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Rainbows are gay edition

• Informed consent providers https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Nyaa~~

previous >>7901885
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cindy thread
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I'm tired of existing.
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my gf just came in my mouth
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Positivity and Bites thread
>>7903327
gdi
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>>7903331
wo
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>>7903317
The last of my money went to these opiates
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>>7903316
do you have literally anyone you could call?
it doesn't matter if they feel like a complete stranger at the moment - if you have anyone that you think might be willing to pick up and not hang up immediately, call them now and ask if they would miss you.

>>7903324
it's easy to make a mistake when you're hysterical and blinded by tears.
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>>7903332
omg yes i should have made the thread about biting
convert everyone to the pleasure of it

>>7903337
>that captcha
im fucking dying
saving that as a reaction pic hehe
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>>7903056
>>7903076
https://clyp.it/vizbjrup

thanks everyone for your kind & encouraging words.
you're all really nice
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>>7903346
A few friends but I don't want to bother them.
I gave my cat to one of my friends who is aware of what I'm doing
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Calling cuteanon.
>>7903349
biting is fr the best
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>>7903350
I said read from your favorite doujin, not describe your life.
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>>7903309
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>>7903350
It sounds as if you are being forced at gunpoint to read these.
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>>7903344
this was a gender therapist I had

in the end it did more harm than good, making me feel worse about how transition would end and amplifying my fear of it.
I needed therapy for my therapy.

>>7903351
Bother them.
People rarely mind listening when you ask them if they care about you.
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>>7903350
the hell
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>>7903359
it was from a doujin.
"blue heaven"
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mommy alines
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>>7903350
saved tbqh
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>>7903360
You okay? Reporting for duty.
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>>7903362
Why did you suspect that bit about her kid?
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>>7903329
i-im srry.

bit of an airhead sometimes. maybe a lot. pls.

>>7903360
post more nier cute
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>>7903362
I'm not going to bother them
They have enough shit on their hands
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If my t was down to 10ng/dl after 1 month and 2 months its depressing me a lot then my cypro dose is probably too high right?
I'm worried lowering it from 50mg to 25mg might be too low
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why is voice training so annoying and hard i constantly feel like its better to just give up
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>>7903315
>I wish I could make many understand
I know it's hard communication is never easy and it seems like most people only use talking and body language while seeing every other form of communication they can't use as not worth it.
like everybody still listen to music but most would say a career as a musician is a bad/stupid idea.

also MGS is still my fav series. I finished MGS4 within 3 nights great times.
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Happy Saturday
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>>7903371
I'm going to go keep myself busy for a while but thanks for the kind words qthailey.
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>>7903376
i'm down to 9.
not low enough.
my t was practically useless anyway, despite there being so much of it
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>>7903381
It's been Sunday for a few hours...
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>>7903381
more like sadurday... haha
>>7903384
I guess I'm a bit lower than 10 now
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I'm a boy now
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I'm losing hope that I'll ever be a girl. I'm having second thoughts about transitioning.
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>>7903382
Of course. Again, if you want to talk, I'll be around. Be happy, anon. You deserve to be.
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>>7903362
Is your story in the pic related? A therapist is the last thing a transperson should be, honestly.
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>>7903373
the hon was telling me about how the 7-year old boy was actually just trans and needed to be started on hormones ASAP
you know, at 7
I suspect the kid just wanted to be like daddy, and ended up getting forced into transition.

>>7903375
I honestly think you're lying to yourself so that you won't have to say goodbye.

Do it.

Besides, if you're going to kill yourself anyway, you have nothing to lose. It's not like you'll have to deal with them resenting you for bothering you on a saturday night.

>>7903398
That's one of my stories, yes.
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Shut the fuck up, Faye.
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>>7903381
It's sunday here in kangarooland
I live near a church and it always tolls its bells after morning mass
it's sometimes but people always bring their fuckhead kids and I can hear them screaming like three streets away
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>>7903377
My speech therapist said there was nothing more to do for feminisation and I didn't really train before meeting her. So we're working on developing presence and steadiness instead, working on lyrical singing too. All covered by insurance and we spend most of the session chatting and laughing. I've done more annoying.
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alright, now time to use my masculine voice on clypit.
any more requests?
i might have forgotten a couple actually
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>>7903395
>now
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>tfw making tacos
Today is ending nice, way better than this morning
>>7903396
It's scary, anon, I know
But I believe in you
>>7903331
Nice
>>7903395
No you're not
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>>7903401
Are you in therapy again?
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>>7903374
You are forgiven.

>>7903376
>>7903384
Testosterone is responsible for many different things aside from masculinizing you. Unbeknownst to many, it is the primary hormone for mood stability, mental well being, ambition, drive, energy, and satisfaction in life.

Having literally 0 testosterone is unhealthy unless you are someone so mentally broken you know how to function on it.

It's fine to be up to 80ug/dl. 0, 10, 20 is unhealthy. 20-80 is the ideal female range. Of all those qualities I listed above, there's a reason why women lack all those, but they're not quite as low as some of you now.

tldr take 25mg cypro once your test is low enough. Once your adrenal glands are sufficiently downgrading you will avoid Addison's Disease and feel a lot more better about everything by being on only 12.5 or 25.
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>>7903402
liked
favorited
subscribed
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>>7903396
not you too
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I like Faye
I hope she finds a nice husband/wife
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>>7903409
are we posting unedited faye photos?
she sometimes gets mad at that though
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>>7903378
I understand, thanks for the encouragement.

>MGS Fanboy
>Like me
Nice. I'm gonna let MGS2 age a little more before I do a replay on my PS3. MGSV TPP was the first time I pre-ordered I just feel saddened that it ended up the way it did.

I want to write music that is as moving as some of the MG series songs. Calling to the night, Heaven's Divide, Sins of the Father, even the main themes Harry Gregson Williams used (and tried to recycle for MGS3) are really great.

>>7903381
Isn't Tharja the crazy rape witch from FE?

>>7903394
>mfw can't cheer up Cindy with kissu or huggu
I must sudoku.

>>7903407
Bogdanoff copy pasta?

>>7903416
Then may my death bring me double the honor.
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>>7903381
coturday
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>>7903422
ohhh sweet little olive
don't be so naive
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>>7903416
To add to this thought - The 20 to 80 range is based on the menstrual cycle, testosterone peaks at 80 or so on the period. Hence why women get things like higher sex drive, acne and oily skin, etc, on their period.

So it's fine to be AT 80, that's the upper range, but it's not good to be under 20.

Hovering anywhere in between is fine, drifting above 80 might get you things you might not want, but you'll pretty much 'feel' it if you're passing 100.
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The person I first every came out to was a trans girl I became friends with. We don't talk anymore because she got rightfully sick of how depressed and miserable I am.

But 6 months later I'm still tormented the fact that she tried to convince me not to transition after seeing a picture of my face.
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>>7903425
But these are edited by people who kissed me

Like a year ago
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>>7903426
>tfw forgot image
>keep ruining potential gets and jokes like this

Adam Sandler, I have failed you.
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remind me why people post pictures of skrillex in these threads again
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>>7903401
Shit. How long ago was this? I hope the kid's got away from that.
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okay tonight I believe I accept I look like a woman. I don't give a fuck what any trolls wanna say.

i went out to eat at a pub/bar. Ended up drinking a little. A bunch of guys bought me drinks and invited me into their conversation. I got gendered correctly 100% of the time by like 15 diff people. One guy ended up giving me a $20 bill. idk why but i bought him a $5 drink. i went in with $9 and wlaked out with $15 even though i spent $9 on my meal.

made a few new girl friends tonight they were all very cool and i outed myself to them but they were literally so amazing and acceptingly wonderful even for my tiny town. they invited me out with them a diff weekend too.

im kinda drunk right now i think im gonna fuck myself with my new dildo. hehe xd

HOW COME DYSPHORIA STOPS US FROM SEEING OUR TRUE BEAUTY
WE WILL ALL MAKE IT
LITERALLY EVEN ROBIN HAS MADE SO MUCH PROGRESS AND ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE A GIRL, I LOVE HER

ALSO EMILY IS REALLY SO NICE SHES TOO PURE FOR 4CHAN WHY WAS SHE EVER HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE

ALSO I WANT HAILEVEEE TO DOM ME AND BITE MY NECK EVEN THO I REALLY JUST WANT TESTOSTERONE BEASTS THAT MAKE ME FEEL SMOL AND FRAGILE

ALSO FAYE COME DESTROY ME

ALSO BEEPBEEP IS LITERALLY MY NEW BEST FRIEND AND SHE IS SO SWEET I WANNA HUG HER

ALSO PHIENCHEN IS MY SISTER

ALSO I'D PROBABLY LET DRAKEPOSTER EAT MY ASS IF HE WANTED TO

ALSO BEANBOY MAKES ME SERIOUSLY LOL BUT HIS DICK LOOKS GROSS

ALSO I THOUGHT I DIDNT LIKE CHARLOTTE BUT SHES KINDA WITTY

ALSO IM GONNA BE THE GREATEST ARTIST OF OUR CENTURY BY THE TIME I DIE. IT'S MY GOAL. I WILL REPRESENT TRANSWOMEN WITH A POSITIVE LIGHT SO PEOPLE CAN SEE WE AREN'T ALL FUCKED UP FETISHISTS OR SJWS.

