MTFG - transgirl general

>>7957167
ahhhh
wrong old thread link

old thread is at
>>7956235

sorry ;-;

>>7957199
idk she said she'd visit

>>7957206
aww i didn't mean it like that

>>7957211
that's good to hear!

im glad things didn't end ugly :)

>>7957213
hi im nim

>>7957211
I hope not

>>7957215
Me too! I'dve been even sadder if I had lost her as a friend, too.

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>>7957188
I swear it's not ;_;
I'm like the kind of awkward where I get confused when people touch me when they're talking to me and look scared when people start interacting wtih me out of the blue.

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>>7957218
Hi I'm Magi, nice to meet you ^^

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I'm not dating birdy
I'm not dating anyone
Go away.

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>>7957221
Why not?
>>7957225
>I swear it's not ;_;
>proceed to describe cute things
Something ain't adding up here, Lannu.

>>7957193
It'll definitely take time and it will be frustrating seeing how slow progression is, but it's so worth looking back and seeing how you've changed after a year. I never thought I would be fulltime at a year and now it's like I don't even remember what it was like to be a man socially. I still get depressed and upset sometimes with bdd and everything but things are waaaayyy better now than they were a year and a half ago.
I believe in you anon, you can make it too.

>>7957225
it's the same with me

>>7957227
how's your day been!?!

>>7957235
Kind of feels like it's touching a nerve when people say 'she'. If you watch me play games you'll see me wince or flinch every so often, it's when people are calling me 'her' on the mic.

>tfw sad gf

>updating lol
>for 3 hours
jfc

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>>7957235
It's not cute I wish I had a type A personality but instead I just sort of stumble through life and people seem to take pity on me and be nice to me.

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>tfw no gf or bf or f

>>7957225
why would people touch you when they talked to you

i always stay just within arms reach anyway

>>7957245
Iktf

>>7957230
>randomly mentioning birdy out of the blue
hmm

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ican't calm down.
ireallyneed hugs
i want a bf ;_;
i feel really sad

>>7957245
I knew that feel for a long time
Friendmaking is real tricky, but I hope you find someone. This seems like an okay place to try at least

>>7957241
Why?
I would be thrilled if someone called me "she" or "her" in a situation like that.

>>7957245
mine's in another damn country ;~;

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>>7957240
Pretty good, been in good form the past couple of days, so it's been nice
How about you?

>>7957242
Aww hope she's okay

>>7957251
that is a name I've not seen in a long, long time

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I'm gonna fuck a man soon. How do I do it?

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>>7957249
>radomly
>after I wake up to messages asking me if im dating him
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>7957254
mood swings!

but im okay right now, just low energy like always Dx

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>>7957241
That's interesting. Any idea why? Or do you think it's related to you not feeling like a 'real enough' girl?
>>7957244
It's definitely cute but I understand what you mean. Well personality is luckily mutable, so you *can* change, if that's what you so desire.
>>7957250
Hugg!

>>7957258
just message them back then

>>7957230
Buuuuuut you want to date birdy?

I don't chase people away, I freeze and run.

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>>7957259
Oh I feel ya on that, hopefully you'll get a bit of energy, can be very draining

>>7957260
>Well personality is luckily mutable
not mutable enough
I once tried to learn how to be a boy but it didn't work. ;~;

>>7957265
yeah it's even worse than usual

thinking about getting antidepressants but i don't wanna fuck my mental state up even more :<

>dating anyone
what a bunch of fucking queers

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I made sushi for my brothers birthday

>>7957267
>>Well personality is luckily mutable
>not mutable enough
>I once tried to learn how to be a boy but it didn't work. ;~;
me too...

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>>7957266

>>7957252
>>7957260
I really have no idea. I'm not a girl, just a guy taking artificial hormones and pretending to be one.

I'm not really bothered by this fact anymore but it still grates on me when people refer to me as female.

