Thread reminder that nobody is to give drakeposter any (you)'s, the aim is to either get him to finally leave or to admit that the reason he is here is because he is repressed
Neko Edition
• Informed consent providers https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Old: >>7953732
• Nim thread
fuck off furshit
first for poor uni student
>>7955080
why are lying lmao
>>7955099
me next year
>>7955060
save the brownie for later
spend hours thinking about how great it's gonna be
it's like brownie foreplay
chara has never been mean to anyone
this slander must be stopped immediately
>>7955098
>kemonomimi
>fur shit
Pick one.
>>7955098
Catgirls aren't furshit
>>7955103
im not, i might save it but i wont share
>>7955108
what
>>7955110
yes pls
>>7955099
Prostitution is always an option.
>>7955084
what like these?
https://www.inhousepharmacy.vu/p-258-microgest-200mg-progesterone.aspx
is gloomy around
>>7955117
No its not
I want to be held so bad right now...
I just feel a strong need for it...
tbdesu, i can only barely keep myself from giggling, but i'm in public.
i need cute animals right now
>>7955116
tell me why you want it tho
>>7955114
aww :<
>>7955110
this desu
>>7955116
the image was v violent v-v
>>7955109
this desu
if you eat all of the brownies in one go then you'll regret it later
>>7955117
that seems like a bad idea
>>7955124
hugg
>>7955120
i think so yeah. not the ones i have
>>7955117
better than turning tricks: robbing johns
>>7955133
you're supposed to take it daily right?
15 days on/15 days off?
im thinking of starting it in august when im 10 months in
>>7955125
cuuute pup
>>7955126
I just want to know what you look like on hrt.
>>7955129
What's wrong with violence.
>>7955098
furries really are the worst huh?
>>7955137
I've just been taking progesterone pills once a day like my doctor told me, never mentioned anything about cycling or anything like that
>>7955139
i was 2 months on hrt in one of those you have
>>7955124
i feel bad when you make these posts :(
>>7955134
Why not also rob women? Are you sexist?
>>7955139
idk
>>7955144
I want a recent one, why are you so scared.
ok, i can't stop laughing @ this
>>7955145
I'm sorry emi
Tripping is strange and I think I just wanna be a namefag so I have plausible deniability.
Faye is a genius.
>>7955151
why are YOU so scared!
>>7955137
idk 200mg is a lot. just do it every two days for like a week and 1/2.
>>7955154
*autist
>>7955154
Yeah but then people could impersonate you, being a tripfg is better.
>>7955157
what stuff did you notice
did it fuck with your mood
>>7955154
It's fun until someone starts posting weird stuff under your name that you don't want to be associated with.
>>7955153
it's okay, i just feel bad that i can't do anything
>>7955154
why
>>7955154
You could take it to the next level and just avatarfag
>>7955167
She already has a small selection of pictures that she posts with so that wouldn't be a change really.
>>7955155
I'm not i even sent you one.
>>7955147
a little yes
if a woman wants to hire you for sex you can rob her too
If there any amazon alternatives to some of the expensive pills?
>>7955170
omg you're russling my jimmies char
>>7955173
Not unless you're Chris-chan.
>>7955166
What if in 10 years I'm really famous then some person digs up all my 4chan posts and releases them or something lol. I've said some over the top shit here cause it's 4chan.
>>7955163
True but once this happens once, then I have plausible deniability from the future.
>oh that wasn't me!! just some crazy person
>>7955167
I kinda already am an avatar fag with spooky looking paintings.
>>7955174
Okay true, that's not cool...
>>7955173
is*
>>7955165
I'm just feeling strange today, it's a weird strong feeling...
>>7955175
Just send me one already
i like when mysterious z posts :3
>>7955178
>What if in 10 years I'm really famous then some person digs up all my 4chan posts and releases them or something lol. I've said some over the top shit here cause it's 4chan.
Embrace it! Become the real life troll. I dunno, your fans will probably not be bothered by it and 4chan may even be mainstream by then.
>>7955178
>True but once this happens once, then I have plausible deniability from the future.
>>oh that wasn't me!! just some crazy person
this is one of the many things that makes faye unbearable
>>7955154
yeah, I'm just going anon atm
How's mtfg doing?
>>7955121
Yes~
>>7955181
i cant trust you :(
>>7955197
I'm happy.
>>7955191
But I would never do this in that way.
I would only do it in a court room or a tabloid defense.
>Be Me
>15 years from now
>Mars colonist candidate
>Some anon sends SpaceX jpg of my dirtiest posts and talking about drugs
>SpaceX kicks me out of the group for being a degenerate
>RipDreams.png
>>7955187
>.<
I feel I've already said too much here. Especially since someone dumped my male name and old identity. Just .. too close to home if you feel me.
>>7955197
waiting for package to come in. Ordered a wig to test new options
>>7955197
It's the same mix of dysphoria posting, ERPing and cyber stalking as ever basically.
>>7955201
We are friends though.
I've been trust worthy ;-;
>>7955174
prog makes you dizzy?
i went on cypro to avoid that :(
nicer boobs seem nice though ^^
it's like a I a physical need to be held...
>>7955212
ask you mom
I have a physical scheduled in 2 months
they're gonna see my bobs ;-;
I'm very scared to tell them about the hormones :(
>>7955204
Maybe. But is it any more than the shit other people post on other social media sites? People say all sorts of crazy shit on Facebook and Twitter, yet their lives are fine. Then again, I also don't have to deal with this since I've been semi-careful as to who I show my pictures to on here and who knows what about me. Back on the first hand, though, Zna is my default online handle, so if someone put two and two together enough times they could find quite a bit about me.
Good morning nerds and sluts.
>>7955225
Hailey!!!!!!
hi
Discord is dead again
Sighhhhhh
>>7955217
Idk
i'm just generally happy
except for when i feel depressed
i guess i'm not happy then
>>7955210
you posted my notpic without asking
friends don't do that :(
>>7955212
bury your head in my shoulder :3
>>7955220
Moan loudly when the doctor touches you. This will help them understand your ordeal.
>>7955225
Good afternoon gayslut.
