Nekogirl edition
• Informed consent providers https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Nyaa~~
previous >>7900316
nim thread
nim thread
mtf is made for butt pregnancy
>>7901891
Nim, is this you?
>>7901881
maybe they look like goofs when they dance
I like this edition
>>7901894
nomnomnom ^>^
lauren thread
i like neko editions :>
>>7901903
I hope that Amy is okay
>>7901901
they should dance anyways! no one cares it's a celebration and everyone is having a real good time!
On the 760 omw to dtla
"Hey man I got a quarter can I get a ride?"
Gonna pick up an eigth and a weed chocolate bar
>>7901906
>///<
>>7901908
aww lucky :(
im on estrofem now
have you noticed any changes on injections
>>7901836
Wat? Why the hell would he send you away without a prescription? Did you go back later on?
>>7901916
no people will look and think you suck at dancing and hate you and everything you stand for o-o
so does anyone here actually have a bf yet
how goes it
>>7901916
do you actually care about laws and don't cross the street when there's no crosswalks?
again, i really wanna do some gay stuff rn
>>7901928
no but im working on maybe a gf :3
>>7901931
Who? just saying you live on here is all.
>>7901935
sertii not you too ;-;
is it normal for my skin to be a lot more sensitive to touch???
>>7901937
well duh
>>7901941
Are you agoraphobic?
>>7901924
Misdiagnosis or reluctance to prescribe antibiotics. Nowadays it's more and more common for doctors to try and avoid prescribing them.
>>7901939
my skin was always sensitive so it might just be that but like just touching my skin for a second leaves a red mark :(
i get bruises and stuff more easily too, and cuts takes longer to heal
>>7901933
no lol
>>7901924
I have to go back tomorrow apparently.
He wasn't even there, and there was nobody else I could see.
Seriously though, at this point, after almost getting raped, losing half my friends, basically losing my parents, and having the person I looked up to tell me that nothing ever gets better, I honestly might kill myself if I don't get a fucking calm week before I start work.
>>7901919
idk its hard to say, I switched after a little less than 3 months of hrt
I'm about 5 months now and I definitely don't look female...I feel like I get weird looks sometimes from people now that I never used to get :/ maybe thats from having longer hair too
some of my features (I think) have softened but I hate my jaw more now than ever :(
>>7901925
nah that's not how it works
i'm a really not good and silly dancer, especially next to my best friend who dances for a living and takes tons of classes but whatever i just do my thing and have fun and no one cares and if they do you just give em a little giggle cos like why do you care bro do ur own thing wow
>>7901933
to answer u anyways: fuck the laws
>can't upload cute kitty gifs over 4mb
>>7901935
*gays at you*
>>7901949
i can leave the house without getting scared but if im going to a place where i know ill be interacting with people in a social setting then i do get pretty nervous desu
I was told laser hair removal didnt hurted, i went for the cheaper centre and it hurts like a bitch, i had to apply anesthesia.
Anybody else is having or had laser hair removal?
>>7901955
>after almost getting raped,
Only girls can be raped.
>>7901959
i hope i get to be really cute
>>7901951
oh my skin has always been like that, I mean that like the sensation of touch has increased a lot
>>7901956
ikr wtf
i had a good bit of fat on my face before hrt but 4 months all the chub from my cheeks has disappeared
i have an almost gaunt look right now, i just need for that fat to come back in the right spots
>>7901962
Okay that makes more sense now why you're always on here. You're like the most frequent poster, Cindy coming in second.
>>7901959
rekt
>>7901936
cool, how does that go?
>>7901966
being cute on the inside is what matters
>>7901938
stop this sillyness you're gay we've been over this. And no straightgay isn't a word
>>7901961
ahh i need something more though..
>>7901964
That's funny, the guy said I was such a cute boy that I should be glad he didn't rape me.
Kill yourself.
>>7901958
im just a nervous goof ;-;
>>7901963
>didnt hurt
They lied to you, it should feel like a cold blast at first, maybe some irritation and stinging later, but nothing worth needing anesthesia over.
>>7901964
maybe b/c she's almost a girl
>>7901966
me too
>Post asking how my voice was sounding.
>0 replies.
It's terrible isn't it. Someone kill me please.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1K0Q6L407fK
>>7901967
ooo
good to know ;)
>>7901964
Are you sure about that?
>>7901975
yeah i know that's okay
one day mebbe u can dance~
>>7901981
Such tragedy.
Sounds british.
>>7901983
i don't think you're approaching this from the correct angle...
>>7901970
mhm
i have no motivation really to do anything so i just use this place as a replacement to actually going out to talk to people desu
like i can plan out my entire day and if one thing goes wrong then i scrap everything and just lay in bed
for example, i was gonna start exercising today because my water filter was coming in so id have access to water whenever, but the shipment got delayed
so i didnt do anything today
>>7901982
>>7901973
ok.
i'm sorry about my joke.
now i'm feeling really bad for you
>>7901972
i might be a lil gay
>>7901981
Sorry anon I listened to it before but forgot to reply.
You should try to read something that's less of a tongue twister to start with.
Pitch sounds a bit low, like a guy trying to make his voice higher without having that pitch naturally.
>>7901987
maybe someday
>>7901981
>>7901990
*¿¿¿ɹǝpɹɐɥ uǝʌǝ sʎɐƃ*
>>7901996
fair enough
I'm actually very gay
Who here would let me smash?
>>7902006
id like to kiss a girl on the lips tbf :3
>>7901994
>joking about rape
>thinking it's funny
It's like you were surprised that I'm having a really hard time coping.
*is gay*
>>7902007
no one because you're an ugly, fat, subhuman creep
Hrt made my eyelashes really big...
>>7902017
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>7902012
omg I'm gay too
>tfw gay kinda but not really sure
>>7902010
>>7902017
wow she looks great :^3
>>7902023
you have time to figure out your attractions
don't label yourself :3
im gay asf tho
>>7902020
Bet your eyes pop out when you use full makeup!
>>7902025
eeyyy it's corno
>>7902024
heheh :3
>>7902010
that sounds pretty gay tbqdesu
>>7902027
I dunno, I wanna know what I am, but with no experience it's hard to say what I like
>>7901955
I'm sorry. No deserves to get raped or to ever be in that type of situation, but I kind agree with your friend. Life never gets better, but ironically, the worst it gets, the more the great moments shine though whether it be finding a snack you love or plain ol' getting your groove back. You young, so give life some time and I'm sure you find something that makes up for all the shitty times
>Pic meant for cheer ups
>>7902011
>>7902030
They do.
It's ridic
>>7901955
>almost getting raped
>nothing ever gets better
how old are you again? I had this "crisis" extremely late, at 17. Most kids realize it young. If you haven't you've got a lot of growing to do.
>youll never fully pass
Jdimsa
>>7902041
My friend was right, but she was really suicidal about it too.
Idk. I still learn from her.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0XrUDErBNTG
>>7902039
penis and vagina are both nice
they need to be attached to girls though
>>7902025
cornflakes was a beautiful guy too
I want to marry boy-cornflakes
>>7902039
I only like penis
But I'm attracted to both masculinity and femininity
That's why I'm confuse
I love it when my hair gets all big and fluffi
>>7902045
Do grils keep telling you they envy your eyelashes too
>>7902052
Soft Nim voice.
>>7902058
so you may just like penis, big whoop, wanna fite about it
>>7902048
Leave me alone.
>>7902053
g-girls can't have penises though...
>>7902067
I-I don't get it ;-;
>>7902060
i bet ill love it too ^^
>>7902052
OMG, that's really really good
>>7902057
nigga you gay
>>7902070
i'm a girl and have a penis, so do most girls here
>>7902075
true
>>7902073
you can always run your hands though my hair to make it as fluffi as possible ><
>>7902071
i forget that my references might go above some heads because they're shit
its ok
>>7902079
Sorry, I mean, I get the reference, but I'm still confused :c
>>7902052
>tfw bored too
>>7902081
idk im tired cindy just
get petted
penis is good
If I catcall enough girls one of them will say hi.