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>implying i could stop being an awkward shy spazz if i tried

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:p

>>7957254
It's looking pretty questionable, one of those situations where everything's bad so everything else looks bad, if that makes any sense?

>>7957275
seems like something i would have a hard time accepting as well

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Omg so I'm working a town over instead of my usual store and my exs bestie was working with me D:
Last time I saw her I called the cops on her
Apparently everyone hates her tho
But it was so scary

/lgbt/ raid in /pol/

>>>/pol/117554090

>>7957267
>>7957273
That's a difference in degree, of course changing one of your fundamental aspects won't work.
>>7957275
I see. That's interesting.

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>>7957247
Idk I've been told that it's to build trust
Like, in the past week I've had someone put their hand on my back when they were saying hello, and someone hug me from behind

I just get confused ;~;
I must be like half autistic or something

>>7957260
I try, it doesn't usually stick though, I always fall back on being super awkward

>>7957279
eevvvaaa ^>^

Where ya at, then?

I wonder how much it hurts to cut your wrists.

Can't using hanging cause that would just make me oddly horny.

>>7957284
shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg

>>7957271
olive

you're actually the queer

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>>7957290
Oi!

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>tfw still closeted and an actor by profession, so I have to be perceived as a man in more than one way every day

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cindy wouldnt be so chilly if she bought a Yui scarf

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>>7957289

>>7957264
eventually everyone grows tired of me and I'm left alone

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>>7957261
Started here apparently.
>>7957262
No.
He's yelling at me about it right now, even.

>>7957287
id probably flinch then realize my autistic response to being touched and get red and start apologizing immediately

maybe some awkward laughter too if im feeling like an extra spazz

born with an intersex body
modified to male
is female inside

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>>7957250
i feel so stupid.
like.
idk.
i've never had any days like this before.
a lot of things happened, i've been losing track of time
i feel so lonely.
i'm so confused.
maybe i wish it was ghost of pms, b/c it would be a really good sign

>>7957291
no dying
have you come out to your sister?

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>>7957294
There ya at. Yo.

>>7957301
what do you mean modified to male

>>7957287
Keep trying and setting attainable goals for yourself. Working at something step-by-step is the best and easiest way to succeed at it.

how do I go shop for cute cloths without getting strange looks?

>>7957286
I'm fundamentally female despite my body

>>7957305
Tonight, Ash on the Avatar Mystery :o

>>7957297
come to bed kitty :3

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>tfw no messages on OKC anymore
It was fun while it lasted
Maybe I should give up on that
>>7957285
Fuck off

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>tell long time skype buddy im "gay"
>post face
>"you look more female than male, i can see why you're gay"

t-thanks estrogen

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>>7957270
They might work, but they take a little while to get used to and you have to keep on them, to keep them working, think about it, I mean if you think it might help, there's no harm in trying

>>7957282
Yeah, general low mood, I hope it lifts for her soon, sounds like she's having a hard time

>>7957290
Hello Cookie

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>>7957287
Do you not like being touched, Elanna?

Do you often find yourself overwhelmed by too much noise and/or light?

I'm spiritually trans

>>7957308
id like to know this as well

>>7957309
Correct, ya girl.

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>>7957310
Avatar mystery?

>>7957315
Heya, Magi.
It's been a while since I got to use my folders.

>>7957257
touch his benis and stuff it wherever it fits

>>7957299
>He's yelling at me about it right now, even
Is he saying you're a very very bad girl?
Is he describing how you need to be punished?

>>7957317
such a gemini thing to say

>>7957313
lucky

>>7957291
a lot
been there, done that
poor way to try. They body will cut off the blood supply.

>>7957311
I wish that was now...

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Oh no, wew!!!

>>7957321
I had to source Magi's and now yours :o

>>7957315
yeah, i just don't like the thought of having to medicine forever

well, besides hrt lmao

Shnugg lovely Lauren

>>7957299
>He's yelling at me about it right now, even.
meh, most healthy relationships have a little bit of yelling in them

i'm not saying anything, i'm just saying

>>7957304

>no dying

But I really want to die.