TIME TO MAKE ARTTTTTTTTTTT I FUCKING LOVE MAKING ART
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>>7903435
faye is cute
would date / 10
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>>7903435
>no angle = edited
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>>7903426
T-This is Rhajat...
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>>7903435
ahaha
yeah
they're the ones who edit phots
we all believe you babe!
why wouldn't we!!
qt3.14
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>>7903401
Calling them will do no good
Goodbye for good everyone

Thanks for everything <3
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>>7903440
Hi~
That sounds pretty do-able, Zhe.
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>>7903440
i read your whole post and the only worthwhile information i achieved out of it is that you want me to eat your bum bum

idk if this is a W or a L
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>>7903434
Ouch.
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>>7903415
I'm bouncing between temporary therapists and social workers. All have been cis, and all have been so much better than my first one. I met one social worker that worked in a juvenile detention center that actually met a lot of trans guys and girls, and was able to help me a lot. I can meet with her basically whenever, and she helped me figure out what I was going to do about food last week, but she got me connected with a potential permanent therapist. Maybe she'll be ok - she's not trans-specific, but I'd say that's probably for the best.

>>7903430
everyone thinks you're a dick, but you keep posting cute shit like this.

>>7903439
just over a year. I doubt it.

>>7903440
<3 why wouldn't you like me?

>>7903445
You have nothing to lose. Call them.
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>>7903444
Well I mean

That was at the bubble tea place in sf with edie
>>7903442
It's photoshopped though literally by someone who spent the night with me that night
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>>7903434
Iktf
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>>7903440
the maths dont check out, but your pretty cool so I'll let it slide
you do you girl, keep on livin'
we're all gonna make it
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>>7903450
I'm 21, she was 20 when she transitioned. I've been on HRT for 5 months and I can't stop thinking about it. I can't find hope.

I know genetics were never in my side. I just want to be happy.
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>>7903451
>I doubt it.
Can you anonymously report that to the police and whatever social services your country has?
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>tfw suporn booked for February
Time needs to go faster
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>>7903452
as you know everybody whom you fuck spends the whole next days photoshopping pics of you
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>>7903443
whoops, my bad, didn't even notice the hair accessories, just saw the face and thought "yeah she'd definitely turn a rape into a homicide" but in a cute way

:^)
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>>7903440
emi's voice is really improving!!!
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>>7903459
She is trying to save you
You shouldn't blame her
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>>7903440
cool
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>>7903452
but like thats not even you in the photo though essentially because of how extremely edited it is right??
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>>7903466
kys fag
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>>7903466
I don't. I'm just hurting because the only alternative to transitioning is suicide.

I've seen what she looks like, she's incredibly pretty. It's not like she's a bitter hon.

I'm just scared. Because I believe her.
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Redpill me on drakeposter
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>>7903440
W...hat do you mean destroy you
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wew I'm crazy
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>>7903451
Oh, nice. ^^ It sounds like things have been looking up for you. I was under the impression things were just getting worse.
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The past few days my voice has been a lot deeper
Why
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>>7903474
Soon

>>7903475
Some of us aren't meant to make it
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>>7903426
idk if i can.
it's really long, & i've been making mistakes repeatedly
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>>7903478
no sh
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>>7903478
hugg claire
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>>7903484
I wanted to be one of the ones that do.
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>>7903463
I didn't have sex with anyone, but yes those sleeve both taken around the same time in San Francisco, and yes the same person edits every pic you've ever seen from them
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>>7903475
STEAL HER BODY

BODYYY CHAAAAANGEEEE
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>>7903477
pls destroy me
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>>7903484
We're all going to make it
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>>7903494
*throws frog*
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>>7903490
Me too anon
It wasn't meant for us
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>>7903485
I feel bad now

Do some Haiku's! Those are nice and cute. Pick some you like.

Consider a break.
>>7903495
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>>7903440
ily zheanna
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>>7903460
I don't know enough about the situation, and I don't feel like getting dragged down by her again. I could report it anonymously I guess, but I don't know.

Her name is Alexis Lake - if you wanna call in to the local police for Lititz, PA, go for it. I'm just not sure whether it'll be worth it or not, or if it could even be considered child abuse. Transitioning is still too taboo for anyone to really form an opinion on it, and this could easily be taken the other way and be used against us as a form of trans rights activism.

>>7903476
Weird guy, kinda interesting, got a bad reputation because he was super vengeful about Isla. He keeps posting cute shit like this (pic related) and the kitty gif above, and actually stopped being a dick to me when he realized he was hurting me by doing it, so I think he's really just a softy.

>>7903479
it's mixed. I feel so out of control at the moment that it may as well be worse, but things are overall better than they were this time last year.
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>>7903486
too late

>>7903487
hugg carol
SLEEP GO NOW
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>>7903496
I want to believe that, as much as evidence suggests otherwise.
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>>7903502
>widenedeyes.jpg
no see how thats clearly edited?
fay says its edited
so its clearly edited, right?
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>>7903496
Tell that to sheen or robin who look like train wrecks
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>>7903506
i willlll
i'm just glad you're okay is all >~<
i want to hug you irl uwu
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>>7903506
no sh
s e a l those lips
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>>7903497
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>7903510
robin looks decent now
i dont know what sheen looks like
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>>7903426
I bought GZ before TPP came out and it dissapointed me enough to not buy TPP. I might give it shot but not alone tho. still waiting for one good week when I replay 1-4 with someone. also I'm a fangirl I guess. is that a term people use?

I just want to express myself with my art in some way but music is def my favourite. it's kinda weird when I edit or record stuff for my dad it's fine but making music with my friend is wasting time to him.
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>>7903502
ok. i'll take a break.
haikus sound nice
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gay sex
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>>7903520
>robin looks decent
Robin looks like Noel Felding
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>>7903527
it's alright, but straight sex is better
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>tfw you have to sit through family guy for five minutes in order to watch the new samurai jack
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I'm not going to make it. Nothing good is in my future, only suffering and failure.

I'm not ready to die yet though.

What do I do
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>>7903523
>also I'm a fangirl I guess. is that a term people use?
Oh ma cherie you have no idea, look at the amount of female autism and fujoshis that rabidly following Kingdom Hearts or Supernatural
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>>7903532
At least it's over now.
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>>7903401
A lot of older trans women seem to have some really fucked up ideas about how transition should go and seem particularly insistent on the whole "wearing dresses immediately" and acting out a very stereotyped femininity. I feel its so prevalent among this group because doctors used to force you into this mold very strongly back in their time so the idea of someone transitioning and still liking to wear like, jeans and shit, does not make sense to them.
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>>7903538
oh god thank you for telling me it's over
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>>7903505
>this could easily be taken the other way and be used against us as a form of trans rights activism.
That's the worst thing about this. It could be happening to more kids and people think they are being transphobic if they question it.
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>>7903531
ive not tried either so cannot comment
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>>7903534
Keep living, good things may be in your future whether or not you 'make it'.
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>>7903532
It was alright desu imo
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>>7903534
you wait it out
and eventually you will realize all the things you can appreciate in life
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>>7903495
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>>7903520
>robin looks decent

>>7903532
the new american dads area really funny
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>>7903534
Nothing good is in your future? There's no way you can say that for sure. There's only one thing that we can be sure about, and that is the fact that no matter how hard things get, no matter how tough the world deems to make our experience on the planet, that there are always going to be people that care, and people that will help you back on your feet, and back towards where happiness shines.

I believe in you!
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>>7903512
hugg

>>7903516
https://clyp.it/54sg5kwn
sorry about background noise
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>>7903548
Nothing good has ever happened to me and if I have to live the rest of my life as a male than nothing but agony is waiting for me.
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>>7903534
Keep on loving. Keep on fighting.
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>>7903554
I didn't realize people made art of her
maybe she's getting a bit famous
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>>7903558
reeeeeeee
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>>7903532
HEY BETER
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jesus fucking christ.
the bogdanoff brothers are ugly as fucking sin.
how did they're faces even become like that?
no thanks, i'd rather bow to my eternal trap & trap-endorsing overlords, thankyouverymuch
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Samurai Jack time motherfuckers
woooooo
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IT'S ON

JACK IS BACK

JACK IS BACK
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>>7903502
My eyes are anime wide desu
>>7903495
I think the weirdest part is going through the trouble to make fat rolls under the neck, I'm pretty little
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>>7903570
Tons and tons of surgery
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>>7903523
fangirl fanguy fanautisticcuck who cares kek

I dont blame ye for not getting TPP, I wish I could experience an actual game like MGS2 or MGS3 with places to go objectives levels, it didnt have to be open world, I didnt really enjoy the grinding I had to do just to progress the main story, I just wanted to experience the story.

Like normally its
>hey we gotta find these bombos n shit
>oh no fuck meeeee nigger the big bomb is gonna go off
(less intense to more intense build up)
with TPP its
(lmao grind)
(tiny buildup)
(LMAO GRIND FAGGOT RESOURCES FOBS SOMEONE INVADED UR DED KIDDO LOOOL)
(instead of plot advancement, a "tape")

as for the expression seems like were similar except I need theory lessons for the cello and painting lessons for my oils, I need a solid groundwork to feel confident in myself.

>>7903524
good stuff!

>>7903558
BIRD.

MORE BIRD.

>>7903570
this gave me a haughty laugh
they are the pinnacle of beauty

accept them INSIDE you.

>>7903574
eat the eyeballs then
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WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

3D MODELS IN MY SAMURAI JACK?

D R O P P E D
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>>7903558
where did you find this gif of me
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>>7903558
If you ever need someone to talk to and think that i can help then feel free to dm me or w/e :3
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>>7903580
ikr baka desu
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>>7903575
you know what?
i believe it.
they just didn't know when to fucking stop, i guess
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Oh great now it's migraine time
fucking stress is killing me ugh
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>>7903574
>I think the weirdest part is going through the trouble to make fat rolls under the neck, I'm pretty little
nah its the incredible contrast between that and the pictures you post

...oh youre thinking people will believe that THAT is the edited photo??
ya girl just keep doing you bb
truly a treasure
work it girl!!
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>>7903558
I <3 birds
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jfc aku babies
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>>7903579
The problem with MGS5 is that the other MGS games had a clear structure and narrative to tell.