>>7955231
just ignore her
even if she doesnt intend to do anything bad now her mood could change easily
>>7955239
not good desu
emotions are going crazy
idk what to do
>>7955225
Good morning mom ^^
>>7955225
Hi, how are you?
>>7955231
You can trust me emily.
>>7955225
which one am i
>>7955235
t-that's the plan...
I male-failed for the third time today. I feel a bit silly for being this happy whenever it has happened, but it's so encouraging!
Makes me think I can actually do this
>>7955239
Things are well! I think today will be a good day. And you, Miss Gayest?
>>7955248
you're a slutty nerd
Is Anon around?
WOHOOOOO
a big music client of mine just commissioned some new art.
$200 per minute of audio on this gig.
>>7955230
Makes sense. I've been on a happiness high for a good week. Usually I'm pretty depressed, but I deal. Never been consistently happy like this before. It's great.
>>7955258
Nice!
>>7955258
making cash!
what about that animation thingie you had going on?
>>7955255
it was me. I was gonna ask for one of those trips.
idk I don't think I will trip though. I kinda liked the idea of having several trips people can know are me then cycle through them so my post history doesn't accumulate.
I really hate that everything is archived
something's different.
i feel weird.
i feel kinda limp.
i'm glad i'm home.
i shouldn't have eaten all those brownies
>>7955225
that picture is a b-bit much..
>>7955258
Sounds like it's good?
>>7955258
>$200 a minute
holyshit
nice
>>7955244
Not good, wanna talk about it?
>>7955245
Hello Cindy~ How's my child doin?
>>7955246
I'm okay, thank you for asking. I slept a little, that's all I needed.
>>7955248
You're a nim
so
20% slut 70% nerd 10% mystery
>>7955253
Today will be a good day for me as well! I have things to see, people to do
life's alright
>>7955268
a bit too much... good? :3
>>7955236
n-no
plus its a lady doctor
>>7955274
yes please
I'll pop on discord
i wanna make eva addicted to my cudds desu
God the internet speed here is fucking abysmal
Can't even get decent speeds on my phone and the WiFi only works in one square foot of the house
>>7955099
Same
>>7955117
No one is going to want me lel
someone gimme something to do
am p bored
>>7955283
yeah but you said you got like a job to move out to seattle i think it was
>>7955267
but honestly, i don't think the brownies are the reason why i feel this way.
i i don't know how else to describe this feeling.
it's just weird
Me and Faye should snug and become friends
This is totally not her btw this is the real zheanna
>>7955231
Anyone who thinks chara is trustworthy or their friend is naive.
>>7955266
Mhh I really wish the archives didn't exist too >_<
I mean I have a lot of trips, but I don't use homoglyphes in my name so people can still stalk me with my name, but I'm less paranoid now I think...
So far I have found these trips:
!/Artist.LY
!Artist.dtc
!Artist.EVk
!Artist.jm2
!Artist.lvc
!Artist.vgk
!Artist/10c
!Artist/emI
!Artist/JIE
!Artist/Qsc
!Artist/y5E
!Artist0UdU
!Artist43Qg
!Artist6SKw
!ArtistaBzY
!ArtistathU
!Artistc032
!ArtistcT9o
!ArtistefRQ
!ArtistlzCs
!ArtistNWG2
!ArtistogLw
!ArtistQnCw
!ArtistUsi.
!Artistwjqw
!ArtistxoyQ
!MusicIAn5k
!MUSIcIan6U
!muSicIanB6
!MUSIcIanbI
!MUSicIAnDg
!MuSICiANiw
!MuSIciankM
!musIciAnL.
!musICiann.
!mUsiCIAnn6
!muSIcIAnn6
!muSICIANow
!mUSICiaNpM
!MuSiCIaNQ.
!mUsIcIanq6
!musIciaNQM
!muSICiaNqQ
!mUSiCiAnRE
!musIcIANRM
!mUSICIAnSw
!muSicIaNT2
!MUSIcianVY
!MUSicIANX6
!MUsiCIaNzo
>>7955274
Sleep is nice!
>>7955283
Good luck!
:3
>>7955301
I have friends wtf.
I poop and pee and fart all night!
I'm a dirty girl!!!
>>7955274
Really nice day ^^, I got to leave school early and now I'm eating a yummy bagel and watchin my favorite movie
>>7955301
lies
>>7955295
OH. No that would be in May if I do move. I don't have a job lined up in Seattle yet. The full time animation job would be in Indy if I get it. I still haven't heard anything back about my application.
>>7955309
ewwwww DX
keep those ideas to yourself
so if I bought this would I be getting just 1 usage per thing?
it says its $32/mL and the price is $32...
does anyone know how long one injection would last? around 7-10 days?
>>7955305
i think you have a problem gloomy
>>7955301
lol no
she can just be unreliable in that regard
im sure she can be a good friend
when she wants to
>>7955309
thank you for giving me my first plausible deniability. Now everything I say can never legally be proven to be me.
>>7955274
That's a fun day, then!
>>7955283
Are you at liberty to say what it's for?
>>7955309
lol, based fay~uh, I mean zhe
chara is a good friend
she hasn't posted any of my info or pics or anything
she's nice
so no bullying her :c
>>7955323
Yea, a great selling game on steam that I did the OST for.
>>7955320
Why? :<
She asked me to search for them >.<
Though I switched to only search for those anymore, so I don't get too many bad trips:
^[:punct:]*Artist[:punct:][:punct:]
^[:punct:]*[Mm]usician
But I wasn't lucky yet ._.
You know I've been reading some stuff and I've come to realize the Holocaust really didn't happen!
Just open your eyes! It's obvious!
i'm a nice, reasonable person with lots of compelling and interesting qualities
t. fake goatanon
..wait how does this work?
>>7955319
i think it lasts three months if you don't want to get pregnant
dunno how it works for hrt but i'd assume it's long lived
>>7955330
I wish I was her friend. :/
>>7955330
>dont bully her
>>7955330
chara should kill herself
I am actually a Nazi now!!!!!
>>7955334
Very nice!
>>7955336
Have you saved pic related yet?
>>7955340
I feel like it'd be my job to say shit like that.
