Light music club edition
• Informed consent providers https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous >>7897843
Nim thread
>>7898854
true
maeve thread
The only men that should leave are the ones who pretend to be women
>>7898851
No
Even when i was a gay guy that was just... no
>>7898852
I want my love to be tender and sweet, like it is.
And pure.
>>7898861
>not wanting to get beaten up by a girl
more like
>not wanting to get beaten up by a boy for overcooking his dinner
>not getting marrital raped
>>7898864
there's nothing more tender sweet and pure than being dominated
>>7898861
your the most disgusting trip here, you are a stereotypical agp fetishist and seems completely unaware of how fucking creepy you are
>>7898864
how can we help you get on hrt Gwen?
>>7898866
Lauren gets it
:)
I dom because I care~
>>7898861
>The pedo neckbeard calling things gross
My boyfriend is going to touch my butt. And I'll think of my favorite trips the whole time
>>7898870
this honestly.
>tfw no unlimited potential
>anon agrees with anon
hmmm
i agree
>>7898862
that's literally me
t. trap
Let a girl smd for the first time 5 years today. She fucking made me cum in my hand like wtf it was that or literally all over the place. It dripped everywhere. Like wtf why would you not have towels or tissues or you know swallow or at least warn me. Like I warned her and I'm assuming like every other girl I've been with she's going to have something so I don't fucking ruin her dorm room. Like what the fuck Jesus how the fuck do I research surgery Im so done with this thing lmao
>>7898884
>everyone who doesnt agree with me is a samefag
Youve been saying this for weeks
>>7898891 (You)
i agree
>>7898896
agreed
>>7898892
>tfw no qt gf/bf to cook for
:(
my room is cold can i have warm mommy snuggles
>>7898906
>as far as i'm concerned, most of the chronic anonposters are shitposters and / or men
Just like you
You're all a bunch of sissies and you're invading a transwoman thread.
>>7898906
People dont want to keep their trip on to insult you because you stalk and attack anyone who does
>tfw chronic anon/shitposting sissy
Pandora needs to get a life.
All day fighting with anons. She could literally just stay on discord and chase all day yet she hangs out here.
im sissi
>>7898906
bullies you
>>7898919
bully me too
>>7898913
Wouldnt it be easier to stalk Cindy there?
Cant we just sacrifice her to get this manposter to go away?
>>7898901
you will get there anon!
>>7898925
Idek who she is.
I just come on here for a few minutes at a time multiple times a day and just see her argueing every time.
>>7898921
bullies Lauren with steak
can i bully laurens with huggs
>>7898928
Please dont get addicted to posting here..
People like Burch make me ashamed of who I am
>>7898921
you're fat
ha ha
>>7898934
Meh im an oldfag ive been around. Ive just stopped posting here regularlt a year ago and used to trip.
I just come here for (you)s and dont pay attention to names. I just like that i always get a respinse regardless od what i post. Good or bad.
Most transbians are blatant chasers.
>>7898862
Just to be clear you're all defending this and saying this behavior is okay and appropriate. Only new trips like Anthony Burch. The rest of us have been here long enough to know he's another pervert preying on underage trans girls.
>>7898933
huggs are nice
slapping vegans with raw meat is not nice
I'm being mean
>>7898953
Yeah go back to discord. You're a gross manposter.
You're only transitioning to chase.
>>7898953
I'm more of a mentally disturbed cousin who touches you in strange ways
>>7898953
Go creep on transgirls on discord please?
forever?
>>7898955
Cute!!
and yes, snails are cute!
can we just have a vote for burch to leave forever?
>>7898971
ohai qt <3
>>7898974
You're ugly and creepy and autistic.
Like robin back in the day.
You just dont get it.
>>7898974
Pandora how are you?
f i l t e r a n o n y m o u s
>>7898892
can't we alljust cook meals *&* give hugs?
>>7898987
Hughughughug how are you?~
>>7898973
Qt
>>7898974
You make transgirls look like perverted urchins with neckbeards
We've said this..
>>7898980
y o u a r e f a t
>>7898987
aw shit, look who just got a palindrome
>>7898987
I really want to cook for her though...
>>7898955
their stalk thingies are so qt the way they wave them everywhere uwu
>>7898974
> I only insulted a bunch of people and am super creepy
> I wonder why I am disliked
>>7898996
hi friendpal
>>7898974
In a totally non-creepy, only semi-incestuous way
also snails are cute
I really want to play BotW.
I hope the CEMU version gets running smooth in the near future.
>>7898974
i drop my trip when i want to insult you but you think i am a good friend of yours
let's see the threads opinion on pandora
http://www.strawpoll.me/12505938
http://www.strawpoll.me/12505938
>>7899010
Its at 10 FPS now!
A few days ago it was unplayable.
It will be really good soon
>>7899008
Bucz everything is great =)
>>7899006
we can do pure cousin kissing t b q h
>>7899008
anons shitposting about me as usual
people like you in general i think? you're nice
>>7899013
why'd it hurt to begin with? are you on cypro?
>>7899011
there's not many people who post here who i'd consider 'good friends'
and i'm not convinced you're any of them
>>7899017
okidokie
>>7899016
Thats only 10 fps less than the Switch version!
>>7899015
LUL
>>7899019
my cousin tried to make out with me at a party once
she was drunk asf
it wasn't a fun time
>>7899019
yeah, it's just y'know, practice
>>7899021
whys link have puffy nip
>>7899019
that's nice to know.
thanks
>>7898967
mtfg has gotten weirder and so old rapey, cnt, burch is now the norm
>>7899026
He takes Hyrulian hrt pills.
Who do you think the 1 like is?
no mean posts below this squiggly line
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
is it weird if one of my cousins kept kissing me and just did it more when I told her to stop
i miss elanna
>>7899023
that sounds fun-ish desu
i get aroused af after drinking, too
i've been isolated all my life so no luck
>>7899025
>tfw no practice
how you doing today, anyway?
i haven't seen you on in a while
>>7899028
a n y w a y
what you up to?
>>7899034
it was 9 like / 8 dislike last poll
>>7899037
i think that's technically rape.
>>7899037
yeah kinda
>>7899042
No it wasnt.
Theres actual proof here.
Can you leave now already?
>>7899040
Same.
>>7899030
well, if everyone is like burch, then i'm one of those whowould benefit.
plus, consensual non-consent sounds fun.
>>7899042
nothing really.
we had a movie night @ the temple.
we watched kubo.
i loved it ( ノ^ω^)ノ
>>7899008
You're not annoying enough to be mean to.
>>7899042
maybe people hate you even more now
>>7899048
cool. thanks
>>7899037
No. How is that weird at all?
>>7899047
the resident manposters keep making stuff up about me
apparently i'm a pedophile stalker now
is kubo a film? i know of a filmmaker by that name, i thiiiink
and what temple
>>7899050
oh
well yeah, idk, kids will be kids
that's definitely some kinda harassment tho
>>7899045
i would literally stay here just to annoy you and the other manposters who can't stop sperging on about me
>>7899052
are you really a zyra main?