I need to get my drugs though
>>7902052
I listend and now i feel bad for having a bad voice
>>7902070
delet
>>7902088
is the cervix really an erogenous zone??
i hope i never get raped
>>7902076
b-but
b-but...
>>7902050
As long as you take that advice with a grain of
salt
>Local study shows "9/10 prefer you as a non-corpse. That 1/10 is Lisa, but fuck Lisa. Nobody likes Lisa"
>>7902094
I hope i get mugged and stomped to death
>>7902088
>tfw no gf(male) to impregnate
>>7902094
It's a pretty unpleasant feeling
To snowflake name, or not to snowflake name? That is the question.
Tfw still working on transitioning and only names you really like are Heather and Sabriel and they're your mothers and a fantasy character.
Share your names!
>tfw your gf doesn't love you as much as you love her
>>7902116
i wanted Naomi or Riley but had to pick a greek name so went for Eirini which is my favorite greek name. Dutch people just call me Iris though
>>7902116
I picked a vanilla name becuse i hoped i could "blend in"
How naive i was
>>7902113
Nah dont
>when you have a bigger penis that your bf
>>7902113
No there's a lot more that comes to rape that's pretty bad, from personal experience.
Worrying about STDs, the shame and humiliation and pain and such, the lingering trauma after, trust issues, etc.
>>7901977
For me its like a mix of burn and the pinch of a needle, in a large area, and repeated 300 times
>>7902094
Don't worry, only girls can be raped.
>>7902078
will do!!
>>7902093
Apparently somebody hasn't slammed thier bean roll into some girls womb, not because you have to but because you like to see her quiver.
Fuck plebs...
>>7902123
I just read through a list of names from my birth year and when I found my name it just really clicked with me and I knew it was the name I wanted ^^
>>7902116
heather is a nice name
1 out of 1 heathers who post here are cute so that means you have a 100% chance of being cute
>>7902123
>Eirini
That sounds cute.
I'm in dtla where all the trains are at
>>7902136
o-oh
good thing i do the fucking then
>>7902128
That sounds more like electrolysis, laser should use a big wide beam that only takes like 10 zaps if you're doing the mustache area.
>>7902020
>>7902137
It's been bugging me forever and I really just want to go for it, but having my moms name would just be too weird.
>>7902116
i picked emily because i wanted something unique :^)
>>7902126
this is a good feel
>>7902133
no vaginas kinda scare me
I thought it was supposed to be uncomfortable for the girl though...
>>7902136
>That face when you see a "Tyrone" meme and your name is Tyrone
Oh shit, how they find out!?
>>7902149
lol gey
is my name good?
>>7902147
yeah i can see that
maybe other names that start with an H?
do you know what your parents would've named you if you were born a girl?
>>7902116
>watch movie
>female antagonist is a lying manipulative cunt
>has my name
>half the porn stars I notice use my name and its not even a common name
sigh
>>7902156
it's really pretty eva :)
>>7902156
Your name is beautiful ^^
>>7902138
thanks, it's a common name in greece and i knew this super cool girl in the communist youth league who went by it and that kinda inspired me
>>7902162
how do you pronounce it?
eh-reeni?
Charlotte is the best name.
>>7902163
there's a video on youtube
search "how to pronounce Eirini.
>>7902116
>sabriel
good book
still
do not snowflake name
>>7902168
im going with emily but im writing it ehmahleigh
>>7902165
short names, 3-4 letters are the best
>>7902166
why is there a video on that
>>7902160
>>7902161
>>7902171
I like long pretty names that can be shortened into cute names
How do I become more attractive?
Lose weight and gain muscle?
Can I make it?
>>7902173
because a lot of greek people go abroad and for some reason it's really hard for foreigners T_T
>>7902171
>Char
Gottim
>>7902170
cute
the best snowflake name I've seen is Kviiilyn
I guess I could spell mine olyviya
>>7902183
how's sintheya sound
>>7902183
pls post more clypits i like ur voice
>>7902173
there are tons of videos on how to pronounce foreign names and stuff
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHbQf7ueIe0
You can't spell Charlotte without harlot.
>>7902150
Srry, I was just poking fun and guessed so :)
Going though can cause pain, going "deeper" is still pleasurable, but I'm just a dude. Go ask the ladies in the cis lesbian thread. They love questions like that! kek
>please don't
>>7902139
you're posting in the train thread buddi beans
>>7902179
lose muscle
gain breasts
>>7902194
There's this cute guy on the train.
What do I say to him?
Just hey cutie?????
>>7902183
idk why people pick meme names for their actual names
like the whole point is going stealth eventually right
RIGHT?
>>7902202
What's yours?
>>7902192
Well do it later, your voice is great!
>>7902168
I feel like Sabriel is so close to not being a ridiculous name.
>>7902205
emily
>>7902179
You mean attractive as a guy right?
You better start lift, boy!
>>7902205
Emeely'eigh obv
Cynthia isn't that snowflakey right?
what do you think of the name Jaina?
asking for a friend
>>7902191
Rude.
>>7902201
idk I'm always too scared to say stuff to cute guys :(
I just assume they're all straight and would get mad at me
>>7902208
Right. I should pay more attention. u.u
o.
look @ that.
i got a match on tinder.
but it's easy to tell that i'm not their 1st choice.
maybe b/c i'm too androgynous.
wait, n/m.
they're @ work & they'll be free in an hour.
i think they're gonna end up turning me down though.
w/e
>>7902214
Pretty name, but makes me think of Warcraft
>>7902213
No
Just don't pick any obvious stripper names
>>7902217
people call me emi :3
>>7902223
What's a stripper name?
>>7902210
DONT STEAL MY SPECIAL NAME YOU BITCH
>>7902216
No he's a twinky he won't do shit he's my type I like his little lips and he's wearing this stupid fucking retarded skirt thing that let's me see his ass and now I have a boner ima follow this faggot and grab on his ass hard
He has long hair and he's white.
I want to kiss him...
>>7902213
na
>>7902207
ehh it's a pretty obvious "this is a made up fantasy name from a made up fantasy book" kinda name
If you shorten it to sabby or something maybe it wouldn't be too awful
>>7902206
thank's
>>7902239
katawa?
oh hey you're mirielle!
>>7902231
Like... Scarlet, Diamond, Kitty, etc.
I've seen some transgirls on Youtube that have names that stick out like sore thumbs.
>>7902231
Candy
Ruby
Belle
Crystal
tfw snowflake
WHATEVER
>>7902235
em'ylle
>>7902238
then try to catch his eye and smile at him!
don't just grab his butt though...
>>7902253
christ you're autistic
>>7902254
alleve
>>7902253
LMAO
Bf isnt here to kiss me :/
>>7902257
Nah I did that drop it I don't think he's into me.
It's hard for me to smile I hate the world
*sigh*
He's not even that cute
He's ugly.
;_;
>>7902252
Belle (short for Isabelle) isn't as bad as Ruby.
NEW SAMURAI JACK IN 4 HOURS
tfw want cudd
I don't think i want to transition anymore
>>7902248
Katawa Shoujo!
And I definitely am not her. I should change my trip.
>>7902275
oh hey you're gwen!
I like emily, but it's my cousin's name and would be weird for me... but it's a pretty name and shortens well to em/emi
i am really upset that wow ruined my name, but the place i stole it from was pretty cringey anyway (predates Warcraft in its entirety however)
>>7902252
Oh god I knew someone who legitimately named themselves Kandee or something like that
They passed really well but why
>>7902273
I want to cuddle my gf but she doesn't care enough to make that happen
>>7902277
Oh, fuck. I have been discovered.