MGS5 had the beginning, plot twists, end, but everything in between was just not there and you fumbled around doing meaningless missions instead of something that fulfilled the story.

Not to mention it was literally 1/5 complete anyway, but the gameplay was so repetitive and tedious by chapter 2 I had to force myself to finish.
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>chest hair growing back
>seem to have lost my tweezers
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>be at expo park
>be smoking weed w/ buddies
>black/white
>nope.jpg
>become alpha of group lead autistically the wrong way, get called back
>be hearing the voices again
>plz help
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>>7903586
Not even surgery could save me
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>>7903597
i want this openworld meme to die

it seems to have somewhat worked for the new zelda (which makes sense if we go back to the first game in the series)

but it just doesn't seem to make any sense for a series that relies on tight plotting like MGS
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>babies
wtf I'm sad now
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>>7903598
talk to sass
she says its normal for women to have breast hair, and we've all watched too much porn which is corrupting our mind to find it gross to see thick black hairs on a woman's nipple
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>>7903600
you're hearing the spooks beanboy

you're becoming aware of how haunted society is

only stirner can save you now
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>>7903609
Sass is disgusting and lives in a country with a below 90 average IQ
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>>7903523
>fangirl
yes, people use it a fuckton

>>7903540
>A lot of older trans women seem to have some really fucked up ideas about how transition should go
you could have stopped there, but you made some interesting points
>wearing dresses immediately
this is more of a fetishization and obsession with a charicature (fuck spelling) of femininity. They consider this to be more what it means to be girly, and it's outright disturbing.
>why it's prevalent among this group
well, no, doctors had nothing to do with it. I believe it's more about the types of people that did this to themselves - the ones that were actually trans likely killed themselves or started doing non-conformity of sorts with a creative outlet, everyone else being the legitimately insane but too stable for suicide (note squeak or CFH) or fetishists that could bear to look like men and then transition after living out life as a man. That's how my ex-therapist put it anyway.
"Imagine you have 100 years to live - you can live 50 as a man and 50 as a woman. You don't have to be so hasty."
idiots.

>>7903543
it's a catch-22 in all regards. It's taboo because of hons, but hons are pushing for it to be ok to be absolutely uncanny, so you have everyone just kinda shutting up and not speaking out about the fact that there's a man wearing a dress going into the women's lockerroom claiming to also be a woman. Then we get panic and everyone thinks that ALL transwomen are gross leading to this fucking bathroom bill that makes me afraid to test whether I'm passing or not, because if I pass and go in the boy's bathroom, it's the same result as if I don't pass and go in the girl's bathroom.

fuck everything.
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Why aren't you bord-pilled yet?
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>>7903609
i mean women can have some chest hair, i don't think it's particularly abnormal, but a cis woman's body hair is really damn different from a trans woman who only has been 3 months on hrt

actually as far as i know the thinning of body hair via HRT takes ages
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>>7903590
I would if the person that posted it slept with them that night and then threw it up after she wanted to see other people
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I usually pay no mind to this bullying bullshit, but bad photoshop is fucking bad photoshop.

Anyone who saw faye in tinychat can attest to how beautiful she is and how bullshit these pics are.

Why the jealousy?
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>>7903611
stop trying to steal his/her weak mind into the thrones of communism
its a failure of a system
why are no first world countries communist? genuine question

seems weird its difficult to point to successful communist societies that have existed at any major scale
I am ignorant and would like to know
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>>7903597
>>7903605

>there will never be another meaningful MGS
>EVER
>MG:Survive
>Survive will be some peoples first metal gear

Just fucking kill me now

>>7903617
I think you mean bogdanoff pilled

>>7903600
you are now on the oprah winfrey show
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>>7903605
Yeah, it was pretty disappointing to say the least. The game was trying to tell you a story over tapes instead of experiencing it yourself.

I really wanted them to explore the angle of phantom limb syndrome and have more cutscenes about Venom going full nuclear and struggling with PTSD and all that.

Instead we get to play "gather fuel resources - the game".

No cutscenes or story or meaningful interaction with Skull Face or Cipher aside from vague mentions in tapes OVER AND OVER so you're fighting a literally faceless enemy.

Leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I hope Death Stranding is better.
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im not sure why you all love me and are so nice to me. Literally sicne the first week I posted here I've been accepted with such kindness and sweet reception. i'm just a normal person sometimes i hate myself and sometimes i love myself i just really like art and any form of human expression. i wish i had smaller shoulders and bigger hips so I could be a dancer.

dance is so wonderful.

thanks mtfg

>>7903446
okay just come over and pin me down and use me please

>>7903447
idk it's up to you. I'd be your faithful housewife and if you eat my ass. idk why you are so nice to me though. i kinda feel like a villain for liking you because everyone says you are so evil but you are honestly very sweet to me

>>7903451
im not sure, you rubbed me the wrong way. but you are rubbing me the right way lately.

>>7903457
sorry ive never been very good at math.

>>7903468
thanks senpai

>>7903465
that's exciting!! I agree but she doesn't hear it yet. She has much more growth ahead of her but she has been a great student! just a little unfortunate she can't practice around her family. She will do wonders though, I know it!!! I love emily shes so kind.

>>7903477
I want you to hold me, use me, and make love with me.

>>7903504
i love you anon
who are you though
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>>7903622
Sure thing hon
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>>7903634
Fuck off chaser
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>>7903590
Look at this faggot.
>>7903622

Just passing some filters in photoshop will show how the softness of the brush used to burn the wrinkles varies from the original pixelation of the photo.

Lmao.
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>>7903632
>im not sure why you all love me and are so nice to me.
You have a beautiful personality that doesn't deserve anything but kindness, that's how I see it.
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>>7903632
You can be a dancer with your body type, if it interests you don't give up hope!
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>>7903632
probs cause your voice in on-point af and you're cute
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>>7903615
I don't really buy into the idea of there being a significant amount of fetishists getting HRT and transition desu, I think this process requires too much of a reconfiguration of your identity for anybody to go into it just for a fetish. The doctors narrative is not something I'm making up either, it was standard procedure until not even too long ago, I know people in my age group who got into trouble with gatekeepers for not small deviations from traditional femininity. Hell, the "Real Life Experience" of like 2 years was treated as a precondition for you even getting HRT in much of Europe (It might still be so in Germany?).

I think dealing with such an enforced view of gender by the people who control your access to basic medical services will eventually fuck you up.

I know a lot of people here very bitterly envy the teen transitioners (I know I do have a bit of envy myself) but we're at least luckier than the generation that preceded us.
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>>7903632
Hello, I'm a living meme.

Would you mind if I forced my tongue in your throat and filled your ass with my semen?
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>>7903632
I'm gon need a bus timetable, flight plan, and for you to make me breakfast in the morning
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Just finish Din din
Back at it,, making the world a better place!
Might chill and make some OC for once!

Tonight's theme of shitposting is brought to you by the letter "ayyy" and the number "lmao"
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>>7903536
I never was interested in kingdom hearts so I don't know alot about it or the community. supernatural was some tv show right?
>>7903579
so it's like PW 2? PW had a good idea and stuff but it really was just a build your own base sim with lots of boss grinding and other grinding. grinding and splitting the story into seperate missions really ruined the last MGS games and yeah fricking listening to tapes and no codec anymore.
it ended for me with MGS4 basicly everything after is not really anything anymore.

I just teach myself what I can but also editing and doing the camera isn't hard. I have a guitar too I want to learn how to play.
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I wanted to be able to be a girl, but it's becoming increasingly apparent I never had a chance.
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>>7903632
>I want you to hold me, use me, and make love with me
Wait
I thought you were straight?
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>>7903642
why didn't you answer my question about fist-world communist countries??

I hope you're typing it up now, maybe I am a shitposter but I'm willing to learn new things

is it not reasonable question to ask about communism being done on any sort of large scheme?? obviously there are many examples of it failing. we can see capitalist countries putting a man on the moon (maybe), putting a rover on mars...what have communist countries done for science/medicine in the last 50 years?
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>>7903649
Don't say that. Why do you say that? I felt like that a while ago. ._.
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>>7903617
Bordpill me Lauren
>>7903580
How is it
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>>7903649
Iktf
>>
heya tran trans how are you tonight? how's life been treatin ya?
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>>7903632
>who are you though
i dunno
i used this trip for a little while
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>>7903648
KH produced more weebs and gay porn in a lifetime than all anime combined.
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>>7903623
Well for one, Stirner wasn't a communist, not in the sense that is commonly used at least. He was definitely anti-capitalist however.

Second, "first world" as a term is outdated, technically, by its original definition, communist countries could never be first world because the first world specifically referred to capitalist members of NATO, with the socialist Warsaw Pact being the "second world" and everything else being the third world.

Success would depend in terms of the measures you use. By most metrics during the 60s to early 80s the Warsaw Pact nations did in fact possess quantitatively better standards of living than most of the world, lagging only behind the richest countries in the world (the capitalist west). While this does not precisely paint a rosy picture of these countries (and, indeed, the central planning economic model appears to be too inflexible for a post-factorial economy and I believe other forms of socialist organization of production need to be explored) sometimes I ask if the luxury and wealth of the west is remotely sustainable or could possibly ever be extended to the entirety of the world. I frankly don't think that the levels of consumption of the extremely wealthy countries like America are sustainable or can even be attained without imperialist domination.
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>>7903663
Therapist dropped me
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>>7903656
6 months in and no change, my face is gross, I'm 6'3, my shoulders are huge, I'm completely alone, my height basically fucked up every measurement so now my feet and hands are huge too.