>have you come out to your sister?

No I haven't talked to her face to face in a while and I don't want to do it over texts or something like that.

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>>7957308
>>7957318
Shop online, or if you go in person take a bit of paper and pretend its a shopping list for someone

>>7957298
I don't let anybody in. That way I can't get hurt when they go away.

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>>7957323
No he decided now is the time to voice his objections to everything.
>>7957332
I really don't like yelling, arguments, confrontation, etc.

>>7957335
Do u penetrate them

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>>7957322
Is that all there is to it? What if it hurts? What if i poop?

>>7957334
ooo that's smart

I don't know my measurements though D:

what do I even need

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>>7957321
Mhm, haven't used this trip in a while either, just having fun

>>7957334
I don't know how I never thought of the shopping list idea, thanks!

>>7957334
Or just be normal u_u

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>>7957336
>everything
Oh and since everyone's gonna run wild with this I just mean me joking about it or teasing him for shits n giggles.

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>>7957313
uwu

>>7957315
Pretty much. I hope so too, not that I seem to be able to do anything to help

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Yo.

>>7957328
I use Kay and Gummy.
Both are from Ace Attorney, specifically Miles Edgeworth Investigations.

>>7957336
>No he decided now is the time to voice his objections to everything.
Sounds like his "b"f is jealous

>>7957306
They only left me with a dick and balls. I was born with both a dick and balls, and a vagina.

>>7957349
Hey thank you :3

What's a normal dose of hormones to be taking? My endo wanted to start me off slow, so she put me on 1mg estradiol/day and 50mg spiro twice/day, orally. How much should I ramp up from there?

I'm thinking I might switch to injections. Initially I didn't wanna do injections because it would've required another appointment, whereas with pills I just walked down to the pharmacy. I didn't want to wait any longer, so I took the pills.

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Oh dear, 1 minute between posts?

>>7957341
How's things?

>>7957354
Sure thing. I use 'em on Discord too.

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>>7957300
Idk I don't flinch, I don't know if I even blush anymore.
I just roll with it, and feel confused

>>7957307
I think I'm fundamentally just an awkward person
I fit right in in the STEM world

>>7957316
I like being touched..
And I used to be a raver how on earth could I be overwhelmed by loud noise and lights?

>>7957335
I'm too needy for that
I always end up hating everything about myslef tho
and for good reason

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>>7957340
Read reviews online, if you can measure yourself or get a general idea you'll be able to find things easy online. Usually the reviews they will tell you if something fits small etc. But that depends on the site, good luck!

>>7957342
No problem ^^

>>7957343
Well I just walk in and buy makeup and stuff so It doesn't bother me, but I know some get hung up and feel the pressure uwu

>>7957359
I noticed :3 I went on foreign shitposting sites to find Magi's source!!

>>7957339
if you go slow enough it shouldn't hurt
poop beforehand

>>7957353
they did it at birth?

im sorry to hear that

at least you have the feminization effects of being intersex right anon?

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Good night amerifriends

>>7957338
I can't anymore.

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>>7957363
Those girls need more confidence uwu

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>>7957359
Okay, good form, just listening to music
How about you?

>>7957364
You should have asked I would have linked them for you, silly :3

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>>7957350
I don't really care. Birdy wants the jokes
>shut down
So yeah.
Look just stop?
The ship isn't sailing and I'd like him to stop yelling at me.

>>7957361
everything makes me blush

i have naturally flushed cheeks :(

>>7957370
how to confidence?

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>>7957346
hugg

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today really sucks.
i wish i could kick this day in the balls or some shit.
i just need someone over here

>>7957362
I was hurt to often.

>>7957333
>I don't want to do it over texts or something like that.
that's understandable
i ask because having someone supporting you will probably help with wanting to die

>>7957364
Ehh... Touhou Char. Had to look up who specifically, though.