>>7902220
shame. this the 1st person i've matched up w/ on tinder who didn't start off by immediately saying they want to ride my dick until i pass out.
i'm actually afraid of telling this person that i'm a tran
>>7902256
tbdesu, part of me is hoping she does.
i'm also afraid of hooking up
>>7902266
Probably fucking someone else
>>7902267
hmm well that was a quick turn around
take a picture of you giving him the finger
has anyone here used tinder or okc to find friends?
>>7902278
yeah i wouldn't use a name that any of my close family had
im sure that would've made your cousin feel awkward lol
>>7902274
But you're best girl. you've been giving it your best and now you have boobs D:
>>7902224
>Read "yes daddy"
>chub.jpg
>Remember the he's a guy
>Still love being called daddy
>chubbier.exe
What am I, a fucking faggot!?
>>7902274
Why not?
thoughts, everyone?
>>7902274
too late
>>7902293
>tinder or okc
>to find friends
>>7902293
Yeah. Everyone that matches me loves to tell me "lol a lot of girls like trans women!" but what they mean is "lol but not me"
>>7902300
pls
>>7902295
Anon should choose a name for herself, not one that gets family approval.
>>7902303
yeah i could see that happening
is it on your profile?
>>7902274
why not?
for the same reason as faye?
>>7902284
:c im sorry anon
>>7902301
I know, im legally a girl named kayla now
>>7902308
It says openly I am in the process of gender transition. It's a pretty typical bio. No sex has ever come for it as a chick yet though. A bunch of retards who "used to be trans" and stuff.
>>7902307
i suppose so, im just saying that factors like that would partially inform my decision
>>7902314
i think i'm gonna give it a shot
It seems like dating apps are just full of weirdos
>>7902315
>no ketchup stains
I'm not sure you're really Kayla.
>>7902315
And that's the way you have to stay. Learn to live with it.
>>7902258
oh
>>7902328
they're full of lonely people
weird and lonely like us, but they have a different brand of weird
so we see each other as very different, and we are
it's sort of sad.
>>7902273
gives cudd
>>7902315
show us your vagina or I don't believe you're legally a woman
>>7902325
Oh gee wiz you just figured that out? Looks like we have an Einstein over here
>>7902322
I met several people and tried to actually be friends but they never wanted to get together or talk more. so I made it real easy for them to just say they didn't want to have my company, made it clear it wasn't a big deal but I was tired of wasting my time.. still nothing
i know i can be a little autistic about it but i'd rather people just be up front and honest instead of saying what they think they're supposed to say
>>7902338
<3 huggcudd
Thank you~
>>7902339
All i needed was my nuts cut off bucko
>>7902335
Faye keeps telling herself and everyone that she's a boy but I don't understand why, especially post VFS. Yet still posts girl mode pictures and acts pretty feminine.
>>7902344
Those people literally don't care about you, they're just curious if you'll match or not.
>tfw settled down from earlier
Managed to get out of bed after just laying there feeling depressed af for 9 hours and get something to eat. Feeling pretty stable now
How's y'all's nights going?
>>7902007
Maybe bb
>>7902335
Hugg
>>7902325
That's why I use dating sites instead :^)
Jk I'm still a weirdo I there
>>7902348
She's kind of lost it since her gf cheated on her and broke up
How I do?
Eight of Skywalker and 50mg THC lollipop
37$
>>7902353
Sorrow gets even the best of us.
>>7902323
Naw, I'm just on my /fit/ tip (Nofap). Literally can look at two squirrels fucking, and get blueballs right now
>>7902353
Uff
>>7902342
Sorry?
would you consider it weird to keep your testicles in a jar after orchi/srs?
>>7902348
Faye is a fulltime passer who comes here to intentionally make us non passers feel like shit. We should all collectively toss her in a bonfire while chanting nazi hymns. I'm so sick of that fake bitch oh my god having tons of plastic surgery money handed to you doesn't make you a good person. Fuck faye with a 10 inch drill bit
>>7902356
Yr guna meke jit
What day brother
>>7902351
which I totally get, but no one would just be straight about it. I'm not trying to get sex, i just want friends in this new city and I thought I was clear about that
it was emotionally very draining and didn't work for me. i ended up feeling like a crazy person
>>7902354
do you have a medical card?
what condition did you get it for?
>>7902360
yes
people who do that make me really scared
>>7902360
Wouldn't let me keep em ;_;
>>7902353
>How's y'all's nights going?
Decent, I submitted an application for a job, hopefully they take me! Trying to get some money to afford to see a therapist, because the parents didn't want to help me pay for it. I'm sorry that your night didn't go so well though ;_;
hugg
>>7902365
I don't even have a California ID :^)
What don't tell me you don't know any hood shops :^^^^)
This lollipop is gonna fuck me up senpai
>>7902368
wtf why not they're yours
>>7902373
Probably liability issues.
>>7902365
I think california is fully rec now, though maybe they haven't started sales?
in CO I'd have walked out with twice as much herb and the lollipop for $40
>>7902374
2thicc4me
>>7902373
Medical waste. Really bummed about it, i wanted to eat them and gain their knowledge
>>7902374
>chin
>>7902353
>tfw another lonely night
>>7902367
I really want to do this
I'll keep them preserved in a jar and stare at it every day channeling all my hate into these stupid things for existing and tormenting me
>>7902370
would they sell it to white people there?
I'm the least hood-acting person ever :/
>>7902364
My guess and don't take this the wrong way is that you don't pass yet. I know from asking that's my issue. My pictures are also from like month 2 HRT and a lot hidden under baggy clothes and coats. I uploaded a picture of my new hair and a naive lesbian matched me. Lmao she was like wait wait but I like women and trans women. And I'm like no you don't you don't understand you're just being politically correct. I literally had to explain to this girl what a transgender woman is
id keep my balls in a jar if i could desu
>>7902384
If ur with me ya
Just act like you belong honkey
>>7902381
Same
>>7902374
I would sell my soul to a billion years of labor in hell if i could have that body even for 10 years of my life
Suicide is looking so fucking good rn
>>7902387
Was BME pain Olympics a suicidal tranny? I watched that in 9th grade with absolutely no reaction.
>>7902287
huh.
after i told her that i'm on skittles & nervous about hookups, she sent a link to credit card webcam thing.
when i was going to tell her that i don't trust those things & offer her a timestamp, our conversation disappeared.
i probably got rejected.
either that, or tinder caught a scam attempt
>>7902363
Every since she left me, I don't know anymore...
>>7902386
sounds right to me
i haven't met anyone non-autistic at transition/nb groups either
>>7902387
I would never ever eat them. that's revolting.
I just had a professor keep his appendix in a jar on his desk, and it was always one of those kinda intriguing but also kinda quirky professor-y things.
>>7902397
Robot or cat fish. Don't take it personal
>>7902374
>tucking
>>7902405
>>7902406
Look closer.
>listening to recordings
>slipping in and out of head resonance
>over and over
>cant figure out how i get there to begin with
reeeee
>>7902412
you like kitties right
do you want to see mine
Or a good way to get rid of balls is to place them in a tp tube and place an m80 at each end and blow them up
i just realized tucking means i can hug people without being scared i'll accidentaly touch them with my gt
i need to learn to do this well :o
>>7902419
Sure c:
>>7902423
hes a soft kitty
>>7902423
IT'S A TRICK
>>7902403
I guess I can understand that
especially if you're some kind of anatomy teacher
Dtla or home?
>>7902417
go into falsetto
try to keep the softness that you feel with falsetto, but without the hollowness
head voice!