There isn't a single things about me that lends itself to passing naturally, HRT can't fix this.

I just don't have a chance.
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>>7903649
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>>7903655
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Soviet_inventions
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>>7903663
I am dead inside and am basically just waiting for my body to catch up at this point. I bury it underneath a dry, caustic humor and I'm trying my best to be helpful and funny but it feels like nobody hears what I say. I don't see any future ahead of me but I still keep stubbornly lingering on past my time pretending everything's okay when I don't have the energy to pick up the pieces anymore.
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>>7903649
r u madeline
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>>7903645
>flight plan
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>>7903632
ohhhkayyy
did that happen when scarletdevil was posting? I was kinda a total mess then.

>>7903642
>the "Real Life Experience" of like 2 years was treated as a precondition for you even getting HRT in much of Europe
this kinda explains why fetish-based transition is so prevalent, but at the same time, I've always believed RLE is traumatizing and should be banned altogether based on some women's or human rights act.

idk. We are significantly luckier than anyone attempting to transition before the early 2000's, and I'm hoping that the generations to come won't have to deal with everyone believing they'll become a hon. Religious push-back is inevitable, but still, athiesm is growing more and more popular. Maybe we'll have some tolerant people running this planet in a few decades, once gen X kicks the bucket.
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>>7903675
Are you me?

>>7903678
Hi.
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>>7903632
yeah, emi is a super qt, I hope once I can get things going on voice enough that we can practice together. I should finally be seeing a vocal pathologist specialized in trans people soon so that should help! ><
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>>7903663
Sad and hopeless :/
Life is fucking cruel.
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>>7903681
and haven't you posted a pic before
i swear your face was at least really cute
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>>7903670
You can still be cute and trans and femme though
>>
sorry mates have to gun it, will browse from mobile
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>>7903685
I haven't.

>>7903686
I doubt that very much.
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>>7903689
well
i love you anyway
>>
slept for fifteen hours and people are actually leaving me alone now

alone time OP
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The new samurai jack was pretty neat
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>>7903638
Oh my gosh, this made me cry. thanks. I'm just trying to be myself the best I can be. that's what I try to do every single day of my life. it's the duty of an artist to only be themselves and chase that at all costs.

i want to make others happy and feel good. i will do the best i can. it's my calling in life

thanks

>>7903640
i guess........ i just get dysphoria when i look int he mirror and dance. my proportions just arne'tright. it's okay though!!!! cis people don't seem to notice.

>>7903641
:3 thank you. voice is not that hard. anyone can i learn i swear. it's just all about being calm, creating a pharygneal pocket that increases frequency content ~2.5-5khz and then slightly increase pitch. slow down speech, emphasize your sibilance and deemphasize your plosive consonant sounds

>>7903643
>forced my tongue in your throat
I fucking love thissssss

i find when i make out with guys they are so afraid to come in my mouth but i feel its so submissive for me to wait back deep in my mouth and they penetrate my mouth to touch my tongue. ugh

> filled your ass with my semen?
ive never let anyone do this yet but i cant wait for the first time i experience it

>>7903645
whenever is fine
sorry i wont pay for your flight
but yes i'll cook for you. it's my duty!!

>>7903652
I am............ faye is a boy isn't (s)he?

nah real talk i am attracted to hyper masculine guys but sometimes the transbian chatter in here makes me feel something.

honestly i have a small crush on faye and she did this to me. not the other way around

>>7903664
sry I don't know you but you are my friend

>>7903680
>did that happen when scarletdevil was posting? I was kinda a total mess then.

yep exactly.
it's okay love.

>>7903682
:3 yes!!!!! definitely you two are so cute. :3
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>>7903691
Thanks anon, nobody else does.
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>>7903632
>im not sure why you all love me and are so nice to me
because you've been nothing but nice to me an have helped me a lot

why wouldn't i like ya :)
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>>7903665
probably missed that then. I live in small town and mostly talk to people irl about games not online communities.
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>tfw hearing the Samurai Jack theme again
10/10 stuff
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>>7903652
>Mercury wants some action
;)

>>7903655
Lmao, you're either ignorant or talk out of your ass. Don't let Alt-reality turn you into a real idiot anon.

https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2016/11/cubas-lung-cancer-vaccine/505778/
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>>7903668
>sometimes I ask if the luxury and wealth of the west is remotely sustainable or could possibly ever be extended to the entirety of the world
interesting you then look to communism, while capitalism has sustained long beyond imperialistic domination...do you think the iraq war was just about oil? I could see why you'd think the people in charge were retarded then honestly

sorry for using the term "first world", I guess the term I meant was closer to "poor and unfortunate", meaning not having access to clean, reasonable plumbing and internet

hard for me to not view capitalism as the general drive of a human. its fits in human nature (evolutionary drive), which is why it works so well...fight to be the best, fight to give value to someone, or die off. you literally are valued by what you can provide, otherwise its unethical to kill cows
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>>7903642
>>7903680
The fetishist thing doesn't even matter. It's no excuse for gatekeeping or empowering authority figures to decide if someone is "really trans" whatever that means.

People like that should be helped by being shown alternatives to transition and being helped to handle the fetish. Not by being subjected to a ban that will also hit people who need transition.
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ahhhh gotcha
yeah, my entire worldview kinda got flipped on its head after talking with her personally.
sorry for being such a weirdo
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>Friend calls me brave for being a tranny.
How do I stop my friends from being accidentally condescending while trying to be nice.
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>>7903670
Oh hush! Stop being impatient and calm down a bit

6mo of your life might seem long but it really isn't(If you live to 80, 6mo would be 1/160 of your entire life)

Just let time take it's course
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>>7903694
Literally Zheanna for best trip 2k17. She is almost cuter drunk than sober.
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>>7903703
Where did you talk to her? How did it flip your worldview?
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>>7903705
I won't live to 80, I know that. Right now I'm not too confident about living to 30.
>>
Tamara just went home and i wont see her again for awhile :<
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>>7903704
I don't like when people call me brave for being trans either, like, if I was brave I wouldn't be hiding in my room 24/7
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>>7903704
It's worse when people you've known your whole life start posting things like "evangelical pastor destroys gender theory and the trans agenda in under five minutes"

This was sad
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>>7903709
I have 7 years to live
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>>7903700
N-not with Faye lol
>>7903694
>this yet but i cant wait for the first time i experience it
oh what you haven't done that yet???
Ur in for a treat desu

The trannyXtranny talk in here is weird it's cute but it's like
Very odd
I remember when mtfg was overwhelming straight so sometimes all the ERP is jarring especially since it's mainly baby trannies getting together
But yeah

Faye is a good person to crush on I guess though
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>>7903702
Yeah all gatekeeping systems do is cause severe harm to trans people. The reality though is that their real function isn't to "filter out" the "fake trans people" because the reality is that the distinction is fuzzy and in fact I'm not entirely confused the "transtrender" strawman even has any manifestation in reality.

The real deal, one of the biggest functions of this entire system of gatekeeping, is to protect clinics and doctors from being sued in the rare cases when somebody ends up detransing and decides to blame the doctors for putting them in this situation. So, in reality, gatekeeping is entirely self-serving.
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>>7903721
lil merc
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whoops
>>7903694
see >>7903703

>>7903702
I agree with you, but the only way to begin to step in the right direction is to stop censoring people.

>>7903704
explain it.

>>7903708
I'd rather not get into the details, if I can be completely honest. Maybe some other time.
I'm going to leave it at this for now: she taught me a painful lesson about nothing being perfect.
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>>7903718
Did you watch a cursed video? Or like maybe an evil mp3?
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>>7903705
>6 months would be 1/160 of your entire life
Wow, life's short
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>>7903694
Really easy to say in words but not so simple to execute, sheesh.
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>>7903718
9 here. I decided long ago that if I'm not passing and happier by 30 I'm killing myself.
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>>7903722
I meant entirely convinced, fuck.
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>>7903725
This made me laugh way too hard, thank you
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>>7903730
basically this for me too.
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>>7903694
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>>7903725
No

>>7903730
I'm killing myself on my 40th
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>"you look so disgusting with your arms and legs shaved"
:(
>>
Which trips are for lewding?
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>>7903740
;_;
Hugg
>>
thoughts, anyone?
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>>7903740
What the fuck? Did you mother say this?
That is so rude, you're literally the cutest girl.
>>
>>7903740
Who said that? :c
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I have a LDR boyfriend who I'm really crazy about. He's never seen my face and and although he's said a lot of sweet things about my appearance not mattering to him or making me any less of a girl...

I know that if he get saw or heard me he'd no longer feel attraction towards me. And it hurts because I just want to fall asleep in his arms.
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>>7903744
Go away stew and brew with your trucker voice.
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>>7903746
my mom

>>7903745
ye ;-;

>>7903743
hugg
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>>7903740
are you okay? ;~;
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>>7903704
Tell them to shut the fuck every time they do, but be stern enough that they know your serious and friendly enough that they know your not going super aggro on them

Key tip: Be confident

>>7903709
>won't live to 80, I know that
>I know that

No you don't and that's a good thing. If the future isn't certain and forever changing as you live day by day, then every moment you have a chance to change it

Not all change happen over overnight. You have to work for what you want. That rules universal, baby!
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>>7903721
>Mtfg was straight.
I dunno merc, i sort of thing thid tripXtrip crushing really has made this a suckier place. There's been some convos on better speach, but it's been ages since fashion/makeup/skincare has been discussed.