How do you sleep at night
>>7899046
feels like theres no reason to come here anymore she was one of the few people I was coming here to talk with
>>7899055
Whats funny is that not even Lauren or Mirielle voted for you
Just you.
Isnt that funny? :)
>computer can't run cool trannycore games
:(
>>7899060
i voted for her
Good morning
>>7899067
patt amy
>>7899042
yeah I'm good
very tired but happi
I'm usually around but I mostly anonpost cause nervousness or i just wanna shitpost
>>7899058
I bought the new skin, that's all.
>>7899061
trannycore?
what's that?
>>7899067
Good morning!!!
>>7899070
ok ye makes sense it's a nice skin
zyra is cancer tho
t. cait playet
>>7899071
dark souls, life is strange, overwatch, melee etc
>>7899076
just get a ps4 :3
it's cheap and can run things ok
>>7899074
The Zyra-Cait lain is godlike, though.
>>7899076
thank god dark souls is trannycore
>>7899077
Everyone will say they didnt vote
And you happen to be a lying pervert sooo
>>7899080
i have like $12
>>7899081
for sure
what division are u in?
I was p3 before i stopped so not very good
>>7899080
but there are barely any games for ps4 that are worth buying.
>>7899082
no wonder i have like 500 hours into that game
>>7899089
P3 by the end of last season.
>>7899068
>>7899072
Hugg
>>7899077
I had a cool lucid dream where I ended up in the far future.
So I made a thread on 4chan in my dream and posted. "Ask a time traveler anything"
>>7899094
>tfw no qt support duo
>>7899095
what were your answers to their questions?
>>7899090
i really wish i could afford スイッチ.
o well. @ least i have smt4apocalypse
>tfw your social anxiety is so bad you don't want to talk to people in vidya
why
>>7899095
nice
did you get any (you)s?
Pandora and the new transbians are complete trash.
>>7899092
damn! you must be good
or atleast know alot of lore
>>7899104
who?
>>7899098
I do not think I could handle EU ping anyway.
>>7899104
>tfw transbi trash
totally worth it
tfw reading up on Maslow's hierarchy of needs and I don't even have the base of the triangle covered.
the new transbians sounds like an artistic movement
>>7899112
eh.
i'm kinda scared of trying to get back into dating
my chin still hurts :c
>>7899122
wha what did you do
>>7899122
rubb chin soft
>>7898846
/mtfg/ I need your help, does that trip that used to post sometimes in HRT gen (I think her name was endochan) still post there?
>>7899126
I gatekeep people over 18
>>7899119
lauren transbian clique when
>>7899115
that's good :3
i don't really post anywhere but here except on /vg/ sometimes
what boars do you go to?
>>7899112
transbians are nice desu
eventually i'd like to transition to just lesbian though
>>7899121
why though
the switch has even less games .. .
i guess if you don't like weebstuff and have a good PC there isn't as much reason to get a PS4
clicc
>>7899131
rUBB CHIN SOFT
>>7899131
get some creams senpai
anti inflammation stuff
>>7899129
kys, please I need advice about my T level and no one is answering my post
rubbu
>>7899126
never heard of them
what do you need help with?
Lauren, what is this thing you do?
>>7899076
>>7899092
>dark souls
I love Dark Souls.
I just wish I wasn't terrible at it. Carried by co-op ;_;
I think I'm a bad date
>>7899130
well mk8, splatoon 2 and the new zelda and mario sound p good to me. I don't play much alone anymore anyways. just dreamcast or civ 5 sometimes. there is rarely somebody who wants to play rpgs with me.
>tfw no mercutie date
>>7899152
the mario's coming out a long way off AFAIK
mk8 is decent but a rehash of a wii u game :/
idk, the wii u was a good secondary console, and switch might end up the same
>light music club
anyone wanna help me make 80's revival industrial music
>tfw your social anxiety is strong you can't talk to people in life is strange
SOMEBODY HELP ME
>>7899159
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT
There is no helping that.
>>7899160
ok i need you to record yourself doing really shrill screams and if you have any bottles or power tools around your house you'll have to record them.
personally, i'm having trouble finding the perfect kick. i mean, anything can be a kick. i just need a distortion pedal for it and idk which one to use.
>>7899159
>get nervous about the reaction in mass effect
>reload save when someone gets mad at you
im falling asleep
i seem to have eaten myself into an oatmeal induced coma
>>7899159
That's... kinda sad.
>>7899141
Shoot, my memory is kind of poor and I haven't seen them post in ages so it's probably some variation of that, but anyways I've been on hrt for like 8mo and my TESTOSTERONE (NG/DL) is 143 which is still relatively high compared to where it should be ideally if i'm not mistaken, everything else is in the correct range though so I was wondering basically if I should consider self medding because my doctor seems resistant to raising my doses again (she raised my estradiol level by 2mg about 2 months ago but my spiro dosage has been unchanged for about 4-5 months which seems strange when I compare my dosages to others on this board.) basically I dont know if this is normal and my doctor is being responsible / reasonable or gatekeeping and memeing me.
>>7899166
oatmeal is good
>>7899040
i miss phienchen
>>7899155
mk8 for wii u is the only one I didn't buy so the new mk8 isn't a waste for me. I didn't play much wii u I mostly used it as a browser to watch videos on my tv so I hope the switch will be different.
I don't really know what you mean with secondary console tho.
>>7899165
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkCd5hn3yrI
>>7899176
oh wow i forgot about abridged serieses
>>7899182
I hope you get fucking murdered
PLEASE PAY ATTENTION TO ME
>>7899186
hi im falling asleep
>>7899186
why r u a bad date
>>7899186
how are you?
>>7899130
/x/ and /an/
>>7899192
You are fat and provide zero good posts.
>>7899197
wtf
>>7899116
I just want to get the perfect run in ds desu
I always do in games
I think a transbian is just a trans girl that likes girls
idk if there's anything else to it
>>7899120
well you don't have to date necessarily
but yeah, it's kinda scary
>>7899201
I hope you get your throat slit
>>7899130
lol
gay
how do people not like girls
girls are cute and cuddly and pretty and soft and smell nice
boys r gross
>>7899145
>not playing the whole game solo cause you have no friends
git gud scrub
>>7899207
just b urself and let other people b themselves
>>7899203
I want jequin to slit my throat
>>7899212
uwu
i have boobs and girls have those that means im a girl
>>7899230
Boys can have boobs too
>>7899224
<3
>>7899230
i'm a boy with boobs how about that
>>7899208
My first several playthroughs were solo :)
I did okay desu, but I never felt like I was good; just lots of dying and repetition.
ok so my mom is threatening to kick me out again so here's a memorial selfie in case i decide to anhero tonight
desu i think i think my weight crash took some fat off my face
>>7899234
lil oryx
>>7899236
I need to play more Dark Souls. I miss being abused for hours. Reminds me of my childhood.
>>7899236
yeah that's prettymuch dark souls
keep trying until you get better
I was so bad when I first played it!
