happy/nervous/embarrassed/any emotion my ENTIRE face turns beat red
i think hrt made it worse, but im not 100% sure
>>8127010
people dont like me but im easy to just ignore and forget about so im probably not filtered
>>8127025
Korra and Angie since they both are anon now.
>>8127029
your skin becomes thinner and paler so yeah it probably did
>>8127031
my hairline is about a 1 and a half on this scale
it's just not round, id like to have it more that way is all
>>8127036
my derm made this smile like she thought it was cute when she noticed it on me >>;
>tfw to intelligent to trip
>being so disliked you have to go anon so anybody will ever respond to you
fucking hilarious desu
>>8127010
Good question. People will hate you for literally anything, so I doubt there's someone still using a name or a trip that *nobody* has filtered. Vanishingly small numbers maybe.
>>8127023
True.
>>8127031
Ah. Well, like I said, filtering posts with racial slurs in them will go a long way to helping with that. I feel like self-censoring would be inauthentic to myself, sorry.
>>8127041
you aren't tho
>>8127011
ye "statehood" heheh
>>8127042
so that's what happened to drakeposter
>>8127029
I think hrt made it worse for me too. And yeah, I'm the exact same, I just hate it so much.
>>8127041
too*
>>8127037
nim I have seen cis women with worse hairlines than that and I know there weren't trans because they had little kids with them. I used to be really sad about my hairline but once I looked at more women I don't think it is that bad.
>>8127041
>tfw stupid idiot afraid of people hating me if I used a trip
>>8127044
yeah I know I'm not going to try to police you or something this is 4chan after all and a lot of people say much worse things I guess.
should i eat below average pizza or average sandwich?
>>8126930
>Holocaust
>real
the Nazis supported an ethno nation state for the Jews, before ww2 the policy was not internment but deportation/immigration to Palestine
transition machine broke
>>8127060
Average sandwich!
>>8127048
nim, do you think the lessons with Zhe have helped you a lot more than just training by yourself? kind of want to try it, but can't really spend much rn
>>8127042
I'm afraid to trip because of that, mtfg seems like an okay place but people get alot of unnecessary hate so I'd get filtered for asking a bad question
>>8127071
how the fuck does this place seem "okay" to you
>>8127072
maybe your mom is right?
>>8127068
yeah i think so
i didnt really know what to do before i went to see zheanna
>>8127079
oh i meant that my mom has a widow's peak and i don't
>>8127071
Why care? There's no reason to give a fuck about getting filtered, really.
>>8127061
yeah first wanted jews to 'self deport' basically leave on their own since that would be easiest way to get rid of jews in germany but when it became clear most didn't want to do that they decided they needed to do other things to get rid of them. thats why its called the 'final solution' you idiot.
So if Drake poster made a thread, would anyone see it? :^)