>>7902377
Recreational marijuana isn't legal in CA until 2018 iirc, I didn't read my voter guide that thoroughly though
>>7902369
Hugg
Thanks. It was the worst episode I've had since I stared hrt, it might be this town so I'm going to try and find somewhere to work back home
I hope you get that job!
>>7902381
:(
I hope you find a way to make tonight enjoyable
>>7902374
Reee don't trigger me
>>7902357
;)
>>7902335
You just need to spend more time with women to get to understand them.
as for Faye, no.
>>7902435
Everyone says to pretend your voice is coming right at your mouth or throat instead of in your chest.
>>7902421
Its straight up the easiest thing to do, just use the two pairs of thin panties method. If you still have balls the shove them in the canals and fold the sac to either side and grab your gt and stretch it up ur crack, empty sac looks like labia, its a win win. Hold it in place with bikini style panties and then a pair of lace boy shorts over that
>>7902392
noboby wants to do stuff at 1:30am so I'm just gonna drink alone
>>7902368
They likely sold them...
The way this guy drives is making me reevaluate my life. Pray for me, please.
>>7902451
Wait what???
How do I research or get on the list for surgery? Like really I'm at a loss.
>>7902446
yeah that too, but that only works for me when im already in kinda-head voice to get a stronger, more stable head voice
to get into head voice i go into falsetto and then just keep my vocal placements the same while making it sound more natural
>>7902427
Cute! Here's mine
>>7902450
Neat stuff!
I'm alone cause I just don't have any friends
>>7902315
>she actually posted it
FAYE BTFO
>>7902462
Step one, cry
Step two, cry
>>7902462
research ffs surgeons
they'll give you their recommendations during their consults
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-ooCnZviZ8
>this will never be me
why even live
>>7902467
The only way I can get out of chipmunk falsetto into a normal pitch is to drop head voice and talk from my throat.
Maybe I'm doing something wrong.
>>7902450
I'm on episode 12 of k-on
>>7902427
Your kitty is trash
Mustache kitty conquers all!
>>7902478
I watched all of K-On! yesterday
I have yet to watch K-On!!
>>7902468
cuuuute
>>7902480
h-how could you say that
give kitty huggu and apologize ;_;
>>7902476
Well that escalated quickly
>>7902404
maybe i should be on the look out for other trannies or faggots or dykes.
@ least in that case they shouldn't feel like i'm putting their fertility to waste, or like it's a bad thing that they're seeing a degenerate
>>7902477
it's just like the softness you want that falsetto gives you
just without the hollowness
>tfw stoned af playing zelda
good feel
>>7902476
Wtf this isn't Garfield
i took a nap and i dreamed that elanna came back and made a post I should probably just kms if is this the stuff I dream about right
>>7902500
can i have your switch
>>7902495
I can't even begin to wrap my head around trying to execute what you're trying to say
>>7902508
no i need it to play zeldo
>>7902253
thats a real good one.
>>7902517
you're a real good one
>>7902518
yeah i'm okay
>>7902495
The only way to get falsetto without "hollowness" is by projecting through the mask of your face and using your diaphragm to breathe properly, no easy task.
You can cheat by using your falsetto at first but over time you want to make it your actual voice by projecting properly, which is even more difficult once you introduce volume control. I can blast my falsetto voice and bass range voice but it becomes much more difficult to speak with it.
(thanks highschool choir)
>>7902524
>>7902510
okay how about this
put your hand on your chest and talk in falsetto
no vibration right?
now you have to speak not like a cartoon character, while still making your chest not vibrate
>>7902530
I haven't discovered any feasible way to lower the pitch without going at least to the throat. Guess I need to practice more.
>>7902528
i think i know what you're talking about
i just think going into falsetto helped me because now i know what head voice is, like what it feels like
>>7902483
>Rule #1 of Cat posting
>Never apologize for the superiority of one's superior cat
I think your cat needs to GET GUD!
>want to train voice
>vocal cords decide to stop working
Why
>>7902529
>>7902524
is the biblical joseph the biggest cuck of all time
only a little bit
i had a better one but i cant find it and im going to a party now
>>7902553
lol
>>7902563
I can't even tell if this is a bot
>>7902563
>we have two small children
oh god
>>7902487
>I'm studying neuroscience. which hopefully means I'll soon learn why I'm insane enough to want to keep my testicles :p
fair enough lol
>>7902571
cute
>tfw no gf
>>7902562
RUDE
god isn't black
joseph can't have been the biggest cuck of all time :(
>>7902581
Bad feel :c
where do i buy a bf
>>7902592
idk but if you find out pls let me know :(
>>7902581
>tfw ; w ;
>>7902511
but i wanna play
>>7902592
Let me know too ;~;
>>7902587
>god isn't black
prove it
>>7902589
I thought you wanted a bf though :/
>>7902600
hugg hailee
>>7902587
but he let god fug his 15 year old wife and didn't seem too broken up about it
>>7902494
>Strut.jpg
>Find qt bf
>Marry him
If you got sperm saved,
>Mix it with his and find a surrogate who's skin tone is between yours and bfs
>Implant
>Baby should come out looking like it could be from either parent
>You're both the parent and never guess who's the the "real" bio-parent
If you don't
>Implant surrogate who's skin tone matches above
>Adopt the child when it comes out
>You officially it's real mother
Baby name?
>>7902608
hugg
i want my cute anon
>>7902592
have you tried your local bf store?
>>7902605
>doesn't steal
>doesn't have children out of wedlock and abandon them
>>7902611
>mix sperm
yeah no
we both get one, i didn't store sperm to get a 50/50 shot at having a biological child
>>7902619
you'd know if its yours though
unless you marry a mexican dude
>>7902616
>buy bf
>dont want him anymore
>try to return him
>all sales final
>>7902609
I guess thats true
personally I view the ultimate form of cucking to castrate yourself, marry a black guy, and raise his children with him
>>7902623
>unless you marry a mexican dude
i don't see it happening desu
>>7902616
is this what a bf store looks like
>>7902632
wait so your mom found your sperm bank thing
how did you explain that away?
>>7902619
What's wrong? Don't you like cocktails?
can i get upside down tranny bangs to cover up my lower face
>>7902643
I think thats called a beard
try it and let me know how it goes, I could benefit from this too
>>7902636
she found some literature that my sperm bank sent
i said that it was from my sex ed class from middle school
pretty lame excuse but idk i think she bought it
>>7902608
I'd love a bf or a gf, i like boys and girls and it doesn't matter to me that much, as long as they love me. All I want is to share love with someone
I just want
>>7902653
This post is messed up, ignore it
>>7902650
ohhhh I thought it was like your receipt or some kind of documentation from how you saved your sperm
thats a decent enough explanation you gave I think
was it fun jacking off into one of those cups?
>>7902653
get like 5 more years suddenly and im sure you'd have people lining up <3
>>7902657
idk its not really messed up
pretty normal for someone who is bi
>>7902661
Even if all that went right, I'm not sure I'll ever find the right person desu
>>7902659
yeah it didn't have my name on it luckily
i wouldn't have been able to explain it away otherwise
it was actually really awkward collecting the sample
you had to be like standing up lol
>>7902673
I dunno if I'm bi tho, I don't like vaginas and I can't be dominant like ever
useless girl cum
>>7902676
to be totally honest, I do miss the ability to ejaculate :(
sometimes I couldn't believe how far I'd shoot
and now its just a sad lil tiny dribble :(
>>7902685
i think it's because we were so used to it
it's unexpected
ladies is it giving up if i can figure out how to be sort of androgynous & nonbinary
i'm really sad and dysphoric today and it doesn't feel like i have a chance
Emi is such a qt
>>7902697
i think it's okay to be a femboy until you feel like you can pass
>tfw no gf
>>7902697
can figure out or can't figure out
>>7902689
>i retained all my ability it's just clear and useless
what AA?
maybe I shouldn't have gone cypro :(
>>7902691
maaaaybe, its just kinda fun when a climax has a clear point too, ya know?