>>7957371
Just bored. The usual.
Wouldn't be here if I wasn't.
I can't imagine being wanted 'round these parts.

>>7957373
I've been blushing almost all day...

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>>7957370
Mhm they do, can't have them all blushing trying to buy something now, but hopefully it'll help

>>7957371
The brief thrill of the hunt was fun!
>>7957379
You are a girl!!! If you're not pretty yet, you will be! Don't worry about silly people!
>>7957386
Implying I 2hu tho.

>>7957372
Can we still shitpost about you and Kari until Birdy comes off cooldown?

>>7957384
idk if i an keep doing it

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>>7957380

>>7957361
Fair enough!
>>7957381
Go away.

>>7957372
So you're saying birdy is ok with the flirting?

looked like the ship was sinking, but maybe he'll plug the leak if you ask nicely.

>>7957381
I don't think girls(male) are allowed to post in there...

>>7957366
Ok thank you.

>>7957388
That is kinda cute, though...

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>>7957295
>tfw you post something nobody else can relate to

>>7957367
Yep, only a couple days after I was born. They told my parents I had an abdominal obstruction.

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>>7957396
sure they are
just be a spineless hack like blaire white

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>>7957373
Fuuck I remember being that way
And girls would try and make me blush and then laugh at me

>>7957405
you can always have srs anon!

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>>7957386
Ah okay.
Hopefully not too boring, and well I don't see the harm in you posting

>>7957389
Mhm, well we all get a little flustered now and then, sometimes you feel like hiding your face, but gotta remember its not a bad thing

>>7957389
I did not.

>>7957335
This works really well. I cut off all of my contacts and disappeared from all means of communication. Push everyone away who tries to get close. It's kind of lonely but nobody can hurt you anymore.

Can't escape from the memories of other people though.

>>7957389
>If you're not pretty yet, you will be!
c:
I hope you're right.

>>7957404
>tfw you post something everybody else can relate to

i'm hungry

>>7957409
Really? Hm.
Welp, alright.

>>7957407
fug i remember this x-x

what can you even do except just awkwardly laugh while you're blushing like a little sissy

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>>7957390
Kari doesn't give a shit about the thread and there's actually something between her and I so it's whatever.
>>7957395
>So you're saying birdy is ok with the flirting?
Dude's a fucking bunch of mixed signals but right now he's saying I get too attached and read into shit that isn't there.
>maybe he'll plug the leak if you ask nicely.
No, there's no ship.
I need to be VERY clear about that.

>>7957393
"maybe you'll end up becoming a girl now you've accepted your gay"
>me:"haha dont be stupid"

>>7957391
After to many years I couldn't anymore.

do people ever post their progress here or is this all just socializing?

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>>7957382
Hugggggg!
>>7957406
Nice pic.
>>7957407
Tell me in detail, how often did they succeed? Did you have to cover your flushed cheeks with your books?

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based...

>>7957404
Yeah most of us end up too anxious for that kind of thing, in my limited experience
I hope you can find a way out but that sounds like a real tight spot

>>7957406
blaire isn't a spineless hack anon
she's a good girl
/ourgirl/

>>7957408
I know, just can't afford it.

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>>7957409
Yup~!
>>7957414
You can DO IT!! if you need help shopping, ask a friend to come along!!

Alas, I have to go. Maybe you'll catch me shitposting later, bye girls~!

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>>7957422

>>7957430
her entire personality revolves around filling the /ourgirl/ role

>>7957411
>Can't escape from the memories of other people though.
especially the memories of the ones who really did care, but I got ripped away from.

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>>7957426
I try to when I accomplish shit and people aren't being annoying about drama.
I got promoted today.
BUT BIRDY LOL

>>7957387
cuz of me :o

>>7957385

I mean I have really supportive friends but like I just can't stand life. It's fucking shit and I have no chance of being happy or even useful in society.