>>7899240
please don't kill yourself I'd miss you a lot
>>7899240
The pic boo posted of you in strip socks and sleeves is cute
>>7899248
no please don't
>>7899245
thicc
>>7899248
Qt <3
>>7899241
Hug anon <3
>>7899238
=) <3 <3
>>7899253
post legs
real dead hours
>>7899067
>Amy is happy now and making friends in /mtfg/
my job is done, you're going to make it Amy.
good luck
>>7899263
real snugg hours
i want icecream
>>7899270
>put my hair in pigtails just to see what it would look like
>literally look like stephoknee wolscht
real suicide hours
>>7899274
why would you intentionally look at what you look like?
>>7899276
I dunno dog maybe I'm just trying to push myself
>>7899277
hi olive
>>7899273
Give me icecream lauren.
>>7899278
hi renren
how should I kill myself
I've narrowed it down to slitting my wrists in the bathtub (bit horrific) or jumping off something tall (bit messy)
>>7899277
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnly1W-DYUw
merry christmas chara
>>7899274
cool
suicide pact?
>>7899281
old age
>>7899279
non dairy ice cream
>>7899281
shotgun
>>7899284
Seems a bit early huh.
>>7899287
Oh wow, you remembered.
>>7899281
I've got creme for local anesthesia because I plan so slit my wrists. I think overall that's the best way
killing yourself is not allowed
>>7899288
I live in australia so scattering my head all over the wall unfortunately isn't an option
>>7899286
how can we form a suicide pact if neither of us will know when we kill ourselves
>>7899287
too depressing
>>7899283
good video
>>7899289
wrists it is
>>7899255
>>7899295
active communication
duh
>>7899298
o rite lol
I forgot video calls were a thing
>>7899295
Cyanide
>>7899296
you have the best legs!
>>7899302
uh not necessarily that
w/e i'm not going to be playing for keeps if i try anyway
>>7899288
i remembered about it though
arent you proud of me
>>7899309
Yeah, i suppose so.
>>7899309
Boo
>>7899309
are you going to transition this year?
>>7899326
Cuddi
>>7899326
>tomorrow
you say that every day
and its just another day without you transitioning
at least post a straight on picture of yourself so I can put it through faceapp
>>7899328
Drake doesnt want to transition though?
>tfw massive, angular head and sharp boney man jaw and will never ever pass or even look okay
18 months HRT and I still get gendered male every time I leave the house, without hesitation, never been gendered female by somebody who didn't know me pretransition
>>7899332
We know you look like a man, and you know you look like a man why do you keep posting about it.
>>7899332
Hug <<3<<33<3
>>7899334
So you can check your privlege
Morning all!
How is everyone today?
>>7899339
Fine.
>>7899338
Im moving to Turkey
here's a real gem from hips
I should just fucking kms, there's literally no hope of me ever affording FFS on my own and I'm too much of a weirdo and stuff for anyone to ever give me the money out of charity, there's no escape
I want to hammer my brow and jawbone off with a chisel lmao
>>7899289
lidocaine cream is a fucking meme for pain relief, ask anyone who gets electrolysis
>>7899338
but I am memeing
I know that you are (probably) not trans
>>7899334
because if I bottle it up I go even more crazy and stop being functional
>>7899343
It's good for me my dude.
>>7899345
>pandora
>passing
Hmmm
>>7899347
Then just fucking do it
what's a chara
>>7899355
It's a breed of rabbit.
>>7899355
autistic shitposter who pretended to be cis, made up one or more fake identities, and apparently killed their cat
god knows if they're even trans
/mtfg/ cuddle orgy
>tfw super drunk after 5 cups of passion pop
jdimsa
>be 27 soon
>still don't pass or even look any type of cute
>face too masculinized
>starting to get wrinkles
>almost a year in and tits never grew
>ugly conetits with tiny boy nipples are barely noticable
>need to up my dose but too broke to go to the tranny clinic
>probably still not blocked
>suicide is imminent
>>7899362
>jormys back
:)
>>7899362
JORMU!
long time no see!
hru!?
>>7899358
chara's not really a nice person in general lol
>>7899358
hugg ;-;
>>7899351
Can you really get worse?
>>7899355
Chara /cter /
>>7899357
>anyone that is not nice to me is autistic
At least get the story straight.
>>7899358
Sorry friendpal
Which trips are aspergirls?
>>7899347
Idk I got emla and that's used in the hospital before they do shit with the spine of babys
>>7899366
Thanks, drea
; _;
>>7899362
Dummy
>>7899373
have you heard anything from raifu people keep saying she detransed
ok so here's my life plan rn
>stay up all night
>try to finish life is strange
>od at 4 or 5 am
how do u get a cuddly and dominant gf
>>7899363
Hugg anon
:)
>>7899385
uh i don't think she tried to kill anyone, idk though
just killed her cat apparently
i barely know shit about her lol
>>7899385
You're the 3rd person who said that is there another chara i'am un-aware of?
>>7899371
idk, I'm more sensitive to pain than most people because brain damage but for me EMLA only stops surface-level pain
well, thoughts everyone?
I miss my bf
Waaaaaaa
How come I don't have a gf
>>7899377
Well she didn't stop but she doesn't really have access last time I talked to her
>>7899391
It wasn't funny any of the times you've posted this.
>>7899392
time to get a new boyfriend
>>7899392
Did he ever touch your gt?
5 months just wasted.... just cuz i refused to top him
I wish i was cuddling right now
>>7899408
hugg kay
>>7899409
Go to bed.
>>7899403
He tried but i stopped him
>>7899405
Tell me about that chara they sound fun
wew my mum just told me it's 20 years ago today since my brother died
of a flu infection he caught off me as a toddler
that's just what I needed when I'm feeling this dysphoric and shit today already
>>7899413
gross
why did you ever like that asshole
>>7899417
Because i wasn't lonely with him
>>7899420
aww
you'll find someone much better
hugg
>>7899390
Hm I guess I'm pretty pain insensitive cause I did my electro without anything until now and it only hurt under the nose
lil' jormer
>>7899408
(hugg)
he was a jerk.
you'll find someone better who isn't mean to you, I've said it many times before but I really mean it. Kayla you're lovely and you're cute, you'll find someone new easily.
>>7899414
I don't know the full story I just know that someone who was repressing themselves stalked and tried to kill a girl, I think it was because they were jealous of how well the girl passed but idk.
>>7899415
(hugg)
I'm just gonna try and get so high I get a migraine and pass out
being awake isn't worth it today
>>7899430
Oh not me at all then.
Pathetic garbage.
>>7899429
wait
Jormy?
is that you?
>>7899425
I want to send her all my hrt
I am a hon and its just going to waste on me anyway
>>7899430
Huggs can't fix the hurt
>>7899433
I'm an idiot please ignore me
we're girls
Do not kill yourselves tonight.
>>7899436
you pretty much deserve the hurt though
chara is a very interesting individual
>>7899439
too bad
>>7899439
>maining zyra
>>7899441
Hi claire.
>>7899442
you better not
>>7899440
No i fugging don't
>>7899444
i don't really have many options
>>7899442
God sends trannies to Hell, do you really want to go to Hell?
>>7899443
I do not actually do this. Hyped for new skin.
>>7899448
you could come here and let me hold you forever
>>7899451
>God sends trannies to Hell, do you really want to go to Hell?