>>7955336
The k-on movie :p
>>7955339
can you get me isanimrod is or that too much
Is liking traps gay? How do you get a girl to fuck you?
>>7955340
he was only trying to help
>>7955353
you fucking stop
Is liking men gay? How do you get a man to fuck you?
i was wondering if i should skip next dose of e.
this is becoming a little much.
or should i just bear w/ it & take my next dose?
>>7955319
The labeling on that has to be messed up. Nobody makes a 1ml vial of medication.
>>7955358
phew :S
I could try, but it's very unlikely, even with a random case >.<
>>7955336
Buy me food!
>>7955344
what
>>7955345
pls no bully~
>>7955348
ANON NO BULLY
>>7955353
why
>>7955362
Send Faye an e-vite
>>7955379
What?
>>7955338
Yeah that's true
I used to get messages from guys when I was really depressed and lonely but they were either A) on the other side of the country or B) creepy and old enough to be my dad
Though I guess if I were truly desperate for the money...
the fuck is up with discord
>>7955380
its mean :c
>>7955338
>Think of the gossip it could inspire.
I don't want that though ;-;
thats like the exact opposite of what I want
>>7955379
I could have said the same
Im sure many could have
where is your compassion?
>>7955266
>I really hate that everything is archived
Same.
People used to talk about how great and beautiful it is that everything on 4chan is temporary, and will just disappear after a while unless somebody decides to save it.
But now that aspect is completely gone, and I rarely see the archives actually get used for anything besides creeping on people.
I'm a cute girl with lots of talent and a kind hearted spirit
>>7955372
girls, i'm kind of @ a loss here
>>7955380
extreme autism so cannot handle people disagreeing with her
>>7955391
she is mean
>>7955377
im sorry :(
>>7955399
fuck
>>7955405
no she isn't
>>7955409
No I'm sorry - I wish I had a better GPU >.<
But I'll try my best! But I'm not sure how much I can let my PC run thisweek :O
>>7955396
>People used to talk about how great and beautiful it is that everything on 4chan is temporary
Fucking literally this.
The whole reason I ever used this website is because anonymity and impermanence. Nothing on this website is supposed to be taken seriously and with an archive, people who aren't inside a boards culture will never be able to contextualize discourse from that community.
It's honestly super fuckin' cancer that every single thing we post is permanently archived with easily accessible boolean search functions.
Arching is literally the opposite of 4chan's spirit.
>>7955403
did you start progynova?
since switching my emotions have been allover the place
>>7955387
what
>>7955390
Their servers are being ddosed.
>>7955395
What's wrong with not having compassion.
>>7955415
she is though
which doctors are good for jawline/chin work
why do I feel so weird today, is it hrt?
>>7955422
no she isn't.
>>7955426
you're cudd-crazed :3
id say more stuff but discord is down so i can't dm you D:
>>7955415
just wait until she gets bored of you :)
>>7955403
the one dose probably won't have much of an effect on your mood either way
>>7955426
Probably because you're weird
>>7955432
>What's wrong with not having compassion.
>>7955415
how long have you been coming here?
>>7955436
DON'T CALL MY GIRL WEIRD
i need help.
stop ignoring me.
>>7955420
no.
what's progynova?
>>7955424
idk, i feel weird.
fucking huge-ass mood swings.
i still feel weird
>>7955432
ye she is
>people say I'm not trans because I like girls
I don't take my HRT the way my endocrinologist intends me to
>>7955433
t-that must be it...
>>7955441
2 years.
>>7955449
that shit made me repress for like 3 more years than I should have don't fall for the memes
>>7955445
estrogen
idk I just cant figure out whats wrong
>>7955419
I agree, but how to break them permanently?
>>7955459
can't figure out what's wrong?
w/ what?
When you are having a bad day or a lot anxiety, do you ever lightly squeeze your soft breasts to release a little endorphins and hormones?
I kinda did this while driving, feel a little better
>>7955419
this is very true
plus ppl pulling up old crap for their stupid arguements
>>7955468
sorry no bobs no experience
>>7955452
soooon ^^
>>7955463
6mg of e a day.
200mg of spiro.
>>7955467
my emotions being allover the place
i just said that
nvm doesnt matter
>>7955478
Why so little spiro?
>>7955468
That releases prolactin, the love hormone. Careful, you may fall in love with your car or the next person you meet.
>>7955450
>Generating frivolous gossip is the first step to becoming a real girl.
I don't want a bunch of doctors and nurses making fun of me for being a faggot tranny :(
>>7955451
how come
>>7955473
There are so may people here with borderline personality disorders, and so many innocent people with minimum social experience, it helps create at least a semblance of truth to protect people.
>>7955483
idk.
it ses to do the trick.
my t is pretty far below the normal female range @ this point
>>7955440
What's wrong with that?
>>7955451
I want dumplings ;-;
>>7955465
What do you want for it?
>>7955483
??
i take 100 mg of spiro a day and my T is like 45 ng/dL
>>7955450
Yeah I was close to agreeing to something with one of them
I bailed because it just made me too uncomfortable and I was still repressing
I'm glad I don't do that anymore, that certainly fucked up my self image. It's one of those things I would never confess to a therapist about contributing to my mental issues
>>7955468
Does that work or am I being memed
>>7955483
that's a normal average dose.
>>7955458
It's just getting to me too much. I'm not some AGP but some "true trans" girls seem to think I am.
>>7955455
idk how you honestly think she's nice then lol
I mean overall its not like she's that bad and honestly I find her troll-y stuff kinda funny, I just don't get how you can think she's nice
>>7955478
Dunno. It could just be mood swings.
>>7955488
They will probably make fun of your doctor.
>>7955500
she is nice to me.
>>7955487
Oxytocin is the love hormone. Prolactin is for lactation.
>>7955501
completely agree...
if you care about keeping something take a picture...
not build an entire automated database to scrape and collect literally every single word spoken here.
so fucking weird. I hate it.
>>7955492
idk what you mean
sorry, autism
>>7955495
That's kinda high
>>7955499
pro tip agp and true trans are just memes too and if people take them serious you can discount them as idiots
>>7955496
You could not live with yourself for becoming shallow and manipulative?
is 20 ng/dL T high or low
>>7955513
It's still within female ranges, but yeah I need to up my dose of both E and AA. Gonna start ordering my drugs online instead of pharma so I will just self med and increase it myself.