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>>7957355

>>7957438
Yeah, it sucks. I don't have any kind of advice or knowledge on how to suppress it. Can't stop the nightmares, can't stop those dark times when you close your eyes and see them again.

But hey, no more misery in the future.

>>7957439
>BUT BIRDY LOL
you're the one who brought it up and who keeps talking about it, what the fuck

stop this obsession right now

>>7957439
>I got promoted today.
GRATS yo

oh yeah but birdy lol

>>7957440
y-yes...

>>7957429
I have horrible anxiety but somehow acting comes naturally to me and I'm not anxious when I'm pretending to be someone besides myself, that's kinda why I do it.

>>7957441
How so, and why is your standard of a good life being useful to society? What do you want out of life mayne.

>>7957421
I wouldn't worry about it too much. Once he gets bored of his repressing gf, he'll be right back to giving you mixed signals.
Maybe even before

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I'm gay
Ada is a qt
image credit to zna
she knows me well

>>7957447
awww ^^

hope it wasn't too bad!

>>7957444
time to go off an cry alone.

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>>7957452
Nothing is happening.

Forward and back
And then forward and back
And then go forward and back
Then put one foot forward.

Forward and back
And then forward and back
And then go forward and back
Then put one foot forward.

Forward and back
And then forward and back
And then go forward and back
Then put one foot forward.

Forward and back
And then forward and back
And then go forward and back
Then put one foot forward.

>>7957439
>I got promoted today.
grats grace :)

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>>7957400
Mhm its very cute

>>7957418
^^

>>7957432
Glad you agree ^^

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>>7957420
Idkk
It sucked

>>7957427
Almost always
I didn't hide it
Sometimes they made me cry though
Then I stopped crying at all somewhere around 13 y/o

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This is you right now

>>7957456
We're all gonna make it sis.

>>7957465
hrt made it worse i think

im gonna have to use makeup to cover it up :/

>>7957455
it's a really nice warm tingly feeling...

>>7957467
I don't know.
my body is failing me now

>>7957465
I lost the capacity to cry unless having a complete breakdown ages ago.

It seems HRT has brought back my normal capacity for crying however. Weird.

>>7957443
>tfw aldactone and estraderm mx 100

>>7957466
*softly pets u*

>>7957466
why would you post our phone conversations, anon

>>7957466
uwu *shnuggs u* :3

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why am i so lonely?

>>7957427
:3
thanks

i want a boyfriend.
i want to have his children i want his kisses

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What's sex like?

>>7957471
i used to cry all the time at night because i didn't have any friends but i stopped crying around 13/14

>>7957478
its sweaty and it smells weird but it feels good

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>>7957446
>>7957461
Thanks! I'm gonna get another raise soon too, and hopefully it won't be long before I'm progressing towards shift leader. Boss seems pretty positive about me moving up. Goal is to move up before I move off to Portland!

>>7957470
Everything's going to be alright.

>>7957478
Salty milk and coins.

>>7957478
hmm, how best to describe it

did you ever play with one of those block puzzles when you were a child? it's a bit like that

>>7957454
It's pretty easy to find pictures that you like, they just need to fill the category of gayslut.
>>7957465
>Sometimes they made me cry though
Aww, that's sad.
>Then I stopped crying at all somewhere around 13 y/o
Same but like Nicotine I also started crying more after I got on HRT. I dunno if it was the estrogen breaking the emotional dam or that getting on HRT helped break down my depression. Maybe both.
>>7957477
You'll get a boyfriend one day!
>>7957478
>>7957483

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>>7957482
I'm excited for you Grace!
Remember who you are doing this for! You! :3

>>7957483
>Everything's going to be alright.
really

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>>7957478
Always a disappointment in my case.

>>7957460
To back of the building
From the floor to the ceiling!
I'm dreaming kicking screaming my life away.