>>7899446
brah you lie about everything you do and rage at people who pass
youve even made cnt tier text walls
and youre gonna get back together with him in 2 days anyway like usual so who cares
>>7899447
heyy <3
>>7899451
Zyra was my favorite support back in the old seasons.
>>7899432
noooo :(
(hugg)
>>7899436
But another boyfriend can which you'll get soon because you're awesome.
>>7899440
drake it's the weekend, you don't have to put so much effort in to being mean.
relax, take the day off and spend it doing something nice like cooking or cuddling with a loved one.
>>7899442
panda no :<
(hugg)
>>7899458
>not MAGNIFICENT BRAUM or ANNOYING AS FUCK BARD
>>7899455
Pandora you move around a lot l?
>>7899460
what?
>>7899462
Those two characters were not even out yet, when i mained zyra as support.
>>7899464
"git good"
>>7899474
Like a military brat or diplomatic family
>>7899460
what
>>7899477
my parents divorced so i went to the philippines with my dad for 6 years
>>7899474
ACKNOWLEDGE MY BRILLIANT QUIPS YOU LOWLY WHORE
>>7899473
This is beyond my comprehension.
>>7899484
I'll teach you little one~
>>7899485
I was calling the other chara garbage.
fuck
I should change my trip at this point
>>7899485
people arent either good or bad
its not a definite line at all
going on grindr cause it's my last chance to lose my virginity before I start to become a ugly tranny
>>7899483
You like it?
>>7899494
chaotic neutral buddy
>>7899501
eh
not really
it was pretty shit and my dad was an ass
might've been better than here, in retrospect
>>7899502
CEMU Is almost done with breath of the wild by the way
its already working on pc without grass at 20 fps
it should only be like a week more or so before it can be emulated and better than on the switch
I wish it snowed here
I would lay out in it in my underwear, they would find me with tears frozen to my face yet a smile on my lips
>>7899508
There's everything wrong with it
>>7899508
i think i lean more good than bad
for the most part
sometimes I feel like my family does'nt really care at all
>>7899508
I forgive you.
>>7899510
Oh, that would be fun!
>>7899517
hugg
>>7899517
your biological family? they most likely don't
but the nice people here are also your family
we care about you kiddo
>>7899518
no kidding
i didnt even wanna play it until i saw gameplay
its a kids game but it looks really fun for relaxing and exploring while high
>>7899525
It does look pretty fun, if it gets fully working i'll play it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeMux1GjA7Y
Is this an accurate description of repression
>>7899517
https://youtu.be/PkVzUEL0OI8
>>7899379
Tfw
>>7899386
=)
>>7899563
why did you go to turkey
erdogan is awful
Finna
>>7899578
FINNA
>>7899585
Cheer up, buttercup.
>>7899585
(hugg)
>>7899586
what anime is that
just looked at some srs things and now I feel like crying because I am circumcised :'(
>>7899590
how bad is it?
>>7899589
Gumball's Bizarre Adventure.
Tfw A cup forever.
I feel broken, why did this happen
What happened?
I don't think I'm strong enough
>>7899599
Eva pls :(
(hugg)
>>7899605
things are really bad, I'm scared
>>7898862
Fug
Guess I need to leave
>tfw you would still be together if you just repressed
;-;
>>7899608
(hugg)
wanna talk about it?
>>7899567
Because its cheaper to live in Turkey and I'll be with my parents
>>7898996
There is no palindrome there
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bDGH3dKo90
>fall asleep at 3 am
>wake up at 7 because of habit
>cant fall asleep again
>will get nightmares again anyway
Welp. What's everyone up to?
>>7899613
>family relations withering away
>the people I was close to are now distinct and seem uncaring
>can't get any of them to understand gdd at all
>deadname and stuff when they think I can't hear
>only realistic options for any surgery evaporated one by one
I'm not sure if I'm strong enough
>>7899636
We're all gonna make it sis.
>>7899638
yeah hopefully
might not though
I miss them
>>7899640
go away
>>7899645
fuck off
>>7899640
please stay
>>7899636
(hugg)
That really sucks I'm sorry.
Time to get new friends then I guess, if they're just deadnaming and disrespecting you behind your back that's not ok.
And why are you losing surgery options? Cost issues?
>>7899656
my own family is doing it, I haven't had a irl friends since school and those people were really abusive to me
insurance isn't going to be any help, someone who I thought would help didn't...
>>7899663
How old are you again? Is moving out an option or too expensive/too young?
>tfw no cis gf
How do I be the perfect husbando, like dreamy tier? What do you anons like in a guy? Other than violent anal impregnation.
>>7899665
I'm 20, me being able to work again in this state is very unlikely. I cry too easily now and I was really ill most of 2016 also so my body still has not really recovered from that.
>>7899672
Perfect guys don't exist and if I found one I would be too afraid I wasn't good enough for him and leave him
Don't be neurotic about being perfect because you aren't either and changing yourself is hard
>>7899674
Which state is that? I'm trying to think of any states with exotic laws that somehow ban you from working there for some reason..
There's always outs and solutions, we can try to think of one for you, but I don't know much about you at all.
Moving somewhere else with someone not a possibility?
>>7899676
So just be an autistic faggot? Rip me. I'll try not to be over bearing.
>>7899678
I meant the state of myself, like my mental and physical state of being
>>7899681
I don't think it's the hrt making me this way
>>7899672
Tfw still want a bf but also like Nessie
>>7899682
It's helping making you worse, but HRT will make you worse before you get better. Getting over the depressive hurdle in the first few months is hell, but 6-9+ months out you'll be calm and serene.
>>7899685
this is nice to hear that it's common, i basically structure my whole life around trying to activelly fight depression as it stands.
>>7899690
at a bit over 4 months hrt
>>7899690
Yup, trust me, experienced it a times myself. Once your body and brain stabilize, you'll notice especially more the subtler effects of HRT on your mind like thought changes, complete behavior changes, smells being different, foods tasting different..
Never felt like ending my life so bad. I have nothing to live for.
>>7899685
I don't think if I'll be able feel ok with hrt alone
>>7899695
same desu
i don't wnat to die but i've got no options
guess we'll see how things go
>>7899698
Then find new friends and support! Online if you have to. You have mtfg here too.
>>7899699
Worst part is all i have left is hating people better off than me. There is no reason but cosmic luck i have nothing and so many have it all. I want the world to suffer
I'm going to try to cuddle kitty to feel better
thanks
>>7899705
did you schedule a therapist?
I think this will really help you.
I'm often mean to you but i shouldn't be, you just have issues you need to deal with I think, but you really should work on getting those untangled
>>7899698
If you want you can add me on discord and we can chat and stuff and I'll be your friend.
Lamana#7953
And as others have said, it's probably hormones screwing with you a fair bit, and that'll even out and you'll feel a lot better.
Then it'll be a case of getting a job and moving away from the jerks you have for families and everything will be great.
>>7899712
hugg
yesterday went ok btw
>>7899712
>be cis male
>6'2'' broad shoulders
>Large in a good way
Unfortunately I am betrothed to someone else
SOMEBODY ONCE TOLD ME
>>7899717
Im 6' with a very smooth benis, is that okay?