I really hope to experience a female orgasm someday though...hopefully its inevitable long enough of hrt?
>>7902697
idk this is basically my current goal because I feel like aiming for female is sadly too high :(
>>7902685
I don't miss that it was way too gross to clean up after
>>7902713
that is true, that was definitely an annoyance
>>7902704
>tfw not a gf
>>7902724
that painting is pretty cool
>>7902726
>cypro yes
thats interesting! how long have you been on it?
I think the dribbling started at like 4 months for me, I don't totally remember...its definitely not totally clear yet at 5 months, but its not what it used to be either
>>7902713
this desu
room smells nicer
less laundry
less time wasted tugging it
its wonderful not being a slave to the useless sex drive now you can think clearly
and you cant deny it makes you happy to see zero sperm
>>7902741
>less time wasted tugging it
>its wonderful not being a slave to the useless sex drive now you can think clearly
these parts are truly truly great
there is simply no reason to masturbate 3x in a day
>>7902738
4 months or so, i have always had heavy volume though
if it starts to taper off i'll likely take pygeum to make it stay larger
i have certain neeeeeeeeds
>>7902748
exactly now i have even more time to just watch the same youtube videos over and over or lay in bed staring at the ceiling apathetically wishing things were different ha ha i want to die
I used to have such good control over ejaculation
the kegel strength was real
even between shots I could time it out how I wanted to
it was good fun
all that time practicing, wasted :(
>>7902759
yeah
exact same here honestly h-haha
>>7902759
relatable
>>7902752
hmm I'm not totally sure what you mean by this
I just noticed your trip by the way lol, love it
>tfw everyone is talking about your fetish
will you guys stop talking about ejaculating and sperm, this space is for girls
>>7902778
girls with peepees
>>7902747
no not really I just really didn't like having to wipe it up from like my chest and stomach and sometimes it would get on bedsheets which is gross
>>7902778
I am a person of transgender experience, talking about my experiences as I medically transition
>>7902769
>>7902771
maybe its because im an old hon or my liver is fucked or im not metabolizing my estrogen right but i dont feel anything at all and havent since starting HRT
i guess nothing at all beats crippling grief and suicidal misery
its like i kind of just moved past stage 5 of grieving and now im just indifferently waiting to die
thats all it takes, 10 years of being punished for existing then you just grey it all out and nothing matters to you anymore when the game was rigged from the start
>>7902782
lol ok gotcha
I wonder how long that would work for on hrt, and if supplements help extend that
>tfw you actually like to fap
>>7902798
tfw it's just for maintainence now
I was fapping around 3-4 times a day, for literally no reason. I never had any desire to do it, and it never really felt great. I just felt like stopping one day, like 4 months ago, and I haven't done it since then
no clue why, I'm not even on mones, it just felt wrong.
>>7902798
I fapped today and got like 5ml of transparent yellowish liquid. Lol
>>7902801
>tfw didn't do maintenance and kind of regret it now
>>7902807
>yellow
wtf
>>7902794
honestly I noticed a real amount of apathy coming in when I think about my life ending compared to how I feel before...like it doesn't really upset me it just is what it is
but other than that I probably feel more overall emotion overall, and definitely more overall happiness
like sometimes I kinda wanna die, but I'm not even depressed so I'm not too worried about it
how long have you been on hrt?
>>7902740
okay its not really giving up its just giving hrt more time and yourself more time to learn voice and makeup stuff
also looking a certain way doesn't make you non binary, if you look andro but feel and identify as a woman you're a woman. if you don't really id as a woman then yeah you could be non binary.
>>7902807
why are such a high percentage of your posts really gross and nasty??
>>7902778
I orgasmed today and i just dripped transparent liquid. Preddy cool, right?
>>7902801
why not just get eva to help "maintain" you?
>>7902801
same honestly
I'd like to not do it at all (or do it pretty rarely) but I don't want to lose my ability completely
really I just want someone to suck on my bobs
>>7902825
2lewd
>>7902777
Uhhh...Like fap fetish or ejac fetish?
Either or, I never expected that from you. You were once one of the pure...
>>7902829
T-the latter... but I am pure
>>7902829
are you really black?
whys this website so racist
>>7902826
I'll suck on your bobs
Cuteanon i'm tryna summon you, I got these hands here, they're needing to be held to be honest.
>>7902831
cindy is for pure
>people talking about touching their penises
What the literal fuck
>>7902836
asking about race isn't a racist thing
its silly to pretend race isn't a thing people notice just because it makes you feel better not to
but yeah overall this is a racist place
>>7902840
>miss cock criticizing anyone for touching their penises
>>7902811
Timeline for me was exactly the same the last 4 times I was on HRT.
1 week - Lower sex drive, feel a lot better
1 month - Depression
2 months - A wild ride of laughs and tears every 10 minutes
4 months - Need to start ingesting extra water and salt because I have no tears left
6 months - Moods even out, thoughts change
8 months - Behavior and personality changes
1+ year - Different smells and tastes and perceptions and stuff, mood stable
So far I'm at 8 months and still at lower sex drive. My brain must be fried from going on and off so many times desu.
Maybe I just don't have the capacity for moods right now since from 2015-2017 I spent in something like the second worst hellish sadness of my life even off HRT. Even tried to commit sudoku but failed that since I can't even kill myself right lol
>>7902838
will you be kinda gentle? they're very sore
>>7902844
Showing my girl penis for shits and gigs isn't like jerking it. If u jerk it then u aint a grill
I bet you faggots pee standing up.
>>7902846
eyyyy, I'm also a failure at kmsing
pussied out of hanging myself with the damn noose around my neck
at least i tried tbqh
>>7902846
>Even tried to commit sudoku but failed that since I can't even kill myself right lol
sorry senpai :(
hopefully this bout of hrt goes better for you!!
can I ask why you've been off/on it?
>>7902856
To be fair it's super convenient.
>>7902831
>mfw she pick the worst of the two
You fiend! Sinner's are to be cleansed! NOW WASH OUT YOUR EYES WITH SOAP!
>>7902832
(shhh! I don't want to be called nigger everytime I shitpost)
>>7902843
I know that but really on the internet what colour his skin is doesn't matter
>>7902849
yeah, where are you from bb
>>7902855
didn't you say it was painful for you to get hard?
I don't want that to happen to me :/
I take no joy in jerking it but I don't want it to totally die
>>7902809
Transparent witha slight yelowish tint. Not yellow like a lemon creme pie, that would be fucking disgusting.
>>7902815
Seriously, what the fuck is your problem? If you can't handle the world not being as oerfect as it is through the lens of your aspeger brain curated internet information, you should get the fuck out of here.
Did you know your dad fucked your mom and came all over her face. Or that he fingered her and licked his fingers with delight? Do you know how many times your mother sucked cock and not only your parents. Get over it.
Seriously. This is a site for adults. Real adults, not some retarded soerg with the mental maturity of an eleven year old child. Grow the fuck up.
You can always filter me or go back to /pol/. Keep your idiocy to yourself please.
>>7902857
I tried to shotgun to face but the fucking gun slipped off my chest as I was pulling the trigger and just blew a hole in my wall instead
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee for days and I lost my job right after then cops took my guns and put me in the loony bin for a night
THANKFULLY next time I'll go for something much more reliable
>>7902858
15 - Homeless
18 - No money, unemployed
22 - In house started sending fake cypro
23 - Tried to OD and fried kidneys
>>7902869
wisconsin
>my sister stops by to visit
>when she tries to talk to me I hide under a blanket and start crying and she leaves
Why am I such a terrible failure at interacting with other people
>>7902874
>getting hard huuurts desu
>It stops me from fapping
this is why I keep doing it :/
like idk I just want to keep my options open, otherwise I'd legit be very happy to have it shrink away so I can hide it easier but I'm scared I'll regret it
do you think if you started getting it hard more often the pain would go away?