>>7957482
You'll be able to do it! Grace is a good, confident girl.

>>7957478
naked hugg

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ive had one major crying episode in hrt but there's always an urge to stop myself before i really start

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>>7957487
>Remember who you are doing this for! You! :3
I don't care much about that person.
I care about making sure I can live comfortably with Kari.
>>7957493
Thanks.
>>7957495
I'm still too man to let it out sometimes.

>>7957495
you should think about how you dont have a boyfriend and how you arent like the other girls
it will make you cry lots

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>>7957471
>>7957486
Yeah it happened this way for me as well.
I legit wonder if it's hormonal. Like, I was like a faucet when I was little but then puberty hit and it just stopped. And then after a few months on hormones, bam.

Weird shit.

>>7957450
Well since you're already pretending to be someone you're not pretending to be someone of the opposite gender isn't too much of a stretch right? :^)
In all seriousness that might be a helpful way to look at it. Or completely useless, I'm not sure

>>7957495
I havent cried since my ex girlfriend lied to me about having cancer 4 years ago lmfao

I don't even know where to start with HRT. Do I just need to find out my levels first or what?

>>7957499
rude desu

>>7957501
Actually that kinda is. It's just like I'd rather be playing Christine instead of the Phantom yknow? Haha. Oh well.

>>7957500
>I legit wonder if it's hormonal. Like, I was like a faucet when I was little but then puberty hit and it just stopped. And then after a few months on hormones, bam.
Saaaaaaaammeee.
>tfw I tear up reading sad manga sometimes

>>7957503
first off, how old are you, and what country? you should find out your medding options first.

>>7957499
:(

i have a girlfriend tho!

>>7957503
Locate a local informed consent clinic or find out what the process to begin HRT in your area is. Or begin self medding, which means you go and get your own blood tests and order your own pills, and do your own dosages and take your health into your own hands.

>>7957505
I was just saying what works for me :(

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>>7957500
>tfw crying over things that happened to characters in stories you wrote when you were little

there is no point in trying
everything's falling apart
i give up

>>7957507
I'm glad. Yeah, that definitely makes sense.
I hope you can keep acting and just... switch over when you're ready.
Do you live somewhere relatively accepting?

>>7957451
>why is your standard of a good life being useful to society?

That's not how I ment to word that. I ment I'll never be able to be happy or even be useful to society but unhappy. I say I'll never be happy because I'm barely scraping by to get through high school and I'll probably end up being a dropout because I'll be like 2 years worth of credit short to gradutae next year even if I get all my credit this year and next, I can't get a job, I'm constantly losing friends (so far this month alone I've had a net loss of five friends), most people end up hating me, and the only talents I have are that I can draw robots and remember random facts.

>>7957517
You can piece it back together, can't you? Or you could salvage what you can, if you can't save it all.

>>7957517
they call it the circle of life because it has no points my girl
many people have been where you are
just keep on trenching
would you like to talk about anything specific?

>>7957517
Trip on sheen

>>7957512
21 and in US

>>7957514
Yeah I'll look into this

>tfw 20 was too late
Genes are cruel

>>7957521
she barely talks to me now
theres no point
i always fuck everything up

I wonder if Nim is just a character invented to be appallingly adorable.

>>7957526
>tfw body was fucked up by 14

>>7957526
that all depends on your genes. Everybody is different.

>>7957525
>21 in the US
you have options then, good. unless you're in the middle of nowhere in Wyoming, there is likely a gender therapist somewhere near you. I would try that before trying self-medding.

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>tfw wasted my time in college by staying inside and not socializing
>tfw graduating with no friends
Fug
I just wanna get away from this town sometimes

>>7957528
nim is the character

dim is the face beside the mask

>>7957527
Ah, so you're who I thought you were. Things will get better. They hurt like a motherfucking bitch right now, but things *will* get better, so long as you want them to. You'll be able to pick yourself up and move on. You gotta, Anon, I believe in you. You're still alive, aren't you?