>>7899713
=)
THE WORLD IS GONNA ROLL ME
>tfw you wake up and it's your thread
HAIL TO THE QUEEN BABY
hi im here now
if i die tonight my last will is that there are no more nim threads
>>7899736
wtf mean
I AINT THE SHARPEST TOOL IN THE SHED
I'm out of weed again
>>7899738
it's a deal
>>7899742
i say nay!
SHE WAS LOOKING KINDA DUMB WITH HER FINGER AND HER RHUMB IN THE SHAPE OF EN L
ON HER FOREHEAD
>>7899744
wow are you seriously going to deny me my last wish
bitch move
>>7899721
Of course its fine. Wouldmarry/10.
tried to masturbate this morning
my dick kept getting soft and it didn't really feel that good
I think I killed it :(
I just wish I was a gay boy
>>7899757
oh boy we're back to this
>>7899756
Hahaha
Aaaaaahahahhhah
AHAHAHAHAHHAHASOEOOSJWSFOICNEWNBWVBWOCXKMZM,+Kozjj8+$+#+399292+$+%!$;$;4;4;3!!3!3¡!3¡3!
>>7899745
its "an L" you dirty mexican
>>7899675
I think normies hate us because we remind them of the cruel indifference of existence to our suffering
>>7899759
It would be so much easier
Being a tranny makes one worthless
>>7899763
That's what I said
En EL
WHATS THE PROBLEM HERE OFFICER
>>7899768
true :(
My accent is.
Thick.
To say the least.
>>7899773
its 'an' because its before a vowel is pronounced
'en' isn't a word
>>7899756
you just gotta wiggle your dick every few days :(
>>7899781
I have though!!
its literally been like 2 days since I last put it in use
I didn't want it to totally die :(
at least it means my testosterone is low right?
>>7899781
Wiggles nim
>>7899779
post your voice
also please don't make fun of me for having a dying dick :(
>>7899784
maybe
my T is 20 and uh, i can still do maintenance if you know what i mean
>>7899786
omg oryx
>>7899788
maybe I'll try again later
my balls have gotten muuuch smaller than they used to be
I think I need to take a break from here for a while.
Everything is happening so slowly, granted probably because I'm only on Cypro so idk what I was expecting, but coming on here daily just makes me a little sad due to how much I have left to happen.
I think the best thing to do is to go away from mtfg and just try to live normally in the meantime. I can't start E until at least early June, and being here daily just makes the wait seem that much longer.
I do love you all though, and if anyone wants to add me on discord and chat they're welcome to do so - Lamana#7953
huggs for all, wish me luck
>Inb4 back here tomorrow.
>>7899795
hugg
>>7899787
Got a Kik?
I've been told I sound like scarface when I talk on like Skype /soc/ groups with my friends
>>7899799
idk I'm a little afraid to communicate with you outside of this place
>>7899795
aww now im the one telling you i don't wanna see you go!
hope you feel better andrea, sorry you can't start e for a few months :(
alright i guess we're doing it
>>7899805
please don't
hugg
>>7899780
When Mexicans with big thick voices talk sometimes words come out different they sound like ur putting in different letters but if someone speaks Spanish it's better then cuz the accent actually works except sometimes tampoco cuz mexico is big and even some people there are like no they can't understand no the accent
>>7899800
You should be
In the /soc/ial groups I stalk I'm a known ddoser and extortionist tambien
LoTR marathon with Anna uwu
Being white and Asian is the fucking worse
>>7899811
>asian
omg just like my animes
we play hide and seek in waterfalls
>>7899809
why would you do that to me though :(
its not very nice
>>7899824
>touch face for two seconds
>it immediately leaves a red mark
>>7899827
I'm sad
>>7899827
hugg (mega)
>>7899817
It sucks Nim
It makes me look weird especially with my nose
>>7899811
wew why can't you just listen to the computer and be happy with your appearance
Fucking hell. Why did I cave.
>>7899833
the biggest thing i remember seeing in your pre-op stuff was your brow bridge
your nose looks lil
i was actually looking up ffs reviews on reddit last night and stumbled upon your reddit posts lol
>>7899834
please don't do it
hugg hugg hugg hugg
>>7899837
amy needs a hugg
>>7899840
what the fuck is this
wtf
>>7899847
sorry
working on my own salvation rn
>>7899844
all i remember is that everyone in the comments was like "OMG YOU DON'T THINK YOU PASS!?!" and you were just like "bdd"
basically the same thing as on here now that i think about it lol
>>7899850
You're a good girl.
>>7899842
I'll never be normal
;-;
wew
>>7899826
I'm sorry anon I won't make fun of ur dick
*snickers*
But um yea I don't actually do that sometimes I'm cool though and sometimes I'm high too and sometimes I'm drunk and sometimes 2/3 but that's a lot of d combinations
S=Sober
D=Drinking
P=Smoking
C=Cool
S
D
P
C
SD
SP
SC
SDP
SDC
SDPC
DP
DC
DPC
PC
did I get all of them?
I'm high I just smoked a bowl this is cool
>>7899860
Weird is cool
>>7899862
do you ever think it was weed that made you want to fuck trannies/become a tranny?
also rare hq pic of my spooky serial killer eyes, my webcam responds poorly to artificial lighting which is why a lot of my pics look blotchy and noisy :P
>>7899860
someday you'll be a normal corpse in the ground =D
>>7899872
shit can I take that option too
>>7899872
someday i'll be a normal knife in your heart
or a spoopy ghost
>>7899868
Weed does a lot of things senpai but I don't think it can do that.
Maybe.
>>7899876
no you'll always be an abnormal pedo agp chaser
>>7899881
sorry, not interested
I hate showers
:/
>>7899860
you're my budd
and you're gonna be beautiful
>>7899851
But Reddit is filled with hug boxers plus I have light bulb face :/
>>7899893
remember your promise to me
>>7899894
light bulb face is better than square face
>>7899895
i made no such promise!
Why is it always the most unpassable trannies who take the most pictures of themselves? How can you sit around all day taking pictures of your disgusting face.
>>7899879
idk I think if I hadn't ever smoked weed I'd a normal straight guy
but now I inject hormones and dress up like a girl and suck dick :(
rip
>>7899903
and ya got accepting family members to help you through this!
>>7899900
some kind of lack of self-awareness
it is a legitimate problem
>>7899901
MUST. FIGURE. OUT. WAY. BACK. TO CLOSET.
>>7899898
emi
>>7899900
desperate attempts at validation
>>7899904
I get depressed when I'm alone in uni though
>>7899911
oh good you're awake!!
eevvaaa ^>^ <3333
>>7899907
i think it's more like once you're pretty you take it for granted
>>7899915
hair ruffles for amy
>>7899916
dysphoria really bad, been going for 6 hours now
>>7899892
>>7899872
https://youtu.be/P_-3Tm4h8xg
>>7899908
just tell em it was all a prank
>>7899921
hey it's not so bad!
you just had electro yesterday, you're getting your face all cleared up
laser too
and you got your e dose upped remember?
there's good things to be happy about :)
>>7899901
Wew that's a big thing to confess anon.