Sometimes i feel this is just inbreeding and inbred romance bs. It doesn't seem as genuine and interesting as when poeople first hooked up first.

This sometimes seems like a low quality dating site
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>>7903744
You've been posting this every day for a week.
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>>7903750
yeah im okay, it just drives home the point that she's not accepting though
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>>7903747
You don't know for sure that he won't! Don't give up hope just yet.
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>>7903757
He won't. And if he did find me attractive after seeing my face it would only hurt me more, because that would just mean he's attracted to a man.
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>>7903749
your mom is mean.
>>7903694
that's okay! i always post as anon so i don't expect anyone to know who i am. yay friends!
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>>7903749
You just need to be more passive aggressive to her.

Anytime she says something nasty to you like this just like quack like a duck and watch her retreat.
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>>7903730
>>7903736
>>7903739
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SngYwMsxJ4U
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>>7903759
He might be attracted to you as a person, beyond what you look like.
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>>7903694
Don't worry bae I'm hypermasculine where it counts, and soft and understanding where it doesn't

What's better then a strong affectionate boy that understands you

(And has boobs)

It's like you worry about dating people because they might leave for a cis girl and have babies, when I would just be pertly happy with a transgirl relationship
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>>7903749
aww that's really mean, I hope you can change how she sees things later on. Sometimes it takes someone close to change someone's view on this kinda stuff
hug*
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>>7903749
In what fucking world do shaved legs look gross unless they're grotesquely disfigured, in which case any hair would be irrelevant? You know she is lying to dissuade you from transitioning further.
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ok, I'm going to bed now. I have to be up at like 7 tomorrow to ensure that I get a script for penicillin to deal with this fucking ear infection, and I've been feeling completely dead for like 3 hours now. Should've gone to bed already lol

>>7903727
pic related: he's saying the opposite of what you think he is

>>7903759
be careful, or you may get hurt. A lot of people don't take too kindly to find out their "girlfriend" is actually a boy.

>>7903764
this doesn't happen in real life.
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>>7903694
Nono I meant plan out where I need to fly~ you dingus.

And yes, it is your duty to cook for me <3
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>>7903740
eh, my mom trired to convince me that shaving my legs was going to give me cancer when i was a kid
ur mom sucks for saying that, fuck her, but you'll be okay
>>7903723
mah lil buddie nimmie
>>7903754
>Sometimes i feel this is just inbreeding and inbred romance bs. It doesn't seem as genuine and interesting as when poeople first hooked up first.
well yeah, but the users have changed as well most of mtfg is younger transitioners or people early in transition
that didn't used to be the case, originally their were far more people further along, and they were the majority
idk
not saying it isn't awkward it's just what it is

no one really brings up anything related to beauty or aesthetics so thats part of why it isn't discussed, but even if it was brought up, most people know literally nothing about any of those topics, so the conversation couldn't go anywhere anyway. Although to be fair, mtfg was always pretty shit with beauty and fashion so
eh
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>>7903754
tripxtrip crushing doesnt really make up that significant a percentage of this thread's posts.

fashion and makeup and skincare are discussed when people actually like, come and ask questions, ive had good results just throwing questions about makeup into the void and waiting for responses
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>>7903739
>I'm killing myself on my 40th
383 days to go for me. No pressure or anything :/
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgq-UPsQBMo
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>>7903721
>t. Transbian chaser going after Ash
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>>7903771
Oh well that makes it look longer :p
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>>7903756
everything is going to be okay emi, things are going to get better :c

Just keep on focusing on making progress, your voice sounded really good! Your hips and stuff are probably going to improve too since they are sore for hrt! I'm actually kinda jealous of that ><

So just keep on pushing forward qt, you can do it!!!
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>>7903780
>tfw your chasing after ash's mom to adopt you so you can be ash's lil sis
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>>7903773
I just take that to private chat, I love talking about Sephora and makeup
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i hope cuteanon is doing okay
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>>7903722
The distinction being fuzzy is a genuine issue, and the answer is to help people be fully informed about transition, including the experiences of people who don't transition so that they don't choose that and regret it either.

>is to protect clinics and doctors from being sued in the rare cases when somebody ends up detransing and decides to blame the doctors for putting them in this situation
The clinics are only in that position because they make decisions in the first place instead of helping people come to their own decisions by informing them.

It shouldn't be a question of are you trans or not, but how can your gender issues be helped, with support whether you transition or not, and for detransitioners.

"Support, not treatment" is a good motto perhaps.

>>7903724
I agree. What censoring do you mean?
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>>7903777
Better make the most of the time you have.
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>>7903788
>tfw bringing cat ears and seeing if you can get adopted as ash's hire cat to snuggle her to sleep with
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>>7903784
oh wait, nevermind, that's not what he meant
but that's the reality.

>>7903791
censoring people hating on hons. It's politically incorrect to say someone doesn't pass as a girl.
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>>7903764
Or maybe it's because his last girlfriend was a self identified trap who looked cute naturally. And he just thinks I'm being too hard on myself when I saw I look like a man.
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>>7903796
It's not censoring when you're being an asshole, like is it censoring if you get thrown out of a party because you walk up to someone's friend and say they're fat?

Idg this right wing hug box where they need everyone to like them even if they're a bad person inside
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>>7903785
aww it's okay

eva your hips are already fab ^^

it just gets me down a little when i feel a little good about myself and then i get reminded that i still have to hide this part of myself
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>>7903794
are you okay in this picture
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>>7903773
merc i didn't get to listen to your clyp until late yesterday

who were you telling to get away from you lmao
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>>7903794
Lol what app is that?
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>>7903773
haha we're like the oldest ones here haha
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>>7903810
mommi
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>>7903810
I'm afraid to ask
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>>7903810
hey anne please end my life
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>>7903777
Does that mean you're older than I am ? If so, thanks for making me feel less like the thread's crone...
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>>7903811
weird

>>7903815
im 27
there's actually a bunch of older ppl here than that

>>7903817
u wanna be set on fire?
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>>7903824
i thought you liked weird
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>>7903826
oh i do
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>>7903796
It's not politically correct or incorrect.

Hating on people because you consider them to be hons is just being an asshole.

It neither makes you a maverick nor a free thinker.

Seriously, shitting on someone because of how they look is almost an idiot level insult.
>>
you're on progesterone / cypro, right, /mtfg/?

you're not a hon or MtT [male to transsexual,] right, /mtfg/?
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>>7903721
>I remember when mtfg was overwhelming straight
What changed?

>>7903754
There's /ttg/ for that, and >>7903775
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>>7903829
of course im on cypro why would i want to be dizzy all the time
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>>7903824
>27
>Old
Lol
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>>7903767
>Don't worry bae I'm hypermasculine where it counts, and soft and understanding where it doesn't

exactly. you are a confusing mix of mommy and daddy. i want it.

true lets be happy together faye.

>>7903772
Oooooh, okay. Well I live in Indiana. Are you serious? :3 :3 :3

maybe we could arrange something.

>>7903760
<3 friends!!!!!!!!!!

>>7903737
:D

>>7903724
Ah, I understand. Honestly ScarlettDevil really was a strange experience. I've never seen a legitimate AGP to a T. I'm not really sure how I feel about all that. I hope she is okay though.

>>7903721
>oh what you haven't done that yet???
nope. I mean I've had boys in me but never let them cum in me. I've wanted to wait for a man that I love. I thought my recent boy was gonna be the one but I guess not now. Maybe later idk.

I can't wait to feel how it feels though.

>>7903707
uhm thanks :3
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>>7903824
sure
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>>7903827
anne i hope you had a gucci day
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>>7903829
Why would anyone pay twice as much for a less effective drug? Spiro is trash.
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>>7903728
oh i missed you what did you mean by this

>>7903697
<3 big hearts
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>>7903780
i'm bi not lesbian but
Ash is a cute girl
i would hang out with her
im not really like trying to date her though
i barely even know her!!!
i'd be cool to be irl friends with her though

Now scarlett, i did kind of have a crush on her i think
but
idk e-crushes are just that, since i get enough play in real life
>>7903789
i mean idk what i even come here to talk about desu idk
>>7903807
lol some guy was trying to hit on me or something while i was walking
>>7903810
lmao i know
id say im close to dying of old age, but unbreakable and all that....
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>>7903838
Spiro is basically free in any insurance where do you get this info?
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>>7903796
>censoring people hating on hons. It's politically incorrect to say someone doesn't pass as a girl.
On the one hand it should be ok to say someone doesn't pass or if they're doing something that doesn't fit in, but on the other pressuring people to repress is the same as convincing people who shouldn't into transition.
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>>7903791
I'm just like
>Let my nigga be
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>>7903835
Never say never Zhe, I do want to visit the states more than once! might end up living there who knowz
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>>7903841
w-what if he was nice
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>>7903834
i never said i was old, just older than a good bunch of the ppl who post here

>>7903836
drowning it is then!

>>7903837
besides the bee sting everything is alright. just got back from a party with some old work friends and i'll be going out again in a bit with my bff to our friends bar to see the drummer from tycho do a DJ set and dance and eat tacos and drink alcohol and be merry till the sun comes up

>>7903841
its gonna be so cool to live forever
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>>7903829
Yes
I hope so
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>>7903844
The fact that I had to buy it and it cost twice as much as Cypro.