>>7957534
Closest is a 2 hour drive for me and I have no vehicle currently is my issue

>>7957532
Yeah, I know. I'm saying my face was fucked by the time I started, even though it was early.

>>7957535
hey thats like me in high school and junior high and elementary
friends come in all shapes and sizes
the blobs of text on this website are my friends

take these pills morty and shove them waaay up ur butt

>>7957535
>tfw dropped out with no friends

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you know.
i'm not really sure whether or not i had a few pms symptoms today

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free pats by the hug slut

were 19.99 now 0.00 with contract signup

>>7957535
Lordy I know this feeel

>>7957550
signed the fuck up

>>7957550
they're not lewd pats right

>>7957542
faces can be fixed with FFS. rib cages and shoulders can't.

>>7957535
>tfw graduated university with friends, but moved back home and cut everyone off and haven't spoken to any friends in years
d-dumb normies

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>>7957541
Public Transportation?

>>7957555
no they're headpats

>>7957553
good good -patpat-

>>7957557
6'2
18 inch shoulders
31 inch ribcage

>>7957546
I-I'm not sure your supposed to consume estrogen that way rick, that uh, it doesn't sound like too good an idea to me.

>>7957550
Sign me up
>>7957552
It's a terrible feel
Makes me wanna die sometimes
>>7957558
That's what I did after high school
Aside from my only friend

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pizza can be absolutely orgasmic sometimes

>>7957550
can i have my headpats administered on my posterior?

>>7957560
okay signed up

i might purr a lil bit though

>>7957559
I should've mentioned its in another town. I'll be getting my vehicle situation fixed by August but I feel like thats a lot of wasted time between now and then to start

>>7957561
shit nigga

>>7957563
-patpatpat-

>>7957567
if you do you have to sign a waiver

>>7957568
-nimbuddi patpat-

>not having no friends in elementary, some in middle school, then losing them all when you went into high school and never making any new ones after that
it's like you want to be happy or something

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>>7957566
Pizza sounds good rn
>>7957569
I travel an hour to get to my clinic
I have the route planned out
>train
>walk to subway
>subway to clinic

>>7957570
I should just quit, shouldn't I

can i have a pat pls

>>7957525
Assuming you're not going to go to a doctor (you should if that option is open for transsexual care - most (all) insurances cover this), you'll want to learn how to check your levels and understand what you're signing up for. That means the risks etc. You'll want to make sure you're prepared to change your life style etc. Monitor it responsibly etc.

Inhousepharmacy.vu allows you to get estrodiol and spironolactone or cypro something or other. I recommend off bat starting with reducing your testosterone and seeing how that goes. Start with either 50 or 100 milligrams of testosterone and refer to the threads "hormone level check" info and get your blood tested. After a few months and it takes MONTHS your levels should be down to low male or zero-ish levels t. Then start estrogen at 2mg. I recommend starting estrogen at the same time as Spiro but it's only how SOME doctors do this.

If you can, get yourself to a clinic with "informed consent" (see op).

I would recommend doing this fucking immediately for a month supply and starting ASAP. Then go to a psychologist / therapist and explain the following. "I am unequivocally certain I am female and I will be transitioning. I need a letter forwarded to a clinic or a endocrinologist to make sure insurance covers my on going transsexual care. Thank you." if they refuse or are hesitant, thank them for their time and continue through until you find a transgender tolerant and scientifically knowing therapist.

Dont fucking get gate kept by being told bullshit. Don't wait. Don't take no for an answer. Don't hesitate or let them meme you into 4 months of estrogen without blockers (why I recommend buying now and never looking back).

Be prepared to pee a lot and don't expect miracles.

>>7957573
So when are you and birdy meeting in person?