Do you like it faggot?
Do you like Cock?
>>7899927
thank you emi, you being awake always makes things better
>>7899931
..yes
it's wrong to be yourself
>>7899936
im glad i can help :3
>>7899941
no
unless you're a repressing gaylord, then it's wrong to be yourself
i wish i wasnt so autistic
>>7899938
Lol
>>7899898
That is debatable
It makes me look fairly weird cause the back of my cheeks are rather sunken in
>>7899900
I wish I didn't pass but people keep ma'aming me
>>7899943
>>7899954
>I wish I didn't pass
???????????
i need more fat on mah face
i had chubby cheeks before hrt but ive looked at pictures from before i started and i think ive lost a lot of fat in my face
Morning
>>7899959
good morning Carol
I hope you have good day today
>>7899947
But I like guys ;-;
>>7899960
I have like no fat because my jaw got narrowed.
I moved to the south so some redneck could beat me up
>>7899947
once again nim shames loving cock
baka
>>7899963
Thanks anon ^=^
>>7899962
headpat cindy
>>7899949
idk why but I kinda like to be verbally degraded and called a faggot and stuff...
is that normal
>>7899975
Fuck off cunt
>>7899981
faggot
did u cum yet
>>7899970
It's not all about cock
A guy is a lot more than his dick
>>7899963
it's nearly 4pm where carol is though
>>7899976
ily anon
morning.
how is everyone today?
>>7899986
true
>>7899988
That's 3! THREE "ily"s from cindy!
I'll get a million someday just you watch
>>7899981
Yea baby
It's normal.
I get off to it too but like I like to do the degrading
Also I'm big
>>7899998
that's so cute
>>7899998
That's cause you're super nice
hug*
>>7899998
>ywn give Cindy the snugg
why live?
>>7899962
Good Morning~
I've looked over the papers Nim published and I have to say, she's convinced me on straightgay/gaystraight stuff, or Gay Polarity Theory.
Nim breaks it down into simple steps:
Through her research Nim found that humans have an until recently unknown part of the brain. This "Gay Polarity Lobe" as Nim describes it actually switches what the perception of a gay act is to people interacting with that person!
For a person who has a normal functioning Gay Polarity Lobe as opposed to someone born with GPLRS(Gay Polarity Lobe Reversal Syndrome) society will see sexual interactions with the same gender in those individuals as gay.
However, if a person is transgender and begins taking hormones, something interesting happens. The Gay Polarity Lobe gets a lil shy and recedes into brain, skewing the view of what society says is a "gay" act.
Therefore, the person can date people of the same gender and not be considered gay. A person who does this is considered "straightgay". The act is obviously not gay because the word "straight" comes before the word "gay". This is opposed to a transgender person who chooses to date someone of a different gender. This person is "gaystraight", so the act is pretty gay honestly since the word "gay" comes before the word "straight".
Nim's paper is getting a lot of attention in the Gayfernomics circles and I honestly hope to see more of Gay Polarity Theory in the future. There's something really exciting here.
>>7899984
nah its not like that
idk how to explain it, it just feels good to be talked to like that
especially when its done in a dominating way
>>7900016
This is a trip to read high
>>7900015
cute
>>7899710
I have therapy scheduled for the 23rd but its not real therapy, its only them doing me a solid on my second srs letter.
>>7900016
where is this paper?
>>7900016
nim is a really smart girl miss academic
>>7900016
hmmm interesting, interesting
my counter-argument to nim's body of research is pic related
>>7900031
gayfernomics.edu/papers/gay-anatomy/2016-1-31/gay-polarity-theory
>>7900029
are you hoping your grandpa kicks the bucket soon so you can get it done asap?
>>7900036
Not true
tfw u get bullied
>>7900029
You don't have anything scheduled
>>7900040
Really bad feel :(
Are you okay?
>>7900039
being a tranny is definitely a little gay
its at least a LITTLE gay for a guy to take estrogen and dress up like a girl
Am I eternal
Forever here
In time.
>>7900047
Not according to Nim's groundbreaking new theory.
>>7900047
But... I-I'm not a guy
>>7900037
you lied to me.
you said there was a paper
>>7900016
Meet the academic tripper. Quick rundown on them:
>rothschilds bow to the tripfags
>in contact with aliens
>rumoured to possess psychic abilities
>control france with an iron fist
>own castles and banks all over the world
>direct descendants of the ancient royal blood line
>will bankroll the first cities on Mars (tripfagolopolis will be be the first city)
>own basically every DNA editing research facility on Earth
>first designer babies will be Tripfag Babies
>tripper said to have 200+ IQ
>ancient Indian scriptures tell of tripangel who will descend upon the Earth and will bring an era of enlightenment and unprecedented technological progress with them
>They own Nanobot R&D labs around the world
>You likely have Tripfagbots inside you right now
>The Tripelofago are in regular communication with the Archangels Michael and Gabriel, forwarding the word of God to the Orthodox Church
>They learned fluent French in under a week
>Nation states entrust their gold reserves with the trip. There's no gold in Ft. Knox, only Ft. Tripfagoff
>The triperilidis are 67 years old, from the space-time reference point of the base human.
>In reality, they are timeless beings existing in all points of time and space from the Bog bang to the end of the universe
The Tripfags will guide humanity into a new age of wisdom, peace and love.
>>7900047
If it's not gay for cis males to love trannies, doesn't that mean that trannies aren't gay either, otherwise they wouldn't love cis males?
>>7900056
How do I join?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jI71QpD4Ma8
wow today is like, pretty bad. Isn't it nice how dysphoria can ruin a while weekend? :DDD
>>7900056
Is it true you can go live in reservations?
>>7900058
>If it's not gay for cis males to love trannies
idk I do consider that a little bit gay desu
>doesn't that mean that trannies aren't gay either, otherwise they wouldn't love cis males?
I just think its a bit faggy to take estrogen if you have a penis and testicles, thats all
>>7900060
Then the only thing that's gay is that I was misassigned at birth
>>7900066
It's not gay for a girl to like boys
>>7900063
Yeah :/
And I wonder if I should just detransition ._.
>>7900066
>idk I do consider that a little bit gay desu
I mean, it's more gay than wanting to fug a cis woman, but less gay than wanting to fug a trap.
If you're rounding up, you're definitely rounding up to "straight".
>>7900043
Yes i do, just like im legally female
>>7900075
dont detransition :(
that could only make you more sad
>>7900055
I just linked it?
>>7900074
*headpats*
shhhh its ok you're not gay for wanting to loved by big hairy braulic men
damn. it's almost time for me to get going to class.
not really looking forward to it since it's gonna be 3 hours, & i'm still sleepy
>>7900000
GET
>>7900069
You speak in memes yet your get it checked
>>7900082
the link leads nowhere
>>7900075
>And I wonder if I should just detransition ._.
if ropsje has the courage to transition into a butterfly, you have the courage to transition too
and after you've finished transitioning, you butterfly straight into sertii's bed, ehehe
>>7900074
>It's not gay for a girl to like boys
no no thats not what I was trying to say
and like I love guys a lot and want to marry a qt bf someday
but I just consider feeling female when you're amab to be a bit gay ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7900078
agreed
otherwise they could just have sex with a testosterone-fueled man
>>7900088
I-it's not like that, that's not really my preference
>>7900060
It's due to the Gay Polarity Lobe getting shy and receding into the brain.