Sorry I'm not able to get insurance, ass.
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>>7903840
glad you're feeling well z :)
>>
To watch life happen
Like a fish out of water
Spectating slowly

Young love has blossomed
Yin and yang the light and dark
The dark chases light

Pain and solemn face
Sinful souls silently sway
Lost In time seek rest
>>
i thought i was getting confused about my sexuality again, but then realized it's just more envy. like this girl is seriously similar to me, she's just cis and pretty
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>tfw being trans permanently warps your perception so you are forever endowed with a superior capacity to clock the majority of trans people and you end up going into paranoid hysterics about whether or not regular cis people have this ability too.
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I wish somebody cared about me. I want to feel loved.
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Alrighty starting tonight I'm lowering my Cypro dose to 25mg
Hopefully my depression will go away or at least be less intense
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>>7903857
ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily
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>>7903840
You just said a whole bunch of extra words that are foreign languages to me
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>>7903849
omg you party a lot anne
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>>7903829
I'm post-op, I don't need no cypro, still take prog.
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>>7903858
Tonight is really bad for me, but lowering it did make me feel better. Not good, but better.
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>go out front of appartment for a cig
>stress smoking from being dumped
>bag with this dress signed from my ex bf
>for a creep its a sweet gesture
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>>7903857
Hug, anon.
I want to try with someone, they're just so. Shy. Rrrr..
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>>7903856
>a superior capacity to clock?
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>>7903862
why not have fun?
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>>7903858
it worked for me
i need to get a blood test soon to make sure my levels are good though
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>>7903858
When I started hrt, my depression completely vanished for a few weeks, then it came back stronger than ever and now I'm kinda balanced.
Idk if it has something todo with cypro.
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>>7903828
>Seriously, shitting on someone because of how they look is almost an idiot level insult.
Welcome to the real world
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>>7903869
no it sounds fun!

if i was less shy id do it a little too :3
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>>7903858
Beauty is burned
Black crow seeks to help the small
Small beauty flies free
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>>7903823
>Does that mean you're older than I am ?
I guess?
I'm 38 but I look like I'm 30. Either way, it's still terrible ;_;
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>>7903876
Are you happy with your life?
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>>7903859
You don't know me, anon. Nobody who has gotten to know he has ever stayed around.

>>7903867
Human interaction is hard.
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>>7903851
Spiro costs here something like $45 for 30 100mg tablets.

If I wanted 50 mg cypro, I'd have to road trip to mexico and buy 30 tablets at something like $70.

Spiro's worked for me and I use a prog injection monthly.

>>7903789
>Tfw Faye's never talked about makeuo with u.
;-;
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>>7903873
yeah i used to be shy and socially awkward and all that stuff

still am sometimes but now i just roll with it and try my best to just have a good time whenever i can and spend time with friends as much as possible because u never know when then fun might end!
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>>7903835
What was the strange experience?
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>>7903858
Still tho I am a little worried, I kinda feel like it's a bit too early on to be changing my dose so much
>>7903870
My next blood test isn't for months :/ I should see if I can get it done sooner
>>7903871
I'm also kinda worried about that, would the depression go away if I just waited for things to stabilize? I dunno

I'm feeling increasingly worried and unsure about this choice now
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>>7903880
tell me one nice thing about yourself
be positive
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>>7903882
i think ill get better once i make friends at college when i go in august
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>>7903848
>>7903848
he was ugly, so it doesn't matter lol
>>7903849
u bet
eventually i;ll be able to get a new ghost in the shell body then i can pretend to be young and cis when im like 80, so itll be neat i bet
>>7903866
why did you post a picture of him wearing it though?
>>7903862
>>7903869
https://youtu.be/TKh7-JfXnqc
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>>7903881
You don't need to take 50mg Cypro, but you need to take 200mg of Spiro.

Cypro is more expensive up front but ends up being so much less money. Eventually you can cut 25mg to 12.5 too.
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>>7903872
*Punches you*
Don't cry, nazi boy
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>>7903740
why did you shave your arms?
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>>7903880
I know.

If this is you, just know that there's no obligation to speak to me constantly. I would just like to get to know you.
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>>7903872
>Welcome to the real world
>Replies on 4chan

Hate this meme
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>>7903889
yeah i bet you will!

>>7903890
i cant wait for gits to be real

also this song is neat
>>
>>7903893
because they were hairy??
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>>7903886
What was your original dosage? I think 25mg is reasonable.
Do you take E too?
It stabilized for me after 1-2 months.
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>>7903888
I honestly don't have anything nice to say about myself. I never have.

>>7903894
It's not, but if they're anything like me they're probably just scared. I don't have much will to be social.
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>>7903876
Well, it's just a few months. And yeah, people who meet me tend to think I'm a decade younger than I really am. Until I inevitably cause major cognitive dissonance by reminiscing about the 80s.
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>>7903886
Willow weeps at dawn
Young sprout seeks to root in earth
Like fish climbing tree.
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>>7903890
be nice, cross dressers are people too
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:p
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>>7903890
mean ;-;
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>>7903902
*hugs anon*
Everything will be okay!
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>>7903898
you're nice anne ^^
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>>7903914
i try to be nice and good and have fun
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>>7903900
I started on 50mg cypro and 2mg progy, I upped my progy to 4mg a month in and I've been on hrt for about two months now
I dunno, I really don't wanna make a mistake in my transition so early on
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okay have a good night!
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>>7903919
Good night.
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>>7903877
What do you think?

>>7903903
>Until I inevitably cause major cognitive dissonance by reminiscing about the 80s.
80's were comfy. 80's night at the clubs is the bessst!
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>>7903922
how old are you
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>>7903922
I don't know, that's why I'm asking. It's fairly safe to assume not, but since you're still alive, I assume you have some compelling reason to be around.
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>>7903912
I don't know. It doesn't feel like it's getting better. I've never felt happy.
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>>7903917
I think you upped your E too fast and starting at 50 mg cypro right away seems rough too.
I'd stay at 25 mg for 2 months, then take a 50 mg pill every other day so you average at 37.5 mg then 50 mg constantly for 1-2 months and then reduce the cypro again.

But I'm no doctor, that's just how I did it and it worked.
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>>7903855
So you're a straight mtf? How is she so similar?
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>>7903890
You never post pics cuz u look worse than korra so stfu skank

I'm fabulous
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>>7903823
Don't worry, you're not the crone...
I feel ancient.
soon 3 years on HRT this time...

>>7903922
>80's were comfy. 80's night at the clubs is the bessst!
There was a club in Minneapolis that only played 80s music. their cutoff was any music before '90.
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>>7903944
kayla
more like
gayla
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>>7903944
when are you and faye going to get together? you're both single now.
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>>7903954
My heart belongs to another <3
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>>7903957
who
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>>7903957
ugh way to ruin my fantasies
>>
where's maeve
>>
>>7903954
You know before me and faye had beef we actually skyped about meeting up in Sacramento for lunch
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>>7903926
38

>>7903928
>but since you're still alive, I assume you have some compelling reason to be around.
Trying to fix my broken life and find some shred of happiness. I'm also waiting for my family to start dying off because I'll inherit enough money to fix most of my biggest problems.
>>
this steak is good lads
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>>7903932
I never thought of taking 50 my every other day, that sounds like a good idea
I think I'll stick with 25mg (depending on what my doctor says about it) and depending on the results of my next blood test I'll consider going with that
Thanks anon ^^
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>>7903972
kayla what's your opinion on the ideas of amadeo bordiga
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>>7903954
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>>7903974
youve already expired through your romantic years as a tranny

i hope you have other stuff in life to enjoy
>>
>>7903972
FAYLA OTP CONFIRMED
>>
>>7903976
Terrible advice. The half life of Cyproterone is 40 hours and less, depending on your metabolism and excretion. Taking it every other day, you'll notice your testosterone increase significantly since it can't maintain an even level in your bloodstream. Take 25 a day if you want to halve dosage.

>>7903974
It's pretty admirable you're still hanging on. Do you think you'll get what you want out of life?
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>>7903987
I didn't really say that right, the plan is 50mg every other day and 25mg on the off days to even out to 37.5mg
>>
tfw refactoring code.

>>7903903
Last science fiction club meeting I was to I got one of those questions "So who's accounts of Watergate did you read?" I replied the daily newspapers. It was a '90s kid asking... One of the other '50s and '60 adults said we all watched and read it in the news.
>>
>tfw no faye to be my strong bf and keep me safe while we hold hands during moonlit strolls
>tfw no faye bf to pick me up and twirl me in my dress as we dance
>>
>>7903978
kayla doesn't know how to read
>>
>>7903997
wew
>>
>>7903987
Nevermind I misread his post, he's explaining in English what titration is. In any case it'd cause constantly fluctuating uneven levels and do horrible things to your adrenal glands long term.

It'd be lot smarter to just cut the 50mg into 3/4s and take that if you want to take 37.5mg but cyproterone is so potent it's unnecessary to titrate at all.