>>7957579
here's a quick demo -pat-

>>7957585
ty

emi makes me feel really nice

>>7957587
im glad i do :3

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>none of my UK friends believe me when i tell them i'm 26 and assume i'm like 20
what the fuck is going on

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>>7957572
I've always had small groups of friends, only a couple growing up, then I got a few more before high-school. Then I moved away to a different highschool and lost them all.
>>7957584
Go away.

>>7957578
I mean it's not a good idea to give up
but fuck, you're fucked either way

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Exceptions are the mothers of all perversions, of all lawlessness, of all vices; we say yes to one exception, then we cannot find a justification for rightfulness and lawfulness anymore! He who finds justification for the wrong of this world is lost. Tolerance and acceptance are the excuses of those who quitted fighting, who doubted and lied so much they started to embrace their weakness and lies. If we allow ourselves to accommodate once for evil, then all it's already rotten in us. Mistakes and miseries are part of the human, but to let evil spread and not facing it is the most wicked of sins for the common man. Respect cannot be a forced surrender.

>>7957589
Be glad. I turned 25 recently but I look and act and have the life of a 20 year old. I have taken to lying and just saying I'm 21.

>>7957593
Yeah, thanks..

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>>7957562
Trust me morty. Shove em waaaaay up there.

>>7957597
look, I'm being real with you. hugboxing is dangerous as fuck. realisticly, you could look good. we don't know because we'll never see you in real life. if you feel like posting a picture, someone might say otherwise, but those measurements are fucked.

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>>7957594
lol
>>7957595
I think it's because I'm short by UK standards, don't seem to have aged much in the last half-decade, and have a pathetic voice for a "man".

>>7957561
44" underbust

>>7957539
i really dont want to be
shes all i have

>>7957601
What are you?

>>7957589
this island ages people terribly

>>7957588
I like the nice warm feeling I've been getting lately ><

>>7957608
an anonymous voice on an anime forum. what are you?

>>7957605
Get more things and people, then. You still exist, so keep at it.

>>7957613
Alright, you don't have to say if you don't want to.

I'm just gonna keep trying and if it doesn't work out then I'll kill myself.

>>7957614
i dont want things and people hate me

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>>7957617
good plan honestly
didn't work so well for me, but hey, take your shot.

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Why is chris hemsworth so fucking hot?

Where are the cute mtfs to feminine benis

>>7957623
No clue. Why do I want to cuddle with Wolf Blitzer for eternity? Some things will be mysteries forever.

>>7957619
Do you actually know that? Or is that anxiety and depression saying that? And surely there are things you want.
>>7957623
Beautifully chiseled features is my guess.

>>7957605
I lost my best friend of years and my girlfriend in the last quarter of 2016. The vast majority of this was entirely my own fault. Do I feel guilty, awful, in pain? Of course I do. But you only get one shot at this shit. Seize your own life and keep going, there's billions of people in this wretched planet. Everybody is, ultimately, replaceable.

>>7957573
3 hours for me

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>Decide to start HRT with the knowledge that insurance will cover FFS so I can rest assured I won't be hon
>2 weeks into HRT realize my underbust is over 40"

I don't even want to measure my shoulders.

>>7957633
Nobody has a 40" underbust of just ribcage. Lose weight.

>>7957633
how do i get insurance that covers ffs

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time to post dresses I'll never be able to wear

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:)

>>7957628
>>7957629
i just want her to love me
ill stop im sorry

>>7957296
I can't afford it .-.

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>>7957628
And he's ripped
And tall
And his accent is hot

>>7957627
waaat

>>7957173
the informed consent dropbox is 404d

does anyone have a new list?

>>7957639
Hugg, I know how you feel Anon. That's how I know things'll get better.

>>7957636
once you get a job, you'll be able to buy them

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>want to spend money on stupid things
>need to save money
Reeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I want new purseeeeee
I want Ps4
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01LYZEYYB/?th=1

>>7957627
leslie's closet trans

>>7957650
What are you saving for?

>>7957647
I'll look uggo tho