I've had two blood tests, one was 26ng/dL and the other was 45.
>>7955494
just stop
the fact that you either dont understand or just pretend not to so that you can 'get away with it' is the problem
you are accountable for your actions
dont think being 'troubled' is any excuse
>>7955523
get on based cypro
>>7955509
oops,, misremembered...
>>7955517
wtf lmao ur fucking crazy
>>7955527
I will if when I order the drugs. I will start taking progesterone as well and up my E.
>>7955531
i guess that's why my sex drive is kill
>>7955529
I really want to be a girl.
Maybe I'll go down to 300 mg spiro a day.
>>7955527
cypro has really killed my balls
they're really tiny now
>>7955526
I don't need excuses nor am i saying anything about my character. I'm just curious what's wrong with not having compassion.
>>7955532
oooo i want progesterone
but im too early on for it :(
>>7955539
You don't know what low sex drive is until your test is literally undetectable in your blood.
i really want to put myself out there, but idk if i should be out in public
>>7955512
Trump is an example, he'll atttack people and then deny he's ever attacked people or said almost anything he's said.
Evidence is the only way to protect against people with narcissistic personality disorder and BPD which is very very common here
>>7955547
w-why would you go that low
>>7955527
H-heh it's not like cypro had an adverse reaction with my liver or anything
eheheh...
kms
>>7955540
that's not how it works lmao you should be starting lower and increasing slowly not taking 400mg at fucking 4 months without blood tests
how clueless is a typical doctor about hrt?
I really am not looking forward to embarrassing questions and confused looks :(
like will they even know anything about cypro? its not an approved medication in the US
>>7955517
also kidney failure/cardiac arrest
>>7955542
a lack of compassion and behaving as such is harmful to yourself and those around you
it actively makes you a negative influence on the world
if you dont feel in the least bit bad about that, then you do not belong in healthy society
>>7955551
Not entire my choice, like 3 years ago when I was on 50mg cypro it was so low I couldn't bother thinking about sex if I tried.
Nowadays I think I'm at like 19 or something so it still crosses my mind from time to time.
>>7955517
yea, that sounds p dangerous.
go down to 200 & stay there
>>7955517
>400mg
Damn
I'm only on 100mg and it's done a great job of nuking my T
>>7955518
Yeah I'm not really a manipulative person. I felt like I was throwing my character and morals out the window for nothing, and that's just not me
But then when I cut off talking to him I felt guilty for just abandoning him even though I knew it was for the best
>>7955554
h-haha
i don't know how mine is doing ;-;
I feel a lot of loneliness and a need for actual friends (or at least more than two/three), but on the other hand, I like being alone and I like not having to stress and worry about maintaining friendships
wat do
>>7955517
Yeah, that is the old cancer dose for total suppression. Most don't need that much spiro. At that dose you'll be knocking down your adrenals too.
>>7955550
that is true I guess
idk
two sides of the coin
thankyou for explaining too =)
>>7955517
Christ, get a bloodtest before you fucking die.
>>7955549
Why not?
>>7955562
i went back to 50mg, im thinking about going down to 25mg around my birthday in june
got my first laser treatment today :3
>>7955537
Random codes for letting people see posts.
>>7955554
desu I worry about that too
>>7955573
idk, i could make an incredibly gay spectacle of myself or something
tfw urge to buy e injections and progesterone and finasteride rises again
>>7955517
I take 200 and even that seems like overkill for me. Everyone is different, but 400 is a lot.
>>7955556
in england they are useless
just generally useless
the nhs is a joke
>>7955571
Not really. 400mg is within normal dosing limits for severe diuretic issues. Past that is dangerous.
It's not exactly good for you but not killing you either.
>>7955468
yes desu
>>7955567
what about friends that don't live in your town but close enough to meet up sometimes or like non clingy people who have other friends so they don't depend on you so much.
>>7955558
Ah, interesting.
^=^
>>7955596
why is that char nakey
>>7955578
hey look its ada ily
>>7955546
But then they'd still have the data they've collected, which they could then copy and re-upload whenever.
You would have to either destroy the physical drives, or hack into the server and overwrite all their data with random bits, and even then there's more than one archival site and the people who run them could have backups.
>>7955584
Sounds like fun.
>>7955578
Nice!
>>7955596
lol
you're enjoying this?
>>7955564
People like that often turn abusive when they discover you are not the submissive and slutty angel they thought they bargained for. You likely saved yourself from years of drug addiction too.
>>7955602
also kinda scaru
>>7955592
>friends that don't live in your town but close enough to meet up sometimes
>non clingy people who have other friends so they don't depend on you so much
That would be ideal
I should look for people like this
girls i made a lemon pie and it's based.....
>>7955137
You should wait for progesterone until you're over a year in desu
>>7955600
hey look it's hailey ily
>>7955596
You are too cute to be real.
so girls, how do we take down the 4chan archive once and for all?
>>7955541
spiro+fin zapped mine. So small they don't descend anymore.
>>7955550
I'm one of his victims...
>Evidence...
yeah.
>>7955551
>>7955562
Mine was last at 19. little sex drive, but that may also be due to cfs.
>>7955556
very clueless
I had to teach mine
>>7955601
slowly corrupt the data so the data they backup is garbage.
>>7955626
There are multiple.
>>7955599
Is that what you're into?
>>7955606
Yes, is that bad?
>>7955620
hi ada
>>7955621
I'm cute in the average way.
upgrading to llamas
>>7955614
i need to start baking
that sounds yummu
>>7955596
welp
I commend your basedity
though I will never approve
goodluck to you
>>7955629
the only one that matters it the lgbt cause so many of us use trips compared to elsewhere on the site.
:^)
>>7955626
>the 4chan archive
>the
>singular
There are multiple *common* ones. While I was trying to find the chaser /mtfg/ wiki with basic googling, I found a few obscure ones, and that's just with /mtfg/. There must be dozens for all boards and generals.
hello ill be your waitress today ~
>>7955616
So is 1 year in the ideal time to start prog, or should I wait longer?