It's really simple. If you're depressed, can't even get out of bed and you're on cypro 50, just cut it down to 25. Your test will still be 0.
>>
>>7903997
O...h
>>
>>7904001
reading is opportunism anyway
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Md539N3oo3M
YOU BETTER SHAPE UP
CAUSE I NEED A MAN
AND MY HEART IS SET ON YOU
It's been forever since I've seen Grease but it's good stuff.
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They have a electricity connection
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>>7903997
you guys are a match made in heaven
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>>7904008
o/ hi
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>>7903978
Marxist commie drivel
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>>7903997
>>7904006
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>>7903922
I used to have a pretty strong mental block about the 80s until early last year. Then a lot of things changed. I'm not sure I'm entirely the person I was back in 2015. I certainly don't know her anymore.
>>
>>7904011
most know fayla is a try-hard, but this isnt nice
>>
Jesus christ im having weird tingly feeling thinking about faye.
.....must not indulge transbian feels
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>>7904011
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>>7903946
Well, someone here called me wise. Totally made me think like a crone. Well, the first word that came to mind was matriarch. But you get the idea. My grey hair is showing again. Maybe I should stop coloring it.
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>>7903906
are they though? really?
>>7903898
irl gits is gonna be neat
imma have multiple bodies i think
>>7903908
i only talk to handsome dudes nim!
also bye?
>>7903944
>You never post pics
>u look worse than korra
lmao
ok
lets say i look worse than korra though, right?
korra still looks female.
now, you on the other hand............
>>
>>7904032
:\\\\

i wish i was a cis girl
>>
>remembers episode from my early childhood where i stole my mom's lipstick and one of her dresses and put both on, the former quite poorly
t-this is normal right. all children do this, right.
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If faye and kayla join forces they can rule mtfg as father and son
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>>7904038
you look like a paki lol

kayla might not look female but at least shes human
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>>7904043
my friend and i did that, and he's a pretty normal dude now
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>>7904024
just be bi you silly person
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>i look like a paki
well
i guess retard hour has started, eh??
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>>7904029
I'd need to start coloring my hair for the gray to not show.
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>>7904039
but you are
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>>7904050
You sound like a Canuck.
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My friend gave me 10$ and I have him like maybe 12$ worth of weed and then we smoked more of my other friends shit and then I left
We smoked like four blunts and I ate that edible too
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>>7904050
i doubt he has even seen a south asian person in his entire life
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>>7904045
>you look like a paki lol
ok, jewboy
(but you're still a cute jewboy)
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>>7904050
>insults kayla
>gets really offended when insulted
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huge heckin sigh
cuddle mode has turned lewd again
heck
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>>7904050
You damn skippy!
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>>7904062
>said the boy who spends literally entire threads having an autistic shit fit over someone "attacking" him
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>>7904060
he looks like an uglier unkempt version of dzhokhar tsarnaev
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why the fuck does every hairstyle make me look more manly, i mean i know why, it's because i look like a man, but still >:/
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>>7904052
>more white hair than my parents from stress
I know that feel

Waiting for my hair to grow a lot longer before I color it again.
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>>7904060
and dont you forget it
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are videogames AGP

also no bullying
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>>7904076
no but u are
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>>7904044
fayla would be worse then aids
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>he thinks i'm offended
honestly, as disgusting and vile as he is, i'm starting to just pity him
like
maybe he is really mentally deficient? that would explain a great deal of his behaviours
>>7904069
AYYYYYYYYYYLMAO
>>7904072
drake looks kind of like a gorilla desu
>>7904076
>are videogames AGP
yes
>>7904058
true
and tobehonest, i dont think he's seen a picture of me anyway lol
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>>7904076
to be a real girl who plays games you must mostly play phone games and own a console that you rarely play with games your boyfriend got you
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>>7904056
yeah i have a weird accent
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>>7904071
you mean 1 reply
lol

>>7904081
i cant believe saying you look like a paki made you so upset
like really lol

dont you know to begin with? you hardly look human lol
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>>7904081
don't bully my jewish husbando
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3wS_2EpwNtQ
wubwubwubwub
>>7904073
Probably just haven't changed it drastically enough since you were a guy so you still see guy hair?
Idk
That's what I kinda suspect about mine
But I might get to see a stylist Monday just to make some more changes anyway
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>>7904052
trip dropped...

>>7904074
mine is likely from a faulty thyroid. Both hyper and hypo thyroid conditions will give early gray hair. Stress could also be why. I've had way to much of it in my life. Mom says I had some gray hairs when I was 18.
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i'm bored asf
someone fix it
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>>7904073
Have you tried a style that curls in and covers up the sides of your face? I think helped me a lot, like hair that covers most of the jawline
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>>7904093
bite your arm
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>>7904002
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>>7904094
>hair that covers most of the jawline
like a beard?
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>>7904096
fk OW wtF
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>>7904089
you have incredibly shit taste, but i wont acknowledge him anymore ok
>>7904093
http://www.adultswim.com/videos/streams
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>>7904092
Just a whole lot of stress for me. Even more after starting my last job. I just got fired from that job though so maybe I'll get better.

What color will you make your hair, and what is it now?
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>>7904098
jump
do a flip
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>>>/r9k/35463538

>>>/r9k/35463538

>>>/r9k/35463538
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>>7904100
isnt that supposed to be arousing for you???

>>7904101
tell me which building youre gonna fly a plane into next so i know to avoid it ok?
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>>7904106
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>>7904099
:p no just curly hair to cover the sides of it
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>>7904112
i bite, not the other way around
fuuuuuuuck drake you don't even KNOOOOOOW
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I'm scared I'm gonna start to resent my sisters simply because theyre cis
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>>7903966
hi
>>7904106
>r9k
>tfw no bf
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im not a real girl and hurts so i guess im gonna go to bed
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>>7904117
>ex used to bite down on my neck hard enough to bleed right below my collar while cumming in me with my arms tied and with him pinning me down
I miss relationshits sometimes
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>>7904122
snugg
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>>7904125
you were so happy like 10 minutes ago wtf

>>7904117
yeah i dont
there was a girl from guam name kylie that wanted me to bite her but it wasnt that arousing for me

isnt biting yourself just as good?
it just tastes like skin
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>>7904125
Yes you are!
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>>7904125
You are a girl! A pretty girl!

One that needs to be hugged tenderly!

>>7904127
I like to do all of those things

>>7904131
noh it's all about the intimacy
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just out of curiosity, has anybody hear heard of a woman called "raven rockette"?
(yes, the porn actress.
it did kinda make me uncomfortable the fact that she became a porn star @ 1st, especially when she openly encouraged me & her other friends to watch it.
i can look past it now though.)
she used to be a very close friend of mine in high school.
she even gave me her rave candy (a term for a bracelet made of brightly colored beads.
too bad i fucking lost it.
she actually stood up for me & encouraged me to stand up for myself when others would call me a faggot.
i miss hanging out w/ her.
she's really cool.
i wonder how she's doing now.
well, definitely better off than i am, that's for fucking sure.
i glad she's getting rich doing what she loves
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>>7904102
I was a calico, not going back to that. Literally had the full range with how the cells distributed. I still have a few of my black and very dark brown hairs, but the medium browns, blondes, and reds all went gray.

>>7904120
No sense harping on things you had no control over and can't change.
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>>7904125
What makes you not a "real girl" ?
I think it's just more difficult
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>>7904043
>t-this is normal right. all children do this, right.
Yes, loads of little girls do.
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>>7904142
never heard of her but she sounds nice
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>>7904137
Just no yellow cum okay

>>7904125
You are a real girl stop saying that nonsense.

>>7904149
Red is always a nice color.
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>>7904161
..y-yellow cum? What? ew.
mine's clear..
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>>7904043
I never did this stuff makes me feel like not a real tranny
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http://vocaroo.com/i/s13WRdmIyH8F
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>>7904165
Aren't you the one with yellow cum?
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>>7904059
>mfw my memes catch on right after I post them
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>>7904161
I could maybe pull carrot top off with my skin. I doubt I'd dye my hair.
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>>7904169
This made me laugh, thank you whichever trip you are hiding behind anonymity.

If Zheanna is still around you could try asking her.
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>>7904169
you sound like a gay guy
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>>7904167
i never even thought about it

i did not consider this episode of my childhood until i went for a smoke tonight to organize my thoughts a bit for the essay i'm writing

then i remembered "wait, i'm actually trans, maybe this is actually relevant"

for most of my life i just considered it a normal thing for a little boy to do and didnt think too hard about it

i only did it once anyway, it wasnt a big fundamental part of my childhood. im sure id be just as trans as i am even without doing that

dont worry too much
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>>7904174
It's a nice meme ^^
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>>7904183
Stop smoking it will ruin your skin and will make voice training a million times harder.
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>>7904125
t h i s
h
i
s
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>>7904142
o, now she's calling herself raven rocket.
that's a better name actually
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>>7904181
i know. did you even listen to what i said
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>>7904172
no what gross
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>>7904131
>>7904161
>you were so happy like 10 minutes ago wtf

I got in a fight with my dad from Florida and he said I was born a boy, I will always be a boy, and I will die a boy and if I don't believe him, look down between my legs.

he's usually really supportive but just lashed out at me cause hes drunk and being belligerent

hes right though :\

>>7904136
>>7904137
thanks? i don't know what to say really to that.

>>7904151
having a penis, having testicles, male feet, having a masculine skeleton, having XY chromosomes, having a male brow ridge, lived 23 years of my life as a man.

idk take your pick


your 15-16, I'm afraid you will never understand but that's good. not bad. I'm glad you don't have to experience it.
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>>7904184
youre the angie knockoff right?
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>>7904193
Zhezhe you're going to get hugged by me and you're going to like it!

You're a girl. Everything's going to be okay.
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>>7904189
Sniiiickerrs
You are the realest real girl there is, you just have to try harder than the other girls, and you're a wonderful girl for it
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>>7904193
That's awful. Maybe he'll apologize when he's sober? Tell him what he did really hurt you?
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>>7904195
Ummm, I'd rather not be known by that desu
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>>7904187
i know i have to stop

im just under so much stress from school and im not sure how to cope with it atm.

i keep getting delayed for any form of therapy so i cant even work on healthy ways to deal with the immense amounts of stress im putting myself through

but i have to stop not just because of all this trans shit i have to stop because i dont want to fucking die

maybe i should just vape? lmao
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>>7904209
sorry i couldnt remember who you were
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how to make hair even bigger and fluffier????
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>>7904191
i just heard that gay guy part and made the joke
do you want me to acctually comment on it

>>7904195
DELETE THIS POST RIGHT NOW
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>>7904210
Vaping is better than smoking but it's still bad. Quitting can be pretty rough, maybe try to find something else to get addicted to that's not as destructive.
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>>7904193
they said you could make me sound like i have a vagina
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>>7904216
is cindy your waifu or something
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>>7904220
yea maybe.

you tell me: https://clyp.it/yaxdvbqf
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>>7904183
>>7904043
I don't think I ever got into mom's clothing, but I have plenty of memories of wanting to.