>>7900091
Get
>>7900093
Sounds like a personal problem.
>>7900097
hmm idk what that means
look don't tell her I said this and keep it on the DL, but I legit consider nim to be one of if not the gayest posters in this thread
>tfw you trust someone with everything
>tfw he says that you are qt
>tfw you can't say he doesn't think that because you never had him lie to you, nor does he have any motive to lie to you
>tfw that seems to be the popular opinion
>tfw no confidence
i want confidence ;-;
gibbe confidence
>>7900102
Gay how
>>7900095
But it doesn't mean anything that I was amab cause it was wrong
It was just a mistake
>>7900103
NO I NEED IT MORE GIVE IT TO ME
>>7900101
>>7900110
But I-I like pure love with a singular clean healthy guy, lewd stuff isn't as important as emotional stuff to me
>>7900106
1. is tranny
2. is transbian
bretty close to the definition of a homosexual, or more colloquially, gay
i need to go now.
byebye everyone
>>7900114
Yeah but when you run it through the Gay Polarity Theory Nim is actually straightgay, which translates into straight when converted to the current model for judging gayness.
>>7900120
Cya, have a nice day
>>7900120
good luck at school, alines
>>7900118
true
>>7900121
that would mean nobody is gay, because nim is a girl that only likes girls
>>7900128
Yeah!
>>7900129
idk i still think nim is gay
>>7900080
True I don't want to stop with it either, but it makes life so much harder...
And I don't know, what if I'm not even trans, but just thinking that becoming a girl would fix all my problems and anxieties...
>>7900094
Hey smug/lewd Anon, I like you~
It's nice that you care about me and cheer me up a little :)
But what if I stay in my cocoon forever or break out too early and make everything worse? >_<
Röpsje is still hiding in hers and I hope she's alright and not dead ._.
But she's happy you remembered her for sure -Do you want to be my friend?
>>7900129
...but if no one is gay that just makes the word meaningless
which would make straightgay just the new word for gay
so in essence nim would just be gay then but just with a different label for no reason
>>7900135
She's not gay alright, she can't be gay
>>7900139
when did she start cocooning??
thats so cute :) I want a pet caterpillar now
>>7900139
omg your lil caterpillar is growing up!
I don't like being in heat.
>>7900141
STOP IT YOU'RE GOING AGAINST THE RESEARCH!!!!
>>7900139
If you weren't trans you'd know, I know transitioning makes life a lot harder but it'll get better, and it's the only way to make things right
>>7900147
wew
#noBFproblems
>>7900152
Kitty cat :3
And yeah, this is true af
Do any of you want to spoon with me?
You can be the big or the small spoon, it's your choice...
>>7900153
Basically.
It's too bad I have 0 sex appeal.
>>7900140
nothing i just feel shitty and i guess gloomy does too
>>7900159
at least you acknowledge you're ugly
>>7900158
Can I be little spoon please
gib advice
my e is kinda low(98.1) and i kinda wanna up my dose to see if i can get my levels up
but my problem is ive read that increasing my dose when im still getting changes can negatively impact my transition
but my hip pains got worse when i upped my dose for a few days
WHAT DO I DO
oh im on 4mg btw, wanna go to 6mg
>>7900159
idk at the very least I think you'd have appeal as a femboy for sure
you don't need to be so hard on yourself :(
>>7900140
We're just having a bad day I guess :/
>>7900144
I think the night from the 4th to the 5th March, so about a week ago. I wonder when she will be ready and if she will turn out to be a cute white butterfly or an ugly moth~
>>7900146
Mhh~ she was really excited on the day she started pupating, like running around everywhere over my arms and climbing down the stick up and down to search for a good place~
I'm proud of her.
>>7900152
Mhh~ you're right. I need to fix my problems too somehow though :/
>>7900169
what are you gonna do when she becomes a pretty butterfly and starts flying around everywhere!?
>>7900173
aww ok :(
hey im 20 is that too young to cudd
how should my gf and i protect ourself?
we have been dating for a year, we were both virgins
we have had anal sex no more than 6 times
is a condom really necesary for protection?
>>7900169
>I wonder when she will be ready and if she will turn out to be a cute white butterfly or an ugly moth~
this is a good metaphor for where my life is at right now
>>7900178
if you're for sure both virgins you don't need a condom
>>7900163
Wow fuck you too
>>7900167
So basically you agree with me that unless I decide to say I'm just gay, I'll never have sex.
>>7900171
I wish I could keep her as a pet, but I guess I'll let her free and hope that she'll be alright outside and has a nice life~
I shouldn't leave her flying around in the house anyways, since I also have some carnivores and I don't want her to get eaten by them accidentally >.<
>>7900181
Same~
Maybe I can use her to predict my future~
>>7900180
you wanna tri-cudd me gloomy? :3
Tfw femboy tier
tri-cuddle
>>7900177
aww yeah probably :(
maybe at like 8-10 months ill see about upping
>>7900191
you wanna tri-cudd with me kissu? :3
>>7900139
>But what if I stay in my cocoon forever or break out too early and make everything worse? >_<
i'm not even trans, so i don't think i can offer any meaningful commentary on that, but what i've gathered from lurking here for so long is that there is rarely a "good" time to transiton, and the longer you wait, the harder it gets - that's just a platitude though, and people who know you better are probably the ones you should listen to
>Do you want to be my friend?
yes - you seem far too nice for 4chan, and i wonder how you even ended up here in the first place
>>7900188
aww that's sad
she'll always remember mommy tho!
smug anon makes me feel funny
>>7900176
No, you're of age so I don't have to worry about going to jail
>>7900177
It very quickly becomes sexual though sometimes....
>>7900178
If you both were virgins and trust each other you probably don't need it, although I'd just a condom with anal just on principle, because anal is gross lol
>>7900180
3 person spooning....
Idk anything about that desu....
i want cuddles too but i also feel kinda gross again so i'm not sure i do
>>7900212
sertii ill cudd ya
>>7900206
merc cudds :)
>>7900215
i feel a bit sick of the thought tho
I feel fat and gross
need someone to bite my boobs
>>7900206
i like how you're running things now that you're the queen of mtfg. :3
My roommate is bringing up the concept of female training. I've heard of body language training alongside female voice training. Here's what she brought up today:
I'm having trouble with this female lessons thing. I really really want to do it but I'm worried its because I have far too rigid a view of what a woman should be and my overall sense of obligation to completely reinvent myself as a person.
And here's what I could tell her:
I think both of those worries are very well grounded. It's 2017; the overlap between behavior is kind of broad. I would say focus on females you know who are near your age and watch how they act. That's what I do.
As for reinventing yourself... transition *is* the time to get rid of things you don't like about yourself. I think it would be good to make a list of things you DO like about yourself. Even if it's a short list or you need help.