I've been on hrt for a little under a year now.
>>7955614
too full to think about food.
i really want to seize some choice twink penis & torture it like we're in abu ghraib
>>7955619
idk. i feel safer @ home.
ghost of pms in trannu should not be in public
>>7955630
yes that is quite bad
although I think it's a bit of an act
a defence mechanism
either way doesn't really matter
>>7955637
there's a mtfg wiki? link?
>>7955637
I mean I know there are tons of archives. I just meant the primary LGBT archive. :^)
>>7955638
is your hair a weave ? a wig?
would it look weird to have clearly feminine eyebrows before going full-time?
>>7955630
n-no that's lewd >:(
>>7955646
The guys in that one chaser discord have a secret wiki about us.
tfw no point in getting SRS because even if I do someone will only be able to fit their fingers in me up to the second knuckle
>>7955657
Proof? I've heard this claim and seen zero evidence.
>>7955627
cfs?
>>7955657
yeah
i want a link to it.
>>7955613
if you want to we can talk on discord or something c:
>>7955655
Only if you shaved them off or used makeup on them or did them pencil thin (which isn't the style anyway)
>>7955657
should've infiltrated their discord when I had the chance
>>7955642
>i really want to seize some choice twink penis & torture it like we're in abu ghraib
wtf lol
>>7955655
eh
that's what i do
i reckon people think they're natural enough
How do you girls feel about chasers who are prison bi? It would seem that's how the majority of /r9k/ is...
is it weird to keep your regular brows but pencil in another set of brows just above those for double brows?
>>7955675
don't believe it exists
>>7955634
Why don't you approve of me
>>7955638
You're still alive?
>>7955645
I don't know, i just think its funny.
>>7955656
send me picture
>>7955657
>>7955660
To clarify it does not exist.
People here are just gullible for some reason.
>>7955667
also does not exist
come back again for more chara-facts.
>>7955680
I want more Chara-facts
>>7955680
no i don't trust you!
>>7955684
always go let an Indian woman thread your eyebrows
>>7955680
I dont approve of wanton cruelty
honestly I cant be bothered to explain stuff to someone who doesn't want to understand
hope you get better someday
for your own sake
>>7955684
i pluck but i realy should get them shaped in a salon
>>7955688
>Unless that was all just an elaborate act of course.
yea lol that was fake af
i wish i could get my brows done ;-;
>>7955677
stick to drawing eyeballs and your eyelids
>>7955680
I'd just really not put it past the chasers here, especially what with 'collectors' running around.
>>7955672
is something wrong.
all i'm saying is that i want to go rough on traps & femboys
>>7955695
me too ;~;
>>7955696
wow that's hot
>>7955692
Was Tom the only one you banned for leaking info?
>>7955661
chronic fatigue syndrome. really sucks having it. I'm now spending most of my days in bed laying down.
>>7955682
What do you want to know, i know a lot of things i shouldn't know.
>>7955686
I don't understand why, i even said i would post my picture first. I have far more reason not to post them than you.
>>7955690
I don't get it ^=^
>>7955700
It does not exist, and i can say it with 100% fact. There is some other fun stuff around though maybe you should keep your eyes open soon.
>>7955627
>So small they don't descend anymore.
I've noticed this a bit too
part of me doesn't like that I'm doing this to my body :(
I wish i could have just been born female
>>7955609
Oh yeah it would've ended with me dropping out of college and dying of a drug OD before 30, looking back I don't doubt it
>>7955638
:D
>>7955700
somebody managed to save more pics of me then I posted
>>7955691
I had mine threaded and trimmed a while ago. They looked pretty good, though mine are thin and I don't have much to work with.
>>7955710
Idk, something interesting
>>7955708
that seems like how i am
i never feel like energized
i just figured it was the major depressive disorder
>>7955710
nice try ;)
>>7955706
[fake news]
>>7955712
You really think you're that susceptible?
>>7955717
same
I'm pretty convinced its caused by cypro
>tfw thicc brows
apparently that's a good thing?
but not when they're not styled x)
>>7955684
wax place, they have a better curve then threading
>>7955722
i felt like this before cypro though
still going down to 25mg in june
>>7955701
no nothing is wrong really just dunno if it is really appropriate to be talking about in a sexual or joking context
what kind of makeup do black metal musicians wear?
>>7955710
idk you just lost it after you posted it
>>7955675
I'd never date a bi or gay guy for obv reasons
>>7955731
What did i lose?
>>7955728
Guyliner, manscara, and white facepaint.
is it possible to overdose on cypro?
>>7955735
my trust
>>7955732
why not bi?
I'd be totally fine with that, honestly thats probably better for me
>>7955721
Yes
>>7955711
I too wish I was just born female.
>>7955738
Ah, give her a second chance. Everyone deserves a second chance.
>>7955719
Whether the chaser discord and wiki exist or not, it would seem that you have a vested interest in having us believe they don't, because then people would be more comfortable with posting pics for you to put in your own collection.
>>7955728
I think its stage makeup they call it corpse paint
>chara
>>7955745
but if I accidentally took too much, how much trouble would I be in?
>>7955717
Read up on it. There are other syndromes that can produce similar effects. Read up on Post Exertional Malaise. I get that so I'm fairly convinced I have CFS.
>>7955738
when do i get it back
>>7955744
I don't get most of my pictures from here.
:)
>>7955750
>asian hmmm anon
>>7955761
you don't
>>7955752
Liver failure at worst? How much have you had?
>>7955754
You can tell how they see you if you pay close attention to how they act.
>>7955737
it'll just take out your liver or kidneys. Then you will be in for an excruciating death over months.
>>7955766
who cares
>>7955764
you're a bad person.
>>7955772
no im not
>>7955766
I guess I mean even if they didn't see me like that I'd be insecure about it, just knowing he's attracted to guys would make me feel bad
how can we help nim learn to trust again?
>>7955726
but i do want to go ham on femboy penis.
i want to hear him begging me to stop.
i want treat femboys as my personal playthings forever.
i know it's kinda fucked up to bring abu ghraib into it, but i want that cute trap to know that his dick is MINE
ok I have decided I will stop using a name on here all together.
