What am I??? What do I do?

>>8090016
This is important, Do you imagine being a girl?

>>8090059
Some of the time, yes. And I have crossdressed a couple times when masturbating as well. But I mostly only imagine being a girl at that time in a sexual sense. I would probably be a total bottom when it comes to gay sex.

>>8090059
And if it makes any difference, I'm a somewhat feminine guy anyways when it comes to my personality and stuff.

Do you happen to find men "threatening" by any chance? Like you don't like making eye contact with them and such?

>>8090117
When you imagine 'gay' sex do you visualize the man's face or personality the same way you do with another woman in a 'straight' fantasy?

>>8090158
Nope, don't have that problem.

>>8090177
Not really, I mostly just imagine the guy's body and penis fucking me.

>>8090189
You're AGP.

>>8090177
To add onto that, I don't particularly find guys attractive in the same way that I do females. I also can't really imagine being in a 'romantic' relationship with a guy.

>>8090204
I haven't heard of that before. What exactly does that mean?

They're saying you have autogynophilia/ are trans. Maybe jokingly? Can't tell.

>>8090216
It's where your straight male sexuality gets flipped to be directed at yourself instead of someone else. You stay being attracted to women but want to be the woman yourself. It's the cause of most mtf transsexuality. It can lead to pseudobisexuality, where you are attracted to men physically or romantically but because they are a part of straight male sexuality, normally as the self. But for an AGP who imagines being the girl, the guy needs to be someone else. That's why you get fantasies involving guys.

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>>8090016
It's just the estrogens in the water from birth control and plastic bottles giving you flashes of fem thoughts.
You're not gay or trans or AGP. None of those are that wishy-washy about it all the way into their mid 20s.
Nothing to be confused about, get a new gf, get married have children move on. Also get a water filter.

>>8090254
>>8090244
>>8090259
Thanks, I'll look into the AGP thing, that does make some sense. Either way, thanks for the insight it's really helpful!

>>8090368
Happy to help. There is a general for AGP here >>8054069

Lots of people will deny it is a thing. Keep open-minded!

>>8090016
You're just bi dude.
You sound almost just like me (except I'm younger, don't really act feminine, and don't have dildos). The feeling of disgust after orgasm will go away eventually. Except I had that when jacking to straight porn too (that went away sooner). The crossdressing sissy slut shit is just fetishism, that doesn't mean you want to be a woman. Everyone's into weird shit.
You'll start finding guys attractive and will be able to see yourself romantically with them soon after you've come to terms with your sexuality, especially if you've met a guy you're attracted to.
Don't listen to these fucking trannies, a lot of them get off to "converting" people to their degenerate pit of self-loathing and loneliness. They're nothing but crazies playing armchair psychiatrist and don't know what they're talking about. They practically think everyone is a fucking repressed tranny. Brushed your hair? "TRANNY." Picked a girl in a video game? "TRANNY." Ate Pocky once? "DEFINITELY TRANNY." I haven't been here long but simply observing them has been like staring into the fucking abyss. Most of these people are fucked beyond repair both mentally and physically and you DO NOT want end up like them. Why do you think so many of them kill themselves, even AFTER they've transitioned?
Don't take mental health advice from the mentally ill.

>>8090016
>>8094497
Also your sexual tastes may change over time. Sometimes for months on end I don't even so much as think of gay shit.