>>7904193
>hes right though
No, what is between the ears counts.
I never was a boy. I was a girl in a boy's body. Tried to be a boy for the world, but it did not compute. Never could pull it off.
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>>7904220
I don't think now is a good time to ask Zheanna for anything.
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>>7904222
nah shes way too slutty
especially for a 15 year old

better than angie though
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>>7904213
That's okay ^^
>>7904214
Take a your hair brush
put it under your hair, like on the inside
brush
POOF
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>>7904216
i actually want you to talk less and pay attention more, you big fat idiot.
>>7904223
woah what the fuck was that
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>>7904193
Blah blah blah. You're not beautiful. Oh well your music is gorgeous and keeps me alive so i can someday in the future poke you and say "see I made something worth sharing too" like a Japanese girl from k-on. Idk how many times a day I think about you and it's never more than brief superficial curiosity but I'm now a big fan. You shouldn't analyze what you're not because your soul is stronger than most. and your hair is nice too. Ugh now I gotta take my trip off
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fluffi
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>>7904229
>slutty
I am not at all! b-baka!
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>>7904218
i used to be only a very occasional smoker until i started getting involved with well, absolutely everything about moving out of the country to study a master's degree. i know this is a bad habit. i tell people to never pick it up. i just wish i had some manner of coping with stress that was healthy, like, maybe, speaking to a therapist! but the NHS should be renaming The National Waiting Lists Service.
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>>7904232
wtf
be nice
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>>7904232
Whoa indeed. Magic. I've never heard Z before. Even people with VFS after years don't sound this good lol.
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>>7904184
Thanks ^^
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>>7904193
I was hit by puberty, actually, so I do have a pretty masculine skeleton
But there's more to being a girl than your skeleton and genitals, and you're a girl
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im a stoned snugg slug
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>>7904250
ye you are!
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>>7904237
Therapists are a meme. I talk to crazy successful people with tons of talent about my issues.
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>>7904230
it got really poofi but I think I like it most when it's a complete fluffi mess, it makes hair look massive
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>>7904203
I don't want to have to fight for it
I don't want to have to struggle everyday just to be seen as a girl when literally every cis girl just has to be born for that.
It's not fair
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>>7904254
lol
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Hooking up tonight.

Will film something.

Beaner, out.
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>>7904232
>woah what the fuck was that
my speaking voice.

>>7904228
I'm okay. I just had to let out a burst of sad.

>>7904227
>No, what is between the ears counts.
yea, what he said hurt me. I'm gonna talk to him about it tomorrow. He is usually so sweet and eager to be proud of his new daughter. Idk, just a weird exchange with him.

>>7904243
Uhm, thanks. I've been practicing for a year and half. That's probably the best it sounds. My day to day is a little more lax but still in that area.

>>7904249
Thanks, babe. I'm a girl!!!!!! I'm a girl!

>>7904233
>Blah blah blah. You're not beautiful. Oh well
:( :(

>your music is gorgeous and keeps me alive
wow, that's very kind. I'm not sure I deserve such praise. I just noodle.

>"see I made something worth sharing too"
Everything you make is worth sharing. The sharing and consumption of human expression is the only true meaning to our existence.

> Idk how many times a day I think about you and it's never more than brief superficial curiosity but I'm now a big fan.
Wow!! :O

>your soul is stronger than most. and your hair is nice too
>.<
but im not beautiful right

pic related is an art i made today
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>>7904260
don't be a sad cunt brah
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>>7904266
don't die
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>>7904268
teach me senpai
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1PtHyjmAias
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>>7904257
The more volume the better! Fluffi hair is the cutest, I think there's conditioners that can make it look more fluffi too, but I'm not totally sure
>>7904260
Of course it isn't fair, and it's hard, and it sucks, and it feels really bad all the time
But you can do it, I believe in you, you are a girl and you were always meant to be a girl
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>>7904272
No.
This is a hookup I want.
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>>7904260
thats not really true at all
youre just over dramatizing your situation to feel worse
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>>7904274
>I'm basically dead inside
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>>7904275
why even try when I'm doomed to fail
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how do you get a job
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None of us are real girls.
But its ok.
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>>7904275
I think the kind I have is made for fluffi, like I was running my fingers though my hair earlier and it made my hair have crazy amounts of volume
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>>7904268
That kind of reminds me of Robert Hodgin's work. I like it!
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>>7904287
You're not doomed, you're pretty, think about how far you've come since you started transitioning
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>>7904291
a few trips here look like regular girls who would be impossible to tell

unless their hands are bad maybe
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Titanfall 2 is fun.

>tfw not a girl mechanic in space in the future who works on big awesome mechs
Complex feel.
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>>7904294
Sounds adorbs ><, my hair is just kinda fluffi, but it feels really nice to fluff it ^^
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feeling lonely rn tbqh

need affection
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My boyfriend hasn't been online got like for a week. We live in the same time zone and he hasn't been offline for even a day before.

He's very suicidal and I'm really worried, for a year now we've been the only thing keeping each other alive.

What if I failed him. I think I've failed him.
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>>7904288
lie.
>>7904286
>>7904291
let's feel it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AlpC0JXGiz0
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>>7904274
I charge $30 per hour (as two 30 minute lessons).

It's near impossible for me to help you truly with just text on this board. I can tell you what I tell everyone though:

You need more pharyngeal resonance to augment your vocal formant to a feminine level. In addition, you need to speak through your mask voice, crispin your sibilances, and downplay your plosive consonances. Your pitch is kinda okay. It could be a little higher but female voice is less a function of pitch and more a function of resonance and formant.

>>7904295
Oooh yeah I can see the similarities! It seems both of us use C4D. I can recognize the "C4D look" on peoples art cause I've used it for so long.
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>>7904301
it's really nice, I think once it gets a bit longer I'll be to sleep better since it's so soft
>>7904305
100 huggs
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>>7904305
You're really nice, one of my favorite trips, and you make me feel better
I really like having you around here
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>>7904274
another slightly older clip of my voice: https://clyp.it/tysl2yzu

>>7904305
hug babe <3
wish you were here to choke me and pin me down on my bed
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>>7904305
affections u
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>>7904312
thats a lot of big words i don't know or have any concept of reality behind.
>>7904316
you're making me nauseous
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>>7904314
>>7904315
>>7904316
>>7904317

am loved :3
thank you eva, cindy, zhe, anon <3
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>>7904320
>you're making me nauseous
w-w-why? you said you look female. At least you have that going for you.

>>7904320
>thats a lot of big words i don't know or have any concept of reality behind.

yeah that's why I teach privately. I taught myself vocal physiology, vocal pedagogy, and spent a long time analyzing human voices.

If you look back through the archives searching by my trip and "pharyngeal" as a keyword, you'll find a bit more depth.
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"You're not a real girl, now stop acting like a fagot"-my father

Well I exist therefore I meet the criteria for "real" as we understand real to be and I feel like I'm supposed to be a girl therefore I am girl. Since both of those criteria have been met I am a real girl.
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>>7904308
I can't feel anything at all sis, sorry. I think they're giving me SSRIs instead of estradiol at my pharmacy.

You could consider VFS, it'll help?

This is what I blast as loud as I can to drown the thoughts.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-0H2vc8sF8
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I'll never pass with my barrel chest
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>>7904332
he means you aren't biologically female.
you know that. confront it.
>>7904329
>w-w-why? you said you look female. At least you have that going for you.
can't pass without the voice.
>yeah that's why I teach privately.
if i pay you money will you definitely change my voice
>>7904337
>You could consider VFS
i'm so ass poor i can't consider band aids at the supermarket
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:D
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>>7904341
Then pretty much all I can do for you is hold you while you cry and tell you beautiful lies.
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>tfw the sadness kicks back in
wew I'm gonna spend all of tomorrow in bed too aren't I
>>7904345
fert
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>>7904346
:DDDD
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This one goes out to Grace. You're listening to 105.1 the mtfg.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qeMFqkcPYcg
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>>7904341
>can't pass without the voice.
I suppose that's true. I look fairly feminine but have some prominent male features and still pass pretty easily with voice.

>if i pay you money will you definitely change my voice
For sure! That's literally my job so you are in luck. Typically after about 4 sessions ($60) you will notice significant improvement if you follow my "homework".

Add me on Skype @ Dreamsura if you want to chat further about working together.
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>>7904341

Oh I know what he ment. Psudeo-philosophical bullshit is just more fun though.
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>tfw skipping past half the conversations in this tv show because i'm somehow getting social anxiety watching it
TOO autistic
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>>7904362
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>>7904365
Huh lost my name for a minute there...
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>>7904362
you like 80s music a lot don't you
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the new zelda game is really good
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waiting for CEMU
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>>7904373
you're really good
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>>7904362
Huh. I didn't even realize the Marilyn Manson one was a cover.
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>>7904368


>>7904370
Shut up emma.
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>>7904373
yeah.. yeah it is
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choccy milk anyone?
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>>7904382
PLEASE
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weh where's cute anon gfd

>>7904373
ye it is, hugg snugg slugg
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>>7904380
I'm not emma
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>>7904382
Best milk.
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i had an idea while i slept

red converse all-stars boot style
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>>7904382
hecks yeah
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>>7904397
>>7904397
>>7904397
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>>7904396
why not wear actual boots
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