>>7955772
chara
what is irony?
>>7955772
Please stop trying to pressure nim into doing something she obviously doesn't want to do (with good reason).
>>7955780
names/trips in general are overrated
Do girls like trans? I'm almost passable but I still love a few girls who are lesbian
>>7955780
Fraidy cat.
>>7955726
these photos from abu ghraib legit turn me on in some really weird way
depraved torture like that really captivates me
I've never told anyone this irl because I think it'd scare them
:(
>>7955780
Fair enough, Zhe. It's definitely understandable, and one of the reasons it took me so long to start tripping myself.
>>7955787
i wish i was almost passable
>>7955786
You were filtered by half the people here
>>7955787
its hard to generalize honestly, some do some dont. the best way to find out is the ask them on an individual level
>>7955787
i wouldn't expect much.
even if you are 100% passable
>>7955785
I think I'd be fine with a bi girl, I dunno why
I don't really understand myself
>>7955789
So what? For fucking good reason too. If I would have payed more attention while lurking I never would have tripped.
>>7955793
well the good news is that im barely around to inflict my continued presence anymore so the masses i lyrics have to deal with me for brief and infrequent visits
>>7955732
>for obv reasons
What do you feel is an obvious reason not to date a bisexual person? Most of the men who like transgender women, whether they're chasers or whether they only like them incidentally, identify as bisexual. Very few people will say to themselves, "well, I like women with penises, and I'm straight!"
>>7955801
>I think I might leave it altogether soon.
I would if I didn't get so many clients from here. I just need to launch my site and join a different trans community desu.
>>7955797
Interesting~.
>>7955802
the masses will only have * auto correct is full retard . -.
>>7955806
mebbe we should start 4tran
>>7955806
aww i don't wanna be part of the reason keeping you here if you don't wanna be here D:
>>7955786
I really wish I could put her back on my filter list, it's slightly abusive to avatar fag your attacks
>>7955809
how
>>7955804
if i need to identify myself i just use a korra picture. i dont really care about impersonators. im not here often enough
>>7955821
>>7955816
Mhh~ okay >.<
>>7955818
no, my love, it's not like that. We have eachother on skype so its cool anyways. :)
>>7955816
Mind if I add you on Skype or something? I'd rather have a stronger connection to you than anons that I can only guess are you.
>>7955809
do you really not know what irony is?
and I am being serious here try to be honest
>>7955816
just make a discord server, and use basic normie social media sites for updates etc
>>7955821
i gave a pic and you didn't give one back
>>7955826
is that a nip
>>7955833
it wasn't a full one omg
>>7955828
okey :)
hopefully we can talk soon!
>>7955836
>>7955839
my discord is dead what do
>>7955831
Sure. Add me on skype @ Dreamsura
>>7955833
Okay, I do think discord is a good solution now so I will probably start using it.
truu, I appreciate.
>>7955842
Yes! Are we on for tomorrow our normal time?
>>7955839
I dont believe you
might aswell filter you now
goodluck in life
>>7955799
Your identity will still be obvious to veteran trips and chasers alike. It would wiser to stop posting altogether. I presume you maintain contact with the friends you've made here via more private methods of communication, so that shouldn't be an issue.
>>7955849
um yes i think that'll work, 2 right?
mom said she had to work tomorrow so im hoping her schedule is back to normal finally x-x
wait, no.
i want a trap to torture my ass.
my ass belongs to him.
i deserve to be treated like like an onahole.
i want to be treated like an onahole
>>7955843
would you make that your pet
>>7955843
get it a boba straw for maximum tinytoob
>>7955849
Sent!
>>7955806
I probably would have left a while back, but most trans communities I've seen other than this one were full of old hons, young SJWs, or a combination.
>>7955840
You're not trust worthy.
>>7955848
Feels bad ;-; mine is dead too.
>>7955849
You're welcome.
>>7955850
i don't care lol
>>7955858
iktf
you're saying all the things I'm too scared to say
>>7955865
>full of old hons, young SJWs, or a combination.
better than creeps and bullys
https://discord.gg/arZW5
>>7955869
i never promised one anyway
>>7955858
>him
You want to be fucked by an FtM using a strap-on?
>>7955869
do you miss mee~
>>7955089
>neko edition
i like where this is going
>>7955875
Discord is really weird at the moment. I'm getting replies 20 minutes too late and can't write back >_<
>>7955874
I suppose.
I just wish there were better trans communities around, but I guess it goes back to how people who pass well and aren't crazy usually don't spend much time in trans communities.
>>7955879
what?
maybe.
i wasn't talking about ftms though.
i was talking about traps.
traps still identify as guys, although not credibly.
if they identified as grils, threy'd be trannus
>>7955875
What Discord is this? And would any of you like to join the /cuddly/ Discord server?
>>7955886
:3
>>7955874
>better than creeps and bullys
they have ways of ejecting them, we can't.
how 2 deal w mom that calls you a sissy under her breath then denies it when instigating u about ur piercing first thing when getting home
>>7955897
cuddly discord server sounds nice
>>7955907
ill beat her up okay
>>7955893
So... Femboys?
Anyways, I tend to consider traps as "anyone who looks female, but has a penis", so count both passing femboys and passing trans girls.
>>7955907
How does it look?
>>7955907
ignore her and move out asap.
im a femboy :)
>>7955910
Okay, here's a link:
https://discord.gg/bQzmR5T
was chara always like this?
>>7955907
poison her with testosterone
>>7955920
You can be whatever you like, but you still have to date Eva.
>>7955920
same
>>7955930
do you think eva will agree to call me a boy
I don't like that I'm sorts of a living demonstration of "all trannies are insane" but I guess that's to be my lot in life.
I swear my face has become more masculine in the last few days
I don't know what's wrong, is my cypro dose too low? (25mg)
No matter how I look at it I look more masculine than yesterday or the day before
I hate existing
>>7955914
only when she does this kind of thing..
>>7955917
i couldnt do it today the place i like it closed. im prob gonna do it tomorrow. she asked bc she saw a fb post about it.
>>7955918
yeah maybe its time to start doing 60hr weeks just so i can gtfo
>>7955920
same. life is good
>>7955926
not a bad idea
>>7955924
Yep
>>7955943
what piercing did you get
>>7955885
Oh.