>>7902890
oh little cindy
so cute, so young
I can remember doing that same stuff in high school
just remember this experience, but just don't worry about it
i feel anxious and now my stomach hurts and its hard to swallow :c
>>7902877
>>7902887
I'll suck your bobs if you suck my 2 inch pecker
>>7902900
But I want to be able to socialize
>>7902892
>do you think if you started getting it hard more often the pain would go away?
probably
I fap usually once a week but it still hurts each time, I'm sure if I did it more often it would help but mentally I dislike getting hard so I try to limit how often I do it
>>7902877
???
>>7902910
get a room homos
>>7902870
Last erection i got was so painful i almost died, so yeah i refrain from touching it unless i shower
>>7902905
You got a big date? ^^
>>7902917
no
i'm worried about someone
and it makes me
really anxious
>>7902681
girl cum = lubricant
>>7902918
Who?
I know this sounds dumb but should i try 4chan again for another bf?
>tfw too ugly to ever find a nice loving boyfriend who isn't emotionally manipulative or a fetishist
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvPfKpUuon8
>>7902927
private desu
aaaaaaaa
>>7902929
That's brilliant actually.
>>7902929
you got some decent attention on that /b/ thread
maybe /soc/ could work out for you
...wait was this where you found your last bf?
>>7902929
I don't think that's a good idea
>>7902929
It turned out poorly last time
just try a dating site or something instead of 4chan
>>7902935
>>7902936
>guys on 4chan
>bf material
lmao
>>7902911
it comes with time and practice. Nobody's born knowing how to socialize.
>>7902933
/hug
>>7902930
what do people mean when they say fetishist like that?
cause obviously he's gotta be ok with a chick with a dick..
>>7902930
We're all gonna make it sis
>>7902929
Taking relationship advice from me is kind of terrible but
Actively seeking relationships out of loneliness may get you with a partner who is not right for you
You might think there's real chemistry and attraction between the both of you but the other person may be using you
The most fulfilling relationships I had just 'happened' with people without me really seeking them out
And you can find people everywhere and anywhere, not just on 4chan, remember 4chan's demographics are usually pretty narrow, narrowed further and further by board
>>7902929
yeah do it last time was funny hopefully next one you find will be even funnier
>>7902883
>you might want to change your name
>Seriously start crying in laughter
The name is japanese for bear "kuma". King because I'm on of few cis guys here and I like to make it known. I like tripping in trip threads ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
I never thought of my name like that. I thought you saw the earlier posts or something! Lol!
>>7902929
100% dumb.
Try making friends. You're a cool person with great stories and a peculiar taste. Don't force things because you're lonely.
>>7902908
I hope you get brain cancer and your parents get mauled by feral Staffordshire Terriers, seriously.
You're a piece of shit who will never amount to anything.
>>7902944
a guy who wants to worship your dick and have you fuck his ass
>>7902942
>>bf material
>implying I don't just want anything male-shaped that has a dick and shows me affection
>>7902942
What is so funny?
>>7902925
im not fat
do you have a bf? my fantasy is cucking some fag out of his tranny gf
yuri a best
>>7902929
More than likely, yes.
Honestly you're good looking enough that you could have decent luck on regular dating apps, but if you must stay within the domains of 4chans corridors, at least go to /soc/, stay away from /tttt/ and /fit/ chasers!
Ok i get it, 4chan is the wrong place for love
>>7902929
Speaking as a transgender girl with several years of transgenderism under my belt, I highly advise you to seek out another chaser bf. They make for the best romantic and sexual partners and are our highly attentive to our needs.
>>7902945
>remember 4chan's demographics are usually pretty narrow
it's primarily comprised of autistic, white, overweight men. Some boards they're angry, some they're arrogant, some they really like fashion or origami
>>7902955
that's not a boyfriend, that's just a talking dildo
you're honestly better off having a 2D boyfriend and a vibrator - they're less demanding and abusive
>>7902957
you post on 4chan, like, ever, right?
and you understand how absolutely pathetic the average user is?
ow i burned myself making a coffee
i'm just that great today
feel like i needa fuckin shove some nerd down to make up for it
https://youtu.be/w7FljAZlJxE
>>7902972
>that's not a boyfriend, that's just a talking dildo
>you're honestly better off having a 2D boyfriend and a vibrator
nooooo I want to cuddle and feel physical love :( not just sex
but you're right I basically do just want a living dildo..although I want SOME kinda personality I can latch onto
and some kinda face I find kinda nice to look at...
>>7902972
smart desu
>>7902972
I was being sarcastic, Charlotte. ^^
>>7902973
I'm sorry :c
you can bully me, I deserve it
>>7902960
no but if we're erping I can pretend I do
honestly though I look like a kinda feminine kinda cute guy with long hair..not female :(
>>7902988
dumb cindy how dare you be so nice
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
>>7902983
>although I want SOME kinda personality I can latch onto
>and some kinda face I find kinda nice to look at
have you ever played a dating sim?
>>7902986
it's still worth saying :3
>>7902985
damn right
>>7902973
Break that geek's glasses.
>>7902972
Try /fit/ for just autistic and white I can vouch
t. former /fit/izen
I don't think anything replaces a person who loves you. If you mean that the trouble of finding said person isn't worth it, then I can't blame you. Some are more willing or durable than others and will keep looking (not an insult, I have a lot of trouble with this)
>>7902983
>living dildo with a personality
If this were real I think the world would be a better place
>>7902988
Cindy is not for bully
Cindy is for huggu
Also back from the g r i n d.
>>7902989
post pics
>>7902994
>have you ever played a dating sim?
....no
stop tempting me
I WILL find a bf!!
a living one!
Pillz
>>7902996
Men are more than just living dildos with personalities though that's what makes them so good.
If women wanted just dildos then humanity would have gone extinct a long time ago.
The connection and intimacy and comforting masculinity is what they want, the dick is just a plus.
This seems to be one of the few things cis men just don't understand.
>>7902996
>Cindy is not for bully
it's only cindy, don't worry about it
What are y'all listening to right now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TudLjZ_4VhU
>>7903009
once you pop you just cant stop
>>7902994
Honestly, 4chan is pretty normie now. It is probably only marginally worse for dating than most social media sites.
>>7903013
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxRG203JCKM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b47bmXfwVjI
I want to get out and learn to socialize but I'm too insecure to be around other people
>>7902996
I totally agree. People who want to fall in love shouldn't look to 4chan for it though - it won't end well.
And yeah, I have trouble finding love too...
>>7903003
I'm half-kidding about dating sims - what I'm describing is the appeal for people that are afraid of human interaction.
join a club based on what you're GENUINELY interested in, and poke around for guys that find you cute. Who knows, you might click.
I can't give advice beyond that though, I'm a kissless virgin.
>>7903024
this is joek?
>>7903013
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skZcBiNaN_c
>>7903013
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9p2kr5Ujg6g
playin nioh
snacking on chips
wishing I had a bf
posting in passgen for validation I don't deserve
the usual really
>>7903035
You are starting to catch on.
what's an hsts?
i think now is a good time for me to upload something on clypit.
any requests? i think this time i'll try using my "mascuine" voice, but i guess i can forget it depending on the request
>>7903030
start slowly
you're in highschool, so it's hella easy.
pick up a hobby, and try to find friends that do the same thing.
>>7903043
yissss :3
>>7902998
noo it feels to weird right now
I have before and I just got hugboxed and it messes with my mind
people used to tell me I look like justin bieber, so picture that but with longer hair and hormones
>>7903013
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yeyDfVjq6sw
>>7903013
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_-5a-SdS4JI
>>7903047
Read lines from your favorite doujin
>>7903047
"I am a huge fag, and I like to eat dick."