Anything I could add?
>>7900186
>So basically you agree with me that unless I decide to say I'm just gay, I'll never have sex.
noooo thats not what I was trying to say at all :(
you're too feminine to attract a man who is actually gay
you have to be pretty genetically lucky to go right from male to female without some kinda femboy in-between stage I think :/
>>7900222
um you're cute though?
>>7900166
98.1?!?!?!?!!?
what haooened to intersex nim? ;-;
>>7900227
Not by my cold dead gauntlet, dastardly witch!
>>7900240
she's ded
>>7900238
well i certainly don't feel like it now
>take hrt
>begin to hate jaw more every day
>hate appearance more every day
:(
>>7900236
That's promising, I guess.
I kinda just thought I wasn't pretty or ugly, just kinda sexless and plain. Fml. Maybe I'll be pretty next year.
>>7900242
lol I swear I'd love to know who u are and what your claim to the throne is..
MY ARM HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH DON'T FALL FOR THE INJECTION MEME
>>7900253
wtf aren't you supposed to inject your thigh
>>7900166
>but my problem is ive read that increasing my dose when im still getting changes can negatively impact my transition
Is this true?
>>7900166
>but my hip pains got worse when i upped my dose for a few days
This shit makes me hate you. : P Hip growth is one of the things I really wanted but I started too fucking old (25). I'm going to have to work my thighs and waist.
My family is rather narrow-waisted to begin with though. So I didn't have much genetic luck anyway.
>>7900255
yes
definitely definitely not your arm
rip beepbeep :(
>go to back to bed
>sleep for like 1 hour
>wake up covered in sweat after a nightmare
I don't know what else I was expecting
I fucking hate sleeping
>>7900253
should've done the legs, dawg.
sass knew what she was talkin'bout
beep
>>7900251
idk I definitely wouldn't consider you sexless and plain
your boobs are still growing right? thats gotta make you happy
>>7900260
you should like focus on good things before going to sleep.
visualize, internalize, focus!
maybe you just ate too much?
>>7900265
At least it's not every night for you, ha ha.. right?
>>7900269
Did you inject it in a vein or under just under the skin or under the muscle/fat..
>>7900189
I dunno how that works, but I'd love to cuddle~
>>7900191
I'd like to be you though ._.
I bet you're prettier then me...
>>7900200
Mhh~ thank you~
How should I call you by the way? :O
I mean I'm 6 months on hrt already, but the cocoon metaphor was more like staying at home, where I feel safe vs. going outside where it's scary. I know I should go outside, but I'm not sure if I'm ready for that yet, but I can't stay at home forever either ._.
Yush I'm glad you want to be friends with me :)
Do you have a discord? :O
>>7900202
Mhh~ that's a sweet thought :)
I hope she'll have lil' baby caterpillars one day and tells them about her life~
(But I'm not sure if it works like that >.<)
>>7900212
I would love to cuddle you and I'm sure it will feel great! Or we can feel gross together~
But I think you're absolutely beautiful and I love you so much! I don't know what to do about those feelings, except for telling you that it's not true...
>>7900269
like you barely have arm muscles at all beep. ;-;
take some tylenol and do hot and cold compresses on your arm. and like massage it.
did you inject into the shoulder or what?
>>7900271
It's only like half of the time now, but when it was younger i had terrible dreams all the time and it caused a lot of problems... so I know dreams can suck
Hopefully it'll get better sometime
>>7900257
im already manfaced at 20 so there's nothing to be envious about lmao
my mom is puertorican so i already have hip genes and some hippage on my own
i just have hip genes, id rather have girlface genes though lol
>>7900264
Yeah, but they're not that big, and I'm not pretty.
>>7900265
People resent me.
And If I was pretty, I'd have a boyfriend by now.
>>7900279
did you have night terrors? i had night terrors/panic attack from when I was 9 until puberty. at first I would get into my parents bed and they eventually kicked me out of the room and then I set up my sleepingbag outside of their room. lol
>>7900277
yes she'll pull out her photo albums of you two and tell them about you :3
>>7900269
When you say you injected into the arm, you mean the deltoid, right?
>>7900286
That's fair. I guess we should just be happy with having genes that make us look more like our family.
Yeah, we'd all rather have a girlface over just about anything else I imagine.
>>7900269
lol fuggin RIP
goodnight sweet prince
>>7900295
i just gotta hope hrt memes my face into something at least passable
Cute kitties y/n ?
>>7900287
I imagine it's hard when you have to compete with cis girls, it doesn't mean you're not pretty tho
>>7900290
Night terrors, sleep paralysis, a few times seizures, lots of stuff, it was really bad
im so ffukcing high
also the disordered eating is back because i let myself get too fat again reeeee
now WHO WANTS WO READ MY SCREENPLAY???///
>>7900296
:/
>>7900303
Of course I'm competing with cis girls, I look too girly for gay guys or straight girls, and I don't look trans enough to attract chasers irl.
>>7900277
>I mean I'm 6 months on hrt already, but the cocoon metaphor was more like staying at home, where I feel safe vs. going outside where it's scary. I know I should go outside, but I'm not sure if I'm ready for that yet, but I can't stay at home forever either ._.
i was a hikkineet for a couple of years, and all it did was make me even more anxious and terrible at dealing with people - i can't imagine having the additional stress of being trans on top of that, since i was barely able to pull myself out of it, as it was (it's good that you have/are building a network of friends though, it makes it harder to disappear off the radar)
>How should I call you by the way? :O
well, people usually call me "anon" or "wow, stop posting any time", but i'm just a permanon and i've never had a name here
>Do you have a discord? :O
yeah, i'm Cantina#6636 (i've left all my discords, but i still have it open usually)
>>7900292
muh deltoidzzzzzdzz!
>>7900317
If you're busy don't worry about it
>>7900318
why do you d this when there's like 10 images left!
don't spreg about creating new threads Carol!
>>7900339
Noo it's okay you can tell me and I'll add it to my search list~
I'll just go and exercise for 5 minutes now~
>>7900290
I used to have night terrors as a kid where I'd look into the centre of a black hole of sorts and see the entirety of existwence and non-existence at once there in the middle
fucked me right up
>>7900341
I did lol do you know how hard it is to do it with 0.00 test
For your information, dopamine doesn't last that long in the brain, and excess dopamine in the brain once it surpasses the pleasurable point is responsible for mania, hallucinations, and delusions. (Paranoid schizophrenia)
My nightmares aren't just going to go away.
>>7900352
Uhm, okay. I'd like it to say.. 'blade'.
>>7900368
Okay I found you a !blade.XxO. trip, do you want it, or should I search for a better one?
Can you tell me your discord or e-mail so I can send it to you?
I'll eat dinner first now though~
While typing this i found another !BLADE.KC2g !Blade/DPWg !BLADE/vWXw and !BLADE.Mr62 trip and when I finished eating dinner I prolly have a few more :>
>>7900433
first is gud ty
I don't have a discord
[email protected]
>>7900464
Okay I've send you a mail now. I got 35 trips while eating dinner~
>>7900523
Thank you, you're the best. :>
>>7900524
You're welcome :3