It's you.
>>7955943
block your parents on facebook
i don't get what's sissy about a butthole piercing anyway
>>7955944
what makes a person like that?
>>7955907
>w mom that calls you a sissy under her breath then denies it when instigating u
Lmao that's so benign, honestly just get over it
Ignore it or something
>>7955958
being an angry teenager
>>7955959
mah budd merc
>>7955943
Can't you block certain people from seeing certain posts? I never use Facebook, so I'm not sure.
>>7955955
>>7955943
>having your parents on Facebook
i wanna be a boy for eva!
>>7955954
oh.
how unfortunate.
Laser is nice at least.
I can see my upper lip shadow starting to actually thin out after the 4th session.
From what I understand it's one of the areas that requires the most work.
Has anybody here been through laser enough times to give me an indication of how many times I'm gonna have to do this?
>>7955958
Trauma.
>>7955950
a little silver ring for a helix
>>7955955
every time they talk to me it feels like theyre trying to pull information out of me instead of just wondering and being nice about it. ive never been a bad kid so idk why they treat me like im keeping secrets. it drives me insane.
idk im never gonna be the type of mom that fake laughs on the phone
For those of you who keep asking, smiles has had a lot of ups and downs lately. She's on one of the downs right now but she's gonna be ok.
I'm going to make sure of that.
>>7955934
I don't know. She may prefer you as a girlfriend than as a boyfriend.
why is ys such a hard game?
>>7955968
Yes, you can.
I used to do that all the time
Also, thank you again for the tripcodes <3
>>7955978
they don't see you as a human but as an extension of their identity
it's bullshit desu
>>7955971
What to do, what to do.
i wish i was ugly so no one would question my desire for celibacy
>>7955849
why are you anon, bby?
>>7955969
>tfw my dad forced me to add him on Facebook
>tfw my posting on FB plummeted after that
>>7955982
nvm. i found a strategy that makes it easier
>>7955983
I am for too dry and mordant to be Gloomy.
>>7955981
but im a boy
im gonna get all buff so i can carry her up stairs and stuff
>>7955990
Why do you want celibacy? Don't you want your BP pounded?
>>7955994
far*
>>7955987
>calls you a sissy under her breath.
mom, the proper term is faggot.
kiss her on the head
*solves problem*
>>7955970
Why not be a girl for her?
>>7955898
>tfw i make tamara wear cat ears for me
life is p good sometimes :3
>>7955991
cause tripping is kinda stupid dometimes
also HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI :3
>>7956008
cuz i don't have the genes to be a girl
>>7955983
You're welcome~
A lot of people are using my trips and it makes me happy~ :3
>>7956009
cute
>>7955976
what was chara's trauma
>>7956014
*consume gloomy whole*
>>7956013
I still don't believe you in that respect.
>>7956005
ok..no one thinks this is serious at all..
>>7955992
>>7955987
>adding your parents on Facebook
>adding your parents on Facebook while you live with them
...
>>7955987
(Not to minimize what ur dealing with though)
https://clyp.it/b33ubzyc
>>7955630
hi chara whats up
>>7956017
Why don't you ask her yourself
>>7956021
why is that so hard to believe
some people have the genes for it and others don't!
>I'm smiling because nobody will believe i'm going to eat this banana 600 calorie concoction
So are birdy and grace getting back together?
>>7956028
birdy is gay for jaime
>>7956028
Last I heard, birdy has a BF
>>7955947
I put a picture from a few days ago next to one today and I'm pretty sure of it
>>7956028
I didn't know they ever dated
that must have been a trainwreck
>>7956028
No.
>>7956018
D:
Aaaaahhhhh D:
But I'm not yummy at all >.<
>>7956035
it doesn't matter if im nice or not, genes are genes
>>7956037
It was lmao
>>7956042
gloomy in mah tum ^>^
>>7956025
she wont tell me
>>7956023
ok gotcha. white grrl probs i guess
Gloomy is NOT for consumption.
>>7956050
Sucks
>>7956055
Its bullshit m8.
>>7955989
eliminate
gloomy burger
>still no vagina transplants
>still no shrinking serum
>still no carbon nanofiber bone replacements
Why continue to live?
>>7956053
ive accepted it, im just gonna be a femboy until i can afford ffs, if ever
>tfw male torso
>>7956066
>why continue to live?
So you be can be alive to experience these things when they are a reality.
>>7956053
The only reason I haven't killed myself is hope that I'll look better in time
Now I'm hearing I'll look worse?
>>7956073
sorry, you're just so sweet :(
>>7956063
Oooh, edgy
>>7956073
I know your suffering.
dammit.
now ys is too easy
>>7956081
*attempts to consume gumball*
>>7956028
Didn't Grace say she only wanted to date people in her area?
>>7956085
I brought this upon myself, didn't I?
>>7956077
no please
do it
>>7956076
Aww that's sweet of you~
But please don't eat all of me >.<
>>7956096
Yeah to start another ldr she'd have to be exceptionally retar- oh
>>7956101
DAMMIT GLOOMY STOP ENJOYING THIS
>tfw you can't reply right away and u fuck up the conversation
Rip sorry beepy
I hope you are able to find some way to get your parents off your back though ok
>>7956102
Based...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVGS1XjFpe0
>>7956101
okay ill leave a lil :3
>>7956103
But she said I'm sweet :<
That's really nice of her and I guess I don't really need two arms anyways >_<
>>7956095
i mean yeah this is what my mom is kind of saying in context. life sucks.
>>7956099
*shove gumball in mouth*
>take cam in Kageshi
>instinctively grab my phone as to not look at the screen
ayy lmao
>>7956023
>having a facebook in the first place
honestly expected better of you, merc
Why are good ropes so expensive
>>7956100
I don't understand what you're getting at lol
>>7956072
this scares me
>>7956119
why do you care about price if you're just going to use it to kill yourself
do i still look fem in these pics
or is it more boyish
Androgynous??
do ppl play LoL here? if i download it again do you wanna play?
>>7956123
awww do you really think im a femboy? :3
>>7956119
Cindy are you in therapy? If you're actually having ideations I think it best you seek help.