>>7903015
It's like what happened Brad. I'll die if I stop.
>>7903047
"Good job anon, I'm really proud of you. You did your best today, and that's what matters."
>feeling comfy and safe
>bad dysphoria peak finally ended
nice feel
>>7902996
But I'm a /fit/izen...
Literelly /fit/ and /mtfg/ are the main places where I shit post b/c I relate with them the most
>>7902972
>4chan primarily comprised of autistic, white, overweight men
>tfw when you're none of that (Ok...Maybe a little autistic)
Ayyy Lmao!
>>7903063
good job buddi eva
>>7903010
oh I don't mean that living dildos with personalities would serve as a replacement to men/are better, I just think the world would be a better place, must have implied it without realizing it.
for example, what if there was an onahole or virtual waifu with its own personality? ups and downs, a mimic of humanity, lots of autists might learn to socialize a bit more. It cannot replace intimacy, but may do some good.
Then again I'm not a human behavioral specialist.
>this seems to be one of the few things cis men just don't understand
I can't speak regarding that either but I'm well aware of the desire for masculinity from women, I have a history with that. At least within my travels.
Man I need to stop typing essays.
>>7903030
Join a club or do another school activity that doesn't seem too boring/you enjoy!
>>7903035
Definitely wouldn't blame someone for avoiding The Four Channel.
>>7903013
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZms8zps_iA
good memories from this
>>7903013
https://youtube.com/watch?v=nL3JRTnMvas
Because I'm a disgusting weabo
>>7903047
Read the "gorilla warfare" copypasta or as much as you are able to upload.
>>7903047
pronounce Evangeline
>>7903056
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ist-wml5VWU
relevant ^^
>>7903064
ok, 50 lbs of horse manure.
any1 wanna buy my new mixtape
>>7903073
hell yeah my negro
>>7903067
emi is really good at making dysphoria feels just evaporate away ^^
>>7903049
I can't socialize at school, everyone thinks I'm weird and either ignores me or bullys me
I wanna go to a new school next year
I can't really find a hobby rn either, I think depression is making me really disinterested with everything
>horrible dysphoria day
>committed to going out to a show tonight
>hate everything about my face/body
>definitely hate the normal people that overcrowd the outside world
>>7903063
jelly, but good for you :)
>>7903079
I bet she's also real good at holding hands
cuddling
kissing
staring deep into your eyes
and i bet you'll think she smells good too
>>7903013
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9n5G0qFBsHM
feeling p good today
>>7903035
>I can't give advice beyond that though, I'm a kissless virgin.
:( that really surprises me honestly
some of your posts earlier were bumming me out :(
>>7903072
Thank you for this friend I needed this
>>7903010
this is really really really true
the comfort of a strong male presence really is special and isn't something you can really replicate
>>7903069
>GioGio
>read it as KONO DIO DA
DIOOOOOOOOO
>>7903064
Hate for feeling like you relate to a particular board is to be expected, seems like people want to think their board or general is special because of "x" and only "y" reasons are suitable for talking here, etc. etc.
If you feel comfortable then continue posting and feeling comfortable. Post more ayy's.
>>7903046
pls respond I want to be hip like the kids too
>>7903086
>definitely hate the normal people that overcrowd the outside world
this is why I can't go to shows
I just get slowly pushed away from my group and closer and closer to the back
>>7903072
HEY, that wasn't autisic! That was being stupid greedy youth! I actually had a pretty nice drug ring going at once of the frat houses (Pi Lam)
Ever been there? It's the first frathouse on N. Dithridge St.
>>7903102
Cis/10
>>7903110
homosexual transsexual
So is buying hormones bulk from qhi to the US safe?
Bulk being around a year's worth of progynova and spiro.
>>7903106
WRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY!
>>7903102
Can you sing Joan Baez, Here's To You?
nice voice btw
https://youtu.be/7oday_Fc-Gc?t=42
>>7903124
If it's your first shipment it will take a bit longer but it should be safe. I have some cypro from QHI sitting around and haven't used it.
They come in blister packs in padded envelopes instead of bottles like in house so nobody will know it's medication.
>>7903084
fix your cypro dosage first for sure - it might help you like, actually be interested in anything
I don't blame you for wanting to change schools though :/
>>7903096
yeah...
I'm sorry, I was having a little bit of a meltdown because I've been kinda out of control of my entire life lately. The only thing I have is transition - thankfully that's going well, but my dick is a huge dealbreaker for people.
it just sucks.
I can tell you about it privately if you want. Maybe you can learn something from my story.
>>7903099
Haganai is fantastic. I highly recommend it.
>>7903102
omg it was SO much funnier hearing it out loud
>>7903116
not familiar with greek life, unfortunately :/
I'm not exactly surprised though - I get to hear a lot of frat drama lurking at starbucks and nordy's from time to time.
>>7903124
I did it with inhouse
how would they know your daily dosage?
only downside is I know have estrofem I don't need and don't know what to do with because I switched to injectable
>>7903124
if by "safe" you mean wont get snatched by customs, pretty much. odds are nobody will give a damn
>>7903102
Genuinely jealous.
>>7903102
um seriously though, your voice was good, but you put way too much emphasis on certain words, making you sound more powerful than you needed to.
>>7903137
That makes it kind of hot, to be honest.
>>7903143
to each their own. If the goal is to sound kinda butch, she nailed it.
Pat pat
>>7903127
DDDDDIIIIIIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
why are all you trannies such fucking whores
literally not one of you is capable of being loyal to your significant other
>>7903106
Def understand. I just like the raw encouragement sometimes and it reminds me of why I workout and why be as unhealthy as I used to be
>Post more ayy's
Grrrrrrrrrrrl, don't even get me started!
>>7903130
You never went party hunting around Oakland!? One of my fav pastime was sneaking into the "normie" frats on the hill and pretending to be a brother/pledge and steal their beer! Good times...
>>7903164
I am more than capable thank you very much mr mean anon
>>7903164
dependence on sex probably
>>7903164
Did you just get cucked by your gf?
>>7903128
that's a really good song but also a sad one. I think one of the neighbours played it today (or at least the intro)
>>7903164
I'm a broken person. Sorry.
Do you need a fucking disclaimer?
>>7903168
I'm a geek. I read books and play videogames for fun, and don't drink or smoke. What do you want from me?
>>7903164
I'm incapable of a normal relationship desu
not that I've ever really had a relationship anyway
>>7903178
You cheat? Wow.
>>7903130
>The only thing I have is transition
iktf :(
>my dick is a huge dealbreaker for people
I mean I guess its not ideal maybe, but what about a bi guy? desu thats all I have my sights set on now because I'm 5 months and I never present as female and barely own any female clothing because it scares me wayy too much to consider going out in public as anything but a male (and my mom found and tossed all my girl clothes). don't even own makeup lol because I feel like I just look like a dude no matter what, its like it makes me sadder when I try then when I don't
I kinda do want to talk elsewhere but I feel like I'm kind of a disappointing person really :( like I'm not even very nice or interesting or anything..its part of the reason I don't trip even though I'm here literally daily
>>7903164
Wow speak for yourself.
The transwomen I call my friends are loyal, loving, and honest.
Also, loyalty is a two way street.
>>7903164
f a l s e
very wrong my man
never ever would I cheat
>>7903187
false
you're a lying faggot and you know you'd cheat on your significant other at the nearest opportunity
>>7903168
I totes feel.
>tfw broke back
I'll post in the CBT like 3 months from now and progress 6 months.
>>7903177
I hate being the autist but I first heard it in MGSV, then read up on the back story of it. Not a fan of capital punishment, but I love how such a sorrowful yet memorable tune can carry sentiments beyond decades.
>>7903164
did someone diddle you anon?