>>7956116
>having social media
>being social
>going outside
>interacting with people
>>7956109
S: yeh
Idk I do my best to just ignore it or not interact with her at all
That kind of helps but my mom is pretty abusive so idk
Like I said when you live with them or are around them a lot it's more difficult so idk
At least she doesn't call you faggot in public though lol
>>7956072
You'll look *older*. You're in your natural puberty right now, so you'll look weird for a while anyway.
>>7956122
Because I don't even have enough money right now
And it'd be a waste if I got caught again
>>7956120
o-oh uh nevermind
wanna be my gf?
>>7956127
hey beep. i play league of legos
i'm gold 3 and climbing fast atm with a 70% win rate on tali.
what role do you like to play?
whats ur elo
>>7956127
I play Dota. How hard is it to get into LoL?
tfw you suck at all vidya :(
>>7956128
Nuh, I'm just teasing. You said you're becoming one!
>>7956127
What's your IGN?
>>7956150
yeah im boy ^>^
>>7956146
>15
>natural puberty over
It's not just masculinization or feminization, it's the growing and aging of your body. It won't be over until your 20s. Since you *are* on E you'll look more fem by the end of it.
>>7956146
>I'm pretty sure my natural puberty is over
no
just no
>>7956148
i bet you play games on normal difficulty too
(don't worry, being bad at video games is trutrans)
>>7956154
But it's getting worse
>>7956142
I've played limited DotA but league is generally seen as less complex. A fuckton of mobility and shit tho.
>>7956161
Give it time.
>>7956146
The body continues to mature well into the 30s.
>>7956154
that means im still going through puberty when i started at 20 then right :^)
i want attention.
i want cuddles.
what is wrong w/ me?
why do i feel like such a bitch?
why do i want to act like a bitch?
>>7956160
i used to beat the halo's on legendary by myself as a kid
that's not really that impressive tho lol
>>7956146
i'm not really at a great place rn to talk some sense
but you've got a looooot of changes ahead of you and a lot of opportunity to be happy
when you're young your moods are more extreme, in a few years you'll look back and think how silly you were
it's gonna be ok cindy
>>7956165
For it to get worse? It just wasn't meant to be
I wasn't supposed to be a girl, and my body won't let me
>>7956168
pat once
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Ll5y2hZdCI
>>7956168
I also want attention, but admitting so is ignominious or something.
>>7956137
No, wtf
>>7956170
why shh ;-;
>>7956164
What do you mean by mobility? I'm not too good and I haven't played in a while, but when I did I mainly played as broodmother or shadow shaman. Are there any comparable heroes in LoL?
>>7956180
but im already too masculine
>>7956185
>I mainly played as broodmother
what did she MEAN by this
who tf mains brood
>>7956171
when was the last time you played a video game on hard, nim?
when was the last time you were good at competitive multiplayer?
>>7956174
desu aren't you selfmedding
i feel like you ought to be able to get legit and get some gnrh analog (better aa)
really cypro is prolly not the greatest for a yungin like you
>>7956183
I want to be a girl, so you can't let people know I'm secretly a boy.
>>7956170
I've put way too many hours into DotA to admit, but I tried LoL a few times and couldn't really get into it.
All the champions seemed really homogenized, by and far like 90% of the items were just bloat and taking up space.
Adobe flash lobbies..
>>7956187
Doubt it.
>>7956189
I really liked messing with peoples jungle with spiderlings plus solo pushing is fun. the micro isn't bad to me either.
>>7956176
:3
>>7956175
i still feel fucking moody, & like i want to take it out on someone.
preferably a guy.
& still be treated nice.
this isn't how my brain should work
>>7956179
i know.
idk what's wrong w/ me
do guys really have to put up w/ girls who sometimes think like this?
>>7956201
im 5 months in and not even andro status yet
>>7956197
oh okay
shhh :3
>>7956203
I guess. I like playing meepo so micro is w/e to me, I just find it VERY surprising to hear that from anyone since she's such an unpopular hero.
Then again I'm a naga picker. so I guess I'm an oddball too
>>7956191
when i play overwatch by myself im okay but when ive played with trips from here ive always been the worst player on the team ;-;
and the other players start being mean to me :(
>>7956212
i can't, i live at home
i have to have mop hair and brows and shadow until august
>>7956219
Then you'll have had even more time on HRT, you'll be fine.
>>7956214
I'm a Lina one-trick.
>>7956212
You've seen pictures of me in good lighting with hair covering my entire face
>>7956214
Brood is really easy to counter and doesn't really provide anything special to the team.
>>7956206
i'm going out for a walk.
if there's 1 thing life has ever taught me, it's that bottle my feelings up, & take th out on myself.
i need to think about some things,
>>7956215
>when i play overwatch by myself im okay but when ive played with trips from here ive always been the worst player on the team ;-;
>and the other players start being mean to me :(
cute, but entirely expected
mom accidentally used female pronouns with me :3
>>7956200
How long ago did you try it? It has changed a lot.
>>7956205
you must be in a terrible part of your state :/
you're not allowed to think about quitting life
you will get prettier, most girls don't really get pretty until they're ~20 anyway
>0.18Mb/s download speed
>most sites don't even load
Wew fuck this
>>7956233
Aww :3
>>7956235
>>7956235
new
>>7956234
Oh gosh. Like... 3 or 4 years ago?
Last I checked and cared Riot was a bunch of corrupt cronies that released expensive new skins and buffed the hero then after everyone bought the skin they nerfed it to hell.
And kept running this scam for years to 12 year olds with stolen credit cards.
I really just didn't enjoy the flow or design of the game.
>>7956238
why are you using my connection
>>7956257
i'm sure you don't tho
it's just body dysmorphia and gender dysphoria conspiring against you
no premature threadjaculation?
>>7956022
I'm serious as fuck beep.You show her that what she thinks is your weakness you literally give no fuck about it.
people only poke you where you're the weakest. and your family members know exactly where to poke you
>>7956305
tfw no dota bf
>>7956364
built in silencers are just more practical
if well designed ofcourse
Discord is acting up send help
Giv friday
>>7956455
yeah tis a pain