>finally understand resonance
>lose my pitch
fuck me
>tfw sad but also a little horny
>>7903197
why sad, anon?
>>7903164
I'd never cheat on someone if anyone loved me
>>7903192
not even though
you might as well break up with the person if the relationship is so dead that you're fine with having sex with someone else and not telling them
I do have a heart you know, I can empathize with how others feel
And another therapist is down the drain
>>7903163
ZA WORLDO! MUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDA!
>>7903201
Lonely. Depressed. Life unending series of failures.
>>7903207
i doubt you have any empathy in your body at all
dumb trannyposter
>>7903164
i think i'd be more afraid of him leaving/cheating on me
I want out of this house so fucking bad, I want to live alone. I'm fucking dying.
>>7903211
Loneliness and depression come hand in hand. Though, you are here, and that in itself is a victory. I believe in you, anon. We'll all make it, promise.
>>7903216
Every single person I've ever been close to has left me for a real woman or a younger, prettier transgirl
>>7903218
iktf i have no privacy and it breaks me
i need to feel alone more than a few hours a fucking week
I need to style my hair to look more femme but I can't do that without coming out
reee
Also I need to see if I need to make an appointment for my piercing or if that's just a walk-in thing
>Dad bought a gun today
>The easy way out has never been closer
Too bad its a 9mm. I want to blow my brains out with a .45 at least.
>>7903222
rekt
I'm going to kill myself by overdosing on opiates
>>7903219
I don't think I'm going to make it.
>>7903181
no. I avoid getting overly attached in the first place so I can't get hurt.
>>7903183
>and my mom found and tossed all my girl clothes
move. out.
and yeah, 5 months is too early to start pushing girlmode. wait until 6 or 7 minimum, and even then I wouldn't consider going fulltime. My pics from 5 months were cringe-worthy, but I don't look too bad atm - I'm 9 months in, and I started looking ok back in late december. I'll let you judge for yourself tho
my discord is Isotera#9066 - feel free to add me if you want.
I'm a bit sick at the moment because this ear infection is kicking my ass (you heard that right), but I'm hoping I'll be doing better tomorrow or monday when I get antibiotics.
>>7903239
please don't.
>>7903219
>though, you are here, and that in itself is a victory
>here
>on 4chan's lgbt board
yeah what a winner
>>7903213
you are SO wrong
I hate emotional disloyalty (ie cheating)
beyond that, the pain I can feel for others, even those I thought I disliked, is very very real
you're right that I'm dumb though..and I feel like what you're saying is right about most women in all honestly
idk what i'd be like without testosterone changing my brain in my teens
>>7903228
This so much. I'm literally never home alone for more than an hour and people insist on being as aimlessly nosy as possible. Not in a "I care" way just insisting on coming into my room to explain to me useless shit like what the weather will be like on the weekend.
Asking to be left alone is reacted to like it's a challenge and only makes them more nosy and then also rude.
I hate it so much.
>>7903246
Already started taking them
>>7903246
>5 months is too early to start pushing girlmode. wait until 6 or 7 minimum
>6 months in and I've yet to see a single change
>>7903210
>tfw no stando
I'd want one called S C H U B E R T M O R A L E S
>>7903222
Sounds like those people aren't good people at all Wing. Not. At. All.
>>7903239
It isn't comfy. Your lungs shut down and you can't even be euphoric because you feel like you're suffocating. don't do it.
>>7903246
FOLD CLOTHES ON FLOOR AND PUT THEM IN DRAWER/DRESSER/CLOSET PLEASE THANK YOU
>>7903250
I got a job for the sole purpose of moving out and being able to lift while naked in my own domain.
>>7902524
>when you need to pretend you have standards
You're not fooling anyone, you mentally ill gorilla.
>>7903259
>I got a job for the sole purpose of moving out
That's going to be me in the summer, after I'm done failing this semester of college for the second time.
>>7902529
>bajingo
Didn't know degenerate trannies had those.
>>7903242
I want to play NieR
so fucking bad
>>7903252
why would you tell me this
I can't do anything to help you.
>>7903256
either your dose is too low or you're not taking pictures for comparison.
Either way, I really don't care, because it's very clear you want to believe nothing has changed.
>>7903259
I'm sick, gimme a break.
>>7903260
Anna is just an edgy teen
>>7903246
Who hurt you so badly?
Also, why is everyone here so easily goaded by anons shitposting?
>>7903178
>What do you want from me?
>Nothing. I do the same execpt being drunk and/or high while I do them (No more favors though because of strict dietʕ→ᴥ← ʔ)
It's just fun getting drunk, chilling with the homies and maybe getting into a fight with some chad b/c he thinks he's top shit
>>7903269
Cause no one will stop me.
I'll finally leave this fucking world behind.
>>7903258
Thoughts are all I have.
>>7903194
I heard it in MGS the first time too. music is just a kind of communication so it carries its message/emotions on and will be open to the ones who can understand it.
>>7903277
you're gonna die anyway
might as well enjoy the infinite possibilities of the life you're in
>>7903271
ex-friends
parents
advisors
therapists
creeps that tried to rape me
>>7903277
if it's true that nobody can stop you, then you wouldn't have any reason to post about it.
you're obviously coming here for help - nobody that truly wants to die would announce it to people that could potentially stop them.
>>7903276
>maybe getting into a fight with some chad b/c he thinks he's top shit
>tfw 100% beta when trying to repress
I'm sure it's fun, but it's not for me.
>>7903285
Point them at the right places, then. I know it's hard to be positive, it's easier to give up, it's easier to just be complacent. But know that you are worth effort, know you are worth fighting for. It's tough, but I assure you - we're tougher. <3
>>7903259
I just wanted my name/tripcode to say Wingblade, my name isn't actually Wing.
Give me one reason to not kill myself.
>>7903246
what general location are you in?
I know you and grace met up, do you live north or south of there?
I feel like those questions are general enough
>>7903291
Come make me be tough.
>>7903294
lasagna
>>7903297
I will. You're already strong, but I don't mind being a rock. <3
>>7903265
Good luck anon.
>Failing for the second time
Same boat, except two failures/drops because of shit I was going through, third time I dropped 2 courses.
>>7903269
>sick
>tfw can't teleport to Charlotte's place fold clothes for free
why live
>>7903286
absolutely agree anon, and cool, glad to see another metarru gearru fan.
>ones who can understand it
I wish I could make many understand
>>7903293
my bad Wingblade.
You uh.
Want headpats?
>>7903313
All dead
>>7903305
>I'm tired of living
do something else
I know it sounds cliche, but just do something else...do ANYTHING
if you're going to kill yourself, from an objective standpoint, you're free to do literally anything
blow all your money, use some hard fucking drugs, really might as well go crazy with the pleasures of the flesh while you can
think about it logically, go fucking ham first
>>7903294
Uncertainty at what happens afterwards
reincarnation can just turn you into a third world male, even more fucked from where you were
If hell is real, have fun down there for killing yourself
If it just goes black, cool, nonexistence sounds comfy
but nobody is sure, so I wouldnt roll the dice my girl
>>7903302
good choice
>>7903313
>dying hurts more than living
But it won't hurt nearly as long.
>>7903324
It does if you fuck up while trying.
>>7903315
I rolled my eyes so hard they tried to detach from my retinas. That's not my name you silly goof.
>>7903328
Can't fuck up your neck on a traintrack.
>>7903316
;_;
do you have literally anyone you could call?
it doesn't matter if they feel like a complete stranger at the moment - if you have anyone that you think might be willing to pick up and not hang up immediately, call them now and ask if they would miss you.
>>7903324
it's easy to make a mistake when you're hysterical and blinded by tears.
>>7903290
Well, at least you have no shortage of stories to tell. What the fuck was wrong with your therapist(s)?